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Currently going through hard times, divorce with kids involved. talked to friends/family, All I get is pity from them or just drop off the planet. Just want a friendship relationship with some loyalty. 29M. 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Throwaway acc. Throughout the past couple of years, I have noticed a downward spiral of my physical desire for somebody. For example, I had been seeing this girl for a short amount of time recently and while I genuinely enjoyed her company & had feelings for her, I couldn't bring myself to have sex with her when I was given the opportunity. I wanted to but I didn't want to. &#x200B; (Sorry if this is confusing lmao) &#x200B; I left feeling embarassed and I could tell she was hurt but I just couldn't explain it to her when I tried. I kept looking for something but I couldn't think of anything because *I* can't even figure out the reason why. I told her it probably was some combination of anxiety, my last relationship, and medication. We ended up drifting apart and this had made me realize that this is happening to every girl I have any sort of feelings for. I haven't had any sort of actual relationship in two years now. I take a lot of medication, one of which I know alters my sex drive, but it doesn't feel like the way it did when the meds had that sort of effect on me. The thought of sex with her feels dirty. Wrong. When I truly want to be with someone on a deeper level than physical, I just haven't been able to bring myself to enjoy it. It's never a problem when it's just a hookup and because of that, I'm afraid I'm developing a negative association with sex. I had an incredibly long & problematic relationship two years ago and I know that has *something* to do with it, but I don't know why the issue seems to be getting worse. &#x200B; Makes me feel pretty lonely, honestly. &#x200B; Sorry, new year feels are still getting to me. Seems like this sub is an annual tradition now. Also finally realized last night that my best friend is incredibly selfish & does not care for how I- or anyone- feel(s?) &#x200B; Completely uprooted my life and moved back home last month so there's that too. &#x200B; Also, if you're feeling down, trust me, I know the feeling. So if anyone would like to talk, I would be happy to see what's up. This is a two way deal here, y'know. &#x200B;",2.7357245632065776,5.189797774580342,4.043773552586504,83.7546223021583,78.44844124700239,7.0409729359369635,25.276293251113394,8.11559375814309,1.7276710517300442,1700,64,323,32,42,557,202,417,0.131,0.755,0.114,-0.6957,0,2,2,0,0,0,85.0,1,0,0,3,21,21,1,2,18,0,39,7,0,5,1,72,77,27,0,14,13,0,9,3,1,2,3,0,1,2,22,14,0,1,23,0,0,5,12,9,0,4,18,12,47,12,45,50,4,50,0,3,3,4,20,12,0,12,34,219,69,0,0.048776369924807834,0.0,0.04759870097066183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323730894058697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801289081290351,0.0,0.5284917643497719,0.4148803980886397,0.06633920832372821,0.0,0.037313789485682564,0.0,0.0,0.06821114391703018,0.0,0.04013879643205536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375060176865435,0.0,0.0594672447605303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118779097320233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049730759912988864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114109585688858,0.0,0.0,0.03894396241561551,0.05397012558041668,0.0,0.0,0.05028629562926072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042684530019355835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320138615976842,0.0,0.0,0.03221633231443481,0.0,0.041096195369235415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466279819991703,0.03484584842026227,0.0,0.05343212908250062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376845024088895,0.0,0.05096728023056974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313278283807216,0.05192335277787125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04892667601669578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052216112821384685,0.0,0.0,0.05090985770274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403108649199855,0.11927775475227223,0.0,0.0,0.052995668641035984,0.0,0.0344521925665232,0.07148901166694951,0.0,0.0,0.04316555248060601,0.040959866094163064,0.0,0.0,0.041467925450576766,0.0,0.04615338058613897,0.03255860567952895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417955114097709,0.09827412232973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893283312026841,0.051841562008876095,0.0,0.0,0.037619343453836204,0.09421704403635728,0.0,0.045773318972516665,0.0,0.0,0.055532220446996856,0.0,0.0,0.033052130603425316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656256425452759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962310363504977,0.052589176539850485,0.04667239862539488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015023197564178,0.048160780875634884,0.1571027017571323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777369034643381,0.08880835053441405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132805995198656,0.07510086513189043,0.0,0.10920230550119904,0.0,0.0,0.03895287202895716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036673759889320486,0.03920459852950597,0.04263269721981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031253928344320885,0.0,0.03872298934690622,0.02844189355233185,0.0,0.0,0.04660791172856585,0.0,0.0331159534139334,0.0,0.14294227779836075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630870020145949,0.07743282418634591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802617435623587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049707288035241534,0.06929866746432535,0.05332930346994752,0.4148803980886397,0.15705191517735356 lonely,sexyharambe69,2019/01/01,"HEY LOOK! LOOK AT ME! HEY YOU! LOOK AT ME! What say in my head, as I sit there completely silent...",-3.7557142857142836,-4.374816333333332,-1.3011904761904738,110.62535714285713,140.9047619047619,3.304761904761905,8.261904761904763,5.46131890053228,-1.865038095238096,71,1,20,1,6,23,16,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469665393093754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396225376915714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8336760926498351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631633048806697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlackGooeyGhost,2019/01/01,"Anybody wants to talk? I really want to talk to someone and also for someone who wants to talk to another. I’m 15 (F), I guess why 2019 isn’t gonna be good lol still lonelier as before ",-0.5917500000000011,1.5212533250000035,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,90.75,6.2,20.5,7.554174236665415,0.9190999999999998,143,5,32,3,5,51,30,40,0.059,0.762,0.179,0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881798427576168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674635736040054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002341608465855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736950766607564,0.0,0.0,0.2592239665319722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074763080456707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987601403923792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879213872729429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674073945818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163813816738744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233351919540933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mikeyrocks202,2019/01/01,"I’m gonna be alone forever I matched with a really cute girl on tinder, she even messaged me first. I proceeded to talk my way out of any future interaction with her. I just don’t understand people. Especially women. And I don’t love myself enough to be confident in any situation. This is just how it will always be ",1.91,4.431124444444446,4.589841269841274,78.18571428571431,82.33333333333334,8.679365079365079,23.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.4483714285714284,252,9,48,8,7,89,51,63,0.032,0.7979999999999999,0.171,0.8655,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30987368426277745,0.0,0.0,0.2489525182635923,0.0,0.0,0.406922957705794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091463165554689,0.0,0.19761413443237508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544933867997659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700333360199716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074227329686617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916706773742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363054331290425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047997545350014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114704325942113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374854527028657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sunshineonenine,2019/01/01,"Anyone feeling lonely that would like to text? :) Hey everyone! Is there anyone out there feeling really lonely and would like to have someone to text? If so I would be happy to text :) 28/M I’ll reply to all messages/comments ",0.5356395348837211,2.760952651162796,2.422529069767446,87.2677470930233,103.88372093023256,4.010465116279072,19.328488372093023,5.985473137389443,0.4520720930232561,176,6,30,2,8,58,29,43,0.09,0.575,0.335,0.9121,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,6,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40972927494267536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799634309368278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962879624713817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118921112384154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286279134997809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876961791611119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482485275355008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243926830164751,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,garythesteer,2019/01/01,"Farmboy loses everyone my parents moved me out to the east coast after living on a farm for 14 years. I used to have all sorts of great farm friends and redneck buddies. Then I got moved to some high-end private school on the west coast. Its been 3 months since then and I spend most of the day with my headphones in and I never have plans after school. I lost everyone and my girlfriend. In rural school, I used to be one of the most socially successful kids in the school. Now I do not talk anymore. I know there is no solution but I just want to tell my story. 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lonely,Mr_nobody23,2019/01/01,Sometime i feel like talking to people but my family is never there I feel ashamed to be talking about it I just wish someone would 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lonely,LonelyMilo,2019/01/01,"Hi It’s 2:15 Am and im decided “fuck my body, Fuck my sleep schedule and Fuck my Mind”.",-3.3870000000000005,-2.314751699999997,-0.06999999999999673,104.47000000000004,116.0,4.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.7174999999999998,66,2,18,1,4,23,15,20,0.412,0.588,0.0,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191460097638142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7968637895690954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103532136804159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901097138742553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875259327425121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OptimisticEmpathy,2019/01/01,"Is anyone else too far gone? I gave up on real life a long time ago and have tried to find people to talk to online and I can't even do that. I resent almost everyone I talk to, cut contact with them almost right away. Feels like loneliness is a poison and it's eat away at my personality and identity, and there's nothing left.",2.106960784313728,3.8974000882352975,4.1005882352941185,85.84931372549022,77.52941176470588,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.7058156862745104,258,6,54,4,6,88,52,68,0.152,0.8109999999999999,0.038,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786951802215858,0.0,0.4018561814051022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030340450805984,0.20559587795409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377046005900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053212752254643,0.16762241663547964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253145585642964,0.0,0.0,0.19173549414397886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014577487910942,0.1433487517019625,0.0,0.0,0.18339603223646664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180134302853106,0.0,0.14172933137523994,0.09803043066774916,0.0,0.0,0.1775743265020451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253493130591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910966873406244,0.17520515923768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839056108327802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135920558512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322559530903164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700418045772412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136232314565982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wiskey99,2019/01/01,"what’s wrong with me i’m only 19 years old and i’m sitting here feeling sorry for myself. so my first relationship was when i was in my freshman year of high school and she was honestly more than i could ask for. i still remember the moments we had even after the next 3 years of school getting drunk and/or high. we were together for only about 5ish months and i totally fucked everything up big time. i remember the day she told me she said she was having trouble in school and needed to take a break from our relationship. so about after a week of us not talking, for some reason i myself to this day still don’t understand, started talking to another girl. of course word gets around quick so she found out and immediately broke things off with me. don’t worry it gets worse. like i said i was only 14-15 so i wasn’t worried about having a long term relationship. about a month after, i found out that my cousin-in-law had passed away at 25 years old. he was basically my older brother and i had known him since before i remember. that was the first time i had felt true sadness and despair. but i had a baseball tryout for the school team a few weeks later so i tried to immerse myself in the sport while i coped with these feelings. i was sure i had it in the bag because i had been taking specific lessons from the coaches themselves, but lo and behold the roster came out and guess who wasn’t on there. after that was when i felt like my life was just spiraling downward out of control. this was when i started heavily relying on weed, alcohol, xanax, etc. all the way up to today. honestly i couldn’t tell you where that time went. at the start of my senior year, there was no way i could make up all the credits to graduate so i took the easy way, dropped out and went and got my HSED (high school equivalency diploma). after that i had not the slightest clue of what i wanted to do with my life. i was going to just join the army and take any job they would offer. but my mom told me that it was a bad idea, so, for once in my life i took my mom’s advice and proceeded to community college. i wanted to work with my hands so i looked through all the degrees they had and welding had seemed to be interesting. now, i’m through the first semester of school and i’m loving it. everything seems to be falling into place for me now. after about 3 years being single i met another girl and we were together for about a month before she just absolutely disappeared off the earth. so, here i am, alone, scrolling along reading other peoples’ stories, longing for someone’s love hoping life will send me somebody i can share mine with. 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I know for damn sure I won’t feel that warmth with another person,2.8734482758620707,3.4478096206896574,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,73.48275862068967,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.8521586206896545,105,3,24,1,2,35,27,29,0.086,0.605,0.309,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218902965403854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526373294042805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034360251808034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111644644352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656380512515154,0.0,0.0,0.3560596956681661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351309206159048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288426612698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792022397428485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460864927003197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,milksteak1738,2019/01/01,"Last night I realized that all of my friendships are shallow and fake. I was at a NYE party with my only group of friends last night, with several of my “best friends” and spent the night being ignored and avoided. No one had a desire to hang out with me. No one was excited to see me. I don’t know if I should push to continue these friendships when I’ve never felt 100% comfortable being myself with them. I don’t know if this is something I should be working through myself or if it’s compatibility issues with these “friends.” Do they not want to hang with me because of something toxic in my personality that I’m not aware of? All I know is I’m now alone in 2019 without any real friendships. 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I am a 32 year old man, I just recently got clean from a 11 year heroin habit and being sober for 4 months has really shown me that I destroyed or neglected all of the friendships I used to have. I have former friends that won't talk to me because of the fact that I was undependable when I was an addict. I am also overweight and single, it just seems like ever since 30 my life has gone seriously downhill. I went to rehab, got arrested for the first time for drug possession and DUI in March, that's not the reason I'm sober really, they don't even test me on probation, I just stopped doing drugs because I was destroying my life. Buy I have to say, today looking over the wreckage of my life, what the fuck am I staying clean for? I am just tired if being depressed and lonely. Anyway, just thought I would vent, if anyone wants to talk, I'm 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lonely,ajfeelshorrible,2019/01/01,"am i acting bratty basically I'm really alone. i just moved high schools and have no friends and at home my family is rlly busy. whenever i make plans with friends they cancel them almost all the time and idk why but i feel so bratty for getting sad over this and complaining to my parents about it. my dad doesn't live with me so i kind of have to act a bit different around him, he doesn't rlly make sense to me tbh cause he either treats me as a 10 yr child (since that's when he moved away from me) or a total adult asking about career plans and everything (I'm 16 btw). what's even worse is that i know my parents had it way worse than me so i feel SO GUILTY complaining and acting mean cause of my bad mood just for this stupid reason. i always get mad at myself for doing this but i still feel sad about this loneliness feeling i have",1.5612302521008417,3.60123858857143,2.8544201680672288,92.93275630252104,80.25714285714284,6.174789915966388,18.294117647058822,7.285733465282438,0.150805042016807,663,14,146,9,17,214,107,175,0.265,0.705,0.03,-0.9936,3,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,13,12,2,0,4,0,10,0,0,5,2,29,23,15,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,1,4,24,4,21,22,4,15,0,2,0,0,16,6,0,2,3,90,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351798685889414,0.14844013355814809,0.0,0.0,0.1192568034572014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758848327789185,0.1339883163066655,0.0,0.13465733818208986,0.0,0.11966930651260305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564723646564665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944658494357401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974276616964954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946639550173742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881010392064007,0.0,0.1351128329956263,0.0,0.2898750852968388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214630769306323,0.0,0.14976144012963208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142936268277518,0.14376536138221127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492495828539922,0.07876695968226906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655745676941246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913393711856132,0.0,0.0,0.15612153084103994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304660831415611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182880249687841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181683503168532,0.14736063862011733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450512405083565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855884931995385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445849544749535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357320459599693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137636853584382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932735061645456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292118198476332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ewpappy,2019/01/01,"I guess I don't have as many friends as I thought If anyone were to ask me about my friends I feel like there are a good number of people that I could list. But today I was looking through social media watching all of the New Year's events and I realized every single person I consider to be a friend was together celebrating. I was at home, alone. Not a single person asked me what I had planned last night and I did not receive an invitation to join in on anyone's festivities. Even apart from new year's, there are only about 2 people that I talk to on a regular basis. And it's only because I live with them. I consider them my best friends and I spend time with them regularly but I can't help but wonder what our relationship would turn into if they weren't my roommates. Sometimes I feel selfish or ungrateful when I get jealous of people having fun. No one should feel obligated to hang out with me but I don't think there is anyone who sees me as a first choice when making plans and its really starting to get to me.",5.047692307692309,5.417098769230769,6.0240384615384635,80.37096153846154,68.51923076923077,8.9,28.98076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.114911538461539,816,27,164,13,13,271,124,208,0.095,0.775,0.129,0.2054,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,4,4,8,11,1,0,7,0,19,0,0,1,1,32,35,17,0,5,9,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,7,10,0,0,7,0,1,2,7,2,0,2,8,6,32,9,26,23,4,22,0,0,3,0,19,7,0,5,14,118,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308763550529698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955135134658725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026100994586586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833263630918794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348532164192648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259709379930217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487328621209378,0.0,0.10826710867513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949209528244269,0.09180069405203613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930235389783406,0.0,0.0,0.3971162859251909,0.0,0.13427228525709425,0.0,0.0,0.10778001845038232,0.0,0.0,0.14155765105756254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613109313786856,0.0,0.12889635407413558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474495688521322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277879274616784,0.0,0.11346818594990675,0.0,0.1079079519136108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577499857943842,0.1302792119947762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821292711126794,0.0,0.12058889770922775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707518016776562,0.1954606522867743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672579423437197,0.22440314308361525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232063109240018,0.0,0.0,0.13796131354315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239816240681246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098995055853455,0.0,0.0,0.12709015728068085,0.0,0.0909532272848492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328373445335083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233785210960484,0.0,0.1020149446482852,0.07492960242402798,0.0,0.12180333097769012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977150891384066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393531759517385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128298001788816,0.0,0.0,0.16550005775837615 lonely,connecthedotsguy,2019/01/01,"My New Years Resolution I think New Years Resolutions are cliche and a bit meaningless sometimes but I really want to make a conscientious effort to be happier this year. I want to wake up everyday with the intention of making decisions that’ll make me happier and not just succumb to the whim of the world around me. I don’t want to be lonely this year. Even though depression hits like a bag of bricks sometimes when we don’t expect it, I want to change the way I react this year. I’m not sure if this makes any sense or if anyone feels the same way, I more-so just wanted to put this in writing for myself. Speak it into existence...happy new year, everyone. 2019 is about love. 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I'm actually just situationally lonely. My girlfriend lives 40 miles away and has been sick since before Christmas. I also have few friends. What's everyone doing? I watched a hockey game earlier and my team (the Bruins) won. I'm pretty tired and hung over from last night. I got some beers and smoked a few butts and had a sadass one man party in my room where I couldn't stop thinking about my ex who ghosted me over five years ago for some reason. Anyway...yeah.",2.8541052631578943,5.47065383157895,3.3928947368421056,87.65776315789472,79.10526315789474,5.484210526315789,22.13157894736842,6.742157984588678,0.584873684210526,394,12,75,4,10,123,76,95,0.087,0.7390000000000001,0.174,0.8293,0,2,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,14,12,6,1,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,9,3,7,7,4,12,0,1,1,1,8,7,1,2,6,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2335819706307224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121792322302368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141703869091964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224887695590102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367872324871156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287198525701655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102819798286507,0.17099966545980153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492984378569732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914389912284581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511129813266948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169397755476644,0.0,0.21136029567234246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246242403652809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219732140695742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351635862986706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461031451189916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980020307495192,0.2690519804350717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011665341175391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923894391141615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337297076904569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275110449901161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414074371931427 lonely,hdjsnkathrowaway,2019/01/01,Alone and depressed Been feeling alone and depressed lately. Feels like the only friends i have are slowly fading away or turning on me. Almost had a girl and its fucked up now and i cant get it back and to top it off i barely am close with my family and cant even talk to them anymore. I live in a shitty town with nothing to do and dont even know what to do anymore besides sit in my room and feel like shit about life. ,2.320904761904764,3.5227484555555577,3.4531746031746064,93.205,75.55555555555556,5.587301587301588,22.857142857142854,5.288315135182226,0.09804761904761873,331,9,74,1,7,107,62,90,0.21600000000000005,0.6729999999999999,0.111,-0.9153,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,3,0,10,3,1,0,0,17,17,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,8,3,13,15,0,15,0,2,0,1,4,10,2,2,6,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720225181131405,0.3665592933872167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509982404927573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626197225191355,0.13607313961554174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048348606695521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739858018191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337639533773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668243735816256,0.0,0.2684324748216041,0.2528439055695081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672068841013807,0.16359885991699324,0.092455534690464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725389081545684,0.0,0.19962126176883532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499375562466128,0.17290975094242997,0.0,0.15626101517924898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980016711676302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345878569320454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164933021559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223565012583894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248424298996325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MegaMope,2019/01/01,Uh oh I can feel a wall of depression about to slam into me I'm a lonely 25 f. I went to a large chatroom and they destroyed me. Basically told me I'm too old to be attractive and that they would gag at me. I know I'm young and look younger but I do feel like I have wasted so much of my life alone under my mother's thumb. I just really need some positive interactions or I'm gonna cry rn. Just share a joke or something pls and thank you,0.5475056689342424,2.1214737959183694,3.2260544217687084,91.32767573696148,81.44897959183673,7.212698412698412,20.072562358276645,8.167268648758528,0.7160303854875291,344,9,84,7,9,121,69,98,0.19,0.618,0.192,0.2836,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,5,8,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,18,8,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,15,5,9,13,2,7,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,3,3,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156752497046434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092340688604672,0.0,0.0,0.24247085656684986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28468770252585845,0.20111636256591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471481285761018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884433771945115,0.13753537022532325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640403817100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694796455913936,0.2087418712175916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540556001464097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803475023843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672614537483992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591837542383184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26900230869946584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609698080248896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998215803213892,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,phoedyn,2019/01/01,"If you need a friend I can be your friend :) Hello :) I'm 24 M and a citizen of the earth. I'm looking for friends. I don't mind if youre guy or girl. I'll be happy if you wanna be my friend :) I like playing sports, I can cook a bit, I like talking about the universe and cosmos,i also am a big animal lover and I feel peaceful and satisfied when I help a animal :) I look forward to be a friend with you :) ",-2.059128205128204,-0.2136921777777729,1.4011111111111134,97.34807692307692,98.55555555555556,4.547008547008548,16.923076923076927,6.297961479604792,-0.28546153846153777,304,9,75,4,13,109,55,90,0.0,0.51,0.49,0.9942,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,0,3,10,0,0,8,0,8,2,0,0,0,13,14,10,0,5,4,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,14,10,6,10,1,3,0,0,2,1,17,2,0,4,4,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816753391022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592854821891885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000053691116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640358856772398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583693433701693,0.0,0.21054440043562556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257022864549464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932542269056251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217694880421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997051305555152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665408934043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897102652492948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mounted2czarina,2019/01/01,"As of last night, I no longer have any friends. All of my friends have drifted into different parts of the country. Our texting became increasing infrequent until we stopped. My last friend was a person whom I had met outside the US. By sheer coincidence, we ended up in the same city in the US. We had been friends for almost three years. We would hang out for hours at a time. We texted regularly. I even offered to pay for her abortion. A few months ago, she started making excuses to not meet. She always claimed to be busy, despite regularly going out with her other friends. I ignored it and didn’t bring attention to it until last night. I was drunk, so I texted her and asked why she was ignoring me. Long story short, after I had opened up to her about my depression, she said that she felt uncomfortable and tried to distance herself. She also said that my ex cheated on me because I was financially supporting her, the implication being that the relationship was not authentic. That was painful. There’s no point in trying to salvage the friendship. The only people I have left are my mom and my sugar baby—neither of these relationships are particularly fulfilling. I feel alone and miserable. I don’t know what to do.",4.389628820960701,6.70080659825328,5.106941048034937,78.8420709606987,72.53711790393012,8.07344978165939,30.22729257641921,8.841846274778883,2.694461834061136,977,43,173,20,20,315,142,229,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.8255,1,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,8,0,0,0,5,12,1,1,11,0,21,3,0,1,1,29,33,10,0,1,2,2,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,1,10,15,2,3,4,1,1,5,6,6,0,1,15,5,39,6,32,15,5,36,0,2,0,0,38,14,0,1,17,131,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910187261697124,0.0,0.12324557462549612,0.12747245107225794,0.0,0.09842602007963376,0.10241136732591907,0.0,0.0,0.08369776049188893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506200301258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502765460797835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060075342866022,0.0,0.0,0.1285910823201186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901122769125908,0.0,0.0,0.08129234382244521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223230662395815,0.0,0.11817488712389347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47545162756292403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994848156992503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120776185779107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764085408394875,0.3009767888862529,0.0,0.0,0.13372540592825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892080759816897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215601147414843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414832714244255,0.09824027220431493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310021108232139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360692426677683,0.13096445195858258,0.0,0.0,0.13328227629631878,0.0,0.08532729793601855,0.10746760421650342,0.0,0.0,0.11634918733558484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642810013676117,0.0,0.0,0.234152123861331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711576226380886,0.0,0.0,0.10289933373579438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396682901663418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717682002734243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712476421329595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960971283432841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105941485361748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743160219115192,0.0,0.0,0.07925867017984856 lonely,Rheiner0128,2019/01/01,"Please cheer up Literally just joined this thread, and all I see is sad and depressing posts, like guys life is what you make of it if you make it sad then it’ll be sad. Buy a dog or something. take a walk outside, smoke a blunt, just do something semi-positive as a hobby to take your mind off your woes. Aaron out. 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Hi folks, it’s my birthday this week and I am likely to be alone for most of the day. Any suggestions on how to make it an enjoyable one? I find birthdays tough. Thank you. :)",1.41,4.020190000000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.5,6.2,23.0,7.554174236665415,1.1616,160,6,33,3,5,50,33,40,0.077,0.7290000000000001,0.194,0.7399,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819929584848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508146260616391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786254085200834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371006833165873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018996791222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461945119618961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499263403139958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33956583156070685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917006440641082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadlioness,2019/01/01,My super power I've discovered that I do indeed have a super power.....no I've not lost my mind. I have the power of invisibility. No one EVER notices me! I'm not hideous or anything but I'm defintely no Margot Robie either. No matter the day or night...I'm alone and invisible except to my kids and parents. ,0.6772580645161312,3.142196000000002,4.371209677419358,77.52681451612905,89.0,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,1.0748322580645158,240,8,43,4,8,89,42,62,0.16,0.72,0.12,-0.5363,4,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,3,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440092919387584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27333278825307555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421055660770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30045049284743625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36258313591190994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353788260563455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170214392287204,0.0,0.0,0.3781572444095543,0.0,0.0,0.22507478595756292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688154796061452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoStars128,2019/01/01,"2019 Heard last night my neighbor is dating a guy even though she is wonderful in the grand scheme This year I will be alone again and will reach new lows Can't wait to stagnate Just venting... 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I used to do that as well after a breakup but decided that I didn’t want to and deleted all my post on Instagram. Now I don’t have a place to go where people can understand what I’m feeling and it feels horrible. It’s not like I get a tremendous amount of likes anyway but just knowing that people I know are aware of the way I am helps ease the loneliness sometimes,7.461428571428571,5.7496960952380975,7.209523809523812,80.77714285714286,64.23809523809524,10.304761904761904,33.38095238095238,8.841846274778883,2.5162952380952386,410,13,85,5,5,130,75,105,0.117,0.711,0.172,0.474,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,20,22,6,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,4,11,3,10,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953269892114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592982388895666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484565578660612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032061944029419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443256108865033,0.0,0.2272004585360741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679597097354816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197050274534117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953091092769496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265376044170447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182860572504915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157288503252439,0.0,0.20883907849790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914362237999476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375933853379752,0.0,0.0,0.1976930769975056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080891247220257,0.0,0.17263794770437604,0.0,0.0,0.1178983662393498,0.15866077423643005,0.0,0.0,0.17972216655303488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419937907337953,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blazeking22,2019/01/01,Everything hurts Shortly after my girlfriend left me I stsrt ro get really depressed again I usually judt hold my emotions in but lately its getting more tempting to cut just to relive some pain,3.6014285714285736,6.851760571428574,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,86.14285714285714,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,2.769685714285714,160,8,23,3,5,50,32,35,0.29,0.71,0.0,-0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,2,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688755224381805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511544033886069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805623981026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32619668416661285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341893619857974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521465420980669,0.0,0.3391786123900305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332175780506238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998704013585825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438162142305854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crazygurl3,2019/01/01,I'm tired of being a loner! I'm starting to hate it. I hate when the weekend and holidays come around I never got to go to any parties or just going out in general. Every year since I turned adult age(18) I've never did adult things. I'm now 26 turning 27 soon and I feel like I missed out on my 20s. I hate going on social media and seeing people my age out at events and parties while I just sit at home. I never had any friends and my siblings and family aren't close to me and don't want me hanging out with them. I hate being the loner. I don't know why people hate me so much!,1.1429634931997157,2.6095300393700818,3.3143020758768778,91.86439513242664,79.31496062992126,5.563063707945597,19.419470293486047,6.11248444174946,-0.09255275590551236,453,10,102,3,11,155,76,127,0.238,0.6859999999999999,0.077,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,25,28,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,15,0,0,2,2,0,5,6,6,0,0,3,2,17,2,16,23,1,29,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,1,13,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841371308906256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052413230459393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166248788025238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407033181469152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763187194995892,0.0,0.06845630231379869,0.0967213012287593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046005270179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308325688300226,0.0,0.10828224890235404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683387036847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580532498617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440577100755759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614379756800184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952584744189256,0.0,0.31325899771556714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772215333181685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078868042741236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199445337237993,0.0,0.0,0.1380111402941109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582840941223353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994585218285846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556087295523097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945267975684537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985542199238373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216672160253712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718551153192465 lonely,howling_at_the_moon5,2019/01/01,I need to be fixed So many people have told me the problems I need to fix but no one wants to help me. They shout at me and then walk away like I know what to do. I know I’m a mess and I’m sick of people walking away. ,-2.151474358974358,-0.5575014038461514,0.4976923076923079,106.93064102564104,91.8846153846154,3.466666666666667,12.512820512820511,3.1291,-1.9455487179487176,165,2,48,0,6,56,36,52,0.212,0.6709999999999999,0.117,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,8,1,8,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169550511405203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844023062954943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023895928766143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440621437730746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789211918597375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079853007474024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642354879125614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814571420418697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632457885012883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26288206380524226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226865348128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cocoaminnie17,2019/01/01,"Lonely hangover I went out with old friends last night, woke up this morning with a killer headache and alone 😰. My life is very empty.",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,70.92307692307692,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.5270615384615382,107,4,22,0,2,30,25,26,0.33,0.5760000000000001,0.094,-0.7778,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108484852846617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064796814797677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233531553408976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801920240182575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722642285880221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162566694935483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273086283895528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677331703622208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MarkkTwainn,2019/01/01,"Im feeling somebody who doesnt feel the same way 😢😢 Im new to reddit so bare with me plus I've never been good at expressing my emotions but I'll give it a try. So basically there's a friend who i have STRONG feelings for and I've had them for a while ( Since High School ) but I know that she doesnt feel the same way I mean ive talked to mutual friends and they've told me to just say something if I genuinely have strong feelings for her. But I know that if i say something its just going to mess up our friendship ( It happened to me before ) but the thought of ""what if"" kills me (I overthink alot ) I mean.... Theres a selfish side of me that wants to be with her and only her and then theres the caring side thats knows for a fact that she would be (EXTREMELY) happier with someone else and wants her to be happy ( Which she is Btw) Shes really a beautiful funny smart caring and bright person to be around. Im the complete opposite and i feel like she would honestly be downgrading if she actually did have the same feelings (or wanted to be in a relationship with me) which is why I've never said anything ( and probably won't ) now ive told her that i had a crush on her in HS and that was it i mean we're grown now and I dont know if i need to just let it go and leave it as it is and remain her friend or should i risk the friendship and say something... * P.S if your reading this before replying ask yourself this "" Have you ever had to force your heart to accept something that its determined not to?."" * ",1.6742342140617978,3.3336802915360515,3.2795465741155385,91.84178291536051,78.37304075235109,6.563412449619348,22.6781236005374,7.447530270364453,0.7271584415584416,1179,36,267,16,28,390,153,319,0.056,0.71,0.234,0.997,0,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,1,2,12,18,1,1,16,0,30,1,1,0,4,66,59,31,1,13,16,0,7,1,3,4,0,4,0,1,23,19,0,0,16,1,0,3,7,4,0,0,10,12,41,14,31,38,4,22,0,0,1,0,35,9,0,9,9,182,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.09207993881479963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764871402354924,0.08399875470481734,0.08821212875649316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058366426121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240883623374372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893272046072453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058704394284437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882412290626313,0.10614021358155036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535234483374314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33397219505105635,0.06740947809616071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187026077591168,0.0,0.0,0.09051693130164956,0.10725181729876054,0.07914313576775947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344059656354316,0.10044600061233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181485689567232,0.0,0.09969456148634473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057689676785931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439330782411234,0.0,0.20742707665188187,0.0,0.0,0.09991165198807037,0.0,0.09648759687298827,0.0,0.04609862374381853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083510479083212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996536938153111,0.14554963781962246,0.09113168503827797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176362169722811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238989320619992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173404020195467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438368029049092,0.0,0.06044824427296577,0.0,0.0,0.10130533586307183,0.0,0.0,0.08975620429797107,0.22511215400570656,0.0,0.09549548092482206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805403314044908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994935059380846,0.2905660417306484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584150323935825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490982772800837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032650356979912,0.0,0.06406298705563904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696463709448106,0.1497942079917382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514354996598537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405863878502186,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway-085346,2019/01/01,"It's 2019 and I could really use a hug rn from a female Currently waiting to eat turkey, I'm so exhausted and have nothing to look forward to do. I'm alone trapped in my dark thoughts wondering when I'll escape. I hug would really help rn but girls must not like me as I've never been in a relationship and am sill virgin. Feel like I could hibernate for a whole 2 years ",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,85.92307692307692,7.056410256410258,21.48717948717949,8.167268648758528,1.3322717948717948,294,10,63,7,9,101,58,78,0.149,0.748,0.103,-0.5308,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,1,2,15,16,7,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,8,10,1,7,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441163570006525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922512313401888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513536887663586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420427149874486,0.17548711150744134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464904652218926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400171178815821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627790438348464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945470461500674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570068492404306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147298594428123,0.0,0.0,0.26372820667060193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501277361553904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121563238826666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27425117328392423,0.0,0.0,0.2663889045685971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449744425734418,0.0,0.0,0.15818577076263385 lonely,throwaway6384927,2019/01/01,"Alienating.family My mum is honestly the only thing stopping me. I'm done. I just want to make her mad so she won't be sad, I want her to hate me so I can just leave. I'm tired everyone, I want to go. I'm done.",-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,1.2541666666666664,96.7575,105.66666666666666,4.9,14.333333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.5109666666666661,160,4,43,3,8,59,31,48,0.246,0.573,0.181,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,15,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279961884028184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650626319909225,0.0,0.0,0.24319596495487095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661319429063155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469700236478765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731583820910083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722003823680084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620168824900047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567873484574812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138719334834207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965044276222236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564811934106189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boombomjack1,2019/01/01,"Is your spouse making you feel lonely? Contact John to know what they are up to with proof!! If you know you feel the urge to access anyone’s social media account or you want to retrieve any of your social media accounts,Contact John via johnthreatz@gmail.com to get it done in less than 24hrs. This isn’t a joke. Find out if it’s real by giving him a job to do like I did. Most times we feel the urge to access our spouse social media account , don’t hold back just do it and know what they are up to. Email hack, house security, erasing of criminal record, upgrade of score etc. also available. 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All alone, in my room, lying in bed, pretending I'm cramping so I can avoid my parents. meanwhile, people are out there celebrating the new year and watching beautiful fireworks with friends and family.  **why am I avoiding my family you ask?** well, let me tell you. I avoid them because I can't deal with them. when we talk, we fight. and when they see me they latch onto me and start either 1. bombarding me with questions I don't want to answer or 2. asking me to do things for them or 3. reprimanding me on being a bad daughter and comparing me to all the other great daughters all their friends have. so, yes, I go as far as pretending to be sick to avoid them. Back to my new year's eve, I stayed in bed watching lame Netflix shows and playing a mobile game. which by the way no one was online because they all had new year plans and parties, while sad little old me sat in her bed playing the game all by my lonesome.  **Why aren't I at a party or watching fireworks with my friends?**  simple. because my parents won't let me. I am a 24-year-old adult who is still very much controlled by her parents. all the while, my younger brother is allowed to come and go as he pleases. and the funny thing is... that's what inspired me to start writing this post Every time I left my room, I felt so sad. I saw my brother's room empty and I knew he was out having fun with his friends, while I was trapped in my room because I wasn't allowed to do anything. so I thought maybe I can start writing a blog to relieve some of my emotions and at least feel like I've accomplished something today. And that's how I spent my new years... Hope you had a better one <3",0.8060476190476179,3.156112144444449,2.207857142857144,94.50000000000004,85.8888888888889,4.650793650793651,23.29365079365079,6.052691113681939,0.4065317460317455,1372,53,292,11,42,441,174,360,0.12,0.7120000000000001,0.168,0.9648,5,6,1,0,1,0,67.0,2,3,8,4,15,25,1,4,12,1,26,2,0,5,6,55,46,31,0,2,4,7,2,1,4,1,2,0,7,1,9,24,0,5,7,9,2,3,6,9,1,2,13,7,60,16,37,28,10,54,0,3,5,0,42,19,0,6,30,191,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139481254466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467229689286788,0.0,0.14694077171095565,0.0,0.0,0.060430319957381164,0.0656187820467523,0.19162922909579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950584853631588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769772237723172,0.0,0.0,0.08814458149143868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102211649726695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840238362397891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621487399567247,0.0750954431323999,0.0,0.0,0.1481739937905552,0.0,0.039737110954331814,0.056144210958935216,0.07545805155565223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242871590051102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932821950588199,0.0,0.0,0.08664497966995646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673195404455058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805690658293937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538750338941402,0.16072576577525194,0.0,0.038394761827075116,0.07876712381842467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895351403618317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777217741755247,0.0,0.0,0.5313142433432679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493249846311273,0.0,0.10650828591459637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617923486042552,0.0,0.0,0.054483924659986215,0.0,0.0,0.0862674504559567,0.0,0.0,0.0752668244208833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803800096512017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262549636843268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501881950327074,0.0,0.0,0.16687773113726131,0.08376573617031126,0.06276151575573309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316710168322479,0.06869051135129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442247644894276,0.0,0.0,0.0623911249521799,0.045826052286480096,0.0,0.0744934663134038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484440227048442,0.04635400477037913,0.06238052757149117,0.0,0.0,0.07066121805987967,0.0,0.14182923725544125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048714556007713 lonely,WestonUchiha,2019/01/01,"My loneliness is a choice. The truth is I like being alone, I like my personal space and I like doing things I enjoy without being judged or having to justify doing the things I want to do. Of course I feel so lonely sometimes and wish that I had someone to share things with, to have conversations with or even to be intimate with. This is a recent realization, I've had a few people in my life recently that I slowly distance myself from without even realizing I'm doing it. Tonight was finally when I accepted what I was doing and understood why I was doing it. It's the end of the year and the start of the new one, so I met up with a girl that I had met recently and been talking to a little bit here and there so we could spend New Year's together, it's not like I didn't have fun but on my way home I realized that my new year would have probably been a lot better if I had just stayed home and done my own thing. I'm still lonely and I still have this feeling like I want to have someone to share my life with but the truth is the social interaction that I get between work and hanging out with the few friends I have every once in a while might actually be all I can take. The feeling of loneliness is just a side effect of the way I choose to live my life. I'm not really sure why I'm posting this here, but I guess maybe it's because I think some other people here might feel the same way and maybe reading this will help them realize it quicker than I did. Happy New Year everybody. 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Why is it always me asking to do stuff with people? Where the fuck are my invites or messages. I'm trying so hard to be comfortable with myself, but once in a while yeah, I do want to be fucking thought of. So many times I get rejected from asking someone to hang out, which is fine as we all have lives, but has it never occurred to anyone that when they are free, to be like ""oh, ill ask to see if they're free as I'm free now!"". I've dealt with this my whole life and it's gotten to the point where I want to give up. I understand that we have to be our own best friend and learn to live not relying on others, but loneliness is driving me to my limits. I don't want bad thoughts, you know? I know there is no straight answer to this, but honestly how do you all carry on uh.. carrying on? It's my first time on this sub, mostly due to me never searching for it but I've hit a really bad low tonight.",3.1703788171627387,3.422003417085431,4.551859296482412,89.69266718206421,72.6180904522613,7.731117124081948,24.352918438345576,7.61054688173877,0.8913305759567058,716,18,167,8,13,239,118,199,0.091,0.682,0.227,0.9861,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,2,1,3,8,15,2,0,4,1,18,4,0,1,4,33,39,16,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,14,8,0,1,7,0,3,2,5,6,1,1,3,2,21,12,29,31,6,24,0,2,1,2,13,12,2,3,11,115,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244342311839556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942995940106188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504316129330284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252105374693519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415307713632479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471470143421217,0.0,0.0,0.1041950940442515,0.2493579983074373,0.07046053705556181,0.1293732196365995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081107681373275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823474658476754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525797648989924,0.06588742336700616,0.0,0.23817362772794154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673027500427268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080298679029828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143625072320121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349726993845103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748946279292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639691901299246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746863364799164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142692836073618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438627646200262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141328800310058,0.15727981446201808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156336583379933,0.0,0.0,0.14039750945961604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238637704081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433864036702815,0.15057012035259235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Crowtato-sama,2019/01/01,"Had fun but then the crushing loneliness set in. Tl;dr Friends are a fun distraction to be around, but no one to love at new years is heartwrenching. I actually enjoyed my new years even though I was the DD I had fun with a smallish group, but then once I got home it just hit me like a truck. I spent 3/4ths of the year in love with someone and in the end they wanted to try with someone else. And when I try OLD it doesn't work for me. It's like having fun with friends can keep me distracted, but once I get a moment to think I just shut down. I want to love and be loved and yet it's just so hard that I think something is wrong with me. I'm glad I didn't drink, I'd probably feel worse. Here's to a new year without someone special to spend it with, hopefully next year is different.",2.873542914171658,3.726507407185629,3.686601796407185,93.4185653692615,73.73053892215569,7.243313373253492,25.2939121756487,7.492282038375204,0.8797708582834329,615,19,146,7,12,196,95,167,0.138,0.5529999999999999,0.309,0.9916,1,0,2,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,19,0,2,9,0,13,5,0,0,0,26,29,13,0,3,8,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,11,1,1,3,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,6,2,17,16,22,20,0,24,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,18,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.11615156845809815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595779312055156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435615371761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659952603364099,0.0,0.0,0.0994304039049256,0.0,0.10542112830167233,0.0,0.0,0.07861511873181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060182791443228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391737472219646,0.0,0.06218583089560504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519544267556099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662333139939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939212715664604,0.11821902540885355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579519675036897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629954408144445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297000886851801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448662636944787,0.1265848061924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248970788115889,0.2535162186636521,0.08065465510993709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832945467962256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025493692178049,0.09163152669865686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253327185997811,0.11694179849753406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162079433153034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040846627527762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473618648473215,0.0,0.08665186975254552,0.0,0.12129699658506213,0.0,0.13013553135893854,0.0,0.3832421033599516 lonely,TheGiantHog,2019/01/01,"DRUNK POST!: Yo, I here on new years and wanna talk to some people, if you wanna just join, otherwise ignore, its chill [https://www.twitch.tv/gianthog](https://www.twitch.tv/gianthog/dashboard/live) &#x200B;",16.271866666666668,22.51326152,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,53.8,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2683333333333335,178,3,18,2,3,39,24,25,0.203,0.721,0.076,-0.5754,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951556351435237,0.4431541613168891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35223250757122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528391954859912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492847376932392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313452124526884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431541613168891,0.2348568264588539 lonely,Unlovable_Being,2019/01/01,"It hurts, & I wish I were dead. Tonight something happened to me. It's still fresh, so this hurts & I'm not going into detail. Here's my story; I went out tonight to try & be with people. I even had a date to the party... Kind of... We had agreed on being each other's New Year's Kiss. We've been dating for 2 months, though not exclusively yet (won't happen now). She brought a date. Okay, we're not exclusive, not for lack of me trying, but we're not. However, she was completely wrapped around him all night. Now, I shouldn't have been surprised, but basically he stole my kiss. So I left. On top of everything else that's happened to me in the last 4 years, it really stung. She was very good to me & asked me to be that kiss, it was the biggest reason I went at all. If anyone reads my only big comment on my profile's history, maybe you'll see why it hurts this bad. I feel like I'm a patient person. That I do my best to show how much I care. Yet, all I get is a big buildup to eventually being told I'm not good enough. I don't think it's a ""nice guy"" situation, because it happens over months or years. Unless I'm missing something? Feeling this lonely makes me I wish I were dead. I'm not suicidal, but I wish my heart would just stop. I hope none of you feel this tonight.",1.702337558158188,3.2113906568265698,3.287136210492541,92.48155623295365,77.85608856088561,6.336659714423232,22.48371570672229,7.079830092131019,0.505199775389058,992,29,229,11,23,328,150,271,0.129,0.664,0.208,0.97,1,2,2,0,0,0,56.0,1,2,0,2,13,19,0,0,8,1,21,4,1,3,3,38,49,10,3,8,14,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,5,2,0,4,11,6,0,0,13,4,35,13,25,28,9,38,0,5,1,3,13,14,0,3,21,136,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199735623982199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677562051069481,0.0,0.0,0.08626341815001022,0.09059038762615736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090921031590609,0.059070623973711024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169278112006447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879815453285754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160001375987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094927476562716,0.0,0.0,0.10012577833306292,0.0,0.06400292664042112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708936395341436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698984805569038,0.06922688338318399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062735052862223,0.0,0.05507169954783201,0.16255377686083072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594831916723497,0.3427608467454783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148294613374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624565519714112,0.0,0.0,0.3112071236790942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090863096480926,0.0,0.07898814916539795,0.0,0.0,0.10528442093243903,0.0,0.0,0.04734147393169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468290774017142,0.0,0.09735118929488808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469267188951968,0.0,0.07123419708939784,0.0,0.0,0.09358865712709376,0.0,0.09093606148872307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369841765132865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717971869715594,0.08461118065329498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969283283787606,0.0,0.0620779699708305,0.09963150326391876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772184319605535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892202638824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919994972596154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738614646043998,0.08101449901388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599517534228607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062090956336152435,0.09520582645138527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259411425583182,0.0,0.13158033734522376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995438527606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965844485428464,0.08743907786850633,0.0,0.33429791646624296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688364753428321,0.0,0.0,0.1872053362448713 lonely,andromedandi,2019/01/01,"Oh New Years... Last year, when I woke up on December 31 I felt like I was dealing with a choking anxiety. I was terrified - completely viscerally terrified - that this was going to be it. The world wasn’t going to make it into 2019. This morning, I woke up and I was dealing with a choking anxiety. But as I went through my day I realized this was a very different fear. I’m terrified at the thought of having to live another year like this. I’ve come to realizations over the last year: a life that isn’t worth loving isn’t worth living; to be ugly is a death sentence. I don’t know if I can make it through another year, and I don’t think it’s fair to force the rest of the world to deal with me either. Happy New Year, everyone. 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I hope you are all having an amazing start to your new year. I am a F18 having a little trouble coping with my loneliness from this past year and for a while it was able to go away and I was content with myself but every now and then it creeps up on me in overwhelming power. I crumble down immediately. I loose sense of perspective in all aspects of my life. I truly feel as if there is no one I can talk to because no one understands my sense of worthlessness to the people around me. I also have this problem where I feel my loneliness is unjustifiable because I am stable in all aspects of my life . I go to a great university, my family is all healthy, Im financially stable, yet I still feel as if I am not good enough for the world around me. Throughout high school I always had friends, but I never considered any of them the so called ""best friends"" I never understood that someone other than a family member could be that close to me until college where I now feel like I have made genuine friendships. Even though I have found and made some genuine friendships in college, I still feel like I am inadequate and undeserving of those friendships. I am scared that those people mean more to me than I mean to them. Over this winter break I can't help but feel as if I am just a nobody that no one prioritizes or values. I am sitting here ringing in the new years with my so called high school ""friends"" ditching me and not inviting me to hang out with them, many I have not seen for months, and my college friends being much more accepted and validated in their home towns. I do not know where I stand in the world, I do not believe anyone values me more than just a speck of dust. But I am also confused as if my loneliness and confusion on my self value is even justified in the first place. I do not know what I am asking for out of you guys, I just know I need answers. Here is to 2019 being a lot kinder to all of us. &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.974968762202266,5.751216418781728,5.654010152284265,81.51679031628272,68.82233502538071,8.59960952752831,29.367044123389306,8.730908602173464,2.14052510737993,1575,56,312,25,26,512,182,394,0.125,0.69,0.185,0.9858,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,3,4,3,23,20,0,5,15,0,33,2,0,2,8,72,56,31,0,8,18,0,6,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,13,19,0,0,16,0,0,3,12,8,0,4,8,8,62,12,55,44,14,55,0,2,1,0,20,29,0,11,22,249,75,5,0.0881270154773152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095028487559047,0.07332873658514355,0.19097116890118573,0.2141679395749292,0.05992939252870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061620458276909935,0.0,0.0,0.1569034555741744,0.08238686319866363,0.0,0.08279823200489107,0.0,0.0,0.1074428213391731,0.0,0.0,0.09928896813741728,0.09248386573865662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799750719867138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036225089812173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910587648242264,0.0,0.11641412515417775,0.0,0.07425081142664895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615661417697494,0.0,0.2673580016752203,0.12591591493120854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749607943452976,0.0,0.09662672376912963,0.2723468541970396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016922756725373,0.07391675942444262,0.0,0.097160345679435,0.0,0.08725960063217814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059069680836684874,0.1862220607213644,0.08839858196138449,0.08753001103069638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519229938728258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529690895731326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449343451420836,0.08610881658944401,0.08832642130593789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492243710691697,0.0,0.16677582573345268,0.0,0.08934696161197098,0.0,0.1919923103493292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034214297322253,0.0,0.06478349640018867,0.06534506532307073,0.13593797438855718,0.17022724140436646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915143929754726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841272080527506,0.12219235261179473,0.0,0.09207397429468764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432565199838009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823051637494404,0.1783784890797069,0.0,0.0,0.09193569693075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466973423095463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237675514210308,0.0,0.14075669679698122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083315684865027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658434526116514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174333107801222,0.10600594882599017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141679395749292,0.17025272582907766 lonely,Phantomrean,2019/01/01,"Fuck jealousy So I'm at a new year's party right now, and there's this girl here that I asked out a few months ago. She said she doesn't date so basically no. Anyway we're hanging out a bit through out the night, and my other friend is with us. Fast forward a few hours and they seem really close. I hate how painful it is to see them together. It could be nothing, but even then I feel jealous and I hate myself for it. It's so fucking frustrating. I couldn't handle it and went outside for a walk. I come back in and I seem them still together. I'm a piece of shit for feeling like this. I honestly wish I could get rid of my emotions. I have no luck with girls and it's just painful always seeing my friends getting girls and then me feeling jealous. I think I should just give up. On a side note, happy new years, j hope everyone's night is going a lot better than mine. 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I see people I was close to in high school posting pictures and stories of them spending time with bfs and gfs and overall having fun at parties and enjoying New Years. It’s depressing:(((,4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,72.04347826086956,7.208695652173913,31.06521739130435,8.07648339933343,2.643669565217392,198,9,31,3,4,65,41,46,0.069,0.747,0.185,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,6,5,0,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23898983800542156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465292153425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954320100563967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241738597364803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764424213092581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984356295902044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741289248970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896797305993137,0.2280880072025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917751264691278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669028359071152,0.0,0.5426245624009975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843225380160735 lonely,berrybeany,2019/01/01,"‘Friends’ I have a feeling that my ‘friends’ don’t really give a shit about me. I don’t have many friends. When we do hang out on the rare occasion, they’re on their phones most of the time, and seem uninterested in having a conversation. They never invite me to hang out or do anything really. I have a chronic illness. It’s been pretty grim and I’ve been ill for 6 years now. Despite my illness, I’m a pretty fun person to be around imo. My ‘friends’ never ask if I’m doing better. They actually forgot that I’m ill. They don’t even remember what I’m ill with. Seems pretty shitty to me. If one of my ‘good friends’ were ill, I would definitely remember what illness they were suffering with. How do people go about making genuine relationships? I feel like my limited social interaction with people my age (18), makes my depression so much worse. 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Let's keep in touch! Good luck!,-0.5899999999999999,0.32177999999999685,-0.26333333333333186,104.07500000000002,124.0,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.9312,48,0,10,0,3,14,12,12,0.125,0.35,0.524,0.8392,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743583191532739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751239079690626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967163768123483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564000937555113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310658669457611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874202673787707 lonely,Blackvalor83,2019/01/01,feeling lonely even with a SO? how many people are in a relationship but still feel lonely too often?,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.8597157894736847,81,2,13,1,2,27,17,19,0.26,0.679,0.061,-0.6261,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028041389010337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636156157645383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647997781799365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178338544734419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922073671649211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661214677490039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pioneer411,2019/01/01,"I hate this life Someone asked me to be their DD for the evening but then changed their mind and said they were going to Uber downtown instead and asked if I wanted to go. I jumped at the opportunity and got dressed thinking they would come get me (seeing as I have no car) when the time they stated came and went I text and she said ""I'm taking a Uber to my friend and we're going downtown"". So I ordered from Door Dash and watched a movie all alone instead. I heard the neighbors on my floor in apartment having a party, I was so desperate for company I was seriously considering knocking on the door and begging them to go to their party. How is this fair? Why do people like us have to constantly experience stuff like this? I'm a good person, I try to be nice to everyone and look where it's gotten me! I am so sick of this life! Not talking about harming myself, I'm just really fed up with this being the way I have to experience life. I'm so alone 😔",2.766020408163264,4.34333616326531,4.178316326530613,86.92471938775513,75.12244897959185,6.940816326530613,25.51530612244898,7.6454224807358475,1.2282510204081631,752,26,159,10,16,249,119,196,0.1,0.725,0.17600000000000002,0.9605,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,7,1,12,9,1,0,10,0,14,5,0,1,1,22,40,19,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,4,3,3,1,7,12,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,3,0,0,11,6,27,6,22,25,1,24,0,0,3,0,18,8,0,1,6,106,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996438872971326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704711925821573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545008460188934,0.0,0.0,0.15302886273134972,0.12460996014423735,0.0,0.1563237844113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554516958587676,0.0,0.0,0.13822680951655444,0.0,0.2830063409047749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176232409930352,0.0,0.07557777504639762,0.0,0.328849641657289,0.12133217176340864,0.11569612640625294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281971408523855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065284293611705,0.14134507256712106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147619145423726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460632278132803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028756421893877,0.12630968658353106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267154612683094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520555234682553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527360644422595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256815761111915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559867069272016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087647275852954,0.11627052944724932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269093249776927,0.0,0.0,0.0843511767968512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821320919000363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740056259371808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532296928360754,0.11482269685744008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409930984543933,0.13053124227139482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276081197467003,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bongut67,2019/01/01,"To all the people alone this new year’s I hope this coming year, things will get better. May we make peace with our solitude, and find he friends and lovers we long for. One day, it’ll happen. For now, let’s be lonely, together. 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I tried to go to bed early since I work tomorrow but I can't stop thinking about things. I have no one to talk to and so much to say. I hope your NYE is great. I hope 2019 is your best year so far",-2.035783410138251,-0.4585509838709676,0.6158986175115224,106.42241935483871,91.09677419354836,4.188018433179724,13.695852534562215,5.288315135182226,-1.5134405529953918,197,3,58,1,7,67,44,62,0.04,0.639,0.321,0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,4,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664839451377083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431431217932564,0.0,0.0,0.27995880168725545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044197162631691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666782105887747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206958907483674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193538587816792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100535802411317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151541266287255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229691107657825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081987475940165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869985709049884,0.1627081373878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724018510070399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977453602450808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486411727337204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635226414431677 lonely,zain1749,2019/01/01,"12:00AM here. Happy New Year New Years Resolution for me: become fucking hard, get used to the pain so in times like this I can just sit here and smoke without a goddamn care in the world instead of tears dripping down my face. 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I try to hang out with them after school but end up ignoring me and or walking away. I can't just cut them off since I can't just randomly make new friends. Off topic but whenever I have breaks all I do is lay in bed all day. I want to do something productive but always end up doing nothing. anyone else feel like that?",3.0599068322981395,4.316988282608698,4.029192546583853,89.58413043478262,73.78260869565217,7.431055900621117,25.099378881987576,7.957251820313856,1.223572670807454,350,11,76,5,7,113,62,92,0.055,0.7,0.244,0.9608,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,19,13,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,15,4,12,13,2,16,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,7,51,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007246477110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291727510278815,0.20942615578423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920352109082188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181744033463286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074524396384722,0.0,0.3620654360013393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334791978945466,0.1460193575092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158291204987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232978402357544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998567502856474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844738721568325,0.0,0.13643480926003607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740532746810796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612188200866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794252511850708,0.22037166889084886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41371596883720185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907711040155754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573527489227758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775406804557983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055707754986933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TommySalamiJarvis,2019/01/02,"You could at least tell me you're busy I feel like I'm constantly kept waiting for replies and messages, and then start to doubt everything I've said. Just please tell me you're busy, don't just ignore me. Would probably help a lot.",3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,3.052074468085109,94.10875,74.95744680851064,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.1278978723404256,186,6,41,3,4,56,36,47,0.053,0.743,0.204,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,3,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103634137447964,0.0,0.22930748783707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581187070083184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452179990803439,0.20517722047713435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250549758009247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031242719436832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441689345682553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152616342787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965241366755136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731949428857008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328310761084606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020545467286123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040201145573439,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lonelygamer43,2019/01/02,"Lonely PC gamer dude looking for lonely gamer girl to be best gaming buddies. I'm a 21 year old dude from Florida and I love PC gaming. I play a little bit of everything but I'm especially playing Black Ops 4 and Destiny 2 recently as well as RUneScape and maybe looking to get into WoW. I've also been playing Rust recently and 7 days to die. looking at maybe getting into Ark...basically I'm really, really indecisive. I'm also down to try other things I'm sure that we can find something to play together. I have tons of co-op games I haven't played yet because I don't have anyone to play with so maybe we could play some of those. The reason I'm looking for a lonely girl specifically is because well, I'm really lonely. I'm working on things in my life right now and building a foundation for it and I can't really make a woman happy in real life..at least not yet but I'm working on myself hard so that I can be a stable person that can provide value to a relationship. And in the mean time I guess I'm hoping maybe I can be in a LDR someone where I can just chat wit[h them and game a bunch and text and just sort of talk and maybe it'll become a real thing someday, once I've built that foundation but in the mean time I Just want someone awesome to talk to over Discord while we game. I have Discord. 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This hurts and I can't do anything about it",6.0836842105263145,5.129821929824561,5.897192982456144,86.62368421052633,66.54385964912281,8.301754385964912,33.03508771929825,6.42735559955562,1.7653087719298242,218,8,47,1,3,68,47,57,0.238,0.635,0.127,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,13,2,5,6,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614749702196875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267849282557185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874280525209336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673008110017684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982638660215821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817541790975105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483317020276343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734835217495316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42759167057363984,0.0,0.3554888732469808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dweeb313,2019/01/02,"Pervasive shit I can never hold down a relationship, I’ll meet/go on a date with at least one girl a month and it never goes anywhere. I’m continually starting over and making no true progress. It’s as if it’s all rigged against me you know? I’m tired of always doing life by myself, I’m so close to being with a group of friends or a SO, but still so far away. I wish I knew what the root of my problem is, but even if I did who’s to say people would give a shit about me anyway? Why am I so different from others that they think I’m so weird or lame? I’m just being myself, I can’t help that I’m not charismatic or normal all the time. Why do they not give me a chance, the time of day? I just want to know why it has to be this way. 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I'm 23 M. Just alone and lonely and looking to chat with someone. For background I'm an engineering and business student who loves photography and hockey among other things. ,4.341857142857143,7.529115685714286,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,77.85714285714286,5.7857142857142865,28.75,7.1686216300943375,2.0454285714285723,159,7,24,2,4,50,28,35,0.117,0.753,0.13,0.128,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483500960184202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264223524602253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920243842611883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213374154633974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955483452543757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101448731771032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275351771374421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hangingbyathread23,2019/01/02,"feel alone - was told i don't have enough karma to post where i thought i could i just want friends... i don't have friends. i can't keep them or have them be honest or loyal. most have used me or just thrown me away when something better comes along. literally 15th birthday party some middle teen birthday party my ""best friend"" at the time since i did go to her birthday prior to mine knew about it we had her parents aware of it and everything come that day something better came up and i was dumped. it was only plans for her an I to go to this place. i found a back up friend who then befriended the friend who hurt me and they've been best buds since. i hope i'm not coming off whiny it's just i want one friend who isn't going to use me. i want one friend who appreciates me, is supportive of me and is there when i need them like how i am for others. you can see my cheaters post for another example of being used. i just feel alone. i have my boyfriend who i love dearly, but do you ever just want more friends more of another shoulder to lean on? that's all i've been feeling and wanting.. &#x200B; if this isn't the right spot, i'm sorry. don't know then where i can post and just talk.",2.491919999999997,3.893414552000003,3.2089999999999996,94.3195,75.47999999999998,6.28,22.1,6.742157984588678,0.26712000000000025,938,24,215,8,20,295,132,250,0.063,0.7509999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9663,1,2,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,3,5,15,21,1,0,5,0,27,2,1,4,2,48,58,16,0,9,12,1,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,7,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,12,4,38,19,22,43,8,30,1,1,1,1,27,11,0,7,10,144,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681342045908175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771776220457627,0.10958728436152466,0.0,0.18913822492053275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473381602643633,0.0693483676523042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189291743921538,0.15952644770642355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315009759926842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330647865484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200711752462552,0.0,0.0,0.058163264359517984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318745629441394,0.0,0.0,0.08157945957087485,0.0,0.0,0.08105441408026702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680403058488935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988855780713658,0.5574270773691743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537663430970215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957621040783631,0.0,0.0,0.09654723195554747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016250152185546,0.0,0.0,0.049564510637020914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044060896268371334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139744305794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687264461146297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222632239629555,0.06859140760939103,0.0,0.0,0.10014218057189343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942263984362374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25912313962471256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701935134312099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186749879247736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920751980108754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886098091509816,0.0,0.10095715431144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234333299536072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724890318990228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159853984681977,0.0525888647330978,0.0,0.0,0.08617770687017982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336782774939855,0.0,0.0,0.26597365091232456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958728436152466,0.0 lonely,HopelessRoomful,2019/01/02,"How do so many assholes have people that care about them Charisma and attractiveness It infuriates me, but I have myself to blame for staying home :/",6.80846153846154,9.061025230769232,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,65.92307692307692,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.891676923076924,120,5,19,2,2,37,25,26,0.315,0.5710000000000001,0.114,-0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707786969643284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631667970132885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681358582286212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201150930421379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921575785012317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChrisThaWiz,2019/01/02,"anyone wanna play cs:go and talk over discord? im 16, and my discord is chris the wiz#9301",-0.6628070175438552,1.4995949999999991,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,99.0,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.17764561403508772,71,3,14,0,3,24,17,19,0.248,0.642,0.11,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315939267749021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35079607874289065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667334103012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961203010336418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-GossipGirl-,2019/01/02,I'm thinking about making a chat group for everybody in here ..tell me yes or no upvoting or downvoting It could be something like WhatsApp/iMessages or etc.. just cast your vote ,4.48,6.988797606060608,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,72.93939393939394,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,2.9972303030303036,143,7,25,3,3,44,31,33,0.064,0.785,0.151,0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835747275974468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357931278082404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470799644299165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206827844377329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698492923995157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199065582570739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078324933421784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ifuleave,2019/01/02,Idk why I lose everyone I always lose the people that have made big impacts in my life. I root my identity in these people and end up investing wayyy too much. It makes me question what the point is in to getting to know more people and living life in general. ,5.89551282051282,5.785493423076925,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,66.69230769230771,10.01025641025641,30.794871794871803,9.725611199111238,2.742171794871795,206,7,40,4,3,68,39,52,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,5,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644931516996047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846496809468786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141143730888896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707054499854108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314639722881256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31654323651654426,0.0,0.0,0.19786335420919696,0.0,0.0,0.5013678123037932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202628016645006,0.14957257652562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472175985339366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660385857805282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118243986555088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510165810115961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021938812391272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bxredlife,2019/01/02,"I have lots of friends but never had a girlfriend. Im 18 years old and to this day i have barely had any interactions with girls i like except for some where i embarrased the shit out of myself. To counter this i have started to go out and stuff. Often at the places i go out there is this one girl i quite like. I have known her for some time now because we worked together. She is always really nice to me and always gives me a hug when we see each other at the bar. I have started to like her more and more but i just can’t get the feeling if she likes me back. I tried to add her on social media, but im just too afraid to embarras myself again. Some of my friends noticed that im into her but i just don’t know what to do.",2.5945397008055258,3.1653715379746856,3.9776409666283072,92.12806098964329,74.12658227848101,7.011277330264673,22.59148446490219,6.980632752743323,0.41210632911392375,565,13,135,5,11,187,90,158,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,11,10,1,1,6,0,12,3,1,0,1,31,21,10,0,1,9,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,13,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,26,8,22,19,7,22,0,0,1,1,16,9,1,6,15,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648989639378867,0.0,0.0,0.10824701699208462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239864286618418,0.0,0.09703389619383113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026571333007513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804855651213397,0.11371733975615085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459622341398521,0.0,0.08316433356027074,0.15269877354383646,0.18092991804252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158211362323908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874804850016731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31106681176725165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532809161575526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276847472181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122607616902092,0.1670313345242204,0.0,0.10786364906841604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663079273702355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930620765078114,0.0,0.0,0.10197399128125212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684486479176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339471227575414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162262702544087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253350948132663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182221599910452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281841651236952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807193098881028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588403493103668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250590418795652 lonely,PorcupinArseIHateYou,2019/01/02,"I'm drunk, lonely, sad and regretful First post here, I'm in the ranty sad mood, just wanted to know if there was anybody ou there in the same mood wanting to talk or anything, tbh I don't even know why I'm typing this x). I feel, pathetic, self centered and stupid. To anyone reading those words, have a good day/night.",4.665461538461539,4.8123333538461575,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,69.30769230769229,7.730769230769233,27.01923076923077,7.1686216300943375,1.1175384615384614,248,7,54,2,4,78,50,65,0.289,0.6709999999999999,0.04,-0.9531,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,5,10,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487862388222294,0.0,0.24112134484333184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896648960045656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935296038765265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815409524373693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923320630897844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457619494593697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220600386508275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496898785390045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28062151490481146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308817549771965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30567216797029306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550944128279966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34564846174005737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439494241086225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,carter1092,2019/01/02,Here comes another painful year of lonliness 2018 came and went with more failed attempts towards finally finding someone. It's days like this that I wish I was numb to loneliness. ,8.353750000000002,9.544301875000002,6.8750000000000036,74.27000000000002,61.5,11.4,44.125,11.20814326018867,5.4142625,148,9,24,4,2,44,31,32,0.293,0.5770000000000001,0.13,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269459560769289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35661228493807473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685851912376202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010830341943574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415579712942901,0.2849764741749089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232808557996774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33177360114117554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641842755869593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890386028370449,0.0,0.0,0.3585507406757585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078680919876746 lonely,TheCrustyToaster,2019/01/02,"In need of consistent people in my life. Looking for people to regularly talk to or chat with and have fun with, I've noticed even on here I've made posts in the past and I'll get a few messages and people seem interested to talk and we send back and forth a few times and I never hear from them again.. I don't exactly know why this happens. I understand everyone has a life and will be busy in there days.. But I have to say it is really getting to me and it makes me not want to try to get to know people or talk to them. I don't have any support from family, friends, significant other or pets.",1.75417748917749,3.408960579365079,3.767748917748918,88.45149350649349,78.12698412698413,7.43896103896104,22.56565656565657,8.296473431620573,1.1384539682539696,467,14,105,9,11,159,78,126,0.029,0.882,0.09,0.8136,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,2,26,24,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,11,4,20,21,2,13,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,6,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025348607372737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466742679548165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455998817566296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070848759256491,0.0,0.0,0.15492149745335276,0.0,0.0,0.15284107826092938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526069775384216,0.0,0.2541176084147041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337040770073628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273150831465515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820405038154827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290334436797251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614778168461422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534106671541099,0.10822256908314544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202168242592054,0.12504411386250325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458528669255125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547707655642124,0.4496001804306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552750561346768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386418342070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289317295872515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475964288131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398241236440696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909401785658248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453890071705412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007515467245536,0.0,0.0,0.16878232280633376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562806386701583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629647886583833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Barteszko,2019/01/02,"Someone to talk to So there's this girl I like and I tried doing something about it and came to realise there's not much I can make of this so I'm trying to get over her. I sick and tired of sitting home alone but if i don't have anything better to do, I would appreciate it if I made an online friend to talk to sometimes. Just good vibes and shit. &#x200B; Hmu: Discord - Barteszko#9991 Instagram - @bxrtxszko",1.9081165311653123,4.3995101097561005,2.2096747967479686,95.44819783197832,82.04878048780489,4.620054200542006,23.74525745257453,5.82211442006289,0.3066704607046069,327,12,68,2,9,99,57,82,0.187,0.6659999999999999,0.147,-0.4037,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,0,6,3,1,2,0,13,11,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,11,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195051324146952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296360751735325,0.25752937134419795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440793398525473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744303241915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24240202632632035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637437290757405,0.0,0.11072950407105676,0.0,0.0,0.17776457694049158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259233557942706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035428059283074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054203090243167,0.14147108669836242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557997255287851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175525815404414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957542807856505,0.16316117936333888,0.2096133250589607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406974618098864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359297586777506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877856602727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055555341380328,0.0,0.25752937134419795,0.0 lonely,MellyMalarkey,2019/01/02,Lucky Me I was dating someone who crushed me in the end so I left. It wasn't entirely his fault but I can't trust him anymore and I feel no love back. I'm so lonely and he's been adamant for months that he loves me but I'm just not interested. Of course the one person who wants to be with me I can't love back.,-1.7598591549295757,0.1559705492957768,0.6409718309859151,103.11300704225351,97.02816901408451,3.966760563380282,15.550704225352113,5.6839178017228535,-0.9943588732394364,243,6,64,2,10,81,49,71,0.181,0.583,0.236,0.777,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,11,6,5,9,0,7,0,1,0,3,10,2,0,1,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493006524353041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865902283436065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264738794512573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710489377173986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27312427318177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6806387193450283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006485062186187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034107465113912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949465091148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299280914551771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482699851784641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,enriv01,2019/01/02,"Anyone wanna be online buds? I've been feeling awfully lonely for the past several months. When I'm not at school or at home im usually at home in my phone listening to music. I don't hang out with my friends like I used to, we all have jobs now it's difficult to plan something all together. It feels like every new friendship I try to make with someone feels fake and shallow, and I get the sense the other person doesn't like me. This is really worrying because for most of my life I was an anti-social kid and stayed away from pursuing relationships and friendships, and now I feel like all those years of ignoring people have finally caught up to me and now that I WANT to seek social interaction it's hard now. I have social media but i'm not the type to constantly post much on my snap or Facebook or Instagram. Does anyone else feel like this? I'm just tired of spending my days alone and thinking of the possible, very lonely future :(",4.189320091673031,5.629281732620324,5.268483575248284,81.08070855614973,71.24598930481284,8.765317035905273,27.26088617265088,9.23628265651192,2.299169900687548,752,26,144,16,14,248,118,187,0.13,0.773,0.097,-0.8563,1,5,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,1,9,2,0,2,3,33,24,12,0,2,7,0,6,5,2,0,2,1,2,2,8,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,3,7,16,6,25,20,5,26,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,4,19,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341781859861287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117341112105145,0.13274270375680758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171962483391136,0.0,0.0,0.07897451182127037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000113273130235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355118474479363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337299833458525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822518922004977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915427409043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32753029938217443,0.277658789715583,0.0,0.1419193482682536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009258686707637,0.0,0.06768627151427548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605434316656026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599051204753714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399398355246637,0.0,0.12856169665691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091507353336116,0.3164660825589869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647785850770295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340823765667148,0.0,0.09523660936134726,0.0,0.0,0.1251234202623262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367331952088435,0.08981597165385165,0.1131209768444146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605192182572388,0.1240762850849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299518514454288,0.0,0.0,0.13909180005491056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311148936606478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635839502374876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641266242596566,0.10977012210239913,0.09973648829754897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380866197211021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301254727469558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890250292258192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795821178172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189248717233297,0.14268469765029956,0.10689507102475787,0.07641391482865198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156770248653976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342810151486464 lonely,1837-1901,2019/01/02,"I need help I don't have any friends anymore. Every time I type something like this I struggle to flesh things out, and I always feel like I've missed large chunks out and no one understands me; what I'm trying to say. I feel like a bad person, all the time. And I think that's all I have to explain why everyone hates me. I try so hard to be understanding, and things like that but I think I'm just too stupid to be. If anyone ever vents to me I feel stuck. I can never suggest solutions, only try to make them feel better. Someone was annoyed at me because when I vent its always about being bullied. I never talk about my family shit. I think that's because I view my situation as a cliche and am numb to it. I wish I could feel this way about how people treat me. I don't think anyone will be interested in me romantically. Ever. Which is ashame because I dream of having a nice family. So, to put things short I am a laughing stock in my town. Everywhere I go I get laughed at and treated like shit. Even my family doesn't really care about me-- Maybe I shouldn't say that. They try hard to give me things and whatnot. But they kick me when I'm down? I could be crying my eyes out and that's the appropriate time to start criticising me. I have no talent. I'm pathetic. But I could live with all of it if I just had friends. 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Just feeling alone in the world and like every conversation I have a regret what comes out because I second judge it immediately. Just looking for anybody who wants to talk. I'm into animation, music, and video games so there's some common ground just send a message let's be friends.",3.061234866828088,6.002097593220338,4.09714285714286,80.70033898305086,81.54237288135593,5.405326876513318,25.37772397094431,6.868970318607317,1.3332401937046008,254,10,43,3,7,82,47,59,0.081,0.7979999999999999,0.121,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,8,7,1,8,0,1,2,0,8,5,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084468526551366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082393946317792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154545340004072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565415257602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250922249765182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058437293834087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009137563129844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045363398727729,0.0,0.14549752095696292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001797201948239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787453425203728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756591904617938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ResidentDatabase,2019/01/02,"I finally deleted social media and I feel left out already! I feel weird! I didn't even message my friends ""acquaintances"" about it... I think they're too busy living their wonderful life, but I feel isolated and left out.... anything that helps? 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Whenever when I'm hanging out with friends, i get really jealous when they talk about their romantic lives. I support them, but i always feel like I'm gonna burt into tears. I really want intimacy, it doesnt even have to be sexual, i just want someone to love me and give me warmth and love. I also get upset with myself because its my own fault that things are like this.",4.96892857142857,4.907478988095238,6.273904761904763,80.00442857142859,68.64285714285714,9.577142857142855,27.514285714285712,9.3871,2.13646,321,9,66,6,5,109,60,84,0.112,0.56,0.328,0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,6,10,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,18,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,15,7,8,16,1,6,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,5,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785103904669914,0.0,0.0,0.17397955917472505,0.18102412885768016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262019803349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369377255187524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000583309378174,0.31084428658161056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808332696044706,0.0,0.22732819805678925,0.2086996645626042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31886080892660473,0.0,0.1921060492816938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927058039540815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787440564268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433460360384307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688011903933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486337703197502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445346262796256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25664048522452226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,evilspells,2019/01/02,Is it stupid to feel suicidal because you feel lonely? I mean not the I want the love and affection loneliness but more of the loneliness that you feel a void inside you and you just feel so lost. ,1.3099999999999987,3.9253589743589785,2.580205128205129,90.45646153846157,87.46153846153845,7.222564102564102,20.620512820512825,8.238735603445708,1.3935189743589742,156,5,32,4,5,50,28,39,0.354,0.5489999999999999,0.098,-0.8909,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,9,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,1,2,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098341910056952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668294153216449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599089310560053,0.0,0.29756913482890524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591423837728014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606407265638146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446691742620936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jakeyyy412,2019/01/02,We are all fake How can this be a lonely subreddit and we all cry how lonely we are but when we try to talk you all ghost? Tired of that shit,-1.3865625,0.5290284687500026,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.4375,4.45,11.125,5.985473137389443,-1.4908375,109,1,29,1,4,36,24,32,0.446,0.5539999999999999,0.0,-0.9538,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,4,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,3,11,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073120995357511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740745022542952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712113606815532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308198044328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356061758421605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OOOO88888ooooo,2019/01/02,"It upsets me that if I were to kill myself people would come out of the woodwork to ""mourn"" me I'm sorry I know this is an egotistical thought, which is why I am using a throwaway. But it upsets me mainly because of what i have seen from social media and how death is now used as almost like a way to get 'likes' and sympathy? I'm sure some of you know what I mean, it's a disingenuous mourning that is more about the person that is still alive. I do not have social media anymore but I would see it relatively often back when i did have it. It makes me really angry that some people would just pretend to be upset over my death for their own ego when they could have just occasionally checked up on me and asked how things are going. But maybe it's on me and I have not been a good enough friend or been an interesting enough person for people to care, I really don't know. Anyway sorry for the ramble, Camus sort of discusses what I'm trying to say in *The Fall* but in a more eloquent way: ‘...friendship is absent-minded or at least unavailing. It is incapable of achieving what it wants. Maybe, after all, it doesn't want enough? Maybe we don't love life enough? Have you noticed that death alone awakens our feelings? How we love the friends who have just left us? How we admire those of our teachers who have ceased to speak, their mouths filled with earth! Then the expression of admiration springs forth naturally, that admiration they were perhaps expecting from us all their lives. But do you know why we are always more just and more generous toward the dead? The reason is simple. With them there is no obligation. They leave us free and we can take our time, fit the testimonial in between a cocktail party and a nice little mistress, in our spare time, in short. If they forced us to anything, it would be remembering, and we have a short memory. No, it is the recently dead we love among our friends, the painful dead, our emotion, ourselves after all!’ ",4.321171506352087,5.909348839473688,4.798239564428312,84.00026315789474,71.13157894736842,7.557168784029037,24.945553539019965,8.104835398774808,1.3732912885662434,1549,45,302,22,29,492,193,380,0.202,0.6659999999999999,0.131,-0.9846,0,1,0,0,0,1,46.0,17,3,8,1,17,24,1,3,21,0,40,6,1,8,3,66,66,25,9,10,15,0,1,2,3,4,2,2,0,2,28,19,1,0,9,2,2,4,7,7,0,0,7,5,46,18,40,52,15,36,0,2,2,3,45,18,0,9,14,228,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580885741591343,0.08875179016978317,0.0,0.0,0.07130318831602551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498412876759072,0.0,0.0,0.07051778785637383,0.0,0.08011110370898046,0.0,0.0,0.06589239423344727,0.0,0.05223747251022644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873694153589456,0.0,0.0,0.07381667041864083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841864540108097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639274981558613,0.0,0.3541738509866505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332880220637077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986178945979174,0.0,0.04477089716677925,0.0,0.04870113429818562,0.07187496829202418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480627241982743,0.0,0.18837786009655028,0.0,0.0,0.09073619270935804,0.09310536564944764,0.0,0.060527285881765966,0.08373024616097316,0.0858865943277941,0.07566822110962558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320230131930235,0.0,0.05720054043211836,0.0,0.2582694950146174,0.09334446833249113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652519538001295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756170310944684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118307102559804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782255784321434,0.1496471147960561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979387152859953,0.08810636426013914,0.08461119990317109,0.0,0.0970731205176097,0.0,0.0,0.06814627183330382,0.0,0.0,0.06828598456345022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470582540868154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918519162824373,0.0,0.0,0.06843429824270447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076435246622718,0.0,0.0644302432971149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693041994365757,0.0,0.0,0.06803042917721909,0.09993620108425366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581797160126192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41231105205158597,0.14802195260145606,0.0,0.0,0.10108754541703684,0.13603774787656298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464866017018628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243494532241432,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SluggyTheUnshaven,2019/01/02,"I lost my last friend on NYE So I had lost most of my friends and my siblings aren’t speaking to me. Then on NYE I forgot to charge my phone and my train was 2 hours late, making me miss dinner with my last friend. She yelled at me and isn’t speaking to me. I don’t know what to do, I’m 33 with no friends.",0.2154761904761884,1.4026432142857177,1.7714285714285722,103.14190476190477,81.14285714285714,4.666666666666667,18.80952380952381,3.1291,-0.9876190476190478,235,5,64,0,6,76,42,70,0.113,0.711,0.17600000000000002,0.7735,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,3,15,4,10,8,1,8,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6916426970985086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040218831068545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299700968653593,0.3648608080566271,0.2524610384381425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886177392789474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149391131675419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,celebratoryfaith,2019/01/02,Anybody wanna be online buds? kinda lonely. kinda in an identity crisis. Im from asia so it could give you interesting perspective too wink wink,2.365000000000002,4.968663961538464,4.591846153846152,71.40315384615386,101.69230769230772,6.695384615384616,20.584615384615386,7.554174236665415,2.2102092307692307,117,4,16,3,5,40,24,26,0.203,0.71,0.087,-0.5584,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837139967698122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811769981231274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654411236289204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,October_Eternal,2019/01/02,"I haven't hung put with friends outside of school in 4-5 months I am trapped at home constantly. The only thing keeping me company is my music. I've been playing Tyler, The Creator's newest album as I can relate to the themes of boredom and loneliness in it. I wish my friends weren't anti social.",4.674499999999998,5.4521221166666685,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,69.5,8.0,33.33333333333333,8.07648339933343,2.5258333333333334,237,11,45,3,4,78,49,60,0.132,0.67,0.197,0.4874,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199907583946849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575491948733422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29702344184312796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263197031643776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363529476259568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520573255985604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976733067592866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996801057305193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184783922886943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967229679512592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405129968425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Paiai-,2019/01/02,New to this subreddit. Do you guys DM each other when you’re feeling alone. I just want to talk to someone,0.22030303030303244,2.614907090909089,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.3238606060606064,84,3,18,1,3,27,19,22,0.092,0.78,0.128,-0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653536314941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718657749272664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448913418740015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43395010579483895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807021579140048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611414442796198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265016943707025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drywaterv2,2019/01/02,"Be careful about the people you keep around you. So. 2018 was the worst and loneliest year in my life so far. And I'm glad it's over. But this year I decided to myself I will fight out of this loneliness from last year. So I thought to myself, ""I need to come to my senses"", first thing that came in my mind afterwards was ""I'm already lonely enough, I should just remove the bad people in my life as well"". And on the new year I finally got rid of the person to blame for the loneliness I've been going through in 2018. I'm talking about this one guy who I was been friends with for over a year. I've always brought him around all the places where I was, around the people I socialized with. That was the biggest mistake I could ever make, for he is more social than me. So of course he would start talking to the people I was talking to, and he'd be talking to them more than me because he was more social. Now because of this guy, I've lost a great majority of my friends because afterwards they started giving a shit about him more and later they forgot about me. By the middle of 2018 I was left with only two of my good friends (that I still have luckily). All the other ~11+ I had were completely gone from my life because of this guy, which was still friends with all those I've lost. But I could never realize I was getting so lonely because of him for the entire year. Worst thing is, I was such a fool to fall in love with him. We dated for less than a day, and of course he dumped me, because I'm ""not serious enough"". He barely even asked me to show him my serious side (that I don't show to everybody),,ever. But now, in the new year, he's gone. Forever from my life. Gone. And I don't want to see him ever again. Every time I tried to get rid of him, blocking him on social media and whatever (we were online friends afterall) he sent his friends after me, telling me to unblock him and whatever. Just so that they leave me alone I always accepted the request and make up a jack shit excuse to him to avoid embarrassment. He's doing the same right now. But this time I'm not going to respond at all. He can keep begging to have me back again to keep his ego filled up but I'm not here for his bullshit anymore. He even thinks the fact that we dated (for less than a day, mind you) is a good enough reason to keep me around him. He takes my friends away from me, dumps me in less than a day after being starved of anyone's love for so long, and he expects me to still want to be his friend? Not anymore. It's over. He's gone from my life. Thanks to this now I have some way better friends. In conclusion, maybe you guys also have few friends right now, but make sure to rule out those who are a bad influence on you from your life. Keep the people who enjoy your company and of which you enjoy their company, get rid of those who don't. Now that this guy is gone from my life I feel way happier. Maybe you will as well if you try? And I want to wish you a happy new year as well. I hope you get what you want in your life this year. Make sure to try your hardest for it. 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The woman I care about most has been out of my life for almost 4 years now, leaving without me knowing it or ever getting her number. I was stupid to never get her number or confess my feelings to her and now I'm here, alone, cold and bitter going into another year without the warm touch of a woman. I'm going for a job interview in the coming week and it got me thinking I'll be making money but have nothing to spend it on. I don't want things, but I do want to spend my money on a woman taking her out to dinner just making her smile after a long day's work. If I could see D. face to face right now I'd tell her all the feelings I'm feelings, ask her for her number, and take her to a nice candlelit dinner. I want to message her over Facebook with the help from a friend of mine because if I go it alone I'll just slip up and confess my attraction for her which is the wrong thing to do (as I already did to all of you just now), but she probably won't see this post. Anyways, I'm hopeful that that message will break the ice and get her back in my life, at least as a friend and eventually the woman I've waited for all my life. I'm planning on leaving the state I'm in so if she's not in our old hometown and we get in a relationship I can just move to wherever she is, cause I hate this state and the woman that I have to choose from at this moment. I miss you D., I want you back in my life and I hope that can happen soon. You make a cold and bitter man warm again just with the thought of you, and I hope we can do something together soon, dinner's on me.",6.133604651162791,3.8127441046511663,7.030465116279071,82.95145348837211,67.25581395348837,9.530232558139538,31.09302325581395,7.1686216300943375,1.7238697674418602,1228,33,283,8,16,415,153,344,0.094,0.7879999999999999,0.118,0.9353,1,2,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,6,0,2,19,17,4,0,20,0,19,9,2,4,5,65,61,23,0,11,16,0,6,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,14,20,3,1,9,0,4,5,6,7,0,0,5,12,51,10,49,52,5,46,2,2,2,0,41,18,0,10,19,198,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665582754780208,0.22062747161464105,0.11753802915356612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168653795683392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957382395193794,0.0,0.0,0.16380145471488405,0.0,0.06492838883262568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085955177367024,0.10941659489348182,0.0,0.09175017949677816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504072265619779,0.0,0.0,0.0686910711498114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634570073488506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156616211225125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458095781779936,0.0,0.2225913375928411,0.0,0.1815987278299204,0.0,0.0851869333123011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418771987238034,0.0,0.0,0.1051580017185742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139237703887516,0.0,0.0,0.3173696959865486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569617509524122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853590516564676,0.0,0.0,0.2255604843925753,0.0,0.0,0.3009287366991531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425927792424277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132916516904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132048107948348,0.0,0.0,0.0821481933200292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220060499500462,0.0,0.11176584534498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020085227134774,0.0,0.11483735345456282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435343212799345,0.0,0.09096019285163948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975166463830707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199771475180882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601667036458084,0.0,0.09309569842081557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152294377500094,0.06824823380530845,0.0,0.08455819062080684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129284169283506,0.0,0.08543705724997874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534646600455075,0.0,0.07754160117889064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645354567252593,0.0,0.13717975812206204 lonely,peepeeEnima,2019/01/02,"I’m so desperately lonely. Always have been. I have a picture of me (graduation) in the link. Please, someone, anyone! Thank you... https://imgur.com/gallery/DvcqpEE",6.475000000000001,9.141556500000004,5.636666666666668,61.77500000000001,109.0,6.6000000000000005,24.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.734633333333333,132,5,16,3,6,40,22,24,0.215,0.612,0.173,-0.2877,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185721144882574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517393960109116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521902065216683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42622674275911504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631344533126645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zbeara,2019/01/02,"I’m always lonely. I’m so bad at making friends nowadays The weird thing is, I don’t even like making friends anymore. It’s not really a lack of ability. I just don’t trust people and having friends sucks. So now I subconsciously shoot myself in the foot anytime I have the opportunity. It’s too stressful to try. I wish someone could save me from my pain, but it’s not other people’s responsibility. I would rather just disappear. The only people who “care” don’t do shit for me and don’t have my back. They would rather step on my success before dealing with their own insecurities. So now everyone loses. Sorry for making such a morose paragraph of personal perplexions",3.011741071428574,5.768708656250002,4.569464285714286,78.58625000000002,79.625,6.7821428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.7905607142857145,540,20,94,10,14,180,84,128,0.203,0.598,0.199,-0.1287,0,2,0,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,13,18,2,2,6,0,12,3,2,3,0,19,20,6,0,7,7,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,0,0,14,9,10,17,2,8,0,2,0,0,8,3,2,0,4,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178752658041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899229475043784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102807629602126,0.142277962230509,0.0,0.0,0.14499894994164172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373547516019255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605156701276316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567625108647672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125484471252795,0.0,0.0,0.16282573812574652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949548494918835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324946459978301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063546022892364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412325593767308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959786212352414,0.18131899024520431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35440440373094745,0.14878783661668793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916343185616446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491447882996775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438046283165626,0.0,0.0,0.19075029687897516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951941057380068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320704756172945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569129270936035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959530777234288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420963794027644,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vgzsmjreturned1,2019/01/02,"Alone 8 years tried to take this girl to date..but guess what this is the 3rd maybe next time..I asked if she doesn't like me just tell me..then she ghosts me on text.i mean fkkk.everybody says love yourself..it's been 8 fucking years 8.this loneliness eats me alive everyday.btw I go to the gym to take out my frustrations.and this happened recently talking to a girl on FB went nicely until I indirectly asked if she has a bf.boom got insta blocked on messenger .fuk ",2.799666666666667,5.541762966666672,2.9977777777777765,89.60000000000002,80.44444444444446,7.1555555555555586,23.44444444444445,8.238735603445708,1.5345777777777785,377,13,74,8,10,115,67,90,0.103,0.789,0.108,0.3456,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,16,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,3,10,13,0,11,0,0,0,2,11,4,1,4,6,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880050130552212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39499709511507697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617058887946672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530544284979975,0.0,0.0,0.1200632976327108,0.0,0.16896303599007173,0.0,0.2327254887159981,0.0,0.18681554181880333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321042425966233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906693994713945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122379536345841,0.2301228676759703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246762299050718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859267085723066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800155141327766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176807928195492,0.16980189624151942,0.1846495845217348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318675969225007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343092128081966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958391107762634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720876020235879 lonely,Thatgirl2019,2019/01/02,"I feel unimportant This is my first time writing on Reddit. A little background, I'm 25 with a 9 year old and 5 year old and a baby on the way. I've been in my current relationship for 6 years. I feel completely worthless. My boyfriend acts like he hates everything about me and no matter how much I try, nothing I ever do is good enough. I'm stressed out because I've been the only means of transportation for a year now (he lost his license-long story) and now he's working third shift while I'm home with the kids the whole week. I know I don't get to clean and cook as much as I should but I'm exhausted and I'm trying to adapt to this new lifestyle because he used to work first shift like me. I get up and get the kids ready for school, make sure my son takes his medicine (he has ADHD which is a whole other struggle), send them on their way, go into work between 8:00-8:30 a.m, come home and take my boyfriend to work, come back home and figure out dinner for the kids and help with homework. I feel like I just do so much but every time I try to talk to my boyfriend about it, it's like talking to a brick wall. My feelings are never validated and he shows no feelings towards what I'm going through. On top of all that, he's started to do less around the house and small tasks that I ask for help with. The thing is, asking for help is even so much stress on me right now because I wish for once he could come up with the plan for dinner, for school things, for bills, etc. IF I do get help, it's because I've given reminder after reminder and I'm honestly tired of being responsible. I'm feeling more and more lonely every single day. He shows me no affection unless we have sex. No touching me. No hugging or kissing unless I initiate it. I can't remember the last time I was told I look pretty. We only talk about what he wants to talk about. I miss the good times so much. I feel like I have no support and I get that's no easy to do for someone, but I at least want to fun and love back in my relationship. He looks at me like he absolutely hates me sometimes or like he is completely annoyed. I'm so sad. I just want to be important and I just want to matter. I am afraid to even ask him for help anymore when he used to offer to help all the time. I had to have you something in the ceiling the other day for my daughter balancing on a stool stacked on a table while pregnant because he was so aggravated I even asked. He told me I treat him like a slave. So what does that make me? The worst part is even my kids are now telling me they feel bad for him, he does more than me, I'm always the one being mean, etc. I don't even want them in it, but since they comment I can't help but to hurt even more when I don't even have my kids to understand what I try to do everyday to keep everyone happy. I just want someone to appreciate me and see how I feel. I don't even know myself anymore. I can name every hobby and interests for the three of them before I can name one thing for myself. I've tried talking to my boyfriend about my feelings but he says I turn everything into a fight. Or worst of all, free falls asleep while I'm talking about really deep stuff and/or crying OR tells me he was about to sleep and I'm keeping him up. He always says he will talk to me about it 'tomorrow' but tomorrow never comes. My depression is real and I just don't know how much longer I can hold on. I love them all so much. I'm in love with my boyfriend but he hates everything about me. I wish I knew where I went wrong so I could try to fix it and make him want to be with me again.",2.633563074352548,3.7300797804232855,3.7707268170426076,91.65146616541357,74.60846560846561,6.839654692286272,23.97744360902256,7.2039019648360325,0.7105761904761909,2798,81,639,29,57,909,282,756,0.12,0.6890000000000001,0.191,0.9957,1,2,1,0,1,0,70.0,2,1,7,9,45,44,5,4,27,0,46,13,2,9,8,117,127,55,0,13,20,2,11,8,0,2,2,2,5,5,24,40,3,3,19,3,2,11,16,21,0,6,12,16,96,24,97,107,26,83,0,7,3,6,82,31,0,5,47,404,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742350295184765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951527560197945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477186897728557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042535239572814035,0.1786752217015984,0.0,0.0,0.07348131284571557,0.03989515739394398,0.14563433702963655,0.0,0.04065813031891992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463647786250585,0.1001949845845946,0.0,0.0,0.07629851587097032,0.0,0.05248520883067636,0.061629612479967184,0.0,0.041153724067856126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362698834725797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049370568198505806,0.10657693931425208,0.2524713141579801,0.04322066973924426,0.12077271495204173,0.045656813946965705,0.12882750438525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415952028451503,0.06826954305154996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812850254795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481805902514682,0.0,0.054310111613605036,0.08015290827239692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050863786197676085,0.0,0.141521600695724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241862821540209,0.0,0.143784782095395,0.0,0.0,0.05513288396209397,0.051150572074624236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493993517418998,0.0,0.0,0.07877760000979746,0.038947910020453724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674714993677227,0.0478891363750915,0.0,0.04228470071782072,0.08024804871949047,0.0,0.052158629602334174,0.0,0.12937271302844708,0.0,0.09568260924497432,0.0,0.0,0.10409508046795292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458718414790709,0.0,0.07370333924770556,0.04614720860326135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584717908477125,0.0,0.10027628950616853,0.050885228820233004,0.0647553139175084,0.07267924035853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517421903900249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048610476764782085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054385263412897344,0.03060974607233225,0.0,0.0,0.10259787174423493,0.054126583353405866,0.040804731551816936,0.0,0.07599477266088404,0.0,0.09671388995069108,0.038075288150157705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039524954993921634,0.0,0.04781552868917188,0.0,0.08096940944300729,0.03678416495628298,0.0472566523243473,0.0,0.033819653162321044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946599808860738,0.04995109836439236,0.05469783845931042,0.0,0.054221337315467966,0.04503304758760772,0.0,0.07185076395414472,0.26883202790676763,0.08352543818560776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523076328423337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393074903013013,0.054917255694496576,0.0,0.0913136278939314,0.0,0.19464106426845035,0.05197203105983435,0.0,0.049741728788968105,0.0,0.08253492329180033,0.0,0.0,0.19727739237607564,0.0758527021732515,0.03832705358649381,0.0,0.0,0.04429348591234377,0.0,0.10669160897694202,0.10989163402464852,0.0,0.0,0.13914061177787646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241046555114315,0.0,0.12307764592460467 lonely,hellofaguy33,2019/01/02,"Lonely 21-year-old Hello peeps! &#x200B; So, I just came back from a night out in Manhatten. Even though I was surrounded by thousands of people, I felt alone. Nameless among people who had families, spouses, and friends to hang out with. I had gone to a Broadway show, and I was desperately looking for someone to join me. Someone who I could laugh with, and someone who I could squeeze their hand at the emotional parts of the play. Someone who would make me feel a part of. Whole, and not just a grain of sand being tossed around. After the show, I went to a bar and drank beer to drown out my sorrows. I was hoping that I would spark a conversation with someone interesting and forge a human connection. Alas, that was not to be the case. It seemed like everyone else had a companion beside for me. All I'm looking for is someone to care for and to be cared for by. I don't want to feel lonely. 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Happy birthday to me :) But frankly I have no one who cares enough to blow out candles with. Can I ask for a second of your time to celebrate with me? Thanks. xxx",-1.0864285714285735,0.6829630952380974,0.7860714285714323,98.77767857142858,108.5238095238095,3.0523809523809526,17.1547619047619,5.148860815047168,-0.6395809523809528,158,5,34,1,8,51,35,42,0.042,0.594,0.364,0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622629153626679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950850463431506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003940960223728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125040573365351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258200305086266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567606203764713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259560652576128,0.0,0.367307452764008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Illicit_action,2019/01/02,"Anyone else feel like this? Do you ever get that feeling that you're just not meant to have a loving relationship? That kind of slow, quiet perfection where you slip out of bed before her and make breakfast, turning around just in time to see that sleepy smile before a good morning kiss. Yeah you disagree sometimes, but you support her and she supports you, only has eyes for you, and makes you a better version of yourself just by allowing you into her world. I feel as though I'll be cold in the ground long before I ever find that. 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I dont know if i can hande be more lonely than this,1.7185714285714262,2.2453080000000014,3.355714285714285,95.93928571428572,76.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,17.571428571428573,7.1686216300943375,-0.2995571428571431,96,1,25,1,2,32,24,28,0.245,0.5429999999999999,0.212,-0.048,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705766717740194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138529129145319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456378255298103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986284412632495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940650026193277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26856296019671383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535337850120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Retordus37,2019/01/03,Friends? Hiii dose anyone wanna be my friend hereeeee because I really want like one (or more) good friend I could just tell everything to,1.9823999999999984,4.3882784400000086,1.936,90.08800000000004,104.6,5.2,21.0,6.742157984588678,1.0990000000000002,111,4,19,2,5,33,23,25,0.0,0.503,0.4970000000000001,0.941,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474965926552467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872211755503932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452151416600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602506966154083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7118544203050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576027401334481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004626336307056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081165445258888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967527974462115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844168491474835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811508882132108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notakeaway,2019/01/03,"Feeling pathetic A guy I used to talk to texted me last week, apologizing for disappearing and communicating poorly. We hadn't spoken in 3 months and the way it ended left me an emotional wreck. Even though it was a brief conversation, via text, I was glad to hear from him, almost excited. He texted to say happy new year and I was happy. I feel so pathetic for getting my hopes up, thinking he wanted anything to do with me. He probably just wanted to get it off his chest and move on. Wanting someone who doesn't want me makes me feel weak but I can't help it. I hate feeling this way. 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But I know that there will never be someone to love me, I'm too bland, I have no personality, I'm so needy for affection that anything I do ties back to my loneliness, the only times I truly feel needed is when I play a stupid video game, and I'm unloveable. I'm a spineless pushover who encourages people to walk all over me just so that they'll have a good opinion of me. I bring little presents to my friends like a dog, so that when they leave me they'll feel just a little bit bad. I'm just going to get lonelier, too. I'm going to be a doctor and that's going to eat up all of my free time. Also, I am just a background character in all my friends lives. I had a two week holiday break (I'm very grateful, I needed it) and not once did I receive any texts besides ""merry Christmas"" and ""happy New Years"". I just wish someone would care about me. I used to have an eating disorder and it turns out that my parents knew and didn't do anything to help me! I'm so lonely, I don't think anyone except my parents and my dog would miss me if I died. I desperately want someone to care about me, like I'm a human being and not some pitiful dog that hopelessly chases people in cars who I will never be able to sit next to.",4.4254197080292,4.059537700729931,5.731085766423359,84.47502281021899,69.80291970802921,8.30985401459854,28.80383211678832,7.6454224807358475,1.571767153284671,1006,32,221,10,16,340,138,274,0.127,0.636,0.237,0.9866,2,4,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,3,0,20,23,2,0,12,0,22,7,0,2,5,43,55,18,1,10,11,2,2,2,2,6,1,0,0,2,12,9,2,0,5,4,1,7,7,9,0,1,4,2,37,15,23,40,5,28,0,5,0,4,16,7,1,3,14,142,49,1,0.11031104213331253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882157005397282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501529137746926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713204551909468,0.0,0.18155317713157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482238230624874,0.09210511248600783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043108770015044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493891860096127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807439105225758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448544586687305,0.0,0.12642601118527624,0.11290802590252726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257514705684753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155315475712492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045207502765194,0.10198078092379573,0.0576329665942937,0.0,0.18807692208997515,0.0925236684694774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742815557640475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393916628498741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062406387348946,0.0,0.0,0.1168034659620832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778480632074637,0.22112128793632124,0.09740667119569366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956002235594588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538271998713496,0.170157352306493,0.10653909188396528,0.11731704476026578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174776597090266,0.0,0.08389651834831892,0.0,0.0,0.2449747157146908,0.0,0.0,0.1529515743194315,0.096319347095563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37386475210677456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068286163436739,0.0,0.0,0.12864651153167292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998673722788665,0.10775785934291728,0.0,0.0,0.09527332250817552,0.0,0.0910181624668925,0.065064310710778,0.0,0.08848486413985494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537045088747512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567235987061766,0.0,0.0,0.0710366944442708 lonely,let-me-go-away,2019/01/03,Super lonely I hate the fact that I’m sad and lonely. All I’ve been thinking about is my ex Gabe. I just wish I could talk to him one last time. It’s only been 3 weeks and I’m still hung up over him. I feel super lonely cause he used to be the one blowing up my phone everyday. Now the only thing blowing up my phone is coupons for 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lonely,penispnt,2019/01/03,"Sad Music Playlist These are some of my favorite songs to listen to when I’m feeling super down in the dumps, if anyone wants to add their favorite stuff I’ll be sure to listen to as many as I can [playlist 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lonely,Svyrnaxium,2019/01/03,An uninteresting title i dont even know. reddit and discord are the only two ways i talk to other people frequently. i cant even use discord without people telling me what they did and are doing with other friends. im ignored in every server im in. i don’t know what im doing wrong. it makes me feel like absolute shit. i cant talk to my family because they’re always fighting each other. it’s gotten to the point where ive created a discord server solely for talking to myself to make myself feel like i’m speaking to 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lonely,TheCrimsonnerGinge,2019/01/03,"Anybody wanna be friends? If anybody here wants to be friends, I'm totally down",2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,40.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,3.594333333333335,64,5,11,1,2,20,12,15,0.0,0.659,0.341,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9342501461294482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566183736953333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Algaru,2019/01/03,I have never felt so lonely until my best friend got a girlfriend I'm 18 and I've never had a girlfriend and I have never cared that much but since all my friends are getting a gf(especially my best friend) i'm feeling too lonely.,1.0260283687943286,3.5661907872340457,2.528829787234045,90.88416666666667,87.93617021276596,3.9843971631205686,20.599290780141846,5.46131890053228,-0.0025007092198587877,185,6,36,1,6,60,30,47,0.147,0.5579999999999999,0.295,0.8501,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,5,6,1,8,4,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754796782066633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309727111761849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454547196529274,0.0,0.21751400445183472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250729149887762,0.0,0.11835784247745225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118479799168666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653302592534816,0.0,0.5241650297765413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739629640276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarthLucifer,2019/01/03,"What do you think of religion? Have anyone thought about joining church? It's essentialy a community of people who care about each other. When I broke up with my ex, she joined the church and it seems like that it helped her a lot. Members of church took care of her. I'm actually anti-religion myself, but I think it may be solution for other lonely people. Or not? What do you think?",2.285899999999998,4.797817506666668,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,80.6,6.95,21.375,8.07648339933343,1.2245,303,9,59,6,8,99,53,75,0.067,0.805,0.128,0.5733,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,14,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,9,10,2,3,3,2,0,0,8,1,0,4,2,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.24931055565378074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863678887178613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520955535935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712421231424152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481408706799407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171990269706115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542338065252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257839780204664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911016949825226,0.0,0.2028217113866834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384646106620115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GonePathless,2019/01/03,"Should I try online dating apps? Scared of meeting psychos, potential for constant rejection, getting used, finding people who only want sex, etc. ...but I'm also tired of not finding anyone. 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I didn’t know if I should post this but I’m doing it anyway. My friend group has been playing dnd on and off for 1-2 years. Every time we get like 2-4 games going then we stop because they never want to play. I got mad at something someone else did (unrelated to dnd)yesterday so I deleted the discord app, which is where we talk 95+% of the time. I leave the chat we’re in a lot because something someone does always gets me angry and Then I blame myself and join back. Maybe it’s their fault. I don’t think any of them have contacted me directly more than once in the last 3 years we’ve known each other. It always has to be me starting the conversation and I don’t think I want to do it anymore. I wish I can endure it and not join back but that’s probably not going to be the case. I’m just going to play dnd alone later and see how it goes. Maybe it’ll even be more fun. Thanks for reading this. 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It sounds really lonely, but I feel this way constantly when watching things. I see this fictional characters spending time with each other, cuddling, having sex, being happy together, and my mind automatically goes down a rabbit hole. I start to think about how almost every friend in my friend group has a partner, every one of my family members is married, and I’m the only one in my own life who isn’t even close to being with somebody. I see those characters being happy with each other and I’m sort of jealous, at nobody in particular. I have common sense, I’m not an “incel” and I know it’s nobody’s business but my own to be in a relationship but I just can’t help feeling the way I do. Everybody makes it look so easy, in real life and in media. I don’t know why it’s so hard for me.",4.743894927536231,5.3735705271739125,6.2302173913043495,77.70536231884059,69.27173913043478,8.959420289855073,27.28985507246377,9.075114841892004,2.1185702898550725,723,22,140,13,12,247,111,184,0.046,0.8029999999999999,0.151,0.9707,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,9,0,14,4,0,2,1,29,28,12,0,0,5,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,5,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,16,4,22,24,6,19,0,1,5,2,9,12,0,3,5,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787555694752795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610919332150147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037643691110424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797093724411258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413415731588838,0.0,0.26567379749475506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862954969480816,0.0,0.15943712540172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436182904942275,0.0,0.08237180330914133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356679173635519,0.14123403926114192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105677406907454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329364633755734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272243814620254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239623610339354,0.0,0.0,0.1340384569629943,0.0,0.0,0.10524050139310606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919351244129146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367148403421626,0.11990893261416342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904139809331335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945368866297154,0.1010022108381343,0.0,0.0,0.33853962228133955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25127214530806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159386069722664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474351980119438,0.10102333993769867,0.0,0.0,0.09193388585122174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502892575273565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226528642152322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,menomonyfalls,2019/01/03,My best friend forgot my birthday for the second year in a row I know it's really petty and childish - it's just a birthday but it would've been really nice to know at least someone was thinking of me. Not even a small text saying happy birthday. Days like these it really hits home just how lonely my life has become. Like I'm only worth the time to people when they need me to support them.,1.880125,4.098388762500001,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,80.125,5.5,18.75,6.6274283507984215,0.16412499999999985,311,7,61,3,8,102,60,80,0.07,0.65,0.28,0.9673,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,8,7,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901058414088163,0.0,0.0,0.2461158575949153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124697350029287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548992465855939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811907381050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496525100061305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524419784830436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777377901402954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656494792669221,0.22915072885557475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389472923882265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783641775145257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258768713006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507214567890654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865009190271584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987093157261307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661322321560504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027191506856594,0.0,0.0,0.13675137938497994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665973530885141,0.0,0.0,0.15102416437948551 lonely,aquamanouttawater,2019/01/03,"My Best Friend Is My Ex and I Never Got Over Her So I dated this girl about 5 years ago, we didnt really know each other prior to that. We broke up a couple months in and I didnt know how to handle it so I asked if we could still be friends. The cliche response is yes, but we got alot closer as friends. We’ve built a long lasting friendship, but I cant stop loving her. Its like the feelings never went away and they only get stronger the longer we stay friends. Ive told her this and she’s really understanding about it, she doesn’t hold it against me and wants to continue being friends. She’s as dependent on me as I am on her, I just have different feelings for her. She’s been my only true friend my entire life, but everyone around me tells me that I need to distance myself because Im only hurting myself. If I lose her I feel like I’ll lose everything. What should I do? 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Im always looking for answers and trying new things and understanding the meaning of life. I've also tried to become a Christian and believe in God, maybe so I would have a friend and a purpose or greater meaning for my depressed and lonely life. But for me it just feels im delusional. I have only one friend I keep in contact with because i moved area. I was born in to foster homes (my birth mother abandoned me when i was less than year old). I only have 1 real family, my brother who I see about 3 times a year. I dont know what love is. I have bad social skills even though im a good caring person. I stuck with an abusive alcoholic gf for 5 years because its the only person who showed any interest in me. I suck at dating and can never find someone who really likes me for who I am. Im now 33 unemployed, no money, and have never been to uni or collage and have no contacts. Ive thought about suicide many times but too angry that ive wasted 33 years for nothing. 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First of all thank you, I commented for the first time in this sub on Christmas Eve and you made me feel welcomed. This is what happens... Social anxiety maybe? I'd call it social digital anxiety. A couple of months ago my smartphone died. After that, a period to choose my next smartphone began (I'm a techie guy), without any hurry to get in touch again with 'the people'. Then, after the purchase of my new phone, days were passing, I purchased several apps, some Reddit client, some games, and some productivity apps. But I wasn't brave enough to download and install WhatsApp and face all the remaining, undelivered messages. Not many I guess, as I don't text many people, but there's the fear to face many messages at a time. This is the second time that happens to me. Each time my smartphone dies I begin a grace period without social communication. But after some time I have to install it again, and get in touch again. Some people here may be thinking... Well dude, just don't install WhatsApp or get out of groups of friends you don't feel as friends anymore. That's an understandable answer, but I cannot let myself fall into the absolute loneliness, with zero contact with people. So I have to face my social fears and install again WhatsApp... One of this days. This story has a nice part, tho. A friend of mine (she got married recently) called to ask how I was, and why didn't get the messages. This is how you tell who cares about you -even if it's just a little-, while my regular friends, the people I know for the past 10 years, haven't called or asked about me. Never. Maybe they are the reason why I don't want to download WhatsApp again... Sorry if this should go into Social Skills subreddit. Maybe I'll post there as well. TL;DR lonely because I don't want to re-install WhatsApp. Because having that app makes me feel even lonelier. 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I’ll get super lonely and depressed and just think about people I use to have good times with. Either old guy friends who I haven’t talk to in months or girls I thought had feelings for me. I get all wrapped up in the past and make it seem better than it was and eventually I text either a guy or a girl I haven’t spoken to in so long. It’s honestly creepy. I don’t say anything weird, just ask what’s up and how things have been but it is weird cause we haven’t spoken in so long. I don’t let go and I need to learn to. I always do this but I just get so lonely, but i know other people shouldn’t be my comfort whenever I feel this way. Especially people who do not think of me at all. 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I let my worth rest on how much other people want me, even though most of my time is not spent with those people. The quality and skills of a man should come from what he is doing, not from what ideals he compares himself to. So stop measuring your success in only the social aspects of your life. I use 4 categories (personal, social, creative, academic) and I shouldn't just focus on the weak one. 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Really great. I got my first job. I have wonderful friends. I workout regularly and my mental health is fine. However, I always look forward to a day where I'll move abroad and starting over. ​ It comes to my mind every single day. ​ Despite my life being great, I feel like there's something missing, the one thing that i probably revolve my life too much around. And that's not having a partner. I see my friends with partners, I just want that. I've been single for almost a year now. I don't think I do very well as a single person as it makes me lonely. ​ And I'm not really good at romantic relationship either. Only shots that were successful have been when the women have been really into me and somehow look over my desperateness that I give out. Like, i just scared off another girl with a slight interest for me because I get too attached, too quickly. And it fucking sucks, man. ​ Today I sat being paranoid about being ""too boring"" or ""not interesting enough"" to be dateable, and its sad. But sometimes it does feel like the only time I can be interesting or fun is when I drink. ​ I sit and watch How I Met Your Mother, or Friends, or watch people on stream from other countries and I dream of living in their country because i relate more with their culture or whatever. Like the people there are much more suited for me. Like that the country I'm currently living in has brought me bad experiences that I just want to start the fuck over. ​ The reason why I'm writing all this is because I don't know why i get too attached. I don't know why i cannot bring out a relationship from a slight interest.",2.5300374251497004,4.760660128742515,3.954876497005986,85.29842252994014,77.95209580838323,6.68997005988024,24.80875748502994,7.756953410329674,1.4247907185628748,1329,48,258,21,32,438,170,334,0.1,0.7190000000000001,0.182,0.9803,3,3,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,2,21,29,3,1,15,0,26,7,0,3,1,46,56,20,0,2,13,1,2,5,5,0,4,0,0,6,15,17,1,0,7,3,0,5,7,9,1,2,9,7,41,20,29,42,10,34,0,3,5,2,20,14,3,8,21,175,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783213938333073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129397905857236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244665668866028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697344878466652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157517068685086,0.17867049552528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415964280012181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260164512643571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549766806397419,0.0,0.0,0.0957085138066764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094990948227907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231621312868673,0.093356252588864,0.0,0.09556905616993258,0.0,0.0,0.09879981028579253,0.13959337400656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831033170555838,0.0,0.0,0.22644764344250076,0.18064360133973625,0.10208812432281213,0.09372245715278092,0.0,0.08194587514474637,0.07813937714479141,0.3231428008233769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385021513718706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695187944201238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073864028766424,0.07963829736129609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070245676449764,0.23865569824910016,0.0,0.1725412545374999,0.0,0.1640862876398344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521531008428331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845832092724277,0.0,0.09864884849308704,0.0,0.0,0.10383932208092547,0.14364104565153613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620384691731056,0.1486100525708889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546534437842014,0.08530761178930454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533680369733467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776679353901027,0.1004515660554398,0.0,0.2097858348320256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978144460757681,0.0,0.07785401368717572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521400417729797,0.09662750396951626,0.0,0.13830470460583882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490734111612308,0.06260202443522904,0.0,0.0,0.05696948222097008,0.0,0.09260789426480756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061248652150793,0.11525163171936464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878437658301639,0.0,0.2644763559293565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059511597951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258308104276271 lonely,berite1day,2019/01/03,"Lonely yet marginally handsome...there's a catch How does one cope with being somewhat attractive, receiving stares and smiles in public, but no one wants to date you?",7.745862068965517,9.53041410344828,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,63.13793103448275,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7521586206896553,135,5,21,2,2,39,28,29,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.127,-0.177,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094711160401323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78900275384995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433858417844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loucanfly,2019/01/03,"It's 1 in the morning and my roommate isn't letting me sleep.... .....cause her phone keeps going beep beep beep from all the notifications from her boyfriend and her millions of friends. I'm typing this so I can look like I'm texting someone and she doesn't think I'm a pathetic loser. I even turned notification sounds off on my phone because it's rlly embarrassing when I get a rare beep from my phone and she goes ""oh I thought your phone was on silent this whole time"". More often than not that beep is just from a group chat anyway It's not fair. Why does she get to talk to all these people and have so many people want to.talk to her, when I don't? (We're in the same friend group, but it should be obvious who's more popular). I know I'm ugly, with a horrible personality, and I never start conversations, or even try to make friends ourside of our existing ""group"", so this is all my fault. Still doesn't stop me from feeling like shit, especially around my roommate, who -plot twist - is also my ""best friend""",3.118008153756552,4.937499653465348,3.8817414094350617,88.39619394292372,74.74257425742574,6.931158998252768,24.75364006988935,7.724431198458867,1.0828680256260927,798,26,170,11,17,254,118,202,0.108,0.745,0.147,0.7318,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,2,13,12,1,1,7,0,13,2,2,2,5,30,30,14,0,2,5,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,3,24,8,19,25,8,14,0,1,1,0,26,6,1,2,9,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743241580470774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185559404560175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971384931659371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722835919682824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369670257334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944856346626744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049880410362412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805723239421245,0.11383992052308906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924547346289409,0.0,0.1665079598794397,0.0,0.09056247505603487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163791109843366,0.0,0.0,0.08757478394470701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629465272497109,0.0,0.15570106197036346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381415899417487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636759473317696,0.16155624194833682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229008120928763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094693458655498,0.13913857753237505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357084239968567,0.0,0.0,0.15946542901670202,0.0,0.1350170328345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278899655765767,0.0,0.12725739383472776,0.13322402624872984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615954743942393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021052687781,0.0,0.12650637678561796,0.09291846943927122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818842632904166,0.1733274201295751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398896393515063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378890380006493,0.1779089729258093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kingmadmadg,2019/01/03,"Nothing. You ever feel sad and lonely for nothing? And I don't mean for no reason but for the lack of having it. Feeling like you got nothing. Nothing that's truly yours. You see people around you and their life isnt perfect, but they got something. They got someone or they got something that's theirs and you don't? Having nothing is that sad realization that you're not someone's number 1. Sure maybe you got people around you that care. But how many of those people would put you number 1 on their list? How many people REALLY care. Can you imagine putting someone else first. You care about someone and you show that to them and they just, don't reciprocate it cause they don't feel the same way and that's not their fault. Nothing. It's just an empty hollow feeling but it's a heavy one. ",1.8911111111111083,4.4762328917197465,2.4677176220806807,92.90551132342534,83.14012738853503,4.253220099079972,20.8241330502477,5.46131890053228,-0.05995654635527225,632,19,124,3,18,195,77,157,0.114,0.713,0.173,0.9056,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,12,10,2,8,10,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,4,3,34,24,14,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,4,0,2,5,5,23,6,10,18,2,8,0,3,1,0,22,3,0,1,3,83,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229955736732672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960040071409705,0.09941401883245704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084263590777974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753803128865897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572828050506255,0.06913568706551848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231629850556238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38699684452951605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835465663723399,0.04727910844758841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962282077411683,0.09722294330792217,0.10541574744184504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571461740087741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557687247810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26836487688101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945701048915792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199619130345711,0.09950025329602903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711670794371847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279867128394085,0.14900340056260294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120877470272636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768150546512971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874579333079364,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Prosebeforehoesbrah,2019/01/03,Reddit has genuinely helped me through my post-breakup loneliness. I haven't been on social media for like five years and this has helped me feel more connected.,7.258620689655174,8.92215365517242,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,64.17241379310346,9.937931034482759,31.74137931034483,10.125756701596842,3.19388275862069,132,5,23,3,2,38,26,29,0.096,0.8190000000000001,0.085,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341660584554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208356248510586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262557550475709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435384250090867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720898391132943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823240373496784 lonely,cecethegreat,2019/01/03,Cominf out as trans has been a sentence to eternal loneliness The only time guys seem to pay attention when it comes to nudes or sex. All I want in life is just someone to talk and spend time with. Why is this so hard? Constantly getting ghosted. Constantly getting blocked. Is this really why my future is as I transition?,2.770913348946138,5.576421360655742,3.670866510538641,84.2654098360656,81.29508196721312,7.420140515222482,28.386416861826696,8.418075326091056,2.5708810304449647,257,12,46,6,7,82,48,61,0.135,0.8240000000000001,0.041,-0.7119,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,11,11,6,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,7,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933450912706736,0.0,0.5252222637221268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539289222457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062145286122744,0.0,0.0,0.21769225592521496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164753716192402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848226262090889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556805940396063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212302543475444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590444839588695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532494978419876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834061124587544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433355878741433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43856355455053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fanrath,2019/01/03,"How do you deal with craving touch/hugs/cuddles? Sometimes it really drives me crazy, I cant focus on anything else. And it feels really pathetic and weird. &#x200B;",3.515000000000001,6.713554833333338,3.855,80.7825,84.0,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.619,135,6,21,3,4,42,27,30,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.8234,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35264354081351906,0.3954782335731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678317478647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33554235924406106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718860560329233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456597945832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417005204080375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32189535156716004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954782335731407,0.0 lonely,JJ32Moose18,2019/01/03,I always check my phone to see if someone texted/ messaged me 98% of the time there isn't a notification for either of those things. I'm so extremely desperate and lonely. ,6.5163636363636375,6.994495333333332,7.293484848484847,72.16022727272728,65.36363636363636,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.5238,138,6,25,3,2,46,31,33,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.6844,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49491285449248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739705522330893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039635623549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951519883920628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468267809184789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaynumber16291,2019/01/03,deprived it’s almost like i am deprived of love. i almost crave being in a relationship again but i won’t do that to myself. i must love myself first. my last relationship didn’t end that well because of my lack of self love. it’s honestly so hard being in a relationship when you don’t feel comfortable with yourself.. ,1.6465476190476205,4.3348089523809525,3.589186507936507,83.35616071428574,86.46031746031748,6.324603174603175,22.160714285714285,7.6454224807358475,1.3388428571428572,256,9,48,5,8,86,41,63,0.121,0.531,0.348,0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,9,7,7,7,1,7,0,2,0,3,8,2,0,2,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38222424741324695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634246870468565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903947500953884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650121976554936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233981501035813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096716999600178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557100389537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324133687470801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167579680638569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147154197643958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991017326182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160013823688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,slepdprivd,2019/01/03,"43, divorced, single dad 50/50, cant connect to people. I have a few friends. Most of them don't have kids. Single (recovering alcoholics, so they don't go out),. Married don't go out much and being a third wheel is awkward. Or do have kids that are much older. Its hard to find enough in common with them, to spend time with them. Not close to my family, little in common. I don't talk with co-workers about my personal life. I listen to theirs, nothing to relate too, so I keep quiet. Thought about getting a dog, a companion. No matter where I go, I don't belong. ",1.0475697753573847,3.4301742743362813,2.8371681415929197,90.20345813478558,85.01769911504425,5.246834581347855,20.196732471068753,6.67199483983844,0.3801237576582709,435,13,88,5,13,144,74,113,0.052000000000000005,0.906,0.042,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,27.0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,13,2,0,0,0,14,20,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,2,7,1,1,2,0,1,3,8,1,0,1,1,3,13,1,16,18,7,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,4,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571018936292177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857865424072714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679303648054425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219881518450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586792450369366,0.0,0.12569069496084787,0.0,0.4101735593448835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155082665877556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383443159900445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992548972679802,0.0,0.2411197097227489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370113757316063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308385439641541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678466169281456,0.2100611228264468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933653596010044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909899614009576,0.1402814256684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514172556668475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wolf_Paws,2019/01/03,"Please I need some advice Hey fellow people, First of all, a happy 2019! Hopefully your new years was better than mine. I'm 22 years old from Belgium, I have a job that has irregular hours and pays ok. (train operator) I have social anxiety. Do you know the feeling when someone looks at you and you're like 'he/she thinks something bad about me, fuck.'. I have quit my university studies because it wasn't anything for me (please Belgium government, give the teenagers more feeling to diffrent jobs) so I followerd my child dream. I have a doggy I love and I take care of and I live with my dad and brother. I lost my mother when I was 3 due to cancer. I just feel so lonely a lot of the times. I feel like I can't connect with anyone. Is this because I never had a mother to my side? I have had 2 dates with one girl from Germany but we have lost contact. I'm just so scared to talk to girls. I have had a bad childhood. I've been bullied since I was 8-15 because I was overweight. I just ate American brownies and candy because it gave me a good feeling. At the age of 17, I decided to lose weight and barely ate anything. I lost 25kg and gotten way skinnier, I had some crushes on girls in High School and never really went for it because I was too scared. Now I'm 22, I drink jack daniels and I have gained some weight again. I don't know what to do... My brother has an eating disorder (anorexia) and is a control freak. I love playing games and my doggo. My dad is also very emotional a lot of the times, I love him a lot! Hes the best! But I know he wants me to have a girlfriend and I know he wants a granddaughter/son! I just don't know what to do. I really want kids and have and amazing life with a girl I love, make my dad happy and help my brother out. I've spend lots of money on charities and games. Now I have come to the point I need a car for my job because my boss made me change the location of depot. I feel so down and cant find happiness without some alcohol. I really didnt choose this path of life, I really want to change. I really need some advice. I know I can find some here. I know, yes I followed my dreams, I love my job! Really I do!! But when I come home, I walk the dog, and play with her and after that I play games and drink some beverages. I just feel so empty, because I have almost nobody to talk to that I can connect with. Yes, maybe I need some therapy, I have been told that before. But I just don't believe in that shit. Sorry for the weird post, I know my story has been told in a weird way, thats just me, enjoy your day. Greetings, A lonely friend",1.2377291802329786,3.0794749059040605,3.032565660950727,92.2492442659721,80.38376383763838,6.0221981043339845,21.697561681499167,7.048011613610866,0.5037179220027497,1997,60,446,24,51,665,232,542,0.131,0.669,0.2,0.9898,7,4,4,0,0,0,75.0,1,4,0,10,22,37,2,2,27,3,45,19,1,4,3,92,98,34,0,9,12,8,9,2,3,0,5,0,1,6,13,31,9,1,20,10,3,6,10,15,0,2,25,10,86,22,46,73,15,43,0,6,1,6,45,12,2,14,24,281,99,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394032659386282,0.0,0.06777327324264057,0.0635027649649176,0.0,0.0,0.05071439228988125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851367865183515,0.0,0.0,0.044342501285411166,0.0,0.10437324637441822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059007586617853,0.2706080499557086,0.0,0.05396302618920056,0.0714490174265766,0.06655201941159314,0.05608700635576106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465765441636634,0.0,0.1341731319043642,0.10925591630633733,0.0,0.0,0.07112733397899845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089858985398494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268114732034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424864253643232,0.0,0.0648912187307928,0.0,0.07133536467210995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244580778613895,0.045304974807230766,0.0,0.0,0.11592361316817035,0.05394229794063917,0.0,0.0,0.04899566260137329,0.0586278099947598,0.0,0.060835173451411664,0.0,0.0531910033038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025250894571883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250694447384554,0.06700333134331167,0.06361222139303736,0.06298719183812182,0.06245277395612636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517255557088291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788177196282511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958632302220461,0.06196449064276791,0.0,0.055998196516562,0.0,0.05325414032463488,0.07094717814897324,0.20768078658406505,0.2156587832430644,0.28618069115003497,0.06000650980010841,0.04233120664130232,0.0,0.063710699700952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880910154911522,0.09782189182970584,0.06124834090704559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654526406320221,0.0,0.04297286512452249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396522440978212,0.0,0.0,0.1392252060483947,0.059949374407008815,0.0,0.060735764666859086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745157324972982,0.0,0.0,0.24375855692174744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698256050570353,0.06418118756729939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509643418639123,0.052459032541185134,0.0,0.0,0.06464544164220495,0.053732849100833625,0.048821351137242924,0.0,0.07098991592849993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768154150914458,0.10194404379455753,0.0,0.0,0.07252263797461611,0.0,0.0,0.04063492497554165,0.0,0.0,0.07395769248132633,0.0,0.0,0.12119494071221805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232550179399565,0.1496194875637173,0.100674608541752,0.0,0.1544491563654315,0.0,0.05878800922595617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113153245760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816766803864068 lonely,JoshuaTheBastard,2019/01/03,"I don't want to go out, and I don't want to stay in. I don't want to be in all the time, but I have no friends, and nothing to do. I want to be able go out in the living room, but everytime I talk to family, I feel dead inside. Don't get me wrong, I love them, but we're different people. They don't know what it's like not to gawk over football and tv, to want new and exiting things in life. I'm naturally a creative person, although I can't call myself an artist or anything, I've been dying to start honing my music/drawing abilities for a long time. Every time I'm not in my room practicing, I feel like I need to go back. Like I'm doing nothing but useless, unfufilling, busy work. I'm always so busy doing something, cleaning (because no one else in my family will), working, making half-hearted attempts to socialize with my family, that my goals are nothing but dreams. It makes feel like half a person, like the only reason I get up in the morning is to eat, shit, and go back to sleep. I need time for myself. I'm not really a New Year's resolution person, but I don't want to waste another year and be so confused as to what the fuck happened. I'm going to be 20 this year. I'm afraid I'm always going to put my life on hold, I'm afraid the thought ""now is the time"" is gonna get pushed to the back of my mind, and I'm never gonna break out of this miserable life.",5.391265536723161,3.902085030508477,6.8000000000000025,81.33841807909604,68.18644067796609,9.900564971751416,30.17514124293785,8.841846274778883,2.099775141242937,1064,31,240,15,15,368,139,295,0.131,0.733,0.136,0.6538,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,4,7,15,2,4,13,0,21,8,2,3,2,42,61,18,2,8,10,0,3,5,1,3,3,0,3,3,8,11,1,1,6,3,0,8,13,8,0,2,2,3,26,7,37,52,1,43,0,2,0,2,10,16,2,2,22,135,34,3,0.08991514708357867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496332106515823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428387156322966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399250478274083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741759392941214,0.0,0.05481143909992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181341828845077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331772690179606,0.093942191238821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200564280757877,0.07511256772865785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575738942640972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542919952817053,0.0,0.13639140004002026,0.128470798084809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946821959260682,0.08312510460539109,0.14093085972099542,0.0,0.30660510109785266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951166761667522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654988221859474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941501335289203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052918247582648,0.2196399953776306,0.0,0.07939672219665919,0.07957207570429739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115193076465263,0.0,0.12003811776169684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907886666272462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333418845035636,0.06934810452384584,0.17368121870013162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588280259548625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092883068612957,0.0683845210887659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233584161491423,0.235531314733444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038955754926334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057601945630667166,0.09244774654851863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229660636591032,0.0,0.0,0.0899800827274693,0.09165716917023327,0.0,0.06922107308157306,0.0,0.0,0.06364240389647922,0.09583758320009644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227038930054344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973562838562275,0.0,0.0,0.0713825831649697,0.2621512267144674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31820570022615513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091859592215713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983080982196324,0.0,0.17370722021378593 lonely,Sabrevert,2019/01/03,"Need help. I’m Originally from Algeria almost 40. Got everything I need but still lonely,can’t make friends here because I live in the country side of Japan. It has been 2 years since I divorced,haven’t seen my baby girl for half a year drinking every day...gained 20kg in 5 months.... Tired. Going insane.",1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,2.4961206896551715,90.07969827586209,89.0,4.968965517241379,22.767241379310345,6.6274283507984215,0.8135793103448274,240,9,45,3,8,75,53,58,0.131,0.762,0.106,-0.34,0,2,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617105527081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932035706367226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855317341826456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602964634227743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020393063613772,0.0,0.23489016414793765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192320675788286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853479184456728,0.0,0.20903048537768867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518159938911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078237568248286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744573404483925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861208213697024,0.0,0.0,0.3875847268290188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161966082653882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087194557373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003905866108923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366097394200701 lonely,IdealBed,2019/01/03,"Kinda wanna vent a little bit I meant to post something here last night, but I was exhausted and couldn't get anything coherent down. Anyway, I've felt incredibly alone for the longest time. I've always been super introverted and shy, so making friends is hard for me, but not impossible. I had quite a large circle of friends in school, though we've all kind of lost touch at this point, as is the norm for school friends I imagine. They all went to university or something, while I did a media studies course for two years. I hated it and found it difficult to talk to anyone there. I mean, there were some cool people there, but conversations rarely strayed from ""here, look at this meme."" Since the course finished, I've pretty much become a hermit. I don't go out very much, nor feel a real need to since there isn't much going on where I live. A lot of my days would be spent just playing video games all day or just browsing Youtube. I eventually tried to be slightly more useful and teach myself new skills, like how to draw and stuff. But almost as soon as I started, I got my first actual job, and don't feel like I have as much time for that stuff. Probably not a big deal, I had no real goal other than to try something different, might pick it up again later. I thought my job would help me meet people, but it hasn't really so far. There are some cool people there, but either they're twice my age or we get so busy during the day that there's no real time to talk. Throughout the two or so years I've felt like this, I've had one consistent friend. She lives in America though, so we only communicate online. Lately, she's been getting busier and days go by where we don't talk. And when we do, she usually talks about her own friend circle, which seems to constantly be growing. I'm not mad or jealous about it, just kinda feels bad hearing stories about the good times she has with them, while the highlight of my day is waking up before lunch. I'm not really sure why I'm posting this. Maybe it's because of the New Year and I feel like 2018 was a complete waste. I'm not really looking for advice necessarily (although it is appreciated), I just kinda wanted to get my thoughts out there. Feels a little better than stewing in self pity and boredom. 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It was the third time I’ve tried to make plans with this person over the past couple of weeks. I was trying to plan in advance. The first time I asked if they’d be free sometime after New Years they said “probably”. I asked a few days (Friday I think) ago if they knew when they might be free and they said “not sure”. Today I finally asked a third time and they read my message and didn’t respond all day. I realized that this isn’t the only empty feeling friendship I have. In fact with most of my friends it seems like they don’t care. One of my friends i don’t think really cares about anything. Other friends don’t seem to care about me either. Whenever we hang out I always leave feeling more empty than I felt before. I think I’d be fine with having friend like these that are empty but kinda fun sometimes if had I some friends who actually care about me. Friends who, if I told them I was suicidal they’d give a fuck (unlike my current friends when I told some of them). I tried reaching out to my friend from the beginning yesterday because I was kind of breaking down and having panic attacks. They straight up didn’t respond. Which just leaves me feeling alone. And I know people might say that those are bad friends and I shouldn’t be friends with them anymore. But who else is there? I can’t go back to having no friends because I think that’s the only thing that’s worse than this. 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I just want someone who likes me for me ,5.646723163841807,4.220992203389835,6.080000000000003,86.50045197740113,67.64406779661016,8.544632768361582,26.446327683615817,6.42735559955562,0.9047920903954796,216,4,49,1,3,70,41,59,0.0,0.624,0.376,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,10,4,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,8,6,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681926757786661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064395007610685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884270800487135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781073052648364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349689639097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067507288881886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074610989355752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851350087489396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450430771834477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871452627397348,0.0,0.0,0.1288774260189514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407073437474505 lonely,pillagcsatriik,2019/01/03,"Way out on loneliness? I'm in a group with my friends. There is a girl, who looks very kind and also cute. Last week i was going home when i realized that she lives so close to me. She had hard times, including a boy she loved and family problems. I decided to visit home in my way home. So she was a bit comfused but smiling when she saw me. She let me in, and we started to talk. She said so many things about his relationships and family issues. She looked depressed to me. I stayed for hours. She looked happy to tell her problems to someone and i was happy to. I really wanted to know her. There were some partys at his house, the last one was Tuesday. I feel like we're getting closer to each other. The smile on his face when our eyes meet, well... Where were she all these years? Now i'm in school, and all i can think about is Her. Maybe i find someone who really cares if i live or not?",0.8069021739130449,3.0006728423913067,2.299086956521741,94.9654782608696,84.16304347826087,5.6365217391304325,17.895652173913042,6.961326702584282,-0.017086086956521918,689,16,155,9,20,223,110,184,0.065,0.762,0.173,0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,6,0,11,3,2,0,2,27,27,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,9,8,34,9,21,17,5,28,0,1,5,1,31,11,0,3,13,105,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787431572726712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336169211243112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247835850296607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541333350511924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075462288685675,0.0,0.061883477783835635,0.08743461585723303,0.0,0.0,0.11186118775331236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455731862669414,0.0,0.06394312049030994,0.0,0.06955640149097493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057040422140465,0.10963636617150686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36829797378705015,0.0,0.12052835970677996,0.1412202957528847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774215734112884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744914914413974,0.0672617088785882,0.19952648861346867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251508868759181,0.0,0.05979300793336743,0.0,0.2161431861271889,0.0,0.30832741803104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046071166766072,0.0,0.0,0.12408307990013105,0.12295604573339708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293384932746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421919281346276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681085706408898,0.0,0.0,0.13139981758707814,0.0,0.0,0.11641981907056775,0.0,0.0,0.12386404592619285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073993436719108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866274549527767,0.13045022521389438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983715182056284,0.10697324569099884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130971082532627,0.07842183051069522,0.0,0.0,0.07136592018102256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098361533940813,0.07218811220816401,0.19429313804674067,0.0981729496781388,0.0,0.11004227063745928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881440398615673 lonely,bisbash,2019/01/03,"I mean... at least she was honest Yeah , I was talking to a girl who I had been thinking about for a while and we had been texting and she said she had feelings for me and we kept talking but she started to ignore me and today I asked her if she was talking to someone else and she said she was talking to someone else and I just kinda said thanks for the honesty and she said anytime , at least she was honest I hate highschool , and I wish I had a responsible girl to talk to so yeah ",-0.2885997171145682,1.9873351683168323,1.4770367751060824,97.32240099009907,93.35643564356435,3.2817538896746816,21.075671852899575,4.65589566412798,-0.33421697312588394,376,14,82,1,14,122,47,101,0.07200000000000001,0.698,0.229,0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,20,24,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,5,22,3,12,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,25,2,0,2,3,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164255341698428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531363928449688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660863347114064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495859783675264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650401533599485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764875257404019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567499576707168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724043286960336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088949629284656,0.0,0.13949119019859324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970822824585828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436149362583744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423044442515132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mpg_2608,2019/01/03,"Closing myself again I used to have this idea of not having any feelings for anybody bc feeling something for someone just harass your thoughts in every moment and you can't do things clearly (I still stand by this). An old friend told me to give love a chance, but every since I let myself do that, every person I try to be close to, just put me aside like a second option person, and it's just depressing and makes me feel like I'm not good enough for anyone and that I'm being used by them. This has been going for a while now and I think I'll be going back to close myself to falling for someone. It has just been really exhausting putting myself back up.",6.555864661654134,5.719280676691732,6.547819548872184,81.959022556391,65.54135338345864,8.502255639097745,28.774436090225574,6.868970318607317,1.4736045112781953,522,13,103,3,7,166,83,133,0.114,0.785,0.101,-0.4362,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,9,8,1,0,4,0,13,2,0,3,1,26,28,7,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,3,0,1,4,3,15,5,16,20,1,19,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,10,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543050130274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840550074869797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384278224886449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353317240533746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019470277174316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39187616996606334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517415206918266,0.11075848989152162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978122985505987,0.0,0.0,0.14872565258974035,0.1762222414062669,0.13003771057850638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501794309569493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585358739563176,0.0,0.15148652967344614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992697853936747,0.0,0.10348842578162727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626852898259747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707447205220886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31171008650573623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993206955662342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824823874539545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627247559147737,0.1193550851630033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238127776609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299971808916512,0.09934147290217572,0.0,0.12308208921826365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481445323928904,0.0,0.10525997092131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780444275743065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HazardShark,2019/01/03,"Why (stay till end) Recently I was having conversation that started with don't worry I know who likes you, and after hours of guessing, she revealed that it was ""her in the past"" this made my realize how much people find me in disgustingly ugly. WHY, WHY DOES EVERYBODY FUCKING HATE ME",3.070817610062897,5.922264792452832,4.330471698113207,79.74841194968555,80.32075471698113,7.3069182389937115,25.81446540880504,8.344100000000001,2.2236314465408817,226,9,39,5,6,74,46,53,0.201,0.716,0.083,-0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,6,7,1,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,8,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216576575361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449265223829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007024065967037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300855430329906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419044975110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168008781682028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625312891948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068159756635327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728118332113176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077825319484998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142482102917485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096246769348477,0.1522369102282301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681984859764852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542780329413222,0.23405503434532704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944407913308468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230055539517052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Muizz_s,2019/01/04,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME Spending my sweet 16 all alone with no cake or drinks.,4.91,5.746114666666667,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,69.0,6.0,28.333333333333336,3.1291,0.7463333333333337,60,2,12,0,1,18,15,15,0.18600000000000005,0.486,0.328,0.6408,0,1,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821172073717686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505977803970545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983156701136366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redtempar,2019/01/04,"22m looking someone to talk to, be my online buddies :) Im really really lost in life right now and maybe you guys can give me advice. Feel free to pm ",-1.15625,0.8906433750000033,2.024750000000001,91.94525,99.625,5.0600000000000005,15.775,6.742157984588678,0.06570500000000035,116,3,25,2,5,41,28,32,0.077,0.753,0.16899999999999998,0.5313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,2,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891920935612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496376827631873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838955109457526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930301174221522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196692451610157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090333067633413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485176012445183,0.0,0.32305676511297265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973145405553778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37917735271996666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273372166670777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507515600696986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786778896954486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,c1nemat1xx,2019/01/04,Wanting to play with some friends Looking for some friends to have a psn party to play some Warframe with. I'm a girl and I'm 20 lol message me for my tag? ,-0.2794117647058805,1.816628411764708,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,88.41176470588232,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.04590588235294124,122,6,29,0,4,39,23,34,0.0,0.593,0.407,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,7,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8330286694769014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527158456830767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798050081255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cr1tikal-hit,2019/01/04,"Pep Talk Anyone? Questions, discussions, etc. I assume we’re all looking to talk to someone including me.",3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,92.33333333333334,6.844444444444445,33.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.882644444444445,84,5,11,2,3,27,16,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643785674272863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216850448139537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175114826738647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235621468616557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036563696822185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078101026072902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lordboen,2019/01/04,"People around me make me lonely For some vague background: I live with three people, and all three of them are pretty messed up. They're manipulative but I basically have no choice but to stick it out here with them as I cannot fully support myself yet. They're pushing my friends away from me, and I've had best friends of mine once or twice tell me they haven't wanted to stick around me anymore because of the people i live with. All three of them are nasty towards other people, and have crippled me mentally and emotionally for years, and although I want to live a different life from the ones they've chosen, I can't leave them. I'm working hard right now to try to move out, but it's not going so well as I don't get many hours with my part time job. I also struggle with interacting outside of my home as I it's been so long since I've functioned outside this kind of environment. I'm not trying to make myself sound good compared to them or anything like that, I just don't know how to live with them if they're constantly making me and the people important to me unhappy. I find myself constantly feeling lonely, and it simply makes me sad. That's all, sorry to post this, if you have any advice or ideas I'd be glad to know. Thanks for reading this. 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Right now I'm at the conclusion that I really need someone who likes me. I tried so hard to meet people or go out with people who I know or knew, and each time it's just so one sided... it just absolutely kills me to know that out there it is actually normal for someone to be into you... I really want that so bad. I wish I could find someone I'm crazy about who is also crazy about me. All that stupid mushy crap like how they we look at each other and things we do for each other. It just really hurts is all...",4.650425685425689,4.347696668831174,5.871645021645023,83.44254689754692,69.32467532467533,9.441847041847042,25.552669552669553,9.150863307647796,1.619419336219336,573,13,128,10,9,193,87,154,0.152,0.762,0.086,-0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,1,1,14,8,3,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,4,40,21,13,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,2,17,3,19,17,9,16,0,1,1,0,8,9,1,5,7,94,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.13808039821614188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614516109467655,0.11315488458474555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181438599847153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129736259352349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780625793262132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520619009056284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932544861932846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041585296773404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675327810206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514751769406437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654516826347953,0.0,0.15552580569427235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207384466335228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188216170993383,0.0,0.0,0.12029546064591495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491803306876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863675368799533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588184682657402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942880513323597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625857161988556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416748701386775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795588836920767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880082813492531,0.0,0.13901981969771254,0.0,0.16501576335655588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606699219631132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166916875885341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271425746612608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kerpudgeon,2019/01/04,"Advice? Hey so I’ve posted once before and got good advice.... Update in a way. The guy I’m into told me he’s done letting his ex ruin his love for others and in making him reconsider the idea of having a relationship.. Saying I’m his best friend and that he loves me as a friend and doesn’t know what else. Calls me when I’m upset and sends me things that remind him of me..texts good morning and all that. I see him on Monday after 2 weeks of not seeing him and he says “you can do whatever you please on Monday. I trust you” and I told him he knows that isn’t true (he knows I’m attracted to him) and he said “yes. It is.” I want to do whatever makes him happiest and he says he like laying in my lap and hugging me and all that.. So why am I so scared? What do I do on Monday? Is this too good to be true? Any advice welcome tysm in advance",-0.4720374707259971,1.5279993606557412,2.123325526932085,95.36049180327872,88.18032786885244,4.797189695550352,14.725214676034348,6.18269132825596,-0.7199932864949266,645,11,152,6,21,222,99,183,0.048,0.674,0.278,0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,2,5,18,0,2,5,1,14,3,0,2,4,25,32,17,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,11,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,6,25,15,17,25,3,19,0,1,2,3,38,8,0,0,8,93,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938499158060795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136124319931233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432024805992565,0.0,0.14098993153843786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718432331611566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374846429260759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122305101855467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075938544591988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380541708835383,0.1074503640660351,0.0,0.0,0.1330256366442077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166253281386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215024327002769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373799266565947,0.0,0.06563564389765289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250862053233305,0.0,0.17935665901843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307622942041984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747375393517134,0.0,0.0,0.12866824144517944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423946768112178,0.0,0.0,0.12779570808112414,0.3205167525057277,0.1345057796184318,0.0,0.21411591492949927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925483780811842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567505320634059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924192794948459,0.10663918459165553,0.10776585738314473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122816847647865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,selena1-800,2019/01/04,Hy F 16 i m new here and i need to meet new people and make friends. I want to learn more about this from people who have schizophrenia or bipolar discorder ,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,87.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.6752125000000002,124,4,27,0,4,37,26,32,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803646969748299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222911360800706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690752495323273,0.0,0.7009548040333518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031586946528392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403946831793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlexAsves,2019/01/04,"Bad year, want a New start. Well, I'm new here tbh. Anyway, 2018 was pretty bad for me. I got friend-zoned 3 times, once by the girl that i was really in Love with. School was not Hard, but time consuming. In the weekends i didn't go out with my friends, maybe i went out 7 times all year. I started going out in the last week of the year and i want to start over. 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Feel free to join my server if you want to make new friends, we also have a support tab if you need to talk about deep stuff. Always looking for new members! https://discord.gg/hyUymGM",4.7082432432432455,7.857187864864866,3.006689189189192,89.98138513513516,75.75675675675676,4.781081081081081,28.16891891891892,5.985473137389443,1.085383783783784,169,7,29,1,4,47,28,37,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,6,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981710729566866,0.18709804390994986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369385197535532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347446076792342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776444923152164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009299693595926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667277314524387,0.0,0.6515014175233271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574061022706093,0.0,0.2551637046618772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073057995430056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262578054265645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DansHigh,2019/01/04,"What’s the point in it all I work at subway. I make 140 a week. How am I supposed to set up “goals”in my life when I can barely afford to buy a single bag of fucking weed or anything else in the world. Car? Obviously don’t have one. Girlfriend?, hahahaha I fucking wish. Plans for college ? Why I am 21 and a total fucking pile of shit. unloveable and unwanted. “Go work more if you want more” where? Subway? I’d Rather just play spin the chamber with my dads revo at this point. 21 years and I am a nothing I have nothing I will never have love or anything at all. What’s the point",-0.1352499999999992,2.156670308333336,1.888333333333336,94.8825,91.75,4.0,20.833333333333336,5.602791699666715,-0.051166666666665694,447,16,97,3,16,148,79,120,0.08800000000000001,0.851,0.061,-0.6292,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,4,0,8,0,9,6,1,2,5,19,17,8,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,12,2,12,16,6,18,0,0,0,4,4,11,4,3,4,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879169015447489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613762455403248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851800049648382,0.0,0.0,0.09942087035832138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235633528769021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788769773869574,0.0,0.11677197249468227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492239140392212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357140180827716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185420077168878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961167366652657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795705727627072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318252226131999,0.0,0.14032410954886276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785365798390658,0.0,0.20116920358329304,0.0,0.0,0.2547128023518994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265385317687494 lonely,clarky9712,2019/01/04,"Hi everyone, I’m new and just looking for a friend or just some advice So I’m new to the sub, I’m a 21 year old bloke from England, who’s autistic and dyslexic... I adore games, books, history and the sciences but struggle completely with emotions and human contact, what few friends I did have don’t talk anymore and barely ever even read my messages... sometimes I think I’ve upset them or drove them away with my autism caused panic attacks... I guess What I’m trying to say is what do I do? How do I talk to people and not drive them away? All I want is to make people feel happy even if it makes me sad... Any suggestions are greatly appreciated or even if you want to send a pm I’ll try my best to be interesting for you! Thank you. I hope I’m not breaking any rules by doing this",2.1490476190476184,3.85504101234568,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,77.14814814814815,6.110052910052911,24.53439153439153,6.868970318607317,0.8134465608465611,612,21,131,6,14,202,104,162,0.061,0.722,0.217,0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,1,8,14,1,3,5,0,11,0,0,4,2,31,27,14,0,5,10,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,3,18,9,14,24,4,11,0,1,1,0,19,2,0,8,5,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134070631503712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967205596657085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434441889525505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645490815183439,0.2717884138660725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179094147703204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858530406943368,0.0,0.0,0.15165247299591794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270073034479204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866004170118456,0.1308353203041266,0.0,0.13820988690957806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313441910754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234972828865939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946630503736492,0.1593374611140161,0.0,0.0,0.15397215728499086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366033119105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146131956468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930968817100318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793887672345272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177553397022264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970408246573465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005505727523367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467931802392295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150236736555936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305283283805115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512093170577158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251258973602415,0.0,0.13316524135151034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926795846830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964023706059926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062504700384476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314353134723716 lonely,TheWhitefish,2019/01/04,I'm actually not familiar with the interfaces of gmail or facebook anymore. I'm pretty up to date with reddit though. 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Many of them I see less nowadays, many are busy and doing their own thing, and some I'm able to talk to online and play with pretty often. I know they care about me, but there is something I want that they can't give. At the age of 24, I've never really had a girlfriend. It's not that I haven't had options, but in the past I was either crushing on someone long distance who liked me back for a while, or because I want to get to know someone a little before I decide to have an official relationship. I kinda want my first experiences to be at least with someone I find worthwhile. I feel weird and embarrassed saying this, but sometime in highschool I did experience a sort-of roleplay cuddling through texts with a girl. It was actually really satisfying. It was like we had our own little world together that we could just kind of be there and feel comfortable and happy. That is the sort of thing I crave now. I wish I could just cuddle with someone who genuinely cares. I wish I could experience affection, maybe this time in person. I don't even know what it's REALLY like, all I have is that highschool experience that kind of simulated it. I don't know. It's too bad I'm an adult 24 y/o man, as I'm sure this is considered immasculine or childish or something. Normally I'm fine, but sometimes something will trigger this feeling in the back of my mind where I really want this and just feel really lonely and uncared for otherwise.",4.9795150501672225,5.857508046822745,6.026453177257526,78.48349247491639,68.86622073578596,9.458260869565216,30.000167224080272,9.642632912329526,2.7110614046822743,1202,45,233,26,20,400,152,299,0.063,0.722,0.21600000000000005,0.992,0,2,3,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,4,1,13,18,0,1,11,0,27,2,0,3,3,58,51,17,0,10,12,0,4,3,2,1,0,2,0,4,22,14,0,0,10,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,7,32,14,30,37,7,21,0,1,1,2,20,11,0,8,13,160,54,2,0.1754040040413226,0.0,0.08558450280627936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487485206475847,0.07322750837218046,0.053462326411242614,0.0,0.07462794416191126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883607218419514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006873670993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792634519736635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431575466839045,0.0,0.0,0.17737906948784127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015804099115316,0.074599278116186,0.0,0.0,0.06775834920694054,0.0,0.045820676289151374,0.08413175183123278,0.0,0.0735602783016282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336041196309493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265627831367345,0.19279490682022488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285403045641795,0.1758008923346587,0.0,0.07761351196722915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667481940262712,0.08810844898002522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855402101043848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764119061525857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592934108207573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837214846170994,0.0,0.07657800534052643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922446549387744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371048893952649,0.0,0.0,0.0941591286121774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394883042148765,0.0,0.0,0.06988714079398756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29723848683341025,0.2025518576629628,0.17347904506563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265809899391259,0.0,0.0,0.07049154713141545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653062629173305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113974265906522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691565228922326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170594819596013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vinnie_the_chin,2019/01/04,"Taking a bath bomb thinking about my exes and looking to the future I’m in Japan. I finally got to experience the culture and it’s amazing. The girls really like American guys but tonight, once I got back home, I’m sitting here again just thinking. I think we all need to do it every now and then. Think about what we’re doing, where we’re heading, where we were.... it all helps.",1.7261842105263163,4.062584250000004,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,81.5,5.905263157894738,23.97368421052632,7.1686216300943375,1.0274789473684218,297,11,60,4,8,97,53,76,0.029,0.865,0.106,0.6805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,6,11,2,11,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333863977452665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993108425284175,0.0,0.0,0.2205098335974147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694310797865845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605874483256548,0.0,0.0,0.2232071305498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313520586707155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109826158417253,0.0,0.2261206065731099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013173179069397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930102186392103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715048453907153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400712781720261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441363504656266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949225875593776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777753822964592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iDislikeSn0w,2019/01/04,"Who also rejects themselves in advance? For example: there is this girl I started talking to and immediately in my head I go: Yeah but that ain't happening lmao so no funny business and don't even think about trying. Anyone else?",1.4119186046511631,3.854878418604657,3.2457848837209333,81.36542151162794,102.02325581395347,4.9406976744186055,26.30523255813953,6.6274283507984215,1.8069558139534885,184,9,30,3,8,61,39,43,0.208,0.675,0.117,-0.6819,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922203735023549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550502929396035,0.3744084543319801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052553900808041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135161673160266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076724365543617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32313320990414146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750188124093757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586409626852333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370485584946937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341416788693764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480912109439631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swirlcreams,2019/01/04,"Rejected when got to a bit more about me So some little back ground here. Took a 2 year break from the whole social media life and this was because of a terrible, traumatizing, and very destructive relationship that I had. This meant becoming completely inactive on Facebook, deleting my Instagram completely, staying inactive in Snapchat, and so on. Additionally, I’m still in community college (not UC/CSU) after 4 years and this was primarily due to my decision to switch majors. And then of course right now, my friends are in high end schools or already graduating. It’s a sucky feeling to feel behind. Anyway, so my friends and I went to a club. This is where a girl saw me and asked me for my number because she thought I was cute. After two years being single, this was probably one of the happiest and best feeling ever, not to mention an amazing confident booster. My friends told me to text her first which I did (she called me, so I had her number). So we had a short conversation that lasted for some time and this is where I learned how badly I am out of her league. Her whole life is on display. She asked a lot about me life and my social media. This is where I had absolutely nothing to show off. My friends were trying to tag me in photos and everything but I just refused and let it be. Browsing through her Instagram that she shared, I was just so intimidated. After some honest response about my current situation, she stopped replying. This was right before New Years too and I don’t know... initially it felt like my life is finally changing after being pretty depressed for so long. I don’t know how to explain it but she’s exactly everything that I look for in a person. I just wish that she’d still talk to me here and there and maybe a year or two, it’ll show that I’m on trackZ Also by then, hopefully I have rebuild my whole social media life again. I just recently recreated it and I have embarrassing amount of followers. I don’t know how to feel other than being a total disappointment. I’ve always believed that looks are just like the icing on the cake, and getting to know the person is the quality of the cake itself. So in other words, it seems that I’m just a terrible mess masked by all that icing. I haven’t really been happy in so long and the moment barely even lasted.",4.11976903870162,5.98567970786517,5.220496254681649,79.65071941323347,72.14606741573033,8.450062421972534,28.540886392009988,9.075114841892004,2.4877103620474403,1830,72,340,39,36,603,214,445,0.093,0.789,0.118,0.8181,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,2,38,22,1,1,21,0,35,5,0,5,4,66,64,38,0,2,12,0,5,2,4,1,5,0,0,3,28,21,0,2,15,3,0,3,6,9,0,4,21,8,51,13,50,36,15,60,0,3,3,0,34,23,0,8,34,260,79,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308371785630758,0.0674556757116734,0.07018700926784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771409136877834,0.0,0.0,0.06486091567526679,0.0704297824676379,0.1028394957867539,0.09315934445142528,0.0717767132894451,0.09503498971053406,0.08852144798905827,0.0,0.09208973400202028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861320720482154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923245321788283,0.0,0.1768813918681902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265162047643108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471018352792798,0.0,0.0,0.055713214638690736,0.07630054790315657,0.0,0.0,0.1516189549875779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706021351272244,0.0,0.08099044192423296,0.0924026871563456,0.0,0.07174914245698721,0.0,0.0,0.26067831071111824,0.0,0.0440700542091774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746341182160055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979348952077479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912174210550552,0.0,0.08377983832153807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542899587957995,0.13751507749289327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862548828811718,0.2978989632491761,0.08241953413432808,0.08454212685905403,0.0,0.14929642933141335,0.14166763547156888,0.0,0.0,0.07171242861230527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474218272844633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146697683939381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809373132134938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057158599824524425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730454108931176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581556078060415,0.09094492978407467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054037579949270914,0.0,0.0832866974397632,0.09056169044824933,0.0,0.14407103791905712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536798293043235,0.0,0.07679022315049486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481435543006674,0.0,0.25795647452870396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990722461921344,0.13472605751402494,0.07052143408636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779835120211401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696548185186453,0.0491859006402746,0.0,0.0,0.08060124798350422,0.09371735849820201,0.05726897160446436,0.0,0.16479785731444446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959862715678458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819446723158692,0.0,0.2825255232296299,0.09699979126469288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271597243730097 lonely,deeput97,2019/01/04,"why do I get no tinder matches? seriously, I get none and it really bums me out. I know I’m not really a good looking dude but am I THAT ugly? 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I tend to be a night owl and play games for hours on end. Every night without fail I will think of girl that I have liked for a couple of years and wish so badly I could tell her how much I liked her. Also recently I learned that one of our mutual friends might be in some kind of a relationship with her and that kind of killed me a little. This is not a sexual type thing,I genuinely like her for being a good person and putting up with my stupid antics and yet still being able to smile at me. For the years I have known her we (meaning her,me and a couple of other people have gone camping) have done the usual shit high school kids do late at night like ask each other who likes who and play dumb games like Kill Fuck Marry, every time they ask me I never say who it is due to not wanting to look like a fool and also not wanting to royally fuck the groups dynamics, I always give them hints but they never guess. I have was forced to promise them that I will tell when I graduate (I am a junior,1 older than the majority of them) in 2020 and enlist because I anticipate that I will feel that way after being disconnected for so long or just not be alive. It just hurts having put up a wall of edgy jokes and drugs and when it really matters having so much to give and being loyal to a fault and then having nobody even realize that you deeply care for people when shit gets real. &#x200B; Feel free to use me as a mental punching bag and shit on me for being such a weak fucking coward it does not really hurt me that bad im numb to the bullshit. I don't know what I was trying to achieve by writing this but as Cliche as it sounds it feels really good to say this. If you did read this thank you for putting up with my 5 minutes of pathetic sniveling. Sorry of any bad spelling. Hope y'all have a good night Sleep well, Eat well and always love other people ",5.225829307568438,4.804291913580247,5.8744283413848635,84.30884057971016,68.1358024691358,8.623725174449811,25.756843800322066,7.893859768569023,1.234062801932367,1535,33,329,16,23,501,205,405,0.17800000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.165,-0.9223,0,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,4,5,2,19,49,11,0,20,0,34,13,4,2,2,57,63,33,2,6,12,0,3,7,1,4,3,4,0,4,26,20,1,0,10,6,1,4,10,23,2,1,6,8,43,27,51,44,5,42,0,5,1,5,39,12,8,6,32,225,69,7,0.07349614544167071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754968191255614,0.12230936132185148,0.07963304287968499,0.08930586126562809,0.04997989919055286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741794947522445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840986345232472,0.04480256809468365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493421853910619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868069169938975,0.1626441740243614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643169721577901,0.07521207410349852,0.0,0.0,0.0852321952304631,0.07520490511965339,0.0,0.0,0.06509577004961238,0.0,0.0,0.0970870218111347,0.0,0.12384734479473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148557834217412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567829396531633,0.27178400863885943,0.038398702551736684,0.1410083994979755,0.0,0.18493523938641354,0.0,0.0,0.08096429023270366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765271287751771,0.0,0.07299825582858929,0.07237889858895337,0.0,0.15735828755748865,0.0,0.07938844907888312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262519114265755,0.1530698511718513,0.08078311888897607,0.0,0.1658137066499378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513455296036828,0.07366244586275036,0.0,0.06504177592705898,0.06171825169377495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633314074220738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800588485193222,0.0,0.0,0.0740668281273107,0.07796779581405677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108056246949015,0.0,0.11336951651652462,0.0,0.0,0.2758846149262981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980289024647037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285891966456233,0.06417399932118367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165177782138765,0.0,0.0,0.07351603454241384,0.08365470386656801,0.1412505382388869,0.0,0.07256857698259797,0.07890735503975428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534125432347694,0.0,0.0743820229589092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263282113836561,0.0,0.0,0.07354922347893733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227291760389753,0.0,0.0,0.058694116688559624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847774117952193,0.06766537620413551,0.0,0.0,0.04882757326525173,0.047093362354738884,0.0,0.0,0.04285619344738339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989905834120207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347707203518012,0.08094562074678315,0.0,0.08669986160192933,0.058337819287619073,0.0,0.0,0.13216372256858636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451694011254114,0.07084766148970431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930586126562809,0.09465821599730853 lonely,Ripapipatin,2019/01/04,"We're all lonely here, does anyone wanna try becoming friends? Hi, I'm overwhelmingly lonely and it's slowly crushing me! I'm 23 year old woman and my interests are varied. I like arts, consuming and creating it. I paint, write, sing and do crafts and ceramics. I also do martial arts and random exercise. Horror is my favorite. Stories, movies, concepts, you name it! I also try to do traveling as much as I can and I play some video - and board games. If you want to be my friend, pm me. I'd really like that. 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Anything risky i can do?? When I get this lonely I would do anything to stop it. I get ideation and fantasies of risky things such as doing drugs, committing a crime, intentionally putting myself In hospital. Ive never acted on these but I feel like it sometimes. I just want attention, validation, affirmation. I require consistent validation to regulate my self image and getting this results in positive feelings and no more negativity. I'm 20 and no I don't have friends, none. I'm not ""oh ma gawd look at me I have 600 friends and feel lonely"" I have zero. People who have friends but still feel lonely are still feeding their biological needs. Having no social life on the other hand causes serious mental health side effects. On Monday I went to the casino and got smashed drunk with my bro. Got home at 6AM. Now its Friday and I feel so alone again ): I need to put myself out there again for that social validation, social contact. My brother told me I'm an extrovert, and I partly agree, I need to go out to feel good most of the time. I think I'm an ambivert or at least a mild introvert",3.3112712777418665,5.705308823529414,4.63917259211377,80.54609351432883,76.14932126696833,7.286446886446887,27.718379659556128,8.269060116576782,2.132182762335704,914,38,167,17,21,302,138,221,0.221,0.691,0.08800000000000001,-0.9828,0,7,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,1,0,7,0,14,7,1,4,2,39,41,15,0,5,5,3,8,1,3,1,3,0,1,1,11,11,2,2,10,3,1,5,9,5,0,1,4,9,26,5,22,36,5,27,0,3,1,1,14,12,1,2,11,113,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619636027912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083911447246252,0.0,0.0,0.2005387867756984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517005184024013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130340551008078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312652157513117,0.08704725586625484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241520916491536,0.11264524479279735,0.19097950333407854,0.0,0.0692482470284676,0.10219917115225782,0.1949037596937138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951726846844971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222210332046828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606387726084977,0.05952810805605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232048022320224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279274306404575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710431937320418,0.09397563163485607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194802497974864,0.0,0.08447311039680372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497903215123445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271126074626223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37262188025659904,0.0,0.0,0.12050943136250312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461375009933504,0.10186923749699714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161350075801217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094948588989377,0.07807439969898196,0.0,0.0,0.07104974904072031,0.0,0.0,0.11642967531446766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186829852545343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295304550401868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655634905491327,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,not_good_at_chess,2019/01/04,"Feeling like a complete loser I really wish I had the social skills that 80% of my peers have. I have no relationship experience, which means even among my few relatively shut-in college friends I’m *still* far behind the curve. Hell, my most outspokenly “shy” friend has had sex at least five times. At this point I can’t even imagine myself dating someone. I just want to accept that this stuff will never work out for me since it’s only a drag when I’m convinced things will change. Anyway, I’m glad that’s off my chest. 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Whenever I wake up, I just remember how horrible it is to live my life, and that I will never be enough for anyone. I can't even look in the mirror, I hate my face and body so much, and I am too depressed to do anything interesting. There's no point in even trying to find friends, let alone a relationship, because I am so ugly and boring that no one will ever love me anyway. If by some miracle, someone did like me, they wouldn't once they actually get to know me. No one likes me anymore once I'm not shiny and new. I hate being awake and I hate being alive. There's no point in even trying anymore, I'm doomed. 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Just because you’re lonely doesn’t mean you HAVE to date whoever asks you out. You can be picky. Don’t force yourself to do something you don’t want to do just because your lonely. 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I’ve never had a bromance but I hear they are more fulfilling than an actual relationship and I lowkey wanna find one. Anyone have any tips?,1.4254761904761892,3.478415357142861,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,109.71428571428572,6.152380952380952,18.952380952380953,7.1686216300943375,1.4956238095238097,122,4,20,3,6,40,26,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.39140826939864204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275654790737663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804530927295941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665911359413857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520602221002266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093471421889189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717905525908876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306230727494799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beautifullyrooted,2019/01/04,"Feeling So Lonely I really felt like I'd met someone great. Then it suddenly wasn't. Every person I've tried to connect with has fallen through or been awful. I'm trying to protect myself and my heart, and I know I'm supposed to. In my brain, I know I'm being smart. But in my heart, I'm really lonely. I work mostly for myself in all of my workplaces, mostly alone all the time. It's so much harder as I get older. And now I feel if I meet someone, they'll know I'm lonely and not want to be with me. I feel like I'm supposed to not care. I'm supposed to be cool. But I'm not cool. I want a partnership. I want to get to be apart of someone else's magic. 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Okay so I’m decently popular on the internet, I’m a decently attractive girl who has hundreds of men messaging me daily, yet I spend every night alone. I live alone with just my two cats. I have no real friends, I don’t have a significant other, and my family checks in occasionally. I usually have to reach out to them first. I’m so depressed even though my life is going great and that hurts more than everything else. I have this void that alcohol can’t seem to fill tonight. Online I give off this persona of being this amazing confident human being, but in real life I’m nothing like that. Sometimes my online persona comes out in real life and all the people who know me hate it, but they also seem to hate the depressed sad me. I can’t find a happy medium. Sometimes it almost feels like I have split personalities. I’m tempted to go get medicated because the thoughts of suicide are becoming very strong. It’s just crazy that I can have so many people involved with me yet be totally utterly alone. I just want someone to love me. But I don’t want to settle. Idk anymore I see my therapist tomorrow so I’ll probably read him this post. I just needed to get these thoughts out of my head before I do something bad. I just want to feel like someone cares. Like I’m not intruding on their life. I think people sometimes assume that I’m busy and doing something cause that’s the way I make it out to be on the internet, I worry that sometimes the real me will slip out online and no one will like me anymore. Plus I make decent money from the internet. Idk what will fix this problem. Living alone has really taken a toll on me but it’s also the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I think I mostly just want a significant other honestly. Sorry for the rant I’m wine drunk ",2.1308930150309457,4.517479100795754,3.9237665782493374,84.14853227232541,80.27320954907162,6.943589743589745,24.255526083112287,8.055295364500962,1.6325398762157382,1499,55,287,29,39,503,181,377,0.201,0.615,0.184,-0.7871,0,4,4,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,3,4,21,28,2,0,15,2,26,10,1,3,3,57,64,20,1,6,12,0,2,5,1,3,6,0,0,4,26,15,3,0,12,3,3,5,8,8,0,5,3,3,43,20,37,54,5,30,0,4,1,1,16,13,0,5,14,191,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830256991519207,0.07779410978744337,0.3218486630038648,0.0,0.12425540852534793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409282544088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486690186214605,0.04735837061414452,0.08580117447969075,0.06610744565444605,0.0,0.0815296012314077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920890797501834,0.07980779664286758,0.0,0.13384404210995382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382649698615748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489902251587719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131271884948982,0.07027396620366169,0.0654561636061978,0.0,0.06982168288067273,0.0,0.07323808530068482,0.0,0.07856358183312016,0.11100178664718527,0.0,0.0,0.07100615457251268,0.13216410499603856,0.0,0.0,0.060022173170341316,0.0,0.0811783816813496,0.07452617480564566,0.08830466929544413,0.0,0.0,0.08565217484674234,0.0,0.0,0.06869994813079405,0.08270117084743406,0.0,0.15340320953501438,0.07973112069860913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831674658203239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269573203510848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949558424717314,0.18977411419209805,0.0,0.13720126517687628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011717401178245,0.0,0.10371575280880206,0.07876424815595838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826329142729123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057605259854567485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290567480868658,0.0,0.07454449764370485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528788121981697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157889328694747,0.06783486243961781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880878799933342,0.0,0.08376166485923818,0.07433768826698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770982240535934,0.3537074447122637,0.04976943379099418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190791417166154,0.14144992912236393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316509340798529,0.1196172655612785,0.3073448336987701,0.08696624968368045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849789363898581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020268316954358,0.05161298580023761,0.0995596905582996,0.07632885028804222,0.12335245651034606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758906677187309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556323599166686,0.06410139516750167,0.18329146531341034,0.061665752302531275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889674619718118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Maura_Larling,2019/01/04,"I just got accepted into my university program of choice! Basically the title I'm very excited, in fact I haven't been this excited in months. I just wish I had someone to share my joy with.",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,80.84210526315789,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,3.153136842105264,151,7,29,5,4,54,30,38,0.0,0.612,0.388,0.938,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000021749452653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39920151562521855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237612022664223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126622340052583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751284500362432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lady509,2019/01/04,Why aren’t I good enough This guy I met on tinder was sleeping with me telling me he loves me but saying he isn’t ready for a relationship but doesn’t want to lose me as his best friend... come to find out he had multiple girlfriends and has been sleeping with other people the entire time... I have never felt this lonely. I am so depressed I started going to the gym to help... nothing is helping ,4.939,5.2814099000000025,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.75,7.4,28.5,6.742157984588678,1.330075,312,10,63,2,5,100,60,80,0.16,0.6779999999999999,0.162,-0.1984,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,3,0,10,3,2,0,1,11,17,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,2,10,4,10,12,2,7,0,3,0,1,14,2,0,0,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157971857834835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187949368190545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185565176722354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181653558995919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202728714190552,0.0,0.192979280039052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312720826140467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999643979677045,0.17709526543553175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906303598915665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830470623555406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362130541968045,0.0,0.0,0.19056322428147346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284515071117497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259572670512965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637875962418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668668824738306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790799892568506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225874732515654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494468655676082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845467614952827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311816254114798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453658146408585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052213985552205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToungeBopGumDrop,2019/01/05,"I use people who don’t make me happy just to fight off loneliness. It’s 2019 and I’ve ended those connections but I feel lost. New Years resolution: say fuck it and go it alone. I’ve had a very loving caring bf who I’ve tried breaking up with multiple times. Never sticks. I don’t love him. I pretended to because it was better than being alone. He’s the only friend/support person I have where I live now. No friends, no family, only him. It’s made it incredibly hard for me to make a clean beak. Tonight I did it, and I was such an asshole. I broke it off. I’m trying not to be selfish but I know I hurt him so bad. And I’m lonely and trying not to leech back into him, I know he’ll let me if I did. Anyone else use people (especially potential romantic relationship people) to selfishly keep the loneliness away? I’ve noticed it’s a huge problem for me. One second I’ll be totally in it and the next I want to cut all ties and I hate myself. I know I need help but really I just need friends. Local friends. Jesus Christ I’m an ass.",-0.12310615989515128,2.1382605229357807,2.6565203145478407,89.88387614678898,90.55963302752292,5.8665792922673665,18.79488859764089,7.310402129719878,0.5760833551769333,806,24,174,15,28,281,125,218,0.258,0.561,0.18,-0.9617,0,4,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,20,4,0,8,0,12,4,1,5,3,34,36,12,0,5,8,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,13,9,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,12,0,2,7,3,27,8,17,24,2,20,2,4,0,4,19,9,2,1,9,104,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514799910682348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488989375522221,0.1243947878330474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406492769706016,0.09335371535375317,0.10136893376326173,0.07400796702335971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073737356389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237815020523671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141912941508156,0.0,0.10752967537509496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445076617919445,0.0,0.061386518350844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751918788636937,0.11223788503771062,0.0,0.0,0.06899782412777977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923893802719036,0.10875592395463447,0.11986328420211807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137587857343215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299676274337149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791122563455824,0.0,0.0,0.20016467759653667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414585425642938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072037168624716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252898383461728,0.0,0.21914729897760898,0.11487728688929033,0.16207888730412154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004201227377506,0.0936357869271872,0.1172546654239674,0.12911665181899226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822152871299884,0.0,0.0,0.0822678434691369,0.184669458228195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525028891614745,0.10600703101398423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616913991151995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777757884616723,0.0,0.0,0.13034460250897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965469192181288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777008313599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707928113562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472801016500611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971159706697665,0.0,0.1001726596204076,0.07160840071494504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818147961087693 lonely,calisthenics_lover,2019/01/05,"If our emotions cannot be 100% trusted, should the feeling of being alone, be ignored? Or is it a call to action, something’s broken and needs fixing?",4.9848275862068965,6.083604896551732,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,69.0,5.8000000000000025,31.74137931034483,3.1291,1.5304344827586212,118,5,20,0,2,38,28,29,0.314,0.64,0.046,-0.8322,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473777142119874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671045414319363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145663140015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129895229764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391911605939089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521650560663415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyGirlSeren,2019/01/05,"Please be my friend. I'm so lonely. I feel empty inside. I cant connect to most people. I have a boyfriend whose always by my side and I got his friends but they won't hang out with me alone. I have no other friends. I've tried to connect with two other people. I feel alone in this world. I want to either make my social life better or express the way I feel. I don't know how to do that yet. Can anyone please message me? I really need someone. Sitting in a room now and feeling like I'm in some dark hole all alone. I only have my family and boyfriend. My two best friends are a 28 hour flight away. Back home its so easy to make friends then I move to this shitty small backwards town. Im so alone. My mind is blank. Please dont bully me on here. I'm already bullying myself. I will fuck with you back if you bully me. And hard. Does anyone else have an inability to connect with people? Does anyone know how? 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Hey I live close to Toronto, Canada and I was hoping that there might be other lonely people who live nearby. Just really need some friends or people who care about me as much as I would care about them. Pm me if you want to get to know me better I guess",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.0,5.333333333333334,13.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.7416666666666667,228,2,48,2,6,74,43,60,0.036000000000000004,0.669,0.294,0.9497,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,7,9,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,6,0,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754783207172685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045862796289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30658354418788597,0.0,0.10366150812581283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857197957534866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970667961905716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904144383335886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256013893267394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104826143133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458548437418955,0.2942383422199077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751062768602901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542142111476729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702789170865832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094541337037048,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Awfasse,2019/01/05,"Lonely and don't know how not to Sometimes I feel so lonely I can't handle it, yet, without a way to stop feeling this way, I have no other choice but to endure it unwillingly. I tried making friends but can't connect with anyone. Also don't feel like going to parties, hate them tbh. I play video games, but it's rare those moments when I enjoy playing with others and even when it happens, as soon as The boss is down everyone goes their separate ways. Finding another hobbie is kinda Hard when you're poor like my case. What should I do to stop feeling like this? It May sound confusing What I wrote and I probably won't find a solution to my problem, but it feels good Just from expressing myself here. 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Let's be lonely together I've been pretty bored and lonely today. I went out for a walk for a couple hours just because staying in my house was making me feel like a slob. I'm very interested in people, so if you have anything to talk about, hit me up. Talk about your worries, your life stories. What are your thought on life? How are you feeling? You can ask me anything too, I'm pretty open.",1.737376171352075,4.156132831325301,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,82.13253012048195,4.6527443105756365,23.680053547523432,5.82211442006289,0.4475579651941097,327,12,65,2,9,104,61,83,0.13,0.701,0.16899999999999998,0.5473,0,5,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,6,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,11,18,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,3,11,2,10,11,0,12,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197390515724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31367350418763257,0.0,0.1781729928618532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617998486822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088074278600152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890993386237519,0.13615529552407965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876896727230447,0.2199116552833956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488798367359286,0.26923428029491275,0.093111116067971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272182133344331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212893612162366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38779072093555184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031402413225244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063730080157198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130468325856658,0.0,0.0,0.18065406472508966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725412475166345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766759346736218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935502142593289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CloPRelf,2019/01/05,"had friends over, still ignored and excluded. Can it get any worse? I invited 3 friends over, they all came, had a conversation in between them and left before 7pm. I hardly got a word in, even when I try nothing works. I felt invisible in my own home. Even on my own terms, I still get ignored. So much for friendship ",1.4614285714285735,3.871138634920637,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,83.28571428571428,6.139682539682537,26.46031746031746,7.447530270364453,1.4239269841269837,246,11,52,4,7,80,46,63,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.141,0.0679,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,9,2,8,3,5,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891669506000886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885232910513329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672782322013376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086990748144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437831538681008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610954504357342,0.0,0.2441859628747611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869026311640378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093396555751163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344093590898049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539040403325538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178847820656912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423112603543602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732490539066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865965251265013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701285481410134,0.0,0.23814929766447265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonThrowaway1214,2019/01/05,"Over break, I individually asked three friends, who I considered myself to be close with, to hang out and I got ghosted each and every time. I know other people had a worse holiday season than me so I guess I can't complain much. It just sucks, you know?",2.3157999999999994,4.64227498,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,79.2,6.4,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.8984000000000001,199,6,40,3,5,66,42,50,0.11,0.7290000000000001,0.161,0.3764,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,9,1,6,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381852390034656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047880139333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794853524049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893226578914783,0.0,0.3985058421793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976141177079536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659261605912596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507902860239364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093797541194084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686517805883708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,11infootlong,2019/01/05,"Parties, parties, and more parties A few weeks ago i tried to hang out with some friends and basically i spent the entire night texting people to either get no response or to just get “im busy”. After a few times of this happening i started to pay more attention. My friend group had started to have parties (not like drinking or any shit like that but good kid parties at their houses) and invited everyone in the group and even people they dont like. The only one excluded and not invited would be me. Its weekend after weekend where im seeing my friends on snapchat and instagram having fun without me. It hurts so much. Being lonely is my biggest trigger and seeing all of your friends have fun knowing they didnt even think to invite you or worse, thought about it and decided to ignore it makes me want to move in a cave and die.",5.238821548821548,6.290313185185188,5.595611672278341,81.17570707070709,68.38271604938272,8.113131313131314,33.24579124579125,8.296473431620573,2.60165925925926,664,30,122,9,11,212,104,162,0.123,0.629,0.248,0.9687,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,0,6,14,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,2,1,32,23,14,1,2,9,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,1,5,3,2,2,6,4,0,1,4,2,14,10,20,16,8,19,0,2,2,0,12,7,1,4,13,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084263399078513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037623717363317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319034367856746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299157392713774,0.1445963829063447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949829848724102,0.0,0.0,0.14104258763549166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561560075430775,0.0,0.15423469582433466,0.0,0.0,0.12380379413224887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052632220106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031597138717594,0.1580138520576769,0.0,0.318876745357466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111966643140375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163365578730826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852726338798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568804046699277,0.10850641605432804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851698377191266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002074442473152,0.11226000284926213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466098602103144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23524362308343302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151407260957542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895069027327984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457911251482916,0.0,0.11718162037115765,0.08606947007701789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002138818988293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706105866577445,0.0,0.11839956289027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228563458631446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042176894049195,0.10485412257667624,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SirenChiyo,2019/01/05,"Emptyness Do you ever gain friends that always tell you they'll be there for you forever then you try to talk to them and they won't reply or they'll ignore you, like one minute you're their best friend the next you are non-existent. It hurts alot and I've had it happen so much this past year, I just want a friend who enjoys my company who enjoys playing games with me and won't pretend that I don't exsist after a month. I feel like it's my fault, like I am the thing that is wrong whatever that is, I know it's probably my mind toyinhmg with itself but it leaves a hole in my chest and I can't stop thinking that I'll never have a proper friend. ",2.338901242642251,3.6428160359712254,3.515160235448008,92.36736429038591,75.69064748201438,6.781164159581425,20.55003270111184,7.348242739294969,0.3470086330935249,515,11,117,6,11,167,89,139,0.056,0.7170000000000001,0.226,0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,5,2,4,15,0,0,7,0,14,1,1,0,2,19,19,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,22,11,7,13,3,10,0,1,0,0,20,1,0,2,12,78,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125367960281394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076457127584706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442841412464276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191231025251592,0.12986208641264646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617642651966697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074549554886347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945968791909277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990031711142824,0.0,0.0,0.1924764283977452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664223324018642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835437445177746,0.0,0.14509329427070344,0.0,0.13362758809688016,0.0,0.1401982345635289,0.0,0.19332273729757765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317733202467365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352746501932792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598719783837545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197436830118208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610609851161996,0.15888179686691625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076508359832082,0.11647586520019396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341518427132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721724769568948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874547268918089,0.0,0.11705893416085522 lonely,NanoReddit8,2019/01/05,"Looking for someone as soically awkward as me Hey lonely gang, I'm making this post in hopes to find an acquaintance or two to talk with and hopefully be friends, maybe even good friends. Sounds easy right... not so much. Heres the thing, I'm kind of sort really socially awkward. Talking and just opening up to people gets me really nervous. I've been this way my whole life and it's made socializing a chore. It also doesn't help that I'm not particularly interesting(insert shrugging meme here) Despite my worries and mundaneness I really do want to practice socializing and making friends. Loneliness and I'm sick of it. Plus, it can kill. Well... I guess this is where I describe myself. •I'm a 24-year-old male •I'm laid back yet awkward •I work with shoes and these ravenous creatures called customers. I want to smack them with shoes but if I do I'll get fired so I don't •I like to draw but I'm not very good at it. •I like video games but my console of interest right now has been The Switch. Smash is currently my obsession. Persona and Pokemon are my favorite gaming series •I like anime(I'm weeb trash). I'm not caught up on current anime unfortunately, but feel free to recommend shows to me. My top favorite series are FMA, Gurren Logan, Little Witch Academia, and Haruhi Suzumiya. •I like to collect figures related to video games, anime and other media, take photos of them and post them to the internet because I'm a big man child. •Speaking of man child, I love animation. From 90's cartoons to new school cartoons, •I tend to have a dark/self-deprecating sense of humor. Well... that's all I have to share. To break the ice between us, I've listed some questions to get the conversation ball rolling. You don't have to answer all of these. Hell, you don't have to answer any of these questions. These are just ice breaker questions. It's up to you... •What are 5 places you would like to visit •What is one of your favorite games/shows/movies and why? •If you could have any animal as a pet, what would it be and why? •What is your dream job •Tell me the lamest pun you know and/or the darkest joke you know. •What are your top 3 favorite music genres? •Who are your favorite waifus and/or husbando. Or who is your favorite character(s) from anime •Who are your favorite Youtubers Well, that's that. I hope this all works all out. You can talk with me here on Reddit or on Telegram and Kik. Also, when it comes to responding I tend to be slow to get to my messages since I have other things going on during the day. Plus, the whole socially awkward thing. If you have a problem with slow responders, please don't message me and move on. Well, have a good day and here's to a good conversation :) ",2.670113542526842,5.307852483622355,3.2576049408202614,88.21425216763011,80.04046242774568,6.0963528764106805,24.48943710432149,7.379519244027581,1.215067409854115,2145,79,411,31,56,670,252,519,0.11,0.708,0.182,0.992,3,2,0,0,0,0,83.0,1,15,3,4,20,37,2,6,18,0,38,5,2,3,4,70,69,35,1,11,15,0,2,5,3,2,2,1,2,5,27,26,0,0,10,9,1,5,9,11,4,2,4,4,44,27,59,59,8,40,1,1,1,1,53,20,1,14,16,245,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948403415631238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010831962493513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225164103761669,0.0,0.049351194857149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826670850256939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973807710208743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463830922121966,0.0,0.0,0.10442231813265797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347194073089535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040934755413269394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399406957887092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764365784542356,0.0,0.16918868113878105,0.0,0.04601024997990581,0.2716146394591913,0.0,0.0,0.08918427299302778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426438533140094,0.0,0.0,0.24122843628173146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803382407382266,0.0,0.0895679403890562,0.08430521254911427,0.08898470804246654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718297107771937,0.19775974483252168,0.08114110137044155,0.0,0.0,0.0679842606152643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306768101634484,0.07660433866727623,0.10808007666324618,0.0,0.08133310923895866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604545371831818,0.05951338422658318,0.0,0.0,0.07818966084315793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495171543857494,0.0,0.05485917985345245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056126026184306815,0.0,0.08458379238469642,0.08886748180056019,0.0,0.0,0.15507061154713775,0.0,0.0,0.07746579308618667,0.0,0.0,0.2720741858200573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559114427486945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827523776192996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193373427068573,0.0,0.0,0.08445676383040586,0.0,0.0,0.06696922564450415,0.0,0.0,0.33010560496529084,0.06859538046437874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060870278343329025,0.19521272146882507,0.07076078793471455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135452844060058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908412138883184,0.0,0.09738240621983923,0.0,0.0,0.06679876022976379,0.09550215413907157,0.06426062633552716,0.0,0.0,0.2911635606130599,0.0,0.14610385601948622,0.18077324659954305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787665574698256,0.0822166946345333,0.0,0.11502036306355498,0.0,0.0,0.05213424432100432 lonely,Connor1944,2019/01/05,Struggling with being alone I’m 18 years old and in July of 2018 my girlfriend at the time left me and I’ve been dealing with loneliness after having 2.5 years spent together. My job leaves me little time to socially interact and if I do have time I hardly have the energy so it’s very difficult for me to potentially make new friends. I spent New Years by myself and I’m really struggling with being happy and feeling lonely 100% of the time since the breakup. I was wondering if anyone knew of any way to help with coping on your own or any way to make it more bearable. Any advice is greatly appreciated :),4.456489262371616,6.024422193277314,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,70.76470588235293,8.650233426704013,27.507936507936506,9.150863307647796,2.3690328664799254,487,17,89,10,9,162,78,119,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.146,0.5358,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,11,3,17,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,11,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875245560495648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576591355829171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105545502195739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643922176331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693723531887885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696950662777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760861579506438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678285405457424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620462858016599,0.1363636517352728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203317264876656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105977037204596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611842384393149,0.16539284941005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525693869833721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322266721948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940396031554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973447400568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751919845440084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592204851504746,0.0,0.0,0.15517416247346025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182771306172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550543610724446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256015228703428,0.0,0.2416581535520157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508146063208715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940836233137894 lonely,Baconman_99,2019/01/05,"This is fun(m19)Norway I have friends and all, but no one that i can talk to bout my frelings and etc. I feel soo lonely, it doesnt help that i suck life. I just want someone to genuinly that cares about me except my parentes and little sister.. ",1.9255102040816323,4.219501959183674,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,80.42857142857143,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.07723346938775501,192,6,40,1,5,59,39,49,0.161,0.648,0.191,0.171,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,8,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,8,2,4,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34986143050205337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826998245179129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350553004827102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651146683380685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000432870832116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423750088746953,0.0,0.34392363310457913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252541715202785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38102434656414014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907475011436566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758087137174273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023971037247228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tallboysandtanlines,2019/01/05,"Anyone else? Anyone else, girls particularly, ever yearn to just have a guy in their life? Like not only a partner but just a guy who is there for you? Maybe it’s because I’ve never really had a guy in my life. My dad left when I was a baby, no siblings, nothing. I’d give nothing more than to have a guy who checked up on me every once in awhile. 🤷🏼‍♀️",-0.6720512820512852,1.2893748717948768,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.74358974358975,4.4923076923076914,17.641025641025642,5.82211442006289,-0.4488820512820517,272,7,64,2,9,96,57,78,0.049,0.925,0.026,-0.3798,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,2,7,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,9,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,4,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260338831027189,0.3312224304664399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985294445948042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700458043767764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620551276848245,0.13618203839764448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505226459760035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6401648712266853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561377925473584,0.0,0.2283311031020433,0.07896529305099759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238119672034962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246606608883223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101807707987003,0.0,0.0,0.17213294048630845,0.0,0.12292851624409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354567958383123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brattyAries92,2019/01/05,"Sunny Saturday Its been raining for damn near a month but today is sunny. Going out and enjoying something, anything would be nice. But I'll be stuck in the house, on my phone, doing nothing. I'm so tired of this. 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Decided to take a year off after finishing high school before I go to university and it was honestly the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life. I had no plans before hand so I spent the first couple of months just looking for a job. I have a job now but I only work 2 times a week. Most of the time I just stay in and play videogames or browse the internet. I've become distant from all my friends since leaving highschool and I've never felt so alone in all my life. I'm just counting down the days until I can finally go to uni and begin my life. 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All my “friends” have excuses as to why they can’t go, as always. 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lonely,sharksk8r,2019/01/05,Everytime I read the word lonely my brain translates it into lovely Have an awesome time you lovely 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lonely,Obbiethedino,2019/01/05,"I’m not trying to get attention I just wanted to share this story of mine I used to be a suicidal person “used to” that was last year 2018 hopefully I won’t this 2019 im going to control myself not to cut and think about it Last year was a mess I was having a class then went out of school because I was so depressed as f I left a note saying that I want to die I really do So I went home And try to kill myself I just can’t or something idk hahah but I really want to die so i didn’t do it And went outside to bike 🚲 so that I can’t cut or do anything stupid and while I was biking people were tryna find me They did ,teachers talked to me And it was good everything is okay now but deep inside it’s not really okay I just can’t really explain what I’m feeling right now I just want to be alone and not to talk to people anymore Now my mom brought that story up she said that I was a attention seeker it really hurts but it’s okay 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lonely,SEMENSTEW,2019/01/05,Lost The feeling of a void that surrounds you in the dark is more painful than anything physical. The feeling that without someone your heart is black and makes you feel like nothing can save you. The feeling that you are only used as a fixer of heartbreak makes you feel 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lonely,simmo350,2019/01/05,"Here to help Not been on the sub before but just here to say I'm willing to listen and talk to anyone who wants some help or just someone to talk to, I can't promise that I'll be able to help but I promise to try 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lonely,Ariesking_762,2019/01/05,#loneliness How does it feel to not be in communication with anyone for an entire day as if you did not exist to anyone. 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lonely,nodrugsinthebox,2019/01/05,"I want to give up I want to give up, on my ambitions, on my pridefulness, my emotions, desires, 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lonely,ME37735987B,2019/01/05,"I just feel like crap. Crying myself to sleep, again. I just realized that it is probable that once I graduate college, the only people who will even know my name agree my family, the people I work with, and people I owe money. I'm in a bad relationship right now, and these thoughts don't make it any easier to leave. 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I’m so over girls dropping a friend for a guy that doesn’t give a shit. Oh well my ex was right... I was going to end up alone. ,-1.3086486486486493,0.7009359729729745,0.3716756756756752,105.57805405405406,94.67567567567568,4.0410810810810815,12.805405405405404,5.6839178017228535,-1.4185308108108106,129,2,34,1,5,41,31,37,0.191,0.604,0.205,0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,3,3,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138955896634431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684355977174002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683119144095209,0.0,0.0,0.29073835345648863,0.17224521599579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000931348603018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470475929707785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267674556953689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588254596049238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111034130009683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250194472863754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,samrazz95,2019/01/05,"Nearly everyone forgot my birthday So my birthday was about 2 weeks ago and almost all of my friends didn’t say happy birthday. I don’t isolate myself from my friends and I’m almost always the first person to say it to them, which is a huge bummer. At this point, do i find a new group of friends or just deal? I hope this never happens to any of y’all!",2.4309909909909915,3.889397324324329,3.7308108108108087,90.28153153153154,75.75675675675676,5.473873873873874,24.495495495495497,5.46131890053228,0.4630792792792793,278,9,58,1,6,91,52,74,0.056,0.71,0.234,0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180504988081314,0.0,0.4078104334093592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943579606057613,0.0,0.0,0.1384748299697928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993275057163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457641461035624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611338795486967,0.1732068825225317,0.0,0.0,0.47197021448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006861765607435,0.2167670561364099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224972894435173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705138243206718,0.1966663377941536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780115183109896,0.0,0.0,0.1924954005786096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238682053167368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333905116773004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thoughtfull-world,2019/01/05,"Here to help Hey guys i have seen lots of people posting here , i just want to say i do care about you all i will be glad to help in any manner , you need a friend i am here , will hear all the problems you all are having without any judgement ",4.083974358974359,3.52401226923077,4.55846153846154,93.25320512820515,70.53846153846155,6.933333333333334,25.025641025641022,3.1291,0.19101794871794864,186,4,45,0,3,59,37,52,0.047,0.675,0.279,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,7,9,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37678681211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824558050225709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140366743520805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430835989887675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312238755174974,0.0,0.371381650905378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355253828063748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541805791449533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920612952287928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653230999096796,0.0,0.0,0.26508522992883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203094754712924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634025127741763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705200441367977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FallenFox,2019/01/05,"Isolation is killing me Only one random person online wished me a happy New Year. I don't have anyone to talk to. It feels like something is impaling my chest and making it difficult to breathe. Sometimes the isolation is so bad that I get afraid of contact and fall into a vicious cycle. I just want someone to take care of me when I'm too hurt and broken to do it myself.",4.658800000000003,5.432522613333332,5.836000000000002,79.93800000000002,69.53333333333333,8.133333333333333,29.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,2.1692666666666667,296,11,55,4,5,99,56,75,0.273,0.61,0.117,-0.9371,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,10,14,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,8,3,8,14,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607634660845353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102567305372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25674428008984074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732627411922764,0.17989816126745484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156402288875002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268063947788651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957537586138586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785982721805828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230250979935345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808984601372165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432064901645452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706377600515096,0.19151822494172166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987694777392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336378166043696,0.1938610789996732,0.249053515837542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893350935607163,0.20240101786661574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485282290577263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895771967417836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216193345723992 lonely,yournextdisaster,2019/01/05,"No sleep. I feel the most lonely when I’m laying in bed. I wonder if I could pay someone to sit here and play with my hair until I fall asleep. I wish I could feel safe enough to fall asleep. I wish I felt safe enough to dream.",-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,1.2899999999999991,103.625,84.2,4.0,12.0,3.1291,-1.8866,174,1,45,0,5,55,33,50,0.118,0.593,0.289,0.8484,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,14,9,4,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,6,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878612624718196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501947664167062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562842229099746,0.0,0.23321577371425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430688344515483,0.0,0.2058028063171754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558630891064399,0.0,0.2634075525561648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,staygoldflowers,2019/01/05,"Weekends are the worst Anyone else feel this way? During the work week I dive into work and keep my mind occupied so that I don’t have to feel anything. I know it’s not healthy but it’s the only way I can cope sometimes. Then on the weekends when all my friends are with their husbands or boyfriends, I immediately start to play my last relationship through my mind and feel like absolute shit. I’m in a semi poly thing now but my partner spends more time with his other partner and she’s basically becoming his primary. So I end up seeing him maybe 2x a month because he’s busy seeing her most weekends. I don’t really want a serious thing with him so it’s fine, but I was hoping I’d at least get to spend time with him a few times a month... Other than that, I have no romantic prospects at the moment. I know I have a lot going for me work wise, and I have a few hobbies. It’s just really hard to make friends the older you get. Everyone is so set in their ways and it’s hard for people to let new people into their space. I get it. I’m trying my best but I’ve spent the last 3 weekends alone and it’s starting to get to me. Self reflection and self care are important but after a while when it’s just you and your head you start to go a little mad. Can anyone relate?",1.327424373379429,3.3179295917603007,3.0876591760299625,91.21622515125328,80.79775280898876,6.205070584845867,21.505185825410546,7.321109707123232,0.619543474503025,999,30,220,14,26,332,141,267,0.087,0.747,0.166,0.9772,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,3,4,9,13,2,0,16,0,14,2,2,1,1,38,38,22,0,2,9,1,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,15,14,0,1,6,5,3,2,4,4,0,0,2,7,35,9,25,35,9,41,0,0,2,0,23,10,1,4,26,141,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164367089488433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721807225916598,0.11519103085811415,0.09251485659772507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853224449062736,0.1241627824346837,0.0,0.0,0.11798139362390556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462312104036518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939153019958934,0.0,0.09957373914186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742535036362323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053390546671554,0.08031527988348182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371603766030075,0.0,0.2349462884214228,0.0,0.12778558694778885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141851938482647,0.0,0.11537881448135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116617758442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992705915211172,0.0,0.0,0.1235698909650598,0.18328010731270825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149605154498294,0.0,0.05492438115225487,0.11267775407371446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557833112807204,0.0,0.0,0.07504347422480143,0.0,0.11294438855394193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703111614833546,0.0,0.17947052693330373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857919385848913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550304089052807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558804223437365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404258256747532,0.0,0.0,0.12070062895200115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917374499577565,0.0,0.2345641925982269,0.0,0.1154009764566126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111895902077574,0.0,0.23872152540201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937818661762495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666491802880925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632809036447011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631021797734885,0.2677093209938267,0.0901792482654846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553666273247415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gocramnaig,2019/01/06,"Elliott Smith Hello, fellow lone lompatriots! I don't know, I feel the urge to share Elliott Smith's music with you. If you're into very calm, soothing melodies that can help you sleep at night, I heavily suggest listening to Elliott Smith. Give his song ""Twilight"" a listen if you're interested. If so, there's a good chance you'll like many other songs of his as they are similar but creative. He left us too soon; often duplicated, never replicated... P.S. if you liked the song, I do not mind suggesting more, I hope this helps! 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weekly youth group at church, but im way more mature than the other kids and only two of them are my physical age anyway, so i dont really fit in or enjoy myself there - my therapy group, but it’s a therapy group. the only person i sort of talk to outside of it is outside of my age range (discussed later) i used to meet people roughly my age through a teen friend finding app & through people i went to school with, but my mom said i’m not allowed to meet people online anymore and i’m not allowed to hang out with people over 19. even if i were to somehow meet someone in person under 19, she said i’m not allowed to hang out with people without her and/or my dad there. im essentially completely isolated. ive struggled with severe depression, anxiety, and paranoia/possible PTSD from bad relationships and friendships and the isolation is making those things worse. i just turned 17 so i have pretty much another year of this left, but even then im sure my mom will come up with new things to keep me trapped, and i doubt i’ll have the confidence anyway to go out and meet people. i’ve tried making friends on here before but it always fizzles out so i’ve given up on that route as well. i cry almost every night over how lonely i am lmao",7.038607382550335,6.524642080536914,7.354286912751678,75.50914848993291,64.43624161073825,10.000335570469801,33.7256711409396,9.354420925462401,2.9843684563758397,1212,45,223,19,16,396,168,298,0.152,0.7190000000000001,0.129,-0.77,4,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,14,12,1,2,7,0,13,2,1,7,1,51,27,25,0,1,13,4,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,3,10,24,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,6,1,2,5,4,27,6,46,21,2,36,1,2,0,0,27,17,1,7,12,144,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589900904156411,0.0,0.09703474812256756,0.0,0.10693530129544553,0.0,0.08063138383309153,0.10499478334013296,0.0,0.0,0.10161165431364463,0.07413082865101535,0.0,0.09610212485884588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091028357908672,0.0,0.1070221817179416,0.08245764821568645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347369067742702,0.1016013614872011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644382445379792,0.0,0.0,0.08346274841796157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357005220430022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800755128245045,0.0,0.08164528607565821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856794354895979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497346385546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507243007563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140168719914481,0.0,0.0,0.08613218609805748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052858175335434,0.0,0.06844573062676154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936753152189173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698416002456245,0.0,0.0,0.07123514201322838,0.0,0.0,0.09358989858352906,0.0,0.09093726775839507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566424541934146,0.22109818578936385,0.0,0.0,0.1075997476317772,0.0,0.0,0.4030836590292303,0.1692246060464536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098585585742047,0.0,0.0,0.11327487808532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207879343702475,0.0,0.0,0.10403797653267224,0.0,0.0,0.1843546304221472,0.0,0.0,0.19614280963169844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947324904005204,0.09946993801676847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878080348924913,0.0821059284786701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130446394387063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133029893239487,0.0,0.0,0.07788727481130807,0.0,0.0,0.22163494496464115,0.0,0.12875661385325313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579104138123687,0.10540306257497366,0.09466053210276774,0.0,0.0,0.0836934165063782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691740105792158,0.0777300548989638,0.0,0.08712778587074542,0.08983041401455988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341141063145586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875283381391864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480521301963628 lonely,BryLikesPie,2019/01/06,I miss having people to talk to on the phone at night I'm a 19 y/o guy and I constantly feel alone and upset. I tend to be quite social and love helping people out but recently no one has been around and I've just been alone with almost no social interaction :/,0.05402597402597209,2.349350454545455,2.4924675324675327,91.18727272727274,89.9090909090909,5.324675324675325,15.129870129870133,6.868970318607317,-0.17855844155844205,205,4,44,3,7,70,41,55,0.263,0.665,0.07200000000000001,-0.858,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,8,7,0,7,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243327292445091,0.4640530573113333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994333483930352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209581160132465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132758172823317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221823977933838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016194760859022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219496123746644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102360840934151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180787989571945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062706605428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828246734307296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120165645523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567388007380222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006606159030358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,honeycomb67,2019/01/06,"hot take: love isn’t real, i’ll feel alone forever :) i’ve been feeling so cynical lately, i feel like everyone has some ulterior motive and everyone is selfish in relationships, including myself. i feel like i hold “love” up to be some sort of ideal, but i don’t even know really what it is or how i could have it for someone else or how someone else could have it for me. i keep just feeling so strange and off-putting to others, there’s no way that i could find whatever it is that i think love is. the idea of being in a relationship terrifies me because i refuse to believe that someone would genuinely care about me like that, it makes no sense any advice on how to get out of this rut of loneliness? tldr; i’m sad and lonely, love isn’t real oops",2.311795112781958,4.3358408750000015,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,77.75,7.76390977443609,25.330827067669173,8.634040054169528,1.890906390977443,591,22,120,13,14,200,93,152,0.184,0.622,0.194,0.183,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,1,0,2,0,17,4,0,5,0,35,34,11,0,5,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,10,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,6,13,9,16,27,2,7,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,5,4,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199384233677579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271198386234142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346623695843891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482011419591453,0.0,0.0,0.1382840070996455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251398530644235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939895796663882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506416132445626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106747411776499,0.0,0.0,0.23456336623679844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103008025913007,0.1753684986453575,0.0,0.0,0.11218056121511527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412568368456556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855657451971135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909541971947842,0.0,0.0,0.06745374693256194,0.0,0.13845412210051813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989116658131615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431043465916456,0.0,0.08192875270451268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338586851595815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794060591836806,0.07862928287900213,0.0,0.0,0.2635499510874042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31198723037078485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228390903133678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864573168673455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974239309634178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718975015884511,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zosan09,2019/01/06,"I feel like people ghosted on me because I'm lonely, needy and depressed at the same time. I'm severely depressed and constantly feel lonely. I always feel I lack love. I always tell the person I just met that I'm depressed, so that I can vent anything and they will not feel shocked by what I said. Everything seems to worked out and then at some point they ghosted me. I guess I'll end up feeling lonely for the rest of my life.",3.1911822660098537,4.79733829885058,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,74.0574712643678,6.3507389162561605,26.221674876847292,6.868970318607317,1.0658157635467975,340,12,69,3,7,108,56,87,0.258,0.637,0.104,-0.9317,0,6,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,2,9,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,15,6,2,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,13,2,9,12,4,10,0,6,0,1,7,6,0,3,5,42,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30534873477240443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099266813608322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118508618998245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828229389232335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741065467040786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251340705949185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490464744086802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638780973678258,0.131081848339604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212961066198432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296010080312987,0.08964159012819667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560253753442006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720551998585197,0.16021218070499155,0.0,0.0,0.1734528015413325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745364226458127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670380154852725,0.0,0.20728602497384774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603741336378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699168326032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335793954060546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XxInsultToTheDeadxX,2019/01/06,I just want a fucking hug. Do I get that? No. Nobody would touch me with a ten foot pole. Im so fucking sick and tired I just want to lay down and have something not go fucking wrong for once.,-1.4450000000000005,0.5519202142857154,0.3447619047619064,105.05857142857144,96.85714285714286,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.3500761904761904,147,4,37,0,6,47,33,42,0.196,0.617,0.18600000000000005,-0.3551,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,9,10,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7023265242206698,0.13230323315835518,0.0,0.14391754317825622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735339423099503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696837439029237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949503137108561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910528549038797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987255100315464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798886995268154,0.2768693655709427,0.0,0.0 lonely,dearest_night,2019/01/06,"Bored and lonely, looking for someone to talk to 21 m and I've been really bored and lonely since my relationship ended. I like to play multiplayer games like league and maple. PM me if you want to chat ^^. 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Everyone tells me that they enjoy me and my company, but I don’t see why. I have a lot of the same interests in those around me, but can only maintain distant friendships. I enjoy a variety of things from sports to HP Lovecraft and film work. I’m a welder by trade and known to be the “go to guy”, yet, I can’t find myself making any real friendships. I’m always the “life of the party”, but I can’t find someone to be that “life” for myself. I’ve been through depressions and addiction, so I can tell that it’s not either of those. I’m not sad, I’m just existing and I’m just at a loss of what I should do. I suppose I’m looking for advice from anyone that’s taking the time to read this. I’m also a usual at a local dive bar here in SATX, but I do it for the small talk with friends I’ve known for years, so it’s not that I’m afraid of social interactions, it’s just that I can’t sustain said interactions and I find myself a bit lonely. Should I move cities and/or states? Is there a place online that I can meet like minded individuals? Maybe I should pick up a social hobby or group? 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I am a true social failure and want to die. ,0.1456989247311853,1.8205530322580683,1.7625806451612895,100.83053763440859,83.19354838709677,4.133333333333334,26.46236559139785,3.1291,0.0966043010752693,108,5,27,0,3,35,28,31,0.248,0.56,0.192,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379823563184781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40517039689262857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30161971404833965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133739996726143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454307590756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713568980974787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979605252262468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026623510630226,0.0,0.3131528837667665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quistmann,2019/01/06,"I don't know why, but im lonely I'm a 22 year old male. I can't begin to describe, but I'm married and I feel like it's the loneliest I've ever been. I just want to talk to anyone and maybe get some friends in the process. That's the only thing in particular I'm looking. If you want anything or want to know anything just ask. I'll answer to the best of my ability.",-0.5892503346720233,1.2516281204819322,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,87.07228915662651,4.6527443105756365,21.27041499330656,5.82211442006289,-0.02256251673360099,286,10,69,2,9,100,55,83,0.09,0.675,0.235,0.8922,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,16,6,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,15,2,6,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,3,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006766223296007,0.0,0.3767667827144989,0.0,0.2140112709265311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402396313985361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070731548135817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574989731255204,0.16354200134629002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768646545596863,0.0,0.11960235422532785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472751623661968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516192099920081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183977979504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192236917153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299830290293687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021524592651355,0.0,0.0,0.17410558051614955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839989208517876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208567804512088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050725754846578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656659799830376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741833353345496 lonely,lordbrottor20,2019/01/06,"Mentally stable but alone. I feel like I've mad huge strides in the last year. I no longer hate myself, hell sometimes I think I look good. I work out, I go out to do activities, work a full time job. I've reached a much better place. But the closest friend I have lives across the world. And I'm lucky to speak to her twice a month. Man what I would give to have people who call me. People to actually go do things with. And don't get me started on a girlfriend. I don't even have friends lol Man tonight sucks.",0.5037538940809938,2.6968921401869177,1.5622663551401883,99.74346183800623,85.54205607476634,4.68816199376947,19.19704049844237,5.985473137389443,-0.4115165109034269,397,11,95,3,12,124,72,107,0.213,0.564,0.223,-0.2098,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,10,4,0,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,19,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,3,13,6,11,18,2,18,1,0,1,0,10,10,2,1,7,51,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.1917740124827272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035342224186404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380491941823098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066767932951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297988220145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936581615462743,0.14039307866904752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365989356819423,0.0,0.10267296833554776,0.1885187516061934,0.22337233944970705,0.16483065586278434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402164158661112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501459771256136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018906092187182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600916506976108,0.0,0.1735297115234179,0.0,0.16502630768168294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804474093320346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568594409623964,0.0,0.14446393867743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724828006428883,0.0,0.20532033180377685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943621301932031,0.0,0.13909702671929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055836657528133,0.1259213197463594,0.0,0.0,0.11459169972935178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861360715515629,0.0,0.0,0.13960132575394424,0.0,0.0,0.12655167190475214 lonely,gracelee5,2019/01/06,"i have no real friends I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t have any real friends anymore. I had a toxic best friend that i went to for everything but she manipulated me and lied a lot so i recently cut her off. I made a good group of friends since then and we hung out a lot for a few months but now i realize they didn’t like me as much and kind of used me for money and they stopped asking me to hang out and ignore me now which makes me feel like I’m a fucking loser. i have no close friends that i can ask to hang out with our feeling like a burden, I have no one i can talk to in person about my problems and just go to for everything. I’m close to no one and I’m starting to get extremely depressed again. Highschool is kicking my ass I’m hoping I’ll make more friends next semester but this whole situation makes me feel so alone and like a loser i don’t know when I’ll ever make lasting friends everyone leaves me and i think I’m a great friend i always do so much for people but no one does it back. 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Hmu if you lonely and desperate for love like me",0.4144575163398692,2.441412929411765,2.808627450980392,91.74771241830068,84.41176470588233,6.130718954248366,20.03267973856209,7.3871296695380915,0.5611699346405228,309,9,69,5,9,106,62,85,0.159,0.731,0.11,-0.6841,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,9,10,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,3,11,8,4,4,1,2,1,2,11,3,0,5,1,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912493336477625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090806413393045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30717429978626976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608530268133152,0.2996950254875187,0.0,0.0,0.2511001745567122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698758108364113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261091362592451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32239244578077353,0.0,0.0,0.3005961152729245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253357348487839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48067938071641403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NerdLookingForAdvice,2019/01/06,"I'm lonely and I want friends I'm 31 and I have no friends =( I made a new reddit account and tried to get comment karma (so I can make a thread on a certain subreddit) but my reply was downvoted to 0 and now I just have 0 karma. I feel so lonely and I have no friends and I'm so bored and I can't drive and I don't know how to make new friends. My social worker takes me to gamestop and best buy and the book store but I don't know how to make friends or where to go to make new friends.",-2.0337500000000013,-0.1830611607142849,0.5203571428571436,103.79964285714287,98.10714285714286,3.5142857142857147,17.714285714285715,5.148860815047168,-0.8598678571428571,378,12,99,2,16,127,56,112,0.109,0.6459999999999999,0.245,0.953,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,7,1,26,23,18,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,1,3,2,5,3,0,0,2,1,13,8,8,21,1,8,2,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,57,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914755118960744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667890847360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029875087963883,0.0,0.0792309815023672,0.0,0.08618631555114377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668599127202835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349510615238933,0.4049108012305312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393941862003625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458830286275926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402209332214652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296054568746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944722965033587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,benh22kk,2019/01/06,"Please help me (M 16) I'm self conscious, insecure, awkward and nervous, and of course I have no friends at my new college. At my old school I managed to make a few friends over the course of 5 years, but I was young and the school was small. Now I can’t talk to people and I can't act like a normal fucking person in a conversation. I don't think I can take being alone much more so idk how just please someone tell me what to do. Thanks x",1.5312765957446786,3.011227393617024,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,78.25531914893618,5.5510638297872354,23.45212765957447,5.985473137389443,0.20130212765957456,341,11,81,2,8,110,67,94,0.153,0.693,0.154,0.2648,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,11,15,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,11,4,9,12,3,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,6,48,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882975208687135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115604812744461,0.18640536455896567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514955584462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985071203325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459080267364845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822258459046692,0.0,0.0,0.19473726404636485,0.0,0.0,0.19755636889383693,0.0,0.0,0.21157867245054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978611319021947,0.1760571241638783,0.0,0.4426623694722313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408124324186052,0.0,0.0,0.21034595803573464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708419831190698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516020320141581,0.1620640157788442,0.17623509420014513,0.1856354858038991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919752596198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298442785493361 lonely,thearkofthecovenantt,2019/01/06,Alone forever ? Does anyone else have that kind of ‘fuck it ill be lonely forever i don’t need anyone.... everyone is fake & self-centred’ mindset however deep inside you are absolutely & terribly afraid of ending up alone & crave deep love & attention? ,3.7007246376811587,6.927137913043481,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,82.91304347826087,9.153623188405795,27.231884057971016,9.2995712137729,3.6142579710144935,208,9,32,7,6,68,38,46,0.293,0.633,0.07400000000000001,-0.887,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571763128290003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7473225406688891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113774713558705,0.17667756175996566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150896918235658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404529975101335,0.0,0.15272409072002338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476672560412328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941114745235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956200394475172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556271413140351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785657782374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988479361512064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dedric132,2019/01/06,"Lonely in a new state Hey guys, Been lurking here for a bit (I am 24). I graduated and have a great job as a software engineer. Money has never been a problem for me but it definitely doesn't buy happiness. I had to move for my job and I am definitely feeling lonely (in a big city now). Its just so much harder to meet friends when you aren't in college anymore. I go out with my coworkers but that's about all the social stuff I do. I used to love video games. It used to really help with my loneliness but I just lost interest. All I do for fun now is go to the gym and watch youtube/tv shows. I even started going out to bars alone to get drunk and talk to the bartender lol. Just wondering if I could get any suggestions on what to do. Thanks guys. 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First and foremost; I'm grateful for all I have. I work hard, try my best to smile, and help others. I actually like the way I look and have maintained consistent ""confidence"" I guess you could call it at 29. As an almost 30 year old man I feel I have a little bit more control over my life but there are some huge things I just don't understand. I feel ready to commit to a partner. I'm doing pretty good everywhere except in my relationships. Instead I feel incredibly lonely. I haven't felt a woman's skin in over eight months. The empty inbox and quiet house I return to feels more and more like some kind of sentence. Like I did something to get where I'm at and have the mark of Cain. I can say with honesty I've done more good by others than bad in this life but something is jamming the door. I know that sounds pretty crazy but I'll try my best to explain. I get so close to having a significant other and life just takes me for a ninety degree swerve. I'll find out the individual was already involved with someone, they'll pull a last minute friend zone, or just outright become ignorant. Sometimes it gets so bad that they don't even initiate conversation anymore. I let go of these people and try my best to move on...but there are so many of them. Life feels like this big giant obstacle course. Jump. Run. Crawl. Roll. Climb. Repeat. It's an accurate although sad similarity and contrast to my personal relationships. This is coming from someone who sincerely and has consistently tried every resource available to make myself better. I know that self improvement must first come from within, but what if it still doesn't ""click""? What if some individuals are lucky and some are just destined to suffer? I don't like to compare my life to others but it just feels more difficult than it should be. Like the deck of cards is rigged. I want someone to sleep next to and share my thoughts with, holding hands. Not just sex. Someone who will take the time to check up on me and send a text. Someone I can cook dinner for and vice versa even when I'm beat to shit. A significant other that will applaud my victories and chant my name. Somebody's favorite. I used to feel angry but now it's just got me left feeling sad. Like everywhere I go leaves this invisible blood trail. I hunker down and just let it bleed in silence, hoping for a change. I've let go of negativity and even though it hurts seeing other couples together, I try to smile through the tears. No matter what I do I feel life has deprived me of these things and I'm doomed to live. I may never find peace in this lifetime but I'll go out strong and without complaining. Thanks for reading. 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(Not sure if people post asking for this on reddit, I’m new) I’m a m15, I know I’m really young like everyone on here is 18+ that I’ve seen. I don’t mind if you’re older and want to talk, I like to think I’m better at socialising with adults than I am people my age. Idrc gender of who I talk to, just pm me.",-2.1365789473684202,-0.3522520263157887,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,95.57894736842104,4.618947368421053,10.23157894736842,6.2581,-1.252832631578948,250,2,64,3,10,92,56,76,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,11,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969434365559605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688219249384145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463939685963213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319004941350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333759614374541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371319448557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450475043395851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439131102049016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365010851268124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324297327123103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547329359789716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22873225451303936,0.0,0.0,0.585194579686678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550581774437647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314472573835654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fallen_muffin,2019/01/06,"Anyone? Lonely and depressed, if anyone would like to chat send me a message. 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I can't do shit with my life. I'm a pathetic 30 year old friendless, kissless, virgin dropout. I can't take being such a loser anymore. Think I'll end this life sooner rather than later, it just doesn't seem to be for everyone and it just gets harder to cope with every day. 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I have no friends, recently broken up with someone and feel like I’m never going to be happy. I hope anyone reading this has plenty of people to make them happy in their life. Treasure them:) ",1.3419230769230772,3.2906324230769246,3.669846153846154,87.27515384615386,80.53846153846155,4.929230769230768,20.015384615384615,5.6839178017228535,0.09349538461538476,194,5,38,1,5,67,42,52,0.16,0.5589999999999999,0.281,0.8316,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,7,9,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796881636836227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299380912078917,0.18358837442312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985440691456808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460490968622941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544531124858205,0.0,0.5471253743699911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552416419662789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815143644177326,0.12554868596072188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153783768147793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820077354004448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696599414722822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815933271971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705207822385323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373925080741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774046805056013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548832710116154 lonely,BraidedBerry,2019/01/06,"Home-schooled and lonely. Okay, so my parents put me in a cyber school when I was in 3rd grade when my mom couldn't home-school me anymore. I have been in this school for years, and three years ago I started to realize how lonely I was. I literally begged my parents to let me go to a public school. All they do I argue with me. Most of the time I'll just shut my door and cry and punch my thighs (instead of cutting). They say that this is the best educational path for me. In their opinion, school is not a place to make friends, it is a place to learn, that's all. I go to Girl Scouts, but we only meet twice a month for a hour and a half, and everyone there goes to the same public school. They always talk about what they did in school that day, and I can never join in. With cyber school, all you do is sit in bed all day and listen to your teachers over a microphone and watch them draw on a digital board. The only way I can talk to my classmates is using a 'chat box', and teachers always have it locked anyways. My parents think that this is the best path for me, but it's making me depressed. So basically, I only get three hours of socialization a month (none of the girls are my friends either). I am so lonely, and I have no friends. Plus, being a teenager, friends are so important to me. 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I'm 17, never been in a relationship, not one, and after countless attempts, it's either a friendzone or they show no interest, so I move on. I'm heading to university in September and will be 18 in a couple months. I just feel lost with life and feel empty. I see people in relationships, watch movies and series and they portray such perfect relationships it feels impossible to even get close. Or even find anyone lol. Maybe going to university will help me for the better? What can I do? 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Ever since middle school i never really had a lot of friends except this girl i was friends with we we're bestfriends i guess but we eventually grew apart and i haven't seen her since 8th grade. Fastforward to highschool things haven't gotten any better in my freshman year i was very miserable and felt very invisbile to people i didn't make any friends in freshmen year just acquaintances, same with my sophmore year, now that i'm in my junior year of highschool i don't have much hope left i constanly just feel so lonely and i feel no one really cares much about me, i'm just a background character or an extra in movie that no one really notices and just ignores, but at the same time i want to feel like i matter to people, i want to feel wanted. But for the past few months i have tried developing friendships with people but it just never really worked out it seemed like most people weren't really interested in being friends with me or just didn't put the same amount of effort as i did. 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I’m very sorry to all of you who suffer, you must be so strong to get through each week. I don’t feel comfortable talking to the people in my life about it. Trying to numb it. Trying to keep busy. Unfortunately with this depression has come sleeplessness so I can’t sleep my pain away. What works for you? 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Same as yesterday. Nothing good. Nothing bad. Just the tears. The silence. Sad. I could go out, but I stay in. And then, tomorrow, all over again.",-0.07628472222222271,0.31590421875000274,1.652916666666666,89.54486111111113,131.8125,6.422222222222223,25.430555555555557,6.937597516519254,2.4207388888888897,133,7,25,4,9,43,26,32,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5763169414301617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229451864933788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941054882179603,0.0,0.0,0.3544547870569804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617880976696558,0.2304945698216505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273683038308303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929070577405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mehtmeth,2019/01/06,"School tommorow and im sad :( Tommorow school again ""sigh'. I think that school is useless because im probably not going to use any of the things i learn in everyday life. It just gives me lots of stress. I have many friends and my grades are good but i still feel lonely and depressed. Could anyone help? Is there something wrong with me or am i just really lazy and its a common thing?",1.1480263157894726,3.748170381578949,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,88.60526315789473,4.618947368421053,19.442105263157888,6.2581,-0.015201052631578447,303,9,63,3,10,92,59,76,0.266,0.65,0.085,-0.9446,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,16,11,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,8,2,5,10,1,6,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,39,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350266703936227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698762026898971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070923990482873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500273201749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642250322732076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918286916985674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403132980073395,0.0,0.0,0.17421917305751186,0.10321451826750608,0.15232787356309954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217309706752073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923451368310859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827821660323918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440037706641907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841264792673648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580889564979329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163455607539211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514043663944461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981410654601342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503590579324002,0.0,0.2080364028667732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413104316328153,0.11636989959677065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685481201763402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985646611201492,0.0,0.0 lonely,msmaru,2019/01/06,"does anyone else feel more lonely when seeing their friends or family? does anyone ever feel more lonely when they visit their friends? i know it's me but as i get older, i can't seem to feel that connection anymore. most of the time, i end up visiting since they want to hang out. i am 29 now and i know not to be rude or seem like i don't want to be there. to be honest, i'm surprised that some still want to see me but i also have great friends. we've been friends since childhood. we were very close when we were younger but today i just feel disconnected from everyone. i feel guilty whenever i do see friends or my own parents because i know i seem really depressed. i've been feeling this way for a couple years now. i should probably post this in r/depression. i haven't felt a connection to anyone for quite awhile and all i ever do feel is guilt whenever i see anyone. i know i just need to go out and maybe just have a drink to loosen up a little but i'm at the point where i'm content with life and i'm kind of just done with it. have my own place. financially stable. basically just working till i retire. maybe meet a nice guy. but if my life ended today i would honestly be fine with it. this is how i have been feeling for most of my life.. even as a kid. i have no ambition and can't really find joy out of anything i do anymore. i haven't since middle school. i am a waste of a life right now. i don't deserve this life.",1.1020750551876404,3.1050715695364235,2.832026490066226,92.68819426048564,81.64900662251655,6.1458719646799125,20.662693156732885,7.3011,0.4790075938189853,1122,32,252,16,30,371,143,302,0.084,0.733,0.183,0.9807,1,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,4,2,19,19,1,1,10,0,30,6,0,1,3,59,60,22,0,7,15,1,9,1,5,2,5,0,0,2,9,14,1,0,17,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,7,13,39,14,31,47,8,38,0,3,4,0,17,14,0,10,19,162,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826773886689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932170427518972,0.23876159502449615,0.08746829758496745,0.07024954067724094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203876300625788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445665713308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705246971778935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940999204893718,0.08735979801893322,0.0,0.08362689071338875,0.0,0.0,0.07131294443294972,0.0,0.1512191597214984,0.0,0.0,0.056383916523889424,0.15443817958086167,0.0,0.08157156372138591,0.0,0.0,0.08047615056367965,0.0,0.3453118477615376,0.0,0.08196544296184917,0.0,0.07802363978884642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32977059854747964,0.0,0.0446005902522076,0.0,0.048515876900113684,0.0,0.0,0.0941171153065166,0.0,0.0845264787488049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889630714584353,0.1876612773573851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014852110998109,0.04170586962810568,0.08555988475062068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715246979733491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329834465610636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947896452620206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919005788651241,0.0,0.08069914776575403,0.0,0.08175772468017446,0.0,0.09203976762911764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079801967168057,0.0,0.0,0.10937621951172667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290271642211886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639568286586717,0.2721049083414749,0.23314397993621636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118487103776013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817397658461541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977802364912568,0.0,0.16183534661343546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704364881695447,0.15105451793666924,0.06776013253960203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214799226384678,0.0,0.0,0.06064207190609619,0.0,0.0,0.054973371821777584 lonely,AdriannaGonzalez,2019/01/06,SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW AGAIN I've absolutely no friends so looks like I'll be spending the rest of this school year alone like usual. 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I'm new in this sub and I was wondering if someone around here could give some tips on a problem I've recently been dealing with. So, I've never had a real relationship with a girl that I personally would consider her to be a ""girlfriend"". That ends up being one of the reasons why I've never had high confidence or self-esteem. However, last year in November this one girl from english institute started talking with me via instagram, and as a result we spent the next weeks addicted to eachother in a way and we used to joke a lot about starting a relationship and stuff like that. She wanted it, I wanted it, so in the 25th of that month I asked her, even though I thought it was a bit rushed, but she accepted it. 2 days later she said things were happening to fast and she just wanted a friendship. I wasn't really able to be just a friend, as things were just awkward between us, and I told her that, which basically ended whatever kind of relationship we had by then. I tried to move on but then something happened. Apparently this girl had been talking with one of my best-friend's in instagram as well (he knew everything that happened between us), and they started dating on the same day I ended any type of relations with the girl. That shit fucked me up a lot, and as a result I now feel nothing but hate towards her and my self-esteem and self-confidence are at an all-time low. Now I don't want my relation with my friend to be affectes but I believe things between us will only be normal again when I stop thinking aout this girl. So I was wondering if anyone could help me on this, as well as on how to improve my self-esteem and self-confidence. 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I'm 17. Not in high school as I went through a trauma a year ago leaving me unable to cope and dropped out. Don't recommend I go back, the school won't take me back anyway. I have pretty much no social life. I don't think I'm a particularly weird person, I've been told I'm beautiful, funny, good at giving advice etc by people who have been in my life at some point who have now drifted away. But I feel circumstances have been stacked against me. Obviously the main place peoole my age meet people is school. That's not an option for me, my truancy record is through the roof and no school will accept me. So that's fucked. And I live in a small village where the average resident is a retired elderly person. Transport links are not that great and I need to wait until I can afford driving lessons. Until then my parents have to drive me everywhere, including the store for basic essentials, further isolating me from the chance of any random social encounters. People just say ""put yourself out there"" and do what exactly? Stand in the street waiting to be approached? I've joined a few social/hobby groups and found them useless. I've noticed people tend to bond over mutual people thet know. Like they know similar people as they live near each others neighbourhoods, or somebody knows somebody as their step-dad is friends with their dad etc. So then they get talking about those mutual connections. I can't engage in any of that, due to my isolating circumstances. I've been feeling so empty. I was at some guys house on a Tinder date the other day and we cuddled and had sex. I didn't want to go home that morning as I had needed that human interaction for so long and now that I had it, I didn't want it to end. Of course, with it being Tinder, we've not spoken since and on his Snapchat he's been out with friends etc. I feel like our night together was such a huge thing for me as I had been craving humam interaction for so long and so it was a significant event for me, whereas for him I was probably just some quick sex and now he wants to focus on the people in his life who he has an actual connection to, ie not me. I'm so pathetic. 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Most people are already preoccupied with their own friends, even if you do start talking to them, you’ll never be important enough to be their actual friend. Most people are also so reluctant to make new friends if they already have a good friendship circle. Make friends online they say, yes it’s possible, but after a while of talking and you realise “why is it only me starting convos”, then you realise again, you’re just not important enough for them. Just really had to get this off my chest, have a good day folks...",4.372280193236716,6.118881686956524,4.579420289855072,84.98903381642515,71.26086956521739,7.545893719806764,28.42995169082125,8.167268648758528,1.9102270531400969,474,18,90,7,9,148,71,115,0.063,0.7559999999999999,0.18,0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,6,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,10,1,1,4,1,15,18,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,13,8,12,14,5,11,0,0,0,0,20,1,0,4,10,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.12697710196218148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717848872631946,0.10405589426925957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391581066933522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688948436876831,0.0,0.08594218812103503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031764069843398,0.0,0.1359633226663275,0.0,0.0,0.2182748196695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233121632404524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474210269447633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035557929264358,0.12566947167900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989611507860794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041587549975824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466893073659702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335738462990343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347562961786956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419740105258103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091689984537934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741190713861947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuicideChick,2019/01/06,"DAE have no one? The only people I speak to regularly are my mum and sister. That's it. I no longer have any friends. The last friend I had was a horrible bitch and she never wanted to go anywhere with me. She'd either ignore my messages or say she's 'busy' but would then go out on her own or out with other friends. She also talked to me like I was a moron who didn't know anything . I only continued to speak to her because I was afraid of this very scenario; complete solitude. Anytime I've ever had a friend they've always treated me like shit in some way, the same goes for a ""relationship"" that I forced myself to be in also because I didn't want to be alone, which was one of the **worst** decisions I've ever made in my life and continues to haunt me to this day even though it happened a year ago. I've been in and out of education ever since I finished school at 16 meaning I've never had much of an opportunity to meet new people. I left there with only 2 ""friends"" because the other ones I had who would routinely treat me like shit decided I was too ""negative"" (I was actually depressed and still am to this day). My last shot a meeting people is to go to uni but everything is fucked up right now and I might not even be able to afford to go. I went last year but had to drop out because of various reasons. There's a 99% chance that I'm going to be lonely and miserable for the rest of my life honestly. 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Got a small taste of intimacy with a girl a week ago for the first time in 26 years... I basically had to beg online for it. We spent one night in a hotel together cuddling, watching The Office, and then slept together. I didn’t have a single negative thought in my head the entire time I was with her. I think I made my loneliness worse because I’m not sure if I’ll ever experience something like that again. No matter what I do I never seem to be able to connect with anyone, online or in person. Girls always tell me I’m cute but it doesn’t seem to help at all if you’re awkward and basically have no personality because you’re dead inside. It’s literally all I’ve ever wanted was someone to hold and to be affectionate towards. I’m tired of being lonely all the time and not having someone to experience life with. It’s the only thing I can ever think about. The mornings and nights alone are the worst. 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My height is 6'2 and I am from ghana and I live in Sweden. Do you all like using kik ?,-1.753709677419355,0.1074341935483858,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,94.16129032258064,3.1,10.975806451612904,3.1291,-2.114361290322581,104,1,28,0,4,34,23,31,0.0,0.907,0.093,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678044868136609,0.0,0.6647803514114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502206885796862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lutzker,2019/01/06,"I have decided to change scenery Tomorrow, after I'm leaving school, I'm not going home. I will be taking a bus to Tel Aviv. No idea what I will find but I realized my situation won't change if I just stay home. Maybe I'll even meet a friend who knows. I know there is an extremely low chance anyone from Israel will see this, but if you do, send me a message.",1.3512030075187975,3.1366607368421064,3.239022556390978,91.17815789473684,79.78947368421052,6.974436090225563,21.383458646616546,7.957251820313856,0.8249195488721801,280,8,64,5,7,94,58,76,0.066,0.8320000000000001,0.102,0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474041607414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682191048091151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616874547016287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022672110781719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097838410074598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577176789182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439705167916469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982449366522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432450171587078,0.0,0.0,0.2343282458054401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232891456990586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397075898747332,0.17635008146203998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875418651844397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358798772700544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663925434582791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wyodiver,2019/01/06,"Wake Up! I don't want to be single alone! Wake up! Please, let's talk! I'm Kevin, I'm a vet. I have extreme shyness. Yeah, I know, it seems incongruous with the military. But that's me. If anybody would just say hi, fair enough. Don't worry. Brother Al Green just stepped in. Take it as it comes. 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I hang out with friends sometimes, some from my church, some of my old high school ones we even have plans next week to see a movie.. but again it’s like no matter how much I’m around people I can’t shake the feeling of loneliness and like I’m a burden on everyone they’re tolerating. 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I’m really just starting to question everything. I’ve always thought I was a pretty well-rounded enough person. I was the ‘friends with everyone but no close friends’ person at school. I was always upset I never had a best friend but just accepted it and moved on. I’m now 22 and I have no one. I’m incredibly lucky to have my family but they have their own (rather huge) problems to deal with and there’s something different about friendships/romantic relationships that you need to fulfil yourself. I have none. I have one friend who keeps me busy when I need to be but we don’t always feel like socialising together. Every close friend from school has dropped contact, even when I attempt to reconnect and catch up I’m ghosted. Every guy I’ve ever started dating has either ghosted me or broken my heart within the first few weeks by cheating or wanting only sex. I’m just not sure what I’m doing wrong or how I’m meant to fix it. I honesty just want someone to tell me exactly what it is that everyone doesn’t like about me so I can fix it and stop being so fucking lonely. 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The only real boyfriend I've had was almost 9 years ago, right out of high school. We only dated 6 months..isn't that sad. At 26 years old, I should have accomplished more. And sure, there was a guy I really liked a few years ago and maybe he liked me a little. But he would not date me for some reason. He would hang out with me and mess with me but he could not commit to me. I was dumb enough to let this go on for 3 years..I thought maybe if I let him sleep with me, he would realize I was perfect for him. Yes I was a naive 20 year old. I was left to wonder why he didn't want to date me. I thought maybe I was ugly, or not interesting enough. He would not tell me why, so I had to think about this. Maybe this is why my self esteem issues got worse.. And SURPRISE I'm like 3 years later still alone. I get so depressed when I have a crush on someone because I know they probably don't like me.. just wanted to vent here sorry.",0.6909807445442873,2.3376018926829256,2.3174069319640545,97.66514762516049,81.29268292682926,5.291399229781772,16.64313222079589,6.05967700443912,-0.6791463414634147,728,12,178,5,19,238,118,205,0.149,0.711,0.14,-0.2102,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,2,9,13,1,0,6,1,22,1,1,1,4,41,33,11,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,13,0,28,9,19,12,5,27,0,2,0,0,14,9,1,5,21,106,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021356600845814,0.0,0.10178800769074638,0.10527896737492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061965028013879674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115942589143665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755118184186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006369128861505,0.0,0.0,0.09194843969475087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053108042250759664,0.0,0.057770160118371064,0.0,0.08129896342754776,0.0,0.0,0.1006496949774622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739903388216958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609641564652668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586430017164532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104432567938866,0.20788846515344925,0.0,0.24830580422693824,0.10188022061168077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084852175949186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332960396260012,0.0,0.0688808168936393,0.15461913916384468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959612508167056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570019954279802,0.06511973108662646,0.10451335156982966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868087288093547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287544514495746,0.0,0.0,0.10604334407426283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172362628052667,0.0,0.08612789790401948,0.0,0.0,0.11378909426207795,0.0,0.0,0.08117799357327668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580412532618003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884676894552544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513335377142035,0.0,0.16139783366958935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991186178455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275170526997029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023532283005444,0.0,0.0,0.10359025402979707,0.2888375870140555,0.0,0.0,0.32729703092137624 lonely,DarkKnightArya,2019/01/06,"Looking for a woman to chat with Hi, I'm Jeremy. I'm feeling a bit lonely. I was wondering if woman feeling the same would want to chat. I want to get to know you, become friends and maybe more. 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It's been probably 6 years since I've had a good friend. Every night I feel so lonely I feel sick, like I've been punched in the stomach. I want friends or a relationship, but I feel so worthless and boring that I would feel guilty letting anyone close. Not that it seems to be happening anyway. I have a million acquaintances or 'fb message once every six months' friends, but no one who actually gives a damn. I just moved from a big city to my tiny hometown which isn't doing much for me either. Before I moved I tried to reconnect with a friend who wound up standing me up. I just feel so low right now and needed to vent somewhere. It's comforting to know a lot of other people are feeling the same way. 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Some days there were expections, but it was never playing so much as it was conversation. I never felt alone during this time left to my own devices. I was so happy and contented in what I would be having to eat later in the day. It went like this throughout elementary and part of middle school.  I had no problems being reserved and reticent, but of course everyone mistook this for shyness. There was nothing on my mind worth saying. Naturally, being so dull and yet ""bright"" meant several things. I attached myself to a false identity and would strive to maintain it. That's what I was known for. At least I like to think so. Deep down I knew none of what they said was true. I was none of those things and absolutely despised anything relating to it. It brought me scant satisfaction, knowing that I wouldn't be able to live up to others expectations. I felt like a machine, a thing. Phones rose to prominence. These being nearly owned by everyone meant I was fucntionally dead. Even when I knew I was being used, it felt nice to have someone at least to talk to, you know? I can't compete with a phone - an almagation of entertainment and the world's knowledge at one's fingertips, all the while keeping in touch with friends. I was out before it even started. I handled eveything so poorly, I let it get to me. As I feel this pain recede, I'm left with a clear mind. One that understands nothing matters, that I don't matter. One which understands no one owes anyone anything and thus people are not obligated to love. I would like someone to help me, but I know it to be hopelessly impossible. I don't need it. I don't deserve it. Or anything.",3.9051816228384304,6.027447415430274,4.733760360175996,81.82160237388726,73.3620178041543,7.6156349125140705,28.237900337665,8.433251757073789,2.135842811828508,1397,56,260,25,29,451,181,337,0.126,0.7240000000000001,0.15,0.8647,1,1,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,1,1,2,11,18,1,0,11,0,32,3,0,2,5,59,57,22,1,9,5,0,5,4,1,5,1,2,1,1,31,14,1,1,18,4,3,2,13,5,0,5,22,8,33,13,44,22,10,28,0,2,1,1,12,16,0,2,14,196,64,2,0.09972949096033004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328967579410843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697331789056259,0.0,0.24620662067104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848624513831506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863454250895232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204816674713026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174077641613555,0.0,0.0,0.19059160485207755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042622716546406,0.0,0.2872678529836973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705075732625231,0.0,0.05210454284382908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616389758962036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684657558326307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864415385885784,0.0,0.0,0.16442616024086554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671276746590176,0.1019801613866761,0.0,0.1948911670081964,0.0,0.08806296764694578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900097592909886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013967123756386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331265087814387,0.07394815387929322,0.15383506311340936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138627259136373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378964204711611,0.0,0.10611920983371634,0.0,0.0,0.10799732014209,0.0,0.06913987191791539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542765408708458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297407215567397,0.0,0.09486558372690744,0.07930889406032056,0.0,0.20186313831053526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266593791416946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690009481125141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058904700659455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015878714793752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987675270849312,0.06390263090702998,0.0,0.0,0.05815306818228998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764383447821091,0.0,0.08613425974488506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924502372672407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833798759973456,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SevenHeadedCrow,2019/01/06,"Anxiety and Partying I (19M) always tell myself I'm not the kinda person who likes to party, but my roommate has some people over and I kinda want to join. I was diagnosed with anxiety and just popped some meds. Something has me worried about how they will think about me and i geuss I'm just to much of a fucking wuss. What can i do when i act like an antisocial semi-arrogant asshole who wants no friends almost all the time. I can't hide from my weaknesses and problems anymore but i dont want ro change and try new* things. Maybe i just want to lose my virginity or feel accepted but i thought i was past these things. Oh well thanks for reading if you did ",2.071756601607348,4.233879447761196,3.4882089552238824,88.41299081515501,79.14925373134328,6.809644087256029,24.48679678530425,7.882392219407189,1.351580482204363,522,19,108,9,13,171,94,134,0.134,0.664,0.202,0.7033,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,10,1,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,1,32,21,13,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,1,19,6,11,16,4,6,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,7,6,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731107580733397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384702645095676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644999691898527,0.0,0.1714469507949845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288032489506914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546592260770516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026098713285861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874115099796635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356388969700847,0.15982146034081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891736847559227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340448875443667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367759543553302,0.0,0.19202672530763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270840567318791,0.0,0.0,0.16696511925127264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503009987029993,0.11985073926539315,0.1509490177702164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654193820647757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292319820989438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308871054987764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511016068931763,0.15916137661837773,0.0,0.0,0.229702817416899,0.110772226542505,0.0,0.1372445633420008,0.10080562805312764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737173814842505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407867955497823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543665906449167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755643914562592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Solidus760,2019/01/06,"Thoughts Being lonely what a terrible thing to be. I’ve lived this past year of 2018 alone almost everyday besides work. I’ve had “friends” that only like to come around when you’ve got something To offer, or talking to a girl you really Really like knowing she can’t or won’t be with you. I’ve just recently picked up mountain biking and I gotta say I really enjoy it when I ride all those feelings they go away and for that moment it’s nice. 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Just curious. I’m 19. ,-5.466666666666665,-6.23050918181818,-0.2145454545454548,103.13151515151516,140.8181818181818,5.1030303030303035,12.757575757575758,6.42735559955562,-0.2964787878787876,33,1,10,1,3,13,11,11,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bop_my_pop,2019/01/06,"Just need to vent.. 24 F needing to vent.. Been feeling lonely more recently.. My best friend tells me that I give too much to my exes without recieving the same effort back. I'm described as bubbly and giggly by my friends, but when it comes to problems I chose to hold it in. My anxiety also hasn't helped me, along with the start of another stressful semester. All my previous relationship ended in a mess (cheated on or they just can't commit). Also doesn't help that I was cheated on twice by my exes, the same exes that told me that I'm the ""perfect girlfriend"" and was told ""I don't deserve you."" My mom was cheated on by my dad, and my grandma was cheated on by my grandpa.. I think it's just a family thing at this point. My trust issue has becoming worse as of late, but I still try to open up. Sometimes I catch myself wanting attention and hoping to just have someone actually care for me. I'm just looking for someone to keep me grounded, to tell me that everything will be okay. Someone to message me that they miss me, after a long day. I'm trying to learn to love myself, but sometimes I just need a little push from someone else. I don't want to rely on them about my happiness, but I want them to be a part of it. I'm just hoping that this new year will be better..",3.871376068376069,4.720427761538462,5.201794871794874,83.49542735042738,71.38461538461539,7.777777777777778,29.05982905982906,7.984000788550335,1.875264957264958,998,38,201,13,18,334,139,260,0.13699999999999998,0.713,0.15,0.7076,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,4,4,15,21,4,1,9,1,17,1,0,0,3,41,42,14,0,9,13,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,7,2,37,12,40,30,7,28,0,2,1,1,21,13,0,3,12,147,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.11132832174043517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246389147622996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962572587956118,0.08727300276067124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772260416904208,0.0,0.0,0.12599545061735995,0.0,0.0,0.11972282323753455,0.10089693456669996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116314981860577,0.0,0.0,0.09827220023709697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357394541960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530151115180407,0.0,0.10104346799279064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102530232840753,0.0,0.10754707748198283,0.0,0.057683673651348626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628012207269786,0.0,0.0,0.10943858326377663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121443224416143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293454487493466,0.0,0.0,0.22661985320164524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907276674598337,0.0,0.10140200307899112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869032771161398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434090087774927,0.0,0.10095965681135954,0.0958007898952273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296414925790434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361235524365714,0.0,0.0,0.08386395860815915,0.2537727735308911,0.0,0.11018184507154301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354051691900375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784508747875547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091617986332949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126429671242082,0.12248219503784265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866478253747839,0.0,0.2256615428146623,0.0,0.08074836805710559,0.0,0.09110664328059376,0.0,0.1306814215535061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942672955193602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579151967375,0.07309962917924318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180219412191842,0.0,0.1549094173254862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018669112619113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997171414737156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162600836237676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346556013615865 lonely,Queenielavreau,2019/01/06,I miss companionship. I miss the warmth of another. I miss having a best friend that actually cared. I miss having someone to check on and have it reciprocated. I miss holding hands with someone. I miss reading to someone at night. I miss cooking breakfast together. I miss being sung to and serenading back. I miss not being so lonely.,2.5747905282331516,5.570256606557379,4.463169398907105,75.13588342440805,89.49180327868851,6.645537340619308,28.08925318761385,7.793537801064563,2.6205395264116578,267,13,43,6,9,90,38,61,0.26,0.545,0.195,0.3734,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,13,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,5,15,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,3,7,13,1,4,0,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2634251671871442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830584917392262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075692987018997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328824358815113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27522460649708497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855708548736945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533229680044779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001578281092864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.68616480368336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,malice1239,2019/01/06,"Send a video to this girl pouring my heart out, she send back a video of her boyfriend and her using sim cheat codes I send this girl that I have a thing with how I’m really anxious about relationships and I’m sorry but I love you no matter what and this state of mind will pass soon. We have a fwb relationship right now but we haven’t done anything due to me being a wimp. She sent back a vid of her boyfriend and her playing sims and then just saying I love you too. (She’s open so the boyfriends cool with it). I didn’t respond and I’m crying my eyes out due to being embarrassed and confused. 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It’s always like I don’t fit into a particular group like I’m too much for this group but not enough for this one. When I try to join clubs I always feel like I don’t belong there and like everyone is looking at me like why are you here. I try to move past this feeling but the longer I try the more it feels like I don’t belong anywhere.,1.4963482280431428,3.365927864406782,2.8936363636363645,93.42308936825887,79.67796610169492,5.6468412942989215,20.049306625577813,6.574015621080383,0.06783728813559309,440,11,98,4,11,143,64,118,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,17,20,6,0,0,5,0,6,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,7,1,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,8,15,10,8,19,4,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,12,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155082745464914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110961898589353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309934840361276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461746910463968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256612719833085,0.3680991338580014,0.12368168928655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952141593226266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995684284765195,0.0,0.09098517340068553,0.5663883461293541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817135983001318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598437901206231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690894997850606,0.09469314870257092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872877343991416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229675868814026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623688542792639,0.0,0.0,0.13409996951344086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623464489431982,0.14381628724493598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stepdad-father,2019/01/06,"Tears dried So I moved out of my parents house at 18. Moved across the country from them. Spent the holidays without them for the first time so obviously I didn’t get any Christmas food, presents or hugs :(. Today is the first day I can talk about it without crying. 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I feel alone in my house and outside my house. Sometimes i feel like i dont belong here.",0.8460000000000001,3.381639266666672,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,89.66666666666666,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.18066666666666675,118,4,21,0,4,39,22,30,0.117,0.667,0.217,0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523910636592609,0.0,0.0,0.2027709808100903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28560480772336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696534725111687,0.3481867376857802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623749082801087,0.0,0.0,0.2632288078482685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811086907196516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353589213969397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410172804927257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,normarcl,2019/01/07,"Recently moved and haven't left my place for 3 days I recently moved for a job and feel like I've made a terrible mistake. First i'll start off by saying I haven't started the job yet. But the major reason I think I goofed up is I'm not sure I wanted this job and to leave my family behind. Originally when offered it it took me a really long time to decide if I did and even when I accepted it I feel like I was more or less listening to everyone around me about it and I didn't want to disappoint anyone by turning it down. Even all the way up until I moved to where I am now I was just saying what I thought would make my Dad happy. To be fair the job is in my field but now the type of work I want to be doing exactly. I also thought I would be happier out in a smaller town but not being able to drive really isn't helping. Now that I'm here I haven't left my place in three soon to be four days and I've just lost motivation to do anything. Sorry if this is long and let me know if this post doesn't belong in this sub.",3.355676359039194,3.2320215840707966,5.220758533501896,86.3845132743363,72.09734513274337,8.935018963337546,24.99241466498104,8.841846274778883,1.4214308470290766,802,20,190,14,14,278,119,226,0.076,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.6656,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,16,9,0,0,9,0,23,0,0,5,3,42,42,18,0,9,11,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,11,9,0,0,10,0,0,5,8,4,0,3,9,5,26,5,28,25,4,42,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,4,21,133,37,7,0.10880642658408547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701246002861396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607998334302109,0.0,0.08953841817032654,0.09686078796186658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403422876312997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373123716187908,0.0,0.0,0.10396920339806763,0.0,0.0,0.10257301545949288,0.0,0.1100315970964688,0.15546266578444534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255069086863432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158264643460401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729306541982751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318943571106413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979716651673029,0.0,0.0,0.1152102953447866,0.2364370016938327,0.1112619430431698,0.0,0.10631464800817574,0.0,0.0,0.1925805271766972,0.0,0.0,0.118775067756342,0.0,0.0,0.102955271663195,0.0726291346406261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469320361120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273591150259412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420647979324836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940836603509946,0.1118711282131974,0.21486643949335016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305447517970013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179988644753473,0.15402749751963982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254876938433434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697187647441358,0.0,0.17276029782394978,0.06344590233928442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088794344255473,0.0,0.11835014757155905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253054842979767,0.0863654769001676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921237443150045,0.0,0.0,0.15458592727289294,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ley_j,2019/01/07,"I hate love I just need to vent. I’ve gotten to the point where I find myself hating and scowling at anything romantic. I don’t like going out much because all I see are happy couples enjoying each other. I don’t watch a lot of movies/tv because almost everything has a little love story. Even music is starting to annoy me because soo much is romance. I hate love and relationships because it’s exactly what I want but I know I’ll never have. I’m 24 and have had no success in girls period. I’ve never had a real gf, only long distance with girls I’ve never met if that’s even considered a relationship. I kissed a girl once but got rejected almost immediately after. Lost my virginity to an escort and since then I’ve only hooked up with escorts. I don’t consider myself to look that bad and believe me I’ve tried and put myself out there, change appearance, listen to any and all advice given. but rejection after rejection after rejection you just kinda lose moral, start thinking you’re not good enough and never will be, and then just kinda give up. Loneliness is becoming more and more common that Instead of having high hopes, I’m slowly accepting the fact that it’s gunna be like this for the rest of my life. 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This is going to be my life until I die.. 20/30/40 years of loneliness.,1.3906122448979588,4.091830510204082,2.7930612244897968,87.50551020408165,90.83673469387756,6.06530612244898,21.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.1919306122448978,201,7,38,4,7,65,40,49,0.123,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,11,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,6,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,6,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838317530632309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439614005416997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844192324106567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618652295517485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310564203032336,0.0,0.0,0.21172930749006372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31149632694908913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454937621154895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935686663572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999082824256985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773518649614773,0.218381293168457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939730452720363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597660769092464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164099436016274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529566916361383 lonely,arctic-owls,2019/01/07,20 It’s my 20th birthday... I don’t know why I’m writing this post. Just lonely. In a very woe is me mood that I can’t seem to shake.,-3.5112500000000004,-2.0492821249999995,-0.18774999999999945,107.80775,104.625,2.5600000000000005,12.65,3.1291,-1.9577325,100,2,29,0,5,35,29,32,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.7425,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919694961021962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088052690139749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836439447341945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43834948259262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793842690391188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Claysmoker,2019/01/07,"Walk away Every day I want to walk away be free from jobs cars phones the internet girl friends friends family. I want to just be free from it all just live free I can just imagine it walking away being one place one day and a new place the next Christopher McCandless is my hero He did what I have wanted to do for so long I would trade my life for a month of freedom People say I would not make it I would die i would have no food no home no one for help. I don't eat now anyway my home feels distant even though I'm standing in it. I would be fine with no family nor friends no one calls or talks anyways. I know I can do it just walk away be a dead man who still stands talks yet no one knows Walk away and get endlessly changing horizon each day have a new and different sunset. I will walk away and find my freedom The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time. 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How do I feel? Empty? Check. Scared? Check. Alone? Check. &#x200B;",2.429500000000001,-2.9654118,1.661249999999999,86.49187500000002,200.3333333333333,6.083333333333334,21.875,5.985473137389443,2.214500000000001,73,3,11,2,8,21,13,15,0.411,0.589,0.0,-0.7691,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667921059608488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38372086652787946,0.4303304411290752,0.0,0.3713566598471128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839714803742364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906864278042128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545654602461365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303304411290752,0.0 lonely,GooTuba,2019/01/07,"I want to do so much, just not alone Every time I'm out with my family, whether it's eating out or traveling to a different city/country, I always think about how it would've been if I traveled with a friend or even a SO. Don't get me wrong, I love my family. I just think traveling with someone else is more fun at times. I've only ever done that with a colleague (who I'd call a friend) 3 years ago, where we decided to spend an extra weekend after a course to explore the city. It doesn't have to be traveling either. It could be anything from going to the movies, eating out or simply going for a walk. 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I frequently scroll past these posts for fear of further depression but today there has been a strange comfort in being aware so many people feel the same. I'm sad that it has to be that way and I don't revel in the fact so many other people are miserable. Not sure what can be said about prayer but I really hope you all find happiness. Apologies for the douchebag tone of the post, I just feel low as shit and it's made me feel slightly better writing something mildly hopeful.",2.5970533498759316,5.1383074274193605,2.7848387096774196,92.08571960297769,79.56451612903227,5.428287841191069,21.635235732009924,6.67199483983844,0.458298511166253,507,15,99,5,13,154,90,124,0.228,0.629,0.14400000000000002,-0.9335,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,1,2,6,0,11,1,1,1,3,25,21,9,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,4,4,7,6,11,14,5,14,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,4,4,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099605161161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048978278842886,0.0,0.0,0.14601944880828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422022535192079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578583771454896,0.2504418474549021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509003885080984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187864946548526,0.0,0.0,0.1757543256086063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279674074898997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073583255597983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622366132972887,0.0,0.5021630470839537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760869900237984,0.2289221069966953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162444728588553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576867512547143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570499677379922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947500066216808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271037134326155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560683740884956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627240062302446,0.0,0.15649754833535198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105041437771872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ygomaster07,2019/01/07,I wish there was an easier way to meet people in person I can't be the only one who wishes they could meet people to be friends with in person. I wish there was a way for you put down all your likes and dislikes and such and be able to find somebody that matches those qualities to yours. 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Trying to get some new faces in my discord server! We play games, D&D, watch anime, etc. DM for more info!",1.2885999999999989,3.925411360000002,2.895500000000002,85.43525000000002,95.4,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,0.27680000000000016,104,3,17,1,4,34,24,25,0.197,0.659,0.14400000000000002,-0.3971,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485860252524217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001041272388992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227281792696442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342796739109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43308448584729176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444609686718244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moon_titties,2019/01/07,"Is it normal to be lonely as a 15 year old? I'm 15 and my life is going downhill right now. 2018 was probably my loneliest year ever and I really hope that I might find a friend in 2019. I see so many people (basically everyone at school) with so many friends while I sit alone at lunch and it makes me feel so unwanted and sad. I could be doing something wrong but I have no idea what. People have told me that I look like a bitch and that I can be pretty mean sometimes, but that's not all that I am, ya know. Advice? Thanks.",0.4649999999999999,2.5600248018018017,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810812,84.76576576576576,5.501801801801802,17.35810810810811,6.816661863887847,-0.14488648648648672,407,9,93,5,12,135,77,111,0.16399999999999998,0.688,0.14800000000000002,0.1823,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,1,2,22,24,12,0,4,3,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,14,5,6,17,1,12,0,2,2,0,4,4,1,2,7,60,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700202599527778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700141454427218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645017181092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458931918614352,0.0,0.16330278607092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864124460629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561999939149421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640746605815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971267130972676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974279377508822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292590322625355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392246523176204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207121028105827,0.08349336944235618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351340796436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407743494315276,0.3465326395083593,0.0,0.18616078507404726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129846166516805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744623980539375,0.0,0.0,0.1793313641227054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696182676137054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738672851142382,0.18425968312306312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948325961469273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459481240856641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729604665258753,0.13618560074289207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156758217143755,0.16902500016569325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734225247384653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330278607092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685290786213435,0.0,0.22010868417017912 lonely,tightbtthole69,2019/01/07,"Im a lonley 19 y/o male I work 40+ hours a week but when im not working i sit and listen to music by myself. i want a female friend to talk to about relationships maybe, someone who can give me good advice.",-0.6959574468085101,1.0681270638297915,2.6377021276595762,92.89400000000002,86.87234042553192,4.611063829787233,15.782978723404256,5.6839178017228535,-0.707575319148936,160,3,38,1,5,58,38,47,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486098551216355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965591815943965,0.0,0.0,0.2440565403319492,0.0,0.2133899109121601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505459766304286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496203146335126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555924816021263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731448076328774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556366999104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044878745666754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005963010118042,0.0,0.2040751041135722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370432007914672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EthelLove,2019/01/07,"Loneliness is Destroying Me I’ve been feeling so low lately due to loneliness, it’s like a weight on my chest compressing me more and more. I shut off my phone for hours, sometimes days, and I when I turn it on again there is no messages or anything waiting for me. I have people who I think would call themselves my friends, but they’re obviously not. I can tell they’ve been active on WhatsApp, but just skipping my messages and carrying on. This is has been a long term thing now, but only recently do I feel really destroyed by it. I cry constantly and can barely get out of bed sometimes. I’ve tried so hard to shift my outlook to something brighter, more positive, but it’s impossible. I feel I’ve fallen into a hole and can’t climb back up like I’ve done countless times before in the past. I don’t really know what the meaning of this post was; but it does feel slightly better getting my feelings out. 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Being ignored by them or the shit they talk about me..🤷‍♀️",-5.237499999999997,-5.333924939393935,-0.7509469696969688,107.79357954545458,131.72727272727275,1.65,10.18560606060606,3.1291,-2.2728757575757577,99,2,29,0,8,37,27,33,0.225,0.601,0.174,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879232728130254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266869758343776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038561010369216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050221082513668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954440559169686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyBurnerHelp,2019/01/07,"Got rejected twice by the same girl and I feel like shit So about a week and a half ago i went to my friend's house. I hadn't seen her in months because she goes to uni in another city and was back home for christmas/new year. We chatted and watched a movie and eventually we sat quite close and cuddled up. It was nice. After a lil while i asked her if i could kiss her and she was very polite and told me that she just didnt really see me that way. It hurt but i was understanding that she's just not into me that way. Yesterday, tho, was my birthday. I had a lot of fun with my friends n she came along too (bc we've chatted quite a bit since last week). At the end of the night it was just me walking her home and i stopped near her house and gave her a hug and thanked her for making my birthday awesome. I then asked again if i could kiss her. I dont know why i expected a different answer, or why it hurt even more when she said no again, but it just stung. Shes back in the other city for about 2mths for uni and i'll probably spend the next two weeks just going over what-ifs in my head. What a crappy end to a great birthday.",1.3208843537414978,2.7826082448979648,2.5902040816326526,97.27170068027212,78.79591836734693,6.136054421768707,20.64625850340136,6.868970318607317,0.04150340136054398,880,22,218,9,21,283,137,245,0.084,0.769,0.147,0.9575,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,16,14,1,0,15,0,13,6,2,1,0,41,30,22,0,5,11,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,11,19,0,1,4,2,1,4,5,4,0,3,17,5,38,10,24,11,4,37,0,3,3,4,27,10,1,4,22,141,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383681091861184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283063860478208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901863211238168,0.0,0.0,0.1801455901050284,0.0,0.07140695387096134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788564038678135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397601003802476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705219917032592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238550613673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728624076499668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750108071054754,0.0,0.0,0.07736932036223343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592290865494808,0.08368425006943234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181002872152418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657289266078542,0.0,0.09368689916395316,0.12914635404289296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021858826589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350002870624007,0.0,0.0,0.2703257612284908,0.2507998192667085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437662715970513,0.0954840620325318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722828400675746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958753770072576,0.0,0.0,0.07819130895413663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349937196115192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313374521477496,0.12457884159284678,0.10992718056985523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629584297759075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918386324788894,0.0,0.0,0.07504235506438534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142618008464104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334475646387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024167986542765,0.09689873609368772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793359549644216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784601425210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119315016603053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442795304721368,0.12194601237388487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665208723255693,0.0,0.18595924956800888,0.28188594152459584,0.0,0.0,0.10858918884916427,0.21139977131965185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543378818087629 lonely,hellojoe000,2019/01/07,"The more I interact with people the more lonely I feel I don’t connect well with most people, it’s been years since I’ve felt a strong connection to someone and I now know those feelings were heightened and false. Maybe I over think everything but honestly I just can’t make connections with people. Does anyone else relate? 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I have no money and im low on gas. I need to go be around humans. I need this today. If i donr idk what to do.,-4.121818181818181,-3.006224545454544,0.14287878787878938,103.8343181818182,112.63636363636364,3.412121212121213,8.530303030303031,5.46131890053228,-1.849642424242424,102,1,29,1,6,38,25,33,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35330022386156895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45110300973353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286898661390606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885511220235908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761882532232445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rogelio81,2019/01/07,Today is my 23rd birthday and I’ve never felt so lonely. I have lost all of my friends in the span of 6 months mainly due to me being so distant and feeling like I don’t have a valued place in any group. Sitting alone in the cardio room at the gym listening to sad music at 1:50am certainly isn’t helping. Hopefully I feel better after hitting back and biceps. Usually just lurk and creep around Reddit I think this is my first post. Anyways just venting. Have a good day everyone. ,1.876918660287081,4.478383926315793,3.3044976076555024,86.7533014354067,83.42105263157895,5.559808612440191,23.3732057416268,6.980632752743323,1.0893157894736838,383,14,70,5,11,125,71,95,0.119,0.6629999999999999,0.218,0.8644,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,15,16,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,4,8,6,11,12,2,20,0,3,0,0,4,9,0,1,10,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24318748954739824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967566390658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902650920450855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055079118116965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766621712082395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514300012141897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243665378773036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374492416097892,0.1677449617348931,0.2254499218102919,0.0,0.0,0.19972527834847287,0.0,0.0,0.18141000151116649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969435553558808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738505108040432,0.0,0.0,0.23321465533599184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471401491800742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631773513355505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741935978212151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109633182259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453215751683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487858261330948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045376284007092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256798061301766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586048780089566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sanedrac24,2019/01/07,"I feel like there is something wrong with me. People always end up distancing from me. My dad walked out of my life when I was 12. My ex-boyfriend dumped me right before leaving to college. My best friend ditched me for my ex and his group of friends. My other two friends just went on a trip together. I don't get why no one thinks about including me or about asking how my day is going. Literally, hours can go by and I will not get a single text from anyone. My ex seems so much happier without me in his life and meanwhile, I am literally crying every day and night because of how lonely I am. Everyone has their ""go to"" person except for me. I have tried reaching out to people but everyone just cancels or they tell me ""yes let's hang out!"" but never reach out to me again. I feel there is something wrong with me. Am I not funny enough? Am I not fun enough? Maybe I am too dramatic and oversensitive which leads to people not wanting to hang out with me. Sometimes I feel so shitty because I wonder if I had been chiller my boyfriend wouldn't have left me. I wake up, go to class, go home, and repeat, repeat, repeat, then I work during the weekends in order to not feel excluded when my friends are doing plans and they don't invite me. Sometimes I get into these weird hibernation/depressive moods where I literally won't talk to anyone for days which leads me to slowly lose more and more friends every day. I don't get what my other friends have that I don't but people always chose them over me. They always want to hang out with them, and not me. Literally, all of these people have made me lose the small amount of confidence I once had. They make me doubt myself, they make me want to change who I am as a person, they make me want to try to become funnier, or more relaxed. I just wish I could find someone who would think I am a genuinely cool and funny person. Does anyone feel this way? 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I’m gonna try and go to bed, but tonight’s been really hard, and I’m worried that if I don’t get these feelings out, something bad might happen I dunno why I’m here. It’s 3:00 AM and I have to wake up soon. Hopefully this is all coherent and not just the exhausted ramblings of some lonely internet lady, but I can’t sleep because of how horrible I feel, and I just need to type it all our. I’m so lonely and isolated. I don’t really have anyone. All the friends I’ve known for years really only treat me like a friend if we’re in a class or performance together. None of them ever want to spend time with me outside of that, and none of them respond to my messages. I feel like I’m a friend out of convenience for them, and unless they need something, they don’t really care if I’m around. And it’s not just one set of people either. I have three separate social groups that treat me the exact same way. They all seem really happy when I’m around, but that’s as far as they care. Like if I was a dollar bill sitting on the sidewalk, yeah they’d pick me up, but if I wasn’t immediately in front of them, they wouldn’t go out of their way to get me. It’s always been kinda like this for me, but recently everything in my life has been pretty challenging, and it’s getting really hard to keep moving forward all alone. Over the past month I’ve had some pretty dark nights, and I’ve been having a really hard time with finding reasons not to give up. With this upcoming semester, I’m not even gonna see any of those friends in classes, and based off of past experiences, I’m not honestly convinced I’ll ever see or hear (or hear back) from any of them again. And I don’t know why it’s like this. Maybe I’m just broken, or maybe I’m just not worth spending time around, but I’ve tried really hard to make things get better, and so far they just keep getting worse. I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I don’t know if I’m gonna be okay. Recently I’ve been trying to make some new friends. I’m not sure how well it’s gone. I’ve only interacted with any of them twice, and they seemed okay with me, but I’m really scared it’ll end up just like everyone else. I’m really scared that it’ll start out okay and then none of them will end up really liking me and will kinda just move on. I’m scared that maybe it’s just something fundamentally wrong with me I’m really scared that it’s always gonna be like this. And I’m not really sure how much more of this I can really take. The past few months have been so hard. And I am so lost and afraid, and I don’t know if I’ll be able to make it through any of this I have a counseling appointment lined up through my university, but those are gonna be fairly spread out and will only be able to last for a few months. After that, I’ve got no way to get more help After that, I will be cut off everyone I’m so alone and afraid and I can see what’s coming down the road and none of it looks good, it all looks like it’s just gonna be more of the same and worse still I’m gonna try to get some sleep. That might help temporarily. But I always feel this way, when I’m around other people, and when I’m actually alone I just want to feel better I just want to feel like I have anyone that cares, that cares about me, about what’s going on, if I’m around If I exist I just want to feel better",2.7988330345988817,3.519385749307478,4.2971044484275716,89.46938542175873,73.77839335180056,7.989614904133399,21.774591276954002,8.313332769828598,0.8157532127532452,2629,55,616,42,51,879,239,722,0.125,0.696,0.179,0.9931,1,7,3,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,16,6,40,49,1,6,15,4,50,5,3,8,11,146,137,64,0,17,45,0,12,10,5,17,2,2,1,0,44,44,0,2,16,0,5,9,23,13,1,3,12,19,57,36,82,100,24,76,0,3,5,0,32,31,0,27,42,364,101,4,0.09737948672862584,0.0,0.04751416594365036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128367020138592,0.0,0.0,0.12154130079937825,0.0,0.0,0.13244278052070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809000130649835,0.0,0.0,0.216720972096432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743940720866136,0.040653901937262274,0.029680815633026107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918636382712825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985697534448267,0.0,0.0,0.041941902623841815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067403284947575,0.0,0.08624932147859056,0.0,0.0,0.03215911628822245,0.08808532082687102,0.0,0.0930502726754265,0.04375920180306857,0.047627911839544776,0.0,0.0,0.17233298045665718,0.06956792477627176,0.0,0.0,0.04450154334590746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188087874715688,0.0,0.1780686691896399,0.04670763849253688,0.08301450962854554,0.04083864666475839,0.038941635661145516,0.0,0.05363724164599502,0.0,0.04305617925671509,0.05183113719341005,0.21808223207090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975375886868337,0.0,0.06527141728271492,0.0,0.0,0.04835990133873443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655536212154698,0.0,0.0,0.10703443842492788,0.03968863937539436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034391005664993875,0.237873491938686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177424320160816,0.0,0.05315060652842943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750234533319696,0.0,0.14674617466729314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330424666638896,0.0,0.0,0.11659106587844087,0.1034989833687274,0.035792563686444415,0.07220565551828004,0.0,0.04702485754624837,0.0,0.04569202581373631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299343020412095,0.11109223161727608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943960820160664,0.0675106748767792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906994656043153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43668654919837213,0.05006116544381972,0.09615049519570454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498770840833246,0.0,0.11639826473709958,0.08865062739999703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744981302933893,0.049633061715951006,0.0,0.11245122962245614,0.0,0.0,0.03446285095799445,0.0,0.038883691945845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091779013802842,0.0,0.03660862749663677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03234730198570873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517414272482474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222855866269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487388857609253,0.15459060784634626,0.0,0.0,0.0437779266876233,0.0,0.08786984036234162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944679784284611,0.09923801633876618,0.0,0.0532345909249116,0.0,0.03135459837067533 lonely,Lisa_McDowell88,2019/01/07,Bored and wanna chat- all the bars are closed. Hey y’all. I’m 28F and usually go to bars for social interaction (because I’m lonely). PM if you wanna gab- should be up for a few hours. ,-0.91,1.2067604358974364,1.7706410256410263,93.94519230769232,98.48717948717949,4.651282051282052,14.192307692307693,6.42735559955562,-0.4812769230769227,143,3,32,2,6,49,32,39,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.2732,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802598747313203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717344585007404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976183879228465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150893774414781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565161958899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fullsun19,2019/01/07,"I’m sad, lonely and I wish I could put myself out there more I’m genuinely tired of knowing that I’ll never be able to put myself out there and meet people. I’m sure I’ll keep pushing myself further and further into the corner of my own little box where I feel safe. I remember one day a long time ago when my friends were discussing who was going to get a bf first, you know as the single 15 year olds we were and one of my friends said it was going to be me probably. Let’s fast forward 4 years later and I’m probably the only one who’s still single, that stuck with me because I thought that maybe if someone else believed I could get a bf it could be true. I’m honestly jealous of my best friend who finally found someone and I know that’s rude but I just wish we could go on double dates or I just wish I could go on dates with a s/o, sometimes I wish we could go back to joke about being single forever and stuff. It’s frustrating to hear from the 3 friends I have: “hey put yourself out there more and you’ll find a bf/friends”, but I just can’t do it and I see them having fun with new friends or a s/o and I can’t have that because I can’t start a normal conversation with anyone, even if we need to make groups at uni I suffer for so long until I finally ask someone with the fear crawling through my spine of being rejected. I tried twice to make the first move on two different guys and ended up getting ghosted, and now I can’t do it anymore I can’t even talk normally to any guy I just don’t know how to interact with them. I wish I could make friends at school and have someone to talk to sometimes besides my friends from high school which are the only ones I have at the moment. I wish I could just talk to this fucking crush I have and end this pain once and for all and get over it or maybe get a friend/relationship out of it but I know that will never happen and I’m tired. I know I’ll just keep imagining what would be like to date this crush, what would be like to have a boyfriend for the first time, what would be like to get my first kiss after 19 years of existence. That’s all I have, my imagination and I’m tired but I just can’t get myself to change this.",3.194027034261244,3.8026029764454,4.251455433618844,90.57480627676658,72.76873661670236,7.379255888650963,25.514520877944328,7.413659706084162,0.9614775695931476,1718,51,395,18,32,560,193,467,0.099,0.748,0.153,0.975,1,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,2,2,5,21,28,4,1,18,0,44,7,1,4,6,95,92,32,1,22,16,0,1,3,9,5,4,2,0,2,26,33,0,3,13,1,0,11,9,10,0,10,8,4,54,18,52,62,10,64,0,4,1,2,34,20,1,5,38,261,80,2,0.055467993378919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049169029383201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772013757620556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500934473744898,0.03878451066562469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185508618057892,0.0,0.0,0.042651463073489784,0.0,0.06762554785697603,0.0,0.0,0.06249343402153028,0.058210236947932724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867778220144251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35429343393093793,0.0,0.0,0.03577226697680142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057952247320382025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046336390970634515,0.0,0.0982563567220856,0.0,0.0,0.07327217299134295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241691357138082,0.028046284079103832,0.0,0.0,0.12152495098501832,0.050696741060904785,0.1887241873290843,0.0,0.06081779174324101,0.3856899068122159,0.05127926607947315,0.2028581602843959,0.0,0.15761869448824392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984406822125234,0.04905016335911695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251645982900865,0.0,0.0,0.05860498040898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860500223106212,0.0,0.0,0.18290255128624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671978130147407,0.0,0.08129657930511629,0.05559350133038959,0.0,0.09817485732876928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110759488893678,0.0,0.11145010950832167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895369874170672,0.0,0.04112881425807647,0.08556067197429483,0.05357133364830436,0.0,0.0,0.10869371308245812,0.0,0.0,0.05820432833037344,0.05907160266908022,0.15034619134602925,0.0843718168963541,0.05902185573948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845452253724767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960775681388425,0.0,0.0,0.1672819611251562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955186657192424,0.06283442365922731,0.0,0.05276276374602672,0.0,0.0,0.1122731411886027,0.044200809257686574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879914031580648,0.0,0.10971852752933844,0.0,0.039260531205794105,0.0,0.04429681116333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634975818177155,0.0,0.0,0.05227792732289346,0.0,0.0,0.13374921596318778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044035390907877454,0.06468766600206899,0.19125689615283906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765912648957525,0.0,0.05418416971653671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827127297408677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820861312572127,0.0,0.0,0.10715870743927657 lonely,NerdyTechyPrincess,2019/01/07,"Just moved I'm 22, will be 23 in a few weeks. I broke up with my boyfriend the week before Christmas moved to a new apartment. It's super lonely and I miss having someone to turn to that was always there to talk to me. I'm just looking for friends or more. Feel free to message me.",0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.0766666666666684,97.985,82.5,4.0,21.666666666666664,3.1291,-0.4148333333333332,219,7,50,0,6,70,47,60,0.107,0.7290000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.6887,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,4,10,7,2,8,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260764465765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311969758605004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737985451389725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991500706433489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281598543406061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775489211582275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240987939656724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021081458488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838243976214336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295531946897476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43588324467135053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fourblu,2019/01/07,"Painfully alone again I like to keep things short. I don’t have any friends anymore. I have no close friends. I used to. And I lost them. Their gone. I thought I could be ok with this but I cannot. There is not a single day where I do not wake up crying, I’m talking soaking your pillow in tears. How sad is that that I can’t even escape this feeling in my sleep? It haunts me there too. I go to work, I go home, I cry on my way home in silence, go to bed, sleep , wake up and go to work. I stay as late as I can at work just so I don’t have to be home alone. And I cry there too, but hardly anyone is there late so I get my privacy. My time off is spend sleeping and you guessed it, crying. I used to do things, to get involved with activities.. I did all the things that any helpful person might suggest,but it got me no where. I cannot stand this feeling anymore. I promised myself I would never go back on reddit and seek out anyone again, it’s already destroyed me. I just, I want a close friend. I don’t think I’m a bad person that deserves to be alone, but maybe I’m wrong. I just would like someone to really care. I’m tired of this , this isn’t living, it’s slowly dying and I can’t do this anymore.",-0.1765430752453625,1.7288860076335872,1.6608124318429667,99.82146946564887,85.87022900763358,4.200872410032717,18.517448200654307,4.999035159303659,-0.7215162486368589,922,24,226,3,28,302,122,262,0.18,0.672,0.14800000000000002,-0.895,0,3,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,2,4,18,14,1,0,4,1,27,7,5,3,2,35,51,14,1,4,8,0,3,2,3,3,2,0,5,2,18,11,0,1,4,0,1,6,13,6,0,0,5,3,40,8,25,39,2,32,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,2,10,148,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163588454058675,0.10002660915421901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328045582616287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269679971880955,0.12675913878079414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969873583745173,0.07568297104958949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241639907333446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237091848979457,0.0,0.3982675392143425,0.058457122139676174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407293961514007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059868729716964185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166346963917377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009126059565897,0.0,0.09471426774318346,0.0,0.2575720258705125,0.0,0.07249534593049227,0.0,0.09985328869386867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811981653408003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755973586456374,0.0,0.27276642609133284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056750586623909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044981049290895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885670095413857,0.0,0.08003927336021102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894734880226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106289892437212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615771103370838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990933304838794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645035446344052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829163356933693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806811345427276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212485248042223,0.0,0.07680136977862506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661318890387707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285526763620552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065719178651507,0.05808026097996065,0.0,0.07196027655836165,0.0528545590200619,0.10418059093759603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657259221695966,0.0,0.0,0.05346348547843506,0.07194805381921822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796716407877327,0.0,0.0,0.12878012157543325,0.0991036975989258,0.0,0.0 lonely,juniebug2,2019/01/08,"I keep opening up old wounds and it hurts so bad. I was very much in love with my ex. It's pathetic but I still am. I hurt him and he hurt me but I definitely got the bad end of the stick. I was used and manipulative but I still care about him. He was using me to move on from someone else but it didn't work out for him. How did I not know? I can't wrap my head around it. How could you drag someone along for that amount of time, acting like you love them, and not actually feel anything for them? I'm honestly fucked up because of it. I used to be a confident person but now I'm full of anxiety and guilt for something I couldn't control in the first place. I am not the person I used to be and it hurts. It's been 7 months and I still cry about it. I tried talking to other guys but I lose interest pretty fast. I just feel hopeless.",-0.5757242757242764,1.492951967032969,1.7055944055944074,97.56895104895105,89.76923076923076,5.067332667332668,17.613386613386613,6.574015621080383,-0.2865252747252742,646,17,159,8,22,217,100,182,0.234,0.6,0.165,-0.9362,0,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,2,2,4,11,16,1,1,5,0,13,5,1,8,0,36,28,16,0,2,10,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,12,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,7,2,28,6,24,17,3,22,0,6,0,3,16,10,1,0,11,107,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.11373034172543894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915600515849043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590595838905756,0.10374905978493927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461910223913775,0.0710442714839429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882459402949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071424660767045,0.0930510720534275,0.0,0.12801834722189193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973577366549732,0.0,0.103223581962699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785651330740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913244938547926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077432484111587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321105491659118,0.0,0.0,0.1153970954899463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960798716624782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990519685325425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358985280229012,0.0,0.0,0.06404965243888634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693761636833604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038316525994725,0.0,0.0,0.2103714076975502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930244801814399,0.12386805611531446,0.08567340746581821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222935483550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352382570344413,0.12176389906493333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856736462975392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749506962746446,0.08972143021918315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792170809307063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367382506336833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795786874559917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912587153695162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026271287969552,0.0,0.09616118252639673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484557624945391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,liam_a1,2019/01/08,"I'd rather have no friends and be lonely than have so called 'friends' and get used Every time I try to be kind and caring to people they just use me and only want me for their own self gain. Does this happen to anyone else, I just want one friend who has my back who I know is a real one to me. Getting a friend would help me get a gf too I believe, you'd have more appeal then. _____________________________________ Here are my goals I truly hope I reach in 2019 To make at least one true friend To get into my first ever relationship (Priority!) To get a good paying career and move to a place with more opportunities and progression I pray I achieve this 🙌",2.521832061068704,3.664654656488552,3.841137404580152,90.8560572519084,74.95419847328245,6.461374045801527,19.970229007633584,6.742157984588678,0.026465038167938992,484,9,111,4,10,159,85,131,0.032,0.6559999999999999,0.312,0.9894,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,6,8,12,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,2,22,24,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,18,11,14,20,4,10,1,1,0,0,15,4,0,1,5,74,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666121124863496,0.14164407956064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629867468881073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575009002141998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115935631814985,0.0,0.14094575207100138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097549275139888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548248512728022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504675636622975,0.11647387198000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758758990423472,0.0,0.0,0.5340226594903815,0.0,0.3611256723042193,0.0,0.0,0.11594985979222858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222459203652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265992265240527,0.0,0.0,0.1373043486436364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143956564260116,0.07597355165921812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922768357433809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469281378096952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102671748428304,0.10513838999750436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583879395783583,0.0,0.14443225721894926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734834339530798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841892952026434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442153478050984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060934689256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385645760574833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387914048264741,0.0,0.0,0.16307606105958627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820232810002262,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnonymousAsshole696,2019/01/08,Out of curiosity I’m a teenager in highschool. I’m not exactly ugly. I’ve seen uglier guys who were more of an asshole than I am get loved more than me by everyone. So could somebody please tell me what I’m doing wrong?,2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,77.26086956521739,7.208695652173913,26.71739130434783,8.07648339933343,1.7243217391304348,174,7,36,3,4,60,36,46,0.125,0.6940000000000001,0.182,0.434,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,7,7,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656793161874424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668987491104945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060790827814545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38018958942086106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465469333471584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214825606054129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356057523505982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198097277562745,0.0,0.0 lonely,trillnolife,2019/01/08,"I’m come to terms with myself Ain’t no one care about me bruh. I haven’t had a real friend to talk to since middle school and I’m a senior in high school now. I feel like I’ve improved as a person and progressed each year but it never seems to be enough. No one really fucks with me and I feel like a spectator and observer in every social setting no matter how hard I try. It’s no wonder my one and only ex girlfriend left my ass after a month of dating and that was over half a year ago already. Man fuck this shit I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.",0.07863954227590497,2.0615170165289283,2.2780165289256225,95.30835346471711,85.44628099173553,4.714812460267005,15.092816274634455,5.873414542411696,-0.7641257469802922,433,7,99,3,13,146,82,121,0.266,0.6409999999999999,0.092,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,0,6,0,7,4,2,1,1,20,19,9,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,4,0,4,2,3,10,4,13,16,3,18,0,0,0,3,7,6,4,2,12,61,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433293509765413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843008321249448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485479130288644,0.0,0.0,0.1392825137554617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707006693780546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623167477817802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635116960732631,0.2310242223985795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492209632107397,0.29896152183290314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448434123776332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083546108972125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886116693329077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567778793368194,0.0,0.0,0.15798814951316073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906024541152464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470609789362948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286980996636825,0.12297332190777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118237931105146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403980205959902,0.1035834204842826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272799292669783,0.0,0.1471974500180577,0.0,0.0,0.16597352887647018,0.1337524990597148,0.0,0.0,0.1648236529271786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996113310963314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097776024014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534703547433994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767837694265813,0.0,0.20824745687040264 lonely,ExemplaryGreenbottle,2019/01/08,"Are there times when your loneliness hits you harder? Tonight it's hitting me harder than usual and it's fucking me up really good. I hate this hopeless feeling, just knowing that I don't stand out to anyone, not enough for them to take notice and want to talk to me and if they do there's always some other guy who is more interesting, better looking. I'm seriously just here so I can lose over and over again and people say chin up it gets better. How many fucking Ls do I need to take before it does because this loneliness is just the worst as I drag my corpse along through life. I don't need to be told just wait and this loneliness will magically end. I stopped believe in magic when I was like five.",2.6725243770314218,4.761460943661973,3.6277464788732394,88.50864030335863,76.88732394366198,6.341061755146263,23.599133261105088,7.321109707123232,0.9240849404117012,562,18,114,7,13,180,96,142,0.198,0.69,0.112,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,2,2,3,12,12,3,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,0,23,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,3,16,5,17,22,4,15,0,2,1,2,9,6,2,2,9,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485802277366341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485666807293615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885145174092037,0.0,0.15194550270741902,0.2011813946973376,0.0,0.3158521297971919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626326991256909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581554221873777,0.18450518371185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028773399086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301605818419278,0.09329274404295357,0.0,0.0,0.1497716919762498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680723735206827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762957830163996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813455055345194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261256071851126,0.08723774726526334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499494690032312,0.1997683490121972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103669205412867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648070903524643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329722146684925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379435692073446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143931906908828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420019052096048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928817805699615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851703123801296,0.14352363160733128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412257759373736,0.0,0.0,0.17062632966087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666391247342005,0.0,0.10532215230567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aTron6424,2019/01/08,"Everyone left me on read.. My ""friends"" have always made me feel lonely, and now they've managed to piss me off. I'm trying to be more involved with them (I'm the only introvert in a group of extroverts, so it's just hard for me) so I decided to invite everyone to hang out at my place and watch movies and just chill. 5/6 people have read the message but none replied, one of them just saved the message. It's been 8 hours since they read it, not a single word, so I say ""alright, guess another time if you guys can't make it"" and I get left on read again! They won't even acknowledge me (this happens regularly) and yet they have the audacity to claim I'm being dramatic and looking for attention when I say I no longer feel close to them, and that I feel I don't have friends all while in confidence. &#x200B; I just don't understand why I'm the one friend they all seem to hate. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I try to be everything they want me to be. Am I doing something to hurt them? Do I even bring anything to the table? If I don't, why are they just stringing me along and pretending they like me or want to be my friends? Do they keep me with them just to use as a punching bag? To laugh at me? I've literally heard them call me annoying when I left the room to go to the bathroom. The worst part is, I can't make any new friends, they've been my only friends for more than a decade.",3.3822448979591826,3.9859034489795953,4.431435374149661,89.47368367346941,72.33333333333334,8.192925170068026,26.944897959183674,8.395991825355821,1.4870236734693876,1090,36,252,17,20,356,146,294,0.14800000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.086,-0.9673,0,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,14,0,16,17,3,0,13,1,25,1,1,4,2,45,51,19,0,4,11,0,4,1,6,1,0,3,1,1,7,13,0,1,9,5,0,3,10,7,0,2,4,9,45,10,34,41,8,26,0,2,2,0,30,14,1,5,10,165,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353102620964459,0.10877057520450514,0.12198265377944235,0.06826741999339657,0.10526578307583244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261093682893612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025075785790278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261092161509566,0.0,0.0,0.1918504585983184,0.09022244312060086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522778741684719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46535805624372795,0.0,0.05244869230941561,0.0,0.05705292879009818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058892265288896,0.09940010324583068,0.08877295571938347,0.0,0.08992811097048657,0.09911256629580324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886215756044388,0.0,0.1074676467950867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922964672594494,0.0,0.0,0.055170730582552174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272162264548253,0.0,0.0,0.04904460481916706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430080648168847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949897442614508,0.13401980906840447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096955551299001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605128783386886,0.15269950296530094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087106402862294,0.0,0.06959653939204696,0.0,0.1048843048196456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40166147492387533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596654554455009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138964901824308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304215829065431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728374262181831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853716803702121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631399935667454,0.0,0.0,0.1045076589304029,0.0,0.08670317481144157,0.0,0.0,0.1184231253204894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811694763031924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097587399648247,0.12198265377944235,0.0 lonely,PeachyyAsian,2019/01/08,"I just want one friend All I'm asking for is one friend. Someone I can travel with. Someone I can watch movies with. Someone to do activities with. Instead I have no friends. I'm such a recluse. I've tried time and time again to make friends. I'm starting to wonder if there's something wrong with me.",0.7592213114754109,3.2599549836065584,1.5050614754098393,97.85300204918036,89.32786885245899,3.7057377049180333,24.018442622950825,5.148860815047168,0.1094081967213114,238,10,51,1,8,73,40,61,0.084,0.696,0.22,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,4,8,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771794841385636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205405903554926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403345604983113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721302833538036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104035561340585,0.15458322455572004,0.0,0.0,0.14212504335495788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417251506057735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632787995112064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843518412137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177556175303642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953983297575694,0.0,0.0 lonely,RandomWeaboo,2019/01/08,"I never wanted things to be like that. You met me at my worst. I wasn't conscious at all. I didn't think forward. My realisation that I actually really loved you came late. After I got better. After you gave up on me. Now you're gone. You don't seem too happy. I wasn't able to give you what you wanted. It wasn't even much. Yet I still failed. Today, I'm still not on my best, But I'm working on it. No matter what, she's not comming back. I love you, Sarah. It's almost a year now. I still miss you. You hate me. I understand. I hate myself too. I was dumb and hopeless. You were the light. I didn't realise you gave me something special that no one ever did. I wasn't able to protect the light that could light up my future. I'd give everything just to be able to talk to you again. You're awesome. Unlike me. I'm so sorry. I'm a mistake. Goodnight.",-1.6974034902168142,0.13612043715847122,1.0914930371937253,97.7514225277631,104.19125683060108,3.454186497444033,14.64639520535872,5.4233941145090725,-0.9234997708443502,652,16,151,5,31,223,95,183,0.227,0.6809999999999999,0.092,-0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,12,0,4,14,15,3,0,4,0,13,2,0,0,3,19,35,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,12,8,0,1,15,3,37,7,15,17,4,26,0,3,0,2,21,8,1,2,18,105,47,3,0.43393774081990816,0.0,0.14115354625619114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484198841811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122377910410082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517969623864652,0.1279275560595809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543639105492733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548799206978692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553726174908192,0.13084050999203908,0.0,0.0,0.12999842032729367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775150812198912,0.0,0.0,0.1156865507669048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397826471409842,0.0,0.28561578710112817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316689088081368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066668704089102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109716876700595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633138967300684,0.0,0.1115598457111586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801581452552396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266387612670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316802072268943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113554910543483,0.0,0.1619192579472604,0.0,0.0,0.3465432403590097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626090626718798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960963177280164,0.09268326089312688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710741309634236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058149727663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063181498317898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053039478301476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931472259601111 lonely,__PM_ME_IM_LONELY,2019/01/08,"Rhymes, times, tomorrow I originally wanted to write down something I made but then I realized that I want to do something more with that... one day I might do it, if there will be any. I feel like nothing is happening. I don't do much, I always just try to remember times when things were different. When I looked at this world and thinking, nothing bad could happen. I changed, I lost my friend, others just left me. I was afraid to ask for any help, not like anyone heard me. I'm still there, in a rather weird state. Tomorrow will be the 5th year since she died. It just sucks to know that it's already been that long. Right now, that's a third of my life. I miss her...",1.4638730158730198,3.6920915407407406,2.2433068783068784,96.1541666666667,81.74074074074073,5.931216931216931,20.01322751322752,7.1686216300943375,0.2516560846560845,518,14,117,7,14,161,93,135,0.108,0.752,0.14,0.6731,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,3,0,14,1,0,2,0,21,29,6,1,5,7,0,1,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,3,19,3,11,17,2,20,0,2,1,0,7,6,1,2,15,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995326629930405,0.0,0.13568840889042982,0.0,0.0,0.22178819100606648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402326465811505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244967936847062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361577480109436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725078433292268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301991867707926,0.0,0.0,0.10516751648827022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924229359830914,0.1703748305789802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245376356037687,0.11649818984103365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598850407507614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28840687492171485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930327426395538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961973759643259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771774758253814,0.0,0.11518210208711167,0.15933682835095628,0.0,0.0,0.14431299438686165,0.13693884558501476,0.0,0.1780116187000882,0.0,0.0,0.1543020341614924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299290985363364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987618985762565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31294267598425274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050135267906043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472802661621004,0.13926202374451252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489428827327274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510805516295988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022897378627768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833734482364976,0.10448952293030016,0.0,0.0,0.19017640635613414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071472793699888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236738945646847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050125892104282 lonely,collosi,2019/01/08,"Post about love dolls After a lot of thought I figured the reason I'm so depressed might not be emotional attachment but physical attachment. Here is some background. I'm pretty hardcore weeb and frankly have relatively misogynistic views, such as prioritising fidelity and being against liberalisation of female sexuality. While I can imagine myself compromising on these values in a real relationship, I find it harder to imagine myself being in a real relationship in the first place. I've been working on myself a lot lately and trying to find solace or happiness in being single, and by myself. To this end, I've embraced once again the hobbies that I've neglected before I went to a phase of really trying to find a relationship. I've recently started watching anime again, reading novels and playing games. I've overall become a happier person. I feel this is indicative that some forms of happiness can be extracted from ones self, while we can grow more and more independent from other forms of happiness extracted from the company of a loved one. The question would then be: to what extent? What kind of happiness can I not get while remaining single? Here are some propositions. Emotional affection. What is emotional affection in the first place? It is perhaps a longing to be number one in another persons heart. I don't fully understand it myself and I struggle with the lack of emotional affection towards me in my life. Physical affection. I feel that this is carnal. There is some overlap with emotional affection that I cannot deny, but I feel this is mostly carnal. These include how I like thighs of anime girls and have a fetish towards East Asian women. With that in mind, to extract certain sources of happiness that cannot be attained while single, the idea of a love doll, or a sex doll, or an inanimate object in the shape of a beautiful ideal women that you can make love to seem to be a good source of physical affection. Love dolls are a relatively pricy investment. High quality ones are above USD1000. Therefore I'd like to have some discussion with other with similar or opposing thoughts before re evaluating my understanding. Here is what I think love dolls will provide. 1. Physical affection from your ideal woman. This will fulfil your sexual desires that often distracts you from productive work. 2. An outlet for all sorts of fantasies. For example, coming home to someone who is waiting for you st home, inanimate as she may be. However, I imagine it is not difficult to impart some imaginary personality on a visage that is so similar to a human woman 3. Company. I talk to myself a lot. So I don't think it will be difficult to imagine myself speaking to a love doll 4. Cuddles and hugs. But it's cold because they're made of TPE but I want to work with what I can get. 5. A love doll will not grow old with you and will stay beautiful 6. A love doll is loyal to you by design, because her personality is what you impart to her in your fantasies. What do you think about love dolls? Have you considered procuring one? Have you procured one? Have they helped you with loneliness? I'd love to know. Thanks ",5.276448896631823,7.600440226480838,6.300927700348433,71.18718713704995,70.08013937282229,9.731068524970963,32.34160859465737,10.07699891801831,3.8771685249709638,2526,117,401,71,48,838,250,574,0.045,0.677,0.278,0.9995,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,13,1,8,14,33,0,2,32,0,53,17,2,13,2,95,88,29,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,8,1,1,2,11,32,20,0,3,23,6,2,4,8,6,0,8,5,7,46,27,75,64,20,43,0,2,2,14,50,21,0,20,18,304,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174213166755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178693521353931,0.06502972202953615,0.1002072253919755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072098899869976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050714340170578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33116744329043285,0.05215131660925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931639780983101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144920587292474,0.10016873384651828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152605284902365,0.0,0.0,0.04938680457065212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313400963584642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977457276656925,0.039466865244737415,0.06221128057562628,0.11812540283539599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664697718344272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061315768026943177,0.03235959883914952,0.0,0.06642062231589108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158957297747397,0.05753281569466025,0.0,0.0,0.05210805935032296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501762166591701,0.5845689641717349,0.05571486883855144,0.039303696109876315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062463708497887564,0.059453284171318115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178597407945535,0.06270661677645477,0.2393967806498094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056513689986528,0.1230367621617166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639196769642928,0.0599034063220705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596048318342222,0.0,0.058897190867489777,0.1340395218882494,0.03772084082324347,0.06053973861201738,0.05813813756589845,0.18964930220538226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360328473185528,0.0614259923289393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988989777854425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167645659714598,0.06275958530905129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615554740603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732652380388114,0.0,0.05420995028120318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318619543871175,0.0,0.09349028153952564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995301654999436,0.0,0.0,0.12259492969904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03472969079968356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458351492553868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285987685879411,0.0,0.0,0.04182755541877711,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TomaWy9,2019/01/08,"My coworkers forgot my birthday and celebrated the birthday of another colleague instead My birthday was a few days ago, I took vacation from Christmas until after my birthday. When I arrived to work, people congratulated to a colleague, who also took vacation for the same period of time and whose birthday was over 2 weeks ago, but none of them cared about mine that was 2 days ago... I am really disappointed. I don't make a big deal out of my birthday, but this year turned out to be quite unfortunate and I had to spend the day all alone. I was looking forward to have some nice chat with my coworkers and bought some snacks. My workplace cares about ALL birthdays, they all sign a card and collect money for a present a few days before. I was sitting there the whole day with almost tears in my eyes while my coworker next to me was looking at her presents (which I also contributed to) and received congratulations from everyone walking by. I ended up throwing away the snacks because I didn't want them to feel sorry for me or to explain why I brought them in the first place.",7.81405080213904,7.535524602941179,7.549590017825313,73.96724598930483,62.774509803921575,10.359358288770052,37.663101604278076,9.800150414767053,3.6435941176470585,865,39,155,15,11,275,121,204,0.093,0.8320000000000001,0.075,-0.2073,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,7,4,0,0,12,0,12,3,1,1,3,26,26,14,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,1,2,1,3,7,3,1,0,1,13,4,28,3,33,12,10,39,0,1,3,0,11,11,0,4,22,116,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36771919499668265,0.0,0.13846313969726592,0.143211923462602,0.0,0.22115805471384284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144994127962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299145719365503,0.0,0.0,0.0842915833100722,0.0,0.11766243623959333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819625835472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458819362827762,0.14255617506604487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247122782502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212835705428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991634865543976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176172398079447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223352480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230010349890408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705777568627101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586295986696658,0.0,0.14446867604956434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470732276750058,0.0,0.0,0.08858295419132821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547883253860741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062967267162846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072587811138837,0.0,0.1504042547665869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815585904779635,0.0,0.11091642590298292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477231186840393,0.15437988097435154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066635647799324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904501727286844 lonely,bjarkiarnarson,2019/01/08,"Stupid rant I recently moved away from my hometown and started college, and im back home for my break. I havent really made any friends at school that I actually like and can be myself with, and the friends i left behind here are starting to feel more and more like they were never my friends at all. I know im young n everyone ive talked to just tells me im fine and this is normal stuff people go theough but i just want to feel happy again, its been so long since ive really been happy and it just sucks not having anyone to be a real person with. ",0.6940384615384616,2.9328213879310354,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,85.1206896551724,5.293368700265252,18.405835543766575,6.67199483983844,-0.025302917771883315,435,11,96,5,13,142,79,116,0.06,0.7490000000000001,0.191,0.9306,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,21,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,14,8,12,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,10,63,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.14342302217876218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994568709553693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276591805394944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808459987411215,0.11301204227841725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043760483446954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862645328901938,0.10499649757033212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406495417669352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352731316476686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129078745928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742443798625582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762634510558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077171476773691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968500828555174,0.0,0.0,0.14360574128786108,0.0,0.0,0.13006518801007516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906802480829594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620748772878384,0.0,0.0,0.11335351218630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400090422581427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189156042051344,0.12832987980569144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728578872960553,0.18830746394100256,0.0,0.14511666501004186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487430449557485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157637668244388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805442499627205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824725071204402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813015670054786,0.12845960402714288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668762221643983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shareandtake,2019/01/08,How to deal with being alone? How to overcome being alone? Who do you talk to? Or what do people do to make it through being by themselves? How to find self happiness? I am content alone because there's no drama or other people to stress about yet some depression do exist being alone. That takes away a chunk of the happiness too. So how do people cope with being alone? ,1.7370833333333344,4.428512986111117,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,85.80555555555556,4.866666666666667,19.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.25746111111111114,293,8,54,3,9,93,47,72,0.229,0.687,0.084,-0.8577,0,5,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,5,0,11,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,13,8,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7840171554796219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224409627686496,0.0,0.0,0.092291264274366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608544898919946,0.13039950952802867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837570194615162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322333539583408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105983195537856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148824621312328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794190055563487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734267406421639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138330077174316,0.12168856916870514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dylanthestoryshitter,2019/01/08,Im losing empathy and growing bitter. Ive had one relationship that went anywhere. That anywhere was a brick wall after two years. Fell outta love in the first year but held on cause of her depression and anxiety till her medicine kicked in and she no longer needed me. I leaned on my friends who during the time between then and now turned into drug fiends slipping off the edge toward a life with no purpose but intoxication. I did alot of drugs last year but then i had to drive. Ive been working so much its been distracting me from how shitty my life is. I am irrelevant to my friends. The girl mentioned above gets cheated on by her new boyfriend and starts talking to me again. Only really depression fuel but it wraps up my investment in her happiness. I dont really love people any more because im not relevant. My closest friend had a hard break up and i dont care because im not that close and he killed his personality with weed and cigarettes to the point where he is his addiction. Ive been trying to find someone to watch movies with and to have some sort of physical relationship but its just not been working. My relationship with my family is strained i dont feel all that much empathy rather more sympathy which makes me feel like a prick.,3.875835284933647,5.991477270491807,4.610281030444966,82.70396174863392,73.42622950819671,8.254176424668229,27.60265417642467,8.976282227363876,2.285532630757221,1010,39,194,22,21,324,145,244,0.18,0.7,0.12,-0.9464,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,7,17,4,2,10,0,20,9,1,3,1,37,32,19,1,2,10,0,3,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,9,15,0,1,3,0,1,4,8,9,0,3,11,5,28,8,30,21,7,35,0,3,1,2,22,16,1,3,15,131,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161997671333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248543766791546,0.0,0.08154171357365275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995359372807916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867648224742757,0.10949817156676814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361309726096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747710703862878,0.0,0.2472231066782588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048437329202577,0.0,0.10779107962294096,0.07614852927779414,0.0,0.0,0.09742211190806388,0.0906661282016356,0.0,0.0,0.24705549427808945,0.0,0.05568932321633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134679489367188,0.09548447096689916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345409248745398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792699011717984,0.0,0.0,0.0868857746495222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057654861464542,0.05207490843965031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924790368919287,0.0,0.0,0.19240481939568116,0.0,0.07115022449532611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671308825553207,0.07903576958689798,0.0,0.10294611354760312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222872304882355,0.08106714963875618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389667895011726,0.0930710246125459,0.0,0.0,0.1007628127295407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656966435031193,0.0,0.0,0.3433160685339258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031408692630116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544555694627221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085673692973201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621539856847413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236819484747084,0.1159402436837131,0.10412377867501048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881079198859807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519882624228665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592305086299295 lonely,emanuelmacaroon,2019/01/08,currently in the last few hours of the experiment where i dont go out of my way to contact my “girlfriend” for 24hrs and i havent gotten a SINGLE text or call or anything. it really hurts to realize that i was never what she wanted out of this relationship. im incredibly depressed and ive had a suspicion that if im not right in front of her at all times (we go to college together and now its break time) she will just forget about me completely. the only reason its gotten this far is because i cant fucking live with the reality that im not ever gonna be a need in anybodys life. like u know if she doesnt contact me for 4 hours i get anxious and call her but apparently the want for connection is not reciprocated. ,5.932231543624159,5.14346902684564,7.591870805369131,73.80579278523494,66.78523489932886,10.939932885906039,33.39010067114094,10.411451182825502,3.2746704697986573,571,22,117,13,8,201,98,149,0.068,0.908,0.024,-0.6178,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,1,3,27,22,9,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,4,0,16,1,18,15,3,23,0,2,0,1,12,9,1,4,10,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778044993035641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951753867552174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594272696038968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214230411315938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501911988729648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555870793170294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445845396145408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236714364256128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395640732427765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550337202730834,0.08222913085626557,0.0,0.17889531809630954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099924491086349,0.0,0.16848792223446338,0.0,0.5100206049140228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649674614850285,0.12829284538885172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116833537210023,0.07689219787745087,0.0,0.1389771581325639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116701770902109,0.12138791403418445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970124380742972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082726950399752,0.1618218578249226,0.0,0.16897662660199184,0.0,0.13440914065380358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835493027004339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566393630825226,0.12492787144585027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashiiemomo,2019/01/08,"Bad start The new year got off to a bad start as usual. I have like two friends who are living their lives and no one wants to be with me (romantically). I fuck everything up. However, I am glad to have found this group and look forward to meeting others who feel the same. 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Less than 6 months ago I moved away from a town where I had lived for 4 years. I had a very tight group of friends there who I loved and felt very close to. We worked at a local pub together, went out every weekend, spent lots of time hanging out and I thought we were inseparable. However due to job situations I moved to another town (not too far away, I can get there in about half an hour by train) I've tried to stay in touch as much as possible, but felt as though it was always me making the effort and when I stopped we began to lose touch. However, out of the blue one of my old friends called me a few weeks ago to tell us another friend had passed away. He was a little older than us but he was a wonderful person who we were very close with and used to hang out with regularly. We had a pub quiz team together, he came to all out birthday celebrations, he helped me to move house when I couldn't hire a van in time, he was possibly the nicest person I ever knew and his death really really upset me. They told me there would be a funeral this month and I asked them to let me know as soon as they knew when it l was, and two of them said they would. After not hearing for a week I asked them again, and still they said they would let me know. I told work I would need a day off for it and had to fill out forms to arrange for cover, but due to not knowing the date it's still in a pending process. Then today I went onto facebook and saw posts about how they had lay him to rest. No one had mentioned it to me at all. I feel really hurt and disgusted. I was already feeling super lonely as I live by myself and don't get to talk to anybody, I'm also alone all day at work. Now knowing my old friends didn't even let me know about a funeral for another old friend has really made me feel horrible. I want to ask where he's buried so I can visit the grave but at the same time I don't want to message them. I also don't know how to tell work that I wasn't invited to the funeral now I've asked for it off. &#x200B;",4.0161216569644775,3.9969703826879295,5.104641862819541,87.42433476756945,70.68564920273349,8.872724204842656,26.05424786973762,8.735056554316923,1.4666916561208132,1614,43,375,26,27,534,203,439,0.123,0.7879999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9463,3,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,7,0,10,8,26,14,1,1,21,0,33,1,0,5,4,72,74,32,6,8,8,0,8,0,5,4,0,3,0,2,10,28,0,2,15,4,1,11,11,7,0,4,33,13,55,7,71,31,10,78,0,5,2,1,55,29,0,2,36,249,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910091369156205,0.0,0.0,0.06957756557721644,0.07413410371246193,0.10744663351163153,0.055898616258131056,0.0727888177534541,0.08163028593294377,0.0,0.2113302761958009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31401820521658064,0.0,0.1893516844785299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859764639019475,0.07683530082980689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866502702046662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044371339341593305,0.060767584942214285,0.05660151542327267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019037217546426,0.0,0.12900545787390585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595130674689996,0.0,0.07019689467926835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571603080028125,0.0,0.04502891465675539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615814576553203,0.07751597162858702,0.14383380693267026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666515733630039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215201443670573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060863676424076,0.0,0.0,0.0673313759374785,0.11864122642021402,0.0,0.0,0.07515652958714583,0.0,0.05711349678172437,0.060632002971350636,0.06356674284836895,0.044842750161482835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724386209134244,0.21420311140105472,0.049384565639275464,0.04981265055092845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114803395118345,0.0,0.09104495748637023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731686677243805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146928830232256,0.06433926497538622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214729486906696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780592681764052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551242495205616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160426837171857,0.10729906100155884,0.05616496019830785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399623172884314,0.11743545832125132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600338850916428,0.05333291461805005,0.11751849012581785,0.0,0.06367818630519084,0.12838553111054246,0.0,0.0456103814738606,0.0,0.06562448152640406,0.0,0.1616170175691703,0.058021404944583736,0.0,0.1662900439317726,0.0792482642529092,0.0,0.10777447450275376,0.0,0.0,0.12455189536876372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285315950924355,0.1956295216185979,0.0,0.0,0.19088918378223246,0.0,0.08163028593294377,0.04326131078216585 lonely,deeseypieces14,2019/01/08,"Im unfriendable Females always end up having me. And guy ""friends"" only want one thing. So friendless😔",2.064035087719297,4.903719263157896,3.027368421052632,84.63824561403509,93.21052631578951,4.63859649122807,27.385964912280702,6.42735559955562,1.6955122807017546,82,4,13,1,3,26,19,19,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33835061573774544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36015548834811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141630761114044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026298689688441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392326202672406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27554454374216536,0.3092621580003518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701484056613454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398422429841369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,salic912,2019/01/08,"My life is definition of loneliness So before I start complaining about my miserable life,lemme put a few things on the table.I’m a guy that has a few friends,nice family and is doing pretty good at school but I still feel like an empty shell..All of the ‘friends’ I have are considered friends by me and no one from them had ever mentioned me as friend.I just feel like ‘a used condom’ but I’m scared if I lose this small amount of my ‘ fake friends’ that I will be completely alone.I am not ‘a typical lonely person’ but at the end I definetely feel alone with so many fake people in my life.",3.4879166666666706,4.764572625000003,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,72.75,8.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.485666666666667,465,13,100,9,9,150,82,120,0.214,0.6559999999999999,0.129,-0.8851,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,2,7,0,10,3,0,1,1,14,16,9,0,1,6,0,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,1,3,13,6,12,13,3,10,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075513036412426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029184269910913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286258500234722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602548424382827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491339457286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554243374686583,0.0,0.2500889927442555,0.23556567701961495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509511217292413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828475523866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163246773933305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493567139847861,0.16109386719170574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444685296046925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671518450488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171987303384506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429978603317395,0.14395773058060254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773160266644233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573943368468433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506317994042974,0.16685678521556946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166955151250254,0.0,0.13166503453570744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953200223417353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239435489054095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YKTNHamster,2019/01/08,"Just got told by the person I loved that she was only using me to pass the time. So the girl I was supposedly dating just told me she didn't think it was a good idea for us to be together and started making a bunch of excuses. We've been so happy and caring for eachother the last few days especially and I was helping her through a hard time, but that all changed and she started saying some horrible stuff today.. Long story short, she just told me that she didn't have any feels for me and everything she had been saying/doing was a lie. Apparently I was a playthingfor her to pass time with and she doesn't even feel remotely bad for doing it even though she knows full well that I've been struggling with loneliness and anxiety. Feeling like I've just had my heart popped in her hand and wouldn't mind someone to talk to right about now.. 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I was having a ""dream"" of just me and someone in bed, the sun is up. We lay there for an hour just enjoying the morning life. It was bliss. Then I wake up in the dark alone and sad. I just want it back. (This is the first time I have dreamt of something like this)",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.6271428571428572,101.20785714285715,84.0,4.571428571428573,17.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.8964285714285714,245,5,62,1,7,79,49,70,0.07,0.753,0.177,0.7783,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,8,0,7,2,1,1,0,9,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,2,8,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35846536378773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26613706635721746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944008126982107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408484271132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444675821319761,0.169091761939178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509010055244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399489508389619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325770402447,0.2664522276682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181940335344212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892773422567465,0.0,0.0,0.20414452301754435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alyto123,2019/01/08,3am squad What’s on your mind? Are you missing someone right now? 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I was never that social, so relationships never found me and I never searched for them. I would be lying if I said I have never fantasized about having a girlfriend, but the urge was never strong enough to force me out of my shell. Anyway now I’m 19, and the loneliness is soul crushing. I have friends, and we talk frequently, but it just feels like there’s something missing. I want to love somebody, I really can’t put it into words any better than that. I know it’s cliche but it feels like there’s a whole in my heart, uhhhh I cringed typing that but it’s true. Anyway, I just wanted to know this feeling is normal and typing out my feeling is kinda therapeutic, thanks for your time. 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I'm 36 easygoing with a positive attitude in the Los Angeles area. I like to be lazy, but also like to be active. I'm like an open book, so if you're feeling lonely, ask me anything. 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We weren’t really friends before going out, we kind of just hit it off right away. This was my first girlfriend and I was really excited (I’m 20 and not unlikeable I don’t think, I just don’t seek out relationships much). Out of the blue she just tells me that she’s “more comfortable when we were friends.” And that was that. Feeling super lonely, reddit. Cheers!",2.3124418604651176,5.030292569767447,2.719813953488373,90.88041860465117,82.6046511627907,6.2306976744186064,19.06511627906977,7.554174236665415,0.6086176744186047,355,9,70,6,10,109,59,86,0.026,0.715,0.26,0.9704,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,16,14,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,7,2,11,8,9,6,2,12,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,1,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386330131981472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004221792784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023331029122748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130387817324858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803204759490333,0.0,0.0,0.5181662933742197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270544443817477,0.0,0.1788015578619512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328036023188498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844366197360853,0.0,0.16434250997306735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28643684679243514,0.0,0.0,0.2400200478679941,0.0,0.19091923553196088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954015159445182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324838389215405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183858837294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Clay-mazing,2019/01/08,"I'm not where I want to be in my life I'm not where I want to be in my life. Not quite. I have an okay job but it's not the career I used to have, the career I want to be pursuing. I don't earn enough money to do any of the fun things that I want to do. I'm always broke. I don't have a home that feels like home. And I don't have someone to share my love with. I feel lonely, depressed and stressed. I have friends and family who love and support me, and who are there for me. But sometimes when it's late and I'm alone, like tonight, I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to when I most need to.",-0.18682254196642845,0.9341938129496404,1.9159892086330963,101.95705335731415,82.09352517985613,5.2088729016786575,17.338729016786573,5.46131890053228,-0.90107242206235,456,8,127,2,12,153,64,139,0.141,0.614,0.245,0.9682,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,0,1,5,1,16,4,0,1,0,23,32,10,0,5,6,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,3,19,10,15,29,2,8,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,1,7,81,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693217378903662,0.0,0.0,0.13603308439973286,0.0,0.0,0.11117578853163283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143129063978908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080987526242386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892428831480824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411963830623002,0.0,0.2479896374908881,0.2335882367646979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263085398995324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279786975957804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223419435953004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441883521890085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309493750082557,0.23961236331418284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951042057799361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122247293703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388701935548345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385207864170811,0.0,0.16169140144253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872721592694552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552147872119865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140350226413344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861254319769643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119903504175813,0.0,0.0,0.3857120816682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alexkplv,2019/01/08,"I just came to a realization what loneliness truly feels like Before i moved away i always thought that i will finally be independent, free to do what i want and while thats is true, i also learned what being lonely truly feel like. Before i move i thought i really enjoyed being alone thats because i was never really alone, i still have my family i talk to and see everyday, friends and all that stuff. But now im really alone, like no one except when im at school or something. I was walking home midnight, its dark, its cold and couple with some sad songs, its just hit me in the face, the feeling and i just cry like a kid. Sorry for a long text and bad english, i just wanted to vent it out/ talk to someone because i dont really have anyone to talk with. Im thinking of talking to a therapist, but dont want parents to find out cuz i dont want them to worry about and the last thing i want is for them to feel sad because im a lazy worthless piece of shit",2.9617910447761204,4.077197517412937,4.606149253731342,85.90564179104479,73.82587064676616,7.549054726368159,25.34029850746269,8.021203637495839,1.3701068656716422,755,24,160,11,15,255,111,201,0.18600000000000005,0.685,0.128,-0.9496,1,5,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,14,1,0,8,0,14,2,2,2,3,40,29,14,0,5,8,1,4,4,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,12,0,0,9,1,1,4,5,6,0,1,5,7,22,9,23,19,3,18,0,4,1,0,9,5,1,2,13,106,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892685431553895,0.0,0.07445151533403252,0.07746611595872699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509722911653322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746990252888066,0.0,0.07773406720843946,0.1702574961276392,0.0,0.1584413769105808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648085269802524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301265830199027,0.10226526268353807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32733522911036744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776578010584991,0.0,0.18829531163150426,0.13302038629541066,0.0,0.10198578558654854,0.08509111786289236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192832568349737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338623737034396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022530890956112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588839480597673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193455612701973,0.0,0.0,0.08238999372858169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789974752252795,0.0,0.0,0.07180395693133987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308652795202782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033758089086913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385673062947869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422151098666744,0.07418812711575723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955651433288681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888277583817495,0.07167242687334466,0.0,0.10421709845406033,0.0,0.0,0.07434925994791687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657648017194764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29931891903191155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809551920306394,0.061851070296995485,0.05965430331139801,0.0,0.1478209667709898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456203923700484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454690751922357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,messythehoe,2019/01/08,"I miss being in a group I can’t remember the last i belonged to a group of friends. Right now it’s all I want. I wish I had 5ish people on a super exclusive discord server where the chat is never dead and all we do is talk about whatever like if we’re all besties. Always making plans to hang out and play games together every night. Well, i don’t have that. I’m that one guy people just talk to here and there and then ends up forgotten. But then again, i’m not a completely lovable person so it makes sense :l",0.9671464646464648,3.017345731481484,2.77057239057239,92.68621212121214,82.42592592592592,6.149494949494951,20.003367003367003,7.348242739294969,0.46789629629629603,401,11,89,6,11,133,78,108,0.11,0.6859999999999999,0.204,0.8626,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,4,19,15,9,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,1,1,1,0,8,5,9,13,3,15,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967961980199707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901000704825265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190344844066746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206475301866788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612006617072434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257146194352811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858164914560932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136894178805974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043279555339173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758155431243249,0.0,0.0,0.2139234818287433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447048672149974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607525324270397,0.1990444502507762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823238802682463,0.19467519689206775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664485953559786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445574899426493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049619454921261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621408679453365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImGettingBoredNow,2019/01/09,"Anyone here from London, ON? (23/F) Hi everyone! I know this is a long shot, but I figured I'd give it a try. I recently moved to London, Ontario and have been having trouble meeting new people. I've been feeling especially lonely lately, so I was hoping there'd be some other lonely people on here and we could become friends :) I'm a college student right now, so I spend a lot of time studying. Besides that, I work out regularly. I've found it to be really important for my mental health. I love reading. I'll read literally any genre, my favourite book right now might be Colourless Tsukuru Tazaki by Murakami. I watch waaay too much Netflix (Buffy, the Good Place, currently watching the new season of a series of unfortunate events). Some bands/artists I've been listening to a lot right now: the Lumineers, Leonard Cohen, modest mouse, the weather machine. If you also live in London and think we have anything in common, please message me :). Don't worry about being awkward, I'm super awkward too haha. Even if we don't have a lot in common, I'd still like to get to know you. I think I'm easy to get along with. Maybe we could get coffee or see a movie or something :) ",2.6145182915150365,5.057501422907492,4.061773606588776,83.52047500478838,78.82378854625551,6.062363531890442,25.72859605439571,7.255503002510835,1.4493322735108216,921,36,167,12,23,304,144,227,0.075,0.7140000000000001,0.212,0.9894,1,4,1,0,0,0,43.0,4,2,0,2,13,12,0,2,12,1,18,2,0,0,0,31,35,11,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,5,0,0,5,5,18,7,21,23,6,26,0,2,3,1,13,10,0,11,16,100,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515805373912028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942242700181342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194571644366632,0.0,0.10821077563575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522803673329585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997920983788024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685248731324649,0.0,0.0,0.1256509593517084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664888028488488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441796051667143,0.10159420803800157,0.0,0.20610516816804955,0.12614384497531814,0.0,0.11029339269002454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397750959256627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306061298404056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144534556268047,0.0,0.14833427356739085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424276169656001,0.0,0.11611420531124805,0.1163706520841704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538198271152786,0.11868112044816315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210634852162895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251798500470405,0.139497470835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976043463698,0.09666537959639022,0.0,0.0,0.2540011240880095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232683947822087,0.0,0.13738631242074076,0.14434415003725035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630650457003884,0.0,0.08424030559750316,0.0,0.12983736227860254,0.0,0.0,0.3368929994675286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478603454935123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123276716323784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501362447747238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851585639982972,0.0,0.0,0.07667692196643354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892777891560612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573133692038806,0.13354152346217446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Munchienimbles,2019/01/09,Moments of Desperation Most of the time being alone is my comfort zone. I don't have to worry about disappointing anyone or having to live up to someone else's expectation I can just be me but there are moments. Maybe I've had too much to drink or just being selfish when there's a spark of hope that I could have more than this. There's this nagging feeling like this isn't right when I've lost all sense of who I am and I just give into my fantasies. I want to be alone but sometimes it feels wrong and I don't know what I want. Maybe I want connection but I don't know even know the most basic ways to reach people. Tomorrow I'll go to work and then come home and even though I know I shouldn't I'll get drunk again and try to smother the feelings.,1.5843396226415116,3.522099761006292,2.7188427672956017,94.4495849056604,79.69182389937106,5.497861635220126,20.662893081761005,6.42735559955562,0.034552704402515566,598,16,135,5,15,191,93,159,0.166,0.695,0.139,-0.8601,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,2,0,4,0,18,2,0,0,1,32,34,14,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,7,3,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,3,15,3,16,26,5,14,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,5,9,89,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330065702802929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124101056740324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848417140993874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283571768223026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748776718162447,0.0,0.0,0.13429790697807714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236654962422952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386171461151895,0.1148500165306578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399268840301559,0.1542197232482499,0.09136603143651473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125965657476035,0.1596751803661401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353407322756464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854129491205297,0.0,0.14195778328934652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549317614506968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230186064540654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818022585215494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114536929271542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137291796129836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362150323166087,0.0,0.15899995980745368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795006516807353,0.0,0.09374293044186804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914837690699332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844687701480452,0.1276071833660122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703829298160315,0.16326390553986894,0.0,0.0,0.1757704766209805,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlightlyBurntLasagna,2019/01/09,17/M. It gets better. I like to say that but it never does.,-5.227142857142855,-7.888157999999998,-1.0122857142857136,107.30728571428571,164.71428571428572,1.12,2.8,3.1291,-3.2096971428571424,44,0,12,0,5,16,13,14,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878254588796959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826891710376462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881764685400229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947289618489306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254105573723904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43863655195325774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wanderer-of-reddit,2019/01/09,"I’ve become desperate at this point I’ve tried a lot of stuff to have friends but like I always find my friends from long distance and they never really stay with me For long maybe text me for like a day or 2 rarely ever 3 and then forget about me I try to be likeable and love helping people cause I think to myself maybe if I help people out in situations and give them support they’ll like me and wanna talk to me that doesn’t really happen as they either already have emotional support or I’m just too clingy and don’t want to deal with me I try my best to be fun but I guess I’m just to bland to hang around with I’ve opened so many accounts on different platforms on social media to find friends hasn’t worked yet but I’m hoping I’ll find someone to be friends with...I love pop music l like anime and I like cooking I joined culinary as you got to interact with people but I got kicked off the team as I wasn’t good enough to go to states with... I made it as Vice President but they’ve been saying I’m gonna get replaced as I’m not good at being out their and talking...as anxiety fucks me over..I’m just trying is all...I also have adhd if that helps to why I’m always clingy maybe...",1.5312429667519185,3.274458952941174,3.079011082693949,92.73468030690536,79.07843137254902,5.846547314578007,20.498721227621484,6.7026698264267655,0.18944501278772385,943,24,210,9,23,310,141,255,0.035,0.659,0.306,0.9978,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,5,3,10,19,1,0,3,0,14,4,0,2,2,45,37,25,0,5,14,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,5,17,1,0,4,2,1,2,6,1,0,0,5,1,27,18,39,26,4,23,0,0,0,3,22,12,1,7,12,119,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940560648737596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964090051860596,0.07945429340860566,0.16534292093303427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600643296484515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884471656585742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972997912636702,0.0,0.0,0.10426712099868726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020651280457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407586508544458,0.1024308174130193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380500579142063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117611932066588,0.0,0.10266044973453264,0.0,0.0,0.0898724392925421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242647573302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070462309655077,0.091852253510234,0.051908975497271366,0.09531053223201696,0.056465832649198675,0.1666688051409553,0.1589268111442678,0.0,0.10945092095704938,0.0,0.08785944854588078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997870280387111,0.0,0.0,0.09868210177269153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426995867516097,0.0,0.0,0.1758523975307608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446821240602828,0.17934383969380052,0.09401226399069898,0.0,0.1007305477864183,0.2994468669784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662883201671639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066410943108355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392274990835717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729893184176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790112188649678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167937369552833,0.0,0.10128008353939157,0.08418331296833459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058993914015777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137378989271906,0.0,0.2254941385982349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985792199395676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366278103439983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982255385118203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586022533632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965258705399251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723317469429444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,strangerflannels,2019/01/09,"Lately I’ve felt like I’m just drifting New here. I don’t even know if this belongs here but I guess I just wanted to get all this off my chest. I’ve had three girlfriends over the past few years, and each of them lasted a little longer than the one before. Everything feels fine for the first month, everything is great, but then I feel this “other” inside of me and suddenly I’m all by myself again, even while I’m dating. I feel empty and cold and hollow. And now I’m alone again for real, and I think it’s going to stay like this for a long time. I just wish I could love someone and have them love me back, and for everything to be okay for longer than a month or two. It’s just this goddamn balance that I can’t seem to strike, you know? Like I want to be with someone, I want to be held, but then when I am with someone I want to be alone, to be shut down and just be all by myself. And then when I am, I want to be held again. And the whole cycle is so exhausting. It’s so draining. And to boot, I’ve never really belonged with a true friend group or anything. I always feel like I’m the friend who everyone is okay with but never really likes all that much. I switched friend groups this year, and I don’t even know if that was the right call of not. I felt alone with them and I feel alone now, too. I just can’t tell if there’s really anyone who’s interested in the same things I am. I don’t know. Sorry if this offends anyone. I just felt like calling out to the void.",1.3089647377938505,2.9199088386075966,2.665226039783004,96.0553164556962,79.28481012658227,5.780108499095843,17.93128390596745,6.5431188927421005,-0.32843996383363505,1147,21,272,10,28,371,139,316,0.094,0.7020000000000001,0.204,0.99,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,1,24,19,1,0,12,2,22,4,1,0,7,72,54,32,0,11,18,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,17,21,0,2,14,0,0,2,8,2,0,4,7,9,33,17,33,39,9,38,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,8,33,185,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743778426390793,0.0,0.0,0.07519378979278919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263754430360129,0.0,0.0743655345848389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948776005602336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689689512923191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455258280902734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215185409934881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906252712244705,0.0,0.0,0.08635092677591527,0.2436520080182745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284650183270227,0.06455923884567694,0.2603036514365049,0.0,0.0,0.07686735753528287,0.0,0.0,0.20945532125841185,0.0,0.04721378538463973,0.0,0.05135847276362423,0.0,0.0,0.09963153532218824,0.0995510360725369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865654745948969,0.07366234819095714,0.10193954794506073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264896760347742,0.09057292769685632,0.0,0.07997323465600012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312210896563406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426246949342453,0.0,0.06643120878949706,0.0,0.1393954395922546,0.08727841227909283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061236000577453674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626691107418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285908044549542,0.17367702955302153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717416266572392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082268043017543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970668367345276,0.0,0.0,0.10116008137214738,0.0,0.09632074395806317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898600858427822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003678280255079,0.0579044539398676,0.0,0.0,0.0526945700079611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827684474997036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665082663298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089314735226704,0.1039192578567864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638863810484833 lonely,Firebat12,2019/01/09,I've been home from college for nearly a month and I've only become more lonely When I came home from college I was so relieved because finals were over. But now...I'm so alone. All of my friends have been busy or bailed on plans. The one person who I talk to regularly is depressed and dealing with their own issues. Everyone at work is either a jerk or so unhappy because it sucks now that they are angry at everyone. I tried meeting people online and it's gone nowhere. I finally met someone who I thought I could be friends with and it's just another mistake of mine. My guild has made me feel unwelcome and now I want to curl into a ball and cry...I did do that earlier actually.,2.4041942728804067,4.567698919708028,3.9375182481751834,85.60269511510387,78.05109489051094,6.843121841661987,27.32678270634475,7.882392219407189,1.8055709152161712,540,23,106,9,13,179,96,137,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.076,-0.9222,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,2,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,1,22,21,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,1,10,1,14,3,15,9,4,14,0,2,0,0,11,6,1,2,6,74,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.17003764695649765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046491183628527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271071211734302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243584727867185,0.19243953034835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928946457284624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912017759465906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796385869485928,0.15007666494283872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329964674778095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810333239685739,0.0,0.0,0.3817530023209758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692419744935296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495631894832437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186614832201434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648745044280071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390804202240898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807268686112513,0.13252091093387722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207993034551703,0.15214371071592953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763692966840114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005125240582111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833079175265373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830068216981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277401129900282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268521831663349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soimilkii,2019/01/09,"Trying to move on My boyfriend broke up with me 5 months ago for an unknown reason and I still haven't moved on. I don't really go to school anymore I just kinda lay in bed all day because I don't want to do anything anymore. Everything seems pointless without him. I want him to come back, but he doesn't want to. I guess that's whatever but like I know I'm probably too young to say this but I still feel like he's the love of my life. I feel like transferring because it hurts too much and I can't handle him treating me like a stranger and having to hear my classmates bitch about me...to a certain extent non of all this matters because I'm already at risk of not graduating, but that doesn't matter because I just want him to comeback ",2.476713286713288,4.151908649350652,3.5884415584415583,90.43453046953049,76.14285714285714,6.2969030969030975,26.78121878121879,7.010146845296331,1.14243016983017,588,23,125,6,13,190,90,154,0.128,0.727,0.146,0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,1,4,0,8,2,0,1,3,29,23,7,0,4,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,0,4,20,7,20,23,4,16,0,2,0,1,9,5,1,3,11,75,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280964113730861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946666321165834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28662350024992217,0.0,0.0,0.11891664642788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111668113164716,0.0,0.3523596095462956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244796690806008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319482373133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298732441522763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613379145168845,0.2064711353807729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212644985077976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919034838191373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286947813091762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469733968556199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941706647679103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206930865587363,0.2823945668382016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042287845256995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534381601192015,0.3071753638709317,0.106229002608533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580259171719593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925746495842132,0.14857688655958934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491747485733478,0.0,0.14624842772224295,0.0,0.13155341165026607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308063680115212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811051833388176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340935025389747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929923775252626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DirtyDan621,2019/01/09,"22M- I'm So lonely I'm very lonely, I really want to chat with someone who is like a movie buff or tv show buff or something. This is my passion and the only people I can find with that passion are on the subreddits of those but they won't chat cause that's not a place for that. I don't have many friends and my depression is really bad today I guess. Just pm me or use chat. Please be around my age like 18-26. ",-0.48775757575757706,1.6197731333333358,1.6297979797979814,97.95045454545456,89.88888888888891,5.050505050505051,15.959595959595955,6.574015621080383,-0.43588888888888944,322,7,77,4,11,107,64,90,0.17800000000000002,0.685,0.13699999999999998,-0.7897,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,16,14,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,9,5,7,12,0,5,0,3,0,2,6,3,0,4,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657117672913784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312901183523302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24991603427067985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095370929533523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235392162225776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795787025878616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680008406064524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377090761613396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466481893935111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850257429640448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686600304346252,0.0,0.2541762880385028,0.2670488756127515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170336844662233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613073369572812,0.18728917409630766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306014181982497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011619586573047,0.0,0.20073184758085214,0.14349311111724314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Veezkarma,2019/01/09,"18, gay, Indian & lonely I can say I live a life on comparative easy standards but that doesn’t mean I’m a privilege guy. So my road for life was obviously tough. Born gay in India means be ready to face loneliness and unlovable approaches throughout. I was 6 when I was raped and couldn’t tell a single soul for the next 10 years. Growing up, being a feminine, bullying was a big part of my life. Which made me hate myself. More years to that I already saw depression knocking on my door. I was 14 and 15 and begging to die every single day. Things changed when I decided to come out at that very age of 15. Turns out it a big deal for people around here like I care. It gave me hope, confidence and unapologetic approach to life. I don’t consider myself much of complaining kid but there’s just things which gets wired in a way when you have to live life in so much for the most of your childhood. First, of never ever being able to felt loved for who I’m, first by parents then by friends. I can realise they do care and stuff about me but it will never be for who I’m. And you feel that blankness in their love. Second, loneliness, oh my old friend, it is fucking lonely even before I came out and after I came out with a little unexpected support. That loneliness is just wired. And this is what I want to complain about. I fought everything I went through all alone and it made me a strong person. It’s been months I recovered a lot and finally was able to love myself, my life’s been changed ever since but the loneliness it grasps every night and there’s no one to complain about I can go to my straight friends and they will never shut up about their relationship problems And for me who had to grow without a single day of feeling loved is paradoxically unpleasant. When I say how much loneliness kills me I mean I literally mean I can kill to feel being loved by someone just for a single day for who I’m I can go around fucking 30 men from grindr but the feeling never. I don’t know how to help myself here and I’m sure rest of our generation out there. Maybe we accept that it’s just how life is for us people. We learn to live with it. And with this I find life meaningless. 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Contact John If you know you feel the urge to access anyone’s social media account or you want to retrieve any of your social media accounts,Contact John via johnthreatz@gmail.com to get it done in less than 24hrs. This isn’t a joke. Find out if it’s real by giving him a job to do like I did. Most times we feel the urge to access our spouse social media account , don’t hold back just do it and know what they are up to. Email hack, house security, erasing of criminal record, upgrade of score etc. also available. 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Can you give me advice ?,0.7333304195804189,2.836528259615388,2.847272727272728,91.48863636363636,83.71153846153847,4.935664335664336,18.10839160839161,6.11248444174946,-0.1918923076923078,385,9,82,3,11,130,68,104,0.095,0.782,0.122,0.4191,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,2,5,23,17,7,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,13,6,10,17,5,10,0,2,0,2,5,6,0,3,7,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955200486304789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000733125829542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360641756902071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196952365521713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674055338109407,0.0,0.13215378389004587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957208249121717,0.0,0.0,0.30350588064693795,0.14294025392621493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193907904794247,0.11371251070111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041539877571031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996109095184174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39100430204729664,0.20053701864076864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671156292242371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30863467239913833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919862687590984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558229044320905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871325097954307,0.1747058809600648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145363976789226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538364433233985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162068748778406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292710899555898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tinydog360,2019/01/09,"Would you go to the movies or Disney land alone? So, when I go out to eat at restaurants, I often go alone. I do plan on going to the movies but I can't find anyone who's willing to go with me so I'll have to go alone. If I could find someone to go with me, then I'd definitely bring them. Disney land seems like a fun place to go but I won't have friends to come or people to share the experience with at all. Is it really worth going even though you know your going to be completely alone? 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This is an interesting video regarding this topic... https://youtu.be/sSnGGIE3Er4",12.191190476190474,16.918074785714282,8.98714285714286,38.94119047619049,86.85714285714286,13.295238095238096,33.23809523809524,9.725611199111238,7.270980952380954,93,4,8,4,3,27,13,14,0.0,0.653,0.34700000000000003,0.7043,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xaizan,2019/01/09,"just needed a rant okay so sorry if this is against the subs rules but i just needed to actually get this out of my system &#x200B; so i had a messy break up with my ex fiance 14 years ago and have been ""single"" since i had a few friends with benefits situations up until about 7 years ago now and have been completely single since and in that time till now my social circle has completely gone i can go days without even using my voice the only people i talk to are on facebook and even then its my gran 1 of my aunts, mum and dad and one of my sisters i was diagnose with Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis in october was at 2 family weddings in november and there is nothing on this planet that makes you feel more alone than being a 34 year old walking with a cane at 1 wedding nvm 2 then obviously the whole xmass and new year bullshit where everyone around you is full of ""good cheer"" then january 1st hits and its just me.....all alone...........again with nothing but my thoughts to pass the time and i'm sure most of you will agree being stuck in your own head is a scary place to be &#x200B; anyway rant over sorry if the lack of grammar/spelling errors triggers any of you ",7.1816241134751735,6.182739527659577,7.261968085106383,77.87791666666669,64.36170212765958,10.556737588652481,33.20035460992908,9.725611199111238,2.894737588652482,939,32,186,16,12,303,146,235,0.129,0.777,0.093,-0.7988,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,1,14,6,0,0,11,1,19,2,1,3,2,36,31,21,0,5,8,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,17,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,2,19,6,35,17,9,40,0,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,18,130,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.11694576655598984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212460430001722,0.0,0.0,0.12411726361135135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596914337578497,0.2912354760835973,0.08149476153685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668229024848748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512982302262201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728636622857855,0.0,0.0,0.1216342595472982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830531511590115,0.0,0.0,0.1145114856817332,0.0,0.0,0.11297372690402112,0.0,0.06059429736712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258746418741502,0.0,0.06261103280435858,0.0,0.0681073757757026,0.10051543038729537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298958688741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999359271450672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771848808789725,0.0,0.11574144055173415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299778778874933,0.0,0.125751075221118,0.0,0.08120613947235042,0.0911431073721296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308140811669057,0.0,0.1252064514971002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826443970072086,0.13470427537889865,0.0,0.12216096681095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683003331202368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294702232230258,0.0,0.0,0.09632220489333997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951389340499981,0.13975839575249924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350258668673548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379618065241855,0.0,0.11552070676521717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912354760835973,0.308690048004838 lonely,Transickj,2019/01/09,"28 and never had a date Seeing others get into a new relationship after just ending another made me wonder why I can't even get a single date. I used to think that it could be because I'm way too overweight and that noone could love me but even after I lost all that weight, there I am still roaming around shopping malls and having lonely dinners even after im 50 kg lighter. I knew even before this that it takes more than just looks to make someone fall in love with you, then perhaps is it because I have no personality at all? Sometimes I feel like I'm okay with being alone, shopping alone, eating alone and even watching movies alone but at times when I'm alone, it just suddenly hits me & I feel like it is getting way too lonely. I've tried tinder and all those socializing apps. It goes well with chatting but none (but one) have asked me out. Am I really that undateable? Will I really be forever alone?",7.543621853898095,6.344865375690607,7.443388581952117,77.51724984653161,63.75138121546962,10.03339472068754,31.71332105586249,8.841846274778883,2.3891247391037442,727,21,142,9,9,233,109,181,0.152,0.746,0.102,-0.7677,0,10,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,3,1,15,6,0,3,4,32,37,11,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,11,4,0,5,4,2,1,4,3,1,1,4,6,15,6,15,26,6,23,0,3,3,2,8,6,0,1,16,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441443862292464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123123235370004,0.0,0.0,0.1086934096281116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922767125944456,0.09690530867049063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263766984451695,0.0,0.08820447806915405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552337053035404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606699593445623,0.0,0.0,0.09180934097606047,0.0,0.0,0.3423223768232297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482419434349424,0.1481051727083345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624695232696633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196735495238523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128315518858214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870457790096278,0.0,0.11315386774525026,0.0,0.18710899131457745,0.09808276613533172,0.06919185693445805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994667387930153,0.10011258307431124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024067045749223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905093000817971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281066566324726,0.0,0.0,0.11128883272818743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260121388450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056652645759472,0.08782824546367156,0.0,0.102519430206678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278061951247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779371688237247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641922445713717,0.0,0.0,0.060443234240075784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037630337793409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895263723925255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645562142884186,0.0,0.1262263088959269,0.09320009779988046,0.0,0.0935343258015165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124116021393489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_UncleRuckus_,2019/01/09,"The Glory Hole, a fun group of friends on Discord welcoming new members! **Who Are We?** We are The Glory Hole, a group of nerds and loners from around the world with ages ranging from 16 to 35 that get together every day to hang out and pass the time. We are a voice-active server for meeting new people and making friends. We run a popular weekly movie night as well as clubs & competitions, and have a variety of channels for great conversations and plenty of laughs. **Our Philosophy?** While we aim to facilitate a fun and welcoming place for online strangers to meet and make friends, our core philosophy rests on the concept of free and open discussion. This means the staff takes a hands-off approach in regards to the opinions of the users and the language used. At the end of the day, The Glory Hole is all about hilarity and friendship, nevertheless, if you are easily offended, this probably isn’t the place for you. **General Life?** The server consists of text, media, and voice channels where users share their interests, pets, favourite videos, etc, and have discussions of all varieties. Most of the action happens in the voice channels however, where we have rooms for watching movies, listening to music, and playing video games in addition to large rooms for rowdy discussions and smaller rooms for more quiet conversations. Sometimes we’re all in a big room together, chilling out as we play video games, and other times we splinter off into separate rooms to partake in differing activities. **Should You Join?** We have a great group of friends already, but we are always open to welcome newcomers into our fold. A group of people like The Glory Hole is an amazing way to make new friends and to fill those lonely evenings up with lots of laughter and other voices. So if you're 16+ and at all interested in joining our group or poking your head in to see what’s up, I welcome you to follow this link: [https://discord.gg/H4w58Px](https://discord.gg/H4w58Px)",5.341407142857143,8.087799351428577,5.0270535714285725,78.50200892857143,71.2,8.032142857142857,30.080357142857146,8.841846274778883,2.7672357142857145,1583,67,261,32,32,485,187,350,0.024,0.768,0.208,0.9963,1,2,0,0,0,0,73.0,14,5,1,0,7,31,1,0,28,0,13,2,1,4,4,57,24,27,0,3,4,0,0,1,5,1,1,6,6,0,9,38,0,0,2,11,1,7,1,3,1,0,0,8,21,29,60,23,9,52,0,1,2,0,46,32,0,6,13,168,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077409554668133,0.0,0.1061465203190502,0.13821951668692314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356227183796565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454118693131153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328106331109013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298709115278377,0.0,0.14227167256628134,0.08425724263471022,0.0,0.10748126356511573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927923253404379,0.0,0.06664884219136047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28128761211897263,0.0,0.0,0.11280766890616388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309212322571535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901048176447652,0.06232311966228931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845347080933283,0.0,0.0,0.2554572300608005,0.0,0.0,0.13895858991061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696169505989808,0.0,0.11971361622487603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768787196310185,0.0,0.26656212662218026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375395238797073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165491640913828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126167687106193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095915011527773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487714680020035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017750798069602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012572783220973,0.1023270897695742,0.0,0.11469865520883422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theunionargus,2019/01/09,"Getting ready to just say fuck it and just embrace being alone. I'm just getting tired of caring about it. It just makes me jealous of everyone that has something going on. I think I'm going to just focus on my job, my dog, my creative endeavors and just recede. I've tried so damn hard to not do that and to change where things are at. Two years of trying that and nothing has changed. No motivation left right now.",3.111583476764196,4.939920915662653,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,74.78313253012048,6.1886402753872645,25.110154905335627,6.868970318607317,0.9255865748709128,328,11,66,3,7,104,56,83,0.168,0.6779999999999999,0.154,-0.336,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,14,15,5,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,2,5,1,11,14,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187623302544979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153549450702055,0.0,0.4468898185679906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018317091414628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952713706517022,0.22070959409500895,0.0,0.2400847037502493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921345791555508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960528073502133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949336244042104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409923506084633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026732422622117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803824664534902,0.0,0.16797224254171256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260904431684506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032653657370278,0.13534255325266845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276866079735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868117978041365,0.0,0.2063332394768409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602006736018454 lonely,PotatoMan0410,2019/01/09,"Post-holiday season makes me lonely. Call me old fashioned but I /r e a l l y/ love being with family (ironically because I'm supposed to be an edgy teen). After spending weeks with all my relatives, I go back home, far away from all of them. I love everyone in my family, especially those in my nuclear family, but I barely get to talk to them outside of non-school days. My sister barely talks to me at home because of school. My brother is *barely at home* because of school. My parents work away. My friends, who I treat as my second family at school, never hang out outside of school anymore, so I'm confined to talking via text messages only. I dread not being able to talk and hear human emotions while I'm just at home, and I'm slowly dreading going to school, since it keeps getting more isolating from everyone else. I feel trapped because of requirements and deadlines because I'm always working by myself, and so is everyone else. Add to that my incredibly silent room and the increasingly fake solace I find in technology. Life is lonely because the holiday seasons made me, basically *forced* me, to be with my siblings, parents, cousins, uncles, aunts and grandparents (my entire family) all of whom I love so much. I love getting to interact with so many people. I just dread getting to see the former two basically only on weekends and the latter [everyone else] during November and December of every year, and sometimes during the summer only (April - May) I'm lonely, but all I know right now is I need to vent here. I know I can handle this.",5.03030199252802,6.71774640753425,6.235678704856786,73.99605853051061,69.513698630137,8.870734744707347,31.423412204234122,9.339509955726095,3.1255698630136983,1229,53,205,26,22,412,156,292,0.094,0.7959999999999999,0.11,0.8338,3,7,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,3,9,13,0,3,7,0,10,5,0,2,5,37,35,18,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,6,15,0,3,4,2,1,4,2,7,0,2,1,3,34,6,40,29,7,33,0,3,1,4,24,14,0,1,15,129,40,8,0.0749484304026612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623630980885924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743287037154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083303502952188,0.05763071668913172,0.0,0.2741272051636907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653072717799192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833553728076941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782938928666754,0.08430689642005088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314728511353937,0.2864657483766659,0.0,0.0,0.35327354972069874,0.0,0.03789617835994879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068501507582732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790497141147595,0.0,0.15662984601201174,0.0,0.08518984037017756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447232814980411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007175464614343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661760861424748,0.0,0.0,0.08237939455703103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293829288181327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705755384819673,0.07091801702423223,0.050028659277876315,0.07598594480699028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055095720022884806,0.05557331147545996,0.0578048499507061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786457700245662,0.0,0.0,0.17100497588053432,0.0,0.0,0.1664427248268158,0.0,0.0,0.05195980475374165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177987866603587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400555005260633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551108772393514,0.05972419542492523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199811612479082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412591409463504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409628374462947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321372607052418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060119110049384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912669992927057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826433189849935 lonely,engineeringcat1,2019/01/09,I just want them to text me first Why do I always have to text others first? Even when it was new years I texted everyone first. Why?,-0.6039285714285718,1.601893607142859,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,95.07142857142857,4.228571428571429,10.571428571428571,5.985473137389443,-1.469957142857143,103,1,25,1,4,32,21,28,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641644140585326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972539262407472,0.0,0.0,0.2600117590372475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6943671918134573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628045158282494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049690655020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910720001569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522923989063613 lonely,UnusualInvite2,2019/01/09,"Have you ever felt like you were cursed or something? I've been reading some of the posts here, and I felt somewhat lonelier, instead of feeling that there are people out there like me. And I don't blame anyone for that! I'm a nearly 30 years old gay man, and I feel ridiculously lonely. It's true that I have my brother and my mum, but it feels like they have this thing of theirs now, and I'm just an occasional visitor in this niche. I have very few friends too, but I don't feel like I belong in their world. All of them except for one is straight, and my only gay friend, well, we just are different, and being with him makes me feel like I might have missed so much of life, and this makes me feel like crap. Perhaps I'm a bad person who's jealous, I don't know. But I like it that he's able to live his gay life fully, it's just that it saddens me that I've had virtually no experience with men. I even wonder if I do have any friends at all. Now, this will sound like a sob story, but I have never had any real friend my entire life. I mean, not even in Kindergarten. I used to talk to some kids, but I don't remember playing with them or being in their groups. I just remember daydreaming a lot. That would be a world with lots of magic and stuff. Things did not really change when I joined elementary school. I was gay, and it was in the mid 90s, and there wasn't this 'gay' thing yet. Hell, I did not even know why I preferred playing with the girls, or why I wanted to sit next to the prettiest boys, or why I liked it when the guys treated me as a sissy back then. So I wasn't really with the guys, and not really with the girls, so kinda on my own. Things were worse at home. I did not go outside to play because I was not allowed to. And if I ever played that would be with the cousins who always beat the shit out of me, but I still liked playing with them, but it wasn't until I was 10 or 11, that I felt like, 'Damn, I'm not even their friend'. Ironically my father had me admitted to an all boys High School. While I somewhat did 'man up' not to be the victim, I never fitted with any group. I was not with the nerds, because they had all sort of games and stuff, and I had none. Not with the athletes because I was overweight. Not with the 'normal' because I was weird. Just alone. I desperately tried to get into groups. I even tried to join the bullies, and I am extremely ashamed that I even bullied some of the guys, despite getting bullied myself. Years later, I would try to find some of them and apologise. But it wasn't anything harsh, like getting physical or severe psychological abuse, but it was still bad of me to do so. Anyway, I have yet to apologise to 2-3 of them. I have even crossed path with them, but never gathered up the courage to apologise. Now this is going to sound like some serial-killer-in-the-happening story. But it was around my time in High School that I started realising that I might have OCD, and I used to have these really foul thoughts ([intrusive thoughts](https://adaa.org/learn-from-us/from-the-experts/blog-posts/consumer/unwanted-intrusive-thoughts)), and for years I have struggled whether I deserved to be alone because of the nature of these thoughts, which I felt like were really my 'inner desire' or something. I couldn't talk about it with my mother because she was herself kinda damaged (because of my father - abusive, psychotic and violent), and I did not have friends, so I just lived with it, and this kinda impeded my attempts into being social. However, it was also around that time that I met someone ONLINE. I kinda really liked him, and he was my only friend for a while. It might sound pathetic, but I also feel like I kinda fell in love with him. I did not meet him, because he was still in love with someone, but that someone had left the country for his studies, and also because I was overweight. So I tried losing weight, trying to look pretty for him, and which I did, but I got lots of stretch marks, and which just destroyed my already miniscule self-esteem, so I was terrified that he wouldn't like me because of how my body looked like now. Earlier on, I joined one of those chatroom, this was a time when we did not even have mobile phones with colour screen (early 2000s), and I met this guy for something 'casual', but when he saw me naked, he just said that he had to go, and this kinda remained with me. Anyway, I did not feel like I needed anybody because I had this guy, even if it was all online, but it just wasn't real, so it just faded away, and it's been probably around 6 years or so that I have not heard of him. What is even more pathetic in all this, is that I never met him; there are days when I feel like what if he was just imaginary, and that I'm mad. It sortof hurts to think of him, 'cause I had allowed myself to think that he was THE ONE. Anyway, so I did not meet anyone else; I was always sickly (actual sickness which required surgery in 2016 - but I'm hopefully cured now), depressed, moody, and I felt ugly as fuck. Regardless of all this, I actually tried meeting with guys. I was now a 6'2, mixed brown guy, who was lean, and who got lots of attention from girls. I mean a hell of a lot of it. So much that I felt like as I wasn't getting any guys, I should really try with girls, but it was hard. I tried it once, twice, and thrice. But I felt so bad about not ever being able to return the feeling, that it was all finished in a one-date thing. Yes, I did try to meet guys. Lots of them. We now had Facebook, and there was Skype, technology just opened millions of doors. But it just did not work. At one point, I remembered that I was so bitter after he was gone that I shut myself down for a a year or two. Then, when I started looking for guys, nobody seemed to like me. I must have chatted with a thousand man, but nothing came up from it. I felt like perhaps there was something wrong with me, because I was already so fucked up you know, not as fucked up as an ISIS victim forced into sexual slavery, but just fucked up. I met guys; I tried to be nice, but nothing. I once went to meet this guy, and after a movie, he told me that he got a call from his mother. Then another, who told me that I had dead eyes. Then another, then another, then another. I even started meeting with creeps, people who said they were 20, but were really in their 40s, just because I felt like probably life was unjust with them too, and that these people were really me after 20 years or so. Anyway, after my surgery, I gained tremendous amount of weight. But it was also a time when my father wreaked havoc at home (told everyone he was going to kill himself because of me and my mum: LOL), and I felt like perhaps this is how I was meant to live. Perhaps there was no ending to all of this, so I did not even try to lose weight. I, of course, did not get any attention at all from guys anymore. Back in the present, I have by now lost around 30 pounds or so, and I'm kinda looking better. I'm trying to work on my appearance, and even got myself a half sleeve done, which masquerades the very old and thin stretch marks magnificently. I feel like I have to give myself a chance again, because if I don't, who will. But now, it's been quite a while, since I have been feeling different. I feel like I'm too old now. I feel like that who's going to want a guy, so physically and mentally damaged like me. I feel like a freak, a freak who's still a virgin at 29. So this is why I feel ridiculously alone. I'm the kind of guy who sometimes hugs a pillow, and cries himself to sleep. But there are times like when I like to imagine I'm hugging someone who loves me, and I could hear his heartbeats and his warmth, and stuff. I just feel like that. And I feel like that I must be cursed in some way to be this way, because I just can't identify with other people...",5.547981212009574,5.094369747793195,5.875524462643639,84.67773672726246,67.47414880201765,8.943978916644232,29.106479447978806,8.267361236967798,1.7520447256188278,6084,179,1307,72,89,1951,461,1586,0.151,0.7070000000000001,0.142,-0.9873,5,5,4,0,1,0,251.0,3,3,16,11,109,101,19,2,52,2,139,31,5,9,20,294,246,139,2,22,84,9,33,34,7,12,8,7,4,27,108,88,5,1,49,9,0,11,43,40,1,9,108,50,197,61,164,113,31,145,2,10,9,15,139,56,10,46,108,930,305,7,0.0503947852859376,0.05970957994756329,0.049178040903901946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829069892628941,0.055611898708753014,0.08060138317205971,0.04193249839997835,0.0,0.0,0.08567545526314957,0.1056866527491592,0.0,0.0,0.02498904276044573,0.03523720560904847,0.025817706452821432,0.02073530718816973,0.08972408643882353,0.0,0.0,0.023673779835513675,0.03875047920043394,0.06311631108325537,0.2457615469025725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022285046148312188,0.0,0.027988622880782903,0.0,0.0,0.025729355125858843,0.028819104521563825,0.0,0.025884663185576126,0.02665550036122766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02011806769491056,0.0,0.02767815263989449,0.016250233726431154,0.0,0.021702477361287904,0.0,0.0,0.05265182464051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02578568102162553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021049188294396226,0.0,0.022317410899300158,0.0,0.0,0.2163543225793444,0.06837745267055591,0.0,0.02407718848089597,0.0,0.024647885005393628,0.0,0.0,0.22933005871000375,0.2340132904045823,0.2419344841608292,0.0,0.023029960386416786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627210135785914,0.09317833389219564,0.06582298835961123,0.024171635034431302,0.07160129456570248,0.0,0.08061062688882514,0.0,0.0,0.374240703674507,0.022281971098510198,0.0,0.02257191453579681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02839929279934252,0.0,0.0,0.05324485752030085,0.05055007858143167,0.025026696343206728,0.0,0.0,0.026974329969168383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02787718165513528,0.026239206958404118,0.04154348408348763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027377040833161448,0.0,0.07119065439663515,0.41854589138026493,0.0,0.06674927802412421,0.0,0.08463785477837545,0.05637887424811696,0.02750593059996253,0.12853153294658487,0.06822489189650957,0.0,0.0336389105002843,0.0,0.0,0.05489469491393414,0.0,0.0,0.025393045294113983,0.08019135504974648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037045965683476484,0.01868354736975849,0.07773513030496339,0.0,0.02679771293398436,0.0,0.024688094877088018,0.04835515563673234,0.0,0.07932127476337078,0.053668801621655576,0.085372026842614,0.038327505085952514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987479764408981,0.022001391347098654,0.0,0.0,0.023819680564666303,0.0,0.024132136949308883,0.025634806944071845,0.054334102028821135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02680052868416447,0.025204211415269424,0.05736029847796813,0.1452788544887942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563120177903849,0.0,0.04793698109663764,0.0,0.0,0.07650331973782555,0.0,0.022938759914274763,0.02628637587375801,0.028465881533887637,0.025864761451745537,0.020843543576934742,0.0,0.025215589898589314,0.025685568617027532,0.0853986760710309,0.0775927355591271,0.024920865619557718,0.0,0.053504532608884534,0.0,0.08049068125389545,0.0,0.0,0.0263417857309156,0.08653495845848055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040505419492297766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370014018927753,0.032290943558984736,0.0,0.060011745547339714,0.07346401141089545,0.0,0.0,0.07223156544268793,0.0,0.20528850725139647,0.0,0.02461419128783056,0.0,0.030309360876364787,0.04352491408317017,0.0,0.04158097562976848,0.02972415004551028,0.04000103487580345,0.0,0.09205090806610644,0.02265548207123341,0.02335823542190656,0.0909469106262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027325497472492008,0.03668800388715855,0.0,0.025678295776662603,0.053698514355156116,0.027549393302121587,0.0,0.09735776839861908 lonely,yeetlestopthirty,2019/01/09,"Barely slept in a week. Nights are the worst when you're stuck in your head. I wish my stupid heart would just break in half already and kill me because it hurts way too much. Every vein in my body is simultaneously aching, on fire, and completely numb. 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Like I look at all these people and wonder how the hell they manage to feel so good about life when they're alone? I mean I am happy for them, but I also want to know how! Is there some secret cult we're not part of? 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I have tried to form them with men I have been interested in but it has never worked out. They always find someone else and fall in love. It’s like they just use me until they find something better. I’m not angry at them for finding what works for them, but I’m upset that I had to be a part of the process at all. It has made me feel like something is wrong with me, like I am not worthy of anything more than a situationship. :(",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684213,4.151754385964914,87.8572807017544,75.57894736842105,6.470175438596491,22.3157894736842,6.937597516519254,0.5056736842105263,423,11,93,4,9,143,74,114,0.13699999999999998,0.675,0.188,0.8303,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,6,3,1,8,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,3,3,21,23,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,1,14,6,17,17,4,12,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804993228443681,0.0,0.0,0.14501315616356888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341584470813135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541346211424027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558680478019034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812013192011307,0.12450415134451792,0.0,0.0,0.47786047138436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105299855111908,0.0,0.09904613468369222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554301052080654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729258976272936,0.1649059426607737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882768784210703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872595934477293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836638021021924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871092200166653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766508104435808,0.2683352508945667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832323971681148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104026250684524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537527426231723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054550172637455,0.0,0.11222923993905412 lonely,SierraPapaYankee,2019/01/09,"I just want to feel loved again. I know this isn’t r/relationship advice but I rarely feel actual love in my current relationship. I gave up on someone so meaningful to me who loved me and made me feel loved every day to be with my current partner. I’m scared I won’t find someone who will love me like i used to be loved and I feel so discouraged. I want someone to hold my hand and do the *thumb thing* who will kiss me often and remind me that I am valued. I have no friends who know who I really am and frankly I don’t know who I really am. I don’t really need advice nor do I need a friend on here because they never work out. I guess I just need an ear and for someone to tell me things will get better. 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I must be unbearable to talk to",1.6818000000000026,2.8820801800000027,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.2,7.4,20.5,8.07648339933343,0.6013999999999999,179,4,43,3,4,60,37,50,0.028,0.926,0.046,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,10,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217878954890648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376105886987258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186402990216783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901236906686322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33279478843908034,0.0,0.0,0.3334770806205962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336361097030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412275185394675,0.4551897578136838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressionplusplus,2019/01/09,"I miss love I miss the feeling of waking up next to a SO. I miss being excited about seeing messages from someone I connect with and seeing that replicated. I miss staring into my loves eyes and getting lost in them. I miss the sex that came with two souls bonding and just connecting on another level. I miss the touch of a woman, the feel of her skin against mine. I miss the smell that gets you going and implants I'm tired of searching for love and finding nothing. I'm not perfect, I'm still getting my shit together, I'm still getting healthier, but I dunno, I still feel I can maintain a relationship. I want someone to build a life with. I'm a decent person. Does everybody deserve love? An eventual wife/husband/life partner? I'm a weirdo too. When I meet people, I have to ease them into getting to know me bit by bit so I don't overwhelm. When I'm completely myself around new people, it seems to be offputting and weird, when really I'm doing shit to make you laugh. I have all the friends I could want. But my other half is missing. The dating apps suck ass. A guaranteed way to make you feel like garbage. Fuck, man. I just want love again.",1.7843231441048033,4.23178554585153,3.1832733624454157,88.55506724890829,82.18777292576421,5.760069868995633,25.31720524017468,7.087006719466742,1.2529275458515283,906,37,176,12,25,295,130,229,0.168,0.644,0.188,0.8383,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,2,2,14,25,4,1,15,0,9,15,6,2,2,34,53,13,0,4,5,0,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,5,13,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,15,0,2,2,11,30,10,25,48,3,20,1,10,4,8,19,7,5,2,11,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846583294520513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057314106115804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668240892075266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292151518881043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845383286247613,0.0,0.0,0.09020263523274703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886659837863196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22849748734904696,0.08071051735526984,0.0,0.0,0.10325858067800893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728545360740257,0.10444506141361554,0.2951280957481519,0.0,0.06420721466740494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620889937991454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979872530383178,0.05519466812103131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332732259735572,0.0,0.5098290361729008,0.0,0.1508255374969131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911352015519964,0.12015191327085376,0.0,0.0,0.10840411046599448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664752150740455,0.0986468237601822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237571342013796,0.0,0.0,0.12129460573324904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005547233440486,0.10284966849785147,0.0,0.0,0.2319377465067419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914494409655323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706698154695488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298500010608706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103617381129958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990960649045514,0.08967557949780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheEternalLoser1,2019/01/09,"Social pressure I'm a lonely dude despite of what I appear on the outside. I am on psychiatric medication (setraline) and yet I drink alcohol because I feel I have to match my (few left friends) . Everytime when I drink alcohol my head hurts like crazy and I sweat at night afterwards. My liver and kidneys sting and I feel very dizzy. I was able to put up with it like two years ago but now it just damages my body to the point I'm not able to work anymore Besides, I always make stories in my head of revenge and comebacks while I don't do anything to set straight the things in real life. I took the Jordan Peterson's personality test turns out I have a very high rate of withdrawal. Which is very true because I usually quit after very small period of time of what I'm doing and I lose ambition and hope very quickly. Whenever, I'm chatting to girls I'm imagining possible outcomes and I'm just locked into staying put to the phone or the PC because (she may respond, she may come to me/I can go to her to fuck) . Ofc, that very rarely happens and I often waste my valuable youth doing nothing but looking in the mirror and imagining I am some sort of a great dude . That is despite having a job and a decent image outside of the society. But that took a great toll of my health since when I drunk while I was on meds I usually overslept and had a very chaotic program. I don't feel like I have to be accepted the way I am and that's why I took up to drugs, ciggies and alcohol. Smoking brings me closer to people in a break because I'm always home alone and few people (at least my parents do) care about my state of being. That is , shall I say my fault because I sometimes stay stuck in a state of (I don't give a shit + Too anxious ) to initiate contact. I have very-low confidence in myself although I can't say I'm bad at all. But the attitude I have in regard to women it's what pushes them way (in most of the cases). Ofc, apart from my very low height\[5.10/176\] and dick size\[6.3/16\]cm (if we reach that) Days go by I don't even wash and I reek because I'm just too tired. Not physhically, but in my head . As soon as I get some proposal of going out, I get my head clear and start doing things for myself. Other than that, I just stay in the house like a badger and I rarely initiate. I wish I can change that but in my head I think that if I don't have ALL that's needed (car, ability to drink, smoke) people are going to reject me even though I get pretty decent feedback from them. I'm just a mad man with a made-up life story which piles up like interest on a pay-day loan. I have to keep lying to make it work and use my brain a lot to elaborate stories so that I don't look like a loser who spent most of his best years , worrying, complaining, making excuses for himself.",3.3631601731601752,4.477043594405597,4.636463536463534,86.07844988344989,72.84615384615384,7.755311355311355,27.080586080586077,8.192908349453996,1.6518425241425243,2184,77,457,33,42,723,266,572,0.132,0.7240000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8852,2,3,8,0,0,0,71.0,1,0,2,6,20,31,3,1,28,0,37,27,12,4,4,73,82,38,0,5,16,1,3,6,1,3,10,2,1,4,24,27,7,1,7,5,2,14,9,15,0,1,8,8,70,16,69,69,11,76,0,7,2,2,25,32,3,14,27,292,94,7,0.1278223014323633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056653378931721475,0.20490475048059395,0.0,0.06619267754739333,0.0,0.0,0.10635839442280108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220140872349058,0.06338268807195857,0.0,0.0,0.05259343145645808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336314127746283,0.23375786564838066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707080967197714,0.0,0.0,0.07099088070809728,0.0,0.07134598088583419,0.0,0.0,0.06516167761005838,0.0,0.06760952314155537,0.05505379726196048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243480994871329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878257894179898,0.07411664438332098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442542457524006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694619435194964,0.04565813884169191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937759650485789,0.05908482898654755,0.10017281524121048,0.061309399414115735,0.14528871914020902,0.0,0.0,0.1409245385815454,0.0,0.0,0.05651641950850288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279563950111519,0.06793456459115818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752563969731087,0.06410809516504118,0.06347819334256098,0.0,0.07374488705112328,0.0684182086835321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342195543347598,0.05680716729653615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943965225463455,0.0,0.09028467165622724,0.18734255977804928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733854033394376,0.07150022981218099,0.0,0.054334974854519935,0.0,0.06047427611462704,0.12798356814380954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099088070809728,0.06438376055248242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047389308440798465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997628548705275,0.0,0.06132447280544304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096576949556012,0.0,0.0,0.13292383422676088,0.055804751637367984,0.0,0.0,0.06041669533631261,0.0720502196056419,0.0,0.06502061675178795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849671769607746,0.0,0.0679773757657004,0.0,0.07274488144656413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164942451053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560387778224619,0.05286796431203375,0.0,0.0,0.06514936963415341,0.0,0.0,0.06320976226219592,0.0,0.04523664142580083,0.20436234904278752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491945734861839,0.040951684759769534,0.06279238108401237,0.0,0.03726710594246497,0.07345646603817697,0.0,0.0,0.2130229201256503,0.0,0.06951697943028098,0.06243190759629789,0.0,0.0,0.0551987140751758,0.14077820642902378,0.4218671412641685,0.0,0.10145939323861328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766987277777045,0.0,0.07349466921214265,0.0,0.0,0.09305615779902307,0.06490487587336452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231337130367118 lonely,piratecapital,2019/01/09,Movies/TV suggestions I read on here few weeks ago about someone asking what do you guys do to pass the time a few said a lot of tv shows/movies...i was wondering if you guys could list some I should watch? Anything new or old I’ve been going through a 4 month patch of aloneness and it has really stressed me out.,4.593,4.721874107692312,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,69.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,27.01923076923077,8.07648339933343,1.2643076923076926,247,7,57,3,4,76,53,65,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.4005,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,7,6,4,10,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,5,6,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783704599519104,0.0,0.0,0.2428326575991643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294283304504492,0.0,0.21919098397496045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871993957563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332505614489412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643098907093589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993318118164936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871458984429218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644554662066224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460291735685973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345261592219309,0.0,0.15020281596792145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302772889926087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865949356228446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685762424620329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671709186501638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880718436161193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542648077919889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Riverhailed,2019/01/09,"Thinking a lot tonight Sometimes i wonder if anyone ever liked me. I use to have lots of friends that cared deeply for me. The kind that follow you everywhere and hang on everything you say. I had to go to parties or people wouldn’t even show up. That kind of devotion. And i had that for 10 years. Then i got my first crush. We dated. He abused me. He pressured me. Cheated on me. Yelled at me for getting upset about it. Never answered me. Yelled at me for asking him to take me on dates. stood me up for female friends four weeks in a row and yelled at me when i cried about it. It lasted three years. Just constant abuse. Nothing i did would make him care it didn’t matter how much i cried or begged only what he wanted mattered. By the end i was a shell of what i was. I didn’t even fight the things he did anymore. I just let it happen and cried on my own. I went from being miss popular to being a ghost that flinched at noise and had to constantly check her phone. I gained weight, my skin was terrible, i barely slept. My friends watched the descent and didn’t really do anything. I had spent the last ten years doting on them. I was at their beck and call the second any of them got even a little sad. It did not go the other way. When i got depressed they got distant. I wasnt “fun” anymore. I didnt have the energy to comfort them i didnt have the energy to be present when i was at parties. I was still trapped in the bad place. They all started looking down on me. Calling me weak. Looking at me with pity. Ignoring every text i sent. I got suicidal and my best friend i grew up with left my messages on read. Now I’m looking back and wondering if i ever had any real friends at all. And the longer i think about it the more i realize they were there because they “liked” me. Not because they cared about me at all. Almost every single one of them had asked me out at one point. But after he was done there was none of me left. No one has contacted me since. Ive made the efforts and no one responds. I feel like the imprint of a person. A little smudge on the glass and every day that smudge starts to fade away more and more. Im scared of what happens when its gone.",0.8609700680272105,3.0726433800000024,2.1516326530612244,95.99357142857143,84.08888888888889,4.917913832199547,20.294784580498867,6.18269132825596,-0.014112018140589376,1691,50,374,14,49,540,218,450,0.15,0.726,0.124,-0.8723,0,1,0,0,3,0,48.0,1,2,10,4,21,31,2,3,22,0,37,4,2,4,6,53,76,24,2,5,9,0,3,3,5,2,1,4,0,1,19,17,1,1,7,2,2,8,13,13,0,9,37,11,72,18,57,33,13,71,0,4,4,0,38,32,0,9,33,269,91,1,0.0,0.17893260818558093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561176733820411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269797698248938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977009053201476,0.05279793552672556,0.0,0.06213781105086885,0.0,0.14118221165655154,0.0,0.07094357681463716,0.05806207578301436,0.06304720376583532,0.09205967161722356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792424677951746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542071012271741,0.0,0.23096062943393955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631976951557648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488306254690234,0.0486973230568553,0.0,0.0650361446480456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727234328382143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687892535281606,0.0,0.0,0.1496197605347961,0.1366051696469631,0.19085980520759568,0.0,0.06786298931320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038179826769999634,0.0539439379730948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064228266026353,0.0,0.0,0.2916919163474879,0.0,0.039450550468107984,0.0,0.08582747624321914,0.0,0.3019588676004585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354544472339294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156312085679182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572628627403397,0.0,0.12310049538421995,0.0,0.0,0.1640823909658282,0.07721348819025943,0.0,0.11067025157801423,0.15136053277827602,0.0,0.0,0.1902266619530773,0.0,0.0,0.12839080118813168,0.0,0.07144882998858489,0.050403117871731316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550810496673481,0.0,0.058237512411443135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245331590758669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466852310739456,0.057428309295579565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234871774293445,0.06593190474468731,0.0788912626494034,0.0,0.07138079975317373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552984445302556,0.0859462403016377,0.048373261917140815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004811398258065,0.07559809266786263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062462164686572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468073778890838,0.0,0.10689189884175776,0.0,0.06030191279205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259503945111166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677367945959706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050165097134224214,0.09676676266784416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521588667006513,0.0,0.0,0.04453740671441249,0.05993585540825755,0.060569094473069365,0.09195011967696663,0.0,0.06999798006157516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637734694169802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053639718772638116,0.0,0.0,0.14587675413217804 lonely,XCrowGaming,2019/01/09,"I don't even know what to say Im just, lonely... it sucks",-0.3000000000000007,-0.2746281428571429,2.5128571428571442,101.98214285714286,80.42857142857143,5.6000000000000005,14.0,3.1291,-1.5706285714285717,42,0,13,0,1,15,13,14,0.2,0.8,0.0,-0.3612,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41463627550474497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6780995076396705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34500606687618585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992280346625321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ProgressIsALifestyle,2019/01/10,"Work, gym, videogames. Rinse and repeat. People often say that small towns are the least lonely places, and maybe that's true if you grew up within the community, but not if you move into it. I live in a tiny rural town, and my days have become crushingly lonely. There isn't a single meetup group around me, there were like 50 potential people on Tinder when I used to be on it, and there are next to no job opportunities outside of retail. This is compounded by the fact that I can't afford a car, or really even to go to a bar right now. My relationship of over a year just ended, and every single person I was acquaintances with, I met through my former girlfriend. I've never felt more lonely, and I don't know how to meet people - especially without money or a car. Right now I'm trying to focus on my own health and on saving money, but it's so fucking lonely and repetitive I want to blow my brains out. I created a meetup group where people can meet new people and play board games, but I'm so broke trying to get rid of my cc debt that I can't get games or snacks for the meetup. I also don't even have a table for us to play on, other than a tiny coffee table - and I don't know of any places where we could meet alternatively. That, combined with my usual anxiety, has prevented me from actually scheduling a meeting. Thanks for reading, I'm just super tired all the time and feel like I'm half machine most of the time. I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this.",5.6996189173343765,5.344319614617941,6.6435333203048685,78.9678483486418,67.13953488372093,9.208598788352553,26.01153019347273,8.671277953709913,1.6382474496775457,1168,25,235,16,17,391,167,301,0.064,0.789,0.147,0.9695,3,8,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,0,3,19,16,1,0,16,0,19,6,1,3,4,48,38,25,0,4,12,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,11,17,2,2,5,7,4,6,11,6,0,1,4,3,26,10,36,32,8,43,0,5,0,1,17,21,1,7,19,157,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.12268974933429895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005424709445183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549751016619897,0.0,0.09617950459473514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192216558544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388537077703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403510062186304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038141565672627,0.0,0.0,0.08108241263272528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135529186191866,0.0,0.0,0.16608073983215355,0.0,0.10592898137183683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357048548226688,0.08981817404340625,0.12071599710536625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623100695450884,0.13137255236427148,0.0,0.14290516207334852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364010668871062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124762953020229,0.11175041665285954,0.0,0.0,0.2072859981810348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426908177559145,0.0,0.11101773662257257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630795488830054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362608891128916,0.0924225560842165,0.0,0.0969670962515742,0.12142627088672155,0.1337102748370026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358104374516696,0.10977847591188504,0.2627123426800006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257593154941123,0.0,0.08054284172001032,0.0,0.0,0.1349819127081084,0.0,0.21473742559244247,0.0,0.09998179879555248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157509575570787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662285816073978,0.14450272872721534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071844148965715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123204666369516,0.1085862856777068,0.13846864729202,0.0,0.07415603491373311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119469539891276,0.0,0.09152951028055542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096296626858626 lonely,whitehoneyy,2019/01/10,No one listens! Do you ever start talking and realize no one is listening so you just stop talking???... ,2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,79.0,8.010526315789475,35.8157894736842,8.841846274778883,3.9260315789473683,79,5,13,2,2,27,15,19,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564724952224711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340844663063811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789354311968124,0.0,0.0,0.3294727530310838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335012811614988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LehGeek,2019/01/10,"There are people surrounding me, but I always feel so alone I used to be much more outgoing, but I’ve been becoming more closed off over time. It’s made me realize how alone I’ll feel sometimes. People will try to talk to me out of pity, but at the end of the day, they don’t see me as important to them. I guess I’m “lonely, but not alone.” It’s a sad feeling, and it’s even sadder to see how many people also have it. I find comfort in not being the only one, but am saddened that other people have to deal with this as well.",3.6057648546144137,3.544226061946901,5.116333754740836,87.13318584070801,71.56637168141594,8.227054361567639,24.10745891276865,7.957251820313856,1.0220503160556258,407,9,93,5,7,138,75,113,0.196,0.677,0.126,-0.9022,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,21,18,12,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,5,10,2,16,13,3,10,0,3,2,0,4,7,0,1,3,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110391204146273,0.0,0.13153050274603026,0.1368562766267307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164958369939066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607269144328588,0.16956638002852126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567592565047893,0.0,0.0,0.10863410756341076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249490324936588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032706132996512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811876242541411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556301090414058,0.0,0.1667517137695118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209079621042768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145243586786607,0.12509055836411245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561046920887177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213037071285683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266986271485956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219867898266074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590662566162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166764764287708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205348856399405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478826704708946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cat2917,2019/01/10,"Always lonely, looking for a male to talk to I feel pretty desperate posting here but after reading every one else's posts, I know I'm not alone. I am a 29 year old female. I find myself being INCREDIBLY lonely, especially at night. I miss love, talking to my SO until I fall asleep, touching them, waking up next to them, everything. Mostly I just miss having someone to share my day with. I have all of the girlfriends I need and I have a good family, I work with all women, but it's not the same as connecting with someone of the opposite sex. I just got out of a 5 year marriage, it ended really badly. I have a 1 year old son. All I do is work, and take care of my son, and I have no time for dating. It would be nice to connect with someone and share my day and here about there's as well. Any one else looking for an internet companion? Haha.",1.764741379310344,3.6462406896551727,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,78.88505747126436,6.648850574712642,22.36925287356322,7.6454224807358475,1.027897701149425,656,20,134,10,16,226,104,174,0.101,0.713,0.18600000000000005,0.9551,0,5,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,8,13,0,0,9,1,11,4,2,0,3,26,23,11,0,2,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,5,1,2,1,4,22,8,25,19,5,20,0,4,2,2,14,3,0,1,14,94,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644795043512732,0.0,0.0,0.117656283534065,0.0,0.0,0.09615697648348503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806325047463392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416691523129618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238284669561186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362434255649965,0.0,0.1252385965399881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191357567125756,0.0,0.12708137120561105,0.0,0.13329951270854928,0.0,0.07149618352253148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923720991563611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859976879137266,0.11309064729011276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770984524852864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748109031167824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761919006891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484644753528806,0.0,0.0,0.1503807038135831,0.1326944974842892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296751421926482,0.0,0.19163285335896116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708445864692135,0.14385482521853712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143845264077987,0.0,0.09058458102614947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594237606380797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631534371136084,0.22730422952592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245158658244478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713575025977186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588204148830944,0.0,0.0,0.10044663640220987,0.0,0.0,0.2731712547554208 lonely,TrainerAbu,2019/01/10,I'm really lonely and people attack me I'm really lonely =( My mom told me that I think slow today and I feel bad. And I feel bad online cuz sometimes people be negative to me even when I block them they keep coming back. I'm so lonely and I want friends =(.,-1.2451388888888886,0.7585573035714326,2.0080952380952404,91.74801587301589,100.96428571428572,4.631746031746032,11.579365079365079,6.42735559955562,-0.6141087301587302,203,3,43,3,9,72,35,56,0.37,0.561,0.069,-0.9658,0,6,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,11,7,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,2,11,1,1,9,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,24,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780040771233282,0.0,0.1879040425775112,0.4080744376099018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050154486925127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140287485319255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24711978337814625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887982457730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720566192133067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862010530399404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388282473539837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130970205357557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168637348842745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658125934369171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163245661734255,0.233504263318136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441346809375547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The_spoder,2019/01/10,"So... Well I’m before I say my tale of “ loneliness ”,I have to tell everyone here all 50 of you I’m a 18m. First I usually try to brighting up mood when come to dark things like this topic which is me kinda thinking life has it out for me. It’s like every time I like girl it fails and it’s just hurts but always never let get to my head because I see people struggling out their in life and make my struggles seem small like the type small were you’re mom or dad fights with Store manager for smallest things like “warranties”. Like I said I’m type of person who never lets this stuff get to me but with fact that my past experiences make people not like me so hard to make friend or it’s two girls I really like, just break my heart and it just made feel like every time I try with girl they seem to break it even further ( I’m personally not mad at them I’ll never be because their happy) and it made feel really bummed to point were my guard was down and my dog escaped my house twice. Nevertheless I just don’t really know what to do the thing I’m going to ask is what should I do or what your experiences with this types problems. Extension: if any girl want hits me up I’m fine.",2.405481927710845,3.8072107831325286,3.577146586345381,91.59102108433737,75.70682730923696,6.9077108433734935,20.482128514056228,7.554174236665415,0.396840803212851,931,20,212,12,20,302,137,249,0.083,0.774,0.14300000000000002,0.9294,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,4,2,10,22,2,2,3,0,14,4,2,5,5,45,40,14,0,4,12,2,3,9,1,1,2,2,0,6,21,12,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,7,1,3,6,7,29,14,26,29,1,24,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,7,18,123,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384071334808207,0.0,0.0,0.06852051806851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941973597631334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284519282215275,0.0,0.08573966759294414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867961510704026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655128501625243,0.0,0.16978994284064644,0.09628086733108113,0.0,0.197125984878093,0.0,0.0,0.1018949578916268,0.0719832402775079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570673331799808,0.0,0.0,0.07784722469435001,0.0,0.10528628647178644,0.0,0.05726444969506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107261305104282,0.09026151498352528,0.0,0.10340922596291376,0.0,0.0,0.11940154319300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162639577194378,0.10786607776763396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537527333097639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060686439257038,0.1423400817045938,0.4430379173403574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906838280579483,0.20177502129929709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800934692233515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331378653428009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096187190228423,0.13970913022288226,0.17596016603599504,0.0,0.0,0.09525113391603207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641408193194864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364905120525824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584620149649137,0.08012870360289907,0.0,0.0,0.0802929825816646,0.18345694322226974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067326687535834,0.11534653587775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806901903032781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008221707335366,0.06456318716915123,0.0,0.0,0.1175083833708186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368193767512224,0.0,0.0984282565934076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097333045432467,0.0,0.059431086593263786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059568833598876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thivu,2019/01/10,"Does anyone get lonely in their head? Even if I’m with people I can never enjoy myself because there’s this deep loneliness in my mind. It’s a weird feeling, because it’s just an emotional loneliness even if not a physical one? 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I apologize in advance for the unusual question. I need friends but don’t how to make them. Any advice? ,0.34660000000000224,2.7494411600000035,1.9515,92.20325,97.4,5.7,30.25,7.1686216300943375,2.2148,99,6,20,2,4,32,19,25,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594170549055415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501215893064226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56833404394799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910284824880608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272446628105795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120283735045013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,He-man2020,2019/01/10,"Would like a female to talk to Just talk to guys all day, work and what not. It would be nice to talk to a female every now and then. PMs welcome please be over 25",-0.5758333333333319,1.3278697500000014,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.61111111111109,3.6,11.777777777777779,3.1291,-1.9165888888888893,125,1,32,0,4,40,25,36,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,21,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685291555756084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441113722284783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868798393061729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154822671119868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180382962116966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6986258649044138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109280582577885,0.0,0.0,0.4116340370764641,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HiddenAI,2019/01/10,"I need somebody to talk to. I am feeling extremely negative inside and it is pushing me towards suicide once again. I think I need someone to vent to. My whole life, I have been alone with no friends, no relationships and my familial relations are already broken. I am beyond hopeless right now. I would appreciate it if I had someone to talk to on discord.",4.047810945273632,6.385377388059702,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,73.6268656716418,8.048756218905472,36.53980099502488,8.841846274778883,3.6731114427860696,283,17,48,6,6,94,47,67,0.3,0.608,0.092,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,12,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,11,1,10,9,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040600465728046,0.2561498600088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882179421295672,0.0,0.11736669429531806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933510374788655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395300808860205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442276314496221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471999040030392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492096884902528,0.0,0.19822895477416355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933485356272105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390127629351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731380432410692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873293061806855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591533546032023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648911744204625,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jregnut,2019/01/10,hello no one would care if i wasn’t here anymore. that is all,-1.7814285714285738,0.13193085714285854,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,97.57142857142857,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,48,1,12,0,2,16,14,14,0.14300000000000002,0.649,0.208,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573835237513303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899413212907884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920876663412429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110348154655616,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,imostlytakeLs,2019/01/10,"Any one else get frustrated at how easy it is for some people to find a relationship? Not even saying this in a spiteful way but I feel like some friends I have and posts I’ve seen people are just like “oh yeah I met her at the store and we had all the same interests and hobbies” or “we met at the club and started dating 2 days later” and some people I feel like are in a new relationship every month and it’s like bro I’m just tryna find one. Like I wish it was that easy and simple. I don’t get it, it’s like nothing for some people...",0.3755747126436759,2.3261818448275875,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.0,5.2459770114942526,17.42528735632184,6.42735559955562,-0.3477850574712642,418,9,98,4,12,140,69,116,0.032,0.672,0.29600000000000004,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,6,1,7,0,0,1,1,26,17,10,0,1,5,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,4,9,8,8,12,6,13,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,5,12,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746877936410527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191908391948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201742352321966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043801997915104,0.0,0.13315075848623933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981383469722915,0.2257995469199935,0.0,0.0,0.2888810714725725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209694921482715,0.0,0.16513285377656434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463245613924238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261415129406994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263056303703015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516382240479361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141763352977852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382444883461326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513532255780808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393395051335105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567526065143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185752855086736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254403136289085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817317068778888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Youredoingitwrongbro,2019/01/10,"best friend is driftin we have opposite schedules and he got tired of the bullshit... he’s my only friend and my best friend. i (like apparently everybody else nowadays..?) have ‘extreme depression’ and ‘extreme anxiety’ according to my dr. when i still had a way to pay for pills. i’m insane and he’s leaving. sorry, buddy. i miss You already.... any similar experiences round these parts or nah..?",2.4857746478873253,5.45611792957747,3.7987183098591584,80.47357042253522,88.01408450704224,7.347042253521128,29.635211267605637,8.238735603445708,3.0202890140845082,307,16,52,8,10,100,54,71,0.12,0.6559999999999999,0.223,0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,6,4,5,3,4,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,4,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351015492937673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487857984712185,0.0,0.16297960032985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471572482758325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834962002600578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797258839536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839985996272392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493796413541993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039234148753954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558494353713654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408351005577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203107672088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307080475644705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848754510063055,0.0,0.0,0.170138803977962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486502684506875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910599154161268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anothdayinparadise42,2019/01/10,"Nothing to say Let me try to wrap up some thoughts, probably an effort doomed to fail, but I guess I need to make an attempt for the sake of it. Trying to keep it short and to the point. &#x200B; Does anyone has the problem of having literally nothing to say when in a group of people that are socially superior to you? Like being there with them, listening to the conversation and have no way to add value to it. I'm not talking about being shy or reserved, just being there silently observing and feeling like shit because you know that eventually leads to people avoiding you. &#x200B; The rare times that I have something to say, literally no one listens to me, probably because they're used to me never saying anything. It feels terrible. That's why I've always liked 1 on 1 conversations, but in 24 years I've only had a handful of people I've clicked with. For some reason I always end up driving them away. &#x200B; I don't have anyone to do things with. No experiences leads to having nothing to say. Having nothing to say leads to people avoiding you, which leads to no experiences. Vicious cycle that never ends. 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Are those websites real? I see some russian and asians.. I am desperate, tinder is a scam",1.4445454545454552,3.942690272727273,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,100.8181818181818,4.0181818181818185,23.681818181818183,5.985473137389443,1.0527818181818187,94,4,15,1,4,30,21,22,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8191922637395537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735189927363047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,n3atosrs,2019/01/10,"My old best friend So, I used to have this best friend that I was really close with. We had a falling out because I was upset that she didn’t tell me about what boys she was talking to. It sounds wrong but I would share everything with her and I felt like she just never told me anything. Because of her I met loads of other girls and got really popular for about 4 months. I was invited to all the party’s and everything like that. We met up a lot and talked almost 24/7 on snapchat. So about 2 months go by since I last spoke to her, we blocked each other on every social media but Instagram and I’ve lost all of my other friends because they will do anything she says. Earlier today I messaged her on Instagram “I’m sorry and I miss you”, only to find that she screenshots the message and sends it to my friend; she says she doesn’t care about me any more and doesn’t want to reconnect. This really hit deep because I felt like we were so close and now I feel empty inside, after speaking to no one for about 2 months, and my only attempt to reconnect got shut down :( Now I’m watching Superbad and drinking soda to cheer me up, but I still feel like a part of me is missing. I just wanted to vent to anyone because I haven’t really got that chance. I don’t know how the hell I can get back in touch with anyone because they all think I’m weird and desperate for messaging her... Fuck my life",4.547486402486398,4.849076437062936,5.336037296037301,85.10567987567987,69.5944055944056,8.593317793317793,27.427350427350426,8.515128840125781,1.7195243201243202,1095,33,231,16,18,357,146,286,0.133,0.705,0.162,0.9078,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,1,2,4,15,22,2,1,6,0,17,4,0,2,4,47,44,19,0,3,5,0,5,4,4,2,1,5,0,2,13,23,2,1,7,1,0,3,7,8,0,1,17,11,46,14,37,24,9,27,1,3,1,1,41,12,2,2,16,156,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330940333362533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015883307009181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442770988837143,0.0,0.16979950105938846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933101707072754,0.0,0.3773472072141122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165401591523743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051882339673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106688372185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692479707192352,0.0,0.1854442815236425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433125059350107,0.0737043484321614,0.19811789778068573,0.0,0.09429510128651776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188341592420337,0.0953785882026066,0.05390183265805026,0.0,0.05863363384073275,0.0,0.2475423459174083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056699287561631825,0.08409695458733024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287170553432129,0.2016137268893066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262175307227887,0.087711063576543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704685589565506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795707185622265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825908964508787,0.0,0.06991035836003989,0.15693018630944033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111722570818146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26437222680475403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408913705461006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853429193875748,0.0,0.0,0.10516836562918873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548986664327475,0.0,0.0,0.08239133735042642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584755551433136,0.09017473566993836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610688300027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977926718232522,0.09858292799494947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910536781427096,0.0,0.0,0.1217041493849107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328868953159327,0.11279970908407867,0.0,0.0 lonely,angstkastbort,2019/01/10,Any Scandinavians here? ...who would like to talk? Or anyone for that matter.,2.1128205128205124,4.0568397692307725,2.4384615384615387,85.29820512820513,112.84615384615385,4.810256410256411,12.025641025641027,6.42735559955562,-0.17969743589743548,59,1,10,1,3,18,13,13,0.0,0.735,0.265,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444857183960297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457028054338895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193269411471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525357012304969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643146755905869,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thegloo282,2019/01/10,"A reminder that you're not alone Hello everyone! I'm here to remind you that you are never alone and most of us here can relate to you in some way. This sub is a good way to vent but its also important for you to take steps to improve yourself. I see a lot of people here paint the world as a dark place and that life sucks. I'd agree that the world is not all sushines and rainbows, but it also isn't that bad. You may see your life as a waste( I've been there) but how about trying to contribute to your environment or help others. Think why are you sad or lonely and what can you do to improve your life. Wether you're depressed or not, make the conscious effort to better yourself as a person instead of moping around. Wether that is going for a run or practicing your social skills, just do something beneficial every day. Good luck everyone 😊 ",4.797113237639554,5.333933368421054,5.239978734715578,85.18267942583735,69.11695906432749,7.855608718766612,26.07177033492823,7.686295010490155,1.2617438596491226,670,18,137,7,11,214,100,171,0.09,0.7020000000000001,0.209,0.9698,0,4,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,11,0,3,11,9,1,0,10,0,12,3,0,2,2,27,20,17,0,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,2,13,4,20,18,4,12,0,3,2,0,16,5,1,9,2,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395976911794668,0.0,0.26221547393075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594689894053828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688824990449214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499711313574884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057317522446394,0.0,0.14120664342977005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813176557370566,0.31331528765262445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317441785594456,0.2750206304444668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988969883389213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474002017224462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938121779163476,0.0,0.0,0.10943537830507173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644543574688333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365966971651292,0.14315152004030118,0.17128891103469507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128783040096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671225302354266,0.0,0.12621381375545296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232671579016838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050501211736732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130872511735168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972071226065356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026576480180125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147935967931816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,b2n2n2br3ad,2019/01/10,"ive never felt this alone in my entire life I don't know what to do. ive never felt this alone in my whole life. I hate being here. I really don't know what to do. I have no friends. im so socially inept. I hate highschool. even when im surrounded by people, I still feel like im the only one there. before I started my freshman year, people told me that the transition between highschool and middle school was rough, and that it changed people. but I didn't know that it would be this bad, that I would lose all my friends in the process. im a person. im a human being. I like scifi. my favorite movie is a clockwork orange. I like hazelnut coffee and the rain, and doing digital art. I play the piano. I love physics. I want to be able to tell a human being all of these things, but nobody wants to listen to me. so many people say that im weird. am I just so odd that they cant look past it? im so scared that im going to die as lonely as I feel right now. what if this kills me?",0.12809218950063794,2.0125631173708918,2.4234677763551042,94.93189820742641,84.49295774647888,4.811694408877507,17.663038839095176,5.852544927426893,-0.4380779342723007,756,17,174,5,22,257,112,213,0.194,0.6809999999999999,0.125,-0.95,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,11,15,3,1,9,0,20,3,0,0,4,23,37,14,2,5,4,0,5,3,2,2,2,2,0,3,19,4,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,8,0,1,5,8,27,7,15,25,3,15,0,2,1,1,12,6,0,1,11,113,46,3,0.08649012506106722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915537101263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221564173105384,0.0,0.0,0.0735967261282524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149508413328723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976309478366952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057125911895038274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746401193672229,0.06178856262517056,0.16608816704290155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364411214829788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915433123791869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078218478381132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7473934147674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568850880194324,0.0,0.14259813246415148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218106629501503,0.1267641189596156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262992195667554,0.096760326626146,0.0,0.0,0.07806071466754831,0.0,0.0,0.08768741165000549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334130327883498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860794712340917,0.06577963750324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256461093243063,0.2398454503799819,0.07551984112368229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055407788820345125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386209422813685,0.0,0.06878041890798955,0.0865917035104379,0.08753262404920194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816579054147676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061218155680454016,0.0,0.06907112559761742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559618150994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057460195943087336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264502094873193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020282332857758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656313589024854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288020664092955,0.0,0.0,0.055696804849189256 lonely,StillS3arching,2019/01/10,"I want to hear about you So this may sound weird .. but I am just not ready to talk in depth about myself, yet I would love to get to know some people. I enjoy talking about things that matter to others, and having a real friendly conversation/connection. I havent had a real friend in about 5+ years so maybe thats why I am a bit skittish about being open with others about myself. But I am a great listener, with a genuine interest in others. If you feel like just opening up to a stranger about anything at all. I could be your gal! 26yrs/female/stay at home mom of a 2yr old boy",2.3895000000000017,3.979025616666668,3.6433333333333344,90.315,76.16666666666666,6.133333333333334,21.166666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.3220666666666667,454,11,97,4,10,148,81,120,0.059,0.7040000000000001,0.237,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,0,1,22,18,6,0,4,6,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,1,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,13,7,22,12,3,12,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,4,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608669615048353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341827727977875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607834463505296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884275965631928,0.1396540567905268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020614436509788,0.0,0.1021325031598285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552218304915735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032506680792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960867391891132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743308493395952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550377780852497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643225568173362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639030177279554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228948904958566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051279385137151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552423266223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44500796845805696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836030423128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31424582713306903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987111411071714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153017328786706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763942178180728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886647162166996,0.0,0.0,0.1258855104729521 lonely,somethingsomethang,2019/01/10,Birthday cake I'll make a birthday cake with banana flavor and I'll enjoy it alone.,0.2433333333333323,2.497315294117648,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,101.94117647058823,2.266666666666667,17.43137254901961,3.1291,-0.7098862745098042,68,2,12,0,3,22,13,17,0.116,0.698,0.18600000000000005,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8405497210933015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417344057469242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MysteryWalker,2019/01/10,"Recently ditched So there's this girl I matched with on tinder. We started talking and things were going good. We would have late night calls that would last hours. It felt like for the first time, someone actually understood me, my anxiety, and my loneliness. She said she was going through the same thing. So we decided to start dating. Everything was going well. It was as if my life had purpose now. This whole process took about 3 months. But all of a sudden, she stops texting. She won't pick up my calls. She keeps posting stories on Instagram tho. After a week she finally responds saying she feels forced to talk to me and this whole thing feels like a responsibility. So that was it. A 3 month buildup and an abrubt ending. I feel horrible and it's worse than before. Can someone give me some pointers on how to distract myself from this. Thanks. 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Yesterday I confessed to a guy who was leading me om and he said no in a very mean way. Offered a fwb type thing, and I declined. I think there's something wrong with me because the last couple of guys I tried to date all just wanted sex from me. I don't think I'm a bad person or ugly. I might just be too boring but damn, the heartbreak hurts like hell. Can't stop crying. I asked my friends what's wrong with me when no one wants to date me and everyone keeps telling me the same bullshit like you just haven't found the right guy yet. I feel so fucking lonely. 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I’ve had a bit of a crush on her since school started(never really spoke to her much though mainly because I’m so shy and nobody knows about it) so now my day is ruined cause I’ll be thinking about her all day even though I know she doesn’t like me. I’m literally banging my head against my wall because I’m dumb enough to believe she might actually like me. Does this make sense to anyone?",0.4262499999999996,2.34390514012739,1.9910151273885361,98.26512141719746,83.5859872611465,5.198885350318472,18.092754777070066,6.322622252153567,-0.4392544585987261,565,13,139,5,16,183,91,157,0.166,0.747,0.087,-0.9395,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,0,8,0,9,1,1,2,1,21,26,13,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,2,2,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,4,20,5,14,14,5,12,0,1,0,0,18,4,1,3,9,80,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.14334526091500074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271020030697912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373240553287032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908782261407796,0.0,0.0,0.16549681860267385,0.0,0.0,0.160367860823912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089839814009046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894661886183593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854605205360647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177855271334414,0.0,0.09702068474901104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348828266518825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320591859947462,0.2349656702771092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150753421362743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946890144602805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421837655917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352788095723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805145373688563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165808970703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798241489779964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953772242786496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941026835887655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972779184519676,0.11681429877282312,0.0,0.2973247985514939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151046025877113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730802501986558,0.12280816802464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824473869136865,0.28864100313110713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403614622078141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617022107936566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606031837933284,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skow1379,2019/01/10,"Haha Imagine spending so much time alone that every time you do or say something in public you end up anxiously replaying it 4,000 times in your head. Life is a joke lol",3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,75.06060606060606,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.6248060606060617,136,5,25,2,3,43,30,33,0.106,0.6890000000000001,0.204,0.5908,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239556508100541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353363169750522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770387084838164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635386940267707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210123274046067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093251586343293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993631595069897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487428118329157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080068409392602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5471703218571753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s2ora,2019/01/10,I just wish I had someone I'm so damn lonely that it starts to hurt inside. I dont have many friends. Maybe 1. I've never kissed anyone or like layed down with someone just to talk. I fucked up and ended up dating my best friend. It ended horribly and now we don't talk at all. I envy everyone I see happy with someone else and it just makes me sadder. If i could end myself I would but unfortunately I don't gave the guts for that. Sucks,-0.1837096774193548,2.067384526881721,2.0238978494623647,94.35584677419355,90.8279569892473,4.390322580645162,15.276881720430108,5.985473137389443,-0.6510279569892474,343,7,76,3,12,115,66,93,0.251,0.6409999999999999,0.108,-0.9012,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,3,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,2,18,15,7,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,13,6,9,11,2,11,0,2,1,2,6,4,3,2,8,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150113663371948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235656017082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873790781968606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365230562001255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451590873215889,0.0,0.4617149534054584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604073545615952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850216039335795,0.16064374688427102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497699988783967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601995785644046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848932268791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115990067607829,0.1761713186526492,0.17457117223881166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401895134950784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384689009290263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416937735400607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299237722690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793328485091921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998221750112329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343828853477867,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chelikat,2019/01/10,"Just ranting.. Hey reddit, how’s it going. Been feeling really down lately, mainly bc I feel like my relationships and friendships don’t have any value anymore. I wouldn’t want to brag but I feel like I have some good qualities in that I’m very giving, understanding, and easygoing. I feel like all of my friends only keep me around as a spare friend, not bc they truly enjoy my company but mainly cause I have something to offer. I put a lot of effort into being an accommodating person but lately I feel very used. Especially by one friend who I’ve had feelings for. I feel extra pathetic that I’m always willing to drop everything to do favors for this person when I can clearly see they don’t care about me unless they need something. Like they say they “care” about me but I’ve realized that words have little meaning unless there’s actions backing them up. Anyways, point is I feel terribly lonely and inconsequential. Sometimes it feels like there’s so much love and kindness I could offer someone but that there’s nobody out there to take me up on it :( Honestly wondering if I’ll ever hit that point where I just say fuck everybody and only care about myself, or keep going this way until someone hurts me bad enough (emotionally). 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You ever had a girl who you really, really loved? Was that girl also one of your best friends? Thats where I am right now. We hang out a lot, make jokes, and have a decent amount in common. But no matter what, I feel unsatisfied with it all. I know it's selfish, but it's the truth. We've only gotten closer recently, and I can tell that things are tense, and not in a good way. It's all my fault too. I've asked her out a few times. She always gives the same, vauge answer of ""maybe/I don't know"". I understand when she says this, because I'm the absolute worst at timing. It's thanks to this that the rides home she gives me after practice are just awkward talk and silence. All I can think about during those rides is asking her out again, but there's no reason at all to trust my instincts, so I don't out of fear. She's the only one I can really open up to but at the same time everything that I want to open up to is about her. Hell, even as i write this i cant stop thinking about her seeing this, even though it wont ever happen. Opening up, while necessary, usually makes everything terrible. Like when you talk about how you never kissed anyone before and she goes and gives you a kiss and it's the most amazing feeling in the world, and when you ask why she says that she just wanted to give me my first kiss before college. Like how knowing that the kiss was a one time platonic thing and it didn't mean anything to her. Like how that hurts so much more than never having kissed anyone. Like how you forget how that kiss felt and your desperate to remember. Like how you realize that even though you didn't mean to, you effectively guilt tripped her into kissing you and now you feel like a monster. Like how she constantly talks about how bad her past boyfriends have been and you want to make her happy and be with her but you can't be ""that guy"" who pounces on any opportunity to ask a girl out. Like how you're the least preferable option out of all of the group she's in and for good reasons. Like how you want to talk to her about all of these things so badly but you can't because you'd make her uncomfortable and that's the last thing you want to do. Like how... you know this is all because of your selfishness. You ever felt that? 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I haven't gone to school in over a year and I have zero social skills and I just hate myself in general. I wish I could find a way to be more charismatic without doing pot. My parents made a mistake, :/ I never have anyone to talk to and I find myself bored all the time resorting to throwing stuff around my room in a fit of rage to calm myself down from accepting the fact that I'll probably die alone. My parents even acknowledge the fact that I'm isolated from people my age. But you don't need to state the obvious. Oh well :/ ",2.211428571428573,4.340778000000004,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,78.52380952380952,7.374603174603175,23.99206349206349,8.344100000000001,1.6229015873015875,492,17,98,10,12,164,80,126,0.227,0.639,0.134,-0.9062,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,3,1,8,0,9,0,0,1,6,26,17,6,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,2,0,17,5,18,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271428942652846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985206960761032,0.0,0.0,0.1398575230157566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543624470746506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305107797656732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376693826486656,0.14211124407716286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28718381809249044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137959705777435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724210843182002,0.0,0.3102190203591306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865736258409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649200387517435,0.12116972384190275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488949287119933,0.0,0.0,0.10891742125892596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938668816020902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899951693662542,0.0,0.14302327368252504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804489157739917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984862147395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262757385168689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916096898795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470331831377784,0.0,0.0,0.1412570350268649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066398460659466,0.1514444418804732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117102237169057 lonely,M0shka,2019/01/10,Feeling lonely? Let me talk to you! I love talking. I talk about everything. You can talk to me or just hear me talk about the stupidest things over Snapchat or something. ,1.6403125000000005,4.381804906250004,1.6559999999999988,94.589,93.6875,5.0600000000000005,25.15,6.742157984588678,1.1794550000000004,135,6,26,2,5,40,22,32,0.163,0.6859999999999999,0.15,-0.126,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437503695964445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093557079438562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437589130689337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211569925323808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519764817669089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664999284980074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8691727905520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368424833964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CarlosGarriz,2019/01/11,"Something something lonely 15, ima dude, let's talk or something idk I just need an excuse to not sleep",-1.460454545454546,-0.34211159090908794,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,119.45454545454548,1.7600000000000002,18.03636363636364,3.1291,-0.8975018181818175,83,3,17,0,5,27,19,22,0.193,0.743,0.064,-0.3818,0,2,3,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34916130479615004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25318486992641603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417020184788768,0.0,0.0,0.7886072009364756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27444893527210545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anon2608,2019/01/11,"Why do people have friends? I get depressed because I always think I'm missing out. I've never had friends before but they seem more like a pain in the ass to me?? Always asking for shit and they ate likely to turn their back on you eventually. I just don't understand why it's common practice to have multiple friends",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,77.09523809523809,6.104761904761905,26.37301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.3693301587301592,255,10,48,3,6,82,50,63,0.245,0.599,0.156,-0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,2,9,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,1,8,14,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,5,7,12,1,6,0,2,0,1,8,3,2,1,5,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493135411754194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962317112667304,0.0,0.0,0.16140306001603524,0.0,0.1279554037873207,0.0,0.1786126674623517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078982909720365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486513448706553,0.0,0.10966606823816673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050967809486125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618907451062673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335243477494512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455208605217849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108852945981908,0.0,0.0,0.21546322683151603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344978748331674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283150510911099,0.0,0.2185172508793922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788110489719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pieforpeople,2019/01/11,"Is this fine? Am I doomed? I don't have many friends. I pretty much have online friends, and about 3 (now 2) real life friends. My best friend, Josh, was in a relationship with his fiancé for 7 years, starting in Grade 11 (Junior year for you americans). They were perfect together, honestly. Fast forward to October 2018 and it turns out she was pregnant with some Arabian dude's baby. She couldn't even pronounce his name. He blocked off all contact and never spoke to her again. But you could tell Josh wasn't the same after that. He was insanely depressed. Any time he asked me to come over, later in the night he got incredibly hammered. When I asked why, he didnt say anything. Just looked at me with the most dead pair of eyes I have ever seen. Last time I saw him was the 8th. I got word from his sister he blew his brains out last night. May he rest in peace.",1.662105263157894,4.121658602339181,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,82.85964912280701,5.4713450292397665,21.28070175438597,6.8360192770164,0.3933087719298247,675,21,143,8,19,209,122,171,0.117,0.76,0.123,0.2744,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,16,3,2,0,4,25,27,5,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,12,6,21,8,21,12,7,28,1,2,4,0,31,10,0,3,18,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442020084371477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263596986146444,0.0,0.287099616368307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114269522435842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714141175512362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227091362867988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122598278750762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225357472051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141923534284604,0.13889601012547473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745336472547823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561812435122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503297305296042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845787757210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894448252118676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556769939196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287792884311112,0.0,0.11842828693067828,0.0,0.0,0.28819512811002423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621695160347565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477508199775718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485671229314675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211021690167202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868445390628792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421067024129069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907408376760936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670198031608397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855623300367775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977641028898873 lonely,spacedoutdad,2019/01/11,"like being alone? idk if this is the right sub but i like being alone? i literally cant stand people for long periods of time (especially my family) if im with people more than a few hours at a time i just cant wait to get away i get in bad moods and easily annoyed, i dont have any friends because of this. im not awkward and i dont have a hard time meeting people, in fact i know alot of people i just cant seem to form deep relationships with anyone. although i like being left alone i hate the way i am, i want friends i can depend on and do shit with but for some reason i just cant?? i think part of it is i dont share common interests with many people. i dont text ppl and the few times i get invited out i say yes and the flake. im tired of being like this cause i want to like people i want to do things but somethings always holding me back. & its starting to affect my life negatively. but i dont know i just needed to get this off my chest and had no one to tell or anywhere to put this out there. is anyone else like this ? TL;DR i like being alone but i hate not having good friends and wondering if anyone else is like this or knows how to get out of it...",0.2172566105769249,2.072302558593755,2.5851562500000007,94.06537259615385,83.9609375,5.500961538461539,17.658653846153847,6.67199483983844,-0.20587151442307672,909,20,215,10,26,311,120,256,0.209,0.653,0.138,-0.9747,0,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,7,21,4,1,8,1,26,4,2,5,1,50,45,19,0,7,16,0,1,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,11,14,0,2,7,0,0,1,13,6,0,1,1,2,29,14,31,39,7,25,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,10,18,141,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268824398982302,0.0,0.0,0.06565433813976426,0.08549230684907712,0.0,0.05365733523884637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655142550836938,0.16169267218741132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413278033383054,0.0606722032213684,0.06588143306682848,0.04809906491912416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105600640388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623737219620727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318281121879035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438354347389378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288279557351764,0.0,0.20612006916019648,0.0,0.0,0.06618082000926187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068236646714232,0.15580246614360746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770441494888049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556891487562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009050524509744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572928228514251,0.0,0.05573213467469176,0.3083875503358221,0.0,0.0,0.06982743926998157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999613661175962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850621753866499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534673022774613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544519875560083,0.0,0.32821203842042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932017965532122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112631662082809,0.0,0.08471322413109363,0.0,0.06738347123174923,0.0,0.06274752194920379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183111702781073,0.0,0.0,0.08099368552092373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074405165410884,0.0,0.0,0.05584856312648683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689654575223953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052420223130185226,0.0505584119279361,0.0,0.0,0.1840379173315148,0.09068838780418227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396186351256878,0.06263021689348848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556787786807336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RazvanSpune,2019/01/11,"Anyone wanna be friends? Does anyone here wanna be online friends ? Im looking for someone who would like to talk about anything and listen to my stupid shit. My only requirements : 1.I want this to be a long term thing, I mean months or even years if possible. 2.You can talk about anything and listen to anything. 3.I would prefer if you were around my age (15) Pm me and I will answer .Apologies if this was written badly.",3.293125,5.8623440625,3.5025000000000013,87.76250000000002,77.125,5.0,23.75,5.985473137389443,0.6524999999999999,335,11,59,2,8,103,57,80,0.117,0.7709999999999999,0.112,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,1,0,9,1,1,0,0,17,15,7,0,9,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,7,3,10,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,4,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677725917792568,0.0,0.4727117418490322,0.1704565583130431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598766408988383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675642215598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646981572323734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29587179749438597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682975619731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354677666297108,0.0,0.0,0.16945254396224238,0.16079380689328976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857633966668931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283639932214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562811091159175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586336206632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965500410710104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223920449146706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078065065344859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720987991746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293904494625916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204182085470546,0.0,0.0,0.1233059466707942 lonely,jelloapcalysp,2019/01/11,Sad again It’s Friday and everyone is probably hanging out with their friends or girlfriends and going to parties while I’m stuck being weird and awkward with no one who wants to hang out wooo I’m so lonely if I had a girl I would spend so much time to make her happy and just cuddling but that’s never gonna happen I’m also very ugly anyways time for another weekend to go by while I hangout in my room hugging a pillow pretending it’s a girl,3.343824884792628,4.606461569892479,4.817235023041476,84.18870967741938,73.08602150537635,7.034715821812598,28.3394777265745,7.447530270364453,1.669812288786483,358,14,70,4,7,120,69,93,0.157,0.721,0.122,-0.3094,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,14,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,8,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,3,11,9,1,15,0,2,0,2,7,4,0,2,7,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225720392256721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959705128622356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697081471540193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807064389227698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320825706148663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495984589183628,0.3004672544288453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840838145430228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749097785959625,0.0,0.2176935855692124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126428483769367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043202074257605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32917202796922274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232891143059739,0.16648217545963884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050689366748015,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,somewhereinside,2019/01/11,"Think I'm ready to cut off the loose ends Hi. I'm 17, college student, haven't ""made"" a friend once in my life - I had friends but only because they approached me, introduced to friends of friends, playdates and classmates etc. Never have I actively connected with someone and I honestly don't know how to; there's a chance I may be on the autistic spectrum but I'm not that impaired and my parents went against me seeing a specialist when younger, I can function in every way properly except socially. At the end of yr6 (age 11) I had lost all my primary school from breaking up and going to different secondary schools, it stung for a little bit but within the first month of secondary school I became the school bookworm: spending break, lunch and spare moments in lesson reading books. I was bullied a little but I don't care anymore. When GCSEs neared I swapped generic books for revision and course-related material, by combining this frequent early revision with my excersise routine by my dedication to wake up at 5:30AM; optimised lesson time due to no school drama and, what I considered mental harmony by never having to deal with other people's problems or lust or romance I thought of myself as a streamlined modern human: The Ubermenschen I was legitimitely happy with being alone until yr10, had my first and only girlfriend (she asked me out similar to my friends only befriending me) causing me - for the first time - to crave being with anyother human being. So since we broke up after she cheated four months in I've been trying to integrate back into the solo life but it just hasn't fit together right. I started seeing my future, I'd see apparations of what I would look like as I slowly decayed and became forgotten. But after so long I know the reason why I haven't been able to get back to my old self. A couple of months after my breakup I was still destraught but tried to make ""friends"" for the first time, whereby I was Facebook messaging classmates, these faulty desperate friends fell apart quickly, ending even quicker than my only romantic partnership. But when that managed to stay around was who I will refer to as W. W approached me to make friends, as they all have, as word got out that I was ""finally opening up"". Secrets my ex released about me had become common knowlegde by this point but I could confide myself into W whenever my inner feelings were hurting me, something what was only a minor issue before my ex despite the contents of my anguish not changing. Besides me talking through my issues with W nothing else really happened, I would send a meme and get a nice thumbs up in return, we'd exchange words sometimes in school two: but as my affections for them grew I wanted to talk more, even to be physical in some way. However I could see the truth, either I'd humiliate myself by trying to asking her out and maintain a embarrasing plutonic stance, or have another relationship that would eventually end - I saw no other way and I hid my feelings. I've been in college 4 months now. Since the summer holiday 3 months prior (total = 7) me and W had gradually talked less and less, only getting a thumbs up if I sent a meme: humans words getting little response. A week before the start of college I got hospitalised and got brain surgery. In my near death moment all I could think about was W being with them for eternity in eachother's arms, so much that in my first moments of conciousness all I could do was tell my nan that I needed her to tell W what happened. For the rest of my hospital stay all I could think about was talking with W, at one point crying so hard because I loved W, crying myself to sleep imagining I was lying with them. Upon discharge I got onto social media and found I got message by W, they told me they loved me (interpreted platonically) but just hoping I'd get well soon. I was thrilled to talk with W, we had a bit of a stable conversation, its rare for me to manage that with W therefore anyone. We found out we would share one lesson together. By the time I was deemed fit for college I had already missed the first week, so everyone else was settled into friendship groups, seating plans, the way college and courses work (what I'm still struggling with). But I got there and was anticipating the lesson I shared with W, to have real life interaction after so long and so much. And I was very much dissapointed in that when lining up for the lesson and in the lesson they didn't speak to me at all, W definately saw me but we wouldn't even message on the internet unless I intiated communication like always, with W leaving me on ""seen"" until it suited them or ignoring me indefinately: I remember one time I caught them out on this, we had a test but I got pulled out of lesson to see my neuro-doctor after completing before I knew what I was missing for the rest of the lesson, after asking W they left me on seen for 3 hours; I replied ""oh I'll take that as nothing then"" finally getting back a ""no we just marked the test"". A couple of days ago I was in a canteen on my normal solo lunch break, collecting my lunch what is the same everyday when I see W with a group of new friends they made and left me for to excitingly be. I'm gonna be honest and say I was angry, despite trying to be the best friend possible and have so much love for this person they had phased me out of their life to start over. So I have had the resolve to shut off communications forever, before she replies to the meme she's currently ignoring; the thumbs up I will recieve from it will send endorphins to my brain and reinforce my love for W so I need to break the viscious cycle now. I'm just going to type ""no more friends, don't talk to me anymore"" but that in itself is attention-seeking, maybe I should just unfriend them and be done with it. I'm sorry for writing this, I just felt like I need to and I know I'm about to feel the struggle of getting back into the loniliness again, just this time without the false cover of a fake friendship. I'm sorry this is so long. I'm sorry for wasting anyone's time I'm sorry",7.135520655877342,6.796822758091994,7.464914288756392,74.21507160349235,64.17887563884156,10.029152470187396,35.29434625212947,9.47609994337876,3.2638296848381607,4834,199,872,79,64,1582,468,1174,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.977,4,1,1,0,0,0,118.0,8,0,15,19,46,48,2,3,56,0,79,17,5,9,10,171,162,75,1,19,33,3,5,3,12,11,4,2,0,5,35,63,3,2,29,5,2,12,17,15,1,11,58,18,142,33,175,77,24,170,0,5,11,5,87,67,0,8,84,616,177,21,0.04052746288933158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035925150564207475,0.0,0.0,0.041974229110042637,0.044723063077583315,0.0,0.03372209571128566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249657849404937,0.0,0.0,0.08038470626416062,0.056675488725336634,0.0,0.0,0.036078034292600585,0.11366312098853792,0.0,0.0,0.12465246940362534,0.0,0.04941033043005166,0.04475939868021806,0.1379435437205388,0.0,0.042531071956591324,0.0,0.08849098590857671,0.0,0.0,0.09048410364238722,0.0,0.0,0.0413204494294858,0.041632868190789284,0.04287268198710493,0.0,0.042492273772215663,0.0,0.0,0.1617894068373108,0.08968573368476307,0.08903502992176379,0.026136860810266282,0.041782034683977134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04234257288857984,0.0,0.041481575562873824,0.0,0.04147366537036045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771098974716659,0.0,0.1435812117266408,0.0,0.045198834072602063,0.0803040210443935,0.0,0.034146135419403485,0.03872572755702332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147570885256785,0.0,0.0389127199286376,0.08879170925705371,0.0,0.2068358353812086,0.0,0.08887254244254132,0.3444255902513708,0.0,0.14821748655231656,0.0,0.04606538223151185,0.0,0.22689460028753886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167660317806866,0.04314223785080372,0.0363046463438722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040252915119569216,0.03991138731027063,0.0,0.04338548723195407,0.0,0.0,0.08460028378208369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681850115777342,0.0,0.0,0.042912731496116484,0.08806641402202954,0.0,0.114502982312813,0.059399013739514214,0.12185749428489275,0.0,0.1075965879965275,0.03403286172468736,0.0,0.04424051319204947,0.0,0.14631047022166158,0.07669613059788652,0.054104792359071334,0.0,0.04071528373358349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040842150431445116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174317111857453,0.0,0.11916939349321895,0.09015180063246518,0.06251455563817758,0.03914167620112242,0.0,0.0,0.039708308836417607,0.07777438734806437,0.0,0.04252675484929622,0.04316042530383563,0.08238737313838371,0.1849377705885437,0.0,0.0,0.04500095143672609,0.0,0.0,0.028096639883994263,0.03538701737784821,0.0,0.0,0.0766231041281664,0.04568862504452647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0387793086316731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053843019635735,0.046129125358839895,0.02596293049190268,0.04166898168964548,0.0,0.0435113281635557,0.045909715096881236,0.03461023186919405,0.0,0.032229065142848234,0.0,0.24609573661190434,0.19377084488693172,0.0,0.04227898250480376,0.0,0.0,0.06704947220260167,0.0,0.04055673133834525,0.08262528934385126,0.03433878778954263,0.031200020924900512,0.040082697082091716,0.1814687066893992,0.08605664048032688,0.08639376617901315,0.06473056842975641,0.0,0.0,0.08473620733503193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0304716083877894,0.19544663710461102,0.07084557777102192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790508537676606,0.0,0.032174278572595236,0.16542322666794734,0.0,0.0,0.03872572755702332,0.0,0.11006194803729494,0.0,0.0395894423721981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03343940126296919,0.023904147642484174,0.128675254573719,0.06501737230188984,0.0,0.03643905629013719,0.03756936412568648,0.03656973161401406,0.0,0.0,0.039067027999429835,0.0,0.029504475663186813,0.0,0.0,0.11515818738746125,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,restlessRomancier,2019/01/11,"Do you want to experience some hope? I once heard an interesting thing. That loneliness is a product of laziness and I experienced that to be true. Of course it's something else when you have depression. I'm not accusing anyone here. But I feel everyone on here strives for something greater. Like the moments you see on sitcoms and such. I can recommend the subreddit r/socialskills. Get busy guys. Find something you have deep passion about. Even if it's just videogames. Fill your calendars with stuff to do. Maybe voluntary work or whatever. Just do me one favor. Don't end like the guys on this subreddit asking for female companionship. That is lazy and also really sad.",3.345860655737706,6.489053483606558,3.923094262295084,80.51693647540986,83.8360655737705,8.295901639344264,28.936475409836067,8.841846274778883,3.208998360655737,543,26,93,16,16,171,89,122,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.7854,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,16,18,8,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,4,10,7,12,16,2,8,0,2,1,1,10,4,0,4,5,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587651209747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881744930826034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855996291743351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709944076944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584712541944835,0.0,0.1758394857173168,0.0,0.0,0.13112781346687136,0.0,0.0,0.18970482100736946,0.0,0.1942013544010112,0.0,0.0,0.10038320844116694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814536824504448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372422207715792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931536871401493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971860192048946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939843781781569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945101358187164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114289717297034,0.13452970295152794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718400382641534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820345527657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585164508221872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272704281658072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189513489498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709869215946525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453288879748996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tromblon,2019/01/11,"I dreamt that I was loved It felt so good. Like the best high imaginable. I don't know who loved me, but it doesn't matter. When I woke up and realized it wasn't real, I could feel the difference in my chest for hours. Between what that felt like and how I usually feel. And it just made me realize that in my 24 years of life I never experienced love, which is apparently the most important human emotion. How come I don't get to feel and experience this basic human thing? I feel like I barely qualify as a human at this point. Just wanted to share ",2.337142857142858,4.236899857142856,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,77.21428571428572,8.051428571428572,21.91428571428571,8.841846274778883,1.4580864285714283,432,12,91,10,10,146,72,112,0.049,0.745,0.205,0.9436,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,7,5,1,3,1,27,22,10,0,2,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,5,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,7,14,9,10,15,2,12,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,8,62,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812549791951539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148779699039478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789981875003432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804516513437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428245985379766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894956942983788,0.0,0.0,0.3493219683545629,0.12338847624345906,0.3316692439960469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023707745721812,0.0,0.0,0.14486614053861407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824841310002743,0.0,0.0,0.17009065005359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492029771837306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199454846843788,0.2531412095739518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676492976087078,0.1634282292491609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332093685900634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632726205301598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965888295912417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474495797997315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022247533776934,0.0,0.10187248014906622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122355966848796 lonely,RadiantSkiesJoy,2019/01/11,"I need friends! myself: when I was young I was really energetic but it all changed (when the fire nation attacked - love this line ) in high school. One day this one sir by the name Dan (pretend name Dan I guess) came to our class since it was a free period. (Fast forward) he starts reading a letter which he made up by his imagination, which goes ""there's this one boy in our class who everyone hates, his not only annoying, sturborn but a pain to deal with"" (just saying but I never did my harm to anyone, maybe it's just that I didn't know how to speak????). After this day I actually knew what people thought of me. Time went by and I kept becoming introverted, widrawn from friendships, talking much with people. This happened for years till where I literally never told anyone or talked to any new person. but I acted like I was interested in everything and did all the things my so called ""friends"" enjoy. Some of it even included ""bullying"" ( I just hate this, whener I see bullying I just want to leave so bad). Time goes and goes and alevels. I totally fk up and drop out of high school 1 after 1 year.did nothing for 1 year but gaming. My gaming addiction is became worse. O relied on games thinking I can make some friends there but I could not find any? All that matters to people are if your a girl or that you are a god at games. My gaming addiction got worse at the time of high school that in some test papers I kept repeating words like ""it goes from root to root"". I just don't know. My life's so fucked up. I decided to join collage and it's been 1 year and I don't know anyone in class. I just hate myself.i wish I could kill myself because I feel like no one really wants to be friends with me. I just can't take it anymore... Existing 2 IRL friends: barely knows much about me accept I came out to a friend of mine saying I want to be a mtf, all he did was kept laughing about it(I just don't get what friends mean anymore, his been a friend of mine for like 7 years.) I told couple of other people they laughed at me as well. My parents: all they tell me is I need to see a doctor and keeps scolding me. I don't need a doctor I just need a bullet in my head. I'm addicted to gaming cause I wanna find a friend who will play with me atlest for few minutes. Sure there's many cool online communities but whenever I type instead of talk no one replies. They just leave after playing with their friends. I actually tried speaking to people but I just can't. All I say is hi, it's just impossible for me to even start a conversation or maintain one because I just sick at life. 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When I go out and see how much fun everyone is having with their girlfriends or boyfriends and see their affection or see a group of friends hanging out I just feel so alone and I want to isolate myself and run away. I have no friends the only people I do talk to r family and my long distance girlfriend who I haven’t see in a very long time. I just feel like one of these days I’m gonna explode and just cry all day in the corner. Some days (like today) I don’t eat because of my sadness. I was really popular in high school and everyone knew me and liked me. Now I have no one and stay in my room all alone after I come home from school. I wish I can feel that excitement of seeing my friends and doing something even if it’s just going out to eat. ,3.360689655172415,4.056070068965521,4.374195402298852,89.52784482758621,72.44827586206897,7.409195402298851,24.84482758620689,7.492282038375204,0.9633655172413792,648,18,144,7,12,211,97,174,0.125,0.7020000000000001,0.172,0.8923,0,7,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,2,3,37,28,18,0,3,8,0,4,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,16,2,0,5,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,2,9,23,9,20,25,5,30,0,3,5,0,10,11,0,4,16,95,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548269790182468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729366190595747,0.0,0.0,0.06961461294431052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837227363987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544217155688048,0.22094660364133528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233708047733072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542732183358895,0.0,0.0,0.21824395922107406,0.0,0.0,0.10765659575852936,0.0,0.23096965836902544,0.08158374447180425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646894497726905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980377691333986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065744846634205,0.11455084651288908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673754987979238,0.0,0.0,0.20212493385664054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394935968484273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476831241856484,0.08685343871919607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158342329916525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315876422451817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311508450746029,0.4550088429312048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791592210119398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172087377289326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917887809754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331806387884318,0.0,0.1082472407525122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422608413058754,0.06735749271100144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313231433684308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Klassicsnipz,2019/01/11,"Miny update on the YESMAN challenge My classmates asked me to play ps4 at night and they kept saying wanna play some more and now it’s 1:00 am and I’m super tired 😂 Also one of my classmates asked me to print something for them I as usual I answered yes 🤦🏽‍♂️🤷🏽‍♂️ The funny thing that happened is when I wanted to leave and sleep my friend kept asking do you need anything and I kept answering yes and asking for random advice on shit, this lasted for 15 mins 😂🤦🏽‍♂️ This challenge gave me shit to do instead of feeling lonely please give this challenge a try ",0.19771349862259052,2.495753454545458,1.9890578512396715,95.16964738292013,88.83471074380165,3.557245179063361,17.984022038567495,4.604124745555138,-0.6474103581267214,452,12,95,1,15,148,79,121,0.109,0.6709999999999999,0.22,0.8779,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,4,4,10,2,0,3,2,4,4,3,0,0,17,18,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,13,7,14,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,11,3,2,2,7,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167794870988454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731793590351635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413042541628161,0.0,0.6421097486956587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682269063813251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266417978921707,0.0,0.0,0.1647216908551426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184425669607465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996810792948886,0.0,0.18181809761933013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732219022564678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113997610558012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635642018601125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884880904322879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655218644966552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525195737754259,0.0,0.0,0.17183589765810015,0.0,0.0,0.13219220153259353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407774937153438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973575570088853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658110142807801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911638688474955,0.0,0.10128012126101532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DeputyShotVideo,2019/01/11,"The worst part for me about not having any friends is that I'm on cloud nine when someone consistently gives me positive attention, and I'm really looking forward to the next time I see them because I know I'm going to get more of it. Then one day they just stop and leave me even more miserable than if they had never given me the attention at all. And then I get to watch them be even closer with other people, i.e. giving them hugs or just being stoked that they get to hang out with them, while completely ignoring me, and I feel even worse. God, why does the world have to torture me like this, showing me a glimpse at a life I can never have",10.04259541984733,6.005817839694657,9.400519083969467,74.33054961832063,61.44274809160305,12.922748091603054,37.65038167938931,10.355215969177356,3.5015178625954197,511,15,107,8,5,164,87,131,0.162,0.743,0.095,-0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,0,7,7,1,1,6,0,8,2,0,0,3,21,22,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,2,2,4,19,3,15,18,5,19,0,1,3,1,10,7,0,2,12,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296811020166584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162476615157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199943105642662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298436064326737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688100542174572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778624662281165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642258116112408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733271393551553,0.0,0.2988953245344073,0.36586957830357336,0.10837800343844156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048025711488962,0.0,0.0,0.2019215270271901,0.0,0.0,0.13469555672459882,0.09316535474075788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601381960310772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941559321859857,0.0,0.20280936553714898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922182308038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650722752695827,0.0,0.13220590328123485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221659490843695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196152567006413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157770025323528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943197186179067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111974710734565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207518125814214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433743795112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gnoble93,2019/01/11,"Anyone else get cabin fever, only to feel an urge to get home ASAP? Title says it all. Maybe it’s my anxiety. I get really bad cabin fever, but once I’m out and about, I can’t wait to get home. I hate my brain sometimes. 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I woke up late for class from a dream about my ex who never seemed to actualy like me. Now I feel too sick to even leave the house and I'm lying here trying not to cry. We went out for a month, we never even kissed but it's the only relationship I've ever had in my pathetic life and it feels like the world is just toying with me now. I must be an awful person right? I have lots of friends... I think. But In 22 years I'm still a fucking virgin, I'm still constantly lonely, and despite how much I've improved myself I'm still a fucking loser. I looked down at my dick this morning and wondered why I even have the fucking thing. I'm be a useless virgin forever right so what's the fucking point? I honestly wish I was born a woman at some points. Yhey don't have to put the effort into finding boyfriends, they just have to let them walk up and say yes or no. Why can't I have it that easy? Why can't a girl come up to me and ask me out? That's what gender equality is all about right? So why does the guy have to do EVERYTHING. I just needed to vent... I'm literally lying here crying after I woke up. I'm a pathetic awful person and I'm probably not loved for a damn good reason.",0.6267923967923963,2.546341980694983,2.87415057915058,92.19894193644194,82.86100386100388,5.683457083457085,18.841847341847338,6.8449194561589275,0.10018313038313087,939,23,211,11,26,320,140,259,0.209,0.669,0.121,-0.9807,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,2,2,20,15,5,0,17,3,18,11,1,2,5,39,45,13,0,3,8,1,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,5,10,14,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,8,0,0,6,4,25,7,30,35,5,38,0,3,1,9,16,19,6,5,17,138,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580407678566026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827662625320289,0.0,0.11074344518685066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377052685227848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968010602336972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030593352907364,0.09269816649432323,0.0,0.0,0.09210156099385196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363297224538164,0.07321105279562243,0.0,0.0,0.09366399385525877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791750587375483,0.3789609164186565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595456387956454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147036984637674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824706298315107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156008304931785,0.10851051566015724,0.0,0.10479177036075296,0.07238398269120683,0.10013217345785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605659081549857,0.0,0.0,0.08712402243366762,0.09249134241005696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179779888480831,0.0,0.07533389211094392,0.07598691602907152,0.15807631982546094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793993434255764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896150487147414,0.0,0.0,0.19375165016428048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048974712001933,0.0,0.0,0.10301974874544753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536552982152328,0.0,0.11002414648233316,0.0,0.2625496427033824,0.0,0.0814954526539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329307700090997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551970176695526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680825262816925,0.06566443641981083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713815551150028,0.0,0.0,0.06957654709750365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949991047452056,0.3698856070580672,0.0,0.11784584839392892,0.0,0.11113415674240326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599314739036169 lonely,PandaBork,2019/01/11,Insert relevant title Why is this a sub? Pretty much everyone feels a bit lonely.,1.4800000000000004,3.7610943333333333,4.453333333333337,72.04000000000002,105.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.3083333333333336,65,2,9,2,3,23,14,15,0.15,0.659,0.192,0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009112936216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438421023064868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319925698757052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372846083807239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667836651861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140125998618185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymousilluminated,2019/01/11,"My mom just asked me If I ever feel comfortable with any friend or family . I said no, I rlly don’t appreciate to much the kind of friendship that people have . I think I was lonely all this time; that I could never talk things I would like to talk to someone cuz I never had any real friend or someone I could match with. This is really driving me crazy and depressed. I remember when I was 12y/o I dreamed about me dying alone, with no family , with no friend . Just me dying alone in a cold house without no one notice it. This dream have been chasing me for so many years that I think It will become reality. I don’t know why, in the place I’m living right now I feel so misunderstood. The society is not healthy enough for take it. Should I go to a psychologist ? 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Me and my four best friends are incredibly close, or so I thought. We are always happy and kind to each other, I absolutely love them and I thought they loved me. We never had any arguments or issues with each other, always celebrate each others birthdays and texting/facebooking when we are apart. As we all work full time now, a couple months ago we all decided to arrange 1 day a week we could meet up at a local pub. We were all pretty flexible due to having day jobs and living close to each other. I said I couldn't do Thursdays due to having my niece that night, but any other day would be fine, we thought maybe a Tuesday or Friday, but nothing was fully decided. Over the past couple of months we saw each other around as we live in a smallish town, and continued to text and facebook and they would keep saying to me ""We will have to sort out our weekly meet up sesh soon I can't wait!"" I rarely go out so I was really hyped for it. Then today one of them put something on Facebook ""Weekly sesh with the girls!"" and a photo of the four of them together. I was shocked and confused. I'm friends with one of the bar staff and asked him if they went regularly, and he said ""yes they've been coming here together every Thursday for the past 2 months."" I couldn't believe it and I don't know what to do. There was no signs at all that they disliked me or wanted to cut me off, as far as I knew we were all good friends. There wasn't a single moment when I thought ""Maybe they dont like me as much as they like each other."" How should I react to this? I'm actually heart broken. I don't want to see or talk to them again, but at the same time feel like I can't trust anybody now. I don't want to make new friends because no matter how sure I am that they are real friends, this is always going to be in the back of my mind. It's really ruined me.",4.0089136817381075,4.564255572519087,4.897366412213742,86.87303728714033,70.88295165394402,7.572871403405753,25.802407516147966,7.468242284971852,1.1226739870816205,1492,42,319,15,26,486,194,393,0.098,0.769,0.133,0.9053,1,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,13,0,11,2,16,22,1,1,14,1,36,4,1,4,7,89,62,35,0,10,10,0,1,3,6,4,0,3,0,1,16,41,1,2,9,2,0,6,13,4,0,4,19,6,54,18,47,34,16,61,0,1,2,2,44,21,0,8,37,228,70,3,0.0,0.0,0.08546476863221418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776337700300784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861899384693628,0.0,0.0,0.11911386182841985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796414972299573,0.08187482823910233,0.0,0.0,0.06734307992715799,0.0,0.05338753170791948,0.0,0.0,0.09867188647158744,0.09190907783418968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544181682558873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992494899227804,0.19380967134480687,0.0,0.16944422024001146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026422937063966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057845305255888615,0.0,0.07378934208857547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428272828869997,0.06256667329779675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40598132474846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954667508260573,0.07345736622201507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322979915995593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378189861152293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914100410502002,0.0869089469299681,0.0778445106914909,0.0,0.09120036953789523,0.04813129586718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283604744933556,0.0,0.1546682624424887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808748494846686,0.0,0.05845986643844631,0.0,0.1759703675247293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843013242993418,0.0,0.20971489811483898,0.0,0.06438086649450188,0.0,0.0675465594399226,0.08458463892472112,0.0,0.08218724536045423,0.0,0.08403470558625155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869200785813767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720871367429144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890996389501456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804139152282384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968442312848068,0.112211091308463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666159498446347,0.06964657885323168,0.0,0.0,0.06978936749617819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742282805713815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825424589085196,0.0,0.0,0.07039292825886721,0.07654817315926933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278112743229767,0.10213639457977446,0.0,0.08301494116749017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496963033111755,0.0,0.28100334445216296,0.0,0.0,0.08118689355238792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442332515895129,0.0,0.06375877741695472,0.0,0.0,0.12442765160775696,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MeeseeksOG,2019/01/11,"Chicken shit I want to ask this guy out, but I am afraid...I would've really like to hang out with with him...",-1.337500000000002,0.5902769166666673,0.8049999999999997,103.54,92.33333333333334,4.866666666666667,12.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-1.1882333333333333,82,1,22,1,3,27,19,24,0.095,0.7040000000000001,0.2,0.3694,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451909547577923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715215922658549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326515707854989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30507155830691823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888215011177977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28088029483288385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33828507618823805,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FRlEND_A,2019/01/11,"so lonely to the point i miss a stranger that called me on the phone you ever get that lonely a stranger's voice actually comforts you? today i got a call from an unknown number. since no one ever calls me so i thought nothing of it but i picked it up just in case it was some kind of emergency or whatever. turned out it was just a guy from the company that i had ordered something from and he just called to ask for verification and i gave my details to him. it was weird but for some reason his voice kinda comforted me...? like someone was actually talking to me even though i dont even know them. after the call ended i just kind of laid there on my bed and thought about how nice that was. how nice it would be to listen to someone's voice and have someone talk to me... this is pathetic lmao. anyway whatever just wanted to get it out. so like do any of you get this lonely? 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I have a group of friends that care about me, and yet I still feel like they push me away or don’t care about me. I have a decent family, but the second I see they’re less lonely than I am I feel cut off. I don’t understand how people can just be so out there, and the thought of crowds terrifies me. I’m always so scared of what people will think about me, that I end up never opening up to anyone. I’ve never tried to actively pursue a relationship, even when I am interested in one. The worst part about my loneliness isn’t about myself being lonely, but my awareness to how my own attitude affects my connections to other people. How I push other people away, even when they’re trying to help, has always backfired, yet for some reason I continue to do so. And I don’t know why I can’t stop. I tell myself that it’ll get better, and somehow as time goes by I’ll get more extroverted and somehow I’ll grow to fully appreciate my connections, yet I’ve been telling myself this for years and nothing has changed. In fact, things have only gotten worse. So here I am, writing this post on my second account at 3 AM because I’m too insecure to fully admit I have insecurities, fully knowing that even if I receive help, I’ll only push it away more. And as immature as this entire post sounds, I would really appreciate some advice. TL;DR: I’m lonely, help please?",4.863562672993275,5.383909925266906,6.161678529062872,78.69150158165284,68.9644128113879,8.949070778964018,27.354883353104,8.998388855275968,2.064750731514433,1103,33,215,19,18,373,143,281,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.9172,0,6,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,30,14,1,3,7,0,24,0,0,6,3,38,41,23,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,9,0,1,5,7,8,0,3,3,4,35,6,35,33,9,32,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,6,14,160,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684897353364355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989947975761679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361081338914485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370387555705416,0.0,0.0,0.07289285033083755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575587948418627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383284302300925,0.1228382163592634,0.12649630003149798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059094695948928,0.0,0.0,0.2369378604031037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272627670905284,0.0,0.12092315123497377,0.08542562292158158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238466671677603,0.0,0.1249477874610596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404492371282672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143246123721933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841913867847609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444985524164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473707476133375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102827090418213,0.18188694705065805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948992033115994,0.0,0.33159772833541745,0.0,0.0,0.13125931538065275,0.0,0.0,0.2290428612911156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660390003565583,0.12294476961823315,0.0,0.12838063230570895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197171433990716,0.0,0.09528715332662796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549411216870783,0.09997148081380322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090306238439545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944145037668808,0.07661992514458604,0.0,0.09493054800817312,0.06972613909335762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623694688049179,0.0,0.0,0.1244835684277367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789937852987712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185887951242562,0.08494386138024436,0.0,0.0,0.07700347842442827 lonely,throwway201920,2019/01/11,Old and alone? Late 20's just starting college. I have my reasons why I'm just starting college. But I really thought I'd be in stable relationship by now. And all my friends are no where near me or always busy. Or with their gf. And the girls at my campus are young and just immature 18 y/o just kids. Who just backs off and leaves if things dont go their way for an instant. This is just sad.....,0.141325301204823,2.3828280120481966,1.7216987951807248,97.50206626506028,88.1566265060241,4.765783132530121,20.34819277108434,6.2581,-0.022420722891566047,307,10,71,3,10,99,64,83,0.066,0.8690000000000001,0.065,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,11,9,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,7,9,1,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26491515012740896,0.0,0.0,0.21283283189181174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966821568017364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977701832300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761813354127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453679782604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885355656458609,0.2708383917395389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684023479215573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386182128510554,0.26298861882677405,0.0,0.2746163604928111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620905543818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699315666460244,0.0,0.0,0.20306397565883694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030294844350312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080533332124245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LostNotDelirious,2019/01/11,"Had a bad day... And all I wanna do is drink and smoke but dont have anyone to do that with and dont want to do it alone. Thats it, current mood.. 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I never had any close elementary school friends, I had a close friend I made in my sophomore year of high school but he fucked me over and got his friends to bully me. I have one close friend who never talks to me unless I talk to her. I have to be the one always with any ""friends"" I have to say something first. Nobody has ever asked if I actually want to hang out, I have to pester them and so far she's one of two people I've ever hung out with in my *life.* I have people I follow on social media and snapchat, I snap people because I feel lonely and it makes me feel like people care, same with instagram. But I hardly ever get any likes and nobody ever says shit even though I go out of my way to be as nice and supportive as possible to all of these ""friends."" It just seems to me like friendship will always be a one way street.",3.197488954344628,4.158935479381444,4.2905743740795295,88.98237113402064,73.0721649484536,7.192341678939616,23.650957290132556,7.447530270364453,0.8132029455080998,729,19,160,8,14,238,106,194,0.121,0.716,0.163,0.7909,0,2,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,2,0,4,0,15,3,1,2,7,34,30,15,0,2,5,0,3,3,7,1,1,2,0,0,4,15,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,6,6,5,30,14,29,20,2,27,0,1,0,1,19,13,2,2,12,110,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.09517374907953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623030526488866,0.0,0.0,0.198968176811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117598378217813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945246945687094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887361499258985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644166556109757,0.35288045388018874,0.0,0.09319266294073343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862668180481972,0.06967438115711763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295769378966845,0.0,0.0,0.5274519498048903,0.09016352834015948,0.05095461683839257,0.0,0.05542769510548242,0.0,0.0780024522698336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736638104281168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030442168144734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688872650660599,0.14294249884104787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092283826522596,0.06510103225785427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504399860247899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643513474481853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704559325963001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994873182770976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511715824214012,0.0,0.19740810119451915,0.0,0.08878628510407642,0.0,0.0,0.10011160555259728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941802550854352,0.0,0.07508220547997829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067418805231886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677943082988438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958212578173574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527117479125907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057524837224847435,0.15482717026612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280515754731553 lonely,uroncamera,2019/01/11,"Just a lonely guy... I’m done with the politics. I’m done with the shit about I play games and you like sports. I’m don’t with it all. Just be ducking cool. I don’t care about your age, I don’t care about liking this or that or anything else. I want to have a conversation whether it’s about sex or tv shows or games. I don’t care if you’re married or a teenager (of age). Just be interesting and want to talk to someone new. Don’t be shy. Awkward is ok though. Hope to hear from someone that kind of gets it!",-0.8322007722007712,1.232346198198201,1.109350064350064,101.23074324324327,91.52252252252251,4.252509652509653,17.838481338481337,5.773587663045528,-0.6575410553410554,392,11,99,3,14,128,62,111,0.051,0.648,0.301,0.9812,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,8,14,1,1,5,2,12,2,1,0,1,19,23,10,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,7,11,14,18,1,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,7,5,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546080390171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746641119642522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845299750128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694842114305746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815878839099113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602930351418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175278134705194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866057931810474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564659912628615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835759396159497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145427510653148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285463250732526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183777728052329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510096624188071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458972224800868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163127405269828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Malammore762,2019/01/11,"What an awful month and start to the year I feel completely derailed since holidays ended. I was at least semi-happy and was able to not focus so much on not feeling lonely. The transition into 2019 is making my head spin. New Year's Eve I had a nasty fight with a family member. Even though it was resolved I feel it kicked off the year with negativity. I had a pretty decent friendship going with someone. They disappeared for a while and now they're back. Something feels missing and empty now. Things were going so well with them and now there's a major jam up. What the fuck is going on? I had a really bad disagreement with another friend. I feel that he's been extremely selfish and immature about things I was able to ignore before. Even though I haven't brought it up to him I no longer feel the same as I did. I'm having painful realizations now about someone else. I'm not as important to this person as they were to me. Even though I called them on it and we had an argument that was resolved I still feel like shit. We made a ""truce"" and I'm right back to acting like everything is fine because I hate looking weak and losing face. 2019 has me all fucked up. I used to think New Years meant nothing...just another calendar in the trash...But I feel like I've woken up on a different planet. How did I get here? Where is everyone? How do I find myself or anything else? I was already fucking sad and now something is just making it worse. All I can think of now is how badly I lack any human affection. My creative writing is changing. I feel like I was stabbed in the chest until the tip of the blade broke off. I'm dying on the inside internally bleeding. The little solace I had left has been snatched away from me. My hours at work are even being cut. It's just all hitting me at once. I think I should try to calm down now before I have an anxiety attack. I seriously feel the blood being sucked out of my body. Out of my soul. I just wish it would stop. I didn't mean for the post to be this lengthy. Thank you for reading. 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Its hard to fall asleep knowing I have no one to talk to. I've been struggling with depression a lot and my loneliness is just making it worse. I just feel so disconnected .,2.0718442622950803,4.898601983606562,3.439487704918033,83.98414959016395,86.54098360655738,6.328688524590166,24.018442622950825,7.6454224807358475,1.6999000000000004,255,10,45,5,8,83,41,61,0.38,0.5579999999999999,0.062,-0.9715,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,13,13,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,4,8,1,5,11,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41429921099321415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885358588934145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672999471745836,0.0,0.36482494908645663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544836165726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217717337959467,0.0,0.2713040466127994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044717130715868,0.0,0.0,0.32108256230228105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297477367665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920703866006489,0.0,0.0,0.25143168825365386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866232194888063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450986931772653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mister_crowseph,2019/01/12,"I've been having a rough one lately. I've been feeling rather lonesome as of late. I'd enjoy having a partner, but it'd also be nice just to have friends to go out and do stuff with. I haven't had much social interaction in these past couple months, besides hanging out with my roommates and going to work, and the occasional local punk show. I'd go to the bar, but I don't really have the money for it with my minimum-wage job. I've been trying my hand at dating apps again, but they've proven to be as hopeless as ever. I've got hobbies such as drawing and playing my guitar, but I've found myself unable to focus too much on any of it. I could pack my bag and hit the road again, but it doesn't have the same charm as when I first did it all those years ago. Things will get better with time and effort, and I'll eventually dig myself out of this hole once again. I'm really feeling the weight of my mind right now, though. Advice would be nice, but I probably won't follow it unless it's realistic. Thanks for listening, though. ❤️",5.382519379844965,4.836550441860472,6.2709883720930275,82.01423449612405,67.83720930232559,8.84108527131783,26.75387596899225,8.07648339933343,1.460852713178295,815,19,172,9,12,271,128,215,0.026,0.815,0.158,0.9811,2,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,4,13,9,0,0,8,0,22,3,1,0,2,32,35,23,0,3,9,0,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,12,14,2,0,3,4,1,5,4,1,0,2,7,6,13,8,28,19,4,29,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,15,114,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292209723571118,0.13872064869069428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514653530672953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641987484628307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840438984320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494606767279677,0.17315533769044966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155590484186276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582540379430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311195084755556,0.0,0.17158531759507134,0.1209052725027483,0.0,0.08176057146965736,0.0,0.2668139007762463,0.0,0.1251608876550519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529408774659922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530594137896956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801223268858014,0.0,0.1249103609392408,0.0,0.230079141072914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666587920129547,0.10604297793410418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493892491543789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687247625364925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005054677953915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364324827669252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595238093094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914581293429796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407673852275146,0.0,0.0,0.10396628084672067,0.0,0.3075050421019185,0.0,0.09125169952164898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624774418556328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056500460163872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392798468474195,0.0,0.0,0.1111673730349581,0.0,0.0,0.10077566844622694 lonely,doorbell87,2019/01/12,"Anybody up for chatting? Pm me. 31 male. Looking to chat with anybody. Weekends are hard on all of us, so figured I'd give this a shot. 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I’m in my final year of University and have not made any close friends and majority of time I just spend in my room alone since my University is not far from home where I live. Due to my religious background it’s tough to go out at night and also I’m somewhat intimidated from my parents. This has held me back mentally from doing things such as going out, drinking, smoking, socializing in fear of criticism of my parents. It’s because of this I just stay cooped up in my room alone passing time, playing Call of duty or watching whatever is on Netflix. I yearn for company but afraid of doing so. Afraid I’m not good enough. Afraid of rejection. Afraid of taking to girls. I’m 21 for fucks sake and can’t even find a damn friend to relate to. I guess this post just ended up rambling about my current life. This stuff builds up when there’s no one to really talk to about it without feeling a sense of skepticism about it. I hope your guys weekends aren’t as bad as mine <3",3.5903167420814484,5.043570475113121,4.590407239819005,85.3060633484163,72.75565610859728,7.7339366515837105,27.47963800904977,8.313332769828598,1.753848868778281,869,32,179,14,17,283,131,221,0.173,0.77,0.057,-0.9728,4,4,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,14,20,3,5,4,0,8,4,0,1,0,28,25,13,0,2,9,2,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,2,11,9,1,2,3,5,1,3,7,14,0,1,2,3,18,6,44,23,3,40,0,4,1,1,10,19,2,4,16,110,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795024877388373,0.0,0.10790691337258483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175995314623532,0.14149038185234591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375615002291584,0.11266450680991726,0.0822546987044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778300994025353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218424693137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195117418504034,0.13942320522977536,0.0,0.08912283454726495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183860486382314,0.1364536758555193,0.0963970930367711,0.0,0.1478139334189243,0.12332750841688225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849981558444744,0.12474458883718435,0.0,0.0,0.15337254793403066,0.11317649145634068,0.0,0.0,0.14864534740148813,0.13360617432811486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535010779702758,0.13402020898542272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906161774052104,0.06592208465938375,0.0,0.11914946167538484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767810009000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598204055475438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662670268145182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159085262383134,0.0,0.09143497585179244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996571502052959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845952600844263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864423697032365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161904982859706,0.0,0.0,0.13754852924876154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382201343624074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446749420575515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145380308786936,0.10845508154482188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964435518330846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736255440472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007185296693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067980144488884 lonely,linsdsey_chops,2019/01/12,"The weekends especially suck I moved to a new state for school. I left behind everyone I knew. I know it was the right decision but it’s just hard not knowing anyone or really having anything to do. I could get through the week, but weekends hurt the most. That’s when I’d go see my boyfriend or friends. I hope I get stronger than this. I always thought I didn’t mind being alone, but it’s easier when I had school and a job to keep busy. I just keep telling myself it’ll get easier. It feels stupid to be so sad about it. I just want to toughen up already. 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I spend my days hoping for any kind of social interaction. Everybody at my school has friends and people who care about them, but me? No. Nobody knows me. I really wanna go places and have fun like a normal teenager, but instead I'm trapped inside my house.",3.0324731182795683,5.424332677419359,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,77.06451612903227,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2957978494623652,254,8,47,4,6,82,51,62,0.17800000000000002,0.633,0.189,0.2144,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25416255966348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668818389054213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502037897089329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652809764247003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067618480391609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189597048838518,0.0,0.12821246535501918,0.0,0.13946766513737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422837617662865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24373965067672676,0.0,0.28316106780222183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554851708630605,0.13486657287271808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989106723828112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039877518879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044194801798954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013091275929035,0.0,0.2563929567326884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721086509742005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836002020656986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501565303023612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NicKlaw9989,2019/01/12,Feeling lonely and lost with everything Lately ive been feeling lonely and so emotional about everything. My best friend always seems to be busy and seems like she hates me. She wants to date me but i just dont know if i can because shes from Australia and im from Canada so distance is an issue. I feel neglected by everyone even though i know im loved. I guess i just feel like the whole world is out to get me. I could really use a friend to vent to and of course they can do the same. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.,1.2813555194805204,3.290245008928572,2.709480519480522,93.77188311688313,81.05357142857143,6.215584415584416,20.003246753246753,7.348242739294969,0.3933821428571429,419,11,94,6,11,136,74,112,0.095,0.684,0.221,0.9376,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,0,4,0,11,1,0,2,0,27,28,11,0,4,5,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,17,7,13,23,3,5,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,5,4,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308388074246716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585389892840156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501687145828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554577405730105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428767414345149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687725791949574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385754624909893,0.0,0.0,0.15025246513721188,0.2826398141263757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31802722664769784,0.11233446062620088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429711683878988,0.0,0.0821529994797927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322093850455528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552449498512724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33969893681129393,0.1641208828271635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283332724901995,0.0,0.17737700040517054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364201534047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164935523168054,0.0,0.14191798458672433,0.14878716832174838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572855942041769,0.0,0.10073391914587737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862963196093388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447682668081947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449049040225848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580750179927795,0.0,0.0,0.09274602020061297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555624092454222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dd546,2019/01/12,"I'm a voice type of person Typing on Reddit is ok, but anyone wanting to chat on Snapchat? You don't have to show your face. ..just would like to hear actual voices...have an actual conversation. You can use one of those filter masks on to hide your face. Just in need of voice conversations about anything.... --30 years old ",0.8898387096774201,3.4206395967741976,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,96.58064516129032,5.060645161290323,14.264516129032259,6.742157984588678,-0.1811019354838708,253,5,50,4,10,80,48,62,0.033,0.889,0.078,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,2,2,1,0,7,10,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,12,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.5788117329499847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073660079581373,0.0,0.24404874342773045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33425170213393424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488728293703185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199001064697761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111963772293181,0.0,0.20096095693923965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895019848004075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256138008793474,0.0,0.0,0.17492244996020265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067214539570006,0.0,0.0,0.19097893289765985 lonely,orkoapprentice,2019/01/12,"Misanthrope Cute girl gave me a smile today. Then she turned, looked at me again and gave a bigger smile. My internal reaction? ""Don't you fucking smile at me."" I just looked away in disgust. I think my distrust and general hatred of humanity is increasing. Yay.",2.2123214285714283,5.118744875000004,3.555119047619048,81.78750000000002,89.83333333333334,7.742857142857144,25.607142857142854,8.418075326091056,2.6696392857142865,206,9,36,6,7,67,37,48,0.182,0.585,0.232,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,9,2,5,7,1,9,0,0,2,1,6,5,1,0,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35384167242631803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481739896141619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6325225691342664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413193320315231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569864614833923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096483731835348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kon-el99,2019/01/12,"I’m confused. Already nostalgic about school I started uni this past October, meaning I graduated secondary school last summer. By my second year of Sixth Form, I was fed up with my situation and just wanted to move on. I felt like school life was a dead end for me and that I’d be better off making a fresh start at uni. Since then, I’ve made one friend and two acquaintances and have met no girls I’m interested in. I’m an introvert so I don’t really like clubbing and all that. It’s a shame really because I thought I’d meet some like-minded people and maybe, just MAYBE, find a girl I like, one who likes me too. It’s not like I haven’t put the effort in. I’ve joined some societies. I go to pub quizzes. That kind of thing. I know I shouldn’t give up hope already. And I won’t. I’m pretty strong-willed. Resilience is my middle name. I suppose you could say it’s a muscle I’ve built up after years of mental and emotional exercise. But it is kind of disheartening that I have made so little progress. Maybe I overhyped myself a bit going in? I dunno. Now it’s weird, because I find myself reminiscing about the glory days that never were. I suppose it’s more what could have been? The fact that my future was so bright back then, when I was under no pressure to work or function like an adult or anything like that and I could just live in the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I know everybody has to grow up eventually but I don’t feel ready yet. I feel like I have to gain more xp before levelling up. It’s not what I accomplished that makes me sadly nostalgic but rather what I might have accomplished had I taken proper advantage of the opportunities I was given. Yes, those opportunities were few and far between. Yes, they just so happened to appear in the wrong place at the wrong time. Yes, I know it’s not ALL my fault so I can’t let it eat me up inside but still... Anyways, now I’m feeling conflicted. It baffles me that I’m now yearning for the lifestyle I couldn’t wait to abandon just one year ago. I was always largely indifferent towards most of the people in my year group but now I kind of miss them. I wasn’t even close to that many of them. I guess I wish I made more use of that time while I had it. The last few days I’ve been listening to “That Way” by the Backstreet Boys, not because I like the song necessarily but because it’s the final song that was played at our prom. I remember the DJ announcing that this would be the final song. I was sitting there with a couple other guys who don’t really like to dance while my friend was up dancing with his girlfriend. At the time, I felt a pang of emotion and didn’t really want the evening to end, even though I didn’t really socialise with anyone that night, just stayed in the corner with my few friends. When the song ended I thought to myself “Oh, that’s it...” It really was the end of an era, for good or ill. I was kind of in shock but was convinced I’d get over it. And I did... for a while. Now “the feels” (I hate that phrase but I’m gonna use it anyway because it best illustrates what I’m going through) are back with a vengeance. I don’t usually get all touchy-feely about stuff like that (didn’t bat an eye-lid while everyone else was crying and hugging each other when we graduated from primary school). I chalked it up to “a moment” at the time but now it’s more than that and I find myself replaying the song over and over just so I can feel that horrible heart wrenching “butterfly” feeling in my chest. If only I could turn back the clock just 5 years. I know it’s not healthy to dwell on things and I know I’ll probably make the same mistakes again if I spend too much time distracted from the here and now. I know all this. And I’m determined to push through. But this is just how I feel right now. Kind of lonely and I wanted to share. Sorry for the long post!",1.996276889421324,3.96015763371356,3.296688369185897,90.6775852909006,78.49302915082383,6.553959407608034,22.088320572252027,7.564265639136305,0.7596120666006909,3019,89,655,44,73,981,325,789,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.9908,1,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,1,3,11,48,52,1,5,42,3,54,8,2,9,6,122,116,51,1,17,30,0,9,11,4,5,3,7,0,5,56,28,2,3,22,12,1,10,22,19,0,5,35,17,84,33,82,68,20,110,0,6,1,1,26,38,0,14,69,434,140,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931170187202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277584470211075,0.0,0.04628773725645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038897050667611434,0.0,0.045777880530890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832567113095236,0.0,0.16955443785894994,0.0,0.04733613357416883,0.0,0.0583791440726931,0.04919927980545477,0.060732398430541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776607389690238,0.06155236780055511,0.06110578219876789,0.0717521328598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922296886421524,0.0464708440665328,0.1251501477638338,0.19708292925408802,0.0,0.0,0.1102271774140102,0.0,0.0,0.053155839351492234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689365674555634,0.039741328285229006,0.10682501890819286,0.12187757676243755,0.15253153941245126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893635104832174,0.0,0.08719148079074478,0.053364351480348536,0.09484563152329628,0.04665891843254185,0.0,0.0,0.061281552825468114,0.0550813999430641,0.04919249093750192,0.0,0.0,0.054922064718796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659205657803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525209271728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896449207302928,0.18343327484397112,0.09069002714593503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688436360999891,0.03929236787174832,0.32612990186696383,0.055754815541728,0.04912137619796827,0.049229864374532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791235391016994,0.11139825507021557,0.056399017306890516,0.16766025207190294,0.06059622755392567,0.0,0.0,0.05606089088724281,0.05901351798591418,0.05616937481200626,0.0,0.0,0.05912476315014328,0.040893674152491635,0.0,0.04290447057114395,0.0,0.0,0.052203994979600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308683522309,0.04230831819730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053104121028238215,0.07713221004259567,0.0,0.0581204058433759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327715052376157,0.056594634411189074,0.05997740975951624,0.0,0.0,0.055922452941414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382395364260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301674866583651,0.04750681371829051,0.0,0.044238368579632266,0.0,0.2251978424621761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601683684000223,0.06252926315095497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622720477355844,0.07874890492830798,0.059293052005541184,0.04442534606375498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368183109303903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391479630819506,0.0,0.05465515445391441,0.08832633450393934,0.1621884212839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050831617371145,0.05434139450712697,0.0,0.0,0.09609109230623926,0.061267421965006376,0.0,0.0984341763532184,0.044155665962384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397053954610651,0.0,0.0,0.04049853333789559,0.0,0.0,0.03951720532405312,0.1824645505135187,0.0,0.17911607843813754 lonely,ctrlaltdel_,2019/01/12,"My toe is dipped into the water I'm nervous--scared--that last night's encounter will end up being a one-time thing. I was high from the feeling of being wanted. He said he would come back later in the evening to continue. The later it got, the more pessimistic I grew. I heard nothing from him. Grief overtook me. I cried myself to sleep. There have been numerous times I've felt soul-crushing sadness after masturbating. It's a vicious cycle. My thoughts tortured me when I would lie in bed post-orgasm. I wanted to be partnered. I wanted to be kissed. I yearned to be held. I wished for someone to come into my life without one foot already out of the door. I yearned to have someone in my life for the long-haul. It's fucking torture. The shitty part about that is I need the release I get from an orgasm. I'm moody when I go too long without a release. Damned if I do. Damned if I don't. Opportunity presented itself yesterday. We exchanged messages. I didn't think he was serious about wanting to see me. I really didn't think he was serious about wanting to have sex. He likes to joke around a lot, so I really didn't take him seriously when he said he desired me from the day we met. We met a few years ago, but we've rarely talked. It turned out he wasn't joking about wanting to have sex. *What could go wrong?* I figured sex would be more enjoyable as opposed to self-pleasure. I was right about that. My thoughts tortured me at 3 a.m. As I cried myself to sleep, I prayed to be strong. I prayed for my bitterness to set back in. Bitterness had worked beautifully for me in the last ten years: bitterness turned into anger, and then I felt as cold as the world around me. I ended up not giving a fuck about being alone *for the most part*. It's really nice to not constantly think about loneliness. I can't shake this sadness today. I'm seriously thinking about letting him string me along if that is his intention. I feel it would be foolish of me to believe that he would stick around. No one in my past has cared to stick around. Anyone who had made verbal indication of wanting something permanent had shown otherwise. I should know better by now. Still, there's a small part of me that hopes that he would see me as someone who could be a permanent fixture in his life. I like him. I find him attractive. He's the complete package. I feel I'm being stupid about this. I don't want to fall flat on my face in despair. I don't want to feel utterly depressed weeks after being cut loose. I don't want to create a fantasy out of nothing concrete. I have to remind myself to be strong. I need to be strong. I need to not give a fuck about wanting someone to love. I have others who depend on me. My family needs me. I can't let myself fall apart. Fuck.",1.4947107293127644,3.9373591431159447,2.8460261804581566,90.51561711079948,83.47463768115942,5.662739597942964,22.852501168770452,7.036142091304598,0.8328947171575498,2165,77,440,29,62,700,239,552,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.131,-0.9014,0,1,1,0,0,0,78.0,3,0,0,6,26,46,16,1,25,0,55,19,6,3,0,77,115,15,1,32,9,0,6,2,1,8,3,3,2,1,21,17,1,2,15,3,1,8,16,30,0,3,24,15,75,16,85,65,8,67,2,7,2,10,35,28,6,7,32,294,96,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058113296714098525,0.0,0.0,0.06789841635480064,0.07234498933959524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583974515048344,0.0,0.0,0.23344241889370876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082025860477804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386152461282726,0.0,0.05798080854873886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684084827324327,0.0,0.0,0.11294498989647175,0.06873641654940553,0.07084501202987188,0.0,0.10468561057725448,0.0,0.14402498056464982,0.04227954854990615,0.0,0.0564650921763281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161300290826513,0.0,0.0,0.04330050423353972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061802338557045235,0.0,0.13259257291531676,0.0,0.12589210642966825,0.0,0.05991891222316376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242961411605765,0.03425139944324086,0.1257785991479758,0.07451635369164852,0.0,0.052432798360940114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069265728003064,0.0,0.06511398179863283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03602901516801372,0.10687719661793504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407519008123855,0.13891686634481207,0.06405674865207726,0.0,0.0,0.11603370425205722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573514899224834,0.0591687413611141,0.06203265573365255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444199053441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152183223738865,0.0,0.12580952279204466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327158788462173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129790887182333,0.06258262085669722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278653420853685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259945853710641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598625593408404,0.12472152423966006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448262963973877,0.0,0.06839139200490206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121088290538274,0.0,0.22218864859587564,0.050469825317900514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235478029392747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049291529521373466,0.052693114412669606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355388605901234,0.16802792364811198,0.0,0.1040916109125032,0.038227453086608035,0.0,0.062141409671341165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261676632451648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42534650046317546,0.0,0.052586750351927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538857521591409,0.1263913305421631,0.0,0.047727074811954914,0.0,0.0,0.27942354343419834,0.07167748669011388,0.0,0.08443452906618458 lonely,Itsalmostlikerain,2019/01/12,"Anyone wanna try and make friends? Salutations possible new friendo! Obviously I am lonely, which is why I am posting here, I figured that the first good step to over coming loneliness is to make some friends (anyone know what friends are? I just googled the meaning and it sounds good), I also want to help out some people on this sub reddit too, idk if this is the right place to post but I figured that it's not \*totally\* wrong. I don't want to say too much about myself here but I am 18 and live in west Europe, if you do decide to pm me, tell me your favourite food (I'll shovel down anything tbh) or something :D or if you have something you want to talk about etc, don;t be afraid to ask :D &#x200B; If I sound like a bust, then have a great day atleast! 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If you need to tell somebody about your problems, I’m here to listen without judgment. If you just want to tell me about your day or talk about your hobbies,that’s great too. DM me if you’re interested.",2.494166666666665,4.1096889722222265,3.676111111111112,90.08,75.94444444444444,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4758444444444443,274,8,58,2,6,89,48,72,0.065,0.6709999999999999,0.265,0.9442,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,5,11,9,1,3,0,1,0,1,15,0,0,6,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582465611274956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492911961498679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550661470790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223381549577867,0.20407647804999654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33532094565874937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675879665693818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300389625200163,0.0,0.21636031146030726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545224976539233,0.3952667495367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184873991359727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336774201530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179655760773811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TAShameful,2019/01/12,"It's the weekend... It's almost noon, I've been awake for 3 hours and I've not gotten out of bed. The loneliness really hits on the weekend... No one to hang out with or talk to. No reason to get out of bed other than to do chores. 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Someone I’ve been wanting to get to know. She gave me her contact info and I decided to message her when I got the chance. So last night, I’d sent her this “Hey.. sorry I’m messaging you so late, been busy today. Anyway, I figured I’d get our conversation started before I head to sleep. Hope you had a good day today” Sent that about seven hours ago then went to bed, eager to see some sort of response from her in the morning and start chatting with her. Turns out she opened my message 7 hours ago. Not the slightest response from her. Not even an “okay” or “talk to you tomorrow” Absolutely. Nothing. What’s so wrong with me? What’s so weird about me? Why can’t I see it myself? This is hell. I feel myself growing lonelier by the day. When I look into the future, suicide seems like the most likely outcome. Does no one these days realize how much a simple response from them.. just a few seconds of their time.. could literally improve someone’s day. Lately I’ve gotten into the habit of being kind to people naturally. I’ve remembered how good it feels to be kind. I feel as though I can understand them in a way, and would rather them not feel bad or anything like that. Anyway, if nothing dramatically positive changes in my life in a few years, I’m done. Doesn’t really seem like I’m living a healthy human life. I’ve tried to. I’ve tried to adjust. I’ve tried to fit in. But whether it be because of my anxiety or others around me, nothing allows me to move forward. I can honestly say I’m depressed now. Like openly, I admit it. There are so many things that trouble me.. things going on in my life that I want to talk to someone about. I don’t even get an opportunity to get close enough to someone to open up to them to this point. So all the while, I keep it inside. The air around me feels like a cage. There appears to be nothing holding me back in my eyes, but yet i can’t move forward. At all. Not only did she not respond to my message, but most other people I meet don’t respond either. They are all friendly in person, but we have basically zero consistent contact outside of seeing each other face to face. I can’t take it anymore. I feel worthless. 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I don't know what to do anymore I feel trapped. Same things are happening over and over again, it never ends: meet someone, get overly attached to them, think that they will always be with you throughout life but they start hurting you, they keep hurting you even and even more until they leave you. I'm on the verge to lose the only person that I have in my life... This time I really thought they were different but nope. And I'll be completely alone again. I've always been a loner and never had many people in my life. Nobody wants me. Guess that's how my life is destined to be. Maybe it's a curse. I don't know. Damn I don't even know what I want anymore. I don't know why I'm typing this. I guess I'm just tired of crying and suffering alone. I don't know. One thing is for sure, I just want it all to end. 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I am lonely, I don't know why, but people mostly dislike me. I am a nice guy, but still, I get bullied just because ""a guy shouldn't be nice"", I deal with this problem by putting on ''a mask'', by ''a mask'' I mean becoming a different person. Just so that people don't terrorize me, I put on ""a mask"" that is made from different likable movie, cartoon and book hero personalities, it is very hard for me to keep this mask on my face 24/7. There have been girls that fell in love and guys that wanted to hang out with me when I was wearing ""a mask"", I know that they don't really love me nor want to hang out, I tried once to prove myself that I might be wrong by showing my first girl that fell in love with me how kind I am (I changed slowly just so I don't surprise her) after few days she broke up with me saying ""you're not my type"" when I asked why she fell in love with me she said ""I thought you were different"". This is a huge problem for me, if you have any advise, please tell me.",5.212240717029452,3.84419899061033,5.811583440034145,87.88513444302177,68.48356807511738,9.060008536064872,28.283824157063588,7.686295010490155,1.3153230046948354,767,19,185,7,11,250,111,213,0.133,0.679,0.189,0.9634,3,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,11,15,0,1,9,0,20,6,2,2,1,32,35,11,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,12,9,0,1,5,2,0,7,7,6,0,1,6,3,37,9,25,25,2,23,0,2,0,4,24,10,0,3,6,124,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054836875509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073243290967028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220450290040087,0.13081596919903962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530176033808182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638884523769303,0.12211418212613327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712573140475598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007513917683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618839354009597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518449725204741,0.0,0.0,0.10610570378375052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528158950585584,0.0,0.1233448548032379,0.13019130800260184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276140102497159,0.11207789820479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902406281487444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565409034358338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614273278115687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423317944552848,0.206847594554142,0.0,0.13001979721044715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266765413791428,0.0,0.23814492658487416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588050813217495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267070652027715,0.0941942143405966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094592334745616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352834480412887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403409247796968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041808440780268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773160083994213,0.13972682091060082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137609094623656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950375833211364,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jaxim98,2019/01/12,"Just need to vent This poem is about my ex who left me not long ago. It's called what's there to say Go big or go home that's what they all say, But when you go big but still end up going home what else is there to say? I fell hard but make no mistake the only pain I ever felt was when she went away And at the end of the day she still makes me feel some way and I dont know what to say I wish I could change her mind really tell her how I feel But she's just not happy anymore and that's how she feels So I don't know what I'm supposed to do Im tried to make her happy but just made her blue Yeah I realy blew it with her and now I'm all alone Don't know how to feel Don't know where to go But the pain is holding on and it just won't let me go Ain't she aint ever coming back this I already know. Inside I'm screaming someone please help me but nothing can really ever truly help me. I'm lost on the ocean suspended in doubt and false notions like she's coming back it was all one big mistake That lie right there really takes the cake I torture myself with all this false hope Still sinking in these waters just trying to float So what else is there to say except maybe next time I'll keep my head up and learn from my mistakes And now all that's left is the memory of my mistakes and all the times I let her down Got me feeling helpless Feeling like a clown Yeah big top no more messing around I always had a job to do, to never make her frown but it almost always went south and got her feeling down and now I'm just a clown with tear drops falling down.. No more circus now just these tears falljng down And as my family gathers round they ask me why I'm feeling down and all I can say is ""at least she's happy now"".. 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I feel like no one really cares about me, everyone is just an acquaintance who makes small talk. But I used to know this girl, and she’s one of the only people I’ve ever known to truly care about me. She’s kind, sweet, smart, beautiful and she can get along with anyone. We had an honest connection when we used to speak with each other. I remember, every night we would talk to each other, she would take a genuine interest in my hobbies and likes, she would always be there for me, always up for speaking. Obviously I was too dull to pick up on the signs then it was too late. We eventually drifted apart and I haven’t spoken to her properly for a good year or so. I’ve had a particularly hard time recently and everything means nothing to me. I got home today and I laid in bed and wanted to just drift away to somewhere else. I’ve had it with trying to emotionally survive from small talk and acquaintances. I just keep thinking of her and I can’t get her out my head. I miss having that companionship and I’m scared that no one will ever appreciate me the same way she did. I must sound so pathetic. I keep looking at the last text she sent where she said that if I ever needed her she’d always be there for me, and I can’t stop crying. 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I'm not actually even worried if you are in California as somewhere else is just a great excuse for a road trip! Although I'd want to Skype first a lot and then meet somewhere with lots of CCTV! The main things I am looking for in a friend is genuine and reliable (don't worry, I'm not needy, I just don't want to make the mistake again of being the idiot who is super reliable to others and always there for favors etc but just gets flakiness in return). I would like to get out there more and explore the world. I should have done that in my 20's but bad timing/job/choices of friends etc didn't make that possible. If there are any other people out there regretting their life choices and wanting to make the most of now, contact me! I'm easy going, like to make silly jokes, I enjoy trying new things (like legit hobbies... Not some kinky business ...as you can tell from my post I'm expecting some creepy guy to reply).",6.669782408826232,5.694251350597613,7.077848605577692,78.70701501685569,65.37450199203187,9.794790070487279,32.056696291756055,8.841846274778883,2.4555170701808144,983,32,196,13,13,322,148,251,0.067,0.706,0.227,0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,2,13,17,1,0,10,0,18,1,0,4,0,46,38,20,0,12,15,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,1,3,0,7,8,4,0,1,4,1,14,13,32,30,13,28,0,1,1,0,16,11,0,11,12,128,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.11239649771806154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583679776783942,0.24958926262448175,0.0,0.15664912119286034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616829224658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786643732999302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621591265586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38535963696720205,0.0760735660348282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796981132826947,0.0,0.0,0.2669572489983106,0.0,0.12035084318082352,0.0,0.13091590625970945,0.0,0.0,0.12698345605779746,0.0,0.1140437035810429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439711573409457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429576668404327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135318200326926,0.16880953414344918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671998189241113,0.0,0.0,0.19583936087462897,0.0,0.0,0.3075271529967183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247804160794285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596989711180385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984517795605266,0.1103080816438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578506816035668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378557193823009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006700972519171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303745237300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781978731859674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380378933495327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509046275272949,0.0,0.1636373968339928,0.0,0.0,0.07417044946973969 lonely,heavygrin,2019/01/12,"Fellow loners , whats your coping mechanism ??? mine is playing video games until my eyes start to hurt and sometimes i listen to heavy metal too.",5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,67.84615384615384,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.4012923076923078,115,3,17,1,2,36,25,26,0.197,0.742,0.061,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607177826738333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104195764375598,0.0,0.4368523232859857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Odin72011,2019/01/12,"I don't know Up late, little drinking, universe collapsing on my mind feel alone listening to music any one out there",4.408636363636365,6.89970895454546,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.7032909090909087,95,4,16,2,2,30,22,22,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.4472,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969335733281733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606245574801012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754411339707855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378376768404526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21062532091182576,0.0,0.4323250408630657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841192692823609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38697534911019815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970152885321995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hunnybunniezz,2019/01/12,"I feel like I am never gonna be loved. I'm a male, gay, and I am graduating high school in a matter of months. I see all my ""friends"" (I really have no close friends.) getting into relationships, being happy and having sex and I know I am young but I feel like I am missing out right now, and if I can't find anyone right now I am terrified about being like this forever. Also, I live in an area where my options are so limited as a gay man and considering I am really not conventionally attractive, I just feel like I'll never have anyone and it scares this shit out of me. 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It’s depressing. Go to work for minimum wage,... All is shit for me. No friends no nothing. 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Life throws someone my way who I have to reject because the circumstances aren’t right and I don’t want to knowingly let myself get hurt. But I’m unbelievably lonely, so I think about how I should’ve done things differently for weeks afterward. What would I even do differently? Let them kiss me? And tell them what? Hey sorry I let you do that even though it’s horrendously impractical for us to be together and we would end up causing more harm than good by trying. I don’t fucking get it and I’m sick of feeling guilty all the time. I want to turn off my brain and sleep forever. I am a naturally lonely person. but lonely people don’t have to live lonely lives. I guess I was just one of the unlucky ones",3.1971428571428566,5.304951503184711,4.56701091901729,82.29326433121021,75.36942675159236,7.797816196542312,24.590081892629666,8.634040054169528,1.7335954504094628,634,21,125,13,14,210,104,157,0.18600000000000005,0.754,0.061,-0.953,3,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,2,0,8,12,2,0,5,0,17,6,2,2,1,20,31,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,9,0,2,3,1,20,3,15,22,2,10,0,6,0,2,9,4,1,1,4,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802851020294236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120476773503836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834466114323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174690815458965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777739567544818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243722662825694,0.12790078563957716,0.0,0.0,0.19075750015073115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301597347302911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350094868948684,0.15089226904189001,0.0,0.0,0.12112083674017675,0.0,0.0,0.15907940441631208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458952701659562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936171862196853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429945195474298,0.10199817385414972,0.0,0.0,0.25502615091812364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957063810687074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011288445836043,0.12608968178051316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332186903856593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451021101628295,0.0,0.12235466976152605,0.0,0.0,0.16165060787173766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621714146353322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593687849056942,0.09252948446557714,0.141878085948189,0.0,0.0842042548581031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804214251787384,0.1570721767864144,0.0,0.0,0.17370254487907846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034870937509405,0.11462269996498164,0.11583372082782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516364867748327,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WH00SIS,2019/01/12,"Collecting insight on loneliness Hi folks, Working through an idea and collecting some insights on loneliness. Please visit [https://saidkik.com](https://saidkik.com) and let me what you think. Thanks in advance.",12.180357142857142,17.561489178571435,7.790000000000003,51.680000000000035,67.92857142857143,9.942857142857145,42.714285714285715,9.516144504307137,6.280757142857144,179,10,18,5,4,49,24,28,0.161,0.69,0.149,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897459695609879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436248302751604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762196388637441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994162147337178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779834176058798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158364414796553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Madandworthless,2019/01/12,"No matter how many friends I’ll gain, I’ll always be lonely. And it fucking sucks. I feel lonely almost all day. But whatever, such is life.",0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,92.92857142857142,4.228571428571429,17.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.07638571428571472,109,3,21,1,4,36,24,28,0.281,0.506,0.214,-0.3384,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331259221259879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990759135984207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789522543458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187050145567902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341790165533325,0.39987588383334416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055155062169768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385272574790236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NotNickYoung,2019/01/12,"I feel ashamed that I even have to post here, but I hope at least someone can relate I feel so weak for having to make this post for other lonely strangers to read. I thought I was immune to the saying that “As you get older, your friend group gets smaller.” But I was so very wrong. I’m 18 now, and I know this still seems young, but I’ve never felt more alone. My friend group was solid, we spent almost everyday together over the summer doing normal high school things like smoking, drinking, partying etc. but somehow our senior year of high school changed everything. I haven’t seen any of them in months, and talking is limited to the occasional group chat conversation. I put on a fake face on social media and in front of my family to make it appear that I’m living the happiest social life possible, and they believe me, but it couldn’t be farther from the truth. I’m honestly just scared I’m going to go into college with none of my childhood friends, and the worst part is, they don’t seem to mind. I have so much more I could say but I don’t want to bore anyone with how it got here. If anyone wants to hear the entire rant, I can post it in the comments or PM. Thanks for reading this, I just felt like I needed to get this off my chest.",5.286666666666669,5.304135603174603,5.618349206349208,84.7044285714286,67.96825396825398,8.466031746031746,27.514285714285712,8.021203637495839,1.5211028571428566,980,27,204,11,15,313,152,252,0.128,0.6940000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9283,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,2,3,1,12,17,0,2,9,0,17,6,2,3,2,44,46,18,0,8,10,0,4,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,13,9,1,1,8,4,1,5,6,8,0,0,9,8,28,9,31,34,8,31,0,1,1,0,22,12,0,8,13,132,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111896936793678,0.11573459610140742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599074485223607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627004796872712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589886741733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821187997409854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921965716017137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946800905661556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246257267032347,0.07380682256666038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042961424038199,0.0,0.10534367478684728,0.0,0.1130037245067176,0.0,0.21458633164369675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900279606560683,0.0,0.17514717249474612,0.0,0.12701504041548695,0.0,0.08937305266532762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259452550599407,0.0,0.0,0.2361304279090972,0.0,0.11098845582259813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141238253057917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892912324630035,0.1091863747466236,0.0,0.0986732886298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918192480465245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128310597537734,0.0,0.08919416021908702,0.0,0.08214577084566124,0.08285784281794492,0.08618498779662394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094868251899164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210094438827943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259762163134471,0.3210637847248602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123350518058756,0.0,0.0,0.2235514002203792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772895017343182,0.11187669981500732,0.2261847430589469,0.0,0.20345774020323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278208484759194,0.0946815658011407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924006886454004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981676806729219,0.0,0.10288020627762597,0.0,0.0,0.074238718401716,0.0,0.0,0.08871341331108712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922017075976908,0.13182073530395835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217611863428705,0.0,0.07196041265104196 lonely,rareworm,2019/01/12,"I'm a triple threat, but I'm all alone. (15F) In the most humble way possible, I'm funny, smart, and attractive. I'm told this often online. I have many acquaintances that I make laugh. They come up to me for conversation, and et cetera. I'm certainly not hated. I've never been bullied. I just can't see why I have no real friends and no partner. I'm a teenager, yes, so I know being lonely is all a part of it. I'm diagnosed with depression, which makes my way of thinking worse. I take pills, so that helps. Anyways, I'd appreciate it if no one bitched to me about how ungrateful I am or how I'm acting special. Any bullshit like that can be left at the door. I don't need it. My entire life, I've had no best friends-- no one I can talk to about anything. I feel like all I'm good for is a quick laugh and possibly someone to talk to, but not someone to listen to. With the relationship side of things, I'm even more confused. I dress decent and nice, I smell good, I NEVER brag or try hard, and I'm nice if someone is nice to me. Despite me bitching to the internet about this, I've never done it in real life. So, no one in real life has a reason to think I'm a try hard or upset about me being alone. Before anyone tells me to put myself out there, I have. I've kissed two guys, and it was a mistake to me. I've asked ""friends"" to hang out, and every time they say they're busy. No, they're not busy, because they're never busy. Maybe I'm just being a stupid bitch, but it's how I feel. I put up a tough front, and I never take shit from anyone. That's probably why I have no real friends. Anyways, are people intimidated by me? Many people have told me that no one new talks to me, because I intimidate them. No one sits next to me, and so on and so forth. Again, I'm a triple threat: smart, funny, and attractive. Does that intimidate people or am I just delusional?",1.310318066157759,3.06332592875318,3.3199173027989843,90.70420165394405,79.78880407124683,6.198727735368958,21.34923664122137,7.1686216300943375,0.5020732824427476,1442,41,323,18,36,488,176,393,0.206,0.5710000000000001,0.223,0.9476,0,4,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,1,22,35,8,2,14,1,24,7,1,6,9,61,55,29,0,4,15,0,4,2,5,0,5,2,1,2,16,17,0,0,6,0,0,6,20,14,0,6,6,8,37,21,37,45,10,30,0,2,1,1,21,11,4,9,12,201,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835169431342376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526943143605722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365800820233428,0.0,0.06688196960390459,0.0,0.07598066482335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908833373303216,0.0,0.06915859384834502,0.0,0.08529254946036839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001076547177512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000158801771804,0.08249188342351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112384259313789,0.0831720079502022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368102559454308,0.0,0.0684772522806953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218963527450338,0.058062502666498324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25116983753272504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633835066918562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047451026586115,0.0,0.0,0.1456119350617973,0.0802417198111111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447656879534221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466632709284316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830495715506109,0.0,0.17221970020370744,0.0794132083393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085026891172414,0.164799126454278,0.08165113626066069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060263994930841364,0.31341943568952724,0.07849539641872509,0.0864363284151135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753684453524334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801233853939137,0.0,0.16903646699205865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324952238983344,0.0,0.0,0.0876276326019511,0.0,0.0,0.16340659525639809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37003259266524396,0.0,0.08356369868492054,0.0,0.08725837226167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463272629393021,0.0,0.0,0.0647652355920092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342708277863628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659080205676006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221658406377027,0.19597603816712905,0.07103747528689787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053995151180356735,0.10415480638867,0.0,0.0,0.04739180117830806,0.0,0.0,0.1553224915853207,0.0,0.1103600698832214,0.0,0.07939335446530647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902379378370624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667514825980305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282563561897309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WreckDotNet,2019/01/13,"If I had the money, I'd pay someone to hang with me. Fake enthusiasm is better than nothing I guess",1.3142857142857132,3.2208063809523857,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.42857142857143,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1634571428571427,78,3,16,1,2,28,19,21,0.185,0.5760000000000001,0.239,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639215046233534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778505357164728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033194997666253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44444918390617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Joel_Hay12,2019/01/13,"Text problems Help. I used to talk to someone every day for hours on end. Now I ve texted them and for 2 days all I ve gotten back is a seen on a good morning. Please someone tell me why this might be. 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I'm looking for somebody to talk to, anybody will do. I'm a 14 year old boy, I know I'm a little young but I'm lonely as shit and wanna talk to people. Nobody at my school will talk to me due to the lies that were spread about me so this is what I'm turning to.",-0.6865245202558619,1.029273865671641,1.8801705756929648,98.63044776119403,86.46268656716421,3.8285714285714287,18.526652452025584,3.1291,-0.8462989339019193,227,6,56,0,7,78,42,67,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.9161,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,14,11,0,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,0,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237538200694721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256909412894688,0.0,0.0,0.3781913607772876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629002192064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561124444508467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278956200814956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114549288209954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7239691864478041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449327237548688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450094523674886 lonely,lefthandruler,2019/01/13,"Do you ever feel like there’s something wrong with you I’ve always been really, really socially awkward. It wasn’t that noticeable in elementary school because everyone’s still figuring things out at that age, but by middle school it became a lot more obvious. I’m a high school sophomore now, and I go through most of my classes without saying a word to anyone. I don’t want to come across as aloof, but I can never think of the right thing to say so I keep quiet. I have a few friends, but we rarely talk to each other or interact at all besides sitting at the same lunch table. Whenever I try to say something it comes out all wrong and they usually ignore me. There is one person who I guess I could call a close friend. She talks to me a lot and invites me places sometimes, and I’m really grateful for her. I can’t really talk about anything personal with her though, because I know if I do she’ll probably think I’m weird. Pretty much everyone I know has five or ten friends they can talk about anything with, and seeing them all makes me feel like a complete idiot who can’t even hold a conversation without messing up. I know I probably sound like your typical dramatic teenager, but I didn’t really know where else to post this",7.006951450189156,6.407303774590166,7.302131147540983,76.13996847414883,64.53278688524591,10.95031525851198,34.34300126103405,10.389873798559362,3.4155924337957124,987,38,189,21,13,322,147,244,0.07200000000000001,0.8,0.128,0.9384,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,3,0,11,13,1,1,10,0,15,1,0,1,6,51,34,15,0,3,9,0,2,3,3,1,0,5,0,2,11,15,1,3,9,0,0,3,8,7,0,3,3,8,31,6,28,29,11,25,0,0,1,0,29,14,0,7,9,130,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957157813905462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668665156265476,0.0,0.15739020369571885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165899652961239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764862433600284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475305233613502,0.10026592984374906,0.0,0.0,0.07635254071067671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988635044612978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316252050408354,0.08650254616719043,0.0,0.18275656902688628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670650785361834,0.13663576560146462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164982650937992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434856708080341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053469052098416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010380373777499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500007876060281,0.0,0.0,0.21022234725191988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401595352679917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260191669057866,0.0,0.0,0.06383357294511742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702988389816765,0.0,0.07375552651561279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887505686204806,0.0,0.0,0.0648011653395786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670003455596135,0.09991269154973266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158682617038104,0.0972897929607193,0.20620999988896155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063141997524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166724847615874,0.0,0.22814574728562065,0.0,0.2903471110330316,0.07620449638815999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748244479784736,0.0,0.14724084316829722,0.09458022686959863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637000867164391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307454148946033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270642580233066,0.12255131159029073,0.09395570298102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492629471613208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053226133577432,0.0,0.056404879704580815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843672527195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091121479014423,0.0,0.0 lonely,MontmajourLaCrau,2019/01/13,I wish I could cry on somebody I remember hugging my friend for the last after she moved. I haven’t had anything remotely like that since. ,2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.22222222222223,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,1.921651851851852,111,5,21,2,3,35,24,27,0.099,0.5429999999999999,0.358,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28324496709311964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481345564406257,0.0,0.37808446060341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592590195858845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805666563930447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815736525135505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658271505503665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899083289827219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847234796656999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958097919461174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shutupbuttercup1,2019/01/13,"Depressed and isolated I’m 20 years old and I haven’t spoken to and had a deep serious conversation with anyone since high school. At the moment I am currently unemployed and I go to school online but I don’t have any friends and it’s been so depressing. Plus, I haven’t dated since high school and that’s affecting me bc I really want to be in a relationship but I don’t know how to meet other ppl or where to start. I’m very socially awkward and I suffer from social anxiety disorder so that’s another major issue for me. I don’t know what to do.",2.407631578947367,4.246404675438599,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,76.80701754385964,9.121403508771932,24.55789473684211,9.642632912329526,2.391343157894737,439,15,89,13,10,154,71,114,0.199,0.746,0.054000000000000006,-0.934,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,17,18,14,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,11,1,12,15,1,13,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,56,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144248209669325,0.17643875194875067,0.12872097178675185,0.0,0.0,0.11765361884585734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28984988512484544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284433119969946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999981610642125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562791684639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555885115855074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562317972388194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849462296988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656403917531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779378517649164,0.0,0.0,0.18065182442594246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108743593768721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837829805300723,0.0,0.0,0.3430465098096043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190976370437079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883485291828648,0.0992460599393703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835605507372216 lonely,NeutralMinion,2019/01/13,"A brand new discord channel for everyone. If you feel lonely and want to connect with others, do feel free to join! [https://discord.gg/dcD3kpK](https://discord.gg/dcD3kpK) Everyone is welcome as long as you're nice to others. Hope to talk to you soon!",7.94425,11.668696925000004,6.0100000000000025,69.785,67.25,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.0655,207,7,30,3,4,60,30,40,0.101,0.585,0.314,0.8715,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,9,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6605176724186793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34951606837078203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34328292171779423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30586663503829065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33380610888280315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777997255018282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385817075633728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gor_jess01,2019/01/13,"I don’t know how else to turn to my name is Jessica I’m 21 years old and I’m from Pittsburgh, pa. recently I’ve been feeling very lonely like I have no one to turn to. all I do is work, sleep and watch my shows. I’ll go out on weekends with my one friend but recently it doesn’t feel the same. I’ve been feeling really insecure, fat and ashamed.. I’m constantly consumed with stress of bills and my weight I don’t like being in public. I feel like everyone is starting at me judging me. I try to talk to friends and family about it but everyone is so self centered on what’s going on in there lives they don’t have time for anyone else and it’s understandable. I wish I had one person to listen to me instead of whenever I talk about my problems they changed the subject and talk about themselves and it turns into me listening to them. ",1.6073022312373233,3.678952333333335,3.2534888438133898,89.96686612576069,80.26436781609196,6.852738336713995,24.603110209601077,7.928766900206844,1.3657089925625423,662,25,142,12,17,219,98,174,0.084,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.7301,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,0,3,2,0,15,3,2,1,1,26,33,12,0,2,2,1,5,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,5,12,2,0,6,2,1,2,5,5,0,3,3,8,21,5,26,29,2,19,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,0,11,89,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984291772960491,0.13165278214980233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592496252769118,0.0,0.0,0.13885161373515015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467315123566852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455546433334492,0.0,0.0,0.1211285621298714,0.0,0.25987281519303584,0.0917929978317892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854149660478915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604720450018285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061452534241251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883205888344865,0.0,0.11345867320973517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482822374055153,0.0,0.2612036403497676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219216498975967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294719686991708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231372964449397,0.0,0.2537359631010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404267814182586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858239633966204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094560211298552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471844057549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982522661630946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749233206117909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872360059442611,0.4192793730100185,0.0,0.13376220782457787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601737873512597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646572077015025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775670193280013,0.0,0.0,0.0935419610586544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827430914322083 lonely,ReraltofGivea,2019/01/13,"Time to see the truth I ain't gonna make friends by listing about how sad I am. Telling people about how single I am ain't gonna help. Here's what will. Whoever messages me, gets to choose the subject. Even if I know nothing about it, even if you're embarrassed to talk to other people about it. Instead of finding the middle ground, talk to me about what you're passionate about.",3.4596536796536803,4.954927454545455,3.820194805194806,90.5312445887446,73.15584415584415,6.691774891774893,27.119047619047624,7.1686216300943375,1.2020320346320357,302,11,63,3,6,94,48,77,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.5736,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,3,1,9,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,13,8,1,3,0,1,1,1,6,2,0,2,1,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38433417368378403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659193700506968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247841553260189,0.0,0.15200727492146193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501496870818005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989631088999326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942087120285133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791705306885229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034106411858074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318462904630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677027426145269,0.2542996250778367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696529504002507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowawayDeLaNuit,2019/01/13,"I miss her so much Hey everyone, usual breakup post here! I have a need to write stuff down so I'll do it there. So, I broke up with my girlfriend Friday night. She wanted to stay with me at first, but eventually understood me and accepted it the next day. Sounds a bit weird, huh? The thing is, I still love her. And, she said on multiple occasions that she still loves me. I just wanted to break up because there was many issued that stacked up together. I would get angry quicly and she could start arguments easily. We were a LDR, and, tbh, it ain't easy everyday. We had massive culture differences that I believe would have corrupted our future together. There were other minor things, but yeah, despite that, we still loved each other. But I know that there would be issues long term, so I just went what would other qualify as the easy route, breaking up. She will probably have a bit of trouble moving on at first, but I will be happy once she finds someone more similar to her. But me, damn. This relationship made me grow a lot, and actually helped me tone down my anger issues, but I still feel like I am not enough mature for a relationship. This post probably sounds like a mess now I miss her 😔",3.220408747189861,5.379995635193137,4.0315634580012265,85.92011444921319,75.48068669527895,7.871571632945024,23.970774575924803,8.704169506293173,1.6725701614551405,945,30,188,20,21,302,138,233,0.152,0.711,0.13699999999999998,0.1728,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,0,2,16,15,2,0,10,2,20,3,0,1,0,36,36,16,0,8,9,0,1,2,1,6,0,3,0,0,17,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,8,0,2,8,4,35,7,19,19,8,34,0,3,0,3,25,10,1,1,18,136,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.10520957487933526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572157866616014,0.0,0.0,0.1214679147250948,0.0,0.0,0.2354069378212216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607961239087461,0.0,0.0,0.06953022733819421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264125177077915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139926709011028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301958832864792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451330521703578,0.07702136452978442,0.0,0.0,0.09853879077767796,0.18341073627954468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056327649457485085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476854957526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226453340494596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375851258656239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925100199322734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053436105418014,0.0,0.0,0.09541078502783873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165844274767583,0.2919153240222247,0.10201491745971758,0.0,0.10930508512293938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458776371641625,0.0792546882493596,0.07994169917631873,0.0,0.0,0.11465995528501258,0.10117484997926672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481693249902827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650939506337584,0.0,0.2324805002734111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315008340871964,0.0,0.0,0.10255450012804017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913492916711363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631033453729458,0.1149139188259001,0.34439722285881097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341966758982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325184175371986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187403804698896,0.0,0.12718136519706638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999433882887853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063479966867136,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,twintreesy,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have a hard time making even internet friends? I feel like I can be on sort of friendly terms with people online, and I can generally have a steady conversation, but it's hard to really *click* with someone online. I live abroad, and while I have a couple friends here, due to cultural and language barriers it's difficult for me to expand my social circle - it's why I rely so heavily with online interaction. Over the past few months, I've gotten involved in chatrooms, subreddits, and discord servers. Too many hate really toxic and hateful people, and way too many people totally okay with incel lingo, general misogyny, and racism. I'm a part of this sub's server, but it's so large and the chat goes so fast and I...just can't connect. I'm also older than a lot of people on this sub, and so that adds another layer of complexity (I just turned 30). Because of my weird circumstances, I made my own solitude solidarity server, and have slowly cultivated a few people I have gotten to know on a deeper level. I think the size is OK, but we have a lot of inactive days, so I'd like to open it up for anyone who would like to join that is also seeking authenticity. I really have no desire for my server to get gigantic and huge - I want to build a genuine community where people know and appreciate one another. Real authentic connection. don't want to come across like I'm just here to pitch [my server](https://discord.gg/2mcDzbW) - it's more like...if this post vibes with you, or if you just want to chat in DM with me, let me know! 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Just an edgelord teen with no friends. Thats it.,-1.6130303030303033,-1.419722000000002,-2.3599999999999994,118.51333333333336,132.63636363636363,1.4666666666666668,21.84848484848485,3.1291,-1.1737515151515148,42,2,11,0,3,11,11,11,0.165,0.602,0.233,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MattTheGreat2008,2019/01/13,"Here to listen and talk. 24/m/uk Hey all, I feel super socially isolated at the moment too. I enjoy getting to know people and enjoy listening to them most importantly. I understand what it's like to feel lonely and depressed so if your feeling this way and you just need someone to talk to without judgement or weird ulterior motives, please message me on this. Hope to speak to you soon :)!",2.92608108108108,5.6323793783783795,4.441824324324326,79.69219594594598,79.54054054054055,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,2.3522756756756764,310,14,53,6,8,103,57,74,0.09,0.635,0.275,0.9387,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,2,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,18,10,7,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,8,5,11,10,2,5,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,4,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296793163417868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045035214512005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932214939642013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648598319311921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655283916682313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302796973353274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977297022495713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848728544355321,0.0,0.0,0.29271954820063434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183273787591417,0.2259455131545878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286725843438984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776090504730821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116673177511678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570568228224982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,faze_pleb,2019/01/13,"I feel like isolating myself from everyone and everything I'm a senior in high school everything is going my way and i just feel like isolating myself from everyone. My girlfriend broke up with me on Christmas but i don't care for her anymore. I don't feel any emotion anymore at all. I talk to my buddies from school about this but it doesn't fix anything. It just makes me feel worse because they don't understand what's going on in my head. I hate expressing my own emotions because no one seems to understand me, i don't even want to talk anymore. I just want to be in utter silence rather then rambling on about my feelings to my friends. I have school tomorrow and everyone is gonna ask what's wrong with me. I'm just gonna tell them to leave me alone. I feel disconnected from reality and feel as if life is nonexistent and this is all a dream. 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The reason for the break up is clear and I know we will never get back. But I was so used to be around her all this time and I now feel lonely during the weekends. Most of my friends have there own families what makes it hard to do stuff with them. I get bored and today (Sunday) I always feel the worst. Everyone I know is busy with their own lives. I even go out alone, to get out of the house. But it only makes me feel more sad. I try to get on the dating apps and stuff but it is not what I was expecting. But I know it's my fault for not investing in people during my relationship that led me to this point.. So just posting this to feel less lonely..",0.414701897018972,2.5351671097561024,1.7779674796747995,98.54331978319786,85.21951219512195,4.863956639566396,14.598915989159892,6.139981653823899,-0.8812563685636854,602,9,142,5,18,192,100,164,0.133,0.816,0.051,-0.8913,0,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,0,11,13,1,0,6,0,10,1,1,5,3,38,26,12,0,1,7,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,9,1,1,2,3,10,1,1,3,6,20,3,21,21,7,26,0,6,0,0,7,9,1,1,14,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954159274690966,0.0,0.0,0.12817571578116305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371305006967232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118449188526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174363089802456,0.0,0.0,0.14719422811870467,0.0,0.0,0.14521757734895396,0.0,0.3894426299794091,0.11004800625337337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901286795293713,0.0,0.3219234329372633,0.0,0.08754591337988632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379918398651147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774438462099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397321941814616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525739372725664,0.0,0.13602236634394285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564915499881825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295526890341085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880708696558145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715627701545843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679368681618744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456199712658351,0.0,0.14753015178357776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838136513428633,0.0,0.1653840164532349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812243196023018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301855454714355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526836594919637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982343152490926,0.0,0.1460142961611655,0.0,0.0,0.10458475869004352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304327740526048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385027242187481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919833166404844 lonely,thelifeofsteveo,2019/01/13,"Vacation in paradise and never felt more lonely in my life I decided that I didn't want to spend another January in the UK as it's too dark and cold and brings on bad depression. So I booked a month in barbados which is where I am now. It has everything I could ask for. Stunning beaches, beautiful warm weather, clear blue seas, surf etc but I've never felt more lonely and isolated in my life. I figured none of this would be an issue as I live on my own and work on my own but I've realised that I don't DO things on my own. I go to beaches with friends, I go to bars with friends, I go surfing with friends. I really don't enjoy sitting on a beach on my own here. Plus I've already had some stuff stolen from my bag whilst I left it on the beach 30ft away while I swam so now it's just made me even more angry. I'm going to cut this vacation short and buy a flight home this week as I don't think I can take it anymore. I'm a very social person, but only to people I know. I can't go up to a group of people and ask to hang out with them. It's too weird for me. I'm staying in an apartment far away from other apartments too. I feel like a huge failure. I got on tinder when I was here and met up with a girl from Cali and that was fun for a few days as we went snorkeling and went out for dinner but she flew back home and I've not managed to meet anyone else. I'm miserable and lonely. How pathetic!? 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lonely,ensureorigional,2019/01/13,"i cant tell if its a good thing or bad thing ive always been a social floater, never fully belonging to a clique but being tight with very nice and generous people. while i am grateful for them reaching out to me im still painfully aware that they have their own lives and full groups that they're a part of and i don't. i still have meaningful relationships with them, spend good time and have fun with others, but i wish i had a solid group of people where i can feel like myself and feel like this is where my social life is. im always the outsider at birthday parties who just shows up because im dummy tight with the birthday person without knowing any other guest. when i try making my own cliques i maintain it for a good while, but since the rest of them are also social floaters and used to being alone we all drift apart. im a highschool senior so we all know we missed out on key ride or die forming years. i dont know if ill try to make a clique in college or if ill stick with individual relationships. i dont know if i can switch my whole energy in time. im upset with having an inconsistent social life because it depends on if others are up for a one on one with someone as mellow as i am. i also dont know how to change 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lonely,lonelyASFlmao,2019/01/13,"I just want to fucking CUDDLE. ahhhhhhhh who gives a shit about sex when you could just&hfidkebrhfuvu gg h bxjdjd:&hdsgshxgdhshsgshshshsbvssvgsgsgahsgszszfz] ""D2 /37f7v7c5 rdttisyy"" 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lonely,UniquenessError,2019/01/13,"Existence Day Be me. Turn 38. Have no friends left, cus you had them turn away from you. Mom invites to a nice meal. Awesome.jpg Big Sis takes the chance to diss that little soul into oblivion. Panic attack for the freakin books. Leave to not get lost. Walking.jpg Lost.gif All the worst memories find their suiting places in my soul. Awesome. Self hate.exe Be ... never be like me. 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She dumped me later that night. She's super against drugs and I shouldn't have hit it (weed makes me paranoid), but now I've lost her, and shes been my only companion since moving cities last summer, and the heartbreak is creeping in. I want her back, but I know it'll never happen",2.6032920792079217,3.977860752475252,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,75.13861386138616,6.6341584158415845,21.53589108910891,7.1686216300943375,0.4707514851485142,380,9,83,4,8,124,74,101,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.04,-0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,2,0,7,0,7,3,1,1,1,16,15,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,1,17,1,6,7,0,17,0,2,1,0,9,4,0,0,9,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213409200898541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619133316365495,0.18512089349432886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663838627963017,0.0,0.15526299798093468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919206496383364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29111428952255725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289328460871407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230919205968664,0.19624232674943315,0.0,0.0,0.2615741722341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628056506202403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607016299276799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558777729864937,0.0,0.0,0.18568024286254192,0.0,0.0,0.2259263507315355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310023858596589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914981647540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674806693753036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199982370083158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752679244296454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iamoneofeverything,2019/01/13,"Diverting the pain How do u ignore the pain of the loneliness? I personally suffocate myself in school, YouTube, Amazon prime, video games, and of course scroll through reddit ",6.466091954022987,9.929437448275863,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,71.06896551724137,9.383908045977012,30.356321839080447,9.725611199111238,3.725749425287357,142,6,21,4,3,42,25,29,0.334,0.618,0.048,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8468207154868992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474446391111645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027119300134632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigface8,2019/01/13,Cuddling and kissing after being touched deprived long Feels so intense and heart to heart and warm doing all that cute shit as we hold hands and she rubs my chest just face in the titties feel like a lil boy again bite the titty DONT LOSE HOPE am 16 btw,5.91,5.978171764705883,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,66.64705882352942,6.8000000000000025,28.764705882352942,3.1291,0.8003411764705879,204,6,42,0,3,60,46,51,0.146,0.618,0.236,0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,3,0,4,8,6,0,1,11,7,6,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,5,4,6,1,4,0,2,0,2,3,1,1,1,4,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271077198468956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822466598525273,0.19939189881502528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614789866895062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27721317217518704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635607900609004,0.0,0.0,0.24699818953189603,0.0,0.31224589853284423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864961667838801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shantaram88,2019/01/13,"I don’t think I’ve ever been so alone and isolated I live and work in a different country than my home since the last 9 years. My wife used to be here with me but she moved back home 1 year ago and I’m supposed to be heading back in the next couple of months myself. I have very few friends here and most of them are work acquaintances. All of my closest childhood friends are back home and in the last 9 years I have drifted apart from them and we aren’t in regular touch anymore. My wife is never supportive or compassionate. Whenever we talk on the phone, I have to be a non-judgmental sounding board for her. But she never has time for my problems. Nothing I do is good enough. There’s always something I got wrong or something I could’ve done better. I’m feeling so lonely and lost - there’s literally not one single person in the world who I can talk to about my problems. For the first time in my life I have strong suicidal thoughts; I recalled the advise I had read countless times to reach out to someone if you feel that way. When I realized there was no one who I could reach out to it broke me. 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Been trying online dating for months, almost going on a year now and I am having little to no luck only having gone on 2 dates in that time and neither of them had a follow up. I'm starting to think it just won't ever work for me. Anyone have some positive online dating experiences to share?",3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,5.63692307692308,77.80307692307693,72.69230769230771,7.046153846153848,20.69230769230769,7.554174236665415,0.8752153846153843,256,5,46,3,5,89,53,65,0.029,0.836,0.135,0.7891,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,10,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,9,35,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.2843827863548843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918139100293327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376685468302327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550226231727419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636050583674099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506358068576343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562006359708978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920782733234336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23260776738961725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216371878593756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626778112427926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867294494564499,0.0,0.0,0.16992869075579492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785428830206112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243128265974154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766420229844244 lonely,nvgoldminer,2019/01/13,It’s raining outside and I’m bored. Lonely Expat working in Africa. Bored to tears just wanting friendly chat. ,2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,104.0,2.0,30.0,3.1291,1.0779999999999998,90,5,13,0,4,27,19,20,0.34700000000000003,0.524,0.129,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361892439405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48568742424389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5994755806750315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joyluckpug001,2019/01/13,"I always make the first move Im usually the one who has to ask to join my group of friends almost every occasion. I also am left out when discussing plans. I was in my room tonight thinking how every weekend im the one who has to text whats going on for tonight or hey are you guys going to bla and bla? Usually i am totally fine with being alone, but going back home and spending time with my old highschool buddies got me thinking this is how friendships should be, not me having to try so hard to be with people who just sit in a room and stare at their phones. Im just a little mad and kind of ashamed of myself for feeling so angry for being ignored or stuffed away in some closet until they ""need"" an extra friend to make themselves seem more popular. I do not know, I just want to feel less of an extra waste of space and find some people who would actually invite me out or think of me when planning. 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I have been called boring by my boyfriend and been given hints that they may wanna break up with me. My social life is mainly dead. I dont like ""getting out there"" irl because Im too scared to get ridiculed or something. Used to be more out there online but welp it happened here too. (Online) All i have is read,and sleep. I used to draw but every drawing seems bad to me and i end up ripping it up. Idk what to do. I see cool people who are into the same stuff but then im scared they may actually be mean or idk what to say. 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It makes me feel like I'm a nuisance they're just hoping will leave. I know I'm worth more than I feel, but it's like they don't see any worth in me, which makes me feel worthless.",5.924564102564106,3.4583373538461544,6.475384615384615,87.22794871794872,67.76923076923077,9.8974358974359,30.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,1.6727435897435896,228,6,57,2,3,75,45,65,0.128,0.657,0.215,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,16,2,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,4,6,15,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624422811060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825402021175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831268022980011,0.3413027829238532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248016289555909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372554444007605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127871724146836,0.0,0.0,0.2529327168310335,0.25953693208942424,0.0,0.0,0.2334032100097358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189000477911155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389383040452177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903513810904495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745501340900943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217953603878812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,screaming_moon,2019/01/13,"Rural lone wolf to isolation in a megacity My life was good and bad. Bad due to circumstances beyond my control. Good due to who I am and my abilities as a person. I spent my entire life until my late 20's in the same small isolated town of the mountains. 1,500 people trapped in an area surrounded by wilderness. I went from that to a city of millions in a new country. I work remotely and don't know anyone here and in 2 years haven't made a single friend. I actually have not hung out with a friend in 7 years. Not once. I am married and am around her friend group sometimes. They are nice. I just don't relate to them.",1.5528831011508188,3.7640200000000017,3.0861417322834646,90.33655360387644,81.28346456692913,6.427377347062388,22.367655966081166,7.61054688173877,0.9592815263476684,488,16,103,8,13,160,83,127,0.194,0.725,0.081,-0.9298,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,4,9,0,0,9,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,15,6,21,9,2,21,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,7,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1904016278987287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642717739967375,0.0,0.0,0.17369146681809744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258215294558671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883522871794367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522302368899936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273021698569923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722871228288897,0.0,0.22009536754035688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562741905035176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462013915142048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884408418139988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778841548619667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526642151653248,0.17036468519396472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297122436745007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087121680440432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420442037965694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512920706202659 lonely,billybatse,2019/01/13,"feeling lost. Ever since I moved towns my freshman year of high school, I’ve struggled to find a core group of people I can rely on. Sure, I’ve met some individuals who are fantastic and I’m grateful for that, however, they exist in different friend groups, and I don’t have this tight knit friend group like nearly everyone else. I don’t mean to be whiny, it just sometimes is frustrating and can be debilitating. Because I don’t have groups I can always rely on to hang out in groups and have cool get togethers. I see on my Snapchat stories of my individual friends hanging out with their specific groups, and wondering why I couldn’t be there. There’s been a lot of issues with me having a group, because it always feels that I’m infiltrating my individual friend’s group and I don’t feel comfortable. Most of my nights are spent alone as my friends go out with their groups of other friends and I feel like I’m not good enough. Because I haven’t lived in this town long enough to be apart of these groups that have been together for years, I can’t keep up with it. It also doesn’t help that I have social anxiety and low self-esteem. I feel like I’m just a nobody floating around, and I’m never invited to events and get togethers. I turn 18 in a few weeks and my senior year will be coming to a close. I feel like I wasted my high school years and didn’t get the “experience” with a friend group I could go on adventures with and get in trouble with. I really tried to be accepted into groups. I would join in on conversations, and would go as far as indulging in drugs just to feel like a part of it (I know that isn’t smart, but just feeling included was more important that anything else). I’m just ready to get out of this dead town and start somewhere else in college. But I fear that in college I will be worse off because then I have to start the whole cycle over again. And this time, I have no excuses. I guess I just feel lonely. I have these friends, but I still feel alone. I feel empty and unsatisfied. I’m lost. 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I almost literally have no friends other than my husband and a couple of his friends I guess. He's always there for me but he can't be sometimes because of work, and I'm in a small town where I dont want to just go out all the time. I do college online and can only work during the busy week my job gets once a month. We have a dog who I love so much and I go on walks with him all the time but I'm sick of being so lonely. Why cant I connect with anyone?? I'm lonely even when I'm around other people and usually im fine with just me and the dog because he's just a sweetheart but I have 8 out of 16 days of my husband being gone left and tbh I am kind of struggling. I know this is pathetic because im so lucky and privileged and I need to get it together. I know I need to work on my classes and clean the house and stuff and I'm usually so on top of things but recently I don't know. I just want to sleep all the time. Sorry for the rent I just cant worry my husband and I dont have anyone else but my dad and sister in another state and its really late there now. 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It’s been two months and she still won’t talk to me. I’ve constantly tried to make things right between us again but she doesn’t want it to happen. She was like my best friend and I lost that all because I cried on the phone when she asked for a break. I know I’m a bitch for that whatever, but all I’m trying to do is save the one connection I had with someone before it’s gone forever. I have to see her and sit next to her in school every fucking day and sit there like shes not the only one i want to talk to. Everybody calls me a bitch and to just move onto other people but it isn’t that simple. I don’t want her to like me or even want me anymore, I just want my friend back. Is that too much to ask? And now I find myself venting on reddit cuz I don’t have anyone to talk to. Idk what I’m doing anymore.",0.7874893162393164,2.161699778846156,2.75897435897436,95.86380341880344,80.05769230769229,5.776068376068378,18.28632478632479,6.42735559955562,-0.3101226495726497,726,14,178,6,18,244,114,208,0.12,0.7190000000000001,0.161,0.8047,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,6,0,17,1,0,2,3,33,37,14,0,5,8,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,5,0,3,6,2,30,7,23,29,4,21,0,2,1,1,19,6,3,3,13,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501934885612028,0.1763997021212622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358472905482297,0.0,0.0,0.09699368706832734,0.0,0.07689362514202544,0.0,0.10733564266105858,0.0,0.13237589287318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288027952706954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631226545676853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855860010904136,0.08134970804856483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783485588277467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331411991299327,0.11410063193546252,0.10627818572091684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111394817264548,0.0,0.11528945277616437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491052686645868,0.11661417285113905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154497062169026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864622332641893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487654126329425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769644557613725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419926735635075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338143485839033,0.0,0.0,0.10068355067473808,0.1340665992493861,0.09272723529588954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415106270152347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095112786875918,0.09593496935064927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744942509740175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772266334854412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766016846669512,0.1005170550402902,0.11483289738702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434411056643723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687780685290554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073537296242507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041590760067241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380164965808218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712812300812616,0.0,0.12322021386435147,0.0,0.1517305966141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37200248453365536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382151099974072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoulHackerJoe422,2019/01/14,"Lost in life I'm 28 years old and I don't have very many friends, my best friend very recently committed suicide, and over the weekend I spent the past three days convincing Another one not to kill themselves. My list of friends is short already and it seems like it's trying to become shorter as the days go by. I have social anxiety and I'm very shy. I'm an introvert, so I know if all these issues it's hard to make friends. Little long long lasting relationships. I wish it was easier to be able to make friends.",2.338269230769228,4.5344470576923115,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.42307692307693,7.236923076923077,26.746153846153845,8.238735603445708,1.7998415384615396,410,17,85,8,10,132,72,104,0.099,0.602,0.299,0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,2,2,13,17,7,2,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,3,1,7,8,10,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,11,43,12,0,0.1385677469107717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529129544213433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453003645803671,0.1060039471101384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303718974797828,0.0,0.0,0.14541830143224066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872946666752365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352854876555205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875124386437223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241294837527819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462872674397234,0.0,0.0,0.15330468143704182,0.0,0.07615320984251032,0.1129512081230938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787449757820336,0.06769720181335047,0.1388812854578729,0.0,0.24525619108666424,0.0,0.0,0.15126306455300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849900941182578,0.14048594629964434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540354077888593,0.0,0.0938970914682158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322785936937135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681893313684104,0.1487699026505372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614687254695556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125236772768648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157062466498492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407840432661936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429987095694514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934607042055002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923308588849746 lonely,EatingRawMaca,2019/01/14,"Mental illness has ruined my life. I'm in my 30's. And since I was 16, 17, I've struggled with mental illness - crushing shyness, bouts of deep depression, self harm and alcoholism, non existent self confidence, etc. My brain has never worked properly. I've made an embarrassment of myself so many times, and done so many regretful things, out of an ongoing sense of despair. I've never had any help for it, nor have I sought it. I don't think there is any help to be had. I'm not interested in the brain fog of anti depressants. I think of what I've made of my life, and it is a complete disaster. I've almost always been isolated, feeling alienated from others, looking in on life. And for so much of my life I was full of bitterness, a real soul destroying hatred toward the world, feeling that life had dealt me such a awful hand which I had no real courage to play. Misanthropy is pathetic and shameful. And now that I have matured beyond bitterness there is nothing of value remaining. My life has been emptied of any real content. No hope, and no happiness, and nothing worth struggling for. I've never thought that life should be about some sort of bland happiness. *Suffering and struggling is good*. But when the treadmill just won't budge, life becomes a listless affair. I've been going nowhere for 15 years. I enjoy so very little, and so many things I once enjoyed I seem so distant from. I'm so incapable of opening up to people because for almost all of my life there has been no one to open up to. So, there is no meaningful connection in my life, at best a pretence of it. And I'm capable of feeling such extreme loneliness. I hate to admit that. I go through life repressing that, because there is no value in letting it rule my life. And this sense of loneliness is beyond being sated, it can't be cuddled away, or soothed by friendly words, it is rooted deep to the core of my being. I've been alone and lost in the world since I was a child. Loneliness, a sense of not belonging, a lack of anchorage, is a fixed part of my personality and it will be with me forever. And trying to connect to others risks leaving me feeling more lonely because of the impossibility of the task. There's a brick wall around me, keeping people out and keeping me buried away in solitude. I'd love to meet someone who would at least try to break through that with me, though. Someone who thought it was worth the effort (it isn't and will never be worth it). A nice girl who I clicked with, who accepted me as the messed up man I am. Just someone to cuddle up on the sofa and share tears and snacks with.",4.456440108747799,5.8029146173570005,5.301194093501788,81.46166799936032,70.47928994082841,8.321317767471612,30.665227357535052,8.764118213836602,2.481160925422465,2049,86,389,36,37,668,232,507,0.219,0.664,0.117,-0.9945,0,3,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,0,4,25,36,4,7,23,1,47,22,3,3,5,72,72,34,0,5,6,0,5,0,1,5,15,0,1,6,28,30,2,3,12,1,3,2,17,21,0,1,19,9,34,15,75,40,10,43,1,8,2,3,18,32,0,7,8,274,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349534866061376,0.13772856551580026,0.07122607802476483,0.0,0.0,0.05722303116023041,0.0,0.0,0.14030003743900935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122082382425676,0.0,0.0,0.12922534958792087,0.0,0.0,0.12576659983011765,0.07595223284222287,0.0,0.0,0.0721709847657994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354249411317022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210514811873876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846482663191985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037667131176717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669791085009599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909085735698382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313235045994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816835659948458,0.057681902413481416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641614459521335,0.0,0.06789718415862478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219158394247592,0.0,0.0,0.06830517995968886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222537561600208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728186229170528,0.0,0.07032306836149267,0.5829004028328468,0.0,0.06892666905276162,0.0,0.0,0.057750370072398735,0.0,0.07507173595044382,0.0,0.06206856676585616,0.13014567981322647,0.0,0.20916918277150146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861010696362194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055464209276631,0.0,0.2121619246845444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197537391475606,0.0,0.0,0.07323893459040369,0.04660105015092018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447235642639871,0.0,0.09535438801577847,0.06004823707924354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348295669761415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260659027902173,0.14348642824624638,0.0,0.0,0.1137762631947705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480848822464445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568333152747335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137687307788282,0.08813143695105842,0.06756721740480129,0.10919307987738096,0.040100958202131484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338207115025224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056743326892638765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050066150831656914,0.0,0.0,0.048852987975944465,0.0,0.0,0.044286307973861405 lonely,socialskill9,2019/01/14,"does anyone hate breaks from school/university i hate winter break and summer break. I just sit at home dong nothing watching people hang out with their friends and have fun. meanwhile, i just watch stuff to pass the time. at least in university, i have some social interaction.",5.001428571428568,8.059404653061229,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,73.89795918367345,6.3689795918367365,24.08571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.2651926530612252,224,7,38,3,5,66,39,49,0.138,0.743,0.119,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,7,4,2,13,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202933727533018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539799301814736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422894867047125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730788903476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911217191122186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784809921556746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120711761106927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29372559627828143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29585025788310565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322409061363428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692339153172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,people_repellent,2019/01/14,"I have no desire to leave home I work 6 days a week and only have 1 day off, and even when I'm on day off I have no desire whatsoever to leave home and do something. It's not like I feel bad at home but the opposite. I love being at home playing games or doing nothing and I have to struggle really hard to go and hang out with someone. I feel as I don't like people's company anymore because I feel uncomfortable around a lot of people. &#x200B; The strange part is, I work at the airport and I love my job and I don't have to do any effort to happily wear my uniform and head to the job. I work with people and I love interacting with the passengers. I only struggle when it's about having fun with friends and colleagues. I usually end making up stories to not leave home. &#x200B; Sometimes I think I feel sadder having to go over this process of denying any invite to hang out then being at home alone. &#x200B; Does anyone feel the same?",2.5739835416031696,4.472689994818655,4.000341359341665,86.60295641572692,76.51295336787564,6.4064614446815025,25.860713197195977,7.285733465282438,1.2657506248095096,751,28,150,9,17,248,97,193,0.162,0.649,0.19,0.9321,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,5,11,0,2,8,0,15,5,2,1,0,32,28,16,0,2,4,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,3,17,0,0,6,2,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,6,20,8,30,26,3,25,0,0,0,3,6,12,0,2,11,99,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681563810709024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724674659670506,0.30556337966156244,0.11400540939028225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313016958665748,0.058611186233126986,0.0,0.0,0.07462049060031972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998893734257441,0.05109789335405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217724285613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335431703890093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424254584615579,0.0,0.0,0.055364485759876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191784440437547,0.059883367846625235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476165805038478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952774032511983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508919414177906,0.0,0.08602686810428121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044895051055953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636334213899726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662702505854167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190364087780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126355494760632,0.2269613481299694,0.0,0.05595269017317787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043069770630691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750276303788582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077244351778717,0.0,0.17433752365999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369933946554074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102319296817873,0.06453125603447335,0.08290336709012787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526058409028455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371057306805987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231950024953076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723797892317131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307303810150252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30556337966156244,0.0 lonely,Darkness299,2019/01/14,Fuck the world I hate when I post something trying ti get some help but ppl just talk trash and shit on everthing why is the world so fucked up and can't lead a helping hand why can ppl just fucking care for one in there life damn,4.3270748299319735,4.347173408163265,4.024897959183672,95.29748299319729,70.0204081632653,7.34965986394558,24.49659863945579,6.42735559955562,0.3732802721088433,183,4,44,1,3,55,42,49,0.386,0.519,0.095,-0.9689,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,6,0,3,0,3,6,2,1,0,7,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,9,1,8,0,0,0,3,3,5,5,1,1,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299338538429768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625472038051075,0.1178254985829105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265545670312836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023241608803787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929226547153588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281897523110308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159869324368206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314942309463661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736172077093781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126536662677412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311406472518854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069955404702497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stoney_Returns,2019/01/14,"Hating life rn Handed in my uni assignments today and basically been given a free week of nothing to do, childcare paid for, work is all up to date and WOW I'm so bored, even nearly got my nose pierced... Just to add a bit of excitement to my day and say I did something, thankfully I forgot my ID. So yeah not even midday, off on the bus home and thinking if I had mates, could of gone to get a drink or something, but no I have zero mates. So now I'll probably go home and sleep, or muster the attention span to watch a new show on Amazon Prime... FML Rant over my wasted day done.",4.651534828807557,4.257562016528927,5.682007083825265,85.1131404958678,69.33057851239671,8.897756788665879,27.20306965761511,8.418075326091056,1.5584772136953955,448,12,100,6,7,149,88,121,0.111,0.789,0.1,-0.5161,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,6,1,8,5,3,0,1,17,19,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,9,4,9,5,17,9,2,17,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,7,60,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133676364046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186933994690672,0.0,0.0,0.26149773896484224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747077852352155,0.0,0.19860549721106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678123192290649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059219388331078,0.0,0.11522035283365045,0.0,0.16214764217268066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016123801225402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40672434243327504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431994415707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580507200518715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453203072599085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858523804048324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612249406113657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288384327730968,0.0,0.0,0.31215435498331096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665338574283452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990595815218314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217137697157088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262373639474512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759526270721954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nanuq5150,2019/01/14,"Hey y'all! Who is in/around New England? I'm just south of Providence, I've lived here a year now and havent gotten to know anyone. It's making things very hard as now when i do reach out I can quickly become over enthusiastic. Im looking to meet some folks around here to do things with and support eachother in thid crazy life. 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It’s weird. I really have no right to feel lonely. I’m surrounded by others, often spend time with them, etc. At the same time, it’s difficult to connect and to feel them in the kind of way that eliminates the feelings of loneliness? Anybody else have any experience/advice?",3.4442937853107374,6.104942949152544,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,77.13559322033899,8.679096045197742,25.08757062146893,9.2995712137729,2.549302824858757,250,9,45,7,6,81,46,59,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.9263,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,9,6,2,8,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946957013464688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508141218262807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519273021341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363359587576613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45745630172722995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31404406320653017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31932449114667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931967339052624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575434910522727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351701736710288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937628040316855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IFUSEEMEIMJERKINGIT,2019/01/14,"Can’t seem to put the pieces of the puzzle together right My whole life I’ve been fat so naturally I’ve never really had a girlfriend, but recently I decided crying at a jc penny because they didn’t have any cloths that could fit me wasn’t how I wanted my life to go, so I made some major changes in my diet and lifestyle. So now about 6 months and almost 100 pounds later I’m somewhat attractive now, definitely more attractive then I was at least. Also I started getting my cloths and fashion together so I can pretty much say I’m pretty happy with how I look but the dating game is still just as brutal as ever, some shit never changes I guess. It’s honestly pretty frustrating to put in so much work on myself and still seeing the same results, getting left on read, cancelled plans last minute, girls not even texting back etc... I don’t know what I’m doing wrong I just can’t seem to fit everything together right, I’m starting to think that maybe my personality really is just trash and that’s the reason no one will tolerate me and the fat thing was just one thing on a long list of reasons not to date me. I’m probably just being dramatic and have to give it time, that’s probably the more logical thinking but I really can’t call it, I mean I’m really putting a lot of effort into making myself the best version of me that I could be but it’s just not seeming to make a difference. All my life I thought if I looked good enough I would get a girlfriend so now it’s really fucking with me that I was wrong, I’m just not sure where to go from here.",2.9835495538943766,4.60667643260188,4.583087774294672,84.05696587894866,74.64263322884013,7.917096696407043,25.12189534603328,8.617729084823388,1.7365094285025315,1238,41,250,24,26,416,166,319,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.9496,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,27,13,4,0,14,0,23,8,3,8,5,61,55,24,0,5,16,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,14,10,3,0,12,2,0,5,13,6,0,2,9,4,31,7,27,40,18,39,0,0,3,1,9,14,2,11,20,173,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120167651876283,0.0,0.0,0.0728352159629998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193630968837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700335257326382,0.0,0.055520434760525296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558096800036586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300104109529793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269735074073405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454370878166274,0.0,0.10004514293161217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515735010034933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410814326697553,0.1015762856284581,0.060156302303555065,0.08238546017055022,0.0,0.0,0.08185522725920544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420034253783319,0.14275382532137632,0.08737052336451245,0.10352369743910013,0.07639208591477954,0.0,0.0,0.10033292253018113,0.0,0.0,0.0969544539035016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050054205291854316,0.07424090161200657,0.0,0.0,0.09895674754139444,0.0,0.19299371115471012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060135457939267,0.15296552463047408,0.0,0.0,0.0774314417593859,0.0,0.08618040960630417,0.12159083204902366,0.0,0.09150030913016648,0.0992108770824511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269776260866757,0.0,0.13390593584995605,0.0,0.14049026904631606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234339117780558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952598465123613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779778648645094,0.19639544135250964,0.0,0.0,0.274676287396728,0.0,0.0,0.09110286247517466,0.0,0.29173518493432765,0.18728714900723775,0.08992874996611147,0.0,0.0,0.15556059664571914,0.0,0.07242905251116956,0.0,0.0,0.07257754575072647,0.2487425599701768,0.0,0.0,0.09349047929601267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893125929773905,0.0,0.14547036096444302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584014016373777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101663861138627,0.11671848572360367,0.0,0.07230592950539284,0.0531084398410243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372029120790155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168557492204502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630602555959297,0.0,0.0,0.06469935107028997,0.19915946172052468,0.0,0.0 lonely,LRN_Trickster,2019/01/14,"40 years in the desert I’ve been in the desert for forty years. Not literally, mind you, I live in a nice place in Colorado. But 40 years of life this year without love (outside the love that comes with shared blood) and all this time I’ve been asking the question you guys ask a lot: “why?” and hating my time here. But at what point do I stop viewing this desert as an obstacle I’m moving through and start just viewing it as a familiar home? I can live without love. I’m thriving. I’m making shit work and keeping the mortgage paid and the lights on. Hell, I even put together a group of people to hang with from time to time. This desert is MY desert now. Would the rain feel good? Would the shade bring me comfort? Of course it would. Denying that is no better than jumping at the brief mirages that teasingly present me with the lie that anyone would ever chose to share their life with me. I don’t need mirages. I like to build and I like to put my hands and mind to the task if fixing. I think the thing I want most is to help others build a life here too. I’m most certainly not the only one out in this desert after all. Even if there is no one to stoke the fire of my soul, I will keep it lit throughout the cold desert nights. Because, damn, the nights are clear and beautiful here! The sweet songs of loneliness are the envy of even the lovers who imagine the music of their union to be the very stuff of dreams. Maybe what I set to grow here will be the legacy I won’t have as the husband and father I always saw myself becoming. Maybe the answer to: “why?” has always been: because that’s not for you. This desert is what I have. And by my hands it will bloom.",2.4467590251794924,4.150558853372438,2.83750429770452,95.66246334310853,76.30205278592375,5.759166750935383,20.849529780564264,6.311591054244273,-0.019281201334816256,1303,31,292,9,29,400,171,341,0.124,0.759,0.118,-0.4999,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,2,2,12,19,5,0,30,0,26,11,4,1,5,51,48,17,0,8,10,2,4,2,1,8,3,1,1,1,22,16,0,3,5,2,1,9,9,5,0,2,5,12,28,14,44,33,5,37,2,0,4,4,21,11,3,6,18,188,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904330209469226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102621856591118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992482419433074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384291719287314,0.11218574043345547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983814301523327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750109225058407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127540418970585,0.091883788066555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136126429795652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851994298220206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057892524304024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028797828768447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808608989682095,0.0,0.10189176093256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057570715628293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524420956328186,0.0992524852712034,0.0,0.17939178123858954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635861436688867,0.2750363429631788,0.0,0.06780459937773241,0.0,0.204098999865654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513114612209374,0.0,0.0,0.10796212766991477,0.0,0.0753193504498699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906495373708247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766476956688686,0.07725521097001782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042191007966189,0.0,0.10612816595908177,0.0,0.0960247447954123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422938486007974,0.1137914389657048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042691194306903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189795675076087,0.0,0.0,0.08492437710886867,0.0,0.0,0.1162833576391919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748440290117051,0.06508755661178219,0.0,0.0,0.2369255264604283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838131007330894,0.05991377412958716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331803105228514,0.0,0.0,0.19583656581104106,0.0,0.07395053432293684,0.0,0.0,0.2886344968871689,0.0,0.0,0.2616535190707254 lonely,Flesticious,2019/01/14,"So a girl just uploaded a ig story saying this: I have a confession to make... i do care about looks a lot. So of you aint pretty you aint going to be my friend thats 4 sure, sorry not sorry...” Well guys thats a proof to yall that looks are number 1 thing.",-1.8084261501210648,-0.07707038983050474,1.6971428571428575,97.90711864406781,91.8813559322034,4.727360774818402,11.818401937046005,6.18269132825596,-1.1413360774818402,193,2,50,2,7,70,43,59,0.107,0.7070000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.6437,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,6,4,5,10,1,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569330483364973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469628245980555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321866343353978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24952180780059185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232367763308346,0.0,0.0,0.2142432674032904,0.0,0.0,0.1682134321185481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563768441740865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004022721562782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564191685123804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375091007627578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741907083968136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265802511927487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maroonbrownie,2019/01/14,Lonely in the busiest places. This weekend I went to an anime/comic convention. I went alone. There were literally thousands of people at the convention. 1) As a 25 yo I felt incredibly out of place 2) I've never felt more alone while being simultaneously surrounded by so many people 3) I'm never going to one alone again. It's really bizarre.,1.6744615384615391,4.433140215384618,4.191153846153847,76.59134615384617,93.0,6.907692307692307,21.884615384615387,7.908726449838941,1.926569230769232,274,10,47,7,10,95,51,65,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.8439,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,5,2,3,0,9,2,1,14,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907014801505559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650779973948465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804601634857566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274548700180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932548639913803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288259865117931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636018515586693,0.0,0.3972567772969161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179172630271193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524746726406391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,365-fresh,2019/01/14,"I wish I had a long time friend I’m jealous of those who’ve had friends for years. I haven’t been able to keep friends due to my shyness and it sucks! I have friends in college but they all seem to have their own best friends back home and it makes me sad that they’re my only friends... I have one close friend (we’ve been friends for a year and still talk) and I’m hoping we still stay friends and even become closer except I have no idea how to since the last time I did, I was in elementary school. I wish I had a friend who’s grown with me. It seems like everyone has someone they are completely comfortable with and value more than me. Even with my cousins, they all have someone in our family they’re close to while I’m the odd one out. Life has been so lonely.",2.918892339544513,4.015983534161492,3.1282142857142894,96.53136904761904,73.90683229813665,6.608902691511386,23.97567287784679,6.816661863887847,0.4139809523809519,603,17,144,5,12,184,90,161,0.103,0.606,0.29100000000000004,0.9899,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,4,1,7,18,2,0,5,0,17,1,0,2,2,26,28,10,0,3,2,1,0,1,10,0,1,0,1,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,8,0,22,14,17,20,5,20,0,2,0,0,19,7,1,3,12,90,28,2,0.10107259646947857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777185878459788,0.0,0.0,0.11162674192992902,0.0,0.0,0.10606945431105448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597269441162877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335149934594613,0.0,0.0,0.09657919729755232,0.0,0.0,0.09528224872069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7808843731090319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138405521468066,0.10038789395008917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140986588153158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898379677473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238765610237468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139056395818259,0.049378965260939316,0.0,0.0,0.08944606730636236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746674298495096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369788142941501,0.07687026412066778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229086363550688,0.0,0.1840253916091357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360829625494541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127696599123296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772993969958698,0.16143341220264193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123832448025868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787248761128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324569957103256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017487666220146 lonely,jtaub32,2019/01/14,"Is loneliness a choice or mindset? I have plenty of friends and a group of brothers I love. In high school we were known for being a tight group and now freshman in college we are all still friends. However I still feel like I’m alone. No one hits up my phone to just talk. I feel like I am missing that one person in my life where can I just vent and express my feelings and tell them how I am really doing. I don’t know but I don’t want to pick one of my current close friends to do that to. I don’t feel comfortable to do that, maybe cus I am a guy and they are guys too. But every night I just get this sense of loneliness and feel I really have nobody there for me. I feel that I don’t have an intimate relationship with anyone and it sucks. I have never had a gf or a relationship of any kind but I blame that on the fact I am major homebody and going out is honestly a struggle for me at times idk maybe I have social anxiety or something but something holds me back. But sometimes I feel like I choose to isolate myself and not engage with others and it’s my fault that I’m lonely. What do you guys think is feeling lonely just a choice? 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Im a 20yr old single mom. My daughter is in her terrible two's now and I have no friends. I had friends but they were the go out party and get drunk friends that always wanted me to drop off my daughter to hang out and im not that mom. I live in a small town and dont go out much. So meeting new people is hard. I used to have tinder and pof and all that jazz but once the majority of people found out I had a toddler they ghosted me. Im kinda wortied about dating anyway as I don't have anyone to babysit so my daughter tags along with me wherever I go, i guess it'd be weird to bring my daughter to a first date. I digress, the point is I havent had physical human contact with anyone outside of my family (daughter, mom, dad, sister) in almost a year and I hug just sounds like everything I need right now..",1.5175468164794026,2.9460218033707903,3.4896853932584304,91.17909737827715,78.15730337078651,6.0949812734082425,23.664419475655432,6.742157984588678,0.6277583520599257,643,21,145,6,15,218,101,178,0.076,0.807,0.117,0.8362,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,0,0,9,0,15,3,0,1,1,28,26,12,1,3,5,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,14,1,0,1,2,0,5,5,2,0,2,5,2,24,6,21,19,4,26,0,0,0,2,19,12,0,3,9,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577890880262367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282598784379667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896224972704188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589164506458953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186413519228642,0.0,0.1278269952839737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533712519025435,0.0,0.14867303146159036,0.3142813202425704,0.0,0.07084284474218404,0.0,0.2311854651696373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937329288374976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214665785346262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393979378475435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624491806485491,0.0,0.11973296000787036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764220368463153,0.0,0.0,0.09967800234549784,0.10054205062202827,0.0,0.1309585952505232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228425085861562,0.1444043591583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880091425600317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818120037577094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579747692957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245671271650686,0.0,0.0,0.11711063291312468,0.0,0.0,0.15995500958290926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731880055627242 lonely,antonio_hatez,2019/01/14,"Anyone have friends that just barade you with insults and expect you to cope with that without saying something back? It happens almost everyday just because I have different values than them. They treat me like a shit bag and call it ""jokes"". Anyone else feel me?",5.690106382978723,8.203010723404256,4.8095212765957465,81.50875,69.42553191489361,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.824706382978724,212,8,33,2,4,63,38,47,0.113,0.687,0.2,0.6072,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,4,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,1,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896944829722203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895957326123985,0.2854502247271255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421990013444545,0.0,0.16982697737118035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447337939105755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910691389917461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232727703366631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086438639199356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523933599447287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463578114134909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610588277676713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154738367747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859704824053963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447358078669268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685525566120568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhatCanIDoNTT,2019/01/15,"I need anyone. Please! Hello, I’m 22,F. I can’t go into much detail since the person who makes me feel like this regularly uses reddit and I’m worried about them finding this, but the title says it all. I’m so desperately lonely, I have literally no one to turn to and I’m at my limit. Please, I need to talk to someone who can help me just...breathe. Thanks to whoever sees this. 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Ive been trying online dating and I start conversations with women and it seems to be going pretty good then...nothing. Today I was ghosted again. 6 times in 2 months and the 3rd time we had a date planned. I don't know what's wrong. Things seem to be going really well most of the time. I'm getting tired of being alone. I haven't had a serious relationship in 10 years and probably only had 4 or 5 dates on that time. All my friends are dating, getting married, having kids and I can't even get anyone to talk to me for more than a week! I just don't know what to do anymore. 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I have a hand full of friends, but sometimes I just want someone to text and vent about my day, or to compliment, lift you up when you’re down and vise Versace (I like Versace better, thanks autocorrect). Maybe someone to drunk text me, or drunk snap? Tell me what’s on your mind through out the day and I’ll do the same. If you also want this, please let’s talk or whatever. 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I’m honestly done with this ,2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,81.22222222222223,5.0814814814814815,27.51851851851852,6.42735559955562,1.2049851851851852,111,5,21,1,3,34,22,27,0.096,0.65,0.254,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412745014667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42188636157424186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393040217982158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967339917821638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852567222870391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870257024814137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542396524446865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453279207285839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,joselober,2019/01/15,Feeling lonely growing up I always felt like I was just always lonely. I grew up with my two sister mom dad and grandma even my uncle at certain times. my household was usually full but i’ve just always felt like i never connected with them. even to this day i can’t even have a real conversation with them. as i grew up i would just have my face glued to the tv or maybe even play basketball in my front yard. and my parents were always strict on me where whatever we talked about would just be an argument on how i’m lazy or don’t pay attention in school. also whenever i would explain to my mom i had ADHD she would just say it’s a normal thing on how i just wasn’t trying even sometime saying i don’t have it. my parents are really closed minded also whenever i was a kid i would try talking to my parents about everything but i would never get a good response and it would always turn out negative like bat shit crazy. anyways as time went by i would speak to them less and less where i felt so numb to anything. (there’s also some traumatic events that went on in that time which had a huge role on that. but there’s a next time for that. ) now we’re here 2019 and i still have no real connection with my parents. things change rearrange and tada there you have it springfield. ,2.8545768025078364,4.616392578544065,3.9563584117032415,87.8278918495298,75.32183908045977,7.04430512016719,23.35788923719958,7.84624498591911,1.105496551724138,1017,30,208,15,22,330,137,261,0.149,0.7809999999999999,0.069,-0.9759,4,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,3,0,28,10,1,0,8,0,25,3,2,2,3,49,35,19,0,9,11,8,4,3,0,8,1,3,1,1,12,13,0,0,7,3,1,6,8,4,0,1,12,7,34,6,29,14,4,36,0,2,0,0,23,18,1,3,15,154,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002581297597826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996760585978331,0.3462684997102328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849087447727226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804588776053124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053676210739638144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27486185047938866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748014035914122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208338978544497,0.0,0.23974042298013706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348403418907845,0.0,0.0,0.06980904507914168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219853448489304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361532648747054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403817640967418,0.194955018290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838360685655226,0.0,0.08851563066722548,0.0,0.0815473429915883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36966651356281577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946702681476696,0.05331901710072839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132375047264249,0.0,0.08423280513293648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543399496809964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231620894374403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646727121428886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379360994849582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058810450041684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412741131749464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301487887452155,0.0905299118225503,0.08130323175613284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916656529023818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430935802148488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729913955218508,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lunsjpakkeoreo,2019/01/15,"I lost my boyfriend and bestfriend It’s just as the title says. I feel so fucking lonely, and have no one to share my day with. I have cried the last week everynight, and I just feel so lonely and lost. All my friends, even my ex, says that they’re there for me and all that stuff. But never reach out to me, and when I do reach out, then it feels like they are forced to talk with me and just want to end the conversation. I don’t know anymore, everything just feels so pointless ",4.565757575757576,4.559405525252528,4.313686868686869,93.52386363636364,69.50505050505049,7.408080808080808,25.59090909090909,6.42735559955562,0.5471333333333335,373,9,88,2,6,113,59,99,0.194,0.721,0.085,-0.8622,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,10,8,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,3,25,14,14,0,1,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,6,14,3,10,12,2,9,0,4,0,1,8,2,1,0,8,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594058258655196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281021699879515,0.13392200064926268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183923035647459,0.0,0.0,0.13715591473812888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662929968968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199917748670445,0.14835066165386682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043577986767293,0.19197614480632413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412320987835475,0.16926869474449774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145103517894814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533656952484649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015837597214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407141931214101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302753849682133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237718319583532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690734751473302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224818580676454,0.0,0.16657043550170586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Charlie490,2019/01/15,I wonder how long I can go without anyone contacting me... A little over a month ago my girlfriend and best friend dumped me. Just recently she completely blocked me. I have been feeling extremely lonely and worthless lately. I only have one real friend and not much family. Most of my family has even turned their backs on me. I feel like no one cares about me. I think I could disappear and no one would care or notice. I'm going to stop reaching out to people and see how long I go without anyone contacting me. I bet my phone won't go off for at least a week,2.7576785714285705,4.761886553571427,4.054785714285714,85.9402142857143,76.32142857142857,7.337142857142857,22.807142857142853,8.238735603445708,1.3451400000000002,442,13,87,8,10,145,76,112,0.16699999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.182,0.5927,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,24,21,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,1,5,6,3,0,3,1,3,20,6,12,17,4,20,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,4,10,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799817440380096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192981731060225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103146589513592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153449548250988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944423062648583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139626093951494,0.0,0.0,0.11528830575692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537207155746392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722470400571264,0.0,0.14602172163936128,0.10315639646940043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311969129631096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282538687379268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162884764624766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054449970414327,0.14472253709845118,0.0,0.2555714983206365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525535899123288,0.0,0.1061475357262481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643955882539375,0.0,0.0,0.29353901626077994,0.1098195212447574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010587445151392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435404556545496,0.0,0.0,0.14257344365287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506476664531183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207213638925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252300545617573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706117843150108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582561003189693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27838481870087106,0.15659109787992734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257464145419252,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alm8ida,2019/01/15,"Should I be worried? I Just feels like no one cares about me I used to check up on everybody every single day to make sure everyone was doing well and I had a lot of meaningful conversations with everyone I used to check up on but no one ever checks up on me. No one ever invites me anywhere I mean am I doing something wrong? I have all these people I used to hang out with on social media and yet no one seems to check up on me. I mean I kinda feel like it’s my fault and that if I continued conversing with everyone they’d at least care but it doesn’t happen. If everyone is inviting each other out and always leave me out do they really like me?I can’t tell if people are being genuine or not anymore. I have family but no one really understands me so interactions between them aren’t the best. I’m only 18 and I know I shouldn’t really worry but I’m worrying because I feel like I’m not really worth anyone’s time because no one checks up on me or invites me out. Should I be worried? 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I'm supposed to be happy because I can finally sleep for once but my depression woke me up anyways and won't let me relax. ,1.96843137254902,3.724463294117648,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.82352941176471,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,128,5,27,2,3,43,31,34,0.267,0.674,0.059,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524162085314285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342712651400847,0.0,0.2899885152122791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36882478153100784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584101845368496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442858569773331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585612793507062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369307269932673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511256471385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jelly_blood,2019/01/15,"no money, no friends. can't stay at home. want something to do. please help ",-1.3430000000000002,-0.9553214666666641,-0.7541666666666647,107.14875000000002,130.33333333333334,1.5,17.083333333333336,3.1291,-1.3526666666666665,58,2,13,0,4,17,14,15,0.202,0.3670000000000001,0.431,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345257590342502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902229934112851,0.0,0.434322662773095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475291232501198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333561950453305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615080169325712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25538777305036997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ashen_soul,2019/01/15,"I will always be alone After working on my problems for many years and trying many different things to work on my loneliness, nothing got ever better. As times moves on, my life just keeps getting worse. &#x200B; The loneliness is very painful and will probably never go away. &#x200B; How can I deal with that? How can I live the fact that I will always be lonely and never have any friends or relationships in the rest of my life?",6.9637037037037,7.706993518518523,6.315654320987657,78.63644444444445,64.4320987654321,8.949135802469135,32.24938271604938,8.841846274778883,2.6470967901234563,349,13,61,5,5,107,57,81,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9698,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,2,4,14,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,2,11,7,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475833207171975,0.0,0.0,0.23713688003975575,0.3087896320032019,0.34629750463770537,0.09690245481342202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388008115788053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602650728665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690755627259697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488784343894349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889617369241602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009238379884498,0.0,0.07444850028062926,0.0,0.08098400165980557,0.0,0.1139674076662858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665736907466052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012988769542921,0.0,0.0,0.12582695315506745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889380167227267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514511477287407,0.0,0.0,0.2198040538172704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136729162094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162624201051328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363524624713348,0.13634983332213446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298783170878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466829242583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309081083131341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967457182677674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757447333328352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207478187769792,0.0,0.14521602999021282,0.0,0.0,0.34629750463770537,0.09176302520566236 lonely,Sherlock723,2019/01/15,"Recent Long Term Break Up Hey, One of my mates told me to come here after i recently broke up with my long term girlfriend. To me she was the one, i was prepared to make compromises for her, such as not having kids and other important things to me, and for her to tell me after all the time we spent having fun and loving eachother to say she doesn't love me anyone destroyed me. I'm a bit lost at the moment and am drinking everyday to try and cheer me up.",8.194263157894738,5.111170084210528,8.329342105263162,77.64664473684212,63.94736842105264,11.18421052631579,33.223684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.4890526315789474,358,9,77,4,4,118,63,95,0.109,0.758,0.133,0.3678,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,11,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,2,5,1,16,4,18,9,4,17,0,2,0,2,14,4,0,0,11,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368912729516254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399644485411873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893380610272288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532012048805454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890318038370594,0.0,0.0,0.2399374409112631,0.0,0.396755793169889,0.0,0.1467180699658318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978840591716227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43405156152391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479361913747196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211470893734686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602521712867678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816702807379365,0.0,0.0,0.21002812347865785,0.0,0.1492296327979915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StoriedTortoise1,2019/01/15,"Looking for Friends and people to chat with DM me if interested. 32 M from Uk Interests include Video games, Rock Music, Movies, Travel, Photography Hope to hear from you soon. 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I dont know why I feel lonely. I know what it is, its the constant isolation. I just want to feel close to someone. But then again I have a text message friend..But still something is missing from my life. And even if I found what is missing I still feel lost. And i dont know why.. Maybe because I dont feel like I have a purpose. I cant figure it out. I feel like life is passing me bye and there nothing I can do about it. 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I AM an outsider. And it fucking hurts. As time passes, hope dwindles faster. I hate myself.",-0.3862500000000004,1.3095895416666714,1.032,96.21300000000002,111.91666666666666,1.92,21.466666666666672,3.1291,-0.3632733333333333,95,4,18,0,5,30,20,24,0.316,0.584,0.1,-0.7433,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949390522053255,0.3101209882385455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013182757787284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285836865957299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43115905620350503,0.0,0.0,0.4647128207309503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207923804833784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531270878942279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kingjupiter15,2019/01/15,"I’ve put myself in a position where I’m isolated beyond belief. I’m a 24 yr old male. Still pursuing my bachelors. I dropped out of school to work for a couple years but decided i need to finish what i started. Unfortunately i made the mistake of taking online courses. While i love the program that I’m taking, I’m isolated in my room every single day taking it. Every single day is the same. I wake up, go to the gym(favorite part of the day) go home and then work on school until I’m finished. I don’t work rn because I’m taking more courses than i can handle work with(live with my dad). So i literally interact with no one every single day. I know it’s not healthy. I feel depressed every single day. I have a couple close friends that i see once a week maybe. And then there’s this girl that I’m seeing who is EXTREMELY important to my mental health. Even though we are nothing serious she is my source of love and affection and i would hate to lose her. I’m unsure if she will continue to talk to me but that is a whole another story. When I’m with her or texting her is the only time i feel happy. Which is not very often because she’s busy a lot and lives kind of far. Once this semester is over I’m going to drop a course and get a part time job sheerly for social interaction. I know i should try harder on dating apps so i can have others to talk to, but I’m so hung up over this girl i have zero drive to. Plus I’m extremely picky. So what I’m left with is a girl I’m constantly thinking about, yet hardly talk to. See her maybe once every 2 weeks. And that’s literally all i look forward to. She has no idea how lonely and isolated i am. I do a very good job at hiding that. I don’t bombard her with texts every single day because i don’t want it to be so obvious that she’s the only person i talk to. I know i need to change something but i don’t know what it is. Any advice? 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lonely,philbmxlover420,2019/01/15,"Stranger Moved here to orange 3 years ago everywhere I go I'm a stranger it sucks i'm fit and I believe attractive lol dont have much of an ego lol i'm likeable too I think haha I love astronomy, aerospace,bmx,engineering,chemistry, cooking, cars,stargazing, camping, fishing,the outdoors, I believe knowledge is power been a stranger everywhere I go moved around alot growing up always wanted a close friend even a girl too fall In love with like in this animes I used to watch growing up being a gamer it's how I found about reddit from this podcast PKA PAINKILLERALREADY (call of duty modern warfare 2 reference) anyways haha.Been thru a lot of bullshit been used and taken advantage of and it's wack tired of wasting my time.I always feel like I'm the one doing all the talking and I get no where.I always wanted a female friend/companion who bug/annoy me and text me first I'm the one always texting people first it's pretty lame.There's no connection anymore it's so ironic too with social media nowsdatys.The world saddens me everyday the loneliest gets worse I'm a senior in highschool don't think i'll ever go to prom never had a actual gf who cares n such even tho i'm not a virgin.I've never been in a rush for sex my first time I never even finish didn't feel right.Its sad too cause I basically kinda ruines my life tryinf to find love.I was dating this girl when I moved here and we had sex 4 months in I wasn't in a rush I didn't eat her out which I found odd but now don't I wish I could've used a condom but we stopped talking after and about 6 or so months later I couldn't piss one night.Found out I had.hpv gential warts it's not the worse atleast it wasn't aids I got it young so ny body's immune sysrem has a chance to to fight it off if im healthy.What's lame too is im packin and never consider myself as packin haha ,the warts arent as grouse as I expected like black heads on the shaft of your wang it really grosses me out like I have to tell my future fucking companion this.Makes me wanna killmyself.So it really pisses my off when people take what they have for advantage like a super awesome girlfriend/boyfriend tbh goes all the ways.Ugh lifes hard man hope I can still go to the airforce still have told my recruiter.I feel like this world isn't meant for me.",1.261870644428786,3.681929338266386,2.7195571999060384,91.16591633388146,84.36997885835095,5.110469031399265,21.02141570746221,6.51773550054525,0.39238112912066425,1839,58,371,19,54,597,245,473,0.103,0.731,0.16699999999999998,0.9817,2,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,2,1,1,7,26,26,5,0,26,4,26,18,4,5,7,58,63,22,0,8,6,0,4,6,3,0,6,0,0,3,19,17,2,2,11,1,0,12,18,9,0,6,16,6,41,17,43,45,5,59,0,3,2,6,22,19,4,6,34,208,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.07936269403494732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209081866459566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706798383564202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806537925615543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723976096722118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325368128227684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033513630555616,0.0,0.0,0.083043199811891,0.0,0.0829175377187837,0.0835444668732849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493239753757102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531376590418217,0.0,0.0,0.08321706262462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114567449905295,0.07356425422729483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336299527115747,0.11619898653410557,0.0,0.0,0.07433072429036655,0.2075282144629727,0.0,0.2675101248373084,0.12566492671215215,0.07518481284993349,0.08497922389153563,0.0,0.18487834094011227,0.0,0.06504403591680621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285235093394253,0.0,0.0834642008948399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077532199676787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569262345743142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148862788997264,0.2383914032982487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914067427652258,0.2202003626671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982768268159162,0.25931081773891795,0.05978415540204302,0.0,0.2508952877653197,0.0,0.0,0.07631918171084025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532632665119704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276277143731775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273803928557459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419936366017833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945217794320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290187595110407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989450558837806,0.06799239124976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114722305134361,0.1307339273724245,0.0710827320145975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422116158629352,0.0,0.0,0.0948439873247603,0.09347256726350628,0.0,0.07771072240819962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071931958594545,0.0,0.0,0.0959366653145196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093521180393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575680475311172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237144223538882 lonely,ChemicalKaleidoscope,2019/01/15,Noise freaked me out In bed watching birdbox for the first time and I heard a loud crashing noise in the other room. Turns out it was just my shower rod that fell. Sry it just freaked me out and I have noone else to tell,2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,1.977608695652176,101.366847826087,77.47826086956522,4.6000000000000005,22.369565217391305,3.1291,-0.4569826086956521,173,5,41,0,4,51,35,46,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.5267,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,3,5,0,7,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337938425199229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417013748967649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538757374776324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027977644662323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648301748043345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pedrospeeder,2019/01/15,"3:30 in the morning and here I am. 3:30 in the morning and here I am, thrown at my bed. Once again, I've looked at my past and I regret it all like I have never done that before. All of this is disgusting my mind, which is lost in all the frustrations that the nights have given me over the past months. As I look through the window, with tons of blurry lights on the city and sad songs playing over my headphones, the weight of the loneliness hits hard, along with the wish that everything just didn't go away and out of my control, all the smiley faces that brighten my days, all the bad pop songs that made me want to dance, all the chatting that I've had with friends and other people, all of which I wished just came back. Yet they all won't. And for a moment, when the lights came off and I came back dragging myself to my bed, hoping I could finally sleep and all that misery would go on, I though about ""what if"". What if I told her I had a crush on her? What if I got to know these people that I've barely talked to? What if I just vent off to that friend instead of saying ""everything is fine""? What if... fuck. I didn't. Things have been done, I can't change them. I feel like my soul is no more than a black hole now, sucking and destroying all reasons to get out of my room. I have no motivation to do anything anymore because I have no one, nothing. I just wanna cry.",3.0109892689470144,4.081549119718311,3.5202012072434634,93.91185446009392,73.64788732394365,6.536284372904094,22.326626425217967,6.655083550727371,0.2635401073105297,1066,25,244,8,21,333,146,284,0.14400000000000002,0.755,0.101,-0.915,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,15,16,5,0,17,0,23,4,2,4,11,54,45,18,0,13,9,0,3,2,2,2,0,3,4,0,21,19,1,1,4,5,0,6,8,9,0,1,15,11,35,7,39,26,12,36,1,3,3,1,10,16,2,6,16,181,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820305975945597,0.0,0.0,0.0980820585322087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119816088777429,0.18329734566250136,0.09951749869319357,0.0726562615202566,0.0,0.1014207160765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089600029860033,0.0,0.0,0.12608573014663946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368014461372488,0.0951623950057972,0.0,0.13092307544102327,0.07686678384139141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439426290919761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142380485382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026533507817106,0.08514835640739775,0.0,0.13056528042741805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416962637544596,0.11018793591785113,0.062271121796890476,0.0,0.13547525099762045,0.0,0.09532600787002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676957050084833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838116857042255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550293501050332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645905458071627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017680353319026,0.0,0.1301084315079553,0.0,0.0,0.11277913087831927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203465045593621,0.0,0.09513519976591242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919255925580199,0.0,0.0,0.11185042277676346,0.0,0.11436467187237938,0.0,0.0,0.12693196426364006,0.08076527690477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755800166320264,0.16526072968824912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225457269593289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478355498501044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927467203228405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579927824223117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918360673125313,0.0,0.11710218988007486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388981067141395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030052166883838,0.0,0.0,0.14513959966849735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741220052712701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466815852270906,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DarthunterX2,2019/01/16,Discord chat So ik how it is to feel lonely and feel like no one is there to talk to you or have your back. So I wanted to make a discord for people who want to talk and make friends with each other. I hope this can help others to not be lonely as they were but help them become happier. Here it is https://discord.gg/Dyknvc2 ( idk if it would be able to be clicked though),2.094887218045109,4.065058263157892,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,78.21052631578948,5.395488721804512,18.75187969924812,6.18269132825596,-0.3232383458646617,292,6,65,2,7,91,55,76,0.119,0.687,0.194,0.8176,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,0,17,17,10,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,6,3,10,12,1,1,0,2,1,0,11,0,0,3,2,50,13,0,0.24898345317430806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145290665968026,0.0,0.0,0.274982662394588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517870300812732,0.17787382869697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923639982923104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33377672063359226,0.0,0.0,0.24729674872988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216407385809616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33239677676409995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871763161332634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726137764906423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002469366718561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446249785857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937137832420759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687070145076778,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WrappingRaptor,2019/01/16,"Need a caring person to talk to, everything is falling apart. I thought things were improving, I thought 2019 was going to be an amazing year, but every single time, life sucker punches me. &#x200B; Everything that was supposed to go right this year is starting to fall apart. Everything I've worked for for the last 3 years may be completely meaningless soon, and I am not exaggerating one bit when I say that. &#x200B; All my real friends are gone by my own fault, there's no one to blame there except me. The ""friends"" I have now couldn't care less about how I actually am and wouldn't notice if I disappeared tomorrow. &#x200B; Been fighting depression on and off for more than 10 years, and I'm losing, bad. &#x200B; I need help, but I'm too broke and have no medical insurance to seek professional help, so I'm hoping for the kindness of strangers. If anyone out there is willing to give a minute of their time to talk, I would be eternally grateful. &#x200B; Thank you.",7.915489130434782,7.740336961956526,7.2338260869565225,75.97204347826091,62.53260869565217,10.62086956521739,36.87826086956522,10.125756701596842,3.634197391304348,787,34,143,15,10,244,118,184,0.207,0.628,0.165,-0.905,0,0,0,0,2,0,43.0,0,1,1,2,10,15,2,0,6,0,20,2,0,1,1,24,36,12,0,8,6,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,7,0,2,7,1,15,8,22,21,6,25,0,3,0,0,12,6,0,4,13,95,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.07786762292561439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43228487948700095,0.4847933983010394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055793955775493814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662481901208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711459336928105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271099764238095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366269429582564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872662239728893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723004996841005,0.0,0.2151416293133458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329759274411616,0.0,0.0,0.07654586184246831,0.09069775865407588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696873254217544,0.0,0.0,0.07925363914901508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309337402426116,0.0,0.06504291812633403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056360999040377426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926929255888025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038425571355698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833276761423628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084621877924999,0.0,0.0,0.1081412219338513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967321242432098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908232619821325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814380571635484,0.0,0.0634555457997033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647874123522061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282711012272073,0.0,0.07346377317777818,0.0,0.0,0.05301171689873155,0.0,0.0,0.1266953539289226,0.09305727245743553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058091123600494385,0.0,0.0,0.056683506033973576,0.0,0.4847933983010394,0.20553937920807425 lonely,lost-disneyprincess,2019/01/16,"I wish I knew what I’m doing wrong Lately I’ve felt so alone. My best friend has grown distant from me and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve stopped reaching out to people first, and now no one talks to me. I wish I knew why people don’t like me so I could fix it. 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I’ve been meaning to set up a letter exchange for quite some time and I’m curious to know what people think. Some of us need a little reminder every now and then that people care, that we aren’t just floating by unnoticed. I love the idea of a handwritten, personal message landing on someone’s doorstep and who knows, maybe making their day. The idea is that anyone can send a handwritten letter or card (anonymously or otherwise) and they’ll receive one in return. From a likeminded person somewhere on the planet. A little message of happiness and support to remind us that we aren’t alone. I’ve just started blogging about my own problems in my life (anxiety mostly) and I’d love to get something like this going. It would be like connecting everyone in a big happy chain. Where better to start than here? Would anyone be interested?",5.440681713496087,7.422293814371258,5.954131736526951,75.2548364808844,68.94011976047904,8.491754951635192,31.409028097650854,9.057496981413335,3.0312601566098576,725,31,116,14,13,234,109,167,0.026,0.763,0.21,0.9858,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,0,2,2,6,12,0,0,11,0,12,3,0,1,0,27,28,9,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,8,0,0,6,1,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,9,11,21,20,5,24,0,0,0,2,18,13,0,5,9,80,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579187678295096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029986768113748,0.0,0.0,0.27502843333088506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159573850601237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367681781206134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455601110233738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046701539960424,0.1252825682865316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850029886612155,0.0,0.07451363420566512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791410620558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960176397074642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411080113387886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926078643680308,0.12810882178203162,0.2628161485409191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666632795457315,0.0,0.08751788243839764,0.0,0.131719031156926,0.14281875912505518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721744717177673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888444827447842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419808773420517,0.0,0.18179228264751895,0.2289628472218547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545590975916868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945312043609656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109026989319584,0.10093596682746266,0.0,0.0,0.1856026577613126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878367121067218,0.0,0.0,0.09857946123858734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401089572137824,0.0,0.0,0.07645211593945664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542175920807475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794133458282748,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stargirlquality,2019/01/16,Lonley? I am completely and utterly alone. I don’t really like myself and I know no one likes me. I have all these friends who I feel just tolerate me and secretly despise me. It is the loneliest feeling. I was with my junior friend and I was at the beach in her car with her and her guy friend who I thought was really nice and really hot. He told my friend that I was so annoying he wanted to punch me in the face. Some people have said they liked me and I used to have a boyfriend but I wonder if they actually liked my personality or if it was just my ass. I don’t like myself. I care way too much about what people think. I feel sad and I am sitting alone in a classroom at lunch. Which is something I’ve never done. It’s so weird being alone. There are some other kids sitting and reading alone. Even when I hang out with people this is how I feel. I really thought I might be making new friends with her friends but then he said that and now I don’t know what to think. I love my best friend and all my friends but I still feel so lonley. So lonley that I feel I may never fall in love or find someone. Life really isn’t good right now. 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I have no one, my only solace is the knowledge this will all be over in a short while.",5.41,5.869395000000001,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,67.75,7.65,31.625,7.1686216300943375,1.97895,128,5,24,1,2,41,30,32,0.104,0.818,0.079,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613467102663626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892181128790447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532560304431521,0.3964829817269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155931274890317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inspectahkna,2019/01/16,"Loneliness So I guess I should post here, I live in a small shitty state, also known as Connecticut, I am 18, a male, and I like video games, hockey, history, and some other things. I have been quite lonely in the past 2 or 3 years. So yeah, hi everyone.",1.40176470588235,3.434391921568629,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,80.76470588235293,7.217254901960787,18.04313725490196,8.238735603445708,0.6724007843137247,192,4,42,4,5,64,42,51,0.183,0.7170000000000001,0.099,-0.6369,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,3,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900737016486558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466024483990202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995861322130523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772107321012647,0.0,0.32029574674503186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462652192688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473934574365913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858062110403808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409805741560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358514169543115 lonely,__MCW,2019/01/16,"Just looking for a chat, feel so hopelessly alone in everyway There’s not much to say, I just feel lonely, I have friends but nothing close... just need a chat to get things if my chest",1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,2.049932432432432,96.84084459459463,82.51351351351352,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.6421405405405411,144,5,32,2,4,44,30,37,0.165,0.778,0.057,-0.4399,0,3,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,3,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,4,6,1,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39849205887407824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890892469151099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726218703550816,0.0,0.20101957330099776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230988495939456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282840554637644,0.2852923282287767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691845734765985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059740892605839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255615353927113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatsadis,2019/01/16,"Overwhelmed by reality Sometimes I have the realization that everything is real. I dont know, it feels like I've forgotten that I am actually existing right now and I am snapping back into reality. I dont know how to describe the feeling maybe overwhelming. Doesnt happen that much once or twice per month, sometimes at school or on my way home. I am not doing any drugs btw ",2.760416666666668,5.4927642083333375,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,80.52777777777777,8.044444444444443,28.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,2.849244444444444,301,14,54,8,8,102,54,72,0.029,0.8909999999999999,0.08,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,7,1,5,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.19388179414968976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510835873653487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277169023917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657000159931287,0.0,0.2304042664271009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855964400593807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091588493975526,0.14193613423510712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569095695424186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929097925895936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837728333735748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706439854678214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995995023381773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858347775794668,0.0,0.14605173692777934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115863779243139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613990670351805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696705616029375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107349563004007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929967155482851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577019390569042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SlumberFumble,2019/01/16,"Today is my birthday. Its the fifth one I will spend alone. There is nothing more in the world that I would like than to get home from work and slide onto a couch with someone I care about to just watch a movie and fall asleep cuddling. I feel like I made a choice some years ago to cut out the part of me that was vulnerable and now I can't allow myself to take chances on meeting someone new, and now the though of meeting that person makes me so afraid I'd prefer to fight a bear. I've been trying for a long time to let myself be vulnerable again and let someone else into my life, but all the traditional things haven't worked (therapy, meds ect). At this point it feels like I'm running out the clock, just tiredly going through the motions until I don't have to anymore. It's not a great feeling.",4.9781707317073165,5.1257370609756085,5.124292682926832,87.53412195121955,68.63414634146342,7.5356097560975615,27.985365853658532,6.742157984588678,1.1299458536585365,634,19,136,4,10,199,113,164,0.096,0.838,0.066,-0.4270000000000001,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,1,13,0,13,4,1,3,1,23,23,9,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,3,4,13,5,23,15,4,25,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,1,14,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538708723276355,0.0,0.0,0.15818357136437824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146841513879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557197451798683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275874078680933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316766116886054,0.21822255063358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797958034816028,0.0,0.0868007207296429,0.0,0.0,0.16838680373478734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320195257720004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31235621590323986,0.10787863802470317,0.2238504036418404,0.0,0.0,0.1351623993799579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451805435182816,0.10194933253983628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965004983623894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475088467842821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654980701539366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034946854667475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539312052746635,0.0,0.0,0.1333590850253893,0.0,0.0,0.14438045101724184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882262190902573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483493424883473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466155874532452,0.0,0.10146789297133094,0.0,0.15005773240144835,0.0,0.08905885259246323,0.1755421682316064,0.1447714194107955,0.0,0.0,0.10369453103127073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238041915674536,0.0,0.0,0.1084959375015572,0.0,0.0,0.0983539533850568 lonely,Xylemine,2019/01/16,"What is wrong with me? I have a good amount of friends, every class i have been to i have formed an amazing group, i can make friends easily and they seem to like me, i have my OG group of 10 years, but i am missing something, having all these friends ans stuff what i realised was all my friends are taken, except for me... I dont know what i do wronf or what is it about me, but i feel so lonely not having that someone to talk to or share my life with, ive been in a rs only once, and i guess thats about it i am lonely asf amongst friends in relationships and it kills me inside...",5.867306666666664,3.8523925440000006,6.128600000000002,88.22996666666668,67.56,8.973333333333334,30.43333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.3116133333333329,448,12,109,2,6,144,74,125,0.132,0.672,0.196,0.7028,0,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,14,1,0,4,0,18,1,0,1,2,18,25,8,1,0,6,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,22,9,14,21,4,3,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,4,2,80,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235641766618507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266260896991254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161644001031637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999448980355891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197578482336674,0.0,0.0,0.19960411425545688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004628036654041,0.0,0.09957873308271256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279817159394897,0.08852156860832766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209474902190192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929642417862139,0.0,0.13780516305554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453307953027754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495096892895678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352393084685226,0.13949094197068532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074222160409913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563577580256498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981057012485647,0.0,0.11668211570088352 lonely,JasFreak,2019/01/16,"Let's find someone here Well, I figured since everyone here is lonely to the point they resorted to coming on r/lonely to try to get themselves feel better, why not start a thread to bring them together? We can write down a little about us, the basics like age and gender and a little description and then anyone who finds something of what they're searching for can reply, and then we start talking. I'm new and I'm not sure whether this has been done before, but I wanted to try it out. I'll go first",3.4893316831683165,5.083971336633667,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,73.25742574257426,6.6341584158415845,23.51608910891089,7.1686216300943375,0.8570881188118813,399,11,79,4,8,127,74,101,0.035,0.909,0.056,0.2544,0,4,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,2,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,17,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,1,7,4,12,14,0,16,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324618161305954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621552005313278,0.0,0.0,0.1685376155690913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415327557587586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501225917537893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209125119918745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635445176024726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483425238920837,0.1620929135630182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956137792069264,0.0,0.10830142668273177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486372654039272,0.0,0.09309952680165348,0.3819886675192965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404707265992265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014376722707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763580255063056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146353413383938,0.14670481889050033,0.0,0.0,0.2697631493342021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960350869128067,0.0,0.0,0.15316743733498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587597327644821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922399969598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239908008598892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133915283110887,0.0,0.17195359792295542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,atomiicmitten,2019/01/16,"My boyfriend is in prison...again And I'm lonely about it. I already don't have many friends at all and the few I have, seeing them is hard because they're far. When I reach out a lot of times they're too busy. I might have to do the big girl thing and break up with my bf because I can't keep going through this even though I love him. But that's easier said than done and I'm lonely about it. Feel like there's no one to talk to. And when I do talk to people they judge. I get it though. I don't know what I expect. 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Voice Chat | Game | Watch Entertainment | :) Hello everyone! :) I am creating a server (discord) for lonely people to commune, and have fun together. PM me for the server link! &#x200B; There will be a focus on gaming, watching tv shows/anime/movies together and TALKING//Voice Chat to each other while doing so. &#x200B; As for in depth plans for activities, these include things like but are not limited to. Story time, where we read book(s) together, writing sessions (writing stories together), art sessions (3D & 2D) no expertise or equipment required, learning will be apart of the experience and fun is the goal. Learning sessions, where we learn together and discuss our knowledge, video making (Youtube videos etc), streaming together (games etc), music sessions (music in FL studio or musescore). &#x200B; The server will be maintained to HIGH STANDARDS, to keep it a friendly, wholesome, and decent environment.",6.069863667348329,9.609689895705523,5.605470347648264,71.00312031356512,73.35582822085888,7.303203817314247,35.435923653715065,8.344100000000001,3.81510115882754,795,43,101,15,18,244,109,163,0.035,0.7879999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9681,0,4,0,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,8,1,12,0,0,1,0,24,14,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,3,5,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,7,16,8,3,10,0,2,2,0,13,8,0,2,3,63,9,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637728427994678,0.474189646631181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901504332206799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429841231532315,0.0,0.127244631387588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050061555208127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743820751704952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562238110375145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355123210227599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683038658189289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036421517624893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301166647868162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642034383999653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585154710180915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474189646631181,0.0 lonely,Deyoku,2019/01/16,"Email friend Hello. &#x200B; If anyones looking for a friend and is willing to make one more old fashioned way why not do it via email? I'll be a bit mysterious about myself since I want to make a connection with people using letters from a scratch. &#x200B; I can't give out emails on here so feel free to message me yours or ask for mine if you want to get started. &#x200B; P.s. I am a guy. P.s.s. My english might be slightly off or weird, but I hope it's a no problemo. &#x200B; I'll be waiting for replies!!",1.9108304195804169,4.306491009615389,2.733811188811192,92.30209790209793,81.21153846153847,4.935664335664336,27.72377622377623,6.11248444174946,1.0237807692307692,411,19,83,3,11,129,76,104,0.04,0.826,0.133,0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,0,18,22,7,0,5,6,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,10,5,13,17,2,6,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,6,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706137723396315,0.5277780019753436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592621569489015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151373294786256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185483501643712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054904604386760085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677873434717514,0.0,0.05673197207886135,0.10416607921095326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075177212943793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785090995960757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118532396061436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449646832227716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151931320912138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394328074132375,0.0,0.07358103246073262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075280216831377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982388688970304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685809384902488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378388432514466,0.0,0.0,0.1280942792536968,0.08619092091738341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798243977695432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277780019753436,0.0 lonely,theboysaccount,2019/01/16,"I miss sharing a bed with someone. It’s so weird how much I used to hate sharing a bed. Now that i’m alone, I miss it so much. Weird. 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I get invited to parties and I’m pretty social. I also have some close friends that I can trust. From the outside people think I’m popular. But I don’t really have anyone “special”. I guess it’s better than not having any friends but I tend to keep distance from people, even my closest friends and family. I grew up lonely (I was bullied at school and my parents were never home and when they were they always fought) and my family moved around different countries so I didn’t really make friends until my junior year of high school. I don’t constantly talk to people via text or social media. I only contact my friends when we are arranging to meet, but other than that I don’t talk to any of my friends. I would go out and hang out with people for some days but most of the days when I’m not going to class or working I don’t talk to anyone all day and stay home or go out and do stuff alone. I’m actually comfortable with being alone but it just makes me sad when I’m going home alone at night and see couples and friends on the street. And sometimes when I’m at these big social gatherings I have weird crisis that I feel like I’m all alone in the middle of the crowd. I’m not really part of a specific best friend group and I’ve never been in a relationship. I just want to know the feeling of having someone that thinks of you first and wants to do everything together including mundane things like study, cook and watch Netflix. Someone that just texts you to say good morning. Someone that thinks I’m special and want to spend most of their time with. I’m kind of tired of having a lot people in your contact but no one to talk to when you’re crying. 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I feel very alone in my life often, I feel like I've lost the friendships and relationships I used to have strongly with old friends. Sometimes it's comforting to know, though, that I'm not the only one who feels like this, and you're not alone in your feelings either. 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There are so many interesting people doing cool things and I don't know I just feel so bland and uninteresting. 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Venting I apologize for this. It probably won’t make any sense. I feel physically in hell right now and I can’t stop crying on my balcony. It feels stupid to me to write in a journal because no ones listening (lol) so sorry for the dump here. I would like to blame my lack of friends on difficulty forming relationships due to my isolated upbringing (was homeschooled) or having (quiet) borderline personality disorder but the truth is I don’t have a problem forming friends when I’m involved in group activities and I’ve had friends in the past. I’ve had several groups of friends that turned into my family over the years. I met them when I was involved in certain sports and we trained together and competed together and got margaritas after competitions and helped each other move or paint houses etc etc. I’ve actually been part of what some people call a “squad” in the past. Looking back I don’t even know what it feels like anymore. I would love to be able to experience that again. I quit playing said sports because training and competing in them was too big of a time and money commitment for a college student. At the time I was a pre medical student and I needed much more time to study for science courses. I also started getting some “adult bills” and needed to work to pay them. So I had to quit this sport. For a while, I tried to keep up with these friends on Facebook and by going to some events with them every few months. But I stopped doing this because every time I saw them it wasn’t the same at all. It just felt awkward and I knew I was out of the loop with their conversations and whatever was going on in the group of friends. I was irrelevant to every conversation. New people had joined this group who I didn’t know and I didn’t feel replaced but that it wasn’t the same, and I couldn’t just reappear every few months and feel the same level of friendship that I did. So, I stopped interacting with them, because it made me feel worse when I did. The closest person to me out of this friend group, my coach and my mentor, someone who helped me through extremely hard times and was always there for me, started to make passive aggressive political comments on nearly all of my Facebook posts. Now, we had two very different political viewpoints, but never talked about it. And I respect most people’s political views as long as they’re respectful of mine. But he started using this tone in his comments that implied I was stupid for believing the things I do, or that I just don’t understand some things because I’m young and he’s not (I’m 20, and this person is old enough to be my parent). After getting into several arguments with him, I decided to block him on social media because his comments were aggravating to me and destroying our friendship. Since then, I have not spoken to him or any of the people in that group. I’ve never had problems getting into romantic relationships. I’ve been with my current boyfriend for a year now and although we’ve had our ups and downs we have a fairly healthy relationship, other than me feeling the need to hang out with him more than what is probably necessary. (I should also mention here that he physically cheated on me several months ago, and I have chosen to move past that, as I believe he is truly remorseful and he has done a good job being transparent with me since, but this has put a dent in my already damaged self esteem). I realize that he needs his alone time, so I try not to be with him too often. Unfortunately, it’s getting increasingly harder to be alone, even for 1 or 2 nights per week. Without him, I talk to no one outside of my coworkers, who I am not close with and do not intend to invite into my personal life. I talk to the internet and my cat, Apollo, and that’s about it. I don’t mean to sound like a cliche, but having a cat is probably one of the reasons why I don’t cut myself anymore and haven’t attempted suicide. I think about what would happen if I overdosed in my apartment or whatever other method of suicide and I wouldn’t want him to see that, like it kills me to think about him meowing and trying to get my body to respond, and not having food or water for several days until someone found out. Anyway, being alone is not bad, temporarily- I mean for several hours, and when I’m asleep. I like having alone time to shower, clean my apartment, and drink coffee, but after that’s all done, I can’t handle it, and I unravel. I love cleaning and having a clean space. Some people say it helps them to think clearly to have a clean space. I feel like it causes me to think too clearly- after I’m done, I’m just sitting in my clean apartment with my cat and some candles, and maybe some music, but what the fuck for? Why did I even clean? Most people clean before people come over, but no one, except my boyfriend will ever come over. There is no one to clean for. When there is no more cleaning to be done and I’ve worked out for the day and eaten and showered, I have exhausted my list of things to do and I start to disconnect and feel like I don’t exist anymore. Like I’m in this limbo with nothing to look forward to and no one to talk to except my boyfriend. Sometimes I lay on my bed unable to fall asleep, just suspended in this feeling of non existence. My existence, I feel, is relative to my relationship with others. If no one can hear my thoughts and words or even interact with me, do I exist? It sounds crazy but this is really how I feel. For being depressed, I get a lot done. I’m very organized and clean. I work out at least 4 times per week and I’m making progress with powerlifting and running. I’m applying to nursing school right now and will hopefully get into a program soon. (When I’m in school, I’m less depressed. Having a lot of things to do makes it harder for me to be alone in my thoughts. If I don’t get into a program I feel like things will get much, much worse.) I work 3 times per week doing 12 hour night shifts. When I’m not doing a lot of activities, I get extremely sad, extremely fast. It makes me wonder if all my “accomplishments”, grades, and experiences are just a result of me running from my loneliness, and not because I’m actually talented at anything. For a while, I was using materialism as an escape from this. I would buy things I didn’t need when I was lonely as a distraction, and it always worked for a few hours but when I got into debt from this coping mechanism, it had to stop. There is nothing more depressing and stressful than being in a bad financial situation, so I promised myself I’d never buy anything else to fill the void in my heart. I’m turning 21 next month, and it’s probably just going to me me and my boyfriend. There’s nothing wrong with that, but I’m embarrassed. This is supposed to me the time in my life when I have a group of friends to go out to clubs and bars with or just have a good time together. At this point, I’m not even sure, what do friends do? I haven’t reached out to any of my old friends to hang out with in a while. But when I do, I always feel like they’re spending time with me out of pity, and it makes me want to jump off a bridge. It’s starting to feel that way with my boyfriend. I’m trying to give him space because if I was normal, I’d appreciate that. It’s always harder than I anticipate to stay home with nothing to do. I can’t even find interest in watching tv anymore because I know I’m just using it as a replacement for human interaction and being self aware about it ruins it for me. I can’t enjoy it, I’m just staring at a screen thinking about how I wouldn’t be doing this if I was social and didn’t leave all of my friend group. I can’t read books, because I know I’m only reading the book because I’m lonely and need something to occupy my time. I would like to be able to read a book and watch tv because I want to, not because I’m trying to avoid spiraling into a pit of despair. I tell myself that after I graduate and become a nurse, I will have the time and money to get involved in the sport I was in again. It would be in a different city with different people, but I know - or think - I can make friends easier in a group setting. But now, whenever I’m in a group setting like aforementioned, I get nervous. It’s like I don’t even remember what having friends was like, and I am terrified to have some again. Just afraid of the awkward getting to know you process. Afraid that they won’t like me or that I will be the outsider in a clique. I realize I’ve probably limited myself in that I avoid a lot of situations because I don’t want to feel more lonely than I already am, and have probably missed out on friendships because of it. I berate myself for this too. I know I need professional help, unfortunately due to my health insurance coverage right now I can to afford mental health care. The future looks brighter after nursing school with money and coverage for psychiatric meds but I have to figure out how to live in the present and survive until then. I’m really struggling right now. Sorry for writing so much. If you’re reading this I hope you had a great 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lonely,RuTwo,2019/01/17,I just wanna hug someone Like a meaningful hug would kinda be 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lonely,Nurse_Nameless,2019/01/17,"Hello? Can you hear me? Hope I'm not breaking any rules. It's only 11:40PM here and even though I'm exhausted I'm not ready to sleep yet. I'm feeling really blah (not sad or anything) but yearning for some human connection. Anyone else out there wanna chat? Send me a message. 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I’ve been trying to make new friends, and I’ve talked and studied with several people. But I’ve invited people out to do things with me several times, and they’re always too busy, doing things with other people ( SOs or other friends) to which I’m not invited to, or just don’t want to. I understand that I’m someone these people just met a couple of weeks ago, but it’s still really frustrating. I’ve always felt lonely due to never having a SO, but now it’s pretty bad, and it’s not for lack of trying. I can’t seem to keep myself busy because nothing sounds fun or i can’t motivate myself. I feel like I’ve been trying super hard, meeting people and being friendly, but I already feel like giving up.",6.9803181818181805,5.357543236363637,7.829507575757577,75.66426136363638,65.12121212121212,10.431818181818182,32.14015151515152,9.188382445141503,2.665015151515151,634,19,124,9,8,215,90,165,0.098,0.6940000000000001,0.207,0.9538,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,36,25,14,0,2,12,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,5,10,8,19,19,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,11,76,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414252765746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209553430085595,0.0,0.21428582382773012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751351365102264,0.0784940343895987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247617862167825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021504781959614,0.1839796839587373,0.12363472778613875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39793451200908253,0.0,0.0,0.12352325581008095,0.0,0.0,0.10298524564035154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534827368346925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445237312503374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581628677234222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190346209431742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931161434065444,0.12436217491590768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123553624960499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463476763039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100043961792865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498049222894373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722294767486165,0.0,0.2909359140630091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910228554189708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283200739927252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349654225944367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171091675233595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750839888275373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622692337523179,0.0,0.0,0.13404905222882996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594901595565938,0.0,0.10328762857821162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292052864077303 lonely,lonelysoftie,2019/01/17,I'm so alone...Ill go out with anyone Title...I have a major crush on this guy but I'm too shy to talk to him so I 'll considering asking thus guy out I don't even know if I like..anyone want to pm me to talk more?,-3.3736764705882365,-1.8800633921568601,0.5472303921568661,102.49378676470587,104.49019607843138,3.3343137254901962,8.33578431372549,5.148860815047168,-2.0606686274509807,161,1,45,1,8,59,37,51,0.08800000000000001,0.879,0.034,-0.3291,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219688761812049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820872567987829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929719340197471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148645744627625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975423851818099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658290528279911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741549146818222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850562366393816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797475670041052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Interpreters_Dilemma,2019/01/17,"Realizing how desperate for attention I am. I am disablingly shy. I get most of my ""socialization"" fix from the internet. However, I recently got out of a bad relationship with a guy I met on the internet. During the relationship he somehow got the passwords of ALL my emails, social medias, reddit accounts, etc. and now that we're broken up, I have to be completely ""dead"" to him. He's blocked on everything. I got a new number. I can't post on my favorite hobby subreddits because he will figure out its me. I have to be very careful about where I post and what I post about. He has no job and all the time in the world to visit the corners of the internet that I frequent (and he knows all of them since he found my emails and such) so he has the ability to be very persistent. He kept tabs on me for 7 years before we met, so who knows how long he'll continue now that we've been together. But I think it's safe here. I've never visited this sub before, and he doesn't visit it either. So I feel like I've lost my ""social sphere"" and now just feel really lonely. Not to mention he was my first boyfriend and first person I was ever intimate with and now I really crave that attention from the relationship. I am really relieved that I am no longer with him and I am doing really well with ignoring him, but part of what scares me is that some part of me enjoys the fact that someone is obsessing over me. It's like I want that attention, and he is now the only way I can get it, since he is a road block to my usual fixes. I keep checking his ""blog"" that he created to talk about me and checking my emails to see if he's tried to contact me. I kind of worry that this is what he is trying to do. Isolate me from afar so he is the only thing I can think about, even if what I'm thinking about him is not good. I honestly feel like the next decently kind, intelligent, and healthy guy that throws attention my way will be in a world of trouble trying to get rid of me. I've never felt so desperate for attention before and it makes me feel disgusted with myself.",3.621155977830561,4.604662536817102,5.2986769596199546,82.0686013460016,72.08788598574822,9.223784639746636,26.859936658749014,9.558583805096642,2.271753380839272,1612,54,336,38,30,550,185,421,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.9285,2,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,4,25,20,1,2,19,0,32,0,0,3,7,68,60,25,1,3,8,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,25,22,0,6,18,1,3,4,8,8,1,2,12,6,52,12,48,41,9,43,0,2,1,0,45,15,0,5,22,231,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620083666816864,0.05563310965133294,0.0,0.2329744071746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304876425415713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568757405703757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178242769022684,0.060278385367613915,0.08255265577643646,0.0,0.0,0.08202134679399019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458136570340686,0.13039668569577695,0.0876268422323619,0.0,0.0,0.15525661144724567,0.0,0.10006522635378927,0.0,0.0,0.14304353435823522,0.0,0.0,0.07654711838122441,0.21897420005481355,0.0,0.0,0.18072954040463396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090564497356591,0.0811187942298455,0.0,0.1900728502116224,0.10031157369437406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375955253849414,0.0,0.0,0.08076492946610518,0.0,0.0,0.09962440242850876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060918796125761274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077538435192571,0.08814242467439963,0.09705929155156627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388193275950769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765798439296708,0.0,0.0,0.07968737714889212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622143301962423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338617930872958,0.0,0.09011125415806537,0.2939470920023589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137023638993666,0.0,0.07272483687115487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509874800125857,0.0,0.0,0.279093566590106,0.07732688811275698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335378451150701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063111676396466,0.17543303675322333,0.0,0.0,0.05321621975459778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858848656841011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051335863792507,0.15060315208952474,0.05382931283159944,0.14488072605074068,0.0,0.0,0.08205644433202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268205969506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877041354915893 lonely,MrAMGamer,2019/01/17,"Social isolation/drunken rant (sorry in advance). Context: 24M living in a small town. After a year and a half out of college, I'm feeling the major ramifications of being socially isolated. The only people that are close to my age are high school students, and I'd rather not get arrested. Other than that, most people that are single near me have children. There's nothing wrong with kids, it's just that I'm not in a good position to raise a child at the moment. The only city that is close to me is 40 minutes away, and I don't have enough time or money to commute there every day to try to socialize, and I can't move there because my job doesn't pay enough for me to do that. I try to get down there once a week, but I'm also a major nerd who doesn't like sports, and is short, compared to the 6'0"" giants that everyone wants to date, apparently. This has just been building up for a while now, and I needed to let this go, so if you read this, thanks. If no one reads this, at least I know I have a place to scream into the void. I'm drunk, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep. 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I want friends, but at the same time I don’t because everyone my age are too brainwashed by technology and how the world works now a days. I would love to just meet someone who thinks like me, or feels the same way about life as I do. It’s like every day is a cycle and I feel stuck. I just wish I could talk to someone without it feeling so awkward and pressured. I want to live life and connect with other people, be happy and spontaneous. I sometimes feel like I don’t exist. 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I’m married and have an amazing daughter and an amazing job and by all means should be stoked on life. But every day is the same thing as before. Me and my wife hardly get along any more and most of my friends disappeared when my daughter was born. I spend almost all of my time at work just because I’m sick of getting yelled at whenever I go home. I’m so lonely and miss that feeling of being appreciated and wanted and loved. ,3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,73.5,7.0,27.5,7.6454224807358475,1.5774,395,15,78,5,8,131,71,100,0.111,0.715,0.174,0.8426,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,21,19,13,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,4,12,14,5,11,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,49,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675530598135395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757491344324202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502161187215976,0.0,0.20968635060776172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892133294040495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076205476628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459799801804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038446158431352,0.0,0.2574898853600065,0.0,0.14004688626886647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207450554517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718062532653898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453508660833115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740546302298886,0.0,0.0,0.21759449566459008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689979250946029,0.0,0.22240481670268916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684250034167113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371134188111205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369022394526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453456493388703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879523819935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,noxthemuse,2019/01/17,"I'm lonely, but I dont want to see my ""friends"" I just flaked on hanging out with two ""friends"". I was excited to hang out with one of them, but then she invited another friend and I got really annoyed and frustrated by this. So annoyed it reminded me that I barely even like the first friend. I feel like their location friends, we have some similar interests, but I'm not interested in talking about my work day or about their work day. I'm lonely, I dont wanna stay at home in my bed, but I also dont want to go out with these so called friends. We never talk about deeper topics, so many elephants needing to be addressed. I need new friends, but I feel like i cant find people I relate to. 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I did talk to this group of 2 people and thought I was kinda close with them even though we never hung out and just talked after class. There was another guy from my class as well who began talking to them and becoming close. This guy always seemed fake towards me as he would text me about tests and homework and stuff but completely disregard me otherwise. Its been around 3 months since we've known each other and today I just found out that they three are moving in next semester along with a couple of their other friends without me getting any consideration. I always thought I was in that group too. This just made me feel completely backstabbed and alone as I realised that in reality I didnt actually have any true friends. I really dont know what to do and I feel completely down, hopeless and alone.",6.040878274268103,6.610671423728821,5.752121212121214,82.48238828967644,66.40112994350282,9.148228043143298,30.215202876219827,9.095868883498916,2.2988463276836164,730,25,144,12,11,226,110,177,0.092,0.802,0.106,0.38,0,2,0,0,0,1,11.0,1,0,4,1,10,9,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,1,2,42,24,15,0,1,5,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,2,12,21,0,1,10,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,12,3,23,7,27,11,1,23,0,1,0,0,18,14,0,2,9,99,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.11774031392852627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499210704571104,0.0,0.0,0.20078658826887705,0.0,0.0,0.16409689874982014,0.1265156098537654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107407105997782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325220103327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795083830890853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350069222512842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140488620921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969043278439998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830179527926988,0.08619481306089254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262772039608956,0.0,0.1322902255289468,0.3728660701558016,0.0,0.06303642170958823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964975458702394,0.0,0.0,0.2389316701822116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032637621711293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663079532757675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894515679671415,0.12092640357594675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416516434816465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630439277182634,0.12823546989722318,0.0,0.0,0.0930553401188364,0.0,0.12831625967286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364587587358142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729365754078142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983832392654397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980573926996332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138119276916066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909298979283693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854135289988114,0.1915706449537723,0.0,0.0,0.11436531555921453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084818964822763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630557206420952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570871363808111,0.0,0.0,0.07769683381676867 lonely,SMH-W,2019/01/17,"A cry for help For the longest time I’ve recognised I can’t stay in my home country. I feel cursed. Everyone here hates me. I need to move away, and start fresh. Last year, things were alright- I was a good student, I passed my exams, and I was starting to accept that although I had few friends, they were good friends. Now, I’m here. I’m can barely move half the time. I’m struggling in classes, and most of my friends left me. My family is— not helpful at all. I hear my mum talk negatively about me on the phone to her friends constantly. She even said that I ‘can’t even speak properly anymore’ She’s right. I can’t. I’m too exhausted to talk in sentences, and when I try to I just stutter. Everytime I try to study my world starts spinning. I have to get away from this country. I have to get away soon. 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If I wasn’t so awkward without friends (I like to hang out with people to make me feel normal), I wouldn’t be friends with them. But I found out by accident and I’m not too affected by it but it kinda confirmed my fears that they don’t really like me and they’re too scared to say anything. Idk it’s kinda shitty but oh well. I’m happier alone. 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I've tried making friends here on Reddit as well as other places by writing posts, trying to socialize, I think I failed again and again. So much that it doesn't even hurt anymore. I just do it again because the voices in my head get louder and louder, crying for help since I'm trapped. I have massive social anxiety and trauma, so I feel disconnected from every friend/classmate I ever made or met IRL. Everyone ghosted inevitably. Maybe it was because I was bland and uninspiring at best, without an iota of charisma. Or that I'm a doll of darkness. I'm also heavily inclined towards deep conversations, small talk doesn't interest me as much, so I understand why they would have left. But they never gave me a chance. They never listened to what I had to say. Maybe I should have tried harder to try and understand their passions and interests... but I didn't know what to say anyway. Did they even care about me? Although, it wouldn't matter. I'm extremely bad at starting/keeping conversations and tend to drift away when not talking about anything that lies out of my league... and since my interests are very specific, I see why that's a problem. I'm also quite unstable and lonely so I don't take it very well when people don't respond to me quick enough or are willfully ignoring me (which happens to me all the time.) so I end up cutting them off before they inevitably ghost. The only few people I chose to let stay are extremely toxic anyway and make me feel even more worse, but I kinda feel like I deserve it. The only best friend I ever had is also slowly starting to drift away. Am I going to spend my entire life doing this charade? &#x200B; It's almost as if I want to make friends and look for that elusive connection but at the same time I don't think I have what it takes in me to ever achieve one. &#x200B; And which is exactly why I'll always hate myself.",4.4613533834586505,5.995032416040104,5.1528897243107785,81.80768045112781,70.70426065162907,7.726015037593986,28.83884711779449,8.238735603445708,2.0776071177944866,1630,62,299,24,30,526,211,399,0.14300000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.101,-0.9457,0,3,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,7,5,28,24,3,0,13,0,31,4,1,4,7,56,66,35,2,6,11,0,3,1,3,4,1,4,0,1,21,14,0,1,9,0,1,3,12,10,2,1,9,9,44,14,43,51,10,39,0,3,2,2,25,18,1,6,17,213,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963255644108481,0.0,0.0,0.190787757444753,0.0661709681144431,0.1723300811744587,0.19326256745598716,0.0,0.0,0.0608362211557433,0.0,0.15773437928160886,0.0,0.0,0.06544209876091099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943225330403212,0.0,0.06639985003761059,0.09695510704326847,0.0,0.06766971061995912,0.0,0.16691265159838986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108078943497908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735421096693316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043533017890859,0.08217033190975798,0.0,0.15757605522161486,0.2158040857595327,0.06700303733829421,0.07598931292181851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063031921633095,0.056812502028720326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457625188212004,0.07351935606275006,0.04154840307768013,0.0,0.045195751843514216,0.06670159283759844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032347965640044,0.0,0.0,0.07851423311429383,0.08161534319874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330376806146296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513289674622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068525763764404,0.0,0.0,0.08740945298735182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640388076851956,0.08131945162478871,0.05617068743665075,0.0388517791404777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678076675032604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524824755472509,0.15925017771801075,0.0,0.15978661378413728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801422502641194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691969272268984,0.0,0.1226687897228768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388803321169062,0.120964321885005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611756180304428,0.07591537862038543,0.11026490629789468,0.0,0.08308644470029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616273418170175,0.0,0.0,0.07609445204521535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458436757543551,0.0,0.0,0.05094559544714891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648255672982986,0.0,0.0,0.06337093493189372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735110142000029,0.0,0.0,0.1621309491980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628803205681805,0.08476280946567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958544002052687,0.1278379740754184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191250596353517,0.0,0.0,0.09274305022821074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596835844790008,0.0,0.0,0.16557615249315175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123250545768894,0.046905761877794515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300461350556656,0.0,0.2152761707311229,0.0,0.0,0.07665902754706849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104252099949559,0.056492105435654735,0.0,0.19326256745598716,0.0 lonely,himynameisx12,2019/01/17,"Vent I don’t know what’s the issue with myself is, but apparently I’m only good as just a friend than anything more. ",-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,1.9515,92.20325,99.8,4.1000000000000005,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.6343999999999999,93,2,20,1,4,32,24,25,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.8462,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141868040723991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38886127645151497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42215821446797896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5253319265159274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766097257272918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38279507256773176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,XXL_cereal,2019/01/17,"Lonely, sad and lost. honestly I just don't know what to do with my life. Ever since I got accepted into a new computer science school it went downhill. I have a couple people I hang out with but the rest just make fun of me, but that's besides the point. My love for building computers is slowly fading and I can't take anything anymore. I can't get a girlfriend and I mask everything when I'm outside but as soon as I come home or when I go to bed I just become sad. I'm quite good at Photoshop and making indie/lofi type music, but I haven't uploaded a single track anywhere on the internet because I dread the thought of anyone I know finding out, plus I don't know where to start.",1.9759750812567705,3.8919055140845096,3.793943661971831,87.31709100758397,78.36619718309859,6.622751895991333,25.007583965330447,7.61054688173877,1.3351412784398704,541,20,110,8,13,182,93,142,0.099,0.768,0.132,0.7572,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,8,0,8,2,0,2,1,28,25,14,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,0,17,5,16,21,2,18,0,4,0,1,2,7,0,1,7,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516235635110465,0.13759983012985955,0.0,0.16194103348819194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996108417845773,0.21733859887684928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695167738471744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774389595300175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780074159222388,0.0,0.0,0.17686175999957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986208510555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281441857122116,0.0,0.1118400372450504,0.1650577393444053,0.15739058155785687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739596558899436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32445117335992896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899828012036086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481904212896266,0.0,0.17761025358146068,0.0,0.26271710770414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900605752999767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364290970297049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602973435577755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930991153194586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916153240770354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627863507289047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928865755971526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796125211246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562289224392953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242588597106427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,john_1182,2019/01/17,"I just realised i have only made 1 friend in 15 years and i might have stuffed it up. Im 36. M. Australia. Im recently out of a 6 year relationship wich included 6 step kids who i no longer have contact with. Im living at my mums and i feel so lonley. I have 4 people who i talk to on and off every few weeks online and the closest is 400km away. 3 of them ive know for at least 10 years and the other 2 years. Recently the day before new years eve i met and made a new friend. Ill call her jane. It was such a weird and uncanny feeling it was like i genuinely had known her in the past even her family and friends. We chat every day and have met up 4 times and the other day she said things were moving too fast. When we talk about meeting up in the coming week or so its the highlight of my day and to hear that catching up next week is too soon it just crushed me inside and i dont want to loose the 1st friend ive made in person in about 15 years. I feel useles and lonley as a person. Ive made 1 friend who i can physically spend time with in 15 years and i feel ive been over excited and willing to chat and spend time togther that i feel that pushing her away. Do i tell her this ? Do i man up ? I dont know. I just feel so lonley and only want people to hang out with and i feel if i say that i will seam desperate wich i probably am. Thank you for reading kind stranger. Typing this has helped a little.",-0.10313327449249954,1.8186686601941773,2.076704913209767,96.85129744042368,85.6990291262136,5.16940276551927,17.777875845837013,6.42735559955562,-0.3230245954692559,1092,26,264,11,33,367,154,309,0.049,0.838,0.113,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,1,0,15,10,0,0,13,0,26,1,0,4,0,48,47,25,0,3,5,1,7,1,5,3,1,3,0,4,17,26,0,0,10,3,2,6,3,1,0,0,12,10,39,9,36,32,2,55,0,0,0,0,38,22,0,3,28,162,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585602056641937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180326198592944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616393048995198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268802118835488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176788345297402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779123922745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573382178490604,0.0,0.14219173097617893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795482774161498,0.0,0.2986641652199429,0.06028284929655309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259684126688828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951051699024914,0.0,0.05655978705819323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27344262437155803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787135135785605,0.09274879108240816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122500969319018,0.08457339721350828,0.07451126186142137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193789116964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951645968326971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968520531306001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299421952107784,0.08974170799224186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835333291195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055261016932444,0.11700035188899525,0.14735902594063638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097856840065342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844052993095309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663500687456428,0.09059518731265886,0.0,0.0,0.08026704685959273,0.06710432240893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564685677228733,0.07375399303272819,0.07768803590877879,0.0,0.0,0.05605995973074286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761228041101498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954192733809376,0.0,0.2030595687676628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803767825728337 lonely,hfdif4098,2019/01/17,"Hiii Message me! Kik: queenkaylasmith ",9.021999999999998,8.819360200000002,6.6250000000000036,52.01750000000001,147.0,9.0,42.5,7.1686216300943375,7.293000000000001,31,2,2,1,2,9,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lievrehare,2019/01/17,"Can someone explain this to me ? It's just my opinion, but I noticed that a lot of people committed suicide because of their ""friends"", perhaps even more because of loneliness and being alone. Is that because they were popular so people know that they committed suicide, or is that because of something else ?",6.863888888888887,8.90241964814815,6.500925925925928,72.4991666666667,65.48148148148148,8.362962962962964,44.98148148148147,8.841846274778883,4.779237037037037,247,17,35,4,4,77,40,54,0.269,0.607,0.124,-0.9254,0,1,1,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,7,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370490267214953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580886647244648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119855871366928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511720440057783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683090678636876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578559910267764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458425589414904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605796088523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31735096890923803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939279504804413,0.17620179692992674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007117065526372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostillusion7,2019/01/17,I really don't have friends (I'd like some) So I dropped out of school and that means all my friends kinda went with it I have been alone for like a year but its finally hitting that point where I feel lonely and am sick of only using my phone for dumb games or calling family ,2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,77.10344827586206,6.708965517241379,21.944827586206888,7.554174236665415,0.6445199999999995,219,6,49,3,5,70,46,58,0.273,0.672,0.055,-0.9321,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,4,6,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,3,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776428920621245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373261444871866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527154672285282,0.0,0.1355458175114118,0.0,0.0,0.29366098522783163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142252347133002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193395820787624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29201020166754743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038816775848776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534157348446872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717344966427295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713042958571784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152909327423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24850645574560326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263029167970814 lonely,kugelblit,2019/01/17,"Is it too much to be paranoid? I'm pretty rational and know that I feel lonely because I'm not good at being social. But at the same time, I really try. Try being friendly, outgoing, interested, invite people to trips, anything. Somehow people just don't stick to me. I seldom get texts unless I text first, when I do is usually about school or something like that. I can have a wonderful day with someone and if I never contact that person again, they just disappear. Is it too much then to be paranoid? To think, somehow, people see something I don't, that makes them stay away from me? I've developed resistance to protect myself. If I invite someone to do something, I know most likely I'll get the default no answer. It's even worst when getting ghosted. I'm 20 and a half now, having a hard time keeping up the enthusiasm, not really knowing if I'll ever stop being lonely, even for a while.",4.372997347480105,5.8459785632183925,5.770229885057473,77.53237400530506,70.83908045977013,7.882581786030062,29.47656940760389,8.384062270229773,2.361758267020337,706,28,123,11,13,238,105,174,0.128,0.7240000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.674,0,4,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,14,8,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,30,30,13,1,3,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,7,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,0,3,15,5,16,25,5,21,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,8,16,94,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319185803415827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064980557859516,0.0,0.0,0.09125685154290336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654530159989884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977533055122496,0.1354138839241061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569374781110484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733630773734814,0.0,0.0,0.11565926942284475,0.0,0.23463909641061936,0.0,0.0,0.12556279995729264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410344326316584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306187284454582,0.0,0.0,0.2468166469401152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462735135599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992713995428794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200961530881457,0.0,0.11545928702541118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31135321772978497,0.13071387150377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523005889967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180566273463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515062532191646,0.119292983682314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260217241444152,0.2536837646863944,0.3457433681861108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956224185935414,0.0,0.1251574405684875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592289370511596,0.0,0.0,0.1745846923264156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327544392322874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487542588912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234525849053127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alovejr,2019/01/17,"Where Are All the Lonely People? I don’t really have any consistent or steady relationships in my life. I feel like I’m always trying to command my interactions with people so that when it’s over I feel like I’ve gotten the most out of it. I look forward to therapy but then I’m aware of how limited it is. It feels like the only time I have someone I can connect with but I remember it’s outside of my life & isn’t really what I’m looking for. I feel like all I will ever have is my career & until that is flourishing in the way that I need it to, I just hold my feelings down & try not to spill them all over the first person who seems interested in me. Starting my day early makes me aware of all the hours I will spend alone. I find it strange how people I used to have “relationships” with will tell me how attractive I am or that they think I’m all sorts of positive things, but they don’t want to hangout or actually spend time together. Which only confuses me because what was the point of talking to me in the first place? I feel bad saying to the few friends I do have that I don’t feel like I have friends. I can’t help that feeling because they’re all wither far away, have started families of their own, or really are just busy with school/work. Also I don’t want to sound like a broken record about my loneliness. I’m not sure where I land in this world. Somewhere between too much & not enough. I feel like my art is something worth sharing & following to its fullest potential, but I’m just a vessel. My own life seems pretty hollow otherwise. 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I’m always the one who messages first and then it seems like the times we do hang out are short because I feel I’m annoying them. I’m so insecure I feel I can’t be myself and when I am myself I overwhelm everyone. I’ve lost so many friends lately because of oversharing when they don’t care because they have their own lives. I recently lost my dad as well and am so broken inside over that I feel like I have no one really there for me. I know I have my long term relationship with my boyfriend but he’s not always home and doesn’t exactly know how to comfort me like a girl. I need that female companionship,the bond and comfort around each other and just someone to talk to. I had a friend I felt like I was really myself with online for months we’d message and then all of a sudden the replies got shorter and she just stopped messaging me altogether and ignoring me. I’m so depressed,everytime I make plans with someone they get canceled and I know it’s because of me. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I just need a friend. Someone who gets me. 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I’ve always been the trickster type, who’s always making jokes and making everyone laugh, but it’s only to hide all my sadness. If someone ask you a serious question, the easiest way to deflect is just to a make joke, and that’s what I’ve always done, so everyone has always seen me as the funny guy and has always loved me. But the sad truth is, with all these people flocking around me, none of them really understand me, none of them really get me, and I can never truly talk to any of them about how I feel. The worst feeling in the world is being able to make everyone else smile, but never being able to have that affect on yourself. I know it’s cliche, but that saying about being in a room full of people but feeling so alone, perfectly sums up my life. Does anyone else ever feel like this?",7.321029239766084,5.512486073684214,7.983333333333337,75.42722222222223,64.57894736842105,10.970760233918128,31.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.678356725146199,734,19,145,12,9,247,108,190,0.136,0.664,0.2,0.9384,0,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,1,10,12,0,0,11,0,14,2,0,6,7,37,29,18,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,9,7,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,8,19,7,22,23,6,17,0,3,1,1,12,11,0,2,5,102,28,1,0.21852301955388526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316197258165432,0.0,0.0,0.5454859733488343,0.0,0.0,0.0743015733851397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639818809267808,0.1119513286943336,0.0,0.09726590848674918,0.10214476242179736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561548350612363,0.1118124592877524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254794257584775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883329093273102,0.0,0.4176162195640177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762295114213149,0.07805644441612974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057084629255940975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081860727492697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600472683380709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771746356021822,0.0533796546649779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861277842784304,0.0,0.29173162482254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853842419679324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309830169756034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149634714451315,0.09540293592433094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239789662138673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399914419279303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688913801051196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257692266700268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782026280627529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374508499189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015218835696713,0.0,0.08672670075627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vengeful_omniscience,2019/01/17,"I'm alone, but not sad. I feel mad/defiant. Like the title says, I'm am a loner. Some of its not by choice but most of it is by choice. My circle of friends is small, and I'm usually off the grid a lot due to work. The loneliness really stems from a lack of a girlfriend. I wanna be clear, I am very mentally stout. Based on poor middle school and high school experiences, I decided you had to earn my trust. I'm very easy going, friendly, but pragmatism and mistrust of strangers means I'll usually stay shelled up. This mindset of making sure I don't get hurt/burned means i don't usually go out of my way to approach the girls I do find attractive. Moreover, I like getting to know someone before I decide to let her through the wall I've thrown up, so to speak. I realize that meeting people is a risk vs reward, because a good woman is truly something to treasure. And you have to take risks to find those people that make you say damn, i really do care about you. I guess i havent met all that many girls who do make me wanna open up. and the ones i do get to know well usually and deservedly find boyfriends by the time I've made my mind up. Maybe this is how it's supposed to be for me. And, for the first time in my life, I'm starting to say I'm okay with that. People can say i should lower standards or whatever else the life coaches say. I definitely could be more decisive. But, I realized I don't want just ANYONE around. I want that person who's gonna make me want to get out of my shell because she cares about me, and i care about her. Its a give and take. And the fact I haven't met that person pisses me off because I know I could be more outgoing when it comes to girls but I chose not to be because I haven't found that person who I want to let inside. The anger builds because I berate myself for complaining about myself being the victim. I've realized that I have lived my life independent/alone and have come out stronger for it. I realize that right now, only one who's gonna be there for me is me. I realized the world is gonna keep turning round and round whether I wanna be on board or not. I define who I am. Not girls. Not my friends. Not anyone. It is my life. It's the only one I have, and I should be allowed to live it happy and free. I don't have to settle. I know most of the people on this subreddit are sad as well, and I do not mean to diminish what they're saying. Their situations are their own and not mine to judge. I don't know what they went through, but I wish them all the best. I wanted to say this on the off chance there are others who may have been feeling what I do about being alone, and maybe have reached similar conclusions of their own, that life is meant to be lived, and when all is said and done we should have lived it like we enjoyed it. At the end of the day, everyone, we are alive. If not for anyone's but your own, be free. 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I just have never had that one friend that I could tell anything to and vice versa. I have a great wife and family, my brother has his own family and we’ve drifted apart. I’m getting the sense that I’m missing a best friend, and feel like I don’t think I’ll ever have one. I’m 38 and entrenched in my career and am busy with the kids all the time. 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I’m 18 I’ve been in a relationship for over 2 years, and have a great family. All that aside I’m terribly lonely I have no friends, and every time I get social with people they’ll never answer unless I reach out. I’m just so sick of always chasing people for friendships, and the past year I’ve had 0 friends. Everyone I talk to tells me I just have to be more outgoing, but that’s not working even at my 2 jobs, and the high school I attend. 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My best friend, we’ll call him Pat, is not my friend anymore. This may seem like, “oh whatever, you’ll find other friends and it’ll be ok”, but seriously NOBODY understands the level on which our friendship was. We were perfect. I feel like even trying to explain our relationship isn’t doing it justice...there are no words to describe how much he meant to me. He not going to college this semester, and being a senior in high school in his home town, I was sorta glad that I’d get to see him more often. It was really enjoyable for about a month. And then, 2 weeks ago, he stopped talking to me. I don’t know why. Or what happened. I don’t remember doing anything to him...I’ve tried soooo many times to talk to him, and it doesn’t work. He doesn’t answer. He ignores me. I talked to his mom, because she and I are just as close, and she said that he’s trying to find himself, and he’s shutting out a lot of people. Which is true. But he is also not friends like we were with everyone he meets. She also said that it might just be because our relationship was too complicated for him to handle at the moment. Which I guess I also understand. But then she said that we may never be friends again. And that’s where I panic. I can’t live without him in my life. I don’t want to live without him. He’s the brightest parts of my days and he’s the only person I was able to confide in completely. We know everything about each other, and now he’s gone...perhaps for good. I feel more lonely than I ever have in my entire life. I don’t like being left alone, with no real explanation (from him) and without any control of the situation. It’s so frustrating. I cry myself to sleep now- no joke, every night for the past 6 nights I’ve fallen asleep and woken up crying. If anyone has advice on maybe how to talk to him or something, pls lmk. 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I'm already 21 and was well convinced I'd live the rest of my days with who was left after all these years of endeavor; until I meet my SO ofcourse in the future. I made a really great friend recently and I have already built the my tall walls. Every time somebody tries to get along, I always maintain a minimum distance of personal intimacy. Worked through all the years, but is this the reason of our loneliness? I could already promote the guy to one of the most greatest friend I had but I doubt I could be remotely close to being one. Most of the time I'd contemplate the serenity in solitude; every one wants to be alone until it gets lonely. 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But I said il t's ""okey"" but, now, she only responsable me when she needs help. And the last thing people will always remrmber is ""that's so raven !""",4.072777777777777,5.418063500000002,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,71.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8149777777777779,215,6,45,2,4,66,44,54,0.029,0.898,0.073,0.5175,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,8,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,10,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678837469482474,0.0,0.0,0.3129900248898365,0.0,0.0,0.25145618632665884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996015021466676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570527783224401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025595607184512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926697591119637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240788766669517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983815961545986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209508743890382,0.2638710390804969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746320659443136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007695114776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460811291895655 lonely,chero-cola,2019/01/18,My dog died and I just learned about it My English Bulldog Lily died a couple months ago and my shithead father just decided to tell me on my birthday. I don’t have my mother to fall back on and my dad won’t care to talk about it. I’ve started cutting with the new knife he bought me. This is a confession and a silent fuck you to my dad in a very indirect way. 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(coming soon in Kindle format cause it's long af) Over the past several years I feel like I have bared witness to all whom I considered close and important in some way, leaving. And not going anywhere either, just leaving. There are some obvious exceptions to this rule. Primarily my decision to quit doing drugs after very nearly dying on a bus at 10am on a fucking Monday morning. Having escaped from a previously highly abusive relationship and becoming temporarily estranged from my newborn child (all sorted now btw, she's asleep upstairs, truly the light of my life), I felt like I had no other options. My friends and my work, performing music in bars across town at the time, revolved around them. This was around three years ago now and is a whole other story, so I'll cut it here but basically - clean for 3 years and I quite obviously don't see any of them anymore. Fine, good. Lovely. Healthy. But more recently, I don't know. I find myself sitting in the same bar I used to gig in all the time, drinking the same drinks, listening to the same music and having the same conversations. Smoking the same cigarettes in the same little shelter wearing the same shoes and the same jeans with the same coat and the same uncut messy tangled hair and suddenly I look around and realise that not a single person remains from the nearly 4 years ago I started drinking here on a regular basis. All gone, every single one, with exception to a couple of musicians who I know from when I played frequently and perhaps five members of the bar staff. People whom I considered my friends. People who I was close to and shared my time with. People who I was always there for whenever they needed anything, my ears were always open and my mouth was always closed. People trusted me and I was always honoured that they did and happy to help them in any way I could. I'd put myself out, constantly for all of them. All suddenly absent. Slowly people moved on, changed jobs / moved away, across the channel in a few cases and into the rest of Europe. I've had a friend die from an overdose and others come close. Some just completely took off and others moved on with their lives. And I look back on those days and I think about them all with love in my heart and then I'm desperately trying to recall who picked up the phone when I called. Who talked to me when I needed them? Who made sure I was okay? None of them. Not one. There's one exception, I have one friend who I have known since college and though we never so much as shake hands, we're like brothers. You know those people who you feel are going to be in your life until one of you dies? Yeah, that's him. Anyway, all this time I'm recovering from the abuse. From the previous relationship and from a further trauma before that. I deleted Facebook, which accelerated the entire thing. Fucking hell it was like I'd just vanished off the face of the planet. It feels as if I've been sat at my usual spot in town, drinking coffee and watching the world go by - you know those moments in films when the subject is in focus and moving at normal speed and everyone around is all blurry and moving really fast? Feels like that - and gradually it's all fallen silent. The cigarette has gone out and the coffee has gone cold and I'm just kinda sat there, frozen. I have become this sort of invisible man. People know me when they see me and performing music in my city I do get recognised, but nobody stops to say hello. Nobody knows who I am or what I am like. And not in a narcissistic way, just in the way that you know what your friends are like. The obvious exception here being my college friend I was talking about, but he's just moved out of town and is now working a full time job, so we hardly keep in touch. We do when we can though, had a beer last night actually which was nice. But I cannot escape this feeling of loneliness. Of needing real affection. Conversation and coffee. A few weeks ago I finally cracked the wall I'd built. I let someone in. I say I let them in she kinda took a sledgehammer to the entire thing over a kitchen radio and a cup of tea. It was a while ago now, seeing each-other for around 6 weeks. I was terrified. Especially for the first two weeks, hell I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Just panic from my previous relationship 3 years prior, but full of determination to make it work. Beautiful, in every way. Truly she's gorgeous. I spent half my time thinking ""Is this really happening?"", and then with a certain inevitability, it stopped happening. She said she needed some time to herself having only recently broken up with her long term boyfriend. I was devastated, but accepting and understanding and didn't push for ay other outcome after our final talk over coffee. Two weeks later she's plastering her new man all over Instagram. More money than me, better looking, the usual story... The wall is back up now and I am where I was before hand. Think I prefer this to the pain and anger I had a few weeks ago, and had indeed been trying to cope with 3 years ago when I found myself utterly broken. I think this final event has kinda sealed the deal for me. I'm done. Everyone has gone, except one and I am fine with that. I have my daughter back and I have my best friend, my immediate family and of course endless subreddits to enjoy. You lot seem to be more human than the people I meet in real life. I've found for all the love I gave out, I never really got anything back other than abuse. Being used. Leant on and then dropped. Etc... I never expected anything back. You don't give to get, but I thought maybe giving good brings you good. I'm gonna wrap this up cause I've just realised how terribly long this post is. But to conclude; it feels like this past year has been like watching the credits at the end of the film. Flashbacks of all the moments you loved but nothing in front of you but a list of names, all in black and white and all scrolling past you and up into the abyss. If there is anyone out there who gets it, who is more comfortable being alone and for the most part enjoys it, know that you're not alone. Except we are cause we like it that way. It's an odd paradox I know but it kinda works. Night all. 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I should be grateful I can spend my bday with my mom, and I am, but I’ve never known what it’s like to have many people care for me. I’ve always been shy and awkward and lonely. I don’t have many friends besides a few online ones. I’m trying my best to change myself since I’m in my 3rd year of university and want to form meaningful connections, but I know my life won’t change overnight. Maybe one day my bday wish will come true.",5.761483918128654,5.850671888157897,5.824298245614037,83.38619883040937,66.96052631578948,9.387134502923976,29.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.175466959064328,605,19,124,10,9,191,97,152,0.054000000000000006,0.6859999999999999,0.26,0.9873,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,2,12,1,1,1,0,14,2,0,0,3,24,24,10,0,3,2,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,2,2,3,3,1,3,2,0,19,9,17,17,4,11,0,1,0,1,12,2,0,0,9,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485076718827973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671175607088744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225104597274286,0.0,0.3159409331852819,0.1286338615783422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630496404928747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407742560418457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307427000413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413481834561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054756123470678,0.14590938379511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477541045400618,0.0,0.0,0.4541890353083826,0.15002122728828773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489252472319114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517186545461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035679405344181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105781425217313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352663651671088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122769552018029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415008539440913,0.0,0.1415465971048984,0.0,0.0,0.1013847074622946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807821628043654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342648618549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172118139638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961630926195814 lonely,Retroskeet_V2,2019/01/18,"I don't know wwht to do anymore I can only think of ending it, I'd rather just go already than to be alone for another day.",-0.6147619047619061,1.1886194285714282,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,86.85714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.08017619047619108,96,3,23,1,3,34,24,28,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38630629513984654,0.4116049578781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911136938600279,0.0,0.0,0.3699069491115802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054840506371736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303594082001721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119794397819994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049861560005096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836765419411043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389976384918799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohmyguinea,2019/01/18,"Ex Found Someone New A boyfriend I never even really cared about has found someone new and that has me kind of depressed and down in the dumps. I’m not even upset about him though. I only dated him because I was and am so desperate to no longer be alone. I ignored so many red flags and knew that I should end it. But I didn’t because I just wanted to be with someone. I’m glad he ended it but now I’m alone again. I’m upset because him with someone is yet another reminder that I haven’t found anyone to love and to love me. Sometimes I regret leaving my ex husband. He was and is a cheating asshole who took me for granted, but at least I felt loved until the end there when things went downhill. When I was with him, that was the first time in my entire life that I was happy. First time I ever felt beautiful, wanted, appreciated, valued, worthy of my own breath and life, enough. I just yearn for someone to share my life with. I want a partner that I can share my soul with. I want to share my entire being with someone, journey through life together. I want to discuss politics with him, and my feelings and my past and my future and everything. Those late night talks where you stay up all night learning everything about each other. I want to bare my soul to him and for him to embrace and welcome that. I want him to do the same and for me to embrace and welcome everything that he is and is not. I want someone to travel with, go on adventures with. Even if it’s just hiking at a local park for an hour or two. Even if it’s just holding hands while watching tv on the couch. Cooking together. Cuddling in bed, our bodies as intertwined as our souls. Human intimacy is a need just like water and air. I’m just so lonely. I long so badly for someone to unburden my spirit of this need to share my love and life and experiences. 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I wasn't even going to do anything, my mom kept asking me what I wanted to do and I just kept saying nothing. But today, the day before my birthday, I decided to group chat my siblings and mom to see if they wanted to go out to to something and they asked me if I was asking a friend, and I wasn't going to because I'm blessed to have a good family that I can do things with, but I asked my singular friend anyway just to not seem like some sad 25 year old with no friends, but she was like ""I have to see what my family is doing, bc my mom wanted us to do something."" Idk that really made me feel like shit, you know some teenage ""my mom said no"" excuse. I'm just trying to focus on the fact that I'm blessed to have a family that cares & I can do things with, but it makes me sad someone who is supposed to be my best friend can't be like ""yeah of course I'll go do the birthday activity with you"". As always, sorry for spilling my emotional mess on everyone.",5.794493670886077,4.359797531645569,6.650896624472576,82.55583860759496,67.35443037974683,9.58776371308017,31.14240506329114,8.344100000000001,2.0583392405063288,873,27,193,10,12,292,118,237,0.14300000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.152,0.52,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,2,1,5,19,1,0,7,2,23,1,1,3,1,39,51,12,0,6,11,4,2,4,4,1,0,2,0,0,12,10,0,2,6,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,10,6,33,15,27,38,3,16,2,2,2,0,25,6,1,5,10,125,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074948605104636,0.10514857106144784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986003517291676,0.0,0.36289712167209454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831586097135045,0.0,0.08257842539547254,0.0,0.10184308327389786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894417842223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258620743758847,0.1000494707026474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916293072558553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409752310655906,0.0,0.0,0.09273096856005733,0.0,0.0,0.2744570919313582,0.0,0.09813806624929076,0.06932920086886057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29990791507085324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206123825628492,0.16279403170003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333357366424229,0.0,0.10947135564683333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964577893655266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182663469237796,0.1295570184397363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546332554989494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311760840814842,0.0,0.1018327457136735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264074535473957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433944269356635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231232895949297,0.07717433899933225,0.0,0.0,0.15466512194515697,0.08834642076690513,0.0,0.0,0.09961563339915117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222619048831939,0.14942046757932978,0.0,0.10863429815405144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894520594915335,0.0,0.0,0.0770431494247487,0.0,0.0,0.0919876226105862,0.0,0.0,0.06588740668639853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673357928529307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717195443437051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893821580456763,0.0,0.0,0.06249400871432735 lonely,greystar04,2019/01/18,"Tom Walker's- Leave a light on For all those out there who find comfort in music, do listen to this song. I hope it helps.",2.718,4.175647400000003,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,75.0,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.4941999999999998,95,2,21,0,2,29,25,25,0.043,0.674,0.284,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962378421427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639216174392752,0.0,0.0,0.5392624902924116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748956661425775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fa73,2019/01/18,"Watch this video and you have changed https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kbb_0qNdjjo I think that you guys should watch this video. You may feel like nothing works but try out this watching this video. You miss the shots you don’t take. I believe that what he says is true. Our world revolves around off getting instant approval of others whether it be positive or negative. Anyway I think you should watch this video so that he can explain this better than me. Peace out.",5.786944444444442,8.934072432098766,3.072330246913584,91.06923611111117,71.5925925925926,5.531481481481482,26.174382716049386,6.6274283507984215,0.9113567901234564,381,13,67,3,8,101,58,81,0.07,0.6920000000000001,0.239,0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,6,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,11,3,6,11,0,5,0,1,4,0,12,5,0,2,1,45,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687407593052694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401198856996763,0.0,0.2669918618623681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193532390713137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264161882989224,0.2156659868541506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577219279557885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989126178866123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748527155404634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966583573966603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400702701245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697919484673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386870149818332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495941690084035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197751442975616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fatbasementdweller,2019/01/18,"loneliness loneliness is a concept which i qualify to write a few paragraphs about. there are hundreds of pages of posts already here, wherever you look, whatever you read, people often suffer from loneliness loneliness is not having someone to share small good news with. it feels slightly suffocating loneliness is a warmth. a feeling you can sense physically. it's like ear ache. you can't touch it. it's there and it doesn't go away loneliness is a feeling of defeat. it's like being handicapped. it makes you think why me? loneliness is becoming a person you don't want to become. sometimes it makes you mean to people who had no effect on your situation loneliness is starting to have expectations from people you would never get along with and don't need to get along with loneliness is not being happy about approaching weekend loneliness is clinging to hundreds of possibilities with hope, even though they are obviously going to be disappointment loneliness is what's behind the step of giving up loneliness is disappearance of all motivation related to production loneliness is trying to talk about your problems on the internet ",7.9068831168831215,9.902825373737377,7.923694083694084,63.44363636363639,62.93939393939394,11.91976911976912,36.870129870129865,11.629938488055165,5.237412987012987,936,45,135,31,14,302,114,198,0.248,0.65,0.102,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,1,3,9,10,0,0,8,0,25,1,1,4,3,31,42,3,0,6,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,7,2,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,6,13,6,32,37,3,14,0,3,1,0,17,5,0,2,5,103,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803464022619706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151577377276151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563585717261719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065587231846055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472397360688056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857934828068827,0.15476502140562906,0.1833781764509818,0.13531820980968987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174165331646835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023976821391284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763801065474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547883074358588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153816527604636,0.0,0.0,0.17573860066372576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962614876878926,0.12442971988117385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335543330158385,0.1408694859878955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187837242098467,0.15451212490190697,0.0,0.0,0.15437360022688434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137635346718476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134470824777926,0.0,0.0,0.13669666854682047,0.0,0.1595621601750863,0.0,0.11419211157646612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296731087044757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033754763381858,0.15850855326337002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109534309442435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515820323086722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557766313490605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460611734633178,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dragoono,2019/01/18,"I don't have any real friends anymore My closest friend hasnt messaged me in weeks, my other friend I saw yesterday and she was giving me very strong ""I don't want to be here"" vibes, and everyone else (2 people) only hang out with me to smoke weed. This guy I thought had a crush on me also wants nothing to do with me, and even my family doesn't like being around me. I feel like maybe I changed and now nobody wants to be around me anymore? Like maybe my personality is hard to get along with? I do feel like a bad person a lot, so maybe I am just an asshole and they're moving on to bettet things and people who don't laugh at their misfortunes. Oh well. I guess I'm just posting this to get a little bit of internet aporoval. Or maybe someone else is in my position too, I don't know.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.1460606060606118,92.09909090909096,79.0,6.096969696969698,21.909090909090907,7.03164865440522,0.4849272727272727,615,18,137,7,15,202,100,165,0.102,0.775,0.123,0.7563,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,0,0,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,26,30,9,0,3,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,4,4,24,10,20,23,2,16,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,3,7,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658649868601736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213350115377847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395595758543552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503688934042092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084497738697756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185880770359815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776760642526128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017898271743992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977304023303236,0.0,0.0,0.11540900376901678,0.0,0.0,0.11385919234602933,0.0,0.12213844666480653,0.17256832595672186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799394385573049,0.0,0.12620353107606078,0.11586171371318565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330511012014921,0.11958967389447026,0.0,0.0,0.10819378565743404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637668838803581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360250384087349,0.1210517564109442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268153596947653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853528266908987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836839934210453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589019921406052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185746879107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674651671033884,0.21091820242347767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567238784324947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747234043726286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023352055449778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023984862049889,0.0,0.0,0.0958846139580562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996548865533649,0.2137148123017971,0.0,0.0968812032516548,0.0,0.10859434928718764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mylifeisaonebigmeme,2019/01/18,"All i need is someone to talk to Im 21 and a good person who cares about his friends , but unfortunately i dont have any anymore anyone want someone to talk to im here :)",-0.001756756756755351,1.977336864864867,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,85.75675675675676,4.781081081081081,22.763513513513516,5.985473137389443,0.20754594594594566,132,5,31,1,4,46,28,37,0.076,0.6409999999999999,0.282,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628790344664501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375354262525228,0.16747509567556995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442024366158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807108666899219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504940055225505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089458440907576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174365752302907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759801489513413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091360570263167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058821123400969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850276369877474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127269136995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aranhen,2019/01/18,"I just broke up with my boyfriend and I feel like I will never be loved again because I'm too ugly I am making this post instead of studying, but I am just too fucked up to go on with it. My boyfriend broke up with me because I needed more attention than he was willing to give. I was extremely suicidal when I was in this relationship, and now still am. I try and try to fix myself but nothing helps, so I just stay alone, and tell no one what is really going on with me. He was the only person I really trusted and even though he did not help me when I felt down, I still felt like I had someone to vent to, even though it caused major problems in our relationship. Now I have no one. I see no way out anymore. I am just so ugly, so broken. Sometimes when I take a photo or look in the mirror, I do not even recognise myself as human. My mental health isolates me from everyone. I tried to be strong but it doesn't work.",3.469927884615388,4.061586489583334,4.8585416666666665,86.5348557692308,72.125,7.574358974358977,25.70673076923077,7.61054688173877,1.179415384615385,714,21,155,8,13,239,108,192,0.257,0.679,0.064,-0.992,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,23,9,1,0,3,0,18,3,0,2,1,29,32,18,1,2,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,2,8,5,30,5,24,20,2,24,0,2,2,2,13,10,1,1,11,122,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982899260370835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389301883537522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646009200106418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386918149957925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675172505307063,0.0,0.0,0.12900724056058166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826479501598727,0.09645072226943696,0.2592603386628875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481398881977518,0.0,0.12951329172439247,0.15345787469854805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350864901864493,0.0,0.0,0.18098787223317966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319175190579483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133738694261276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185122926757327,0.0,0.09011980411561248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605769234322174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010773857453983,0.1041275506816088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295451335715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829716889539371,0.1026807110936898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788497599853626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930165825343662,0.0,0.0,0.12918573550497384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298092151759195,0.0,0.0,0.2898990791711137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758498969083898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439300269830235,0.0,0.13352772100077748,0.0,0.0,0.14390202688870146,0.2156373176138375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767833996297555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151024555350016,0.0,0.11800414182924834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652920448452647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749875038391328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107164155254039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828843070513874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LX2Z12,2019/01/18,Would you exchange or buy live bedtime stories? Essentially someone reads a book to you. Or does a platform or service for this exist? ,3.765000000000001,6.9601155000000015,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,81.5,4.866666666666667,37.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.8717666666666672,108,7,16,1,3,34,20,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,11,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507857925640467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548612139835385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152603237612754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364602878875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659271253821064,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dill_Pickels,2019/01/18,"I really want a close friend but I don't know how. Every time I try to make friends it is always an extremely distant friendship. I really want someone to talk to that cares and shares a common interest with the same things I like but I am such a boring person nobody really likes what I like. I also find it extremely hard to open up to people, and in person, I can't.",2.8757017543859646,4.299631657894739,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,74.52631578947368,8.224561403508767,21.87719298245614,8.841846274778883,1.469577192982456,290,7,58,6,6,100,52,76,0.056,0.5489999999999999,0.395,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,6,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358464996627712,0.18061322946365788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213094903188821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828843570281988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198391017875195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354036027450191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444519334865346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929176827512293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181370395926923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448907766749819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048367426426912,0.37906087121155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41716701974548537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391618989625547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446646168089702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420655294084858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657077786029267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737105936616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560579473025017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mydickis21centimeter,2019/01/18,"Imagine how nice it'd be to have someone to cuddle Yeah imagine that haha, feeling her soft skin and her hair getting in the way of your nose. Maybe we'll even kiss, or even ~~HOLD HANDS~~ haha. Imagine that. I'm such a degenerate pervert, i'm going to hell for thinking about this i wish i could stop wanting this please help when does the heavy feeling on my chest go away i gym every day it feels so good but it's nowhere as good as cuddling with her oh god make it stop it fucking hurts please make it stop make it stop make it stop. Degenerates like me should be locked up in jail with the key thrown away, oh god why am i such a freaking pervert jesus christ on a stick. Haha",1.3365238095238112,3.624557700000004,2.210000000000001,95.84166666666668,82.71428571428572,4.3047619047619055,22.190476190476193,5.2151,-0.0798952380952378,538,18,116,2,15,168,92,140,0.177,0.5870000000000001,0.235,0.6066,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,8,12,2,0,6,4,8,9,5,5,0,27,24,8,0,4,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,6,7,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,8,11,8,17,18,0,17,3,1,0,4,6,7,2,1,8,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095884228412874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088190587085596,0.0,0.0,0.08956411290381429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215321129688168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834537682154815,0.0,0.11700977979463895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066100357203946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838945822877593,0.07255744945400737,0.0,0.15785388785174675,0.23296671314983575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308626012886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867059609941502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784823945972146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37080564239618985,0.0,0.13952051455977255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30489026927563523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766994854082413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805365435742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898671131060598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191319507964613,0.11023402075930293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531480329317993,0.0,0.15970158371785206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kasp1995,2019/01/18,I’m new to reddit and I am a young lonely male. Oh hello reader! I am really glad I’m not the only lonely person here. I like to play ROBLOX and Pokémon and I finished college. Im a white male so I understand if no one wants anything to do with me...but..I promise I really don’t think I’m a really bad person. Im just lonely maybe because no one wants me. Do you want to play a game with me or make my day...change my life? ,-1.7125748987854266,0.20379688421052933,1.9168421052631608,94.33558704453442,95.94736842105264,4.607287449392713,14.676113360323885,6.297961479604792,-0.4987327935222674,324,7,76,4,13,118,56,95,0.174,0.6759999999999999,0.15,-0.5138,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,14,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,11,5,6,14,0,3,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,2,4,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505563245103566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747123717184367,0.12226828612916699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121811087964687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293538880737458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43330951863357575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167162294011934,0.09799051526919936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388496242669598,0.0,0.20150393320746712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371599516457788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718287943604513,0.1525458613856826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35026764066172034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854792695988427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285199699045156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880501302695276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549119147579097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Empty_String,2019/01/18,"I've grown Cold Hearted I hate it, but it keeps me from feeling the same hurt and disappointment I've felt with every failed attempt at friendship and relationship in the past. Interactions don't even feel genuine anymore. Everything's an act. I fear I am incapable of loving or connecting with anyone the way I used to.",4.98,7.212943666666668,5.609999999999999,76.215,70.66666666666666,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.2079000000000004,260,12,45,6,5,84,49,60,0.304,0.555,0.141,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,12,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,7,8,1,6,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543179858078405,0.17930769181312367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937514471278675,0.0,0.2160604121497224,0.0,0.23047029873221836,0.0,0.0,0.28856449418873353,0.2593259203662699,0.0,0.2462210789707876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531798294552593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038807387762038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274522611051493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279342326078421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314456680795308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447994694689503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753188722744161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148044221229915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035488657441886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OneSpockTwoSpock,2019/01/18,I'm so tired of crying I have no friends. I left my first and probably last girlfriend nearly a year ago now and have not had a single love interest since. The people I work and go to college with treat me like garbage. It's almost become routine to cry on the drive home from another day spent without conversation and an extra cry at night on the days when I was actively rejected instead of just being ignored. Hopelessness is very real. ,5.213686274509801,6.5293574470588265,5.89970588235294,77.9970098039216,68.64705882352939,8.960784313725489,31.81372549019608,9.2995712137729,2.952372549019608,353,15,63,7,6,115,70,85,0.268,0.602,0.13,-0.9374,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,5,11,6,2,16,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,10,44,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603568230276517,0.0,0.1811450924270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896892903669677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978969775394104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961300500707136,0.23333090593229056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387334002828118,0.0,0.0,0.13976279356264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280956697728227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181457322844062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745754132716304,0.0,0.0,0.19654824191718787,0.0,0.0,0.0883785406106199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326919868084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976227683249662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541319490079422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504066007342624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590366012154346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964224476768373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791779319847756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926134104554106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438102267447206,0.0,0.13169726245097724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649358753041192 lonely,Duke_Kadir,2019/01/18,"Feeling lonely and disconnected from the world? get the kik app to join a community group named the Church of Mushology. We are about giving love, friendship and a sense of close community. Dont be shy and join that hashtag #Chill420LitFam or contact me at @mushkee to be invited manually. Tell us your stories, make friends, be naughty sometimes, and hail the kik gods \~ <3",6.570447761194028,8.582157985074627,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,66.16417910447761,9.53910447761194,37.28059701492538,9.888512548439397,3.9953307462686567,303,16,51,7,5,94,53,67,0.032,0.6920000000000001,0.276,0.9436,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,0,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178095533166096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025461296554698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27542719773526964,0.0,0.18625395418227175,0.3419825441240537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217507086318597,0.0,0.2379632196593611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525827282353935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115923941290846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42881966108244096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,APizzaWithEverything,2019/01/19,"I’m probably the most pathetic individual on the planet, and I’m about done I have severe ADHD, and I’m on the spectrum, I’m a complete shut in, I have no friends, and apart from my 6 year old son, no family, I can’t even see my son but every other weekend(I live an hour away) I have literally nothing interesting to say, I just sit in my empty apartment and play Resident Evil 4 again and again I can’t even go out and meet people, my work schedule takes up my whole day, not to mention my bills take up most of my money, I barely make it every month Just once I’d wanna know what’s it’s like to have a family, someone to talk to And it’s all my fault, because as it turns out, when you push people away long enough, they stop coming back Thanks for letting me rant for a little while",5.2419210174029445,4.378851692771087,6.531044176706827,81.08979250334674,68.21686746987952,9.305488621151273,28.68540829986613,8.515128840125781,1.830055689424364,615,17,134,8,9,210,106,166,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9311,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,10,7,1,0,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,21,11,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,1,1,2,3,5,2,0,0,1,2,18,5,22,19,5,31,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,2,14,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347338629176188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686715368379023,0.1173897847042958,0.0,0.0930630268153065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150718150158902,0.16006610678733385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845614701553823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622906379688692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774351728636185,0.0,0.20166728155255031,0.0,0.25725330622296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28783751669883995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794842260886652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676290695803891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034404648436656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390056506918141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611007069047758,0.0,0.07458429523179358,0.15301020602476706,0.13480578886761874,0.13510351737924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190491944345373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185556291561007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648596421680274,0.0,0.16019599514764393,0.16258299762221154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116770584763268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459844293211034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140515262763482,0.0,0.0,0.12165405612405705,0.0,0.0,0.1724677358128588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293523642140915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763458360476446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295698153658673,0.12270615929582555,0.0,0.14055320906706004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605543097926986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044476374360795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114177079636428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831110657574013 lonely,MAOSisloveMAOSislife,2019/01/19,"Lonely and Unhappy So, i hate so much this time out of school... I don't have many things to do, and this month i'm feeling so lonely... I have 2 close friends from my school. I would like to talk with them, but the last time they were online was in the beggining of the month. I tried to talk with 2 girls from school some time ago (i only ever had one female friend), but they saw my messages and didn't awnsered. But they must have plenty of other people to talk... And that female friend was the only person that i could talk. She was from my school, but she gone to another school and we only talk virtually. And i think i don't have more interest in her. So, i'm here. Bored, lonely, unhappy, and i can't sleep...",0.7541581632653056,2.938255312925172,2.121016156462588,96.21989158163271,84.3061224489796,5.3076530612244905,15.990221088435373,6.6274283507984215,-0.4473534013605445,549,10,125,6,16,176,74,147,0.133,0.804,0.063,-0.8844,0,6,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,4,0,6,10,1,0,4,0,17,1,1,0,2,23,24,15,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,8,2,21,5,16,13,3,13,0,3,1,0,19,4,0,1,9,85,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063243300024231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577317463707227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576661482724676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849745068419264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064798108028474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780084770496922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842121670695492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777148230675334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058599247226266964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160577510613485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147849383026336,0.0,0.08817364521072775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127808431349784,0.27367156770610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315501435814099,0.10473166721345424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069555706047822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003198925863605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820377093069747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968637155466869,0.07685614744710212,0.0,0.0,0.2098233227308851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143503019501575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520574671205569,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bandsandstories,2019/01/19,"the least important friend. i’ve never had a friend group, just scattered friends everywhere really. but my whole life i’ve always known i was the least important friend, at least with my irl friends. i’ve had way too many situations where somebody i consider my best friend considers somebody else theirs. and i just found out one of my friends who i’ve considered a best friend for 3 years considers somebody else her best friend. it hurts. ever since my mom died (about a year ago) i don’t go out as much and spend more time alone because i’m way more depressed than i was (and that’s saying something) and i don’t think my friends understand. nobody checks up on me, nobody cares. i feel so alone. i know they all have other people they consider better than me even though i’ve tried to be good to all of these people. if i went missing they wouldn’t even notice :( my internet friends are way better to me, and it sucks they all live so far away because they are much more supportive and treat me the way i’m supposed to be treated. i’m grateful for them, i really am, because i’m not sure what i’d do without them. it just sucks my irl friends never have seen me the way i see them. that’s all.",3.509914473684212,5.106780495833334,3.8896491228070182,89.67394736842108,73.20833333333334,7.385964912280703,25.964912280701753,8.032893268588372,1.3837083333333329,949,32,199,14,19,296,122,240,0.127,0.5820000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.9953,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,9,5,12,28,2,0,7,0,15,1,0,0,8,31,33,12,1,2,7,1,1,0,12,1,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,2,2,7,5,0,1,7,4,34,23,20,23,16,22,0,3,2,0,26,8,2,1,7,124,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914246882961,0.0,0.0,0.1615693619822721,0.0,0.0,0.06490241279349614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328375316972037,0.0,0.0,0.14264458929050325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556918516954215,0.1379696721567743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952639980165176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718145582017311,0.0,0.08095189037189937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031831250499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303678963536007,0.07055564424297782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943924350453749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552319056616269,0.7231531092963436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044329309759938686,0.0654228649767119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350082467243805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042866868669861134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509384624088988,0.0,0.0,0.06887560343080325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907995765959562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135288860969,0.0,0.0,0.11467823997455515,0.0,0.12031712175803842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880374184645975,0.0,0.0,0.05285495249345437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815103162469973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993784766765744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620288877582889,0.0,0.0,0.062156058695502524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452256941170681,0.08767549008090791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004836278772331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851369978968654,0.07351426305833776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997937705418943,0.07663479802450669,0.0,0.04548254242879561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052957014041554784,0.0,0.0,0.08120095643215937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956463086370395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230696454189936,0.0,0.08708443497178031,0.0,0.07518940695567461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045913971845176 lonely,ian007i,2019/01/19,An escape U don't have many friends in real life. Work is okayish but i don't really talk a lot on work. If i make friends i quickly lose Em because i suck at keeping friends because im not good at keeping contact but after all the shit everyday i go to my pc and start up my games. Where i can be myself and be what i Dream to be. A soldier. Something to live for. Something to escape to. ,0.17023809523809774,2.168594595238094,2.519047619047619,93.62595238095241,85.1904761904762,4.685714285714286,26.0,5.82211442006289,0.6997000000000004,302,14,67,2,9,103,57,84,0.207,0.6679999999999999,0.125,-0.82,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,2,0,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,4,12,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,2,4,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422151451110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604765492078039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290891140263595,0.1666352240845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145980189477976,0.0,0.0,0.3531745868379243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032671019986767,0.0,0.0,0.17542951712276803,0.0,0.0,0.2222612508639681,0.0,0.16890238686716025,0.0,0.0,0.1326139697751056,0.201420504435209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261302989757653,0.12727328317522246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039322107874516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058922103948306,0.0,0.0,0.14061986282553746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968366384024688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926869308442554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,k3v1n28,2019/01/19,"New friend to text and talk to Hello fellow lonely people of Reddit. Would anyone like to talk and become online friends. I'm a good person to talk to. I like running, wreslting, lifting, I like star wars and lotr and sci fi. Also movies and TV shows. And video games. Anyone interested I'd be happy to get to know others.",0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.498730158730158,89.6157142857143,91.85714285714286,3.4349206349206347,14.936507936507935,5.033348758259628,-0.7557111111111108,252,5,46,1,9,82,44,63,0.079,0.622,0.299,0.9432,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,7,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,8,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223475086859048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31867658507856605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516744476736269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521174942515981,0.0,0.11905737011518686,0.0,0.0,0.19113409030164485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258142876490424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252363367182178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339905006779592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008695445882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579826032697409,0.19897514971136326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494815155404488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187870067747598,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,conflicted_person,2019/01/19,"seeing my friends being in relationships leaves me miserable I mean I do feel happy for them. But at the same time at the end of the day I feel almost like a physical pain due to the emptiness I feel. Is tuff seeing that everyone has their ""person"" while the idea of dating someone seems unattainable. Finding a honest, real connection is so hard these days man.",4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,73.11764705882355,7.47450980392157,26.03921568627451,8.344100000000001,1.9456686274509805,288,10,50,5,6,92,54,68,0.142,0.698,0.159,0.3192,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,4,7,11,1,10,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,8,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105288873963319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711798335960703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621368393377805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089704787109333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31891688557892217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215910769192876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243390882919442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380853168004924,0.1883372304302971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373397622205023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261792398761973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027145454241976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290172326545517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237143235616584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835768563341934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393035764614271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257232575976064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350743218785752,0.19139814236442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813896676913266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259490371085055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RagidyyMan,2019/01/19,"Feeling isolated. Hi everyone, So I moved to a new city back in September of 2018 to start grad school. I was really excited back then - new school, new friends, new things to do. Well, here we are in January and I've never felt this alone in my life. I've yet to really find a group of people I get along with in school, I've started to realize this city really isn't for me (maybe I'm just biased because my overall experience has been pretty negative), and I'm just isolating myself more and more, it almost feels intentional at this point which I hate. I literally just go to class, go to my internship, study, eat, and sleep. Nothing else. No new friends that I hang out with, a handful of restaurants that I eat at every so often (alone), and I'll walk around the city every so often just to kill free time by myself. I just don't know what to do at this point. I'm certainly an extroverted person, love making new friends, but I just haven't been able to click with anybody - they all have their friend groups and I don't feel a part of any of them - and I haven't found anyone, personality wise, that I click with. I feel like I can't make new friends anymore. Just feeling very isolated.",2.9839915966386563,4.762874079831935,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,75.00840336134453,7.9532773109243715,24.50504201680673,8.697196308434329,1.6151001680672268,933,30,195,19,20,306,130,238,0.055,0.7829999999999999,0.162,0.9699,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,3,0,18,14,2,0,6,0,14,6,2,3,3,42,34,12,1,0,8,0,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,11,15,2,0,10,0,1,5,9,2,1,0,5,9,24,13,31,29,4,31,0,0,2,1,15,11,0,3,16,119,35,5,0.08757177894824081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769048689940248,0.18139590544736875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955181264906021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684767347769748,0.06123222398588879,0.0,0.0,0.07795744955923091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467458505575686,0.0,0.05338294363498194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921558436526358,0.07315498434601453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475660014074973,0.08367858759118528,0.0,0.0856620035183004,0.0,0.0,0.22139461336889496,0.06256129637829204,0.08408264087911818,0.0,0.08003901946215071,0.0,0.0,0.09601793557369584,0.33828869592110394,0.0,0.045752640108570775,0.0,0.09953812013744613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645900166999364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688519856774466,0.0,0.04812715951008149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061854537276323986,0.04278314777269665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903694953130977,0.0,0.1169096849079172,0.0,0.08797762240060827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307494214045288,0.0,0.0,0.06754075455381015,0.5920415886175376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402748372477603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483170279338406,0.0,0.060711245207436,0.15292859915325385,0.0,0.0,0.16556727361302867,0.0,0.0,0.08909198181318621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830217199339773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658819465892998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763502223968943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396751173807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058178798722950516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051063808538310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225588889091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873754622232726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EOE97,2019/01/19,"When you want to have friends but just feels it's too much trouble I think from all my years of isolation, Ive reached a point where I'm somewhat okay with not being around people (I see people as exhausting and sometimes I just don't feel interested enough in wanting to be engaged with them), this has nothing to do with my opinion about them for the most part. It's how I feel for people in general (some people I feel this way much strongly). &#x200B; But at the same time I don't want to be alone, being alone sucks cus the only one who gets to see what you do and know what you're up to is just...well...you. Which also sucks. &#x200B; Who else feels this contradicting emotions,",4.1224817518248145,5.387270043795624,4.223072992700732,89.18643430656937,71.18978102189779,6.93985401459854,26.838686131386858,7.1686216300943375,1.1287786861313864,544,18,113,5,10,168,86,137,0.192,0.728,0.08,-0.961,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,2,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,12,1,0,1,1,29,28,8,0,3,5,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,7,13,5,20,24,9,11,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,4,3,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769158564707503,0.0,0.10690829830325103,0.0,0.2896965083856199,0.32488518900516705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900849613848262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167713568462354,0.15037826742249588,0.0,0.13813292540056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379771931888856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328513616041443,0.0,0.06984519022199714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347009053137339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654854516660505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282749054635065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058879888410827,0.10167389654347224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447684397001394,0.0,0.370722953697558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637607023985872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306017449520984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221844245245978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566031228342666,0.0,0.0,0.07795312822067789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365536303335476,0.10611337921614136,0.0,0.0,0.12019937823176105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488518900516705,0.08608912102562549 lonely,Lucious_Aldamar-15,2019/01/19,"I miss my best friend My best friend randomly stopped talking to me for the second time and it sucks. I tried to keep in contact but she just straights up ignores it and hangs out with other people. The first time this happened, she ignored me for a year straight and i felt miserable thinking I ruined the friendship. But when we spoke she blamed it on depression...even though she spoke to other friends and her boyfriend with no problem. Now it's been 2 months and its happening again...i dont know if its my fault or what. I just know that the whole thing is frustrating and Idk what to do....i barely have friends left since school ended and i just...wish she can straight up tell me that the friendship was over rather than avoid me.. (Fyi, i never gave her a reason to avoid me. If i did something i still wish i knew and that she can tell me so i can at least have closure.)",2.555778571428572,4.610287474285716,2.498482142857142,96.63058035714286,77.11428571428571,5.517857142857144,24.080357142857146,6.322622252153567,0.4083785714285719,688,23,150,5,16,205,104,175,0.212,0.625,0.163,-0.8402,0,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,8,17,2,3,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,36,24,16,0,5,8,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,15,12,0,6,6,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,8,3,29,6,17,16,4,23,0,3,0,0,20,11,1,4,11,107,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090725491002321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258314471701505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304252663692139,0.0,0.0,0.0972613172181556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138902439424106,0.0,0.0,0.12525603036722674,0.0,0.0,0.4550790334822944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604363049878201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088805763172026,0.0,0.0,0.16185628945168795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599942690116396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753847692387055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357304306061256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208889302108873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409042756242868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514038771744821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903111446570075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181183271511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336500064096232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175989745197998,0.12311275907941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835893846551328,0.2574167815064329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978304618630237,0.09435581336018473,0.14467844790173684,0.0,0.17173252399304928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999772791805691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440626468523936,0.33867467635724563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482815109241544 lonely,itsrainingpugs,2019/01/19,Anyone else feeling alone? If you have personal shit I’d love to compare and vent. I’ll be calling on my real number so please don’t be rude/troll :/ pm and we can set it up. 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Recent, my husband has a very serious mental health break, and have developed paranoia and PTSD symptoms. I have tried to be there for him as much as I can, which has not been the easiest. It is so incredibly difficult to to spend your entire day at work, and then come home and have to take care of everything else, as well as a fully grown adult with a minimal grip on reality. I thought I was doing fairly well... Until his delusions entered the realm of infidelity. He now believes that I have not only been cheating on him (which I haven't), but that I'm on birth control (I'm not), have had multiple abortions (I haven't), have been screwing my boss for promotions (I haven't), that I'm trying to steal his money and/or identity, and so on. None of these things are true, and any attempt to convince him has resulted in accusations of lying, gaslighting, and being manipulative. He has taken off his ring, claiming that there is no way he will ever be able to trust me again. He has a doctor's appointment on Wednesday, which I had previously booked off work to take him to on his request, and he plans on asking the doctor for a reality check. But even if the doctor is able to help him (which I doubt), I have never felt more broken in my life. I don't want my marriage to end, but I don't see any other way for this to go. I have no friends or family anywhere near me, as I moved for work. My friends and family that I do have back home only ever talk to me when I initiate conversation, and I am too ashamed, embarrassed, and hopeless to talk to them about this when I don't even feel like they care. My heart is destroyed, I feel like an absolute shell of a person, and I don't think I will ever be okay again. I feel so lost, confused, and broken, and there is nothing I can do.",7.880014347202297,5.8774637127371285,8.160930974015624,75.2132855093257,63.634146341463406,11.392380041447474,35.25601785429619,10.056822442137396,3.217285860035072,1446,50,294,25,17,478,178,369,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,0.1422,0,1,0,0,0,2,56.0,0,1,2,9,21,26,3,4,11,1,47,8,1,4,6,46,69,33,0,2,8,1,6,2,2,2,6,1,2,2,15,18,0,1,7,1,3,5,15,14,2,0,12,8,46,12,46,51,4,39,0,4,1,1,29,13,1,4,20,218,61,9,0.20015205381926213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364858252781013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611026010347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355757588990278,0.0,0.0,0.07695228736902386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275141218991372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040683583038609,0.0,0.0,0.08620663584563443,0.0,0.0,0.11224377381644234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454075827357153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072961623790797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360067900770284,0.0,0.08863765570343188,0.0,0.0,0.1321985438686455,0.2715734874012873,0.0,0.0,0.1798837600938201,0.0,0.1886855432641813,0.0,0.15180433846101274,0.1429886672407522,0.19217735969997704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546369802821254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687551234568849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637613683894248,0.0,0.11859057373519576,0.06707885132541525,0.0,0.2007688293816768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068665740599904,0.09778418342534134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848961040533826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085309699217428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106364978833714,0.07356739467381747,0.0,0.15436960288813853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602564688516244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222465612651898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738252658518511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698352003262875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881300331141583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797476365600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401731038543352,0.15048943524164665,0.1608746392348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648606544819957,0.06412467715083373,0.0,0.07944918676556495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589010621740905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257320300984795,0.059027433551750164,0.15887138401048226,0.0,0.0,0.17996073367885454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185696184698181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JollyDove,2019/01/19,"I can't get used to a new environment I'll attempt to make this as short as possible. I recently moved to another country and I'm struggling with loneliness.It just feels like nobody wants anything to do with me. I chose to keep talking my old friends through Discord but we're getting more and more distant and at this point we barely speak anymore. The people here are just so different from what i'm used to and i'm having a difficult time adpating which has left me alone and always at home while everyone else is out there living their life. &#x200B; To be fully honest it's been a while since i've had an actual close friend,someone who really cares about me and doesn't treat me like a second option. &#x200B; I can't completely blame this on the move,however.I was always antisocial and could never get attached to people. At this point i'm desperate for someone who understands me. &#x200B; I know that this definitely isn't as bad as what others have to endure and i'm thankful for that but I need to deal with this constant loneliness. &#x200B; What do I do? &#x200B;",4.207761904761906,6.386516919047621,4.861904761904763,80.98476190476191,72.66666666666666,8.095238095238095,29.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.559142857142857,883,37,158,18,18,283,126,210,0.08800000000000001,0.764,0.149,0.9454,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,1,6,10,0,1,7,0,17,1,0,3,1,30,36,17,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,16,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,2,15,7,27,31,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.07777006430631203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253917911561952,0.0,0.0,0.1326239531771139,0.4317432793404506,0.484186011394798,0.0,0.08356634007322601,0.0,0.0,0.07903525340631655,0.0,0.0,0.06558155403490855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654134625267275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125357031946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355787516001595,0.08612114171891698,0.0,0.06362935121426495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216124316552846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326349957980485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066574296054196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615124401289056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029579301257294,0.05693356787451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314311592230648,0.0,0.12491082467226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993980219035414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083588593591209,0.0,0.0,0.04379786003803902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658800501109692,0.0,0.056290385593577665,0.07786914238072955,0.0,0.07037145778783503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319651179097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694046908404062,0.0,0.059092255555908385,0.061465096733823735,0.0769691758812326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362567961664552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049987771554844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067359782710896,0.08984326063999798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105415907983446,0.0,0.07868842950249633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592388369098355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504931078275278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331370394520354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405519660341333,0.0,0.07337173204424037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647034153141035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296449531129563,0.0,0.13766043969865738,0.0,0.0,0.04700571673863463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484186011394798,0.0 lonely,memesftwmbot,2019/01/19,"At a party and still feel 100% dead I’m straight up sitting at a party just feeling dead. I’m friends with everyone there, I could go talk to any of them, join in with anything and I for real just feel dead. Like what’s the point. It’s not forced loneliness, I literally just see no point... Have a great day yall!!",0.6256493506493506,2.709693469696969,2.211385281385283,96.00136363636366,84.0,5.58961038961039,21.549783549783545,6.868970318607317,0.3290329004329009,243,8,57,3,7,79,48,66,0.184,0.499,0.317,0.7903,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,9,2,3,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,9,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,3,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815609862408596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215588083020388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917055190263625,0.0,0.0,0.16895610496252236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033412150645395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973964736216575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240591039300534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888986883208516,0.0,0.0,0.2888350339764477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799070851056074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953135465506146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981917913759629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876497911673228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921840601465552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057044540105352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,K1lo_n_stuff,2019/01/19,"K1lo- I'm looking for my surviving together friends help me.. Hey guys/gals, someone seems to have deleted the server in a rage. Now we cant seem to contact each other cuz we didn't friend eachother (lesson learned). we all met through this sub and other subs like this. I'm really desperate I finally found some cool ppl. If you are from the chat plz contact me on reddit. Me and blue will try to get something going. can you guys help me find my friends by getting this to the top? Any help would truly be appreciated! 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I’m living to please my parents, I’m hanging out with my “friends” to make them happy, I’m not happy anymore and I don’t think I have been for a long long time. I’m so tired.... Idk I really need someone to talk to. 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I wake up and go to school and stuff and I hate it. It just sucks. I don’t find happiness or joy in going.I hate living in a dorm, sharing living space. I hate it. Studying for things I don’t even want to study. I hate it all. I feel like I’d much rather enjoy sleeping all day or staring at the sky all day. I just want to be away from school and the people here. I hate it... #lonely #INFP",-1.599469696969695,0.34314647727272884,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,95.5909090909091,3.387878787878788,13.015151515151516,4.7782277997778095,-1.5532984848484848,302,5,77,1,12,100,52,88,0.209,0.607,0.184,-0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,6,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,3,16,13,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,9,5,11,12,4,10,0,1,1,0,1,7,1,2,3,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432285082592262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663076633068627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068947779676493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770815326685708,0.10890781255224916,0.0,0.0,0.1393333423869774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663886106341738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228213769444352,0.0,0.752546805487675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447766123402746,0.0,0.2692261110590614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206572078335987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568721071386446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085680005209757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255659852988554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451477398762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127868302985936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798337950201467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kdswenson,2019/01/19,"Don't you realize how rare real crushes are? For completely understandable reasons, women often hope guys aren't just being pulled around by their pants, and there's some romantic feelings so he stays and loves her. That sounds nice; if I feel that I'm all for that. Those higher-order feelings definitely do exist, and they're wonderful, and they make you've seen the light, and make you want to grow. It's just those feelings don't happen everyday, they can take years to develop, I can go for years in obsession of the past and even more years without them, and it's certainly not gonna be there for a stranger. Sorry.",8.197422969187677,7.313835647058822,7.6139075630252115,75.79996498599442,62.27731092436974,11.29467787114846,34.11904761904762,10.504223727775694,3.3370156862745093,498,17,94,10,6,156,83,119,0.054000000000000006,0.765,0.181,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,4,0,9,5,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,4,2,31,26,10,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,7,9,4,11,22,3,11,0,0,1,1,11,2,0,5,5,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602971500467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732567582147607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060480534618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999313052465805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237968288446362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579278957872007,0.17486002601486567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639953549405104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846725078229592,0.0,0.26398475876242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876433796149328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507037729594284,0.0,0.20330871997834254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213527243594427,0.0,0.21076356205181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867518825261453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585336841874247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663163970657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061342835493053,0.21443961029231265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38201247635740015 lonely,Username_taken9182,2019/01/19,"Homesick without a “home” I recently had to “breakup” with my best friend. Lots of drama on his end, which I don’t want to go into. Long story short, he gave me the best and worst year of my life all in one. He was my soulmate. He was “home”. Now, that he’s gone, I am back to that “I want to go home” feeling I constantly had before I met him. I don’t have family. I don’t have a town I consider home. I don’t have a house I grew up in. The condo I live in is beautiful, but its not “home”. Is this just me? 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I always used to spend time with my pets, but one of them died last night and I can't really look at the rest of them without crying. Let's hear your coping mechanisms!",6.7588888888888885,6.510406740740741,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,64.92592592592592,10.903703703703703,29.11111111111111,10.504223727775694,2.7634888888888884,220,6,43,5,3,70,47,54,0.154,0.789,0.057,-0.6866,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,8,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,6,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302721115592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398888192416035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872152502243963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992943388692913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119091572992315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255822522988703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829881800141597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323941844790321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25970429466400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187528028515017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185855615854414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728847215850604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137090492284384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390168545590924,0.3047930070011209,0.2283417259718036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667701054760601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,godmorgen8,2019/01/19,"B O R E D Hey, if you want to chat or voice chat add me on discord :/ My discord is namster#7033",-3.4795454545454514,-2.2044266818181804,-0.035909090909092,105.11613636363636,111.27272727272728,2.2,19.13636363636364,3.1291,-1.0108545454545452,71,3,19,0,4,25,20,22,0.338,0.606,0.056,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EmilyVerd,2019/01/19,"Ive never fitted in I have friends and all but we're drifting apart. Ever since I was young Ive had a strong need to be special and oh so unique. My friends do not have these feelings though. When they even just try to make me assimilate I get such bad anxeity. Today they asked if they could do my makeup and I had a panic attack because of it. They then didn't understand that I was mad at them. My friends are starting to get real annoyed with me and my bad habits and way of thinking. They won't be my friends sooner or later and I'll be alone. I want to rush this period of awkwardly having my friends be annoyed with me but maybe I can get better. I don't like the things they do. They're just typical girls and I wish I was like that. They like horror movies and makeup and talking about their crushes. I just can't relate with them and I don't feel like I fit in anywhere. 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I assume chicks get shamelessly creepy DM's all the time, thus, totally ruin it for lonely guys. It's uncanny how many old acquaintances—former gal pals and their friends whom (<- throwing my grammar dice on usage) I never knew—I'll witness over the social media spread who have obviously become lonesome people as well. Point being, when I've reached out with polite, friendly, respectable messages, they're ignored or I'll even be called something along the lines of creepy. Yet, I'm sure if I met these chicks out in public somewhere, it'd be A'okay; maybe make a friend or attain their number. I know the social media titan sites aren't meant for meeting people, but it seems feasible having grown up with social media being the greater social networking tool behind the scenes, keeping everyone in touch and talking.",8.320411764705883,8.987271982352944,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,61.529411764705884,8.682352941176473,31.70588235294117,8.238735603445708,2.496341176470588,767,25,119,8,10,230,125,170,0.066,0.8220000000000001,0.112,0.7007,0,4,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,4,5,29,18,12,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,1,7,6,17,10,3,16,0,3,0,0,24,9,0,6,5,67,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720090165154598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360971219932114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803234369041242,0.0,0.0,0.1273578774869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089229744232978,0.0,0.06963500820688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197139338489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118468295556409,0.0,0.0,0.07324900026547303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896761857577054,0.2702566349883135,0.13390096054241307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279627550439474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985837260359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772055152383425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599577236938253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133608445119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793275518248946,0.0,0.10260797390297027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561790588782187,0.0,0.0,0.21425608963238407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771854734944954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049059229081943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983766760499967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SorryTrain,2019/01/19,"kind of freaking out it's this cycle of desperately needing someone to be close to, but hating myself too much to act on it; isolating and hating myself even more. there's this physical ache in my chest and i can't push myself to do anything about it. i'm really scared that this is gonna get worse than it's already been before i tried to off myself about 4 months ago because i was so fucking miserable and unmotivated and hopeless, and i feel myself slipping into the same state i was in before i tried to like, not live??? and i'm really scared. i don't mean to use cliches, but as soon as i start feeling like a living, breathing dead person, i don't know if i won't try again? i'm so embarrassed about it too. i've told two people, and i haven't spoken to either of them much ever since. is it worth checking myself into a psychiatric clinic??? i cant afford therapy. im not sure what im supposed to do.",4.341418439716311,4.704121297872341,5.960425531914892,80.23333333333333,70.06382978723404,8.394326241134753,27.368794326241137,8.344100000000001,1.8042007092198584,716,22,143,10,12,246,111,188,0.269,0.679,0.052000000000000005,-0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,3,4,3,0,14,4,2,1,2,26,30,14,1,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,4,0,2,2,8,9,0,1,4,2,20,4,25,23,5,17,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,1,8,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290009157288043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059267673475922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975633134574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871191591177235,0.0,0.24766553764363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611921906833502,0.131637514124779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716565994409053,0.10396452660219414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453737779930913,0.07603185747504136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873555920186512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143882915000848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154398891919885,0.07997784005176184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219429462729288,0.0,0.2570060359239767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852157900480235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615827273923687,0.0,0.2139581970574629,0.1079064355894014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089010670838544,0.12706857382531433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864566609107336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913958532342661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203814483367279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330456519454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030047682673417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371574867687187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642282126972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905729659202629,0.0,0.29640986594471225,0.0,0.14215874502957554,0.0,0.0,0.12568861376003626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830445816488744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,adjwic,2019/01/19,This loneliness is suffocating. It feels like someone is kneeling on my chest trying to smother me with a pillow. It's awful. It comes in waves and I can't stop it. I'm surrounded by people and I still feel this way. What am I doing wrong? Why do I feel so isolated and alone? ,-0.019078947368420533,2.328135929824562,2.5080482456140345,89.77154605263159,93.21052631578951,5.6570175438596495,19.40570175438597,7.1686216300943375,0.6854228070175439,216,7,45,4,8,74,45,57,0.276,0.654,0.07,-0.9174,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,6,1,1,0,0,9,11,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196143175493554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26582973362549833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681090551839411,0.2204623747998807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076532785301647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394290192703685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614739676589061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464466518136541,0.2580016313454788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095176919025071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449506193922509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27846157179286235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33740331839851523,0.0,0.0 lonely,Haunter1575,2019/01/19,"Can you be my friend? I like art and discord and if pushed I do game... I like watching a lot of shows and movies and I am a good listener and unfortunately advice giver when its not wanted... Like everyone out there I have my good and bad... So.. dm me... If you feel like we have something in common...",-0.5909471766848817,1.6182256065573808,1.7549726775956316,94.552276867031,96.21311475409836,4.67832422586521,16.61384335154827,6.42735559955562,-0.24831293260473603,226,6,51,3,9,76,43,61,0.103,0.628,0.27,0.8931,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,9,10,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,11,8,3,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,6,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948996869317483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388100833391822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27329902313736754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446174781467463,0.20432874978635088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097402165853666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797906301107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589287692160491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431592211892593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018786420693826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686987078551997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hatefullllllllllllll,2019/01/19,"I keep looking up my old classmates on social media ... One is the high schools I used to go to was a very cliquey, suburban school and recently I’ve been looking up all the ‘popular’ kids from my school on social media even though I know it’s not good for me. And then I reminisce and get this nostalgic feeling through their posts that I missed out big time on the whole high school experience, and now I’ll never be able to go back. My high school experience was terrible, nothing like the ‘greatest four years of life’ that I’ve heard about. I don’t talk to a single person from my middle/high school years (from any of my schools — I went to a couple different ones). I’d do anything to be able to redo it. Now I’m about to finish college and I’m worrying that I might’ve just wasted those four years as well. I’ve tried to join various clubs and activities but no fruitful friendships/relationships ever came of them...I’ve been so lost and depressed lately...idk what to do Anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk sorry for the long rant",3.8475,5.420558834951457,4.55358009708738,85.34745752427186,72.3009708737864,7.674271844660194,26.46723300970873,8.278499904357787,1.6425543689320388,824,28,165,13,16,264,124,206,0.133,0.826,0.041,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,3,20,28,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,10,1,1,2,1,0,5,4,4,1,4,8,5,16,5,30,18,5,30,0,3,2,0,8,10,0,0,15,103,24,8,0.18091038822785507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061512633838246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443691747372881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955446080769523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345664452766493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791914027889013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008695180177184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790892614503145,0.0,0.0,0.09450642544238437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974480260899565,0.08182190173364287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696507366866648,0.0,0.0,0.045736864018482135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472591055240699,0.0,0.10281554271142278,0.0758695252051458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822835156645609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040073269357544,0.0,0.0,0.04971180907732178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389117868056568,0.044191838775725405,0.0,0.0,0.08005000033186715,0.15191916266583852,0.0,0.09874252971162507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595866643908246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976462208649424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679419834238952,0.0,0.09491751002111504,0.0,0.12258956106084193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898198648079695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663107183602738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931359159157526,0.09711502656696766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6408183993094126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844153582158955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125718413472412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540891729383984,0.0,0.0832789897015023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887176895082816,0.0,0.05274515110923308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141313916847261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812424499571764,0.0,0.07463500837827253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133008274052,0.08385287117542146,0.0,0.10098999388698784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186164042230408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747505379580077 lonely,BobdaPirate,2019/01/19,"Stuck in Life I moved to a (small) city 3 years ago, and have since grew increasingly lonely. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years, have been through a few jobs, and adopted 2 dogs in this time. I've had terrible managers in 3 of the 4 jobs I've had, so I decided to try and start a business a year ago, but found myself even more lonely and more unhappy (currently looking for a job again). Outside of business interactions, I haven't made any personal friends. Every time I feel that I'm getting close to making a friend they start avoiding me, ditching on plans, and altogether ignoring me until I give up, which makes me feel like I'm being annoying and in turn makes me reach out less. I do not have family in the city, and do not have a close relationship with my family as is. So for 3 years the most interacting I've done personally has been with my boyfriend and my 2 dogs. I sit at home almost daily doing chores, or work on the computer, and hardly leave the house. My bf works 8-5 and comes home exhausted and falls asleep almost instantly, so even when he comes home, I'm still alone in a sense. I've noticed myself becoming more angry, more depressed, and not being able to handle my emotions as well as I used to, along with (basically) breakdowns every once in awhile. I'm cold a lot, so I take a lot of showers and baths to warm up and not feel so lonely, I'm always wearing sweaters and under blankets as well. I've been seeing a therapist who has helped a little bit, but its hard to fight this feeling when I don't always feel like I have support like friends and family. I've become increasingly conservative with interactions and decisions, and have a hard time busting out of the shell I've receded into. I'm not entirely sure how to break this bad cycle of sadness and loneliness. I question myself a lot, I'm self conscious most of the time, and just feel completely stuck in life. 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In the past whenever I’ve opened up to people, I always end up being their second option, if even considered for anything. Just wish I had someone to hang with irl that sees me the same way i see them. Always get so jealous whenever I see people thrive in their friendships either in real life, online, or even in movies.",6.370568181818182,6.237954011363641,6.9626363636363635,76.49145454545456,65.70454545454545,9.312727272727274,28.963636363636365,8.841846274778883,2.2628336363636357,355,10,64,5,5,117,62,88,0.043,0.787,0.171,0.8894,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,12,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,12,2,12,8,4,11,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,6,2,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32686195862930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733622466438733,0.0,0.1616307966116535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061228578638236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396322462111935,0.0,0.0,0.2594572791788721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174785209549166,0.0,0.10261745290172036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387319955886402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874980074572012,0.2723354687683606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356048677604745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695461280584086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664197197282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559031432135087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517294879800024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952584309976812,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BronxBushido,2019/01/20,"[16M] My Looks Make me afraid I’ll be alone forever I know men are supposed to be the ones who approach women and 9.5/10 a woman doesn’t approach a a man but when you’re an ugly person it just puts you in a loop. I have low self esteem and people say to get into a relationship you need to be confident and self assured and shit like that. Since I’m ugly my confidence is already low so I can’t approach women and I end up being alone because I couldn’t talk to the girl in the first place. I just worry because people always say shit like, you’re gonna have a family one day and how I’m going to have to provide for them. And then it makes me feel like shit because I’m too ugly for a girl to even want to speak to let alone kiss, I literally stopped leaving my house for most shit because in the mall some girls were looking at me and thought I saw more and more looking at me. I started shaking and sweating and I couldn’t fucking deal with it. I hate when people stare at me because I know they are processing my appearance and think I’m Ugly I had to go back to my parents car and wait for them to finish shopping. I can’t sit next to girls because I’m afraid they’re gonna think I’m making a move on them or something, I’m afraid. I don’t want to be alone because I’m ugly, It’s so depressing that the only people who Complement my appearance or want to spend time with me are my family and that’s horrible. It’s so depressing that instead of going on a date on New Years I would have had to have stayed awake for New Years with my family. I’m glad I took those sleeping pills so I was out before midnight. What can I do anymore? If I can’t talk to women I don’t think I’ll be able to learn to do it in college and I don’t think I can handle being alone for the rest of my life because I’m so ugly that it holds me back from talking to women. I’m turning 17 next Week and I don’t want to do anything involving a party or food or family. I’ve been down to one meal a day and exercising to lose weight. It’s been working so far because I’ve lost 30lbs. I just want somebody to like me. But it’s fucking ridiculously hard to even talk to girls with how I look I don’t know what I can do. I can’t just “be confident” because you can’t pull it out of your ass. And I can’t fake confidence because I instantly fold. Don’t tell me to work on my personality because I can’t really show it to anyone if I know for a fact a girl wouldn’t wanna waste their time on a guy who isn’t cute. I get all women aren’t like that but who’s to say I’ll meet a girl like that in reality and if I do, who’s to say I’d even be able to make friends with that girl? *I’m not saying I wanna just approach a girl and ask them out I’m specifically saying I can’t talk to them at all so I can’t even ATTEMPT to form a bond because my body won’t let me I physically get frozen up and start shaking and sweating* *so what can I do?* *i already have a therapist* *I’m really really Afraid*",0.9863184895282407,2.5344587837423305,3.3088618574148505,91.36180981595093,80.02760736196319,6.337042521683942,22.284324095620903,7.237678284180719,0.618883774063888,2325,72,540,30,58,802,230,652,0.174,0.726,0.1,-0.9949,2,5,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,7,6,25,32,8,6,25,0,60,18,9,6,4,87,119,45,0,15,16,1,3,6,1,5,3,7,0,22,28,31,3,3,11,4,2,16,23,21,0,4,10,16,73,11,72,91,8,66,0,6,6,4,58,25,7,11,29,329,101,4,0.11184730285702907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896001859455835,0.12342627996210535,0.0,0.04653295793883455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055461235083677236,0.03910311736847915,0.0,0.046020400121754464,0.0,0.052281064947635285,0.0,0.0,0.08600367197507157,0.0,0.4431770050013313,0.0,0.04758690839411129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062118569652317476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213225744628105,0.05765482902350464,0.0963339180593008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953175614650989,0.0,0.0,0.14774817736006327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108793659571327,0.0,0.028276678479971763,0.0399518677546047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756862933648389,0.06762310129007945,0.0,0.04320647436905495,0.1034010292078962,0.0876533991234188,0.0,0.09534809960363316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537320721818211,0.0,0.0,0.050096607155358235,0.05521302787634202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452838529533812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293670518111052,0.0,0.0,0.05921507212498087,0.0,0.11437144505792547,0.03950052886281683,0.16392882765136374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784712987372887,0.06256426123247223,0.06104727171120429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493178863312144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059437991137171124,0.0,0.04146667892822927,0.0,0.10802282206397723,0.11895087546843625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368594057030848,0.04253245692763244,0.0,0.0,0.06209659679341668,0.0,0.0,0.15508167382455254,0.09766075070317383,0.05842831300033704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621871590182655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747836933612676,0.0,0.0,0.060041072791924985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668363933617942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166811298702496,0.0,0.2296192981876197,0.04626062236073538,0.0,0.055964038820761695,0.0,0.0,0.04305275905207973,0.0,0.0,0.07916609663711367,0.05960717154420672,0.0,0.0467546766895864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474656333986945,0.048879736283236316,0.0,0.0,0.06493166962356267,0.0,0.14333447094927146,0.0,0.04439713250175816,0.06521906174811706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213323443507179,0.0,0.06082887387345912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492609272192224,0.0,0.04485857991330099,0.06809994152051875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142616857486501,0.05679318262429647,0.0,0.039726557446871535,0.0,0.0,0.07202599598205793 lonely,ktlee508,2019/01/20,"Sick of being surrounded by people and feeling so alone. I’m a 38 year old mom. I became a mom when I was 19 and my kids are growing up. I got married 2 years ago to the most emotionally unavailable man I could’ve met. This isn’t the first time I’ve done that, it’s my 4th marriage, always looking for the same thing but didn’t realize until it was too late that I had to change me first. I’ve spent the past few dark years focusing on growing as a person but now I’m stuck... I’m surrounded by people but feel horribly alone. I have social anxiety and haven’t had a friend I can talk to in 5 years. Ugh... I know this is a bit rambling, but just want a friend I can confide in again",2.2654916512059344,3.2246436258503413,4.070797773654917,89.67907235621523,75.3265306122449,7.522325293753865,24.24799010513297,8.00094639256281,1.0880394557823123,531,16,123,8,11,180,93,147,0.102,0.7909999999999999,0.107,-0.0855,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,0,0,15,26,11,0,1,5,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,10,3,12,2,13,15,4,23,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,15,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393381555687552,0.0,0.0,0.3255998415461459,0.0,0.0,0.13079345652081978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202488020556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716091730628185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628463175658176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550225780673027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085845004472465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768159493240158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895849656429628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674089818684853,0.0,0.0,0.24288695054524784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571803404760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638671017353951,0.0,0.17731551859064446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199878377598204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681946340712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649429296735996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005424668525744,0.21794948205538026,0.137250969169811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023392024384878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634219341498024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442908068304793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165790114066684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271387288952428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048970618300642 lonely,DevilMayCrying,2019/01/20,"The only person im close to is a prostitute And she quit. Feel lost and alone again. A 2 year long relationship vanished out of thin air only to become a faded memory. Sick of being alone. It hurts so bad.",0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,93.76190476190477,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.11254285714285706,160,3,32,3,6,56,35,42,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.945,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,2,0,8,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095472182114943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053931129579222,0.0,0.2716789274024761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438098764237142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263339610976956,0.0,0.2657136604751015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769525120975336,0.0,0.0,0.2685294156345117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741761256197462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147907972104988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164285844102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264103435566404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584108353199832 lonely,boredperson5162,2019/01/20,"Can't do anything about severe loneliness. My whole life I've been socially isolated and lonely. It wasn't until this year (10th grade), though, that I actually realized that I was lonely. Now that I've acknowledged my loneliness It's gotten increasingly worse to the point where I think it would now be considered severe. For reasons that I'm not going to get into rn (if you want to know more you can send a message or leave a comment), I have no way to actually be social with people I know irl. A few years ago (8th grade) I tried a couple of chat-room-like apps, but those didn't work for multiple reasons. At school I only have 1 person that could be considered a friend, and I don't even see them that often. I'm constantly left out and by myself at school/school related activities and my poor social skills, social anxiety, and social isolation combined prevent me from making any true friends. I'm going to have to spend at least the next 2 years dealing with this loneliness, and idk how I'm going to do it. Idk what this post was for, I guess just for venting. Like I mentioned earlier if you have any questions or want more details just send me a message or leave a comment. TL;DR: I have an overwhelming feeling of loneliness and I can't do anything about it.",5.5018548387096775,6.2365066048387074,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,67.62903225806451,9.587096774193547,30.822580645161292,9.673873057562805,2.8503903225806453,1010,38,189,21,16,332,135,248,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.9011,0,5,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,1,2,11,7,0,1,10,0,22,1,0,4,1,39,40,16,0,6,9,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,16,11,0,1,9,0,2,6,7,3,0,0,6,2,22,4,25,29,6,25,0,3,1,0,21,8,0,8,10,124,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.20408635042008702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269312401097968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221950011716145,0.0,0.07999414859210267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210092517277129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300073919315465,0.0,0.08348895030978712,0.11570237986337074,0.0,0.0,0.10780490162375428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906610424122983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052872666408170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157778273755058,0.0,0.05463240593218125,0.0,0.17828502264035975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519331842122227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493555381627325,0.0,0.0,0.2214445913099348,0.1136133169651804,0.0,0.07385939218389141,0.051086588459768635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979987764789401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120913586185777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952859131766205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724942076555601,0.09130464698599207,0.0,0.0,0.098850454090157,0.0,0.1001471320796639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713996675854438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150264105513712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174848577401345,0.08332706879319057,0.0,0.0,0.2362639001864237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532968969601425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700288077204929,0.10273741966529153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099473236776985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335369995688335,0.08300112276515688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674631332817652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612666832498882,0.0,0.10656361200534928,0.07428202788814857,0.0,0.0,0.20201487566721815 lonely,loveyeller,2019/01/20,"lonely is an uNdErStAtMeNt Hey. New to Reddit. This already feels like a happy place :') I'm a girl who's graduating college soon and somehow made no friends along the way. Weird thing is I didn't really want to--I like being by myself. Always been super social and everybody's therapist and I needed a break from it all but now I'm lonely. I'm in my own apartment in a city that's far from everyone I'm close to. I don't have a car so I have no where to go. I haven't fallen into a depression though--I'm lucky. I'm not sad but I am a little desperate. My only company is guys who want to fuck me. My hobbies are not things I like to do. They're just things I'm good at. I like skydiving and rollercoasters and kids and my family.... But I can't have any of that right now. Sooooooooo I'm just bored. My controlling ex-boyfriend is the only person to call but I gotta be strong.... 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Here i am, with a variety of beautiful souls. I chose to sit in my bed tonight, without them. I have so much on my mind ALL THE TIME. All of it is miniscule problems and issues. I have no go-to person. I did, but she betrayed me. Everyone else i've tried to confide in has shared my words with others. A secret will always be passed on. Even if it's me passing on someone else's. Whether it's tomorrow or next year. I feel so alone. And i'm unsure if i'm being narcisstic and craving attention. I'm exhausted with making myself happy all the time. I just want someone else or something else to create it for a change. 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I’m new to this, but I just wanted to vent somewhere I won’t get judged or get bs comments like “same”. Well I’m a sophomore in college & ive been crying in my room for idk how long. My college experience been trash. I have no friends or anyone in my corner. Im all by myself. I have tried to make friends numerous of times but I go to a small college & everyone is antisocial/cliquish. Then it’s like they not trying to f*ck with me like how I’m trying to f*ck with them. It’s like I’m begging them to be friends & do stuff with me & it makes me feel so desperate. I go to class by myself, eat by myself, & go to my dorm by myself. & this is everyday thing. I have no one to vent to or talk to about things. Same for when I go home. Work, sleep, eat, repeat. & it’s so sad because we are meant to make connections with people! I swear im a good, caring person! But everytime I finally make a friend they take advantage of me & do me wrong. This been going on since my senior year in HS. Idk what to do & im tired of living this life. It’s a struggle everyday. I’m only 19 but my life is empty & purposeless. I don’t have fun or experience life. It’s just work & school. Nothing else but I see everyone around me with their friends, having fun, going on trips & just doing what young adults do. & I’m like why can’t I have that :/? I have no hope & I really thought this semester was going to be better but it’s already starting off bad. Being alone is so depressing.. idk what to do. 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They're obsessed with Kpop idols and I kinda am too but I don't listen to kpop or anything I just look at pics of them because I want to be like them. I want girls to notice me and give me attention. But I'm just too fat. I just wish I could lose 20 pounds like right now. fml. I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life because I can't lose any more weight I'm so stuck. ,-0.3817278287461754,1.5483310642201855,1.592866972477065,99.82092125382263,86.9816513761468,4.0003058103975535,15.505351681957187,4.7782277997778095,-1.1358079510703365,382,7,93,1,12,126,69,109,0.171,0.6970000000000001,0.133,-0.6488,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,1,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,17,20,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,17,2,11,16,2,5,0,3,2,0,7,3,0,2,3,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213928673333638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536542624552354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590783489169373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260614547586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067148792641632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168177315498364,0.2050598983710709,0.12148581728927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104562684909972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098635585418,0.20886653942015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795061636756947,0.4782897891320181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433693467140975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747270713071445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255149969532472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034056318484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521646210037693,0.0,0.0,0.260304413638999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458156423562612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FlashFroth,2019/01/20,"My birthday is on less than 2 weeks and I'm scared I've never been as lonely on my birthday as I am going to be this time. Uptill a couple years ago I had high school friends to celebrate with, and last year I had my roommate and a couple of his friends. This time I am completely alone and just want to stay inside the whole day on my birthday, afraid that seeing other people would just make me feel worse. 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I’ve been pretty lonely lately as well. I don’t really have any friends at school except for 3 people and the rest are just online friends. And when I get home it just sucks I have no one to talk to about how my day was I have no one to have a good conversation with. Registration for high school is coming in a couple of weeks and I have the choice between 2 schools and my brother wants to go to a different one than me and we HAVE to go to the same one. The one he wants to go to I have no friends at and the other one is where 2 of my close friends are going and I don’t know what to do I’ve been stressing over school and friends for ages and it sucks.",1.5569978021978024,2.2951695085714303,3.21314285714286,96.00239560439562,76.77142857142857,6.2989010989011005,21.46153846153846,6.297961479604792,-0.04063076923076947,604,14,155,4,13,201,87,175,0.13,0.72,0.15,0.773,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,7,14,3,1,10,0,20,1,0,2,1,26,33,14,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,4,15,0,0,1,0,3,5,6,6,1,6,3,0,16,8,30,30,4,19,0,2,0,0,10,9,3,1,5,110,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127175803740327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294837206744743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223694096605673,0.0,0.07707487864577542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486383466737155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616705322423553,0.0,0.06243970302614855,0.0,0.27168402288544485,0.1002403784415983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627021250820092,0.11987954258962895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568026544852082,0.0,0.13481391183644004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441434044436724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160420326652918,0.0,0.0,0.07977469703615518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859035545761434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285406289351738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215859210140813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656197626327392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838071200745192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689974963351562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605862735337756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098168039763126,0.0,0.09586472752816227,0.0,0.10745497946049208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gormrkonungr,2019/01/20,"I'm really lonely and I think no one will ever want me Hello everyone, I'm a 27 year old guy from Belgium and I think I'm gonna be alone forever. I have really weird interests and I am a pervert as well. I thought I'd try to use this website to see if I can find someone who would like me here. I like old languages and mathematics. 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Ramble, as I always do when I post here lol. I do want to talk to people, and I do want friends, but I have no drive for it. I don't see anything amounting to anything. I get bored with people easily or my mind likes to think I *know* when I won't get on well with someone / if they don't like me. Or maybe it's just all the effort that goes into keeping up with people. I wanted to think I'm content with just having one person I can talk to everyday / spam with things as it's therapeutic and ""enough"". But no, it's really not? Like, generally that person (this isn't the first time this has happened, it's always only one person I can focus on) has their own things to do and others they talk to. I don't want them to be the only thing that makes me happy everyday or the only person I ever really interact with. I dont want to rely on another person for my happiness. Or have to feel ""greatful"" like they pulled me out of the depths of hell and despair or something. Why can't I branch out to others and magically be in amazing friendships with multiple people? I guess I'm also already drained from putting my all into one person that doing it again and waiting months for it to become solid is so fricking daunting. And what I fear most is that if I do find more people, if I do try to reach out to the people that have tried to be friendly (since I like to make so many friend posts rip)... that they'll turn out to be crazy. Or that I'll trust them and eventually be screwed over. Because that's also something that tends to happen. Bleh. Idk how to feel. When will I find my people or allow myself to put down all of these barriers and have hope? Have patience? 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I just want someone to play with me regularly, preferably with a mic. I’m in est time and on weekends and on the evenings from 6pm to 11pm. Thank you. 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Most of my friendships have only lasted a couple months at the most, and so I don't really know how much my quality of life would improve from long term friendships. Sometimes I feel lonely but honestly I don't really like people that much, or maybe I do, I'm not really sure I guess. &#x200B; What's your experience? 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Anyone else? We've all seen that meme where someone mentions always being that friend who gives excellent dating advice to their friends, but is perpetually single and alone. I am that person. People always respect my dating advice and I'm pretty good at understanding the whole thing logically, but can't take my own advice. I am like a deaf person who is extremely knowledgable in the science of hearing. I understand sound waves, how sound enters the ears and is interpreted into ""data"" for the brain to unpack, but cannot hear for the life of me. What about you guys?",6.51925,7.755063758333333,6.780000000000001,73.17000000000002,65.58333333333334,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.472884824447931,2.094,521,15,84,7,8,168,81,120,0.019,0.7340000000000001,0.248,0.9861,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,3,7,0,0,7,0,10,4,2,1,1,15,19,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,3,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,9,7,11,17,5,9,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0,5,58,16,1,0.1389777473634159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432297850221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439390327728915,0.0,0.0,0.2312812381631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717647235007892,0.14239912580416472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551451287581974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609807468709972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474772572753384,0.0,0.07261013690239729,0.13332011906054442,0.0,0.23313588146774125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760981994009622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132760437471735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816409302305984,0.06789750732458963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634967109146447,0.24270001675224576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827806649413228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775539434118562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449397002322404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233063993828647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893614726376444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516369174976613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3ey0re,2019/01/20,Its my 34th birthday And I'm sitting at my kitchen counter by myself crying. I don't want to make it to my next. ,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,24.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.15326666666666666,88,4,21,0,3,29,21,25,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.5142,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62077164302735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37723041007463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010249493106398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33332985949985056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KralHeroin,2019/01/20,"Apparently I look like a nerd, who has no life This is what a female friend told me when I pushed her to give an honest opinion on what she thinks is the reason for my loneliness. She elaborated that I walk weird(?) and am always too silent. I respect the opinion, but how the hell do I change this? Is it even possible? Maybe people like me are made to be alone after all...",2.9692000000000007,4.489239453333333,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,74.46666666666667,7.133333333333333,21.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7543333333333329,289,7,62,4,6,94,59,75,0.173,0.6920000000000001,0.135,-0.6416,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,6,0,8,1,0,3,1,9,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,11,5,5,10,1,5,1,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,4,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868844616288764,0.0,0.0,0.2304829767752655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930251859590169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295333694361832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140065293427897,0.0,0.0,0.2657199360324259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565056424021807,0.270652643129697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326069929236875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26210044355916845,0.0,0.0,0.2782798517479237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203424524052976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122715265145047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847981638285127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748794081777702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646816805677813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LinkinParkRulzXd,2019/01/20,All I want is to feel wanted in someone’s life. And I never will be.,-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,94.0,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.3836499999999998,52,1,13,0,2,19,15,16,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718716979613389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797856194429386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146988795869738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555821177108929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342857687220553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DickyLongflop,2019/01/20,"The worst thing about feeling lonely... Is that when you say it out loud, you realise how stupid you sound. And if you're the one going through it and you think that, what would anyone else think? So you keep it to yourself, which in turn makes you feel worse. It's a vicious circle. Anyone else feel like that?",1.6127166276346614,4.1305563606557385,1.3495550351288053,100.90803278688526,83.75409836065575,3.4857142857142858,16.911007025761126,3.1291,-1.1423976580796258,242,5,52,0,7,70,44,61,0.194,0.7490000000000001,0.058,-0.8875,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,6,6,1,5,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170392664194999,0.464578650489506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787711936991765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34389140835981563,0.16196037167127506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884348523917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015086502066969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075816704043503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132947297930385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362333246980242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802874470089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150614843522119,0.2905308999674235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465934028767669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310350073232124,0.16104698906283302,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,use2losing,2019/01/20,"Am I The Only One? What is it about making friends that is so hard? I like to laugh, go out, be supportive, have conversation, do a brunch etc. However, it feels like I wear a ""please avoid"" sign. Loneliness is a pain that is indescribable and there is no cure. Especially as an adult. I have no friends and it hurts. This eats away at me daily because although I can do things solo it would be better to share an experience with someone who is genuinely interested. I don't know exactly where I was going with this but amI the only one who has these thoughts/feelings?",3.1240909090909064,5.2961132272727305,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,26.45454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.082018181818181,445,17,89,10,10,146,77,110,0.109,0.7190000000000001,0.172,0.7215,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,7,0,18,4,1,1,1,13,24,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,13,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,2,8,9,9,20,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934534742756701,0.0,0.0,0.12551709481438755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210525027006488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106910743701467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296372557079713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014135056155104,0.0,0.0,0.20822237805116614,0.14709777383050335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816165560971377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403984142138154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844494338607017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042436336954832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315938822480963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118847143995025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744243953316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790515973944148,0.3131983599878336,0.2190962468397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22602062972059506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744616903095926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23365728425033186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367933893909599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626820949343192,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisAccountIsSFW,2019/01/20,"How do I reach out to my friends without making myself a burden or being awkward? I have no one to talk to, and that’s really all I want. No-one reaches out to me to talk. Ever. I am really afraid of coming across poorly and ruining any friendships I have, however lacking they are. Any advice? 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I usually stay up late at night and wake I early to walk the dogs and do chores and have friends over but at the end of the day i feel like I'm just wasting my time and trying to us my energy just to go sleep. I want to go outside and be social throughout the day but talking to strangers briefly causes more stress than i think it should. ,7.646318681318682,4.996557780219785,7.416565934065938,82.40968406593407,64.6043956043956,10.85824175824176,33.739010989010985,8.841846274778883,2.4377010989010985,342,10,77,4,4,109,59,91,0.099,0.764,0.13699999999999998,0.384,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,7,2,2,2,0,18,15,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,12,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129996699201898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674397881896745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364547071537934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096789750140024,0.29625356056631336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019366040620714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356770416367843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395098239805528,0.0,0.23389335578626425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025958634753302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457854148071824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769465249834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074940008582095,0.21136136089218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210013923970174,0.0,0.0,0.2375121485008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666554615755225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775031264478027,0.13285782917407007,0.0,0.0,0.2418082100485405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077314163946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494096143292708,0.0,0.22836040825789555,0.0,0.12229701624782738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nolan970,2019/01/20,Night time I hate night I get quite frightened when I’m alone at night I think it might stem from some sort of childhood trauma idk but it really bugs me,-0.12593749999999915,2.17686078125,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,97.4375,3.8100000000000014,12.65,5.6839178017228535,-1.2508575000000002,123,2,28,1,5,37,26,32,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7346,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801852287554621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133961737858164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267090209132694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698725987843976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7616160831563707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877396304972229,0.0,0.0,0.17330704513869094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334330000659492,0.0,0.0,0.1577469440795387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iceage900,2019/01/20,Hobbies that no one is into but me I recently got into investing on Robinhood. Noone around me does this except me. I can't talk to anyone about it because noone is interested. My girlfriend completely ignores the topic whenever I bring it up to her. Other people around me dont understand what Im talking about. I joined the reddit thread here for investing but I dont understand everything. I just feel lonely whenever I view Robinhood or think about it. ,3.73916339869281,6.591895988235294,5.029803921568629,75.82300653594773,77.35294117647058,8.483660130718954,29.44444444444445,9.150863307647796,3.304816993464053,369,17,59,10,9,122,58,85,0.097,0.8590000000000001,0.044,-0.5251,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,11,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,4,2,0,1,1,2,13,1,13,10,0,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422620307735676,0.0,0.0,0.3672415019292307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573803086656318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162663064447642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050504188351926,0.0,0.4834851689670929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853788634058985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429444625540216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497001454728405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280301521183749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397713929661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429990911710925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036631014833102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315781008429071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321671257070875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42946101567727896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aiolinicholi,2019/01/20,"Am I just unlikable now? My social life has changed so much in recent years, and I can’t help but think it’s a ‘me’ problem. I used to have a ton of friends, a lot of whom were close, really good luck with girls, a close relationship with my family, etc. In the past few years, all of that is different. Especially since I graduated college 2 years ago, I’ve seen those around me fade away from my life. I have 4-5 lifelong friends that will talk to me, but it feels like an obligation for them, and we rarely hang out. My family is so close to one another and I’m just like the odd man out. I’ve had 3 really tough breakups in the last years, and that makes me feel pretty insecure. Now whenever I start to like a girl, they stop talking to me after hooking up a few times. It’s like I can put on a good show for people, but once they start to see the real me, they back away. I don’t know what I’m trying to accomplish with this post. I look at this sub a lot on a night like this (Saturday, alone), and it helps to know there are other people that have these same feelings. If anyone ever wants to talk, I would really enjoy that. I like a lot of things so I’m sure we could relate on something. Again, really grateful for this sub, and to read all of your stories.",2.9479366028708114,3.8297115568181823,4.266068580542264,89.22502392344498,73.58333333333333,8.133652312599683,22.985645933014354,8.532816995589336,1.0863818181818186,977,24,225,17,19,323,148,264,0.052000000000000005,0.718,0.23,0.995,1,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,1,4,1,12,16,0,1,15,0,16,2,0,2,4,46,33,13,0,5,6,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,3,19,17,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,6,28,13,36,27,11,40,0,0,3,0,20,16,0,5,27,147,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358840398737228,0.0,0.0,0.10934682386336304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070759325208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738224955456854,0.0,0.0,0.09398668051262657,0.0,0.0,0.19838775251894195,0.08118285853611015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168737830785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842953314330896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103063941312834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774722378364533,0.0,0.09550122014407064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905882320518514,0.0,0.16015001705341134,0.07542484532789638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313838774529318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710740218260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415332301118323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604566312594668,0.08606004838553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914553172571915,0.3094800610157314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865881316889294,0.0,0.0,0.2692755669590567,0.0,0.0,0.07047404235514253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761187612311088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990776709468493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243697677433197,0.07154229130696603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078601515484488,0.1463887912982491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111440686946868,0.10741064103887388,0.0,0.10102375482283743,0.0,0.10613491157592993,0.0,0.0,0.10560643233630602,0.12017072028553892,0.2705435261271376,0.0,0.1042454011911279,0.1133511118045279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413188637786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733509801750229,0.0,0.0,0.10762333403259416,0.0,0.08127899582537138,0.0,0.0,0.14945710750605373,0.0,0.0,0.08826781965059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950588497053063,0.0,0.0,0.25457845748799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014123985710725,0.06765003058122747,0.0,0.0,0.06156330005641965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716804376236493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118537410940672,0.0,0.0,0.062272558121649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499948360974251,0.0,0.0,0.27195472511586244 lonely,throwmeawaytoothanks,2019/01/20,"Sad. Stuck. Will anybody talk to me? Laying here awake at night because I don’t know what to do with myself. Have a list of video games to play or things to draw or goals I have, errands, and I’ve got no motivation. Sigh. My boyfriend was supposed to come home tomorrow. Greyhound has fucked us over and I have to spend another $100 to get him home a day late. I had plans for this rare day off that won’t happen now. Bummed about that. I have no friends to talk to.",0.5080599812558582,2.726681886597941,1.4738331771321462,100.20207122774136,85.8041237113402,4.764386129334583,19.127460168697286,6.11248444174946,-0.3642082474226802,361,10,86,3,11,112,71,97,0.139,0.7709999999999999,0.09,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,0,8,18,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,2,1,0,4,0,10,2,16,12,0,10,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,2,6,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473241181387289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437805916806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317607339463825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042257179231018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822280509332588,0.21805259850758832,0.12322927920092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886421008640317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085738817147095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731819309925301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962476399923184,0.0,0.2660650255640121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213425192829518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791573257428771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566976553569825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28371552150061063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyNam,2019/01/20,"Social Phobia I used to walk looking down(going to school etc..),and i don't want to go to supermarkets because there's too many ppl around,so I locked myself in my house I will just go out to my house to play computer games.My loneliness really affects my sleeping time,i used to sleep at 9-10pm and now i sleep 1-3 am(every day) and bored going to school,I will just go to school listen to teachers and go home eat and sleep,i woke up not eating. I just cheer myself to make myself little bit happy.I 'm really lonely and sad(I'm sorry it seems my english is bad).",1.553074712643678,3.796144594827588,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,81.5,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.5185942528735632,447,12,91,6,12,148,74,116,0.142,0.835,0.022,-0.8784,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,0,16,17,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,2,15,14,1,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090526311262763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040215823898398,0.07594462675521439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601234473713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034571400402543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549589763427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894295195107206,0.0,0.0,0.1049665317754036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248202628226943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249668843217523,0.0,0.0,0.2875040584410879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486487259168047,0.0,0.0,0.10461832408719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316010489334733,0.12630758512778692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596220910500041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782538732360605,0.0,0.11341566371944645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986917994021464,0.12699665647133412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394604435684553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264533605824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151993846887384,0.0,0.0,0.07348226797147127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mimi-upendo,2019/01/20,"At the end of the day... I just want to be loved. Feel like I'm loved. Lately I've been feeling so needy, hoping wishing praying that someone will call me. Someone will text me. Is someone thinking about me? In a good way? 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I decided to give out a hand and help you guys out. DMs are open if you need friend. It won’t do much, but hey a new friend’s a new friend.",1.2506666666666677,1.9716434000000047,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,77.5,7.333333333333335,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.3515833333333336,136,3,36,2,3,46,32,40,0.0,0.737,0.263,0.8537,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,5,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544353243456924,0.0,0.0,0.2708585777834761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795737086094865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925516067283985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756182946144627,0.20936105734322136,0.0,0.5453962754928222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AggravatingTicket,2019/01/21,"So Fridays suck... Not all too sure why it's the case, maybe I've just been building it up in my head. Every week follows the same pattern though: Mondays are, well, Mondays, and the rest of the week is alright, sometimes great, but every time Friday rolls around, and I find myself at home, I'm sad, and it takes me the weekend to feel better again. How do I not be sad on Friday night? 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Language does not just describe reality. Language creates the reality it describes. Desmond Tutu ⛤ ⛮ 🕉️ ☰",3.33591397849462,6.164827161290322,6.2185483870967735,59.6811559139785,99.96774193548387,8.518279569892472,50.32795698924731,8.344100000000001,7.174027956989249,146,14,17,5,6,52,24,31,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.6361,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875471620646821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8463377205735246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654034207694581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the_lawren,2019/01/21,"Anyone want to be my sexting/flirting buddy? Female, looking for a guy in his mid-twenties to flirt with. 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I'll even ask them questions to follow up like they're going to answer. i ask my tortoise for advice on things as if he's all knowing or something. fuck, I wish I could talk to someone who'd actually answer.",6.85227272727273,6.839302409090912,7.230818181818182,74.5687272727273,64.68181818181819,9.312727272727274,32.372727272727275,8.841846274778883,2.630674545454545,364,13,66,5,5,119,67,88,0.071,0.7879999999999999,0.141,0.7357,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,16,14,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,13,3,11,11,2,8,0,1,0,1,13,2,1,4,3,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.22110769826995266,0.0,0.0,0.221409654171774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42364017613152544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377799059807169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809043044375453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965280437243692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505380227107042,0.2094679511104501,0.0,0.0,0.12876964713179712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452148662264086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069469333498363,0.0,0.0,0.20051463083877802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232297737408386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538195070085518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197902513303192,0.17443101480468354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593779002845216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642300468577728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052852860314028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605538179845268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Johnys3,2019/01/21,"Endless cycle of being lonely... Never posted on reddit before but I feel so lonely I don't ever care anymore. I really want to talk to someone about how I feel and I don't want to talk to myself anymore, imagine going out with friends, having a girlfriend etc.. I was always lazy and shy but never really lonely. This is my fourth year in Uni and I have zero real friends... no one that I can really talk to. I shouldn't be like this i have a loving family and I don't have nearly the problems other people have. I can't escape the cycle of feeling lonely, I know i should go out and meet people but for some reason i don't, i just say i will do it tomorrow and say I'm lazy. This has being going on for more than a year... Thank you if you actually read through this, reading how other people felt made me feel less alone thank you guys. P.s: take a shot of alcohol for everytime i said the word ""I"". 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What should I do? Long story short, I did something mean to an ex-friend of mine who's still friends with one of my best friends from high school. Once that friend found out about this he stopped talking to me. I apologized to the ex-friend and she forgave me. I tried to explain this to my friend but he still won't talk to me. I keep sending him messages and I see that he's reading them but he just won't respond. This person is seriously the closest I've ever been to someone and I don't want to lose him. It's been months at this point and he still won't say anything to me. I can understand ghosting in this situation more because that would entail him just blocking me because he doesn't want to talk to me, but this?? I just don't understand. 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Gonna do until 02:30 I feel so lonely and unloved every night. It tears me apart. I don't get enough sleep due to that, what makes my days even worse, and my face even more distressingly. I don't have motivation for my school stuff (exams coming in a few months). Why? For who? For what? I'am 17 and live with my two older sisters and my mum. And dunno why I post this here. fml",-1.0443889845094638,0.9569350000000014,0.6546729776247844,100.92834337349396,102.6144578313253,3.3352839931153184,10.747848537005165,5.288315135182226,-1.629044061962134,307,4,72,2,14,98,62,83,0.232,0.768,0.0,-0.9616,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,2,0,11,9,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,11,0,8,8,3,11,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940386956027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542754527160455,0.14928870402911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391859317931514,0.0,0.3057873786519716,0.0,0.19503613465175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704579432209493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094138204974465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044055361265863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545180653423648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847691547744453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723303391887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216986851552574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427522438253456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316522211718817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649949947174679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261272533027088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177584966289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359030376245621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeehaw37,2019/01/21,just sad i feel invisible and i feel like no one likes me. i hate this feeling so much. no one texts me unless i text first and i don’t get included in any plans with my friends. even my closest friend has stopped talking to me as much as she used to. i feel like i don’t fit in and that they wish i wasn’t friends with them.. i don’t know what to do; i try not to isolate myself but i end up doing it anyway because no one notices. ,0.9078125000000021,2.129322489583334,2.733750000000004,96.83625000000002,79.3125,5.633333333333334,23.458333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.15942083333333334,333,11,84,2,8,111,60,96,0.125,0.687,0.188,0.4513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,8,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,1,4,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,1,4,20,6,12,15,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,61,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125321292977756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233947753562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632233398250251,0.0,0.0,0.12171964431483692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727236229628104,0.2633089474100463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675419478836014,0.0,0.0,0.4271384015370761,0.0,0.0962822080553834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194498868911524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127916496334052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700995565724745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709438954717601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098116587217155,0.0,0.0,0.37463236425835017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407195454852185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481226895086168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511858989251295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916456156827508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192063979651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,exhaustipated_,2019/01/21,If you just feel lonely then you're the lucky ones There are people that are literally lonely. Like lonely-lonely. Like nobody in my life-lonely. And it's fucking hard starting from 0 when you have nothing. So if you have people around you and you feel lonely yeah that sucks but if you can go out with these people then use the opportunity to meet new people. Don't miss those chances otherwise it will be fucking hard as you get older. When you're lonely-lonely you don't have those chances. ,2.3623863636363645,5.063372208333334,2.9323863636363647,89.5830681818182,82.125,4.74090909090909,18.102272727272727,6.11248444174946,-0.14986250000000026,396,9,75,3,11,123,57,96,0.142,0.733,0.124,0.0526,0,16,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,8,0,1,6,11,3,0,2,1,10,2,0,1,0,14,20,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,4,9,4,7,18,0,11,0,4,0,2,9,3,3,4,9,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091272537160375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168724054459189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965251779091304,0.1120452409033322,0.0,0.12188119224813587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842237590301526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514777401619624,0.20954629448352516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712447963667813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057778443845404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532201518604718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947115688770193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179418809404713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522250376655647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,usuallastwords,2019/01/21,"How to tell people that I have no friends? In school I used to have a lot of friends, just because I was in a lot of stuff. I never minded having friends, and doing too much social stuff have always been exhausting so I never really took care of my relationships. Now that I'm at university, It's really easy to not meet people, so the only friends I have left are the ones from school that kinda stuck on (idk why). So now I'm down to like 3 friends, but my family always assume that I have lots, and that I'm always going out. My mother is really worried about us to not be loners, because she assumes that they are always sad. It also happens with my friend group (the 3 friends). Although they all have other groups and girlfriends and stuff, They always refer to me as the ""popular"" one. Have any of you found a way to finally tell people ""Hey, I'm actually not a popular person, I'm gonna die alone at my 30's and I'm cool with it""?",4.45328125,4.675050265625,5.8916666666666675,81.32000000000002,69.78125,8.691666666666668,26.416666666666664,8.59863814320734,1.7051479166666663,729,20,150,11,12,248,105,192,0.126,0.757,0.117,-0.5957,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,3,0,10,14,0,0,8,1,15,1,0,2,3,27,29,13,1,0,5,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,1,19,12,23,22,5,16,0,1,0,0,24,8,0,6,6,107,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0939952386418775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997593342307118,0.0,0.07702773541678484,0.4007332461309357,0.0,0.0,0.06550146947860452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743257165959722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820550877521793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996581764189108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080270909611536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551476451739426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056108218475581,0.5209206569408416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054741349155586864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517619459093609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465286697572618,0.0,0.0,0.04705749369118727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456655834649569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725658343093499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080689513316689,0.0,0.14857712892936206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053897859970393,0.07325633394265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033021320765967,0.08410363618042349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851167763267465,0.0,0.0,0.10341252766573863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496365080787426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818695935967073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33079292796816023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837730725437697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701598965838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586210252757954,0.08319027376688752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764549939356142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691457011028239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781848152037502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EBAH_,2019/01/21,"lonely people of reddit what is worse? being lonely because you have no one, or being lonely even though you have people around you? i have had periods in my life where i have had no one to talk to and minimal human interaction.. after adjusting to it it still wasn’t great but i adapted quite well and i was okay. but now i have a few people who i care for and they care for me, but they do not understand me at all, and i feel so lonely, like never before, i have nobody to speak to about anything in depth at least.. and having a few people around me has made my loneliness so much worse, which rationally makes no sense.. which one is worse for you? 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I have WhatsApp and would love to chat and get to know people and meet up. My boyfriend just broke up with me so I would like to find friends to spend time with. Thank you, Dale ",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,1.8034126984127,100.83464285714287,79.47619047619048,5.469841269841268,23.198412698412696,6.42735559955562,0.1832984126984125,240,8,57,2,6,71,39,63,0.038,0.6779999999999999,0.285,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,10,6,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,14,7,0,7,0,1,1,1,9,3,0,0,4,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856316497572372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989835799364799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058968832613125,0.0,0.11403533092190898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995365836900734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132681481358476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328903812149724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699419909918456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319829369919968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131863257469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551201318827676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095063256362744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727305552162935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651511582131757,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throw_away_whiner,2019/01/21,"Can't connect I've been going to meetups a lot. Mainly to try and improve social skills. I don't think its working. &#x200B; Little conversation groups will form. I'll feel like I'm kind of intruding if they don't form naturally around me and I try to insert myself in one. Even if I manage to be part of the group, I usually have very little to say about the topic. There's always like 2-3 people who kind of dominate the conversation. But fuck, they keep it interesting. If it fell on me, there'd be very little conversation and a lot of awkward silence. So ultimately I'm just kind of sitting off to the side, listening to everyone (if music or something isn't too loud so that I can even hear). If I do manage to come up with something to say, I'd have to interrupt someone else to say it. And by the time I've got an opportunity, the subject has long since changed or &#x200B; On a hike to watch the eclipse last night, I went through all of this again. People chatted, I listened. Didn't have much to say. People were doing side activities while waiting, making cool patterns with lights and long exposure cameras. I just watched. A few times, when someone wondered aloud about the eclipse, I chimed in with what I knew. But I think I just annoyed people. After like an, ""oh"" or something, they kind of just walked off. I don't think I came off as a know-it-all or anything, but now I'm not so sure. &#x200B; These meetups seem to be confirming that there is something very wrong with me. Too boring? Talk weird? Act weird? Some combination thereof? Fuck if I know. They're kind of making me depressed. But if I didn't go to them, I'd just be sitting in my condo by myself doing jack shit, feeling like crap anyway. 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And the only friend I have literally we can spend months without even texting each other... it's comfortable for me but at the same time I think to much sometimes and that drives me crazy I think. This is the first time in months that I say something not only to myself. 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I’m 20 years old and I’ve never really had anyone to call mine. I’ve only ever had 2 girlfriends. One of which lasted a month and the other lasted literally less than two weeks. I’ve prayed, time and time again over this for as long as I can remember. Getting no Valentine’s Day cards in elementary, all the way to having no date to school dances in high school. I prayed and prayed and yet he never answered me. I continued being lonely all throughout high school up until I got to college and I figured, “I should give more effort now that I’m in uni, why not?” Every girl I showed interest in either wasn’t interested, pretended like they were, or subjected me to heartache. Since then, ive gone after few girls. I’ve been in college since fall of 2016 and I’ve had 3 hookups in 3 years. None of which actually went anywhere. I became clinically depressed in the end of 2017 but no amount of prayer really seemed to help. I completely gave up on finding a partner in mid 2018 and just recently I actually met a girl through unique circumstances that I thought was the answer to my prayers. She was interested and so was I, and after a month I made her my girlfriend. She’d told me how much I meant to her and how she’d never want to lose me. After a week and a half, she became distant and told me she didn’t know if she wanted to be with me. After so long of forcing myself to feel nothing for girls, I allowed myself to because I thought he was finally looking out for me and I was crushed. I do not believe that God has a plan for me when it comes to finding my soulmate. I don’t believe that this is happening to me because there’s a bigger picture. I believe that he either enjoys seeing my suffering or wants to see how much he can do to me before I completely break. And if that’s the case, I also believe he is cruel.",3.6149364248317113,4.780284842931941,4.959510097232614,83.80477748691102,72.29842931937173,7.760807778608826,27.77898279730741,8.192908349453996,1.7858762902019447,1478,54,300,22,28,493,195,382,0.071,0.841,0.087,0.775,2,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,14,12,1,0,14,0,28,1,0,5,6,55,56,31,0,6,10,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,6,12,18,0,0,12,3,0,5,13,6,0,3,23,4,50,6,50,28,11,57,3,5,3,0,29,17,0,5,34,206,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.1859523477983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076192626633518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661958256590865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615940724026295,0.0,0.08107333087907025,0.4293762036620961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728801524117364,0.0,0.09714079770069886,0.0,0.0,0.08207231579399787,0.19979131046933915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061445495960400436,0.0,0.08206155723561785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438674817514195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618309870865341,0.08027460685531608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817468896238535,0.0,0.0,0.10437080895209007,0.17416209043074893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497780676074033,0.09139795327673772,0.0,0.0,0.07620136473493135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425274295571332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386186649176502,0.20132982286613904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236150294628223,0.15532621748064596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654731218205424,0.0,0.0,0.16863350604309868,0.08000831021006763,0.10659009427753634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015298005833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209767446418104,0.0,0.1400784612131918,0.0,0.22044945855298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142042417238212,0.0,0.0999767172603598,0.0,0.06456185946368037,0.07246211342488593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220732016932764,0.0,0.09407410384102777,0.0,0.1079297637924641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892748807829092,0.15184615772049995,0.08673619736044952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576275017600314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127788439571666,0.11111305086131464,0.0,0.0,0.18208166263287395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307135003756488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858974205802266,0.0756260946227268,0.15285021090070694,0.0,0.0,0.08832232104602784,0.08597227159273903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270995534710068 lonely,Dramatic_Oil,2019/01/21,"I'm not sure what I want to say, but I am lonely It just hits me hard these days because my best friend (yes, I do have one, I know lots of ppl here don't, please don't be triggered) doesn't have time for me any more. He has that new posh girlfriend that he spends all his free time (not much in the first place) with. I got buddies that I play games with, online buddies to be precise, so I'm not all alone. It just sucks because with this guy we used to spend a lot of time together, talked daily. Now it's like talk weekly spend time together almost never. All thanks to that bi\*ch. I never actually spoke to her and have no idea if she deserves to be called that. I just hate her for existing, okay? I'm glad he found someone but I hate how it impacted our friendship. &#x200B; Myself, I never had a girlfriend. Hits me sometimes too. I'm way too old to be a virgin... turned 24 in December. Not kissless virgin so at least I have reached that point. Sometimes I think about the only girl that wanted me. She was CUTE, don't know what she had seen in me. The only person to ever say she wants me. I kinda fu.ked that one up, I don't really consider that a relationship, well it was 6 weeks, thats all it was. She was depressed and I was too, so I told her about it and she got scared, cause I told her I sometimes have suicidal thoughts. Big mistake I guess? She dumped me the same day. Oh wow, when I put like that, she sounds like a total b.tch. So she can have depression and gets to cry out on my shoulder but I am somehow not allowed to have it? Uuum? &#x200B; The other girls I kissed were, lets see, a drunk fat girl on a party, a fat girl that I met on tinder. &#x200B; So who wants to talk? I dunno what about, maybe just tell me what's on YOUR mind and I'll try to make you feel better.",0.8612123076923055,2.9481257920000026,2.1941333333333333,96.45778461538464,83.08,5.01948717948718,18.94871794871795,6.163053881298487,-0.2534143589743589,1392,35,317,11,39,446,193,375,0.14800000000000002,0.696,0.157,0.6976,1,3,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,2,0,3,22,25,4,1,13,2,30,7,3,6,11,61,63,16,1,6,13,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,0,6,28,10,3,0,7,3,4,1,14,9,1,3,17,8,53,17,32,39,12,32,0,3,2,3,44,13,1,8,20,208,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.08241338849509239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456690872107803,0.0874672471367556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274512515280576,0.3078568357907097,0.05743054785686371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296283396899997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862761415023235,0.07469131067830699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623537256635039,0.0,0.0,0.08675590828622222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092767027901557,0.1089296605246562,0.0,0.14547750705049792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639205720909742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042701685717822783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183519313956452,0.0,0.09259772958681584,0.0652477373107788,0.0,0.044122908614345965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508864502356738,0.0,0.0930338720207982,0.08362118250534528,0.0,0.0,0.07565278842041262,0.1667585791998084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533651298787647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928256929389123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635833068965257,0.0,0.12377757315834965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359687052595604,0.0,0.0,0.05637265227846053,0.0,0.0848438163148163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527287881609777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620822526870111,0.0,0.19540475919094427,0.0815646823829652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861861802335394,0.0,0.11445430335124325,0.1284597559658222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374060370010142,0.08823481373635021,0.0927034066790036,0.07983484303658342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848980172688854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410238867701631,0.0,0.0,0.0906703035272572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431992275287025,0.08455161447999268,0.0,0.06729765198383007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155626920723883,0.0,0.2505768357814732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237725036677996,0.0,0.07959541507263761,0.0,0.0,0.2036389907824019,0.07381514551700984,0.07775245027062459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411370659518406,0.0,0.06704579536119917,0.19697956247244167,0.0,0.0,0.16139583047019704,0.0,0.05733765582741545,0.09185999184993833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293978344036096,0.0,0.0,0.1992489233293303,0.0670344073662309,0.13548528923313133,0.0,0.0759328761846638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078568357907097,0.0 lonely,bigbunny2717,2019/01/21,How do you live in a world where you feel like you don’t belong? I’m not suicidal. But how does one live among family that acts like you don’t exist bc you don’t have friends to “hang” with and stay in your room basically 24/7 after work. ,0.08999999999999986,2.2777931960784343,1.83872549019608,97.01926470588238,87.62745098039215,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.4379176470588231,187,3,45,3,6,61,38,51,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,7,4,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711923559587905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921426682455121,0.0,0.15669288956300548,0.22138999127291856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394251263108012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279937470451385,0.0,0.5472882521555749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099937650417129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303082416329414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389762733374824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256082101205249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tokyo_Juul,2019/01/21,"tired of it im tired of being alone. of coming home with no-one to talk to, no-one to share my worries and my problems with. im tired of hating myself for being so pitifully lonely. i want to feel. i want to stop thinking with my head and start thinking with my heart. i want to love someone, to cherish and enjoy them. i want to hold her, tell her everything is alright, that im here for her. i dont want to worry about myself anymore, i want to worry about her. invest my everything into something other than myself. i want to be thankful for a companion. everyday i spend my day thinking and daydreaming of finding a girl, but my punk ass is too shy and too scared to do anything about it. the concept of love is so abstract to me that i dont even know what im looking for. but if this is the way life goes, then so be it. 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I’m crying because I don’t talk to many people of the other gender and I really liked this girl. It’s not that she doesn’t like me she just isn’t in a good place right now. But somehow I’m emotionally devastated.,1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,4.245000000000001,82.14230225988702,82.22033898305084,8.001129943502825,21.69774011299436,8.841846274778883,1.7262519774011298,220,7,46,6,6,80,46,59,0.228,0.595,0.177,-0.6524,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632778584517894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773415705019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253740912365766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261422705977945,0.2313444643239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239476434549702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932602051336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005337044830151,0.0,0.3022109773178289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37060962821694654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470230617754181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324930331477257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vault92FTW,2019/01/22,"Do you have anything specific that you use to cope with loneliness? Movies, games, etc. What’s your go-to type of media consumption when you’re feeling lonely? Albeit a bit weird, but I enjoy watching music production YouTubers like Levi Niha and Andrew Huang. Watching their videos make me feel great even if it’s not direct human reaction. Something about the energy and direction they convey. I’m also interested in music production so watching them has a educational purpose as well! Slice of life anime is also a huge comfort zone for me. I’m a 20 year male and I’m just curious as to what forms of media you guys use to help cope with loneliness.",4.383897168405365,6.834127926229512,5.4682414307004485,75.61215350223549,73.01639344262296,8.370789865871833,27.484351713859912,9.095868883498916,2.7038262295081967,525,20,86,12,11,173,90,122,0.062,0.677,0.261,0.9833,0,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,3,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,0,14,12,11,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,10,6,13,12,3,4,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,1,3,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988445443957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521146965223805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224905550239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278115104261324,0.16470750218534946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217941314750997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172355155860672,0.0,0.0,0.2749329229100089,0.0,0.2469169586213468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714843791697753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613844205034396,0.12183030261834787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645739073501434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919783386125883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307537623841269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242148972922021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058704889070852 lonely,theone4897,2019/01/22,"im lonely in need of a female friend im 40 years old and in a relationship with a amazing woman. the issue is im bisexual and and have had a lot of bisexual experiences over the last year. no one knows about any of them and i need a female friend that will listen to me and offer advice . I feel lonely in the friend aspect of my life, someone i can share anything with that wont judge me, i can provide that as well. &#x200B; I would to be that friend for you so we could help each other out. &#x200B; i hope to hear from anyone :-(",2.3706150793650766,3.766090625000005,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,75.78571428571429,6.406349206349208,21.373015873015877,6.937597516519254,0.4271396825396825,418,10,90,4,9,142,71,112,0.08,0.7,0.22,0.9521,0,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,17,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,2,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,12,8,18,11,2,9,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,2,4,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107687068910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906742052736929,0.325981644188702,0.09121758350250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379152801598804,0.0,0.11038310850392408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709727273891516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312114713446288,0.0,0.0,0.06782356651675077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145348528681664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118185566563766,0.0,0.08990902989057137,0.0,0.0,0.13322804976446512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434672094198016,0.14000390759684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371804477590074,0.10933934676069636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094744746935948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403826027000932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892138735527426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407539452621855,0.0,0.09089452706584172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401266036689986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365362520669912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060503917224115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528689210749562,0.0,0.325981644188702,0.17275932648469994 lonely,ignoremail,2019/01/22,"Just venting Forever third wheeling my best friends who are together and it makes me feel so lonely. I want to be with them but their pda just makes it hard, and I don't want them to change anything because they're so happy. On nights out I end up third wheeling several couples as well as them and just end up drinking too way much to try have a good time and forget about it. They tell me to try 'pull' but it's pretty hard when you're an average looking guy. My biggest flaw is that it just takes me too long to fully be myself around new people making it hard to get into a relationship. I've been single all my life (19) and it's just been creeping at the back of mind recently. Just wanted to get it off my chest",7.072924256951104,5.1052688523489955,7.204046021093003,81.32530201342284,65.1744966442953,10.125023969319273,32.695110258868645,8.418075326091056,2.2655150527325016,565,17,122,6,7,183,97,149,0.058,0.784,0.158,0.9581,0,3,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,15,6,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,3,1,27,19,12,0,3,8,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,5,16,5,20,15,4,20,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,0,9,84,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359465294758115,0.13370211041257316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154878484525804,0.0,0.09155522999260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761651625990994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588824938252991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661838304479376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471303076883338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660498472249582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594124027597028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160374353678767,0.0,0.15693752358625013,0.0,0.0,0.1259733470335768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871301228627398,0.0,0.1598814448091115,0.4036257458976933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608456560850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132914585198436,0.12612287573836084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007616017757462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516504107587056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040789582248356,0.0,0.0,0.14505570538384308,0.0,0.14094437241643612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412374514435684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527985594271037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829580174593682,0.161249261950909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696734327155319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129251753593596,0.0,0.1312738269574517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757776204682521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203940084558922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657601820675713,0.1192148729255312,0.0,0.0,0.13504002706802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JE9Gamer,2019/01/22,"Probably the best job I've ever had. This is my second week working in a call center, and I may be making this call a bit early, but it's been the best thing for me so far. I really like talking to people, I'm a very verbal person these days, but I struggle to find people who like to talk. I came into this job so hyped to be on the phones. I killed it the first day on the calling floor. I just talk to these people and educate them on our service. I watch my co workers stick to the script too much and they don't get many sales at all. Everyone keeps asking my my tricks are but all I can say is speak slowly, enunciate, and just talk to them. That's all I've been doing and I don't feel all that alone.",2.3635650623885915,3.0934340196078445,3.948270944741533,91.52903743315508,74.8169934640523,6.8708259061200225,20.445038621509205,6.980632752743323,0.19497908496731986,547,10,128,5,11,183,92,153,0.086,0.8079999999999999,0.106,0.6274,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,5,6,7,2,1,9,0,13,0,0,1,5,22,20,10,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,4,4,18,4,14,13,8,16,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,1,8,88,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413885902070023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762329629263153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652858820443555,0.0,0.14903925585911326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181918884700415,0.15613703601631426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608203799106978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234858261278027,0.0,0.13044613659665671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690261936981477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247724318296454,0.11611977074539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713235645230823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709405692341155,0.12134099412974828,0.15103385717152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338887519607295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112496497596682,0.13840499943728782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003543894615473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839273802268347,0.11919981866891675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718648941781534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745514135039187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856237698351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142715341634731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389030295783549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069464176810324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263934805192813,0.0,0.0,0.10950426968685628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938470121460094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gerit30,2019/01/22,"Nothing out of the ordinary, just a discord server to hop onto when bored or feeling lonesome. I am a little new to the sub, but resonated with lots of the posts made and the comments that were written. I just wanted to make a discord server that could maybe help some people gather their thoughts, ideas, inspirations, etc.. There are plenty of servers like this I am sure, so it wont hurt my feelings if no one joins. I am a college student who has had these experiences and has faced the same if not worse challenges. If there is anything you want to say or pm, drop on in! &#x200B; [https://discord.gg/7P3jrQ](https://discord.gg/7P3jrQ) &#x200B;",8.24550310559006,9.18990003478261,6.516273291925469,77.60521739130434,61.69565217391304,8.310559006211179,34.68944099378882,7.957251820313856,2.579335403726708,524,21,88,5,7,153,87,115,0.118,0.696,0.18600000000000005,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,2,1,27,19,10,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,3,7,4,12,12,4,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,7,3,66,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585702458137796,0.4021248399990092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616653157328962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211318622448726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845411915307888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186000917876878,0.0,0.0,0.16733175821349408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091009234336888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713752297389074,0.1867938709214308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083958355825642,0.16584297400362705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406754582116812,0.0,0.1565703586911147,0.11045155316872683,0.0,0.16623541575520742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981057283612382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587715524778207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212578316826594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471506972669325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847314717930952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158724567609684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559521658916418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136355895581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519529558599386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862660586075598,0.0,0.0,0.4021248399990092,0.0 lonely,YoungVroseph,2019/01/22,"Everything Sucks Well I have a knee injury I tore 3 ligaments in August and I'm just starting to walk with a cane now. I've been isolated for the past two years because of me dropping out of high school due to depression and anxiety. I'm gonna be 20 soon but I dont think I'll ever make friends again. It's so hard to try and socialize. I just want somebody to talk with and video chat with and make me laugh or smile. Isolation is very terrifying at times. I dont know what to do, can someone help me?",1.3514018691588774,3.1949735327102817,3.1400093457943927,91.6081448598131,80.02803738317758,7.270654205607477,23.78411214953271,8.238735603445708,1.276750280373831,396,14,91,8,10,132,79,107,0.175,0.6629999999999999,0.162,0.1308,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,19,18,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,1,8,3,14,15,0,16,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,10,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908020132881506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267636093702697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910592749867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874287013473621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881015221853917,0.0,0.0,0.18689090058383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066066493950198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628120748860147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938364339057027,0.21970923945574936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428317797444915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776147701895747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851058276560998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104552061079832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119775320530784,0.17619427531513548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718717405339815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714130387325607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324514293137274,0.0,0.0,0.1212565706898722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411835305096946,0.0,0.203135682938232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157947183840755,0.12265354259756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697087257586228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391215756885688 lonely,etherealsilience,2019/01/22,"just venting I'm a loner, I always have been throughout my life. I recently started trying to get back out there to create a social life... It's slow but, it's going. I'm frequently out of the house anyway running errands, working out, or just to be away. Rarely I'll meet up with some classmates. So my family is used to me being gone, but they never know what I'm doing. My mom saw my lock screen picture on my phone and asked ""who'd you go there with?"" and I just shrugged and said ""...some friends."" even though I'm hesitant to honestly label them as 'friends' but that's just easier to say.... she says, ""You have friends?"" This is the third time I've heard this from relatives. It still cuts so deep whenever someone says it to me... Like it's so triggering I just want to lay in bed and never come out. I feel so ashamed and embarrassed of myself, I feel humiliated every time I'm reminded of this. Kill me Has anyone experienced something similar? 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After 19 years i finally had sex for the first time! And i didn’t have to pay for it either. I don’t know enough people to tell this, so i had no other place other then this one, cause im still really fucking lonely at home. But it is very nice to finally have this out of the way.",2.469078947368424,2.6000435394736883,4.62221052631579,88.99647368421054,74.1315789473684,8.185263157894736,20.46315789473684,8.238735603445708,0.6138084210526316,263,4,64,4,5,92,47,76,0.139,0.807,0.054000000000000006,-0.6759,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,6,1,10,7,2,14,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,9,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258899788091932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371232383621464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161107935532462,0.0,0.15946657850308188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331809399891415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805322879813566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250572870407735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303164092137196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703826183717853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997191772333044,0.0,0.3917440250785075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010161640974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497181895926532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277237293546453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093184812682497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468693507880782,0.0,0.14880933867479307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072808595439433 lonely,ILiveOnMercury,2019/01/22,"Lonely VS. Lazy Lately I've been feeling very isolated, no social life, ect. It just has started to feel like a lot of work, I guess? It's strange because I have such a desire to go out and make friends, but the moment I actually try to apply myself and socialize I get so tired. Talking and texting are exhausting. Even POSTING is exhausting. Maybe I'm just tired lately, idk. Does anyone else ever get this? 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I've gotten to the point of loneliness where I'm not even trying anymore. I used to jump at the opportunity to have conversations through texting, gaming, social media, and the internet. ( I have social anxiety. Afraid of talking in person...) I would try any way I could to make friends or at least acquaintances. But, now I don't even feel the motivation to start conversations. I'm starting to feel a new kind of disconnected. Like, I don't want to attempt having normal relationships anymore, because I never find them when I do attempt. I just feel empty. I still feel sad and lonely, but no longer hopeful.",4.37024653312789,6.9536335593220375,5.593636363636367,74.06546224961481,73.57627118644069,8.019722650231127,29.371340523882896,8.841846274778883,2.8127525423728805,512,22,84,11,11,170,76,118,0.162,0.67,0.168,0.5882,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,7,10,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,23,22,7,0,5,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,4,11,6,15,19,1,15,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,2,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869075226564554,0.0,0.13351988532409134,0.0,0.3461864631504794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063957830390332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393531310400378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305593216597132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35300343736866024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952312797849372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484640690437047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335404910166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817528254259817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526967975531101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165044171756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461324869861138,0.16856836425225885,0.0,0.0,0.17100863625218202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239847175934376,0.0,0.0,0.16499333422063733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738679910605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558358052679207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707555606075346,0.0,0.1393850122980943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028576491393915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699754772550974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074342992873016,0.0,0.0,0.10294610394897956,0.13853888801147465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398566669969792,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bowiebabe23,2019/01/22,"my dreams are the only escape The days are pointless, the only thing I look forward to is sleep. I have divine dreams. Magical, exciting, wonderful dreams. It’s my only escape. I dream of having friends and having fun with them, I dream of having a significant other who really loves me and I can trust. So many happy scenarios I wish could happen. But then when I wake up I realize it was only a dream and I am all alone with nobody to trust. Just me and my stupid mind. I hope one day I can have a good friend. 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For some reason when I’m back home I don’t really mind spending time alone since my family is still around all the time and I can drive anywhere I want. Here I can’t bear it. Im kind of shy and have a hard time relating to people so I have a few close friends, but don’t enjoy drinking so don’t really get invited out much and spend so much time very isolated. Every night I come home from class and am so gutted and busy crying that I find it hard to get motivation to do school work. Any tips or advice would be appreciated. Just trying to get through this degree. 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As edgy as this may sound, it seriously is difficult to be able to talk to someone when there’s little to no common ground. How do you go around this? 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It's taken me my entire adult life to realise that the majority of my ""potential relationships"" have revolved around me basically being an Ego Boost for the person I'm interested in. Now while this is a revelation that I am finally admitting to myself which has always been in the back of my mind, I am still petrified that once again I will have to discover my place in solitude but this time is for the last time. This time it feels permanent and I am completely convinced that I will never find someone to spend the rest of my life with. The most recent devastating end to a potential relationship has been really tough. I had basically taken the fall for all the stuff that she had said to me in the past. There was a lot of the usual ""You're so good to me, how did I get so lucky?"" constant messages saying ""I miss you"". Conversations that would go into the early morning hours often ending with me having no sleep and just staying up getting ready for work. Flirting, I like you, you like me, pictures, videos, voice messages. EVERYTHING indicated we were into each other. I built the courage to tell her that I feel for her and she destroyed me. Saying that she couldn't believe I would do that to her when she thought she was just talking to a friend the whole time...... In my shame I apologised saying that she was right, I should have known better. But I wasn't wrong about her feelings and what she said to me. I knew she felt that way and for her to shoot me down that way makes my mind race as to why. Did another guy come along who she felt was far superior? Was someone else always there? The only strong feeling I get in honesty is that she needed my attention to give her that ego boost, lied about her feelings and shot me down when I tried to move forward and offered no apology by admitting that yes she had led me on. I was rearranging my life for her, I looked for work in her area, I was prepared to leave everything behind to be closer to her. I have fallen for words before thinking they were honest, but this last time has absolutely destroyed my faith and my hope is gone. The only thing I cling to is that maybe I can still forge a life for myself but it will be on my own. &#x200B; How does someone continue on knowing that hope for a love is futile? What else is there? Trying to convince myself I'm better off on my own is easy to say but my soul aches because I know I'm missing out on a life worth sharing with someone who finds me worthy. &#x200B; It feels like my chest is caving in and people are just standing there watching me deteriorate. I'm lost, guys. 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No Skills, No Hobbies, Failed GCSEs. Can't get into a clubs or activities. Recovering BDD sufferer Recovered from Near Suicidal Attempts My life is so boring, i wake up, watch TV all day and go sleep. I have nothing and nobody. If i died today, only my mum would be there. 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I don't want advice. I don't want to be reassured. I seriously just need somewhere outside of myself for this. Keep your pity I have enough. I have a fine life. I have a big family that likes me just fine. I have a home with food, netflix, and a car in the driveway. I have friends that I've know for a decade. I feel alone. Its not that I believe I could die and no one would care. In fact I would definitely kill myself if wouldnt be such a big deal for everyone. It's not like I feel lost and hopeless. Just really alone and not willing to settle for anything less than someone that makes me feel connected. Its not that no one cares for me or has never. It's that I've never cared for someone who would care for me in the same way that I want someone to care. I don't know what it's like to be loved by someone that didnt have to say it. Sure no one ""has"" to say it but undoubtedly there is love for the familiar (family) and LOVE. LOVE is that other part of you who you never leave out of your thoughts and whose thoughts you're never left out of. LOVE might be made up, could be something that is just in my head. I've never seen it in all honesty. I know people in ""love"" but not in LOVE. I feel a powerful empty space inside me thats pulling toward an infinite empty center. I'm being crushed by nothing from within. Maybe I'm a tuning fork for universal agony. Maybe I'm just a guy who might one day die regretful that he lived an entire life for nothing and there was nothing he could do about it. The point is I've spent decades looking for something that I'm almost certain only exists in my mind. Who else?",1.6477954545454525,3.487471158333335,3.0539898989899017,92.59727272727275,79.08333333333334,5.91919191919192,21.74242424242424,6.850034144686104,0.3997500000000001,1347,39,298,14,33,439,160,360,0.128,0.693,0.179,0.9833,1,3,2,0,0,2,38.0,0,5,0,2,10,27,1,0,17,0,34,13,2,2,10,65,71,11,3,14,15,0,4,3,1,7,3,2,2,1,33,10,1,1,9,1,1,3,18,6,0,5,8,8,32,21,43,47,5,31,0,4,2,7,25,20,0,5,10,202,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927497637805112,0.0,0.0,0.07098823544819402,0.1468457491860944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833818883487081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987116268751462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36139629493083536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698048099593169,0.0,0.0,0.045719563985249366,0.07308668099183788,0.0,0.0,0.14714969278638945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059221284275925413,0.0,0.0,0.07325052879322941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677404754829325,0.0,0.0,0.13366159616210688,0.0,0.14338077934335286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572305417212993,0.0,0.054771089646380944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019436185996349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455115710987879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711105941942262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301218918683972,0.07843164669916951,0.0,0.11688139448947685,0.0,0.0,0.07506453769107152,0.07702451491898621,0.0,0.1502196399279213,0.10390295257867116,0.0,0.06259905629602218,0.0,0.059531540934396374,0.0,0.07738714256111799,0.0,0.4478804539209046,0.06707985468770973,0.04732105232770667,0.0,0.14244136151989467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041070998248438,0.07158084988902617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513124350374614,0.27338193435479874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406875396700547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215338853534256,0.1078333303183213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676927662145046,0.0,0.049147682052246365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670159843863139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126617881760562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541531863699867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127525464270327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402667125048518,0.10915246198631574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681500070446351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709758615636153,0.0,0.0,0.1125608770354866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544205850736234,0.05627087906144631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107922164714427,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whytfamisad,2019/01/22,"I thought I could escape loneliness with this girl... It all began this summer. We were texting all day, honestly it was amazing. It was the first time I ever felt that someone was genuinely attracted to me. This went on for a month. She didn't want to meet up in person. She always had an excuse. That is until later she told me she got a boyfriend. I was so heartbroken. I felt betrayed and this whole thing destroyed my self image. A few months of self doubt and hatred followed. In october we ran into each other and after that she texted me. She told me how shitty she felt and how much she regrets what she did in August. I forgave her... She then broke up with his boyfriend and we started talking again. It was going fine. I started feeling those feelings again I felt in Summer. This time we even met. Twice. Once we were at her place. Watching a movie. We were cuddling and laughing and it was amazing. I really never wanted that day to end. Before I went home we kissed and hugged eachother (it was my first kiss so I was probably pretty bad). After that I felt like she started losing interest. She didn't respond to my texts that quickly anymore and postponed our third meet up. Eventually she told me she didn't want a relationship. Told me she needed space. I felt like shit. Again. But I could have dealt with this. We talked through it. She told me she still loved me and missed me. However, a few weeks later one of my friends showed me a screenshot of her on Tinder. I felt so crushed. Again. Why is it that I'm never good enough? I genuinely feel like this was my only chance at a relationship and it didn't work. I still can't get over her. I still peep her instagram/facebook profile almost every hour. I'm honestly so fucked up and I don't know what to do. I have lost all my confidence and my trust towards women as well. Phew... I don't know if anyone cares about my wall of text but at least it felt good to think through things once again and write it down. 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It’s been 2 months since my last breakup and I’ve been lonelier than ever. I’ve been constantly craving affection. I wanna make someone feel loved, but everyone I’ve met since the breakup has either lost interest or still had feelings for someone else. It fucking sucks. 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I feel sad And alone No one around To ask me if I’m down Plenty of boys texting me Lots of sex being offered, but Nothing that truly stimulates me I crave a conversation But not just any One that entices me Moves my thoughts My heart Something that will leave me longing for more To expand the horizons of my consciousness And the vast Sahara of my mind. 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I've never ever had a girlfriend. Not for at least fucking one minute. Everytime I confessed to a girl I fell in love with, I either got rejected or friendzoned. Walking down the school hallway and seeing all those couples and kissing ang hugging it's really annoying.. Idk why is this happening like I guess i look okay.. but the truth is that i'm rather very bashful and I don't know how to talk to girls. Basically that's the back of the story(btw im 17) So as i've previously said, I didn't have any gfs yet and like 2 days ago i messaged a girl who's 14 and she kind of invited me to a date and I don't know what to do. I've read a lot of articles about the age of consent and stuff like that and tbh i don't wanna go to the jail lol. She's cute and stuff but i feel like the age is not right... I just love the fact that i can finally have someone to text to.. because i never really did that. Most of the times being alone kinda sucks. In a nutshell, I know this is not the right place for asking for advices but im hella desperate rn. Thanks in advance",-0.2429756795422051,1.9911876566523643,2.075051502145925,94.01878612303294,90.88841201716738,5.3384263233190286,20.213018597997134,6.88968998030894,0.4228999713876971,856,29,192,13,30,289,133,233,0.067,0.7490000000000001,0.183,0.9821,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,10,18,3,0,17,3,15,5,0,1,6,37,33,17,0,2,10,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,9,4,0,1,5,4,18,14,25,27,5,24,1,1,2,5,15,8,2,5,16,121,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457051669696987,0.12207332823896284,0.0,0.0,0.14262804100347135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364884345535164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874207678267188,0.0,0.0,0.10589198357088167,0.0,0.08394792214166429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237564539757434,0.0,0.08881281048844247,0.1419749661272266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456833643024408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963129606624642,0.09838143946046596,0.0,0.1508567020430801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273124720682682,0.0,0.0,0.07826487067257039,0.0,0.1101408208915047,0.0,0.1517052307882466,0.0,0.12177821622726565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29750505944824984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434057967531498,0.22704864687178344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911639663453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564334832233555,0.0,0.0,0.11707776915240135,0.24858081004064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242387993595066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933171764619594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387966974478414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774920961869555,0.0,0.17644359376136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352104934309797,0.13099559333103614,0.0,0.0,0.1393718382146702,0.10973858879518288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668288225178107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152944544503332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068764319595913,0.0,0.1267866547575257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030094130331676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362677518061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242636086646224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sincerestme,2019/01/22,"“A relationship will come to you” I’ve had people tell me this before. “Just be patient.” But I have been patient and nothing has happened! I try to socialize with people and I’m generally likable as a friend but nobody ever asks me out. The only real relationship I’ve been in was all from my effort. I started calling him and talking to him on the phone, I’m the one who’d come to visit him to hang out, I’m the one who asked him out, I was the one who fought for the relationship, and I was the one who got dumped. It was the only time I ever felt not lonely. But now that I know what it’s like to not be lonely I’m lonelier than ever. I’d give anything I could to be in someone’s arms again. I pretty much know at this point if it’ll ever happen again I’ll have to make it happen, but I feel so broken I don’t even know if I can try anymore. I’m tired of hearing it’ll just happen.",-0.044710091290401266,1.9401525181347168,2.7290007401924505,91.86625215889464,85.99481865284973,4.9197137922526535,18.516901060942512,6.18269132825596,-0.15332647421663026,688,18,155,6,21,241,99,193,0.102,0.818,0.08,-0.7390000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,2,0,10,0,20,2,1,1,5,34,44,12,0,3,10,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,4,0,4,10,3,20,2,21,26,2,21,0,2,0,0,24,8,0,2,10,110,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201113059099004,0.0,0.0,0.09294414450219407,0.0,0.21117673216077015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610791037221288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532951400548674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945843025034956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901774241380669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745991338089109,0.4086610201643575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710840591849211,0.0,0.10844495069133682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726105784746255,0.0,0.0,0.10834717417527606,0.0,0.0,0.09033246633358344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995077039910388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729726884433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621492089508304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055179241542858214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539169133261274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302760013299533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108373812168327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30613792898451864,0.17179958506473358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660373946615996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676957000480614,0.0,0.0,0.1149057103072496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855618250659334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637821138587712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151332449284419,0.095697965998431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799430807429716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078094499034088,0.0987189433450988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585916119131101,0.1298137087656121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336453670915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alonesoalobe,2019/01/22,I had a dream Today i had a dream when i was in my house talking to a girl then i went to my bedroom and sat on my bed then she walked to me hugged me and started kissing me. We kissed for about 15 seconds. It was a dream but it felt so good. I was touching her lips they were wet and it felt sooo good. That was my first time that i experienced something like this. Its sad beacuse probably i'am never gonna kiss a girl in real life. It makes me so sad and depressed. I really want to have real friends. I wish i could have normal life like other people have. I've changed myself so much but no one is interested in me. I want to commit suicide,0.07541058394160771,2.2459760802919706,2.047185218978104,95.63603330291971,87.46715328467155,4.592883211678832,19.51140510948905,5.985473137389443,-0.17933540145985427,501,15,114,4,16,166,83,137,0.152,0.581,0.267,0.9255,0,0,1,0,0,2,10.0,1,0,1,1,6,13,0,0,5,0,12,7,1,1,2,19,22,12,1,5,2,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,9,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,0,3,11,5,24,10,11,9,1,14,0,3,0,4,8,4,0,0,10,80,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531783554780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986744612185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088278502058264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364016757627681,0.0,0.0,0.1490085199167819,0.0,0.0,0.13534408887450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938663341304887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213488005851574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747046210407064,0.17116877460869107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693440377444116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877788980142854,0.0,0.13511007014425394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163978332501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870690113786275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121448163449026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888743045142962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987877254697949,0.11222517137334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348625763274605,0.0,0.0,0.12399372288027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191619131925944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080352209758507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214921048812446,0.0,0.1660507154940528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665210089038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239416150297678,0.0,0.0,0.20144903247106485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DE_Bundy,2019/01/22,"Having troubles finding a partner? Hey guys, I'm a 27 year old man. I'm 5'4 and weigh around 200 pounds. Ive been a short guy all my life and people have pushed me out of their lives recently because i just cant seem to get over the fact that no woman will look at me in any other way then a friend or a pal.... So like what i was wondering is how do i overcome being so fixiated on my height? These past days have been filled with nothing but binge eating and being a shut in... How do i overcome this? 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Did I do something wrong? I have no idea what to do other than feel so hurt and cry",2.3465094339622645,3.377726622641511,2.713349056603775,99.20889150943395,75.22641509433961,5.300000000000002,22.683962264150942,3.1291,-0.3358264150943397,193,5,47,0,4,59,36,53,0.252,0.55,0.198,-0.4078,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,7,7,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751397664736215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879903587387657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325651372778259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6076745056971439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806671046882504,0.29596719003887284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408624063077902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839133596748378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183752904254867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527303560924175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866506216414735,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jellhammy,2019/01/22,"Lordy Lordy I (23 m) just want to be told I'm attractive by someone who means it... and maybe have a conversation. P.S this is my first post ever",3.497,3.982159366666668,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,72.0,8.666666666666668,25.0,8.841846274778883,1.3860000000000006,111,3,26,2,2,37,28,30,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512030434432252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302534239638529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900589615690165,0.4229285349853967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37184537930449424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32897110565091864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709986936536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290055760787693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TurtleTheRedditor,2019/01/22,"Back to where I was 3 months ago... I missed out on the high school experience. I don’t go to college. I met a girl and was happy for a while. But me being me isn’t good enough for anyone, so she left me. Now I’m back to where I was before. Depressed, lonely, aimless, no reason to be alive. 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I'm a failure. I have no one and I might just end it all. I have no one and will probably never have any stability due to my mental problems . I miss my friends even though they used me and tore me down . I should have never born . I dont want to be conscious. ,-1.4425811965811943,0.5462853230769227,1.205128205128208,99.28598290598292,95.76923076923076,4.11965811965812,17.991452991452988,5.82211442006289,-0.4925213675213676,226,7,56,2,9,77,44,65,0.238,0.6970000000000001,0.065,-0.8869,0,1,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,3,13,16,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,13,1,3,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411225870706142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393339047775099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828362442533328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374620653770054,0.0,0.0,0.15939578409132446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864504857638612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382628070993599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704580830061073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320326083287186,0.2560123426554332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722562015005248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270620765891033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019389629683903,0.2309196311271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814496652220096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710489744537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843110603499046,0.0,0.0,0.14234232508988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sasha_ru,2019/01/22,Looking for someone to give me attention To be honest i love to flirt. Im 20years old. I like girls and guys. Someone hit me up im lonely and to be honest i love attention😉,-1.9828195488721791,-0.3621480789473655,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,108.73684210526315,4.276691729323309,21.218045112781954,6.18269132825596,0.5173939849624065,135,6,30,2,7,48,23,38,0.054000000000000006,0.565,0.38,0.9432,0,2,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,6,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498404539413548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578793067609592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626458062408703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272391906862783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870634762946745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701195688594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732908946906598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413446580089623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lexirend,2019/01/22,"realized how lonely I am. All of my hobbies I spend by myself- cooking, art, working out, music. I suddenly realized as long as I am busy doing things by myself, I don’t feel alone. It’s when I am finished making a meal and there are a bunch of left overs and no one to share with. Or, when I am leaving the music festival by myself and I don’t have anyone to talk about how Kanye forgot the lyrics or which set blew my mind. Also, I work with kids doing ABA therapy but I never see coworkers as I do home therapy. Ugh. Not sure how to change all of this. I feel like most of my friends are married, with kids, or in relationships. Therefore, but those obligations before. I basically gave up trying to hang out with people as I have gotten older. 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I would Love to start a small Discord Server with around 5-10 other people (Guys and girls alike) and we could be lonely together :) We could share memes, talk and chat together and most importantly know we care about each other! If anyone is up for it PM!",4.347796610169489,6.506763779661018,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,72.22033898305084,7.4318644067796615,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.4545701694915256,249,7,45,4,5,79,45,59,0.108,0.6409999999999999,0.252,0.8904,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,12,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,7,6,2,7,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,2,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008719901894717,0.0,0.0,0.2557390051138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928998443277186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458737431279793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844511406156176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578808947913458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25928029912024403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916292203446875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066747731946252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090378723981306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081491806667091,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nira_kawaii,2019/01/23,"What are the moments that really make you realise how alone you are? I feel empty. It’s 4:45 am, I’m studying for the exam I have in a few days, listening to “What a wonderful world” and being miserable. Also, a few hours ago at the 24/7 supermarket near my house, in the frozen section, at like 3 am. That’s pretty bad too. You realise how... isolated you really are. What are your moments of “fuck, I’m alone in this world”?",2.7056638655462204,4.313554423529413,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,75.3529411764706,8.151260504201678,25.084033613445378,8.841846274778883,1.8497563025210084,326,11,67,7,7,111,55,85,0.201,0.698,0.101,-0.8053,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,0,8,1,0,3,0,6,15,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,14,3,14,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,1,6,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305940584180672,0.0,0.0,0.5388429936935483,0.0,0.20802993458950406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172019312729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776561027282622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153211585576227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404906955923283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561806598561623,0.3001609632709646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708886327184585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364219013705784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465090309459777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333298394942223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821054045533401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,guyfrom719,2019/01/23,"I hate when people say you can PM them I understand sometimes you need to talk to someone but for me personally I dont want to talk to some random stranger from the other side of the planet, because 1 if I get to know them I'll wish I could see them in person and 2 because it doesnt hold the same weight as talking to someone who actually cares about you as opposed to someone who does it to be nice I appreciate the efforts and selflessness however",6.251630434782609,5.663215684782614,7.105565217391305,76.8916086956522,66.06521739130434,9.968695652173913,35.791304347826085,9.3871,3.1599582608695647,361,16,72,6,5,121,62,92,0.039,0.802,0.158,0.9204,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,3,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,15,14,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,13,2,15,12,2,3,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,3,1,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17628723664169774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202437469037425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184183560945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423342188179755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580870421043595,0.0,0.2117191283572472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943815777296962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835335769005847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927989369425128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394884692194622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252391795318249,0.3154712478629741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365923086295532,0.0,0.0,0.14395375942357405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591895998919416,0.0,0.1786663500229977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43559615267695895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806184292449335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655138303060067,0.0,0.0,0.21998165461752311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077372833615991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pikabluee,2019/01/23,"Sometimes I think something is wrong with me. I’m about to be 21 years old in a little over a week and I’ve never dated anyone, had sex, not had someone love me romantically. I’m so tired of wondering what it’s all like, being jealous of people, having to turn away when a couple is holding hands, kissing, calling each other playful names. I’m tired of getting advice from people that have already done those things and then saying “You just haven’t found the right one yet.” or “There’s no rush.” or “Society makes it into a big deal.” I don’t give a fuck what society thinks. When you’ve lived more than two decades and you’ve never had genuine love for someone and especially never had someone genuinely love you, how the fuck do you think I would feel? I’m so sick of being a fucking virgin that I sometimes wish I could meet someone I trust and have them take it from me so I can know how it feels. In this stage in a human being’s life, that’s what most would crave. People that have had sex are still telling me I shouldn’t rush and all this bullshit when they have enjoyed it themselves and experienced it. They don’t feel the pain and frustration that I do. It’s like being a millionaire and telling a poor person “Money isn’t everything,” I hate going through my days and going through hard days, wishing I had someone to cuddle with or even text me that they love me sometimes. This fucking generation just wants hook-ups and doesn’t give a fuck about getting to know me first. What if I become 25 and I’m still a virgin or even still without ever having a relationship? 30? 40? 50? I don’t see myself ever having anyone. I don’t know if I’m picky or unlucky or if I’m just too different and not compatible with most people. I’m so sick of it. The only place I can meet people is on tinder and those people are sick and shallow. I try to put myself out there but don’t know how. I just keep to myself a lot. But I sometimes just sit in my room, wishing someone would just randomly come over and visit me or ask me out somewhere. I don’t get how some people do it. How people have been having relationships since like 15. I don’t understand what they’re doing to have people actually falling head over heels for them at least a little. Every birthday I have is another year without someone. It’s not even fun getting older anymore. It makes me feel old as shit. One of the basic elements of human existence I haven’t even experienced. People say you have to learn to love yourself and be comfortable being alone. Okay but humans are social animals. Most of us don’t want to be alone too much. My desire to have someone in my life is valid. It makes me feel like someone is wrong with me. I ask myself sometimes “Why me?”. Guys have told me I’m pretty, funny, smart, etc. Friends have told me the same. I don’t get what I’m doing wrong. The guys that show a serious interest in me, I have little to no interest in them. Every single time I pursue a guy, it ends in disappointment and embarrassment. I just wanted to get this off of my chest.",2.730343137254902,4.675615661764708,4.042745098039217,86.26401960784315,76.20588235294117,6.428758169934641,23.751633986928105,7.315561048560121,1.004165359477125,2403,76,476,29,54,789,247,612,0.139,0.762,0.098,-0.9668,1,2,1,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,6,1,35,36,9,1,23,1,66,29,5,8,7,105,130,45,0,15,25,0,7,4,1,4,8,2,1,7,34,27,0,2,16,2,2,8,24,16,0,4,11,12,63,20,56,106,14,60,0,1,1,16,43,25,6,17,29,333,97,1,0.0,0.0,0.05062124419528456,0.0,0.0,0.05069037513718256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745100904721744,0.057243913196954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054394092959617515,0.0,0.0,0.051444767320227416,0.07254258840366147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969898062106578,0.0,0.0487370447481106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729042146226612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296884320212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468459568993178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041416925066672584,0.057397257709624824,0.0,0.06690848472826026,0.05347950256655255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054196971320251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308480092926407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045944697518454466,0.0,0.05785288296928905,0.13704834727910986,0.0938454552876963,0.08741165195098231,0.0,0.04662073291765095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311444960427105,0.037058578618798806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044123739117338544,0.0,0.056876829929426574,0.04007748866915474,0.23978197926202605,0.16261119017374492,0.0995239515187892,0.058962033465165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540893431321639,0.0,0.0,0.04646864237249453,0.05121453512274212,0.05323737741565923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046107724247568815,0.0,0.0,0.11403370631064387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327985081138606,0.10137147003522183,0.15597321259373048,0.04580542372995095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410116111780759,0.2340901785574572,0.0,0.10387828418535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038133135050619736,0.0,0.1200245762557694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886543521932676,0.0,0.07030191750324008,0.039452283146929334,0.05519726966059768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596268913547668,0.045294110279579435,0.054196971320251065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052774197522450564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214739185392981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138587212409487,0.0,0.0442998527495683,0.0,0.08250408985876974,0.0,0.0,0.04133661941403614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324760325691254,0.04291045718412713,0.0,0.0,0.052878700223055165,0.3955717267605096,0.039934905318758485,0.2565220575887985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427920133582325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039002563453586436,0.0,0.09067979304720687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446257848278613,0.09971570903300188,0.0,0.0,0.03024796915731586,0.1192423647040639,0.0,0.09913507860217527,0.0,0.03521883434507268,0.056423685084729676,0.050673063218825976,0.05400234671466991,0.06239766896463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178934928851562,0.0,0.04160994976894748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680794198995293,0.0,0.1789565702516407,0.1000087831990768,0.05625481027256202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054875542554088,0.17014722914689953,0.0,0.06680991865244501 lonely,LovedbyHim,2019/01/23,"Family doesn’t get me. My family doesn’t really know me and they don’t really show interest in me. I guess I’m a bit weird because I am from small town, America and I’ve live and travel abroad. My favorite food isn’t from small town, America either. After spending time with them, I usually walk away feeling disappointed because it feels like they don’t care about me. It makes me feel lonely even when there are bunch of them around me. I can’t wait to get out of this place again.",3.1505102040816304,4.8233239999999995,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,74.3061224489796,8.573469387755104,22.45408163265306,9.188382445141503,1.6043224489795918,384,10,80,9,8,126,66,98,0.075,0.787,0.138,0.7334,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,19,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,4,2,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,3,16,3,12,19,3,16,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972842396099468,0.0,0.0,0.20024005217167992,0.0,0.0,0.25984076748350865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267974018518295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729741936700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076852808291854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018347769732783,0.0,0.32329059997802684,0.1522581386374325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577142974781539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270036664702209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347836765558049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712915411155787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412320111674207,0.0,0.1881952523965225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226408373264415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267259783195686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306952721910505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427620413695893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472953799013324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pseudynonymous,2019/01/23,"done i posted this yesterday and got pretty good responses so here we go again i just want someone to talk to (ages 15-18) the only thing i care about is that i don’t want to talk to someone who won’t respond or never texts first and has short responses. i cannot stress enough that i want to have an actual friendship so please don’t just talk to me for five minutes lol. um i’m pretty socially awkward and anxious and shit but like i’m good at listening to other people problems. i’m into art, reading, and a lot of different kinds of music. i’ll pretty much always respond fast because i have no life so there’s a plus. tbh i have no one in my life who cares. i have no friends and i’m a burden to my family and everyone else. i’m so done with feeling this lonely and depressed and i literally just want one single friend who i can talk to without feeling judged lol. that’s about it so start a chat with me if you want to talk.",1.6769444444444446,3.531438066326533,3.4668707482993177,89.60114512471658,79.05102040816327,6.396371882086169,23.133786848072557,7.3871296695380915,0.9016936507936508,735,24,157,10,18,246,111,196,0.133,0.621,0.246,0.9571,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,13,15,1,2,6,2,13,3,1,0,1,31,31,18,0,7,7,0,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,7,1,4,3,3,17,8,22,27,4,13,0,2,0,0,17,4,1,3,8,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1095340468534459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933960800390657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680388012000285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842295946122637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288806742740421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667567590877928,0.0,0.0,0.11727119098467816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297293622322107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376553984209106,0.0,0.0,0.1159781565022209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725404439429216,0.0,0.0,0.10581374478390336,0.0,0.11350797557403305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547477120836928,0.0,0.0,0.17343902116355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379090675086055,0.1882900456471868,0.08977185772589051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688495399787514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856264972909498,0.05483679591914789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542591702278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251232595528431,0.0,0.08656956690915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521190094810885,0.08536669335941993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077815923716631,0.0,0.0,0.1232103117718148,0.0,0.0,0.10749881738658867,0.3425777960994236,0.0,0.10740244152771516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227447142349392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521695214515598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441872122773665,0.19020811756745606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944694927430893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857523339559776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510877654884175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456999025274222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310223815265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819930366018353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,A_Crowe,2019/01/23,"Feeling kind of lonely First of all, this is my first time posting here. Don't plan for a second one. If you have the time to read this, I'd appreciate it. If not, no bones broken. I'm not that overly sensitive person when it comes to being alone. I actually quite enjoy it most of the time. I'm an extrovert with a tendency to stay alone. Wich means that I have no problem approaching people, but I don't run after conversations. If I had to describe myself I'd even go as far as to call myself entertaining when needed but quiet otherwise. However, as much as I enjoy being alone, there are moments in wich I dread it. When noone responds. Everyone's busy and noone thinks about you. And you can't even blame them. I think that drags me down so much because throughout my life, I've never really had friends. A few here and there that vanished before I could notice. But I do have one friend that stuck around. Don't know what I'd do without him. I sometimes think that if I didn't have him as a friend I'd go insane. You probably know that feeling, when you have so many people around you, but noone seems to matter to you. That feeling took it's highlight a few weeks ago. I'm currently in an apprenticeship. Me and the other apprentices have a whatsapp group for information and casual talk. At the end of december one of them asked the group to go to the christmas market in the city. Meeting in seven hours, drink something, have some fun, etc. I replied with an 'ok'. Several hours pass and I drive down to the city and start waiting for the rest to show up. Ten minutes. Fifteen minutes. Twenty minutes. I send the group a message. ""Where are you?"". No response. Another thirty minutes pass and one after another says that they can't come. I'm asking the one, whose idea it was to come out in the first place ""you're coming though, right?"". No response. The last person of the group says he doesn't have time and guess who came out of hiding. The one with the idea. Letting me stand there for almost an hour before telling me that she won't come. Sounds like something that can happen, I know. But stuff like that happened to me all my life. I'm surprised if anyone shows up everytime. I've also never been invited anywhere. If someone asked me to go somewhere it was always after someone else was invited while I was in earshot. It was always a mercy invite. But back to the point. I've gotten used to that. I rarely, if ever go out outside of work. And that works just fine for me. But I sometimes feels that thorn in my chest. That damned feeling, or rather realization of being alone. If I wanted to talk to someone right now, I'd be fucked. If I wanted to do something, I'd have to do it alone. You get the point. I don't get it. I like myself and I like the company I can give myself. So why do I still feel this ache in my chest? If you've read thus far, thank you for your time. 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I live rural, where I live people just drink, I'm 29. I have very few friends, they're pretty busy often. I can't seem to meet women around here, so I have to resort to online dating, my last relationship was 4000 miles away, it worked for a few years. I know this sounds awful, but if someone attractive messages me I feel so much better, I get a lot of compliments, I'm dark haired, tattooed, into my survival stuff, I'm great for the zombie apocalypse. I just want to meet someone who I find attractive, it seems almost impossible. God it's so lonely. I go to bed with my chest aching, I wake with the same. I just want to meet someone. Why is it so hard? 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Apologies if this is too spammy for this subreddit, but I promise you I am genuine. &#x200B; I'm an extrovert to a fault. When I don't have access to people I feel suffocated. After about 10 years of living in cities, I find myself back in the sticks cut off from my friends. &#x200B; All hope is not lost however, I've been taking advantage of this newfound isolation and teaching myself to code. I'm attempting a career change into software in development so that, hopefully, I can make it back to one of the metro areas I've been establishing myself in. &#x200B; Anyway, the first entry into my portfolio is an Android app called Theo. I thought of it back in college when I found myself in similar bouts of loneliness, and wished I could reach out to someone in that moment whom I had a viable shot of meeting nearby. It's a location-based chat app that allows people to check in remotely to Google Maps locations, like a particular business or town, and chat there. I won't claim that it is the cure for anyone's loneliness, especially since it's worthless without users and may never get any, but I made it with lonely people in mind, so maybe someday it will connect someone. &#x200B; [For your consideration](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=app.meettheo.theo) &#x200B;",8.995189155107184,8.88937202459017,8.511147540983607,67.47193568726358,60.31147540983607,11.278184110970994,37.62168978562421,10.727762888450028,4.1870678436317785,1090,46,175,23,13,347,149,244,0.108,0.7929999999999999,0.099,-0.5081,1,3,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,0,4,11,11,1,0,12,0,16,0,0,4,2,31,30,12,0,5,6,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,0,4,2,2,0,5,5,0,2,9,1,21,6,36,17,1,27,0,3,0,0,9,17,0,5,11,124,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560065859641264,0.5113965187020878,0.057240467957879376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885565861292506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417132563335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594995632851225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904378212182984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720522264678785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256035445056873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693251850958767,0.0715974376807533,0.0,0.09229125563274686,0.0650317845856211,0.0,0.04397687347581285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720539222405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041122634060726734,0.0,0.0743262252146023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188467889215916,0.0,0.0,0.1592928929568649,0.05618607373358445,0.0,0.08456300575952158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499064817759046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491934040146091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057037744964113776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506470070650518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962870431091628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426388738255029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328755590798213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682389154023366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679469708342978,0.08113968541494462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113965187020878,0.054204596922917764 lonely,iceman22frost,2019/01/23,"Does anyone still believe the just be yourself advice? I'm 31 and have never been in a relationship or even had a date. I've never once had a girl show interest in me. The few times someone told me a girl was interested in me, they were just joking and thought it hilarious when I came back embarrassed and red faced. I've only ever told one person that I'm still a dateless virgin. But other people still try to give me advice when they find out I'm single. The main ones I get are, just be yourself and once you stop trying to find someone then you will somehow find one. I gave up a while ago on ever finding a girlfriend, which actually helped quite a bit but some days I still find myself thinking about how I will never find love and it's hard. /rant",4.659803921568631,5.285195666666667,5.493339869281048,82.92902941176472,69.45751633986927,7.688627450980393,26.41111111111111,7.554174236665415,1.318388758169934,599,17,120,6,10,196,95,153,0.067,0.883,0.05,-0.5191,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,1,16,5,0,1,11,0,11,3,1,1,5,30,23,13,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,1,0,3,10,2,14,4,9,9,5,26,0,0,1,2,15,6,0,3,19,85,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.10437666209389494,0.0,0.0,0.20903840832894155,0.09481279726357704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478829647109696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224495321771311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205062895183459,0.0,0.0,0.11677164569719355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233272733958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689797772922647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360063774036796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064548324461628,0.1935012766146915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5865521315871904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055881720277933256,0.10260492430659676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581435343953316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169243667443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965347725256712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474803778129647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781592226474245,0.21743478270153133,0.0813472227386165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415197930340668,0.0933925690419056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376417909249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483405555856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812522132174799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34167073289325195,0.0894226050757209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853507871806587,0.0,0.08491358570517991,0.06236871704654408,0.0,0.0,0.20440802602546146,0.0,0.14523642910060836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oaka23,2019/01/23,I miss having someone to hold And someone to hold on to me,-1.5138461538461527,0.4529333846153882,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.76923076923076,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.3081999999999998,46,2,10,0,2,16,9,13,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Uncreativitype,2019/01/23,"How tf do I make friends if i can’t talk to anyone new? It’s like a catch 22. In high school I was somewhat ok because I knew everyone and already had people I was friendly with and talked to at some point so I felt comfortable doing it again. Now that I’m in college with literally no one, I don’t know what to do. It’s seriously *impossible* for me to talk to anyone new, I’ve barely done it in my whole life. I don’t struggle as much if it’s structured, like I’m being forced to talk to them essentially. But left on my own I talk to no one. I have some snapchat friends but that’s about it, and I have no clue how to talk to people on my own. 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I have very little to no social interaction the most gratifying part of my day is when somone goes live and they even mention my comment i find myself giving them gifts (tik tok) just so they can say my name and a thanks and I feel happy it’s sick that somone saying my name and saying a simple thanks is my favorite part of my day.Its sad that i feel like an attention whore somone that needs it to even feel like a human being...idk I just feel like I’ll never find somone that gets me ,1.8400961538461544,3.91253974038462,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,79.48076923076924,5.6984615384615385,17.130769230769232,6.742157984588678,-0.2229469230769228,399,7,86,4,10,128,63,104,0.11,0.667,0.222,0.9023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,20,14,6,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,17,6,4,14,3,4,0,1,0,1,14,1,0,1,6,51,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399265436010766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891861660501235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31986991140059884,0.3389560165634049,0.0,0.0,0.28910001099812144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262900300044156,0.1517158483350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835800745366747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317983511305344,0.1585119823257617,0.13965299033017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345385601821049,0.1219782114744766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425310118085901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773115253067449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121821412370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121414015821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049371677348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ForwardTraveler,2019/01/23,"I just want someone to talk to I'm sick and tired of feeling alone all the time. I have major social anxiety so it's hard for me to even find a friend let alone a girlfriend. I'm the only person in my life that I know that has someone. I just want someone to talk to or spend time with because I'm so sick of feeling alone. It's been so long since I had a feeling of companionship. I just want someone to hold me, I just want to feel loved but being that I have social anxiety I feel like that's impossible for me. I've tried multiple dating sites and for long periods with not a single response from anyone. I just don't know what to do anymore.",1.7775304136253034,3.4531872335766463,3.590967153284673,89.65146289537714,78.12408759124088,6.318491484184915,23.82542579075426,7.1686216300943375,0.8413119221411196,509,17,111,6,12,171,71,137,0.121,0.752,0.127,-0.0872,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,9,5,0,0,1,26,24,7,0,4,8,0,6,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,14,3,18,20,3,8,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,7,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034469467644096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986651746555224,0.0,0.12877331716963036,0.0907920302823264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915351623001568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576270829398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32827268279468297,0.09276271129052052,0.0,0.0,0.11867779096917964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031945771336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631739308737354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272101319229086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277733850835008,0.09171476480726064,0.06343667754166643,0.0,0.0,0.22982098952860736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719197259474193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875448243592397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133773779681411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074107669390275,0.0,0.0,0.2647252962757179,0.44007571258264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873217439232356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514296411056258,0.149240006806831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881575787335618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063484614518226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PossibleEffort5,2019/01/23,"I talk to myself out loud to fill the silence There's literally no one to talk to, and even if I'm afraid of being considered (or becoming) a schizophrenic, it feels so much more comfortable to let it all out to no one in particular. Any social interaction I get is always politeness: 'how's it going?' how's your studies?', all the cliches that never go anywhere. Not a single real convo. I believe I'm starting to go bonkers. But really, who cares? I don't exist to them.",1.4853372434017589,4.029356634408603,4.201896383186707,79.99557184750732,84.80645161290323,7.252785923753668,24.58357771260997,8.296473431620573,2.112148387096775,369,15,68,9,11,130,67,93,0.049,0.8640000000000001,0.086,0.6457,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,2,3,14,13,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,2,7,2,12,11,5,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939638818642237,0.0,0.0,0.1585209039996883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574486115054239,0.0,0.26263201281076554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376683477899972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539651211126051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786601512440295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178890192853754,0.0,0.3974406172890829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383679271691236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713606292388156,0.0,0.1797866595897818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159189718878028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653270513851129,0.14933445494892905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762345612352598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499449095796528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747255089035632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yureadingname,2019/01/23,"The absurdity of it all There are over 7 *billion* people in the world and this subreddit is full of people experiencing terrible loneliness. There are people absolutely everywhere, in so many aspects of the world, yet here we are, alone. It's boggling my mind right now what a situation it is. How many variables are there taking part in this? How many things lining up such that one is so physically, socially, emotionally isolated? It's ridiculous! And the intensity and magnitude of the situation! I literally have no one to speak to. No other being to communicate with. It's such a feeling! My brain doesn't know how to process it. Is there even anything to process? I'm going to lose it at this rate. Even here, posting this, it feels like shouting into the void. Maybe a few upvotes and comments. A shred of interaction trickling back from the abyss. Maybe this will be a popular post - but even then, what is the result? A few morsels of acknowledgement from the world, glimpses of how it could be. Swiftly back into isolation. Thus the realisation that there is no true respite. No escape. Alas even within a community of lonely people, we are still lonely people. Together, individually. I think ""where is the answer if now here?"" I don't know. I'm really lost. I'm struggling to handle it all right now.",3.0983060344827567,6.078921287500003,4.550919540229888,77.17500000000003,81.95833333333334,7.643678160919541,26.60919540229885,8.53829466247534,2.5166824712643683,1039,44,181,26,29,344,129,240,0.168,0.779,0.053,-0.978,0,6,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,2,28,10,1,1,18,0,20,1,1,6,3,29,31,13,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,21,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,3,1,5,7,3,27,25,6,27,0,4,0,0,6,16,0,1,9,141,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791266181779273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016330817998782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993355567980905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378710555797391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986077129765836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389251212314819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262923085347081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489443678805914,0.08823111995591354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019004022014247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135748887241563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033770496696712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816913070651474,0.1348189573117445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756403227656657,0.2481522795987832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470360354635625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673787054858222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374255057300713,0.0,0.4281098273747445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365649494668963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791196793418902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094309429308367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776468304345706,0.0,0.12589654315901008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863027248364528,0.0,0.0,0.12911295886045274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285946690129844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205041880808504,0.0791362307378294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GaiaShmaia,2019/01/23,"Quarter life crisis I (21F) literally have no friends. The only people I talk to everyday are my mum and dad after a serious period of depression which I thought, until recently, was over. I don’t really have contact with friends from school after we kinda went out separate ways and since our other friend died in a car accident a couple years ago. We still update each other infrequently if anything exciting happens but that’s the extent of the friendship (with me anyway). I was attending university and couldn’t make friends to save my life, that, coupled with my friend passing drove me over the edge and I left. I started working full time until I couldn’t take the pressure anymore and left my job too. I found work in my hometown but then didn’t pass training. I then got another job until I could find something better and I now have a ‘better’ job that I don’t enjoy at all. I’m only sticking it out until I get my life together in the next few years. Even with these different jobs I’ve never found anyone who wants to talk to me outside work. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or how I can better myself to be more likeable. After being bullied in school I became a horrible, negative person but tried to better myself and while I’m still negative within myself, I’m not nasty to others (I’d go as far to say I’m a very welcoming person, I try to make others feel comfortable, have a laugh etc). I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. As I type this it’s making me emotional. I got with my first boyfriend just over a year ago who ended up sexually assaulting me numerous times so I’ve became (publicly) quite a hardened feminist. I’m not sure if my outspoken views on social media put people off but I feel so strongly about it, it’s the only part of my identity I’m sure of and don’t want to have to change to make friends. I’ve never really written anything on reddit before but I feel since I have no one to talk to, I was putting everything online and further alienating myself - even though I think it’s good to talk about how your 20s can bring loneliness for a lot of people. Maybe I’m alone because I don’t know who I am? Maybe I’m alone because I don’t have hobbies? Maybe I’m alone because I’m a bad person? Maybe I’m alone because it’s what I deserve. Whatever the reason, I know I can’t live the rest of my life as I have done and continue to do. It’s not healthy ",3.694308999081727,4.971212861570248,5.1834986225895365,81.84550045913684,72.24380165289256,8.18769513314968,27.700642791551882,8.680891452615391,2.0882003673094585,1891,69,369,34,36,637,224,484,0.15,0.6990000000000001,0.152,0.6302,5,4,1,0,0,0,42.0,3,1,0,10,15,27,1,1,20,0,32,4,0,7,5,65,72,33,1,7,12,2,3,0,6,0,4,1,0,3,23,21,0,0,13,0,0,10,20,7,0,3,13,5,57,20,57,54,10,62,0,1,1,0,27,20,0,5,31,244,80,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593623456916564,0.0,0.0,0.270915166424392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685716443117955,0.0,0.0,0.06485359152885709,0.045725227674683816,0.0,0.10762790359745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460152404985128,0.15945507726238325,0.0,0.05564574814204105,0.0,0.0,0.23134384041185085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917851752051371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221204177940077,0.14471513820660026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324030313841776,0.0,0.06786897770531088,0.06832314389189091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669210917881544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355980597246949,0.057919955730991686,0.0,0.07293195083383766,0.08638466064798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877219641400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919599625753538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597692219803858,0.055624373527229265,0.0,0.14340298879139718,0.3031409274501432,0.0,0.034165832130552534,0.0,0.037165097960868136,0.05484965136852856,0.10460362005958884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057827979484189065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595750806260768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375602796602285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421022358065727,0.0,0.1847597631158344,0.0,0.0,0.057744380918220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559591068376833,0.0,0.0,0.17460486037619682,0.0,0.2627895283027608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087225902507224,0.0,0.06954759912929102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431288232941303,0.1492059769751792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708156738191435,0.0,0.13600855867149214,0.17129938843633585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147870334560832,0.0,0.06955490679264488,0.0,0.0,0.08378654932099587,0.06723625036441902,0.06456899984576138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200418644965814,0.0,0.13236508220666734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818971131556436,0.0,0.0,0.0666612719520362,0.0,0.050343740912752094,0.0,0.0,0.04628643489899887,0.0,0.10444797373715924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326674170565435,0.0,0.04916838875083559,0.21024590302566906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190203850006178,0.06424958545973253,0.05191578391605234,0.07626390548508592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879689872131119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395716103885416,0.07714252618933043,0.0519069658136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062118799064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282352715045302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299684203283627,0.0,0.12633539036315788 lonely,ja13aaz,2019/01/23,"Afraid of the Internet It's true. I don't have any social media, except for a reddit account. I'll likely delete this post due to some strange anxiety that lives in my brain about these sorts of things. I moved with my husband and my two year old to a very small town last year. I work from home and have pretty limited social interaction. The library and doctor's office have become exciting at this point. My son goes to daycare each day, so he's not around either. Recently my husband has been having some... issues? He lies, basically. And drinks too much. His job is very social and he's constantly meeting new people and the like. I've decided to leave him emotionally, until I can figure out my next step. I don't really have any friends where we used to live, so I guess I'm just isolated as a whole. I have no one to talk to after deciding to ice-out my husband. So I made a post. Not sure what I'm expecting. Does that sound apathetic? I don't mean to sound apathetic. &#x200B;",2.18984693877551,4.5494935969387775,3.824857142857145,85.09514285714287,79.86734693877553,7.185306122448982,22.555102040816326,8.238735603445708,1.428202857142857,779,25,154,16,20,259,128,196,0.108,0.8140000000000001,0.079,-0.1427,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,7,0,13,3,1,2,2,30,19,11,0,1,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,8,11,1,1,4,1,1,2,6,1,0,2,2,2,19,6,23,17,6,24,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,4,14,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962514351534944,0.15658504617002691,0.1752652000980838,0.0,0.09858135099702074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471714619882775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423212373636246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385592715541212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925725480404624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310724632147364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189875950031713,0.11277060555845105,0.0,0.0,0.12623861332688344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449557489488736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995607578411264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195929521919046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292620741018573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450155078268886,0.1278786006949891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050421517035689,0.0,0.13644939890310714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259138323697339,0.0,0.22758026269733395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219351524992402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037173276265238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696307159024387,0.09473058194436497,0.0,0.0,0.12445859313771593,0.13704935985224662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522211087894515,0.0,0.08732224019932024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933874609485143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181905154796155,0.0,0.24683404355565594,0.1311020044985091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255420095325028,0.0,0.12723861363942404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940848323597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214537112232042,0.0,0.0,0.10357678331806704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561216146125973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588235300483025,0.0,0.0,0.11129796090094177,0.0,0.21265419575656105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438731394029656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381523451979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658504617002691,0.1659696341567631 lonely,NuclearXplosion94,2019/01/23,"Talking to my coworker He was talking about how he misses a couple things about being single but is happy who he's with. Then went on to say he has sex every day versus once a week when he was single I'm like ""Shit I'm happy with once a year"" and he said he'd be going crazy. It made me think, some are really more fortunate. I don't meet a whole hell of a lot of women but I do socialize. There's a theory that the people having sex are having a lot of it and the ones that aren't...well...aren't. Shit I've always gone months or years without being single. Once or twice a year is good to me. I also just want a relationship. Consistent sex is the best, with someone you give a shit about. Thoughts? ",0.08353741496598488,2.3357123537414988,2.3650680272108846,92.65195578231295,88.72789115646259,5.171428571428573,14.969387755102039,6.691623216298621,-0.3306897959183672,544,10,118,7,18,184,89,147,0.116,0.677,0.206,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,4,0,13,0,16,6,3,2,0,20,28,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,7,2,8,5,14,17,9,12,1,1,0,3,18,1,4,5,9,79,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877894098166653,0.11318348616742498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274957985110004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505087952544948,0.0,0.08772470872824947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460671599421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048733197185378,0.07730599837620067,0.11409110408091047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896017449700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645482047838279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312867511108477,0.0,0.12870990449320974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857365525386374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345857483633792,0.0921738888730849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430243241368064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714093600098051,0.0,0.0,0.14603967237059767,0.0,0.0,0.12939068369134432,0.10817233839840522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188823440101389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386600995026465,0.11525332666329895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866307812532335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036879767058684,0.08715916539910575,0.0,0.10798845495683383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023092002350653,0.0,0.109110847107146,0.0,0.12230258341234995,0.1260963031848435,0.0,0.15186677223214476,0.0,0.13112300199349894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278643184404576 lonely,Innsmouth21,2019/01/23,"Unbearably lonely I have Anxiety and a few other things wrong with me that make it difficult for me to be outside my house, so i can't make friend irl and i haven't talked to anyone apart from parents in months. I'm looking for anybody who wants to talk on here, i can talk about anything i don't care about age or gender i just want some one to talk to who is in a similar position or has experienced this so i don't just come across as needlessly depressing. I'm into music, films/tv/ Games and reading so i can talk about any of that for days but i would like to learn about stuff i don't know much about so if this sounds interesting or you need someone to talk then please message i'm always up for conversation &#x200B;",4.4174496644295305,5.1804072885906045,5.1095906040268435,84.96787583892619,70.0738255033557,8.644563758389262,27.651677852349,8.841846274778883,1.8694343624161072,582,19,123,10,10,188,95,149,0.08900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.078,0.3485,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,24,14,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,0,3,14,4,26,22,3,12,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,5,5,84,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841952471595282,0.15420090478082854,0.17293128720696047,0.09678075077053164,0.0,0.10887246476911164,0.0,0.0,0.09951167470965626,0.0,0.11711514055950495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451021319784612,0.0,0.0,0.12259388722348273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178298588610301,0.0,0.12257781684116235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995411394566572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421523702417795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782139522316005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695291205688182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951081998775245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899960148049847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359643608094362,0.0,0.10461970586715742,0.10552659078076464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643799180585087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580266934335087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156221830231202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235596973817038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058511915078632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629194386689709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863362844176254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454939436547367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678850464572754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109823789072776,0.15560179743794028,0.17293128720696047,0.0 lonely,ZoidbergZero,2019/01/23,"Our Society I just ask myself why do we have to be lying hypocrites if you want to achieve something in this World. :( Shure you will say: ""You dont have to be Lying or be a Hypocrite"". But i mean look at it: Say you come late for Work because you forgot to set your Clock. Now you have 2 Options: Eather you are Honest and tell your boss that you forgot to Set your Clock , Or you lie about it and just say that a train came Late or smth. So now eather the Boss fires you straight away or you can continue to work there. I mean isnt this so twisted? Or social Interactions: If you have a shitty day/week/life can you talk about it with your Friends? Hell nah. Shure theres some that Listen to you for sometime but you are always gona be the Depressed Negative Guy. You could just say ""Im Fine"" and your ""Social Status"" got so much better just now! Our Society is so fucked :( ",1.115165582495564,3.3381909719101124,2.051324659964518,97.04178296865759,83.10112359550561,4.870963926670608,18.357185097575396,6.05967700443912,-0.3732067415730338,675,16,151,5,19,211,96,178,0.174,0.759,0.067,-0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,21,0,4,15,7,2,0,5,0,18,1,0,2,0,30,30,16,0,4,13,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,7,28,4,15,20,2,17,1,1,1,1,37,5,2,9,8,102,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359592804206755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886344276081133,0.0,0.13955680680526344,0.0,0.0,0.09054768862309563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137022907093798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169888468591028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279527620129834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859590255976228,0.0,0.0,0.0957950417912519,0.0,0.12793598915545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408601133564786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476047372893268,0.1373214462559367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879980469256195,0.0,0.0,0.1470764644661732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604470652725415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351157872792002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247349264649165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323603935914172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919288579442783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724950964332236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028325820444186,0.0,0.11435219133947434,0.1469083709003364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938961673903935,0.12982919281252606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761185358176524,0.0,0.11914862197931768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340328891709644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162755886945522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheSnowite,2019/01/23,"Internally alone? I have friends. People message me to see how 8 am. There's be people who cared if I died. That's more than alot can say. But it's useless for me, I still feel cripplingly fucking lonely. I have adhd and was diagnosed super late. Its left me with heavily bad social anxiety which no one ever managed to realised until I was in hospital for suicide attempt. Apparently acting like a complete idiot all the time to make people laugh is a good disguise. I used to fucking bark at people, act like a dog, a ton of weird shit just to control how people saw me. It's like, atleast this way I'm a weirdo. That's how I choose to be. That was in school, now I'm out. I still have friends and t y care about me but it's just never enough. Alot of my friends I just have too kuc anxiety to be with them in a group. Last time I tried i went home and cried about all my 'fuckups' that likely o my exist within my mind. 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I don't really expect a reply, i dunno, but something has got to change.",5.6286144578313255,3.6007270120481962,6.7193674698795185,83.84603915662652,68.03614457831326,9.263855421686749,24.364457831325307,7.1686216300943375,0.8110265060240964,294,3,69,2,4,100,63,83,0.105,0.872,0.023,-0.466,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,4,6,1,10,8,1,19,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,14,47,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416717602850768,0.0,0.0,0.2151772538114808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978309474922494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401965066540823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722387192270225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504996746400244,0.14842416554405516,0.19948269188286735,0.0,0.0,0.17672100234984225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854630294886927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661650766934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861126283079818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239727759417755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061702699933598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150130152536113,0.20823063367309413,0.0,0.18386153294108395,0.0,0.0,0.22679516307300496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065641640385945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078391334027415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897715930127635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309671678542714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521951391098125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994420776329554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422936739025122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491063981233126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379097088501307 lonely,SadnessSideAccount21,2019/01/23,"It's starting to really get to me how lonely I really am. I am 20 in a few months, starting my 2nd year of university in a few weeks, yet there are days I have absolutely nothing to do and no one to speak to, i just sleep. I was in a long term relationship between 2016 and November 2018, and have been single since then. It had valid reasons for ending, my problem now is that I spent so much time as a teenager with my partner that I didn't make a lot of friends in first year. On top of this I have bipolar 2, so there are days I feel completely awful but I have no one I can really turn to and say 'hey could we hang out'. I have some friends, but I am no ones first choice. I don't have a dedicated friend group, I'm just friends with a handful of different individuals who all have their own groups. My closest excuse for a friend group is my oldest friend, 2 other guys, and me. But 2 of them go to different universities and one is more social. I don't really know why I am writing this, its just a venting platform I guess, I just wish I could make plans more, be busier, not have to make up stories when people ask me if I did anything interesting this weekend. 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This goes way back, back to my middle school days (over 10 years ago). I really should be over it by now, but instead of dealing with it, I've just pushed it down. Over and over again, just like any healthy person does /s I was with my so-called 'friends' after school. I'd gone off to the bathroom, and as I was coming back I overheard those words. ""Things would be so much better if \[my name\] wasn't here."" I don't remember what my other friend said, but it was something about me doing all the work when we had group assignments. I think that day a part of me died. These people had been my 'friends' for years, or at least I thought they were. They'd just been using me, and I'd been too blind to see it. I started spending more and more time alone. I found a kind of safety in indifference. If I didn't let anyone near me, then no one could hurt me. The rest of school, it was easy. I would sit in the back of the classroom and throw myself into my schoolwork, and at recess and lunch I would escape into whatever book I was reading. A fake world was less painful than the real world. To be honest, it still is. At university it was even easier. I would just go to class, and then go home. I didn't even know most of my classmates' names. And until now, it was easy at work too. I'd just show up, do my work and go home. I was working on my own most of the time, so it was easier still. But now that I'm here, in my new job (\~1 year), I don't know what's changed. I guess being around the same people day after day, it's getting harder to maintain that wall of indifference. Or maybe I've been lonely for so long that I just can't keep it contained any more. I want to have friends, but the thought of letting my guard down scares me. Either way, my social skills have atrophied past the point of no return, so I guess it's pointless to even care about any of this. Nothing will ever change. I just have to put one foot in front of the other, just like I've always done. I just need to vent, that's all.",2.0117702020202017,3.413597565909093,3.041666666666668,95.02444444444444,76.75,5.9797979797979774,20.176767676767675,6.42735559955562,-0.08123989898989903,1619,35,378,12,36,517,206,440,0.087,0.785,0.128,0.9622,1,3,1,0,0,0,70.0,1,0,2,6,38,17,0,1,14,0,45,4,1,1,3,70,73,28,1,10,19,0,2,4,4,6,2,1,2,1,28,17,1,3,9,3,1,10,9,5,0,2,26,5,49,12,55,33,15,72,0,2,2,0,14,27,0,9,36,265,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302339729006176,0.0,0.0,0.08531908036874045,0.0,0.0,0.13709069851649344,0.0,0.0,0.1680602175769688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760082650734985,0.0,0.0,0.07333415699634836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337532768803883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285691669986417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399017255336065,0.0,0.17429064822091456,0.07096161580462496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577237365610474,0.0,0.0,0.21250876791199047,0.08492841561964126,0.0,0.0,0.08549567511938777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208981016894606,0.08430160753264243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323028131040462,0.07451589345627782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330589277477418,0.11770215563593946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032355986039188,0.2545810975298195,0.0,0.0430392645178842,0.0,0.18726995740759256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814979815598212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526431400986305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818767968973645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174775690101244,0.07322162286943955,0.0,0.08578432833013151,0.09054592450767793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847479708835006,0.0,0.16098351566399607,0.0,0.0,0.07290220796043631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276008014333136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605575330179761,0.06108246962187944,0.0,0.07956148066032669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790442057599508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116433433752073,0.0,0.08765632501856019,0.0,0.0,0.08920767701099845,0.07863941377745322,0.11422148909843935,0.07192955877177228,0.0,0.0,0.07787412559828615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281294993982849,0.0,0.0,0.08240059811171298,0.09376454641995843,0.0527736518385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933185612959744,0.0,0.07836063285121822,0.0,0.08247505468928648,0.2501137290139278,0.06564484382661115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397430818249182,0.0,0.06341884411549747,0.0,0.0,0.05830778854135936,0.0,0.13157484216550586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472848564865102,0.05278469179241856,0.0,0.13079834543928368,0.09607090466279973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114840639372973,0.0,0.0,0.04858885885690715,0.13077612882015496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398895497278068,0.0,0.0,0.2340767383498779,0.0,0.0,0.1591467833428758 lonely,vtslmr,2019/01/23,"Is it just me or am I the only one who’s having a hard time trying to meet people. As the head lines says, I always read a lot of peoples posts and I reply most of the time literally all the time they ignore me I’m not sure if it’s because they look into my profile and decides not to talk to me ? Or do I have to be a girl just to get attention or something. I’m on multiple subs but still I couldn’t and I can’t find anyone who’s willing to be a friend. I’m just a guy who’s trying to get his way back again. 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I'm a 20 M averagely good looking guy (just for the record) Tbh I would love to talk to any girl. Sad ones or people who got really fucked up problems.. I'm UP! I really just wanna have a good time talking to someone man its been days i haven't talk to anyone i mean i'm a very good listener so i love to listen to people's problems and about their day to day life and shit you feelin me? so yeahhh.... Anyone who wants to talk i'm ready.",-0.7910407239819008,1.2959746470588236,2.0464705882352945,94.36527149321267,91.74509803921568,4.707088989441932,15.689291101055806,6.297961479604792,-0.44792699849170425,362,8,83,4,13,126,61,102,0.128,0.691,0.181,0.7003,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,5,12,3,0,4,0,4,6,1,0,0,11,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,3,9,5,14,16,0,6,0,2,1,4,16,2,3,1,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554093431562197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964737471321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271821580924516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25976941268330794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35351983187274844,0.11236611735926988,0.0,0.0,0.13911143465059267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923527127320317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797981841997293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536031622808097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303946809910088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520256628819987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480210030768225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688681209254912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180008478268114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421536876345792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904035519979302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5646199385888839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192334977634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592250222718994,0.08286717176941767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980311197052813,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheTurtlePrinceGod,2019/01/23,"Never have had a girlfriend I’m 21 never have had a girlfriend or even been on a date. I’ve never even gone on a date with a girl. It wears on a man, going 21 years of your life and never having someone love you who’s not family. I try so hard to be positive, and get out of my comfort zone, but it hurts so much to see others, who have less good qualities about them than I do get girls. 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I’m not a lonely person overall but from time to time like once or twice a year I get continuous days of loneliness .. that gets filled with horniness? I don’t know if you get that too and what do you do? 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Not sure exactly what friendship is anymore because even the ""best"" ones slowly fade to nothing. Scared of letting people too close, I want to disconnect and not contact them but.... I'm too needy and lonely to completely cut my ""friends"" off. Too many ups and downs lately with emotions and I don't understand it. 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I don’t know if this belongs here but I have no one to talk to,0.08531250000000057,2.366481906250001,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.3125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.0416625000000006,119,5,26,2,4,40,23,32,0.191,0.7490000000000001,0.06,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031372149254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365586140306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939586993927325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233797734342516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915154430915614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29903274555603665,0.27169939648888985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673365142385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymous-seeker,2019/01/23,"Imaginary cuddling It’s gotten to the point where I snuggle pillows every night and daydream about someone holding me and telling me everything is going to be okay. I even had a real dream about it..this can’t be healthy. I guess better coping mechanism than alcohol or drugs? On top of that, I feel so socially deprived. I lost an amazing loved one and nothing compares to the way we used to talk. He didn’t even have to touch me, his words were enough to drive me wild when he wanted and soothe me when I was upset. I miss him so much. Everyone else sounds like a distant mosquito buzzing in an empty room. He was the only one I had meaningful conversations with. Every conversation now feels shallow. It’s almost more fulfilling to sit in silence and imagine a better conversation in my head. I’ve been all kinds of distraught lately. I get lost easily, I’m never fully in the present, I can’t focus, I’m not hungry anymore, and I cry around once a day. This has been going on for around 3 months, with a few 1-2 week breaks in between. I’m yearning so much for skin-to-skin contact and real conversations, but another part of me thinks seeking this from someone else would be selfish because I know I’d end up mentally comparing them to the guy I lost.",4.4922357723577235,5.864400906504066,5.425365853658537,80.50723577235775,70.42276422764228,8.23089430894309,31.14634146341464,8.680891452615391,2.5419365853658533,997,43,186,17,18,327,156,246,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,-0.4675,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,6,13,16,0,2,12,1,17,5,1,1,2,33,36,14,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,2,1,5,12,1,1,6,1,0,3,5,9,0,2,12,4,24,7,30,20,7,31,0,6,0,2,17,14,0,3,12,117,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710190779267946,0.11909300216701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471034553604354,0.0,0.0,0.11794837195446885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174900579450015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249971173378895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103709963859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064098028397664,0.07670116179664213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379231112731648,0.0,0.19870448933057194,0.0,0.10533825993438813,0.12288832549828695,0.0,0.15710664351927142,0.0,0.20041031526670453,0.11364441646631193,0.10688821882957514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027096713445574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062136948490744165,0.0,0.135183347434575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310167687306829,0.11776116473836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220583223599048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238491514776588,0.06536179823475498,0.0,0.13416023282667608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058104062259916475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38948427490309184,0.0,0.10734057860351864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198552653704534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493021543424876,0.0,0.17485709163551946,0.0,0.09172752384949083,0.0,0.0,0.11160942276608804,0.0,0.11411825450123415,0.0,0.0,0.12665846860771712,0.16118250983952334,0.09045298111859502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879153241821822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242897817298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707408156909353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123597650961628,0.20154102952652445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955928630449891,0.10395162147891444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620668502925793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271887572448343,0.0,0.0,0.07014904770877574,0.09440251444050893,0.09539990339163007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448572714157279,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NiceIceX,2019/01/24,"I want to touch another person so bad I think about this every day and it consumes my mind. I haven’t touched or been touched by another human in over a year. I want to hold someone in a tight hug or fall asleep in someone’s arms or lay under a blanket with them and watch a movie. And I want to go for walks while holding someone’s hand. I crave human contact so much I cry every night. I can’t handle this. The worst part? I’ll never get a girlfriend. I’m a stone butch lesbian and how will I find a stone femme or pillow princess? Who doesn’t want or have kids? And won’t mind the fact that I’m disabled and can’t work? I’ll never find someone to cuddle and hug and hold hands with. :(",0.7079591836734735,2.699540476190481,2.119074829931975,97.32473469387756,83.01360544217688,4.464217687074831,20.6843537414966,5.2151,-0.29759646258503425,538,16,123,2,15,173,84,147,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.104,-0.7375,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,9,0,8,8,4,1,3,32,17,17,0,4,5,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,10,0,4,3,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,7,11,2,14,14,3,14,0,0,1,4,8,5,0,5,6,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32469867680705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927386231268614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006990579912798,0.09985043998509048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608964152327508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830176742236856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089058236929247,0.0,0.08799160536699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126617462157757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381546984001654,0.0,0.238823856133963,0.0,0.0,0.1452944089585322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676622736485867,0.0,0.0,0.13518873902218212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247367836911326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992067245363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652832950211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271571203154693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970334554590646 lonely,urikaan,2019/01/24,Loneliness I hate feeling disconnected from people. I hate that none of my friends check up on me. I hate that I go days without talking to anyone. I just wish I had friends who understood this. I wish I wasn't lonely... ,1.7100000000000009,4.278218604651165,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,83.88372093023256,6.2306976744186064,27.20465116279069,7.554174236665415,1.7403618604651163,172,8,34,3,5,56,31,43,0.373,0.491,0.136,-0.9203,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,10,2,6,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,24,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563930132287629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424656973909594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309264450482087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456087991089303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711498559164935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624739187182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506238311790413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797748855791456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144115178797278,0.2156067945468605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pananab,2019/01/24,"How do you get over neediness? I've had several best friends throughout my life (I'm 26 now) and it always seems like they all leave me for better people. Because this kept happening to me, I've become kind of closed off towards people in general. Things finally started to change a bit last year. I made a few friends at work, but I feel like the same thing is starting to happen again. They talk/hang with each other more than with me and it just makes me feel like it was a mistake to even try to make new friends. The only person I connect with is my ex but lately he hasn't been texting me much. I've been anxious and irritable for the past couple of weeks and the fact that I can't even talk to him is driving me to desperation at this point. I even considered texting a few people that aren't good for me including a guy I know for sure only wants to get in my pants just because I need someone to talk to...I'm usually not like this but I think my anxiety is getting the best of me...any advice? Note: I've tried to distract myself but I feel empty and disinterested in my usual hobbies :/",3.745117713004487,4.804734484304934,4.873427690582961,84.9467334641256,71.86995515695068,7.727466367713005,27.83884529147982,8.07648339933343,1.689475560538117,862,31,178,12,16,284,129,223,0.117,0.743,0.139,0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,4,8,15,0,1,10,0,12,1,0,4,3,36,32,10,0,3,7,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,3,26,13,29,26,10,24,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,17,115,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757424475548644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915999277193636,0.0,0.0,0.07486189288861572,0.0,0.0842150813170433,0.12436524368762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421415841803416,0.12158074987308795,0.0,0.0,0.23105581280626095,0.09736164999933004,0.12018481861920755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645582779838302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180747592494727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181312391204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669875601920936,0.1572901599501036,0.0,0.12059324870641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551552773251294,0.0,0.17254533946918882,0.0,0.0,0.0923344671657727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900192043329757,0.1946964306872339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463707398863128,0.060500093951949614,0.08973434892062493,0.1241812023206152,0.11656461499126873,0.0,0.0,0.07775662130627235,0.2151287951466229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416553109968968,0.14696580876210205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092548520558038,0.08162697926017534,0.0,0.10632123049332436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674499173432797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508903515494454,0.22895820632549374,0.09612238402282797,0.0,0.0,0.10406634955111048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021767508708658,0.0,0.12436524368762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327505936827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583812100051056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375425030671316,0.0,0.0,0.2654475864289709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627178601773716,0.07053832251489645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948161245943226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424871793776485,0.0,0.0649312609450828,0.0,0.08830392177202269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014353144846695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089143177340987 lonely,Valariuss,2019/01/24,"Feeling like I'm easily forgettem I just found out another what I thought was a close friend forgot about me. I've always been a little socially anxious so I didn't have many friends to begin with, but it seems that when I did manage to make a friend they'd forget about me or just ignore me after a month or two. It feels horrible to be constantly reminded that absolutely nobody truly cares about me. I don't know what there is to do now, everything feels pointless now.",5.514516129032259,6.252312655913979,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,67.60215053763442,10.070967741935485,29.478494623655912,10.125756701596842,2.9057397849462365,379,13,71,9,6,125,65,93,0.135,0.6679999999999999,0.197,0.7411,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,22,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,10,5,10,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511830176313078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068405001682465,0.0,0.2377581600245142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145764306623222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274308331554267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914649726134986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192423693389698,0.150351568938469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307568432157245,0.4877990623308296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566246800799206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281937498314543,0.21093467063831006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048265914856095,0.2133718500252184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798593830328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915934816200721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453590068158454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670805122055671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205587338797822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sweetheart_baby1763,2019/01/24,Need New People To Talk To F19 Selling Nudes on Kik (Sweetheart_baby1763),8.120000000000001,11.132844333333335,3.84,88.905,64.0,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.8405666666666662,60,2,9,0,1,15,11,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590352997179381,0.0,0.5979052311898364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291877506517068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975879850028731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xcenicientax,2019/01/24,I'm depressed and can't afford any real treatment. I've been calling local psychologist and getting pricing but it's too expensive and I don't have any insurance. I've been depressed since I got pregnant/ gave birth to my daughter 2 years ago. I want to quit my job but that would be financially irresponsible. It's hard to go a interviews while also having a full time job. I have No friends and haven't have one for over 10 years. I just want to cry all day and I feel that I'm just going to lose it soon.,1.5098701298701298,3.77900147619048,3.4165367965368,87.56922077922079,81.85714285714286,6.484848484848484,23.831168831168828,7.686295010490155,1.216714285714286,405,15,85,7,11,136,67,105,0.212,0.722,0.066,-0.9477,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,15,21,9,0,3,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,3,0,1,4,2,8,1,7,15,2,13,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580646621652135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586034259439933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697406955419544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025158234111022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785481388660735,0.12790563337608013,0.0,0.3416405153866301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028097272419506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532282966254585,0.0,0.10361858369025953,0.0,0.2254295928575488,0.0,0.1586216152738752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766360003277906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936213541204333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187913543688692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439269058811734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094703337012846,0.0,0.22574153181354856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405958756602254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564708628866956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395886497022075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088705031524873,0.0,0.0,0.2554344189903929 lonely,pewdspai,2019/01/24,"Feels Do you ever get that feeling? That feeling when you need someone to hug you as tight as they could and just say “Its Ok, I’m here for YOU”. Eventually that “someone” becomes your pillow as you cry yourself to sleep. But I never let myself cry. You know why? Because no one in this entire World will care for you as much as you can. Just rest your hand on your heart and let this idiot know that everything is well. People like us have hearts that are the easiest to fool, and the easiest to break. Love is painful people, we are the lucky ones! 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I never at all used to feel this way, but since I have become interested in a relationship, I have noticed a degree of loneliness. Whenever I am out and see young couples (my age, 23, or even younger) I start to feel a bit of envy. Either, if they are 18 I start thinking I missed out or if they are 20s I feel I will be too inexperienced to even date now or girls won't like me if they got to know me. Envy does us harm, so I am trying to prevent it from getting to me deeply. I know why I am not in a relationship and feeling quite lonely and that is my lack of socialisation and meeting new people. So, I am working on that. I see many pretty girls with nerdy guys too (I don't want to sound conceited here but I am a bit nerdy, but would consider myself the handsome type). I just think, ""how did they manage to get that girl?"". And the answer to that is probably the fact that they just go out more often than me. I also see posts about couples talking about their sexual activities on /r/sex or success stories on /r/dating and it just seems like they get it so easy, and I'm here with no female friends even in my social circle. 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I get a lot of compliments from other girls and they are generally nice to me but I’ve never gone past casual acquaintance. Like I’m aware that I’m kinda weird and nerdy as well I’m really into science and history and no one seems to care about any of my interests and I don’t understand small talk. I think I get along with males better but I just get disappointed bc they always just wanna hook up (if they’re more bold) or they just act really weird around me like they’re nervous or something. I have no friends and it fucking sucks. Wtf am I doing wrong.,1.850943396226416,3.854921515723273,3.609408805031446,88.06467924528305,79.12578616352201,7.258867924528303,20.033962264150947,8.238735603445708,0.8871313207547171,607,15,131,12,15,203,97,159,0.17800000000000002,0.613,0.209,0.3673,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,7,22,2,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,2,37,26,17,0,3,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,14,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,7,1,2,1,1,18,15,15,25,3,11,0,1,0,1,9,4,2,9,10,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325240038354333,0.0,0.0,0.10830792149415062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178257472199104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408598892945171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238467044153446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519522554788242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053084981743044,0.11378132210085255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305031162056401,0.14724099862023718,0.24963337634563565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752970534536081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38905228943614695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354042331138254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708054338891725,0.0,0.2456750992611544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712531365215666,0.0,0.2158486757418706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203963632595552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203314295141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040627326098542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349756999255263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261253654331307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801384541770774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205271069807907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580394161763282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141304678004453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320135014436805,0.0,0.1437148893167529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413490933972622,0.0,0.10256357848907698 lonely,sweetnsouryoshi,2019/01/24,"Lonely? Hear my offer. My name is Yoshi. I am 18 years old and I am am from China. I am starting university very soon. I will study business English. I want to find a good group of friends can practice my English with. I also have friends same me want to practice there English. My friend have idea to find foreigners that want friends too. I’m sorry if this is not the correct place for this message I’m sorry about my bad English Have good day",0.8008052434456907,3.3329093707865174,1.886769662921349,94.74528558052437,90.12359550561796,3.8655430711610492,24.27059925093633,5.46131890053228,0.3772014981273415,350,15,71,2,12,110,57,89,0.08800000000000001,0.685,0.227,0.9118,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,1,13,18,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,8,17,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415102075279741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774936323735874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412081810538947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32346586079655043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468574950526864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968415700665151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944024082583064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975974964190574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568366300756145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848794732393338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961714725087947,0.1252490915200593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460057447903423,0.3131165106102717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395270129247467 lonely,badbicth06,2019/01/24,"Leaving this sub! I used to follow this sub so I wouldn’t feel so lonely about being lonely. Had no friends and just felt completely disconnected. Felt like I was the scum of the earth for no reason and like there was a huge “do not disturb” sign on my forehead & that’s why I had no friends and no one interacted with me. That went on for almost 2 years. Had to delete all social media because it made me so fucking sad to see people happy, with others. Today I have a friend group that I hang out with multiple times a week, a few best friends that I talk to daily and I’m moving out of my parents house next month to live with some friends. I thought I would be lonely forever. thought I would never have friends ever again. Maybe at some point I’ll be lonely again. But for now that’s not the case. I saw someone else post something similar to this and thought I would too. Thanks:)",2.5038058659217874,4.449808664804472,3.2099965083798923,91.97465956703913,76.87709497206706,5.815782122905028,23.47800279329609,6.6274283507984215,0.5528125698324019,697,22,147,6,16,219,107,179,0.128,0.685,0.18600000000000005,0.9107,1,8,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,18,1,1,7,0,15,2,1,3,3,35,30,9,0,4,4,1,3,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,8,7,0,1,13,5,16,11,21,10,5,23,0,5,2,1,11,7,1,3,13,98,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168451320550293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166663846772986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407733426262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752751930434628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741118468169693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151418897825304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992160450035487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061444055579301576,0.0,0.2333561047767049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633153160612375,0.11234308495792793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936007293600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021751866428198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867190838403272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873685947466585,0.0,0.10730419828598683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498496070559105,0.0,0.0,0.12208295943295208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969959346344363,0.12915630219939553,0.0,0.0,0.09372355120848057,0.0,0.12923767210965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234495264280403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493334259052567,0.0,0.0,0.0842465195528195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487547740199047,0.0,0.1163823647951976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494258015039705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683553703654074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387411952113045,0.10296332119698863,0.09355186896904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767300172043226,0.0,0.11187909319142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28941941101022506,0.07085916504867386,0.0,0.11518654916095875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495407926673928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747584318836024,0.0,0.0,0.11265006002389233,0.10965270659344817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589725103818837,0.0,0.0,0.07825475865934413 lonely,FcukYouMrLahey,2019/01/24,"Lonely at university University is not going how I expected at all. I am a mature student (25) so most of the people in my classes are around 18-20. I was so excited to go, I had a vision in my head that it’s a fresh start and I can meet new people and get a whole new friendship group with like minded people. It’ll be ok because there’ll be people my age there, i can join a mature student society and it’ll be so much fun and life changing. The reality is far from that. There is barely anyone my age there and all the other students have big friendship groups and spend all their time together. There is one person who I hang around with while I’m there but aside from that she’s clearly not interested in spending time with me and I do not want to be the clingy friend that asks her to hang out all the time. My housemates aren’t really that friendly/sociable either. Well two of them were already really good friends so they just hang out with each other. The other one goes home to see her boyfriend every weekend. I am old enough to know that the main priority is to study but I can’t help feel like there’s something wrong with me. No one wants to be my friend or invite me to hang out with them. It’s putting a downer on my uni experience and sometimes I feel like quitting and going back to full time office work. 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They won't, they don't. and thats ok. But im alone here. there but where. and thats ok. Im alone in my dome. Feeling sad im a sad boi. Im dumb. Stupid. Numb. sad sad sad cry cry cry But its cool to be sad. Makes you fucking cool. Everything is lame. Nothing is forever. Its all the Same all the pain all the shame Nobody to blame but me who am i? I am Who? 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I wish I could remember if I was lonely last week. I don't think I was. But I don't remember. It always comes back. And I'm alone again but only in my head. I fucking hate my bipolar. I hate myself more for not being able to appreciate what I have. 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I found myself eating faster than ever. You might even call it the vacuum cleaner type of eating where I just quickly inhale the food instead of blissfully chew it. It somehow feels like another chore that I must do. It is kind of embarrassing when I’m around people because I sometimes forget how to eat like a normal person and I once had a friend stare at me and tell me how astonished she was at my devouring skills. 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Everyone is out. It is rush week on campus. I’m too introverted to go out. I am beginning to realize that being alone *every* Friday night is unusual. Hardly anyone can imagine this. Except for me. I also just found out a girl I like is actually lesbian and started smoking. And recently joined a sorority. She was the hottest girl I knew, so that was all a real downer. And that also got me thinking. What if, because I am so introverted, that I wind up alone. For the rest of my life! It seems more fathomable by the day. And social situations are agony. I constantly feel like I am a drag. 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I'm currently 30 years old and at this point I've never been in any form of a relationship. It's something I've always wanted in life. I remember being in second grade and hearing about how this girl and boy were holding hands on the playground, and just wishing I had someone to hold mine. It's been 24 years since then and I feel like I'm still wishing I just had someone to hold my hand. I'm not a social person at all. I have been told that I'm a good looking guy too, I try to take care of myself and look my best. May sound weird but I don't think my appearance is the issue of why I can't meet anyone. It's not from a lack of trying either, not to say I couldn't take more chances in asking girls out. No one has ever given me a chance though, and the more you get denied it just keeps getting harder and harder to gather up the courage to ask anyone out. Like I said I'm not social either, it's a bit of a problem and always has been. Interacting with other people is extremely hard. I understand that I have to be more outgoing, it's something I've been told my entire life, at the same time I feel like that's not who I am and if I have to put on this act of being outgoing it's not someone liking me for who I am as a person. I'm just so sick of being alone all the time. When I'm not at my crummy job in a kitchen I'm just sitting at home or at the gym by myself. I mention my job because that's the one place I feel like I have friends. It's embarrassing to be 30 and working in a kitchen, but it's hard to leave when I feel like that's the only group of people I have. The one girl I work with is also the reason I'm writing all this out. I get along with her amazing and we've always been close. She's the one person in my life I feel relaxed around and as if I can just be myself around her and I can just talk to her without feeling anxiety. I tried telling her how I feel and she didn't feel the same way back. I know she'll never feel that way about me, but I can't get over her. It's something I think of each day and is constantly adding to my feeling of loneliness. I just want someone in my life. I'm sorry if this post is a mess and all over the place without any real direction. 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I’m a first year university student who has just recently finished his first semester and so far I haven’t made a single friend. I’ve gone to different societies that I’ve found interesting and I’ve tried to become a more social person but no matter how hard I try I can never make those first steps in forming a friendship, I always seem to be left alone while everybody else hangs out with their social circles. I’ve never been good at making friends and I fully accept that and I know this is something on my half that I need to fix. But all I want is a friend to hang out with. A friend to chat with. Just one friend. I’m lost, I don’t know what to do or how to do it. I don’t want to be alone again this year.",2.187065527065528,3.529543271604944,3.6193827160493854,91.30876068376072,76.16049382716051,6.7130104463437785,21.72079772079772,7.321109707123232,0.5004210826210822,598,15,136,7,13,197,91,162,0.102,0.6829999999999999,0.215,0.957,1,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,6,10,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,6,3,33,29,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,8,1,0,5,5,1,15,9,17,22,4,22,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,2,11,89,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974084863061314,0.0,0.0,0.10433789903191387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848788225409264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101009891628893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475064290305157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199803578779909,0.0,0.13748810927216584,0.5812748159490423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517458421827336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123284435536602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782658679643064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624100786918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688242385858904,0.0,0.0,0.11865088692845767,0.2511045166336235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297810306599086,0.19342325133186264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497025702488646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948925232350996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381150185512818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415403837965207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564689605445484,0.0,0.09653446988961643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026866479309352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792132520582232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314863101732528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614993206820674 lonely,VexCex,2019/01/25,"Lost in the pursuit ***Venting*** Currently I have two best friends. One that goes to an uni 3 hours away (let's call them S) and one that lives 4 minutes from me (and B) . I've been best friends with S for probably a little over 2 years and B for about half a year. Ever since they started uni, I see them maybe 30 to 40 times a year. We plan to move a major city close by in a few years and we usually don't have problems. The only issue is I don't see S that much, and we just don't talk too much, that's just how we are. The issue has been with B. I see them almost every single day because I drive them to school and work. That'll change when get get their car insured but I don't mind most of the time. Lately I've been confronting them about how little they seem to care about being around me either hanging out or being their chauffeur. When I do that, or confront them basically about anything, they always turn it into a heated argument. I know they didn't grow up in a great family. They get in arguments with their parents and is neglected a lot. I just don't know how much longer I can deal with having to deal with all the drama that's caused. In the course of about 3 months, I've been loaning then money and I've gone as far as to sign up with my family's phone plan just so they can have a contract with AT&T. As of right now, they owe me just a little over $500 and I've probably helped them pay for three times that amount. I'm in probably over $4,000 in debt right now. No one knows that. As far as anyone knows, I owe just a little over $1,500. They're ok with me spending less money on them because they understand the situation. Funny enough, they're not the first person I've spent thousands on. It's how I was raised. That's how my panrets show their affection for me. In the past 3 years, I've spent well over 40,000. I'm only 20. I'm more than positive over half of that has been on someone. I'm just tired. I can't just leave my friend B because I care about them too much. And as much as they frustrate me... They need me as much as I need them. 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I'm not particularly lonely but I'm just having a terrible day (I don't wanna talk about it) and crying always helps me a lot. I need a generally sad song to just cry along with or something. Any suggestions? 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I'll start this off by saying I'm not in the worst of positions. I do have friends and an SO. I have a job with friendly co workers. People I can smile at in the street, who will smile back. But lately I've felt like I don't matter to people as much as they do to me. I'm always the first to message. I'm always the one that's sort of pushed aside and forgotten about if people are busy. I just kind of feel like I'm fading away. Out of existence. Like if no one pays me attention that I will just stop being. It's super needy and petty. I just want to feel valued and important. I'm sick of feeling like an afterthought. Or even just a dirty little secret. I just want to feel wanted and loved.",0.662694805194807,2.697373500000001,2.7988149350649363,92.139650974026,83.48051948051949,5.927922077922077,18.066558441558442,7.1686216300943375,0.18014415584415566,565,13,125,8,16,191,91,154,0.12,0.629,0.251,0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,0,0,32,27,12,0,5,10,0,6,4,2,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,1,7,11,9,21,23,2,16,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,11,79,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692479659950444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200899806460955,0.1244081333591072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686215210615416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40903471985575024,0.23116860838225345,0.15534578250743386,0.0,0.0,0.137620272397638,0.0,0.0,0.2500003407687181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605536882402482,0.0,0.0,0.16848156853150853,0.0,0.0,0.18250852905736886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31617377852989426,0.16215818236982496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460236815063109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893580503425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926902004255505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364987991032073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364815825897848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286635669076991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145172767833069,0.0,0.0,0.13526543504900546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628750656636104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DisastrousCookie,2019/01/25,Feeling very alone at a party. 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Has anybody else realised how little people listen and when they do it’s to interrupt or have a chance to talk about themselves. No one shows genuine care anymore. For example, I’ve been feeling poorly and ONCE have I been asked how I’m doing. 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(I had nowhere to sleep that night. Thought I could count on family or something to help me out. They wouldn’t. ). Due to personal issues I missed the next day as well. When I got back to work I was pulled into the plant managers office as well as hr (who knew me as a child and knows my family) and my shift leader. In order to keep my job I basically had to verbally spew every post I have made in this sub and more. I had to explain why I have no ties to family. I had to explain that I work and sleep and don’t speak to humans outside of that. I had to explain that asking for help breaks me in every way. I had to explain that I HAD been asking for help but due to my mental health issues and past drug use (I’m clean for 14 years) I’ve burnt every bridge I had. I had to explain why talking about this all caused me to have a panic attack while getting grilled by three people that could fire me. I had to explain that I was inches away from having a house and not being homeless and I thought if I could fix this one short term speed bump I would be a better employee. I had to sit and deal with the fact the hr person brought up multiple painful memories from my past that had nothing to do with work. After being clean for 14 years and that being the only thing I have that I’m proud of, i was forced to do a drug screen because missing two days of work and having financial troubles must mean I’m into drugs. I had to face the fact that my shift supervisor refused to go to bat for me and explain I have taken on multiple assignments that provided no pay increase in the hopes that it furthered my career and that I was stumbling under that weight. 3 hours. 3 of the most humiliating hours of my life. And now half of my shift crew knows the details. 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Got no one to vent to, and figured a nice text block may be in order. My life is pretty... packed. I've got two jobs, a mother I look after as a full time carer, and I'm an undergrad (third year) on top of all that. Despite it all, I'm full of ambition, full of drive, and it's pretty difficult for me to stop working at trying to be better and better. Self-improvement is definitely my thing, yet there's always something so huge and impossible to overcome for me despite it all. Loneliness. It's something that started to be a huge problem after my last major relationship, about 3 years ago. It was great - we were together for two years, nothing special, but it was my real first experience of what a 'soul mate' was like, I feel like it started there, after. Ever since, I've craved human contact, emotional dependancy, and generally just having someone that close to me. Back then, when my life was arguably more chaotic, it really held me together. It was great. These days, that deep desire for someone to hold close is something that makes me feel so low when I'm unable to quench it. I'll get so depressed for days at a time over the most minuscule of things - from a date not going well, to feelings not being reciprocated, and so on. It's not like I've had nothing since - I've had a few FwB situations, shorter hook-ups and dates, but nothing like that one 3 years ago, and yet it's as if I wouldn't have the time to have a full relationship anyway. So, why does it make me so sad? &#x200B; I've never been sure, but the feelings that stem from my loneliness are ones I've never been able to settle. It's always there, and so, distracting myself completely from it and suppressing such feelings have been the only way forward. I have too much going on to ever address it, yet, even after today for example, where I've been planning to meet his girl IRL after talking for ages, that she's turned around and revealed she's hooking up with a guy before we were. I'm not angry at her, and we were planning to meet as friends. Still, a small part of me hoped that maybe something could hit off? That was enough, and thus, I'm here sulking like a fucking idiot, and my thoughts are spiralling into things far more depressing. All these feelings are suddenly returning, and yet tomorrow I'll forget it all, and end up forgetting for the next few weeks. Not sure if it's ever something I'll be able to overcome. Maybe it's because I'm quite an emotionally dependant guy? Maybe it's a complex? Who knows. It's fine when it's not all in my head, but during times like this, it pretty much paralyses me. It makes me feel so low and undesirable, yet I know that's not true, and I know things are fine in actuality. It's still there, though, regardless. It's an integral need for a partner - not just friends, but someone to be so close to, share warmth and comfort with, console with, and to make said person happy as fuck - all that cheesy, spunky bullshit. I love it, and I guess I still really miss it, even after all this time. Can't get my head away from it once it all surfaces. Nothing really does the trick except obtaining what I want. Without it, I can only suppress these feelings. r/lonely, how do I cope with this? Is there a way to finally file this need away? Even when I'm aiming to pursue a masters degree, learn all these things, and make myself the best I can be, I can still never get away from this hopeless complex of mine. Any advice? Similar woes? Load 'em on me, would be comforting to at least know some people deal with a similar situation to me.",5.463522727272725,5.9362114886363635,6.070454545454545,80.03818181818181,67.63636363636363,9.013636363636364,30.34659090909091,8.97023862654752,2.3752568181818186,2824,101,549,46,44,920,300,704,0.127,0.731,0.142,0.9061,1,2,5,0,0,1,115.0,3,0,0,11,46,42,4,1,27,0,45,7,2,9,19,127,93,51,0,12,19,1,8,6,4,3,2,1,1,6,60,37,0,7,18,0,0,4,15,15,1,7,20,10,44,27,82,60,27,100,1,8,1,3,28,38,2,9,63,379,104,4,0.11690200919405228,0.0,0.05703974882791747,0.0,0.0,0.057117645205708736,0.10362657768691033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727183647415454,0.06333163906030605,0.07102436836665682,0.03974868749633163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203378642396046,0.0,0.0,0.16474992872495375,0.04494521456992034,0.0,0.035631189879736916,0.0,0.04973749979215805,0.0,0.06134072318416898,0.1033903271911282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612847662430821,0.0,0.0,0.046668370969193705,0.0,0.0,0.07539212486823912,0.06026041916453489,0.10068752922064514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230173603445326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149902576303793,0.051770240895647655,0.060395512687144624,0.0,0.11581901181534696,0.1586168401235303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057176298364317174,0.0,0.0,0.2364366734434976,0.041757409363178434,0.0,0.06403021847350895,0.0,0.0497183946505209,0.0,0.0,0.09031820231535284,0.10807402376602136,0.09161471227709514,0.0,0.06643810583283898,0.0,0.09349721595426012,0.12888487783678926,0.06439037138815075,0.11575136840981545,0.0,0.062222181285548364,0.0,0.0,0.11997518766356664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805503623857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058003602924581635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849257400278466,0.04764537009823742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257134629689894,0.1713372502309348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049084122599821214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275431372839909,0.0,0.1950824972400204,0.0,0.17616567140012473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593642767520206,0.08668135855740981,0.13524305440607967,0.0,0.06216330650112679,0.0,0.0,0.2243412613726326,0.0,0.0,0.062248412261409834,0.11882374031650117,0.08890924579836205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329674196976284,0.0,0.04052256691974293,0.0510371626537751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839705557193075,0.0,0.05592971741875561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216983826530785,0.0,0.06653003978485207,0.11233563080510192,0.0,0.0,0.125509008518774,0.0,0.0,0.05560029051714197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097714548512737,0.0,0.0,0.09670255003735037,0.13140275633629536,0.0,0.0,0.14857603954314288,0.22499219498252054,0.0,0.0,0.08274384379888944,0.0,0.18671619110170307,0.04886765710584569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017876018694328,0.0,0.0,0.046980703410387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941612510586638,0.0,0.05742781524461815,0.04640356860946795,0.1704162541552672,0.0,0.05540471786140388,0.0,0.0,0.0396843952966709,0.06357790837306786,0.11419627645628908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03447591692463526,0.09279137355760596,0.046885870177487965,0.0,0.05255447281617958,0.0,0.05274294017663346,0.0,0.0,0.056344682602570015,0.0,0.042553027494739916,0.0,0.0,0.0415219166244773,0.0,0.07102436836665682,0.15056212227608765 lonely,RaccoonStuntDouble,2019/01/25,"Tired of being single 22M I've never had a girlfriend before and I can't help feeling like I'll never be in a relationship. Any advice?",-0.8268965517241398,1.198070448275864,2.9478620689655166,84.2583448275862,103.13793103448276,3.6993103448275866,16.144827586206898,5.6839178017228535,-0.1514468965517244,109,3,20,1,5,40,25,29,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.7676,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33619355966569403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339601482747293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927541400520845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395781678806868,0.24578345353112396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306038940820697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808139251018625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306923247867213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693720232344351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954253144144548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Droacon,2019/01/25,"just need someone to talk to I really only made this post just to express my feelings since i'm too scared or uncomfortable with telling anyone i know. I feel like my life's at a lose. I have trouble talking to people one on one and i feel like i'm the odd one out when in groups. No meme but my ""best friends"" were only friends because of insult based humor, every conversation our friend circle had was just making fun of each other but it was mainly focused on me. I feel like I have better friends from the internet who if anything, they probably know me better than any real life friend or my parents. My relationship with my parents is superficial. We say we love each other but I feel like we only say that because I'm their son and their my parents. I've barely ever talked to them on how I feel during the entire course of my life. I'm hella fucking nervous and anxious when ever i'm talking to someone since i worry that i might say the wrong thing. I've been bullied through elementary, through middle school, even by my friends. And thanks to that, i having trouble trying to socialize so i just keep my mouth shut most of the time since I'm just so fucking awkward. Thanks to all those years in elementary and middle school of being a reject and being bullied I've became a loner and a loser. I've lost motivation for doing my best and dropped my hobbies. I've lost hope for my future and i have no willpower or motivation to better myself and look for change. I'm a pathetic, sad, loser who's never had a girlfriend. Still a sophomore in high school and I still dont have anyone that i can depend when i need help. I've lied, betrayed people, let people down, disappointed people, and done things that i regretted that I wish I've never done and they still haunt me to this day. All i need is just some human interaction and closure. Sorry if it looks like this post isn't going anywhere. All i'm doing is just typing down my thoughts and feelings.",4.447824005891015,5.719823760309283,5.324594992636229,81.56896907216496,70.41752577319588,7.192341678939616,27.77466863033873,7.447530270364453,1.5840276877761412,1561,54,292,16,28,510,181,388,0.208,0.581,0.211,0.7471,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,0,5,12,20,40,3,3,12,0,25,7,1,6,7,72,61,29,0,8,15,4,7,5,7,1,3,3,0,1,18,23,0,1,12,0,0,1,6,18,0,3,12,12,47,22,36,45,10,32,0,9,2,3,40,14,2,10,19,198,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800360198774862,0.0,0.0,0.07974657637861916,0.0,0.0987163002531936,0.0,0.058089532777932475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606198418474277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481596423351218,0.18729328294138248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467483109337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552469255141566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447610052882387,0.08273092213715562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046624011139247225,0.12770534310173987,0.059475096419259375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249846877894883,0.20171796206297365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32722582625617114,0.13051858435721592,0.0,0.0,0.040117908163808634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731497064765836,0.0745821816892714,0.0,0.07011177043866082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274361104248556,0.0,0.0,0.07758880568547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218302958008464,0.14957935568041228,0.17243347482689714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185555968567328,0.0789721231013989,0.1541145875172438,0.0,0.06371020627004614,0.0667939388493923,0.047119354837315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748848056665845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157024710677475,0.1088866771750394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435007769093089,0.16106056515939185,0.0,0.0,0.23514543237037705,0.0,0.0,0.19575279552229452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352113617220223,0.0,0.07610792963230095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034684290785353,0.04522174399434325,0.0,0.0,0.07578721299122403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840793840912285,0.07067287707292964,0.2143224626094065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517826432464187,0.0,0.0,0.07195758744051459,0.11962130938794314,0.0,0.0,0.07901969501720893,0.0,0.0,0.16911972986167947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269501842368824,0.06169874741396542,0.12997952537961766,0.0,0.0,0.09379368230081668,0.0,0.0,0.056040553252120894,0.04116158068095928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792595773437005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117498474570119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716875436738685,0.0,0.0,0.07717905361676021,0.0,0.0454576279584016 lonely,Dxenim,2019/01/25,"I talk/text to myself Sometimes when I realise I'm so lonely I just text myself from Fb from another account I made. It's not any other personality of me or anything. And I do have people on fb I could talk to. But I've seen their true faces I don't wanna talk about it I'm not mentally ill but ya love doing it And I feel good relief doing that ",-1.4064912280701771,0.5711974736842116,1.9405263157894763,92.43035087719299,100.57894736842104,4.1122807017543845,15.543859649122805,5.985473137389443,-0.4392245614035084,272,7,60,3,12,97,51,76,0.028,0.742,0.23,0.9455,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,13,12,7,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,13,4,8,9,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799242906299784,0.2744576025972329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539002520930955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089783897892601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234379697967014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953540663908006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362309056100479,0.2476650694988038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637727339366764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814578184142201,0.2285415978594796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886792152743354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311309916742376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedditZurah,2019/01/25,"Waiting for someone that doesn't exist I'm too socially awkward to ever go on dates, to ever properly function in a relationship. I'm boring, I have nothing to offer, no hobbies and no interests. I'm mentally fucked up with too many problems. &#x200B; I think the title is wrong. It's not that I'm waiting for someone that doesn't exist, it's that no one will ever be waiting for me",3.826666666666668,5.413097662337663,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,72.37662337662337,7.730735930735931,33.612554112554115,8.344100000000001,2.9715125541125538,308,16,53,5,6,107,49,77,0.179,0.7240000000000001,0.097,-0.8144,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,3,11,16,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,14,0,8,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,4,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267203450102974,0.249719426782788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576917796616454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899924201059855,0.0,0.0,0.11679713657896836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083567884418961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071076366259735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719419011405726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392601675659705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966471127463318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064284684366275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094934794173714,0.3482590954964745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168371354171954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469497735288904,0.249719426782788,0.0 lonely,dreamypast,2019/01/25,i dunno man *^(it sucks losing friends especially when you truly cared and the truly didn't)* ,2.1827450980392165,4.918430411764707,3.278823529411767,81.6480392156863,97.8235294117647,4.619607843137255,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.4283490196078432,75,2,12,1,3,24,16,17,0.194,0.342,0.464,0.7979,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5999515049209205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546255470852808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6583113273220594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatshappening91,2019/01/25,Someone got a gun I can borrow? I’m not gonna get my life back so I’d rather just die.,-3.633333333333333,-2.195880090909089,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,99.9090909090909,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-2.0320484848484845,66,1,20,0,3,24,20,22,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,1,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945699514512048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325542102138511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26809240925344924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104017781748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36244317010594895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347785132805079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SadClownBoner,2019/01/25,"The world is so fucked up, everyone deserves love. I dont feel love, do I even deserve love, the world hates me, anyone who feels like they deserve love is a loser haha shouldve been born in a stable family. Fuck me for being tortured and bullied as a child its all my fault. I have friends who think im funny and nice, but I have no one close in my life. No one who understands. Theres so many like me its fucking wrong. Its so painful so emotionally painful im only 19 and I already want to die. 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If you be nice to people all the time hoping that someone will want to be your friend they won't appreciate it and will just use you ",6.2197999999999976,5.435029613333337,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,66.2,9.1,25.41666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.1082666666666663,291,5,64,3,4,91,55,75,0.104,0.67,0.226,0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,3,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,1,12,17,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,6,11,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,1,1,4,1,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302241716292175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969845211466046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392258845659829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102242087478305,0.0,0.0,0.21117228607778527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425020682452439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475509664798228,0.0,0.0,0.21864241588297076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923535418193505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115387102842413,0.2397901135360821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322633551658372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261297732555573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651855396053627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836171994145198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494563197732304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012482182503887,0.0,0.0,0.1298405488062424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ActivistVictor,2019/01/25,"I often feel like i'm sinking on the Titanic I really haven't felt anything but alone for the vast majority of several years. I still live at home and my family constantly nitpicks me and talks about me in other rooms (as if I can't hear them). My sister is also a jerk and hurts me a lot, but if I dare try and call her out like she deserves for doing this and not apologizing, suddenly I'm the bad guy and everyone criticizes me, even going so far as to call me too sensitive for being hurt in the first place. My sister is even so bad that when I've told her I felt like I was on the titanic, in the desperate hopes that she would stop being such a jerk and maybe help for once, she had the gall to call me out for supposedly being offensive to those that died on the titanic, and did not change her behavior in the slightest &#x200B; MY ""friends"", and I use that term VERY loosely, are little better, that vast majority of them make ZERO effort, some to such an extent that they blatantly ignore my messages to them, and never initiate themselves. And the ones who do reply don't seem to take my situation seriously when I tell them about it, let alone actually going out of their way to help improve it like I really need, (you know, like friends frigging SHOULD do). But again, I can't say anything about that, because everyone just criticizes me when I do, as if I'M somehow responsible for THEIR failure come through and downplaying just how much this is affecting me. And any new friends I attempt to make always pull away and stop replying, and never initiate or invite me to anything, making it clear they're one sided clowns too. This has happened so often i just don't have any desire to keep trying. The only thing I didn't feel that way about in the past several years was my cat princess, and since she died last year it's just gotten worse. &#x200B; I have no one to talk to, and i can't vent about it anywhere because the last time I tried to vent about my frustrations on facebook, my sister ratted on me and my parents put pressure on me to take it down, threatening me to never help unless I did so (part of why they are all blocked on there now, but no one replies on there anyways so I still never post) all in all, I feel like this video a lot of the time [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q9V7oI02J4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Q9V7oI02J4) ... , depression constantly rising and pulling me down, and forcing me to put so much effort into fighting it i have none for anything else. and like the titanic, utterly alone, with all my distress rockets not being responded to. 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Been messed up in the head because of unfortunate life circumstances since I was a kid. Never had any real friends. No goal. No fun. No nothin. And I'm in a stage where I literally have no one and am freaking out over how I look and how messed up I am. I wish I had friends that I could be with no matter what the crisis but life doesnt work like that I guess. Rip. I know many people have done this type of thing before on reddit. Idk. Whatever. Show me some love. I want to show love. I wish I could love. <3 </3.",-1.1209842519685047,0.9294760157480368,0.6376811023622047,101.80077362204727,99.86614173228348,3.7998425196850403,13.436614173228344,5.6839178017228535,-1.1684768503937013,462,9,112,4,20,148,86,127,0.194,0.562,0.243,0.9436,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,3,13,0,0,4,1,13,7,2,2,1,20,24,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,2,14,8,12,15,1,12,0,1,2,3,8,9,0,2,3,64,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162064603996264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416883465984496,0.0,0.1454090477957858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27287271829778936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487287994638484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640479286691697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824715013608775,0.16920126998607396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537550007721242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391295759060403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413997665829838,0.08348491752413008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349888030071273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462686376984481,0.0,0.0,0.17324878024444754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179568631555474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931321065692646,0.0,0.11579490328998762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184689197218123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450253380963806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135637877974386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352722896509646,0.0,0.0,0.1356622016391143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079136009744163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39301457639362497,0.0,0.0,0.12440503110720501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bloodyhellgirl462,2019/01/25,"Are there posters here like me? I travelled around the world as a volunteer, I lived a pretty good life. Prior to that I worked as a Social Worker and I saved up for years to travel and volunteer. Now I moved in with my mom to help her out in her old age and have been entrenched with her medical issues. I canʻt remember the last time I hung out with other people, or just chatted. Where we live is remote and I donʻt drive. I love my mom and she needs me, I get that. Neither of us are really old, we just find ourselves in this position. I try to keep my head up with exercise and healthy eating. I just feel like such a loser. I went from changing the world to scraping for money on mturk and clickworker, and I just miss being around people. I think I would do anything just to talk to another person in real life. &#x200B;",2.8845955249569712,4.656554602409642,3.8909122203098114,88.28554216867472,75.26506024096383,6.911531841652324,23.302925989672985,7.7094869923839395,1.0408877796901894,648,19,132,9,14,209,103,166,0.03,0.8270000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,3,12,7,0,0,7,0,8,8,1,0,0,33,16,11,0,2,6,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,18,1,1,4,4,1,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,28,5,28,12,1,27,0,2,0,1,15,14,0,1,10,95,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521766102228409,0.17066110685946892,0.0,0.14727319415949536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557769470580175,0.2500590653438653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857659233223516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437145576683569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101531720727894,0.1003369106320632,0.0,0.0,0.1283679911984431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337889122367232,0.0,0.0,0.11780209497161502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414136157210125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414011390717313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659243709622238,0.0,0.12483766997283935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144848139404437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984067958360161,0.137232734074767,0.0,0.24803836944380064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267608537681396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148775645694278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32898472617366364,0.0,0.14927523392676267,0.0,0.10414127528119532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29475554248540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473953186345674,0.122634792392593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288729189961058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598618965602468,0.08997533069206679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910152357834784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317023524288428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288771768672436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899941530297637,0.0,0.0,0.0818970368334483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535576284769924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894305091824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019778187803432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224866393719348,0.0,0.0,0.09977105623070297,0.0,0.17066110685946892,0.09044465663566066 lonely,JoeyJoJoHQ,2019/01/25,"Has anybody that grew up identifying as a ""capital-G Geek"" had an experience similar to this? I'm doing a bit of writing about the experience I had growing into (and out of ) a gatekeep-y mentality toward more attractive/sociable people enjoying things that I like. I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience at all. &#x200B; When I was younger I'd watch anime as means of distracting myself from things that would otherwise make me feel miserable 80% of the time. When I grew up and and saw that some of the ""popular kids"" actually liked the same things as me my initial reaction was to just write them off. *""They aren't* ***real*** *fans because they don't consider anime their passion in life!"" ""What an asshole, he claims to like things that I got bullied for watching in middle school but still has a girlfriend and amazing social skills""*. That kind of mentality. Before I grew out of that kind of thinking it felt as though any stranger who wasn't like me was somehow trespassing in my territory, and it made me a little bitter. &#x200B; I still use anime to cope with things that make me unhappy (if I even have the motivation to put something on nowadays) but I no longer base as much of my entire persona around being *""that quirky white guy who just* ***LOOOOOOVES*** *anime!""* and I sure as hell don't think it's okay to delegitimize people's enjoyment of something because they're more extroverted than I am or don't wear as many graphic t-shirts as I do.",3.0808904933814683,5.8302691768953085,4.283924187725631,80.79457460890494,79.25270758122744,7.592250300842358,28.005896510228638,8.548686976883017,2.522459542719614,1170,52,209,27,30,382,161,277,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.117,0.7316,0,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,4,2,11,18,2,2,13,1,21,3,1,5,2,38,34,22,0,3,7,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,21,11,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,12,7,26,13,42,20,7,25,1,1,4,1,13,15,1,6,9,150,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.10768836084276563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391343068660925,0.26818132851084986,0.07504365096425984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716120534636545,0.0,0.0,0.09823733946206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454001856151934,0.0,0.0939020583907864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047661676257496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288694751240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238384798197061,0.0,0.0,0.05579766375519319,0.0,0.10595594111416737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825917133551964,0.0,0.0,0.1092665674858233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298308053943185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794540752729731,0.21565110889414815,0.1106024415019789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441843582531957,0.14732262878835792,0.11188036319097693,0.0,0.1202064906529498,0.0,0.0,0.22241922404942907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112196514876613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530093977760497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093498866426912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560558344759248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168286970052607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249072678950947,0.0,0.1699098693662194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625568989800458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400615647883872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665673025448977,0.14141916668573198,0.10842101197064312,0.0,0.06434757322059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095309340658727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967284495028845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839142408971216,0.0,0.26818132851084986,0.0 lonely,jadegoddess,2019/01/25,Would anyone like to join a reddit chat for lonely people like myself? I just wanna talk to other lonely people so I won’t feel so sad and alone. Just let me know and I’ll add you to a chat room,-0.4806976744186038,1.5434041860465155,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,88.5348837209302,3.44,8.6,3.1291,-2.0226613953488366,152,0,34,0,5,52,31,43,0.232,0.619,0.149,-0.6193,0,5,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861745683056809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071512039733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853119982411667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491625763820628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812786176010985,0.0,0.3643249516825064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169937844288209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996938927803994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487182876324405,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sir_chill,2019/01/25,"Long weekend here........and It’s long weekend here where I live. I have no one to hangout with, no one to go out on date. Had a friend who was being strange so I stepped back. Had a girl who I met on tinder who said goodbye after few dates. I hear the thoughts of my mind that says.....all negative things from a 33 yr old failure to I will be alone forever. I feel the living pain in me from my past............... and .............I am just not going to believe the interpretation of my mind. I am lonely and I will accept the unpleasantness, I allow myself to be lonely. And if any actions I want to take, I will take. If not, no worries. I am not going to follow poor self pity me story. Why don’t you try to. For once step out from the stream of thoughts that tells you everything wrong about your life. For once don’t believe or follow your mind. You’d surprised to know that there are millions of people who feels that there is something wrong with them, there are millions who feel lonely, even in relationship or with people. You are not alone in loneliness. 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I try my hardest to be strong and try to not worry about it but the loneliness seems to follow me everywhere I turn. Sure, we almost all have people we value. But we wonder if they value us. I am slowly falling to the wave of loneliness and I feel like I can’t fight it any longer. I recently moved and it’s been incredibly lonesome times. I feel like I only have myself. 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I have never had a friend growing up. I thought that was going to change in college but nope, I have spent 3.5 years all by myself. I eat lunch all by myself. I study all by myself. I stay in my room all by myself and I spend every single second of every single weekend all by myself. People always say that everyone has shit they go through, and I understand that. However, it would really be nice to have one human friend that I could have human contact with. I am tired of turning to online platforms for connection and I am tired of not being invited out anywhere. I try and reach out to people and they never reach out back to me. I am just so tired of being alone all of the time. I can't even type out everything about how I feel right now because I am so mad and upset with life. Is it too much to ask to be able to have fun for once? I just wanna have fun and I wanna have just a little bit of what the college experience is supposed to be. 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I'm a sophomore in HS and I used to have a pretty okay social life but ever since last summer I haven't hung out with people outside of school. Needless to say, socializing and talking to girls is not one of my strong suits, and I feel a little pathetic talking to my friends about it so that's why I came here. So as a question to guys and (mostly) girls, what should I do? I don't know what to say and I get really nervous especially if its a girl I like. I know the basics of being respectful and all, but I can't seem to break the ""friend"" barrier. All my friends my age talk to girls all the time on FT and in real life, so I feel a little behind. And a little bonus question, there is this one girl i like in one of my classes who I occasionally talk to, but it's hard for me to go and start conversation with her outside of class. What should I do?",3.0929851752021587,3.407235589622644,4.787412398921834,87.71028301886793,72.82075471698113,7.566576819407007,24.57681940700809,7.447530270364453,0.8805177897574126,763,20,177,8,14,260,103,212,0.065,0.774,0.161,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,11,1,15,2,0,1,5,38,28,19,0,4,7,0,3,2,3,2,2,2,0,7,12,13,0,1,7,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,1,5,22,9,32,24,4,18,0,0,0,0,26,9,0,6,8,121,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809363878502418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821235836395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238928460632454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470417908005254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705523091703275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682887863560152,0.0,0.06047556635952332,0.0,0.06578444626790708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146125341795711,0.0,0.0,0.10369092541904854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272283838371143,0.09435321040091467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351791567941465,0.11310101826068512,0.3480413011592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530935634648856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024776121332074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776124930625548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593371356133452,0.0,0.0,0.13175095143260504,0.07415360182265543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841010408639775,0.0,0.11714705618884652,0.0,0.10537614076574647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575112997513097,0.0,0.0,0.23598887684872544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957472407934445,0.08192975820357673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5582217350214935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749583705990568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997243727179418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444804440364397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedLeader75,2019/01/26,"Came to an understanding That even though I've lived a full (ish) life, I'm going to spend the next few decades alone. I'm different then most men. (I'm 47m). Screwed up relationships, picked the worst women to fall for. And now here I am. I'm that old house on the block that people drive quickly by. Once everyone thought it was grand. Now it's just time for something else to be there. Maybe I need a little cabin in the woods and grow my book connect. Just complaining. Odd day.",1.2364104967197775,3.6359371958762914,2.08208059981256,95.84124648547329,84.25773195876289,5.589128397375821,20.158388003748826,6.980632752743323,0.2358948453608245,376,11,84,5,11,117,74,97,0.166,0.804,0.031,-0.9062,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,10,8,4,18,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,8,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133661899066155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554676721675695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405060293126087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336670759883216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659105561599384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752909990763974,0.0,0.0,0.2134328389333501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694229297234166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577308166154838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157767833705468,0.0,0.22386832209700044,0.1972335476619868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243980718616494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562077252654747,0.0,0.0,0.2375489959286309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343818074106594,0.2378742165296717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485172243952627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398081813190899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195568581573992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945293160180734,0.17732520599567267,0.13024471297635465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252867362173385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,watusaym8,2019/01/26,"Incel-Survey! Hey! I know this sub isn't an incel-sub, but if you identify as one, I've recently started a survey for incels, so why not [participate?](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1vvJ72Lqbv3tcCYWoLuk3nHMTIj8mxyVu19la72yPEOQ/viewform) Also, don't hesitate to tell your friends! And please, incels only! Thanks for reading!",9.063750000000002,13.574947875000005,6.459166666666667,63.0025,70.25,7.366666666666666,26.75,8.344100000000001,2.7301,270,9,32,5,6,77,41,48,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.9365,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713847961586676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621874640975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650250597066406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995803983042776,0.25809736125290644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725136244127965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394502430645105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350754872581802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401996277513071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29661420629676977,0.3124356277172941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062181792697151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LedGopher,2019/01/26,"Empty and joyless weekends. I honestly have no idea what to say, my story isn't that much different from that of anyone else on this sub. It's almost 5pm on a Saturday and I haven't got any idea what to do or where to go. I drove out of town to see a live show and came back home this morning. The whole time I was away, I was alone with no one to talk to. I stopped into a bar next to the venue and didn't know what to do with myself. It's the same thing when I am back home. I don't know where to go, where I won't feel awkward and out of place. I have always struggled with meeting new people and talking to strangers, so I just fail completely at making friends or getting dates. &#x200B; My days off are spent at home, mostly in front of the TV or laying in bed. I would love to go do something, if only there was something that appealed to me. I don't care for crowded places, I get too self-conscious and begin to feel uncomfortable. It's like it has gotten worse and worse as I have gotten older. I am 40, I shouldn't be so shy and afraid of people. I don't even know where to go in order to find like-minded people. &#x200B; I'm bored, I'm hungry, I'm tired and I just don't want to leave my apartment. I get my hopes up and get on a dating app, only to always have the same results. Either a lack of appealing potential matches or getting matched only to have the conversation stall out and the person never responds again. I feel empty and nothing makes me feel any joy. The little happiness I do get is always so fleeting that it starts to feel pointless to even try. I may as well just order a pizza and watch a movie. There's nothing out there for me.",3.409780952380956,4.076998811428574,4.493500000000001,88.82091666666668,72.31428571428572,6.861904761904763,25.154761904761905,6.6274283507984215,0.7786476190476193,1304,37,284,9,24,427,172,350,0.133,0.787,0.08,-0.9229,1,1,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,21,14,0,3,15,0,29,4,0,3,1,58,65,25,0,6,9,0,5,1,1,4,1,1,4,1,15,23,2,1,11,4,1,7,12,5,1,1,10,8,31,9,50,50,7,51,0,1,2,1,10,25,0,9,18,191,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782363736038991,0.09083566976281576,0.0,0.0,0.21893213154979835,0.1900561181474741,0.2131417399885911,0.11928447390752445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132519985065232,0.0898638799836151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240149890094664,0.1348790768280974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031086822888756,0.08942083698518433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195676084306334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656230757624549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163279586937688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326606389675729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585631931585184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173078204434116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016055182803429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776047164107303,0.0,0.27493266934086985,0.0,0.19937852042068108,0.0,0.07014549988569682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336333634551117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639250432511399,0.0871106053003609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801597268895968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446007093853132,0.0,0.0,0.09286666579587027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569622060453827,0.08790319952406532,0.07744490033502231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915696034020409,0.0,0.1170872022075673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885567948394789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447308207141772,0.0,0.06764330937956446,0.0847057932629798,0.09327499572185163,0.0,0.0,0.16831014446108822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943100784852427,0.2001102415938482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824102900322213,0.07658040403787128,0.18326559173875376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974633674402854,0.0,0.0,0.06988932990949552,0.0,0.09149518107040984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503880154164075,0.0,0.0,0.0620778728703168,0.0,0.0,0.07332509745764645,0.0,0.09168804656613534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098751035818846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058267138224116034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114134453893119,0.1008037072712448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954576758966565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051730533407098885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885710241305235,0.0,0.0,0.0979192203215606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875726444365106,0.062302937432084614,0.0,0.2131417399885911,0.0 lonely,telekikneecaps,2019/01/26,Fuck me All I want is a girlfriend and a couple of friends like everyone else I know has. I don't want to be the most popular guy who can fuck anyone he wants. Why is it that I just get ignored by all girls. I am ugly so maybe that's why but then again that doesn't stop them liking a lot of other people. And if that is the reason what the fuck do i do its not my fault. I just don't want to be ignored I want a normal life but instead I say less than 1000 words per day because no one wants to talk to me. ,0.33399999999999963,1.617882443478262,2.4393478260869585,98.05641304347827,81.08695652173913,5.295652173913044,18.456521739130434,5.6839178017228535,-0.556895652173913,391,8,100,2,10,132,74,115,0.182,0.6809999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,7,0,13,4,0,1,2,25,24,7,0,8,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,9,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,13,4,8,22,5,4,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,3,6,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364284527653352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907511452326527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983333158437415,0.0,0.10481664281608684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577067802007728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530177027010195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255681646912642,0.45076152316616297,0.08491378987066461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092754859063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932073646489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147978164399973,0.15880522791058846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381748718845969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328048663680256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924221559548665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013268356248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267594407879633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710510118177946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924820749886767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588007418743733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063326221992613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751767643682245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933111611445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Chodeward,2019/01/26,"Drunk at 4:47am I spent all night building an actual aircraft with the girl I have a crush on, and I haven’t felt lonelier in a long time :( mostly because despite my best efforts she treats me exactly like every other guy she interacts with. I feel she irrelevant and discarded... 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If you can't tell, this is a throwaway account. Can't have something like this on my main. I've been doing so many things to improve myself and I'm very proud of myself for getting as far as I did. I care way too much about what others think about me and I've honestly gotten to the point where I can't tell if I'm not being myself or growing up into a different personality naturally. But one thing hasn't changed, I've talked to so many girls and every one that's been attracted to me turned out to be crazy or extremely unnatractive (and I don't mean in the asshole-ish way, I'm talking piss poor hygiene and control issues.) I just want one girl, the perfect girl for me and I want to be the perfect guy for her, I just want to take care of her and live the rest of my life with her. I know *perfect* doesn't exist but seriously FU K I can't handle being alone anymore. I've talked with so many girls and had great chemistry only for things to fall short for the dumbest reasons (had to move, changed jobs, went to a different school.) and it's finally starting to get to me. Normally I'm the most down-to-earth, stoic guy anyone could meet but this is really starting to get into my head. Hence the whole alt account deal. I hope you all find a great person for you because God damn, I can relate. Alright I'm out. ✌",2.2340476190476197,3.9225793571428578,3.752142857142857,88.94119047619049,76.85714285714286,6.3809523809523805,24.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,0.9331666666666668,1060,36,226,12,24,351,150,280,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.9444,3,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,5,10,16,2,0,12,1,23,3,2,2,4,44,46,21,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,10,15,0,1,5,0,3,4,9,3,0,3,7,0,28,13,35,34,6,20,0,0,0,0,21,11,2,6,4,142,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091336463103511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450074114756576,0.07367857459396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423381250307088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486761801389864,0.0,0.22293927543447944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818369352939258,0.08413099312082467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863393782345873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201826916881686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878048137481917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154299101949723,0.09630812800836976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515761249602035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234607391423556,0.0,0.2086697559218548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814210436717504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046582032537819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998102459278107,0.10456548230175633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057909712911563084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442738221854046,0.051479452146991005,0.0,0.0930454345057578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204921040812228,0.0,0.1147810334026837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063957138382466,0.0,0.0,0.11199379380544802,0.07746056756880604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324221847588297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142084472105784,0.08014017836167188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401358740229226,0.0,0.0,0.09961062921729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750402171902233,0.1083399982858112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664212163562636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112053802267405,0.0,0.0,0.14916573278356346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922665413537974,0.2540821430025841,0.1841996003510957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001348713795967,0.06751814318412751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461451216074887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869429616133117,0.1864534631947144,0.16727882821536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768092907313183,0.0,0.1176441103529249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amhsas1,2019/01/26,"Yesterday was my birthday, no one noticed even my mom didn’t remember it (as usual) So it’s my 25 birthday, i thought it would be special at least this time but the more i grew up the more people still don’t care about it, what a fucking assholes ",1.5864705882352936,3.6649743137254913,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,80.37254901960785,5.648627450980393,27.84705882352941,6.742157984588678,1.2492635294117649,194,9,41,2,5,63,41,51,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.2708,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,4,3,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139429197534866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337693307398325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284665226640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606298367532216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505666806223687,0.0,0.0,0.20865320384944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347156873247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488110657451041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590371027812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444524949632981,0.17954946034928335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391281715340968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187361105766451,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,revolverocelot5,2019/01/27,"When you don’t have a single person you could talk to, a single person you could relate to... Being lonely for a long time is one of the worst things that could happen to a person. Interestingly, I find that the longer I have been lonely, in a way the easier it has become to deal with the loneliness. This is because when you are alone for many years, over time you will forget the wonderful feelings you get from meaningful relationships. You will slowly adjust to being alone and it will become your new normal. You know that you’re alone but you forget exactly how amazing it is to be close to another human, to be vulnerable, to love another being with everything you’ve got. Life slowly loses meaning, loses value, you will become less attached to life, become bitter at life. I don’t wish loneliness on anyone.",7.0798039215686295,7.438526915032682,7.544575163398694,71.25058823529416,64.16339869281046,9.937254901960783,27.45751633986928,9.725611199111238,2.5331516339869267,650,16,108,12,9,214,86,153,0.181,0.675,0.14400000000000002,-0.128,0,7,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,11,0,2,3,9,1,0,10,0,22,4,0,1,1,21,31,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,14,3,20,17,4,13,0,4,0,1,19,5,0,1,7,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592803925342511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425009778051591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085275285987968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048834204759176,0.5108269103332024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276968810762436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921176509506873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392280396068784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058467136399778935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568577520900962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041307440078924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248166790002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102253210566516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354845668537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502341855902685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233089628345164,0.0,0.2587258045757577,0.0,0.0,0.10436261385388278,0.0,0.0,0.11723294516134362,0.0,0.12595741133499785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116783407990625,0.0,0.0,0.11329504704912728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835540041438918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028968432224949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414575477812767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294081681821932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682092415776759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348521815174868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178349222227382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329713727766322,0.0,0.12539823494683314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446337331302279 lonely,Ginngerly,2019/01/27,"My best friend ghosted me, it hurts, I’m a bit messed up, and tomorrow I have to go to start at a new school. Fun. I’m introverted. I think a lot of lonely people are. I don’t make friends easily. She was the first which felt like a “real” friendship. I have other friends. Friends I’ve known for years, friends who are more reliable than she was. I’m lucky I have them, I love them, but it’s always been the whole “standing in a crowded room and still feel alone” kind of thing. I start at a new school tomorrow so I guess I won’t see them much. Or at all. I don’t want to hold on to fading relationships and realistically we will drift apart. I texted her about a card game, I texted her for two weeks, I texted her girlfriend and asked, and it was just me who hadn’t heard. It fucking hurts, man. I don’t know what I did wrong. Actually, I know a hundred things wrong with me but not why she decided to just break everything off. I have issues. I’m bad with people. But I spent half an hour trying to pick the right socks for her and I wanted to take her camping on my birthday and I would send her all the music and art I loved. She had problems to. With family and food and life. I sent her apologies in case I did something wrong accidentally. It’s been three weeks. I don’t know. Maybe I was clingy. Maybe I was annoying. Maybe I was too focused on myself. I can’t tell what kind of person I was around her anymore. Everything is blurry and confusing. I’m lonely.",0.246545075560185,2.5719808118811898,1.928977766197672,95.4347798332465,89.06600660066006,5.169671704012506,18.204707312836547,6.7183091564049375,-0.052064026402640184,1138,31,259,15,38,370,158,303,0.154,0.73,0.116,-0.9485,0,5,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,3,2,7,26,2,1,13,0,28,5,0,2,2,45,55,16,1,4,7,0,2,1,6,3,1,1,1,2,13,16,1,1,8,2,1,4,8,13,0,4,17,4,51,13,30,35,8,33,0,4,1,3,37,14,1,5,14,167,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.09627465566438947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217853256336687,0.0,0.0,0.08209023316919416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784088357020068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782533187504704,0.09223064687885292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237417899885978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353406394857917,0.0,0.10770750621195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733246504780356,0.0,0.09300470617378087,0.0,0.04988376480864122,0.0,0.09472585213974008,0.0,0.0,0.08391729317753176,0.11929600864452786,0.0,0.3811094020754793,0.09120648002613786,0.0,0.0,0.05606884579162311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868141885053777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715692400782944,0.0,0.21122796124668386,0.0,0.0,0.10297190722234728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054714314271576,0.1626573385894873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696841070992602,0.048198654176614814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387435292260542,0.1780829506923419,0.0,0.06585407766992052,0.0,0.29734158551609835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252398681153041,0.0,0.0,0.19056640806033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679219340902793,0.08614317842463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440108690068186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229286249047846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592031720176366,0.0,0.08425223712389772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996915867208382,0.07861657420081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759507064607395,0.0,0.0,0.13965936445686405,0.0,0.07878732539441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417752025289644,0.0,0.08623025757386629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108618444610645,0.06321519554417282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669813870317493,0.0,0.09637320833190334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163804925104731,0.0,0.15827282200982035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902227847377203,0.1101466226685081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008285112907975,0.3235966669482539,0.0,0.06353164580878848 lonely,Starbugger21,2019/01/27,"Let's try our best! So, I'm pretty sure this is the first time I've ever posted to Reddit, so forgive me if I manage to screw this up. I'm a 22 years old male who feels like I'm failing at life. Objectively, I feel like my life should have been given to someone who would help the world more than I ever could. In addition, I feel like I'm not worth talking to. Over the years, I've realized that talking to anyone, even my best friends, is a challenge. I find myself going silent in groups, I get anxious with conversations, and my only social interaction happens at work. At the last party I went to, someone came over to me because I looked like I knew nobody there, to which I awkwardly had to admit I knew a majority of people there. When I'm not at work, I'm in my apartment playing video games, and even then I'm too nervous to even join team chat. The reason I'm posting this, besides to have it exists somewhere besides my head, is because I've learned a long time ago that while every one of us is unique and we all deserve to be loved and respected, our experiences are rarely unique. I'm sure someone out there may feel similar to what I described, and I'm inviting you, if you feel lonely, to talk to me. I may not be good at conversing, but I'm a good reader/listener. If you want to get something off your chest, shoot me a message or comment. Or maybe you just want to talk casually. Teach me about music, movies, art, history, whatever you want. I really hope I can respond to anyone who reaches out regardless of age, gender, or religion, I promise I'll try and I won't ask for any personal information, so let's try our best to be just 1% less lonely. 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My boyfriend and I broke up last year and it’s been rough trying to catch a man’s eye since then. When I finally get to chatting with someone, it typically ends with me getting stood up. I’m really confused as to why this keeps happening. I’ve always thought of myself as fairly pretty and I have a nice personality. I feel as if I’ve developed a complex where I feel lesser than the men in my life; therefore, I often feel like less than nothing. 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I don’t like being alone but it happens often. I try to surround myself with people to help me get out of the funk but it makes it worse at times. 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Every morning I wake up with a sense of hope for the day, that maybe I'll have some sort of fulfillment. The later the day gets the more depressed I get, night time is the absolute worst. Going home from wherever I am is the worst. I'm trying to do things to fill the void but nothings working. I don't know what to do. I'm craving emotional and physical intimacy and connection and idk something that i just cant put my finger on. Its getting harder and harder to not kill myself. What do you do when you feel so goddam empty and lonely and nothing will fill the void?",3.537480314960632,5.111104677165353,4.9724488188976395,82.03268897637797,73.09448818897637,7.599685039370079,25.298425196850395,8.238735603445708,1.6552903937007866,502,16,95,8,10,168,83,127,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.076,-0.9123,0,4,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,2,0,1,3,8,2,0,10,0,12,2,2,0,0,17,23,10,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,22,4,14,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,3,8,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669089056958164,0.0,0.17823080519660126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327714010436683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434969916039605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926275086905166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243413372716585,0.0,0.1176046049593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757033997397456,0.20553083255910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894033940426745,0.0,0.1137247835137286,0.0,0.2334290647813349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789168036118733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419229251585107,0.0,0.39711495517626616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802448824169087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256636702767993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930687895542506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747687079829354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413282076283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049369931337266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064944810236774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,4ngelpuk3,2019/01/27,"I'll send you gifts if you're gonna be alone on valentines day! Hello r/lonely! <33 I know how hard Valentines day can be for some people so I wanted to offer something. If you're gonna be alone this Valentines day, I want to buy & make some gifts to send to you. I frequent this sub a lot (new account though, hey wassup) and you're all beautiful and kind people and I want to give back to this community a bit. Don't expect like a $30 bouquet of flowers and expensive chocolates or anything like that, but it would be nice to get a lil something, right? Just PM me your favourite candy(s), colour(s), and animal(s) along with your shipping address/PO Box. If you have a pet, please send their picture and/or breed. You can also include anything else you like (TV shows, music artists, etc). Also, please lemme know if you have any food allergies! This is only for people living in the US. I'm really sorry but I can't ship out of the US, I don't have enough money for overseas shipping costs rn. :( Maybe next year. I hope this kind of thing is allowed here, but if not I'm really sorry and I'll remove my post. I hope you all have a wonderful day <3 Love u",2.109547388781433,4.148066417021276,3.1376112185686647,91.59295454545456,78.44680851063829,5.634429400386847,23.022243713733076,6.574015621080383,0.5403617021276594,908,29,189,8,22,290,138,235,0.073,0.76,0.168,0.9817,3,4,2,0,0,0,48.0,2,9,1,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,3,2,38,32,20,0,12,11,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,3,3,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,23,9,18,25,8,18,0,0,0,1,20,4,0,12,12,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369976424639079,0.0,0.18299432167312507,0.0,0.12396796339589475,0.0,0.07780572095864982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883066182863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797761746413887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249109005948476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515131187761895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557855664785084,0.0,0.0,0.11822066848683355,0.12760230913640672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835035645365829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597768059620124,0.10975672582227892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249283639523768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727864663404201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382899989864381,0.1257583330146685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769130153694733,0.0,0.10103001853885188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727103828544292,0.10326347036479372,0.0,0.07637250586236043,0.0,0.11494465129795192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050214832334107,0.121681021038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870173130857439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796163341821355,0.0,0.0,0.2511853242270875,0.0,0.0,0.10957737591512072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659359917971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770927938454606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761636023056078,0.0,0.25615512528896045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601184880505524,0.0,0.11241157506395708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525289098706146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245374685234493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407754501396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127671281851903,0.0,0.0,0.07367912760538645 lonely,painfulyterriblename,2019/01/27,"Open letter to y'all Hey! A few months back I posted here on a very dark time in my life and I actually had some kind of help from you guys! Though nothing really chance per say but I'm quite full filled now socially. The help I got here is something that I consider most important for me to get better because we're all random people from all around the world who's got the same(or more or less the same) problem. I wish I could get to know every single on you and give you support in this moment you're going through. I really do! I won't say I love you all because that wouldn't really be honest but I do feel a huge sense of empathy for all of you guys. Every time someone post something I have the same wish to help but that would be impossible so I'm just saying to whoever takes the time to read this: I care, ok? If you want to talk to someone and have no one, well I'm happy to help. Really! Best wishes for y'all and keep yourselves focused on what's best for you! Cheers! *^_^*",1.3790579710144932,3.3544565072463826,3.0397367149758487,91.70366304347827,80.54589371980677,6.265603864734301,20.011835748792272,7.365786028017652,0.4356166183574883,775,20,171,11,20,256,119,207,0.065,0.642,0.293,0.9954,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,9,0,4,9,13,0,0,9,1,12,2,0,0,4,32,32,11,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,7,6,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,4,23,12,25,23,15,21,0,0,0,1,25,10,0,5,7,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.10715911964266676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775454589900102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443742695981409,0.0,0.1338788132062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304785006852231,0.09711838383785072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195903129208047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767467688722587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504001271566936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055523442638840334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474281374727625,0.10534015113269726,0.06240778648282558,0.0,0.17565083221045116,0.0,0.0,0.21745914018048584,0.0,0.1168952231700985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944144119940966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976045377319383,0.0,0.1143506437468202,0.060348929446983536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756233993578503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991081821475596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764962146623079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053660498258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441037561005216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076128711749435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033603641409224,0.0,0.0,0.10507373197834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679688767452448,0.109840126076825,0.0,0.2813894415487934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261976936068932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193788406091597,0.18608400778516684,0.16907483666195788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461155175196932,0.0,0.0,0.08256376211082729,0.08826144786924914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788817011064804,0.0,0.1920939991146113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906050883782895,0.06476902480169132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873274612860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788296559534824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800616452184413,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Saad-Maan-Need-help,2019/01/27,"Im sorta unlovable I’m just an annoying clumsy bumbling little idiot. I’m not exactly sure if there’s anything to do about it. I just get in the way. I mess things up, I try to help and then I make things worse. No one really knows things about me. I keep my feelings and interests to myself. When I don’t I talk too much, and by the time I realize, everyone’s tuned out. I don’t expect people to be more patient with me. I’m the problem, but I needed to get this out there.",-0.18705882352941214,1.931919607843141,2.532843137254904,92.04279411764708,88.21568627450979,5.752941176470588,19.284313725490197,7.1686216300943375,0.4543372549019611,368,11,82,6,12,128,67,102,0.16,0.8029999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8145,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,22,14,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,14,2,13,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169637097572534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259181468599687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778551758605026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434114504464914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561401466362749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162383433336066,0.0,0.0,0.2070549023821056,0.0,0.0,0.12802213898935302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347511243029326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549461138827034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124359712561707,0.17272800423131324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578516062487702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149682531201398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289979362897636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923246578774507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955075084762105,0.0,0.0,0.18723479355909825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642809381748126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583386305289644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581564136233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849032944479322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373939324147534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uwusagii,2019/01/27,"fuck i feel so alone in my problems right now my current problems are the most pressing, but thats not to say that my past doesnt haunt my every waking (and dreaming) moment lets start at the beginning. &#x200B; this summer, most of my family got sick- myself included. i just had strep. my other family was bombarded with numerous deadly conditions and im honestly shocked that they're not dead by now. while this was going on, my girlfriend was pissed at me for not making any moves on her to progress our relationship and not asking her out on dates or not caring about her (i loved her a lot, but i was physically unable to do anything because of my depression and illness). she didn't care that i was sick in bed. she wanted attention. she wanted me at school. she wanted from me but never gave. school started. we broke up. she outed me and bullied me and ridiculed me, and now the entire school knows most of my secrets. i've been shattered ever sense. i feel like a shell of a human. i cant classify myself as anything other than broken. I have no purpose. i am empty. i dont love. i crave attention to see if i can finally feel something. any fucking thing. i used to be so reserved but ive changed. i seek the love i know ill never recieve. i'm different, but i havent changed. i dont know. im honestly just so done and alone and confused. school fucking sucks, i have no friends, everbody knows im gay even though i deny it because i can never have any secrets literally ever. and that's the backstory to who i am right now. a loveless shell with a name. my problems right now? I have nobody to talk to about any of it. for a while i thought i could tell my sister or my best friend, but im too horrible to them. I constantly give and do everything for them because im a clingy bastard but honestly i know that if i was gone theyd be fine. im not even my best friends best friend, she has a list of like eight. i'm not sure if im trans or not. im not sure if i want to be alive or not. i have a huge ass presentation in front of 400 people tomorrow but i dont have my speech memorized and i have no public speaking experience. &#x200B; nobody understands how ive felt. nobody ever will. my ex kinda did, but she would also always get mad at me for my issues. i feel that i wasnt good enough for her but i also know she was horrible to me. but regardless i seek validation from a shitty forums website. &#x200B; &#x200B; honestly, im really close to snapping and running off into the woods to drown. my arm is covered in blood help? or not. i dont think i give a damn at this point. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",1.1339968528717534,3.55987265478424,2.9942616352962546,88.90702278641895,85.11632270168855,5.915257519820856,23.230920535011805,7.29689223291831,1.100129238031835,2067,78,417,33,62,688,239,533,0.221,0.636,0.14300000000000002,-0.9928,2,2,1,0,0,0,90.0,2,0,3,4,22,38,9,1,17,0,46,16,5,3,8,100,89,43,3,14,33,2,6,2,5,2,4,3,1,1,16,20,0,0,19,1,0,5,26,16,0,1,18,10,84,22,51,63,8,53,0,2,1,8,44,23,8,15,27,292,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327132979258093,0.0,0.07201811608544996,0.037467093226874366,0.3415164671759034,0.3829995832712214,0.12248295778535295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410879076143337,0.0,0.04209531525952218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234637042325893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176304328884395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918185598075256,0.0,0.09526779039177084,0.0,0.0,0.04865951840959504,0.0,0.03595137645650863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878274720448922,0.0,0.0,0.0470449149858504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046079511196317736,0.21109099367698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652619681824075,0.0,0.05948144047200566,0.12219183170947102,0.03793822454124966,0.0,0.040468468315855814,0.04404624768758539,0.08489721279190549,0.0,0.09107050105416008,0.03216817541917519,0.04323416070459675,0.04932622333128302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915479048787802,0.12488361494812072,0.023525390906278976,0.08639035953855669,0.025590579917932614,0.03776754169449482,0.03601318771792951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03018147239206868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377439227163502,0.04699777182624145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847802067772872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604441437088837,0.0,0.043997035937834016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038281389624244745,0.12191920265267432,0.0,0.03005669215658484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047857880818188515,0.0,0.0,0.10418563710506676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042984539129065816,0.031216904041442083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256623031797127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925780036473625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02884623617438545,0.0,0.0,0.048343466037417064,0.0,0.1153615832612255,0.0,0.035808254583595836,0.0,0.1822838846339108,0.03588166826970165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034664930159796145,0.0,0.0,0.06374242374639752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487714489984946,0.0,0.0,0.03619198440874104,0.0393566563861321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02991475419051812,0.0288522706462166,0.04424000585529251,0.03574738370674334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687597384761563,0.0,0.038889932054386636,0.0,0.0,0.1062352631814861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03198676158522313,0.0,0.3829995832712214,0.0 lonely,lisbon1977,2019/01/27,"Gonna meet this girl.. but even so I don't think I will ever change. I have been talking with this girl via net... we meet online. Like two months or more. She lives in the same city as me. We have been trying to meet.. but ... women are ""sick"" all the time. Finally we gonna meet in a few days. She invited me. Me, her and a friend of her. I guess its a way for her to feel more comfortable with a friend around... by his words her friend (a she) hes gonna be happy to meet me. We like each other. She seems a very nice person... very honest... and looks very humble and simple (and she is pretty by the way). i think she is ""girlfriend material"". Honestly I am a bit terrified. Worried about the future... I like her... very afraid to loose her... yeah already suffering and taking judgment before even start. But my past doesnt help me.. and my memory is always talking to me. In a nutshell... i dont trust me. I am a incredible creature... I have everything to make someone happy.. and to be happy... but I just dont trust me, I know deep inside .. very inside, I know that i gonna be alone, no matter the person I am or what I do. 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I'm 32 years old and besides my husband, who is not at all what you would call a talker, I don't really have anybody. In fact right now I'm sitting in my living room in silence, like I do most nights, because I have nobody. No friends close by or even available to chat. I've just always been really socially awkward, not knowing what to say, worried that something I say will offend someone etc. That's the only reason why I have a hard time making friends, fear of offending people and not knowing what to say. I want friends so bad, people to care about and talk to, to do things with. I don't want my life to be me coming home from work everyday and watching reruns of shows I've seen a thousand times over. I don't wanna spend my weekends sleeping them away. I just want friends and don't know how to make them, especially in this day and age. My only friends I ever make are people I video game with, and that's all we have in common. But it's not quality relationships. I want people I can be there for, people who feel like they can come to me if they need help or just someone to talk to. I want to be wanted by somebody. Anybody.",4.036113445378152,4.716623651260504,4.936460084033616,86.16460609243698,70.890756302521,7.2945378151260485,27.90021008403361,7.1686216300943375,1.3551252100840343,911,31,189,8,16,297,134,238,0.104,0.7609999999999999,0.135,0.6742,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,4,1,11,13,2,2,4,0,21,3,1,5,4,47,41,14,0,10,11,1,2,2,5,2,2,3,2,0,11,13,0,0,5,5,1,2,9,5,0,1,2,7,27,8,31,33,4,26,0,0,2,0,26,11,0,4,14,125,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068130433714274,0.0,0.0,0.08581359915727878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968953594877375,0.0,0.08611042391545783,0.06286795349338467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530870573392152,0.0,0.105149351176114,0.0,0.0,0.17767716468315398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665112309746264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501878954054935,0.06811732710426828,0.09328826946102683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605151437457495,0.05214634229289921,0.0736771036473708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983953778931191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238549097223467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912681371213815,0.0,0.1034492182979052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003498607366738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072844768535666,0.1007696002253401,0.0,0.09106692910373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652306148496488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647063762007149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678184688025143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821907171315108,0.0,0.0,0.1568721771248522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35749168932353603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321372508550706,0.10603627137000672,0.0,0.11072454410295098,0.0,0.08807366510645198,0.0,0.24604272234984076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320589550528612,0.1051294901822267,0.17476582690158826,0.07939560198959078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657862500275568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685159296839266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027351516366774,0.11853439056351578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649774844750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306006118012483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508089857710304,0.1047349582846994,0.0,0.07326159839495958,0.0,0.0,0.06641325011223749 lonely,Cat_Beans,2019/01/27,"I miss being touched. My husband and I are splitting and I live in a separate room until I can figure out where to go. We are keeping civil and coexisting together, but have set boundaries and we no longer kiss/have sex. It’s killing me. It’s one of my favorite things in the world to be embraced or snuggled. I’d never thought I’d miss it so much or feel so lonely living with someone.",1.6916772151898734,3.903706316455697,3.347325949367093,88.65238132911396,80.77215189873417,5.468987341772152,27.59651898734177,6.6274283507984215,1.2844544303797472,305,14,61,3,8,101,58,79,0.197,0.755,0.048,-0.9093,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,16,12,10,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,2,9,0,8,9,1,10,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,2,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765568911926362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884432944341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472156726766435,0.3668416878839485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585578511685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374782122413585,0.0,0.25573322620741323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246856860384892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809447782464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028554452168975,0.0,0.0,0.2632357209059637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spongeman94,2019/01/27,"It sucks I have not had someone show me any meaningful affection in 6 years. It is really starting to fuck with my head. A random older woman told me that I have kind eyes and it nearly made me cry because it was the first time someone just randomly complimented me. 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I've been living in this fantasy world that maybe I'm not that worthless. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I see people around me enjoying happy relationships with their SO, their parents, their friends, hell, even their dogs. and I just wonder why aren't I worthy of that? its eating me up inside. I'm young but I feel like I'll never find someone to unconditionally love me. I just want someone I can support, cherish, encourage, spend time with, and love, that would possibly do the same things to/with me. The older I get, the more I think that that someone doesn't exist for me, and its killing me.",3.377291666666668,5.212161034722224,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.06944444444444,6.7444444444444445,25.88888888888889,7.492282038375204,1.2846638888888888,575,20,114,7,12,186,85,144,0.107,0.6509999999999999,0.242,0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,6,16,4,0,5,0,11,5,0,1,1,22,28,6,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,0,6,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,22,10,10,24,2,10,1,1,1,4,12,6,2,1,5,73,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.1427675885652337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302379194214003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164829876874214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970131121265376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662969751596813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397362017176459,0.1045166706027719,0.0,0.0,0.1337154489560281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303093205241073,0.13525189080132172,0.07643565418657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573895327285722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185915208276835,0.0,0.08040259343646887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147473633011578,0.0,0.12918548315220976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961240877903943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469779034829913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283549422119506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244871434984773,0.0,0.0,0.10142592280794636,0.127743420842779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493114394106573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707133058647574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165820707688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958376879286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601938136786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719514610796162,0.18748612428139794,0.0,0.0,0.08530864233455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629146558402208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201289517552842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586559899007095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078544885240422,0.15995596310413535,0.0,0.0 lonely,ravioliking3,2019/01/27,"I can't figure out how to deal with this Lonliness is pretty miserable, as I'm sure you all know but thankfully, my mind drifts away from it during weekdays, I have school to focus on, studies, homework and all that. While I can't say I'm particularly close to anyone, my classmates are generally good, funny people. I come home, eat, shower, nap, study and repeat. Loneliness never peeks its head into my schedule. However, when I have time to relax, and do stuff for fun, loneliness just saps my energy and dulls my vibe. I can force myself to push through it yes, I've done it a lot before but it's really really tiring, and I feel miserable after, I don't want to do it anymore. Recently, I've been trying to better my mental health by brings less self deprecating and not pushing myself so much and I've really been more productive and happier but this is the first time I've been faced with loneliness for the year and I'm stumped. This weekend, I planned to study but I really couldn't, I felt pretty horrid. Ive tried going for a walk, trying new things, listening to music, a lot of things and nothing seems to really lift my spirits. I do have friends, though my friendships seem to be a little dead? It isn't really enjoyable talking to them. The thing is, I don't know what I really want or how to feel better. Friends? Love? I don't know, it doesn't seem like they would fix anything. I just don't want loneliness to impede my education and if I have to degrade my mental state to achieve that, I will but for now, I'll hold out a little. 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People at my school either think im nice or have no opinion of me. but no one talks to me. i sit alone at lunch. i dont have anyone to talk to in the hallways or between classes. i dont hang out with anyone. no one invites me to anything. and the thing is, i try to make friends. ive been trying for years. still, i sit alone and i only get text messages from the mobile company. its almost my 16th birthday. my mom has been waiting my whole life forbme to have a sweet 16. i dont want a party. i keep telling my mom that a party would just make me feel worse because i dont habe anyone to invite. she doesnt believe me. my dad says i feel lonely because i have different interests. he thinks im like him. he thinks i have friends but we have little common ground, when in reality i just have none. what do i do? i dont even know what to ask. 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Will try not to get into too much detail. Hoping I can get some like-minded advice as this is a pretty unique situation. &#x200B; I have been pursuing my dream job since 10th grade, finished high school last year and made enough to get my own place in a new city with less crime (Cape Town). I work from home and I don't have any friends or family here. I don't speak to anyone from high school because I didn't have any close friends there to begin with. They all have their own lives now and hardly any of them replied when I tried asking them how things are going. So be it. &#x200B; Now that I've spent two months on my own trying to figure out everything from cooking to paying bills, I think I have my life in order and I'm doing great financially. Through this time I haven't noticed until recently that I have not spoken to a single person outside of cashiers at the grocery store and the delivery guys. &#x200B; I used to have a decent social life. No super close friends but enough ""friends"" that I always had something to do and someone to hang out with. Not having a girlfriend is what's hitting me most, because nothing compares to how happy that makes me. &#x200B; The thing is I don't really have any hobbies outside of playing the occasional game on my Xbox and an interest in fashion. So I don't have the means of finding a ""meetup of like minded people"" type thing. People who typically play games aren't the type of people I enjoy hanging out with (personal preference) so that's out of question. &#x200B; This has left me wondering how the hell I'm supposed to make friends, never mind find a girlfriend. I'm too young to go to bars and most social settings are for adults, I'm 19. People my age are in university or taking a gap year to party and those people already have their own friends. I don't know anyone here. &#x200B; It's created this sort of gloomy silence that doesn't go away. Every day feels long and repetitive. I have nobody to talk to about how I feel or what I did. Any advice would be appreciated. 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Just made a promise to myself that as soon as I'm truly feeling better and stable again I will *still* come here and I will be the one to give empowering replies. We need to watch out for each other and have each other's back. Thanks for reading and sorry if this post was over-dramatic. 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I know its just a one night stand.. I thought something would change inside me....I thought life would feel better or my confidence will rise up, but I still feel like shit.. I feel empty.",1.5864705882352936,3.6649743137254913,1.5762352941176483,101.92905882352942,80.37254901960785,4.864313725490196,18.04313725490196,5.6839178017228535,-0.7223050980392158,194,4,46,1,5,57,37,51,0.07400000000000001,0.779,0.147,0.5647,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,0,13,13,2,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,6,2,2,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590300516455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436705124505265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052438071496586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216171229285711,0.1489247716121431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731704818786756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145648612369074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724235861978832,0.10184364582809756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562677859632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125875031206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398249607736144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048366871069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329548760348892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33098992310797953,0.12155544185386853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762077408415257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29616980768215223,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jonny7x7x,2019/01/27,"This feeling it just sucks sooo much So first a little about my situation and why I’m feeling like this at 5am in the morning. I will turn 21 in a few weeks and I never had a relationship and up until a few months back not really anything sexual. I’m an exchange student in the US currently. I met this amazing, beautiful girl, basically my dream come true. She has a boyfriend tho but they are in the process of breaking up. I thought she really liked me too, but I guess I was wrong again because she already has someone else. I just don’t know what’s wrong with me... Why am I not love able? Am I that ugly? Am I that dull? It’s this constant up and down between telling myself that it’ll happen soon and just nights where I lose all faith and can’t go on anymore. It’s eating me up inside and I don’t know what to do.It just seems that when I actually have a shot I’m just immediately struck down. There is now way I’m that unlucky. There has to be something wrong with me. Oh yeah and the worst is people telling you that you will find someone sometime. They don’t understand that being single between relationships and being single for all of your life are very different feelings. 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I must be really ugly because every girl I try to date ignores me. I hate this feeling. I feel like I’ll never have a good relationship. I know Im 21 but I’ve talked to 50 year olds that have never been in a relationship. It sucks, man.",-2.064583333333335,-0.22898051388888696,1.4763333333333364,97.30200000000002,97.19444444444444,4.546666666666667,14.144444444444444,6.2581,-0.7800488888888891,241,5,62,3,10,87,50,72,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.8457,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,3,11,13,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,9,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,6,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443314663106995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482311544583475,0.0,0.17198472621194186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642419853826086,0.14582745790302412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712109724840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153189202043675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44098161981112427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436431895563408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997255178833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486868436606796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141956095354333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076816563470312,0.0,0.0,0.4383092709855953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281370493675277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385879673281473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317943483445926,0.0,0.13145027363315648 lonely,hine123,2019/01/27,"How to deal knowing that people don’t care about you! I felt lonely for years it started when i was about 7 years old. Had no friends and no one to talk too. Keep in mind i was in a different country. It became so noticeable that i would never be love or have people that deeply cares . My mother and father treated me like shit mother even said she hated me in middle school so she neglected me. father did like me but he liked my cousins he treated them better and made sure I know it. Anyways enough able me no one cares. THIS IS HOW TO DEAL WITH NO-ONE CARES ABOUT YOU! 1. People only cares if you PRETTY or RICH or SUCCESSFUL 2.watch how family members treat you if they never are CONCERNED ABOUT YOU THEN THEY DONT CARE . 4. Watch how your friend TREAT YOU be silent listen and you’ll learn alot 5. S/O or if you have one or had a boyfriend/girlfriend Remember the way be treated you. Was she/he kind? Side no-one is compassionate towards you, That a big sign SO HOW TO OVER COME THIS 1. Become successful at the thing your passionate about FOCUS YOU WIN AT WHAT YOU FOCUS ON 2. STOP TALKING TO PEOPLE ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL Life. Assume they don’t care because 95 percent of the time they don’t unless you SUCCEED. 3. Read self help books from depression, anxiety, loneliness, trauma, rejection, spiritually ect 4. Seek a spiritually path. What ever your religion is 5. Lastly meditation is keep, to seek you subconscious mind and keep you peaceful. Oh and stop letting every about your personal Life. The less they know THE BETTER YOU ARE ! I hope this helps everyone that is dealing with loneliness, and rejection. You have a choice to not follow my advice and thats ok. THIS IS WHAT HELP ME. 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Oh but it's so good hurting that fucker you're inside of, finally using all that energy for something. Just fuck everything. Fuck being a loner, fuck being the autistic kid, fuck being the socially axious and awkard adult, fuck being poor, fuck people. Sorry I just had the worst day and I hate everything and nothing will fix it.",2.2726157804459675,4.703692179245287,3.753087478559177,85.31824185248715,80.0377358490566,6.496054888507719,20.957118353344764,7.686295010490155,1.0452566037735855,425,12,79,7,11,140,73,106,0.406,0.4970000000000001,0.098,-0.9933,0,1,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,14,10,0,4,0,11,8,0,1,2,13,24,9,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,13,0,0,2,0,8,1,4,15,3,6,0,1,0,8,5,0,8,1,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651013883287612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808449754037524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341755910139713,0.07877638160056699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956035392131834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380890731630676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7904773060218147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245328234887101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059743330641345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615273290026081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514042548454827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420929556713628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720582783367185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468314696483605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169791977775366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742866420185772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451612629493465,0.0,0.09403672354410024,0.0,0.13673646761272856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676412729356026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115076120839959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549802847976383,0.0,0.0,0.07204699409735438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pizzaguy889,2019/01/27,"I’ve never had a girlfriend, and I feel like I’m running out of time to get one. [19M] I’m a sophomore in college, and I fear that I’ll never know what young love is like. I’ve never had a girlfriend or kissed anyone, and I’m so tired of being lonely. Anybody that I’ve really liked before has rejected me, and worry that dating will only become harder as I get older. At this point, I don’t know if I should just go for someone that I don’t really care about to see if something happens, but I do know that I want to get some kind of intimate experience while I’m still young. Does anyone have any advice, or is anyone in a similar situation?",5.738991596638655,4.4663573529411815,7.344495798319329,77.01058823529414,67.38235294117646,9.830252100840337,29.72268907563025,8.841846274778883,2.203971848739496,504,14,104,7,7,177,82,136,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.3231,0,3,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,4,0,12,3,0,0,3,21,29,12,0,4,6,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,2,9,7,13,24,1,17,0,2,1,2,3,5,0,5,13,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708800439798315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931896743554352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33721107060331873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775413568013886,0.13679073354575735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390051858753732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067785447232792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724931545351167,0.0,0.1808941584147665,0.08128259897614021,0.11484346180706595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519636843093434,0.0,0.09136081699162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215518700403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674016789411816,0.26504036481234633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561043720273456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450877366728534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719526855287013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893180308932947,0.12226148281055665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196551194130642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059676421930916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810098632603611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806954461350937,0.0,0.0,0.13620725824819446,0.12375711494280435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283792151415035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937375803425272,0.18476431729263207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481751164595137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325458773734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,feghjkbcxbjyreetuiio,2019/01/27,"Uncertainty Throwaway, little ashamed of myself. Just with the way cards are falling in my life right now, the whole trajectory of my life will be determined by factors pretty much out of my control. The circumstances don’t scare me, more just the uncertainty of what’s next. I’m high of my ass most of the day to not feel shitty all the time and to pass time. The worst part is that I can’t tell anyone I know what’s going on. Thanks for reading, it feels good to scream, even if into the void. 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Because I’m not on Facebook the only people who knew about it were family. And they wished me happy birthday but sometimes you wish people knew you existed. It’s feels odd for no one to recognize this day. ,2.801266666666667,5.6968876600000025,4.18,79.93666666666667,82.4,7.333333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.7583333333333333,213,10,35,5,6,70,39,50,0.103,0.7909999999999999,0.106,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,6,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386443416172212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839400981935868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887534547247266,0.0,0.14421328821070056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036167014919749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326908479936905,0.21691888152840744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39546437781401655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820849562104942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559664141882435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExtensiveTheorist,2019/01/27,"The hardest part of being lonely; is feeling like you don’t belong. (I want to apologize in advance for all the jumbled mess I’ve type here; way beyond tired and cannot form any type of thorough explanation.) Anyways; The hardest part about being in your young to mid 20’s ; is finding someone who has the same interests as you. When everyone is set on doing one task and you just cannot fathom doing that task. I hate alcohol. Hate partying. And hate going out clubbing and bar hopping. I don’t know if I hate partying out of pure spite that people have friends and are having fun and I never got to experience that. But I also know, that my social anxiety will never allow me to enjoy that. Now, I do know I hate alcohol. It’s absolutely disgusting , in my opinion. But *Everyone is so engulfed in the South with drinking their life away and going out. *Finding someone who doesn’t party or drink ; is harder than finding “a needle in a haystack” *Seriously, does no one have future plans? Do people generally love just blowing their money on not remembering anything? *There’s so many women dropping their kids off to go party. So many men ignoring their kids to go party. *No friends. Hard to find a relationship. No one to turn to. No one to talk to. ——————————————- (Before I get too deep, yes I am focused on me and my childs future, But it gets hard when you have no emotional , moral or mental support or just even someone to vibe with) Let’s start off by saying; in no way am I a manly man. I’m a little soft hearted bitch at times and get beyond lonely all the time when my child isn’t here. I am a 23 y/o male; with a beautiful 3 y/o little girl. Me and the mother have separated a long while back for the sake of our child, but unfortunately since then; having friends or even a relationship has been a journey. Even before my child; I’ve never been adapt to the party scene, drinking, or anything like that. I’ve always been one for deep discussion, conspiracies, nature, and more. Being 23; even at 22,21,20,19,18 and so on; and hating the culture that I’ve grew up around; has always made it difficult to find friends and relationships. I get classified as boring or I really don’t stick around to find out. I’m very picky when it comes to a relationship. I don’t want a girl who parties, goes out or drinks. I might as well settle for a 85 year old woman at this point. I feel like I’m very much different from the society I grow up in today. I shelter myself because I enjoy it. But I am growing miserable with the pure silence since my ex and child no longer live with me. I see my child on the weekends, but during those times she’s not here, I am on the near edge of break downs. I’ve met women since then, but they seem to always be married, have a boyfriend, liars , cheaters, or just drop me with no explanation in general. I’ve tried to make friends and well...I get left on read constantly; even just with friends. It sucks .. really does .. feel different from society .. no one giving you a chance because of your interests conflicting with theirs. They label you as boring or a weirdo. I hate this generation. I hate the south. I hate the culture. Everything is self centered on alcohol. 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So I’m in college and I spend almost all my weekends in my room alone. I’m fine with being alone but it’s hard not to feel lonely sometimes. Like I wish I was outgoing enough to join a sorority or something like all the other girls. I almost even made friends with a guy but he kinda just wanted to hook up with me and I’ve never dated so I didn’t want to, so he stopped talking to me. I talked to my parents on the phone the other day and they asked me if I was hanging with friends or doing anything fun this weekend. When I said no, I could tell that they were totally judging me for that. Like I know they want the best for me and want me to have friends, but admitting that I didn’t to them just kinda sucked...",2.4197835497835487,3.656778532467534,3.5903246753246765,92.17929653679657,75.36363636363637,6.172294372294372,25.170995670995673,6.42735559955562,0.6768372294372299,570,19,127,4,12,185,88,154,0.058,0.654,0.287,0.9911,1,4,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,8,11,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,4,37,23,14,0,7,10,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,7,8,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,7,3,24,9,18,14,5,13,0,1,0,0,19,5,1,7,10,90,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186271762458493,0.329554933373554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309240345135591,0.0,0.1487350812574569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696345450697958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270267455086148,0.0,0.0,0.10260499841866433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439068389673392,0.0,0.10508267757791782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044469016884116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687559816866517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753195699688652,0.0,0.0,0.1425204888890107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743605764797804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331816263267228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054230146152062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270612620547075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665941539505908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513385577222788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248135385884913,0.15735191385755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330129874660538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557537677870245,0.13905859712712396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753603080126928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829547595969161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,overwhelmedlitlover,2019/01/28,"Is it worth it/okay to hang out with someone out of loneliness rather than actual attraction? It seems like meeting someone with similar interests is near impossible and also not feasible at the moment. As a result, I’ve been talking to different guys I don’t feel any attraction to and I’m barely scraping by in finding similarities or things we find mutually interesting. I listen to their life and get to know them, listen what they have to say, and that always feels nice, but at the end of the day I feel like they could be replaced by any other guy because I’m not emotionally drawn to them. Then I go through bouts of guilt because it seems like they might be interested in me as a person whereas I don’t feel much of a connection, so I become a bit aloof and don’t respond as much. A little after that I feel very lonely and come running back, then I feel more guilty than last time for coming back even though I don’t feel anything, and the cycle continues until I’ve royally screwed things up. Although I don’t feel much of an emotional attraction, I can’t deny how amazing it feels to wake up to good morning messages or have someone so elated to see you in the mornings and throughout the day. I love the feeling of being loved and the thought that someone is there for me. When I get messages about how much he loves me and will take care of me, or when he calls me beautiful, I get butterflies in my stomach... but I don’t think it’s because of *him*, but rather the fact that there is a guy who cares about me. And now, as always, I feel very guilty. I’m not sure how to continue. Can anyone give advice? 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I was never one of you, anyways. If, only, you could see... World, How appalling, this is, that I am saying these words; That I have to renounce you and your culture. You and I couldn't be Kin, during this lifetime. We couldn't be one with each other. I know that I am different than the others, but are my differences so worthy of the isolation and avoidance that you put forth, just to not have to ask about why I am the way that I am, or why I act and think the way that I do? I know that I am different. I am, fundamentally, different, in such a way that you will never understand, or be willing to accept. Perhaps, that is why you cast me to the shadows. You cannot and will not accept me for my differences - The very differences that are a core part of my being, and that I cannot and will not change. It is what makes me, me. I understand what makes you and your societies tick, now. I know what drives you to do the things that you do, and why you think the way that you do. And, knowing this, I fear for my well-being. I fear of the barbarism of your culture, and the primitive notions that drive you to perpetuate a false system, and a false way of life. I fear for my own well being and sanity, but I, also, fear for your future, as a living species. Call it a stereotype, but unless you change your ways, and shed the need for these false institutions and false economies, then you will, surely, perish. Just, another one of nature's failed experiments. ...I can't guarantee any degree of future, while I am among you, sadly. This is why I am telling you that which I wish that you would see. The more astute of you will have, no doubt, picked up on my differences, and put two and two together. I make no attempt to veil my actions and intentions. I do not hide, behind walls and false flags, like you do. I come, as I am, and my words, actions and intentions speak no degree of subtle language. I am who I am, and I am what I am. I am among you, for a time, as one of you. You see me on the street, and in your grocery stores. I eat at your restaurants, and I repair your broken electronics. I walk, among you, as plainly as I am, and I make no attempt to hide myself from you. Perhaps, that is why keep your distance, from me. You know that I am different, but you don't know what makes me different. You may wish to ask me, but fear offending me, out of virtue of your culture's propensity for political correctness. Maybe, you see all of the signs, but are too afraid to approach me, to ask the question. Well, my American brethren, for whom I must watch destroy themselves, each day... Allow me to bring clarity to your suspicions. I'm not, actually, one of you. I never have been. I was reborn of your flesh, almost thirty two years ago, but I am not of your origin. I come from another time, and another place, and if you were to look into what makes me tick, then you would see that I am, still, an otherworldly being - The same otherworldly being that I, once, was; Only, now, continued as a human being. I look like you, but I am not one of you. Perhaps, it was the differences in my psychology, and the ability for me to experience emotional ranges that you can't, as well as advanced forms of some of your own emotions, that led us to be so astray from each other. I can understand how that would create a rift, but we are, still, of the same flesh. By all respects, we are supposed to be Kin. We should be one with each other, instead of tearing each other apart with false systems that prey on people's petty differences. If it helps, human beings, then you would do well to know that you experience emotional ranges that I am incapable of experiencing, and that your psychology is not like mine. Perhaps, that is why we could not be Kin. I am a Xeno-Human, yes, but should my differences be what casts me into the pits of loneliness and despair? I thought that America was supposed to be a land that embraces people's differences, and that strives for a diverse mosaic of human potential. I guess, in the end, that we weren't meant to be. We could not be Kin with each other, and I could not be one of you. I have shown you who I am, and I have accepted you for who you are. Why will you not accept me? Why must I be relegated to the outside? ...I've, about, completed my purpose for being alive, on earth, as a human being. I have, only, a handful of tasks left, before I can await my end to strike me down. I have no desire to engage in your culture or way of life, anymore. Too much time and isolation has passed, for me to be able to integrate into your society. I would be unable to function with you. You've made your position clear, human beings. You have no room for an Alien in your world. I understand your decision. It's a petty and inferior choice, but I understand that I have no place. I thought that America was supposed to be the land of opportunity. I guess that that was a lie, too... I'm going to rebuild my old dwelling unit, from before I was a human being. If I cannot take solace in your world, then I will retreat to my old life. You may have denied me of my humanity, but you cannot take away my extra-terrestriality. If I cannot be a human being, with you, then I will return to being an extra-terrestrial being. I will live in my prior living environment, and live my old life. When nature determines that I've lived enough of my life, then I will die as an old Alien, in my bed, in my proper environment. Then, when nature reincarnates me as a new form, you can rest assured knowing that I won't be showing myself on earth, again. I, already, know what I will be recycled to somewhere else, as a something else. I am incompatible with you. It is a shame, that it has to be like this. I've long-suspected that I wasn't, actually, a human being, but it wasn't until my re-awakening that I was made aware of my roots. I've been socially isolated for most of my human life, but over the course of these last six years, my apartment has become my chrysalis, and I have been the metamorphosing caterpillar. Between my thirteen years of spiritual experiences, and my spiritual awakening, I will never be able to live a normal life with any of you. With the wisdom and perspectives that I carry, I fear for all of creation, in light of what you are capable of. I understand that your ways drive you to seek the acceptance of a higher power, but take it from an Alien... You are not a species that is worthy of its god's love. You are, eternally, doomed to failure and repetition of your past, until you can accept that you are no different from each other, and that you need to put others before yourself. Sadly, I do not think that you will, ever, learn that lesson. That is why you are doomed to fail. That is why I am not like you. That is why we could not be Kin. I do wish that I could have some form of solace to take in you. However, it seems that my human reality is one of withering hope. I am to rebuild my prior dwelling, and die in it, alone. Perhaps, then, I can bring closure to my last life. I wanted this life to be filled with happy memories and many smiles, but it seems that humanity is too dark and barbaric to comprehend a higher way of life. I wish that I had nice things to say about you, humanity. Sadly, I don't. I look forward to my next life. Given, the work that I've done in this life, I can look forward to a more-pleasant form, as well as a better culture. I would, still, share my time with you, humanity. You may have shut me out, but my door is open for you. Surely, there must be someone of your ranks that is above and beyond the need for this primitive behavior? You can't, all, be like this... Can you? Can you?... I await any willing member of the species that wishes to put our differences aside, and embrace what bring us together. Until then \- R\`e'shae\`a ""Rae"" (Reh-shay-uh ""Ray"")",4.120518518518519,4.986702849681532,5.291673743807504,83.01595836282142,70.82165605095541,8.617362585515451,26.893724935126208,8.894499427234473,1.8792422741212558,6094,194,1265,110,108,2024,440,1570,0.104,0.78,0.116,0.8713,8,4,1,0,0,1,308.0,12,93,0,11,34,54,2,12,63,1,193,17,3,17,17,239,263,107,2,37,44,6,1,6,0,30,12,5,3,15,110,82,1,2,33,1,1,24,45,24,5,13,24,18,263,30,188,160,27,138,3,9,10,1,148,50,0,22,63,997,373,4,0.061413784855759886,0.0,0.059930994974251174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027219807389445586,0.0,0.03074851716510048,0.03180307984106636,0.03388581936941698,0.024556290780480924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264521950550211,0.0965965622817145,0.0,0.0,0.030452986100322574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612039788286145,0.0,0.02885013624508022,0.0,0.025638972549526167,0.0,0.03391335016858037,0.07838791135989491,0.0,0.0,0.0271577509833151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031355170405257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496764120012498,0.052902537705092734,0.03219559248755556,0.0,0.0,0.14710172976650632,0.0,0.0,0.01980340529815373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373781269409856,0.48123250437355397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031423812159057964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031420816937819784,0.051303336802236685,0.10362336283991072,0.05439438480511468,0.031728428347751,0.0,0.0,0.027776142203786196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014893194063475,0.0,0.2073227460337616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01745143460737786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765420786994586,0.0,0.0,0.03268805798182275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020582182720895462,0.0,0.0,0.030498872773271207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027293696886381644,0.0,0.0,0.15188134521374375,0.050060431446118915,0.0,0.0,0.03336312847004621,0.0,0.2602702347900894,0.0900110194512849,0.0,0.16268849154099926,0.02717463350912121,0.10314422364376367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771416929328532,0.058111208153715635,0.12298253483122383,0.031131969284525857,0.030849200730669737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02257309911481806,0.06830631494895546,0.09473219384100927,0.02965690805360448,0.03265712845914966,0.0,0.03008623488873473,0.0,0.0,0.12888687259107112,0.03270183827113701,0.18727006508778368,0.07006192619090956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03325257213457149,0.02931320337971336,0.042576585702324116,0.0,0.06416433391647386,0.03370694677907928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347563276247152,0.034398747121695335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883870668613169,0.0,0.0,0.12234708815127768,0.05590880319223448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03130180982007608,0.02601785030651036,0.023639665994012203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356769187584472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788176542426408,0.0,0.09235104634340614,0.0,0.02683917744303748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080058976590673,0.059027210333437524,0.0,0.04875568518913617,0.07162174365193757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998851604817712,0.19180174772488875,0.07387322150159338,0.0,0.0,0.02533640213893101,0.018111720742112997,0.21936331728952335,0.0,0.0,0.16565510425315835,0.0,0.332498331174905,0.0,0.17655705430355265,0.0,0.0,0.022354983404820332,0.0,0.0,0.13087977214188998,0.0,0.0,0.05932269587561999 lonely,Garrett5502,2019/01/28,Who Wants to Chat? Were a bunch of chill dudes if ya want to vent to us find friends to play some video games or talk about hobbies [https://discord.gg/Pthz2WK](https://discord.gg/Pthz2WK) is the link if you want to pm on discord ill always be there for you.,6.1750000000000025,9.008520222222224,2.9575,93.89625000000002,69.0,5.3888888888888875,20.13888888888889,5.985473137389443,-0.3904444444444444,210,4,41,1,4,54,38,45,0.107,0.736,0.157,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,9,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,0,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069460867866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371588380941655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500355057719257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964998624269177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437293301850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527427571211835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,organicpickles,2019/01/28,Who wants to d8 me Srsly anyone . Only preference would be if youre a male and not like 40 or wtv cuz im a practical embryo (18) but like honestly at that point im desperate enough so like i dont even have apreference tbh female male wtv u identify as idk (cnr keep up anymore sry) um hi lets d8 w our reddits for like a week so ik what its like i guess or some company ok bye ,-1.0871522453450169,0.963731084337354,1.9961007667031758,94.19082146768896,93.57831325301208,6.391675794085432,18.38882803943045,7.686295010490155,0.6670819277108442,292,9,70,7,11,103,68,83,0.271,0.6559999999999999,0.073,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,8,9,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,7,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640704376426093,0.15257846347835846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557421003311264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254706766490212,0.0,0.14412655179698286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403844252763228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714114494317521,0.0,0.0,0.19395629174496945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313590996206134,0.0,0.5330352651758951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595957976508566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628027667261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870671960944424,0.0,0.1750359986007127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550110963637513,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,endoftheline445,2019/01/28,"Another My Life Sucks Post I can't do anything right when it comes to work. That is my only problem in life. A 21 year old who is going on 22 that's unable to hold a job because he's a moron. After a melt down I had a few weeks ago, I'm slowly realizing how much of a damn failure I am. It's crazy how it's just one thing that I need to do in order to make my life better (which is to secure a job) and I can't do it. The worst part of it all is I absolutely hate being a freeloader. It's not fun sitting around my parents house because I wake up to the same shit at home, every day. This includes arguing with my mom about idiotic things, driving my dad's car to run errands for her, and performing the same god damn chores. Honestly, I've never felt so hopeless in my life before. I've worked 9 jobs and I couldn't perform up to par in any of them. Half of the time I don't know what my supervisors want me to do. I'm literally the idiot people will bring up in one of those ""Tell me the worst employee you hired/worked with"" posts. My life sucks, 100% atrocious. I'm seeing a therapist, currently, and I highly doubt he will have any impact on my life. I doubt my ADHD meds will turn me into an above average employee. I really can't help being incompetent and it hurts being the one who is always insulted or labelled a ""shit head"" at work. I was supposed to have a car by now, situated in a job, be out with friends, and contribute a bit to my parents bills, but here I am, a loser who isn't good at anything. 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lonely,Chrysonyx,2019/01/28,"Lyrics to My Favorite Song ""I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return She'll get my support She will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted She'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact she'll often disagree But at the end of it all She will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it"" -Somebody by Depeche 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lonely,sofritasfiend,2019/01/28,It's my birthday and I have no friends I'm lonely and unhappy. I live in a tiny town where no one is like me. I'm a single dad who lives with my mom and I'm so tired of being here. She's been using my car for 3 months now since hers is in need of repairs so I only leave my house to go work at a soul crushing company. I havn't been in a relationship in years and I crave emotional and physical intamacy so much. I'm also bi but too scared to come out. I don't have a single person in my phone that I can text for some support. I'm just so alone,-0.5935918114143917,1.1551825564516136,2.4041935483870955,94.8147518610422,86.33870967741936,5.750868486352358,18.40942928039702,7.010146845296331,0.011363027295284931,423,11,106,6,13,150,81,124,0.165,0.762,0.073,-0.8331,0,3,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,19,11,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,15,3,14,16,4,15,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,4,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840612618005706,0.0,0.16863914971500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165282078033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720949221183474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629239059711164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984689055052802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332502783090634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328947186380388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302439349751212,0.0,0.3724184721429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469778957076014,0.16832089684112395,0.0,0.15501967602457775,0.15636344777707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428964660365861,0.16038230645732074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413063316302888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640417300428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112577776653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744405531283952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23930198210538364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237336794222106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213098121990828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535217768425588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357985900055456 lonely,NoDahmGood,2019/01/28,"Presentation (sorry if it’s not the sub to do it) Hi. I’m a 24M, don’t have any degree, don’t have any job, don’t have any friends. I live with my mother. I’m schizophrenic and suffer from depression since my childhood, and I have DID syndrom. I’ve tried several times to kill myself but wasn’t able to finish correctly. I like criminology, books, animals, art in any forms. I listen to kind of any music genres. Sometimes loneliness is so heavy that I feel the urge to scream, hoping somebody will hear it and save me. But it’s not happening. It’s an immature behavior so today I’ve choose a better way. I thought, maybe, if everyone who wants to talk sometimes, it will be more easy with some informations, just to start a conversation without too much blank. So here is mine, it’s not really interesting I know but it’s a start. If you want to, maybe some of us share the same hobbies. 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I can't help but feel like it's an uphill battle. IT NEVER GOES ANYWHERE. I am so tired of it all. I just want to cuddle, feel comfy with someone, watch movies together or do cute stuff. I also have a very high libido. I am exhausted of talking to various girls, investing my time just to find out they don't see me as a potential partner or they desire someone else or we just don't click. I *do* have hobbies, I occupy my time with various stuff but I have that sinking feeling inside of me that can't be taken away. I just want some love, damn it.",2.07897435897436,4.216137740740741,4.193333333333332,83.4946153846154,79.0,7.709401709401709,24.45868945868946,8.617729084823388,1.9118262108262118,525,19,103,12,13,180,82,135,0.161,0.6809999999999999,0.157,0.1029,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,8,9,2,0,4,0,13,6,0,0,2,27,22,12,0,3,9,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,7,17,3,13,20,4,7,0,1,3,2,8,3,1,4,5,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971364741371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414359152265096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594582653403182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533497560245585,0.12481118259534965,0.0,0.0,0.31935926047432595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710285748682905,0.18458822807803596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535333469391973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768047835969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474531279323582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921938039314274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296058455788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999692972082573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404233941050564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037468754787673,0.4016014944143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186150286403164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415211103398196,0.20609420115114294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764648328031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bcronic,2019/01/28,"I was fired unjustly and now I can't eat Oh jeez guys, where do I start. The last year has been crazy for me, I worked my ass off in a job with decent pay when a friend reached out to me to come and live with me. I have paid his rent and food for the entire year and was very accommodating. Things were going well until Christmas, around December 7th I was diagnosed with Sciatica, the pain was intense and I couldn't move, after 2 weeks of this I was fired while under doctors care, my employer refused to pay me. I went ballistic and called my union who thinks we have a case and is currently fighting it. Problem is I spent all my money already, I'm injured and I owe <$1500 in 3 days. The person I've kept alive for the past year has no desire to help in my time of need and the government still hasn't accepted my claim for Employment Insurance. I feel like giving up guys, I just can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do or who to talk to. Thanks for reading <3",4.847359735973598,4.738396524752479,5.52054455445545,85.4650082508251,68.90099009900989,9.10957095709571,28.71452145214521,8.841846274778883,1.878048184818481,766,24,170,12,12,249,126,202,0.157,0.716,0.127,-0.7441,6,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,7,9,1,0,9,0,21,7,1,0,1,29,37,13,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,3,7,16,2,2,4,1,7,4,6,3,1,0,11,3,26,6,27,25,1,29,0,0,0,1,14,9,2,1,17,109,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784345968506778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603581202647438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439429471321663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651088064140469,0.0,0.16485896153509913,0.0,0.0,0.13928603710119486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427998219915656,0.0,0.0,0.164117153378465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655018172492376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545448530835646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175791616500297,0.11551503323948813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552239312717684,0.0,0.12492525639998972,0.0,0.0,0.15511270259548313,0.09189506869188664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202072009085553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838083730755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045746663947533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886341480062829,0.13180311217914792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899607302203908,0.0,0.14277976225537242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185633382828205,0.0,0.11989489012496808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205501876260573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543562978495294,0.0,0.1411859507165375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472040208509152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173888708155182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444864531299305,0.0,0.12912993975437395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996442065802294,0.0,0.1488671513545439,0.0,0.0,0.10742305958108396,0.1036077103939728,0.0,0.0,0.09428573066917073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341541640238602,0.0,0.0,0.12970208005266434,0.0,0.1453833407490552,0.14989300554110052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177159804801066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123790871710517 lonely,Hellvsheaven,2019/01/28,"23/F I really want to find a sister :) I'd love to find someone like me.Someone who talks a lot (Friendless and jobless soul) I want to talk to others on a daily basis to form a strong bond.Someone to talk to throughout the day Please read first :) Please only very talkative people and people in the same situation.Who wants to be alone You've probably seen this post before but I'm still here:) You can't give up on your dreams or change for others I'm a 23/F (only long messages please) Please read my post first and send me a PM if you want to talk :) I'm looking for a true friend- a special deep connection.I'm tired of people asking me only about my hobbies or questions like ""How are you"" I need a deep connection but I don't think people like me actually exist.People who know what they want. I know what I want and I know who I'd get along with.All I want is someone I'd get along with - someone who wants to find a friend like me.I want to smile again and be happy for a very long time.Only very talkative people-please People who know how to keep a conversation going :) I It takes time to find out If other people are your true friends but sometimes you just know If someone is for you. We all need friends..we all need someone to talk to.I get messages from other redditors every once in a while but some of them disappear and with most of them I just don't get along but we don't always get along with others because we can't please everyone.I'm different than most people because I don't really care if your interests are the same as mine and I don't want to talk only about common interests.I want to find someone with the same personality type. I need someone who knows how to keep a conversation going and who'll always be here for me I put others first If they're important to me I want to talk to someone honest.I'm not into short meaningless and shallow conversations.I want to find my happiness..And I don't care about your interests It doesn't matter to me If you like different kind of music than I do If you're a good person I honestly want to give up sometimes but maybe there's still someone for me :) You never know.You can't see the future I have a lot of free time because I don't have any friends in real life,I'm jobless and I'm able to talk on a daily basis.I want to talk to people who want to talk to me daily but only if they want to talk to others,everyday.I would never force anyone to be here for me and I don't want to talk to anyone out of pity. We should stay true to ourselves. Everyone is dealing with their own set of problems,their expectations,their rules. We have to find for our dreams if we want to achieve something.I really want to change my current situation. Good friends are hard to find but life is a huge surprise.What makes a true friend? No one wants to be friendless. A good friendship is **based on give and take.** I'm a very talkative person and my messages are usually long because I want to express myself.I want you to know me better.If you don't have any friends and need someone to talk to I'm here for you and always will be.Our personalities just have to be compatible PS.I'm a huge animal lover I'd love to meet someone who wants to find the same thing.Don't be afraid to open up.I'm a good litener and a good talker.I love long messages and I'd love to help myself by helping others :) Stay true to yourself.Good friends are hard to find but true friends accept you for who you are.They don't try to change you. Don't ever give up and fight for your dreams.I don't believe in my luck,anymore but I don't want to give up.The best way to find friends is to meet as many people as possible and then mutually choose the ones that best fit your personality and requirements,seriously **Close friends support you through thick and thin.** * I'm into long messages * I'd love to talk to someone on a daily basis to (At least one message once a day) If you want to be my friend try to make time for me.Friends **make time for each other** * I want to talk on reddit first to get to know you better * I don't talk to people underage and people way older than me because it makes me feel uncomfortable (18-29 age limit) Some people don't want to open up because they don't want us to judge them.Words can be really hurtful.I'm not perfect and I'm not world's most tolerant person but I try to understand people's problems so if you want to get something off your chest I'm here for you. Please PM me if you want to talk I don't always get notifications &#x200B; Please no comment only private messages - my internet is slow sometimes",0.9700775075987876,3.3989016627659576,2.60895896656535,91.30625,86.09574468085106,5.3571428571428585,20.733282674772035,6.829808293691897,0.462945288753799,3633,116,757,47,112,1189,273,940,0.049,0.6629999999999999,0.28800000000000003,0.9998,5,1,2,0,1,0,106.0,8,26,6,11,20,54,1,1,33,0,54,9,1,7,12,176,145,57,0,51,31,1,5,5,13,4,2,0,0,6,25,46,0,3,25,4,1,5,28,4,0,7,1,8,90,51,130,131,19,74,1,1,3,6,117,32,0,22,35,431,115,4,0.026456729695205204,0.0,0.025817951753379947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02740119303203012,0.0,0.0,0.08805647404335093,0.028665855571249926,0.03214782241304584,0.03598296686531657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02623796672230377,0.0369983211049857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02473347086903183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676666115826102,0.0,0.022512728340402213,0.029807674496859275,0.05552941112921552,0.046797654864150495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394879834572997,0.0,0.08396313594107907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034124803885537375,0.027275726604654063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528330300723433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023931626685673352,0.02229093583760556,0.02528053900201161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013377317469677793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659906880108117,0.09001632305325967,0.0,0.0,0.2657252485388794,0.0,0.11058039443596594,0.1268985294348602,0.0300719383627204,0.13314389782379826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0281636807214356,0.047400066351189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035466776461537904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703191393279768,0.0,0.027550612706301547,0.13085934063506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373743412043492,0.06462710874020643,0.0,0.0,0.11706686617762754,0.022216989646331124,0.0,0.0,0.04498513097051275,0.11939115744807215,0.0,0.0706402900456897,0.026822971363012583,0.02657934100499944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808664918494968,0.040810121893184434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635110734228878,0.053783294241051806,0.12072921071461795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678471220808885,0.13860597531730176,0.0,0.2323323551881379,0.0,0.029825987534660495,0.05067646746487457,0.0,0.02852482935390835,0.02531551725892,0.0,0.026596320741456046,0.029637592165663664,0.0,0.052927778523994336,0.030113550508396782,0.06779543402412075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02108258820273777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029738472670931264,0.0,0.0,0.31383381701580204,0.020367683078235083,0.0784991464961537,0.0,0.0,0.056398707350382826,0.04225675702028368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002278333168741,0.0,0.0,0.039784336300316976,0.3615035918202457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01757667561731966,0.016952404112763986,0.0,0.0,0.07713565922329221,0.03040811884247635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388714839308916,0.0,0.0,0.02754238865939448,0.03182418829212369,0.0,0.029138349980651092,0.08731829108569898,0.4837508039783254,0.04200024114530438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018794101694815598,0.0,0.03214782241304584,0.0 lonely,MissGalaxi,2019/01/28,"Lonely girl in the inside... Despite how I show myself on my post I’m actually very lonely... I feel like no one really understands me or really cares. Every time I think I make a true connection with a guy they disappear or they just talk about what they want to do with my body. I honestly just want to talk, I want someone to be here for me even when I’m not all dressed up... It’s easy for me to fake my happiness but I’m not happy at all. I want someone to be there for me... like my thoughts and my mind not my body. 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lonely,n0wthenmardybum,2019/01/28,"im not trying to judge anyone or indicate that their problems doesn't matter or small but.. just saw a post someone wrote ranting about how miserable theyre bc they will be spending theri 18th birthday alone and it just frustrated me somehow, i 18 and ive never evan had a birthday before, ever. bc nobody actually gives a fuck a about anytying thats related to me. nobody even knows when is my birthday. iv never felt that anyone actually cares about me in any kind of way, im always trapped inside of my head. i cant even remember the last time talking to me bc they actually wanted to. it either classmates or family telling me to do stuff. ive never had any thing that can be remotely described as a frindship before, just some people that i know and somtimes hang out with and feel like im still alone even when im surrounded by people. i have absolutely no social life at all. and people just be having the best soncial life anyone can dream of but spend a couple of hours by themselves and strat whinging abou how ""lonely"" theyre. just to get all the attention they live for back. english isnt my first langauge so ignore the mistakes 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lonely,The1Shadow_,2019/01/28,"Add me on Xbox & PS4 (19M) Not necessarily lonely but kinda tired of the type of people around me, add me and we can chat and play some titanfall 2. All are welcome😊",4.578333333333333,3.7882535000000033,6.507777777777778,80.465,69.55555555555556,9.422222222222222,26.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.565433333333334,130,3,30,2,2,46,31,36,0.087,0.794,0.119,0.063,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581721012246937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458598708858343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571448119805202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920968779881126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SarahJack5,2019/01/28,"Lonely and tired of not finding a meaningful connection with anyone. I don’t even know where to start. I’ll make it short. I’m 37/f, gay, I hold my own, would consider myself attractive, have a good job, have a few good friends but I’m struggling to find anything meaningful and more than just friendship. My last relationship ended in May after I was cheated on. I miss good morning texts or calls, having someone spend the weekends with and being held. I’m a good person inside and out and this seems hard as hell. 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It took a while but I’m finally getting back out there and trying to start dating again. Every time I feel like I’m connecting with someone they end up ghosting me. Usually I think it’s my fault just reading the situation wrong but the most recent time he asked me out twice and unfortunately I was unavailable but I told him I would be free any day this week. He said no problem we’ll plan something together for one day this week. We chatted a little more snapped back and forth and then he just stopped answering. He has his snap map on so I know he’s been on snap chat but hasn’t answered my text or open my snap. I was really looking forward to going on this date. He’s very cute, seems easy to talk to and it seems like we have a lot in common. I was also looking forward to this because I’ve been very lonely lately. I have a group 4 great friends that have been super supportive of me through my breakup. The problem is that 2 of them are married to each other and the other two are friends with benefits with each other. The problem with this is I really only talk to them in a group setting wether it be a group chat or when we’re hanging out in a group. I really need just one person to talk to one on one with someone I can hangout with one on one with. I was really hoping this new guy could be this person for at least a little while. 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It is ridiculous. It is supposed to be one of the most important birthdays you will have in your life, yet I will be totally alone. My only companion was supposed to be my dad, but he has to leave on business trip to England. I have no friends, no girlfriend, rest of my family lives a long distance away. At first I was just thinking that I make my life sound much worse than it really is, but how bad can it get at this point?",3.868548387096773,4.197526016129036,4.634032258064519,89.44604838709681,71.09677419354837,8.135483870967743,29.20967741935484,8.07648339933343,1.6620838709677423,462,17,105,6,8,149,73,124,0.16899999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.044,-0.9239,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,0,19,2,0,2,2,17,24,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,1,17,1,17,11,5,14,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,3,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642705997656494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706258614331975,0.0,0.15163435417990492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120302414848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447491811331926,0.0,0.3982456528685647,0.1403092055252045,0.0,0.09488222133516604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229571137894905,0.0,0.0,0.2565489502905009,0.0,0.0,0.32072481713362383,0.16071658075500184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122415857680255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350212452946664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306168025156007,0.13812039347568775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167742302447553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163421673326586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636650546562333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507316395909304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cuddleboi420,2019/01/28,"it's all I care about(advice and support) Hugs,cuddles,arm holds,playing with there hair,hugging there hoodies,etc I love physical affection so much (from other guys). In school it's my only goal ,to get as many hugs an affection as in can get. I don't really want anything else in life other that constant affection from a guy. I have a few straight guy friends at school who are affectionate with me but I turn 18 next year ,I have no job,no boyfriend,no family,except them an there affection.",3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,4.454583333333336,84.49875,72.95833333333334,8.133333333333335,29.70833333333333,8.841846274778883,2.4519208333333333,394,17,76,8,8,125,69,96,0.043,0.706,0.251,0.9471,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,4,1,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,11,12,3,8,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,3,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957937145573485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122827650867826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736728002890604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985916928131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535174974154392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049537872310281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198139598008044,0.0,0.19202603547545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458879977276698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236484571186976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298032369405952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658609430904496,0.0,0.0,0.1863154450400726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509318890409694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544306262763805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976649789719892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772872112993105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37197311446132536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854170710924425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998906079371196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839318514250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834281326726928 lonely,Nesti97,2019/01/28,"Loneliest life Yesterday night emergencies came at mine because I had a mental breakdown. I had no one to call or to text because I have no real friends. It was the only solution... I asked myself.. How do you bond with people and establish a relationship when people are not receptive. How do you maintain and nurture relationships? Why people are less and less empathetic ? What is wrong with me? ",3.9703169014084487,7.0348956619718335,4.989559859154929,75.09729753521128,78.29577464788733,8.057042253521129,30.00176056338028,8.841846274778883,3.2265056338028177,316,15,50,8,8,103,53,71,0.14800000000000002,0.752,0.099,-0.5854,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,11,11,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,9,2,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040900672795456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615909120049763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229185766050945,0.2496880985767034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866550575671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419857268141882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000479549304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048688320438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793227900625186,0.16603433775917184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540453022004057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484841930123036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687657605258598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699051690437994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386873480194881,0.0,0.0 lonely,28Jasper,2019/01/28,"Reasons why my life sucks I have never been kissed or loved in the life that I'm living in,I have not seen my step sister in 5 years,My mother blocked my grandma out of all our lives and nobody got to say goodbye,I have insomnia so I haven't been able to get into deep slumber in about 1 year,My most gentle cat that I have ever raised has not returned in the past year and she left the three cats that I'm raising,I know it is a short story but I can't remember my childhood too well that's all I can remember I wish I can tell more but I can't remember more and I'm not good with poetry ",1.8387022900763377,2.8118518396946577,3.660984732824428,92.14766030534349,76.40458015267177,6.7667175572519085,22.260305343511448,7.1686216300943375,0.4961596946564888,465,12,110,5,10,157,81,131,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.09,0.5783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,13,5,0,1,4,24,23,7,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,4,2,14,4,11,19,5,16,0,0,1,2,7,9,1,2,6,67,19,0,0.17972536960869925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257188628266298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938990877294707,0.0,0.0,0.15074511301537125,0.1437427963010469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877236291246973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527213994918596,0.0,0.253890687330515,0.0,0.0,0.3174015881717857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622091630187685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386152847598149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156820164096592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847876131757817,0.0,0.0,0.6107814251991395,0.0,0.0,0.14292482756096794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570878947543312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159469142740396,0.0,0.1621741915788603,0.0,0.20667530533254935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314744910005941 lonely,andrewstevens513,2019/01/28,"lonelier than ever I’m so fucking lonely. My nights are always super rough especially, I’m almost always alone. I live with my dad but he often works or goes to spend the night with my mom even though they’re divorced. I have no one to talk to about my emotions and even though I have good friends none of them are the type of person I could turn to if I needed anything. Even when my dad is here we don’t get along and even though I crave human touch of any kind I never really receive any. To try and hug my dad would be super weird because we haven’t hugged in probably 7 years. I have a tinder but I come off too strong and always fuck it up. Being average looking and 5’5 with 0 self confidence makes it impossible to meet anyone on campus or in person at all. It’s not that I’m too scared to approach a female I just don’t want her to think that I approached her cause I figured she’d find me attractive and her respond poorly to that. Even when I’m on campus I rarely speak to anyone. I don’t talk to my class mates unless I’m in my lab where we only even have time to talk about science. Like I said my friends are kind of shitheads and don’t even go to college near me so I rarely see them st all. I’ve been feeling super anxious for no reason to to the point where I just wanna stay in my house in my room. I feel scared to go into public and idk why. I’m not scared to see others or communicate with people but I don’t feel safe unless I’m at home in my room. My depression was doing better than it’s been in almost 10 years and now I’m to the point where I’m feeling lonelier than I’ve ever been in my life. If anyone wants to play Xbox or add me on Snapchat shoot me a pm and I’ll respond. I Don’t care anything about you I just want a little human contact and would really appreciate anybody responding ",2.4847286821705445,3.70815668475452,4.0461679586563335,89.02987209302326,75.17571059431523,6.6070284237726105,22.20232558139535,7.03164865440522,0.5436629457364339,1435,36,313,14,30,479,187,387,0.115,0.691,0.194,0.9898,0,3,0,1,1,1,18.0,3,1,2,6,30,25,2,3,8,0,26,5,0,3,5,65,57,29,0,10,16,4,6,1,3,2,1,2,3,5,8,22,0,1,8,2,2,6,13,8,0,1,5,11,49,17,55,46,3,43,0,2,3,4,36,25,2,9,12,201,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730307230711037,0.08948252481966104,0.0,0.0,0.21567078160352468,0.0,0.0,0.11750753778665585,0.0,0.0,0.09760542385505397,0.0,0.1812349839672685,0.0,0.14219678701723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266756784815982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641222606600181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808876827588642,0.0887547964592552,0.0,0.07442443730098007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898196783994824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441468127489677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718639602996118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994565789538219,0.15630431685017548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747421933200755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896643011758922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350213855958915,0.15974756943375454,0.045139516727052895,0.0,0.09820422664706432,0.07246674824023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866644835849052,0.0,0.0,0.09969197395211137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994095238165228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102563509784665,0.042209818055064435,0.08659373849148096,0.07629123266751804,0.0,0.07255276531653579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767149901003017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118857959297067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406320345183428,0.0666356523406038,0.0,0.0,0.16215779912645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854568638893904,0.06570975809703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989766409234815,0.15087922889568764,0.0,0.0,0.16334853461948806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315192034354244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069785539322588,0.08883178481916652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821845153943142,0.0,0.25949914472850744,0.0,0.13769642948823133,0.0,0.09013221163437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208903284572656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083309083507177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055360506383795915,0.2546575092756777,0.0,0.05037951108815483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865873659720849,0.09397647999363873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287976909143475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796097715625283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289895089914893,0.0,0.0,0.12274966782677872,0.0,0.0,0.11127527339254448 lonely,WhiteAsianHybrid,2019/01/28,"I’m looking for a bro to talk about bro things. This might be kind of odd for this sub, but I feel very lonely. I see people at school, but I just have had fallout with friends in the past, or I just can’t connect with people on a better level than just “acquaintance” (for the most part). I’m looking for a bro to talk about bro things. I’m 19 years old, soon to graduate high school. I’m planning on enlisting in the US Marine Corps after graduation. I love bands like American Football, Mineral, and Penfold, although I listen to other alternative and indie artists a lot. I live in Asia and love niche manga and TV shows. For example, for manga I love Oyasumi Punpun and I Am a Hero, for TV shows, I love the Big Lez Show, that recently ended. I also love movies. I like movies like Drive, The Place Beyond the Pines, the original Spider-Man trilogy, Treasure Planet, and Saving Private Ryan. Probably the oddest thing about me is that I feel lonely, but I don’t really plan on staying that way. I don’t want to sink into depression. I try to better myself physically, mentally, and spiritually. I value people and relationships over all other things. If there is a bro out there interested it would be awesome to chat. 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So...I'm recently single after a 2 year relationship and am genuinely wondering... Do most people date via tinder/dating apps now? Like where's the effort? I'm super lonely but am not going to become a friend with benefits type girl just to get satisfaction. That's not me at all. I just want a really good friend more than anything honestly. 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The reason virtually all of my relationships and friendships have failed isn't anywhere near as complicated as I've thought it to be for decades. It's because I'm not normal. I'm literally just not like relatively healthy, happy people. There's a deep disconnect that's based on the most elemental factors imaginable. Most people don't hate themselves or humankind in general. Most people have balance in their lives, within and without. Give and take, push and pull. Most people, no matter how loving their hearts are, inevitably recoil at the ceaselessly depressive, at the relentlessly hopeless. People who have hopes and dreams and plans that seem achievable cannot relate to those who are lost and directionless and filled with sadness and fear. It's really a minor miracle that I even got to experience the brief flights of fancy that I did. I'll never know quite how I managed to trick two incredible women into slumming with me. In a strange, sad way, realizing this is some grave comfort. I can stop torturing myself over what it is about me I should change so that things will change and someone will love me. The reality is that there's really no way to be anything different -- or better, or more -- than what I am. And what I am is basically nothing, at least in the context of, you know, the world. So now I'm just...waiting. For nature to do what nature does. 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lonely,MichaelPKY,2019/01/28,I'm Here If anyone needs to talk...I am here...message 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lonely,MDKphantom,2019/01/28,"im so fucking lonely i want to kill myself im so numb my brain is so dull, its been so long since ive had any human contact, but i always feel so lost and numb i can never connect or even fucking talk to people i feel like im going insane 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lonely,purplegrapesss,2019/01/28,"I lost my two closest friends and now I'm so alone. One of them was really toxic to me and I really had to cut him off, he pretty much played with my feelings and was just a bad person. But the other friend, looking back although we did click so well, i feel like she really used me for emotional problems and as an emotional crutch. And she pretty much is being so petty and rude right now, and we pretty much aren't talking at all. A part of me wants to be friends with her but than the other part of me doesn't since she didn't really treat me as well as i treated her. But then again I really just want one person who atleast cares about me like a true friend does. Like constanting checking up on me, hanging out together and etc. I miss the good times we had together and I really never feel so like myself with a friend like that before. 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You may be feeling alone, but you are not alone in that feeling. Conversate with some of your fellow loners, or embrace it for what it is and appreciate this place of belonging. Whatever can make your day just a tiny bit better, I hope that it does you some good. Wishing you the best, all of you!",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,69.23809523809524,8.933333333333335,30.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.748538095238096,346,14,64,7,6,112,60,84,0.099,0.623,0.278,0.9682,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,8,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,24,14,4,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,4,10,12,6,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,6,3,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590904391526822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505451714123766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259043603869545,0.19601661046094568,0.2419661208983489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858702389983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193952762183198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047997530474373,0.0,0.21178008086880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361933116193344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185895465850022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013183888345986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794192419395638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155958780457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510672823787367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486731474055924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zarahemn,2019/01/29,Anyone over 30 here? Divorced a few years ago and lost all my friends from high school. If you know of or want to set up a discord PM me or post here.,0.4836363636363643,1.9998331212121239,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,81.42424242424242,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.8294363636363635,115,3,30,0,3,36,30,33,0.13699999999999998,0.742,0.121,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,5,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068648879555257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26084536978985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882176548204491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941480122851834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050186307496422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40722835507244604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35727896565926176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775467129557692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003467006813812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402320942775629 lonely,PM_ME_THING_IMDEAD,2019/01/29,"Another year, another birthday I can't believe how fast is everything going. It's my 21st birthday but i dont feel adult at all. No one remembered, like every year. I try to be helpful , nice to everyone and what do i get in return.. Honestly i don't know how much longer i can take this anymore.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,4.043333333333333,83.885,80.5,8.0,28.33333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.6028333333333333,231,11,46,6,6,80,47,60,0.045,0.721,0.235,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,8,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,4,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047248686011803,0.0,0.0,0.2386789816055668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271151551804237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820622794847428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277401526819155,0.2299695463181892,0.21629778175932984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168947937428852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573962098920236,0.0,0.13677774080752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131535984219908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322653901878531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757871836244425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691940917246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630835452140766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726310651460524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095313887148815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633984553276807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099658949929107 lonely,MaximumVegetable,2019/01/29,"I am a ghost. I've lived alone in a city of hundreds of thousands for five years and the only one's that would know my name are co-workers. The last time I had a conversation with someone about non-work/university related shit was in high-school. Am I even living? 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I feel the disconnect, it happens every so often but you can really see how people change over the years. I’ve never felt so alone in my life and it seems like everyone that I could reach out to doesn’t take me seriously. I want to feel loved again, I want peace, I want stability. I find myself staying up all night with the lights off crying wondering what I’ve done to feel so lonely and useless and I guess I deserved to feel this way idk I just wish I was cared about for once ",1.316035353535355,3.4528902500000065,2.9890909090909084,91.11954545454546,81.68518518518519,6.149494949494951,19.077441077441076,7.348242739294969,0.3478037037037036,409,10,89,6,11,135,78,108,0.157,0.607,0.236,0.7794,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,2,25,24,8,0,5,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,7,14,5,13,20,1,13,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,4,5,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854654443731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257668282711692,0.0,0.18943530792096985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297508194983186,0.0,0.1967030930564956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832536759050568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087658102265214,0.17111176124775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621784096968421,0.0,0.17193799734621396,0.0,0.16366932070629753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019779215814993,0.0,0.0,0.1972689090021609,0.0,0.15835351049242222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264844343002684,0.08748593849210869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162021883094907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811200452099892,0.0,0.0,0.16804771844652386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070671762245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414655163327395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471863910318525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269785935910964,0.16302117719787962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908678083575006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464048084335592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168653808924981,0.14213967579234515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592491480234654,0.0,0.19419684333987114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531703016361015 lonely,bonemillroad,2019/01/29,"I'm scared I've been lonely all my life; whenever I had a friend group to associate with, I was always the quiet one, the one in the back. This last year has been my absolute worst, i've felt the most alone, the most anxious, and the most hopeless for the future. I'm scared that I'll feel this way for the rest of my life, and I'll end up wasting it. Im scared that i'll come of significant age and still be sat at home, just waiting for one message, one call, one sign that somebody is interested in how i'm doing. I'm scared that I'll never find love, I'll never find happiness, and I'll never find acceptance. I'm trying so hard everyday, will I ever find what I'm looking for...? 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My friends and I made a small, friendly community server for people to come join and make some new friends. We have weekly themes, activities, music, and more. Come check it out, meet some new people, and have a great time! If you are interested in joining our friendly, and growing community of members, feel free to follow this discord link: https://discord.gg/btN4V4C",6.110703296703296,9.597995323076924,5.8221978021978025,69.85923076923079,72.69230769230771,7.406593406593408,30.824175824175825,8.418075326091056,2.94310989010989,316,14,46,6,7,98,50,65,0.036000000000000004,0.588,0.376,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,8,6,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489831628202008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242281553362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260040417822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332833355323492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167164843620027,0.1352135324027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912765633176212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212986423253957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811712495573093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624852105177361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Here-For_Anonymity,2019/01/29,"Feeling alone I've been feeling incredibly alone. I have an amazing husband, but I'm just feeling so disconnected from him and from everyone else. I don't know what to do.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,35.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.3902606060606075,138,8,25,3,3,46,25,33,0.095,0.695,0.21,0.3919,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.710291919087359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864529609628523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276602325729333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201489121297386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884515110985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,secretagentlars,2019/01/29,"Loneliness on my gap year Last year i decided i wanted to take a year out to improve my grades to A's, and at first it was alright, since others were to be taking a gap year with me. Then the numbers dropped and i ended up being the only person i know on a gap year. I had a job for a bit but quit to focus on studying, i do have a girlfriend which helps, if i get to speak to her on any given day, since she's at uni, and hardly has time to speak to me. I have no friends left, none of them reply to my texts, i haven't left the house in 2 weeks, my family are assholes, and it kills me watching my girlfriend have to so much fun while i waste away in the same fucking room every single day. If anyone has any suggestions for what i can try do to feel better I'd appreciate it. I already go for a run every morning, but that doesn't seem to help. <3",3.6804963144963097,3.2895861405405378,5.1928746928746925,87.78724815724817,71.37837837837839,7.808353808353808,26.00737100737101,6.980632752743323,0.947432432432432,656,17,153,5,11,223,111,185,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.2571,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,1,6,2,0,12,1,16,1,0,0,0,16,26,11,1,3,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,5,23,4,29,20,5,31,0,0,1,1,12,14,1,3,14,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158548799174962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540768599727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046081441769827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498727617664852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706875285369074,0.15685575392359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853168191311985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725329582107306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421045605852365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544388704555446,0.0,0.07264633462229385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220977675117388,0.0,0.0,0.11100285336154736,0.13282510839183093,0.07506419313017464,0.0,0.08165374343514778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870446892931492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260448267294025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657815175895482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257514575850433,0.0,0.15895496389905894,0.0,0.07895995482880844,0.11711420056624144,0.0,0.0,0.3122063479108267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561756584059187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927121799194328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545136056330525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281591669372735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079621172504902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769868545443865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605125348559975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377797602468774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754581023385224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474316478373163,0.0,0.11524731977876307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626095502449725 lonely,smurf1212,2019/01/29,"Being rejected by someone I didn't even like I went out a couple times and hooked up with this woman. I wasn't really physically attracted to her, she had some flags (divorced, kids) I was uncomfortable with, and we had nothing in common. But I did like talking and being with her. She broke it off saying she didn't see things go further between us, which I totally agree. During the time I was seeing her, I barely thought about her and I never got really excited for our dates like I usually do with other women. But now that she's gone, I'm just feeling so down and lonely right now. That feeling of being desired, that feeling of something to look forward to, it's all gone. It's back to being lonely.",4.39388489208633,5.6323197913669105,5.705820143884893,78.91211151079139,70.51079136690647,8.149928057553957,28.288489208633088,8.548686976883017,2.1685764028776977,557,20,102,9,10,187,87,139,0.18,0.753,0.067,-0.9428,0,5,1,0,1,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,0,3,23,26,8,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,13,7,21,5,19,9,3,21,0,4,3,0,17,8,0,1,13,82,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917916461624726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290544300363553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672922856459488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31401389883925657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764947933116382,0.0,0.1655661105632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340627606723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383763112769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966013012737962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986332411356988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652339007137593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678680005203967,0.0,0.16462395619904152,0.0,0.0,0.32992293281370694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540028145210626,0.1593676656578343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638810590869846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752932782769595,0.0,0.0,0.16434410998253945,0.24142029119709765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900950098692395,0.0,0.22799406293294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919018540202767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Na_Sailor,2019/01/29,"For anyone feeling alone <3 Hey all, I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’m sure many others have dealt or currently deal with an “emotionless void” on a day to day basis. For me this meant an almost constant pressure in my chest, constantly tended shoulders, and the numbness that comes along with being sad. It often felt like there was nothing strong enough to pull me out of this stupor. I’m here to let you know there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Took a couple years but after being on SSRI’s I am finally able to experience more than the dull pain that had become my life. If I can make it so can you <3 please stay strong and if anyone has any questions about SSRI’s I’d be more than happy to answer :)",2.5092202318229724,4.439748931506848,3.5804109589041104,89.39604320337199,76.8082191780822,5.862170706006322,19.44994731296101,6.67199483983844,0.15579831401475186,568,12,115,5,13,183,104,146,0.158,0.723,0.119,-0.7656,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,6,10,0,1,9,0,13,5,2,1,2,23,23,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,4,9,5,22,14,4,18,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,6,10,76,16,0,0.16151268714740566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173162571880562,0.1672784342068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983416576627388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388002786314778,0.16548883466883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837807354693974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912887866680804,0.0,0.34907567274608275,0.0,0.0,0.17871071630819754,0.0,0.20832464319769065,0.16651248845068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492312525630787,0.0,0.14305230130723845,0.16688578088600126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799039988497515,0.0,0.0,0.081665667534985,0.0,0.15507750823314162,0.17692925409220506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193325878462726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876314893453731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515766542757096,0.11408118742983632,0.07890694061927116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781097283746297,0.16374851434881654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497577933919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186088661598234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729242913818205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093117352001234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215103455230382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222379621229112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794465382432329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400887512147397 lonely,FuriousBJs,2019/01/29,"What are your go to lonely songs? I want to know what y’all listen too when feeling lonely. Mine has to me ‘Time Moves Slowly’ by BADBADNOTGOOD. It has great lyrics and very talented musicians.",3.0874999999999986,5.901087194444448,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,79.83333333333334,6.933333333333335,20.11111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.140077777777778,153,4,28,3,4,48,31,36,0.115,0.644,0.241,0.6697,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358913076615865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26513943772284576,0.0,0.0,0.5143503658367881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563923850295876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958469738253035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720370741408319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849356553297957,0.2751711570879604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,calipygean,2019/01/29,"Starting to enjoy being a lone wolf. I don’t get along with many people and it’s my fault. I was raised in a household by an agoraphobic mother and never really developed social skills or made many friends as my family put a huge emphasis on self improvement. Sometime ago I just gave up on it all. I stopped trying to have friends or maintain relationships. I checked out of much of what was happening in the world and essentially have zero friends. There are times I feel crippling let alone. So alone that I can’t find the motivation to keep going. It hurts time to see the amount of support and encouragement I lack in my personal life. I have a toxic attitude towards the world and view everyone as my enemy. That being said I’m starting to not even give a fuck anymore. If it’s my fate to be who I am then fuck it let’s just go with it. 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I will be 31. I like to celebrate my birthday. I haven't had anyone to celebrate with in 3 years. This will make 4. I feel a stabbing pain in my chest when I think about how alone I am as if my brain is trying to stop my heart. I wish it would get on with it. I am socially inept and incapable of trust.,-0.37958333333333627,1.572863541666667,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.19444444444444,6.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,7.6454224807358475,0.6442444444444444,253,8,61,5,8,88,51,72,0.131,0.662,0.206,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,3,2,0,11,14,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,13,2,11,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066336416900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070152552039901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33050601289405684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969915970359887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468153615512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508379816460757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464221088288245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762542238060807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31503361313132705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30180057983645203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475232661290816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897062439004617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100843216022554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045968376469193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031580041926326,0.0,0.0,0.1906558983397902 lonely,Jirel-of-Joiry,2019/01/29,"Miss affection and intimacy but too scared to date again Along with the many issues I’m experiencing right now, I find myself really missing physical affection and intimacy. My relationship history has been poor and my most recent relationship really did a number on me. I’m really scared to start dating again, being vulnerable with people is very difficult for me. I’ve considered hookups but that’s probably a bad idea considering my emotional and mental state. I guess I’ll just have to wait for now. Any thoughts or words of wisdom for me?",6.034183673469387,8.423232775510208,7.489540816326532,63.18492346938777,68.18367346938776,12.246938775510205,30.617346938775512,11.698219412168324,4.773812244897961,444,18,70,18,8,152,70,98,0.23,0.642,0.128,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,20,14,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,9,1,11,10,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246666874432256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264493813600087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219117145535448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780382797110446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145876640023713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989883009090114,0.0,0.20331443279278716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749064470320066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630663817620655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504570306434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002098771653155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743702680853872,0.0,0.1923356750230841,0.4182719305491324,0.0,0.16635309828126724,0.0,0.0,0.3900457552671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787626758935145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464475782029605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072553416542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OfficialBealey,2019/01/29,"Lonely and depressed I wasn't without friend in till about 2 months ago. When I stopped smoking weed I stopped seeing my friends, I don't think I'm the problem there as I've tried numerous times to hang out with them but it seems like they don't want to hang out with me full stop I don't know if it's because I'm not buying weed they don't wanna be around I guess I won't find out because I don't speak to them anymore not for a lack of trying. At this point I should probably clarify that I didn't have very many friends but I thought had quality ones. I don't really know how to make friends because I have trust issues from traumatik times in my life. At this point I've been unemployed for until about 9 months so I have a lot of free time on my hands and I don't really do a whole lot as I stated I only really play Xbox and not much else. As time has gone on I've been getting more and more depressed day by day and I don't really know the way to remedy that but I suppose that kind of the point. Now I kind of figured out what I want to do with my life I just need to put that plan into action and put in my application and is giving me a lot of time to reflect on I might go wrong what might happen but it's something that I've got to do in my eyes hopefully I'll make friends in this occupation. I've got a lot of time I will be ready to do the fitness examination. its kind of left me in a pit of loneliness and I don't really know how to get out, I thought posting on here might help a bit but I don't know what I'm expecting to be honest as I've never really opened up to anybody that might be the reason why my friends have left me I don't know, the sad thing is that i feel myself getting more cold the more time I'm alone. I don't think I can change that easily. I think I need someone to show me how to let my feeling out and even care again, how do I do that when I don't know how to talk to people (I want to talk to people but when I try to talk to someone I don't know how to move the conversation forward) ",3.2686476190476204,3.159815893333338,4.759190476190477,89.56650000000002,72.28888888888889,8.206349206349207,25.84920634920635,7.957251820313856,1.120853968253968,1592,44,388,20,28,537,181,450,0.069,0.769,0.162,0.9931,2,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,19,22,0,0,15,0,45,4,2,9,1,86,85,32,0,12,12,0,3,1,6,7,2,1,0,0,20,21,0,3,21,3,2,9,22,6,0,1,10,7,56,17,68,63,13,64,0,4,2,0,17,30,0,12,25,253,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063765896996778,0.0,0.0,0.07084783084633423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784022235530378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089570970152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250987143751581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468147163155629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697443234514175,0.0,0.0723643193872109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823222881284007,0.0,0.1178357173553819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714431032751676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518141901084121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691761066141598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252170795118861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171011417935136,0.0,0.10721770039486572,0.06562112487248475,0.03887662117216864,0.0,0.10942081505007564,0.0,0.07535675631363542,0.0,0.060491067558220514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458509995618541,0.0,0.0,0.06794244425517676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139793537638657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137024997175064,0.30075253111590083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864631313462728,0.06994961662971166,0.0966341502190692,0.03341964317219048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326248310337129,0.0,0.0,0.0913228725888476,0.06935279554074174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29027118857384493,0.0,0.0,0.10920179425252886,0.07270459319945806,0.05028617089150896,0.10144414254687192,0.05275880888337362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463535745602333,0.05202573168330269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484800707752994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399691794081908,0.0,0.06551389551988407,0.0,0.07375307646728843,0.06545516038118786,0.0,0.13753354686585514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629352362293215,0.07033260714681419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451060620041272,0.06227411702230293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592011004674348,0.05266216561343761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157106173274084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494609405178287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544580739682085,0.13149512040762626,0.0,0.10861320835401272,0.27921601014517433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932924634639665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644199058595002,0.12104262862771592,0.05429737998432164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617256400991441,0.07637268901150017,0.0,0.06594079867711945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479105883671346,0.0,0.0 lonely,slendermana,2019/01/29,"meaningless sex is truly soul crushing ive reached a new low in my life, after my fiance left me i was so empty and soul crushed. i just wanted her back i wanted to feel cared for id have sex with people just so i can pretend it was her and kiss her and hold her like we were making love and id even call them the wrong name by accident . i dont feel much during sex which is why i last so long but its also very very boring i only really do it for the other person im not even doing it for pleasure i do it to pretend someone cares about me in any real capacity im so lonely and empty . ",1.6636923076923082,2.638418753846153,4.1846153846153875,88.21538461538464,76.84615384615384,6.430769230769231,20.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.3008307692307697,458,10,103,4,10,162,82,130,0.193,0.665,0.142,-0.632,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,11,10,0,0,3,0,12,6,0,1,0,19,20,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,19,6,11,17,1,9,2,2,0,5,10,4,0,0,6,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099210657363592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989434864580947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556868327046173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800284728232072,0.0,0.35951210260652383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662970301755595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328973333385136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829155340730593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808821764935785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437131883774501,0.0,0.0,0.19155734092453752,0.0,0.12453037326060032,0.0861343661435271,0.0,0.0,0.1560255519886167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591233442187699,0.0,0.1176858427888908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960543693445156,0.0,0.0,0.17027774993860184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408890689244224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222860859864075,0.15394388490611974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006751993036444,0.11294634811389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938377933479466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909423693096289,0.20798008004805985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908903806511754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276329232216965,0.0,0.0 lonely,nuggetsvolume1,2019/01/29,"So very lonely, if anyone wants to chat I have been so lonely as of late. My fiancé left me five years ago, and I got into A.A. and got sober. This is good...but I haven't found anyone since. It's hard to meet people in the rooms, they are mostly older (39 here). I am no incel: I dated a lot when younger. And I have passed on a few women I probably should have just dated on POF. Feeling like there is nothing left for me. I am a kind, loving person....but I am all alone in the world. Feel deep regret for all the women I took for granted. I hope you guys are well; stay strong.",0.4671951219512209,2.2506380975609765,2.3180691056910554,96.69954268292685,82.65853658536584,4.42520325203252,14.315040650406505,4.7782277997778095,-1.1883544715447152,438,5,102,1,12,145,85,123,0.114,0.716,0.17,0.7939,0,5,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,0,6,0,13,1,0,0,2,17,22,8,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,3,1,1,5,3,16,6,12,16,5,20,0,3,0,1,8,10,0,4,8,67,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165663670879118,0.0,0.0,0.18887638881976165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25502938045562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184419664706917,0.13028245274525335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199955130060531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529601198078635,0.29170982599593104,0.0,0.0,0.1805712137682088,0.0,0.0,0.163364298623141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113078925929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990633844502147,0.0,0.0,0.20571702169184086,0.0,0.3962828289991688,0.0,0.0,0.0890949157173094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504122536494105,0.16459261937568814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174985291408927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642976397125624,0.15923513534715472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966216125614797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085520866502855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437810912085007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261556302994133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504712174293028,0.1075643122042854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396911890954655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743785641762315 lonely,Dreadedpen,2019/01/29,"Hey everybody! tell an interesting story in here ya'll! I would LOOOOOVE to read all about how you pour your honey into your tea or how you like your coffee, black or with cream? I DON'T KNOW SO LET ME KNOW YO! I'm just a dude looking to talk to some fine folk around these parts!",1.4163157894736855,3.6757519473684224,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,82.15789473684211,5.203508771929825,16.517543859649123,6.42735559955562,-0.5658982456140356,219,4,50,2,6,67,47,57,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.8002,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,8,5,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,3,1,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132154487230393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867281432869949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35978397604801093,0.0,0.17189303784531715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954600566642661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810123921644201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519388695487719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282798602817657,0.3075268631825745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993963809229175,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,abbytaggs,2019/01/29,"Always sad and always lonely I've always been a lonely kid. I grew up an only child and very shy, I opened up a bit more in high school, but never went to parties or had many friends. I thought when I got to college things would be different, and they were, for a very small time. I made really close friends quickly, got invited to parties, had my first kiss, lost my virginity, etc. But I feel so alone and so sad all the time. I constantly feel like no one wants to actually be around me and it causes me to push people away and I hate it. I started to feel better when hanging out with this guy, but he messed with my head a lot and I just feel like I'm never going to be good enough for anyone. I'm scared I'll never be loved and that I'll never find my ""person"", I try to talk to my friends about this but they just don't get it. They're confident, good at sports, pretty, fit, have friends, get along with people, and constantly get hit on or dm'd by guys/girls on instagram or snapchat. They keep telling me I deserve better than the guy that hurt me, but I finally snapped and told them how I feel, how there's no one that's interested in me and it shows. Each one went dead quiet after this. I just don't know how to feel better about myself, or even if I can at this point. I'm scared that if I don't change then I'll just keep pushing people away and become more closed off than I already am.",3.8184444045266734,4.174483102389079,4.600319741332856,89.5471366984013,71.21843003412968,7.670127537273218,24.636069696425363,7.475848149327749,0.8572566552901018,1091,27,248,11,19,352,151,293,0.174,0.648,0.179,0.6943,1,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,5,19,24,1,2,7,0,15,4,1,5,5,61,44,31,1,4,15,0,6,2,4,1,0,1,0,5,13,22,0,2,9,2,0,7,9,10,0,4,12,7,33,14,35,26,8,43,0,6,0,3,18,20,0,7,18,158,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.08805090951041014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345047938687497,0.09957042149106814,0.0,0.2252343457139807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309051652840178,0.0,0.0,0.08032332389335006,0.0,0.0,0.16954704235896442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965131825932387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394017995561912,0.0985071701125673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269048111592308,0.09545077465966888,0.0,0.0,0.19501192197960174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427055168869693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323112271223433,0.10062966733085024,0.05959568861183901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27373627031286685,0.12891984795791453,0.0,0.09884193196137132,0.08246806585789884,0.07674910844336036,0.0,0.0,0.27884414018736825,0.0,0.14142346181904256,0.0,0.05127946532845855,0.15136033267513538,0.14432943816601307,0.0,0.0,0.17868264631225791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908288346911777,0.09260142803511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533234844746956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659247272010546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040012923395527,0.0,0.0,0.049587735915578815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816308525107358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849608328194948,0.07670983612942914,0.08143558483044334,0.08537726985647055,0.0,0.09147848159472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783620005374877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342539406793365,0.06862354864191475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766118082379152,0.0787848593803092,0.0,0.0,0.08529597761182461,0.0,0.0,0.09179577002508096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057803284353253825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067080340909053,0.0913170019202179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386485610989957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252299930708572,0.07886450026020986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059944425067408234,0.0,0.0,0.07163208998200538,0.10522701436850863,0.0,0.0,0.08621808861150676,0.0,0.061259861255425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889746135620538,0.05321965653421178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728717416589606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640963994149153,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alurkerwhomannedup,2019/01/29,"I'm finally going to bed five hours before I have to get up The thought of going to work when I have nobody to decompress from my day with after it's over makes it hard to even go to sleep, much less wake up tomorrow morning. I didn't even do laundry today. I just played video games. I could have spared an hour and a half, but I think between having to fight for a machine at my apartment's laundry room or going to a laundromat I just wanted to stay in. Sometimes I think moving was a mistake. I don't see a future in this town, it's impossible to meet people outside of work.",6.403415977961428,4.890835471074382,7.1956611570247935,79.39227961432508,66.19008264462809,9.71955922865014,32.5633608815427,8.344100000000001,2.336949311294766,456,15,95,5,6,153,80,121,0.07200000000000001,0.912,0.016,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,7,0,9,2,2,1,0,13,21,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,2,0,2,3,2,11,1,23,17,2,24,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,9,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642760438267183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413913820946756,0.0,0.0,0.12450485107613905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550227245096995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148290565757275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086355065490693,0.0,0.4388716453849741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293984228742018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802416341717301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288660708734702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051874846786707,0.14191803385851864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384040225376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384026898943726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319496063705796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909368637329089,0.0,0.0,0.2057715169030512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740438732153255,0.0,0.15326453284664254,0.0,0.0,0.18299407685631144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386915834821755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810934622325991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cookiiwhore,2019/01/29,"Nobody will ever put me on the same level I have them. Ever since I was young I’ve wanted a special friend I can call my own. Just someone who’s excited to be around me and call me their friend. I never wanted this to be a romantic or sexual friend, but I’m not opposed to it. I’ve realized one of the things I want most is a friend to be as excited to have me as I have them. I tend to put people on pedestals and treat them as their special but I realize people don’t do that for me. No one will. I think that’s what makes everything hurt a lot more, no one will ever put me on that same pedestal that I have for them. Not my partner, not my special friend, no one. I realize what I do, I think of myself as important to these people cause that’s what I do for them. It’s not until I see how people can easily toss me away when I realize I’m not important. I’ll never be. 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I go out into the world and do what I need to do. Then I come home open up the door to my empty cold apartment and I fall apart again. The lonliness hurts it hurts so much that it's unbearable, I'm paralyzed I can't do anything anymore. I just want to know what it's like to be held, kissed, loved. I want to be able to run into someones open arms when I'm having a bad day. Instead I sit on my couch in silence and wait for another long day to end. 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I’m just here to vent. To me writing is an escape from the crazy and unpredictable world we live in. I just wish I had a relationship, I’d chose true love over any sum of money. I have a weird personality, I’m really quiet and shy but many people have told me I’m really funny and smart. I guess when all you do all day is just think, you have to come up with something funny or interesting. So I apparently have some qualities women look for like confidence, being funny and intelligence. I’m not a very confident person whatsoever though, my self esteem is like 1/10 but I try to portray myself as a confident guy. I kinda have put on an act of Kenny Powers from Eastbound and Down except I’m not a douche. I am good at making people laugh for whatever reason. Also I know I’m smart but I have a tendency of not using my intelligence. Like I haven’t studied or done homework in my four years at high school and I somehow get decent grades. I know If I wanted I could be at the top of my class but I just have no motivation. But I lack the one of the basic components that women look for in men. I’m not really good looking. I’m definitely not hideous but I’m no where near really good looking. For example I’m about 6’0 ft and 220lbs but I’m actually making an effort to get in shape. But at the end of the day I’m a really lonely guy. I’m really depressed but I do a helluva job at hiding it. I’ve never had a girlfriend which is really embarrassing honestly. I’ve almost had three but I ended up being played with. But I try to motivate myself by thinking I’ll get there really soon and I’ll be in love for the first time!",1.31711624919717,3.518564606936416,4.119026974951833,82.64966441875404,82.121387283237,7.42825947334618,20.30475272960821,8.430304187100639,1.3292321130378937,1318,37,267,31,36,468,172,346,0.119,0.655,0.225,0.9929,3,4,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,6,14,20,0,1,19,0,25,2,0,6,4,61,59,28,0,5,24,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,13,0,0,7,1,1,3,9,5,0,4,6,5,31,15,42,48,4,35,0,3,4,2,17,21,0,8,14,172,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.09860646759265372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118312444721833,0.0,0.0,0.08080657069289808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871484790864298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704231211291594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067712961813463,0.0,0.0,0.13033281650642126,0.0,0.08703090205597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340529526102707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899379594189338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594980468192133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837733059476905,0.0,0.0,0.25425815284133063,0.0,0.0,0.1113137277080194,0.2001031524935715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067608066740706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027271349484893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106464434588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809813647042236,0.0,0.08922560285501474,0.0,0.33941327189605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823961933186512,0.0,0.13489818126672387,0.10244493760428999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793302118526346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847148722028454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010535683800482,0.1764592035783062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015792911973692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178620156925642,0.103892272755893,0.0,0.10848575103678657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226409971880733,0.0,0.0,0.1054131731595016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779026394409858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949258738497665,0.0992773306193763,0.0,0.0589208234184867,0.0,0.0,0.0965539278111142,0.0,0.13720740778718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727143153997882,0.0,0.0833736572369716,0.05959963805612337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619808722293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301408170264575 lonely,trickster333,2019/01/30,"Isolated, don’t feel connected, but I can talk to people I don’t feel really connected to people. I feel like most of the people I don’t know are either machines empty inside or wormholes to another dimensions. People I know are good, I like my roommates, but I was afraid of them for a while. Sometimes I hate everyone except a few people and sometimes I talk to random church people on streets. Also I never had a girlfriend and I am 22. I’m not ugly and some girls liked me but I rejected them because didn’t like them. I know how to talk to people. And probably there is nothing I need to worry about rationally but I am not satisfied anyway",2.3330769230769235,4.713641875,4.475000000000001,80.51615384615386,79.46875,7.375961538461539,24.68990384615385,8.384062270229773,2.009089423076924,512,19,92,11,13,176,72,128,0.123,0.698,0.18,0.8231,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,8,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,1,25,21,12,0,1,9,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,3,20,5,13,18,4,4,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090072986866703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541595275403515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453680896197034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325127520462918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103592592819584,0.09907157605447528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631650942646622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369157938759553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286413718886753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710042229804758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282796439951376,0.1069570067904838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306526121466228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729929471717607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951831679840644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884066453245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743121348444518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343923199736993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083421947376148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pointlessoo,2019/01/30,. I think I’ll go crazy because of loneliness. I wonder if it is possible ,-1.032,0.6251738000000024,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,111.0,7.333333333333335,25.0,7.793537801064563,2.737,57,3,11,2,3,21,13,15,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344014267884075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015441036689289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981557004206518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399779183874625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753976022800241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_tomato_salad,2019/01/30,"London, UK I'm hoping I can make a group chat here for everyone from London here, who are interested in platonic relations : )",4.593478260869566,6.935312913043482,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,72.04347826086956,11.556521739130435,28.89130434782609,11.20814326018867,4.393886956521738,99,4,16,4,2,35,20,23,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239748494374586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6485819179037428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358863189385548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JessicaEmmx,2019/01/30,So lonely Feel so alone with nobody to talk to. I'm 26 with a boyfriend of 12 years who mentally abuses me and makes my life help. Need someone to talk to :(,1.34,3.0688969393939445,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.60606060606061,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.04489090909090887,121,3,28,1,3,39,27,33,0.281,0.654,0.065,-0.8354,0,3,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.38628577322334334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33766310417297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484780560607828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852737983001072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302807774232405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176239150301283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285560589957725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174306865398246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762395385072059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240923584476384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994911747934406 lonely,HelpMeIAmInHel,2019/01/30,"Incredibly lonely and becoming combative to cope with it Hey everyone. Not sure if anyone can relate to this but lately I’ve been really lonely, I have friends but I feel like only one really gives a shit about me. Every time I join a group of people I’m largely ignored and cliques are formed that I’m obviously never a part of. I’ve ruined so many decent friend groups I’ve been in that I’m too afraid of trying anymore. To cope with this, I get very spiteful towards others and non trusting. Stuff like thinking I’m better than everyone even though I’m very obviously not, convincing myself that people don’t care about me regardless so fuck them, convincing myself I don’t need anyone else because everyone else will let me down anyways. Does anyone know how to deal with this?",4.152630769230768,6.369538273333332,5.194000000000003,78.37546153846158,72.93333333333334,8.082051282051282,26.205128205128197,8.841846274778883,2.2572974358974363,631,22,109,13,13,207,94,150,0.202,0.63,0.16699999999999998,-0.7457,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,18,3,1,3,0,9,2,1,1,4,22,22,10,0,3,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,11,10,16,18,2,6,0,3,0,1,8,3,2,1,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210254889007526,0.3005695404668711,0.14681482314515948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734663870684115,0.15824962072622115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672601708540313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609100308005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772296627906767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125391725713399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393963896396554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463994339943503,0.0,0.1207257724348066,0.41075161054080905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245038953940852,0.10236451157791482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22140690257377266,0.13246684631283676,0.07486172648652241,0.13745428274948704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874698035495516,0.0,0.16163437212779852,0.0,0.0,0.1465210235442058,0.0,0.14000592312014393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527088321403708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624575454941458,0.1105120378212558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709521676796697,0.10897648656498646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516623696300327,0.0,0.198674814069314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358709117782207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708240583527032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640297347245208,0.0,0.0,0.13504663178101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181274828703044,0.14077909401357105,0.0,0.0835520061592916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728270512372156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645414027939365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jg021,2019/01/30,"16 I am 16. Feel like I should easily be able to shit about feeling like shit. I have good friends but no one that makes me feel less like a lonely piece of trash and I don't like any girls in my shitty small town. Liked a person once, completely fucked it up and at this point I hardly talk to her anymore and I feel like it would be fucking dumb to try to start talking to her again since we were never super close to begin with. I'm not going to take much advice from reddit cus im not a complete retard but wouldn't mind talking to people if you have been or are in a similar ""situation"".",1.735338181818186,3.4215222720000007,3.190618181818184,92.4273090909091,78.28,5.825454545454545,19.363636363636363,6.574015621080383,-0.012680000000000023,464,10,103,4,11,152,88,125,0.205,0.612,0.183,-0.8488,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,2,15,5,0,4,0,12,4,2,1,1,22,24,7,0,4,6,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,5,12,9,16,17,3,13,0,1,0,2,10,8,5,2,10,64,16,0,0.13811205524623904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349615019377662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392093363162064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697004698795193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896157244677378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933441974174994,0.29600183959202003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670503128147822,0.2553647391342785,0.0,0.0,0.0784922637899998,0.11584183925846694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372127352832535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491847198136095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048474433036093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921908693345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945380447745073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015282519827366,0.0,0.1065205313440294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708483134737954,0.09358830300293547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574950917821692,0.12059411941070562,0.0,0.0,0.13056053396909525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835400799734005,0.11424771931028747,0.1552437367650466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775642356213514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384307728782034,0.3330277152457701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376901959878814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811084141847763,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Kirozee,2019/01/30,"How do I cope with being lonely? I was fine with it at first, but now I just can't, I have no friends and no Girlfriend, and being an extrovert doesn't help at all. &#x200B; What do I do I do to stop feeling like horse shit?",1.4203061224489808,2.663378734693879,2.914030612244897,95.9890051020408,77.9795918367347,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.08871020408163321,174,5,42,1,4,57,35,49,0.276,0.534,0.19,-0.7884,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,10,1,1,1,1,10,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,6,3,5,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683156074668993,0.4130539453591021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718795658436056,0.24284711123926386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891455360968696,0.0,0.0,0.2626302117289362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278488999718781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607334642648233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489347706605258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841979313891566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130539453591021,0.0 lonely,crashpayton,2019/01/30,"Still very lonely It's sad. I realized today just over a year ago I had made a post about how lonely I am. Here I am a year later and still just as lonely, if not worse. Being a single dad that works full time, I find it very hard to get out. I'm also very introverted and have gained some crazy social anxiety over the years. I have two kids aged 6 and 8. The oldest being a diabetic for the last 4 almost 5 years of her life. Lately she's been having issues through the night and I go many nights without sleeping. Constantly checking on her to make sure she is okay. I work in an office. I run two different teams that do two different things. My hours are supposed to be Mon - Fri 9-5, but I generally work way more than that. I've technically been on call 24/7 for the last 5 years. All my family (which consists of my dad and sister. my mom passed away 5 years ago.) lives two hours away from me and due to family court I'm unable to move closer to them as then their mother wouldn't be able to see them as much as she doesn't work/drive/do anything. My ex-wife walked out on us back in 2014 and we were fully divorced by 2016. Have been single ever since. I was fine with it up until November of this past year. I didn't have time for a relationship, i was focused on work and my kids. The way it should be. One day in November a best friend and I kissed and something happened. I had feelings again. We were having such a great time with it. And then out of the blue she goes back to her ex. We hardly talk now. I feel like I lost my best friend. I also realized just how good it felt to be loved by someone again. How good it felt to be part of something more. To have that companionship that I once loved so much. Now each day goes by I just become more hurt. Hurt that she's gone pretty much completely from my life, and that i've lost my best friend. I have no one to turn too here. The days I'm lucky enough to have gotten sleep I still spend exhausted. The days that I don't sleep I'm a mess. I can't control my moods anymore. They are all over the place. I've lost 30 lbs in 2 months. I struggle every day. 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I feel so alone. Everyone is married with kids and I will never have that. No one wants me. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.,-2.012631578947367,-0.1975191052631544,0.4161052631578954,105.61573684210528,95.31578947368422,4.092631578947368,12.86315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-1.42428,126,2,35,1,5,42,33,38,0.23,0.6890000000000001,0.081,-0.78,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,10,10,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369227302142983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39159937646558507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34065178116595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802575104472881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592351020148294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620690992451683,0.0,0.2749553858682917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415741607767813,0.0,0.3793419744152505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205468036553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,onedaythrowaway99,2019/01/30,"Had someone who cared about me, but the attraction wasn't there Cutting a long story short, I am 30 and last year I had my first relationship. It lasted for a few months because I realised I didn't have a strong attraction to her and didn't want to string her along, but she is perhaps the only person who has really wanted to spend time with me. She wanted to remain friends afterwards (once her anger had calmed down...) and I was happy with that, but in the end she said she had to cut me loose. That was a few weeks ago. &#x200B; Now I'm back to being completely alone. I haven't had any friends for around 10 years. One by one they stopped talking to me once they got partners and careers. Some of them have children of their own now. &#x200B; I worry that this is it now for the rest of my life. I'm an introvert with a sprinkling of social anxiety. I go to my running club twice a week but cold approaching people and being reciprocated is hard.",4.544165991902833,5.477581068421053,4.953157894736844,85.58248987854253,69.89473684210526,7.951417004048582,27.77327935222672,8.139509932561175,1.6432712550607285,753,25,154,10,13,239,112,190,0.136,0.7290000000000001,0.135,0.4366,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,7,11,3,0,11,0,20,1,0,0,0,19,29,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,4,12,3,26,8,24,15,5,25,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,1,18,112,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722825906872618,0.0,0.0,0.13696715885791014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865773610102118,0.3213871669190828,0.08993193714338772,0.0,0.10116796553352113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772713779401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168914915671574,0.0,0.0806160437097286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348337939989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865760337693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713086251099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248853293567083,0.0,0.0,0.20434614084497008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515855156520619,0.0,0.1057693508629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077851744948405,0.11846660125728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559657431423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340938774019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703370753241152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105557638972717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816757307664782,0.179226867910578,0.1005791789394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916828496903544,0.11547226318302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847202891035466,0.0,0.0,0.1419829052982062,0.0,0.0,0.12579640101080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480832609898255,0.11205175894542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056372786128163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062944698852004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711381090667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400666958724836,0.0,0.21215981685453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430241491643882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213871669190828,0.17032440779280816 lonely,sushislut420,2019/01/30,... Damn it’s 6:23AM & I haven’t slept yet I feel hella disconnected from everyone I just wanna go home & sleep but I don’t even have a place to live rn ,-2.4044117647058805,-1.6642280588235268,0.2969117647058841,100.5036029411765,123.7058823529412,4.052941176470589,10.132352941176473,5.985473137389443,-1.1485176470588234,122,2,30,2,8,41,28,34,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686623569226405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038049611168203,0.0,0.0,0.2948480772071153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560202626142503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753651930331363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30951689987038444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724694689884849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223858397964605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087888855105041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,20aliens,2019/01/30,"17M I want to make a new friend I’m so alone I’ll talk to anybody who pm’s me",-7.013116883116883,-9.178981272727274,-2.027922077922076,115.19954545454547,157.1818181818182,1.2571428571428571,7.688311688311689,3.1291,-2.8813324675324674,60,1,21,0,7,23,19,22,0.116,0.657,0.227,0.2975,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151609909781495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842934368283994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33202132641070303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803963081121037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997948478902427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933820262834516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CUAtThePartyRichter1,2019/01/30,"Board game night in Meetup Tonight I worked up the courage to go to a weekly board game night that I saw a year ago on an app called Meetup. I finally did it. All day before had I felt depressed and has some lonliness anxiety. When I went it all disappeared for the 4 hours I was there playing games with people. It was very nice. All the people were extremely friendly and liked to joke around. I really recommend checking out Meetup locally to find something interesting. Start small. It made my pain go away for the night.",3.766255555555553,6.055319470000002,4.201333333333333,84.73122222222226,74.3,8.044444444444443,26.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.086477777777778,417,15,79,9,9,131,71,100,0.092,0.706,0.202,0.9031,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,3,12,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,5,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,2,8,7,13,4,4,24,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,1,13,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659473530185832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321253445144685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665356161195025,0.0,0.0,0.17588676053427665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592990258002807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115886669413665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073276797899245,0.0,0.16124076785233735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974769122734047,0.20507567664704585,0.17110343830785546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463535261111787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127876467336194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436078834524414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145968722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713940873733414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270421292501454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992010184679039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25957096598005924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199293398655728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441207846118283,0.0,0.0,0.13250579304563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544650485513817,0.0,0.0,0.15016584014642928,0.0,0.0,0.17354239114756864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628863238182706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055491078778073 lonely,ConejoTenso,2019/01/30,"Looking for friends Hi I'm looking for friends.I really miss having someone to talk to. My interests are Made in Abyss, drawing digitally, knitting and crochet. I love indie pop, electropop, garage rock etc. I also love collecting cute stationary girl stickers and I have like... an excess of them so if you ever want cute stickers just ask hahah. I also like Steven Universe so it would be cool to have someone to talk to about the latest season. I love watching anime so I don't mind hosting rabbits to stream anime shows to watch together,or movies. I'm generally very easy going and open, so if you feel lonely and would like to have someone to talk to/hang out with feel free to PM me! 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She seemed really into the idea and I was pretty excited cause I was thinking, ""Damn am I actually going on a date with this cute girl?"" Nope. She made it very clear that this was just a friend thing. Its been years since I last went on a date. I just dont get it. I hate getting all hopeful and then having it all pulled out from me. It sucks. Worst part is I keep trying but I keep getting rejected again and again. Like I know I have to keep trying but goddamn does it feel like I'm smashing my head against a wall. Just venting here, but thank you for reading.",1.1247903726708088,3.134812577639753,2.4797166149068346,95.20665566770187,81.6086956521739,5.2672360248447205,21.242624223602483,6.322622252153567,0.11651832298136665,599,18,135,5,16,193,99,161,0.09,0.765,0.146,0.7388,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,10,12,3,0,7,0,13,1,1,2,3,33,35,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,3,5,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,8,2,22,7,18,27,4,21,0,1,1,0,10,7,2,2,12,95,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15078114546110205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587260937304364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521424321546524,0.0,0.18108657948173276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781257657672541,0.11038320021820593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937536788758735,0.0,0.3229039758433321,0.0,0.17562513695429136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254833010967822,0.15857359643534502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346499666831906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442491924033993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120113355866901,0.0,0.0,0.08491559784841995,0.12594767029924644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509732387258307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620272086773006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732113051461178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719396233186206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455352827349322,0.0,0.09898416126146853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312583232236303,0.14066166247208653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781368750088848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483813277704816,0.0,0.14225362806081293,0.0,0.0,0.102650717930431,0.0990048681963092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314709936634639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748834682329138,0.09113501289076577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323390798537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950047872901834 lonely,Butta_Bean143,2019/01/31,Im married to a man that hates me. Been married for 6 years. We have our ups and downs like everyone. But when it getting worse by the day. No communication at all. If I try to talk to him he yells cusses tells me to shut up all I do bitch. He doesn't touch me. I try to cuddle him he just moves. I know its time to leave due to reasons I can't listen but why is it so hard. I just want to be loved. I deserve to be happy. Why can't I just leave I know he doesn't love me . he talks about having sex without women. He probably has a side piece. What is wrong with me. Why can't I leave. ,-2.4444155844155837,-0.7301906363636306,0.44930735930736176,103.0368181818182,103.0909090909091,3.4233766233766234,13.103896103896105,5.288315135182226,-1.3983467532467535,444,9,117,3,21,152,82,132,0.16699999999999998,0.73,0.103,-0.5727,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,14,4,0,1,2,16,22,6,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,4,19,4,18,19,3,12,0,0,0,4,18,6,1,1,6,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120198989557364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994611316846526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198549651665599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704685198210656,0.14057168070512052,0.1549284186317581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950315981770386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248093482724228,0.0,0.0,0.4984746084222499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666437618389868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832572518267616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678371623006286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918892789714482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134240047136644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225662123911835,0.13715712643870476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150273486099014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308006791661827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255691897118604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247942745861361,0.0,0.0,0.151267629328134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991736940365106,0.0,0.1715700505929154,0.0,0.10105290442383992 lonely,Ravingmad33,2019/01/31,Want to hear something depressing? I haven't had sex since November 2017. Yep so there a thing the world knows now. Men don't even look in my direction any more. Sad I know. I'm pathetic.,-0.8347368421052614,0.7160343421052673,0.8572368421052623,97.37690789473686,113.47368421052632,6.110526315789473,17.907894736842106,7.1686216300943375,0.8228842105263157,147,5,33,4,8,47,35,38,0.241,0.672,0.087,-0.8016,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,8,1,3,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906618794694153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32812070048094233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516208020332145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42937014476999147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187318301951961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31991085320312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151344431842785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29328198712128994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25309321301952065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470035958960868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aquagrl,2019/01/31,"thought i met a cool guy, we hangout and hookup. he has a gf and i didn’t know. that’s a neck. i feel so gross",-4.425555555555555,-3.4226046666666665,-1.2469629629629608,113.6206666666667,114.1851851851852,2.16,12.807407407407407,3.1291,-2.1602681481481483,82,2,26,0,5,28,22,27,0.171,0.73,0.099,-0.4002,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34337357385017564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724161775761903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732158273584249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539129872224077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hachiman1234567890,2019/01/31,I hope everyone's doing ok. Have a nice day guys.,-2.40909090909091,-0.8680969090909088,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,109.0,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.3073272727272731,38,1,9,1,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.388,0.612,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552366167258688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263369819913946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454034432264018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470936040954362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CoyoteUglier,2019/01/31,I'm just not good enough for anyone how could I be... I'm just me and even I hate myself,-1.152857142857144,0.14088442857142702,1.4288095238095266,103.52035714285715,85.66666666666667,4.2,10.5,3.1291,-2.077971428571429,67,0,19,0,2,23,16,21,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.7274,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368615236762236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846504182152704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977923748135752,0.0,0.31820145998139626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040819056072629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475643527904378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordWelcho,2019/01/31,"Jesus Christ! Not to put people in a monolith, but I’m so tired of meeting people who ain’t ready for a relationship or get heart broken one time and quit like it’s life like I’m tired of being just friends or just wasting my time with people that ain’t on what im on. 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I still listen to basic feel-good-feel-bad music, like Linkin Park/Green Day/Papa Roach/System of a Down, interspersed with Aesop Rock. Basically any kind of 'gritty' music that is full of ""negative"" thoughts that oddly make me feel a little bit better, or at least...a bit good? Even if my migraines are back or my eyes are hurting too much that day. Music's an escape. I still have no friends, I still hate myself. The only difference between middle school, early high school me and current me is I have even less hopes/future plans, and I'm not as fat. I see the posts from years ago and give or take a few details it's the same BS. I'm just...tired of this cycle. I want to end it, but it feels like I'm forced into this shell against my will. I know I have the resources- 100mg/kg is the sure overdose, I have 200mg of pills to spare, and I could possibly find a backup method just to be sure this time- but, odds are, I probably won't go through with it. I should probably wait, and be calm, but I've tried that every day this week and it hasn't worked. My dad would be pissed as fuck, but I'll admit anonymously that every night this week I cried myself to sleep. I wrote a massive wall of text about everything that's bugging me- from eye disease moans to outdoor club problems to my POS pickup and lack of car knowledge, my bad college experience, ""I did everything I could and it still didn't work, I followed all the advice"". But really, no one wants to read that. I just wanted to say I wish I had someone to break down to in person. I wish I had someone to say, ""I want to die, but I don't want my already disappointed family to hate me even worse."", and not hear ""fuck, do it already."" I wanted to at least see the ocean before I die, but since the club treasurer lied about sending the deposits and got the ski trip and most likely the Maine trip cancelled, not like I have funds to go personally, I don't know if that'll happen. Fuck, it's probably just like a saltier Lake Ontario anyways. Odds are, I'm going to finish this rant; I probably won't try another attempt; and I'm going to keep grinding- Class, gym, meetings, memes. I...I just wanted to write this out. There's a lot of hurting souls here, and I'm sorry I don't reach out to more of you when you're hurting; I just hope we all see better times. A good change for once. 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Anyways, I'm 18(M), have my own apartment with my 1st and 2nd best friends as roommates, two cars, a good paying job, and a good set of fellow coworkers, but I still constantly feel overwhelmingly alone, I work 45+ hours per work, and come home to an empty apartment (my roommates work second shift while I work first) and just feel like bawling myself to sleep right away. I was in a relationship (my first) about 8 months ago, and ever since then, I have painfully missed the love and emotion that relationships can provide, I have tried so hard to meet new people by trying to find things that interest meet and subsequent groups that are related, but I find it harder and harder to enjoy doing anything anymore, let alone find people who also enjoy things. More than anything, I wish I could just make more female friends, not even for relationships, but be able to be comfortable around girls, at that point I could then find a cuddle buddy or (in my dreams) a subsequent relationship, but thanks to that last relationship, whenever I even think about meeting girls I shudder and just feel really hopeless, and if I think about talking to them, I actually begin to shake and twitch pretty violently, when I was in high school I didn't have a problem talking to girls or anyone for that matter and I never had anxiety, I just never met anybody who I wanted to have a relationship with, but now its just, inexplicable, so anyways, Is there anyone who can give me suggestions to help myself be more social and less anxious. idk I'm ranting a bit here so i'll just hit post :/",10.507390551570618,7.899803167202574,9.71363344051447,68.03024734108337,59.12861736334405,12.527430126143956,39.357160524363096,10.727762888450028,4.086867721988623,1319,48,235,23,13,421,174,311,0.108,0.716,0.177,0.979,1,2,0,0,0,1,45.0,0,0,1,7,24,19,1,2,12,0,21,5,1,1,3,53,41,32,0,6,15,0,4,1,3,0,2,0,1,3,13,19,0,0,9,1,1,3,4,7,0,4,5,5,28,12,31,29,7,36,0,3,1,2,29,12,0,3,20,164,41,7,0.08312090154145511,0.0,0.0811140095702629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368166398828553,0.0,0.0,0.17217637208929545,0.09172598178314932,0.06647175493194707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358726216730083,0.0939029593178662,0.08243359907660243,0.1162401340300198,0.0,0.13680283921762254,0.07399522502638342,0.0,0.0,0.07809482317095688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723025801565731,0.0,0.0907464963585142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160129665035153,0.0,0.08982416532505333,0.0,0.13273055254307173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349982646665114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980114307247656,0.07518761420566747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608527596901664,0.05938158866955698,0.0,0.0,0.3038839925871661,0.14140519277765898,0.0,0.0,0.12843800468123387,0.0,0.0,0.07973714281717953,0.0,0.1394357371370203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446000117221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557141881898307,0.0878217961327185,0.08337704151013581,0.0,0.08185734458776532,0.0,0.0,0.09383338032939396,0.0,0.0,0.08248466901438177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775462875523057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499675343951595,0.0,0.040608673894242976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698006227608281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501985889782968,0.0,0.055483847223299666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634631059073186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821592701961704,0.16055736933571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844649969941208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525113446260077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857611900638553,0.0,0.07960684693732176,0.08456383937117364,0.0,0.07953547705221682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053249377959782726,0.0,0.0,0.5354444467590268,0.0,0.07098479575151266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841227899730955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875846870278765,0.0,0.08318093046247046,0.08473129145955495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638045934265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133618864190463,0.0,0.07652655849405338,0.0,0.0,0.11044366709299673,0.10652103486572548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128672718947449,0.0,0.0811970428666245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026861317449336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955849346310956,0.0,0.0,0.242052025149355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,longing4death,2019/01/31,"Longing for death. I see no happiness, joy, or life. All I see is pain. I listen, longing to hear a voice. I listen in vain. There are blades all around me, Yet I lack the will to make the final cut. I long for death, but life stays close. I am alive, but I do not live. Reminders fill my sight, of what I want most in life. I am broken, and feel unfixable. The existence of social media is anything but. Connecting vast distances, but that in front of us. The silence, it continues to call. I long for death, but life stays close. I will not post again. I say goodbye. May you live more than I. I long for death. I do not live. I am alive, but I am hollow. With this, I say goodbye. Life stays close. I don't know why. 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I didn’t make a single friend in my Freshman year of high school and I sat alone all of Sophomore year. Now I’m homeschooling because I couldn’t stand to be reminded that everyone around me wasn’t suffering this loneliness like I was. Everyone around me was laughing and had friends and it seemed like I was the only one. I have one friend who I’ve vented my problems to time and time again, but she still finds a way to slip in fun things her and her friends do or whatever. It probably sounds stupid, but why does she tell me about the all people she fucks and all the friends she has when she knows the pain I feel? I feel like I should be completely alone so I don’t have to be reminded again. 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In a place full of sad people, I thought I’d offer some hope and light to those who need and want it. Life feels like it’s over. It isn’t. I can’t lie to you, life does suck. But there’s also such fantastic things if you search hard enough. It can be a lot to deal with, but you’ve gotten this far. If you need a friend, someone to listen to you, I’m here. I’m no doctor or therapist, but I hope you’ll some comfort in my words and presence. 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I just think her vocals and the production sound amazing and some of you might relate to the lyrics. I was going to post the link but apparently this sub doesn’t allow that..or photos. Anyways, look up the song and give it a listen if you’re into finding new music.",3.7371428571428567,4.765244142857147,4.704285714285717,86.2707142857143,71.85714285714286,6.742857142857144,21.142857142857142,6.742157984588678,0.3757999999999999,270,5,55,2,5,88,54,70,0.027000000000000003,0.872,0.101,0.5789,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,2,7,6,2,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,5,2,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004565785284192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689341830566709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822661790144837,0.1672259555529638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375302161571274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247091310064918,0.0,0.0,0.2501561895173656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242939254389945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418321470910657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818049370029271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854002309284454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itsallgood224,2019/01/31,"Going through the motions uni Everyday feels the same. Same entrance. Same route I take. Same sudden anxiety as I check for the 3rd time if I have my wallet. Same irrational anxiety and wanting to leave my body when I make eye contact with someone who actually looks friendly/interested in me. I just feel like I’m always staring at my shoes... I don’t know. I feel like all I ever do is observe, yet at the same time I observe nothing... if anyone can relate to that. Then something happens like a girl drops her book at my foot and while I pick it up we catch eyes and she smiles at me.... you know being polite and friendly bc I’m doing something polite and friendly. But at the time it’s like this explosion of all the emotions I repress and bury on a daily basis. Then I tell myself it was nothing. Then I think fate is controlled by a force and it is absolutely meant to be! lol. Then I tell myself it was nothing... then I debate that last point for a while. Eventually I get over it and then I just isolate even more and walk around campus in fear of running into that person. But also wanting nothing more than to run into that person again. Fuck man. I just need someone to talk to I think. 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I haven’t cried in so long but today I just had to let it out. I don’t have anyone I can talk to about my day so I came here. I’ve been alone for several years just hoping things will get better but they’re not 😔",-2.5107317073170705,-0.9089898780487786,0.5592195121951207,105.65834146341464,94.1219512195122,3.76780487804878,9.419512195121948,4.935628992294339,-2.100667317073172,258,1,75,1,10,90,53,82,0.163,0.745,0.092,-0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,1,0,12,1,1,1,0,12,17,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,8,2,10,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522347381016515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588046477627018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008654683474395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597599703654262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494760412881351,0.4394127056984578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865863141488478,0.0,0.1290751427796534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255772345595121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322412926235895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099033569948996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565762075686849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272798198814012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825470766984727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088564545008948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305584440724584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625512863724593 lonely,mintyminx2,2019/01/31,lonely :( okay so hi reddit. uh basically i feel really really lonely. no surprise i’m posting in r/lonely then i guess. i have a loving gf but that’s pretty much it. at college i always eat alone and i don’t really talk to many people. i just feel empty and alone inside and idk what to do about it. talking to new people is really hard for me too so that doesn’t help. i just wish i didn’t feel so isolated i guess :(,-1.7187574355584945,-0.11307239325842387,1.9641242564441512,90.30544613350959,110.01123595505621,4.79074686054197,11.976867151354925,6.522977012572876,-0.31920938532716514,323,6,68,6,17,117,58,89,0.256,0.5720000000000001,0.171,-0.6828,0,8,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,0,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,4,10,3,7,13,1,5,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656020629613239,0.0,0.0,0.1468623488843954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060382123060206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773149209702896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888698529965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810955769554907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830439851441107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592983685466978,0.0,0.0,0.178943552815506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974799366996154,0.0,0.0,0.17046504331714665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447261026983822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903845233210527,0.17956420936780362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522823241601846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28372843384832497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296657935751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,srfnzk,2019/01/31,I feel like having friends/a relationship is a privilege I haven't earned. Maybe it's true...I don't know at this point.,0.6346666666666678,2.992156200000004,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,87.0,6.533333333333335,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7451333333333334,95,3,22,2,3,31,21,25,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208791988949274,0.3420438707913621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631275386220025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339100101175287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810035637203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452606279132534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51403556575522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wadgu,2019/01/31,"Just a ramble of how fucked it's all gotten Y'know if you told me 5 years ago I'd be a 19 year old virgin that's never known any form of intimacy I probably wouldn't have believed you. Everyone says that high school is the best time of your life but nothing ever came of it for me. I've never been attractive in any sense of the word but people have always said I have a great personality yet I never got further than friends with a girl. When my friends told me to try tinder since it was basically a guaranteed way to help me lose it and gain some confidence but all I got was radio silence and ghosted, which did wonders for my already pathetically low self esteem. When I started a levels I thought my life would pick up but it never did, I failed and got kicked out but at least my friend who failed was doing the same course as me right? Until he dropped out and now I'm all on my own, even the fucking teacher asked me of I had any friends. After all this j tried reconnected with some people from a levels and caught feelings for one of them, shot my shot and got rejected yet again and now I've lost her as a friend which fucking kills me. Now the older I get the more expectations everyone is gonna have on me in every aspect of my life and all I know is failure and rejection. How am I ever gonna get success in any area if my shitty life when I've got no drive, no ambitions or any prospects? Thanks for giving this a read and I hope whatever hardships you're going through that brought you here pass and you come out better than ever x",4.708301886792452,5.044200490566041,5.527981132075472,83.74933018867927,69.25157232704403,8.372578616352202,28.164150943396226,8.238735603445708,1.6947064150943398,1228,39,258,16,20,402,176,318,0.129,0.6779999999999999,0.193,0.9796,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,8,17,23,4,0,15,0,19,8,0,3,12,55,51,27,2,6,9,0,1,0,5,4,4,2,0,3,13,18,0,0,5,2,0,7,7,11,0,1,21,3,35,12,34,25,13,51,0,7,0,4,24,17,3,7,25,172,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796004086865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909420121498197,0.0,0.07471903550094662,0.0,0.0,0.3053282121329715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394890247433724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117146811193102,0.0942373422644172,0.07941893365918938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027048602404922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735292835891998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931065742627935,0.2436819893163439,0.07565859270628555,0.17161145836881295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045404509766412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468881235205026,0.24905009850356136,0.09383137932029784,0.08614231563433533,0.0510342085466696,0.0,0.3590978669340866,0.09900248737650792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601896307642105,0.09487639780853743,0.0,0.08918956341225022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934805724609372,0.0,0.09870114049993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370761276654824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046086608687817,0.09802500129523578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770306651191703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616349439070553,0.0,0.09422777672329526,0.0,0.060849372184742886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245090964051144,0.07840805121857149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681731004145556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982218753327863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668690480778283,0.08541835399842823,0.0714108839257247,0.0,0.09088025567354556,0.0,0.0,0.09367878028004964,0.0,0.0,0.07428174003060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355940657023296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267382957674621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128949171680754,0.05236187001588707,0.0,0.0,0.17161145836881295,0.0,0.12193374150156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127738291313702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738197787562368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637898424618724,0.0,0.0,0.11565379011255728 lonely,DismalWorking,2019/01/31,I am Lucid dreaming to escape reality I feel like I am nobody in real life. I feel like everybody I have ever known is just not giving a shit all because...I don't even fucking know why tho I feel like such a failure because even my parents hate me can anyone just try to prove me wrong or something. i just want to die already and i have felt like it already two fucking years...fuck,0.904585091420536,3.231469810126584,2.9194092827004248,89.76606188466951,85.07594936708861,4.523769338959212,23.967651195499297,5.82211442006289,0.5691001406469761,301,12,60,2,9,101,54,79,0.187,0.628,0.185,-0.4788,1,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,3,17,17,3,1,1,5,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,11,4,4,16,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518692502744837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147694474844642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718685800923606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546284540377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060361056441304,0.1442132802842101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418373216803197,0.34168980280846545,0.15307750235799092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421705325174228,0.0,0.15293948408445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740381003297996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761838705779204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126099035041182,0.3115571697360289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702780125111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146588850226136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365228362759748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273676282356034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082422928871447,0.0,0.15573963909990504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403576064121842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386049568474174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431133609557298,0.0,0.0 lonely,browns5101,2019/01/31,"There's this girl I haven't been with a girl in a long time. Not just sexually but just physically. I haven't layed with one and felt her body against mine, felt her skin with my fingertips, been able to smell her. I haven't felt her heartbeat against my hand or been encased by her warmth. I haven't been able to listen to her chest or taste her lips. I yearn for the time that I can again, when these dreams finally come true, because even though I've never met her, I miss her with every fiber of my being. What makes it worse is that there's this one girl that whenever I see a picture of her (on social media or whatever) I can almost feel what i'm describing. It's almost surreal. I wonder what being around her for real is like, probably unimaginable. Incredible. Damn... i'm so fucking lonely. I can't wait until this pain goes away. That's if it does. 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Hi everyone! Two of my friends have created the following website which is an anonymous peer to peer support chat. You do have to register with a valid email address - only to make it so the community stays safe and not toxic. You choose a handle and do not have to give any personal details. If you're feeling lonely, come on over. We're friendly, supportive and interested in having you. =) &#x200B; [http://steppingstonessupport.com/chat/](http://steppingstonessupport.com/chat/) &#x200B; If this violates the group's rules, feel free to delete. The website above is free and makes zero money on users. It is simply created by two friends with huge hearts and a desire to lessen the loneliness we all feel from time to time. Hope to see you there. 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That's when you know your loneliness is permanent and the worst of all. 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I hover near people I've spent years honing our friendship only to realize none of them realize I exist. I'm there, but nobody talks to me until I insert myself into the conversation. No one remembers me or thinks to ask me out. I don't even cross people's minds when they make plans. That's why I'm always so eager to make plans with others, but even when I ask, I'm still not put in the loop. Recently, all my friends got together to do something big we've been planning for a while. I was the first to ask what our game plan was. I get that I have an Android and can't be in the group chat, but not a single one of them thought to ask me... During the entire planning process the thought of me didn't cross any of their minds. I asked this girl who is known for being incredibly kind how she could forget about me and she brushed me off and said she was busy and forgot, like it wasn't a big deal. I kind of feel bad for having my feelings hurt cause they're not bad people so they'll feel bad but it's not like that means they'll remember in the future. I poured my heart and soul to this girl, texted her how I felt lonely and that no one remembers me. She hasn't responded. I saw her in person and I saw her go on her phone and she knows I know she got my text. Didn't say sorry in real life even tho we sit right next to each other. Didn't even mention the situation. My other friend brings it up, and she still doesn't apologize. I don't know what to do. I feel like my life is a lie because I really felt like I found friends and now I realize I'm on the outside looking in. I spent so long cultivating these friendships, and for what? None of them think about me anyways.",1.118401663695785,3.0154863689839573,2.7857308377896643,93.59402109328585,81.03208556149733,5.866785502079622,19.47979797979798,6.937597516519254,0.12351954842543122,1378,34,314,16,36,454,177,374,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.977,0,4,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,7,6,19,17,0,0,15,0,25,3,1,5,1,61,65,27,0,1,11,0,6,5,3,2,2,2,0,3,18,16,0,1,22,2,2,5,19,6,0,5,21,13,61,11,38,39,5,36,1,3,4,0,45,17,0,1,18,208,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306358684262694,0.0,0.0,0.05971269354085481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104448006558684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199489299220992,0.05352715915415057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020337011698146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701078276859222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052655996622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319863654826409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759417370012148,0.06273030747477165,0.16861958498251586,0.0,0.0,0.07468974323702685,0.0,0.09627733071913676,0.20352155539155775,0.0,0.04587624214879752,0.0,0.04990351258009866,0.0,0.14045672838166293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405332530994044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400066179815446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287778209638092,0.1447715291431696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404327808654204,0.2144936382305448,0.0,0.0,0.07770763239193437,0.14747380882930353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722551970002085,0.0,0.0,0.09564904220078167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732281756332052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338518337066053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380048596255215,0.06678221196355337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262577501639796,0.07667087002610813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827165117835949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994513346636627,0.05625228167682871,0.0,0.08670015882858909,0.0,0.29840925231512183,0.07498785672955749,0.08352585500436957,0.0698287295096286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987002718046597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759916281167973,0.0,0.09829426619816256,0.0,0.0,0.1402477339585192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057703088528731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252809868125886,0.0,0.13942005364755308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792333840834772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056545702717620876 lonely,Mianless,2019/01/31,"Solitude is painful I'm nearly 30. I have very few friends, 3 to be exact, who I see maybe once every 6 months. I've been single for 3 years now, I've dated a few people who have fucked me over and hurt me even more than I already am. I suffer with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and borderline personality disorder. I've reached a stage of loneliness that I feel that I can't bring myself to try anything anymore. I'm so tired of feeling let down and hurt by people that I'm beginning to dislike everyone and everything. I haven't vocally spoken to anyone in about 3 weeks now. I live alone and rarely see other people unless I have to go and buy food, I won't even go to a regular checkout just so I don't have to speak to anyone, I just use the self service. I don't know what I'm doing anymore in life, I have no goals, no passions, I just feel empty and void of everything that a person should feel. I don't even know why I'm writing this, even if someone reads this and replies... I probably won't really care. I'm missing so much that I just don't know who I am, or who I used to be.",3.177839756592292,4.2326689137931055,5.041835699797161,83.22202839756595,73.22413793103449,8.389858012170384,27.87119675456389,8.841846274778883,2.0901934077079103,876,33,183,17,17,301,122,232,0.233,0.7240000000000001,0.043,-0.9905,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,0,5,0,22,6,0,2,1,29,46,14,0,2,7,0,4,0,1,3,3,1,0,3,13,9,1,0,7,1,1,3,10,7,0,0,1,7,23,3,23,39,6,16,0,5,2,2,10,5,1,2,7,116,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662167426017896,0.12425906573477648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614019317035665,0.0,0.2233417796634689,0.15746782072720095,0.0,0.09266182089625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114805205380097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698390537488774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871548134876661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974901372449069,0.0,0.09487200995843584,0.10759600069851101,0.20239876670507215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277397423681709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615874011552928,0.0,0.08699599696986209,0.10409869996351101,0.0,0.0,0.12798858049756695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108545966713335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856492815185695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514313575680515,0.07953409620755239,0.0,0.0,0.09942959592378336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131238061463927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987781224782866,0.0,0.08277539864588086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991741521967385,0.0,0.0,0.1198164272162538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341920688358345,0.19663938093344602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214039605264671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112632434272568,0.0,0.07213570056827819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945837110574994,0.0,0.11746840454890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540727748882732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941939157053373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644934120645433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450388444694094,0.0,0.0929084117619295,0.0,0.0,0.09032250233786457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160575711565184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251197210265997 lonely,Kodiak270,2019/01/31,"I’m weirdly okay and not okay at the same time I was in love with this girl for months, we had just finally got together and it felt great. All of a sudden she acted weird. An hour ago she tells me that this doesn’t feel right but she doesn’t want me to not be friends with her. I’m surprisingly okay right now, despite the fact that we were super close and I talked to her for most of my day. On the inside I can tell there’s some pain to be had but I’m numb to it somehow. Maybe it’s just shock from that terrible conversation, either way I just want to stay numb forever now. 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I have plenty of friends, but it’s like it isn’t enough for me. Every night I go to bed I feel empty. I feel lonely even though I live with someone. I guess I don’t know if this belongs here, but I’m terrible at talking to women, and I’m not attractive enough to make up for that. Or even attractive at all. I feel like my personality is shit, and that I’m boring. I have a pretty strong foundation of morals, but nobody cares about that. I’m very alone and hurting. I feel as though I’ll never find a relationship again. If people feel any way the same I feel about myself, then will probably show very little interest. 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I was an idiot, no doubt. I sent dick picks. Then he forced me to send him $500 or else he'd shame me on facebook. What he didn't know was that all my fb friends are people I don't even know in real life. There were 2 or 3 that I knew from elementary school and high school. I sort of low key hope those friends right to me and ask what happened. Maybe we can reconnect over it. 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It’s 1am and the current temperature is 3° Fahrenheit but it feels like -7. I’ve always wanted to stranded by bad weather w/a love interest and just cuddle all day. That will never happen. 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And I can’t make/keep new ones. I have autism and I am in virtual school because I got too stressed out in public school. I always mess up when talking. I just... I’m so fucking tired of feeling alone I just want one friend in real life. Just one. Idk what to do anymore ",-0.8997996357012745,1.2326616065573788,0.7877595628415328,101.48670309653922,96.86885245901638,3.3668488160291434,19.892531876138435,5.033348758259628,-0.5110998178506376,222,8,52,1,9,71,45,61,0.221,0.632,0.14800000000000002,-0.5585,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,8,2,7,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155959258011093,0.0,0.0,0.1732097670160372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064435194490024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689531361347842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525436397018284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216551747638945,0.19244497848020026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648838532403445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502641499380648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703293545903726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895160252198518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104683509170615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231735129553935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693708494470106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213477276850901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845204435955766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731495953867062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925478449243015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278097658343262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Big-Ole-Dummy,2019/02/01,"Lonely, lonely My own parents never even wanted me. Foster families never wanted me. I move frequently and get close to no one but my little sister. She’s at that age where she has better and more fun things to do than be around me. Not allowed to get my permit or a job. The closest human interaction I get is group projects at school. If anyone has discord or insta or something, idk an occasional voice chat would be nice I guess. So yeah,,, um ? Thanks Sorry if this is annoying ,,, ",1.8904985337243403,4.535150268817207,3.6943695014662765,83.63428152492669,83.94623655913979,5.962463343108505,20.282502443792765,7.348242739294969,0.9301053763440854,377,11,68,6,11,126,71,93,0.139,0.71,0.152,0.7532,3,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,2,2,19,15,9,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,0,1,11,4,7,12,2,12,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,6,4,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517469547174048,0.0,0.0,0.19755976032970865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962740909710523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657896845095075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921056680285136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478390069995703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444747386887505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202257163965147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242654325395375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587050841111146,0.0,0.0,0.34232354592360903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503817120357134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642077526579198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459933353031167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084823985184294,0.0,0.2484261885649126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431816444307047,0.0,0.0,0.14743670549719112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617935135176533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764872135049052,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RyeNCheese,2019/02/01,"I dream about being loved, not even romantically just in general I don’t dream about sex, pleasure, anything of that sort. No, I dream about having friends that love me like the lonely little fuck I am. Hooray for me, the antisocial little bastard that sits at home reading physics books and drinking tea. I really need friends...",6.860593220338982,8.303803491525425,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,64.9322033898305,8.611864406779661,33.39406779661017,8.841846274778883,2.8271322033898296,262,11,45,4,4,80,45,59,0.17,0.494,0.335,0.9184,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,4,4,4,2,1,1,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070436100492289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464701289655801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617802071412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887677815578097,0.232598177258008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523731783376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229180109193652,0.5043343271254601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541538026672647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865566331309328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25166595664609404,0.0,0.16118003849512294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToxicJuju,2019/02/01,Help with loneliness I was just wondering how you guys/gals get rig of your loneliness. I haven't really found a way to get rid of the feeling ever since I got it last summer and wanted some advice.,7.174499999999997,5.945243450000002,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,64.5,12.0,30.0,11.20814326018867,3.1667500000000004,158,4,31,4,2,53,35,40,0.17600000000000002,0.72,0.104,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200049115897743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962200076559794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558126763930536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590595824910758,0.0,0.0,0.3421844837028199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619117806553295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949967992061012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693594231760576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978895677918727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270890815471811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931533190437208,0.25993451922478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551328144455965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Jastip,2019/02/01,"My experience of loneliness I feel lonely. I’m pretty happy with who I am, and am generally an optimistic guy. I know there’s people out there who (are) like me and I know I won’t feel lonely forever. That’s what I tell myself to keep it together, but for now, I feel lonely. I check my phone every minute to see if I have any notification from any social media platform, but I never do. I feel like I’m falling in love with any girl who is even a little bit sweet to me. I browse Reddit and watch YouTube to fill each and every bit of free time because I have nobody to spend it with. Despite all the people that surround me, I am always alone. When I started to feel this way I used internet communities as a supplement for real contact. It was nice for a few years and I didn’t feel that lonely really until I realised that all I was doing was hiding from reality. I had nobody. Today I told my last remaining online ‘friend’ and last person I truely cared about I was leaving and they just replied with “Okay”. I don’t know why I’m writing this or what I’m trying to achieve. Just spilling out some thoughts. Anyway, if you’re feeling lonely don’t give up. I know some time in the future I will not feel this way anymore and neither will you. We just need to get out of this pit of loneliness somehow and show the world who we are. 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Or have them but it doesn't feel enough some how? ,1.6653999999999982,4.395799440000005,1.4794999999999978,95.58725,94.6,5.7,22.25,7.1686216300943375,1.0464000000000009,106,4,21,2,4,31,21,25,0.14300000000000002,0.78,0.076,-0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659868869229375,0.3467037403335725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826677236410864,0.0,0.0,0.34963038175626365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109185914491526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185346804756259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614266039816046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007620030004346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258670055085454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uaigneach96,2019/02/01,"I wouldn't date me I came to the conclusion last night that I wouldn't date myself. I'm quiet, uninteresting, seemingly unable to make a meaningful connection with people, I'm not very good looking, I don't have a very good job, I'm not affectionate. I guess my main problem is simply this - I'm boring. Nobody wants to date or hang around with a boring person. The thing is I don't think I'm boring, but I must be. My friends don't really like me, when I go out I see everyone talking while I'm usually just sitting there listening. And I know people will say its up to me to change but I don't really know how, I could hit the gym but that wouldn't change my quiet, introverted personality. I should get friends that actually share some interests but obviously thats easier said than done. It upsets me quite a lot that I don't have a girlfriend but if I were a girl I'd probably ignore me too.",3.882232030264817,4.909904032786892,5.762295081967213,78.82233291298867,71.51366120218579,9.565195460277428,26.09878100042034,9.851270322608157,2.3323227406473306,710,22,146,18,13,246,103,183,0.127,0.762,0.111,0.3256,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,1,9,0,19,0,0,2,2,37,40,11,0,9,10,0,0,1,3,6,0,5,0,3,9,6,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,6,0,0,4,7,24,8,11,27,3,15,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,6,9,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15131002527059076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803064881100094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734010356185756,0.0,0.0,0.3280524688764158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237977469359031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586737484978578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481604362649627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395881776401103,0.0,0.08100914838426061,0.0,0.08812057976293927,0.2601033412304736,0.0,0.0,0.17080910982474828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386685258347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042689544531114,0.1263894442337109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575139616074053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020604023643068,0.0,0.0,0.13182109427131494,0.0,0.0,0.10349953565289967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550737539495512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498939776728213,0.2707737859849165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717409233728706,0.148365431649077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491867499928678,0.0,0.0,0.19866271603202293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749155695936986,0.1233049100225436,0.0,0.0,0.12355770838049115,0.1411550471921926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246262749455961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301077549583083,0.09935213758247807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076972309929433,0.2558710496666771,0.09145467797958054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mourning_starre,2019/02/01,"Being a loner is NOT an illness Just wanted to tell those, like me, who are habitual and longtime loners: you are not just a 'normal' person who happens to have failed socially. You are just you. The condition of preferring your own company or the company of a small select group of friends and family is not an illness or a deviation from some norm. It is simply our way of being. And this is something to accept and be proud of. The world needs more pensive loners.",5.4617228464419485,6.516740808988768,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,67.87640449438203,9.528838951310863,30.563670411985026,9.725611199111238,3.0332232209737837,368,14,64,8,6,124,57,89,0.093,0.7340000000000001,0.173,0.7911,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,2,3,5,0,0,9,0,11,2,0,0,0,18,14,6,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,11,3,3,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,1,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301736450220325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705933615881944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971470914405164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711088179227606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969737658401154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431593233100149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30581470964598456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570239983819995,0.0,0.2696306738207864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061238471218186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657971516969825,0.2780029833816828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeeAna13,2019/02/01,"Advice I recently relocated and don’t really know many people. There is a comedy club by my job and an old comedian is performing there tonight. It’s Friday night, I’ve worked all week and would like to go out and enjoy myself. I am not one to go out and do much alone these days. Is it super corny if I go alone? It’s a small improv comedy club and all I can think about is being called out for being there alone. 😫😫😫 Btw I plan having a few drinks at home before I go... if that makes any difference. Haha",1.1963888888888905,2.9646436388888917,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,80.2037037037037,7.282962962962964,16.355555555555554,8.238735603445708,0.4202044444444448,395,6,88,8,10,138,71,108,0.055,0.76,0.185,0.9349,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,4,1,12,1,0,1,2,18,19,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,9,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434755802727087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543602996895222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133004739281328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518201879631751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821842596119644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150645550768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864083581269192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478126780652628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055952051312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789673428392492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705188108268746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980536155742326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716579925895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909509534283096,0.1808873847935695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115742304149794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743277770697682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872191982471944,0.0,0.120900344573834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369225940616545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429884664529245,0.0,0.1761657991937666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432275732695794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311579096071805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298900961980434,0.0,0.0,0.12674270345035193,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,valentinas48,2019/02/01,"Someone? Hello everyone out there. I'll keep this short. I'm lonely and i really need someone to talk to, maybe do some gaming with while i still can. Someone hit me up with a pm please.",-0.7433458646616522,1.1851811315789504,1.4324060150375963,94.4618421052632,106.10526315789473,4.276691729323309,15.954887218045116,6.18269132825596,-0.16523759398496196,145,4,30,2,7,48,31,38,0.07,0.866,0.064,-0.0516,0,2,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689531132872837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25018018158313354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28277073174152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870369629469274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30896547656798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031452025211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7154564522184602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477935215553044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22623195158572595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Canadian_Bojack,2019/02/01,"Anyone else hate social media? Hi I been a reddit user for 7yrs now but started a new account and deleted old one... Anyways am I the only one who hates social media so much? Every time I go on I see other people happy, friends chilling with others, some times see my ex profile.... The feeling of loneliness hurts so much, this year my life plans are going as tracked dream job and stuff, but I am still so lonely and sad I deleted FB but things I still see on Instagram and Snapchat still makes me lonely... 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I moved to the south of England from Scotland to start uni because I thought a fresh start would help my depression and it did to begin with, I made friends with my flatmates, I got a boyfriend, my relationship with my family got a bit better. But now, I feel like people are just avoiding me. My friends back home don't reply to me anymore, my flatmates don't invite me to drink with them and even when I'm down to make a cup of tea they don't even look at me, they all go to dinner without me, my boyfriend is busy and now he's away and we can't talk and my family are out doing things together so I cant speak to them either. I'm just alone in my room all the time and I feel even more long and depressed as I was back home. I don't know what to do anymore.",3.4784012539184985,3.550266965517242,4.481389759665621,91.107131661442,71.87356321839081,7.476698014629049,26.73772204806688,6.980632752743323,0.94192643678161,628,19,149,5,11,205,93,174,0.091,0.8109999999999999,0.098,0.2714,0,5,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,1,11,8,0,2,6,0,16,3,0,2,2,31,32,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,14,3,2,5,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,4,30,4,23,25,5,19,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,0,11,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472840503110909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206319383767403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133608598269008,0.21869753136994094,0.0,0.08668835315436675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577094992534985,0.1552537246898304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496616926856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166666094511997,0.13930918062929545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817800761671533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681210911846355,0.0,0.1438087383223317,0.1015930442374943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973827551106914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808197817808444,0.0,0.22747260764935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531866883728796,0.0,0.2852913725049324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630701178466008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947538615582455,0.0,0.0,0.12584913501914047,0.11941845805787475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456014556015325,0.09492458978809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511440341181658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717750676958706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526776020005627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131035693161214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430097682469707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447632345412646,0.0,0.0,0.11289684562367315,0.08292231875117609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832012177712315,0.0,0.0,0.1370829253894778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102010581565894,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Escribanos,2019/02/01,"I’m so lonely I dreamt I had friends It felt so good and I was so happy, I dreamt we were on vacations away from the city drinking and talking and laughing... Just to wake up and realize I literally have no one apart from my family. 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He is not the solution to my problems and I never expected him to be. He is very supportive and it felt good to actually say ""hey, I feel lonely. Help?"" well, I was crying, but hey, it feels like a first step to admit it to a human being. He is a busy man and sometimes we don't see each other for days. I am the one who has to fix this. Years of moving a lot, depressions, not being more active in friendships has lead to a bit too many weekends spend alone and very few texts. I hope it gets better soon. I signed up for boxing lessons but there are mostly males, still its good for my health and confidence. I am still not sure where else to start, but I'll take slow steps and I set up a few tasks for myself; take the initiative to text someone every other day. Then I'll move on to axtually asking them to hang out, once every other week. Next is seeing a massage therapist, and, an actual psychologist. Tying this makes my chest feel heavy. I hate this feeling. It will get better. 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I've been single since 2012. I've only been in three relationships. None of them had lasted longer than three months. I feel broken. This is what I get to expect for the rest of my life.,-0.3235714285714266,1.951884738095238,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,94.4761904761905,3.752380952380953,9.380952380952381,5.46131890053228,-1.6600761904761898,157,1,35,1,6,51,34,42,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,6,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176970121892532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091425487252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793402852288668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400179028418601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946323634889677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329504390002847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31724735517091585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478431983666488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450555446978917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KazukayZ,2019/02/01,"Thoughts? If I kill myself will i go to another world? Ik this is some dumb weeb shit but its kinda the only way for me to rationalize ending it. Im 16 and i have no friends, no gf, im a failure with no creativity and i hate life, so will i get a redo?",-1.5759398496240602,0.26832900000000137,2.2839598997493766,93.19105263157898,92.33333333333334,5.3624060150375925,18.669172932330827,6.868970318607317,0.11648571428571408,191,6,48,3,7,71,44,57,0.361,0.5329999999999999,0.106,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,8,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716006626299817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255358745714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157911963773576,0.0,0.14307754636783984,0.0,0.15563768523015994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703743825711675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916191823851645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029791604930158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934313605556648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827850279826526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811074594249169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740969024516493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737276234468692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,red-fury99,2019/02/01,"I hate high school Do I get bullied? No. Do I have bad grades? No. But I don't have have any real friends. I see people around me in group chats, or laughing happily with their real friends. I'm just an outsider. I don't have a real social circle. And the worst part is, I did this to myself. I can never decide if I want to be social or not. It sucks. For a while I want to be quiet and reserved, and then I want to have friends. But I can't because I'm not social all the time like regular people. It just doesn't work like that. I have to pick one or the other. But all I get now is just constant reminders that I'm a loser. I want it to end.",-1.1995696400625988,0.779729809859159,1.4472300469483592,98.73763693270736,92.45070422535211,3.718935837245697,16.339593114240998,5.033348758259628,-0.9047101721439752,491,12,118,2,18,168,75,142,0.19,0.655,0.155,-0.5003,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,2,5,11,2,0,7,0,18,0,0,1,3,29,30,12,0,5,12,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,1,2,18,6,10,27,4,10,0,1,1,0,9,3,1,4,9,86,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914834859558093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979205906074165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173611049840835,0.08887774308013384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755696893676918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913467624994124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379319358097765,0.0,0.152347964196664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439463696482079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540446933760115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246009519075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244920983971793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879720454013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788615506768036,0.0,0.20215739658408705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497853689680331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755641489906046,0.1161829602459456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458712889172347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501659419521165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439842112735411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614343943394823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,frankiedavisjunior,2019/02/01,"I'm so fucking tired of being lonely The one person I had, who I thought I could count on, is gone. I'm completely alone now.",-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.40740740740742,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.12313333333333355,97,3,22,1,3,33,22,27,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.8055,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960965014775699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009851124811909,0.0,0.0,0.305350303665529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35356318733617426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915385827564963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33393522831222305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036177066351552,0.0,0.4395629590266308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blkjpkmn,2019/02/01,"Going months without a message. Anyone else go months without someone messaging you. I just checked my messages because I'm having a very down night and the last message someone actually sent me (family excluded as that's usually always for something) is November 3rd. That was the last time one of my friends decided to message me. It's crippling. I have many friends or so I thought, yet no one talks to me. No one offers to hang out or invites me to things. I get its a too way street. I message people and I have a few I'll talk to every couple days but if I don't message them I will literally go months before speaking to someone. It sucks. 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And you just want to drink to get through the pain, but he won’t let you. FML. 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Anyone 18+ wanna skip the small talk and have a good chat? Loneliness tends to kick in worst for me late at night, and if you feel the same then let’s talk. 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I get that life is full of ups and downs and I feel like I've had more downs than ups and that's all I have. The memories of what happiness felt like. I feel like I'll never get to experience any other forms of happiness cuz every form I've had just slips away and was never meant to last. Sometimes it feels like there's nothing else left out there to feel since being happy is such a fleeting moment. Maybe its just my fault it does that, who knows. All I know is it just feels like a heavy burden I carry around and I know I'm always gonna be carrying it around until I decide I've had enough.",0.6930157342657353,2.9278928951048933,2.336184440559439,94.23196896853148,85.08391608391608,5.253321678321679,15.930506993006992,6.6274283507984215,-0.3600905594405597,536,10,118,6,16,175,84,143,0.052000000000000005,0.757,0.19,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,6,33,27,7,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,6,9,10,17,17,7,17,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,11,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374678010923223,0.0,0.0,0.08478915358831977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198975547507988,0.0,0.0,0.11714438798860988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072842865789022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911149720072552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041571856094164,0.0,0.0,0.12883153441854456,0.0,0.0,0.11278349438304652,0.10505134773552482,0.0,0.0,0.12196452886830783,0.0,0.0,0.31521898396585835,0.3562960810991945,0.11971585136499778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028411585379165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309122306096302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205568610153847,0.10163381126495362,0.0,0.0,0.13546914415960198,0.0,0.08806774517785314,0.3045706525230516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526147914287036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232742570177305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963731927297618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313959886418624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331531219066667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751285901608127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989224464944708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kripikoala,2019/02/02,"Today is my birthday And noone even remembered it. No calls, no texts, nothing. Don't expect much but, as a person who lives overseas for couple of months, a call should be good. I'm 30 and, got noone. 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Message me :) Hello, I saw that quite a few people here seem not to have anyone they can talk to about something, so here I am. I am very experienced in this, and can keep a healthy distance so I can give good advice :) I will not judge. Please be 18+ , since I am 23 and cannot really relate to much younger people. Have a good day :) ",-0.07010510510510315,2.1337108783783805,1.808558558558559,96.7407957957958,88.86486486486488,4.3699699699699694,17.68168168168168,5.82211442006289,-0.4901093093093096,271,7,62,2,9,89,49,74,0.025,0.747,0.228,0.9439,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,13,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885577509953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637568300877382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103846728083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466425829520106,0.0,0.3928686852444378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20816612507199472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216262762639242,0.17365500125129635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247270936342359,0.0,0.0,0.2570793003314213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490986186979193,0.0,0.0,0.15003336690210467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320524966603605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373117504402695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843537881861048,0.1802972198473075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764792912937162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932380460764423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fundako,2019/02/02,"Living life with no friends ""The truth is you can exist without friends but you can't live. You can eat alone but you can't have the fun that you'd experience when you eat with friends. You can watch a movie alone but can't experience the laughter and fun which only friends can give you. You can study alone, live alone, do everything alone but at some point you'll experience this void inside you which needs to be filled. That hollowness and emptiness inside you which only friends’ warmth and camaraderie can fill up. You'll see them celebrate birthdays together, hang out together, party, play, tease, have fun together and you'll feel oh it's okay I can live without all that. But a time will come when you'll be so overwhelmed by your own loneliness, you'll want to escape and kill yourself. Because you'll be fed up living with your own self. It is a horrendous and macabre feeling. You'll feel helpless in difficult times, times when you need a person to hold you and listen to you, to hug and comfort you, to give you strength and be there for you. It's at such times, you'll find yourself utterly lonely and long for a friend. If you're happy, there would be no one to celebrate with and multiply your joys, if you're morose, there will be no one to divide your sorrrows. You'll have no stories to tell your children, no memories of happy times spent with friends, no experiences to share. You might survive without them through the week but you'd start hating weekends. You'll be holed up in your room while everyone's out there hanging with their friends, eating, dancing, drinking, having a good time. You'll think oh it's fine, I don't need them,I'll go out to eat alone, don't people eat at restaurants by themselves? You'll be okay at first but over time it'll crush you inside. Everytime you go out to eat, you'll see them eating together, the feelings of warmth, laughter and love that they have, you'll long for it too. You'll feel hurt and think I was better holed up in my room than eating here alone. When people see you don't have any friends, you'll be perceived as weird, strange and even rude. They'll think there's some fundamental problem with you and avoid you. It'll lead you to lose your self confidence and you'll end up being socially awkward, feel complexed and avoid people altogether. You'll feel hurt, you'll try to isolate yourself, it will consume you, leaving you with an ennui inside you and you'll end up being an isolated lost depressed soul."" Quora Answer Yes a life without friends is possible but then a time will come when you'll no longer feel like living anymoreI came across this very depressing and all too relatable reply to a question about loneliness on quora. I'm sure you fellow lonely souls here may have seen it before but if you have not just read it and tell me it is not 100% true and awfully depressing to think that your life has become this way? I've really been having trouble finding excitement in life for a while now and honestly have tried everything but I can't relate to anyone I meet and have very little life experiences so I quite literally cannot relate to how people feel about certain things they talk about.",5.8562194127243075,6.766322026101142,5.459180668841764,83.2184610522023,66.91190864600327,8.674861337683524,30.00689233278956,8.769984970463412,2.208791876019576,2554,90,490,39,40,783,246,613,0.212,0.604,0.184,-0.9471,0,13,1,0,0,1,63.0,0,59,7,8,24,56,4,4,17,4,78,17,0,2,6,98,114,48,1,9,20,0,9,1,11,31,5,1,2,4,23,38,10,3,19,5,1,11,21,22,0,3,7,15,74,34,65,63,6,62,2,11,5,2,93,25,0,8,26,309,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357819276947207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03356318717090796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034510260949408365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03008643480784465,0.0545088736994832,0.041997588350338816,0.0,0.0,0.04365060989117568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564491309783119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850301645757388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275285274257417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048349246797595016,0.0,0.4040210320677727,0.0,0.0,0.08742800804298127,0.0,0.0,0.03259860401568261,0.0,0.0,0.047160950651004056,0.08871443349598483,0.241393983627555,0.0,0.0,0.22459897238823875,0.035259321363955126,0.0,0.0,0.0902194063181552,0.04198145625931686,0.0,0.0,0.3813165817776853,0.0,0.0,0.09469189377467337,0.05609932608602382,0.041396749190163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507892703937756,0.0,0.048727982013921686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567139477511872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460414904215538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259966179024016,0.0,0.0,0.17430497239515405,0.024112428028306074,0.04946681561986193,0.261488953279044,0.08735549029601745,0.0,0.05521577629971818,0.053876964773692006,0.0,0.04454494015437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523580032491333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978863120044252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688863939567227,0.07507361490187782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368665567433887,0.04309500390368399,0.0,0.0,0.04665655961136144,0.055640503793358935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722620273474259,0.0,0.0,0.05528905144895164,0.05249526586950009,0.04936849548260717,0.0,0.031618166033965354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798896792655095,0.0,0.1029763484519529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031134905770925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034933821612585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046516634678242366,0.0,0.0,0.039669791414603466,0.08627713429479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278936146619181,0.1264991215122943,0.0,0.0,0.2302350289460449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701779963071171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144631759028119,0.029110939895487024,0.03917581226860623,0.03958971567509365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030637209844845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035060474877083185,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Saturnzpwdr,2019/02/02,"I feel so lonely I'm sick of this I just feel lonely. I feel like my friends hate me and find me tiresome. I used to love being with them because I would forget about all my problems but now I can't even be myself around them because they keep attacking me every time I make a joke or say anything. That is not really my group of friends. I don't have one. I've been going out with them lately but it's not fixed. The fact is that I used to feel good around them. No one seems to care. No one seems to be there for me. It has always been like that I don't know why. I never had any luck with that. I wish I could have anyone who I could talk to about my problems but I don't",-0.2729446308724839,1.6212479597315443,1.5049622483221476,100.85932256711409,86.18120805369128,4.261912751677853,15.352768456375838,5.148860815047168,-1.1278157718120805,522,9,130,2,16,170,85,149,0.173,0.653,0.174,0.4948,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,9,15,2,0,2,0,18,2,0,3,3,37,35,6,0,6,7,0,4,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,1,0,1,9,6,0,3,3,5,29,9,16,26,1,8,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,4,6,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166903309193615,0.0,0.0,0.0994364771891028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224233944803277,0.0,0.12032885579029501,0.2603384787126015,0.0,0.16634947581169174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827204986449105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908382836145245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334939187996629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657874051400256,0.0,0.12319896473441165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29573844278130496,0.10446155446015476,0.0,0.0,0.13364493503980526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259426519459339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310175267729263,0.1226446965715656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436468286892015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996948957664384,0.0,0.0,0.08036019368549065,0.0,0.1649456193986647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428740892455404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197173149842614,0.0,0.09760481418960436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277599120453845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972529380899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983082816590205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367403130066354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628219156246113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26623138096625465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752829935393685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526365541265464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257899786441745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194327908925402,0.0,0.16814893434562972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387243894930387,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thyrue13,2019/02/02,"Lonely in the worst way Hi, my name is Jeffert, and I’m an average guy. I don’t get bullied, I get decent grades, I’m a decent athlete, and people (for the most part) think I’m pretty chill. Seems perfect right? Well, here’s the thing; I had crippling social anxiety from when I was born until high school. I was able to (somewhat) get over it, but as a result, I never joined a friend group and never got close to anyone. As a result, while I could go to school events and stuff and hang out there, any outside or structured activity trips were beyond me. I tried, but there just isn’t any connection. This is a very bad form of loneliness. No one likes you, but no one dislikes you either. You’re just...there. You’re a ghost, a whistle in the wind. Bullying sucks, it really does, but at least you’re being noticed. I feel like no one cares about me at all. Sometimes I feel like I could commit suicide and no one would care...",2.513467741935486,4.288318774193551,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,76.31182795698925,6.155376344086022,21.84005376344086,6.9077264865688965,0.4847215053763447,716,19,150,7,16,230,118,186,0.253,0.638,0.109,-0.985,0,4,0,0,0,2,39.0,0,2,0,1,8,12,1,0,12,0,12,0,0,2,5,32,27,16,2,3,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,4,1,4,5,2,16,8,17,18,8,21,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,4,10,98,21,3,0.13913431201743331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923220658142226,0.0,0.10643736786597764,0.0,0.0,0.09728594599647744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617133889046133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837134078351616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221748533678233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217573740560389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407009773486651,0.19879516061120886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749482432708536,0.0,0.2180758064164608,0.0,0.07907323587098604,0.0,0.11127841948163217,0.0,0.0,0.13776484356263333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700303965022618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039219907184692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461791757221071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840533640785875,0.0,0.0,0.3771240425892397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066890137515307,0.0,0.09645821330923177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154961500980626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913300301604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881994224592285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816227035760994,0.0,0.12666265214136302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182990950470173,0.0,0.0,0.13760739224038782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927549966745674,0.15219035493443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243465453753988,0.08915164914348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446306484373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114800378738311,0.0,0.11043834071028966,0.0,0.0,0.12509845586281115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883702329875443,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KingBlockhead,2019/02/02,"Dreams Instead of wet dreams, I dream I'm snuggling someone. Honestly that sounds allot better than sex right now.",2.971499999999999,5.623047149999998,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,102.5,4.0,25.0,5.985473137389443,1.2335000000000007,93,4,14,1,4,27,18,20,0.0,0.494,0.506,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5923282948022024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719520706911044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674663161887874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mostlyconfusedagain,2019/02/02,"I miss my family I am 23 and have been married nearly four years. My husband and I live nearly 200 miles away from all of my family because houses are cheaper over here. My husband works evening shift Friday-Tuesday, and I work morning shift Sunday-Friday. I get to see him three days a week for a couple of hours at a time. The rest of the time I am completely alone, I don't have friends over here, and I don't have enough time to go travel to see my family. I miss having a family so much. But we won't be able to afford to start our own until I can quit being in the workforce in seven years. I have my two cats to keep me company, but some days are harder than others to not be depressed.",4.166245210727972,4.2601202758620715,5.422988505747128,84.87808429118775,70.3793103448276,8.099616858237548,25.07662835249042,7.793537801064563,1.1888467432950187,540,13,115,6,9,181,88,145,0.046,0.926,0.027000000000000003,0.1355,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,1,11,25,8,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,4,1,2,21,1,22,20,6,22,0,3,2,0,6,9,0,1,11,89,22,2,0.15431729782519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982618088492195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498618112157738,0.0,0.0,0.09407039243286268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179875076025824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074915488165976,0.0,0.19904378149144772,0.0,0.1329132624934858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594510202673473,0.0,0.10192511981244086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819064580071678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922516149913458,0.0,0.0806244189020777,0.0,0.08770207659758024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197145350534375,0.17806144265326102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716430475856695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362650012036014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344096987737567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413544152874346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459418136775516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922657766744348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699509720461149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507455767948397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378402803945628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246896614537721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875056061614746 lonely,Benetonks,2019/02/02,"Friends and being invited in general I’m 15, male, and in sophomore year of high school. I’ve never been really extroverted, and I tend to be a bit shy around people I don’t know. Ever since I was in 8th grade, talking to people has become harder and harder, and although I’ve never really fit in too well, I don’t get invited to things. For a while I thought it was my appearance and my lack of friends, so I reached out and made a good amount. I’d say that I have 20 friends that I could comfortably invite over. The problem is that I don’t get invited anywhere. There are times when I have been invited places, and I gladly accept the offer to hang out, but I just don’t get why people won’t invite me places. It’s like a vending machine that steals your dollar bill I’m becoming more social, and I’m perfectly comfortable talking to people I know, but I always have to be the one to invite people, I’m not invited myself. In ninth grade I was invited places a total of 5 times throughout the year. I don’t want to keep sounding down and saying the same points again and again, but this is my main concern. Another thing is popularity. I am a gay person, and that gives me a bit of popularity with girls but not so much with guys.(Also I’m not a gay person who really screams “RAINBOW FLAG RUPAUL PENIS GAYGAYGAY” our loud. I try to keep quiet about it.)With male people it’s a whole different thing, only a handful of them are people who I’m friends with. I guess what I’m trying to ask is this: how can I be a more likable person, and become get invited places? Thanks all",4.912523510971788,5.273769805642633,6.092568965517246,79.79057758620694,68.81191222570533,9.138620689655172,29.11614420062696,9.120678840339163,2.3020280877742945,1244,42,247,22,20,418,156,319,0.046,0.7829999999999999,0.17,0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,1,1,13,18,0,0,16,0,28,3,1,2,6,49,52,23,0,4,8,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,6,16,19,0,2,4,0,2,2,11,3,1,1,7,7,29,15,30,39,12,30,0,0,0,2,23,17,0,2,12,164,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167263398906443,0.07457471551457187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397904206990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978475497877295,0.08378675497898957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29694946468556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956933565527948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155782423170039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363846643327373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107043900060808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697448665913155,0.0,0.18730028759705933,0.08597593155649913,0.0,0.07517272985381912,0.0,0.0,0.09873142735255856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469314383119133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593246443148518,0.0,0.0,0.09851049902341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378597531813499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480481416953696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588427728430506,0.0,0.13824778988088662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060731841484490436,0.06816342687011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349401238114966,0.23476981766993776,0.3745538657330949,0.0,0.08472406699043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575848707086617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224713777592462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254590728322675,0.0,0.09070472025378801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413826468142395,0.0,0.0,0.09136083207700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440734633373556,0.0,0.08251414488758943,0.0,0.0,0.17862749079072418,0.0,0.0,0.07115179590202281,0.10452146589061093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169822620356854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052862818056114765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058313693555581,0.0,0.08087211882998864,0.10006248896217527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154304045548968 lonely,loud_love,2019/02/02,"Need someone to talk to My depression is really bad atm and I just need to talk to someone, pm me ",-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,95.66666666666666,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3439714285714284,76,3,17,2,3,27,15,21,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708336977836291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793776486906786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810294646522586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779842112481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496718398743599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214293588976784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,geekything,2019/02/02,"Feeling lonely I suffered a brain injury in 2012 and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2015 after a battle with major depression since 1997. Life has been somewhat shitty since 2012. I haven't worked in years now due to my health. We lost our house (although have just managed to buy a new one by selling the rental properties we had). I went through a horrible lawsuit because of the car accident that left me brain damaged. A business I tried to start imploded because I had no idea I can't perform the way I used to before becoming brain injured and severely bipolar. Along the way in the past 5 or so years, all my friends have disappeared. Once you mention things like brain injury or bipolar, a lot of people conveniently forget to call you. I may have also pushed some people away during depression periods where it's easier not to interact with people. So, now it's 2019 and I literally have no friends. Not a single one. I have nobody other than my wife and son to talk to. I spend all day alone by myself. Some days I just long for bedtime so I can take my sleeping pills and get some respite. &#x200B; I'm crying right now. I can't fucking go on like this. I don't even know how I could go about making friends at the age of 46, especially without having work as a social network. I know this is just Reddit. But it'd be nice if someone tried to reassure me that not all is lost and maybe things can get better for me. Even some advice on how to make a friend would be welcome -- but do bear in mind my illness.",4.073039130434784,5.62663739666667,4.836956521739129,83.61586956521741,71.7,7.617391304347826,29.04347826086957,8.18289091462,2.0241695652173908,1209,48,231,18,23,390,176,300,0.155,0.77,0.075,-0.9498,1,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,2,0,6,17,19,2,0,15,0,26,15,5,5,3,47,43,19,0,3,12,2,1,2,4,2,9,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,3,6,10,9,0,2,7,1,31,10,36,30,11,35,0,7,0,1,18,12,1,10,17,161,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951636078278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086160990131626,0.0,0.07787884172544683,0.0,0.10551673201729464,0.11833357473199005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914965217863484,0.0,0.0,0.1187301250933193,0.10755420897108307,0.08286756058503356,0.0,0.0,0.08612922079135249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43485598460533387,0.09944109129080944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775409047207926,0.0,0.1069729765849634,0.12561068612737653,0.0,0.16775531465626015,0.09884384234823748,0.0,0.0,0.11161177947732293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286439007269951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924084052017423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30095799481576946,0.0900309700881986,0.10175940691064636,0.0,0.11069241082209966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351582390217122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236934817512814,0.0,0.10993594170513464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704062533699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580921299603506,0.0,0.06878598713686138,0.09515489669643347,0.0,0.0,0.08618276273573379,0.0,0.0,0.21261471517259733,0.08279334272058368,0.0,0.0,0.1300106416822011,0.0,0.09783643802467286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833120533522824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405515144855113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371196976024576,0.1319813492939914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929651121532216,0.2025437315897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316635658115147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100174610066213,0.0,0.16111594787502434,0.0,0.09745544592126784,0.09927186131202832,0.08251409238351615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892968602861005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322148717055423,0.07827446700088374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939668702773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322362018705971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410947211069457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459954364786455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027697777965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387577619953316,0.0,0.1417950479510405,0.0,0.0,0.06917959197514965,0.0,0.11833357473199005,0.12542564304259707 lonely,thebigfatbug2,2019/02/02,"I fucking hate days like this For the first time in weeks, it's really nice and warm outside, but I'll waste it because I have nothing meaningful to do",4.704193548387097,5.240725387096777,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.3225806451613,8.780645161290323,31.62903225806452,8.841846274778883,2.4198258064516125,121,5,25,2,2,39,28,31,0.246,0.597,0.157,-0.6285,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510991924498796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656507084858978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35037417467076704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808082214494015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066801869863867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124056720521888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952429721964658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638829096428814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401905967392688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33041288204557834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Average_Joe46,2019/02/02,"Not Everyone Standing at work today with some of my fellow coworkers, I was asked if I had a girlfriend or wife. When I replied the “No, I just haven’t been able to find one.” He asked how long it had been since my last relationship? I replied “about 9 years.” The guy said Not everyone is meant to have someone.” I think I died on the inside a little bit today. But what if he’s right, what if I’m not meant to have anyone...",1.4648863636363636,3.2248020795454586,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,79.3409090909091,6.218181818181819,21.227272727272727,7.1686216300943375,0.3832909090909089,325,9,75,4,8,106,60,88,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,16,7,1,3,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,1,9,0,8,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,6,48,12,1,0.20092087413156515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048854683580356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756677899773911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193535565015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085241460334972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839770110152234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363803896770936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894325412508146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377732896907046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013754996873814,0.0,0.17780865099524884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361491841846415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571382627922472,0.0,0.1715853286953516,0.19112176171633335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662038233406547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023960463879442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874198331418762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808989912311063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627278932384105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293864554911099 lonely,Skramer94,2019/02/02,"I wish there was a way to remove all Valentine's ads from my phone I can't stand to look at all these fucking ads knowing I'll be spending my Valentine's day alone, while my ex gets to be happy with her new boyfriend. No matter what I do, I can't stop the world from reminding me of what I lost and what I wish I could have. I'm doing everything thing I can to move on- focusing on myself, treating myself to nice things, going to therapy, trying new hobbies, focusing on school and work. But there's so many things that remind me of my ex and how much I love her. I'm just sick of Valentine's day and I want to hear nothing more about it.",4.45544117647059,4.162335426470592,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,69.73529411764707,8.270588235294117,28.02941176470589,7.6454224807358475,1.3923264705882352,502,15,113,5,8,164,85,136,0.073,0.775,0.152,0.8621,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,2,17,23,8,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,2,20,4,18,18,4,16,0,1,1,2,7,5,1,0,6,75,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122639915003505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970720722411434,0.0,0.0,0.2256951119846505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726064608083234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176609254038704,0.09141977265732183,0.0,0.09944510625079613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862693510458032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972150578427449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961643736976418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693904126187954,0.0,0.1910112245617512,0.0,0.15792618612902753,0.0,0.0,0.1774021484736473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597593560463474,0.12863035563470618,0.0,0.0,0.3379933442507877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789792765744296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770889945964496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629102657879425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010475859363205,0.0,0.34874659954750103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879986213650895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032076751342106,0.1388908953215882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024364854708637,0.0,0.0,0.1273874469315717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aniyahjohnson16,2019/02/02,"Lonely (have no one) and suicidal Hi, I’m sure not many people will read this or like this but it’s fine. I’ve already commented on the r/suicidewatch. But just trying to share maybe some one will read idk. Ig I’ll start by saying I’m 16 and I’m so depressed to a point where I’m sure I’m gonna commit suicide one of these days. I do feel like the end is near. I have no deep or meaningful connection with anyone and my days are mostly filled with misery and loneliness and I just want it all to end honestly. It becomes more and more apparent to me everyday that my life doesn’t really matter or have any meaning. Anyways I guess I said all that just to say that I’m willing to talk to anyone who is willing to talk to me. Hoping maybe I can make some friends and/or people to talk to but I know not many people will read this so it’s fine. Also kind of needed a place to share my thoughts/rants. I’m not even sure I said all I’ve wanted to say or the right things because I’ve been reading on this sub Reddit for a while. And like I said I am willing to talk to anyone so just let me know if anyone wants to talk, thank you.",2.143545019573729,3.354691719008269,3.6153849499782527,91.82776642018273,76.02479338842977,6.747629404088732,21.82775119617225,7.273561745256523,0.5037735537190082,884,22,202,10,19,292,122,242,0.118,0.695,0.187,0.9236,1,2,0,0,0,3,19.0,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,0,6,0,18,1,0,1,7,47,42,20,2,6,15,0,1,3,1,7,1,6,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,7,17,15,25,30,8,16,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,10,10,123,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036585183298077,0.07511899565509504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387834946129606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272338174577364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261302000718536,0.1037427365043367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211593338624704,0.0,0.08090522710396926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639530751463735,0.0,0.0,0.06204252917521275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749585899246337,0.06710647711690301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257318484728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347890470231327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329766909103962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978178187981649,0.10324735308667514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605389174480096,0.06634837080758685,0.13767424077838114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270168258325717,0.19046868978092868,0.18873868177944345,0.10232167703437214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965087984629856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095635318615875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536605008708668,0.0,0.09814104996091087,0.0,0.08879800372771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758377284919912,0.0,0.060176533562151635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021913321071235,0.2680582689527566,0.22410029031779552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648697734288901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549712657834496,0.0,0.2655950846333012,0.0,0.0,0.3775030044279032,0.0,0.08648181804285915,0.0,0.0,0.062405583822672875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377502832401466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662141425057399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,callmewhatyouwantG,2019/02/02,"Hey I am from Germany and 20 years old. 1 month ago, i had been beefing with my best friend and now we arent friends anymore (he was my only friend basically). 3 months ago, ive broken up with my gf. The last few months of my live have been rlly hard for me, but also very important. I feel the gap that was left in my feelings. My life changed so much. From hanging out with friends everyday, going to parties every weekend etc. to doing nothing. It is like ive lost everything i had since then. I dont have any friends anymore, even the ones i used to hang out with dont hit me up. I realized that all the People in my life were fake. Its not like their/my characteristics have really changed, i just found out who they truly are. I could write a whole Book of what happened in the last Time, but nobody cares and my english sucks. In conclusion all i can say is that these people were Not there for me when i needed them the most, so i just didnt give a fuck anymore. I prefer to be alone rather than having a bunch of fake friends. Choose ur friends wisely! Yes i just needed a Place to Write that down Btw ur welcome to send me messages, i like talking about deep shit",2.8034144736842066,4.2248028458333335,3.5946491228070165,91.78894736842108,74.70833333333334,6.385964912280703,24.714912280701753,6.8360192770164,0.7105833333333331,913,29,201,8,19,290,144,240,0.18,0.687,0.133,-0.8927,1,1,0,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,2,3,12,20,3,0,10,1,26,4,1,1,2,35,40,10,0,5,8,0,3,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,2,0,4,6,6,0,1,11,4,32,14,29,26,9,32,0,1,0,1,24,13,3,1,18,133,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035584577242936,0.0,0.0,0.10536208579359184,0.0,0.08135381947016697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918020754679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30266786898073544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675985116095088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372099333630463,0.0,0.21523469488310232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122350177770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384547045218457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345636440023195,0.06719201546793417,0.0,0.08571230790556719,0.0,0.0914287861042078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287596377871153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154220863683847,0.5501769570887758,0.09404817951839266,0.0,0.09758913584359206,0.057815770029590687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995991794920229,0.0,0.09113051850841217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584782037617116,0.0,0.0,0.11053045245210974,0.0,0.14371047785578353,0.14910110594931852,0.0,0.08982986809786311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105082440639763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436008698658225,0.0,0.074783600124527,0.1508637077889296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761312888948584,0.0,0.1067490145252615,0.0,0.06893519873950606,0.07737060598199177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105419657419174,0.0,0.10628668809406597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517114353117259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090015227499643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442486473426454,0.08415249538121171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176709766643493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059319854689025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786246248945777,0.0,0.08393829117191201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357843586446717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551108680448535 lonely,litbydayclitbynight,2019/02/02,"I won't give in to the temptation and call. You ever lay awake at night after not having spoken to anyone that day (in my case it's been months). You didn’t speak to anyone not because you couldn’t but simply because you’re always the first one to make an effort and that day you just didn’t? You start to think to yourself, “I’m just not gonna talk to anyone. I don’t need anyone else but myself. If they really cared then they can contact me first”. Then time goes by and you pick up your phone and contact one of them. After having made that big speech to yourself you give in.You know deep down that they’d have never made an effort to talk to you. They don’t care. You might choke upon your breath and they won't even notice. The sad part is as much as we hate to admit it, even if we did go so long without talking to anyone we would only be hurting ourselves more than them because they would never understand what we are going through. 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Hello! I just wanted to share Living Room Conversations with this community. Living Room Conversations are a conversational bridge across issues that divide and separate us. They provide an easy structure for engaging in friendly yet meaningful conversation with those with whom we may not agree. These conversations increase understanding, reveal common ground, and sometimes even allow us to discuss possible solutions. We have had people in the past express that our conversations have helped to alleviate loneliness and I hope that it may be able to help some of you as well. We host approximately 2-3 virtual conversations a week and some of these groups have gone on to form cohorts of people that meet regularly. We use Zoom, a program that allows you to see the faces of everyone in the group(or, if you are more comfortable, communicate solely with voice). Some groups also meet in person and we are looking to expand our in-person conversations as well. Here is a link to our upcoming events: [https://www.livingroomconversations.org/events/](https://www.livingroomconversations.org/events/) Feel free to send me a message if you'd link more info, are interested in participating in a specific topic, or have any other questions!",11.074389140271492,13.096481431372553,9.907450980392161,51.980837104072435,55.764705882352935,12.159276018099547,36.77073906485671,11.807384569943707,5.100126395173454,1068,43,139,30,13,335,127,204,0.022,0.779,0.199,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,10,4,1,1,7,10,0,0,10,0,14,1,1,3,0,40,22,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,12,15,0,0,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,18,11,30,16,7,19,0,0,2,0,40,11,0,10,5,105,30,1,0.15532183838729174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421081804208264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562417631614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258860937966044,0.0,0.0,0.14841667275021153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785353883876793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000126704554268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082179084543301,0.0,0.0,0.1542696317776388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211564539583925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743040578479445,0.0,0.1304312254407229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827226977301786,0.3230418176833228,0.2712420764743844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510203524661236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399600606638665,0.0,0.0,0.3535805127253069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377139560846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361726973415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169551148000522,0.3736660946127295,0.1341481987211356,0.0,0.0,0.09161284453089348,0.0,0.12458980988542052,0.0,0.27930597222615644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rageknowsnoage,2019/02/02,"I never had a friend. Hi, I'm 27 and, like it says in the title, never had a friend. You might be thinking that I'm being hyperbolic, but I'm not. Recently I'm starting to have casual associations that I hope can develop into friendships, but I'm still so lonely. I'm always the one that starts the conversations, because of that I'm really scared that I'll never be able to really connect with people. That I'll never find someone that actually misses me, and wants to talk to me.",5.153436426116841,5.464139824742269,7.3809793814433,70.93923539518903,68.2783505154639,10.178006872852237,28.537800687285234,10.125756701596842,2.8344584192439863,381,12,71,9,6,137,58,97,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.111,-0.5314,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,4,16,21,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,5,5,8,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,9,46,13,0,0.1887715565900064,0.0,0.1842138086074367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707305725699142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507338878302588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253378283817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916888727066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749274942662986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222424733024626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002567902202724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5823690473581469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791649219167198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308704287839009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418637858470416,0.0,0.18638913856235734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011871853586248,0.18899325961090235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994552731185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672269587125523,0.0,0.15075320893893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151727426647572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095719120149795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113423549791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oh_release_me,2019/02/02,"I'm so alone, yet I have so many friends? Fuck man, I just feel like shit. I feel like I'm so alone. I'm from the country, live in the city, have high school friends living in the same town and other towns across Australia, have friends in the current city I'm in, yet I feel so disconnected from them. I'm moving to America (new job, yay) end of August. Just had a date (first date), felt completely disconnected from her during it, felt like we didn't connect at all, yet it didn't go completely horrible (I'm being bias). Anyway, I'm so alone, perhaps it's because I'm transitioning to a new social group in a new city I've spent a couple of days in. I just hate being private about my life I guess. Thanks for letting me vent.",3.842400000000002,4.41334844,4.8133333333333335,87.27000000000002,71.26666666666667,7.866666666666667,27.0,7.908726449838941,1.3674,566,18,125,7,10,185,83,150,0.115,0.733,0.152,0.6868,2,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,13,11,3,0,8,1,9,3,1,0,1,13,28,6,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,6,5,11,8,17,19,2,26,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,1,16,65,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40879616969175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020299697883013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758943464101073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557815268906504,0.0,0.08485086217221229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653072738129935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957511105309905,0.1879852673066836,0.25265297614576754,0.0,0.0,0.11191218338222536,0.0,0.0,0.3049487204278467,0.12163305001674313,0.0,0.0,0.07477346700145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449376453421918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989675311173976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900944881444285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056153347174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453780686503558,0.09293079265582213,0.1928333155448103,0.0,0.23235496732199926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338990921713467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983659938909354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812093192797965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315444663897655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505327652546906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411761819729526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113068946857218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,potionJunkie,2019/02/02,"Lonely? Join my gaming discord! **\[NA\]\[EST\]\[PC\] Join my gaming discord! Killing floor 2, Conan Exile, The Forest, Tower defense games, Dead by daylight, Elite Dangerous, Don't starve together** ",6.3028078817734015,9.092489034482758,4.336059113300493,71.3541379310345,106.9310344827586,4.41576354679803,31.729064039408865,6.18269132825596,3.038720197044335,158,8,15,2,7,45,25,29,0.435,0.386,0.17800000000000002,-0.9322,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notorangebutbed,2019/02/02,Voice Chat Does anyone want to chat? You could tell me about yourself or we can talk about whatever. Just looking for some company tonight :),3.837466666666668,6.9904548800000015,2.764,90.08866666666668,80.2,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.0443333333333342,112,5,20,2,3,32,23,25,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33504955616752424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382581395750468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193283389470888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023854217200487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851418575537899,0.4188191389693523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826292013816145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,putrefried,2019/02/02,"hello world i am drunk. ego exists only in time. without time there is no ego and no suffering. i am lonely. i remember a time, in another lifetime, when i ran around in backyards with my friends. aware of the grass, the sun. time was beginning to take form. i was going to grow up and make my parents proud. my ex is smiling at me in one memory and threatening police in another. my other ex is crying after the third time we moved in together that it was like the other times. then she’s laughing, orgasming, talking. there’s ringing in my ears and the sound of the podcast. who am i? does it matter? one more beer before bed. theres no time. i hate this form of writing.",0.8239376646180858,3.3067975746268665,2.8065057067603187,88.98068042142229,88.17910447761194,5.839508340649692,22.06145741878841,7.285733465282438,1.0680786654960492,521,19,103,9,17,174,84,134,0.168,0.726,0.107,-0.8466,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,7,0,9,4,2,1,0,12,15,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,4,4,3,0,3,4,3,15,4,18,11,3,26,0,2,0,1,10,11,0,0,12,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35283636866747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497725588689937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316299326983636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480779956316692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472311918431228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998466191755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956167694189872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610581786074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219537138036513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230397328431582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881642267385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228012564715609,0.12795691189793176,0.0,0.0,0.18681471372735256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058731003026436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649832094730076,0.13522790961064474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.686729763420216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218091882243366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,t1tt1bo1,2019/02/02,What do you do when you feel super lonely? Typically I don’t even think about the idea which is what brought me to this sub. I’ve been feeling super down which is encouraged by being super alone. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I try to be there for everyone but it doesn’t seem to be reciprocated in any shape or form. ,2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,77.67647058823529,6.886274509803924,21.62745098039216,7.793537801064563,0.7522862745098041,257,7,57,4,6,86,48,68,0.048,0.799,0.153,0.7269,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,18,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,6,4,9,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36240516723822985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379533823456041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470204639218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311147640948793,0.0,0.0,0.3343576301289909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538538609709791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39501008736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923034728698728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185483807264441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242106334711337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375685005461957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,upcomingdr,2019/02/02,"It was my birthday on feb 1 And I spent all day by myself. I tried to be happy went and shopped and got my nails done. I got upset by the end of the evening bc ive been alone for most the Tom least year. Got more upset because last year this time mutual friends of my ex which are also my classmates were upset with me for pointing out that I felt like i had no friends. They claimed that they were so busy ect. Left my med school class this year to do an internship and started smiling again bc I wasn’t surrounded by fake people. I don’t know why I’m posting just so angry that even after a year of me trying to change my environment and meet new people, I’m alone. 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SO I turn 30 later in the year. It's crazy for me to fathom! It still feels like yesterday I was entering high school as a freshman for the first time. I was popular in high school: joining clubs, sports teams, prom, being elected School President, etc. I didn't go to college because I got a good paying job in my field where I could work from home! (In hindsight: the work from home part was a mistake.) I worked at that job for over ten years, keeping occasional contact with friends from school on Facebook, texting, etc. At 27, I had my first of what has turned out to be many seizures. I'm a full on epileptic now. (This severely limits my travel. I also had to move back in with my parents because my seizures are now so frequent and so severe, I can't live on my own.) Looking On Facebook, it's like my life has been on pause, while my friends have been in fast forward. I message and text friends, but I think more and more I'm forgotten... Oh, did I mention I'm in the closet? (I'm gay.) I've met a few gay friends on facebook, but even they're moving out, getting married, adopting children. **I'm not sure how to keep living like this...** ",2.0778913043478298,4.1971697166666715,2.9837318840579705,92.25619565217391,78.91666666666666,5.507246376811595,27.10144927536232,6.498293943080001,1.01948731884058,932,40,195,8,23,295,139,240,0.044,0.8540000000000001,0.102,0.9064,3,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,7,11,13,0,0,9,0,17,3,0,1,1,21,35,13,0,2,3,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,3,1,7,8,0,3,3,4,1,6,3,2,0,3,11,3,25,11,34,21,8,43,0,1,1,2,12,24,0,0,19,122,32,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254109790495295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936605977887526,0.0,0.12583796397671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240887835481789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302242953776425,0.06817261639699243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437733659744043,0.14747381136976329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558946462717698,0.0,0.0,0.31897499712363914,0.0,0.05392564259091396,0.0,0.058659533941275877,0.08657194956157713,0.08255056407663032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810489222680746,0.20706637137410264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485016975237236,0.1834846905036377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290389498560476,0.201702785258288,0.0,0.18228169213797604,0.0,0.08667470932618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464393615710847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940268592700654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460818125531948,0.111771921773009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178368662187917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320742371119976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521482141003206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242773188682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097279033497056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613608424202327,0.0,0.0,0.060185569226899376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453683333530028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542552012955955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329343124884705 lonely,FluorescentDrifter,2019/02/03,"About to sleep on a bench on campus. I have nowhere to stay. No friends to talk to about it or help me. Guess I am just throwing this out looking for commiseration or support. I hope you all are faring better.",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,85.90476190476191,4.312380952380953,22.685714285714287,5.6839178017228535,0.11805142857142935,163,6,35,1,5,52,34,42,0.0,0.664,0.336,0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,10,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980545773885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037013667466075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712502988119175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258881369218828,0.0,0.0,0.3347231750098873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830003118363401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372495592249468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35920374500333296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382430616402862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708727998222089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrPENislandPenguin,2019/02/03,"I think I have a best friend. We are quite alike, and have similar game, music, and anime tastes. The only problem he is 15 and I'm almost 20. We game when we can. I work about 13 hours a week, forced to go to church for financial reasons about 10, and in at school",0.2263095238095261,2.2385928214285715,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,85.07142857142857,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.499823809523809,202,4,48,2,6,66,43,56,0.096,0.778,0.125,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,8,1,6,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,27,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224657728901056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32723992859873285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409143595202169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721669944856738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070837139261251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371561153547994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983733445676827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316630841448032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206068872851033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155824184239005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998041541816049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012631108220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270115015962582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mknz8,2019/02/03,I have nobody Everybody always leaves me no matter how hard I try. My best friend of 10 years completely shut me out and won’t talk to me. I have no one else. I’m so angry all the time. And really upset and depressed. I am so tired of feeling this way. ,0.07833333333333314,2.144515722222226,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,86.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,16.407407407407412,7.1686216300943375,0.0010962962962959286,195,4,44,3,6,67,42,54,0.294,0.5529999999999999,0.153,-0.8565,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,8,2,4,5,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242318173528712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30561717643456965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053383828134781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25082715678292244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327674507287034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724946331011182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249956679626184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608757079622661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083596822182951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733804952539707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656283850547511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23407141582083635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698125868425702,0.334714279598583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977191042020837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115669421615015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753598058283846 lonely,genjimain887,2019/02/03,"I have friends, its just that noone loves me back As you have read the title. I have friends, I even had a girlfriend once. But its just that those friends cant fill the void that my girlfriend left me with. All I need is a girlfriend and nothing more. But every time I try with someone I fuck up and cry in my bad. Can someone help me please?",2.132582159624413,3.727600028169016,2.154577464788733,100.69177230046951,76.88732394366197,4.733333333333333,24.509389671361504,3.1291,-0.15393145539906114,266,9,63,0,6,79,47,71,0.125,0.654,0.222,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,2,9,3,1,0,3,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862085422600726,0.18309840308303849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408803110483632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483930339631734,0.0,0.18476169948284332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082698760803511,0.2027305285050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469857959744535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382597638388053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979182328999881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260112300368498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041514370759132,0.0,0.0,0.2335372197056171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407151111899155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934983755700346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716082486202147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787005079241048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888385111516558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sentientwafer,2019/02/03,"how do i cope with being lonely im 16 and have no friends. it fucking sucks to sit alone at school every day. sometimes i eat my lunch quickly and run to the bathroom and so i dont have the shame of sitting at an empty table day after day. i sit silently in class and i only talk to my teachers. ive gained so much weight since middle school because of how awful i feel and now its too late for me to have friends. i make attempts to make friends with everyone, yet im constantly just an observer. i have two and a half years left, how do i cope?",1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,78.13793103448276,5.67448275862069,24.53103448275862,6.2581,0.5640889655172407,426,15,95,3,10,140,73,116,0.119,0.76,0.121,0.2871,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,2,1,5,1,9,4,0,5,0,15,14,11,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,2,13,3,14,13,1,19,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,0,10,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223453295828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137369244618567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970901553326454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217452787173268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948999697361885,0.0,0.0,0.1701643286592978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011320305306438,0.15890482662033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408524489905883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854441724250055,0.15373978365102106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592606657589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759134148034975,0.0,0.18068321932285333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222010358268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224813454832248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647709169419447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366048260013175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375633903798306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447293394104676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366400040259346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244894216349026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025061134538925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709043347399576 lonely,Keanuisance,2019/02/03,"I dont feel good. I know this is only temporary emotional pain but it still sucks. Can someone share a happy story with me? Please tell me it's going to be ok.",-0.8523529411764734,1.292287882352941,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,96.64705882352942,5.072941176470589,15.623529411764707,6.742157984588678,-0.0521576470588232,124,3,27,2,5,43,31,34,0.165,0.488,0.34600000000000003,0.8315,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635675947213122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489481297193817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156853129740774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630132723754344,0.2601921390055241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302277512805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704850782008756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359311398398188,0.3300887479330647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405209707954095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628426627439721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477366858621232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114003585533364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JohnieScofflaw,2019/02/03,"Not alone but lonely. We met 9 months ago and have been inseparable. Every day, some days all day, it's been her and I hanging out. We have a lot of common interests and in all of those months we haven't gotten bored of each other yet. Work schedules conflict but generally, if there's free time, we spend it together. I sleep on a couch six feet from her bed. Having me here makes her feel safe, she says I'm a stabilizing influence in her life. That makes me feel pretty good about myself as a human man, I'm 31 and this is the closest thing to a relationship I've ever been in. Until we met in June, I had been living the neckbeard life at mom's house. Depressed and just sort of waiting to die. It's not that we haven't been affectionate and even a intimate a handful of times. Just not lately. When I bring it up, my feelings and desires, she gets a bit annoyed with me so I avoid the subject because I don't want to risk losing what we have by pushing for more than she's willing to give. But she's not feeling affectionate these past few months. At this point she's 9 months pregnant (her exs, he kicked her out when she got pregnant shortly after she and I began hanging out) so I can understand her not feeling sexual, and beween you and me I know that she doesn't find me physically attractive. I'm not her type.. and between you and me, shes not really mine either. Her looks are pretty far from the most interesting thing about her for me. I'm having one of my moods where I just want to crawl into her bed and lay with her. Ultimately I'm a coward, just going to wait for an invitation that won't be coming. I have the number of an attractive sex worker I've seen a couple of times, next time I have a few bucks to play with I'll get this nonsense out of my system. My friend/soulmate/whatever knows I see this girl when I need a physical outlet. She doesn't love it but is more or less okay with it. It makes me feel about human garbage because I'm not sure I'd be ok if she were intimate with somebody else :/ I love her and the connection that we have. I'm afraid of the future. A baby is entering the picture in a couple of weeks tops and that's scary as shit. I'm still going to be here. For her and for the baby. But this pining after her, constant heartache and the fresh rejection waiting for me the next time I bring up starting an actual relationship.. I need to set boundaries that I'm just not capable of setting with her. I don't know why I posted this here. I suppose I'm not super lonely, just intensely craving physical affection that I just can't have right now. If it were just horniness I could take care of that in the shower. It's like my soul is horny for affection",2.914786675418444,4.3816569259927824,4.35799967180834,86.24367492615688,74.50541516245487,7.346832950443058,24.504266491631107,8.00094639256281,1.2605249097472928,2123,66,446,32,44,706,250,554,0.133,0.732,0.135,0.142,1,6,0,0,0,0,57.0,8,2,0,5,27,30,2,3,29,2,37,9,4,6,4,104,88,34,1,9,28,2,7,1,0,2,2,1,4,4,30,38,0,6,11,1,3,9,18,11,0,2,14,11,75,19,64,68,13,71,1,5,3,3,52,23,1,8,36,307,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.094002218815188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538894745295875,0.0,0.0,0.09976674245108902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117441292310923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516521193562132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821280160708046,0.0,0.0,0.08297803043933186,0.0,0.10409633167576524,0.0,0.07691005850725939,0.21317016854810866,0.0,0.18637074578081386,0.0,0.08296715315414617,0.0,0.09997324119591727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046967173004782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362372623385071,0.08713417817955096,0.08116048276089892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922379441925164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880420340362641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442276299862338,0.0,0.10065479374325884,0.09240658163132287,0.1094908285975558,0.08079534437055158,0.0770422900989493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111149562551633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881802566280895,0.0,0.10866216391144623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607861047709915,0.047060988224168585,0.0,0.0850593764107115,0.0,0.08089124738083747,0.10776637654154618,0.0,0.08189460893942585,0.17387953644406326,0.0,0.1928990358764793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128181729291718,0.3075523174737416,0.0,0.0,0.14285196203955475,0.0,0.0,0.20489181176528906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652743362724623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195596233494213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106108268619477,0.0,0.09225558303226464,0.1960003845090581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061710174423225975,0.0,0.0,0.20684041435127468,0.0,0.08226357368026595,0.0,0.0766038807554087,0.0,0.0,0.07676093318149486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887929331470023,0.0,0.0,0.09639755287662008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068181444257921,0.0,0.07692765401734307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078798676976307,0.0,0.07242665727403852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799206716362066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084811630389833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002808305703185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363348377921426,0.0,0.07726849992031483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692102446660235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012792103760908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,huske-i,2019/02/03,"oh boy here it goes hello. my name is K. i am 16. i am home-schooled. i am broken. i've spent my last few years in isolation, if not physically alone, i was still lonely, i never had any friends. until now. and i'm scared. i feel as if i will lose them, in fact i know i will, and it hurts. why? why is my own mind so against me? i wonder how long this will last, how long they will tolerate me. i am socially inept and physically appalling. how can they even speak to me? how can they possibly enjoy my company? all i feel is lost and doubtful. i dont know if this is the right place to post this, i don't know if i should post it at all. venting is nice though, so i'll take my shot at it. &#x200B;",-1.5214413875598112,0.457621796052635,1.0782296650717704,99.63806220095695,97.48684210526315,4.6057416267942575,16.119617224880386,6.351523495107088,-0.4953263157894732,531,14,133,7,22,180,88,152,0.181,0.769,0.05,-0.9582,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,2,11,9,0,2,1,0,20,0,0,4,4,27,30,17,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,3,27,3,9,21,4,17,0,4,0,0,10,6,0,6,9,89,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243890042206227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699360335591379,0.19057772110997756,0.10665655259413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838152676612644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359131586608412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860599484345228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211741657676642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732327007479258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790042341832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585854245819164,0.25569100475172485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775968622318289,0.0,0.17546379963704636,0.1712093460533588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583636518141879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209646477558511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386437885565133,0.0,0.0,0.17681349178734773,0.30041865851045946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339404707932893,0.0,0.0,0.1570241631540798,0.15873041507203747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987859018069178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525259644267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792413262975045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409446658003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830473420506061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008624870355918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057772110997756,0.10099979348189876 lonely,Caitlin8676,2019/02/03,"I hope everyone's having a great day! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFaMzP0W9cs&t=6s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFaMzP0W9cs&t=6s) I spent a lot of time on this, and I really hope someone will watch it!",18.532666666666664,25.33559000000001,7.956000000000002,52.86466666666666,49.0,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.7807333333333335,190,3,20,3,3,43,21,25,0.0,0.596,0.404,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924772223993201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632623044140255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612540813833526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014344629439612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431137915784822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244261260956395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515285014836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165861626653506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942702638323505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,r_lazda,2019/02/03,"Caveman life was better There are so many people out there who are struggling everyday with loneliness. Loneliness leads them to depression, and depression to suicidal toughts. As someone who likes history, i think that people 12'000 years ago were much happier living in tribes and collecting food everyday. They would usually work for like 5 - 6 hours, and then go tell each other stories and laugh for the rest of the day. Technological revolution screwed all the introverted people, because now all we see in social media is happy, extraverted people in parties with other happy people, and it creates this feeling that you're missing something in life. I think that's the main reason people get married, so when they get older, they're not alone.",10.056378737541527,10.397631271317833,8.976987818383169,63.525348837209336,57.992248062015506,12.022591362126244,40.13399778516058,11.491704259439757,5.066102104097453,610,28,87,15,7,190,92,129,0.161,0.6459999999999999,0.193,0.4705,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,3,6,11,1,1,4,0,6,4,0,2,2,19,14,10,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,6,13,11,6,18,0,3,1,1,8,5,1,0,13,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265934995921981,0.0,0.0,0.14790931902228574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705637341683199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630488852630134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921014004495871,0.0,0.2460061303547853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722096266017354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268785289851502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922590066717706,0.0,0.08116288804853881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040503259693279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064025101736596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174352810039967,0.13954066354657454,0.0,0.12610489359754856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478812743006778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498265372349394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940437683075911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683368430447147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380202535886395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455780194179241,0.12100345439785187,0.1099430280514427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929725916582834,0.0,0.15621225821293674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482327115979278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830152829607468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728634508845055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396824422934904,0.0,0.0,0.10144896903088632,0.0,0.0,0.09196572148964242 lonely,christokrokoo,2019/02/03,"We're all lonely here why not make a facebook messenger group? We can talk about whatever and hopefully be a little less lonely Leave your Facebook usernames in the comments if you want me to add you to the group ",8.579024390243902,7.422606048780493,7.946463414634148,74.60310975609757,61.6829268292683,11.126829268292685,37.57317073170732,10.125756701596842,3.710404878048781,172,7,31,3,2,54,33,41,0.14300000000000002,0.764,0.093,-0.2927,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287712866636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571034679895166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326725526912533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881602657293251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469806920256725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254625338582835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895382689802552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sanavetur,2019/02/03,"accepting that i won't ever exist. long story short, i'm in a lot of discord servers. some are tiny, with less than a dozen people, and some are huge. but no matter what, my attempts to chat in them or join in conversations fail. i don't even get a ""hello"" back. no one ever really seems to reply to me in any way but the second someone else, including those who recently joined, says anything, they get a bunch of responses. people will talk over me and drown me out or make attempts to change the topic when i'm trying to start a conversation on something. i've had times where someone has actually kinda acknowledged me for a split second, only for people to respond with ""...who?"". one of these times was in a discord server i'd been in for well over a year. it hurt so much that i ended up crying at my desk. i just want to socialise with people and maybe make friends but no matter what i do and say, no one answers me. it's like i exist to no one but myself. i'm tired of trying. it's getting to a point where it seems like it's making me ill.",3.590852713178297,4.423704674418609,4.983255813953491,84.86434108527133,72.02325581395348,7.407751937984497,24.56589147286821,7.554174236665415,1.0883240310077515,815,22,169,9,15,273,123,215,0.193,0.708,0.099,-0.9803,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,10,7,0,0,11,0,10,2,0,3,2,32,23,12,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,2,1,7,3,2,17,5,32,18,6,29,0,2,0,0,13,17,0,8,13,121,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.12869586041272135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968292537629581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085260067483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014075829464248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951155803148785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486399226786734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016882123589307,0.0,0.11680653987344147,0.0,0.0,0.0871054991417489,0.2385860285749098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189016428676437,0.0,0.20670557751814586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118027235864705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288598173047329,0.0,0.0,0.11670965390643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211966370010704,0.0,0.0,0.2640927810833426,0.0,0.13249119033595355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694697757016332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574612163557384,0.1003006861161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657159593462957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466923157903513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448570782387757,0.0,0.13021559426083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975254561072065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011720594865765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348299958806575,0.10152767049089904,0.0,0.0,0.09334534592429658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060001520419629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538005822780959,0.15157666476979365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907573236591615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778624351097849,0.10468020901443316,0.0,0.0,0.11857596214212053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849263990026668 lonely,The_Godlike_Zeus,2019/02/03,"Had been having a pretty fun conversation with a person I haven't seen/heard since high school 3 years ago, but now she suddenly doesn't respond. She was a girl in my HS class for 4 years, and we liked each other (not romantically I mean) but weren't friends. Now I sent her a message last week (facebook) like ""hey it's been a long time"" and we've had a pretty fun conversation, but now she suddenly doesn't respond, which makes no sense. The last thing she said was something like ""haha yeah math and physics were never really my favorite subjects. But now you're doing fine then in Physics?"". This doesn't show any disinterest in a conversation right? I responded with something like ""yeah kinda, I mean it's really hard so I'm happy I survived, if you know that more than half of the people drop out the first year. And how are you doing in Law?"". That's the last thing I sent, yesterday. She's been online after this though, it says. It also says she didn't or hasn't read the message ('message delivered' but not 'seen by'). Help me out here, what are possible theories for her not (yet?) answering? I don't get it. And I definitely don't get why she would ask a question if she's not even gonna read the answer. Now I feel so stupid and just wanna cry.",3.272171314741037,4.845682382470123,4.3013127490039835,86.57722808764944,73.7808764940239,7.569800796812749,24.10378486055777,8.238735603445708,1.2716070119521916,982,29,206,16,20,319,141,251,0.101,0.691,0.209,0.9839,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,0,2,14,11,1,0,14,3,23,0,0,2,1,39,37,20,0,4,13,0,2,4,1,2,0,3,0,2,14,12,0,0,7,3,0,2,15,1,0,2,14,6,26,10,15,21,2,34,0,0,1,0,34,8,0,5,27,131,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165909151872428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518224375130814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944299727220288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296016477747773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447643864079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687246640806565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650409758752149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187695788735796,0.0,0.0,0.10161757824164523,0.0,0.13743505301988673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001313606914528,0.11782252478569745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881599008268785,0.1389656941804276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228390212312072,0.32163663578499585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570301590703938,0.0,0.0,0.11639742138421096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779541850333547,0.0,0.0,0.2865433298466094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014418748413076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118439049842142,0.11484446625926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827714077544707,0.0,0.2676208676720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734055060830764,0.0,0.2631255598163826,0.0,0.16851936759923128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232349886077732,0.12511247405382567,0.20919139608994075,0.0,0.1331125349262845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880064807176378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251210844580209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476163710220907,0.0,0.12922479321479471,0.0,0.07669456032708158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055031756401249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868282832689653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934331397916599,0.0,0.0,0.2540975880011135 lonely,stalingradsniper,2019/02/03,"Hi 31/M Australian It's 1222am and everyone is asleep, I can't reply and am up for a chat. 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Nerdy person looking for like minded to nerd out together ,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,6.2755555555555596,66.10000000000002,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.6636888888888883,84,4,11,2,2,28,16,18,0.183,0.693,0.124,-0.0498,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203759295052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7633030472565591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588985938203651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968373041377039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ni-kitty,2019/02/03,"do you ""click"" with people easily? i rarely with anyone. Thats why I am lonely i guess. Although i have my best buddy but right now they're mad at me. i feel alone. 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(literally....the only person here other than staff) I came here to be with my mom and take care of her and I have been trying to make friends here but I'm very much an introvert and it's a not difficult to relate to people because I despise small talk; it's not intelligent imo. I'm just drunk and venting and rambling. Where I'm from I had a few ""friends"" to hang with and a few women i was involved with. Here, i have zero friends and one woman I'm involved with but I barely know her so it's weird. I've always valued my alone time but forced alone time is different. Kinda sucks. 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Its the night and I don't want to be alone lol,-3.4558333333333344,-2.23890325,-0.9724999999999984,111.53416666666668,112.75,2.1333333333333333,5.333333333333333,3.1291,-3.0488916666666666,52,0,15,0,3,17,15,16,0.189,0.6459999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.1476,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587224752019129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772060859162021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062508410654604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43360108955859017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181901090639748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fisheslive,2019/02/03,lonely at times? Idk if it’s me or if anybody else experiences this but at 16 do you get really terrible mood swings and not the i’m really pissy but it’s i’m really open to everyone and i really like to hangout and i’m the chatter one to where it will go on for weeks where you don’t talk to anyone you distance yourself away from everyone and lose friends over it? I really hate when i do this because i know i’m being annoying but i just don’t know how to explain me having terrible swings of being shy and anxious and depressed at times. ,1.209736842105265,3.4178637456140386,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,82.59649122807018,7.659649122807018,23.535087719298247,8.59863814320734,1.8766456140350871,433,16,88,11,12,152,65,114,0.263,0.677,0.06,-0.9792,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,5,10,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,18,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,10,2,14,15,0,14,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,3,5,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162040113033284,0.0,0.1338167797601306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980704925848404,0.0,0.0,0.11666297818932884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483461631582572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598727563911842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657420357264491,0.0,0.1872055710611072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478590878157504,0.0,0.09998772813256104,0.0,0.10876520427577203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894732922685573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035399616141404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349820552432396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410436122798135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296834923906729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130120497768824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382334397993935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231894899802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351284277527386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,priya_kun,2019/02/04,"especially lonely today // mini rant on saturday my close friend left the state. we dont even see each other that often but ive cried so much since then. i desperately needed someone today, bc it was such a train wreck. so i turned to my bf but he was really busy... idk i wish i had more friends but i am really bad at keeping up with people nowadays. im so scared of when ppl will leave/i will leave that ive been pushing everyone i already know away and i cant get myself to make new friends. but i crave closeness and social connection and nothing feels right. when i was younger i would use tumblr to find social connection & friends but now that doesnt feel as easy since a lot of ppl i know irl follow me (i trust them, but still. feels weird to try to make internet friends with other ppl i know watching). idk im just rly sad and lonely and i cant just keep relying on the same few people to help with that.",0.9879365079365066,3.280042502645504,2.5919576719576725,92.50952380952387,84.29100529100529,5.716402116402117,20.11111111111111,7.07126945348624,0.4129746031746033,719,21,155,10,21,235,115,189,0.196,0.657,0.14800000000000002,-0.7563,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,13,12,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,3,0,38,32,18,0,3,8,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,5,22,6,17,24,6,21,0,3,2,0,12,9,0,2,9,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484794977051154,0.0,0.0,0.13240091063005227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480854810789033,0.0,0.10202978552280216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342281858230312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321452793935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071027825456384,0.0,0.0,0.1167649218341102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536014147950486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168627626503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720473214673587,0.0,0.06384313597740746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190639014678057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639884794414436,0.0,0.0,0.21722945676256106,0.0,0.0,0.2014696057878151,0.0,0.0,0.12938947967998748,0.1327679116467332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388792147689507,0.0,0.0,0.16313552382857618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982920266484724,0.09060787765750644,0.0,0.11801908060604595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172517707513742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943268296379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656566012904502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435597402053066,0.0,0.0,0.12234098770633642,0.0,0.09737556479145984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216602436266573,0.0,0.0,0.2491298694788709,0.1035375220832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758705955683536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316578319113393,0.0,0.0,0.08296406271877718,0.13291576042319989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055393821166076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052106298980474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680557859794215,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hereforthebantz,2019/02/04,"Loneliness & Suicide Helplines, and we want to improve the subreddit! Hi everyone, it's me, don't really know what to type here to tell you the truth. **Now, first of all, I feel like having a pinned post which contained links to helplines or resources for people who are lonely, or even those who are suicidal, would be a good idea. If you know any at all, I would love you to reply to this post with them, and I can add them to this post, and put them below this bit of text.** # Resources: &#x200B; &#x200B; Anyway, I've just been made a moderator, and as such I can make changes to this subreddit. However, I'm not power hungry, just lonely like all of you, and because of that, I want to make this subreddit a better place for all of us. We could revamp the rules, we can change the setup/layout of this subreddit, you name it and if people agree, I/We will try our best to do it. &#x200B; **There is the ability to make a** r/lonely **chat room, which I'm not fully sure how to do, but if enough people would be interested in that, I can make it and hopefully people can find someone to talk to?** &#x200B; Anyway, thanks for reading this all, and I hope tomorrow is a better day for each and every one of you. :) ",3.0245850622406607,4.750871904564316,3.994147302904565,87.88889730290458,74.7676348547718,7.14365145228216,23.66825726141079,7.908726449838941,1.1384321991701247,943,28,194,14,20,304,126,241,0.049,0.775,0.17600000000000002,0.9824,2,6,0,0,0,1,70.0,5,6,3,5,10,15,0,0,11,0,21,1,0,6,7,54,37,17,2,11,10,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,15,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,1,22,13,30,28,9,13,0,2,0,1,22,5,0,7,6,140,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465718574662775,0.4006526226382973,0.05605616867165175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050249407356016886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650665322144817,0.14580772309973808,0.08999372316585763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440295119376326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658147536298342,0.0,0.0,0.05316142411643495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517365627516403,0.0,0.054445152537462516,0.0,0.06945199732077682,0.07876672113843862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167978517509577,0.05888899810263084,0.0,0.0,0.07534079276014685,0.07011609419482237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691395350282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374593017335468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305500037950304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060426714743136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054362213904273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439754353623096,0.07799856984359459,0.2200943590136475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585763999539234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285901738487383,0.0,0.08612325297407898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368394428280967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082866309890942,0.0,0.0,0.08245369236678009,0.0,0.052807656175887084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984384523359045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803331126455463,0.0,0.07769060507523366,0.0,0.0,0.06625522502921752,0.07204866403045293,0.07589174454450982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596549965550407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915480696291358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724033350361892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567067305707398,0.0,0.4006526226382973,0.0 lonely,Kneel_Legstrong,2019/02/04,"I don’t understand what happened I used to be able to check my phone and I’d have notifications everytime. Now, it’s like I’m Caspar and I don’t exist. It was so sudden. Out of nowhere. I just want some company",-1.5553333333333337,-0.028142977777775968,1.8311111111111131,90.84000000000003,112.11111111111113,5.555555555555557,18.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.7216666666666671,166,6,37,4,9,59,35,45,0.032,0.901,0.066,0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,23,8,0,0.4880516332334061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315824474530302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384373755576221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080789622612675,0.0,0.4215199109214671,0.0,0.0,0.2878654982628569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,birdie420fgt,2019/02/04,"Why am I like this Feel lonely Only friend invites me to party Say no Feel lonely Repeat",0.14833333333333346,2.4607282777777755,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,99.55555555555556,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.3312444444444451,71,1,12,0,3,24,16,18,0.271,0.414,0.316,0.29600000000000004,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131716294865858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920604902736877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479181553132215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859443789177843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035506589077886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579015625649063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,allychaisson,2019/02/04,"over it I am so sick and tired of being alone. I just want to be happy. I want to be in love and with someone, i want to have somebody to sleep next to at night and go on fun adventures with and spend time with. I don’t know why it’s so hard to find. I don’t think I’m unattractive and I feel like I’m a fun girl to be around, idk why guys don’t like me",0.7092857142857127,0.9853399285714308,2.6533333333333324,100.975,78.28571428571428,6.076190476190478,18.761904761904766,5.46131890053228,-0.7226523809523813,270,4,78,1,6,91,50,84,0.163,0.5660000000000001,0.271,0.8492,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,0,0,17,19,7,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,7,16,15,0,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261826931449134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944104068780276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104228450494606,0.1560154565405541,0.0,0.0,0.19960142908385567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411415807729895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623710454096806,0.0,0.2324766351232053,0.19563153053276666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001958395431865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338535862934385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710246555854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322566651463715,0.20494106416192245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854435242187387,0.0,0.1850382881650624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993333841427208,0.0,0.0,0.12734300378993318,0.2510033123456421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864302887090149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941199426133298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonelysadfriendless,2019/02/04,"Im lonely and friendless in a new city and i have absolutely no one to talk to Hi. This is my first reddit post, long time reader. I just have no one to talk to. I called the people i want to talk to and they r either sleeping or not answering. Different timezones so i cant blame them. Doesnt mean it doesnt make me feel even more alone. I really should understand that they are not making me feel lonely on purpose, but my feelings dont understand logic and ratiionality apparently. Basically, im in a new city, no friends or family. Been here for a few months. Im working, taking a few lessons, and starting college next year. Im 18 btw. im on a gap year, you could say. For some reason, i thought moving to a new city it would be easy to find friends and go to parites and have fun on my own but no soap. (Not moving back home by the way, also i odnt have any friends there except my mum). Its been like 5 months and i cant call anyone ive met here a friend. Just coworkers. I try but no soap. I guess im not trying hard enough. How much do i have to try? Do i literally have to change myself? Im always picking fights with my brother who I am incredibly jealous of (i dont want to be but i cant help it i guess). He seems to be doing everything right, and is charming and sociable and has lots of friends who love him for who he is, parties with him, etc. I wish i had that. I keep thinking maybe it will get betyer in uni but will it really? Its just me. This is how it was in high school why shiuld college be any different? Im just not the person i want to be. I hate my personality, the way i interactcwith people. I have nothing interesting to say. Even though i do try to speak a lot to people it always feels like a one sided conversation, me just askign pointless questions. Today i tried commenting on something, nd the person just said mmhmm really awkwardly, when they were having big conversations with others, and i felt so shitty and worthless. A big part of this gap year was to find myself, nd im scared to say that maybe i have - im just uninteresting and lonely by nature. I dont want that to be the case!! I want to lvoemyself and have fun and not worry if people like me or not. I want to not give a fuck. But when i try and im still lonely sad friendless in a city alone, what am i trying for? I just suck apparently God im such a loser. I have no friends or anyone i can talk to thats why im making this post. Im so sad and lonely an i try to hide it. Someone give me advice or just talk to me. 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I am married with three young children. English is not my husband’s first language and he does not like reading or learning new things. His family speaks another language and I’ve never had real, in depth conversations with them. My other family and close friends are across the country. I’m bored out of my mind and super lonely. I love learning new things and I’m currently obsessed with Daniel and Jorge Explain the Universe. I want to be around people who stimulate my mind, not keep me standing still. 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Sitting alone in a grocery store food court eating my dinner alone while everyone around me is with a significant other or their family. 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I’m now in my 3 year of College in France, I have several college buddies but there’s no strong friendship here. I do have some strong friendships, but we all are separated due to studies. I don’t have any friendships with any girls anymore (I mean we sure identify each other’s as friends because of what we lived together in the past I guess but not close anymore) and it’s becoming a big struggle, as I deeply feel the need of at least a female presence, whether it’s a friendship or a relationship. I think I somehow fucked up and lost my friends due to a strong depression I had several months ago, and can’t really fix it anymore without making it really awkward and pitiful. So yeah I think I’m done, and now willing to finish my 3rd year to go on an exchange next year. I really hope I’ll make it.",4.8436778846153805,5.77654303125,5.596041666666667,81.2473557692308,69.20833333333334,8.824358974358978,33.519230769230774,9.057496981413335,2.899571634615385,770,36,149,14,13,251,113,192,0.129,0.644,0.227,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,4,8,14,1,2,9,1,11,1,0,2,4,35,29,13,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,3,2,19,8,23,24,7,30,0,3,0,1,8,11,1,6,19,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714012877281532,0.0,0.13232589080294574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797286555554687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931622287700399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055543788103385,0.14594571331924466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381781008302867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352320150609186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039166062981326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876498631824554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363474405893586,0.09440567119374732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041925167443993,0.12216754951801498,0.0,0.0,0.07510204859022138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455745536425284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125154902719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456023156617602,0.0,0.11668800943559192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425379799118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764179758367525,0.0,0.0,0.1439465609448095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054782824589189,0.0,0.0,0.09798514753903867,0.0,0.0,0.140539577606948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614903439672312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539697933100278,0.0,0.0,0.14187616486243054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298576447686961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470697939499895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706831266867086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814848487837633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454675667589807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934861491684644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738476022376968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403927213540911 lonely,acekib,2019/02/04,"Lonely gal looking for good conversation Hey everyone, I love sharing stories with strangers, and was hoping you guys feel the same way. What's the most bizarre thing that has ever happened to you and how has it changed your life? Describe it to me in detail. I'm all ears (or eyes). 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I am over 20 years old. Very introverted and unattractive. Only had a couple of friends who usually tolerate me because they have nothing better at that time. Never had a relationship or anything close to it. Yet I have started to talk to this person. I grew to like them quite a lot. We got quite close but I am not good enough for them. Now they are talking how they should start dating again and i don't know how to handle it. I just want to leave and let that person to be happy without me holding them back. What scares me though is that no one will ever care to get to know me like this person did. And even if someone does, they will just probably won't find me likeable enough. I guess I will never know what love or genuine friendship is. 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I'm lonely and bored so I want to talk with someone, anyone is good, as long as you are friendly :)",-0.6105555555555569,1.5931211851851863,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,96.4074074074074,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-0.8486222222222217,100,3,21,0,4,33,21,27,0.197,0.486,0.316,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732249465030343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614418350487126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838282569006529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994674343572871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867195569046915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439754555169218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991862882430933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_helgg,2019/02/04,"Loneliness is getting me sick Loneliness hit me hard, again. I rely too much on people and It costs my happiness and mood. when I am lonely and a person gives me much attention for months I feel better but I feel that person has started to get distant and cold and it just hurts. It makes me feel like I’m not good enough and replaceable. And this happens all the time. I’m just laying with a fever and crying... what is better I’m going in the big unknown alone for half a year.. to feel more lonely. If I don’t talk to people I can say most of the time I am fine (because I’m used to the loneliness) but If i Find or meet new friends and see them losing interest in me just hurts.. All these things come from lack of self love but I just can’t... I don’t even know what I want from this post.",0.8269742867206773,2.8406607005988036,2.3729129975343426,95.54675237759777,82.7125748502994,5.606058471292709,18.206762944698838,6.794906146795322,-0.0950208524128211,615,14,141,7,17,200,98,167,0.154,0.688,0.158,0.5706,0,5,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,8,15,0,0,7,0,9,3,0,2,2,36,31,16,0,4,11,0,5,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,10,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,8,18,9,14,30,8,15,0,5,1,1,10,4,0,4,9,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634169458827987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201949569280944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670111719466502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130032569709721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581468856990064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597471311897582,0.0,0.09970297647332314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053053171531743,0.1078407924070777,0.0,0.0,0.13796822927216154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662584742456633,0.0,0.15773333513389767,0.1448077907368172,0.08579002012223119,0.12661214291855222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348716391922744,0.16069218463172466,0.1352241613764664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231964344883707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829597741467183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374796918494846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688776992633989,0.0,0.0,0.1362408990912817,0.0,0.10076224271549984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048917632038145,0.0,0.22193552230515828,0.0,0.0,0.14579126564221034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930348858506306,0.2636125251412427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457116502089995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004381655751242,0.0,0.0,0.12028992905783335,0.0,0.15747681161552948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068452499587788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133023482260374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028640899058923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604371695870075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037485137881036,0.0,0.0,0.0890359401316618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720872786628217 lonely,fxckhiraki,2019/02/04,help so ive been in dallas for about 2 years now and ive has literally no one. the only friend i made died in a terrible accident on my birthday last year so ive just been trying to cope with the loneliness but fast forward and now my 18th bday was a couple days ago and all of a sudden the world seems so much bigger it’s hard not to feel alone :( literally my music is the only thing keeping me a decent amount of happiness but jesus christ ,1.4624731182795718,3.464382344086019,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,80.39784946236558,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,0.7543462365591402,350,9,74,6,9,120,68,93,0.155,0.735,0.11,-0.3378,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,12,8,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,8,2,10,8,3,15,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,10,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158439110754991,0.0,0.0,0.2521877189992101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694229421752453,0.0,0.15703433867148406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527097010360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311855089896362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812388157750026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920529779336604,0.2181239809439074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320978151635335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642982991680085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984811861241699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040116092232005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899707842629434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499873173477544,0.3703783290397212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166899588792485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617674721804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531734002408466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136060078147624 lonely,Permatheus,2019/02/04,You can message me if you’re lonely If you want someone to talk to you can message me. I promise you are cared about and loved more than you know,3.79258064516129,4.1026897096774215,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,71.25806451612904,6.2,28.403225806451612,3.1291,0.6475677419354837,115,4,26,0,2,36,21,31,0.068,0.652,0.28,0.7783,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184112236583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794375942701833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589070965398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308184746949159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40868275353671507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999042508237088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sunshine-Fox,2019/02/04,"I didn't realize I was lonely. Been in Canada since late 2015, away from all my friends and family. I live with my partner, but even his family is 4 hours away. For the longest time I thought I was fine. I'd stay in bed until 2 browsing YouTube, get up, eat, and call it a day. I rarely went out or made friends. I was fine being inside most of the time. When my partner got home we'd watch TV. Then in December I experienced an intense bout of brain fog/dizziness/lightheadedness. It never went away; I still have it. Now more than ever I crave human connection. I'm planning on staying with my in-laws for a little while in a couple weeks because being here from 8 AM to 6 PM is depressing most days. On top of that it's gloom/cold *and* I'm on a special diet which restricts my intake of caffeine/gluten. So I can't even visit a cafe like I used to. So that's that. 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Has anyone used the services of a professional cuddler? Or used a cuddle-date app? Pros/cons/tips? I am desperately touch-starved to the point where I dream of cuddling people while watching TV on the couch, and I wake up crying because it wasn’t real. 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I turned 20 today. Yay. I had thought someone would recognize this and wish me, considering how they're on Facebook all the time. I had a total of 4 people remember apart from my family, and the best thing I did today was have pizza outside (and I'm not supposed to because I'm pretty unhealthily overweight). That's literally all. It sucks, but this year I expected it, last year taught me this lesson well. There's still a few hours technically left, guess I'll go online and play some League. Woohoo another self happy birthday. Sorry for the rant.",3.7237005649717503,6.453747669491527,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,76.54237288135593,7.323163841807911,27.62994350282485,8.344100000000001,2.3616757062146894,507,21,85,10,12,164,86,118,0.066,0.737,0.197,0.9513,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,6,1,6,2,0,1,3,20,17,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,5,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,6,0,10,5,5,10,8,12,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,8,52,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651378622054711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227099996557716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827171179641131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413488682925026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989504083960983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180117993323886,0.0,0.0,0.18534273884906102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714627289602551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137199223336324,0.14192243352830655,0.0,0.0,0.1891704184644449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141112969448095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771318962636524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723205748534287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816341201467341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475223654294502,0.0,0.0,0.1949012660720356,0.0,0.0,0.13904402550369915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567057697455245,0.0,0.0,0.13822344894949315,0.10152461593907793,0.0,0.3300707863797477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938107640556004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565452983047636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021726604829107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368235234514982,0.0,0.0,0.2242415448400442 lonely,cheeseallthetime,2019/02/04,"I feel lonely on New Year's Eve People are getting dressed up, ready to go out at midnight, they're exciting, blah blah. Lunar NY is a family (and relatives) based holiday so for me, I hate it, and I'm all alone right now. If you guys feel the same, you can comment so I can text you or slide into my Reddit DM. 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I feel hopeless cause I didn't really have any other friends and I start to think that I m just not a likeable person...",0.8893333333333331,2.410020766666665,2.4330555555555557,97.65625000000004,80.22222222222223,5.833333333333334,20.13888888888889,6.6274283507984215,-0.06644444444444407,319,8,79,3,8,104,65,90,0.204,0.713,0.083,-0.9115,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,22,17,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,1,13,3,13,11,5,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,5,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297958902703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804474968924974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915010506647647,0.19380083649881627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229796897921725,0.0,0.0,0.22363980852678356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278461670779884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007661617925088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363918784838729,0.0,0.11374025157574415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457589336726006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309473008560282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752043400946938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900888921332302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789308090614752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981876232381845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30818103477412906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498053180391224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949457991604516,0.0,0.17283098215785409,0.12694372206239254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880245337155665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746273236073383,0.0,0.19574014296295528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ObeyySarahh,2019/02/04,Lonely and wanna chat Message me horny/lonely,4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,79.0,3.2,20.5,3.1291,0.44885,38,1,4,0,1,12,7,8,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.3612,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hogwartswonderlust,2019/02/04,How to make friends? I'm 20 almost 21 and have no friends. I graduated 3 years ago from high school and I only had 2 friends then. I go to work three days a week and have online classes the rest of the week. I go to the store about once a week. I literally can go 3 or 4 days only talking to my mom. I have no idea how to make friends at this point because I second guess everything I say to people. I feel so lonely some times I just don't know what to do anymore? ,0.20117647058823707,1.9356063725490245,2.3860392156862784,96.12317647058822,83.31372549019608,5.2564705882352944,20.9843137254902,6.2581,-0.02289333333333321,358,11,88,3,10,121,65,102,0.078,0.7909999999999999,0.131,0.7285,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,15,16,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,11,4,11,15,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,9,51,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088460132930036,0.0,0.1591485391609365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576189259772002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688414098286732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499739917151333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428388198358278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036134942706097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911652670581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709760255215601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508272501044084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792154338626564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179416121508725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734547384577279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121781532380474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614052274836526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925856166604686,0.0,0.2417515646736104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018419816153037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024314871578234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638997812273722,0.0,0.1608487795546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774440337381784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267516717279474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824596320003975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570518775722262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234770386921392 lonely,sandwichscreams,2019/02/04,"Lonely insomnia I don’t even know what words I’m going to write here, I just need to occupy my mind just for a minute and reach out into the void for another voice. I’m lying awake, in bed next to the person I love more than anything on earth, more than myself. I can’t sleep and my heart is pounding with meaningless anxiety and all I want is to be held, calmed, acknowledged. But I know he’s not feeling well and he deserves the sleep I’m desperately craving... I just can’t help but feel like crying at the mounting feeling of loneliness inside. 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I’m still young and have plenty of time but I physically cannot picture a scenario where I get a girlfriend I’m just that pathetic. This post is useless but I either wanted to be reassured or find out if other people feel the same way.,2.9715897435897465,5.168384953846154,3.7026923076923097,87.81147435897438,76.38461538461539,6.17948717948718,21.602564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.6604871794871792,262,7,51,3,6,83,54,65,0.16,0.762,0.078,-0.7673,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,13,6,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,11,2,10,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822558685559793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810073679585874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216001053427346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358975667754353,0.18621181246072868,0.0,0.0,0.4764674565406926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618135385117458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734274944298282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352510973333851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201033019590595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807051909293096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496352082288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163184557070596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560919780571905,0.0,0.15198988655174106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537409306441033,0.2068956158247545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigwall79,2019/02/04,"Sick of online dating and dating in general I’m just so sick and tired of it. Nothing but dead ends and wasted time and money. I’m rapidly approaching 33, and just don’t have the energy to do it anymore. Nothing but emotional highs when I FINALLY meet a girl, and then slight depression when it doesn’t work out. I’ve got a small group of friends, and they’re all married, most with families. People all tell me that “my time will come” or “stop looking and it’ll come to you” or whatever stupid line they have. I’m tired of being alone. Thank goodness I at least have my dog who loves me, but I just feel like this is how it’s always going to be. 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Every ""friend"" I've ever had ghosts me without a reason I have noticed yet. I end up looking stupid and writing them just for the same thing to happen again. Loneliness starts to wear on you when you haven't had friends for 2 years :) How do you guys deal with it?",2.479137931034483,4.255581741379313,2.768482758620692,95.8747931034483,76.41379310344827,5.329655172413793,21.944827586206888,5.6839178017228535,-0.022721379310345124,223,6,49,1,5,68,48,58,0.149,0.802,0.049,-0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,9,10,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,7,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795618681514497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401739891639459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452866008346172,0.2284703815934933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190067994452444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684985372021721,0.2397925955350296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771247198122144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872608722697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788054352363339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315756317682929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919338088844824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015169101421785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613958705757791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746230310040814 lonely,parksa,2019/02/04,"Just running out of ways to cope with loneliness and feelings of rejection Will try and keep as brief as I can. I'm a 26 year old nurse, I've always been very talkative and direct, a bit of a class clown. I can have a conversation with pretty much anyone - but I've barely had any friendships since college. I get invited to work nights out and things but friendships never turn into something meaningful. I talk to many colleagues every shift and have a laugh and a joke but it just feels very on the surface and that they're likely being polite. I invite people to do things but it never seems to be accepted. I went through uni and few different jobs and didn't really get any friends. I had an SO for 6 years until the summer and I think because we were so involved with each other I never truly felt the pain of my lack of friends. I have a mum and a twin sister who are there for me at least. I just don't know what to do, I feel pathetic for literally crying about it. All I want is a couple of people to text me occasionally. I feel like there's something wrong with me but I don't know what. I get told that I'm funny and confident, that I have the balls to say stuff that others wouldn't. But then noone wants to get to know me deeper. My self esteem is getting worse and worse, I suffer with anxiety and sometimes depression and self harm on the days my feelings feel like they'll explode out of my chest. I know there's people starving and experiencing abuse in the world and in comparison my problems are small but it's just hard imagining for the rest of my life I won't have friends to attend a birthday party or make meaningful connections with. I even consider the fact that if I died it would be so embarrassing as there'd be like noone at my funeral.",4.004777441659467,5.2439189634831465,4.964044943820227,83.86034140017291,71.44382022471909,8.061192739844426,26.051858254105447,8.502166056373571,1.658876318063959,1405,44,284,23,26,459,186,356,0.196,0.654,0.15,-0.9742,2,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,12,18,0,1,19,0,29,3,1,1,5,72,56,34,2,7,13,2,8,4,3,5,2,1,0,2,18,29,0,1,17,2,0,4,8,8,0,0,8,10,35,10,45,39,8,31,0,3,0,0,15,13,0,3,17,193,53,4,0.0,0.1203450473319327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451522367304018,0.0,0.0,0.13814355053756344,0.0,0.07770155076933101,0.0,0.0,0.07102081743984935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619167498338055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088924500929356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238639952189798,0.11157099388184503,0.06550490385897062,0.0,0.08748296898280143,0.0,0.10541468070385984,0.10612009553643184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708669945978564,0.0,0.0855779633996769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081441514558457,0.14512471112945138,0.09752410575700222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23542054968162726,0.0,0.2653333236181957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098768156025733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079356271464562,0.09028098771805668,0.0,0.0,0.2232831007576472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174261383582177,0.19848987540723784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677994432368565,0.10297707006549099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466638515210443,0.0,0.23501349224329654,0.0,0.0,0.09531751979756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658169732238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807872445713776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124966472311565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333424076131624,0.0,0.0971897467746899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506899501493328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077335028763412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246644006015634,0.21192144721101688,0.0,0.0,0.08402059570790132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638866395774004,0.10045633398098623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627451497395952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163893683863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495854221870573,0.06508260708602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970554604436315,0.0,0.06896005393541918,0.1104801007482076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761345447973264,0.1198184360790964,0.08062234635853119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941573512963388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073944910819866,0.0,0.20701908962412247,0.07215313698294244,0.11105196331380833,0.0,0.1308168109299776 lonely,WhatHappened-,2019/02/04,The hangover. Last week i had a few pretty good days. Days that i almost never have. Days that remind me that this world can be a good/happy place to be in. But there is always a hangover. A few days that follow where the depression comes back. These days always remind me of how alone i truly am. Nowhere to turn and nobody to be with. It is just me like always. ,0.5663813813813796,2.928285337837841,1.968018018018018,95.59755255255257,87.5135135135135,3.8294294294294287,13.627627627627628,5.033348758259628,-1.1448390390390393,281,4,59,1,9,90,48,74,0.07400000000000001,0.777,0.149,0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,8,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,6,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228162397744124,0.18853322291240496,0.0,0.0,0.4544027744601134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997357604259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680691907246005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869871478108284,0.0,0.15678636382947814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053644189688876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377950037728067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838271211606413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893304086474553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039651118431826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018769140842645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851949020069462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800166218902815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601738978022374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,000904047,2019/02/04,"I just realized something So yesterday I was feeling pretty miserable and lonely, and I realized that I used YouTube and podcasts to stop myself from feeling lonely. Then I fucking realized that that’s what I’ve always done ever since I discovered YouTube. Yesterday I somehow remembered all of the times I would binge smash videos before bed because the silence made me feel lonely. Sorry if this is a useless post, i just wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere.",8.320361445783131,9.1949463373494,7.8020722891566265,68.69202409638558,61.53012048192771,10.495421686746988,41.90120481927711,10.355215969177356,4.880279036144579,378,21,55,8,5,119,60,83,0.201,0.72,0.079,-0.8509,0,6,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,23,13,6,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,12,0,5,8,1,8,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,6,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017457214260004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780105666997093,0.0,0.20631517078760256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812024175364925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193184927310162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677844146704491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414989458824447,0.12667507808723222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294210349577269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322091725587176,0.2466684704172404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746593412218664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005649983405305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665716341863686,0.0,0.2714135522651086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270699299147665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248575466847406,0.14138008033355515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940715499361676,0.0,0.0,0.14300889103972994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172236267516573,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dunfracow,2019/02/05,"I'm told I should have no reason to be lonely. She told me because people care I shouldn't be lonely. That because a girl I don't like asked me out and I said no it's all my fault. It is all my fault I already know that I am a piece of shit that no one will ever love or want or feel real compassion for. But just because a few people ""care"" by not contacting me or seeing me or doing anything I shouldn't be lonely. I can't be selective of who I want in my life either. Isn't that normal? to want certain people more than others? So it's just my own idiocy that causes all of this. She tells me I have no right to complain. she's probably right I'm just a stupid fucking coward and that's why no one likes me. I'm just a coward. fucking useless coward. whats the point. no one wants to be around me. they may care or whatever the fuck but they don't want to do things with them or talk to me they just leave me to wallow in my shit. there is no point. it's all meaningless without people. but it's all my fault because I push them away or something. I must be pushing them away or else why would they never text me or call or anything even when I keep crying for help and companionship. why did she abandon me? why did she do this? she was all I had. now, what am I? 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Recently in my life I have hit another wave of complete loneliness, so to keep myself busy, I have come up with an idea. I want to create a community for lonely people. I have made a discord server for it, but eventually it may branch out. This would allow for everyone to be able to go on the server and have conversations with real people when they need it. People can ever group together to talk about whatever they are into. It is not completely finished yet, but I wanted to start finding people that would be interested and maybe even want to help. It is a work in progress and is bound to stay small for a while, but so far it's all I've got. The link to join the server is below and you can comment below or in the server if you want to help. Thanks! &#x200B; Discord Link: [https://discord.gg/Mk4CcpF](https://discord.gg/Mk4CcpF)",5.964304703476483,7.740830374233134,6.28541411042945,74.19270194274031,67.34355828220859,8.62351738241309,27.080265848670763,9.075114841892004,2.2825750511247445,713,22,120,13,12,229,98,163,0.071,0.762,0.16699999999999998,0.9508,0,6,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,2,7,4,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,2,34,29,13,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,28,21,1,21,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,3,7,90,19,1,0.1448243105207907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569170799423189,0.1759773890934813,0.0,0.1518609170453026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247533198928322,0.3036910683664712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565509122837973,0.13100188021430806,0.0,0.1383858350120961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236679610239874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230699314651099,0.0,0.11582923107602255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414536515327985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348901850230954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872650146599615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229369348452777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703626432010574,0.0,0.0,0.14549548562850706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738539118899093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020147091691692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484177144924886,0.0,0.0,0.14299653490427688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250739239325113,0.15436344552749706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640429494923048,0.0,0.1333347673677821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416845224546503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543382290834917,0.0,0.0,0.20575806996301413,0.0,0.1759773890934813,0.0 lonely,N0TH1NGM0R3,2019/02/05,"I’m getting cabin fever It sucks only being able to see people at school and work. The only people I really spend any amount of real time with are my parents, siblings, and my kid. All my friends have gradually moved out of this small town and it’s really not good for my mental health mostly interacting with my 3 year old and not actual real life adults. I’m getting more and more depressed. I’ve been stress eating and all I really get to do is cook clean and watch Puppy dog pals and paw patrol. I need human interaction and I’m not getting it. I don’t know what to do. ",2.6964102564102603,4.486200735042736,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,75.83760683760684,7.073162393162392,20.247008547008548,7.908726449838941,0.8320947008547002,454,10,90,7,10,154,77,117,0.101,0.85,0.049,-0.722,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,22,19,9,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,5,12,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,9,2,10,17,6,8,0,1,2,0,8,4,1,1,3,50,14,2,0.1709977671510366,0.0,0.1668691540149524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628434542599547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472801262817051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497340543487908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211245072258934,0.0,0.3573571026553973,0.0,0.0,0.1434248141521778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176263026546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397590084826102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078077994354182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723255301841829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174356482053727,0.0,0.1267926776376535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943339170445435,0.0,0.0,0.2601030147457227,0.0,0.0,0.1898727841998231,0.0,0.0,0.23709664223143376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892657903867112,0.3286366448550817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305886949193836,0.1362630812638305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587736453036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971017315338623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448841105953215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011695566324887 lonely,veqe33,2019/02/05,"I spent the first 10 years of my life alone Nobody liked me, I was hated by everyone in my schools and I have had a pretty rough life. Thing is... I'm only 14, and I know that sounds stupid but honestly I've been alone for all of my life and even today I have only about 2 friends. I've been in a lonely position for all my life but I still manage to pull myself alone, and its come to the point where it doesn't even slow me down. Yeah it sucks but I've actually gotten used to it by now and that is really sad, I mean I work almost everyday and I work super hard. I'm determined and strong and I work 24/7 to have a future, its just sad that I've never had a close friend or... anybody like that. even if I wanted to make friends I couldn't, I have an extreme case of social anxiety to the point where I can sit there just wanting to say hi to someone and I literally can't, its pretty sad if you ask me.",0.08212585034013742,2.058597382653062,2.3183673469387784,95.06472789115652,85.37755102040815,5.570068027210885,16.986394557823132,6.868970318607317,-0.2028340136054423,701,15,166,9,21,237,106,196,0.175,0.6459999999999999,0.179,0.598,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,11,15,3,0,8,1,15,4,0,2,3,30,29,15,0,5,8,0,2,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,7,4,24,8,19,21,2,20,0,4,0,0,8,8,1,4,11,106,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.12480149215674725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280626435606693,0.3973641840303696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783495160311682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955921601203352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101652933896856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534089962121414,0.0,0.0,0.12220369067677313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878255896151692,0.0,0.0,0.29642082888224786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456367773603217,0.12626419016440826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028460545552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613279314512273,0.12496048767305057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853670896155942,0.0,0.0,0.13930892143783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863609933157046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453112557774407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417934201955215,0.0,0.0,0.26021875609253664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192914961308767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017026911042219,0.0,0.12943078228597235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036701874983445,0.10836017464280212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213254676847287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496395706175397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122408677652732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045527889548096,0.0,0.0,0.15086482546222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793147639807653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823565053688737 lonely,lonewolfe15891,2019/02/05,"Eversince my mother left me to starve in the downtown of my city I’ve been feeling like nobody understands the pain i go through and yet people expect me to act like them even though I’m not them. What can i do in my life if Im continually being alienated by everybody I meet and know as friends? I have a gf, but her mother hates my guts, and my only shit friend is movie back to german in 3 months. I am soon to be a suicidal nobody if i keep going downhill like this. ",4.375454545454545,4.321835787878786,5.7439898989898985,83.26931818181819,69.9090909090909,8.620202020202019,27.61111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.659759595959596,369,11,80,5,6,125,71,99,0.175,0.6940000000000001,0.131,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,4,0,8,4,2,0,0,12,16,8,1,3,4,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,16,5,11,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,2,8,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341199687769418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895472415686342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140303702777185,0.16111249687868448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484744698135429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256337959702494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265564243525535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436017567165711,0.0,0.0,0.20045373718546736,0.0,0.0,0.12394063558821095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502960569465865,0.0,0.1592923983480965,0.3305350189824695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000898927518147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151914839341073,0.2399706159100713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634810769966848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149442405151854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668375235043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215735804843032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477567788030035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,onlythelonely555,2019/02/05,Today is my cake day I just realised today is my cake day and I have no one to share it with ,-2.5628787878787875,-0.8595503181818174,0.6790909090909096,103.25530303030304,97.63636363636364,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.8834121212121209,71,1,19,0,3,25,16,22,0.098,0.804,0.098,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394588125752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28340941430739863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.792882900191952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MelonHeadSeb,2019/02/05,The last of my friends are drifting away Most of my friends are online now after I spent half a year doing nothing after I dropped out of uni due to severe anxiety problems. It's been just over a year since then and they are all growing up and beginning to live their lives normally while I'm still sitting here doing the same thing every single day. I have a job but it's only busy during spring and summer so I'm only working a few days a week now - otherwise I'm just sitting at home. I have known some of these people online for 3 or 4 years now and they are some of my best friends but all our chats started to gradually die as time went on. The last of the closest ones to me are slowly coming online less and less and we are talking nowhere near as frequently as before. I wish things were just back to how they were when we would send hundreds of messages every day and or call every day and just fuck around playing Minecraft or whatever. I just want to spend time with them again.,4.796157692307695,5.413236485000002,5.041999999999998,86.3156153846154,69.15,7.553846153846155,28.384615384615394,7.321109707123232,1.4446576923076928,787,26,160,7,13,248,122,200,0.073,0.818,0.109,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,5,2,16,7,1,0,9,0,14,1,0,1,2,37,25,21,1,5,10,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,2,0,2,5,0,18,5,28,19,11,46,0,0,0,1,16,9,1,6,29,117,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274439399700194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956159606313613,0.0,0.0,0.12618573292072258,0.10327369885396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428526094349326,0.0,0.14094678230429736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714233876854848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156934829869592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464673013181745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938933496267444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33947801177481385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112954821620754,0.12416454444761238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347207492702373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327885244733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895606241489826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719086764415245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159222431427553,0.12887107164364411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100981636994346,0.20429286552029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931114783387878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851354363224587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517285431200824,0.0,0.1111000373068841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506309946760416,0.0,0.10725764620057217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795078102038988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784550436598591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566308411684023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921767637020141,0.0,0.10773287620383754,0.0,0.0,0.12450382139764915,0.0,0.0,0.15444628136490565,0.0,0.0,0.09777700671513763,0.0,0.0,0.0954077526239174,0.0,0.0,0.2594676778753431 lonely,fedupfamingo,2019/02/05,Lonely and sad I literally have no one. I’ve left uni and moved back home where I have no friends and I’ve just broken up with my boyfriend. I feel so frustrated and hopeless and I just don’t see the point in life atm,0.5065957446808511,2.5693656170212797,1.884510638297872,98.294,84.31914893617022,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,-0.02225617021276616,172,5,42,2,5,55,34,47,0.371,0.573,0.056,-0.9488,0,2,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,5,0,7,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856386548422631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782715246780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869979603389673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372616203621274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036048729461068,0.0,0.2623813070028769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39481541764563216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517187029595109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35116063881798343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960146918653409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,equilibriumbitch,2019/02/05,"Alone to be less lonely I use solitude or isolation as a way to cope with lonliness. I didn't know this. I used to be depressed and it caused be to isolate myself. Although my depression isn't present my isolation still is. I called it solitude because I thought 'I'm just introverted and seeking more' but why would it be hard to go outside if you're not mentally ill and 'just prefer' to be inside. If there are no people there's no way for you to feel misunderstood, ununderstood, rejected, like you're talking to walls== lonely. I used to hate being called weird when i was younger, it felt degrading. After that I felt prideful being weird. But now it's just shit, you see it for what it is. The chance you'll find anyone who accepts and understands you is so small. You know there are people like that but you'll meet them on an online forrum, that's not very intimate. I thought I was ok with it but I'm not, otherwise I wouldn't be keeping myself locked in my room. 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Everyday rolls into the next until it's an slog of emptiness and indifference. I hear the words but they are hollow and unfulfilling because they can't be true. Living a life where you are nobody's first choice in almost any situation is mind numbing. I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep my head above water, it's been so long and any affection feels odd and almost painful. I am lost in a fog that only I can see or feel and know that I will die alone and I've accepted my fate. 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Title. Another semester, same ole shit. It's fucking exhausting that I have had to initiate just about every social interaction for the past 8 years. Hell even if I talk to someone enough to exchange numbers, they never text. Nobody ever initiates anything with me. At this point I've just stopped. I used to be more social, but then I realized if people actually wanted to be my friend than they'd actually make some kind of effort to do so. People are like ""go out and make friends, talk to people!"" bull fucking shit. Why should I/we befriend people who don't even want us in the first place?",3.5980133333333337,6.1012301280000045,4.803699999999999,79.17568333333334,75.72,8.006666666666666,27.21666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.496506666666667,526,21,92,12,12,173,88,125,0.116,0.7929999999999999,0.091,0.2658,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,2,8,10,5,0,2,0,11,5,2,3,2,21,19,7,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,11,4,17,14,4,14,1,0,0,2,11,5,5,3,9,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2719586323345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611398202016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466796318606473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397925452908694,0.0,0.18407035268608188,0.1260443222829384,0.11740304734008945,0.0,0.12523310088751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185256499973157,0.0,0.0,0.21531313935744908,0.2576419452947647,0.0,0.0,0.07919221581649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451049839885877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807627604471707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602595639705125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747042446951426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301929500613927,0.3864134083558495,0.0,0.14558447180860998,0.0,0.1317248029800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860685387537675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408663636976283,0.11806543490031605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649754307293628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239983188591905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761327168314427,0.1203481868021972,0.0,0.0,0.16437700740215033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147196771525376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973275149563607 lonely,Mush_Bear,2019/02/05,"I’ve never been more alone I never realised how lonely I was until I started struggling in life. Having many friends I thought to seek them for help but when I did they didn’t take me seriously. I have never felt more alone in my life, the only way to describe it is being in a conversation or room with many people but still feeling an overwhelming sense of loneliness. It’s getting harder each day to keep smiling and keep motivated. I live life with a heavy weight on my heart and I feel it gets heavier each day. I just want someone to talk to who is not gonna judge me and a person who is willing to listen.",4.780161290322583,5.335561693548389,5.585645161290324,82.62346774193551,69.16129032258064,7.812903225806451,29.20967741935484,7.6454224807358475,1.7170032258064518,486,17,97,5,8,159,84,124,0.062,0.773,0.166,0.8726,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,2,5,0,11,5,1,2,3,24,24,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,5,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,5,15,1,15,15,4,15,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,1,9,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422777205758153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811971875153132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317066956796358,0.0,0.15492496184209234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466155382187576,0.0,0.16860141282160096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120504246119308,0.10815205805954868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868373612599281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419069046988504,0.0,0.0,0.14247837090750368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717487695315145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733380176680615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227168438501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186241593755444,0.14088792371807202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367145601169715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420705763328436,0.0,0.12885736158238364,0.0,0.0,0.16868203651786048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131798484924718,0.12969008099462553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809690222882056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517065803087553,0.12807514446056414,0.0,0.1964854723533516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SmallnSoftLentil,2019/02/05,"Lonely and Sad Idk if this is the right place to post this but i have a hole in my heart. I broke up with my partner of 1.5 years. My longest relationship I've ever had ( I am 21). I am already struggling with being lonely and hopeless. I can't just take a couple days to myself because of school and ya know, life. I feel like shit, I know I broke his heart and I know it's all my fault. I really just need a couple close friends to talk to and forget the world. I'd be down to snap or whatever,I just am incredibly lonely and I just need to know someone is there :( This is my throwaway account <3",-0.4865169059749874,1.7209842204724417,1.7251042149143103,96.00038443723946,92.62204724409449,4.248077813802687,17.706808707735068,5.900188976854957,-0.3923743399722093,464,13,105,4,17,155,77,127,0.289,0.659,0.052000000000000005,-0.9859,0,6,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,0,0,6,12,1,1,5,0,11,4,3,0,2,26,19,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,19,2,13,16,1,11,0,7,0,0,6,7,1,2,4,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421193685542495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728330433047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894643803131672,0.0,0.11350050761229664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919515821528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898702119385753,0.1257289714961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597125465475796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171035691872222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868831764382469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430860299146325,0.0859809735127861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26099219816350283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838745498685433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855202452017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274520728886672,0.0,0.0,0.18894992284264595,0.0,0.15029650707669628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781136560956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065362033957685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911774880681686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398541843803304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323243462512045,0.14145598613597546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333330460831563 lonely,nickykayfabe,2019/02/05,"I’ll start by saying that I don’t want to die. I just don’t care if I do or do not. I wake up and take a breath and think, “Okay. We’re doing this again.” I usually take a shower, but it takes me an hour to convince myself to get in. When I do I do the cursory water on the groin and armpits, most of the time I wash my hair. When I get dressed afterwards it takes another half hour to finish because I can’t muster the motivation or energy to actually finish the task. On weekdays I go to work. I have a fine job with fine people and get paid well for it. It’s rewarding. I help people find jobs, I help businesses connect with talent. And I do so by giving out free training, free support services, free job search tools. I do good for my community and earn a nice wage. And people seem to like me. I like them too. But only if they don’t get too close. My kids are two hours away with my ex-wife and her bumass loser boyfriend. The second guy she’s moved into the house with my two autistic kids in the year and four months that we’ve been separated. I’d never go back to her manipulations. Just wish she’d think of the kids more. And I give her 65% of my net pay so she can keep the kids in the house. They’ve been through enough instability without having to leave their house. I’m begging her to finalize the divorce by signing final papers, but she won’t do it. On weekends I take the kids to my folks’ house. They live near the kids. We spend the weekends together, but mostly my son plays video games and my little daughter (who is almost 4 and nonverbal) runs around like a banshee. I love them, but don’t know how to connect with them. Or anyone anymore. I rarely shower on weekends and overeat like a pig. I’m over 400 pounds now. I want to be healthier. Want to be able to sit on normal toilets, tie my shoes, get up from chairs. I’m 39. Life isn’t insufferable. I don’t want to die. I just feel like, yeah, I’m done. I’m not adding anything. Have nothing to look forward to. My health is so bad that I can’t do exercise without collapsing or injuring myself. So that’s just getting worse. I survived cancer twice. I survived being raped and left for dead when I was eight years old. I survived narcissistic parents. I’m tired of just surviving. I’m just tired. If I go, I go. If I wake up, I’ll figure out a way to live out the day. And see what the next night brings. Or takes.",1.126028225806451,3.1830667721774226,2.838477419354838,92.3807161290323,81.88306451612901,5.82283870967742,21.210322580645162,7.003673034542,0.4224546451612907,1853,56,413,23,50,612,241,496,0.092,0.6920000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9955,7,0,0,0,1,2,68.0,1,0,6,9,21,24,1,0,25,2,33,18,6,3,1,73,77,37,3,10,24,3,2,5,0,1,8,1,2,7,12,27,2,1,8,7,7,8,14,3,1,7,5,5,62,24,57,67,4,60,0,1,2,2,34,23,0,13,34,251,74,10,0.07742901613465752,0.0,0.07555955047756935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753397506065172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119107457747297,0.0,0.0,0.07678877820829279,0.05414016839564945,0.0,0.0637174828990842,0.06892824026455041,0.0,0.0,0.07274710946586048,0.0595381339996176,0.06464999426027444,0.047200009565542385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789440423226978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049935309864169566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071818856532427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792367662859635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000487174777758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915043703930785,0.055315304597648295,0.0,0.1696394049502175,0.070768718002177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427207909934234,0.14855393536952252,0.17601877688681164,0.06494378513896233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666689934588634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230342340711314,0.0,0.0,0.10379807476289862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287559520152197,0.35737075520276684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050905306138406,0.06882246718887547,0.0,0.0,0.042552962323899365,0.0,0.0,0.08198614821925336,0.08412685258454901,0.0,0.054690403943957744,0.1891395309635943,0.0776042154993262,0.1367424796244768,0.0,0.06502087255708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988271009215159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180310196278035,0.08229479043682501,0.0,0.0,0.05971803059048129,0.0,0.0823466370722445,0.07266188645697541,0.07586399607522168,0.07429522925331708,0.0,0.08124872747086218,0.0,0.0,0.05888825585550207,0.0,0.0,0.08597575931126028,0.0,0.0,0.1610385916963085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157466140342649,0.0,0.0,0.0617009010908089,0.07048846825852176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480465614506953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786552993425523,0.0,0.0,0.3493019038398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992267741848928,0.0,0.0,0.045149481975772315,0.17798652755675914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127379577496067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527712218332177,0.0,0.1826785593314173,0.06145954898364955,0.0,0.0,0.0696179843560708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903954731638879,0.14927761698585126,0.0,0.05636924592116209,0.0,0.07890678238712633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972349556141416 lonely,VanTheGr888,2019/02/05,"On reddit. Again. Bleh Feel lame. Should be out. On a date. Or something. This is.. bleh. Help me. Lol. Single moms in their 40s don’t get to have fun I guess. Even if they are pretty, nice, fun... thus blows. 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Or a friend will ask if I want to hang out. Meet some friends of theirs maybe? Anything. But that girl doesn’t exist; those friends are absorbed in other things that are definitely more important and they have a right to be. They have lives and I have mine. It just happens to be empty. It probably always will be, and maybe that’s what life was always meant to be for me. The same album is gonna loop at least 4 times before I decide its time to slink inside. I’m at 3 now, so the only adventure I’ll be having tonight is making the trip from my car to my apartment so I can plug in my phone and do the same thing tomorrow night. If anyone understands, it’s all the people in this subreddit. Thanks for being around, for reading and making me feel comfortable enough to not be embarrassed posting something. 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There's nothing fake about the tears I cry. This. Is. Me. Vulnerable. Sad. Lonely. So lonely. 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I just have no one to talk to. So I'm here. I've lived a fucked life. I'm 19; My parents did drugs while I was in the uterus I watched my mom get raped My dad never taught me even how to tie my shoes, let alone anything else My parents abandoned me when I was 16 My first girlfriend cheated on me with 3 other guys I've been diagnosed with depersonalization, derealization, depression, and mild schizoactive disorder. But lately my biggest problem has been my memory. There's a lot of things that could have caused an abnormal hippocampus. But lately it's been driving me crazier than anything else. I forget entire conversations i have with people. There are even people that ive met, and when they approach me, they are total strangers yet they know my name, my job, my age, where I live etc. I even forget things I explicitly do. It's like there's someone fucking with me on a hourly basis. My keys are in my shoes, my wallet is in my pillow, or my socks will be tied together. And I know im the one doing it. Idk why. But i never remember doing it. Since my ex was fucking other dudes, i thought she was just fucking with me. But now I have a full time job and i live with my girlfriend. But I feel like I'm living a lie. None of them know how truly fucked I am. I should have told her sooner. But i didn't. And i cant tell her now. What if i get better? 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Honestly, I grew up talking to people online. I feel its made me extremely socially awkward and just kinda out of reality in general. I feel like I'm from another planet tbh and it's so hard to feel present and connected to people when talking to them etc. I hope I've not servely stunted myself. I'm in my 20s now it's really sucky to feel so inadequate in terms of social skills. I get that sticking on here doesn't really help solve the situation but it's the only place I don't feel lonely I guess. Can anyone relate? 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i dont post anything anywhere so have like no karma im even sure what kharma is oops im not using periods am i. there we go. ok yeah I just tried to post a post on r4r and it never occurred to me that i would need a certain amount of points to post there. seems like sort of a catch 22 but w/e guess I'm too lonely to try to not be lonely.... sort of anticlimactic after spendig an entire night working up the drunken courage to hit post but w/e/. i have 9 karma and it says I need ten so do that and i'll be on my way thanks a bunch",-2.2364266966629174,-0.5072437165354309,0.6126659167604059,101.44154855643049,104.27559055118108,3.048968878890139,13.921634795650544,4.892091775363687,-1.3443892763404572,436,10,109,2,21,149,84,127,0.041,0.809,0.15,0.8846,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,6,2,9,0,0,1,3,22,19,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,13,15,2,16,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211469186088815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725370443054273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723533677398953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366672484110295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217595061796572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180389072873838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384542716264714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831884832848766,0.11354270542805316,0.0,0.0,0.1381530349921828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678113381422293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916750190725766,0.0,0.7049652084547583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707274289577375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340206853510624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387501328693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553749039592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433060903424237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990114649722526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714808553453136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168538780832438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717561549741006,0.0,0.0,0.1045786218480128,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IndependentHS,2019/02/06,"29y independent female - social pressures are getting to me - how have you tackled this positively? Hello out there! This is my first every Reddit post - so yay :) I am a 29y old from London. I was in a long term relationship between 21 and 26 - It was my first ever relationship and it ended quite badly! It was very toxic for a number of reasons which I didn't really understand or see at the time. He had a major drinking problem which I wasn't aware of until we moved in together 1.5years later. He was American and came over here to be with me, so getting out of it was a little harder for me than just walking away (not sure if that makes sense). Anyway, it doesn't matter now, but the trauma really affected me. And I only notice how much it affected me now I am 'trying' to date again. To deal with the break up, I put all my energy into developing myself in my work, fitness, mental health, spiritual health- opened a business and I am doing well for myself. I developed my personality, and am just about to buy my 1st property with a healthy deposit so I feel like I am proud of myself. My issue is: I don't know where or how to meet people. Females for some reason just don't like to approach me, I try and pay compliments when I see fit females or women doing well at networking events etc. But that is where it stops! I don'talk about my work at all because I have experienced some people act funny around me so I modestly say I work in consultancy. In 2018 - I did try and 'date' again after the break up in 2015 - I met someone who was smart, and educated and successful in their career - so we 'dated/got to know each other' for approx 4 months. Nothing physical because I am not sure I am ready yet. But, meals, coffee, just being social and adventurous. I was trying to get to know him without too much emotion from sex getting in the way. A clear head because I am trying to date with the intention of marriage and not just fun! In the end, I ended it. Because within 3 weeks he had declared love for me and actually contacted my parents to ask for my hand. I had told him about my past and that I needed to take things very slow. I communicated on various occasions that I was looking for date for 1 to 2 years before the talk of marriage really solidified. And he respected that (from what he said) and agreed. I feel like I was open with all elements of how I was feeling with him. When I would get anxiety attacks they would usually be from him pushing me to the 'next level' so quickly. For example, he found out where I lived online, and send me roses and lilies. Which I guess can be cute and a little freaky at the same time. I went with the former after speaking to some gf's - but then the gifts and flowers kept coming. At least once a week. He also had something to say after everything I said. Everything. I couldn't understand it. It was like he was competing with me with knowledge. And I told him many times - you don't have to have an eho with me. Take me as I am and I will do the same. I am not your enemy. But he said, he just liked to share his opinion. (All theeeee time)! I was suffocated. And the pressure was too much for me to deal with. Especially as he wasn't listening when I was saying, please slow down. When things ended, he actually said to me - You are so independent, if you don't lighten up you will be alone forever. Which I thought was just a reaction to him being hurt maybe. Sometimes men can be really spiteful when they don't get their way. My dilemma - All my gf's are married with kids. And housewives. Which is a full time job and I respect them for it. But as a result, I travel alone around the world. All the time. I try and meet people when travelling. But 98% of guys I meet on my travels think this will end in a hookup and its not subtle. The girls tend to be with their bf's so not third wheeling. I end up just chilling alone, or talking to 'older' people - 50's and above. Which is lovely, but sometimes I just want to have a conversation with someone from my age range! My parents keep saying my time is going and I need to meet someone. My last single mate is getting married next month and I know in her culture she needs to adapt to the family home so I probably wont be able to see her as much! How do any of you independent single ladies deal with loneliness? Just having a good conversation with someone. I work from home so that is another challenge and adds to the isolation. I am trying to be 'open' to meeting people - but I dont want to use Tinder etc. I may be in the Millennial Bracket - but I like old school courting! Help! and sorry for the long essay! 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The reason is that my best friend told me that she will get married and move to a different country. That means that we can't see each other anymore because I don't have money to travel to see her. She has been the closest friend I ever had. We have had so many good times together. We have traveled together and told each other everything. She has been more closer to me than my previous girlfriends. She is basically like a sister for me. Her leaving just makes me devastated. Nobody will be like her to me. I know that whatever happens, I won't find anybody like her again. I just know that I'll be constantly lonely when she's gone. I feel like my heart is breaking. I want to tell her this but how can I? After all, she is doing something that makes her happy. And that's what I want for her. But at the same time I feel bad.",1.8654616048317507,4.196871945355191,3.1903595053206786,89.3441932700604,80.91256830601094,5.819844693701468,22.199884958297385,7.0608816371341465,0.7440338797814214,718,23,144,9,19,233,100,183,0.071,0.773,0.157,0.8833,1,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,8,15,0,0,5,0,24,1,1,4,2,29,41,10,0,2,4,1,3,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,2,1,5,3,4,0,0,8,5,34,11,12,28,7,18,0,3,2,0,24,4,0,0,12,108,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589628050444222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874357197146152,0.0,0.11441377190262453,0.08353181141041509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876076683429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808003173254086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802316636951005,0.0,0.0,0.14316649098988465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395087955650501,0.0,0.0,0.12315313156074295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078584487696944,0.09789378507104393,0.0,0.0,0.12524233067592955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760557540449463,0.0,0.07159217242140417,0.0,0.0,0.11493370578608232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211745893439339,0.14587027630095692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623804230182566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061547895911384,0.0,0.15457505966926974,0.14509428142821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677824479466081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293629175929751,0.13892623917431832,0.0,0.14926511851102028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912809966821245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088897968779954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183892792061089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549187755743852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976967954117593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598058156509956,0.0,0.0,0.2618748057638524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306355313408975,0.1616469054482799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyHorse9,2019/02/06,"Valentine's Day sucks At my school everyone gives each other flowers, but I won't get one (like every year), because I don't have a single friend let alone lover. It's just a whole painful day of everyone socializing except me. I've been friendless for years now, and I don't think anything is going to change anytime soon.",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,4.495428571428572,85.27457142857145,71.69841269841271,6.9447619047619025,28.473015873015875,7.554174236665415,1.6685453968253974,259,10,49,3,5,81,53,63,0.224,0.6970000000000001,0.079,-0.8221,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,5,9,3,8,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,7,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337353426310051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571455600680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757180009550354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387384170295227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291088520090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014425829846687,0.4312918374484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743590056331386,0.0,0.1179079426922641,0.21649182371115328,0.12825855444638207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230772028085304,0.0,0.11025534097720427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292590475363246,0.0,0.2401383263091819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283991571995727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005128056241494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460596584551644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519625007640983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906597037263132 lonely,rainbow-like-asmile,2019/02/06,Selfish me Wish i could open up more to people. That i wouldnt be so lonely :(,-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,89.58823529411768,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,59,1,14,0,2,20,16,17,0.41,0.474,0.116,-0.7795,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110840698230801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437789018753518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7361068942914363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sadothea,2019/02/06,"Valentines day Waiting for chocolate discounts, cuz I’m gonna die alone anyways xD",3.9860000000000007,7.301539933333332,3.068333333333332,86.4225,83.0,3.0,40.833333333333336,3.1291,2.522333333333333,69,5,10,0,2,20,15,15,0.299,0.508,0.193,-0.2732,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646591345095732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026248568754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479296698510436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quesndans,2019/02/06,"Extra rough. I do a pretty good job at suppressing my loneliness but it’s really tough today. Something happened and I really needed someone to talk to and I realised that I couldn’t reach out to anyone when was going through my 1000+ friend list. Social media is a lie, nobody has that many friends. What’s worse is that I was so desperate I reached out to my ex and he asked if I had reached out to my friends LOL Why is it so hard to make and maintain friendships. 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I drive fuel tankers and make decent money but the only person in my life is one friend overseas. Almost every minute of each day is spent in complete solitude and personally I don't know how sustainable this is. Recently I've been looking into jobs that involve a bit of comradery, team work etc. Things like joining the military, firefighters, even working in a hotel, just anything to do with people. This would take a significant, almost 25% cut in my wages yet I'm at the stage where I'm starting to really consider it. Anyone ever done something like this?",6.181438053097348,7.757322575221237,6.626714601769912,72.710514380531,66.61061946902655,8.835840707964602,31.82411504424779,9.188382445141503,3.0662575221238937,493,20,78,9,8,160,88,113,0.047,0.841,0.113,0.8625,3,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,2,0,6,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,5,3,12,13,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,7,49,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348653469569756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172829743004901,0.0,0.14326185048321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006200554812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253083498902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227412901611418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815527619652025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415720062494995,0.11498529585860558,0.15747504666021084,0.1466789619958479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345020785258346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455164055681053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956757211473604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296544239035985,0.17010388968621298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619238078370414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620692480648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179683950084312,0.13240385717919953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069260322248827,0.3040186488666179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152698975002076,0.0,0.17189360923264066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746359180482646,0.0,0.13402356159205694,0.0,0.0,0.12322232607452828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617891502957673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156581560176934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348027302959714,0.0,0.0,0.12366907106651455,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,F4llen_Sparrow169,2019/02/06,"Am I the only person who truly knows they're going to die alone? Maybe it's an odd question but for a while now I've come to the conclusion that there's no one in this world for me. I hate to sound dramatic, and it's not my intention to sound melancholic. It's more a clinical belief. No emotion to it. Not that I don't get lonely, I get lonely a lot, and I get sad about it, but then this thought suddenly hit me and instead of it being some sort of emotional reaction or thought it was more just like a plain and simple fact. &#x200B; I'm going to be alone, for the rest of my life. No one is going to show up and become a part of my life, nor am I going to find someone I will be able to connect with on the deepest level possible. There is just no one on this planet who ever will be able to do that for me. I just look deep within myself and in my heart of hearts that's what I see. It's like my soul is telling me some sliver of cosmic knowledge pertaining to my fate. And to be honest I don't know what to do with the information. It made me sad, because naturally no one is going to react well to being told there's no one for you in this world and that you will die alone. But at the same time I didn't crush me completely. It's like... okay I know that now, I can move on. &#x200B; Anyone else experience something similar? Or am I just crazy?",2.6448970176305835,3.5137632145328768,4.353613445378154,88.36078431372549,74.29411764705883,7.442478167737685,23.796506838029327,7.793537801064563,0.9719074312077768,1055,29,238,14,21,357,136,289,0.168,0.742,0.08900000000000001,-0.9761,0,7,1,0,1,0,36.0,0,2,0,1,13,12,1,0,12,1,23,5,2,3,2,43,44,16,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,1,24,11,0,0,11,1,0,7,12,6,1,5,6,4,29,6,38,28,8,27,2,5,2,0,9,13,0,7,10,175,53,0,0.1999304878273896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106015342632709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662460003090106,0.24293742619267786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989802285214773,0.10242620573556227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093788484593975,0.11040375803233762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611120610403215,0.10481165632515348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749628141159504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350813402996161,0.22489488889783985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042428623815853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977851903739898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913664219140268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566831420948535,0.0,0.28406275908051376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869498249640253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691859070322385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648148512139562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121681619945362,0.1465139062101644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394562799747787,0.0,0.0,0.08498687558447184,0.0,0.0945895308496175,0.0,0.0,0.10042852375331833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106247234041262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33869518198383275,0.07602807260277694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082526176166264,0.0,0.0,0.0872857951462329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269579245879018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198395130415978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965935685545501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470022676859572,0.07695812862470308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873740293270508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872247488274455,0.058290537625271976,0.0,0.0,0.09552107447594964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988075962157759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24293742619267786,0.0 lonely,BudgieBird15,2019/02/06,"New Hey everybody, This is my first time on this subreddit. I just thought some of you would would want to talk, I guess :)",1.0175000000000018,3.5302024166666683,1.2966666666666669,100.015,87.33333333333334,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.6988499999999997,94,3,22,2,3,28,21,24,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249365718346938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208258670678791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689465722576189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070442804088753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032723926595758,0.2227524593235927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253187444022052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427363187730069,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,quaker172,2019/02/06,"I'm inadequate I don't know how to keep up a happy face anymore. So many things bring me to tears lately because I don't feel special to anyone. I know I've got friends, but fuck.. anytime I see a couple give each other a comfortable loving smile, it feels like a knife is twisted in my gut. I've only been in one relationship, and that was a physically and verbally abusive one nearly 10 years ago. Even the thought of me successfully connecting with someone on that level makes me feel nothing but shame. I think about it and hate that i'm putting a hypothetical woman in a position where she has to be close to me. I'm visiting a friend in a few days, and I've been pathetically counting down the moments until I hug them hello, my selfish act. Writing this out and reading it back makes me sound like a caricature of a sad man, but when I search for any other words to describe how I am feeling, I come up short. I'm an unattractive male, and I'm completely lost on creating a relationship. I don't know what to do to myself. Please forgive this stupid rambling.",4.4100157232704404,5.54195493867925,5.7295471698113225,79.15759119496856,70.36792452830188,8.483522012578616,31.11446540880503,8.841846274778883,2.5146027672955977,845,36,165,15,15,284,132,212,0.163,0.629,0.208,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,8,18,3,1,15,0,11,5,2,4,0,31,37,14,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,12,11,0,1,10,1,0,5,3,7,0,2,6,6,20,11,25,30,2,28,0,2,1,3,15,15,1,0,10,103,32,2,0.0,0.17568937741039167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144263817984925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083653181116634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705544297983403,0.10368190030096383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401935118380285,0.0,0.09039105032359593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277314167377723,0.15547037323888402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640707033579651,0.0,0.09562932610402827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793855851914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999024074091993,0.10593236161547813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912389954359985,0.13708389410906846,0.0,0.1422451644751104,0.0,0.0,0.11859429310335508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784845633303998,0.0,0.14639732166734612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179944564259508,0.0,0.0,0.2444749690249434,0.0,0.16726803551150687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448857406502953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186681689754778,0.0,0.1338298789096093,0.0,0.1979581583976633,0.15033420758439325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228013655197036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095881776310096,0.11277479279134366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276860251949765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906390307080766,0.0,0.0,0.14832166682657366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183977617187813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816118909395462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563846742656093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851166618107676,0.09501282331669868,0.0,0.11771897934169752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954884499887611 lonely,tummytime_,2019/02/07,"Can we really brush off our feelings? We're told to brush off our feelings of loneliness, sadness, emptiness... That they are just feelings. But we literally live and exist in them and wouldn't be conscious without them. So how can people just minimize their importance. A lot of the times I can be really happy and then just suddenly feel empty. It's not just a feeling, it's a state of how im existing in that moment. It's like trying to bend reality.. getting back to happy. Am I making any sense?? 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Have also not been able to get a girlfriend. Life is feeling low right now. [M23]I’m stuck in a job that I absolutely loathe first of all. I graduated from college two months ago, and haven’t been able to secure a job that was worth the college. I have a STEM degree, and the few jobs that offered me for it include terrible hours and pay. The decent 9-5 jobs with terrible pay have all rejected me. On top of that, I’ve had a ton of rough experiences with women. I haven’t been able to get a girlfriend since my first semester of college ~4 years ago. Every time it seems like I have a girl who is interested in me, she always finds someone better. It’s happened far too many times for me to keep count. I see girls sometimes years later still in those relationships, and I try to be happy for them, but it really brings me down. I just want someone to be there for me on a more intimate level while going through this stress, but I’ve never experienced it. I don’t think I’m looking for advice, just needing to vent. 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I grew up from a middle-class family, but I decided to invest in cryptocurrency three years ago. After Bitcoin came shooting up in price, I decided not to pursue school anymore due to wealth. So, I decided to learn cryptocurrency trading and I day traded over two years every single day. It was wake up, trade, eat, sleep and repeat. &#x200B; Now, since I grew up as a middle-class family; everyone in the family tree is like WOW! Who's this wealthy boy. They all want to use me as their ""sugar daddy"" suddenly when I grew up they weren't supportive at all. You don't know how much pressure they put on me when I'm near the '20s and tell me I should buy a house for them to flex to their friends; Meanwhile, I barely have any except 1-2 because I fucked up in Life and I want to cry because I can't since it's my fault. &#x200B; I fucked up & I hate life because I am an introvert and has low blood pressure, have migraines now, and then, that feels stupid because I'm not going to school like my old friends/normal friends since I don't have the grades to apply for a good university. You guys might think this; My life is way better than yours. Not when you don't have friends, low blood pressure like when you wake up feel light-headed, sometimes faint/blackout out of nowhere or feel utterly weak. I have a luxury car and such, but I don't want to be a dickhead to society and spend money on a Ferrari because I have no friends to show to. And feeling stupid while being dumb rich is worse because one of my family members is the smartest person in computer science in one of the universities when he talks to me. It's like what the fuck are you talking about Or makes my mind GO BOOM. &#x200B; Last Year, When I found the love of my life despite there were so many red flags about her, and I got rejected due to her having a boyfriend, and she confessed a day later while having a boyfriend?! ( Oh fuck no. ) After that everything went down... I lost almost all my friends and still lonely with no girlfriend to the present day ( today ), and I tried to day trade; the day after I got rejected, I lost everything 90% of the amount I invested ( It was about 5% of my money ) because I forgot to triple check my selling price, I enter 1, less zero. &#x200B; = For example, I sped down a street at 100 km/h in a 50 zone, and I pulled up beside a police car. At that moment, I thought I was fucking toasted but nope! I didn't get caught for some reason, and I don't know why. I just smiled and waved at him, and he nodded. \- Another Example, By the age of 18... I have a shit ton of connections with mentors, lawyers, fashion plugs, people from wealthy families, e-sport players... etc. \- &#x200B; TDLR: Got Rich from a decision; Always Lucky at every situation, Hate Life due to Life Pressure and Life being too easy and feeling stupid at times like this week because I envy other people. 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I am new to this forum and I have just been feeling incredibly lonely recently. I always feel sad and empty inside whenever I see a group of friends just hanging out (whether that group be real or in a movie/game/book). Am I seriously that lonely? I know I have friends that enjoy my company, but it just doesn't feel like that most days. 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But i still want to put and end to my own life story, how bad is that? Why beat depression? Just sit back and let it win ",-2.3761764705882342,-0.6100168529411754,0.2502352941176476,105.38005882352944,99.88235294117644,3.896470588235295,9.741176470588236,5.6839178017228535,-1.7689223529411766,113,1,31,1,5,38,30,34,0.168,0.608,0.224,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460764519296954,0.26560931281195843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739884508132183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175183582352153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507183887129505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325289946469323,0.4493822706458929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197893158911696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540437745254101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763004995079774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870456069820214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,talentless_artist,2019/02/07,Are younger men legitimately attracted to older women or is it just a fetish? Lately I've been meeting younger guys that express interest but in the end they either say they don't think their families or friends will approve or they don't see a future with someone my age. They are 100% aware of my age and down to clown but nothing else. I'm 35 and I'm strongly considering ignoring every guy under 35.,5.846582278481016,6.515843784810129,6.554278481012663,76.21318987341773,66.84810126582278,9.357974683544304,34.787341772151905,9.3871,3.2154941772151897,325,15,60,6,5,107,60,79,0.044,0.825,0.132,0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,7,4,7,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,3,6,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392788260267091,0.0,0.25369547771881895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413329720038776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700244532481921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129817330079987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672293232037853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32310999231458193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748411176543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277837881299545,0.0,0.0,0.2282507879241703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426945717421264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353532112555554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ogodnopls,2019/02/07,"I messed up big time because I am so lonely Hi r/lonely. I don't know if this is the right place for this, but I made a throwaway account and I have something to get off my chest about my last few days and a little bit of advice. I am a sophomore at my university and have not had a serious girlfriend in all my life, even though I have had a few middle school ""romances."" The past few weeks I was on Tinder and matched with some pretty attractive girls and chatted with them on Snapchat for about a week each. This was a pretty big boost to my confidence until I asked a couple of them out, to which they agreed, and got stood up twice. Then, today, I was feeling especially lonely (and foolish) and matched with a girl that simply said she was looking for friends with benefits. I was a bit skeptical, but hopeful she was for real. She asked if I was down to be fwb, and I agreed. Then, she asked if I had kik, which should have been another red flag, but I went along anyway. So we get chatting on kik about where we each were from, what schools we went to, and sent a few pictures of ourselves back and forth, but then she asked for a dick-pic. This was where I am the most disappointing in myself, because I knew something was up and I was just too naive to stop myself, but I sent her one. The next thing I know, she sends me a blackmail threat, saying she would post my face with my dick on my school's facebook page unless I gave her $300 worth of itunes gift card codes. I frantically blocked and reported her and hoped and prayed everything would be alright. I know now just how big of an idiot I am, but sometimes I just want things like these to be true so badly that I throw all logic and reason out the window. Any advice on what I should do now would be appreciated.",6.75247291860105,5.4489512869080805,6.552121634168987,83.61033039306719,65.37883008356546,9.426245744351592,31.08650572578149,7.984000788550335,1.8729423088826984,1388,40,300,13,18,437,183,359,0.116,0.706,0.17800000000000002,0.9735,0,6,2,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,3,0,19,19,3,1,19,1,35,4,3,3,3,68,59,35,0,11,14,0,1,1,2,5,1,2,1,2,13,29,0,2,7,2,2,6,2,10,0,2,25,5,54,9,44,25,13,47,1,3,2,1,33,24,1,7,17,222,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212667579475858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399864898791621,0.11410312170901032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069132900443472,0.0,0.0,0.0836728296236965,0.09085686083053332,0.1326665144943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375978983035188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040289534870854,0.0,0.0701773534672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187197818160357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779685390131004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055020667058599836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407101430670133,0.0,0.11370379523512335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703013986795424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161577913230735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940737443337124,0.08869960846189479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685999785084477,0.053162028052556515,0.10906227429965228,0.0,0.0,0.09137808033231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296438247900597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572710918139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373657517558331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387723746819784,0.0,0.0,0.11368961735248385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042157013321591,0.22141009640403686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385649366776498,0.0,0.11188102801946524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292831656790204,0.10350898710765892,0.08653489464044667,0.0,0.3303829717800533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754383110706605,0.10762186099814416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097509459579146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445851037518732,0.0,0.10691122173082043,0.0,0.06345151685441161,0.0,0.10314489678882932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418252867539563,0.0,0.17457135157366568,0.0,0.0,0.20174714667740093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318994105566717,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spysaboo,2019/02/07,"Told a girl I liked her & last all my friends including her We were all a tight group of friends till I said I liked her, then they got rid of me and replaced me. Now I got noone :(",1.6039166666666669,2.412632225000003,2.2950000000000017,102.35666666666668,76.75,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.028583333333334068,139,4,38,1,3,43,28,40,0.065,0.6709999999999999,0.264,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,7,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504777980241443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998216553157856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174143422663318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636698598969588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31606057189029296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076924532364449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090878491404536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chonk12,2019/02/07,"tired of this situation so, here it goes. i’m a senior in high school. i only have one friend. it used to be just she and i but now she made new friends and of course i’m happy for her, but i guess it just makes me sad because the only people i hang out with are her and my boyfriend. i have a hard time coming out of my shell. i don’t really click with the kids at school. i’m just worried i’ll never make friends bc i’m not going away to college. i’m going to a community college while i live at home for a while. don’t get me wrong, i’m pretty introverted and i like my alone time. i just guess it would be nice to have a few friends. it makes me feel inferior and my self confidence is deteriorating. i don’t really know what to do at this point. i try to get out of my comfort zone and make it effort but it always seems to go no where. 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My anxiety is getting worse too. What even is life 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lonely,trusted_traveler,2019/02/07,Further loneliness Today the person i was talking to as a form of therapy for the last few days has just told me to not text them for a month and i feel like all of that progress i made has been erased 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lonely,dynamicsystem,2019/02/07,"I feel like I probably have brain damage from my extreme brain damage and isolation hahahahahahahaha being a sixteenth year old closeted lesbian with social anxiety disorder is soooooo fun 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lonely,JellaH88,2019/02/07,Filling my day... 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I have a couple of close friends but I find that they’re all in a closer bubble amongst themselves and I’m on the outside looking in at them, pretending I know what they’re talking about.. they have a group chat without me (silly thing to be worried about, I know) and I always get told about plans at the very last minute.. even in college, the people I’m surrounded by all have their own friends, cliques and I find I never fit in with them. Maybe it’s my attitude? But I really do try to make an effort with everyone close to me and I still feel as though I’m on their back burner, it sucks. With men I feel as though I’m too bland and ugly to be wanted by them. I can’t help but compare myself to any other girl I see around, wondering what they’re doing so right and what I’m doing so wrong in life. I started 2019 really hopeful that this would be my year and the year that things start to come together for me but alas I don’t see a very bright future ahead of me. Just wanted to rant for a couple of minutes. 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You would think that it would be easy to make friends surrounded by so many people, but somehow I make it hard. I live at home with my parents who hate me, my mom especially. I wish I could move out but I don’t have money. Can’t get a job either because I’m terrible with interviews. That’s not surprising considering I find it hard to hold conversations with people. I don’t like to talk about myself. I just go through the essence of living, wake up, go to school, come home, eat, work, sleep. Even then I barely have motivation to focus on studying. I don’t interact with people because I somehow make things awkward, like idk what to really say to them. I can’t remember the last time I actually held someone or the last time someone touched me affectionally. Idk what to do to escape this cycle, because it will be another very long few years if I don’t do anything. So many I’s. Oh well.",2.5675974403723103,4.745562586387436,4.240479930191974,83.56001018033744,77.586387434555,7.595229784758581,26.84147760325771,8.515128840125781,2.0228950552646894,758,31,152,16,18,254,115,191,0.112,0.7490000000000001,0.139,0.7352,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,2,8,10,2,1,5,0,16,3,2,5,0,30,31,7,0,5,7,2,4,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,12,6,1,2,5,0,1,4,7,4,1,0,1,5,24,6,22,24,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,10,94,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.11968824771345946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860872496899411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093011179530023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429804311641624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565170894022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792566867353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550108746329974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100885704519233,0.0,0.0,0.11719688081012933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620152869734438,0.08762084788995911,0.0,0.0,0.1120994473507751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947587217149828,0.0,0.06407931663174668,0.0,0.13940910736693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197397739862494,0.2421820349833056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605495525988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171073221333352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999514715929543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976109353190348,0.0,0.21660356196938493,0.10854097344319333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456085386139977,0.24869474322160284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436456457977238,0.0,0.13035703893254286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618778715277916,0.0,0.0,0.2550892207874667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857242877776098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893800704747195,0.0,0.0,0.0975358281030734,0.0,0.12412787110376527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273810483507508,0.0,0.20784109549959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858104537765487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148289706945751,0.0785888656919323,0.0,0.0,0.14303585314353615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119870616782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102766560184172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410409051951927,0.0,0.0,0.08929031772410824,0.0,0.0,0.17425341256256344,0.0,0.0,0.07898227533228812 lonely,lydia18514,2019/02/07,"Coping with loneliness in a new city I moved to a new city to study and have not managed to make any connections, my course has very limited contact hours and I’m still trying to get a part time job. I just want to go back home but I can’t get out of my tenancy agreement. Any tips for coping with the loneliness? I try and keep in contact with home as much as possible but I need actual connections in this city, even just someone to go for a coffee or lunch with. Thanks.",2.6955927835051554,4.3085396288659785,3.979987113402064,88.12400128865983,75.3917525773196,8.148969072164949,24.496134020618552,8.841846274778883,1.6558051546391752,372,12,80,8,8,122,61,97,0.075,0.8290000000000001,0.096,0.4773,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,13,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,19,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,49,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.18697895964263406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605961066780389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733251169376665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655337597064334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021153600810154,0.0,0.21778721268091167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843911196657512,0.0,0.1886924491985676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013851837044787,0.17030743610412769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789790673332385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036459216952864,0.14085181099403166,0.14207277009906813,0.0,0.3701068414741103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748967527854748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160059857891284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234639803791706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301609788797135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640425332265947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172648745097898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017460101391104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809429211245696,0.11301366523793535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kittenwithagrin,2019/02/07,"After feeling happy in a relationship, shit goes downhill I don't understand how or why I end up liking and falling in love with someone who ends up not caring about what I'm trying to say. At the end of the day, they claim it's me. I didn't do enough of ""X,Y,Z...."". It doesn't matter whether I was truly trying or putting my needs aside to make someone else happy.... All that mattered was that in that moment or two, I lacked at something. I'm the one that needs to go to therapy to fix myself, or the one that needs to take things less seriously, or the one that needs to have sex more often, or the one that has to put my duties aside in order to make them happy, or the one that needs to spend more time with them after I'e finished a 12 hour shift. And the worst part? Knowing that you really gave it your all, and really enjoyed your time through the ups and downs, just to have someone criticize you and then ignore you. I can't understand how someone can say they love you one day, to loathing you and never wanting to hear from you the next. I just really can't. Sometimes I feel like a leaf blowing in the wind, where occasionally someone will recognize its beauty before letting it float away, and the rest of the times it'll just be swatted away. It's in the moments of silence that I realize how alone I feel, and how little my words matter to anyone. It's not the first time, and I know that it won't be the last. 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I can't even imagine a person who'd want to he with me, to lay there and hold me. I feel so undeserving of love, of even affection. It's been so long, I don't think it's going to change. I'm just a shit human, who no one will see other than just a friend ",0.8417039586919088,2.106257783132534,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,79.60240963855422,6.670567986230638,20.290877796901885,7.447530270364453,0.4154660929432019,288,7,69,4,7,102,53,83,0.205,0.616,0.179,-0.5154,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,2,0,13,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,3,8,4,9,12,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,3,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429409884209903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330029564929148,0.0,0.2104981930527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25264988206640265,0.17848338664816674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302321277901524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198795270559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220575906830072,0.0,0.0,0.2210976154277764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254873738131692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445481624694695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929581208321362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362955352968644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908750147964172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645377978341233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008526782518612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715053136874724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736015725955892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,moem1191,2019/02/07,"[27M4F] phone call now Hi all, I'm back from work. I feel lonely and I miss having a friend to talk with. I had lots of male and female friends but sadly all of our connections were lost due to overwoeking. I have an interesting job and stories to tell. I'm just looking for someone who's willing to chat with me to keep ourselves company and have a fun talk for a change. I am married and that shouldn't be an issue. I'm not cheating on my partner. I don't want to do that as we are doing well. I'm just looking for a fun talk. PM if you're interested. Thanks,",0.11638655462184745,2.3107335378151284,2.2023109243697507,94.41254201680674,87.57142857142858,5.080672268907564,21.10504201680672,6.5431188927421005,0.27367899159663844,437,15,99,5,14,146,80,119,0.086,0.677,0.238,0.9702,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,5,13,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,2,20,25,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,3,10,8,16,19,3,4,0,4,2,0,15,1,0,2,3,64,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094564362246752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372781478666272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214210895058382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058328816189094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234231128178249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846413775987106,0.20770681138023936,0.18604338989647975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515335627637356,0.0,0.2284854172227279,0.17794696326094153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734677310267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047037568231856,0.1829452263034122,0.1927035367982356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345582709985888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881938607608807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237939041476936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,artlocen,2019/02/07,"Tired Tired of feeling frustrated and alone. Married with a kid. Still feel alone every day. Like I have no place. Watching all of these people belonging. Where do belong? Not even sure why I am posting here. Just sitting in my car before work, crying. I guess I just had to say it. I miss livejournal. Or, the livejournal of over a decade ago. Probably the last time I felt like I belonged somewhere. And, when I had something on my chest, someone was always there to listen. Sorry for taking up your time. 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I'm just a teenager and I feel so alone even when I have people that i know care about me in my life. Honestly i just wanna hold someone and kiss them and love and be loved by someone, but everything i try to do turns into a mess like i ain't nothing but worthless :((( I feel so lonely cause I have nobody who i can love like that right now, and i think i know in my heart that i can't make a girl my whole world. I don't even know if anyone is even gonna see this :( Is there anything i can do to not feel this way?",1.177855313700384,2.0726280915492983,2.9896158770806665,96.62100512163894,77.94366197183099,5.727016645326503,20.655569782330343,5.565023196281405,-0.2718112676056337,487,11,123,2,11,163,78,142,0.136,0.693,0.171,0.6429,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,14,14,0,0,3,0,12,6,1,2,0,30,34,14,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,8,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,5,20,9,11,32,1,9,0,4,2,4,8,5,0,2,5,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579442214128345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066316896070576,0.0,0.12549467540230475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554841232809459,0.15665971933250114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021748427332517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705735158128365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132605830747235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799616956472682,0.1509991796560982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807134779723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514303744249607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771540522776286,0.1490077948095567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806176459999172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129121688534551,0.0,0.10179507146460036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472856489197658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632806028844011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572444104119393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302343423905701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152291964647062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876387881331372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305542617894806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771597410143372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353762926983234,0.16587643222660592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104756495624225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026103352817154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nightly_crawler,2019/02/07,"i’m so fucking lonely lately i’ve just felt like crap, i’m so so fucking lonely, i can’t stand anything anymore.... i don’t know what to do",-1.9209677419354807,-0.08830374193547996,1.2925161290322578,96.83877419354843,102.54838709677419,2.4800000000000004,19.103225806451608,3.1291,-0.6964245161290323,108,4,24,0,5,38,20,31,0.28,0.64,0.08,-0.7386,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,8,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547672356211478,0.0,0.0,0.29437732695172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434722528988732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6614222931948938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965963929025023,0.0,0.4035295624816475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476644403592906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Caweee,2019/02/07,"Shittiest thing that happened on your birthday? It just makes me sad remembering the things that happened to me over the past years. Like last year, for example. Might wanna share yours?",4.648125,8.062587562500003,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,79.625,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.1538500000000003,150,6,25,3,4,43,28,32,0.194,0.69,0.116,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279787880604231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24334207167162625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584684492865302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927132028728656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166935147172199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498098924411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33817668056662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966605861056611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38448750292418504 lonely,riarklelights,2019/02/07,"idk I had this crush and well he didn’t like me back. Said nothing for 2 months and now I don’t really like him but I still have hope because we’re close friends. Anyways my other friend said to him that me and him (my old crush) are gonna get married someday and he just started laughing. So yeah that sucks and I’m pretty lonely but too young to date anyway ",-0.02947368421052232,2.2782076315789475,1.1924210526315804,100.04994736842107,91.10526315789473,3.566315789473684,18.12631578947369,4.935628992294339,-0.7380957894736846,284,8,64,1,10,89,57,76,0.101,0.583,0.315,0.9674,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,10,7,3,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,1,10,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699851737439875,0.0,0.15617439244113715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958719992395629,0.0,0.13385156915272944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254459928038041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503283504112277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044927954222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458264817467831,0.0,0.2688340694456301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606429166999588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412539079472555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874011572655052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133648605550476,0.0,0.20459804880677646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303505128465753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ColorfulRuin,2019/02/07,"Opinions for an Official r/lonely Discord Hi all, I wanted to check with the community here how they would feel about having an official Discord server for the r/lonely subreddit (as in it would be linked on the right of the subreddit page along with where you can see the chatroom on PC)? &#x200B; Truth is there used to be one up until around spring of last year under a different moderation team, and it may be reinstated as the official r/lonely Discord server by the current moderation team, but only if the community here wants a Discord server. The server is currently (\~2k) large and intended to be a place for the lonely folk to have a place to chat, share creations, and/or seek support in separate channels. Please share your thoughts, including if you \*\*DO NOT\*\* want, or feel like there is a need/ought to be, an official Discord server for the subreddit. (:",8.139182389937105,8.410580779874213,8.072327044025158,68.65427672955974,61.9559748427673,11.59496855345912,36.53459119496856,11.20814326018867,4.35150817610063,700,30,115,18,9,226,93,159,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.882,3,8,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,2,8,6,0,0,19,0,15,0,0,3,2,27,24,10,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,5,27,15,2,17,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,5,7,83,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158454289187917,0.2420636111942311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734034860922915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081334746835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145450184444272,0.14231663775431838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238384948565598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973246095595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477127016977388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499077541073395,0.15150921860651587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162669493671672,0.2186742548667896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701254157959475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587456645774125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606269432485876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581515703444165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205465651542728,0.0,0.0,0.3525000704093842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830280736870384,0.0,0.2420636111942311,0.1282855865717454 lonely,ThelostMatthew,2019/02/07,"Been alone 16 years! Sweet 16! Yea thats right, 16 years alone. No friends, no conversations, no company, just me, my computer, and a million cups of tea. And I few gins I won't lie. What a horrible time. At this point I don't want to kill myself because I think I should get a prize for wasting so much time. Anyway, thats my story.",-0.25840579710145306,1.9846544637681165,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550724,91.31884057971016,5.385507246376811,19.26086956521739,6.937597516519254,0.2362869565217398,254,8,59,4,9,84,51,69,0.191,0.591,0.218,0.7227,0,2,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,9,3,4,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581320992208614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107677091370846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682332892885792,0.0,0.14662387267498156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31048881518481314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630417620285155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529742095509085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966675216384506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982407495238942,0.0,0.0,0.3272892381140791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552993491553356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614485200725239 lonely,killyourtvset,2019/02/07,"I just can't find anyone again Got out of a relationship a while back, and despite going on a few dates, and talking to tons of new people, I just can't find a connection again. Nothing feels right. People always say to give it time and eventually it will happen; but when? I've been indescribably lonely since the breakup. I just want to love again.",3.422990196078433,5.540299632352943,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,74.73529411764707,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.0872862745098049,277,8,54,4,6,89,48,68,0.05,0.84,0.111,0.6124,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,7,8,2,13,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,9,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087949745123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880539973585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563589303760225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220684266431832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413041955780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315905840847202,0.13720367369499525,0.0,0.19308439559452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134855459265476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788958478154088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316345199889624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164752242590414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473832399309017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919307654434376,0.0,0.20617004482991685,0.0,0.19198564836087187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970384396841884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404301251147354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077304483226585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239486200780185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,medrolific,2019/02/07,"It's becoming harder to shake this feeling. I'm 33 and male. I have a career. I'm physically healthy. Every day, I'm lonely. I feel like I've been by myself for so long that I don't know how to talk to people outside of work. I've been in relationships for most of my adult life. It took nearly two years to recover from a devastating breakup. I tried online dating, but that has only made things worse. I've been ghosted over and over, and while the dates I've been on have seemed to go ok, a meeting of any kind is the last time we talk. So, I've deleted the dating apps. My work schedule doesn't help things. I work night shifts from 7pm-7am several days per week and every other weekend. I don't know how to get out of this rut, and I'm tired. 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I don't know how to feel. I'm a guy, 24. I work a good job at an upper class bakery in a nice area, and have really awesome co-workers who I get along with. We joke constantly and recently the topics of conversation involve how cute and attractive we are comparatively. I learned my supervisor who is younger than me is jealous of how good I luck and I've gotten the role as the 'cute guy' at work who rakes in all the tips. But I feel so lonely. I'm single, and I don't feel attractive at all. I literally have my co-workers tell me this through our shit talk, and I apparently flirt by instinct with customers, but I feel so empty. I feel misunderstood but I can't say I understand myself either. My friends say I could date anyone I wanted to not be alone but I don't know... I feel that my self esteem is low for some reason. I'm just really sad... Thanks for reading this you guys.",1.8224743230625573,3.626235417989424,3.9173109243697484,86.77915966386557,78.41798941798943,7.198381574852164,23.2869592281357,8.124751697461798,1.2114367258014305,710,23,155,13,17,243,108,189,0.084,0.745,0.171,0.9013,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,1,0,2,7,17,2,0,8,0,12,1,1,4,2,40,29,16,0,3,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,11,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,8,29,12,19,26,5,11,0,3,0,0,21,8,1,2,3,97,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755279570698026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286498034057132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352219079281262,0.0,0.10603928028267973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029213067175005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260993656996872,0.0,0.06938859554065549,0.0,0.0,0.22279218956609895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260175807728307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317950504847296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597959802280686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284757160071542,0.0,0.17016506316504404,0.13655247629794728,0.1311354629865918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123427910010087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855149615578866,0.0,0.1363292305513086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674895809198083,0.11608321930501875,0.1222751059155956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826159160732174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667148185596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867537962591336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,japirate,2019/02/07,"Group of uplifting girls? Hi everyone, I'm new to reddit, but my husband is a big part of the NoFap community, and he and a bunch of guys created a group chat to hold each other accountable. I have no friends. I'm just in the weird space after university, and I work with a group of four 50+ women, so I haven't made friends that way. I've tried bumble, but the girls on there are (no offense) all the same. I don't drink, so it's really difficult for me to make friends that way. &#x200B; I've always wanted to be in a groupchat with girls where we can share funny memes, talk about how frustrating men are, and just have eachother's backs. Would anyone be interested in that?",3.744306569343067,4.915165218978103,4.739861313868616,85.48132481751826,71.99270072992701,8.39970802919708,26.10875912408759,8.841846274778883,1.7403115328467151,533,17,113,10,10,174,90,137,0.096,0.73,0.174,0.925,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,9,0,11,1,0,3,1,20,16,9,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,7,5,17,12,5,12,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0,3,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353376832394174,0.22596834558966675,0.25341613219708364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458259180317974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036527601735506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430367972995894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992824375920248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483385280800937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650140756975705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733898913735395,0.13921152147302446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142290763450774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258438321879461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360513544490712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762793418586538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159458501265165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301064721739376,0.33108117015318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182991259174136,0.0,0.0,0.14815089179060753,0.0,0.25341613219708364,0.0 lonely,LadyMaryCrawley91,2019/02/08,"Another person overwhelmed with loneliness I’m a 27 year old female, backpacking through Australia. I’m supposed to be having the time of my life — but I’m not. Since I’ve been on this trip, the loneliness has really gotten to me, and it hurts it really hurts. I was chatting to a guy from tinder he’d asked me how long I’d been in Sydney for and what I was hoping to get from Tinder — I said “5 months, and whatever happens happens. I’m still new to the area and haven’t made too many friends :)” and then he said, “You’ve been here for 5 months and you still haven’t made any friends? That’s sad.” Well that just about ruined my day. This has literally been my life for the last 10 years. The few years after high school I still hung out with my friends, but eventually we all got on with our lives. I haven’t had a solid group of friends like that since. I’ve always had a hard time making friends, but it’s even harder as an adult. Don’t even get me started on relationships — I’d love to be in a solid relationship. But that hasn’t happened for me in years. I’ve been single for nearly 3 years now. I do go out — I don’t sit at home waiting for people to ask me, I do make the effort to go out alone. But I’m so sick of doing things by myself. I’d love to share and experience things with someone. I often wonder if this is my life and that I should just accept it, if other people are in my exact shoes, or if this is just a phase that too shall pass. Regardless, I’m not thinking very highly of myself right now. Sometimes, I feel so lonely that it physically hurts. I haven’t found a real way to cope.",2.126769722814501,3.665971850746266,3.5883102345415807,90.64587686567164,76.76119402985073,6.457356076759063,20.919509594882726,7.1686216300943375,0.3819658848614069,1250,30,278,14,28,412,165,335,0.112,0.73,0.158,0.9466,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,0,1,19,19,0,1,14,0,30,7,1,5,2,48,62,22,0,6,14,0,2,1,5,2,4,2,1,3,20,16,0,1,5,1,0,4,9,7,1,0,16,4,29,12,43,41,3,44,0,7,0,2,24,16,0,7,23,176,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470222528460212,0.0,0.0,0.076083767893548,0.0,0.0,0.062180997566497434,0.09588074958606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096443410848502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589699664095537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078791603720865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944394125670314,0.0,0.0,0.04623381658003705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025708291084756,0.3532239849994845,0.0,0.09554519591258047,0.0,0.10393268199096442,0.0,0.07313134752264057,0.0,0.0,0.09053802792952263,0.2425750501816992,0.0,0.08191051675830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932186030251752,0.0917198018850278,0.09081859790733722,0.0,0.0,0.2936589145080718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453420046653841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937561592552107,0.044672003910583465,0.0,0.08074145781961474,0.08091978127490072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505278841574644,0.17304175424631016,0.12207119329177807,0.09270381307314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596993016224225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831142146524294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594883345689643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678323706951622,0.07984016295049254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407649918862492,0.11715508990274034,0.0,0.0,0.19634045410932474,0.0,0.0780875800490765,0.1739570157964096,0.0,0.0,0.0925401704186176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127697056919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747514811337787,0.0,0.09043455209459728,0.0,0.06472030995207356,0.0,0.21906759233733492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149473142428754,0.05858979904728792,0.0,0.0,0.10663650401939168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754459528842244,0.0,0.07257925401826093,0.0,0.0,0.08221377238161658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916064563774662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29441547471599266 lonely,adalt99,2019/02/08,"Valentine’s Day mail You know those care packages that people post from their SO that have candy and other things in them. Well I want to put something together for anyone who’s single this Valentine’s Day. Just Venmo me $8 to cover s+h and I’ll send you something cute in the mail. Send me a PM if your interested, thanks :)",2.7542051282051325,4.897007215384619,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,76.84615384615384,5.564102564102565,21.602564102564106,6.42735559955562,0.36279487179487147,259,7,51,2,6,82,51,65,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.9451,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357371831125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114207649700385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939725390131041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786416921090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117565807383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253115449863626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705583088666943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702918055184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812120234293255,0.0,0.0,0.20292358436966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801589297203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746310589875409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throw127363,2019/02/08,"Rant Idk I just sort of feel like ranting rn. I am 17 years old, in college and am pretty lonely. It seems like I can never really be real with anybody. I have friends but only a couple of them I can be real real with and he's usually too preoccupied with himself to care, and the other one has a crush on me even though I've repeatedly told her I'm not interested. And the rest of my friendships are fun but extremely superficial. As a college student living in dorms I drink quite a bit and I feel like I do it to be social because without it I feel I am boring. Last semester (my first) I really put myself out there and I was proud of myself, I met a girl that I could really see myself with and we were really good together. But for one reason or another we didn't end up together and we never will. This semester I haven't talked to anyone new that I'm interested in, I've been told that a relationship won't fix me but I figure that it's better than not having one for 6 years straight. 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I hope you are all doing alright. My therapist is trying to get me out of the house more, and she has asked me to think up a few activities in between sessions for us to discuss and hopefully come up with a game plan. I've already jotted down a couple ideas, but I wouldn't mind adding a few more fresh ideas that I may be overlooking. &#x200B; I'm on the ground level here, so really any simple, minimal effort activity you can think of. Going to the library, grocery shopping, going out to eat, things like that. Might be obvious but I will be doing these things alone. Thank you! :)",4.316363636363636,6.342434066115704,5.414950413223141,77.79151652892564,71.97520661157023,7.815206611570248,26.97603305785124,8.548686976883017,2.165640661157025,506,18,87,9,10,167,88,121,0.02,0.823,0.157,0.9431,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,1,13,1,0,0,2,20,24,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,17,17,5,12,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,1,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896028291306412,0.19068014328792496,0.0,0.0,0.1872199366275492,0.20996105488372527,0.11750440797853408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615370885118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884491001870515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911909356502131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768092372390587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027662887600424,0.0,0.1964032219635784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432426624912157,0.0,0.19937863732150385,0.0,0.3901220146915039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441738759681892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330488530184305,0.17447054774549453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979213744137747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069490696069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908355359417406,0.0,0.200624697941904,0.22959050268138154,0.2214361274365333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731434844865728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784736392972752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996105488372527,0.0 lonely,TheJackest,2019/02/08,"Shut the fuck up, you don’t know what it’s like I hate it when I mention to people that I’ve never been in a relationship or anything even close and they’ll be like “Awww girls are stupid anyway” “Trust me relationships aren’t that great. I know how you feel, you’ll meet someone one day.” Shut the hell up you have no idea what it’s like to never have had someone love you. It’s awful and don’t patronize me. 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I hate being out of school. Nobody talks to me during weekends and breaks, I'm all alone. I feel so isolated. I'm,sure when I graduate this feeling,will be 100 times worse. Everyone leaves me. I feel like when people hang out with me they feel like it's an obligation. Can someone help me feel less,lonely",1.2095454545454558,3.8592993484848535,2.3597575757575764,89.89963636363636,93.3939393939394,5.670303030303031,18.72121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7397321212121222,271,8,51,5,10,86,50,66,0.191,0.6990000000000001,0.11,-0.6901,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513362267909911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284764460920428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082030346465731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406865047293351,0.31132102327109945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151210606965603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604693530933535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307138299547493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128998936149956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044748104447368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105734756321246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205161030684097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461731450596955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513156207213074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270532905052021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220483138841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,painiskindafunn,2019/02/08,Is anyways you can lessen the feeling of loneliness? Or any advice for dealing with it?,3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.75,5.7,33.0,7.1686216300943375,2.66635,70,4,11,1,2,22,16,16,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.08,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5907858771788915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111332518113487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232925826523608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056924156591781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Andrei___,2019/02/08,"Feeling less alone at night When I spend time alone during the day, I feel lonier when I see people hanging out with others. At night, I feel less alone because there are not as many people outside, and I don't see them hanging out with others. Is this a paradox? 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I don't have many people around me and my other half is distant. I rarely see family. I just can't seem to keep friends either. Wondering if I'm suppose to just be like this.,1.0527906976744212,3.4577742790697705,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,85.27906976744184,5.300465116279072,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.30943162790697665,166,5,35,2,5,53,35,43,0.104,0.728,0.168,0.42,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,3,11,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262769939024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261749630188881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239513310457686,0.0,0.2569294853764832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629280773617552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258278887081651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412510824856128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758573212410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613921077792066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245981862999768,0.2312945556195858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192664867873349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755266116653097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gotthroneaway,2019/02/08,"I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place I’m probably different from many of you in that I truly wish I didn’t need people as much as I know I do. This realization came to me after many years of trying to chart my own course in life with very dismal results. I like to think that I’m interesting enough to enjoy my own company but the truth is that during the come down from the drugs and the video games and the porn, that all too familiar feeling starts to settle in — that feeling that I’m disappearing; drowning in a pointless existence. I’m no guru or pioneer, I’m not forging some solitary expedition into uncharted territory where I’ll return to an adoring wife and community a hero. I’m actually just normal. And normal people need purpose and friends. So I find friends, the shit-talking wiseass and that other guy that can’t lose a game of fifa. Sometimes we hang out at bars, other times we hit the club with vague aspirations of getting laid, although these are never made explicit. My connect is there, he hooks us up. I like him, he’s funny, on time and probably won’t try to fucking kill me like that other guy. Anyways I hook up with some nobody that in no way makes the substantial efforts needed for a task as insurmountable as filling the gaping hole in my heart. They leave and I call up my friends — I snort a line play some video games and jack it. This cycle repeats itself for a time and I start to become bored of my friends. They’re cool guys but I think I’m the problem. I guess I’m hard to please because it doesn’t matter if the room’s full of drugs or people I can’t seem to shake the feeling that I’ve seen it all before. So I leave, inevitably — go on some decade long bender until I meet the carbon copy of that guy that literally can’t lose a game of nba 2k. And thank f*cking Christ too because I was starting to get lonely. Im sorry for the rant, I suppose what I’m really trying to say is that I feel lost.",4.835736040609135,5.2741422893401015,5.800562436548223,81.5457065989848,69.0,8.435979695431472,29.211776649746188,8.364918446050245,1.963269969543147,1538,53,310,21,25,509,215,394,0.126,0.706,0.168,0.9609,1,2,3,0,0,1,31.0,3,1,1,5,8,24,2,1,24,1,12,7,1,3,5,58,51,25,2,8,7,1,6,3,4,1,3,1,1,4,25,21,1,0,9,10,0,7,10,9,0,0,7,10,33,15,50,42,11,40,1,4,1,2,24,19,1,9,16,185,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0882962142753355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031251859112652,0.09992894109520402,0.07699250135930483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239101890204747,0.10348593727154316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794120232652198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453318401867468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985801753713906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349085925292216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829992558688901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269781714180499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27962098390925383,0.0836480468105764,0.09454497296140987,0.0,0.05142232696677483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967480829042363,0.3583608917567357,0.0,0.0,0.16210605919432985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072201903118493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773479665749543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001036055756738,0.0,0.04972588449314136,0.0,0.0,0.19161221751645027,0.0,0.0,0.06390926884714425,0.13261305379673194,0.0,0.0,0.08007266571182296,0.0,0.2024497547977336,0.09877048769968796,0.0,0.0,0.08561512601523782,0.06039664034860469,0.1834666707563037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651380298814287,0.20127111267492792,0.06978437526151621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730395723382458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818399407016864,0.0,0.09453318401867468,0.09932075369853646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510722375335954,0.08657791128190195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057964320975805825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195396826536375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237032721816208,0.0,0.0,0.09287724672832832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948783034977392,0.10128585412275852,0.1921283397672276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272504420810523,0.0,0.08330256933843043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595289357737144,0.0,0.0,0.15828025615914565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429158310670807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883726855722052,0.0,0.0,0.0746561405558601,0.0,0.07181945196903672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404846110301584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826667229174432 lonely,Raxian101,2019/02/08,"Remember. You matter. I know in this day and age there will be a lot of people on the internet that are very negative (sometimes, for no real reason...just because they can do it...maybe someone cut them off, or they got flak from their boss, or a bad grade.) But there are a lot of positive people out there as well (Fake news won't show much of that). I just wanted to say that you matter. You have a life...what will you make of it? Take the opportunities that are available and do something great! &#x200B; I would say ""Come and say Hi"" and ""Let's talk if your lonely"" but I spend a lot of time lately on YouTube. Which is actually why I started to focus on the channel more. To make more friends that are into the same things I am (ironically it is more difficult to really socialize with like-minded people ""out there"" these days. So, if you are lonely and want someone to talk to, and I am on one of my live streams. Say Hi :) I won't bite! Just like the intro says. It doesn't matter what age, race, sex, orientation, status, even species or even if you are humanoid or not. Possible exceptions are the Reptilian's lol. Oh, if you want to say Hi on the ol YT....Raxian is me :)",1.3516525423728822,3.6126839449152577,2.991600000000002,90.42797627118642,82.4322033898305,6.318372881355933,20.880677966101693,7.554174236665415,0.7290459661016953,905,27,194,15,25,298,134,236,0.079,0.794,0.128,0.8742,0,4,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,8,4,1,10,11,1,0,12,1,24,1,0,3,0,43,34,18,0,8,14,0,0,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,13,11,0,0,2,2,1,1,6,6,1,1,1,6,22,5,28,26,8,18,0,2,0,1,25,10,0,11,8,137,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11107785283634997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233305305156328,0.13831116895390178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504003799553364,0.06938733334513457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805110528200717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681683428162692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503621295024589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879417615906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910371294385213,0.12549367579068724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625558471019227,0.0,0.12840079738505927,0.0,0.0,0.1163948979977846,0.0803987398343624,0.11121936461041912,0.0,0.10051053064902926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29031263627133297,0.0,0.0,0.15195960967323766,0.0,0.1143536155324165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493191163509135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367527963162874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713151040315143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367380546384509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283218237341429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955902016176735,0.07291991358805112,0.117032187297142,0.0,0.0,0.128942780891422,0.0,0.0,0.5431144945613423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160313732885516,0.1928889683013877,0.08762889191182373,0.1125769222589772,0.0,0.08056669860464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558306047999976,0.18297821315135335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562100224768213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637291358729111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391845236008196,0.20141274665002826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234333280427037,0.0,0.10271034966810877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085879477154198,0.0,0.13831116895390178,0.0 lonely,80ktsV1,2019/02/08,"Excellent partner material(if the fact that I’m a happen to be a black guy is not a dealbreaker for you!) Didn't really have any convos that stuck so trying again :) Hey there. I'm Cameron. I'm more than a black guy. Race really does NOT matter to me its whats inside that counts. Sadly I haven't had many people who feel that way :/ Honestly people find that out and talk me down or poof disappear. So maybe just maybe listing that first will yield better results and hopefully find someone who wants to talk to me :) *(check my profile for pics of me with puppies)* Now now now. You may be asking *why* this guy? And this is where I whip out my secret weapon(drumroll please) a specially made PowerPoint. Just for you! boom! [hehe](https://imgur.com/a/JGWevEA) Now. If you'd like some more info after all that... Here ya go :) Working my grocery job to pay for my college tuition!(It's alright :P) * College for auto engineer!( Switched it up a couple times. But Finally found what I wanted) * Gaming! Console peasant. PS4 and switch and SOOO much more! Ask and I can probably play with ya! * Reading, MUSIC, travel and meeting new people! * Kind, passionate and enthusiastic. Dry genuine humor to keep the lauging emojis flowing. • I honestly want someone I can meet in the future and keep going. \*I recently was ditched by my two best friends and would love someone to keep up with for late night phone calls and all the time convo! ***What is*** u/80KtsV1 ***Looking for?*** I am looking for a kind caring person from the USA. (east coast best coast) I really appreciate someone who values loyalty. And can stay long term :) It would be nice to find someone also in college. Or finishing up high school to talk about the perils of school life. Piercings and tattoos are a huge plus. Cause that shits cool! A good communicator, because I have had some AWFUL experiences where the convo goes: Hey! hows it going today! ""Nice"" SO lets not do that haha Id totally appreciate someone with a lot of free time who is able to text throughout the day and facetime! ( I realllly miss having someone always around :P) **And one more thing!** I am an open minded and race or age is not an Issue for me! (obviously) If I tickle your pickle just send me a message with some nice details about you and we can get the ball rolling! Take care :D (also I pretty much only use iMessage or regular text! So please be from the USA or Canada because texting is expensive!)",0.9898798706299059,3.282750907284772,2.4320727450074457,87.00775180964115,103.94481236203093,4.932583808203707,21.382232147440835,6.613842558306772,1.030042989886545,1903,73,337,32,86,613,256,453,0.044,0.733,0.223,0.9982,2,0,0,0,0,0,117.0,1,8,0,6,23,29,1,0,23,4,32,4,1,5,5,77,61,33,0,8,15,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,5,23,28,0,4,7,5,4,7,6,3,0,3,7,7,34,27,44,44,16,46,0,2,4,2,35,15,1,13,23,222,57,10,0.07775628314678099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436334307981885,0.06469945650409363,0.0,0.0,0.0528769389163745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692195772899761,0.14538325683114495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479901699710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320084396220025,0.06876911364600152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939785876649517,0.0,0.15855542570552136,0.07987712174570362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603584835377108,0.0,0.050146370012864816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804504737209349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606056517849602,0.0,0.0,0.03931591307391096,0.0,0.0,0.08517820749020484,0.21320350236694816,0.06613945472283626,0.0,0.08525575105708927,0.060074311476403026,0.0,0.04062444867195728,0.0,0.13257206281969186,0.06521828118165328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097283542220484,0.06875962439262985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215378226075712,0.0,0.07722953381186078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115735788865981,0.07716111303186551,0.2073400714387852,0.0,0.16194240687629094,0.0,0.0,0.08771247421487062,0.0,0.0,0.07951106766694528,0.054921562313055936,0.03798779232394709,0.0,0.0,0.06881186373736603,0.1305913888459392,0.0,0.0,0.06610561134039449,0.07017808134795027,0.0735748751817575,0.0,0.07883266677961302,0.15623327515147395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851168015356699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431962973098067,0.0,0.0,0.07509750279322977,0.0,0.0729690043781779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268966980868348,0.05913715716543835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171924891464856,0.06789378724411453,0.0,0.17070609824313765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910609384866371,0.0838344244926869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777732510128929,0.0,0.14943799814174907,0.0,0.0767749490195522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738701950875628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981570726235727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611785246711402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828778520317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846304803754414,0.18749266511317672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165781945933847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602094200705936,0.0,0.07370386461960005,0.0,0.0,0.05279141220018862,0.0,0.07595659020456823,0.0,0.0,0.06715646319728794,0.0,0.0,0.13758801118740197,0.061719318304847635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016295132379466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056607500203719276,0.0,0.0,0.11047166522144443,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,georgehissi,2019/02/08,"Weekly advice thread Hi guys, just wanted to launch this thread this week and intend it to be a weekly thing. I think this sub can be great for hearing others in a similar situation and having rants, but as a member for a while, I’d love to see people helping each other like occasionally happens on posts. Quite a lot of posts can end up with quite a lot of negative reinforcement so it would be brilliant to see some advice for each other on dealing with/coping with and overcoming loneliness. Feel free to ask questions and answer questions below.",9.08184466019418,7.994902233009713,8.826524271844663,68.47163106796118,60.65048543689321,10.958446601941748,34.19223300970874,9.888512548439397,3.2979607766990298,442,14,74,7,5,143,68,103,0.09,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,22,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,18,12,5,12,0,0,2,1,9,5,0,5,6,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073603485653001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470240679986691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213609097851386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392925008523062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951927344593833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733881921866781,0.0,0.15571974655651372,0.13907130590706748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772521254506884,0.0,0.10541322287086796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683305331702868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674067456912729,0.14194023753506685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902961990428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123796364613137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523516282008927,0.3345471104534176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506439874872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767754817469623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448167039859177,0.10077079065100472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276056291274708,0.0,0.37845198314740186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171846038851696,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ShiftArcanine,2019/02/08,"Letting things out from my mind Tbh, i don’t think no one ever likes me. I’ve been bullied by people arround me (especially females) about my eyes being slanted which resembles the chinese. Don’t get me wrong, theres nothing wrong with chinese peeps but i don’t like being called chinese in a really rude way or something that is in an insulting manner. This pretty much lowered my self-esteem. I feel like girls are attracted more towards tall and good-looking guys. This is really painful knowing that girls don’t like me because of my height, my slanted eyes and how unattractive my looks are compared to others. I wish i have a girl that likes me, that can fix me, that can prevent me from being lonely. I’m tired of hugging my pillow imagining that the pillow is the lover of my life where i can be happy with. The sensation of hugging someone and hugging a pillow is really different. Every night, i’ll have to face the feelings of being lonely and sad. When will this ever stop though, i want my heart to be bloomy and beautifully coloured with love and affection too. Plus, since i’ve entered college now, the friends that i used to be really close with, friends that i can have fun with, are not even close to me anymore. They don’t ask me join to them on having fun anymore for example hangover, late night chit chats at the restaurant, late night drives and all. I feel really sad and alone. Those feelings really made my chest become heavy. I don’t know how to comprehend with the feelings that i’ve experienced in the past, or the feelings that i’m experiencing right now. Looking at my friend’s instagram where they are having fun with their own girlfriend or where they are having fun with their friends. I’ve been experiencing this feeling 2 years and a half now. I’ve thought of many ways on how to kill myself but i don’t know why arent those thoughts executed on me. But i do have one thought that is still being executed but i’m still not dead by it. It’s basically having no brakes on my bike, so i’ll cycle down the road full of cars with no brakes. But i’m still alive though, i did crash a car once but i didn’t suffer any injuries even though i didn’t wear any helmet. However, the car did get damaged heavily is a large dent where my body banged on it and i had to pay the repairments. Then, theres my parents who are really busy with their work considering they are doctors, they even work during the weekends. We (as a family) hardly go out on a day out or eating in a restaurant. Despite the amount of salary they are making, i don’t think it buys us happiness. I sometimes cry when i think about all these. It’s hard having an empty space in your heart knowing nothing can fill it in. I miss the days when my well-being is joyous and very happy. I am still waiting for my time to come to depart from my own lifeless shell that is exhausted with all this. Life is truly wonderful, it is, but it isn’t wonderful to everybody. Anyways, this is just me trying to let things out from my mind as i’ve never done this before. Sorry for wasting your time though, wishing you lifetime of happiness if you’re reading this. 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All I have ever wanted is to have someone in my life that has a desire to be spend time with me, reciprocate the love I give and work on our combined goals together. I am 37 and though I'm not going to win any beauty pageants I think I am fairly good looking. More importantly I have a good heart. I am a giver and I don't mind that. Honestly I love the feeling of being able to help someone in need. So why is it so hard for me to find someone with a genuine heart? At this point in my life I am starting to feel like maybe I am supposed to be alone forever, and that scares me. But I guess worse things have happened to better people. 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I don’t have anyone anymore, it seems.... loneliness tears my soul up, it cuts into me. I try not to be all self pity, but it’s hard sometimes.",2.742925170068027,5.6556282244897975,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,83.08163265306123,5.715646258503401,20.41156462585034,7.1686216300943375,0.8608748299319724,209,6,36,3,6,66,41,49,0.253,0.6629999999999999,0.084,-0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,5,1,3,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477373445706043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155758623814222,0.22249774940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916919137809904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505099068896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060468398737987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896837230342366,0.33195932372302805,0.0,0.0,0.2632241379724866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147148826217457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604168119436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,someone_420,2019/02/08,"smn answer i know this is going to sound stupid but i think my ‘best friend’ doesn’t see me as her best friend anymore bc she used to call me everywhere and she would call me to hangout every single day but she started to hangout w other pple (yes ofc she can hangout w other pple but she doesn’t call me anywhere anymore) every time i used to text her she would text me back and say ‘come over’ ‘let’s hangout we are all waiting for you’ and stuff. so i texted her today and i asked what she was doing, she said she was w her friends. she didn’t invite me anywhere this week. first i thought she didn’t invite me bc of the pple shes hanging out with but like we‘re all good and i have no beef with them. i mean i didn’t do anything wrong to her or anyone else. also, i noticed smth else. this might sound dumb and childish but still... she didn’t follow anyone on instagram bc she didn’t like seeing other people’s posts. but now she started to follow the pple she hangouts with and the pple close w her. also she started to follow a girl ‘we’ hate (they’re not close at all). she started following all these people except me. i know this sounds stupid & childish bc not everything’s about ‘followers’ but like why? does she hate me? i didn’t do anything to her, i always ask how she is, how her day was, what she’s doing etc etc. i started to feel so lonely bc of all this. 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I no longer have an online community that can help me when am bored, and am done learning the basics of social life and am so bored of learning new stuff everyday, so I just want a place to express my ideas and share it with you, so thank you very very very much for reading my words because you are helping me to feel less lonely, thank you.",17.47581920903955,7.464673474576267,15.100000000000005,56.85997175141246,55.779661016949156,17.936723163841812,52.89265536723163,11.538034831475384,6.0181435028248575,964,32,181,13,6,307,140,236,0.121,0.748,0.131,0.3971,0,8,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,6,1,5,15,18,4,0,16,0,21,2,0,3,4,34,31,14,1,3,5,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,10,0,1,5,3,27,8,32,23,9,33,0,4,0,0,25,11,0,5,18,142,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363358476515412,0.15289620810165513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340858209784264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204994557157773,0.11128567099890034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287669226959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621795345159962,0.22763936710431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086901962501945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703022342589376,0.0,0.0,0.194430601413958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375051830393128,0.0,0.0,0.16868127380091516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204581124899998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915241833910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887686041408968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697545634625256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043563898215893,0.0,0.0924989143269097,0.0,0.09704720913075147,0.2430531831981025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201181758107582,0.0,0.0,0.13146469599929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205095576274852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338348055414912,0.12586321610820786,0.0,0.0,0.1293733383855615,0.12424112024372455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408718552865467,0.0,0.0,0.3848009628758201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906253059017068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440442895028263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998023631050984,0.2316931788074285,0.0,0.0,0.08359530603324546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542974335716358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31146671693777306,0.14843460321652222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160513070110757,0.0,0.0,0.08938542856476918,0.0,0.15289620810165513,0.08102985675603247 lonely,Pink_Grey,2019/02/08,"Never been in a relationship; Best Friend teasing me about it. Hi! This is my first post, I've been a lurker of reddit for a really long time and I was hoping to get some opinions! Sorry if I'm posting in the wrong place, please let me know if so! Let me start off by saying I'm 18 I'm a woman and I'm a virgin, I've never had an actual relationship, I struggle with anxiety, OCD and an ED, all three of which control my life, but I make a huge effort to be friendly and get out there, but at times it seems no one really wants to have anything to do with me... I keep telling myself over and over: ""I just need to get out there, to meet new people, be patient."" But everyday I feel more and more hopeless. I just want to meet new people and make friends. Honestly I had managed to cope with it until recently... I have 1 really close friend, and I hang out with her friend group because I'm lucky enough she includes me, she's my best friend and her friends are nice too.. but lately it seems like all they do is make fun of me for being a virgin. laughing and joking, purposefully asking me what certain sexual acts are to test how 'innocent' I am. I may be a virgin but I'm not stupid... I know it's just a joke but it's yet another reminder that I'm alone and inadequate, when they start discussing and bragging about sex I feel so alone, I wish I could ask them to just stop the joking but I genuinely fear the confrontation, I don't want to lose them. Knowing I'm a virgin makes me feel like I'm less of a woman, like I'm a child, I feel so incompetent, I feel like even if I did have a relationship it wouldn't work because I can't be comfortable with someone, hell I can't even make new friends let alone relationships... I don't know... part of me needs to know is it possible to meet someone who id actually be comfortable enough with? I'm just so scared to actually meet someone, if in fact anyone would want to meet me... Should I try harder to just be more comfortable so I can try and meet people and loose my virginity..? I'm so conflicted and I feel awfully pathetic and small, but I'm trying to stay positive, I just honestly want to meet nice new people who I can get to know without feeling pressured and uncomfortable. Thank you for taking the time to read it. 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I'm sorta having a bad day. It was okay, then men but wow, didn't know it would make me feel that upset. I don't wanna blame anyone for it but I just know its my fault, I'm the problem, I wasnt reasonable enough, I didnt try hard enough, I was and won't be good enough. Everything will be alright.",1.4169269102990043,2.64388896511628,3.1967774086378737,94.0254651162791,77.95348837209302,5.84451827242525,18.09966777408637,6.18269132825596,-0.3544332225913621,305,5,72,2,7,102,60,86,0.231,0.618,0.151,-0.8182,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,1,3,2,14,0,0,2,1,18,21,6,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,3,9,4,3,10,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015132355454835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929907670464898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769792961639204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656520143760404,0.0,0.0,0.19424478270085505,0.0,0.0,0.19299462306793205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715816974309474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011387079544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923650178344299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360311688507328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143340734523332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488737992701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547734650492694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078866517382106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579448313962115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254525936394825,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Shannah-,2019/02/08,"Battle of being alone , trying to embrace it Hey guys. Im 18 , fresh into college. Most of my life , ive been known as extremely quiet and antisocial. Now , i do have friends, but most of them are far better known as just hi/bye friends.99% of the people i used to be somewhat close with have already left high school just like me and have carried on with their lives . Now , in college , ive made 2 good friends , but they too , i only see only during classes , and dont get to see them outside to hang out cause we’re not close enough to really hang out . Ive been struggling , literally feel so much of anxiety and depression because of my loneliness . I feel like the vibe that I tend to give is more of a ‘ i rather be alone dont talk to me / arragont , but to some that i do really talk to , they say im well spoken and nice , but not even ONE has had the desire to be close to me. I try my very best to wear a shield around me and not depend on anyone for happiness. Ive always been very very independent with my emotions and my craft , but i dont just want to live the rest of my life being alone at home all the time , and only being able to talk to my boyfriend/mom/ sister (now they’re not really here for me anyways )-about my life . How i wish i could find a true friend, that could be there for me when i need them , and for me to spend my life with . It doesnt even matter if i have a so called ‘best friend’ because quite frankly ive never made any and it doesnt seem like i am making any .. but it just really sucks to be this way . My social media , somehow has a big following , i may look like im social , but in real life i am really lonely and miserable .. I really do believe that if i live my life more , and explore more , i could be so much more productive and to never have to feel this void in me that I pretend to never affect me. Infact , having to be lonely and without a social life has affected my personal growth as an adult and relationship in many ways. will this ever go away ?",4.6798567393058885,4.333521823244554,5.749821428571429,84.48912278046816,69.26634382566586,8.820379338175949,26.40930185633575,8.344100000000001,1.4564706214689256,1535,38,338,20,24,512,190,413,0.1,0.752,0.14800000000000002,0.9783,0,7,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,0,6,4,24,23,2,2,12,0,45,8,1,10,6,84,65,32,0,10,19,1,3,4,4,2,7,2,1,3,12,26,0,0,8,1,1,6,13,7,1,1,6,8,52,16,54,44,15,36,0,4,3,0,25,19,1,10,13,239,64,4,0.0717427167511151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291145424853892,0.07916987193052072,0.0,0.059695687526139685,0.0,0.0,0.09757501510668637,0.0,0.054882981946152015,0.0,0.0,0.050164175653630516,0.0,0.0,0.06386622824772019,0.0,0.0,0.06740464401349293,0.0,0.0,0.08746738847931529,0.0,0.0,0.08082947412904071,0.1505791101128241,0.06345060285632463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325733511949019,0.0,0.0,0.07369953254425317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184216470331656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179189681210277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224578916129964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070090003932286,0.0,0.07412940444094,0.0,0.0947707755848704,0.06489539464943209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882581965042754,0.051253011181869236,0.0,0.0,0.06557154338161837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217129799856318,0.0,0.03748260843102171,0.0688221511748533,0.04077303924121503,0.06017438700069388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103656895746377,0.0,0.07637145603195926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758001191960303,0.0719637944449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248333560962725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794867166644269,0.0,0.3547180176785735,0.14019947015998516,0.0,0.1900503998362091,0.0,0.060245813206008476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576938651245174,0.04788882052269482,0.0727358543209759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402420277356439,0.0,0.0,0.10547830326971636,0.0531963154222887,0.16599721786996752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861472158665869,0.16369070681956305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973736654475114,0.06264297302148794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630721025037003,0.0,0.08165891814232226,0.27576132856810825,0.0,0.0,0.0770248288284665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570526879022881,0.0,0.07260745951297681,0.11433931337957715,0.0653118748622139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939799486320435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500106456209034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299223447620746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418337550772204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741719071679383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196267262511467,0.0,0.1775857644743608,0.042315713129504086,0.11389205841688704,0.0,0.0,0.06450531831316343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250058365274675,0.06915741880325743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Leuhhhhh,2019/02/08,"I’m kind of forgettable.... I was told I don’t make a presence. It’s kind of been a theme in my life. I didn’t make much friends because of who I was when I was younger. I was lucky enough that no one really cared about me either tho. I was just there another part of the furniture. A background character to everyone else’s life. At my job it’s the same I could be gone for days and everyone forgets I work there even the managers to a certain extent obviously. I try to go above and beyond but just don’t make an impact in people’s lives. I’ve seen people all my life make such a great impact with people and make friends in new situations, just like that without a problem. I always wanted to be like that. I was always just a loner kind of just wandering. I go to bars by myself eat at restaurant by myself. I celebrated my birthday by myself. I celebrate the few good news I get by myself. Go to parks by myself.Which is not bad but people do it because they want alone time, I don’t. I want a group of friends y’know. I don’t get it sometimes. My work promoted people and a lot of people started when I did. I put in a lot of hard work and put in a lot of hours. I did a lot for this company and I I got skipped for promotion and actually got demoted. Because they saw I’m better as a background cleaning and getting dirty then a in your face person. Idk I just feel like I’m just here. Not really of any importance to anyone. Not really anything but a body. 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I cant do it anymore. Im 41 and have only had one gf my whole life. I've heard confidence but i think thats bull. Im just too ugly. Well 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lonely,mintjams22,2019/02/08,"i accidentally got a crush on a classmate i'm new in this class and i've been here for 4 months. since this school year started i've been particularly interested in becoming friends with this specific group of classmates. i don't know, they seemed cool, i guess. things were going almost well until my awful social skills and me never making the first move fucked it all up. now i think that group doesn't really like me that much, or at least they just aren't interested in being friends with me and that's fine, i'm not very interesting-looking, i wouldn't blame them. but lately it's been more than just that. i suspected i might have fallen for one of those people from the start, but now it's pretty sure. i'm in an art school, and we usually do lots of art projects, and this person stopped by my desk and sat next to me while i was working and complimented my project, they also asked a few questions about it (man i was so nervous). too bad the teacher got into the class just as all of this happened, haha. yesterday i was sitting at a desk next to them and as i was taking notes i forgot how to write out of nervousness. and today i fucked up by forgetting to say ""thank you"" after they passed me some paint for art class lol (i got detached from reality for a second, i guess it's true when people say love can make you dumb) and of course i am never going to make the first move, i'm too much of a dumbass. i'd love to even be just friends, as long as i talk to them it's fine, but with my terrible social skills it will never happen. i don't even know why i'm writing this to be fair.",2.6655679765131026,4.261258332317073,3.8977777777777796,88.75462962962965,75.4329268292683,6.932429990966577,22.514001806684732,7.662118739084242,0.7918106142728099,1255,34,272,17,27,410,171,328,0.119,0.7090000000000001,0.172,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,7,5,17,24,3,2,12,4,22,4,0,4,7,54,54,24,0,1,9,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,2,19,16,0,2,6,3,0,6,9,7,1,4,13,3,37,17,45,35,9,42,0,0,0,4,28,11,3,9,25,183,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309102900259684,0.0,0.0,0.08233025584466386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624572992345834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596017975461775,0.0,0.1137018135551746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599695405136406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751409408562709,0.0,0.0,0.2386201582102801,0.1903539558905052,0.0,0.0,0.1170193893634698,0.0,0.2470190935081735,0.0,0.22682530894804898,0.0,0.18207929532402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315887440693917,0.0,0.11613374591006208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029688947807075,0.0,0.0,0.0911088140017174,0.08645330841496883,0.0,0.0,0.08752566085216107,0.18583544793761567,0.0,0.20616272318146991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921524367528114,0.0,0.0,0.08217488361600693,0.21884224615205855,0.1513623569571959,0.0,0.2382075684407528,0.09943117425355354,0.21898011920684612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976258257926675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274717729971234,0.08989325528959988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473865986784243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532921142618945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659533498925436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374228716121147,0.0,0.2083847741929628,0.0,0.093723154525528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516252242149132,0.0,0.0,0.2098921236863936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573916510043616,0.0,0.0,0.08607204137543263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703054501839448,0.0,0.07740669530410782,0.08274849434723641,0.0,0.0947838844660769,0.0,0.0,0.06839638412960852,0.06596714696574547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758595870131186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338650274775325,0.08494574725998688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256573829395123,0.0,0.09289769139765272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749498985646898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629737328132593 lonely,Bebidda,2019/02/08,"Need someone to talk too 19M, I'm a little drunk, and need a friend. I feel lost in life and am bordering on suicide. I don't feel as though anyone I know takes that seriously, and I don't know what to do about about it. Also hi.",1.1991176470588236,2.169875529411769,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588238,78.01960784313727,6.6686274509803924,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.21170196078431314,176,4,44,2,4,61,36,51,0.213,0.723,0.064,-0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,13,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,7,12,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229812878538602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943680011990844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28110707516795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476436220765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055378096186674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634339556675245,0.0,0.2786060091464201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30344476296739004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122328879150224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355290336744523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040617510308878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900413031667955,0.22342740544745904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731110185503154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,demonlorde795,2019/02/09,been alone with no friends for 2 years two years ago my family was forced to 3 hours move up north I'm in a new place and I moved away from all my friends I was expecting to make new friends once I got signed up for school but my mom decided to home school me so for the last two years I have had no one to talk to no one to hang out with its just been way too lonely lately.,1.942857142857143,2.525300904761905,2.7938095238095246,99.96785714285713,75.66666666666667,7.028571428571429,19.952380952380953,7.1686216300943375,-0.1464619047619049,292,5,79,3,6,92,57,84,0.16,0.769,0.071,-0.7783,0,3,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,6,0,8,3,17,3,1,20,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,9,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910814195507046,0.0,0.0,0.16253117745627105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744001641098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793875018732247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637290043516867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551050396226662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741264106127922,0.0,0.15454351184020995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279181278600631,0.17702281353059146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475136523761623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837934168656756,0.0,0.3335815083687501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303126125504396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712432587517065,0.21267838302410316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395746566462366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176411708371419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613363299339567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065937752767943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456298232734077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303171505990267 lonely,Throwaway5885582,2019/02/09,"Lonely I don’t know what to do I am 17 this year and don’t have any real life friends I never go outside. I have never had a girlfriend I’m autistic and on antidepressants. I hate myself and the way I am. I feel stupid for not being able to do anything and I do not feel any joy in things I used to anymore. I don’t have enough energy to do anything about it either. I feel like my life is wasting. I took 1000mg of my antidepressants (sertraline) a month ago and I don’t know why, I don’t feel. I’m gonna try to sleep now I’ll see if there are any comments in the morning.",-0.3536557930258724,1.5865316377952752,2.163605174353208,95.70781496062992,86.95275590551182,4.888413948256468,19.30764904386952,6.18269132825596,-0.17620989876265458,446,13,107,4,14,153,72,127,0.132,0.8009999999999999,0.066,-0.8258,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,4,0,18,3,1,1,2,19,32,6,0,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,2,5,17,3,11,28,2,12,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,7,68,21,0,0.17864025617421592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835380856216108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644445001016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716313205605147,0.0,0.0,0.2940114193901986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458313817849328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613035242432324,0.1276206347048708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801701878388398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152537435012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637026896556948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963520258940913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523577919117304,0.08727460569884195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258894815080167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755567567680401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033317208555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142353155538915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876926803079082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868064840750625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847589763701284,0.12128500768790593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428782477515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179632033160522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119504548283706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150384680253312 lonely,IWishICouldBe,2019/02/09,"A common post, I'm sure, but... Valentine's day is gonna be hell on a lot of us, here. Me included. It hurts enough, being a romantically-inclined person without any romance in my life, and feeling that I'm reaching a 'point of no return' for having, at the very least, dates or relationships, but with 'The Big Day' coming up, I start to feel more and more awful. Look out for your friends, who've been having troubles with love, relationships or loneliness around this time of year. That's not to say you should sacrifice your personal time, or your time with your S/O to talk to them, or be with them, but shoot them a message at least. Let them know that someone cares.",6.695234460196293,6.047831587786264,6.6612431842966195,80.6369465648855,65.18320610687022,9.623118865866957,31.69138495092695,8.841846274778883,2.3002117775354423,522,17,107,7,7,166,90,131,0.166,0.7090000000000001,0.126,-0.7001,0,0,0,1,0,0,25.0,1,5,4,0,2,8,1,0,7,1,9,2,0,0,1,24,20,9,0,1,9,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,13,5,21,13,6,21,2,1,1,1,19,9,1,5,10,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019345080186858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734155622523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802044913099574,0.0,0.0,0.15225116808137107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279733048301361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826260322051108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873633991003585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655364604812964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921042159066914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713506812793796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807349251995294,0.12484104097394788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842226112243234,0.0,0.0,0.15026326612694033,0.1595203115143325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086558618600734,0.0,0.0,0.16708225216148076,0.0,0.16927396570300313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795184644017435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405556418105668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975644919775286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251018429189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658116564430464,0.0,0.0,0.14206186970361384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918632462830664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260387027650496,0.0,0.0,0.1458340937115479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037699262306216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138187332480222 lonely,kevinh_989,2019/02/09,"I've never been so alone My girlfriend left me over a month ago and she was really my only real friend that I had who would talk to me, despite her saying we'd still be best friends afterwards she is now ignorning me. Honestly I just don't see a future for myself anymore and I'm really scared of being so alone and the thoughts I'm having now, it's tearing me apart and I don't know what to do anymore.",3.317015503875971,4.081852872093027,4.95581395348837,85.06108527131785,72.6046511627907,8.058914728682172,25.96124031007752,8.344100000000001,1.5690914728682173,321,10,68,5,6,109,62,86,0.095,0.753,0.152,0.7248,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,14,4,5,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,8,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317831319490627,0.0,0.0,0.4280437724146674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098726009184032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168611654238017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31930680951190804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356668090986692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245203835798522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494205753344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937735363786507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716282479173754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520723614746175,0.26476414091033035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433238820152815,0.20688768202102314,0.0,0.1646693006398678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650269539708442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609341339875058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405303762492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679467020268167,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,togetherwecan007,2019/02/09,"No solace in solitude GREETINGS, I am alone, with myself nearly all the day, kind of solitude, with not many people to talk to, and definitely not proper conversations. I am hoping if there's anyone I can talk to or converse with, about anything, just anyone, that would mean the world.",12.040384615384614,8.615960730769231,10.661538461538463,64.93346153846157,57.07692307692307,11.93846153846154,39.46153846153846,8.841846274778883,3.6356615384615374,226,7,37,2,2,71,40,52,0.075,0.765,0.161,0.7034,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,6,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992778396981873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040983762939318,0.0,0.2377913861746073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863568052502289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870048059002206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090981233792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292962460226645,0.0,0.3147647025134034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003301041030409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645139693977029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527055693223326,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,solventrose,2019/02/09,"Hi there This feels weird because it’s my first post on Reddit, but maybe I just don’t know what to expect. In the last 6 years I’ve moved around a lot. I’ve had some amazing experiences with some even more amazing people. I find though that now it feels like I have pieces of me scattered all over the world. Recently I’ve moved to Toronto,Canada. Other than the fact that its fucking freezing here, even with all the canadian stereotypes whats really cold are the people... I’ve been spending time mainly with a few people I know from surrounding cities because I’m really struggling to connect with people here. Ive been here for 6 months now and my loneliness continues to grow. Initially I was excited about living in a big metropolitan city, figuring that there was so much to do! While its true, the things begin to run dry when I find myself always doing them alone. I find the people I do interact with here are distant. They seem to have their own social networks and have no interest in letting me in. Maybe I’m just running into the wrong people, but I don’t know where I can find different ones. When you look around most younger people are glued to their phones. Normally I’m a pretty social person. I’ll strike up a conversation with just about anyone. Which I did the first couple months when I arrived here. I found very few people wanted to talk, and a couple of times I was just shut down, I started to become discouraged. Many people in the service industry seem extremely tense here as well, as if they’re ready for me to attack them. I really don’t know why I’m posting on here, maybe I wanted validation that either socializing with new people is becoming extremely hard or that I’m just going crazy. But it felt good to write it all down. 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I'm a 16-year-old male who is attracted to quiet, smart, focused (for the lack of a better word), and generally introverted quirky people. I'm often told that I have really weird or odd tastes in girls and most of the people I've had relationships with or investment in are people who others call unattractive or unnoticeable. However, on the flip side, I am a two-sided person. On the inside in my personal life (AKA everywhere outside school), I've been depressed since 3rd grade and considered an outcast up until the last two and a half years while my whole life I've pushed my parents away from me because they don't understand my mental problems evident by my sister also being depressed but they won't let her go to therapy or be treated, (the ""you're fine"" type of parents). As a result, I've grown up deceptive and secretive to my problems always **appearing** happy while pushing everyone away (from a personal and emotional standpoint at least) and feeling alone like no one has ever understood me. As for the cherry on top, for elementary school, I went to a private Catholic school and thus most of my natural behavior has been oppressed by the authorities around me causing me to be the rebellious outcast I mentioned earlier. While on the outside, I've always been an energetic loud-mouth extrovert who can't stop socializing with others. That may sound contradictory to what I previously said, but my whole life I have had personal life problems while seemingly not been able to stop socializing. It is important to note that this socializing is only limited to being friends who play video games and play at recess, there was nothing beyond that, no personal life talk or any signs of sadness shown. This almost marks me as someone depressed whos also an extreme extrovert always filling the room as the loudest one. However, in recent years, I've become significantly more depressed despite being a successful person. This has caused me to amplify my extroverted side into becoming almost carefree and reckless. However, you might be able to see that that reckless and extroverted side of me literally repels those that I'm attracted to. As I previously mentioned I'm super attracted to kinda oddball, quirky, introverted, and smart people. But this fundamentally contradicts the personality I possess. While the fundamental way I interact with people is detached, low maintiance, and care-free, how can I have ANY chance with people that fundamentally think and look at the world differently? That one introverted, smart, quirky but quiet girl mannerly sitting in the back listening to the lecture intently that barely talks with anyone in the class? Together with the loud-mouth extroverted, vulgar, care-free, forthright guy that's always sitting with his chair backwards and ear-buds in his ear taking up all the room in the class? *Simply Unheard of* &#x200B; And to elaborate, I'd rather have a meaningful relationship than just some fling. That's why I've been off the saddle, its cause all the girls that are interested in me just annoy me or wanna have sex. That brings me to the conclusion that I simply scare off the type of people I've been attracted to all my life, and I have no idea what to do about it. These two sides of me have been with me all my life. And to be completely honest, I really am not attracted at all to girls that are like my introverted side. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯ And to elaborate, I'd rather have a meaningful relationship than just some fling. That's why I've been off the saddle, its cause all the girls that are interested in me just annoy me. 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I worked very hard to be Where I am in my career and life meeting my supporting lovely wife and a great healthy toddler, my lovely dog But I still feel lonely missing that friends who i can share my feelings laugh around explore and do things who are local and available. A little background about me moved here to US from Asia about 15 years back met many people some of them are good friends and still in contact but no one locally i catch with them on a phone, meet up twice a year and have best time of my life i have been living in the same city for last 9 years met a bunch of people when I was single, has good friends eventually they ghosted on me with their busy life, marriage,kids or moved out of the state. I Just about handout with my wife’s friends and their families who are not interesting in any aspect or share common things, i tried meet up groups and got vexed. Something good that worked out for me in summers is sports especially picked up golf about 3 years back and met a bunch of good people but they desert during the winter. i am so confused on where should i go from here, should i consider moving back Where I studied in Texas to be happy again?",8.200826972010177,6.2063621488549625,7.202099236641223,82.31462468193386,63.007633587786245,9.95470737913486,33.66539440203562,7.793537801064563,2.18015165394402,1041,31,218,8,12,317,144,262,0.06,0.7340000000000001,0.206,0.9914,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,6,3,22,24,0,1,11,0,21,5,0,2,0,36,33,20,1,2,7,2,4,1,5,2,3,0,0,1,9,16,0,0,5,2,0,6,2,4,0,2,7,5,30,20,39,22,6,50,0,3,0,2,31,25,0,4,19,152,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214199103572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443886553734517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447203269467218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133051632171273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841657346434993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000082635973675,0.0,0.10728034968230617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696051165686152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098081818675156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029101257576544,0.3559189887155145,0.08484651620081378,0.11695998392902718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293032115687728,0.1900641030851838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647409710919153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247946422724566,0.05182816988773134,0.10632585489696927,0.09367571692629338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914931771491098,0.0,0.0,0.10755436408925202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071164299959903,0.0,0.0,0.3382572927435234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718864927681371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063963694939548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816700421367842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944053543813628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038492401635124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095740126917497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061859490986942316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202530372895169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276081716709387,0.0,0.0,0.08753190636471463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446347144678235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732631430047391 lonely,sakagucci,2019/02/09,"Just need someone to talk to I’ve been feeling pretty lonely since I moved to LA. If anyone wants to meet up, I’d be down. I’ve been trying to fill my days with just meeting new people, but I feel like my personality only vibes with certain kinds of people, so it’s actually been making me feel more alone 😅😅 Anyways, message me if you want to talk to someone who is: Sarcastic, likes anime, sings too much karaoke, roasts her close friends 😅, watches marvel movies, is a hopeless romantic (I watch a lot of rom coms too ok), works with kids (can give you random advice about taking care of children), used to be an artist (ask me what that means), afraid of being alone, introverted and extroverted, smokes weed, listens to R&B and other cheesy romantic music. It’s been hard making very close connections. I’m 22 years old, female, working. Just need someone to vibe with on an extremely close level. I miss that.",6.813793103448276,6.896780034482763,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,64.74712643678161,9.028965517241383,31.76781609195402,8.548686976883017,2.41795816091954,722,25,132,9,10,230,119,174,0.092,0.736,0.172,0.9487,0,4,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,1,4,1,10,0,0,3,1,29,28,6,0,6,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,9,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,7,12,7,22,21,3,13,0,3,2,0,16,7,0,4,6,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.14179782110343508,0.0,0.0,0.14199146740920646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009866549206669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743912990839284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160142383265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358416155958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481492825156364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371043223670447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041343413242293,0.10380672748903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226315470754712,0.0,0.0,0.13939087923764226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016575042357953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131397289510926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419784697270005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235340745579534,0.0,0.0,0.1939859386653736,0.0,0.0,0.15828097227671542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443741920579218,0.10681672384742763,0.2154853067605112,0.0,0.14033756470997336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247433911369238,0.0,0.0,0.11051185874075113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147394800326895,0.126875706999342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782857154393825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019873134268518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693522343331934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925212532966934,0.23358312455398025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865332334915873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549784146074147,0.0,0.11989277399597248,0.1714106391037839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156918479120115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357238293539336 lonely,andrewfootos48,2019/02/09,"Writing isn’t worth it anymore Growing up, I was always the one picked on for every reason possible. In my head, through the despair and feelings of depression anxiety and loneliness, I always told myself, “don’t worry. This is just part one and two of the story. Once you get to part 3 then you can live happily ever after.” I have taken that literally. Writing is my passion. I’ve written so much in terms of my life, fiction, my fantasies that I want. Once I became an alcoholic, it made for an even better story, I said. I’ll be the one to make it through this addiction and be a role model and someone that others can learn from. Well, I made it through. I had 19 months of sobriety, lost it due to pills and alcohol, and here I am again, sober once again, got through another wave. It’s different though. I don’t feel like a role model. I actually feel like a bunch of nothing right now. I’m sitting here typing this in a completely dark room completely numb to it all. Drinking sounds like such a better option right now than this. My two saving graces since December has been a really close friend and my guitar. My friend hasn’t texted me back today (we usually hang out Saturdays unless she has other plans which she usually specifies beforehand) and my guitar feels useless in my hands. Oh, I can go, I don’t have the energy to though. So that’s it. A week that I actually resisted drinking to the point where my mind detached from my body for a good while in the middle of the night I was so out of it ends with me done with everything and not even acknowledging the strength it took just to get here without a drink. Woo.",4.425396739130433,5.6655123875000015,5.397336956521741,81.14701086956524,70.4375,8.940217391304348,28.91304347826087,9.318704503766252,2.4849483695652177,1284,48,249,27,23,422,175,320,0.077,0.787,0.136,0.9546,1,0,5,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,0,5,21,18,0,0,20,0,22,13,3,5,2,40,41,18,0,1,5,0,5,3,2,0,6,2,1,0,22,16,5,0,7,6,1,4,7,5,1,5,14,7,34,13,38,25,6,40,0,4,0,1,13,16,0,1,22,180,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.18365376909827916,0.10258161464303887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011260648278981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659552998282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867082830064536,0.07198534769477404,0.0,0.09332075464498203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723561922020312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644553725367658,0.0,0.10452258750954582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732166673462434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104718473757577,0.0,0.0,0.09831324985096504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629577391342874,0.0,0.2765430899739791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334363372019332,0.0,0.0,0.12430278002156935,0.085117779354853,0.07928232305973354,0.0,0.08456996123426358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903167840112607,0.13444844647657406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454010458867677,0.0,0.09832551019408828,0.0,0.05347853382367673,0.07892563444921462,0.07525943076116515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657254750174817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646478674325178,0.13791580625108366,0.0,0.08309099121207365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271998913315804,0.0,0.0,0.1780771770745639,0.06281169998017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501299414093216,0.0,0.07510878866861008,0.0,0.0691734674928474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830537789909318,0.0,0.09029036562653288,0.0,0.0,0.30063654996135186,0.19129140832401284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037997269142708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895381015616867,0.10608229266486226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028212029132735,0.0967492697873892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607197740255236,0.08950953612399735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783952489584771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972963363412185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490324620068635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919468853002195,0.08991546496223624,0.10454726291735583,0.0,0.0,0.18384176840836447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727313500191852,0.0,0.05550192818546802,0.0,0.07548040579145941,0.0,0.08460614934317919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070791457924114,0.0,0.0,0.09556192993526506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waitingdaisy,2019/02/09,"Planning my first solo trip I have a few days off next week and I'm thinking about driving further south, somewhere warm. Maybe south Carolina's 70 f will pick me up a little but. I'm feeling stir crazy and I want to go somewhere, but no one's schedule is in line with mine. Whenever I tell my friends I want to go on a trip by myself they act like I'm going to get kidnapped. I mean I get that's a possibility, but I still think I'll be okay. But they're kind of making me nervous lol. Has anyone else out there ever taken a solo road trip? Was it fun? Did you feel safe? ",-0.2514634146341449,1.911426455284556,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,89.32520325203251,4.255609756097561,19.58211382113821,5.6839178017228535,-0.2408705691056912,446,14,101,3,15,150,88,123,0.068,0.7090000000000001,0.223,0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,4,8,0,1,5,2,7,0,0,2,1,19,24,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,0,8,1,1,0,2,3,3,15,7,12,19,1,25,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,8,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668801947644394,0.21495167744039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352953255037563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525020438617622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897644442519304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121493242859868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784448017487891,0.0,0.0,0.16208099456708128,0.0,0.2192102042509977,0.0,0.3576805337513591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846098377179254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249138125688828,0.2102617892029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003451957509824,0.0,0.21075934121167525,0.2285196552197904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311096290649368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421571696141206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365034363572182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753625061023236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833631738450239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884620819516875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474757362528723,0.0,0.16827855902128666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stormypinksky,2019/02/09,Just want a girl best friend to vent to I’m a girl too and I have no one to talk to I wish I did and it sucks ,-5.212068965517243,-4.276273586206898,-1.5279999999999987,116.348,112.44827586206895,2.32,5.8,3.1291,-3.17524,82,0,29,0,5,29,20,29,0.142,0.514,0.344,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961609189853168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652741599356671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203727916917428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800083821752226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788620957863624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436818609341179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wt_anonymous,2019/02/09,"Loneliness is starting to get to me Over the years I’ve been pretty lonely. Not super lonely at least. I had 2-3 great friends in elementary school, which isn’t much but it’s something. It started changing in middle and high school. Two of my friends ended up ghosting me, leaving only my one friend. He’s great and all, but he doesn’t ever have free time. His parents are really strict about his time spent doing anything other than studying. It really sucks So for the past... 4 years? I haven’t been talking to friends very much outside of school, which is also rare because there’s no time to spare in school Most of my free time is spent alone playing video games. I’ve subconsciously tried to remedy it by playing massively multiplayer games and making some online friends, but it’s not working anymore I don’t have anyone to play games with. Even my online friends aren’t ever up to play games. And my only rl friend basically never can... It’s really starting to take its toll on me. I can’t just make friends irl either. I’ve tried and it’s ended miserably every time in the past few years. I’ve ended up ghosted, betrayed, etc etc. I really just want a friend to play with. I’ve seldom even experienced that. I never even had a sibling, so I never had one to play with either. I don’t know what to do",2.842203989703986,5.022325799227801,3.9268581081081098,86.130106981982,76.72200772200773,6.324388674388675,23.91907979407979,7.333567415737692,1.0781311454311453,1038,34,200,13,24,336,129,259,0.087,0.6659999999999999,0.246,0.9941,2,5,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,12,24,1,1,5,0,21,0,0,2,6,29,33,11,2,1,9,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,1,11,4,0,13,4,0,3,7,1,18,22,31,26,11,33,0,3,0,0,19,12,1,2,21,127,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555731358914709,0.0,0.06606184939921976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192526304156443,0.05776166310260643,0.0,0.06797961458240932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050357269505348315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738865668174718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194993752893033,0.0,0.1842602426586656,0.16368606301147773,0.14944792269819338,0.0696010785159699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744068979348578,0.0,0.043159441417889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215194469500576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728023317615588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045399376223005834,0.0,0.0,0.08747029078138982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028339971187746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121453251024548,0.0,0.1911379036860759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195508083316266,0.12565471058634295,0.0,0.0,0.09172677129550368,0.0,0.1577179912382027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404236697041642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116840387910762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344161494116909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359592613985597,0.0,0.0,0.17541179747937807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621111813051981,0.06639744423840056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408478994822748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217126320261904,0.0,0.08069633219415616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816052136630342,0.04872453167793776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060139846046503576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959116284801428 lonely,UselessHSDropout,2019/02/09,"Suicide appears to be the only option I'm lonely and seek meaningful relationships, yet at the same time I'm socially anhedonic. I've never had a girlfriend, people always shove this shit down my throat about how ""it sucks"" or ""you'll regret it after,"" but how on earth could I regret it if I've never even experienced it? I used to not care, but then I started talking to a girl recently and realized how bad it actually was. To add onto all of this, I'm severely mentally ill and have almost no motivation to do anything, even the most basic and necessary of tasks. I shower once every 5 days, don't clean my room (and not in the normal teenage sense, there's trash everywhere, flies roaming around, etc...), and cannot appreciate anything anymore, not even video games. I am unable feel genuine happiness, only intense anxiety and regret. I'm in therapy but my therapist is fucking useless, I dropped out of high school which further adds to my isolation, basically I've been reduced to a bitter, pessimistic, anti-social piece of shit who struggles to get through every day. I feel like I should ask for advice but what advice is there to give me? If anyone has a gun hit me up, I'm down to end it all.",9.530909090909091,7.1504745800865805,9.8164025974026,65.82746103896106,60.77489177489178,12.703203463203465,40.416017316017324,11.20814326018867,4.530350303030303,952,40,168,20,10,321,150,231,0.271,0.6759999999999999,0.053,-0.9955,1,3,0,1,1,1,37.0,0,1,0,1,11,15,5,1,8,0,15,5,3,5,4,45,32,18,1,8,10,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,11,11,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,12,0,0,3,4,15,3,28,24,6,26,0,5,0,1,10,13,4,7,12,112,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.12931838360278194,0.0,0.0,0.258989974709856,0.0,0.0,0.13269756458011725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102655334340736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137585362586116,0.0,0.13142217779176482,0.09265961775389626,0.0,0.21810193003182446,0.11796905300861965,0.1238863758141062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064693615600192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351108613499694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580478391162412,0.0,0.0,0.17092620365060152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737155245107032,0.0,0.14779252132736553,0.262580528599761,0.0,0.223304142718068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340100941116303,0.09467083557077192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251069079068368,0.06923514887632927,0.12712327348692806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106780049753875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001246863698089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474156679071646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354690474977834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441199395952128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983943504279902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411272703842131,0.0,0.201571714291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187124700191357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084546865519806,0.14227466321951734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341152198135847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970754101343445,0.2720555013362389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508534111649806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379687282139916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853651301764444,0.0,0.14495310673717599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651289233201147,0.0,0.0,0.1515458018477412,0.15386353038674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727227058269863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445294347296656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,friendzonedwbenefits,2019/02/09,"Too damaged mentally to not be lonely sometimes I spent my whole life dodging bullets just to get hit by a car 😫. Then the driver gets out and curses me out, then kicks me back down, as I'm trying to get back up. Then asks for an apology for being in THEIR way. I've been so damaged by the wrong females for so long, I'll never be able to say the right things to the right ones. 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We had a session a week ago and it was amazing. 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After high school I became a freelance videographer, it was the one thing I was truly passionate about, making videos. I was just starting so I didn’t have many clients..my family didn’t really believe in me and were making it pretty clear I was a disappointment to them for not going to college. For a year it was a constant struggle between trying to make my business grow and proving my parents wrong, I constantly kept getting kicked out and had to spend A lot of time living at my sisters house, not to mention I had gotten a dog as a dream of mine that no one really wanted but I never gave up or lost hope. By this time all my other friends and classmates were about to graduate so I decided I’ll give college a try to at least be able to start at the same time with my classmates. Long story short it was a really bad experience for me, I truly did try but college is just not a place for me so I dropped out of all my classes on the first semester. This time I came back and joined my dads business doing AC work, the arguing continued but at least I had a “real” job. I saved up enough money and before I knew it, I had enough money to move out, out of instinct I naturally moved out pretty fast. This happened pretty fast and almost unbelievable, I remember taking the day off work for my move in date, driving to my apartment closer towards the city with a car full of boxes and stuff sunny day playing “send me on my way” by rusted root. I thought about how I’ll wake up and make eggs and drink orange juice while jamming out to music like I used to when my parents weren’t home. I’ve always had a lot of positive moments like this, it’s what kept me going. I remember thinking my home would be a safe place for me, my dog and all my friends, and for a moment I guess it was, it was definitely a new experience. It’s now been a few months living here on my and the holidays have passed. I gotta say it’s pretty different than I had imagined. I wake up every day pretty depressed and lonely, I feel like I’ve isolated myself from everyone... I live on my own and go to work with the same guys, I can’t really meet anyone new like I wish I could. I know some things have to change but I even started my freelance videography business again and business has been doing better than ever but if I’m being honest it now seems like I’m just grabbing for anything to spark up that joy I had, I find myself wanting to cry a lot but not being able to, there’s days where it all suddenly comes out really hard and that usually feels really good. I’m trying to get back into dating because I could use it, I haven’t been in a real relationship after a tough breakup almost two years ago, but shit that gets harder as you get older, and anyone that’s been on a dating app knows how much those are bullshit. Every time I get close to going on a date I get stood up or ghosted, now to be rude or anything but girls can be assholes sometimes especially to guys with big ass hearts. I want to try and meet new people but everyone that’s “out in the world” are much older than me and anyone my age are either in school or idk doing their own thing. Imean I did it I moved out with my dog closer to the city, me and my parents relationship is better than it has ever been, I’m growing with my dream job etc. but I’m just not happy or satisfied. And I keep trying to fill that satisfaction and I know that’s such a dangerous phrase to say, and I’m just fucking scared. I’m lost and I’m scared and I’m more alone than I have ever been in my entire life. I’m learning, I’m learning to appreciate. I’ve always struggled with mental health my entire life but I’ve always come out winning. Sure this is the hardest one I’ve had to face, but I’m learning. To appreciate my family more, to appreciate the present more, my youth, and to know that there’s still plenty left in my life, I’m scared that this age will affect my future in a negative way but I don’t know I still have a lot to learn I guess I just wanted to get all of this off my chest, is this a normal thing in life? I used to feel like I could take on the entire world now I’m feeling like the biggest shit ever, Does or has anyone been through something like this? Thank you",3.7743941048034912,4.6628325611353745,5.025281113537119,84.52593477074238,71.64192139737992,7.7337336244541515,25.88455240174673,7.972316293177498,1.4060849344978168,3510,106,724,46,64,1167,347,916,0.119,0.706,0.175,0.9951,9,3,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,2,11,36,44,6,5,43,0,65,18,8,11,13,164,143,59,1,13,33,5,9,8,2,3,6,2,2,4,42,52,2,4,24,7,3,18,15,19,0,5,42,11,96,25,120,88,30,144,1,5,0,3,27,59,4,20,71,493,138,20,0.09088649890605324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028269875133419,0.0,0.09100970012684573,0.04706550146637167,0.0,0.0,0.11343727178319313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709990650293815,0.0,0.0747918445680983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698861075699839,0.03794321512747948,0.027701783077573032,0.0,0.03866885823105072,0.0511989805006355,0.0,0.08038172246941197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197497115447453,0.0,0.0,0.048072932361456856,0.07829067116697015,0.0,0.0982160172971782,0.0,0.10884821081213826,0.0,0.049917275673546764,0.1172285458838951,0.0,0.0391402041652461,0.0,0.0,0.047478523575805086,0.0,0.0,0.0397676938329976,0.0,0.0,0.044517084038212425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086507329379508,0.05068123552061541,0.03001483767823115,0.16442408322157182,0.0765757952309051,0.08684594456007813,0.0,0.08890443568193307,0.08567970247736573,0.0,0.11488736170159967,0.09739399946769838,0.0,0.0,0.04153430672618799,0.038654004770049696,0.0,0.0,0.07021868360110828,0.042011551856557035,0.16619555566777364,0.04359330570910052,0.1033057836169985,0.03811564160083178,0.0,0.0,0.10012172517950653,0.08999192307199542,0.04018531541267541,0.048375184056536805,0.12212467663818065,0.0,0.0,0.04830404914642087,0.0,0.05385046940255188,0.0,0.09602657610929732,0.09116656883493487,0.04513540035765757,0.0,0.052435408541329484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019082614741493,0.04039204810503745,0.0,0.0,0.12487210727869825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937422349586679,0.0,0.16048955502610526,0.17761021004444585,0.0,0.12038166547784185,0.04021584575026405,0.0,0.0,0.09921334984161782,0.2318053537139064,0.0,0.0,0.12133488753004135,0.04607232234533043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579610708231063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036272368159516816,0.19319592975333005,0.06681203423054385,0.0,0.0350486354656393,0.13166812048963208,0.0,0.0,0.04452473594852528,0.0,0.0,0.047685045923587806,0.0,0.09238056572973162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137805201477353,0.0,0.0,0.0315046273320088,0.0,0.0949570471516102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311606091840425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034487333419292,0.17467265544308788,0.0,0.0,0.09757808650239816,0.10295668599645544,0.0,0.0,0.07227659184704778,0.13648986102433072,0.18396397818305096,0.0,0.04136982757294752,0.0,0.0,0.09329368505297968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034984433585235175,0.044944535689923064,0.0,0.09649489757392066,0.0,0.07258207542925085,0.0,0.0,0.09501430223116414,0.052021648421539515,0.0,0.0,0.042829724810710935,0.0,0.06833533621300368,0.0,0.0,0.04183803860323266,0.0,0.0,0.12076190274983913,0.02911819933150937,0.0,0.03607686400548152,0.13249162100495707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511790043220755,0.0,0.04439145155320361,0.0,0.0,0.11774513078369915,0.05004931909858448,0.0,0.13401802960694814,0.07214147241332107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225749417823361,0.0,0.0,0.1323329073131688,0.0,0.0,0.032281580580907514,0.04968505947607232,0.0,0.08779188819687267 lonely,Drorta,2019/02/09,"Offering advice and/or help. Hey! I just spent some 30 mins browsing this sub. I saw it posted on a comment in r/toastme. Please bear with me. I'm kind of the exact opposite of lonely. I'm male, 39, happily married for the past 10 years, have two children, businessman with my own construction company, backpacker, motorcycle rider, gamer, DnD player, with many tight close friends I meet every week for beers, games, bbqs. Whatever. None of that would have been possible if I hadn't spent about 2 years when I was 18-20 by myself, searching for meaning in my life, and in life in general. Doing meditation, yoga, martial arts, introspection, therapy, and anything I could get my hands on, that would help me understand how the fuck I work, what are the inner workings of my mind. Lots of people helped me back then, and I learned how to be helped and ask for help. So when I got here my first reaction was ""wow, some of these people don't know some really basic shit"". And really I can't blame you. There's basic stuff about being human that is not taught on schools. Society expects you to know so much stuff that nobody teaches you. I'm not trying to erect myself as some Master PhD or teacher, let alone a therapist. But I'm pretty sure if you need help, I can come up with something, a tiny thing, that would help in some way or another. Tiny things lead to small things, and so on and so forth. So, this is me, offering to help you. No catch. I don't care about your sex or orientation or race or age. I don't want anything in return. I was helped when I needed it, so maybe this is my chance to pay that back. If you wanna take me up on my offer, shoot me a PM. &#x200B; Lucas.",3.3119559136175454,5.0209136676737165,4.270869419268212,86.27765245608148,73.95468277945619,7.683159897057178,24.343851404274375,8.401726058763845,1.4588266979970914,1308,40,266,23,27,423,193,331,0.054000000000000006,0.8390000000000001,0.107,0.9549,0,3,2,1,0,1,65.0,0,7,0,5,19,8,2,0,8,0,24,7,2,3,2,53,46,29,0,12,12,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,18,13,1,1,5,4,3,3,9,3,0,2,10,3,37,5,39,29,9,35,0,1,1,2,28,16,2,14,14,173,55,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948290317729548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050700082016577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051457564655137,0.11791753774580653,0.0,0.10175776280150296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971579499091373,0.0,0.09072185192861848,0.0,0.0,0.14923973721757214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989415299042458,0.0,0.0,0.08359371839278322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748072276949179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176268470842185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254449582146511,0.0,0.0,0.0749749717989313,0.0897144393525768,0.05070082067812822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761393550519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854112618504284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105506904869116,0.10666429208360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923276537882143,0.13708829895427274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250225802328161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983860958765653,0.09749246483779918,0.10570798107062616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097985492646263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133757178816147,0.14391190804802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092638265565784,0.13455441911565086,0.0,0.0,0.10652377519725814,0.0,0.10940109615315824,0.09294010941606604,0.09872734301344163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433611440021602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821242274097378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996129669077865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470823396105915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218141516268947,0.0,0.0,0.09146162374904901,0.0,0.07296405518715215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097681811488644,0.11267408808460523,0.1934126315544792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588564302546525,0.0,0.09479664549742528,0.10102490341727988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723831592975456,0.07702800141409599,0.07784182377881467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129652515614555,0.0,0.0,0.20680911144055691,0.0,0.11791753774580653,0.12498467177438548 lonely,heidabjorksdottir,2019/02/09,"Popularity and looks doesn’t mean happiness To start with, I just want to make it clear that I don’t want any negative comments in here so if you have anything negative to say, please just get out of here. I am a 19 year old girl that feels extremely lonely and suicidal. I have a lot of so called “friends” and gets a lot of attention from men. I do a lot of modeling too. I often get told that I am beautiful and sadly that seems to be the only thing people and especially men see in me: beauty. No one wants to listen to what I have to say, things I am passionate about and no one appreciates the knowledge I have in certain areas/subjects. I am a piece of meat. Seems like I am not worth anything more than that. Whenever I meet a guy he disappears after the sex even though I make him wait for up to like 6 months. I, myself feel like I am a good catch as I got the looks, intelligence, emphatic/caring personality and even humor but then why does no guy want to get to know me? Every night I cry myself to sleep in a pile of text messages from horny men that just wants my body, every time I go clubbing I experience sexual harrasment to a scary amount, every time I try to make genuine friends I fail. I live in a dysfunctional family where violence and alcoholism is common so I crave a lot of genuine love since I can’t get it at home. My self worth has dropped to it’s end, I am losing hope and have been thinking about suicide for years now but I don’t think I can hold on any longer. I am surrounded by so many people every day that praises me yet I am extremely lonely and depressed inside. No one sees my demons. I just wanted to have this off my chest since I can’t tell anyone. Also I’d like to make a point clear for every girl out there that must be jealous of the “popular girl”: Popularity and beauty is not EVERYTHING, it’s overrated and it definitely doesn’t bring you genuine happiness but only a temporarily ego boost. Thank you for taking your time to read this..",5.6340745961183964,5.4057292219451405,6.658443022877588,78.37809714843327,67.25436408977556,10.265683617044346,29.903610538870225,9.971965246562196,2.615756500054211,1562,50,323,33,23,525,202,401,0.14800000000000002,0.653,0.199,0.9502,0,4,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,4,0,3,22,26,1,0,18,0,30,7,3,4,4,57,68,24,2,9,10,0,2,4,2,1,1,3,1,10,18,15,1,2,10,2,2,4,14,7,0,3,3,9,46,19,49,62,7,35,2,6,4,3,29,14,0,9,20,215,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878320423357478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572426618217478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177885451367704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057466494737969685,0.0,0.13526446275446508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129032916778793,0.0,0.0,0.08392128861499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902776701810192,0.053003293240195766,0.0,0.0707868447299976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192168841893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279256988984444,0.0,0.0,0.10856640631484407,0.0,0.3462270472709533,0.0,0.07386364787494276,0.08039386378588513,0.07747782523274357,0.0,0.08311161382680106,0.058713830318366425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699369252728648,0.0,0.21469445995080325,0.0,0.046708305568193664,0.06893387659377714,0.06573180372653561,0.0,0.0,0.16275449812567871,0.0,0.17497745428909647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243944928646231,0.08162943053272895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516738048542695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606080835424201,0.0,0.07257191119513011,0.0,0.13803140039588105,0.09194532382216207,0.0,0.2794870377894513,0.07417624493588383,0.0,0.2194396791508601,0.0833238966879262,0.0,0.08952485425246047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560023248874339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712617155557774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624058084840068,0.0,0.1670744673372537,0.12501260138379472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395511141495468,0.07176181074650195,0.0,0.0902157562027867,0.07769251415770696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220843041528386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307155134676905,0.0,0.0,0.13098350496256986,0.14963844074749458,0.08573811996270833,0.0,0.0,0.13597053075933818,0.0,0.08224554354843541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817180805499592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979670427064792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179378643069554,0.0,0.07183435227029306,0.07566600138086058,0.0,0.0,0.1092017050187273,0.1053231836090865,0.08074751406394136,0.0,0.14377028435275074,0.0,0.0,0.07853242623684176,0.0,0.055799027939466034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908532642115597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416025292874863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058504231285778 lonely,historyfetish,2019/02/09,"Not sure how to handle my loneliness. Well, I just wrote put a whole post and then accidentally deleted it. Thanks moble. I'm having a good bit of issues, if you want to take a look in my post history for some backdrop, though not all, be my guest. I'm alone in my apartment for the first time in what feels like forever, roommates gone, BF gone. And I hate it. I've been largely alone all week. I was gearing up to open up to my BF tonight (it's his off day) and try to have his friends over and actually participate with them. The complete opposite has happened, he's partying at a high school friend's house hours away from here. I'm stuck at home, wondering what's wrong with me that I cant handle being alone, letting my bf live his own life, wondering why I wasnt invited. I don't know how to handle it. And yes, I know, I should be in therapy. I'm trying to get to therapy, but that doesn't happen on weekends. I don't have the option of friends to talk to. I don't want to make my BF feel bad, because me being this way isn't his fault. The last of my friends from high school are gone, one was toxic and the others just ghosted me. I cant reach out to my boyfriends friends, because they always ask why I don't reach out to my boyfriend instead. All of my new college friends. . . We don't talk outside of class and I'm not in classes right now, so there's no one there anyway. I'm feeling like the only person on earth right now, and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't. I have a phone app that tracks my emotions that I could use, but using AI can just make me feel more distant and alienated/isolated. 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I'm sorry folks I'm new to this!! I've been sober for the last 8 years and been single since the last 10 years!!!! Tonight my friend visited from Australia and opened up old wounds. 10 years ago my ex fiance cheated on me. I have struggled ever since to get back into the dating world.I ts been almost 10 years and for the first time I I feel so inadequate I'm 30 and gonna turn 31 in may I've been working in my weight loss. But haven't been active socially because I've been busy on working on myself band for the very first time in 10 years I feel so lonely and like no one wants me. I know people will roast me since this is the internet but for once some support t and hello will be appreciated. Tahoe you all for taking the time to read this!!! 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lonely,Mamon6661,2019/02/09,"Kik me to chat blackheart0508 M4F 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lonely,Grawdiddler,2019/02/09,Hi looking for some friends in my discord Hi guys/gals imma transgender male brony named grawdy plz join my discord 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lonely,TotalG1,2019/02/09,Wow tonight really sucks I just hate everything 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lonely,RecklessAbandn,2019/02/10,New bed I have a new Queen Sized Bed And I Choose To Sleep On only one side so any girl I bring home will sleep on that untouched side. Two years in the making and that side is still brand new and never touched. :/,1.465,3.128669222222221,1.6463888888888896,103.29625000000004,79.0,4.5,15.694444444444445,3.1291,-1.3968888888888888,165,2,41,0,4,49,33,45,0.0,0.953,0.047,0.2584,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,1,1,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604901361779537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367302563616978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753383832296658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202006645508548,0.6837995181020632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599217438842397,0.1794909198822623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723468867719751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884723045214178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054064314924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197819745344465 lonely,shadowsMadeOfDusk,2019/02/10,"I'm isolated not because I hate people, it's because I hate myself. This is going to be a long vent. Everytime I think about social situations, I remind myself of how much I just hate them, I hate talking to people, I hate having to be in a place with other people, because there's some sort of pressure to talk, either I have to say something irrelevant or react to something they say just to fill the silence. I always associate interactions with pain, because I am always certain I'll say something stupid, will talk more than I should, or was too quiet. I feel ignored at the same time I feel like everybody is looking at me. So I have to keep myself in check, make sure every word sounds interesting or just doesn't sound dumb. When I try to express something I want to share, I just perceive the lack of reaction of everyone around and think to myself everybody heard it and there's something wrong with what I said, and since it always happens like this, therefore there's something intrinsically wrong in me, my existence is wrong, actually, everything I am is just worthless, nobody's ever going to like me, because there's nothing enjoyable in me. So I just go on with this hopeless feeling of inadequacy, of not belonging, to a point where I give up. It's just too overwhelming for me, so I'd rather not say anything, not look at anybody, and stop showing up. I've been in my room since I dropped out of high school 2,5 years ago. Everytime I come in contact with anybody that knows me, it's all just blank, hollow, just a greeting and a false smile that's expressed to avoid being rude, and they do the same, just the socially mandatory, and then, nothing else. I can't let anybody in, there is something inside that I don't want people to see, I avoid closeness because of that. Somehow people notice it and are as cold towards me as I am to them. Truth is, I felt inferior my whole life, I don't think I deserve to be loved. I hate when I express something personal, because it's my essence being shown, and there's always a blowback inside my mind making me regret what I just did. I fact, I always regret each and every decision and action I remember I took in the past. Even if I chose differently, I would regret it, because the problem is not the actions, I am the problem. I don't know if it's my dad's fault for always showing disgust at everything I did and every predictable insignificant mistake, or my family ignoring me as a child while laughing during these large gatherings while I was alone, or being left aside by other kids during all my school life. Maybe it's just that, I can't believe anything other than my worthlessness. I just gave up.",7.835111806797855,6.854496366279073,8.020542635658916,72.90743291592132,63.05038759689922,10.496601073345259,37.09421586165772,9.565088089820216,3.4906994036970787,2119,89,383,33,26,694,229,516,0.151,0.74,0.109,-0.9709,1,4,8,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,4,0,34,42,10,4,16,0,37,4,0,5,7,97,72,31,0,14,27,1,4,3,0,3,3,9,1,3,24,22,0,6,12,2,1,8,11,31,0,0,10,17,71,11,58,52,11,47,0,8,3,1,29,26,1,10,15,276,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.06181673551678155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615256796367305,0.0,0.0,0.06560754000493216,0.0,0.0,0.31625458625502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425702014564037,0.05639153185983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892195512135645,0.0,0.0,0.071369454414657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054567126457475294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066183277301324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291760638372175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183955556328428,0.05730024796103157,0.16011567047503092,0.06052999123001476,0.11386292700555145,0.0,0.059717142415988425,0.0,0.09608919838176178,0.04525452484471997,0.06082226841440658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076742962784658,0.10800328457515304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601681924990581,0.0,0.0,0.3752474388125425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692871888477367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630499685264868,0.0,0.0,0.06962680960398103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882581173669294,0.06477576259627897,0.08948656297030785,0.09284323387934007,0.0,0.0,0.056059377392968235,0.1063896769244314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717240216039756,0.0,0.08456813631645788,0.0,0.06363975379655351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639615855237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656673223510883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215647395433974,0.07212004769095448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740480353850094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047109817722525,0.2195813317215028,0.05531144246117753,0.066183277301324,0.0,0.05988261697685356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212274815456888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175887523597248,0.0,0.06025672490114765,0.20150170478533727,0.0,0.12821943548965048,0.05047870533599723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480123216341086,0.07120376230199317,0.0,0.12914690968675446,0.0,0.3901358837335514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296024433330458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970302655601506,0.0,0.0,0.1527457839553542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176902622902375,0.0,0.0,0.036937667950321496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037993864756645,0.04300789920373988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472643838801843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072374961590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044999309970118605,0.2077773162293564,0.0,0.04079286411159168 lonely,DementedCooki3,2019/02/10,"I've been wanting to post here for a while My first two semesters at university have been really hard on me emotionally. I am a naturally reserved person who practices the belief only speak if you have something to say. That being said its probably no surprise that I very few friends at school. All my friends ever do is go to church events at the local Baptist ministry in my small college town. I don't go with them because of my atheism. I feel like I have no social life, I spend hours doing school work because I have nothing else to do. Yesterday I found out that my only friends went to a seemingly awesome party without me. Them knowing that didn't have anything going on, just like every other night. I dont understand what is wrong with me I think that I'm am a decent person but the shit going on around me makes me feel otherwise. I just feel so alone and so unbearably miserable and I have no idea what to do about it. 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I just wanted to let this out. I’m so tired of being a second thought, a second choice, a side deal. It’s my fault. I have nothing special to offer, no humor, no beauty, no calm demeanor. Every time I start to make it to where I want to be, there’s always someone else. I just want that one person to go to, and vice versa, it’s selfish. I just want to be someone’s favorite, best friend, but you can’t force that, so where do I go from there?",1.1834313725490198,2.744488127450982,2.9437254901960803,94.14343137254903,79.49019607843138,4.925490196078432,20.15686274509804,5.033348758259628,-0.30683137254901993,367,9,83,1,9,122,65,102,0.147,0.693,0.16,0.0901,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,17,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,1,0,9,5,11,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668148307448786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283469373830994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891023372441892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738040647585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890317075232864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405112221704746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135214254589926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171290782843439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173666781093258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037431810216193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388511909546334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18540457169180274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289353149531776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598250835641911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029329729531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857194474883708,0.12381547471719273,0.2440502685560201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009677089187774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mslaurasaurus,2019/02/10,"Does anyone have an upbeat positive playlist or podcast I can listen to? Lonely af and listening to depressing things is making it worse. Title pretty self explanatory. I (24F) have been so incredibly lonely recently. My roommates are never home and if they are it’s almost worse, because they just talk to each other about other people I don’t know, so I’ve just been on Spotify and I realize when I’m listening to something upbeat I feel better. Wondering if anyone has a playlist or podcast that makes them feel a little less lonely. Thanks. 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I don't work or go to school. I'm failing my mom who cares about me so very much. She thinks that i'm currently going to school and that I have been for the past 2 years. I wish I could be honest with her but she would only get mad and be disappointed at me. I can't handle that right now. The reason I'm not in school right now is because i have major anxiety that is too much to endure. All of the sudden I get these anxiety attacks that make me feel like I'm going insane and my head starts feeling like it's going to explode. That feeling doesn't go away for a while. It's gotten better recently though. I've only just recently started learning how to deal with it better but it's taken me such a long time that I've fallen far behind from all my friends. All of them are done with school, getting jobs, and all of them have girlfriends that they love and spend most of their time with. They don't have time for me anymore. Most of the time they don't answer my calls. Most of their plans don't include me anymore. No one calls me or texts me to see how I'm doing. I'm just so lonely. I feel like I just annoy them now. I wish that I didn't have to lie about being in school to the people I care about. I wish I didn't fuck up and forced myself to stay in school. I wish I wasn't a piece of shit. Sorry for the long post. I don't expect anyone to read this but if you do thank you. I kind of just wanted to write down my thoughts.",1.1674403583706623,2.692706625377646,2.8360016668402963,95.05906344410877,79.42296072507553,5.290592770080217,18.060318783206586,5.727593064623523,-0.4903298051880402,1187,22,277,6,29,392,153,331,0.117,0.7020000000000001,0.181,0.9723,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,8,5,17,21,5,0,10,0,29,4,2,4,4,51,67,19,0,9,11,1,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,17,12,0,0,9,1,1,7,12,8,0,1,8,5,47,13,42,53,11,40,0,3,1,2,25,12,2,6,22,186,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242310877844336,0.0,0.16105136994777622,0.05677488620584016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923734003994534,0.07628732942877063,0.0,0.0,0.04949698627486307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362443755612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658225939511135,0.0,0.16557166895921074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482926124917426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371062404516312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309280378163414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422273322624004,0.17402163035524834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273266252772039,0.07506539199323926,0.12726636891611962,0.0,0.2768770302340696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039787490699925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333162935550449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057557290511183,0.0,0.0,0.08455426379283264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190063754771803,0.0,0.0,0.1437137212112791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328353477298101,0.0,0.054199681351907725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509703865053558,0.0,0.0,0.1193783927931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791078808009097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502124275038082,0.12350807631862465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751180042423844,0.05629183155035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776435761687857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121905300245516,0.0,0.0,0.08348412151178349,0.16034464146354238,0.0,0.0,0.1386837251958475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930546787022978,0.06470356007444503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334763570394865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089348326700668,0.11494342217216134,0.08654528357890749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475536201811983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202781021800983,0.07977571876079105,0.06446141165422288,0.18938668108266088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699609457969352,0.04789214148030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734905388372391,0.0,0.0,0.05911244123393175,0.0,0.0,0.057680075916761275,0.0,0.0,0.0522882573173051 lonely,lynflower89,2019/02/10,"I’m the cause of my loneliness. Nobody I meet ever keeps my interest. I don’t know if I’m being picky or if I’m not just ready. It’s so hard for me to feel the connection I crave. I feel like it’s never going to happen. I’m slowly coming to terms with that. 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This is confusing to me because I’ve been surrounded by people. I live on a close not college campus, with 3 other guys in my apartment. I’ve seen my girlfriend semi-frequently over that time...and yet there’s this feeling I have of being alone, as if I’m not really there with those people or they don’t care that I’m with them. I’ve felt this before especially when I was in high school and it made my life hell, I really don’t want to fall back into that hole. Has anyone experienced this before?",3.6462335216572512,5.0633090847457645,4.823333333333334,83.8340018832392,72.5593220338983,7.956308851224105,22.433145009416194,8.515128840125781,1.2609065913370996,464,11,93,8,9,153,78,118,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.057,-0.8014,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,17,6,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,5,10,1,14,10,1,17,1,0,1,0,4,10,1,3,6,57,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539483761316221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214058660923458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351045883201498,0.0,0.1058430036455549,0.0,0.2954920332209259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770269674999403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779235191726832,0.0,0.33342332434678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192061996707755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834492244911652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263973412927147,0.0,0.0,0.15331813385861756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429254287145578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657491171142801,0.36111874562904106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224631588403543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572244319936153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124482662912933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432626189291372,0.10241124736654347,0.0,0.13927520649382005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heaphonesnbikes,2019/02/10,"Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all? Hahahaha I'll laugh all the way to my grave. If you ever had Loved someone truly, deeply, passionately than you'd know losing that world you built together would leave you broken and shattered. Hopeless. I'm a grown ass man I just wish Disney fairy tales were true, knight in shining armor rescuing the damsel in distress and being in love happily ever after. Don't ever drop your guard and get lazy, do everything you can to keep a good thing going. Realize that nothing lasts forever and to keep everyone at arm's distance. Love doesn't last.",5.681261061946902,7.1329136194690275,5.895741150442479,77.95122234513276,67.6725663716814,8.835840707964602,28.28429203539823,9.188382445141503,2.433514159292036,481,16,84,9,8,153,84,113,0.177,0.518,0.305,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,6,0,3,4,15,0,1,4,0,10,8,2,0,7,21,23,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,1,8,10,12,17,2,17,0,4,1,7,12,6,1,1,7,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991116684542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986078648090295,0.0,0.1403585000045963,0.13201414138572762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674331178082162,0.0,0.08348026441378982,0.12320331844867265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611229488195436,0.0,0.0,0.08072621817326847,0.2394678803096017,0.0,0.1555339822867328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433094394912892,0.16034642762814805,0.0,0.6628641807000463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328966311747375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094372185618215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445836528233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758636176697194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659345646303602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891481885562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434555697599072,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,badeulicious,2019/02/10,"Every morning right after waking up That’s when this feeling of loneliness is the most intense. I’ll just abruptly wake up way before i need to, stare at nothing, and wish to be dead. I’ll lay there for what feels like hours thinking about why i am the way i am, why my life is so empty and if this kind of life is even worth living. 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Could anyone just talk to me?",-1.6660000000000004,0.2457187333333373,0.3150000000000013,106.1625,95.0,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.6993333333333331,102,2,27,0,4,33,24,30,0.126,0.59,0.284,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331902820382749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34053980585346283,0.0,0.3400244964134745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662718452700815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016689736072841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686271344485058,0.2382517798225988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766052995358113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629307845800191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36405359638866575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598757958827734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825726531729473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805389451943595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670637363709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxisnotabelle,2019/02/10,"Anyone else feel miles away from everyone, even in a room full of people? That's me, all the time. Just wish I lived near my friends again. 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Been on dating apps and and constantly trying to meet new people and trying to start something up, but I constantly end up nowhere, and after being led on for the past 2 months, I'm just done with it. If anyone wants to date me, I'm right here.",7.625,5.3937484696969715,7.471818181818183,80.67772727272728,64.3030303030303,10.012121212121212,32.60606060606061,7.793537801064563,2.1394606060606063,253,7,53,2,3,81,49,66,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,14,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,12,32,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027018912345658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273464658294855,0.0,0.0,0.4644830952368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992772110179973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034662361095694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642400371747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047041791083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715392488714454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207561583239504,0.2285594059497085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515607669948605,0.14899165350166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835321125785169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641853825319025,0.16544834991231933,0.0,0.0,0.152114525828246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531584951388133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918197993318164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773233990557595,0.12675958753454192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fuckminsterfullerene,2019/02/10,"Lying in bed awake again If I don't fall asleep within twenty minutes these thoughts start to creep into my head again... Why is it so hard for me to find companionship? I'm not physically unattractive by any accounts... My friends have told me I am attractive, and I believe them to an extent. I'm a young student in a large city, I ought to be living it up. All factors considered, I always end up chalking it up to a shitty personality, however irrational that is. My self-esteem is terribly low. All around me I see happy relationships. Why has this evaded me for so long? I suppose it'd be nice to feel loved for once.",3.509999999999998,5.2934131147541015,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.59016393442623,7.830819672131147,27.77377049180328,8.548686976883017,2.0927088524590167,488,19,94,9,10,164,86,122,0.129,0.7240000000000001,0.146,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,11,3,2,0,2,11,19,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,15,5,18,13,3,16,0,1,1,1,7,9,0,1,6,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101878878915548,0.0,0.0,0.14794126496123894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366536781860003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510402864354955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192684473573046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999967154791764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988364964685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807836863533598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158571484608376,0.194881811760798,0.0,0.22326876866749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921003823052877,0.1925246501456204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634710972184144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168334432757226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995601813843085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335669760921283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733589550324857,0.0,0.2269517965247981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539828066083012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271017161092153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787807369294486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926095566413972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,donutpoetry,2019/02/10,"yeet my heart is sad does anyone wanna be friends or......just talk about anything? please <3",0.9202941176470568,2.486255,-0.05014705882352821,102.99183823529414,116.64705882352942,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.3314588235294122,73,2,14,0,4,20,17,17,0.14400000000000002,0.605,0.251,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907370610373607,0.0,0.34216801062382085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363869423585202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32124608525383297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927250582743213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564235897327314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420432794625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dat_boi020,2019/02/10,"I went to a concert alone last night I had plans to go to this concert since it was first announced. I was supposed to have a fairly large group, but everyone ended up pulling out for various reasons. I really wanted to see these guys live so I went anyway. It was fun and I enjoyed the show, but I felt a sort of heaviness the entire time. Everyone was there with friends, and I just slipped into a seat towards the back by myself. Will this be the story of everything I end up doing in life? It honestly was a good night, I showed up after the opener had already gone on not needing to worry about good seats at a small venue. Getting home was as simple as slipping out right before the crowd and walking to the train stop. It was enjoyable, but I don’t want the rest of my life to be like that. There’s a sort of emptiness/heaviness when you know you’re in it alone. 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Even online people don't like being around me...",5.644184397163119,6.330463063829789,5.5838297872340465,82.93333333333334,67.29787234042553,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,1.031275177304964,192,5,36,1,3,60,38,47,0.12,0.725,0.156,0.1754,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901523072920043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721431002596018,0.19868767325386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430555552664635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518174881484153,0.0,0.17028820423526275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923595640505167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396005988035348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37108050711499097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478891560744425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529571262977764,0.0,0.2259631116090348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587129727132051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sarahmanelli,2019/02/10,"I hope you see this, Ponyboy You blocked me on instagram, so I guess I'm just blindly reaching out here, in the exact sub where we originally met. I'm afraid you'll block me here too if I dm you. I sent you an apology and begged for your friendship... I just want to know WHY we can't try to be friends again. The last thing you told me is that it was all you wanted...",2.025864978902952,3.0153245189873417,3.286772151898738,94.94931434599155,75.96202531645571,6.785654008438819,24.55907172995781,7.1686216300943375,0.641403375527426,283,9,70,3,6,92,59,79,0.064,0.805,0.132,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,8,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,17,16,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,18,2,6,10,1,8,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,3,3,46,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626073435395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796494423410023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34229593117578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939995613262667,0.2809199232426728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746259560260827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289572465557107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32930929189142616,0.0,0.2339815444331093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40654409510180656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109754982585574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brewingwall517,2019/02/10,"Guy going through a tough time, looking for some chat buddies I am a 30 year old guy in Cleveland Ohio and work at a craft brewery. I recently got dumped by my ex after 4 year and am in the process of working through that. The biggest thing I am finding to be hard is not having that person you can always talk to whenever you need any more. I figured this would be a good place to find some other people that are just looking to chat. Not looking to start a relationship too soon for that for me, I am just looking for some like minded folks to chat with. I would prefer it to be a female, just it seems my energy vibes better with females, but will chat with anyone. Ideally I am looking to try to meet people of the same sort of age group so the 25-35 range, but honestly I am down to chat with anyone. So let me know if you are also!",4.1846190225959,4.477824739884396,5.140168155543878,86.22210719915924,70.38728323699422,7.678192327903311,27.866001050972148,7.348242739294969,1.3727502890173406,652,21,139,6,11,214,102,173,0.026,0.884,0.091,0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,4,8,7,1,0,10,0,18,0,0,0,0,30,29,8,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,9,6,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,7,15,5,29,21,5,16,0,0,5,0,16,6,0,6,10,101,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190400939763727,0.1164350910703528,0.0,0.0,0.09515893225254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568818461608398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375896866603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579163057362114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952689271209301,0.11736878359027965,0.11191684303556107,0.0,0.0,0.2771104486321864,0.0,0.0,0.12535207893117475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690326973446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430905127358527,0.0,0.0683639754921368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875404939575773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129198485907818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375821248543607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683567166755992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402322155019197,0.12218370490298412,0.14619973125765384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816651118928105,0.15023519002765032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738933770094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904497887006176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247248285666113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296496815028657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159579500777342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500501579750642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374512546540605,0.0,0.0,0.19880813681856133,0.0,0.0,0.18022394820950904 lonely,CarmenKorzep,2019/02/10,"Someone talk to me I just feel alone right now, and I’d like someone to talk to.",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,87.88888888888891,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,62,2,16,0,2,20,13,18,0.108,0.757,0.135,0.128,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719834214812312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160305344349875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754683673920344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067223089484031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086334421048771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773614773370473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GlitterSushi,2019/02/10,"I wish someone was genuinely interested in me. It seems like people only care about me or my interests when it intersects with what they like. Nobody takes the time to learn about my other interests/hobbies. I feel like an NPC that only gets spoken to out of obligation to move on to something else. :( This sucks. 😭 People just stop talking to me for weeks or months, friends don't keep in touch. Idk what I'm doing wrong. ",3.777195767195767,5.887582098765434,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,73.69135802469134,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.7111008818342155,334,11,63,6,7,106,62,81,0.126,0.654,0.22,0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,1,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,7,14,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,8,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875369599604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874270413085281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344500368999982,0.16028543762853015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334280077135195,0.0,0.11722074776263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942472254799895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328838241573854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790849262597403,0.2384630545860805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412773347136661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110910121876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425224202891326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901025940263916,0.17272610052086768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875780591886609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869354370276307,0.18033500451946805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082824961061082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799709880139241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580071268098983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453064319746844,0.0,0.0 lonely,uppmerksamheide,2019/02/10,"cutt for yurir slitting my wrtists for yuri the pain feels so real unkllike anythung else, i wish yuri was reall but she isn't she will never lvoe mme nobody will ever love me i want to end it right here adn noiw, all i have is /ddlc/ and alcohgol. god i wish i was richer so i had more money for alcohol, it makes all the torbueles disappear and makejs my liver die foaster so i can end mthis miserable existencem,. if ther eis anyone outy there who listens, or even cares about me at all, noobdy carea bout me anymore öpelase reply, it'äs so cold and lonely nobody carss aobut m anymore, i wihs i had someone to hugs o bad, but iltl never hpappen becuase iä'm a uselesls freka cutteer",0.8465209665955946,3.3889438582089575,2.3970788912579977,89.24191542288557,95.49253731343285,4.940440653873491,21.306325515280736,6.655083550727371,0.842641506751955,543,20,100,8,21,176,99,134,0.14300000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.179,0.6863,1,2,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,10,5,1,1,6,19,18,11,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,3,16,3,7,12,4,8,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,5,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614160139671406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825916809445384,0.13487373100875136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105575941057207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666502422313534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019019496174306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611355106570618,0.0,0.341687988297352,0.0,0.0,0.12740255298902212,0.17448077014340033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753138327029988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409147630004052,0.0,0.12875610559418935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975385497648429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524940905596928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955195747737027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647276876922411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634357473276772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137719903837226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436297968684053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hollywoodhollychloe,2019/02/10,I cant stand being lonely anymore I'm married and have a beautiful 4 month old boy. I think if it wasnt for my boy id not be here anymore. I can't deal with waking up and feeling the way i do every day. My husband doesnt love me like he used to. I'm never his first choice and takes me for granted. I've tried telling him this over and over again and he never listens to me. He makes me feel even more alone. Ive not been this low in a real long time. I've tried to get help from doctors to get back on medications that helped me before but i can't get help. I just had to post this cause i dont have anyone to speak to about this and i needed to speak. ,0.4290644490644482,1.7825045675675677,2.4837837837837853,97.5323180873181,81.02702702702703,5.094386694386695,18.81704781704782,5.369823440869387,-0.574127442827443,508,11,128,2,13,171,91,148,0.053,0.857,0.091,0.6227,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,14,4,1,3,2,22,28,8,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,5,18,2,18,23,1,19,0,2,0,1,17,6,0,1,11,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111289644130867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769773763762544,0.11552215774582016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704012402643908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058578210881473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972129838545938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654999631804912,0.17032939319130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910453614058374,0.0,0.0,0.19363072994171435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091229382737477,0.0,0.13920074907327715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670753193976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053178037389474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589540292932085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222036212124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071569549718123,0.0,0.0,0.14621006118635274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911297282960942,0.0,0.11028228425166277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664367141521198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187302340749718,0.0,0.0,0.12250481666721627,0.2548479605651784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336533279586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582302843382067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880508211303109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422110616469695,0.0,0.1444051775278124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586309019420402,0.0,0.0,0.09633818537155414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243402572952604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269269948290406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113996359949734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mcx12,2019/02/10,Hate by everyone So my ex gf which in her owen word say I am her best friend is now dating the person which cause us to break up with me as he just like her and they talk and I just become so nervous due to anxiety for the social type and now all our common friend are takeing his side and say like just fuck off and he said to kill myself and it hateing me so much. ,2.0749166666666667,3.0006173250000043,3.327500000000001,94.95416666666668,75.75,6.333333333333334,19.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.1716666666666664,286,5,69,2,6,93,58,80,0.16399999999999998,0.68,0.156,-0.188,1,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,2,0,1,1,8,10,4,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,8,10,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,13,5,10,7,3,10,0,0,0,1,19,4,1,0,7,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081408162628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216621451291344,0.0,0.0,0.2206079229500952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159489557986963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008696684110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32482354271491143,0.1943406000961073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150880529066148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257201478254605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540109373421048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545323875482953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835518373741852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999628300693752,0.3343431892355669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428796203281186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805569730854435,0.16896304543039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528630481011667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pixtum,2019/02/10,"I just want somebody to hold... After a rollercoaster the past few years of not understanding what was happening I finally can focus energy out ward to others; and this sucks. I don’t know if it’s hormones because I’m young or what but I can never attract anybody. While not drop dead handsome I’m not terrible looking. I would say even though I’m shy I have a decent personality. Yet every time I try to find a way to be less lonely like try to talk to someone or pick up a new hobby it never works. I’ve basically given up on seeing if I have some sort of hidden talent and whenever I try to look for a girl or a friend of some sort no one ever seems to be there. I’m terrible at picking up signs and I’m afraid to make the first move because scaring someone away. I struggle to bond with my family because we have nothing in common and no matter what I do I always end up in the same spot. Alone, only wanting to be able to hold someone who cares about me close someone who loves me.",2.8845588235294137,4.273939857843138,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,74.44117647058823,7.256862745098039,25.985294117647058,7.8658589789855275,1.5001823529411764,777,27,157,11,16,266,127,204,0.128,0.706,0.16699999999999998,0.8619,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,14,1,3,9,0,12,1,0,3,3,40,31,12,1,5,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,7,0,2,2,4,16,7,29,25,5,29,0,1,3,1,9,11,1,10,16,106,25,1,0.13504275134113142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398635636265129,0.0,0.0,0.1123663871650785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687711022053158,0.0,0.0,0.2469624233881565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768508511986646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960779487607155,0.0,0.0,0.08919446364229648,0.12215389993147467,0.11377934235100988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273062874673282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479327332566722,0.12342662822007598,0.11486729530414487,0.0,0.0,0.1043336946981296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941785902542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421596446403424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597506703242799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268037994810616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188135550639775,0.0,0.09014208514435484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435290731617125,0.0,0.0,0.2083065899116532,0.13042513074991144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957716203496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150846324262514,0.1027060976543644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891358656092927,0.0,0.11791412162933618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739141608562122,0.13520135249091927,0.0,0.10761158877492567,0.12293784896992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576851399241949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117600462657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854224819949672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267881754316285,0.0,0.07874451429205265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750554911648594,0.0,0.0,0.14058426668453586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930342715607995,0.10719065029191438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831273132774963,0.0,0.0,0.09593049598692033,0.0,0.0,0.0869631043131686 lonely,DIGGYRULES,2019/02/10,"Reading an article about why not to kill myself: The number one reason was that the people who love me will be destroyed. Really? I am here alone as usual. My best friend knows I'm alone and, while I understand he has family obligations, he could text me...but he doesn't. Why? Because I'm not worth it. I'm not worth texting. I texted my other good friend twice. No response. I know my students would be crushed. I know my children would be crushed. So, I'm not going to kill myself. I'm not. But the idea that there are people who care about me? Fuck that. Students and children are important...but they aren't adults who I can talk to and share with. Even a friendly text. That article was well-written...but it's number one reason to not kill myself was a slap in my face. Sorry. It's a bad bad day.",0.0,2.355324092592596,1.6104012345679024,95.53930555555556,95.11111111111113,4.428395061728395,17.86111111111111,6.21433560688645,-0.11343703703703722,621,18,131,7,24,200,87,162,0.16399999999999998,0.61,0.226,0.9273,0,2,0,0,0,3,34.0,0,0,1,1,6,15,5,0,7,0,17,3,1,2,0,21,30,7,3,3,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,7,1,2,1,9,7,0,3,3,0,17,8,9,20,1,5,0,0,0,2,16,1,1,0,3,81,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800076132149903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257362351305144,0.08240335192107545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186113954372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782314371263596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792876155799497,0.0,0.0,0.08717873046850158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928390006979743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274339391071783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133149342777096,0.12497003108760454,0.0,0.0,0.07682486375548325,0.1133810274860508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259968918558448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486638186221765,0.0,0.2228711452775052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220035674977068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832004398941396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874310318517806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352147415620873,0.0,0.08659859100741657,0.2779713256300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132088340471908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865108489759964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407252323236761,0.0,0.0,0.14887964588928493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154140047287733,0.0,0.2439545283442241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920533734401136,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZackRuce,2019/02/10,Lonely ? Yes tf yes yes yes Fed up ? Absolutely Yes I've 1000+ friends I party I have fun I've a good life but still im lonely inside I've a really good life I light up everyone's day everyone looks up to me as a very happy and friendly guy but deep down idk why IM sad it's like IM alone I've helped many individuals to give life a second chance I help suicidal people I talk to them I show them a way only because what I'm going through I don't want anyone else to feel the same I just wanted to say it to someone and damn here I am let's ho boys I am lonely even with 1000 people around Popular in my school still lonely Crush of many girls yes still lonely so if you're lonely too it's not your fault just eh idk what to say I'm done ranting ,-1.3389171656686614,0.6850494071856303,1.538121257485031,96.42857909181637,96.8443113772455,4.45998003992016,14.143962075848306,6.21433560688645,-0.7098301397205597,589,12,140,7,24,204,102,167,0.207,0.535,0.258,0.8481,0,13,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,10,17,1,0,6,6,6,5,0,0,0,14,15,7,1,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,3,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,0,1,2,5,15,8,17,12,1,13,0,7,1,1,14,7,1,1,5,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369640195400698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026144234474424,0.1322660740082335,0.0,0.11491582994528225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869094368043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325118347127028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210200528816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783659276037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526151167602597,0.0,0.0,0.24669853608753484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527085194435762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994663831240114,0.0,0.0,0.12383312492170327,0.07336377569726049,0.216546046740444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781757279526873,0.0,0.13741674582693889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730501440675181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183120906467743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200138874736642,0.2735363532483024,0.06306595407839291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840154202380103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617502644325159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817736198824004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898695171455722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269718025908586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531217079144287,0.0,0.13064410877356067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093759783625333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092699120027011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120149428200088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375617257274454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651125052551838,0.1522790816812334,0.10246417219432667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648198527718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sidesoup_spitoon,2019/02/10,"Turning 16 tomorrow! My only friend moved to Washington yesterday, live in a neighborhood devoid of life and the kicker, Full time Florida Virtual School student. Just check out the post I made in r/Flvs https://www.reddit.com/r/FLVS/comments/ap5e6m/turning_16_tomorrow_what_do_us_loners_do_on_our/ We all agree that this is the lifestyle we all chose. It's one of the saddest things I've had the displeasure of being involved with.",10.765052083333336,14.958913734375004,7.191875000000002,62.498958333333384,60.09375,9.266666666666666,30.979166666666664,9.725611199111238,3.560341666666667,365,13,47,8,6,101,54,64,0.061,0.8490000000000001,0.091,0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,9,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,8,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597924684559345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750930962179614,0.0,0.0,0.2969223994474645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181759053087781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35738955013295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785744930431304,0.25573972734602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322042674567683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403115349658461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233951934291249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607502451135486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657526685005079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TurboFrogz,2019/02/10,"Living with myself after regrets I have made so many horrible decisions in my life that I am now alone with no friends and nobody to talk with. I let the love of my life slip away a few months ago and haven’t been happy since. I’m 21 and I have nobody else except my mom who is the only reason I’m still here. I feel like the best of what I’ll ever have is now over, the last few years with her were a dream and now I’m back to this empty reality. I had no idea how bad depression truly was and how being lonely is one of the worst feelings you can have. I really don’t know why nobody likes me, but it’s becoming apparent that I’m not. Idk what I did in my past life to deserve this shit to the point where I’m talking about being lonely on reddit, but this is where I’m at and have no idea how to change anything ",5.340799001248441,3.7781814943820216,6.44243445692884,84.09988139825221,68.32584269662921,9.48414481897628,26.519350811485644,8.167268648758528,1.3483051186017474,638,12,148,7,9,216,106,178,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.9189,1,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,14,13,1,0,8,0,21,5,1,5,1,27,32,12,0,1,4,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,2,16,6,21,23,4,21,0,4,0,1,8,9,1,0,14,105,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637936340606874,0.0,0.0,0.15934292704652933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266060177984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445477978219643,0.11830169224953893,0.1284589087888204,0.0,0.1699160115567698,0.0,0.0,0.16145681861655367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275364153205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325113831273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852251879653526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391667669587414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558307400392812,0.10991097136572207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886466976612545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377693180408834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473574287789385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455232159577761,0.12540885530112306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732276523378627,0.3260078995634603,0.15032736218720585,0.0,0.13585298744899868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885626417076766,0.1455772530160198,0.0,0.15598046275107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018808128759872,0.12280216152751235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042532165242612,0.11701039070815455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686790244768727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145438641161987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985606984809532,0.15818414418212054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579255334389709,0.1272668895202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286536836617287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473187310242411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882632749266666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907480709783792 lonely,redpearpie,2019/02/10,"I am so lonely, I worry I’m going to die soon. I am almost 40. Will be 39 soon. I have had short relationships here and there but I haven’t really dated anyone since 2006. I am not married. I don’t have any children. I used to try to fill my life with activities. NoI try to fill my work. I used to be ambitious. The weight of being overly ambitious and not achieving anything is life draining. I’ve had bouts of depression. I’ve had my heart broken by various people. I am very sensitive and emotional. All didn’t help me see myself for who I was so I can help myself. I did go to therapy. But I couldn’t see. Now I see, but it’s too late. They say loneliness kills. I know that now because I can see it happening. Nothing else I do feels the void. The only thing that will, the only thing I need is companionship. But I just can’t help myself. No one wants me. Especially not like this and with the weight gain, I’m invisible to guys. And it’s not like I can get a prescription for companionship. No one wants me. I’ve tried everything I can think of to pacify the feeling, the longing but I can only outsmart my brain for so long. It’s on to me. It says if I don’t find someone, I’m not going to stop longing. I don’t think I’m being self pitiful. I think Reddit’s anonymity grants me some freedom to be honest. Maybe this might help. I don’t know. I want someone to love me. I want to love someone I want my own family. I wish I could leave without hurting anyone. I don’t think life is fair. I’m thankful for what I’ve had. I just wish I knew how to live better. I’m tired of the longings. It’s killing me. 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As it turns out Life has a way of maintaining it's balance so guess what fuck it ",3.4823809523809537,5.927404460317465,4.4256349206349235,82.03464285714288,75.82539682539681,8.644444444444442,27.96031746031746,9.2995712137729,2.6999650793650787,263,11,50,7,6,85,51,63,0.124,0.774,0.102,-0.3497,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,9,6,0,10,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187570881572187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952809133735677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288398907026365,0.25473524388642754,0.0,0.0,0.1565975477078655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035418944890844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38924861505127534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891362319715109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102695740380515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875051848767774,0.16067145296056573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997118721195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187133628421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rainardo,2019/02/10,"Say something meaningless Maybe loneliness makes someone grow up, but it is really painful.As a student,i have no friends to talk to in the school.it is too terrible when you ask a question in your dormitory but nobody answers.And teachers don't know your name and never ask you to answer questions in the class.When i am at home,just silence.Parents haven't divorsed just because of you,but they never talk.i had tried to say something inside my heart to them,but what gain is misunderstanding.Well,I'd better shut up. 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Middle of the night filled with anxiety and a longing to have someone to pass time with. 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No one to talk to, play games with, hang out.. anything. I’m reaching a point where killing myself does seem like a way out. I don’t know why nobody wants me. People always ghost me or get what they want from me and then throw me away. I wish I was wanted by someone",1.1136904761904738,3.045437750000005,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,81.22222222222223,4.669841269841268,20.007936507936503,5.288315135182226,-0.4413396825396827,266,7,62,1,7,84,59,72,0.141,0.6459999999999999,0.214,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,13,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,10,4,9,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947802023868198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263470982051792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993364591053075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048522323787762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461310199915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361712050761424,0.0,0.12230146529401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589840000930731,0.0,0.12864879741483956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436370994273702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562557454320651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586242775993138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622873397267085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212890897613435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131051794713675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834224102290135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815129332901545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142139998252775,0.185808381710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112282636878197,0.0,0.26918997078099194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sullykin,2019/02/10,Wanna talk? About anything. Hello. If anyone wants to chat on discord my un is Sullykin#0431. Im just gonna be playing Rocket Legaue all night so hmu. I’m 17 btw. ,-1.4703030303030324,-1.2415446969696955,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,132.33333333333331,2.678787878787879,15.787878787878787,5.033348758259628,-0.5807212121212117,127,4,25,1,9,42,32,33,0.083,0.862,0.055,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408835762353474,0.0,0.401185369070625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266025659754311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575021549702257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918481052851077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875504567668589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Qrowjones,2019/02/10,I'm just a bit lost. I've been in a new city for just over a year and I'm so disconnected from home. A fresh start now feels a bit like a total loss. I have some people here but it's not at all the same. Work here is what I wanted but now I'm not sure what to do. Someone to talk to would be nice. Really just writing this out is helpful in it's way. ,-1.9363414634146352,-0.19193487804878012,0.9909268292682932,102.56321951219513,92.90243902439023,4.255609756097561,13.078048780487805,5.6839178017228535,-1.3503014634146346,268,4,74,2,10,93,56,82,0.07400000000000001,0.787,0.139,0.7233,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,3,18,14,4,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,3,10,10,6,11,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,48,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5654089647212805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093204368389175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735675906441934,0.0,0.25974626356660463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265090619837124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826726644055894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25009388686432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795221502602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588891512321233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194060587586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328494328843312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440557132145801,0.0,0.0,0.208132839009808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273441958308728,0.20554111169283013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885174503152396,0.0,0.0,0.1839494464927556,0.0,0.0,0.1667542186572268 lonely,rpbc85,2019/02/10,"Alone Don't know what to write here. Just alone right now and need to stay awake for about another 6 hours. Any one that wants or needs someone to talk to, I'm here. PM me. 33M",-1.7553846153846169,0.15140256410256825,-0.34730769230769104,109.12980769230772,100.28205128205127,3.6256410256410256,11.628205128205128,5.46131890053228,-1.7292256410256406,136,2,37,1,6,42,34,39,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.4588,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667060785468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604815876894285,0.28687923352785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694275305530054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035595081539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057217527166143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538925011435306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23364132225953066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180890016166744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916067398989573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198984147081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136836886227712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawayxzdgg587,2019/02/10,Nobody will ever love me I give up. Literally everything love-related makes me feel like shit. ,3.876470588235293,7.004732235294122,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,79.58823529411767,10.458823529411768,26.14705882352941,10.125756701596842,3.9414941176470575,76,3,12,3,2,26,15,17,0.161,0.5379999999999999,0.3,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138167953666061,0.0,0.0,0.3117970701299969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541753237564692,0.24784587271361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328055411111916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949179782084775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262332421873098,0.0,0.2315775452403412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561172390034221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anon899817,2019/02/10,"I want to kill myself but I feel Ill just fuck that up just like everything else I have lived a miserable life, and everything turns horrible wrong even when it seems it might be good... I’m done. I have wanted to kill myself for years but I’m afraid of messing up and being a vegetable although, if I’m unaware, even that seems a bit of a relief.. I have been considering methods but everything has a fucking chance I might mess up and I just want my last few moments to be a small reprieve and a moment of mental peace before I’m dead.. Life is a big utterly meaningless blip and I always get the short end of the stick and I’m just too scared that I’ll get the short end with this as well.",2.9877622377622366,4.291355888111887,4.085594405594403,88.92531468531472,74.03496503496505,7.437762237762238,24.188811188811197,8.00094639256281,1.1339846153846156,544,16,118,8,11,177,82,143,0.273,0.629,0.098,-0.9871,0,0,1,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,14,4,3,11,0,12,6,0,0,0,23,28,13,3,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,11,4,13,21,2,14,0,1,0,2,0,7,2,5,8,74,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122027440964288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239658588096449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904856101555356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908471703572904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169980223016096,0.0,0.2580645348169683,0.0,0.0,0.1924450475150691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392792587710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366191354611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693639452556711,0.15222714631129966,0.0,0.0,0.12219233929523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223542349200644,0.0,0.0,0.11875142995150352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058010133106359,0.07117355938583554,0.0,0.1286411273272166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681462045441,0.3090941691314817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585451631035035,0.0,0.0,0.2652494249116088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584617249705607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778356377010075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098688884987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928194805125567,0.0,0.0938153449115508 lonely,4l3xw4t3r,2019/02/10,"Valentine’s Day Mail You know those care packages that people post from their SO that have candy and other things in them. Well I want to put something together for anyone who’s single this Valentine’s Day. Just Venmo me $8 and I’ll send you something cute in the mail. Send me a PM if your interested, thanks :)",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,82.70967741935483,4.833179723502305,20.147465437788018,6.18269132825596,0.11010783410138236,249,7,49,2,7,78,49,62,0.0,0.7290000000000001,0.271,0.9451,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357371831125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114207649700385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939725390131041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786416921090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117565807383832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253115449863626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705583088666943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702918055184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812120234293255,0.0,0.0,0.20292358436966587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801589297203296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746310589875409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Davidcrimson45,2019/02/10,"Had a conversation with my Dad about my friends. I just had a conversation with my Dad about my friends regarding...well a lot. It was mostly the fact that I feel like the only way to keep my friends is to constantly joke with them. We are a bunch of “Memers” or whatever, we’re internet nerds and we constantly make jokes and have been for a while, and it’s gotten to a point where the line between something serious and a joke has become incredibly blurred. I nearly lost a friend because of it. I don’t want to be this way anymore, I just want to talk about serious things for once, I don’t want to make jokes anymore. I’m afraid of losing them as friends if I stop because I don’t really have anyone to fall back to. I’ve been slowly losing friends because they have been breaking apart and joining other groups or other reasons. The one thing that has been affecting me the most though was close friends. I think that’s why I feel like I can only joke around my friends because I don’t really have any close friends to talk about my feelings with, I can’t really trust them because I feel like they’ll make fun of me for it. So I put on this facade, this filter I call it to become this big memer. I don’t want to be this memer anymore. I just want a close friend. Goddamn it, I just want college to start so I can start fresh, begin again. 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I love this girl to death, but years ago I blew it big time with her. I haven't went back to ask her if she'll be my friend, because Facebook friends are kinda crap friends TBH. She also is a big shot in a lot of way that I just can't compete with. She's a PHD and works in D.C. and all that. Anyways I have a G.E.D. and some college. So that is another reason why I won't send her a message. When I stop to think about it I actually don't really know why I love her other than I admire her. We went to Catholic schools together years ago. It's so strange because it is like part of me is holding on to the nothing tangible we really ever had, however I don't let that dream stop me from trying to find a life with another. I look at her Facebook about one every two months or so, just to see how she is and stuff. I'm glad she never blocked me but I didn't really ever do anything too inappropriate. I just think it is an innocent crush. I don't think I am a creep or anything for holding a spark for her, and would never do anything to hurt her. I don't even want to ever visit D.C. because I don't want the off chance of seeing her however minute the chance is. Anyways it has been 7 years since I was with a girlfriend I actually liked, and one year since I had a girlfriend. I very well may go to the grave with these feelings, but I guess that is life. I came across bad times about 6 years ago, that forced me to take medication and the medication made me gain over 120 lbs. So you know that's my big secret. 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I read your posts and in a lot of ways I understand everyone of them. I moved here to Florida away from a bad relationship. And despite getting away from something completely and utterly unhealthy I’ve found myself to be more alone then ever. This is the loneliest I’ve ever felt in my entire life but reading everybodies post and realizing I’m not the only one feeling this way. Gives me a little bit of comfort. To know I’m not the only one going through this. If I could hug each and everyone of you and tell you it’s okay i would. Thank you all so much and you all will get through this. You’re never alone because I’m your friend. And I always will be. ,1.4135647058823508,3.8557878466666686,3.1911764705882355,87.89911764705882,83.86666666666667,5.929411764705884,22.15686274509804,7.285733465282438,0.9400274509803924,587,20,117,9,17,195,88,150,0.075,0.7659999999999999,0.159,0.9192,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,1,0,6,9,0,0,6,1,7,3,0,0,6,32,25,12,0,5,6,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,2,20,8,18,17,8,15,0,0,0,2,14,5,0,2,4,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129594421862663,0.0,0.0,0.10897958093571347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461058800770103,0.0,0.1093565356151042,0.07983959760780934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298800767707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732213526551074,0.0,0.0,0.1045708541243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694418161968656,0.0,0.2502996015863043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622361241363223,0.0,0.1257541033985172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360454514750426,0.10118899977599799,0.0,0.13685541212341368,0.1256407205436008,0.07443466880312444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197904026359822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250972370738243,0.0,0.13126881530674805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134810415168664,0.11820776107583116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392030004691293,0.09627982995513984,0.0,0.10101403741569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750066061306494,0.19922091942800568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090799814651929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508708302313117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620158113786615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406154098433944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082900050732098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144757052280502,0.3617455407936944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363469526427627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450190373734812,0.20791968921947995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303907970495633,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,letsbebetter6,2019/02/11,"26 [M4F] I'm lonely and want to feel something with someone, lets voice chat and watch porn together I'm tired and lonely, fuck it. 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I'm a young adult, 22 and I'm just so lonely. I work and I pretty much come home..and chill...pass out and do it all over again and it's just so hard. I don't have the confidence to go out and experience life and I'm sad. I'm a really good person and I'm funny and I'm smart but I hate myself because I'm really unattractive. My teeth are all screwed up because I went through a bout of depression and stopped taking care of myself and I can't afford to get them fixed...one is broken and I can't even smile anymore and w hen I talk to people I have to cover my mouth it's so hard.",-1.001537140403606,0.9999636423357678,1.7646200085873789,96.76478316874196,91.4087591240876,4.975354229282955,16.088020609703733,6.522977012572876,-0.40749171318162336,477,11,116,6,17,165,79,137,0.265,0.648,0.087,-0.9784,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,1,2,23,23,17,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,16,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,2,15,3,12,22,3,10,0,3,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049196837001746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258767573917766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639993821123288,0.0,0.0,0.18283197674982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188173131897311,0.18280800997763988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018712632652466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761827016260628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089028512722572,0.0,0.1206248480620657,0.17802269402202006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802632030419506,0.20954994781175204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290102313776701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991631649469073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602594928578192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714532922047366,0.1853258732607515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593147941561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719416962692117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774479762675039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958331197649242,0.1705960800563885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967550737633648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545183268484092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WestStressMongoose,2019/02/11,"Valentines day blues I feel bad for posting here, so many people have problems and im just sitting here feeling lonely. Its my fault to that im lonely. I have great friends, okay family. But valentines day is in 3 days and its got me way down. My last ""relationship"" was me going on a couple dates with a guy, and him going back to his ex. My best friend said shes going to get me something for valentines day and its amazing and shes so sweet. It just makes me a bit sader tho for some reason, and makes me aware more of how no one is romantically interested in me. Relationships suck, im usually better off not in them, and they hurt, but i still miss them. I dont know how to feel better, but i think I'll still feel this after valentines day comes and goes. 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I just subscribed to this subreddit as I see many likeminded people. Figured I should tell you a bit about me. I have gone to a tint private school my whole life. I have about 15 people in my graduating class, and we have the largest class. I have not been exposed to many people my age in my entire life. The people in my school I've been forced to get along with as we've known each other for 12-13 years. However, this length of time has also somehow made it awkward to talk about any kind of emotion. basically, all that's normal is to act like a fucking idiot and not have any genuine discussion. because of all this, I'm extremely introverted and legitimately scared around other people my age because I just don't know how to act around them. pathetically, pretty much all of my real friends are online. but this is also rather sad as they come and go all too quickly. I guess i'm not interesting or ""cultured"" enough.",3.8076427255985266,5.721410574585633,4.762408839779006,82.41053775322284,73.08839779005524,7.257605893186003,26.43130755064457,8.021203637495839,1.634259373848987,738,26,141,11,15,240,111,181,0.094,0.866,0.04,-0.8581,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,2,0,14,9,2,2,5,0,13,3,0,2,4,33,24,12,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,1,20,4,25,19,9,15,0,1,1,1,10,5,1,3,6,97,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571135715786425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919363913771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512580370565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720540333972355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540693101255651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215646093424142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587439112102471,0.0,0.1458173526058213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903095749814684,0.1304655538951507,0.07373072495849821,0.0,0.08020321604747334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554624353925601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469574535882279,0.07755728090119247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935810762105036,0.06894536564014732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353360016493326,0.0,0.2861522980413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374133622237522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827016810503834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891831500493969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435724013190887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062839503392498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128832454156018,0.28564717619043584,0.11245642738881474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134289865266776,0.12334735770607465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228971298131288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755832405777342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087831651806703 lonely,mrwicked91,2019/02/11,Who else relates I have this intense need to help when someone is hurting but also can feel such deep hatred for someone that I lose faith in humanity as a whole thus leading to an internal emotional conflict that stops you from reaching out to others because your never sure of yourself. (Excuse the run-on semtence),13.9401724137931,9.2327675,12.199310344827593,59.25172413793105,55.03448275862069,13.66896551724138,53.13793103448275,10.125756701596842,5.9065586206896565,257,14,39,3,2,81,53,58,0.256,0.594,0.15,-0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,2,10,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,5,1,7,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242326750480385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169547606188147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323448583391766,0.31286276306584515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406326596611598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642702898767452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977476750088812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116025395592883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062324734895128,0.21451370934209016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713232409859549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325320684008687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26213754165276376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105261312571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aguywithlo-fi,2019/02/11,Bored and Lonely hey so im just a dude with a boring life without any romantic possibilities trying to have deep/philosophical convos so uhm hmu lol,1.8921428571428576,4.535103928571432,4.2940000000000005,74.25100000000002,99.0,6.525714285714287,19.88571428571429,7.554174236665415,1.6516771428571428,122,4,20,3,5,42,26,28,0.293,0.609,0.098,-0.6242,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107410522711309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935834326294158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275665753882193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151414437968135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023843880050384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44048261878889305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InitialTACOS,2019/02/11,"Blocking the love out I talked to my mom on the phone earlier today. It was really nice, as it usually is. My family loves the shit out of me and vice versa. My friends all but stopped inviting me out because there was always an excuse loaded to shoot down any plans. I forget to call them and family. It seems like I'm always distancing myself from others. My parents didn't know I had been depressed since 12 and I question how much everyone loves me. There are a lot of them too. If I could give my life to someone on this sub I would. You can have the love you deserve. I have an inherent inability to properly reciprocate my appreciation, other than physically saying it. How do I go beyond? I cant even remember a birthday. Thanks for letting me rant",2.502454954954956,4.918532804054056,4.443135135135132,80.78114414414415,79.06756756756756,7.730450450450451,25.40720720720721,8.648137234880735,2.146125585585586,597,23,112,14,15,203,103,148,0.119,0.6609999999999999,0.22,0.9562,2,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,7,10,1,0,8,0,15,6,1,2,1,21,25,8,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,24,8,18,17,3,11,0,1,0,4,18,7,1,4,4,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252163824585744,0.0,0.0,0.10318920715929183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250001611176624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494471246184272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115298650229005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306944576731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002236195790639,0.0,0.0,0.14499520208777444,0.0,0.0,0.2860961634640745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723486077161535,0.0,0.0,0.1455639685418484,0.08623801058448134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339298523018936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516563933318253,0.10717928433786242,0.07413307676224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900492658593002,0.5478093643588547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777174383609506,0.0,0.0,0.11154722830438513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849062520781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998485139551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972092867182695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189317898450135,0.0,0.0,0.12067067833925872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813947305567795,0.0,0.0,0.15576014270202554,0.12552187376698734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285698110555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686242263847652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196381420521325,0.0,0.13970289327753888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438328978668831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712147409565198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779258199681324,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dunham-doodles,2019/02/11,"I wish I could escape My mental health hasn't been the best as of late, although I have been taking steps to make it better. I've been taking my meds and going to therapy every Tuesday but I always feel like I can't talk to people about my issues outside of that. Mainly, my issue with companionship and feeling alone. My roommates now treat me as if I'm a child or they just seem to ignore me. No one takes me seriously. I mean, I'm 21 and my parents still have to remind me about basic things like getting homework done or taking out the trash or having enough money to pay the bills. I'm not late on any assignment or paying any of my bills. The worst part, I believe, is the relationships I'm surrounded by and my lack-there-of. Every time I hear that one of my friends has a new partner or they're getting married or they talk about how great their lives are with this ""special person"", I want to immediately leave the room and lock myself away. I've had a bad relationship with love and, to hear that people are finding it just fine, makes me feel like I'm not worth anything. It's been so long since I've been held or even felt like someone liked me in a romantic way... And, of course, I can't tell people how lonely I feel because they'll say the same stuff like, ""Oh you'll find someone! You'll find that special person soon!"" I can't stand it anymore. I wish I could fast forward to the next 5 years of my life where I'll be out of school and having everything figured out...",5.63780430984275,5.204747841584162,6.08196854979616,83.2035235876529,67.28382838283828,8.449543777907204,28.714618520675607,7.5105763829236425,1.5230149097262675,1168,33,244,10,17,378,163,303,0.095,0.706,0.199,0.9886,4,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,4,2,13,20,0,0,12,0,25,3,0,4,0,50,53,23,0,6,13,1,5,6,2,3,2,3,2,4,11,14,0,2,11,0,6,3,7,5,0,2,9,8,37,15,31,38,6,26,0,1,0,1,22,10,0,9,19,152,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540818101598196,0.0,0.0,0.07665093272888328,0.0,0.0,0.12528904899013635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135794472914603,0.0,0.0,0.07580662717649797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654944851133836,0.0,0.07691606430237373,0.05615528682338513,0.0,0.0,0.10378730592998266,0.0966738948653463,0.08147234905398429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710009776269428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427039059318636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095184229020674,0.0,0.060844163498737634,0.0,0.1552295652911098,0.0,0.08279120623893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863138623436378,0.13162060024968808,0.08844931534162233,0.0,0.2525870880608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711714171419724,0.0,0.09625743555064167,0.0,0.05235372298312137,0.0,0.0,0.10156224513621677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791888583317147,0.20765109306354967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229797330937295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078299671683507,0.09754141389322477,0.0,0.0,0.06506683681271512,0.27003006250206346,0.0,0.08134334330579443,0.08152299606949867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314158546453143,0.0,0.12298117041514267,0.0,0.0,0.10034531038157052,0.10232417010526047,0.0,0.09283494572894907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896973708499033,0.09797029844478912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484532496055616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228797554114784,0.09975660965280332,0.0,0.19159251003504096,0.16087065950634266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780406986348106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325724727578246,0.0,0.09323000915781897,0.0,0.08386227437733533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620233077015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561053699261493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735668756872535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545496583943313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770500652949214,0.14808457893655666,0.08051663903628778,0.0,0.10534685409852956,0.0,0.0612002056624389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371571178933969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054334559410913086,0.07312029452918327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186611461309465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059322037726555636 lonely,Ricocco99,2019/02/11,"help Does anyone feel completely outcasted by everyone around them, as if you are on an entirely different frequency? Does anyone feel as though the world is looming over them, judging your every move as if the world has nothing better to do? Why is everyone so fascinated in other people, why must they always analyze for mistakes and aneurysms. Everyone makes them, yet it is such heresy and such ""cringe"". Still no one listens to what people have to say, and instead listen to the way we deliver ourselves. We have ambition and better things to think of than other peoples drama or commonalities. It is so boring. Barely anyone in my life doesn't get caught up in this societal norm, I have one friend that thinks somewhat similarly. Is there no one interested in other things in life. Is there anyone not caught up in themselves and their own insecurities and supposed justifications. Eleanor Roosevelt said that small minds discuss people, average minds discuss events, and great minds discuss ideas. I greatly look forward to meeting people in my life I can connect with, but nonetheless I feel so lonely now. I still search for purpose/a career and fear I will never find it or anyone. Every day I try to fight this ego everyone seems to be enveloped in so that one day I can reach this goal, this goal being improving the world altruistically as much as possible whether I suffer or not. I fear nothing except not reaching this. There has to be somebody like-minded to me, yet I feel we are too alone to find one-another. In this issue, I try to remain as optimistic as possible and as least fatalist. For example this post seems completely futile, but I do still have hopes it reaches someone sane, for not reaching at all is giving up; so of course if this reaches no one, my cries will continue. Many people at this fork end up hating the world, but to this end I would love the world in knowing I will some day find someone, purpose, or niche. I just decided why not look here for like-minded individuals, I've never liked the idea because there is a filter of who I will find, but again, why not?",8.62428020565553,8.056584763496147,8.31529434447301,70.0886227506427,61.262210796915156,11.17331619537275,36.93071979434447,10.467255456243755,3.873235372750642,1679,68,287,33,20,538,194,389,0.131,0.777,0.091,-0.9639,1,3,0,0,1,0,48.0,3,2,5,4,24,18,2,3,9,0,30,4,0,2,4,64,52,35,0,7,20,0,4,1,1,6,3,4,0,1,24,14,0,0,17,1,0,4,12,9,0,5,3,10,31,9,52,40,6,48,0,2,2,1,25,26,0,12,19,212,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143840638134928,0.0,0.0,0.05739361576213432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232742348443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411483594378551,0.0,0.0,0.06140332603793796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204717203316368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122007457192517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446401940509162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576697398124166,0.1334515766234641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206531229712433,0.0,0.0,0.12072284728212715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218464959967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623062770485995,0.263638362994511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552345103815216,0.13950549387744846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217151333598803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053290740546379986,0.0,0.03603714967032747,0.06616813147052604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209272126942436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809958892284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623320573914623,0.0,0.0,0.06850880097897344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573117437113682,0.0,0.07199309648972166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790744416839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615951422647,0.10109467099562544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584505339381145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062253596141927714,0.0,0.046042062304380606,0.06993090871431369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482308389474884,0.0,0.0,0.07331064639140335,0.05070534790685788,0.0,0.10639719478162114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236879883762198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804398207062503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286915932066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555203100635412,0.0660600082721784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561203789036664,0.054852539326681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255864470580093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688640047782732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652531357034842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916492719215157,0.08839416099385547,0.06776863852229645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936604475855642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547499937602283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896069837992635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899862107745491,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lemon__Butter,2019/02/11,"I am severely touch starved (venting i guess) I just got done basically disowning my own father. Im 16 and and I haven't lived with him for around 3 years now. I live with a friend of my family without any of my siblings and my mother has been missing since i was 12. I've never really had a whole lot of physical contact in my life, and an odd bought of germaphobic tendencies in freshman year furthered my isolation from people. I have just switched schools and even before then I've never really had close friends save for one person. Im constantly dissociated to a point where sometimes i have so much trouble comprehending the world around me that I actually can not see. The short thirty seconds of full mental clarity i have once every other day puts me in a very distressed state as I become possitive that my brain is functioning improperly. I am craving touch so badly that I actually feel as if i am actively dying. I know it sounds really dramatic, but I don't know how else to describe it. It feels like im a balloon no longer tethered to the ground that's slowly running out of helium. The helium being my consciousness and general awareness of the world around me. I don't know what to do because i want someone to touch my skin and not just my hand either. I occasionally get hugs from people if i request it which happens maybe three times a month, and its always between many layers of clothing. I'm very easily over stimulated and try to avoid skin on skin contact as much as possible because of it, but the negative effects its having on my mental and physical health is over whelming. I wish someone would just hold me, but i dont have anyone in my life with whom it would even be appropriate to request. I hate feeling this way and I wish it would stop. It's making me very sad and 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lonely,tokyo_lover,2019/02/11,feeling a little down and lonely tonight can't explain why sometimes I just want to text or chat with someone to take my mind off my present circumstances...but that's how in 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lonely,litybug,2019/02/11,I (41F) really hate Valentine’s Day It’s just a reminder that I’m 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lonely,kvshbvnny,2019/02/11,"Isolated. I just got out of a relationship of 1 year. It was getting really unhealthy and we were codependent. I had literally not hung out with any friends other than GF and barely seen much family other than GF, probably in about 6 months. Now we’ve broken up and she’s moved out. I have social anxiety, really bad. Even when she and I were together, I wasn’t working due to anxiety and OCD (and crohns), I was not leaving the house unless she was with me. I do not drive due to panic attacks. I don’t have money to get rides to places. I’m going to a local agency for therapy and I have an appointment with their psychiatrist in March, but I’m not very hopeful for improvement. I’m 19 this month, but I’ve been in therapy and on medication for years. I still struggle with anxiety. I graduated from high school last year and occasionally text 2 of my friends from school. I haven’t seen any of them in months. I’m working on going back to school, but right now my life is crap. My weekly therapy appointment is the only thing I look forward to. But even that, I dread in a way. Because I hate the Uber there, I hate to be in the waiting room with the strangers, and even my therapist makes me nervous. Sometimes I want to walk to get fast food or to the store, and I have too much anxiety to do that, because I think the passing cars are judging me for not having a car and license. Or once I get to my destination, I’m panicking. But I’m so lonely. This isolation is killing me. I love people, I love love and I love happiness and laughter. This lonely life is doing me in. I’m not happy. I think of suicide like every day. And these are all things my therapist knows. I don’t know what to do. I can’t even get myself to go to the support groups for depression in my area or to church. 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I’m so guarded because I was catfished before. I’ve only been half in. But I was just diagnosed with stage 2 stomach cancer and it made me realize “nothing ventured nothing gained” and all that. Well I came home from the hospital to a break up text. I can’t even blame him. I need to just focus on getting well. But I can’t help but feel the rejection. If this is what kills me, will I die alone?",1.1148694869486917,3.390112386138618,2.9453645364536456,90.29961296129616,83.55445544554456,6.0489648964896485,24.033303330333037,7.348242739294969,1.145843564356435,385,15,80,6,11,128,71,101,0.279,0.609,0.112,-0.9734,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,3,0,9,4,1,1,1,18,16,8,2,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,7,1,12,3,9,8,1,8,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258154597143921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329103204188757,0.0,0.18552922471918012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493705928805593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129795193277849,0.2262828560415469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440081196926241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024356095114343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156712666881527,0.11391275270280815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614229427689246,0.0,0.21870393399243698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122017087583364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065194515663794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630720749953047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166801023336824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41841528493506897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658232069592076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967692102674226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473785737437806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524591137299414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920740140881927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,problematicpasnetti,2019/02/11,"Struggling with making friends and just overall loneliness... I’m new to this sub so please take it easy on me. I make acquaintances, but never like real friends. I have three real friends that I hang out with but they’re always not available or they just don’t initiate. I’m always the one to reach out, even with my own SO. I just feel like if I stopped talking to everyone, they wouldn’t notice or care. Ive tried doing an experiment like that before, but honestly it’s just too painful. It’s no surprised that during the experiment, nobody talked to me or tried to make plans to hang out. It’s ALWAYS me. I’m always the one to get people together. I try to busy myself with activities that make me happy, but not having any sort of meaningful social interaction or touch really sucks. 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I seriously have no friends. All i have is my parents, but im not with them all the time. I live by myself, i go to work, and that's pretty much it. When i come away from work i just go back home and play video games to enjoy my time. I just don't know where to find friends or how to start looking for people and where. I'd appreciate if anyone would want to regularly chat with me, even if it's just through the internet, it would brighten my day knowing that someone actually talks to me aswell and that i don't have to constantly be lonely and all myself with my thoughts. Thanks guys! Im from Finland btw.",2.3752272727272725,3.9612078863636384,3.661212121212124,90.18681818181818,76.19696969696969,6.618181818181819,24.12121212121212,7.348242739294969,0.8332939393939389,499,16,111,6,11,163,78,132,0.044,0.7390000000000001,0.217,0.9792,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,3,30,19,11,0,6,8,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,4,5,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,1,18,5,18,15,4,13,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,3,7,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.16864285589211148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241673026348472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236571314516665,0.13288433942130734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886512473821015,0.0,0.1867520031224745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145160621159353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414291098457388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795010208872984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670334265225186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642989560691207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111436974365715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334788984786292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733404736234303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994959730741534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259912307502696,0.0,0.14512137210079998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703916905414855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918909985051852,0.0,0.0,0.11980840648582768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581534253220715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464258880316772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122319596531128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890243484154546,0.0,0.1591051588302104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719608684630186,0.20154004448991508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019309728591234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162327082534897,0.0,0.0,0.24552613731842934,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Random_Guy_Partying,2019/02/11,"I need some advice Hi, thanks for reading this on the first place, I have some trouble at university making friends. I have never had problems before getting to know people, but when I got to the med school the last years it was imposible for me to know people with my same interests. In my first year I didn't take it too serious, but now in the second I have developed some kind of anxiety when I get to the class, I usually sit alone because of this (I believe that the people in the class that don't know me think that I'm some kind of weirdo when personally I dont feel like that). What would you do in my situation?",7.349285714285713,5.609699642857144,7.6777777777777825,77.42000000000002,64.47619047619048,11.257142857142858,33.698412698412696,10.125756701596842,2.9922317460317456,489,16,103,9,6,161,75,126,0.12,0.816,0.064,-0.7885,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,18,23,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,1,16,6,16,18,5,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,12,74,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570677462390242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647231132617624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296133755686466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979821676833703,0.0,0.13677309293446496,0.1810925700552551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837946073940764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127211672565288,0.11482865152849885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734411114553151,0.0,0.0,0.12418295984490994,0.0,0.16795412728559966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855394280234794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347601814497007,0.2650061850552001,0.13101994791806273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852668424863253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072914265348886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785396275304958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918248363106845,0.12396823943249415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342988791807501,0.14034703432874968,0.1679331848544297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380106499683616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607778466789717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626717430747672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067214354693625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085222732363955,0.0,0.0,0.14798259384552262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299208110713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702617779597632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418107031974578,0.0,0.0,0.20701530262408185 lonely,Silentwraith28,2019/02/11,Movie night On my profile I got some free movies it might not be the best but its free. Just wanted to spend time with someone even if there not there.. but as long as u watch them u are not alone. So enjoy,-0.00977272727272549,2.0846484772727294,0.7147272727272735,105.61209090909094,86.95454545454545,3.5200000000000005,13.345454545454547,3.1291,-1.786821818181818,159,2,40,0,5,48,37,44,0.117,0.711,0.172,0.4135,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,5,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,5,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37957953169131176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846151488163929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420672822924035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312048963132353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243376022958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887945491984017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439318547200305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105310392676962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137068803570165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616895318854615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SOYBOYZz,2019/02/11,"People to text Hey I'ma 21 M, just want new people to talk to and text :)",-4.299999999999997,-3.092464333333334,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,109.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.778466666666666,54,0,16,0,3,20,14,18,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922699394753423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7067214568985541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096763073532139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30063335184500595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boopiebuns,2019/02/11,⊂((・▽・))⊃ Hugs for everyone out there who has no one to snuggle with (Ɔ˘⌣˘)(˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ C) gather around my little eggies! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡,-2.1020000000000003,-0.3485338666666635,0.91,99.225,104.33333333333334,3.733333333333334,16.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.6547999999999998,104,3,25,1,5,36,28,30,0.08900000000000001,0.769,0.141,0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000522780164774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367500935799772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629936959826549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806378259923824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Esmeraud,2019/02/11,"Uni isn't what I imagined Last year I started university in a new country. First semester, I made a friend and a couple of acquaintances. I didn't click with anyone super well super fast, but there were at least people to hang out with often enough. Second semester, I went to having no one to hang out with. People I became friends with had made other friends and had begun shrugging me off. I wasn't invited to hang. When I asked myself they were always *busy*. This was not at all what I expected when I started university :( All those American movies hyped me up for university being non-stop meeting people, parties, and fun. Instead I've spent my whole last semester and consequently holidays afterwards lonely as fuck literally talking to myself because I had no one else to talk to. Why is it SO hard to make friends? Why do I seem so uninteresting in comparison to everybody else?? I feel so insecure now and am scared to go back to uni incase I have a repeat of last semester. Don't want another year of feeling hollow.",3.255412371134021,5.911013871134024,4.8589793814433015,77.5029020618557,77.81443298969073,8.003711340206186,27.22577319587629,8.841846274778883,2.6212729896907216,817,34,142,20,20,274,117,194,0.142,0.698,0.16,0.4577,0,2,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,11,12,1,2,4,0,16,1,0,3,2,25,30,12,0,2,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,1,5,7,4,1,4,12,4,20,8,28,17,5,30,0,1,1,1,9,8,1,2,17,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232452504671922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155134474211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438985357504966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619970982499926,0.0,0.0,0.103800854649857,0.0,0.08229013916385412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493665685231443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255377254400123,0.0,0.0,0.13948327745079905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365124686179004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482450147199498,0.0,0.0,0.4171793006433492,0.12479833659387797,0.0,0.0,0.07671931520137537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092671204298308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301105701884216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554662235729806,0.09010850269383143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037654084328346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294874349537607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807602846571166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515098320199664,0.0,0.0,0.12289204845151633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109668928106796,0.0,0.0,0.1128597253536692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700362152963532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796220393173874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137441652449064,0.12513934536733742,0.24361936279395704,0.15071423967380382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738614123850858 lonely,hffuguhijgug,2019/02/11,"TO BE, OR NOT TO BE. Ive learned to disassociate from everything. its almost unnatural not to disassociate. I’m disconnected completely with reality, I feel like I’m watching myself and others throughout a third person or outside my body. I have trouble feeling emotions and when I feel a burst of emotion it’s a horrible sensation. I have ptsd, to the point I regurgitate, and have constant nightmares. I’ve decided to kill myself but I can’t because if I kill myself Ill just end up in hell. So exchanging one hell for another hell which is bleak. So I’ve decided this hell will be more tolerable. Therefore I literally have no friends, no family, and no romantic relationship. I can’t change that because I have trust issues and I’m pathetic. But I don’t want to be a jaded recluse but I never relate with others. I’m so inconsistent. Most females my age are getting engaged or partying it up, while I live vicariously throughout them. Maybe eternal torcher is an option for me. Anyways if anything resonates with you feel free to dm me and I’m willing to exchange numbers",3.5252663837812364,6.272752356435642,5.510933521923626,72.6845379537954,77.4158415841584,8.402074493163601,33.87647336162188,9.107695989026183,3.751621593587928,864,49,144,23,21,297,120,202,0.251,0.631,0.118,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,1,1,0,6,12,6,0,6,0,18,2,1,1,1,33,29,19,2,3,11,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,7,0,3,0,9,7,0,2,0,5,23,6,19,23,2,11,4,0,1,0,5,4,4,8,8,104,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808964254265807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760180448984581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381362030754491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465435261575954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645694799582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757584093458814,0.0,0.17600021502255153,0.1813992927834778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776445310691419,0.1486759938556803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508636289971846,0.0,0.15824544573280586,0.0,0.3395044797937015,0.11992071565637585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968983976296694,0.0,0.08770101744394516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520441735400247,0.0,0.0,0.3714290790427261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200894156526002,0.0,0.14822530705084302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864003866275667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946559759709478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374770125057368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657070838088276,0.0,0.0,0.158683939515029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962218085254883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022107157066114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900941398337093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zionparkrivers,2019/02/11,"First time on here, the big day is coming up. The day of love, and relationships. I have no one. 22 years old, one good friend, who I have been distancing from, I am losing it all, I grew up and was so confident in school and had true friends, I got kicked out for lackluster grades, and stopped talking to all of them, it has been 10 years since that, not a day goes by that I don't regret every second, hour, day of the last 10 years. Suicide has always been the easy path out of this life cycle. Although, alcohol seems to make me less moody, puts me to bed good, 3 litres of vodka a week makes the doctor scream, haha. 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I keep thinking about how my life is going to end. I know it's probably just the depression, but I can't seem to imagine any scenario where I end up living a long, fulfilling life. I think that I'm either going to kill myself once my parents aren't around anymore or I'll just die young from drug abuse or alcoholism. I have no direction in life and I'm on my senior year of college. After this year, I'm not going to have any friends and I'm afraid that I'll just fall deeper and deeper into this out of despair. I want so badly to love and be loved, but I just don't think it's going to happen. If I'm just going to end up killing myself eventually, then what's the point of waiting? Why should I keep suffering when I'm just delaying the inevitable? Like Neil young said, ""it's better to burn out than to fade away"" Not really sure what else to say. Sorry for the long post, but thanks to all of you who cared enough to read.",2.7652428810720258,3.8928655577889515,4.111638190954775,89.21355443886098,74.32663316582915,7.1157118927973215,22.81440536013401,7.554174236665415,0.7782117922948069,742,19,163,9,15,245,114,199,0.196,0.6679999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9393,1,0,2,0,1,2,20.0,0,1,0,1,13,15,2,1,5,0,9,7,0,2,2,39,35,15,3,3,15,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,0,11,8,1,4,6,1,0,6,6,7,0,0,1,2,15,8,30,31,3,34,0,3,0,2,8,11,0,4,17,98,26,3,0.0,0.13646058743912054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230843835992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566425081481498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422017899393673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025279490630544,0.0,0.0,0.10820836140852601,0.0,0.0961642324394746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186072289161008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742604655258952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991979113638504,0.0,0.1195308786898378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356354306528995,0.0,0.0962118508384244,0.0,0.4080346241408136,0.11900398710121984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898199307470575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727594889858225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184666742169207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474123184496132,0.2548426291491323,0.0,0.06329579772937621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440492428770643,0.056267469246327736,0.0,0.10169943358400606,0.2038480885441692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078953680876492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265496094389487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788543908113964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887524599305826,0.0,0.11030342491626872,0.0,0.12417544198671962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520367414032735,0.0,0.07378245703223824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955542822860108,0.09158980011262748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104848724636008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892619207779982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085487246712806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603537036952833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139367573305294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793172854173503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392527347145936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483346366317842 lonely,-KrunkMaster-,2019/02/11,"Damn So my story yeah. I move around ever three years because my parents are in the military. I finally was able to meet some real solid friends and we hung out for about 7 months. Things changed. Ya know? They were my ONLY friends. The only people I had, they never really opened up but I tried to and they were people. I got close with some of em. Eventually, I got into a bunch of trouble and spent the first month of summer inside with no phone to talk to anyone. When I got it back there was this girl: a girl I really love. We started dating and these guys had history with her. They’d already “banned me from friendship” because my mom found out something we did that they got I trouble for. They haven’t spoken to me in months. I really have nobody except for her. I fucking love her but I still feel so lonely. I really try, and people still refuse to hang out with me. The only person I thought was my friend refused to spend time with me unless someone else was there. The only other friends I like i can’t spend time with are my girlfriends friends. I already bake all of her time, we even fought about it, but let alone if they like me they still haven’t asked me to spend anytime with them. I’m just really struggling right now. There is nobody who wants to spend time with me. I’ve been sick or my girlfriend has been spending time with friends and I’m left alone every weekend for almost a month and a half. I feel stuck, and so sad all the time. What do I do? I try. I really try. And she makes me feel great but the sadness always comes creeping back. I’m 16 and I’m spending all my time locked up with no real hobbies. I’m just... lonely. Sorry for making an account to vent.",0.8341478696741831,3.2770246871345066,2.0424394319131203,94.92263157894743,87.21637426900585,4.4267335004177095,18.376775271512113,5.916634753146586,-0.2593329991645783,1321,35,276,10,42,419,166,342,0.16,0.7040000000000001,0.135,-0.7784,1,6,1,0,0,0,40.0,4,1,9,1,20,21,3,1,12,1,23,5,0,2,5,64,50,21,0,2,10,2,3,2,8,0,1,0,1,4,9,32,1,3,6,1,8,3,6,10,0,3,20,3,56,11,43,28,6,43,0,4,0,3,43,13,2,5,29,187,65,0,0.07978928959572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989744799111298,0.16527528166092034,0.17609893031050786,0.0,0.06639108073036379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055790526478717344,0.0,0.0,0.0710293840519308,0.07459221500963496,0.0,0.0,0.12270607720038072,0.0,0.09727762072028244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844064887100274,0.06873140796018491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666537131192073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052700073267262317,0.07217398046236853,0.0672259177682383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103158665851392,0.0,0.0,0.08740526668244983,0.0,0.06786872896974386,0.0,0.08748483769412932,0.3698700432945869,0.0737639125237616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552591351200761,0.08796797346022066,0.0,0.07900394115400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385010689161694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669129660606276,0.08158995450138877,0.0,0.077962033167555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402589808398186,0.0,0.10651994075826447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344825163796734,0.2547481988843196,0.08480338759520968,0.0,0.0,0.061538418989897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427334007225494,0.0,0.0,0.08859656367024044,0.0,0.0,0.16594754099158313,0.06966893005861574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163535931694025,0.3066903722192806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681396173534752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760520614842408,0.0614256932827837,0.0,0.08931757725705773,0.05647526984907196,0.0,0.19115948921751266,0.0,0.0,0.08341308959754544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413160861246896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008458608342406,0.0,0.0,0.0633437833888689,0.3256804348821488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668676051588626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047061790272767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138168650502762 lonely,Imydie,2019/02/12,"Being alone Saw this yesterday. Just thought it might help some ppl https://youtu.be/DVUNhJ-TiAg",11.891538461538467,17.187893923076928,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,71.30769230769229,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.6664153846153855,83,3,10,2,2,22,13,13,0.127,0.701,0.172,0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720790468192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702356982805439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859673574148748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385126542682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,B00G4MCG,2019/02/12,Friends getting more distant. Middle school. Help. Title says it all. Open to pms if anyone wants to chat. ,1.0452631578947376,2.098734578947372,0.79726315789474,96.1148421052632,124.26315789473685,1.52,19.589473684210525,3.1291,-0.6012189473684213,83,3,14,0,5,24,18,19,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581002609401069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956781655043373,0.0,0.2675720608376688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432767089496309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072743578248202,0.0,0.5183131160636046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020734959978444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jaylxl,2019/02/12,Hi everyone Hey guys just looking for new friends. If you are interested please message md privately. Male or female ,4.275833333333331,7.690396250000003,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,86.5,8.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,4.744166666666667,95,6,14,3,3,30,20,20,0.0,0.677,0.32299999999999995,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137641199487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33454609736065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287526497754107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636233059822713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182083133965565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753201290150325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hkjnc,2019/02/12,"Relatable loneliness from Humans of New York tonight [Image](https://i.imgur.com/fXFTtlB.png) I take this post as a call to action. It only gets worse the more one idles around. 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Reply with whatever you care to share and we will go from there?,3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000003,92.33333333333334,8.114285714285714,29.809523809523807,8.418075326091056,3.800580952380953,196,10,28,6,7,63,39,42,0.156,0.6659999999999999,0.179,0.2846,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977915062299181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36895470758611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457861587697329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795829903087489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566135975933575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767933799345941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635511184321776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349500208652378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40795861434376596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883667627090031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Matt2473k,2019/02/12,"Forgive me I couldn't make it You all can, I know it I love you ",-5.300000000000002,-5.558071,-1.492499999999998,112.88750000000002,134.0,1.6,10.25,3.1291,-2.4612,48,1,15,0,4,17,12,16,0.0,0.613,0.387,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397048444839612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221063938932724,0.0,0.5340617994537613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DaPootis,2019/02/12,"I fear of living the rest of my life alone I’m young, I know that, but I’m so shy I really fear that I’m going to spend the rest of my life alone, my “”friends”” tend to put me aside on whatever they do and a person I really extremely cherished just started ignoring me out of nowhere, in the university everybody has their own groups, I always come in to seat alone and nobody will go out of their way to talk to me, how am I supposed to move on? I found that making an alt account on social media just to be able to take out how I feel helped, but the weight of my feelings is starting to grow again",2.9079177602799646,3.677345968503943,4.407821522309714,88.59411198600176,73.56692913385827,7.8491688538932625,24.34733158355205,8.167268648758528,1.1492596675415574,466,13,106,7,9,156,76,127,0.147,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.8135,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,2,6,0,6,3,0,3,0,18,21,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,2,23,18,3,19,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,69,21,0,0.16631842364584531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167671836548303,0.0,0.0,0.1383902519644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432685951312233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37430893175149205,0.1681911846096428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235956695346126,0.128497201538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904518593502176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147973352790463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140425603321266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349512424823944,0.0,0.0,0.14686221517405632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101883926732692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677016321522784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522283232689476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719595322092815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309568202832666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954068793396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354420725855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505075599846505,0.1336804488966149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201582320467928,0.0,0.2025310335564364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,felix_rox,2019/02/12,2 months in a row i've sat staring blankly into nothing all night im 16. I have everyone anyone could want. I go to an amazing private school. Fine with girls. have great friends. great family. still lonely. just a shell the breaths at this point ,0.6062499999999993,3.032380458333337,1.2541666666666664,96.7575,98.58333333333334,4.066666666666666,22.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.4392416666666672,194,8,39,2,8,59,42,48,0.046,0.622,0.333,0.9403,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,4,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923570956214255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466300184658048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449395113514149,0.0,0.0,0.24165025279934266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804413592504544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568134578476544,0.0,0.0,0.5652214860492877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768862777498171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460451383321748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055345897827615,0.0,0.24596078155845566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423198590103427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594251645869733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047098247197215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119329221641115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shycadelic,2019/02/12,"First valentine’s day where I’ll truly be alone:( I mean, every other valentine’s day I’ve been alone but had friends that were also single so we’d just do stuff together but now all my friends have girlfriends except me. So what does everyone else do that is single? Besides cry...",2.421515151515152,5.0254286363636425,3.003181818181819,89.85810606060606,80.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,23.71212121212121,6.42735559955562,0.7507575757575755,225,8,42,2,6,70,43,55,0.026,0.7929999999999999,0.181,0.8674,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,6,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100159220795543,0.0,0.19690073017847545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045930232501025,0.31758094071163234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154673423983944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568384222307246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074495840736444,0.2352721904244734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943320766432466,0.0,0.0,0.38045538184289696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26820397085257763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818611101675704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,professionallover,2019/02/12,"Baby fever Is it just me or does anyone wants to have a baby? Idk why I’ve had such baby fever lately but I really want one or two. I’d feel a lot less lonely, have a purpose, an feel the unconditional love I’ve been dying too... 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I already know that I’m gonna be alone in Valentine’s Day, but I’m alone every day so it’s kind of starting to grow on me.",0.05289473684210577,1.9736898157894769,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,85.05263157894737,3.8,22.657894736842106,3.1291,-0.3337052631578956,135,5,32,0,4,44,28,38,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.6652,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149842291962429,0.2539358511146569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452123046988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922302121998536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388045816451954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718933489206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396276878245571,0.12646430271163314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287544382884056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatflyersguy90,2019/02/12,Things suck right now I’m 28 just left my wife three weeks ago for cheating on me. Everyone I know is married or in a relationship or too busy to hang out. I feel like I wasted my 20s. My job involves interacting with people one on one but I feel so alone inside. It’s a shitty situation ,0.060999999999999936,2.4016641000000014,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,91.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,19.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.5116666666666672,226,7,49,4,8,78,49,60,0.235,0.737,0.028,-0.9173,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,8,1,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407412292485177,0.0,0.0,0.2812772487800845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595084254124032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274640235520428,0.1940183741413851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950342239605884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925447170607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950748491544979,0.0,0.0,0.1326813421722742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680622474301077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828089840115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915776402831933,0.0,0.23192971035359694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052697656639786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042714251750155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784685498381828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Frecero,2019/02/12,Hi guys I whas wondering if this subreddit only whas for singles or if it's to just make friends as well?,7.553636363636365,5.304659818181818,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,64.45454545454545,12.436363636363636,40.18181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.245218181818183,84,4,18,2,1,28,20,22,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607835940703174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623784978319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117093241015639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515539971904075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41986645218843105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506414281628859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,avgn1029,2019/02/12,Valentine's Day is going to suck I'm 20 I've never had a SO and am still a virgin. Lately depression has been hitting me hard and I'm dreading Valentine's day. I hate being alone,-0.91,1.2067604358974364,2.0732051282051285,91.77596153846157,98.48717948717949,3.6256410256410256,19.320512820512818,5.46131890053228,-0.06076410256410236,143,5,29,1,6,50,30,39,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.9442,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,3,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642791536526701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536647241401485,0.0,0.3029386706374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998923959745456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31507489533955696,0.3472538354856998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967590815459893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712706093916033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808865961686742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UsedJelly,2019/02/12,"Best Friends w/ Myself!! :): [PM Me pls] I'm so tired of being lonely. I seriously love every single online friend I have, but fuck, it's so fucking painful not having someone to be able to call and say, ""Hey, let's go to that new ice cream parlor."" Whatever the location! I just wish I had a close friend, proximity-wise. It's not the same doing things alone. Sometimes I want to experience things with other people. I feel like I can't even date because I don't have friends. I can't even make friends dammit! I probably wouldn't be so damn depressed if I had a friend. If I can't have a friend, why can't I have a hug? My eyes hurt. I've cried myself a headache. Fuck my life. I get so bitchy when I'm lonely. I can't help but blame myself, but I know I can't do this. I need to love myself too. I guess that bitchy me is just pushing myself to *hopefully* make friends...I sure hope I'll have frienddds. Goodness. Why do I have a resting bitch face? ): Why am I so deprived?! Why is this my normal. I hate this. >:( I don't think I'm that bad of a person. /; Signing off for class where I'll interact with people I hope! *one can dream...every time I approach someone, they have a very uncomfortable stare and that makes me uncomfortable so I give up. /; Are we not supposed to talk to people?* --------------------------------------------------- Feel free to PM me. I promise I'm not always down. I think I'm pretty cool sometimes. [19/F/US] *(Audio messages are pretty nice to receive too considering I don't have friends to talk to. It's pretty much my voice and my voice alone around here.)*[Vocaroo](https://vocaroo.com/) I think that website still works?",-0.1961816305469561,2.0821189380804945,1.5660681114551096,95.11502579979359,98.0092879256966,4.019401444788442,18.098039215686274,5.900188976854957,-0.26424004127966993,1239,38,266,12,51,402,160,323,0.257,0.54,0.203,-0.9788,0,6,0,0,0,0,140.0,1,0,1,2,17,36,6,0,10,1,34,11,2,3,1,40,64,15,0,10,11,0,2,1,8,1,3,4,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,14,14,0,1,2,10,46,23,21,57,5,15,0,5,3,6,23,6,5,6,6,158,60,2,0.0829640282067581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185142516084795,0.0,0.0,0.06903271757775319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385557449942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927149814286973,0.05057410155057024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706562912920843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471554873353537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113208929448226,0.0,0.0,0.07145679592609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959391635635712,0.0,0.13980154394677907,0.0,0.0,0.08115473913508357,0.0,0.0,0.08389821090293285,0.05926951832790465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127824191309692,0.23009672163782344,0.043345280524044565,0.07958665562008499,0.04715036913668093,0.06958629065817122,0.0,0.0,0.0913942305169886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190980175836195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560903930033127,0.0,0.0,0.247205999139656,0.0,0.0,0.08881470809817936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045594860205654834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483633982629464,0.058599946660236275,0.04053203350688822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497565491770434,0.0,0.16613739916274403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098810669539999,0.06151677568192681,0.0,0.08012717542366914,0.0,0.0,0.08128713271154256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621857263882545,0.0,0.08827957541090198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255043303964918,0.07244098935839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532127283784148,0.08944925447605509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597632516227826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059030374227713,0.0,0.164107090562384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625518009492118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819261474592573,0.0,0.0,0.1333666865021167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023522774703506,0.15947999800276955,0.0,0.0,0.04837699202640215,0.0953549459220906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979551084136562,0.0,0.0,0.06845401196649728,0.04893433336019709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994485249099861,0.0,0.09540453803812918,0.0,0.0,0.060398800631326924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RainbowColoredMagnet,2019/02/12,Do you know how to become interesting? Because I clearly don't. ,1.5875000000000021,4.257349416666671,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,96.5,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,51,3,8,1,2,18,11,12,0.0,0.597,0.403,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44301616390746784,0.80263122830909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993992862534345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Menace0528,2019/02/12,I got a text! They accidentally texted the wrong number,2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,104.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.5769999999999995,45,1,8,1,2,15,10,10,0.479,0.413,0.108,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904062670381823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8071062134824873,0.0,0.0 lonely,Capt-Dank,2019/02/12,"Lonely and feeling pathetic. Somedays are worse than others and lately everyday feels the same, where my head is empty and I just feel like crying even when I have my friends and family near me",4.98,7.212943666666671,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,70.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.1836222222222217,156,5,26,3,3,49,31,36,0.3,0.55,0.15,-0.7964,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,6,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555861081214032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138109336274107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051700191750619,0.0,0.4910406179252744,0.23126230854147484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501016740418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222533784913405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651650114060744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815096702532558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329893594316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nahimgood99,2019/02/12,"Hey Hi, I’m a 21m and I just want someone to talk with, I work at a factory overnight and it gets kinda lonely so idk, hi",-4.071264367816092,-3.268989793103444,0.12948275862069106,102.74295977011495,119.34482758620688,3.3126436781609194,15.178160919540227,5.46131890053228,-0.8768666666666669,92,3,25,1,6,34,24,29,0.149,0.799,0.052000000000000005,-0.3493,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294578663672603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342978629145306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506845306435206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719390177210104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590778914465711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thekub97,2019/02/12,"Film's and TV Hello all!-21/m/uk I'm looking for people who want to watch Films or TV on Rabbit with me! Gender and age doesn't matter but preferably closer to me on the latter! Ill watch any movie or show my standards are quite low! Kinda lost the rhyme at the end there but you get the point :) HMU if this sounds like fun any time zone is welcome maybe i can find some new shows i've never seen before (although i wouldn't some brits who are into our wacky comedy shows) hopefully if any of you take me up on this it can help us get rid of that pesky loneliness even if just for a short while :) Have a great day &#x200B;",3.5815299145299164,4.35859077692308,4.0217948717948735,91.95542735042736,72.0,6.700854700854702,21.367521367521373,6.42735559955562,0.14280341880341885,491,9,109,3,9,154,98,130,0.108,0.655,0.237,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,1,23,17,11,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,10,5,13,14,2,17,0,2,4,0,9,10,0,9,8,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162407291390544,0.2425069275030451,0.4071559789417029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698246465778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871013836643844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676527569923342,0.0,0.0,0.13181819774297998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240903102138276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854065441971092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200334648838518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377171986359096,0.0,0.0,0.1982241980895132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750285025608836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759374331097224,0.0,0.21786099775663612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050111759863415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392546879512334,0.19275193743856006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836100797845022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866401757261844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227385484443026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150056464711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637448707301246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400655952320253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771521350365895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425069275030451,0.0 lonely,TheNatestNate,2019/02/12,"I don't like anything about me. I don't know how to do this. I feel like I don't know how to do anything. I've forgotten how to introduce myself to new people, how to create connections and nourish them into something that lasts. This weakness has put me in a pretty bad place, as I've lost a lot of people recently. My best friend of 11 years betrayed and abandoned me. My other friends no longer have any respect for me. My father never wants to see me again. I have a reputation all around town as a degenerate subhuman. My most recent girlfriend dumped me and disappeared just when I was starting to be happy. I don't feel like I can go out and meet a new girl - this one just fell into my lap against all odds, after my attempts to get back my previous ex had left me damaged and vulnerable. As soon as this girl was gone, I found myself running back to the previous ex again, a woman I loved with all my heart for more than two years. I still love her. Sometimes I was a bad boyfriend, and I didn't know how to express what I needed from a relationship, so I would get depressed until I told her I wanted to break up. That was my horrible way of getting her to pay attention to what I needed. I never really wanted to leave her, I just wanted to feel like I was important to her, and it seemed like she often didn't care to make me feel important. But I always wanted her back. We always kept seeing each other after we were broken up, and we always got back together. Until one day we didn't. While we were not officially together, she met someone else, and she stopped saying ""I love you."" Not long after that, she stopped spending time with me. Then she told me she had found that new person, and that she was moving on from me. I couldn't breathe. I still can't. Every morning that I wake up, totally alone in the world, I reach to her side of the bed and I panic when I realize there's nobody there. That she isn't there. The other guy has since left her, and he isn't coming back. But she still doesn't want me. She doesn't love me any more. And I... I just can't believe it. I can't take it for an answer. I'm at a point where I don't like anything about me, and I feel like I have no value if I don't have someone to love me. I feel like if I can't get her, someone who loved me for years, to love me again, how can I ever expect anyone else to? She still talks to me, tries to be a friend to me. Ironic, considering that part of the reason I kept being a shitty asshole to her was that she was rarely a friend to me back then. Her trying to be nice only makes me more certain that there must be a part of her, buried in there, that wants me back. But she doesn't. She's made it clear, over and over again, that she doesn't. And she never will. She finds my attempts to win her over, to remind her of the reasons she fell in love with me in the first place, pathetic and annoying - even though she won't use those words. Today she finally said to me, after some prompting, that she does still think I'm a good person. She still thinks I deserve to be loved. She still thinks I have earned the right to be loved. She won't be the one to do it, and no matter how she explains it I just can't understand why. Still, though, her opinion means more to me than anyone else's. I've been told by tons of people that I'm still a good person and that I still deserve to be loved, but I never believed it. Hearing it from her, though, I almost believe it. I can't understand why I can't move on. I don't *want* to be hung up on someone who doesn't want me back. There's a part of me, deep in my heart, that screams at me day in and day out that real love will conquer absolutely anything. That if there's any chance at all of her ever loving me again, in a long enough timeframe it's a certainty. That if I just give her enough of me, one day she will be ready to give back. I know that this is insane. I know it's unhinged, I know it's delusional, I know that she's never coming back. But my emotions rule my logic 100% of the time, and I can't make myself look for someone else because I can't let go of her. I've been told I shouldn't look for someone else, that if I just live my best life someone will come along and stumble into it. But I haven't been living my best life in a long, long time. I'm broken. She broke me. I was supposed to be a great man with a bright future, and all that is going to go to waste because she broke me. 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I got admitted to the hospital about a hour ago and I really wish I just had a couple people to chat with during the day.I enjoy lots of things movies camping fishing concerts animals kids dirty jokes 😂 I’ve been with my so about a year when we got together his toxic ex started a bunch of drama with our mutual friends and I just felt like I couldn’t trust anyone we had to move get restraining orders delete Social media and change our numbers . I wanna make new friends ❤️ ,1.4329568106312287,3.7782935193798473,3.2795404208194934,87.96156976744189,82.7984496124031,6.166334440753047,20.8421926910299,7.447530270364453,0.8388843853820598,500,15,100,8,14,167,87,129,0.041,0.7170000000000001,0.242,0.9739,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,24,18,8,0,3,3,2,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,10,1,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,17,9,11,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,15,0,0,2,9,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311562171816355,0.0,0.1955579108179874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328060600283172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365535330093037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065942906393081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160881903381094,0.0,0.12594794559993708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874610026158304,0.13951748759063026,0.18751207990488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017660545256855,0.0,0.10203262668963836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123875945752412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232444455600145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623115091984275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603127881070204,0.0,0.0,0.13035971485258832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872501336897705,0.0,0.2075657449065441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861537124354807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485292644651399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539170206164786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510981257262133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857685369030839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907680426891364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822951874251402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974411175538722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245775202387252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576240568216435 lonely,Ifukedupbigtime,2019/02/12,I haven’t been in a relationship in over ten years. I haven’t had sex in five years. I want to change that ASAP.,-0.8725333333333332,1.1106038800000029,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,90.2,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.1972666666666665,87,1,23,1,3,29,18,25,0.0,0.933,0.067,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114335958000504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190520860676854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851555726559883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226611505618849 lonely,doojdoojdoo,2019/02/12,"Nope. They aren’t thinking about you As much as you hope that person has you on their mind, they don’t. Sorry guys. Love y’all ",-0.7850000000000001,1.3753489259259304,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,96.77777777777777,2.7,10.453703703703702,3.1291,-2.172696296296297,99,1,24,0,4,30,22,27,0.044,0.7140000000000001,0.241,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,0,1,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380619057249778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817985647218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469383979301553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881370936351324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825801762389833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33564556516009536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43030729296334586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463096953601853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gidget889,2019/02/12,Some night are harder than others This is one of those nights/: ,1.5875000000000021,4.257349416666671,1.5,94.995,96.5,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,51,1,9,0,2,15,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9405748299960028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395864973434459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Morphed04,2019/02/12,"I don't want to be left all alone in this world again Recently I had problems with my appendix and with that they had to go through everything to make sure I am alright and for the first time in a while it finally feels like I am being loved, being cared for, just being wanted and now I am at the end of recovery and know I have to go back to school and I feels like I am being dumped out and back to being neglected and I don't like if I don't want to bring it up to my family because I'm scared that they will just say I'm wrong and only just start saying I love you more for a week then going back to the normal procedure. I don't know what to do I feel genuinely lost ",7.7065765765765795,3.976477405405408,8.301621621621624,79.47806306306308,65.48648648648647,12.2990990990991,32.774774774774784,10.125756701596842,2.693658558558558,528,12,126,9,6,179,81,148,0.14,0.713,0.147,0.4864,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,2,8,14,1,1,5,1,19,3,1,1,2,29,39,11,0,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,3,5,18,8,22,29,2,25,0,2,0,2,7,7,0,1,17,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568960526539881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34945514457920523,0.0,0.09234577941241504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445228052619436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341735502522703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614779482249448,0.0,0.142809560000882,0.0,0.2297909040279675,0.21644635090218664,0.0,0.16594788023753354,0.0,0.1288557558878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582826459006538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650786761604186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459233468259676,0.0,0.0,0.2220283965868008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536722732945974,0.0,0.2734479670793441,0.0,0.10111952656172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484262378629083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521357591384974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495371512384775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957628741605672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409389384321676,0.15166608063806386,0.15331411069776807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722410299765138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277580286398173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833396733383836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680549341834066,0.0,0.12151466845713432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562852757967922,0.0,0.0 lonely,nandunnnn,2019/02/13,Sad Please chat with me 😭😭 because I feel so lonely and scared,2.3914285714285732,3.0852867142857145,3.355714285714285,95.93928571428572,74.71428571428571,5.6000000000000005,21.142857142857142,3.1291,-0.4106285714285711,50,1,12,0,1,16,13,14,0.48,0.404,0.116,-0.8023,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620726404111494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003241364260465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519899644852679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946578027371262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImpurestClaw,2019/02/13,"I suck? If anything is wrong in my life, I blame myself first. So it’s usually pretty difficult for me to feel sorry for myself. I always believe I’m not doing what it takes to get what I want. But I’ve been trying. Really trying. And yet, I hate myself because I really believe deep down I am at fault. I’m depressed. Does anyone else ever have a sudden realization of their loneliness and go completely weak? I’m an INTJ. There’s something wrong with me. I usually find whatever is in my own head to be more interesting than the outside world. It’s difficult for me to really connect with anyone. But when I do l, I cherish it. I loathe artificial relationships and small talk. I’m a 25 year old guy with a solid finance job, a cute dog, living on my own in a cool apartment that nobody ever gets to see. I truly don’t mean to be arrogant but I’m extremely attractive. In a unique way. I know this. I appreciate it but hardly value it. I place much more value on what’s between your ears. I believe I’m quite personable with people. I’m not awkward and I can totally make people laugh when we talk. I’m good at picking up feelings and people don’t seem to feel uncomfortable with me. I ask people to do things and they decline. I ask girls out and I always end up ghosted. I have no friends in a city I’ve lived in for 8 years. I’m really starting to dislike my job. I’m unhappy. I’ve been in a rut. I take myself out of my comfort zone and talk to girls, ask them out. It just doesn’t go well. Ever. And I never connect with anybody. My parents are constantly calling to check in, see if I’ve met anyone. Every time surprised when I say I haven’t. So much of it makes me feel like there’s just something wrong with me, I want to share my day with someone. And I want them to share it with me. I want genuine affection and connection. I crave it. I am so goddamn lonely and I don’t know how much longer I can take it. Please any advice helps. Thank you. 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She has a crush but she always chickens out when she tries to confess with him. I told her to bake cookies and when she met up with her friends, she would give the cookies out to all the lonely people with the line, ""Here, this cookie will be your date!""* *She's doing it.* Pro tip: If you're single, bake a cookie for yourself. If you have single friends who are also lonely, bake it for them also. It'll make you feel better and the cookie will be your date. Fun fact: In South Korea, there is an unofficial holiday held on April 14th called ""Black Day."" It is a day where singles dress in black and moan about being single while eating *Jajangmyeon*, noodles that are often dipped in dark sauce. I've heard that some restaurants in South Korea even serve the noodles free on Black Day. 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I just ended things with my only friend and I didn't realize it would hurt so much. I met her online in December and we were really really close for awhile. Then I expressed romantic interest and things have never been the same. I triedddd to undo what I did, but I wasn't able to. Before, I would sometimes wake up to a text (a wonderful experience) or if I stepped away for a bit, be bombarded with msgs asking where I went. But.. after my mistake.. just really flat conversations. If I step away, no msgs. No msgs in the mornings. I stopped sending msgs and none came to me. After a week or two, I msg again, but it's hard to get a conversation off the ground. Today, after days of no msgs, I say we should go our separate ways (because she doesn't seem to want to talk to me, just one or two word replies, forgets I sent a msg, lets conversation die, unlike before).. and we spent a little while talking about it.. she's so nice and I can't be mad.. but I am heartbroken. She meant so much to me... I wanted her to say, ""no, don't go"" or ""you can stay, you're still my friend."" And I hinted at it throughout our goodbyes.. but no, she didn't seem to want to stop me. She said nice things and still called me friend, but I was almost begging, in between the lines, for it not to end. If I said so, she would be there for me even now, I'm sure, but that's not the same... Idk if I should've, but I realized something and I said that I didn't want someone who would be there if needed, but someone who actually wanted to talk to me. And she just said, ""yea..."" We used to have a really special connection... I have been crying. I'm sitting in the shower now under hot water. Why do things have to be so awful. Any time I find a tiny shred of happiness in this miserable world, the world raises an eyebrow and says, ""Psyche!! -- Haha, got you, stupid boy!"" This is an oversimplification of everything, of course but. I'm going insaneeeee, though, I swear... When I'm driving home, on the highway, sometimes I just have to scream in pain as loud as I can, with the music playing even louder. This world is hell. It's actually crazy to contemplate a 'spiritual' Hell, because being alive seems like mental torture already. The way I feel, just in general... I would not wish this to even the most evil person. *Sigh* sorry. just need to vent.. I'm not looking for any advice, I guess... idk.. I just have nobody else to tell this to.",1.106519486545004,3.372633127049184,3.0652876585214983,89.48565109805136,83.50819672131145,5.978100835137643,20.273120940303127,7.281374121172456,0.5899322146613057,1858,54,391,28,53,623,231,488,0.17800000000000002,0.723,0.099,-0.9929,1,0,1,0,0,0,122.0,6,2,0,0,27,24,6,1,23,3,38,3,1,1,2,89,75,41,1,21,31,0,3,1,3,6,1,9,2,2,20,20,1,2,9,1,1,10,18,11,1,3,21,13,61,12,56,41,7,55,2,2,1,0,44,21,2,16,21,275,81,1,0.07791048564445154,0.0,0.15205879053263308,0.0,0.0,0.07613322486968267,0.0,0.0,0.07801609722658383,0.0,0.08597615827560684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596360380523884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283578693508734,0.0,0.14639893183863806,0.0,0.0,0.0949870178197488,0.0,0.1325921698100291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505807168487221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795553167574896,0.08910883998705274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116202017173196,0.05024581786700797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085878361959592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508421350077799,0.0,0.13801113044737529,0.0,0.0,0.15437742293061027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002092080011812,0.07621140481035724,0.0,0.0,0.03939388248999981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120877241157311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805803438307623,0.0,0.04070501311251675,0.0,0.13283497331876418,0.0,0.062312132628180535,0.0,0.08582718364318173,0.0,0.0,0.08293716070811245,0.0697924919584769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815056953409648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340478626537685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966875016835225,0.0,0.03806312787523989,0.07808677443471843,0.0,0.0,0.06542518568412141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851544478781748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454634288808993,0.1155392758103636,0.0600893695580882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052794161411897036,0.059254435113547464,0.08290224982336494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802843091721282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996458084633522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644285267825965,0.18587263584715732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127803400525242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202660331492333,0.059979298211039325,0.15411092493664416,0.08721441005355521,0.0,0.0830422113770162,0.1244388289534722,0.13027330919874994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734297106871714,0.0,0.0,0.18786449149279905,0.06809719849691181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070410589875051,0.0,0.0765466565725318,0.0,0.04543023071880843,0.0,0.07385003055696691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221444727658615,0.0,0.0,0.06728964464501984,0.0,0.0,0.2297681151208784,0.12368343413992608,0.06249509209593029,0.0,0.0,0.07222380074416113,0.0703020950932781,0.0,0.08959321349140703,0.0,0.08449059824259855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767268682039078,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mages17,2019/02/13,"I just gave up Hey guys, for the last 3 years ive been incredible lonely and I have tried everything to be more social and have more people around me, but I havent succeded. I dont know why I am so awkward and difficult to be my friend. I am 25 and of course i got some friends but everyone is starting to look just after themselves and man im just lonely haha. Life has been a huge void , cold, no hope. This has nothing to do with suicide but Im really scared that i will never get that human interaction i want. Giving up seems like the right thing to do",0.6217948717948723,2.8229600683760694,2.7456410256410284,91.40769230769232,85.06837606837607,5.993162393162392,19.256410256410245,7.321109707123232,0.4346717948717949,436,12,96,7,13,147,79,117,0.179,0.625,0.196,0.3379,0,4,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,3,1,17,1,0,0,1,19,27,9,1,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,12,5,12,20,3,10,0,2,1,0,10,5,0,3,6,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027375569191652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241708388319144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276979891858186,0.17190407474209646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29555449588607785,0.0,0.0999323850145697,0.1834867421618472,0.0,0.0,0.1529787009689839,0.0,0.0,0.189390601570196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899775076260933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132158917802653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511878270644592,0.15591323763865989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510196175188005,0.09344645435128547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606213668906761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752173147231196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353185380042802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260479649669266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253454963124563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334632086494802,0.0,0.0,0.19149790340591627,0.0,0.0,0.17412799423405145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949790032573131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353841995009464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092219039983884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707345630482925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986198956328934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281792579632426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259436853079008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317370975087165 lonely,ewizin,2019/02/13,Valentine's day Writing code for yourself today,6.7087499999999975,10.635022375000002,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,75.25,3.2,45.5,3.1291,3.691350000000001,41,3,4,0,1,12,8,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625228036295166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8267817701163883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,luqmanzul,2019/02/13,"Happy Valentine’s Day to all my fellow loners! To all Women and men included coming from a man myself, we breakin social conventions ",5.7650000000000015,8.192918833333334,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,69.0,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.998066666666668,108,4,14,2,2,36,22,24,0.073,0.772,0.154,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720313402025755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533980919997496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833288340076707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585907928463808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ABirdInFlight,2019/02/13,"Not looking forward to being questioned on valentine's day I don't want family members / coworkers asking me if I have a valentine. I don't like talking about my personal life in certain social situations, especially my love life. I'm upset about not having one this year and embarrassed that I've never had a serious relationship as a pretty 22 year old woman. Just want tomorrow to be over ",8.212534246575341,8.191572684931508,9.308321917808216,60.83179794520548,61.87671232876714,12.231506849315071,40.16780821917809,11.698219412168324,5.25461917808219,318,16,48,9,4,110,57,73,0.149,0.7020000000000001,0.149,0.449,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,7,3,0,0,2,10,13,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,1,6,3,8,10,0,10,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,2,8,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858546022838732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079133054194813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041997091384455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303008953391278,0.11423019746812453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963457103310588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110271642518425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033254053250253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453495082637389,0.0,0.1584390936817362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041582374047317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787391076075926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192630860006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510298048055091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628178539795568,0.0,0.2383449452292096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879316384683391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758202872676689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011383853009715 lonely,Moldydrpepper,2019/02/13,"I'm alone this valentines again... I ask everyone to hangout or talk and they all flake and say they're busy. I've been lonely ever sense my ex and I broke up. She was everything to me, my other half. She looked like me but in girl form. She has a boyfriend now and he's tall and handsome. Where's my gun... I'll never find a girl like her again ",-1.1358230958230957,0.9367674324324362,0.5876904176904212,102.83114250614253,97.64864864864865,3.771990171990172,14.835380835380835,5.565023196281405,-1.0479027027027024,266,6,65,2,11,85,54,74,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.128,0.7311,0,3,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,12,3,4,4,2,9,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,1,7,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480635835030019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31417684963859804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039914259767688,0.0,0.3211259811805224,0.3020349368282487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071587295794366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837027253901063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822112534265147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591952338121187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725360166025103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701175552102656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,egriff22,2019/02/13,"Hopefully just some advice for everyone Believe me, I have been (and basically still am) in the same places you all have when it comes to having barely anybody/nobody that seems to care, but hear me out. I’m in a great mood right now after being pretty lonely and miserable the past week for some inexplicable reason. I woke up after sleeping in, got some coffee at a local place and relaxed there, ate a great lunch, and am now sitting alone studying. I recently got a gift for myself I have been enjoying and am about to start a new book in a serious I like. Tonight I’m starting a new show I’ve wanted to start forever, and ordering my favorite pizza from my favorite pizza place. Now, to the point: Sometimes I feel that loneliness can be extremely beautiful and poetic at times. It sounds literally insane typing out that sentence, but the freedom and quietness I experience makes me so happy every once in awhile. I see people so caught up and anxious about society and being left out and what not, but due to my loneliness over the years I’ve actually learned to become more independent and completely fine with utter silence for days at a time. Sometimes having no events is such a nice feeling, for me at least. I’m *definitely* not saying this advice 100% cures me, but I hope some of you get the point I’m trying to make here. I hope I’m not mistaken. I have a chronic illness and am often too fatigued to do anything so loneliness is almost like a limb for me. I’ve also learned a lot about mindfulness and taking the present moment as it is, whatever that may be. Our brains tend to always push towards wanting stuff we don’t have instead of accepting it all, which can be very dangerous to our mental health. Shoot me a DM if anyone wants to just chill out online together. Have a great week. 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What if we just did a thing so we wouldn’t feel alone that day? Like just comment “Alone” if you don’t have a valentine and the first person to reply with “Valentine” is your valentine and you guys can message I guess. Disregard any race, sex, etc. It can just be more of a friendly valentine thing and us loners need to feel cared about. Just try it and see if it works out. 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I like having alone time and I was so excited about moving out. I've been in my apartment for about 3 weeks now and the loneliness comes randomly. The first week was rough but I started feeling a bit better. I've lived in the same house my whole life and this is my first time being on my own. I like my apartment and my own space but the sadness comes randomly. I'll feel like I'm doing okay and then I randomly just feel super homesick and wanna go back to my dad's. I feel so sad about it sometimes and it's overwhelming. I don't know why I'm having such a hard time adjusting. I'm not sure what I'm looking for on here but I just felt like venting I guess. 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So my boyfriend (m26) and I (f21) have been together for almost half a year now and from the start we had an almost fairytale relationship, we fell in love so fast, got along perfectly, balanced each other out, etc etc. We were in that nice new couple “honeymoon” phase of our relationship when out of no where my boyfriend started suffering from severe health anxiety and panic disorders. This all started in January when he suffered what he thought was a heart attack (he’s 26, bit of a gym freak and seemingly fit & healthy). He got checked at the hospital and was told it was a panic attack and that he was fine. It happened again a couple of days later when he was at his work and again he was told it was a panic attack and his heart was fit and healthy and his breathlessness had been brought on by stress and anxiety. And since that day everything just went downhill. My boyfriend started using google to self diagnose himself with various conditions such as a pulmonary embolism, heart failure, edemas, kidney failure etc. Since last week he’s visited a doctor either in the emergency room or at his general practice every day or had paramedics at his house. They can’t find anything wrong with him other than panic disorder. The whole thing started a month ago. I love my boyfriend to bits but because of all of this our relationship has been neglected, he barely talks about anything other than his health and gets annoyed at me for not being with him when I have free time. I try to talk to him about stuff but he’s despondent and uninterested. We’ve had to cancel various trips and a holiday we had booked for Milan. We no longer do things together and most of the time I feel like the relationship is one sided. I just feel so alone, I don’t have any close friends or family to confide in or anyone I can talk about my situation with. We used to go out lots and talk for hours about anything and everything and I miss it so much. I have spoken with him about how I’m feeling and he just says “I’ll understand if you leave me”. I don’t want to leave him because he’s clearly mentally unwell and is seeking treatment but I think his poor mental health is starting to really affect my own. I believe that this is a test that our relationship will withstand but in the meantime I just don’t know how to cope with the loneliness. I guess this post isn’t really looking for advice or whatever I just needed to share how I’m feeling because I don’t have anyone else. 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HMU If ANYONE needs someone to talk too or if they want to vent and get something off their chest or anything, please feel free to hit me up and talk, I'm all ears and will try and help in anyway I can, I've been there and would love to help out. hope to hear from you soon.",1.3049743589743628,3.0878222923076954,1.7057692307692314,102.12839743589744,79.92307692307693,4.94871794871795,16.98717948717949,5.46131890053228,-0.935974358974359,239,4,59,1,6,72,51,65,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.9545,0,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,18,14,9,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,4,11,9,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,5,1,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154448329906653,0.0,0.21365942982476727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969559787207189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128045356809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356498076893763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926301815483127,0.0,0.3480589072527258,0.0,0.0,0.25787848825012394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343328598925747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251781716569732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500386042247955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998989780504213,0.1998815292156083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41737336008578624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762767285885521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531408455422583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844389355708159,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CerealBurgerler,2019/02/13,"Gaming pal? The mental pain is too much right now. Distract me. Okay so I’m in a rut.. I’ve been listening to the same two Nicki Minaj songs on repeat. Not sure for how long.. but it’s not morning anymore. I’m high.. I’m depressed.. I’m alone. So now I just want to drown my sorrows and emotional hurt in Overwatch, Battle field V, Call of duty or anything really. I’m open to suggestions. My eyes burn from crying so much. I’m ready to do something with my life.. and by do something I mean absolutely nothing. Let’s kick ass in a multiplayer video game. Because life is painful and I wholeheartedly believe I’m the only person who is capable of caring to this extent. Everything sucks. Forever. Anyone play Night In The Woods? References... hit me up.",0.4084183673469397,2.8080257006802762,2.6123554421768738,87.24261479591841,98.1156462585034,5.4431972789115655,21.771258503401366,6.996647511020387,1.1571952380952388,586,23,111,11,24,197,103,147,0.208,0.6559999999999999,0.136,-0.9242,0,1,2,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,1,6,1,7,6,2,1,1,17,20,9,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,3,8,4,17,17,4,14,0,3,1,1,8,9,2,1,5,60,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559414482384034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681398807392719,0.11854754912958762,0.0,0.1395184325839634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335109067259156,0.0,0.0,0.1910155191544088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731211052713055,0.0,0.17285913607336129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623367563809048,0.0,0.0,0.14602607992050226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071167396969246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523732126915299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791301907653229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149797363253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733679488295192,0.2395047352303512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500391331840086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468069274461008,0.0,0.0,0.1708582296764655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492654205126419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910346808782733,0.0,0.16267990294447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289441575646602,0.3608087983019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803733591007034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108612800604257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478774705529746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26104307852472497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979111380658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561767600719554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000012988971284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,China-eyedOG,2019/02/13,"A little story of hugging I went to a uni party when I was 17-18 and a girl who had taken mdma also on that day was sitting at the kitchen table and I went over to talk to her. (I'd seen her at a previous party at the same dorm) I was feeling ever so cheery on that molly and conversation led to us getting out of the noise and going to her dorm room. We talked and hugged for hours, literally. Nothing more. I stayed over for the next few days in her dorm, watching YouTube videos and cracking jokes with her. It was a fun experience to have, some people take things too seriously but I always bring the vibes. I'm a kid at heart, I will not conform to society and ""grow up"". Point is, be you and live life, you will learn as you age. You may feel lonely, but you're not loneliness.",1.9455291005291,3.6009733765432124,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,77.58024691358024,6.3569664902998255,22.0652557319224,7.1686216300943375,0.5722737213403875,605,17,133,7,14,202,106,162,0.029,0.858,0.113,0.8427,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,4,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,0,11,5,1,1,1,23,22,14,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,5,11,1,0,3,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,9,4,18,4,24,9,4,29,0,1,2,2,17,14,0,2,7,90,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295423514157334,0.16955238075151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282868144926097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432099735515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932547511436136,0.0,0.0,0.2060637607575345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646104868921233,0.0,0.11580678873654995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414676009461769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20067171374782874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392828236790314,0.0,0.2042303701536408,0.1799320246312912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167109616657105,0.0,0.0,0.1955221385001475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126797528348045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926278520280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719096083400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320915377594144,0.3275640884904327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537526815558884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451093777730633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37779236411447015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amalion2010,2019/02/13,"Ghosted by a stranger First of all, sry for any bad english, im not native. I am going on Erasmus+ this march, a few days ago they told me i will be going with a russian girl from my school. I'v seen her a few times, shes dark, and probablly metalhead, i like metal too np. I talked to her : that i was going on the same city, only a 10 min walk from her office to mine and other generic things. I was hoping to meet her in person since we go to the same school only i have afternoon classes and she goes in the morning turn. Everything was nice, she seemd interested and open to meeting (never said a thing about renting a place togheder or with someone else, with is what i was intending to do since i knew i was going on erasmus) But last night the conversation ended with me saying something totally normal, but she diden't reply all day even tho i saw her online. Why would she do that, i diden't say anything wrong, im confused and pretty fucking sad that someone can ignore me so fast...",3.1931060606060626,4.822872994949499,4.433219696969697,85.31982954545455,74.10101010101009,6.566161616161617,26.516414141414145,7.1686216300943375,1.3162717171717166,775,28,151,8,16,255,130,198,0.067,0.847,0.086,0.1758,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,1,1,5,10,1,1,11,0,15,1,0,1,4,28,28,10,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,2,8,11,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,6,0,1,10,5,29,4,21,15,7,26,0,1,2,1,22,7,1,3,14,105,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229799823551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434438531219318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416687573580915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158377187109444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894486902820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158950789847498,0.0,0.1228778071028082,0.0,0.0,0.09163299189181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468584484957468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800770484422468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825803797121146,0.0,0.0,0.39423076904640575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779490728369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29971466731774843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130873354071126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777878957475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700078953854464,0.0,0.0,0.13019316182030494,0.13593059579047226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102805329588029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113782974829575,0.14494828232945262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411431136436246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196851424347614,0.2206548782868054,0.0,0.2808139411238418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295256325693121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509900168169606,0.1068047861335095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150973438296492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843384024618836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089734659525036,0.0,0.0,0.13256699601414193,0.0,0.0,0.15090356594656354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518653027176033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855318370655572,0.15168466679455406,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreenDD,2019/02/13,"I have a boyfriend, but I'm gonna be alone on valentines day too. I'm not sure if I expect too much. It's just a cheesy made up holiday after all. I get that you are tired from work and kinda lazy, but picking me up after work takes 20min. It would mean the world to me to fall asleep with you tonight. Show me that you care. Please. 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Like there’s noise inside you. I hate it so much. I feel like my life is ending faster because of the intense loneliness I feel. I hung out with my friends today, and I really felt extremely alone when they left. I should feel less lonely, right? This doesn’t even make sense, how do I even feel alright if I’m only going to feel worse when everybody’s gone? And In this state I suddenly realized that my communication with the very few people who I think at least somewhat care about me has been incredibly one-sides for quite a long time now. How could I not notice that they don’t really ask questions or try to talk about things that interest me? I must really hate this realization. I’m different, and if you care enough to read up until here you probably are too. I’m different from other people in the lamest way possible: there’s some chronic loneliness inside me, and people around me are not enough to counter it. It’s one thing to imagine that your friends don’t care about you while depressed, but completely another to have a cold-minded, calm realization that those particular people just really do not. I’m different in the straight downgrade kind of way - it’s just harder for me to feel happier. I don’t know why. This is just rambling, but this subreddit is probably the only place willing to listen. I remember the pain and resentment in the eyes of my friends when I asked them to go for a walk with me because I wasn’t feeling all too well. I remember everyone being very, very busy in that moment. I’m not going anywhere with this text. I guess thank you for reading. I hope the feeling in my chest goes away when I wake up. Goodnight. 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I've only been at my job since October, usually new hires are excluded from year end bonuses. So I am pretty excited and it will really help with financial burden of trying to pay for grad school out of pocket. I didn't have anyone to share the news with so I wanted to share it with you guys. 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I hope I am posting this in the place. So I need to give you a backstory first before I ask my question. I had a pretty normal life until the age of 15. I had a great school and I had some close friends. But at age 15 I got sick with a disease called Meniere’s Disease. It’s nothing too serious but it affected my life a lot and my life went downhills from that point. Soon I wasn’t even able to go to school. So I didn’t go to school that year. Although my friends were very supportive at first we started to drift apart. Next year I was much better so I got back to school (I don’t know what its called in USA and other countries but I started something similar to homeschooling). In the end I managed to finish high school. My disease is all gone now and next year I will be starting college. But right now I only have two friends. And we don’t really talk anymore. I don’t think they want to be friends with me anymore. I feel very lonely and I don’t really have anyone to talk to except my parents and my brother. A couple of months ago I started seeing a therapist but talking with my therapist doesn’t really help. I don’t really know how to meet with new people and I have a little bit of social anxiety. I don’t know what to do. So I need some advice on how to deal with loneliness. It’s really painful to be lonely. Thank you for taking the time to read this. ( English is not my native language so sorry if I made any mistakes. ) ",1.1214610389610409,3.2700862597402605,2.9903733766233778,90.76627435064935,82.50649350649351,5.798051948051947,22.61201298701299,7.04035,0.7705662337662336,1160,40,244,15,32,387,151,308,0.08800000000000001,0.787,0.125,0.8796,1,4,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,2,1,3,13,14,0,0,12,0,26,5,0,4,1,45,53,23,0,8,8,2,1,0,4,1,5,0,0,1,11,16,0,0,6,1,0,5,10,5,0,3,12,2,43,9,35,37,6,44,0,2,1,0,25,13,0,6,25,164,54,8,0.0810431883829763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838893145846014,0.07183989663533248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511214718977055,0.0,0.061997817288015525,0.0,0.16074613184314313,0.05666728166536434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576444111182337,0.0,0.0,0.06231720936903569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896178420103992,0.0,0.0,0.07167611421989546,0.08847817171244549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550831302137414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967274647968441,0.0,0.0,0.08355196862838843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178021001458545,0.0,0.0,0.05352826159044252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097787112178335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787058927525533,0.0,0.0,0.25045506523346617,0.0,0.0,0.07774401103229225,0.09211742319810924,0.0,0.12963528237204047,0.08935040129981985,0.0,0.08024549809107337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432154085601607,0.08562657810641748,0.0,0.08049417235683777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336176506184166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172960206015056,0.0,0.08122656556925913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890002063136416,0.0,0.07668502439028928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468789977017386,0.0,0.05957606841025756,0.18027749187439696,0.0,0.15654403270470024,0.17238070052044344,0.0,0.07940511751714716,0.07776312500034352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061636996711187414,0.08623566640912095,0.0,0.08998886988456907,0.0,0.0,0.05618514253569521,0.0,0.08467288269684425,0.0,0.07661200849538076,0.0,0.07761697206446333,0.08245005813763698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090786918593911,0.0,0.08106511982072187,0.0,0.25959170853787583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921044006660358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101001666645169,0.06458092844426055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261332454707361,0.0,0.062391005829164015,0.0,0.0907212142911829,0.2294511434578881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196684977176853,0.0,0.0,0.0609343917147592,0.19541833488246568,0.0,0.07461367936729253,0.0,0.1881947762316688,0.0,0.05192920273528984,0.0,0.0,0.047256934878170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916741901432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373823589051442,0.047801372264886816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751278475679793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565674686399979 lonely,N0rmAl1,2019/02/13,Does it get better? Anyone have any stories where it gets better? I need a shred of hope to cling to rn. ,-0.6360606060606031,1.5458432727272748,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,93.54545454545452,2.9333333333333336,11.87878787878788,3.1291,-1.7347757575757574,80,1,18,0,3,26,19,22,0.0,0.652,0.348,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487431042313808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557620464552149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470057894463263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200967502614732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822101535163489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633023085751233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27122141087744545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ksd94,2019/02/13,"I have to get this off my chest... A few months ago I got my heart broken by the man I thought I was going to marry. I moved towns, gave up a promotion I worked so hard for and left my job for him... I was so loyal to him that I couldn’t care less about what any other guy was doing. But... he left me for another girl. So I’ve logged out of my socials and deleted the apps temporarily, and I truly am working on myself. I look at myself in the mirror and think, hey I’m getting in the best shape I’ve been since being in the relationship. But god... I just want to feel DESIRED by someone. I’m not ready for a new relationship by any means, I’m still healing. But I just feel like My existence has dropped off the face of the earth to anyone but a very small circle of friends (whom I love and appreciate so dearly). But you know, it would just be nice to feel admired or that someone is attracted to me. I guess I’m just getting used to not having that one person anymore and that attraction I used to have safely... 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Hi guys i went to therapy today and i talked about my loneliness problems, but i was felling really awkward and shy and couldn't really express well myself and the other problems i have. The therapist told me that is very common issue, to find a job with other people (beside my studies) and join some groups and associations, to react in an active way to my loneliness. What do you guys think about it? I have another appointment next Month and maybe i will be able to explain other issues. Do you guys had similar experiences? 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Like I have pent-up pressure with no way to get it out. I've been in college for like 3 years now and I haven't made any friends. I know it's all my fault though, I don't go out enough I'm always too anxious to do so. Sometimes it takes me two hours just to get up to go across the street because I'm afraid of people hating me. Even though I know it's not true I still truly believe that just the sight of me will ruin someone's day. It's like there are two versions of myself inside of my head, the one who is rational in the one who is actually in control of everything. I can spend weeks or even months without a meaningful conversation with someone, it makes me feel so disconnected. I feel like I'm covered in plastic wrap. I really want to feel the touch of another human being, just a handshake even it would be fantastic. I do still have one friend from high school who goes to the same college as me, but even though we live in the same building we rarely ever see each other. I love him to death and I know he's busy, it's an unreasonable expectation that somebody should be able to hang out all the time. It's not at all his fault, I don't want anybody to think it is. He's really a great guy. I just feel so lonely, I know friends and relationships aren't going to just walk into my life but I feel like everyone else that I see around at least has a few people in their life. Thanks for listening to me vent, I might delete this later.",2.94332291666667,4.084714853125004,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,73.90625,7.208333333333335,24.270833333333336,7.6454224807358475,0.9311145833333336,1203,35,269,15,24,392,165,320,0.124,0.7659999999999999,0.11,-0.1641,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,1,1,23,22,1,2,14,0,22,8,2,3,5,53,53,13,1,5,12,0,7,6,3,4,5,1,0,2,20,13,0,1,12,0,1,5,8,9,0,5,2,11,35,13,40,44,10,35,0,2,3,1,19,18,0,2,17,176,55,3,0.09535597311514003,0.0,0.09305367449588656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934380843953615,0.0,0.0,0.06484533161394361,0.0999890520516826,0.0,0.10772510762146606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488703271277145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581281161488456,0.0,0.0,0.10743352790358213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591898966556228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694983213160007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149671405643261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965767972647977,0.0,0.0,0.09852821048628256,0.0,0.2519268836757958,0.08625493691513245,0.0,0.09111671870196998,0.08569980004724713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892890708005689,0.13624465249296075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210153648641158,0.0,0.09963912056001906,0.0,0.16257899100179055,0.0,0.0,0.1051302969955992,0.0,0.09441740522872552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941442818431106,0.09786273861504342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074882100235956,0.0,0.0,0.09390642552035844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096205961997796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347054876447514,0.2795166710868521,0.0,0.08420107126308166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606248868216755,0.09022812737251952,0.06365085250562215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115761849568528,0.0,0.0,0.07611222799145552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938470256444,0.0,0.10146547849049876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221565064262608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217495621359648,0.0,0.0,0.10237662914892827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650533560496123,0.1519727295866178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615896131572588,0.0,0.09430949565679256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230280661216555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339164917061722,0.0,0.0,0.08779096856539459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110025726674281,0.2810602783107161,0.0,0.05560283475586083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862978599373641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248684706276484,0.07568913300359399,0.07648880984933412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919197552971591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773814740447058,0.0,0.0,0.061406120317765635 lonely,MrPeanut111,2019/02/13,"What am I going to teach my future kids? Ya so this is just something that randomly came to my mind. It most likely makes zero sense. Anyways, what am I going to teach my future kids? I grew up to be what my parents brought me up to be: a respectful, quiet gentleman. I was always told in school that I’m “so well-behaved and quiet.” Well I carried that in to my twenties. I am so lonely. All those douchebags from high school that would stir trouble up all the time aren’t lonely right now. I know this is an incel type of post, but I’m just conflicted if raising your kid to be the “respectful and quiet” guy is the right way to lead them. Will they end up in the same spot as me? 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If it goes good, its the change ive been needing.. wish me luck",0.7583333333333329,1.280390574074076,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,78.44444444444444,6.140740740740743,20.907407407407405,5.985473137389443,-0.08428148148148208,177,4,46,1,4,63,38,54,0.104,0.6920000000000001,0.205,0.6131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,5,2,6,12,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066157098994455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542322809844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222176849456201,0.12556004010503571,0.0,0.2731647906389639,0.2015734432945683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191850863601808,0.0,0.0,0.2136121517648692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781981504876989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628506298687608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316509022884898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763622123895333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881239764330419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Akumira,2019/02/13,why my 2 closest friends aren't my friends anymore. I never talk to anyone besides the people who sit by me in school. will it get better?,1.5720238095238095,3.918550249999999,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,82.21428571428572,3.733333333333334,27.190476190476193,3.1291,0.5491047619047622,109,5,21,0,3,35,26,28,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406580274880421,0.2401820084114921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30379634530781074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530771891793183,0.0,0.17946369209024918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26492707633974216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381384809809452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34763863303354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760909339165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099538013228121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ksg43,2019/02/13,I just want to talk By myself. Really would like to talk on the phone but no one is up to talk. No one ever is. Living on the opposite coast for too long is getting to me. Making me feel lonelier than I actually am.,-0.7021014492753643,1.4307554565217373,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,92.2608695652174,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.5870840579710146,165,4,37,4,6,60,33,46,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,10,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.2659865348063764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465528836372051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781830382027033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142405254561365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316269913713796,0.0,0.24068207186425375,0.2412136359434671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194090439911212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36939754690329096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746137023574057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657238229112545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076735724628613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936241121044084,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hotsummerdays,2019/02/13,worried that my dreams won't come true Recently single woman almost 35 years old and now I feel crushed. I'm worried that my dreams of having a family won't come true. I was lead on for a long time and I'm trying to get out there more but I'm always worrying that I'm going to run out of time.,0.7977435897435932,2.4546075692307703,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,81.0,6.17948717948718,18.525641025641026,7.1686216300943375,0.16079487179487195,232,5,53,3,6,80,42,65,0.185,0.755,0.059,-0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,8,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196649923707166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825314400998284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779315756588864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680027694612854,0.0,0.11091886423754696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461053183475735,0.0,0.1246716786147561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413344814016895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018942452074695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659906845188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558300565911025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893622009319948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683354253489578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412655605142341 lonely,Amoxi,2019/02/13,"I always like people who are wrong for me Hey y'all. I just wanted to rant a little since I'm sure my friends are tired of hearing this. I recently started getting a crush on this dude who is my type, but I'm definitely not his type. He's funny, weird, kind of edgy, etc. Basically I'm into alternative people. Except I am probably not the type that alternative people seek out. He's into the ""e girl""/goth types which is totally fine. But all my past crushes have pretty much been the same. It's all alternative dudes who are into those types of girls. Sometimes I feel really hopeless. Part of me wishes I could be a girl like that but then I would feel like a sellout. And you know what's bad? I looked that guy up and he has mugshots for a felony. Yet I'm still unfazed. I feel like I always end up liking dudes who are completely wrong for me. My last boyfriend ended up being a drug addict. I don't really know what to do. I know that they're horrible for me but my heart still wants what it wants. I feel like it's best if I just stop liking people haha. Also I know I'm young and confined to a narrow geographical area and I'm sure I'll meet a lot more people in the future, but this season is when I get incredibly antsy and frustrated",1.7020703125000018,3.7956496289062542,3.614537500000001,87.38671250000004,80.0546875,6.439750000000001,20.39625,7.554174236665415,0.6696279999999999,979,26,205,15,25,330,137,256,0.153,0.657,0.19,0.8583,0,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,2,0,1,7,20,1,0,12,1,17,4,1,0,5,43,40,14,0,7,11,0,4,7,1,1,3,1,0,3,19,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,6,28,14,21,35,10,27,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,2,22,128,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615910802532718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521084323657599,0.17732219508198893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896777164738244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111821387127029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171938013319338,0.0,0.0,0.08507434711954659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356830079548616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887496543355333,0.0,0.1188353852844638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550672554652614,0.22836565313075186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823230159465165,0.0,0.1113396742683808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550477648083732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009360591684035,0.1262664813409777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095913557769838,0.23423619929251185,0.08685537271168964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643968094648816,0.10679465949559698,0.0,0.0,0.08947815399153447,0.0,0.0,0.09058802610941487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832912662711122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538712164233515,0.10171742956945498,0.3693541099367869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084032769635348,0.11488275928204993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652187767335427,0.0,0.10520878553742888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814220572058899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538419516175376,0.0,0.07541915802031136,0.0,0.17018762091686876,0.08908354710486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008509381125123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246764227255688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885441507470137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253133513576205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569259167652248,0.2329991810605669,0.0,0.0 lonely,GallifreyanQueen,2019/02/13,"how do i make friends? i “graduated” from college a couple months ago and had to move home because i have no money and no job. my one good friend is back in my college town and he barely talks to me now. i have depression and social anxiety and have a really hard time leaving my room. my mom constantly nags that i have to get up and go “do something”, but there are three problems with that: 1. i feel like shit constantly and don’t want to get out of bed 2. there’s nothing to do around town that i’m interested in (also don’t have anyone to do things with and 3. if there were things to do and people to meet my anxiety prevents me from having normal social interactions. i feel like a prisoner. can someone please help me ",3.451001855287572,4.704606122448984,4.7932467532467555,84.49948051948053,72.80952380952381,8.066542980828695,26.28880643166357,8.575989854853784,1.7272231292517009,568,19,118,10,11,189,89,147,0.153,0.691,0.156,0.1289,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,3,0,18,1,1,2,0,23,26,13,0,4,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,2,3,15,6,18,24,0,17,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,9,81,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334963699093905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043346342357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304146842601432,0.0,0.0,0.10530188306588577,0.0,0.0,0.1340644795049847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580085193995385,0.0,0.09180336957316944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254866774708568,0.0,0.0,0.1666342338381838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971015685486326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229412339333614,0.21517501363972408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327038567706076,0.0,0.15736286696947555,0.0,0.08558852516713222,0.1263147690746481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490656049135147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094291406032213,0.0,0.1510624458366917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944564618340092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946193092188354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714951477147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052558251256824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763789927748131,0.12020618348347573,0.16006223579102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755442918544287,0.14450319928843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204935416751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440594882020024,0.0,0.0,0.16531178826345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410230294433446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647717319052787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458706437376238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070321492572016,0.12760151161509747,0.11593798409075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210452665922327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010173275593185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781512160719725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882682148670211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maddyyy123,2019/02/13,Why do I need to feel loved For about a year now I have been feeling more and more lonely. My last relationship ended because my boyfriend cheated on me but we continued talking every now and then for awhile. Part of me says that I was with him because I loved him but another part of me says I was with him because I just felt like I needed someone there for me. Eventually I knew my self worth and knew I needed out of the relationship so I left. I haven’t had any other relationships since him but I have a hard time connecting with people so it isn’t always easy meeting new people or forming new relationships. I have so much love to give and sometimes it hurts when I’m not getting any love back. I just want someone to love me unconditionally always. But why do I feel this way? Why can’t I become content with being alone and making myself happy? I’m happy with the person I am and happy with who I have around me but i’m still missing a piece. I just hate feeling so lonely ,2.5590843104410967,4.569611778894476,4.079455611390287,85.5060734226689,76.93969849246231,6.231267448352876,23.61836962590732,7.1686216300943375,0.9145944165270796,780,25,156,9,18,259,104,199,0.106,0.65,0.244,0.9887,0,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,15,15,2,0,5,0,15,5,0,1,0,37,39,18,0,4,10,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,15,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,7,8,34,9,19,31,7,18,0,4,0,5,22,4,0,1,14,113,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875462402129634,0.0,0.0,0.1586789300857658,0.0,0.0,0.1296835637704286,0.09998357850406013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488238587187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331884355164911,0.0,0.17437480239108122,0.10530741556910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445246572255723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803371220060517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928488231278553,0.0,0.09155167605637314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981683308408029,0.09146913091372473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30450794942943504,0.08541554606079549,0.09413912824679699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207495338007948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772359014458881,0.0,0.0,0.1035988723324586,0.0,0.0,0.046583561655597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302888874754306,0.0,0.06364736816443428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009377479223942,0.2121041259140571,0.0,0.1841807031963018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065111476813835,0.0,0.13220841296364644,0.08325659983469154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094840996073098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165349206989226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947163080276568,0.0,0.0,0.07887512836549107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158076750441214,0.0,0.09430433301643207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614723466637713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663932359103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559979097498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624034468374026,0.07568498966924389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581176716766155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614027588565159 lonely,Warcraze440,2019/02/14,"[Serious]How do I navigate this artificial life and find meaning? I am married, have 2 children, a great job yet I am all alone. I really have nobody who I can relate to or even talk to on the same level. I am not a negative person and try to see the positive things in life yet I am dying slowly. How do you find your stability, meaning, and purpose in this existence. I am not suicidal but I have lost interest in just about everything. I am looking for a deeper connection with anything that isn't self destructive...I am managing that just fine on my own.",2.450967472894078,4.840614880733948,4.837848206839034,78.02681401167641,79.09174311926606,9.101251042535447,28.257714762301926,9.573946990214177,3.2169376146788995,438,20,81,14,11,153,72,109,0.042,0.8109999999999999,0.146,0.8718,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,1,1,17,19,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,13,3,11,18,3,8,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,1,2,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118871441687052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835505687713784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232571145316406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512568739699288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386675089541776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739718206774889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255543900755233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030178792023095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28900721270491325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179888783251349,0.0,0.22332741292867467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457035239758253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786347054327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106163740988513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630268215234706,0.0,0.21342554827667248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237815000141836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644367295978325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591640320843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889898841338816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LasagnaToes,2019/02/14,"Does anybody ever feel like you’re just not going anywhere? Like you’re stuck in an endless loop of everyday routines? Let me preface this by saying I just got out of a 2 year relationship. The fact that I am newly single again has left me with a sudden realization that I am doing nothing. I get up and I go to work 4 days a week and do school on the other 3, Try to hit the gym every weeknight and it just feels like it’s never ending. (not feeling suicidal or anything like that just wondering if anyone else feels the same way) ",2.843055555555555,4.545233490740742,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,75.2037037037037,6.651851851851853,24.962962962962962,7.3871296695380915,1.225751851851852,419,14,82,5,9,141,80,108,0.098,0.831,0.071,-0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,3,22,17,5,1,1,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,7,4,10,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,13,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730778193617467,0.1865525308479032,0.14982833742146962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742027643219995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933094001068462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209636672371973,0.0,0.1612602379241181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469300338425827,0.15340207414896678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682408421697228,0.2601421068360168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512421321310367,0.0,0.20694948620051845,0.0,0.14561824543580784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781990564830051,0.1861792098306798,0.0,0.3558013929688263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042383393624094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747013562196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547535635534596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447896044477602,0.0,0.1842648563875824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915534890808995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361377727245446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451892359712054,0.146045806418812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744746573390068,0.13254934146482208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724729903006526 lonely,asuicidalferret,2019/02/14,"Today at rehearsal I joined another community theater recently. We learned some be choreography today. I got a partner of the opposite sex. And we were told to do a a few lifts But first a little back story. Back in college I was a competitive ballroom dancer so partner dances and lifts were normally for me. And now I’m single and haven’t had a SO for about two years, nor had a date. And now back to today. The first time the choreography said just of your hands on her hip to support her. And I did. The feeling of another human was soo foreign to me. Then we had to do more intense lift where I’m actually picking her up and I I miss the feeling of holding another human being. 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I honestly dont know what to do at this point, please help.",13.643750000000004,4.691786986111112,13.036111111111117,65.72000000000003,61.08333333333334,15.511111111111116,44.33333333333334,8.841846274778883,4.1283666666666665,261,6,58,2,2,89,49,72,0.034,0.7240000000000001,0.243,0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,15,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,10,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756099403320067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554039379209712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610777221705867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150590867869716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695578258948484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953399276383266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251391635218856,0.0,0.20127059986915904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868904637501625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825408594219077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731530243104043,0.0,0.19974731394101344,0.0,0.19239154349634788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699073885605692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276089527139195,0.0,0.0,0.19437420334242814,0.16739227359719389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122032625093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120162338559965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533396962568727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465093154446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678455557959991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502212025924776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tantaco1,2019/02/14,"My friends really aren't. So I'm a male junior in high-school for a bit of context. I've never fit in with anyone very well. I dont have a best friend, and the ""friends"" I do have don't really seem to care about me very much. Completely disregarding the Valentine's day loneliness, which I don't feel because I've never had a relationship, today was really rough. So I assume for the past week or so my ""friends"" have been planning a surprise birthday party for my 2 other friends who share a birthday. It was going to be during lunch in a teacher's classroom. Well today I learned that this was happening, yet I was never invited to tag along. Idk why, but this really hurt, as I've known these people for 12 years. These people are my friends in school, because we are basically all big nerds. I keep a high GPA, and take all honors courses. Because of this, I only see these people all day. There's about 15 of us. My hobbies do not align with anyone else's hobbies in this group. Idk what I'm doing wrong. I know for sure I can be a bit annoying at times because I'm relatively high energy. All these people are relatively nice to my face, but they don't initiate conversations with me, and don't include me in things unless they want to use me for my intelligence. Anyone who wants to talk, I would deeply appreciate it. Thank you. 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I'm so freaking extra lonely tonight. ,-0.6841333333333317,1.3457979200000023,1.3480000000000023,100.24066666666668,89.8,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.6720666666666664,88,3,21,0,3,29,24,25,0.35,0.599,0.051,-0.858,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6321121956278444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772370430736798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765423742785989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bankhead189,2019/02/14,"Happy lonely day Just letting everyone know, somebody out there cares about you more than you realize. ❤️ you are loved regardless of what you believe.",6.776666666666667,8.793533518518519,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,65.66666666666666,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.113311111111111,123,6,19,3,2,38,24,27,0.071,0.627,0.302,0.8442,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427879747994878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872089760512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449253880650242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36289414856885815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40428073686076393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087160536071048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883487299039778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427644673661514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GreyFox225,2019/02/14,"Does anyone want to talk? This may or may not be the best place to post this, but I know I will reach people who are feeling the same way as I am. So forgive me. Basically all of this ""together"" stuff on Valentine`s today has left me feeling pretty alone. I guess its hard to get your mind on anything else when its in your face every second, you know? Anyway, I would really love to have someone to chat with tonight. And for more than just tonight. I dont care about your age or gender at all. I just want to meet some new cool people, and possibly make each other not feel so damn lonely. Shoot me a message if you wanna",2.3896536796536805,4.202273809523811,3.299494949494949,91.80863636363638,76.77777777777777,5.851659451659452,20.978354978354982,6.574015621080383,0.2166285714285716,484,12,103,4,11,154,93,126,0.147,0.688,0.165,0.1439,0,3,0,1,0,1,16.0,0,5,0,1,7,7,1,0,3,1,10,2,1,1,2,31,22,10,0,5,8,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,15,5,17,17,7,14,0,1,0,1,12,6,1,7,6,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642469610453652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585949743707198,0.0,0.1481238535689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889786263187572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352099350293316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751835222433375,0.0,0.21095750663226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036608121449427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165693459236426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303873313801724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404205687206442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982892098088841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124376326472512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784550404076706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556945796468586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245613991192487,0.0,0.12015074114756835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817476945901245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384417166271585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495773079334065,0.0,0.18806066127725649,0.0,0.0,0.20292184561698345,0.17238930136631958,0.18312371047088655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531197902996453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251258245817376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605580936541934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467639112305994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706180207937679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233616694686971,0.14287484093626918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278661368108383,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,governorslefteye,2019/02/14,"Small success to break up the ""fuck V Day"" posts I bought chocolates for this girl I like. We'd talked a little, but she was kinda drifting away. So I went through with it and she was really happy. And consequently I'm happy for the first time in a while. I hope she sticks around a while, she's a cool chick",1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.625,5.516666666666668,18.479166666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.2837208333333332,240,5,55,2,6,76,48,64,0.033,0.6509999999999999,0.316,0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,6,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,9,6,9,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413496185927936,0.0,0.0,0.25472124423787723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748465932653228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061007877035225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250641229557982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772134127976359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692781328540571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324529785866603,0.2717282167667349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596529997556865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368305936382675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791177672391707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808919845758854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513261013327403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zethak,2019/02/14,"Another Valentine’s Day post I know they’re everywhere today but I want to post mine to get it off my chest. Today sucks massively. All day walking around school seeing all the couples doing their thing, good for them. All the little stalls selling their V-day snacks, treats, and gifts, cool. But all I want to do is die cause no one wants to be with me today or any day. Hurray for the day of love. 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Tomorrow is ""Take your student to work day"" in which students have their parents sign a permission form that allows them to skip out on going to school to go to their parent/guardian's workplace. Most of my friends are going with their parents on said: ""Take your student to work day"". My parents wouldn't let me come with them and now I'm forced to go to school tomorrow. I'm the type of person who really needs friends and loves to be around people I'm friends with, so going just one day without seeing them is going to be difficult, especially in during lunch, in the mornings, and in the afternoon. I don't know, I just get really depressed when I'm not with friends. And the thing about is that our principal even said that even if we didn't fill out the form, it's still in our best interest to not come to school as over 100 people had signed and turned in the forms. However, my parents are still making me go. I know I sound stupid complaining over one day of not seeing my friends, but it's a big deal for me.",4.8844246031746055,5.501469069444448,5.067883597883596,86.20833333333334,68.9537037037037,8.578835978835981,28.85449735449736,8.634040054169528,1.9158608465608464,853,29,178,13,14,268,105,216,0.045,0.861,0.094,0.8553,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,6,3,11,13,1,0,8,0,16,2,0,2,0,33,43,10,0,3,8,4,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,1,8,15,1,0,2,0,0,11,8,4,0,2,4,5,23,9,38,34,6,38,0,1,2,1,28,15,0,3,12,120,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790214669336053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183598473567013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507636394943505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257459537215316,0.09021861248593108,0.0753719382213441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559860452726305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056584574793489,0.0,0.0457201832730349,0.0,0.3978700319402891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618603639003186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089484551909176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898088087022033,0.0,0.05841337470033167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488730086736165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859761493386628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858455829013424,0.0,0.0,0.12133635353200795,0.07641005594850328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212185250262063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648344415179234,0.0,0.0,0.3542577739253964,0.13946773135192778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977064815844795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159274074391908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581375267942193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518537636644256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843561853010765,0.0,0.12741614316252636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,trystinfields,2019/02/14,"Sad but true. Lately it seems that I've had a harder time enjoying things that used to make me happy. I've slowly disengaged, without trying to, from friends and family and stopped going out... Its like I'm starting this death spiral of misery and emptiness.. I feel like, well, hollow. 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Feeling a bit down after my break up a month ago and now it seems like she's moved on and everyone else seems to have someone to spend on Valentines Day. Anything I can do to occupy myself elsewhere? Note: scrolling through IG every 5 minutes does not help.",3.136609195402297,5.772991051724138,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,78.13793103448276,5.935632183908046,28.63218390804597,7.1686216300943375,1.6648873563218394,243,11,45,3,6,74,48,58,0.093,0.8390000000000001,0.068,-0.3438,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566488244442566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877644502851068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902453777370287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34290964038182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265196182837394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208817761866134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399474638702005,0.25403634748836257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344245416966308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781973546679205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988358081913445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220334394825868,0.2825623498757768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840497709405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252585239202648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,marshmerino,2019/02/14,"A virtual hug for anyone who needs it You are not alone. I share your loneliness and emptiness. Your existence matters, and you are beautiful.",3.1725999999999988,6.2773517600000055,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,91.4,8.9,30.25,8.841846274778883,4.0244,114,6,18,4,4,36,21,25,0.227,0.479,0.294,0.3076,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7127698251666733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812069101267756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102931373025814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HUviking,2019/02/14,"Spongebob discord Hi, I got a new discord with a couple of people to watch spongebob (and other anything else) on [rabb.it](https://rabb.it). its just to chill and talk. [https://discord.gg/amaefB](https://discord.gg/amaefB) ",11.841379310344827,17.01284210344828,6.609931034482759,58.003172413793116,76.24137931034483,5.078620689655172,29.93793103448276,6.742157984588678,2.417518620689654,187,7,19,2,5,49,24,29,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575037885690193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806951398556596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629155089557916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34745813324772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195809688487845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30118320235819795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491831781092617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ValleyOTomorrow,2019/02/14,"Idk anymore Numbness. I can feel it, The only thing that I'm feeling. I wish someone was here, Wish that I could be more, Than full of despair. No, I did this to myself, I don't let anyone in. I don't feel anything Should I live or die? I don't know anymore",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.4371428571428595,99.00785714285715,91.5,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.6022214285714282,196,7,46,0,7,66,40,56,0.217,0.657,0.126,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,17,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,4,11,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640339091118658,0.16358427993515576,0.0,0.1925220934511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679118055340774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428046488220179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548786183348738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285735879133737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392311885090971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658339943134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793060524602328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982262879680209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542693498736024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380651987286441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,92grocerybags,2019/02/14,"r/lonely discord chat hello to all you wonderful people on this lonely valentine's day! if you don't want to cry alone this year, come cry with us! link is below!! https://discord.gg/NhCnBxM ",2.7368627450980405,5.6101775882352936,3.6258823529411783,79.15980392156867,96.64705882352942,4.619607843137255,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.33217254901960835,154,4,25,2,6,49,29,34,0.206,0.561,0.233,0.4903,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337078154765685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606368576462912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6647168394339046,0.19513231506509848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097636141506592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639538886341592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784633473390844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281237471335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948448563573004 lonely,Xartemiss,2019/02/14,"Admitting it It's not a Valentines Day thing exactly, never celebrated it, and it's not popular where I'm from. People don't ask each other to be their Valentine and post couple stuff on social media. It's just a coincidence that I'm feeling like this right now. Pms might have something to do with it. Anyway, I'm lonely, like everyone here. It just hit me. I feel so alone inside, even if I do have a few people who really care. My anxiety is always with me, limiting everything. I wonder if people can love someone with these problems. Because I really can't see how. And this is not about finding a better half. I just wish to feel connected, understood, accepted, seen and loved by another human being. I wish I didn't feel like I'm standing alone against the world. And on top of it, it breaks my heart thinking of all the people who feel the same way :< and I soooo wish that I could make them feel seen and loved and appreciated.. Lots of hugs to you all, nice internet buddies ",3.4725,5.278411958762888,4.9531829896907205,81.14668170103094,73.74226804123711,8.355154639175261,26.042525773195877,9.017664075816787,2.1415268041237114,776,27,149,17,16,260,117,194,0.096,0.703,0.202,0.9697,0,4,1,0,1,0,29.0,0,1,2,3,11,14,0,0,7,0,14,6,1,2,4,47,41,12,0,7,8,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,12,0,1,12,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,9,16,12,16,32,6,13,0,1,3,4,12,6,0,5,6,103,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462268268873573,0.0,0.0,0.09890931649052023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464550151387707,0.09093518235933608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112735206225784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246201499824934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513080625266999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119583092173515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490797833379977,0.13152733290449084,0.0,0.07666128048756261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851247740694359,0.0,0.0,0.11358532625187333,0.1068326415476638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360625294195032,0.16984142453706982,0.0,0.0,0.10864497597526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086145684497747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422155193101374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105897618247696,0.3218542983418742,0.0,0.07934661114947117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610222650002573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167982947767102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296378102237717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384454836647664,0.0,0.0,0.11374248337270625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230226086960333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151428330756884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472395580851016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211729390100859,0.10071811842465096,0.09151189091545893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607764733408292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897190935121041,0.07616706082685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435342918849844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41008371009659694,0.0,0.12890938441049432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,OddRamos,2019/02/14,"Hello good people Just here to collect some ears (eyes?) I know today is Valentine’s Day (gross) and many of us can’t help but feel lonely. But hey that doesn’t mean we don’t have love. Spend some time today doing what you love today, no matter what it is (legal and moral I suppose but I won’t judge). I’ll be grabbing my guitar when I press send. Be well, everybody You are loved ",0.6064838255977527,2.859327341772154,2.023206751054854,96.19137834036572,85.70886075949366,4.017440225035162,15.106891701828413,5.033348758259628,-0.9906466947960619,296,5,64,1,9,95,61,79,0.067,0.662,0.271,0.9612,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,0,0,13,17,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,5,9,5,2,14,2,7,1,1,1,3,11,0,0,2,6,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496148198169675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058129211059011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552528484747418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026890025268018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500901613640707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5666215436284788,0.0,0.0,0.21216637484261308,0.0,0.2279557790749617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508108624737645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220266984370594,0.0,0.5950889043985238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172538011800155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815836663137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Doom7313,2019/02/14,"When it’s Valentines Day, don’t let it get you down We can’t let our sorrows get in the way of the fact that we WILL find someone eventually! Maybe not right now, but we will find someone. To us, this is the most depressing day of the year. Let’s change that! We are not inferior. We are not worse then someone else. Just because a person has a date today doesn’t mean that we should feel like we are trash. The only way we can change this is if we try to change it! It might get hard sometimes, yes. We might feel like we are the only one that doesn’t have someone today. But I am CERTAIN that there is someone in your school, university, work place, or organization that feels THE EXACT SAME WAY. So SIEZE THE DAY. We will find love, it just might take some time! Chin up guys, you can do 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lonely,syn294,2019/02/14,"hard to do anything i’ve been lacking human interaction lately. friends are busy, i feel disconnected, lost, and out of touch just about anywhere i am. i just had an 18 days holiday but i didnt really get to meet anyone except my parents, not that im not happy about it. i really need someone to talk to. i even tried to approach people on r/penpals but no one replied. maybe they’re busy or something. i really want to have a deep emotional connection with someone but i can really be satisfied with just anyone. i stay awake at night just going back and forth between social medias just to see if there’s someone i can talk to, but will just ended up wasting my time i could’ve spent sleeping. its not easy for me to connect with anyone but really now, i just wish im not this lonely. i’ll start working again on next monday and, since im working far from home and dont really fit in with my coworkers and the job itself, im really afraid to feel homesick—not that being at home will make me any less lonely. i really cant quit my job since the pay is good and im paying for my parents since they’re retired. i really love my parents and am so grateful for them but really, i wish i had a partner 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lonely,kissmylifeaway,2019/02/14,"I'll send anyone a VDay message who comments on here I'm a 24 years old girl. Most of my life I was alone on Valentine's Day and was called fat/ugly until at 21 I was suddenly noticed by men and women as being very beautiful (I lost a lot of weight). I spent last Valentine's Day with an abusive childhood best friend who assaulted me and raped my soul. I want to send some nice messages to someone because this day shouldn't make anyone more lonely or more traumatized.",5.078771929824561,5.5404638421052645,5.490263157894738,83.90100877192985,68.47368421052633,8.017543859649122,30.570175438596486,7.793537801064563,1.9512807017543865,375,14,74,4,6,120,71,95,0.208,0.647,0.145,-0.7818,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,11,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,5,1,8,3,11,3,6,14,1,2,0,1,12,3,0,4,9,42,11,0,0.0,0.2594640701802725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680473740297266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062419396395689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334925888549641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298135977981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361045614227035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236859600496283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918899829752024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850382832664385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467716373795956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390504409453188,0.1861751202744905,0.0,0.0,0.14617568307294482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493184240227132,0.2297902706183953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855471776962364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068740708678746,0.12916434783547606,0.0,0.0,0.26666746264833663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102060269367153 lonely,Reid_ballantyne,2019/02/14,A date The buffet close by me is going to open soon and that’s where you can find me. Here’s to the 6th Valentines date alone. 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Every human on earth is celebrating love and their loved ones and I'm just sitting here sipping on cheap wine, waiting for the next round of CS GO to begin. But it's alright. I arrived alone, I'll leave alone, and I'll be alone in between. It's alright. 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I know this sounds silly but I'm really hoping I can make some friends in time to have a party. It's been about 3 years since I've hung out with anyone who wasn't family, and I have plenty of online friends, but they live too far away to travel just for a party. I'm in a wheelchair, so it's really difficult for me to leave the house on a regular basis and meet people. I joined Meetup, but I'm not that optimistic :( if anyone in Chicago wants to go to an awkward cripple's birthday party let me know, I guess, lmfao. Mainly just venting, though. This is really frustrating and it makes me feel so lonely.",3.4070149253731365,4.6330043283582105,5.046447761194031,82.74892537313436,72.88059701492537,7.748059701492537,23.84776119402985,8.238735603445708,1.4110770149253742,516,14,101,8,10,175,87,134,0.12,0.659,0.221,0.9474,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,20,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,2,10,4,18,17,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,4,4,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862171791970833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922922765394758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127505527679166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294272853733435,0.0,0.1034862652424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162519013619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631751271555052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225464821695691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328145515986104,0.0,0.2361593353713292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496030588270105,0.0,0.0,0.21671380762120354,0.0,0.20928684583317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072554978272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732348921613172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189098662184216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933465893039738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693034434469971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010852219883861,0.0,0.11934352770089952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071845983542145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317994496742017 lonely,Fizdip,2019/02/14,"Ever fall in love with someone that just gives you the time of day? Maybe you're on a train, at a restaurant, walking past someone and they look at you and smile or just acknowledge your presence and because you have experienced such a lack of kindness and/or appreciation from anyone in your life you immediately fall in ""love"" with them and begin to overthink scenarios of different outcomes if you were actually confident and more attractive. &#x200B; Same lul.",10.791296296296297,10.322581925925927,9.497623456790127,63.03680555555556,56.90123456790123,12.544444444444444,43.70679012345679,11.698219412168324,5.321293827160495,380,19,59,9,4,118,59,81,0.025,0.763,0.211,0.9524,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,2,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,13,6,3,14,0,0,1,2,12,6,0,2,5,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21894956188329898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431012567646241,0.27263013348520226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688243346596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367718752949822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469797858991204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344154774266901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295255131139048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523301064934536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336434214178695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847685576563791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884115438705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049994649567532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540653587787296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418343013132907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802104021936023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083004379159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263013348520226,0.0 lonely,DrSuperZeco,2019/02/14,"Sad on a Valentine’s Day?! No one deserve love and good treat more than yourself. Be your own valentines. Buy yourself flowers, a box of chocolates, take yourself out on dinner. You deserve it. 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I'm 36 years old and had been diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis that ultimately led to the surgery that ruined my life. Whenever I meet a pretty girl, the voice in my head says ""don't even think that she will ever love you, she deserves a man with a healthy body."" Suicide is always on my mind. The older I get, the worse my loneliness feels, like being deprived of food and water for too long. I used to be addicted to pain pills, they took care of the emotional pain more than anything else. Now that I am clean, the emptiness and despair won't go away. Whenever anyone reading this is feeling the same way as I do, take comfort in the fact that you don't have to live with a colostomy bag, and when you sleep alone tonight, think about what it would be like to have one attached to you when you roll over in bed..........😔",7.452727272727272,6.402470232323235,7.209777777777778,78.638,63.84848484848485,10.748282828282829,34.44646464646465,9.888512548439397,3.0279337373737376,798,29,162,14,10,253,127,198,0.183,0.6809999999999999,0.136,-0.9128,0,2,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,5,1,0,7,12,0,0,16,0,18,15,3,2,2,21,31,7,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,2,1,2,10,8,3,1,4,1,0,3,4,7,0,1,4,4,21,5,24,20,3,21,0,4,0,1,13,6,0,0,13,103,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505885241621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861342723061918,0.0,0.0,0.11494013733631465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096587835368619,0.0,0.11367407842887475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297832282545332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534378479949178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083875963360973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908622989486235,0.0,0.0,0.14020503405573628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539482194922583,0.15538429856632902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912374613025792,0.12495183291479575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396913264003079,0.09868431687907343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703448251894906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217030809635004,0.0,0.07850581715726257,0.0,0.11047990077992544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176728893840218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975694736259214,0.13497244962302318,0.0,0.2439530666647693,0.1222459274884356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467304586433582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947788415788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495039349556293,0.0,0.09360446302407456,0.0,0.4409590210739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405338743537901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817328478219526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985121462958973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142674466212858,0.0,0.1382356633422797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548780042910475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510982577856738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386100801495474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702381823215224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347407118421094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930506869758704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096458502988206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077228668700706,0.0981277823525519,0.0,0.0,0.08895499272627942 lonely,lil_mango_32102,2019/02/14,"I need a hug I feel so lonely, I don't have anyone I can talk to about how I feel. My parents don't care, they threw their lives away on drugs and have left me, my girlfriend is happy with someone I once considered a friend. I don't go to school cause I stay up all night wishing I could go back to when I had loved ones around me. I haven't heard a genuine 'I love you' in so long, and I haven't had a hug in a long time either. I'm pushing friends away cause I can't talk to them about how I feel. I wish more than anything I could just hug someone and cry",2.584900000000001,2.5322975200000037,3.6253500000000014,96.900425,73.8,6.57,23.625,5.148860815047168,-1.9999999999686928e-05,430,10,112,1,8,139,71,125,0.068,0.675,0.257,0.9735,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,11,10,0,0,5,0,14,6,0,4,1,20,28,8,0,5,2,1,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,4,4,25,9,15,22,3,19,0,1,0,5,13,8,0,0,6,73,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947360830934138,0.0,0.11707034027012705,0.12664424542275773,0.0,0.0,0.2673215723955998,0.10939147764865384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450466257691792,0.2922866104093159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271708838694587,0.0,0.15626924251451024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497993261418836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579736568572916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982410595629345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170270047160626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144162550964574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456918273947576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562084918179106,0.25179658415551576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567958518525977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548622348255317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350420300908827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150546868487832,0.0964011011876158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579662431658368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397776687889227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107798296709046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516334459665294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869124627451934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295470846353227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271908941643874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nemofoot,2019/02/14,Worst day of the year Nothing we can do except keep our heads up and get through today. Roll on tomorrow ASAP!,0.8625757575757582,3.416704954545456,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,90.36363636363636,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.4724969696969703,87,3,17,1,3,28,22,22,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295409216627475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931615698259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470099181636931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40714258455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395185597642441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341849849571925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497403523963034 lonely,Ch3feroni,2019/02/14,"[OFFER] Let me make you a really decent Valentine. Hi, hello, let me start this off by saying if you’re expecting something elaborate let me stop you here because these, well they aren’t the best. I’m not an artist, or even a calligraphist for that matter. In fact I am probably the least qualified to do anything related to art but here the fuck I am, lonely as shit and time on my hands. Anyway, if you like what you see down below, send me a request and I’ll get to you as fast as possible. Even provide a small description about yourself so I can make it more personal to you. https://imgur.com/gallery/JELMw2d Try it out, don’t try it out, the offers out there if you need a little pick me up during the holiday. Enjoy! (Or don’t!) 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I might just try to find out a way to not go,3.138865248226949,3.2028827446808563,4.5795744680851085,90.13333333333335,72.61702127659575,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,0.822551773049645,167,5,39,1,3,56,37,47,0.048,0.952,0.0,-0.25,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,9,8,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,3,24,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087177713454806,0.0,0.0,0.24802385782461664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922349401142877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724368849240873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880794097270306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030952198335005,0.0,0.0,0.2534143196003815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162124843902607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066489898967067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213773114132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016697346415119,0.2375286957956777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237464766140448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659956752967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lavenderbruises,2019/02/15,"Feeling like I wasted 4 years of university I had some friends in high school, and I looked forward to making friends in university. Couldn’t be further from the truth. Turns out, as time went by, I became more and more self-conscious, which made making friends that much harder. I thought I would have the typical uni experience of every young person...fun, exciting, filled with new experiences. Except I found myself spending most nights alone in my room. Don’t get me wrong. I wasn’t a COMPLETE loner. I had a handful of friends. But I didn’t have a best friend, or even a really close one. I thought at least, maybe I’d experience some romance. After all, where else in life would it be easier to find a special someone? So many cute and smart guys around me, if only I could just talk to one. Nope. Never happened. Not even a single date. I’m not mad at anyone, or anything. I’m not even mad at myself. Even if I could go back in time and do these past 4 years all over again, I don’t think much would have changed. I was always that awkward quiet girl, ever since I could remember. As the years went by, it got better in some ways and worse in others, but I was never completely happy. A small part of me was always lonely and starved for company. At the end of the day, it all comes down to personality. Some people have personalities that let them make friends with anybody they meet, that lead them on crazy adventures and experiences. Other people are best suited to spending the days watching others live their lives. I want to say I’m okay being on my own, but sometimes I’d like to have someone to talk to who isn’t my mother. Sometimes I wish I had a friend. 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Right now I just feel so alone. I have no one I can talk to or confide in without feeling embarrassed like I just massively overshared. I wish I had health insurance so I could at least talk to a therapist, to just have ONE person. &#x200B; I know there's apps like MeetUp but I suffer with anxiety and it seems so intimidating to go to an event and not know anyone. &#x200B; I was a socially awkward kid and didn't really have a big friend group growing up. I know that is a factor now, just not knowing how to strike up a conversation. I had 1 close friend back in my hometown but they are moving on with their life without me. I try to keep in touch with texting but I'm lucky if I get a response. They've completely stopped even initiating a conversation. &#x200B; If anyone else feels the same way and wants to send me a message just to chat, I'd really appreciate it. 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Just looking to have a conversation with someone. My wife has been gone for a few months and she doesn’t get back until next month. I’m just looking to talk to someone. 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Reddit is so full of 'jokesters' 'sarcastic' and 'hurtful' people... When you already struggle with depression... sarcasm and excessive jokes... crudeness... rips my soul apart. 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Hello, I’ve been active in this subreddit for a little and is currently in college to become a psychiatrist and have also been through deep episodes of depression and loneliness myself, so if anyone is looking for someone to talk to for advice and how to cope in a positive manor please do not hesitate to pm me!",15.12318181818182,8.336522833333332,14.08606060606061,52.84909090909092,55.51515151515152,17.442424242424245,54.21212121212121,13.816669648895859,7.16699393939394,281,14,46,7,2,94,45,66,0.09,0.762,0.14800000000000002,0.4949,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,16,6,0,6,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,1,37,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247607792904264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066183172465212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065824284601345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28534925761645785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253361796026552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317989907629522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895451796707425,0.0,0.0,0.4339312910383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283612565320625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378319589680127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153358806261357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uxaj123,2019/02/15,"I have a few friends but i still feel so alone Sorry for any English mistakes, not my native language. Im introvert and i accepted that easily because i had always some friends around me and I didnt feel alone so often. But now that i feel i need to talk about something so personal and private i dont see anyone who can i trust that much. I always feel like some of my friends dont really like me and arent even my real friends and even if they are, what if the things i said were to much for them and they would just reject me. I just fear so much to tell im feeling bisexual to my friends but telling that to internet strangers isnt a problem. I have one friend that is okay with gay people but he thinks that trans are fucked up, what if he would think about me the same? I dont want to lose him. I just want to be hugged, like really being tight in somebody hands. I dont even remember how hugs feel like. I just want to be feel cared about, I have friends and I like them but we never talk serious, we are just joking around and talking about not important stuff. Every time i try to go into serious talk they always joke around or just ignore me and being ignored feels so fucking bad. Last time i got with a guy on discord and finally i thought to myself that i find a new friend but he just ghosted me after 3 days. I feel even if i have friends, nobody really cares about me. I feel like i have no one to trust. Why everything is so fucking hard to me even if it seems so simple and trival?",2.0476062004496534,3.719861702875402,3.2569897053603114,92.35925334279968,77.33865814696486,6.5539699443852815,23.094190036682054,7.3871296695380915,0.7451664655070407,1175,36,262,15,27,380,145,313,0.138,0.589,0.273,0.9947,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,5,1,31,38,3,1,6,1,26,7,1,1,1,75,53,31,1,13,21,0,13,6,9,2,0,1,0,2,13,19,0,3,17,2,0,1,11,13,0,2,6,15,48,25,30,41,7,18,0,2,1,6,30,7,3,10,16,182,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418181930490604,0.0,0.0,0.1709051046678226,0.0,0.0,0.04655855071180938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787232292061666,0.0,0.0,0.1828451078419384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716541883332179,0.04173563117249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960926974267435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415426382660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209619007124149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226102448267176,0.0,0.05768471902238832,0.0,0.0615319312459758,0.0,0.0,0.07704216427940425,0.34617963334218665,0.14673423832739774,0.0,0.0750000657043639,0.06257577361267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476063032619405,0.1898843798277858,0.0,0.0,0.03891023973936581,0.0,0.05475771836266487,0.0,0.0,0.06779111834280173,0.0,0.0,0.0613311959854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479079066677962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055808116434195164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069125689836076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765948271793047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098896760843572,0.05076593319636218,0.05280443207562156,0.06612392781772941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278731764922228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047465013456850856,0.05978100096567844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551176274634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779281638284937,0.13158130476799068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755750345488897,0.0,0.06512589744938356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054557744259797855,0.062327968579476235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052707705233395415,0.0,0.07664096703887742,0.0,0.0,0.05467624090057579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837604985307073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011830829995052,0.11968286300937865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548510666933308,0.0877392205623803,0.0,0.05435356582559432,0.07984498921567516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648324378152258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114730026896328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617790173607706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727114944314376,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Timnormas,2019/02/15,"I always get super lonely in the weekends I can't stand the feeling of being isolated. I'm sitting I'm my room with nothing to do and I feel like I'm spiraling like I always do. If anyone wants to DM me I'd love a chat.",-0.2275999999999989,1.467155439999999,3.414000000000001,88.397,84.6,5.6000000000000005,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.6421999999999999,172,6,38,2,5,64,36,50,0.118,0.631,0.251,0.8372,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,5,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846466945845937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456485610423172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35527220575311785,0.25098047125988765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835482932834108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432708467242912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170767229688542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33709751371687585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072154860375916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaygirl2001,2019/02/15,"I’m gross, I’m ugly, I’m ostracized from society for a reason Everyone is making friends except me. It’s easy for them. It’s casual, no big deal. I walk into a room and the conversations continue around me. I speak up, I laugh along, I try to actively contribute. But no one has any interest in what I say. Everyone else leaves but not before sharing numbers and social media. People wave politely goodbye at me and continue their discussions. They are not interested in staying in touch with me. I used to think maybe it’s because I’m an introvert but actually it’s just because there’s something wrong with me I’m Still trying to figure it out ",1.7960714285714303,4.521470888888891,4.244742063492065,78.65616071428573,86.14285714285714,8.229365079365081,26.12896825396825,8.841846274778883,2.8787634920634924,516,23,92,16,16,179,84,126,0.141,0.767,0.092,-0.7955,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,21,11,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,3,14,6,18,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.20245147149719464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108021930446996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846837835994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529319280178204,0.0,0.17653356174291984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388261315286108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733065842272673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964746986971528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028342811333607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967066035288685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384814605293608,0.0,0.20842190539702304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058056922404866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382695348984798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133038938531597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649808757367586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147980143905226,0.0,0.15971318908508614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112523492747374,0.1656781823975613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293227870390065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817040533444685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791792178168615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682543307360356,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pinkeyman,2019/02/15,"I just couldn't Just had this studie fair at school, where we could meet students from various fields. I was really stoked to ask tons of questions, but I just couldn't. I just stood there awkwardly. This really scares me, what if this also happens next year and I don't make any friends at uni. I don't know why but I just can't communicate with people I don't know well. I'm super extraverted and energetic with my friends but I just shut down when talking to strangers. I really don't know what to do.",1.7231283422459889,4.124295715686273,2.7185204991087346,92.08788770053478,82.0392156862745,6.846345811051696,21.037433155080205,8.00094639256281,0.9298117647058826,401,12,87,8,11,127,60,102,0.15,0.743,0.106,-0.5458,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,0,23,19,8,0,4,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,13,4,10,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785579221702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124183104256214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079170089710353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757089156228872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436563860355689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667045233815114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666810162476415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845589097581754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365283708992428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418640477254222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491425303313845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274316352169575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266444372827973,0.22508395437263554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875930137593168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996722404806724,0.0,0.20068433322782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432203960243415 lonely,niiii01,2019/02/15,"No one cares I have a lot of friends that I talk to and hang out with but everytime I look around I feel like they always have someone else to hang out with. It's like no one wants to actively be there for me yet everytime I'm always trying to make sure my friends are okay. I just let them walk all over me. Recently my friend stopped talking to me bc she's going through smthing and can't tell me bc I broke her trust before. It's my fault for breaking her trust but we fixed things and it actually felt like how it did before I fucked up, but now suddenly she's just dropping me for no reason and this has happened before with other friends and everytime I try so hard to make things right but in the end I don't think anyone cares about me. I'm tired of trying, all I ever wanted was at least one person who cared. 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Feeling alone when surrounded by friends. It just makes you feel more alone since it's not the loneliness created by the lack of people but the loneliness that is associated with people not wanting to spend time with you even though you are physically there. It makes you feel not wanted, alienated by the people that you hold close. Not being able to talk with them naturally since you have the feeling that you are not accepted. This sucks since I'm usually the one that brings them all together. I'm usually the foundation that creates the initial bonds from which the friend group expands and branches out but after some time it feels like I'm no longer needed. Like I was just a temporary piece that can get replaced once I'm fully used. I can see the friendship bloom and blossom while it feels like I'm sitting in the sidelines, not being allowed to part of it. They all find people within the group that they'd rather spend their time with instead of me making me feel like an outcast. This is not the first time this has happened. I've seen many friendships that I've built leave me behind and flourish. I'm getting used to this but I always have a hope that for once this won't happen but it all just falls apart no matter how strong we start or how much effort I put into it.",6.363008555133077,6.835244148288979,5.851043250950571,82.39048122623575,65.69201520912547,8.856368821292776,30.12571292775665,8.660442795831766,2.141296768060837,1093,36,210,15,16,335,140,263,0.07,0.747,0.183,0.9877,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,8,5,3,11,11,1,0,17,0,15,0,0,8,3,56,47,13,0,6,16,0,7,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,1,10,0,2,3,10,1,0,2,2,9,21,10,25,40,9,23,0,0,2,0,20,8,1,3,15,141,45,0,0.10030101230330632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155263981744524,0.0,0.0,0.08345847718292049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624787266495746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550064387013747,0.2149651896917157,0.0,0.0,0.09167330813917447,0.08531598982639647,0.0,0.0,0.23247693989434734,0.0,0.1048062783137213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739170786126754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962153677561347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512281326381392,0.0,0.0,0.10620428970631396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960080328462768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008551136877452,0.101689483609168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373278482531997,0.07437192971338949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363460926420452,0.06796656174732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861622206218499,0.0,0.2781443714235481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083022069031174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992692078989548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489101015780709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099357275475737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061815435457817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985452353319434,0.0,0.2339453074937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325574137031188,0.22093478926361784,0.0,0.11832027153222074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221530049227814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HamimMostafa,2019/02/15,"What do i do? What do you do when you know that your life will never amount to anything? When you know that you started nowhere and will end up nowhere, when you know that life whatever you do you'll never be enough, you'll always fail to meet expectations. What do you do when you know that you'll never be loved unconditionally, when you know in your heart that there's no such thing as unconditional love. When you know that the only time people interact with you is when they need something from you and will leave you as soon as their needs are fulfilled. What do you do when the very people that gave birth to you tell you that they regret doing it, what do you do when you agree with them. What do you don't even matter to the people you hold so close to your heart, when you realize that you're very easily disposable for them. What do you do when you know you'll never know what romance is, when you know hate yourself so much that you can't really expect someone else to love you. What do you do when you know that people will dismiss you everywhere you go just because of how you look. What do you do when everyone else around you is ""happy"" but you know that the chances of you ever being happy are almost 0. What do you do when you realize that your existence never made a difference in the grand scheme of things, when life and living and the alive all feels pointless? Do you end it or do you choose to keep suffering?",6.250144736842106,5.9750354947368445,5.930910087719301,84.26689144736844,65.98245614035089,9.230263157894738,26.93530701754386,8.660442795831766,1.5626885964912285,1136,26,239,15,16,352,118,285,0.061,0.852,0.087,0.8976,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,47,5,1,26,11,1,0,7,0,41,8,2,2,7,44,65,28,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,28,8,0,2,15,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,2,53,7,21,52,4,34,0,3,1,3,59,5,0,2,28,186,81,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946835271082676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867762801109482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778109985284083,0.08417431068777816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764006529671095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879021835660827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797772799179097,0.0,0.16749595372612452,0.09770095544564096,0.0,0.062452918600898764,0.08553072979728166,0.0,0.09035169146295986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781002733075492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373798589550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131186212461527,0.0,0.09335383480953598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240970961276882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404514192182545,0.0,0.0,0.5716166383109165,0.0,0.0,0.1001204656584116,0.0,0.0,0.20036172556633655,0.0,0.0,0.0834941086552557,0.0,0.07940268178622918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601969215044484,0.08947056085620733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950906381857401,0.14022319165092126,0.3646345852797465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191360645821843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622111033763284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060574580085667865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801164433903612,0.07279332996632756,0.0,0.0,0.06692676522404213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264554584361335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256367494533427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513598647861386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603613701868113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thanapon13,2019/02/15,"Life is hard and it get harder when you have no one to share with. So if you guys have something you would like to share but no one to share with I'm all ears (eyes in this case) no matter how big or small you think it is. It better to let it out. just let it out here or if you don't like to share it in the open you could PM me😉😉😉 ",-2.534625000000002,-0.9041852124999964,-0.0799999999999983,109.885,94.875,3.2,9.25,3.1291,-2.481775,253,1,76,0,10,84,49,80,0.093,0.698,0.208,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,1,1,18,12,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,6,7,11,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,3,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505899566551199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262228078012855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803271835445309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805497494844513,0.0,0.0,0.25381572232359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794658079447448,0.20013042468899656,0.2768498451465817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839951214580842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181278884404114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155192708478549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127560420484109,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Unknownredtreelog,2019/02/15,"Anyone else feel like they been the same person for the last couple of years What I mean by this is that it doesn't matter what age you are, you always feel and act the same",5.259729729729732,4.371223756756764,5.019594594594596,92.02506756756758,68.18918918918922,7.4,18.5,3.1291,-0.6099081081081081,137,0,32,0,2,42,31,37,0.029,0.902,0.068,0.3455,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27808615698800704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336845994089776,0.34243353216050154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697925720657229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918622089584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379691813796512,0.23875682656956315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724224883409205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327616568396622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640482997705885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918157801972045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521770066940404 lonely,BigDumBrain,2019/02/15,"Till next year Valentine’s Day Valentines was a success, ended up drunk playing video games still thinking of the one that got away. 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Loneliness is a feeling we all share and know very well and it hurts, by frequenting this subreddit, we learn that other people in this world are feeling the same way and therefore we empathize with them and in turn makes us feel less lonely and more connected to a community that understands us. In order to deal with this soul-crushing loneliness many develop coping mechanisms: - resigning (not trying anymore, letting themselves go) - apathy (getting cold, ""I hate people"") - hatred (bitter, outragous generalizations) - empathizing (reaching out to fellow loners / communities) However these coping mechanisms seem to have long-term effects on socializing with other people. For example recently I've witnessed a female (neutral, well hearted, trying to help) being literally bullied on an incel subreddit (""get out roastie"") and attacked for everything she said and spewed in the worst way possible. On the flipside we have females which complain about loneliness yet their negative and self-loath makes it harder for them to connect with others. Recently I was talking to a girl on this subreddit and I genuinely liked her, I dedicated vast amounts of my day towards communicating my feelings to her and she described me as ""nice, appreciative, caring, thoughtful, supportive, open, interesting, expressive, helpful, positive"", the best guy she ever met with nothing to improve upon, yet she still decided to cut contact one day before valentine's day. Every message was swamped with sorry's of how inferior she feels and how she was lacking but I communicated very well that she isn't inferior to me at all and even if she feels that way there's plenty of time to improve upon that. But nonetheless, she hated writing so she ended up cutting it. Many people are feeling lonely, but not everyone is open to make a change towards it. Even when given the opportunity on a silver plate, some just can't. Personally to me there's something romantic about the idea of an honest and loyal guy saving a lonely girl out of her misery and making her eternally happy and in turn saving himself. I know it's a naive idea, I know we're long out of that age, maybe it's not even meant to be but I can't help but clinge to it and I refuse to give up on it and remain dedicated to self-improvement. But I'm not going to lie, it's so rough to fall over and over when you think it's almost reachable. But as they say, sometimes the only way to save yourself, is to help someone else. This turned out way longer than I wanted, sorry about that, thanks for reading anyway.",6.7865285662519685,8.417816342915813,7.151001932600554,69.30524187703831,65.24229979466119,10.00045899263196,34.857410315255464,10.194018383442646,3.979729846599831,2177,100,338,52,34,708,254,487,0.139,0.7290000000000001,0.131,-0.3459,1,6,1,0,0,0,73.0,6,1,4,5,24,37,7,0,18,0,18,1,1,9,3,94,57,36,0,4,13,0,8,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,28,37,0,1,21,1,0,3,8,16,3,2,8,12,42,21,73,45,11,60,0,7,0,0,52,30,0,6,21,245,70,2,0.0766513352973125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675524003781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601752778672123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720195964674353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522464070040443,0.0,0.0804408473829479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781511448793137,0.0,0.08108694914020141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830131018003753,0.07902416094269091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403235495638691,0.0,0.06789033175174587,0.0,0.0,0.15188245214374355,0.06933552114818292,0.06458205593296895,0.07324363569739183,0.06888927765859264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713005276887608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519958664654123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009431805130132,0.07353094536253417,0.08712544056035561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517937461002154,0.0,0.08159677174977739,0.0,0.15135464886226832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908322013891055,0.20551109723594174,0.0,0.0,0.07613207128089355,0.0,0.0,0.0820568397763976,0.1730600550361334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263767078214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838118362835651,0.0,0.037447970617768486,0.0,0.0,0.20350205898380244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046614460733171,0.15542484617734925,0.07700656894586068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354902351571636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051940928549608516,0.05829679453506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125615383678816,0.066928989401784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641286347295815,0.07341079082872112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667207823724033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136789264020772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291297284690752,0.06095621838774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978049683185245,0.15992811950032096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813638340534004,0.06494642765442807,0.05900994275729157,0.07581013057861058,0.17160978865618065,0.0,0.0,0.06121385538300005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698302693597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061609439811003426,0.0,0.07057025111008433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911508061325163,0.0,0.06085259818882805,0.0893920200511456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040824502821625,0.2501239254553606,0.0,0.07979674329903114,0.1844042370653596,0.0,0.0,0.12649075839504156,0.04521094352597251,0.3042113106651423,0.0,0.0,0.20675626766275104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pKievit,2019/02/15,"Lonely I'm 44, and a full time carer for my disabled wife of 23years... I suffer from anxiety, depression and codependency... but right now, I have this aching feeling in my chest of lonliness... sucks, how do you make it stop?",3.220714285714287,5.600746071428574,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,76.38095238095238,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3158380952380955,173,7,33,4,4,56,37,42,0.373,0.593,0.035,-0.9444,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,6,1,6,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926121928976804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420359690825401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594996492644565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425785949303161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382874080829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290752257558946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992629360796518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bubblesbubblingblue,2019/02/15,"No one likes me I tried so hard to make friends, I tried so hard to meet people, I tried so hard to make sure everyone had a good time. No one tries for me. No one cares about me. I’m so alone and I constantly think about how much I hate myself. I just wish I had a friends to do things with it breaks my heart.. 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lonely,N1trix,2019/02/15,I just want to be loved again It's been 2 years since my first gf and 1 year since my second break up and i just want someone to give me a purpose to wake up in the morning 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lonely,mrwhooguy,2019/02/15,Need friends or people to chat with depressed as fuckkkkk Man my girlfriend cheated on me and I need people to distract me if possible 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lonely,dj3232,2019/02/15,"Why do we crave intamacy so much? It's been about a year and a half since I was last in a relationship, and ever since then, I've craved the feeling of being loved by someone of the opposite sex. I have great friends and am I in no means alone, but for some reason it's not enough for me. Being in a relationship would not even be a good idea with my current situation with school. I don't know. I just feel like I shouldn't want something so much knowing that even if I had it, it probably wouldn't work out.",5.050124610591902,4.465895710280378,5.922009345794393,84.36781152647977,68.53271028037383,9.37632398753894,29.048286604361373,8.841846274778883,1.8347707165109035,399,12,92,6,6,132,73,107,0.076,0.807,0.117,0.6134,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,0,13,2,0,1,1,25,20,8,0,5,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,12,11,4,9,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,6,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286486117387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243562177222994,0.0,0.23323491534910615,0.15971033036500215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785499849668611,0.12613584357220828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641127182830165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809172945643553,0.0,0.19466009790324545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993168732642508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940675853911736,0.1439214989939165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862592169182742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935399167919193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232765007124272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595865970543676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903635711669063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815350207375407,0.0,0.3791227690333425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869005047929895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921076261809654,0.1984629526946586,0.0,0.0,0.14960030940774513,0.13592596257328182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414077239305147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931963579916372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853915272659144,0.0,0.0,0.12542449495877178,0.0,0.0,0.1137000630124264 lonely,Alchoron,2019/02/15,feelsbadman all these happy people on my social media and here i am just all sad and lonely :(,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,0.2453555555555549,74,1,12,1,2,25,16,18,0.324,0.534,0.141,-0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535646171927276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256378575837494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6258479890079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,General_Nup,2019/02/15,"A not so happy Valentine’s Day... I realized on a particularly rough Valentine’s Day that my only friends are men, whose sole intentions are to have sex with me. I tend to put myself in these situations where I fall for men, who just want to use me and there’s no one to blame, but myself. The only way I feel validated anymore is by sleeping with someone new because at least when you first meet them, they listen to you. I don’t even want to be in love, I just want a friend. Just one friend. My best friend killed himself earlier this year and everyday I suffer from so much guilt and hurt. It’s an understatement to say that I would give anything to bring him back. Aside from this grief, I lost the one person I could tell anything to. I know that its natural to feel this way, but it just gets so unbearable, sometimes I don’t even want to get up in the morning.",5.621714285714287,5.355915314285717,6.001857142857144,83.20164285714289,67.28571428571429,9.285714285714286,30.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.059114285714285,680,22,146,10,10,219,108,175,0.159,0.6559999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,3,13,13,1,1,7,0,9,3,1,2,0,24,25,9,2,6,7,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,3,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,4,1,5,24,7,23,21,3,20,0,4,0,2,21,7,0,0,8,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530320901692725,0.0,0.0,0.2245427029283358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490726349593238,0.0,0.08316726621856654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317625294905936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892930731423588,0.0,0.0,0.17597382913294246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022319997974728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796754915059847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160484108955094,0.0,0.0,0.4216259968693901,0.0,0.14255946716352552,0.13087735367443915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452336768191396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460525495473142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094104133744493,0.0,0.07497908535518542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893090194966085,0.0,0.12313459272160406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029271801558046,0.0,0.0,0.13176621878568864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773481794277154,0.2075243330228898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912656601683308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715115894645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849566142875036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533545196632484,0.13652984883175626,0.0,0.11559781449989255,0.0,0.13493406378666858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924698692780188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783285586594293,0.0,0.0,0.3218829088422792,0.2165856625473112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691689515473806,0.0,0.0,0.08785729685166076 lonely,Flimityflamjam,2019/02/15,"I hate Valentine’s Day My roommates and me decided to host a single party, but obviously it turned into a couple thing. I just can’t handle awkwardly standing in a party anymore. I could hook up with a girl but that’s not what I want. I just want someone to tell me everything is fine and I’m worth it. I feel like my generation is not for me whatsoever. Hookup culture does not interest me in the slightest. I want to know who the woman is before physical things happen. ",2.532009456264774,4.76067210638298,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,77.93617021276594,7.582033096926714,26.401891252955078,8.515128840125781,2.1526940898345157,374,15,70,8,9,129,64,94,0.134,0.726,0.141,0.3981,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,19,14,4,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,9,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465208133463634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152005259630066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846788284971045,0.2750448566780491,0.0,0.16031109609565766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753072306734794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340427600970011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256876044519935,0.1775828994560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981512820729254,0.0,0.0,0.2454175518964806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366109883130286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144178380496615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061782243472416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726657054281068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302859870939256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703795441916121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43985008042287865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NutritiousTomato,2019/02/15,"What stops you from socializing? How can we practice getting better? Good day, everyone! I know today is a special day, or perhaps an especially sad day for many of us lonely folks. But what keeps me going when I’m feeling particularly alone is working on improving myself so that I can stop being lonely. It’s part fear and part hope. The fear of being alone forever and never finding love and close friendship. And it’s also the hope of, wow, how amazing would it be if I get so good at socializing that I could use my skills of charm to win people over at my whim? Since I’ve been pretty isolated for many years of my life (it wouldn’t be a stretch to say over a decade), my social skills could use some work. Sometimes I wonder how FAST I’d improve if only I could have something like the holodeck from Star Trek and just repeatedly practice putting myself in various social situations. God, that would be a dream. We may not have access to any holodecks yet, but there are still lots of ways to practice, with a bit of courage, persistence, and creativity. Some things I’ve found that help me are, visualization, meditation, exercise, talking to myself out loud, practicing being in social situations alone in a private place (literally acting it out as if I was interacting with people), and certain books. In particular, The Charisma Myth is one of the best books I’ve found for improving social skills! I highly recommend it. :) Anyway, I thought I’d make this little ramble of a post to try to encourage some people (as well as myself) who may be feeling lonely. I haven’t been on Reddit in awhile, but seeing people who are experiencing the same problems as me is comforting. And the beauty of places like Reddit is, no matter how alone we are in real life, we can all hop on here and suddenly be connected to the world. 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I'll never measure up to anyone actually worth being with. I'll never hold a hand or feel wanted. This is my life, and there's no escaping that",2.5318421052631557,5.068348236842108,5.1939473684210515,74.74513157894737,79.78947368421052,6.957894736842108,22.657894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.7102421052631578,155,5,26,3,4,55,34,38,0.185,0.6709999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.4075,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,8,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3643897105479906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221873387551894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302466453025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880494034722636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637472078239463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759863774684948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202441218130988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpicyMild,2019/02/15,"Just lonely I feel like once I graduate I won't be able to get a job and that I won't be able to get an internship this summer. I have a decent GPA, but I don't know anything. I have some friends but none of them are in my major or any of my classes so I just feel so alone. Everybody around me is so involved and seem so much better off than I am.",0.1910849909584087,1.524374582278483,2.7025678119349017,95.78759493670887,81.65822784810126,6.033273056057867,20.146473779385172,6.868970318607317,0.0813385171790233,268,7,68,3,7,93,53,79,0.069,0.7959999999999999,0.135,0.7178,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,16,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,13,3,8,12,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,50,15,4,0.5157530445298315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26708230557649665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536487810288984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122104053203304,0.2295647778133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280708278300181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078023595935257,0.18422703903222126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923476141150226,0.0,0.2694596788449401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559026573477785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172219258311636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598544293236172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956891551765614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463008003290706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347611007051432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pikachuknows,2019/02/16,Another year alone Well boys today marks my 22 birthday and nothing has changed despite losing weight and getting a new job I feel I’ve done everything to try to fit in and be part of society but nothing works so cheers to another solo night of drinking and being stood up on a date ,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.462857142857144,80.83214285714288,69.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,33.64285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.943121428571428,228,11,42,4,4,74,46,56,0.025,0.7979999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8351,1,1,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,2,8,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,24,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394995074357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332249129214845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852952141988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139849024698654,0.0,0.2023653767723764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565676767125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445079564138528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079271891333556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499433991528795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311051798065968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951193560449396,0.0,0.19385714252985148,0.0,0.396429587750282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237011700075082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958094496467552,0.0,0.0,0.14025122593429112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515533456303279,0.1857362115687296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038944725594774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302786945994732 lonely,Hectormarq,2019/02/16,"Why can't i just find someone who loves me? Where do i start? Well i feel lonely (no sh*t Sherlock). And i've been alone for like... 5 or 6 years, and i really don't understand why, i'm not a bad person. Most people agree i am a nice fella, but there is something wrong with me, something i say, something i do, or just who i am (i feel like no one). I find the way to find people who calls me friend and say that they liked me, but i cant feel is that much, never that much. I'm just dust, that desappear for people when the wind blows. I see how people talk and concern about others and i want that for me. There's not even someone who text me for asking how my day is going or talk me about herself. I though that if a show more concern for people and talk to them like a wish they talk to me, they would treat me the same way, but obviously they don't, maybe they can feel my desperation for find someone who cares about me and that drive them away subconsciously. I have a good friend (usually she ignores me but answer me almost every time i text her) but she confuse me, sometimes she say that i need to stop trying and let the thing pass naturally (Things passed naturally for like 5 or 6 years). Then she say i need to try something like tinder, i dont want tinder. Why can't i just find someone who loves me? What is wrong with me? My friend tells me the right one doesn't come yet but i really doubt it will just come out of nowhere for no reason. I just resigned to die alone. Loneliness is a weight too big for living.",3.6632210242587595,4.119104342767297,4.45345013477089,90.10462264150944,71.61006289308177,7.440790655884997,23.318957771787964,7.2636822038024595,0.5999674752920029,1183,26,271,11,21,381,142,318,0.133,0.687,0.18,0.9467,0,4,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,7,0,20,24,0,2,11,0,22,3,0,3,2,61,43,24,1,7,19,0,5,6,3,2,0,4,0,1,19,13,1,2,12,1,0,6,13,8,1,2,1,10,54,16,23,39,5,24,0,2,1,2,36,5,0,9,17,179,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906801443488964,0.1635595214198789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381785628207088,0.0,0.07418643887203794,0.0,0.06592911914277835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062798777904011,0.0,0.08050598041744644,0.0,0.0,0.13603578320375556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092329908355997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819490297220778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254167914898044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521529818359045,0.0,0.0665280302455844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970017368693964,0.05640973907213999,0.0,0.0,0.3608445208798851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301516917976265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487534394054663,0.06622872278645535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074295065063106,0.0,0.23145807477672786,0.0,0.06972399096236828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425307325206294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793269163381275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609080965220568,0.1170971306221357,0.06089957468397166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070120055985414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737080031228783,0.06894568107044757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116884993361752,0.08118503719680567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743224450788098,0.0,0.2511717585928527,0.0,0.0,0.06292167703613118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26761352458776194,0.24315207683211465,0.07809442711595088,0.0,0.055888987244466164,0.0,0.0,0.0660149139625107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538633752641217,0.06901537586649074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049163315174188,0.0,0.07757876081959589,0.0,0.04604278175852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107218643017392,0.0,0.0,0.08220116369796446,0.0,0.0,0.08696436268722448,0.0,0.0931464622758111,0.12535109937029876,0.0,0.09615320003550268,0.07099540282421654,0.0,0.21375000546980194,0.0,0.09080122884169188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609161387840543,0.17266286975463274,0.0,0.10169656309223764 lonely,Approval_Guy,2019/02/16,"I'm lost. It's my last semester of college. After a freakout, a move to Montana from Indiana, and a move back after a relative died, i decided to finish school. I moved back in with the folks to to save some money so I could commute to college, and it feels like something broke in my brain. I'm just anxious and nervous all the time, I always feel like I'm being judged by everyone, I've made new friends but I worry that they dont want to see me much. My parents still love me, but I've never felt so damn lonely. Most days are fine, but then the floor drops out from under me and I'm a nervous shell of a human being again. I'm just...lost. I desperately more than anything just want someone to hold onto right now. I want to be alone but I'm desperately lonely. I dunno. I'm just ranting, but I miss myself. I miss who I used to be. I miss the feeling of just being content. Now I'm trying to plan my next move after I graduate, but I'm just so fucking tired of running. I'm 25 and I just feel so goddamn old. I want to go back to Montana because I felt like I was finally okay with myself out there, but I dont want to leave my friends and family high and dry again. Sorry, none of this makes sense or is structured, I just need a life raft right now. I've never felt so lonely or just discarded in my life.",1.146621472053127,2.9421427158273445,3.2663309352517977,90.6887825124516,80.47482014388491,5.859656889872718,22.562811289429998,6.8449194561589275,0.5949480907581628,1017,33,223,11,26,346,136,278,0.235,0.667,0.097,-0.9879,1,8,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,23,21,2,2,11,1,11,6,1,3,3,54,45,22,1,7,17,1,7,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,8,0,1,6,5,12,0,0,6,8,31,9,34,33,6,41,0,8,1,2,7,11,2,5,26,140,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379716733237547,0.0,0.0,0.08339064434432311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132194976935257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247210126167162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118780557877364,0.0,0.06109287108228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187809574853837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001710806919958,0.0,0.0,0.06463328029095661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401200831288933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349129924680319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957640177921126,0.0,0.0,0.09447801614719384,0.0,0.2026959422146856,0.14319364778808705,0.28867928160407536,0.1097855529320128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485865919884026,0.09265130386560376,0.0,0.0,0.056957045895693115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588739393219317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169226071045654,0.0,0.1061179696740636,0.0,0.0,0.14157597968053556,0.14688654203355694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188028248774506,0.0,0.09045200282453096,0.0948301049263328,0.06689728799133927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260698308477234,0.07367285677173918,0.07431148217978105,0.154590898507592,0.09679260823745564,0.10658456489777443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051634963354024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128188379941917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117379424984042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142747464530344,0.07986195830674779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849156489053735,0.07715385991307429,0.0,0.11218751429864082,0.0,0.0,0.08003541441116871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843879073684236,0.11518756121552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804245533255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655746184750915,0.0,0.0,0.2955602598775421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177775716794496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nats000,2019/02/16,"Lonely at 22. Does anyone else feel lonely? I live with my grandparents because I help out we and we enjoy eachothers company. They have also kindly told me to save my money and will not accept any money from me for a roof over my head. But apart from my family I don't really have any friends. I work in a 9 to 5 office job , mainly family run with husband and wife and their son who is about my age but has a gf as well as my other co worker who is 50 abs the other is 35. I think I'm rather shy and introverted at times. I do make an effort at work to chat and be friendly but it would be nice to meet some genuinely nice person/people around my age I just don't know how to go about it. 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I’ve done everything I can to try and over come my depression but I realised it’s something you have to learn to cope with .. anyway long story short , I had to leave my home town and my friends and relocate I cut people off because they used drugs and I found socialising exhausting .. I’ve gotten so used to being alone I find my social anxiety gets the better of me. 26 F.. anyone wants to chat message me.. let’s Skype?? I find being a musician I have lots of 1 hour friendships but I don’t really engage in anything more than small talk ..",0.7108985507246359,3.1947107565217436,2.6886956521739163,89.44115942028986,89.2608695652174,5.849275362318841,19.84057971014493,7.3011,0.7727797101449276,447,14,90,8,15,149,81,115,0.17600000000000002,0.706,0.117,-0.6726,0,3,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,1,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,18,3,13,9,3,9,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049232381018925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808951776539947,0.0,0.0,0.13535686870902225,0.0,0.15930129555957864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180056451088007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120733687787165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667535467155334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667316876056733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810135226617606,0.0,0.0,0.2244933853111766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739788050996637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538604461413621,0.0,0.0,0.21225240981211532,0.14956078880979934,0.0,0.10113848064205777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941782905742272,0.0,0.19063904109700824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497513453178826,0.0,0.19795046679891956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713137673508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457629116077208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420521927470688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124013433423571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733222762243105,0.0,0.14902869762683008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559368722515654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142930908404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343849762941646,0.0,0.0,0.1141795385206216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,okami1967,2019/02/16,"Today, i am leaving r/lonely Hey guys. Sorry, but this is gonna be a long one. Almost every day i red the stories from this community for a long time. Aldo i made this account a couple of days ago when i was high on xans. I fell like i need to share my just to pay my deed to you guys, i truly hope you read all the way to the end, Here goes my history and my experience with depression and loneliness. It all started when i was 12, i had a lot of problems in my family and one day (i will remember that day till i die) it all just broke down on me. I woke up hopeless, i woke up like a husk. And since that day, weather did not matter, situations did not matter, people around me did not matter, it was just all grey. A constant switching between anxiety and depression, it was hell for me for a long, long time. I spent my time alone, year after a year, if you passed by my house you would see a kid in a red west and small boots playing all by himself. I escaped into my imagination,and oh boy was i good at escaping and creating walls around my little imaginary world so nobody who would not understand would enter I thought about suicide a lot, but did not do it. It dragged on and on, and situation just kept getting worse.I almost died of alcohol abuse when i was 15 because i saw no way out. All those things forced upon me. Family issues, school grades dropping, first heartbreaks, and since i am a very sensitive person it all got to me really fast. I developed a lot of issues for myself, college began, but i just did not care. I was excited to meet new people and to have a good time. To find a girlfriend. TO have someone to hold me and tell me: Hey, i understand you, it will be okay, i am here for you. I use to dream about that person appearing out of the blue. And you know what? She did appear. A perfection before my eyes, anything i could have asked for. And what next? She left. As quickly as she came into my life. I hated her and loved her at the same time. I drank, booooy, did i drink, just to forget everything and to move on, i did everything just not to think about her and the memories of her. but now i understand, that there is so much a person can handle, and some person just don\`t click no matter how good they seem together. I moved on, made friends, really good friends, had a couple of girlfriends, but none of those relationships seemed to click. Time passed, classes failed, problems building up once again. I felt like i was stuck in a circle. But it got to me, i do not need alcohol to cure me, i do not need xans, i do not to be surrounded by people to be happy. I just need me to think sober and focus on the stuff that makes me happy. As hard and risky as it was, i had to cut out the things out of my life that hurt me. And i started doing so. I have made plans, started writing and after 13 years, i feel better, i actually feel happy again. My demons still visit me from time to time \`doh. But i always find a way to dodge them and deal with them. I enjoy life now, more than ever before. In the end, i know you are going through a tough time, i know it\`s hard, as cliche as it seems, and as it sounds i wanna say one thing. YOU are STRONG. Believe in yourself. Do not judge yourself based on what other people tell you about you. And most importantly, DO NOT GIVE UP. No matter if you are religious or you believe in science, you are all here for a reason, you are good in enough, and strive for greatness every day of your life. Shoot for the stars. I love you all, you better believe it <3 P.S. English is not my first language, so sorry if i mispronounced anything. P.S.S. To the guy who told my that i am ""edgy"" on my last post, do not be mad at me, i just came here to give everyone a hug <3 ",2.5352794005587995,4.0380399278215275,3.883540767081538,89.10992887985779,75.5748031496063,6.963373126746254,22.789010244687155,7.659967840391812,0.8584721192109049,2883,80,623,39,62,948,314,762,0.14,0.716,0.14400000000000002,0.9209,0,3,3,1,1,2,127.0,0,18,3,8,36,42,4,0,34,1,56,12,1,7,11,140,110,53,3,15,35,0,5,3,4,6,6,2,0,9,35,38,4,2,19,4,3,12,18,14,0,5,38,16,113,28,102,60,19,108,2,7,9,3,61,41,1,17,53,448,148,7,0.0,0.06289595803378334,0.051802407580020575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470558367083187,0.11346148174726513,0.10631208237755084,0.054979100711899716,0.0,0.0,0.044170209569936114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040609178231225534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736735457660523,0.09451217677685393,0.04962645182178008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032359564315049,0.0,0.0903412896861674,0.17942275026872442,0.0,0.09389711524054146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142809848277725,0.054122760532155284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365035304695784,0.0,0.04238332081957796,0.11747305642584074,0.0,0.20540905216101654,0.05472735870422118,0.09144248588205997,0.0,0.11018579460785792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200219206175316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403348277296764,0.05485004805442787,0.0,0.0,0.04801759223451377,0.08945125892479522,0.050724116217056886,0.09541710191723828,0.0519264192540688,0.10008589826317724,0.0,0.053681814770674637,0.0,0.05096904441822494,0.0,0.09703578040614737,0.0903065878386208,0.0,0.0,0.08202526175824826,0.0,0.02773424242582211,0.1018461790599524,0.03016890771714608,0.22262205150072467,0.08491238106731012,0.058525388959415926,0.0,0.15768476424397238,0.0,0.16952698048493073,0.09510582326202126,0.052409541974408856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608624825451115,0.0,0.0527244721637271,0.0,0.06125190462749368,0.056827608809848114,0.0,0.0,0.11081198204060956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875208713170261,0.0432706127191397,0.0,0.05620837920721261,0.05767601154936496,0.0,0.14997943094761518,0.07780260478425137,0.0532041968992027,0.0,0.18791097214147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353905672980061,0.09582091497658438,0.15068832868732826,0.035434037636609066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128399586545006,0.03902290897030506,0.15744469980495845,0.0,0.05126893819186788,0.056455524543211476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653281596493372,0.10791344549268504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720727709360235,0.1854038950623612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083987776039228,0.0,0.0,0.10158859662242084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053098448350885834,0.0,0.06801404578738764,0.05457927851089954,0.0,0.05699243902588536,0.060133917965444025,0.0,0.0,0.04221459347576401,0.0,0.05372392606458398,0.04230114136676159,0.1449772665139107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782340409974511,0.11933746695496145,0.0,0.0,0.04497797129892063,0.0,0.0,0.11884656981999946,0.11271956160270814,0.0,0.04239301729053814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607685748299188,0.058065370954945066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279565671246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580011802574577,0.06802827394668527,0.0,0.042142832387413766,0.2785838014252159,0.0,0.050317503766912665,0.050724116217056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578720767899474,0.0,0.04584760388539317,0.0,0.043799927926312834,0.0,0.1264070227792204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312822861337987,0.0,0.0,0.10255322715115224 lonely,EmeraldFox23,2019/02/16,"Loneliness + Social Anxiety = kill me It sucks ass. Whenever i have a chance to talk to someone, even online through messages, i get so nervous i end up ghosting them. And if i try to force myself to respond, i usually start acting weird, and then they end up ghosting me. All i can do is wallow in self pity, knowing that there's really nothing more I can do to feel better, other than abusing drugs. ty for reading",3.1522648083623714,5.049445585365857,4.663937282229966,82.48890243902441,74.85365853658536,7.124738675958188,30.00696864111498,7.957251820313856,2.2433846689895467,326,15,60,5,7,109,65,82,0.272,0.6459999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9463,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,2,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,6,11,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,1,11,11,2,9,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,1,5,42,15,1,0.0,0.28128505442675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161349737069687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996464635107512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753134013680758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205391593768885,0.0,0.0,0.15680317825468046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120038653210318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403385104718248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626524777436221,0.0,0.1304710923748245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779565016262385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374683588782057,0.0,0.1520871544782969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476642667667549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420035971704244,0.20115173534722572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803585376846744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081643408771606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118180975902285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614670913190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anonymus_77,2019/02/16,The future is bleak. If I didn’t try so hard to talk to people I would never talk to anyone at all. That being said I’m exhausted from trying so hard to get close to people who don’t care about me. This lonely pill is a hard one to swallow. It’s hard to accept the fact that I have no one. I was looking forward to this weekend but it has come around and I have nothing to do other than lay in my room. This is horrible.. I don’t think it will ever end.,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.4699999999999998,95.165,84.0,4.800000000000002,17.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.5894999999999997,350,7,82,2,10,120,66,100,0.116,0.843,0.042,-0.4465,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,0,4,13,21,5,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,10,4,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,2,3,6,8,2,15,15,1,12,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764749304218256,0.0,0.0,0.16251366278140555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612814462391086,0.0,0.0,0.1572559442098819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169054856928944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513247410223425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953780449206968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541377510178037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330117403171228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407985442266163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516753346378994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474095210226601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531228737334237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736526876985103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934634096800268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697459892258233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788726241753664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968263930223392,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,just_too_honest,2019/02/16,"Just had this overwhelming sadness hit me. Nothing triggered me to feel sad, so why do i want to cry right now? The worst part of this is that I don't feel comfortable enough telling anyone close to me about this. Just feeling incredibly lonely and misunderstood. ",5.372499999999999,7.7029312500000024,4.823333333333334,81.855,69.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,30.75,8.841846274778883,2.587025,212,9,38,4,4,64,38,48,0.353,0.596,0.051,-0.9601,0,2,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,7,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232122784152636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35065797110142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329848802401904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842351905133414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063087516800162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456938041543049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27261974746941137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902014055056795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882894838264865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880544411061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maliwanlazer,2019/02/16,"I’m lonely and I feel like I deserve it Hey everyone, just found this sub. I guess there really is a subreddit for everything. I’m 17(M) and in my junior year of high school. I do fine academically but a problem I’ve had for as long as I can remember is being social. The one time in my life where I was the most social was in 8th grade. I had friends, and a girlfriend. However the group of people I chose to hang out with including my girlfriend were toxic people, who were all depressed and anxious just like me and being around them started to deteriorate my wellbeing. When I started high school, I pretty much cut everyone I knew from middle school out of my life and have been in and out PHP’s and have had multiple therapists, as well as having to stay at a psych ward for a week for threats of suicide. Now, as a junior, not much has changed. I’ve been seeing one therapist who I really trust, and haven’t needed any kind of PHP to help me bounce back. Still very few friends, though. And I feel like my social skills just aren’t as impressive as they used to be. When I try to make new connections with people, I notice all of these toxic behaviors start to resurface. I’m a super jealous person, I overthink simple interactions with people, and I always need validation from others to make me feel secure about myself. So, that’s why I feel like I deserve to be alone, and there’s nothing I feel like I can do about it. Thanks for reading. 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My father was diagnosed with depression and I am starting to think it is genetic and I have inherited it. Nobody cares enough to talk to me about anything, even a DM on Instagram or a snap on Snapchat would help. I snapped someone and watched as they posted stuff on their story, and yet haven't responded after a whole day. I have been listening to Juice WRLD who helps me through tough times, but overall I feel as though nobody really cares to have me in their life, I am sure my parents care but I would be embarrassed to tell them how I feel about it. Please give me advice, how can I get through this.. 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I feel like I'm going insane. I've been sat at home in my worst spell of depression yet. I'm crying out for help and not a single person has asked if I'm okay. I honestly feel like if I were to kill myself, no one would care or even notice. I'm really close to the end of my rope and I don't know what to do. 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I’ve been so sad and lonely, I beat myself up everyday. 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Same goes for every one of my friends online. I don’t even know what happened or what I did that makes it that nobody seems to want anything to do with me. All year pretty much, I’ve been alone with myself or whoever’s music I’ve got blaring out of my speakers. Needless to say, the year has gotten off to a rough start. 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I feel like I am half dead. No friends. Not living with family. Fuck my life. I wish I was somebody else.",-2.111666666666668,-0.4426102058823531,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,106.94117647058823,3.443137254901962,17.43137254901961,5.46131890053228,-0.6216509803921566,119,4,29,1,6,40,28,34,0.292,0.455,0.254,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,7,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627896226641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728404005884243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078984514270531,0.0,0.16514362087476686,0.23332995444915666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233775698204514,0.3019453005710052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613880210502235,0.1595649466825735,0.0,0.2884022493785597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755849067563444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,-SadLonelyGuy-,2019/02/16,"I thought about catfishing today, like a complete ass I thought about catfishing today, which would've just been the worst thing in the world to do. I've been on a million dating sites for so long but I've never been on a date in my life. I thought about making a fake account with someone else's photo to see if the problem was me or my appearance. I didn't even go through with even going to the website but I feel terrible for even seriously considering it. It's a terrible thing, but I feel so alone and disconnected. Thank you all for letting me vent here.",3.5901686507936503,5.288552044642863,4.540119047619047,84.6771031746032,73.19642857142857,7.8349206349206355,29.408730158730158,8.515128840125781,2.1604432539682543,447,19,90,8,9,145,69,112,0.226,0.731,0.043,-0.9693,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,9,0,7,2,1,1,2,19,18,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,6,0,1,8,3,11,2,16,9,2,15,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,3,7,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796854131975145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004118630503306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967709420488269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787483473869345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193297278928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726418135758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545868101586847,0.13501134425721598,0.09338377662648599,0.0,0.0,0.1691572823633543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759075090637806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474227836144039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289992040292108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231779247211022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195651173395287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759806060895655,0.0,0.0,0.2539764476053117,0.0,0.0,0.4552432622645641,0.0,0.0,0.3623661607630032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578390158372072,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TigerFalco,2019/02/16,"I let my guard down There was a girl that I met here at my college. From the second i saw her i knew i had to be friends with her. I'm a goth, and i could tell from the way she was dressed she was too. I'd never had a goth friend before...at least not in person. As time went on i realized we had a decent amount in common, we shared a lot of the same interests to differing degrees. I started to become interested in her. I think I get interested in people relatively fast and easy because I've been single for 4 almost 5 years now. As time went on that interest turned into actual feelings. Normally, I don't allow my feelings to develop to the level of a crush and keep it as an interest. These kind of things never go well for me, so it's basically become a pattern. For her it was different, I felt safe letting my walls down with her and I don't know why. I thought she'd be different, when i was around her...I started to remember what being happy was like and when I would hug her...it just felt right. &#x200B; I did everything I could so that when the time came, she'd give me a chance. I tried to be reliable, every time she asked for help I agreed even if it was inconvenient to me. There was a time where I had pulled a muscle in my foot...it hurt just to walk, but she needed me to take her to a station so she could get home and I ran to my car despite the pain because I didn't want to let her down. I bought her food on a few occasions when she didn't have any money but i knew she was hungry. When she told me she didn't want anything else, she always got excited when she got her food back and realized I had secretly bought her some desert like Chocolate chip cookies or cheesecake or something in her bag. She said I was sweet...I made her laugh a lot. She eventually figured out I liked her and weaseled some info out of me on what i thought about her. Asked me stuff like, why I like the girl I was into and if I thought she was pretty. She could tell I really liked her, but i told her that if the girl I liked turned be down I'd be fine. I said that I don't get to meet people like her very often so even if the girl turned me down I'd just want to be her friend when it's all said and done. She knew I was talking about her, but apparently it meant nothing. &#x200B; One day out of no where...she stopped replying. I eventually ran into her in person, and the interaction we had was enough to solidify to me that she had ghosted me. All the time and effort I put in...and this is how it turned out. This is all rather recent. Valentines day brought it back out of me as i started to feel like i was over it. It just feels like the world is trying to show me that there's no purpose in letting myself feel things, somehow it always turns out like this. I'm just tired of feeling like I'm never good enough. Ironically her name was ""Hope"". Now the word is ruined along with the concept.",2.5352751283932484,3.745568661740556,3.937295880934915,89.91274813960804,75.02627257799672,7.153422073157951,23.794885232155966,7.69321558396912,0.9011402787967722,2261,66,512,30,47,747,239,609,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.141,0.993,3,1,1,0,0,0,78.0,3,0,0,1,36,34,0,0,28,0,55,5,0,3,6,104,115,38,1,16,17,0,8,12,3,1,2,3,1,6,27,30,2,4,23,1,3,11,12,3,1,2,56,12,104,31,71,41,14,76,0,2,1,1,70,34,0,14,42,359,131,1,0.0,0.0,0.058977570105524776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060518695794214275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057646944160016,0.1309664316315806,0.14687458309756565,0.04109907654905578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973431274904008,0.05380153927278568,0.11300044450197813,0.0,0.0,0.09294429227598372,0.0,0.07368338894391914,0.13349532995005314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912356515463057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930153745136503,0.0,0.0,0.07795343459936112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894306862480263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061847799636563235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050487166852498426,0.0,0.0,0.12489467982445993,0.0,0.07983583412448927,0.0,0.05092058594106047,0.0,0.05431667253010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335188316133486,0.12952812321659032,0.11605755526879602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616076608299647,0.0,0.14007989739564491,0.0,0.09472715478325032,0.057976457524773865,0.034347609561323475,0.0506914958697158,0.09667361308426524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643360662396711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050949345552728,0.0,0.06062300873680442,0.060027350051435,0.0,0.0,0.06469881302977894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371897871033569,0.0,0.06293559643527269,0.033214468624989404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472027710763705,0.0,0.35431624068572304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276236243923953,0.0,0.05718673374728716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044813099691102004,0.13983769014452516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921520335592624,0.057990711486489224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04095351995009232,0.0,0.0643089851462936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379849422461821,0.105542114060883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148592322495846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607556473132264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871734288980352,0.0,0.05967401993134855,0.0,0.06846307977188891,0.05161267196679188,0.17246762648386688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046527178767249065,0.0,0.0,0.12833237212804266,0.0,0.0,0.05052784649434063,0.0,0.0,0.06918564309406063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045440930126196835,0.04857678699378889,0.1056488029208556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030300996335453,0.038725442342142216,0.0,0.1439401352766096,0.2114470021293778,0.06946317732484321,0.0,0.11549984875166573,0.0,0.08206520027869546,0.32868925839308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986666528772217,0.10694151968529073,0.047971895490738346,0.0,0.0,0.054339915034094514,0.11205098387947716,0.10906957045773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04293254789784938,0.0,0.14687458309756565,0.03891929884090075 lonely,Randomdude285,2019/02/16,"I feel like a terrible person I feel like a terrible person right now. I just dont know what I'm doing anymore my friends are all way more depressed than me and I'm here crying my heart out. I'm just crying talking to myself like a maniac. My friend are probably crying themselves to sleep at 4am right now. I'm just posting here to type this out and to let people know if they need anything or anyone to talk to I'm here and if I could I would take everything everyone here has ever been sad about and replace it with happiness. Damn that doesn't make any sense but I love u all. Stay strong out there. Man this took a detour. Guess that's how I'm feeling tho.",0.66943345323741,2.959235165467625,2.399563848920863,93.33229541366907,85.83453237410072,5.4893884892086335,19.47886690647482,6.9077264865688965,0.2933053956834533,524,15,113,7,16,172,88,139,0.13,0.703,0.16699999999999998,0.8022,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,14,14,2,0,4,0,10,3,2,2,3,29,27,10,0,5,7,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,3,12,8,13,22,3,13,0,2,0,1,9,6,1,4,6,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946324193476266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380076456167605,0.09730272245393813,0.0,0.11451542796625926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110658313522732,0.0,0.4585765910448618,0.0,0.0,0.11985684419345738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309249707339174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258766538438168,0.0,0.13297172393410114,0.12506651156264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108786075509886,0.19882944180692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502672250546748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329856181327378,0.0,0.0,0.14813660332008385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490326145659803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295553025756706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229879513516633,0.0,0.2039571560094837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559580337345347,0.0,0.0928892491753524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318411989557917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647484702847807,0.2430153286953591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327518929004173,0.0,0.15003618925266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376808642589879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925880347247072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148324237537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046297269019114,0.2237003486864073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460999716290394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045738523009134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885406723146158,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jordanash98,2019/02/16,"In the past 2 years iv had my best friend and first girlfriend 100% bail out on me My best mate got a gf and moved country living of here student loan and no longer talk to me, literally left and that was it, tried messaging but doesn't work Girlfriend left me for uni, phoned me a week into it to have a break and we haven't t spoke or seen eachother since And my friends that are left are unambitious, I just had to travel for London to Amsterdam to Athens purely to get away and noone wanted to come with me anywhere so I went on my own, I loved it but damn I would've loved to make memories with people there, What does everyone do when people bail on them? Can't really say I'm coping well, relying on work for my social life lmao",4.986812865497079,4.8835911315789495,5.513771929824562,85.61251461988306,68.60526315789474,8.860818713450293,26.099415204678365,8.515128840125781,1.4081643274853803,580,14,128,8,9,187,101,152,0.032,0.784,0.185,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,5,6,8,1,0,4,0,10,4,0,1,1,20,21,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,6,13,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,1,7,3,16,7,22,14,3,22,0,0,1,2,16,11,1,1,6,79,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695525794958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829180084416304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473603744185775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687815943822518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945942171021792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330449044910574,0.0,0.0,0.2416887489090363,0.0,0.08171938998003646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509784612166655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509829878306755,0.0,0.11047919948933678,0.0,0.0,0.13811563451405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823378623071693,0.0,0.10440696002200288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662423736880743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931400418357033,0.2168743010898159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002022382022002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438597651698445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293865341409026,0.0,0.0,0.159443459723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571892640729396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619422889945687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225649996789816,0.0,0.1254651555745404,0.0,0.14063416298042578,0.14499651240838599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774120196914674,0.0,0.0,0.11111137981063823,0.0,0.0,0.1007249093569794 lonely,asaphundred,2019/02/16,Today is my birthday I ate lunch alone at school senior year second semester and now I’m home with nobody to hang out with. I didn’t have a place to sit so I kinda just walked around the hallways Pretending to go somewhere. It feels pretty shitty does anyone have any similar experiences?? People texted me happy birthday or whatever but they don’t hang out with me in real life. If this continues in college I’m going to go mad. ,2.525238095238098,5.108520095238095,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238095,80.1904761904762,6.590476190476192,22.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,1.3914857142857149,344,11,61,6,9,114,66,84,0.101,0.8320000000000001,0.067,-0.5873,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,12,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,2,1,7,1,13,10,0,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,5,37,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435364833230023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700730674965528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171985804090062,0.0,0.0,0.21862413775182907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491448506953809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402308151840381,0.0,0.0,0.12417596194934252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187175660220859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614314980223501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463433796160836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734650755576631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025882337557716,0.0,0.2565857222952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984985802685394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795313119066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854674631489665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327873772463941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158149715900445 lonely,Deditions,2019/02/16,"Lonely Brit in America Hi there... So, this is my first time on Reddit & can't really see myself using this much either, but since I've been feeling more & more lonely as of late, decided I've got nothing to lose. I moved from London to America/Virginia about two years ago - when I was 18 - with the family. Since coming, all I do with my life is work & focus on a business I've been doing. Which usually means a lot of studying/research along with sleepless nights mean I'm just living the most fruitless & repetitive life. I don't usually care about being ""lonely"". Never really have had any significant type of interest in people, but...due to some recent happenings, I've started to feel the need to have someone to talk to. I'm not looking for anything too special, I would like to think. Honestly, just want someone who's down for some long-term discussion. I would really appreciate having someone to talk to. With the repetitive lifestyle and the utterly mundane circumstances, I can feel myself submerging into insanity...Lol. If there's any questions you feel necessary to ask about me before wanting to talk to me, feel free to do so. Apologies for the essay.",5.462500000000002,7.036760568181819,6.2925,74.43875,68.31818181818181,9.5,31.022727272727273,9.827888789773867,3.265681818181818,935,38,157,22,16,308,136,220,0.066,0.795,0.139,0.9473,0,6,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,11,10,0,0,8,0,18,2,0,1,2,36,40,7,0,6,6,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,10,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,5,7,14,7,36,32,9,22,0,4,2,0,10,6,0,6,15,104,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954635783366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466742414664123,0.0,0.14647022133835333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862237802068262,0.0,0.10067866182943043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163903341520424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098004573137877,0.0,0.0,0.09276820882970507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015236223347204,0.0,0.2722647437648814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160383307903523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613213905870573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523279533879896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214826895776324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213387070238196,0.052613487693033714,0.0,0.09509512279352808,0.09530514737489336,0.0904352162830305,0.12048121256789962,0.0,0.09155695964215828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461906591710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446089354747545,0.07916693842894743,0.07985318870582019,0.08305968222288937,0.0,0.0,0.10106283042418404,0.0,0.10333458875719928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466094756563657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064109945933475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697318257018327,0.0,0.10633410335949182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581758619289412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781699573006163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737444525617161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622584466926087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596792923459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900549340213244,0.0,0.0,0.0627968067324957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520066788439307,0.0,0.0,0.09301240039976746,0.2372178251490504,0.0,0.1270405515467659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840197687466792,0.0,0.0,0.15300440596789813,0.0,0.0,0.06935092943945008 lonely,AvacadMmmm,2019/02/16,"I wonder what it was like for lonely ppl before the internet and social media. Or before cell phones, video games, etc. I wonder how lonely ppl faired back them. Just think if you were plucked from where you are now and placed in the 50’s. It would seem even lonelier right? At least we have social media and different online communities to help us through each day. I feel for those ppl back then. But then I think about it and perhaps they didn’t feel as lonely as us, because ironically they didn’t have social media. Social media is a all about getting the most follows, likes, comments, etc. and when we scroll through timelines we see how “great” other ppls lives are...or supposedly are. This causes us to think we are living inferior lives, which may or may not be true. It’s just a strange thought I’m having...... would I rather be lonely and have social media/the internet to help me through this OR be lonely 60 years ago with none of it but not feel as inferior to others. I think either way, you feel just about the same. Lonely. ",3.0735078947368417,5.407595735000001,3.6192631578947383,87.86278947368423,76.65,6.010526315789473,21.026315789473685,7.0608816371341465,0.5343,817,21,158,9,19,256,111,200,0.11,0.84,0.05,-0.8453,1,12,0,0,0,0,32.0,7,3,3,0,15,12,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,3,2,48,35,20,0,4,13,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,12,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,5,20,4,20,23,9,16,0,8,1,0,24,5,0,10,11,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504000397756797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488408540919886,0.0,0.06535752706466984,0.0,0.1824648573211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101397738439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914507848559234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201729798066518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914707677363914,0.07081477608872135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684535846011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056015633656748685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820538297873445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372847681643924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476008058249656,0.0,0.28401954984362643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201729798066518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156138590522613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543681134973767,0.09760489487944274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464631118144183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747972569930767,0.0,0.08511707022771357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869008603677447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510261275484379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254110669437944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232552147266526,0.0,0.0,0.0690432175769805 lonely,throwawayacct98745,2019/02/16,Feeling demotivated and depressed I have been feeling pretty depressed lately and I've just had no motivation to get out and speak to anyone. I just want someone to talk to right now because I'm too anxious to talk to anyone in my real life.,5.944822695035462,6.7057727021276605,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.65957446808511,7.9687943262411345,34.815602836879435,7.793537801064563,2.7555304964539014,195,9,33,2,3,66,32,47,0.197,0.622,0.181,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,8,6,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,22,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794095888438113,0.0,0.3458741693809207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507685013459003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260454937389336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011235267895404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921837036478512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789961057744182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746946730843882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516209048297611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28151275404219894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121626772116486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955972275447216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975848277460092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588012201660994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,marylilac,2019/02/16,"I just want a life I’m an 18 year old girl turning 19 next month in my first year of university, and I’m so lonely. I’ve been struggling with loneliness for so long since I had to move towns and go to a high school where I knew no one. I struggled to find best friends and struggled a lot with just seeing everyone else have fun (especially my sister who is popular and has tons of friends) and go out on the weekends when I would just sit at home. I was excited to graduate and go to university thinking it would be a fresh start and I would finally get to experience the things I’ve wanted to such as getting a good group of friends and having a boyfriend. But the years almost over in a few months and I only have one friend and sit in my room most of the time. I just feel like it’s never going to change. And I do try to go out and do things but it just seems like people don’t want to be my friend. And I still haven’t had my first kiss or date. I feel like times running out :( Life sucks",2.9700631911532365,3.7760437630331793,4.0448151658767815,91.11752290679306,73.45497630331755,7.522401263823067,24.493206951026856,7.793537801064563,0.9102642022116902,778,22,183,10,15,253,117,211,0.083,0.746,0.17,0.943,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,11,19,1,3,12,0,18,3,0,0,1,42,39,20,0,6,8,1,2,3,5,3,2,0,2,1,6,18,0,0,6,1,0,7,4,5,0,4,5,3,17,14,27,29,5,41,0,1,1,1,9,13,1,5,22,118,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767731572800676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284772892137085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375412310206695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982881296507969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275100543193724,0.0,0.10518649085977999,0.0,0.0,0.10874236659924362,0.15364112347116315,0.0,0.1177955583500443,0.09828188979122664,0.1829325652090037,0.0,0.0,0.4153930489598021,0.0,0.11236159470780653,0.0,0.3055632933509542,0.09019236343176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361298784183392,0.10786291354214322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190542953999456,0.15760345301230216,0.0,0.0,0.09516203908120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141947955183556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171661316675966,0.1142890213703648,0.0,0.0,0.08293496147354587,0.0,0.11436102472795265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283627433696113,0.0,0.1457323242005786,0.08178259032203991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745488381874416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088276707526114,0.08568872423038258,0.09789268570222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895121043695647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761113854730292,0.0,0.08587483577351193,0.0,0.0,0.33724597506953363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428783691429129,0.06890187614023592,0.0,0.0,0.12540502461941802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300686477728087,0.11696344935371365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902746850120781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291619864408804,0.0,0.0,0.20774038043322932 lonely,PurpleLabyrinth86,2019/02/17,"I feel lonely but I know I'm not I read somewhere a long time ago that feeling lonely doesn't come from lack of people in your life but from feeling you are not understood. I know that is why I feel lonely most of the time. I have family and a few friends that care and love me.. alive and some that are my angels in heaven now. I can be a very passionate and loyal when I'm interested in something or I care deeply for someone. I'm very aware its my strength and weakness. I'm a single mom in my mid thirties who does what it takes for her family and friends. I'm trying to go back and do the things I enjoyed in my younger days to have a better feeling of fulfillment and happiness.. My family, friends and hobbies do give me purpose and I am grateful for all the blessings and lessons in my life. Yet I still feel unhappy sometimes.. I still feel misunderstood. I know I don't need anyone to make me feel loved and alive. I am my own best friend. I just wish deep down I had someone I could share my complete self and soul with and that person could do the same with me.. An instant connection and understanding. I know its wishful thinking. I feel foolish sharing all this here but at least I know it out somewhere instead of buried deep in a dark hole in my heart. 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I have no real friends I can relate to and nobody I can talk to. I have distanced myself from most of my family because I didn’t want anymore toxic people in my life. The only one I really talk to in my family is my sister, and I find myself wanting to distance myself from her. She only calls me when she wants to load all her drama and BS on me. I usually don’t talk about myself or my life to her because she is so caught up talking about hers. Tonight I was trying to vent to her and of course she finds a way to try and make it about her. I have been trying to be more positive and bring a different type of energy into my life and it has literally led to me being alone, not that I had many friends to begin with. On top of it all I recently relocated to a new city and don’t know a single soul besides my coworkers, who I have nothing much in common with. I also have become pretty introverted and my anxiety doesn’t help when it comes to going out and meeting new people. Anyone else ever find themselves distancing themselves from the negative people in their lives and being alone? What did you do? So you have trouble meeting new people? 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I feel pain and emptiness in my heart, I feel like the world is against me and that everyone who befriends me is just there to take advantage of me. &#x200B;",3.1806756756756767,5.950209162162165,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,79.0,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,1.9545729729729733,157,7,31,3,4,46,29,37,0.2,0.644,0.156,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874826005769552,0.32240236357911595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321901782039533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535321186636588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402473179846432,0.3791005195887005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31441476439275257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25925155789925863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823275256109708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949351299519888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32240236357911595,0.0 lonely,mynameisblake2,2019/02/17,"Bored, want to chat? 32 nerdy cute fem needs chat friends blakehayes1100",4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,89.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.7076333333333333,59,2,11,0,2,13,11,12,0.18600000000000005,0.395,0.418,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319607350832714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065135672285811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824592439581528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DizzyHawk,2019/02/17,Valentine's Day sucks. I fall for my friends online too easily. I barely have any in real life since high school graduation. so tired of having emotions lol.,2.6591379310344827,5.665130689655175,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,86.93103448275862,5.658620689655173,21.043103448275854,7.1686216300943375,1.0927172413793107,126,4,21,2,4,40,28,29,0.17600000000000002,0.591,0.234,0.2637,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,10,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080688384836065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188879998761052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381784686202068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622232851476698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585997765481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397316280658319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863169360363488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434957495218018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807591349572343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39009585729783264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CheeseyLoadedCunt,2019/02/17,"Sometimes I read old text messages Sometimes I read our old text messages and wonder how it got to me hating you and you hating me. I was in love with you, or I thought I was. And I think you might’ve loved me to in the beginning but after a while I think it just became easier to be with me than to not. My place was closer to your work. I’d cook for you. I’d kiss you good bye at the front door every morning and I’d be there to let you in. Now I feel like it was a lie. How could you treat someone you loved this way? Completely shutting them out? Turning our shared (and my only) friendship group against me? I know there are so many things I did wrong but I did them because I was scared to loose you. Terrified by the fact. This is the text I’ll never have the guts to send to you but I need to send it, even if it’s not to you at least it’s out there. I’m sorry if this isn’t the right sub for this x",-0.6808825438027242,1.2614268905472663,1.2620419640925815,101.57970798183001,88.55223880597015,4.291672074410556,16.20181700194679,5.511479884284512,-0.940384555483452,699,15,177,4,23,229,105,201,0.102,0.732,0.166,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,13,2,1,9,12,2,1,8,0,15,6,1,2,2,30,31,15,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,9,1,0,6,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,9,1,37,8,26,18,1,22,0,0,0,4,27,11,0,4,9,122,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930008602162068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359394159425566,0.0,0.0,0.11696184034560995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967565004420592,0.0,0.1234257210473568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407069251838742,0.10465382325871947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287043271518334,0.11716293303252323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892607923334683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805081022435452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497978651518355,0.0,0.07156852950075825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966439041068913,0.0,0.0,0.1485197662956466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554047272111085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862186755163164,0.11298356330556544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30743715601244204,0.0,0.0,0.11141367050481683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305282795790326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930630313303405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251032590248571,0.0,0.0,0.1466639204706341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412208851043413,0.0,0.2897684161393382,0.16398565822724714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732269104751087,0.18773215412285973,0.0,0.11629818376882844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159341091497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627843005982336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886418721766749,0.10664782816926577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016586631907576,0.0,0.0 lonely,isolatedfromedu,2019/02/17,"It gets better. Yeah right. I’m so sick of everyone trying to fix me. So they really have to ask to know I’m not okay? I delete all me social media so they can’t contact me. I tell him I don’t want to be friends anymore. Does it seem like I’m okay? You’re all going to leave me anyways. Just like everyone else. Why not start now so I can get used to it. I hate it when I get left alone. I hate how I feel when I’m with my group of friends and I still feel alone. So I’m leaving. I’m hoping that by pushing you guys away, you’ll care less. I don’t want to be here anymore and I just want what’s next. I’m only 15 and I know it’s just a waste. I know it’s not worth it. But I really just can’t control my impulse anymore. There’s a hunger deep in my stomach telling me to just do it. I don’t know when I’m going to snap. But I don’t want them to be close to me when I do. 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I just keep thinking about this. I love talking on the phone, but i do not have anyone to call except for close family members. Is there such a thing? I dont really want to do webcam, too much involved there. 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I feel lonely. Is it just me All in my head Unable to be free? Do I have a problem That I cannot seem to find Something wrong with me Deep down in my mind? I really am struggling From time to time To keep my smile up So I won't be asked: ""Why?"" Contact with others Is just what I need But as they go away Time for another bleed. So I ask myself this What problem there is Is there even such a problem That is unable to fix? I think I am sad More than alone But that is provoked By feeling lonesome. I do not need a girl To satisfy my needs Not even a friend To talk about this. My last relationship got To the point that where It was so toxic I was close to despair. I really loved her And I still share some feelings For she was everything I could ask of a human being. Her eyes melt my heart So innocent and pure But then I was a killer Of joy... and impure. I became the Devil Striking down my Angel She loved me so much And I took her down with my anger. I just could not do it Although I am wise for my age Tell her about the things The source of my rage. I wish I had done it She did not deserve this Her heart ripped by claws I could not own it. She is still special to me We do not talk as much Not because of her But cause of my feelings and such She really was cute Sweeter than Honey That was our thing I called her my Bunny. She is not the reason For all of my thoughts I matured a lot Throughout all of these tear drops. I need to find my peace But how that can be When I am constantly sad (?) Sometimes feeling anxiety. In my free time But not only then Even at Uni Where my best years have been I find and have friends To whom I do not talk About my problems... There are a bulk. And even if did I think they would help Maybe I do not have a problem And all of this is just in my head. 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Ex finance left me. We rented a house together. She up and left. I have no friends because she would complain that I wasn't giving her enough attention. I have family that don't really wan to be around me. I'd just like someone to talk to, please. 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Every day.",-2.600769230769231,-0.9039553076923068,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,102.07692307692308,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,-0.5597384615384615,43,2,11,0,2,15,10,13,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597596823951193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519954538199669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048857958797109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147532667047033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635230132032048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311907743518045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ktpurple,2019/02/17,"Lonely on university exchange in new country I’m 2.5 weeks into a university exchange in Europe and I’m feeling lonely. I’ve made surface level friendships, but I’m having A hard time having more meaningful relationships cause I don’t have that much in common with them other than the friendship is convenient (ie we like going to museums). It’s difficult because I don’t drink alcohol (personal reasons) so I’m find it difficult to bond with people over that. In addition to those lonely feelings, I’m being pressured by my parents (dad in particular) to find a boyfriend and be in a relationship, which makes it harder for me to make friends (especially male) because of that pressure. How do I navigate this situation? 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I never drinked in my life, not even a drop of alcohol or smoked no even one cigarette in my whole life. I always tried to stay healthy and workout. There are periods where I stop working out but I try my best to keep healthy. These days I feel really bad emotionally, due to how my personal life is going. I never drinked but I feel like to get a strong alcohol drink (vodka maybe?) in the supermarket, and come home drink until I pass out. I want to remove all my feelings the good and the bad the memories and everything. I just want to be emotionless.",2.2016961651917413,4.6806561238938045,3.537367256637168,86.47354351032448,80.68141592920355,7.660471976401181,25.34587020648968,8.59863814320734,2.015749852507374,454,18,91,11,12,148,72,113,0.106,0.68,0.214,0.9159,0,0,10,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,6,0,4,10,0,1,3,24,14,9,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,7,7,2,3,7,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,16,4,13,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,9,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339072460850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643017713564774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359662712085492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423215332948885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018190762241063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249044631219199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265085185764457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387992570535948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689648088626802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495597550587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940232492884072,0.09137790826905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668269488155728,0.0,0.07269338822676345,0.10728364029157897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830272516377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369101443766395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710368179912864,0.06248966659826701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285013510724135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197301949650207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667415761988916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116848300316695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194150550047066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053434448870587,0.1363335172963594,0.0,0.10693729224205968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736830463591784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508875776670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428053510012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311896265321587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,indoproud024,2019/02/17,"The good, the bad and the ugly Hey fellow internet peeps, my name is Pablo I’m 22 and from The Netherlands. Looking to meet people like you! Well let me be more specific. I would love to make everlasting friendships. It’s not that I don’t have friends but i just feel like they don’t understand me. And I hope to find that here. I always love to have intellectual conversations. But most of all I wanna have a good time! Something about myself: Because of certain circumstances I had to grow up at a young age. Because of that I feel kind of out of place with most of my peers. And because of those certain circumstances I deal with anxiety which I find hard to deal with. My passion is cooking. And besides that I love to read, having conversations, grabbing coffee on a rainy Sunday, watching sports and play some games on my ps4. Hope all of you have a good day. Looking forward talking to you! 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Just last week, I chose not to go to a meeting because I didn't want to open up to the judgement of other people... I just thought I would embarass myself. I think I became more aware now and will try to be more open the next chance I get.",6.798750000000003,6.77248592045455,6.29218181818182,81.29827272727275,64.79545454545455,9.312727272727274,33.50909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.6294245454545453,363,14,70,5,5,112,57,88,0.091,0.884,0.025,-0.6614,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,16,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,12,0,10,6,3,9,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628232539510905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279641877966043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222316798847106,0.24277613637446985,0.14383044944465048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629290703826705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789383437271693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691520536578359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545289528217414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242573733814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621626031083426,0.0,0.20091620750682232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182381526109344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927236603532867,0.0,0.20300445642441534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977983733997369,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jooooe_z,2019/02/17,"Alone A burning rage To tear out the page That holds the chapter That’s missing a happily ever after. So much pain It just drives me insane. I’m tired. I am so, so tired. A companion has been so hard to acquire It’s like I’m hardwired To be alone. To exist as a single stone In a stream Where the water is a team And everything and everyone just moves around me. Is this how it has to be? 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The people who I thought were my closest friends forgot. This was my 18th birthday. I'm not someone who's big on celebrations or important years, but all they had to do was set a reminder on their calendar and drop a text. These were my closest friends. Or so I thought, anyway. I genuinely don't believe, anymore, that good people like me. The only ones who stick around me are those that are more fucked up than I am. I'm not too excited about my future. The only thing that's keeping me alive is my family. And I'm so goddamn pissed at them. Living here day in, day out, is utter torture. I want to end it all. I do not want to exist anymore. But I can't do it because I can't do that to my family. And it hurts, man. But there's nothing I can do about it. I just had to put this out somewhere. Thanks for reading this, if you made it this far. 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I met this girl at work. She was thick and tall which I like a lot the plus is that she also plays black ops 4 on ps4. Right as soon as we talked we exchanged PSN user names and added each other. We talked at work a few times and played once. I really never got to talk to her because we had 3 week vacation at work and I did see her online. So I messaged her friend to get info if she had a gf. Well a few minutes later I get a message saying ""I have a boyfriend"" and then deleted from friends on ps4.... And I'm like wtf. Why did I get deleted? Just because I wanted to know if you have a bf? But I felt stupid... And it was ackward at work (which I only saw her once after because the company closed). But I felt dumb and guilty but why? I was hoping at least we could be friends and play online. I messaged her friend to see what she said to her but she never wrote back. If took so much courage to talk to her and I was able to talk to her and get her screen name. Still lonely but I feel dumb and never want to talk to women (girls) again lol",-0.030463768115939868,1.84469356956522,1.6918478260869565,100.00182971014496,85.04347826086956,4.355072463768116,16.97463768115942,5.148860815047168,-0.8908840579710141,811,17,199,3,24,264,119,230,0.07400000000000001,0.769,0.157,0.9629,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,5,1,0,4,9,17,3,0,9,1,14,0,0,0,3,46,35,27,0,7,9,0,5,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,7,20,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,5,1,0,16,12,37,12,24,17,6,24,0,1,5,0,44,11,2,5,14,130,44,4,0.105708858904732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453533627455538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128358747928757,0.08826248172346499,0.1933174177025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439992222729363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068991505161166,0.0,0.2029941638226023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266816086705351,0.0,0.22091406322187304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454503115415223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499274865781946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809482432855082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328801780028568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986989165623592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770817431217278,0.0,0.2445875661953061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515296953920103,0.0,0.08039635062066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771980184440235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027478792124888,0.10055333190351533,0.08406392744396518,0.0,0.0,0.16847254874994394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441923127101869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097886596432939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163968571547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744643177649715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469964760821067,0.0,0.08479327035330064,0.0,0.09504495927895054,0.0,0.28615740960093605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078292330763125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,souththroaway,2019/02/17,"Feeling like I'm invisible These days I was at PE class and some colleagues were talking to each other. My only ""friend"" had missed school. I was just standing there while they talked about things I've never experienced - people never invited me to the movies or to parties. I was looking to the ground and tried to say something, but they didn't hear - they couldn't, I'm invisible after all. That's how I feel. I have just one friend. I never go out. I just stay at home. I still have anxiety, depression, speech problems and can't look at the mirror or seeing photos of myself without starting to cry. I'm almost seventeen and I've got no friends, no social skills or I can't speak my native language without a thick accent. Next year I'll be going to college and this year I will have to sit for the national entrance exams. I'm feeling very anxious. I feel dumb. What if I don't get an acceptable grade? What if I don't get accepted into a public university? What if I do? I will just stay the same: friendless, lonely, invisible, ugly and unable to speak properly, the only difference being that I'll be the same old invisible me at college. I've been thinking of alternatives. I've always loved Russian literature. Since I'll be always unhappy, why not try something new at least? Studying something in Russia, like translation, seem like a good alternative venue right? I might be able to translate ""Petersburg"" by Andrei Bely to Portuguese. Sounds great. The only thing being that, besides not having courage to move (or at least thinking I don't), I'll be still the same old invisible me but living in foreign lands. I hate myself. I'm lonely. No one I know has ever loved me, the last time I was close to someone was at elementary school. Fate has been hard on me, but I'm also to blame. I think about suicide and how, if I believed in reincarnation, that could mean a new beginning. I truly consider doing - but no I'm quite the coward. 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Nearing the end of a toxic LTR. 2 weeks left until she and her kids move. No longer have any social life. Just work 7 days a week to keep my house. Just looking for random chats. I am a gamer and I enjoy fishing when I have the chance. Into all things nerdy and 420. Men/women welcome to msg. I do have a KIK but sometimes I forget to check it and people get offended lol ",-1.6045210084033634,0.2859363882352959,0.7990336134453813,100.1477941176471,102.76470588235294,2.8991596638655466,13.130252100840336,4.65589566412798,-1.4096218487394958,303,6,70,1,14,101,66,85,0.113,0.7709999999999999,0.116,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,6,1,5,2,0,0,1,12,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,6,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749370872748749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590332358937135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784488546040746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134401175038881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682901839928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286533532146488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795001069354409,0.0,0.3634029630507327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160230684308264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734133278575407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834299123701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622313791657434,0.0,0.0,0.254424305681462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090377499877474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41269677465222604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872792072780888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meesup,2019/02/17,"Seeing my crush fall in love with my best friend Okay, my best friend is everything I'm not. She's pretty, tall, slim, popular and super super talented. I've known her since I was a child, and I really really do love her. 2 years ago, we met this guy around the same age as us. I sensed that the guy liked her, so I left them to be. But soon I realised that the guy wasnt really making a move (he's pretty shy and introverted) and he started talking to me too. It wasn't just like how friends talked. We had convos from morning to night. There was a period where he would skype me everyday. I was so confused by all this, because he really seemed to like my best friend in real life, but online he would make me feel so special(??) So, of course over time, I developed a bit of a crush on him. I'm really shy and awkward, usually guys don't even pay attention to me, so this was a big deal. I was falling for the idea of him. Today, we went for a show as a huge group (including me, my best friend, and crush). My best friend and crush sat at the end and there were 2 people between them and me. Throughout the whole show they were kind of flirting. My heart was literally shattering. The worst part is that he asked me for my phone so they could take a PICTURE together. Ok, fuck. You. Ugh. I knew a guy wouldnt ever have a genuine crush on me. I'm worthless and hate myself. So yup thats that. Thanks for letting me vent here.. I dont feel like talking to my best friend at this point. Because the truth is, I'm jealous of her. Idk what to do man. 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Last week i was hanging out with 2 best friends. We had a great time. But then when school started one of my best friend (bf 1)said that i annoyed him and that we shouldnt talk anymore. (he was the only one i could talk to about things like games and other things) The thing that made me feel lonely was my other best friend (bf 2), he is the guy that i stay with every day on the phone talking endless hours. Bf2 didnt want to tell me about the reason why bf1 didnt want to talk with me. So last week i was depressed in some kind of way seeing that my best friends dump me like that. They hung out without me. You will probably say that i did something to make them dont like me.,but they dont want to tell me. So remember that i told you that they hung out without me, a year ago when bf1 was annoyed by bf2 we went outside for a walk and he told me not to call bf2 but because i felt like bf2 wasnt fake i told bf1 to fuck off and called bf2 to hang out. Now he doesnt give a fuck about me. That's just sad... 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I'm stuck at home with no human interaction for the forseaable future and I reaaaaallly need someone to talk to. What better than Internet people? No commitments and some of you guys are really interesting. Who knows? We may have similar interests! I really need someone to talk to, please give me a PM",2.7603571428571456,5.801787178571432,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,87.92857142857142,9.22857142857143,24.857142857142854,9.188382445141503,3.327185714285714,246,10,41,9,8,82,45,56,0.102,0.698,0.2,0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,9,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285600187559647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790926256396276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588597747513625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592260036572229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202617363705713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832446124490865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916257558784526,0.0,0.0,0.2836781437743429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311132943969817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43793319687623067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415431916867669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BrownBearBeauty,2019/02/17,"Feels I don't know, its just that when Im with a group of people, I just often feel like I should just leave. I came from a rich family so almost anything I wanted was given to me but that also means I didn't really encounter alot of problems. Which I think is the reason why I suck at communicating. I really like big groups of people but I often just stay silent due to me no know what to talk about or if I do, I don't have the guts to do it. I give life a rating of 7/10 would live again",0.5858333333333334,2.202440731481481,2.9349629629629668,93.25633333333336,81.5,5.801481481481483,14.503703703703707,6.742157984588678,-0.6274807407407406,381,4,91,4,10,131,70,108,0.113,0.813,0.073,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,1,0,25,21,7,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,15,3,12,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,6,5,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075298325298568,0.0,0.0,0.16573686743540955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705481828440618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370375255472469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953758146829742,0.0,0.2095825381294456,0.14805865287453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881202598455447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238643720138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277971466784722,0.0,0.0,0.2194466567256464,0.0,0.0,0.14638602448283097,0.2025026843003731,0.0,0.18300457234383988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257548050865653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28736057914770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830920411400055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655378996680273,0.21308638257581908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089974803441956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657881233824134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279672435832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222407686281662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700989334076346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147223669618018,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mel1234321,2019/02/17,"What do you think? Hi guys! Please critique me. I made a list of some of my interests and things about me because I'm 21 and I don't do anything in my life besides study. I want to change that. How could I help myself? And why would/wouldn't you be friends with me after reading this? Please read the whole thing :( Soooo here goes I guess... &#x200B; * I like photography * Being alone * Walking through the park * Reading on psychology/anything, even though I'm a History and Politics student * Watching Real Housewives / Desperate Housewives... with my Mum (Company! OMG!) * Sarcasm, often directed at the lower intellectual classes (jk) * Human Rights. I'm really shy and struggle to find my voice, so without the law classing me as an individual with rights I'm pretty sure I would have nothing. I thank God everyday that we don't live in a state of nature as I would be the first to go... even though the law is not perfect. * Recovered from a borderline drinking problem * God! I'm a religious person, but also one of the most tolerant people you will ever meet. I use the bible to guide me when I'm lost and to prevent me from going off the rails economically and getting lost in the system. I don't tell anyone else what to do, and I'm kind of in love with John Stewart Mill's Harm Principle - everyone should be able to do whatever the fuck they want insofar as it doesn't harm anyone else. I don't hate anyone. I just love what God has done in my life, saving me from death and suicide and such. But I don't judge anyone and I DON'T think anyone is inferior to Christians. The world is for all of us. I hate anyone who looks down on anyone else. * Skincare. It's like my own scientific experiment, seeing what works and what doesn't. I cured my own acne naturally! * Nail care. My natural nails are long and almost look fake and I'm really proud of that, even though no one cares. * Playing the piano. I couldn't afford lessons anymore after the age of 15 which was so heartbreaking for me. But a couple of years ago I chose to pick it up again on my own and I practice in my spare time. It sucks that I don't actually know if I'm any good though because I play... alone. * Being anxious and depressed. I'm an expert at this one. * Being an INTJ (if you don't know about Myers Briggs look it up! It's so interesting) * Looking things up. Absolutely anything. God I'm boring. * Self deprecating. * Running out of things to say. * Failing to be funny. * Giving up on making friends because I always run out of things to say/do 🙃 * Sims 4... I'm very ashamed of this one. * Easily ashamed and embarrassed. * Oh, and I also really struggle to find a social group because I'm a freak. I'm a bit of a nerd. But also black; female; and sometimes get scouted for model shows (I was on TV! I got rejected though). So yeah, my personality and interests don't match how I come across. I was hesitant to add my race because I don't want anyone's perception of me to be distorted. This sucks. I'm so alone. The type of guys I attract end up hating me because I don't know how to be a girl. A few jocks ruined my life in my first year of college and I still cry about how they treated me every night; it's been 2 years now, and I attempted suicide after the whole ordeal; they were just nagging me in general and turning people against me for choosing not to sleep around. I feel realllyyyyy unfeminine and just unusual in general. But I guess I want to learn more about myself and how to be a functioning member of society... you know? TLDR: I'm a loser looking to change, and looking for some hobbies etc. Any suggestions would be much appreciated :)",1.3542653780232357,3.9577706567796618,3.2624719101123603,85.84112645210439,86.7824858757062,6.063378404113503,23.49177934361709,7.4535912281125585,1.351511946930744,2827,110,544,51,89,945,327,708,0.2,0.674,0.126,-0.9962,2,5,1,0,0,2,132.0,2,5,3,11,37,50,7,5,33,1,47,8,1,9,4,100,107,55,3,13,13,1,1,2,2,5,3,2,0,7,27,36,1,1,13,8,0,6,18,28,0,6,10,12,75,22,89,79,14,58,1,9,9,3,32,30,3,9,22,358,102,11,0.055478214922713605,0.0,0.05413873493585443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917809016504215,0.0,0.055553418433555546,0.17237609791718503,0.0,0.13309772528990127,0.046162319082833685,0.060110622690206825,0.06741210352432236,0.07545417715299492,0.0,0.0,0.06267459161661318,0.05501948176228233,0.31033326245366805,0.17053196190132458,0.13696153149339085,0.049387373345811184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291402932027305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056784196391388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312747508581783,0.0,0.1173771904788974,0.047789569779053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044294840312352535,0.06138558959947029,0.060940214036321036,0.0,0.0,0.04778330521990856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677347549074543,0.0,0.054347529847251344,0.0,0.0,0.1390347892766248,0.0,0.04913723161492976,0.0,0.06187287464264075,0.10992851318683812,0.05018322158534026,0.046742788828175626,0.053011811825322636,0.0,0.05426833962922466,0.0,0.0,0.02805145239876933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141216673350806,0.09437948254440193,0.0,0.0,0.08572466245925235,0.05128871573200336,0.057970155036478135,0.05321975898358565,0.06305909607308549,0.0465324945310933,0.04437099650507731,0.0,0.12223101681324824,0.10986431009202302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431975463760468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371858780321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057772023624282125,0.12195750416344177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755771165694145,0.054207706996719895,0.0,0.04898828018477097,0.04909647440898951,0.2795263679376608,0.0,0.12112205029275384,0.0,0.100142509963748,0.0524948283669903,0.037032139256310326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040782871373417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052062546507620364,0.0,0.05323284347407438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503738968764723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692321773740471,0.096882874752017,0.0,0.12179684037974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056441289354688014,0.0,0.05308515918445361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664796843467071,0.06314635430899845,0.10662229524111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947561848323621,0.0,0.08823700647808115,0.0,0.0,0.04420895450470302,0.0,0.057875877513482235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055518280626043436,0.0565530535773588,0.0,0.0,0.054869373132846136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443049741014108,0.0,0.0,0.11599575169819015,0.0,0.12136832529360145,0.0,0.05228756100695274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048490405143757576,0.05107688656758985,0.0,0.0,0.18428630423305928,0.07109640002067685,0.2725353224164184,0.0,0.03234979326542052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060344366865460276,0.0,0.0,0.06673346169958856,0.047915365137443384,0.0,0.045775337459928095,0.1308899542096046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050060459883421234,0.12387889143987105,0.0,0.05347901944077964,0.0,0.04038880120608625,0.0,0.0,0.15764052853339305,0.0,0.06741210352432236,0.10717845445650802 lonely,lonelypanda9,2019/02/17,It's a diffent case for each one of us. I hope this link may help in some way. https://youtu.be/n3Xv_g3g-mA,2.3918333333333317,5.338455850000003,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,90.5,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.5286666666666675,87,2,18,2,3,25,20,20,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363226586487084,0.0,0.0,0.4983660924592652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400091073900764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035617940836131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982778863817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,evyoedubtsepleledu,2019/02/17,"question i don't know if this is particularly a good place to ask, but is it possible to have no friends and not feel lonely? i like to do things alone, i can have a social conversation with anyone if I want to but I don't feel the need to have anyone in my life.",2.6344736842105263,3.2697281929824555,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,74.08771929824562,7.805263157894737,23.021929824561404,8.07648339933343,0.8526877192982454,205,5,49,3,4,71,38,57,0.134,0.691,0.175,0.3392,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,7,15,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844148168696602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840296555430589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672479222141303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777037696058177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216425423096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033119563202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091936308880233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939663064457384,0.13416136498637415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362103454901426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869106918514993,0.0,0.0,0.3095833372186109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076278590644411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799319610602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182439756219148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197304675539162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,igavvedit,2019/02/17,"Stunning video on loneliness by Kurzgesagt (In a Nutshell) [Video link here](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3Xv_g3g-mA) Hey so Kurzgesagt just uploaded a video on loneliness that I feel this subreddit may like. It gives some good tips at the end to try help us break out of the cycle! I really enjoyed the video and I think this sub may too.",4.3923887587822,7.600632360655742,3.283981264637003,87.03918032786886,77.85245901639344,7.420140515222482,28.386416861826696,8.418075326091056,2.4100613583138166,278,12,49,6,7,80,48,61,0.086,0.69,0.224,0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,8,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591802742134339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050487590272328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890224784151076,0.0,0.34014032936350835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718190144107338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812205962420865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597936702531854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25984801764102394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753290643051825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878041005710039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CSloserthrowaway,2019/02/17,"Just venting. Feeling pretty lousy tonight. I work more than I'd like to. Between that, cooking, and going to the gym, I don't have a lot of time to do anything else. I like to spend that free time that I do have reading. I hate TV and movies. I don't drink or anything like that. I bet you can imagine how much fun I am to be around. All this considered, I have no social life. I don't really have anyone in my life. Nobody to talk to. No friends. Nothing. I hardly have contact with my family. I'm desperate for human interaction to the point that I've resorted to going shopping for the purpose of being around people. And I almost invariably walk around alone, saying nothing. What could I say to people who have better things to be doing? What could I possibly hope to achieve from that? I want people in my life, but I can't envision a world in which that is actually the case. I don't do things that involve other people. I can't help but view typical socializing as a group of people getting together and wasting time. I find smiling to be a chore, I'm pessimistic in a lot of ways, and I have very unpopular opinions. Were I to take the place of anyone else, I would probably find my previous self very off-putting. I don't meet anyone. I don't really know how I'd go about that. It seems like most people meet new people through their existing social connections. What's an island to do? Should I even make a friend by some miracle, I can't help but think that my lack of social connections would seem very alarming and my lack of social practice would make me seem pretty weird. I've been wondering if the place I moved to is related to how I've been feeling. It just doesn't feel like home. I guess home never did either. 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Hi! I'm a regularly lonely person, I think it's due to my own nature though, and I enjoy it. It does help me focus on my studies a lot. Yknow, while everyone around me talks about boys, or who they like, they usually ask me who I like. I just say, I like nobody, because it's true. Lately, I've been feeling something over this person! I recently found out he likes the same music, and he introduced me into some new stuff, and so did I. Without being creepy, I think about him a lot. I always look for him after school just to see if I can talk to him, (usually I can't, since I just glance) but I don't mind at all. We joke about some emotional stuff (Not too serious) on a regular basis in the classes I have him in. I'd really like to know what's really going on though, hes still a huge mystery to me. I just really don't wanna see a future with us not being at least good friends. Which is usually out of my own comfort zone, since people for me come and go. I know I'm going to have to make a bigger effort, without being too obvious, which I would if I could. Has anyone had this kind of, admirer feeling? I really do like him, but It's hard since I have absolutely NO experience in this.. ):",2.350708661417322,3.6295674173228365,4.647251968503936,84.3641850393701,75.61417322834646,7.914645669291338,22.542519685039373,8.548686976883017,1.3214714960629923,940,25,200,18,20,329,141,254,0.045,0.775,0.18,0.9815,0,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,2,1,14,16,0,0,9,0,19,0,0,1,4,46,38,13,0,5,13,0,4,6,1,1,0,1,0,3,16,11,0,0,8,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,5,9,39,14,32,28,9,31,0,1,4,0,24,15,0,7,18,147,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812688127021881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405580763116433,0.0,0.0,0.09428372043623727,0.09901298794237468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456268852048505,0.0,0.0901229152803274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123340909966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456174236145791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268389774506812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913622123961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120301014917324,0.0,0.10360180377105564,0.0,0.0,0.10710410846420547,0.0,0.10169168246280327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161265311484658,0.08182698898770721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057589771437665,0.08883357037133152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948759319496555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099026919303163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102905652885769,0.11641241929524936,0.0,0.11947282432831495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104581563498974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893901465007588,0.0,0.0,0.18008439874673676,0.0,0.0,0.07069677183173999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694045806676936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168550480304834,0.1022900201940668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342572265816205,0.1849557338111181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139856460595035,0.0,0.10457486325785577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422510337468136,0.0,0.107188127467842,0.16879556149358482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628333479012701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153587378488054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458108842644986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248673624775866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025535947555062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572766983650342,0.2081150902097025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739853570609064,0.0,0.3499397772239762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041898799862464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523651550363186,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChipDaleChippindale,2019/02/18,"A curious case of loneliness I'm in kind of a weird place. Recently, I've made some wonderful new friends. These aren't casual friends, either. We have a deep, close connections, and we see each other reasonably often. These friends are everything I could ask for. And yet, I still feel lonely. I don't know why, but I think the reason is a part of me, and not the outside world. I've been single, anxious, and depressed my whole life, and I hated it for the longest time, but I've been healing a lot lately. Still, that lonely feeling is there. Does anyone have any idea why? Also, if anyone is struggling and needs advice or something like that, I'd be happy to help.",2.899128205128207,5.077925707692311,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,76.53846153846155,6.7948717948717965,24.679487179487186,7.793537801064563,1.4075641025641028,522,18,100,8,12,168,89,130,0.18,0.6559999999999999,0.16399999999999998,-0.5256,0,5,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,0,6,13,1,1,8,0,12,2,0,3,0,30,23,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,3,9,7,7,18,7,12,0,3,1,0,7,5,0,6,8,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463084428530699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973413287003028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018173727592734,0.0,0.0,0.16914536737243172,0.0,0.20938083652266284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997161671124966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954233516457552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895695858907014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310243764992493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456216923608846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140978501605176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702889521591496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593838545343275,0.0,0.1478213342271338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035676082716084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690200362470654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591438105498195,0.08228432891807712,0.0,0.16889505833341775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575440441803644,0.07314752500076042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728988873522493,0.0,0.1416723555791578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101835999408206,0.0,0.14460425644686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213637172743536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642958766351622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788217056256784,0.14783426883429604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119310547671235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526475779396028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391393682036461,0.0,0.0,0.1565239080826418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593701682108058,0.0,0.0,0.08730519856871878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020502756876946,0.1671613652503833,0.0,0.0,0.16236916124016074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,psmith90909,2019/02/18,Moved to a new city and my dear cat is my only companion. Feeling very lonely and just found this sub. Hi everyone. Just moved to a suburb of Cleveland. Winter sucks. I went to the grocery store today just to have a small conversation with the cashier. Came home and looked into the mirror to make sure I still exist. ,2.230421545667447,4.9016843606557385,3.0905386416861838,88.4260655737705,82.44262295081967,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.5025203747072595,250,7,47,3,7,79,46,61,0.084,0.813,0.102,0.0276,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,9,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,2,8,6,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,4,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874611645634844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016209924059426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708291723804035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755766993198635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211027023620863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110587464865706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776857830233907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342602960832644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274165308876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115217890578168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007170707927453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368809890327491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382369222855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737833247517065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299077705572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Grangergirl17,2019/02/18,"Keeping friendships? I'm not sure what I am doing wrong. I like to think I'm a good person, im supportive, sometimes funny and always up for adventures. I am independent and not clingy, so I dont think I'm pushing friendship too much. Yet I can not keep friends in my life. It starts the same, we meet hang out, get really close and then they slowly ditch me. This has happened consistently with every single friendship in my life, including ones with some family members that I also considered friends (cousins etc). I always reach out and ask if our friendship is okay because I feel like we are drifting and every time they assure me it's fine and I'm just imagining things on my end. But I can guarantee any of these people will call me if they need help with something. This happened very recently with my current (now ex I suppose) best friend. He hasn't really spoken to me since Christmas. We make plans to hang out and he always has a lame excuse; he has to trim his dogs nails, he needs to clean his car, he drank too much all day and is now too drunk to drive to dinner etc. Last week I drug him out for coffee, could tell he didnt want to be there and I asked what was wrong. He told me nothing, everything was fine and we made plans to hang out Saturday night. Saturday rolls around and in text around dinner time asking if he was still interested and he said he couldn't. He forgot he had to go help his mom trim her cats nails. No offer to reschedule, not even a simple sorry. No communication for a week until I got a text asking if I could send him the name of a really great restaurant that I found a few months ago. I sent it and no response, absolutely no texts since then. So I guess this friendship is over too. I just dont understand what I'm doing wrong here, it has to be me because its a consistent pattern but I have no idea what. My therapist isnt really sure either, we have extensively discussed this in therapy. Not really sure if anyone can help, just wanted to reach out and talk to some people who really seem to understand the feeling of being totally alone. 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I lived in a small town and would always run into someone I knew.. there wasn't a whole lot to do but drink and party, and at one point I just felt that I was doing too much of that. For some reason, I wanted to get away from people.. I think I was worried that I would reach a point of no return if I continue to hang out with everyone.. and living in a small town I felt that I had little privacy. &#x200B; At 25, I moved back up North around where I was born. I moved to another small town where I had some relatives. For 10 years, I kept a really low profile having only a handful of friends. I discovered the Internet and spent countless hours on it or in front of the TV. I worked small survival jobs that got me by. Life pretty much stayed the same with no development. &#x200B; At 35, I decided to make a change and moved to Seattle and went to school and into a career. But I had problems right and left with friends and in the professional workplace. As I never had many personal conflicts in the past, I seemed to constantly run into them. I even got fired for the first time ever from my last job of three and a half years. &#x200B; Today I am 45 and I realize that I struggle constantly with loneliness amongst other things. I am very socially awkward and do not know how to get out and meet people like I used to. And I have very few friends left as I driven most of them away. I can't help but think that I had caused a lot of this on myself when I had isolated myself for 10 years. And maybe I had trouble working a full time career job because I lived off of small survival jobs that gave me more personal freedom in which I didn't use so wisely. I am always told that what I had gone through in the last 10 years were things that most people learned in their 20's. &#x200B; So anyway I am now back in the same spot as I was at 25 trying to figure out what to do with my life. I want to be able to get out again and become social like I was when I was younger.",5.155807962529273,4.994873367681503,5.7452046838407504,84.29364777517567,68.25058548009368,8.892889929742386,28.555409836065568,8.488131031819089,1.8087385292740041,1636,49,347,22,25,531,200,427,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.4286,4,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,3,7,18,11,0,2,19,0,33,4,1,7,2,73,58,30,0,6,7,0,4,2,3,2,2,0,0,2,18,31,1,2,12,2,1,10,7,5,0,4,29,4,55,6,68,25,14,83,0,1,0,0,16,46,0,9,28,254,73,11,0.0647076977416549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768397629329214,0.2804430538739701,0.3145077414662885,0.0,0.06785166305022584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057603569818657385,0.0,0.0,0.12159002415088098,0.09951245079104072,0.0,0.039445211948176406,0.07146456833003953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664726301363639,0.06845216427613962,0.0,0.0,0.1398520668559206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633889093090073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427388240855312,0.05853181719293605,0.0,0.061830978179618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425907470811733,0.0,0.0,0.055040334643108944,0.0,0.0,0.14997902028245455,0.0,0.10142130407484158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350531408937164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337220581650265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372404790241501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684962178814336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035561658426322564,0.10549082016163967,0.0,0.0,0.14061020585695275,0.0,0.0914099210977991,0.06322582520902012,0.06485411245928213,0.17141424781757986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100243413015722,0.0,0.0,0.04319289070606227,0.06560344923527862,0.06500757968720433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632212668328226,0.09513520640648628,0.0,0.04990656560139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384761063812546,0.04921311997306217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177081932302541,0.17944068062037152,0.11300053155152033,0.0,0.0,0.12233937948427336,0.0,0.0,0.06583099144051906,0.0,0.061916527773299215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041453408108600764,0.06653029033026159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526002031451955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548764469366326,0.0,0.05890745777283711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384539606036445,0.05482662231208823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896979615946286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764653522701528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597783824769235,0.08292415986106716,0.0,0.0,0.07546315783735982,0.0,0.06133533138658481,0.061830978179618024,0.0,0.043932279241749424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676600248663729,0.0,0.1601718821255685,0.07633255329333398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059984684085196825,0.0,0.0722438336834502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421594924177072,0.06571380804304534,0.0,0.09193298384225104,0.0,0.3145077414662885,0.20834817910210146 lonely,cloudbake,2019/02/18,Thank you Im new to this and was hoping it would fill a void for my loneliness - been great to see how much people support each other :) ,0.8991666666666696,3.0785715357142855,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,83.64285714285714,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.3830380952380947,105,2,23,1,3,34,27,28,0.07200000000000001,0.54,0.388,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,3,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760033568175585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387346734891851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683871631220036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070734302672376,0.0,0.0,0.32938342150928673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364376867855991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717687388997265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870138659376207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139884488315954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422686089220284,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kobebooz,2019/02/18,"I don't get it I just do not fit in anywhere. I've literally tried to befriend everyone and anyone to find where I fit best but I just can't. There's nowhere I feel truly accepted. For example, I told my friend group how I've been looking to try DnD and they told me they actually play DnD a few times a month. I didn't want to intrude and ask to join up but I was really hoping for one to extend an invitation to let me try it at least. It made me feel like I wasn't really part of the group and more of the guy that tends to hang around them. I just want to fit in somewhere.",0.5506430446194237,2.2376652125984258,2.939074803149605,92.84094816272966,81.91338582677164,6.753018372703411,20.03215223097113,7.793537801064563,0.5066593175853011,450,12,110,8,12,155,77,127,0.106,0.723,0.171,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,20,7,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,3,17,6,18,12,5,12,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,3,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1890149503792024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543359083195186,0.0,0.0,0.17242648786267425,0.18107539334151376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326726514625496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850805157074148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958724705887612,0.13837323657502118,0.0,0.0,0.17703050953899152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964556190874848,0.0,0.10119580731501307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917850236535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923793498285231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806266782863136,0.0,0.09462787651295572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265206611623534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832755676819514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546026965081476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125036394972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974900465768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24816745186472985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129430633369197,0.0,0.0,0.3701610314148296,0.0,0.3945114150375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284885140867951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,spookybitchchlorine,2019/02/18,"What do I do? I finally made a friend, that I talk to whenever I can. We have a 1 hour difference in time zones and they usually go to sleep earlier than I do. It seems that the minute I stop messaging I get a really really big wave of loneliness and sadness. I'm kind of afraid that if they knew that then they wouldn't want to talk as much/at all or be afraid to leave me alone. I don't want to make them uncomfortable or be too clingy like normal because then people leave me. What do I do to occupy myself and distract myself while we aren't talking? My thoughts can get pretty bad, more so while I'm alone, and I want to get better. I'm sorry that this was/is so long but if anyone has read this much if you could tell me what you do while you're lonely it would help. Thanks for reading.",2.9521428571428565,3.78526897619048,4.268809523809523,89.39285714285714,73.52380952380952,8.21904761904762,22.333333333333336,8.59863814320734,1.0302047619047618,620,14,143,11,12,205,98,168,0.149,0.758,0.093,0.1598,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,4,1,3,11,0,3,4,0,17,1,1,2,1,26,33,18,0,10,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,24,5,13,25,3,14,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,6,12,91,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941327605647644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992878148603806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856181558080647,0.08656023706657608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558507395152138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337329087911305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835695755699954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555110309811848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970676295446864,0.0,0.222563188045576,0.0,0.08070033881208226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517779806860348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983873886954493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478683384530496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007092791445058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693727089869991,0.0,0.0,0.1256631434961295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436128009790352,0.09478430142597594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087687101476916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391272066580888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844304978189627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446230464943693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840714561155279,0.0,0.18193421487060332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926901030485738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420998503243132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589543536187897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871610233189844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34239615672253465,0.12411190035775276,0.130732037347744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272999619512933,0.0827997684582894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638996645315364,0.0,0.2512610624699725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087080893465517,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AsthenDiscovery,2019/02/18,"Places to talk to people online? I'm so sick of being lonely and having such terrible weekends where I sit on my ass doing nothing but feeling hopeless and letting all my efforts during the week go to shit as I just end up watching youtube / TV, eating terribly, and masturbating. I like playing sports / exercising, reading books, listening to music, stand up comedy, playing card / board games, and exercising. I know there are plenty of places for gamers to talk with each other online, but I'm not a gamer and I'm looking for communities where I could talk to people live about my interests. What are some popular places to talk to people online? I'm talking about chat rooms and maybe even video chatting apps.",6.443760683760682,7.931731000000003,6.563333333333333,73.7338888888889,65.92307692307692,8.854700854700855,32.136752136752136,9.150863307647796,3.009111111111111,570,23,92,10,9,182,87,130,0.13699999999999998,0.723,0.141,0.1666,0,2,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,1,0,2,0,7,6,2,0,1,17,16,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,2,13,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,8,5,19,13,3,15,0,2,2,1,9,9,2,1,4,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396327791435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588707679457593,0.0,0.0,0.13751516555134696,0.0,0.0,0.1025484287770932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850462864498124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823840650979904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532738731952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876489574654032,0.0,0.07585268397118977,0.0,0.13709831096055694,0.0,0.13038013979619095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559805469187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897712065817895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229152927702021,0.0,0.4866441103780697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553030197365148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937318934672753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239645687780874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454101213228587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pushpendra0112,2019/02/18,"How do I get out of this vicious cycle I am in. I am a college student. What happens is that I like to have 2 or 3 close friends with whom I like to talk on the phone for long hours. I have this recurring problem of loneliness which I cannot shake off. Whenever I feel lonely, I call my close friends to have a chat with them. But as time has passed, these friends have found some other priorities in life and now they are unable to provide me with the support I need. I have tried making new friends but I am really bad at it and I am not able to join a new place like a new college where I can find new friends because still 2 years of college remain. Since the last 3 or 4 months have been seriously lonely and depressed. I have taking new hobbies like going to gym or learning music but I am unable to find any interest in them. I really feel like I need someone to accompany me where I go but take isn't happening. I also try watching netflix and youtube but that also provides for a temporary relief. I am unable to get of this cycle of loneliness I am in right now. Hence what should I do. 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I'm at home every day (health reasons) and i try and distract myself as much as possible but doesn't seem to work? I try and game but eventually get bored because i've no one to play with. Or even when i'm on my phone, i just browse through reddit or youtube. I honestly just feel so lonely. I go out maybe a couple times a month only (again for health reasons). Also sometimes i feel like a relationship would solve this (i've been told i am a hopeless romantic lol) but even those who are in relationships have said that this won't fill the void. It's sad. I think if i can accept myself, love myself more this wouldn't be the case. But i have a hard time doing so. I just hope i cam find people who can relate to this. Thank you for reading. 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The problem I’ve been having aren’t exclusively loneliness, but I had a dream that was extremely vivid and felt all too real of sharing an intimate moment with someone and not being hesitant to confess my feelings to this stranger who accepted me. I was half asleep when I felt the run of a hand on my cheek which I could have sworn was real, but turned out to just be my imagination. When I fully awake all I could do was cry and realize how much I’m lacking intimacy and contact. I haven’t been able to focus on anything and have skipped my class in order to write this and get my feelings out there. It’s just so hard.",7.819296407185629,6.266036580838325,7.8135254491018,76.22412050898207,63.431137724550894,11.224251497005987,35.246257485029936,10.125756701596842,3.2654197604790407,667,24,133,12,8,216,102,167,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.118,-0.3694,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,9,0,23,3,3,1,2,35,31,14,0,4,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,3,1,1,12,8,17,3,18,15,5,16,1,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,8,102,25,1,0.20056221693972984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504561553300665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202652206604993,0.0,0.2203081776321213,0.1293460378278964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282056621014632,0.0,0.38514236123558543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478548045077593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966435194384206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211954193838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600868480861296,0.0,0.14743630643515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145933015685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191095509227515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565674230693118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993571556403894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010953053437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815409914002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032951958276555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291554920186059 lonely,Tagadaah,2019/02/18,Anybody up for a talk? lonely person here! with nobody with who i can talk to or seems to really care about me... knowing me i probably pushed them away without realizing it...,2.1059090909090905,4.8449722424242445,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,84.15151515151516,6.936363636363637,23.40151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.8504606060606064,136,5,24,3,4,46,28,33,0.073,0.8170000000000001,0.11,0.3149,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31490293298194105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417278109247001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420048220822388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29265722301309616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613695871275419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471826963858984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051258745397961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387933607735053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230915960960606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,StagnatedStag,2019/02/18,"30.M.UK Looking for other broken / reclusive people I'm really hoping to meet or talk to some new people from this, unfortunately i'm pretty reclusive now because of various issues (happy to discuss in messages) and don't really leave the house much as such I've slowly ended up isolating myself from all except my beloved pets, and often find myself lonely and wanting to meet new people, a lot of my interests tend to be what can be completed from the comfort of home, i love films and books i'm always listening to some form of music whatever takes my fancy, also heavily into art anime and video games so if you share any of those interests it would be great to maybe watch or play something online together. &#x200B; I'd be happy just finding someone to talk to semi regularly about anything and everything that takes our interests but it would be even better to video call occasionally and maybe if we happen to be close enough and get along for a while even try to meet one day. &#x200B; I don't really want to say too much here so it gives more to talk about if people do message so yea please don't hesitate to message ill reply to every message i get. Also i'm happy to send pictures if that makes a difference. &#x200B; &#x200B;",7.115859564164651,7.55795823728814,7.534285714285716,71.06991525423732,64.08474576271186,9.963196125907992,32.958837772397096,9.784248007369934,3.303514285714286,1008,38,165,19,14,331,140,236,0.044,0.799,0.157,0.9723,0,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,0,1,15,14,0,0,5,1,13,2,0,1,1,34,31,22,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,9,12,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,11,13,35,23,10,11,0,1,2,1,22,4,0,11,6,113,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332767183212235,0.06933659892447545,0.3611487654329085,0.40501656568283795,0.056666737312803764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685728603322458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079672825031078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369793672011428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508846574941943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736911754114694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053740462949334926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706131489993026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380496882381284,0.08610137511157775,0.0,0.11007634770287664,0.0,0.0702084744870603,0.0,0.07489094335964364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523228223921294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707217204884002,0.07993699529871219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187077581673823,0.0,0.0,0.0736877673525388,0.26611656062328304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358601700210773,0.08276473250897244,0.0,0.0961507492463295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697407177354077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823362812247043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997557043487834,0.0,0.0,0.0708435357548356,0.07520788801995834,0.0,0.05562291145561083,0.0,0.1674308336291753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251315148760213,0.0,0.0,0.16095978893035653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646604624501875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310799978080791,0.0,0.0,0.09147047678134394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477578944298657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014852521327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626675229951963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060459044125697,0.06415091623683053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253064286073272,0.2009306480250076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056575080721884274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829948363284452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838939548887202,0.0,0.40501656568283795,0.0 lonely,mikejmct,2019/02/18,"Mental Health Community for Men [https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/](https://www.reddit.com/r/TheMensCooperative/) &#x200B; I have started this community for men dealing with loneliness, depression, anxiety. I will be sharing services people can access and also building a group where people can just talk to others in the same situation.",18.816201550387607,23.430664883720933,14.148837209302327,19.151782945736468,39.69767441860465,12.24496124031008,44.56589147286822,11.855464076750405,6.76757984496124,302,13,24,7,3,88,37,43,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165715752986866,0.0,0.2934291826516472,0.3290712614958951,0.0,0.0,0.20717361156782585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791995565574689,0.2332535509960081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878649008400623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729189800248253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754996354629128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044086965222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168506307127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767176101320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290712614958951,0.0 lonely,Dan_813,2019/02/18,"I thought my life would get better in college but it hasn’t 18 year old guy turning 19 in a few weeks. Just gonna get straight to the point. I have a dysfunctional family that no matter what can never seem to get along. I have no close friends that i can share my feelings with or even talk to. I go to a cc but i have no idea what major i want. I have no talent. Im not really good or particularly skilled at any hobby or trade. Im horrible at math im pretty sure im gonna fail the test im gonna take tommorow. I have a part time job that I absolutely hate. Horrible management, i work way harder than what they give me or my coworkers credit for. I push shopping carts in Florida weather which is miserable. Im a kissless virgin and i feel invisible to women. There was a sales representative girl who i made friends with(i talked to her on my breaks) i had developed a huge crush on her. She had a bf but i was fine with being friends. She told me to keep in touch on Instagram when she left but I messaged her a few weeks after and she never responded and now i think she blocked me because she doesn’t appear when i search her name it made me feel like complete shit and like a punch to the gut. I feel like im a waste of space. Im clearly not important to anyone or anything. Before you try saying I should try to improve my life with my actions i have definitely tried. Ive been trying to build muscle and have totally changed up my diet and done research and have gained many pounds of muscle and i can actually say im in pretty good shape. I found some hobbies that I really enjoyed and while those things make me feel good it’s only temporary and i just end up feeling empty again. Ive tried socializing with people at school but i just dont click with anyone. Im told im nice, funny and laid back but nobody ever tries to reach out to me or initiate conversation with me first. Ive tried to get my family to get along but its just not gonna happen at this point. I could make a whole separate post on that. Ive been looking into other jobs but its hard finding a place that pays as good as my current job and the ones I applied to i never heard back from them. No matter how hard i try nothing ever goes right for me. I know most people dont have perfect lives. But at least they have love. At least they have talent, at least they have families that can have nice dinner with, at least they have friends that keep them company. At least they dont feel completely worthless. I don’t expect a perfect life. I just want a decent life. Whats the point of even living anymore ",1.5263612362714767,3.6192158638059695,3.258255421008169,89.71524359335397,80.66044776119405,6.284088989017178,21.68037172627429,7.427112045954479,0.7392865108420161,2037,62,436,30,53,677,252,536,0.136,0.68,0.184,0.978,4,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,8,8,18,29,2,1,20,0,40,10,2,5,10,91,81,33,0,6,23,0,10,3,5,6,4,3,0,3,23,24,2,3,14,1,5,4,17,5,0,2,14,15,74,24,57,59,13,61,0,3,2,2,43,33,1,10,24,280,97,14,0.0,0.0,0.05187039089147223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03614637161320355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052714235547564915,0.07433267349694286,0.0,0.043741005917939314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174390302721038,0.0,0.032402031652804905,0.0,0.04522992490670035,0.0,0.0,0.047010170942199336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622961784290825,0.0,0.11146138775300184,0.0,0.0,0.0424389429158132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054394739172637936,0.18688739167339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707844418993328,0.0,0.0,0.0702150989905919,0.09616121702544858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032587021025084,0.0,0.18813292588110408,0.07594609691630255,0.0,0.0,0.048581563051397526,0.04521255121230093,0.0,0.058280341544468824,0.164265816557014,0.0,0.13885319842364693,0.05098991886122396,0.03020850012887565,0.17833136909038566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263056770948922,0.04700368414311957,0.0,0.09523063616369384,0.05247832206362732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000411201640556,0.6315668641880667,0.0,0.1582406805062524,0.09449098764191936,0.0,0.0,0.029211910015081326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775170313281874,0.0,0.15017625767520892,0.07790470966624219,0.0,0.09387146726999636,0.0,0.04463576151954503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797333316734603,0.10059072382842918,0.0709610795689323,0.05388955803932372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298634270925347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100245512822522,0.0,0.05577591749436636,0.0,0.03601835552723121,0.040425820837151474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756032969277936,0.0,0.07370023288125509,0.0,0.05553435385093127,0.0,0.15074241906629676,0.0,0.050906597887996584,0.10815294242523857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810330457426368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539301068322649,0.0,0.08453998828259106,0.0,0.05379443109646715,0.0,0.048389176203424575,0.0,0.0,0.05456155886479308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054183552656699635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009677879259326,0.0,0.03996500371074306,0.08544593902771111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531298855741427,0.03405877570300102,0.0,0.04219813887669658,0.030994378127302567,0.0,0.0,0.10158136884811413,0.0,0.288703248331632,0.05781601474652984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270291591282398,0.04219097135499579,0.08527346151997117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059344261828446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869656187348803,0.0,0.0,0.03775889778849488,0.0,0.0,0.03422927123798942 lonely,ShyGamerandArtist,2019/02/18,"I tried to talk to people. Probably shouldn't continue. I might say I'm not that lonely, but in all honesty, I am lonely. I'm so insecure on many things that I'd rather not talk to people (you have no idea how hard it is to post this) and stay inside playing video games and jam out to music... by myself. However, I have been trying to talk to people more and connect with others besides the one and only friend I have, but it's a lot harder than I anticipated. I have joined a couple of Discord servers to see if I can start conversations with others or see if anyone would like to chat about common interests, but I can't seem to get a grip on it. Usually I find that no one seems interested or just ignore me. I try bringing up things I like or ask questions that might spark some interest. At first I wondered if my messages are even going out, and I am connected to the internet, so they should be getting my messages. Am I just not asking the right questions? Am I not that interesting to talk to? Should I just talk about random crap? I'm so out of touch with people I don't know what I'm doing wrong or if I can't figure it out, I should stop trying. Honestly, I don't know if I even want any explanations or tips or anything. I just wanted to say something since I can't say anything to my parents about this stuff since they won't help, and my one and only friend is in the same situation as me. Thanks for reading. (Sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes.)",4.601063193099809,4.992874538461539,5.741348354162997,81.92899489526494,69.50167224080268,8.435205069530012,28.11142404506249,8.371475516178862,1.8156314381270893,1153,37,236,16,19,385,152,299,0.109,0.7390000000000001,0.152,0.93,2,4,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,14,18,1,1,7,0,28,1,1,1,1,66,49,27,0,14,24,1,3,2,2,8,0,3,0,0,17,14,0,2,10,5,0,2,13,7,0,4,1,8,34,11,38,39,5,21,0,2,2,0,24,11,1,22,8,172,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293625622984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834370151988968,0.0,0.16086719941578964,0.0,0.18275174658086973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081500160192462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911575870602535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933470809955378,0.08313956594426287,0.0,0.0,0.1510309451893351,0.0,0.10213265420663806,0.0,0.055549211915708566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755791857517921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551461558166106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033918003188484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074332438199578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955039190519146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830970236502859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990953694092487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737830707695806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869817324611094,0.1486748748841623,0.0,0.0,0.1085312773572167,0.0,0.0,0.2710488661861471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361012238025784,0.0,0.10538275062468153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189875315683324,0.0,0.09776876867710764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347140570293593,0.0,0.2331858436082486,0.0,0.0,0.15577594575776516,0.1779618711212485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170691134180534,0.10986646091925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524681182157895,0.0,0.10941452296322517,0.06918251591141712,0.10418030619077903,0.0,0.0817169546412641,0.0,0.0,0.1118915697144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39280786485076136,0.0,0.08998799452022745,0.0,0.0,0.12987130618098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544247238209645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764935458605704,0.0,0.11530190340184734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059973746989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943333849772135,0.10686588112485057,0.0,0.0 lonely,SpaceChickenKarius,2019/02/18,Need someone to talk to I feel pretty bad and need someone to vent or to listen to,0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.22222222222223,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,65,2,14,0,2,22,12,18,0.161,0.691,0.147,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080564640984264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216045733005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342628345033421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665183155221881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105015530186687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28956680177515004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SeagullTrainer,2019/02/18,"Actually pretty lonley not gonna lie everyday I wait till the end of it so I can get back to repeating the cycle. I honestly dont know if I have any real friends or if they tolerate me. People seem to like me but they always have someone better than me, like I'm thing 2 or even thing 3 if he was real. any tips you people can say to boost my self confidence up, that would be great. 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(Ray Mathers 1989) Remember Me? I am the boy who sought friendship; The boy you turned away. I the boy who asked you If I too might play. I the face at the window When your party was inside. I the lonely figure Who walked away and cried. I the one who hung around, A punchbag for your games. Someone you could kick and beat, Someone to call names. But how strange is the change After time has hurried by, Four years have passed since then, Now I’m not so quick to cry. I’m bigger and I’m stronger, I’ve grown a foot in height. Suddenly I’M popular And YOU’RE left out the light. I could, if I wanted, Be so unkind to you. I would only have to say And the other boys would do. But the memory of my pain Holds back the revenge I’d planned And instead I feel much stronger By offering you my hand. (1989) Ray Mather This poem has brought me a lot of tears. Over the years that I have had it in. But a lot of calm as well. But in my darkest moments it has also brought me hope. I have stopped growing now. And I am not so quick to cry. I still hope to be the popular one. But I am happy to be who I am, I am not ashamed to be alone. I am happy to be me by myself if needs be, but a partner would make it better. 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It didn’t. I don’t have anyone I can tell my true feelings to, I don’t have that connection. I see people around me with best friends or people they can be themselves with, but I’m just by myself. I always thought one day I’d make friends, or be part of something but I’m still alone. I’m in my mid twenties, I have a few friends but they aren’t solid close ones. I have no one to talk to, vent to, laugh with, hangout with. I’ve tried so many times to be cool enough or fun enough but I don’t think people like me. Sometimes I lie to myself and say “people suck! I don’t need friends!” But it’s just a coping mechanism. When I’m really happy I have no one to call to share good news, when I’m really sad I have no one I can rely on. 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I used to lift weights a lot back when I was on the football team but I quit this year. I want to get back into lifting and working out but I have no friends to go to the gym with me. At our school's gym we're not allowed to benchpress or squat without a spotter. How do you guys go to the gym without other people? Or do you just go there and see if anyone wants to work out with you?",0.5889516129032266,1.8857990107526919,2.2663306451612897,99.51949596774195,80.39784946236558,4.65,22.37768817204301,3.1291,-0.38474086021505416,320,10,81,0,8,105,58,93,0.031,0.901,0.068,0.5171,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,4,0,4,7,1,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,4,0,23,14,10,0,3,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,17,13,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,4,58,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537193152327134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977379804185186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957743226795758,0.0,0.1011497355577623,0.0,0.4401168765748833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833954180750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459460557752245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342201539308383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592094470104905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593687944033908,0.15427676723037884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721109370006845,0.0,0.0,0.2283844893486671,0.0,0.0,0.23575666700388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732533522409518,0.0,0.2818910219522401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467418011841475 lonely,whirlwins13,2019/02/19,"I feel purpose for the first time in a long tome In the last week a lot of good opportunities have popped up for me, and I'm really excited for them. Because of this I actually look forward to the weeks ahead of me. This sounds like bragging but really what I'm trying to say is that I haven't felt like this in a long time and in the past I never really thought I would. I have felt like giving up in life and doing the bare minimum just to get by. If I can make my life into a life worth being excited for then so can anyone else. A lot of my life I've felt a lone but it wasn't until now that I realise I was the one who made me feel that way. Really what I hope is that everyone realizes that you have potential energy to be the best you can be. There are roadblocks but its pushing through those roadblocks that turn your energy from being just potential to being attainable(idk if that's the exact word, but it's the best I got right now).",4.518181818181817,4.500013090909089,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,69.60606060606061,9.832323232323233,26.601010101010104,9.725611199111238,2.0655676767676767,744,20,163,16,12,252,103,198,0.013,0.773,0.214,0.9908,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,5,7,11,0,0,15,0,19,4,0,2,2,28,35,12,0,4,8,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,17,4,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,8,8,20,10,26,21,4,27,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,5,19,120,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.12753715901611784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138332907214858,0.13391004898870154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966901718545681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743077144503145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917692634029334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124882413349875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216424615217848,0.0,0.37645627451727853,0.0,0.0,0.11116708847543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828150759189543,0.12537228423107974,0.0,0.10961878147799796,0.10452683912316364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298072754629964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653194075122907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692482922606522,0.19154945960589465,0.0,0.0,0.2313177384454609,0.10974889752873718,0.0,0.0,0.2222204091459765,0.0,0.12366453115125775,0.08723834863587086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079821697468372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856071175532207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476090818503947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349001939539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161079610600706,0.0,0.10393202888500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375535359588506,0.15241585281661552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873172020233074,0.14215605742849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037377303364649,0.20966749690554895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284029807294808,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mausratt1982,2019/02/19,"Venn Diagram of r/lonely, r/recovery, and r/abusesurvivors? Any communities that fit the bill? I am in need of support for: \- mental health issues, specifically complex PTSD \- surviving rape \- surviving long-term domestic violence \- being fully, legally rejected by a parent as an adult \- recovering from heroin addiction (one year clean with an one-time one-day slip over 9 months ago) \- frequent thoughts of suicide (which I am actively seeking help for, and have been for at least 6 months) \- having a really hard time making friends \- being 30 and terrified to ever date again, following the aforementioned long-term domestic violence in my last LTR When I say I need support, I mean I really, really fucking need support. I see a therapist. Once each week isn't enough. My social circle is tiny because of many of the above issues. I was no saint while going through all that and I made many, many mistakes. I acknowledge I was a bad person to the people who cared about me for a long time. But I have been literally devoting my whole live to getting better for over a year and my support network hasn't grown an inch, and sometimes even shrinks when my supports relapse. Help?",6.342893081761009,7.954912660377362,6.675773584905663,72.37362893081762,66.26415094339623,10.370314465408805,34.416352201257865,10.504223727775694,4.056112201257863,932,43,152,25,15,301,136,212,0.155,0.6629999999999999,0.182,0.1684,1,3,0,0,3,1,48.0,0,0,0,3,6,14,2,0,13,0,14,4,0,2,2,21,32,11,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,6,3,18,9,24,24,5,27,1,1,1,2,9,7,1,0,17,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723460642029704,0.0,0.0,0.08719645664704408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689296864598836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213237979253192,0.0599636420111851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699766395724254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029176553832546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343861096584623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163946009317684,0.0,0.06497051025637315,0.0889786303349704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599814051974052,0.09093875469339033,0.05139272482417229,0.0,0.055904262634899685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811755751313871,0.0,0.0,0.10455957663792503,0.0,0.0,0.13186672320245654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053392918687361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018227641861242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868599092605891,0.2611552372993109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307728320751404,0.06566077117621623,0.2991862548345415,0.0,0.10715055713536167,0.0,0.0,0.09913085244006467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703128517933154,0.0,0.0,0.21881376840584796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475770023977103,0.19996818099023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922497051237584,0.0,0.0,0.06819532842858002,0.08589031578701213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498582005046128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890493574150469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822542807386343,0.0,0.0,0.07838580497826407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027282206297328,0.0,0.0,0.09728752986486787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759758948824147,0.5581288256715847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421172924415167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780924517404903,0.11471723836946447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890411586576365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982330089140964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669031305269246 lonely,illshinefyou,2019/02/19,"The shitty person I am I can’t make people stay for longer. I wish I was stronger than I’m now. It pretty hurts. Oh, well. I can’t move on. 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I love hugging when I get the chance, but they always feel like a quick brush of formality.",1.587600000000002,2.764483159999997,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,77.4,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.14900000000000002,89,2,22,1,2,30,22,25,0.0,0.57,0.43,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498635475823814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300577597304695,0.42811416832889065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313090594390694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29277001576897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408589635234946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,forgetm3always,2019/02/19,"I miss the intimacy that comes from being another woman. I'm married to a man and somedays we just coexist. There is intimacy but not as much as I need to fuel the soul. Sex makes me feel alive and he's got to be thoroughly convinced to touch me. I've shown him what sex with a woman is like and how I wish ours was more...passionate. He spends so much time looking at pornography that hes been desensitized. I'm a beautiful woman who often doubts myself because my husband has opted into porn over sex time and time again. If I had a woman to love, I'd make sure she was always safe. Keep her hope's high and make sure she never stops dreaming. I'd take her on dates just because and remind her that she is the brightest light in every room. I'd love her passionately and make sure her needs were always met. Physically, spiritually, and emotionally. I would give her my all and build her a foundation of support. I would do it for her in a heartbeat because I know everyone is deserving of feeling like they are more than worthy of the love and effort. If I were to ever leave my marriage.. it would be for a beautiful woman. Either she convinced my husband to stray away from home.. or she convinced me.. 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All through school I was always an outlier because I focused on the future and always sounded too mature . In high school I had one of my friends straight up tell me that I was “boring” and I didn’t think it would hurt as much as it did but I’m about to graduate from college and I still think about that on a daily basis . All the friends I have are extremely extroverted and I’m very introverted and we have very little in common but in the interest of not being alone I feel forced to go to events(ie: parties) that I would never go to and they only ever talk to me when they need something and it’s hurts . I’m always excluded from conversations so when I’m around my friends they bring up a topic I have no idea about so I can’t even contribute to the conversation . Whenever I call or text my friends it always feels so awkward because there is nothing to talk about beside school and like post-grad plans . I’ve known some of these people for 13-15 years. I know that my friends are toxic and I need to drop them but I feel so alone and I haven’t made a single friend in college(not an exaggeration- also my none of my friends go to the same school as me) I go to class then to my room and repeat the cycle(it’s been 3 years) I’m a very social person but I don’t like parties, which is where a majority of people meet their friends and I’ve had a hard time finding clubs that fit my interest/personality. I keep going back to my friends that I know are not good for me . I’ve been so badly depressed and lonely that I started going on dating apps just so I could have someone to talk to . Also , whenever I meet new people I can’t help but keep talking because someone is finally talking to me so that might scare people away . I don’t know what to do to stop feeling lonely . I don’t want to rely on forced friendships for the rest of my life . I want to make friends with people who like me for me and won’t call me boring . I want to be happy for the first time in 11 years again because I think I forgot how to feel that emotion . 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I finally found her last week but was too anxious to speak to her on the phone so we were exchanging text messages. She sent me a text today saying that she didn't think I was who I said I was and that she wouldn't be sending any more text messages. I explained why I was nervous speaking to her and she said that she said that we should just leave it and cease contact. My heart is broken. 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Hi, so, i mostly daydream about relationship, sex (tho my libido is almost nonexistent), kissing etc. Problem is, its exscesive, like from the moment i wake up to the moment i fall asleap. I flunked year in university, and still when trying to study i daydream. Then in late afternoon i realize its all fake, and noone is going to come and hug me, tell me they missed me, and again i wasted my day, so i get depressed...until before sleep, i start daydreaming again. I keep daydreaming while my aquintances talk to me, so i hear them only partialy, same while im doing sport activity. Then ofc i will sleep as much as i can couse i use it as well as escape from reality. I acctualy managed somewhat to be and enjoj in present, moment, while not doing much, mostly when i pet my cats, sometimes when looking at city etc. But i tried and tried when studying or doing any other responsibilities, and just slip back to daydreaming. Man, i really wanna be loved :/ ",5.555182849936948,6.9983756994535575,6.2781420765027365,75.12397225725097,67.96174863387978,8.690878520386716,29.923917612442203,9.057496981413335,2.619918369062632,775,29,134,14,13,254,114,183,0.104,0.8059999999999999,0.091,-0.3431,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,0,15,10,0,0,2,0,10,7,3,1,1,25,20,26,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,5,1,0,0,2,28,5,20,17,9,31,0,2,1,4,9,5,0,5,24,102,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271484358575067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050188250814452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361998433993682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494829722785285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827091419783707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997468726302578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047955574004598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624488070601598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489670820783142,0.0,0.09234941110296517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831431946634267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755220241475945,0.0,0.0,0.14443264356126773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330095725697973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938664094688506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645451687030846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665769726236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890441753608155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358444582610498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310970723925988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409818502685808,0.0,0.0,0.17445836059788425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252238513106491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071128867861886,0.0,0.11501449584443478,0.0,0.1297683767130223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060698341004806,0.14202741992939874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096944800133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403431393338693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461021368553844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464117807326703 lonely,ist-da_jemand,2019/02/19,"It seems impossible to make friends when you don't have any friends No friends -> no one to go out with -> no experiences -> no stories -> being boring -> no friends There's also a stigma about having no friends so you avoid people because you're afraid they could find out about your friendlessness. It's a vicious circle I can't break.",5.234776119402987,6.914737552238804,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,69.0,7.151044776119402,29.817910447761196,7.554174236665415,1.7257785074626866,284,11,54,3,5,85,45,67,0.268,0.541,0.191,-0.3134,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,6,9,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,0,0,5,5,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730195547532858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471292778315868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318884110518027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274240108953892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163736508788336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977451669055181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8357792872363011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295991575302022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444190927771169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660820438937566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999378299809665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969620803398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,megananderson143,2019/02/19,"Lonely girl and Kik Hello, My name is Megan anderson, I am 22 years old female from COlumbus Ohio, I am looking for new friends. Kik me - megan.anderson143",3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,77.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,1.93124761904762,122,5,21,2,3,38,25,28,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989327245945116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336061228213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986965420538333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418251757830176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325141340314387 lonely,ThrowMeAwayyyayyy,2019/02/19,"Lost in the west I found somebody who wants somebody to love, and she does it perfectly, but I lost her. I lost a lot of things over the years. I was trying to lose myself, but unfortunately I’m the only one still here. All I have is me. Now I can see again why no one wants to be around me. I don’t like myself. I don’t have very much control over myself. I wanted to control a lot of things in my life, but I can never seem to learn that most things are completely out of my control. She told me that I’m going to be a very lonely man, and she was right. I miss the old me... the young me. I miss my old friends. I miss my mom. I miss my home. Everything changes, but I think I’ll keep growing old and lonely.",0.2189177489177503,1.934977428571429,2.2062077922077923,97.53121645021645,83.15584415584415,5.145627705627708,18.058874458874463,6.079149491110277,-0.4904912554112553,540,12,134,4,15,180,80,154,0.199,0.71,0.091,-0.9363,0,7,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,8,5,14,0,0,8,0,12,2,0,3,3,26,32,7,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,7,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,10,0,2,7,1,32,4,15,23,5,19,0,10,1,1,10,8,0,4,10,94,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896290105349762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948410014170567,0.0,0.12833519102036206,0.0,0.41184961720862745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711399945315303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000618745208866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420645329512176,0.09456676150792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956334767819143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277825117719394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087956932278712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645549415811933,0.0597989791081039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693548611149736,0.40084567432959495,0.2081220218201902,0.11047174272687114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433546514975501,0.0,0.0,0.08997886862748303,0.0,0.09440324942818704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853179923708253,0.0,0.165884262882849,0.09309152781746237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452984328403564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975378038764052,0.11142933524470143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774965101680702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439534922384941,0.07842966203597415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169594658566548,0.0,0.08310229055496658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019873999539055,0.21658596362638352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044792560186767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882227471543123 lonely,Errorwrongpassword,2019/02/19,"I just want to snuggle with her while stroking her hair whispering sweet nothings into her ear, maybe gently kissing her on the cheek even Haha imagine that.",14.10142857142857,10.021826285714287,10.922857142857143,66.62214285714289,54.0,12.62857142857143,49.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,4.941242857142857,128,6,20,1,1,37,25,28,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009144616082719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098080461595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824280569958957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35802136770934223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JaxonDunn,2019/02/19,"hey guys, im new to this. just looking for friendly chat. 24 M, drive a 53' semi. Always stressful working 14-16hr days with woman that doesn't understand. Just looking for friendly chat, having rough time mentally with everything going on. just looking to chat maybe make some new friends. Music is huge part of my life Slipknot, corey. Taylor, aaron lewis, metallica, sum41, pretty much anything except rap excluding Eminem, icec cube 'old school'. Gaming is my drug of choice, sorta just takes you away for awhile. DM if you'd like to chat about anything ",4.453333333333333,7.343252969696972,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,74.85858585858584,5.9802020202020225,26.061616161616165,7.1686216300943375,1.4755325252525249,440,16,72,5,10,131,78,99,0.031,0.807,0.162,0.9217,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,12,12,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,4,14,11,3,10,0,0,3,0,13,3,0,3,6,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373789475184496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717314528517549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551197320304694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647779605076324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146709865708567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483839579241303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826745754657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938318570438414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634779576736574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833960478102018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661715313109597,0.08066100103457736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159348901213553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020755491637403,0.0,0.16586818551027416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638502211427972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213697244284216,0.0,0.0,0.3189150713915185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324785720883354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879049287741897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796913764704524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670930813136784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891249636327128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413693162337774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627290481806733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187807743966346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019697258423392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoiGio,2019/02/19,Arms wide open I really could use a hug now.,-2.9160000000000004,-1.726766599999996,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,115.0,6.0,5.0,7.1686216300943375,-1.0470000000000002,34,0,9,1,2,12,10,10,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.5209,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961312168270341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783166478290215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448571599462376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lotuseo,2019/02/19,"Is it normal not to have any friends? I only have two close friends and one of them is my boyfriend.... I feel lonely when I see everyone on instagram posting about their outings with friends. Or going on trips together. I really want friends but I’ve noticed the people I become friends with end up just using me or don’t really care about me. I’ve kind of just accepted the fact that I won’t have anymore close friends but is that normal? Does anybody else feel this way? 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(I barely made this account to talk about this forgive me if I don’t know how Reddit works) I just wanna make sure that you guys know how much I truly love my friends. These people mean so much to me that they’re my second family, and you know we all know so much about each other (we’ve all hanged out for pretty much four years, some more, some less). We all love and cherish each other’s company and I can never thank them enough for considering my a good friend. Of course, as the years go on we grow as people and get into relationships, and my mentality has always been, “Make sure your friends are happy first.” I’m pretty sure that’s a bad mentality, but I can’t really help myself as them being happy makes me happy. Everyone has their good relationships in our group (I should clarify we are a group of about 20 or so, we have a group chat dedicated to talking to each other and sending memes). Some are closer than others, y’know? I got some in a loving relationship, others the closest of friends ever, all enjoy talking to each other; we got our people in that group who we talk to the most. I love every single one of them. However, I feel like I’m always an outlier in the sense that whichever clique I’m in the sense that they all got someone to love more if that makes sense? I guess you can say that I’m the person that’s always there to give laughs and everyone likes no matter where I’m put in, but I don’t get the connection of closeness that the others give to each other... I’m just there I’m that dude that gives laugh and love and support. Whenever my friends express that kind of closeness, I’m just there thinking, “Who am I that close to? Able to express more love and support than usual?” I’ll let it out there saying that I’ve never been in a relationship before... do I yearn that much to be loved by someone that it makes me lonely? Am I being selfish for thinking this way? I feel so hollow inside right now than usual, and I am interested to hear people’s thoughts and ideas in regarding to this. I’m very interested and I’m very open-minded to hear people’s opinions or relations to this, so I please ask you to share your thoughts. Thanks. 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I’ve never gotten a chance to be in a relationship and I’m 18 years old, I always get lead on or end up liking someone who doesn’t feel the same and it sucks. I’m just wondering if there is any advice anyone has any other advice than it will come to you and you don’t need a relationship to be happy because, overall I believe I am happy at this moment in time I have great friends but I just want someone I can be with that I can love and give the world and they feel the same.",3.2204918032786907,3.5132619918032795,4.672254098360657,88.7267418032787,72.52459016393442,7.08360655737705,22.627049180327873,6.6274283507984215,0.4002918032786882,441,9,101,3,8,148,80,122,0.026,0.787,0.18600000000000005,0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,9,1,0,6,0,13,2,0,1,1,23,28,8,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,3,11,8,14,22,3,14,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,3,8,65,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31529087978481096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423576370212115,0.0,0.0,0.2194137837068489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128025609287743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834254514959488,0.0,0.0,0.18175862677855087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389676585523315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288653479913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592371615165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447131043576258,0.11525099019956755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24927940714320626,0.0,0.16857186094330706,0.15475814762220366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786196532511156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434680510549089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394899214246465,0.157631009269451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456025885518164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962083565455205,0.12442419341958467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928400488044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464064876474328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733811945140576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407021334429227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952944455039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951539768438308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495065458643125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388835145367516 lonely,Terrycruise2002,2019/02/19,"How I feel The sun isn’t out as long, the moon seems to stare with a smile, my body wants to fall but I can only fight for so long, I try and try but some days it comes back and reminds me of the deep end and I can’t swim",-1.200188679245283,0.045961433962265374,0.7892830188679234,108.28354716981134,85.60377358490567,4.24,12.486792452830189,3.1291,-2.0045667924528305,168,1,51,0,5,55,41,53,0.069,0.895,0.036000000000000004,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,7,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344723541337531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870849760977945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626702017543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966546290873924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700774792829189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418177428991567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397069234168811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319130119422121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775968271354303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140549189328904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985561932657734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LemonTeaPop,2019/02/19,"I'm seem to be lonely even if I have wonderful people around me Recently I've been like really lonely which is crazy because I have wonderful people around me. I feel bad because like they're just wonderful and I hang out with them a lot but there's two kinds of loneliness, and missing a friend loneliness and a love loneliness. I don't really feel the friendliness it's like love loneliness. I'm in a relationship but like the person I'm with I love dearly and like they're doing nothing wrong but I still feel lonely for some reason. I don't know, I feel bad, their wonderful and I feel bad that I feel this way, idk maybe it's because it's long distance. It's like I would describe myself as a person that needs people around me but I still like being by my self. It's always been hard for me making connections cuz I get really shy and around new people I get really quiet. I don't know what to do I think I just need someone to talk to when I feel bad but like I feel bad for that person honestly I just need a close friend to like hang out with me unlike Xbox is something I don't know. 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I noticed it was shut down, likely because of Reddit's new power trip they've been on with censorship (est Net Neutrality, RIP). Unfortunately for me I just discovered this used to exist. I am lonely. The only cure for me at this point is physical touch, and I'm pretty fucking upset this was once solve able via Reddit but isn't any more. Can anyone provide the details I'm looking for? A directory of some sort? Even if you have to PM me IDC, it's tax season and I'm willing to flex. Thanks, and apologies for when I delete this post, after all this isn't an alt and it's pretty desperate.",1.6745899554990444,4.053863223140496,3.7408264462809946,84.82075015893199,82.05785123966942,6.037126509853784,22.530832803560077,7.321109707123232,1.0294279720279715,474,16,92,7,13,161,87,121,0.07,0.8270000000000001,0.103,0.7044,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,12,17,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,14,13,3,11,0,1,1,1,2,5,1,3,5,56,16,1,0.24965837216825576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697762542247862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456693866633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218942642853633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489700023294745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080514212813924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197046990992925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965015455357847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112161155988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28423771143810844,0.0,0.2658780183913683,0.0,0.18987644207107207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360078584163289,0.0,0.2391037085889543,0.5079846366001164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298518864323871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562467499588006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rachhhhhhhhh,2019/02/19,"What’s wrong with me? I feel so lonely. No shit right? That’s what this place is to talk about. I keep having casual encounters, whilst I’m not really searching for a relationship I can’t help just feel super lonely when they are gone. I enjoy having somebody to talk to, I meet them. I tell myself to not be myself and to speak about what they are interested in but parts of me keep escaping and I can see the look in their eyes, them losing interest in me as a person and how they actually cannot wait to leave after. Getting ghosted but I can tell before they even ghost me. 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I was wondering if other people do this. My first guess is no, so lets see. I like to binge watch shows, i wait until every episode comes out then i start watching. Im an instant gratification type, cant watch n wait watch n wait. Anyway i get deep into the show n im invested an kinda get depressed that its my last few episodes and its over. So i usually prolong it by not watching the last two or so episodes. To keep the show alive, then never watch them. 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I slowly started to like this girl and we started hanging out a lot (like every weekend) and we eventually became somewhat sexual. So I went to her place tonight to tell her I liked her and wanted to date and before I said anything she told me that she got back together with her ex. The worst part is we’ve become really good friends and idk if I can even be around her cuz I will just be jealous of her and her boyfriend. ,2.122121212121211,4.433023686868687,3.28918181818182,89.11377272727276,79.8080808080808,5.9802020202020225,25.051515151515154,7.1686216300943375,1.1133103030303029,391,15,79,5,10,126,65,99,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,18,13,10,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,4,12,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,20,7,9,5,4,12,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,3,10,58,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414164430878587,0.1883827884097473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627193680922894,0.0,0.0,0.2337128531598625,0.18006932693757252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977013716219872,0.0,0.17829530709890554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32698744346014164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549863245428969,0.16924836207865598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015414382854944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990805320387165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22915912081357676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210933080361754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355664003666683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20129493707550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995652842092161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849614003186135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022078165684449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481638968819946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961698222075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tjron12,2019/02/20,"Why do we always want love I've felt like a freak since like 6th grade,I've wanted some girl to at least try with me,I've tried making myself more interesting by taking Spanish and playing guitar and being more outgoing,but nobody's given me a chance.At this point I want o be happy by myself cause I'm gonna be stuck in a rut if I keep trying,I just don't know how to though",4.114444444444445,4.150046617283952,5.2959012345679035,85.94755555555555,70.48148148148148,7.467654320987655,21.138271604938268,6.742157984588678,0.3278375308641972,300,4,65,2,5,100,63,81,0.061,0.6859999999999999,0.253,0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,3,0,16,18,5,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,6,7,11,4,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797253753542486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256760235681871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998440592930506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660688931555857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216075744609529,0.0,0.0,0.13736209594910784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244218977773952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255832497816613,0.0,0.16683884441941066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362768544370564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675537181574485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879259751069809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556765646574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393896811067383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422684419193834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255346152229395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bereanmcm,2019/02/20,"I left her because I was lonely I left her because I was lonely sometimes when I was with her, now she is gone and has a new bf and I feel like I lost the love of my life. Why am I so fucked up",-0.7308695652173895,0.2885248260869595,1.977608695652176,101.366847826087,83.34782608695652,4.6000000000000005,18.02173913043478,3.1291,-1.0208956521739134,146,3,41,0,4,51,31,46,0.255,0.612,0.132,-0.7365,0,4,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,1,13,2,3,6,0,7,0,3,0,2,6,3,1,0,4,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343295493922166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865620043661667,0.1959061134822934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535162296617949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958916740752251,0.0,0.1936929491642528,0.13397229098334196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993485514394049,0.0,0.2474984135646485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648478334971464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712151474649919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474450542122156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daheko,2019/02/20,"Lonely at uni So I started uni a few days ago, and all around me are people in groups going everywhere together. I gotta walk around campus by myself, sit by myself in class and it's absolutely miserable. How the Heck do I even start conversations with people who are already in cliques and already have their own friendship group?? Big sad ",3.2325223214285685,6.044326671875003,4.016339285714288,82.55187500000002,79.15625,6.7821428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.7394669642857141,273,10,48,5,7,87,51,64,0.142,0.8140000000000001,0.044,-0.7617,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,9,7,3,14,0,3,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375192930685384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591373461723532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770601690403807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280397173534248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697679767953162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228073996524494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715221196315027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793092413852493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonelytexasguy,2019/02/20,"Lonely in East Texas Im so tired of being alone! I have been single 5 years now and I'm tired of it! I'm a single dad raising my daughter by my self . I just can't seem to meet anyone and it really suck. My daughter has been asking me for the longest time now when will i find her a stepmom. I don't even know what to tell her when she ask me that question. Anyways i just wanted to tell some one cause i couldn't hold this in any longer. Just a lonely east texas guy here",-0.4758012820512825,1.5343686634615423,1.5188461538461553,99.6094871794872,88.32692307692307,3.8512820512820514,15.397435897435901,4.7782277997778095,-1.1338179487179487,367,7,88,1,12,121,69,104,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.9535,0,6,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,0,14,17,5,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,14,0,9,12,3,10,0,2,0,0,14,4,1,3,6,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123864722397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945187321428654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338687532870112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38341794957458497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065921141956565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544412129304728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874265567701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304752393843772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150640787446524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269887930555784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895799008871493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972078764559106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137049406495682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668433272010188,0.21392850171331712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35847334556471383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957560042860382,0.4713862699957957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095320622509145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205574390636549 lonely,Tjmcp27,2019/02/20,"Worried where my life is going I managed to get my life back on track or in a good place whatever you wanna call it for about a year before things started crumbling on me. long story short lost a girl friend and distanced myself from friends to the point where we don’t talk anymore. Now I can’t say I’m real big on having friends in the first place. I let this happen. But at the same time I’m losing my mind lately. I’m high 24 7 besides when I’m on the clock at work. It’s like I can’t handle my own emotions anymore. I get matches on tinder but i never get Anywhere with them. I’ve started seeing call girls to. It’s easy and they do anything u ask. Idk I feel almost evil for it sometimes. Sometimes I don’t. I mean I’m not getting laid and I feel like I need it. But it’s not the same anymore it’s just pure fucking. I don’t like that. I usually feel empty after but I continue to do it . I know this is all over the place I apologize I just wanted to vent and say something. I’m just not okay tonight. Im in the best shape of my life and confident yet I am alone. I know I’m different though. I just don’t connect to people on a personal level and take actual INTEREST in people anymore. I used to just be so fascinated with other people men & women. Now I just feel different from every one in some kind of way. Idk but thanks if you read all of this ",-0.2119786910197874,1.9766596438356168,2.161689497716896,94.01112633181127,89.54794520547945,4.7512937595129365,19.754946727549466,6.286939319323684,0.08864353120243562,1064,34,235,11,36,361,153,292,0.071,0.768,0.161,0.9831,2,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,2,5,16,16,2,0,11,1,14,4,0,1,4,46,45,16,0,4,16,0,4,3,3,0,3,2,0,5,14,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,10,4,0,2,1,7,34,12,33,42,7,45,0,2,1,1,20,25,1,4,21,147,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.09338091282027253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582102222666383,0.099107335939633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368149207138302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796002574458142,0.0,0.0,0.07874579292915335,0.0,0.08945845545866922,0.0,0.0,0.0735807090613973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142625497881957,0.0,0.1004221238994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954230484800808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999540996841248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763984162846582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062405399224701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935376017954722,0.06836188944497779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139497756960411,0.0,0.0,0.22179260120704908,0.08846507215413488,0.19997903534513434,0.0,0.054383575455751926,0.08026132897760244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461950750253339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110312055632427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336303318419893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964777174608487,0.10517888049617244,0.0,0.10794396326991243,0.0,0.0,0.09785084555666494,0.20276880197873667,0.14024981837621012,0.0,0.0,0.08468379621357389,0.0,0.10705409659071632,0.10445836638408147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423588711210367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662094239862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095389226740915,0.07380303579259051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648429067067417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902091260265786,0.08355395902503737,0.2999311495261872,0.0,0.09045921607826228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957172032725789,0.10891765782176492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219513753348984,0.0,0.0,0.07625358315761156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366784383391746,0.18928230055955755,0.0,0.13546160042725494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194795456974896,0.07691304852403574,0.0,0.08809969973162951,0.0,0.0,0.06357305293500919,0.0,0.0940162241070688,0.0,0.05579837113392639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264656608530907,0.10539045642586868,0.0,0.056441212643675374,0.07595530610414594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966441178962753,0.09717916808390288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162206488984932 lonely,frostymuppet,2019/02/20,I just feel like I'm too damaged to get anywhere I have been suffering from depression for about 5 years now and I'm about 2 months away from turning 18 so I feel like I've been robbed of some good years of my life. Because of my depression I started isolating myself and this just made me lonely and made my xpression worse. I just need someone to talk to because I feel so empty. I spend most of my time just sleeping when I'm not working. I will get home from work and mostly just sleep until the next day when I go back to work. Because of everything I just feel like a big mess. I've got loads of problems with my emotions and expressing any of it. I've isolated myself so much these past years to the point im almost scared of people. I have no contact with anyone other than basic conversation because I'm just scared of forming any kind of relationship with anyone in any way. I'm just tired of waking up and being confused about what to do cos I feel like I shouldn't be alive ,3.607046204620463,4.852036767326734,4.441207920792081,87.2069273927393,72.4158415841584,7.1688448844884505,26.337953795379534,7.554174236665415,1.2856860726072608,785,26,162,9,15,253,111,202,0.206,0.733,0.061,-0.9813,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,19,16,0,3,3,0,9,5,3,3,0,34,28,12,0,3,9,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,5,5,21,6,32,19,5,21,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,5,18,99,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296521181051195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301486752143984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577619510798217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599085914252301,0.08674568681417624,0.0,0.2750772973452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727545937276758,0.0,0.1943301185553286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268986410940834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138841124517486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852064149400229,0.322372487433965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178795297757673,0.0,0.06411382364341398,0.09462159573606664,0.09022629317464202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131599240973455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185663089055256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747663905227727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968265603174292,0.22045754429930267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134914312258279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004569285027272,0.0,0.08293001282088881,0.08364888291222719,0.0,0.0,0.1199771492622768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769209490181003,0.07820983685500177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664407733327466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794612501549243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211181796494719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258895632606344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257875215285844,0.0,0.09558548644631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984911885127867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067424470756856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578175297394769,0.12966113093736314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227073756528806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954514409051567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638607011061925,0.0,0.11496536039426394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794224641070092 lonely,rlabsher,2019/02/20,"No friends and wife is not speaking to me So I will make this short. I just need to tell someone. [M30] My wife is not taking to me and really has not been for a few weeks now. We are having some issues and it's best to stay out of her way when she gets like this. (This is not want I want to focus on). I work from home and rarely see co workers. I have texted and messaged friends a number of times over the past month or more. Just wanting to connect or catch up. No one responding to me. Ok. So I had one person say something back and then nothing after that. I just want to talk to people. Why is that so hard? I am not a horrible person. 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I think everyone hates me and I think that my parents hate me and all my professors know I'm a failure. I feel like a failure. I do a lot but none of it is fulfilling even though it should be. I don't know what to do. I don't want to die but I don't want to keep on living. I don't really know how to describe it or what I want from talking about it.,-1.368202247191011,0.364176280898878,1.5371797752809009,99.89363483146069,89.56179775280899,5.3577528089887645,17.888764044943823,6.742157984588678,-0.2539986516853929,295,8,79,4,10,103,46,89,0.196,0.69,0.115,-0.4078,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,3,0,9,2,2,1,1,21,24,7,1,4,3,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,15,3,8,22,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,3,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947247809860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392432223064903,0.0,0.0,0.17928340865047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460600555699295,0.4021172962104787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37048102684626905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676942379584864,0.0,0.0,0.30934082854458805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499180326607897,0.0,0.16567601734478146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951178134176636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833498748889767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120197165315738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080559927415688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044461978558934,0.18434028152621187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319976672292341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisGoldAintFree,2019/02/20,"Today I realized it has been over a year since a friend texted me. I don’t want to take too much of your time but would like to share a realization I had today and hear what you wonderful internet people think of it. My life has been quite busy lately with college graduation last year, a new job, moving to a new city, etc. In general, I feel pretty positive about the way things are going and am happy with where I’m at. Sometimes I do have moments of sadness and loneliness though and think back to old friends from high school, or college... I can easily look on Facebook or Instagram to see what they’re up to but I never really talk to them anymore, and they never talk to me anymore either. Today something happened though. I was reading a random Reddit thread about friends who aren’t really your friends.. one thing someone mentioned was how they didn’t use their phone for a month and when they turned their phone back on they saw nobody texted them. It made me decide to take a look through my texts. I have plenty of texts from my family, everyone in it actually. Which I appreciate more now. Because I looked all the way back through my messages and the last time that a friend messaged me was January 2018. It’s pretty insane to consider. Obviously part of the reason I’m not getting messages from people anymore is because I’m not messaging them, but this is after years of disconnecting from “friends” and practically getting used to the lonely silence. I realized years back how so many people I thought were friends weren’t really my friends since they weren’t there for me when I had a very difficult time but now I realize that I straight up don’t have any friends (except my girlfriend), none at all. I could always message someone I had a friendship with in the past and I’m sure they’d be happy to talk but for an entire year now, no one outside of my family even cared enough to ask how I was doing, or congratulate me on the new job. It really makes you wonder. At least I don’t feel crazy anymore for feeling lonely. I actually don’t have other people outside of family and my relationship who care for me. All I can do from here is use this as a learning experience and try to build stronger friendships in the future, and not count on flaky friendships to get me through life. For now I have a lot of plans ahead. Going to continue going strong with work, try and work each day to be healthier, enjoy the time I have and play games and explore, and if I can just continue working on it, complete the novel I’ve had in mind for years and am slowly making my way through. I am interested in hearing from you all and hope that you have a really nice night if you’re reading this. :)",7.178209541881273,6.592888804554082,7.267245188397942,76.48305265654652,64.18026565464896,10.412821902954732,34.19144754676064,9.784248007369934,3.110462781241529,2148,81,411,38,28,693,235,527,0.046,0.72,0.234,0.9989,5,4,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,11,7,24,26,0,0,25,0,46,2,0,10,8,79,86,37,0,6,16,0,3,1,10,1,2,2,0,0,21,23,0,0,15,5,0,5,15,4,0,2,17,10,60,22,70,64,14,70,0,3,5,0,46,20,0,10,43,293,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.11859048019184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055910147594636,0.0,0.0,0.04132044788106133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410394986076558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056804548540252076,0.0,0.0,0.18688983341257812,0.0,0.07408026866304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390242964869602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370811588895874,0.0,0.0,0.04851375257370625,0.0,0.0,0.03918665700028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278369907105615,0.06776602670356473,0.04013292633284002,0.0,0.0,0.058060981916676586,0.0,0.05943718913518384,0.17184386725357825,0.0,0.09216973431288006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225032228604277,0.0,0.09523738221880924,0.0,0.10359784670760323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373190154843064,0.1293651972328762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696705717757213,0.0,0.0,0.06419870642486179,0.0,0.0603506744556169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059441468502045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905876927884924,0.068542521439193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583641941497963,0.02968539073944302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307508680839202,0.0,0.0,0.05165793489589834,0.0,0.05749475778299934,0.08111861465068487,0.061603435557109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613526019910242,0.0,0.04849988845081535,0.06458070921218341,0.04466728217334843,0.0,0.09372726384785572,0.17605382499957334,0.0,0.05702130274806321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375981292137456,0.0,0.08234821454559774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579965005999129,0.05800449110272561,0.16849971356348178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363420783935855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462818582507274,0.12155748702695668,0.0,0.19462942762981145,0.06247376472931007,0.0,0.06523597094347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149469192091656,0.048419686474979635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052640553610304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029673998482512,0.04677778740381715,0.06009546875596099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726774900837546,0.0,0.09137137583640444,0.14651530621208464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080735544846673,0.07786805720851629,0.11939730321699102,0.048238479280598386,0.14172394393768678,0.0,0.17278666801023265,0.0,0.0,0.08250722682095396,0.06609193447101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743735516584326,0.0,0.05013526134983178,0.035839179056356585,0.14469085734917675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178824561459024,0.13270703503908474,0.0,0.0,0.043163794828743184,0.0,0.0,0.23477357561599566 lonely,oli_heath98,2019/02/20,"Fun preposition Open invite to listen to some Elliott Smith, smoke a few fags, down a few cans and miserably wallow over here in the U.K. w/ me. Somehow doubt there'll be many plus 1s.",3.671666666666667,5.5796517222222235,3.84,88.90500000000002,73.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,23.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.0133444444444444,146,4,29,2,3,45,33,36,0.142,0.7340000000000001,0.124,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,18,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,windowskeleton314,2019/02/20,"Loneliness hits you the hardest when you're happy... But you don't have anyone to share it with. There are so many books and movies that I want to share with my friends, but I don't. The first three times I recommended something to them, it was something I hadn't watched or read yet, and when we ended up watching those movies, we were hugely disappointed. Now my friends don't trust my recommendations anymore. I have to watch them alone, and every time I come across a good one (pretty infrequently), I really want someone to enjoy it with, but there's no one. So now I can't enjoy it by myself either, because my happiness stems out of the environment around the people I hang out with. I guess there are very few things that can make an individual happy when they are alone. Oh well. ",6.3192470760233945,6.546970032894741,6.290087719298249,80.04672514619887,65.77631578947367,9.123976608187137,28.73099415204679,8.841846274778883,1.96283538011696,623,18,124,9,9,197,93,152,0.104,0.6679999999999999,0.228,0.9657,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,3,1,13,13,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,22,19,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,1,4,3,3,22,12,16,15,2,18,0,1,3,0,11,6,0,2,10,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33427834864835315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004383782796794,0.11283940873741426,0.0,0.0,0.14366083644075442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837466948484933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390130533877618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142933209765095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596811666030434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726823767521082,0.0,0.0,0.24936083614461066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353564004954047,0.0,0.0,0.17777631127941432,0.0,0.0,0.5153703712325246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077212198247685,0.16361219313678926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187081265981319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187934337478916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641796736528983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142189850953886,0.0,0.103383024714428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673524827318606,0.24847368715759155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721252343314633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882018841801785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331539383924095,0.19037011921832336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509840706112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plptpw,2019/02/20,If anyone wants to speak right now Hi! I’m really need to speak to someone right now. I’m going through hard times and trying not to give up on this shit live. My English is not perfect so please don’t get mad at me. My discord yulia#3517,0.4462666666666699,2.7569621600000005,2.056000000000001,95.16466666666668,87.4,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.16733333333333356,188,6,41,2,6,61,40,50,0.252,0.6970000000000001,0.051,-0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,9,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053865522391808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346457136531544,0.2817776662988741,0.16693654076741346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631291343235401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937365238195825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178010038847535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224331535902461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817435542901767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016966844529077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015150655248758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888096744419036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127941624825224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942698817877386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325269102836505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AreWeStrangersNow,2019/02/20,"Spiritual & Social Exhaustion (NOT LOOKING FOR ADVICE, just needed to put this into words.) Hey, just wanted to say before i start this post thanks for taking the time to read this and that whatever youre personally dealing with probably by being on this sub. That i hope it gets better for you. &#x200B; **Before i start this like i say i am NOT looking for advice. I know im the only one that can fix this but i just feel very overwhelmed atm and have for a really long time (many years).** &#x200B; Anybody else deal with long term chronic loneliness and isolation? Im 43 and ive been isolated due to an anxiety disorder for the past id say 20 years. thats longer than a lot of people on reddit have been alive i realize so its not something you can relate to. But think of it in terms of your entire life. Imagine never having a friend, never having anybody call/text etc to even say hey you still alive? Im married but outside of the house i have nobody at all. I try to find penpals and people to play online video games with etc. But thats always temporary. People come and go like the wind. My life feels like a revolving door. Over time you start to think whats the point? Its just one big failed experiment after another. It doesnt feel like even talking to people sometimes. I feel like im talking to a computer AI and its just having fun with me. some long never ending practical joke. Ive just been alone so long like this and unable to connect to people that it feels so exhausting even the idea of talking to people online anymore.People all dissapear, turn out to be crazy, dont give a shit or are so high maintenance its not worth it. Then my anxiety issues are so bad in person i cant seem to find people that way either. I did call and schedule a therapy appointment to start seeing somebody this coming Tuesday but who knows if it will help. Ive been in and out of therapy my entire life and nothings really helped so far. Im not without hope but working on something for 20 and 30 years with very little to show for it can wear you down. Im a strong person but not invincible. Also the fact im a really sensitive person doesnt help either. I read into things a lot of times and over think due to the anxiety. Then the chronic cycle of loneliness causes things to become distorted too so i cant even read people correctly. I watched an interview of this famous writer director the other day. He was saying he felt so out of touch and alienated. The interviewer mentioned how all his movies now were in the past etc. He admitted he felt more comfortable there instead of our ""grim"" present. It was a nice escape.How he avoids new technology and still writes on his old typewriter because thats what hes used to.What feels ""normal"" for him. I kinda feel like that too. The being unable to connect to the world now. I feel seperate and out of synch. Out of touch. I have to look up just about everything people are talking about Because i dont even know who half the famous people or acronyms or sayings or memes oe etc etc are anymore. Part of it is getting older and its normal but part of it is just this isolation. Because of this i have just grown to kind of hate and despise society now a days. I really dont want to. Im a loving, kind caring, open heart and open minded person. I care about people deeply. In todays world though thats almost viewed as some kind of weakness. To me, people just dont seem like people anymore. I start to kind of dissassociate i guess you call it where people just seem like bags of meat walking around. No soul no heart. Just automatons on repeat. Clones of the next clone of the next clone. I really hate that. &#x200B; I just want to find a new normal that doesnt involve sitting in a room everyday waiting to die. Im not even really depressed. Just this constant loneliness is a lot to carry around all the time. Its heavy this vicious cycle. The darkness is kinda blinding. Spiritual fog it feels like. &#x200B; I used to write poetry sometimes to get bad feelings out. Cant do that anymore the words dont really come because it feels pointless. I used to at least play video games online and i met a group of friends that way and we gamed together for many years. Now i dont see them. Havent had a real life friend besides my wife probably since a little after highschool. I really hope this therapy helps because im at the end of my rope. IVe been in and out of therapy for years nothings really helped. Im tired of pretending things will get better and trying and trying and nothing really changing. &#x200B; Like i say im not depressed but it does get very lonely feeling like I dont even exist anymore. &#x200B; As i said im not looking for any advice or anything at all really. Just needed to write this down. Thanks for listening and have a good day. 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I don't really know what I'm hoping this post will achieve, but I'll go for it anyway. From the outside my life might look great. I have great friends and I have a job that I like. But everything just feels out of place. I have a crohnic condition that affects my mental health and also the medication for the condition affects my mental health more. And here is where I think the pinnacle of it all is... There's this girl. Absolutely brilliant, great looking and has a great personality, a person anyone would like to be with. And then there's me... Someone with a crohnic condition and mental health problems, not to mention bad looks, that make it difficult for anyone to love me or even like me. I'm sure she doesn't even think about me. Why would anyone with a life like her want to be with a person like me? In what world would this ever happen? I'm trying to tell myself that I never have a chance with her, and I should just get over it. And I can't tell her I like her because that would ruin what friendship there is already. Its a die if you do, dead if you don't situation. I guess it just makes me happy to know she is doing alright and is happy herself. I doubt she will ever know how I feel about her. I still don't know what this post will achieve, and I'm sure I make my problems out to be worse than they are, but who knows. Maybe just telling all of you strangers will help. 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I mean I have friends - including close friends, two roommates friends, caring family, colleagues, fellow students and volunteers, some random people talks to me in the streets or wherever as I talk to them, I meet new people, etc. But despite all those people who would forbid pretty much anyone to describe me as lonely or alone, well, I just really feel like I am. &#x200B; I believe that the main reason of my feelings is that I really don't have anyone to talk about or when I do, it really never lasts long. How long ? Well I had friends when I was a child, and then I cut the bridge with them as I went to middle school where I made new friends and then I cut the bridge with them and I made some new friends in high school and as the same time online, and as I moved to another city I cut the bridge with my high school friends and maybe two years after with my online friends. I made some new ones in university and as I know some of them for 6 years, well, I'm starting to think a lot about cutting the bridge with most of them, if not all of them. Maybe if you're reading this are you thinking I am a bad person : ""Watch this guy, he has friends, and then he lefts them with no regards, and planning on doing the same again, how selfish or utilitarian do you have to be to do that ?"". Well that kind of true. I don't care that much about people, and I think I just connect with them as they can do stuff with me that I like (playing football or going to concerts for example) or provide me some original thoughts or perspectives. When they can't do any of that anymore (because I or they change their hobbies), well I just stop seeing them. Am I a bad person for doing that ? Sometimes I believe so, and some other ones I don't. I guess I'm just like that. I don't really like people but I do like some activities which are better with others people and I love ideas which people can provide. It's not something like I have everyone, mankind, etc. and maybe on the contrary. I really care about humanity or abstract persons. But concrete ones ? Not so much. Just like that. I'm not proud or desperate of it by any means. I'm just like that, always been, not sure I want to feel otherwise on the subject, not sure I could change on it. ""What's the problem then ? Just get on with it and lose you friends as you did before"" you could say, but I believe the issue or my feeling about it is a little different this time. Firstly because, as I get older, I don't believe it 's that easy to make new friends anymore, and not that close. I mean I make some new friends over the past years but I really feels like as you get older you kind of lose your space for new relationships and that you can'y really meet new people as you did before. But I'm finding really hard to believe I can make new friends with whom I can go to holidays. Close neighbors or colleagues ? Yes surely. But better than that ? uh. Maybe I sound contradictory (""do you want friends or no ?"") but maybe it is because I didn't said that I love to have friendships, really, but with conditions, which mainly are protecting myself and my goals. And that's the main problem here. Some of my closest friends are in another city and for the three or four I have in this one, there is two (including one of my roommate and my best friend) that I just can't stand anymore. Really. Badly. And I suppose that my recent loneliness come from the fact that I'm losing two of my best friends, let alone my introvert and lonely personality. I'm not here for relationship advice because it's not a relationship problem. It's not that I saw them to much in a short time or that we have any issues at the time. I just don't get along with their personalities anymore, and I don't believe they'll change (they didn't really since I meet them and I didn't too). Maybe I'm just sad this as to be. Yeah we're not friends anymore (or I ain't your friend anymore). Just like that. Another great or cool or idk relationship over. &#x200B; And maybe I don't feel that good because for the first time I really believe I'll be alone of my life. When I was a teenagers I already had the same kind of thoughts about my friends but at the time, I can of believe it was because as I was in not that big of a city I didn't get to connect with people that could really be my friends for long, knowing my personality and my goals but as I cloud thought the broken bridge with my online friends as an argument for that, I do see it now. It's seems I just can't be friend with people for a lot of time, maybe five dense years at the most. And maybe as I adult, as my relationships are going to be more sporadic, they'll last longer, but they'll end up anyway, in not that long. &#x200B; I think I'm reaching the conclusion of this post, as I had something on my heart and somehow I explain it to me (and to you) here. And I'm kind of scared of the vision I have from the future me, alone, which could reach people but doesn't want to although I'll like to care concretely about anyone else, but I wont. Somehow, and however I don't had any interest for romantic relationships in my entire life (too much of a concern for someone else than me and too much on an affective involvement for my need to be free as I can be are the main reasons), I'm kind of starting to be interest in them, not in a sexual or a passionate ways, but more in a way where I'll have someone (and children maybe) to share with, regardless of the help it/they can provide, and I could just care about them, helping them making their best. Guess I could do that with my friends of the moment too - but I'm not sure I want too. Maybe the thing is, I shouldn't trying to find people that can be of some help for me, as I always be did, maybe I just should find people that I want to help, just because I'll like them. Do I like or do I like them indirectly, for what and only what they provide me, base on my current needs. Don't know if I'm a jerk or something. Maybe I am and I can be something else, with current friends and relationships or some fresh and new one. I really don't know. Maybe this is really where I'm confuse, and what causes me those feelings that I have. And where I need help. I don't know. &#x200B; Anyway, thank for reading I guess, and please forgive for my poor expression.",4.007571148026528,4.928426118263474,4.638927950550514,87.3904516772906,71.12574850299401,7.722284463331403,27.314693194256648,7.941651935203635,1.4626304745348009,5178,173,1103,66,93,1656,352,1336,0.108,0.685,0.207,0.9994,4,12,4,0,1,0,185.0,1,13,27,16,59,102,5,2,48,3,112,7,1,14,10,255,199,121,0,28,76,0,10,14,27,8,3,5,1,11,73,69,0,3,35,6,2,6,43,23,6,16,25,20,173,80,157,146,39,112,0,8,4,3,114,44,0,50,72,777,246,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023160814407593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819035158908207,0.026155175335179248,0.0,0.03944306428512336,0.1284027320385591,0.14399947758983012,0.06447128348743207,0.07455921297668401,0.0,0.0,0.14103301128717866,0.06629051065874605,0.02428496975304495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936924367707056,0.10113742628358052,0.0,0.040336431855168206,0.21362763551778696,0.07461973091744785,0.04192407041624175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082620524915627,0.024347951421563097,0.07521907740421506,0.020416728518027838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354223110873315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024763004629674342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939864201217964,0.0,0.02099247853972525,0.0,0.052866836426824736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02264778225228531,0.0,0.0,0.022343648341640224,0.0,0.10785763540641384,0.03386468769569665,0.0,0.0,0.06498817690331689,0.060481406770026974,0.0,0.0,0.4577926650161205,0.0,0.06191523186961865,0.0,0.040410296150460455,0.01987967902829633,0.0,0.026130968151544483,0.07832956537262313,0.023468194036268868,0.0,0.0,0.02123187289203364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0280863709040244,0.07943302063570253,0.05008383516748778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026756088810364925,0.0,0.04947637982415872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340723380931727,0.07815428967303546,0.0579596149448439,0.0,0.0,0.0257517301072476,0.024236371700956147,0.050223174119311424,0.16211086011394707,0.02375511208760435,0.0,0.08390026475107558,0.0,0.0795476890053078,0.0,0.04030030573041343,0.0427830266833645,0.06728074751401597,0.06328369450769049,0.0,0.3333585484152821,0.07745358837491748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018918297221885257,0.02519092498357467,0.12196321745653653,0.05272304690387199,0.01828004446923616,0.2289103951080468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636442772719424,0.01802604548593267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02262574694369455,0.21361110789450466,0.12417132196438127,0.0,0.0260171103850024,0.0,0.0,0.022699468558961003,0.048225857118605386,0.0,0.06803735344863918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112368943240634,0.0,0.2277566491989084,0.04873814301316607,0.0234023546200397,0.1781256553575205,0.0,0.020240936569116928,0.022545537461111525,0.0376967404150199,0.023729318759268068,0.07196149701506835,0.0377740258538167,0.021576939520498918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019606111264651758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016437844943478,0.07298623677330918,0.02344137225731447,0.0,0.033552062636598524,0.0,0.0,0.019815500668596688,0.0,0.0,0.027132526955036627,0.0,0.0,0.08935346711714412,0.0,0.0,0.07620141541251045,0.0,0.02182114070952924,0.0,0.0,0.015746211822003985,0.0607478118988008,0.0,0.05644898891804188,0.0967436754165422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016091750824697715,0.0,0.09261161784652694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785823932046273,0.0376262672218594,0.0,0.0,0.10655239609412116,0.021971511750747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367370630646923,0.0,0.14399947758983012,0.0610519106362122 lonely,Gabby0416,2019/02/20,"Crushing loneliness I don't have many friends, I probably have four people in my life that I call friends. Unfortunately, they don't text me often, and they hardly hang out with me. Nearly everyday, I experience intense feelings of loneliness, it saddens me and tends to ruin the entire day for me. I want to open up and talk to people, I really do, but it's so hard to. Sadly, I can get desperate to talk to people, and as a result, I tend to mindlessly blurt out whatever I want to say, regardless if it is offensive, insensitive, or not okay. I have really bad social anxiety, and it really fucks with my social life. Since I'm naturally shy and reserved, I tend to stay in the shadows and become awkward when faced with social interaction. Really, it makes me feel kind of depressed when I feel so, so lonely. This crushing loneliness can trigger my urges to cut myself. On Valentines Day, I cried thee times, and it crushed me to see all these people giving each other gifts. The point is, I'm lonely and distressed.",5.589605420486251,6.670106430051818,6.768911917098446,72.97548027102431,67.60103626943004,10.083539258668793,30.90833001195696,10.214889679676881,3.306758788361897,803,31,141,20,13,271,111,193,0.363,0.607,0.029,-0.9974,0,4,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,2,0,6,15,3,2,4,1,10,4,1,3,1,31,25,18,0,4,4,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,10,16,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,11,0,1,0,7,26,4,25,25,2,17,0,5,1,1,14,9,1,3,6,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251884038066876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189445198904337,0.0,0.14800576446250616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684127172967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720592831977428,0.17285335276781838,0.0,0.11542436984043775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108948565115813,0.0,0.0,0.2032815353397512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070747324532267,0.12389196741512395,0.07001575742661417,0.12855655579850878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009692239411276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955291268677975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893133278166076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945407434314644,0.1358671700163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37162828701684003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266846901027696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448764035366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434061661636466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657174951028464,0.0,0.0,0.10679024172827394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085614064046304,0.0,0.0,0.40982518109689975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428389990164358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542759576198006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814349561934189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580875413866596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DecentBadger,2019/02/20,"No Future Happiness I found out today by my ex girlfriends mother that the girl I love, my ex, won’t ever have me back because “She doesn’t see me in that way” and “She’s not physically attracted to me”. All I want is to be loved and to have a child, I want these things with her and at one time she wanted the same with me, we planned a future together, marriage, loving together and children. Then one day she ended it over a text by saying “She doesn’t want commitment and she thinks she will never have a relationship again with anyone, she wants be as a friend”. We didn’t argue or nothing, the day before we was laughing, joking and being a great couple, then BAM!! It ends. Knowing that I cant have a family with this person, who I see as perfect for me, is killing me. I have seriously thought about killing myself, I’ve planned it down to the time of day and what to take. I’m a good person, I’ve been told I’m a good person, I help out everyone and go out of my way to make sure people are fine but my life sucks, I smile at my family and make out I’m ok, I pretend I’m happy and laugh at jokes but inside I feel like crying because I’m alone, I now know I’ll always be alone and never have a family so why should I wait for the end? I can do it myself and be at peace because life isn’t peaceful, its mess. I hear from my ex every single day, sometimes we talk on the phone for 3 hours and before and after that call we talk on texts many dozens of times a day, she mainly initiates communication so it’s not like I’m stalking her. The hardest thing is just being friends when I see her, its the hardest thing in the world to be like that with someone you really love. She knows how I feel about her and she has been more affectionate lately but hearing that she doesn’t see me attractive brings back my body issues again. She doesn’t know that her mother and I had a chat last night so now I’m putting on a smile and being nice and helping out and listening to other peoples relationship problems when all I want to do is curl up and die due to the hollowness inside me. Sorry to ramble. 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I get that there are fraudsters from here, but I'm not one. I am just a lonely girl looking for something more in relationships. Should I start Lying about where I am? Wouldn't that be a betrayal? How do I convince people that I am a genuine hard working girl in search of love. My heart has been broken so many times and I just don't think I can take any more rejections. 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It was alright at first. Then i had this really overwhelming thought. I started to look at the table (i was standing, all seats taken up) and saw everyone talking. Everyone except me. This kinda made me sad and disappointed in myself, so i went to the toilet. I was in there for a good 5 minutes until i felt like leaving. On the way back to the table, this Thought just appears and says shit about how lonely i am and how i should just disappear. I wasnt too happy about that idea so i went back to my class and just sat there. I had a few lessons left, so i was getting more and more frustrated. The first lesson after lunch was used to form our groups and give ideas about something. I didnt contribute anything, which made me feel worse.",3.5277902097902114,5.1023972848484895,4.163636363636368,87.81776223776227,73.12121212121212,7.016317016317017,26.025641025641022,7.61054688173877,1.2986689976689978,652,22,132,8,13,207,100,165,0.165,0.792,0.043,-0.967,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,4,18,11,2,1,10,1,11,3,1,5,1,29,30,16,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,8,0,0,5,2,7,0,2,20,5,21,4,21,9,6,26,0,4,2,0,5,8,1,2,12,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241179210395248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287651473289196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593396492796846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221238492765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28428146870692905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521444573108703,0.0,0.14282707996131944,0.0,0.0,0.2530599972882483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771777764001224,0.14269830370950945,0.0,0.12476772093250214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835130174727788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585011278956683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750891081360222,0.16162155691633076,0.0,0.0,0.0726736458802812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491581857497347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815090900280758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529556289556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182950786446689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269374950257822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451802628055525,0.0,0.0,0.210577564245096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956275701580775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361879748736813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847561614932868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807392870344105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136890906559062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159294124130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NibbleNomNom,2019/02/20,"Just started looking into applying a job on campus. I'm tired of being alone and sad in college all the time and spending my weekends doing absolutely nothing useful. Hopefully getting a job can at least ease my boredom a bit. I'm also gonna try to approach that cute introverted guy in my Physics class. Loneliness makes me crush on people so easily, but I've never shown my interest clearly to anyone due to all sorts of insecurities. I'm desperate. I'll give it a try.",4.686373626373626,6.411861593406599,6.596483516483519,70.92351648351651,70.42857142857143,9.156043956043957,33.879120879120876,9.606745405546679,3.6565120879120885,379,19,63,9,7,132,70,91,0.24,0.665,0.094,-0.8876,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,4,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,11,12,4,12,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,2,5,36,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415089130316177,0.0,0.18647763437125747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304808888457806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545771807249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182932523968945,0.22369190913183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308894077998024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160491527776994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627994541574989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958163286557674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565252619868086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984633310655118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374690552252455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616608357579282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504925476271864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359718111048567,0.2680113862341059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166340633313716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139661864401706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kidki11,2019/02/20,"I think I was made to be alone I cant relate to people my age. So its hard for me to have real friends. I spend so much time alone. The only person in my life I care about is too busy for me and is never around. I am afraid of being abandoned.",-1.003939393939394,0.7491733636363662,1.5013636363636393,100.6253787878788,88.0909090909091,3.6666666666666665,12.803030303030305,3.1291,-1.665060606060606,185,2,47,0,6,63,42,55,0.152,0.737,0.111,-0.0972,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,10,2,9,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552100059183037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860933312915802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732810996021706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070843533113231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401080774896301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932212346560395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25362263956966524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197037685591528,0.0,0.20672629099904294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385385445632973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858227765825079,0.23403915383743734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050842446247568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174698154155216,0.0,0.0,0.1562942524576032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pwninator333,2019/02/20,Awkward morning tomorrow I'm a 21 year old guy who lives with his mom still. I don't leave the house besides fast food runs and work. I don't socialize with other people and just kinda mess around online or read web novels to pass time. Well my mom is the most social person ever and never stops talking to people. So there's a girl about my age that I apparently had a couple high school classes with that works with my mom and I don't recognize her name cause back in school I had like 2 friends and that's pretty much it. My mom now has the brilliant idea of bringing her to the house tomorrow for breakfast to meet me... I'm not interesting at all... Like the only interesting thing about me is my job but there's only so much I can talk about that before I just run out of things to talk about... Definitely not looking forward to waking up tomorrow and being subjected to my moms attempt at getting me a girlfriend... Especially since I've literally never been in a relationship before so I don't even know where to start pretty much...,3.9160922330097097,5.50618773300971,5.011832524271849,82.06202063106798,72.15533980582525,7.674271844660194,25.98179611650485,8.278499904357787,1.65896213592233,827,27,160,13,16,272,123,206,0.031,0.858,0.111,0.9272,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,19,8,0,1,10,0,12,3,1,1,4,29,19,11,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,12,2,1,2,2,0,5,8,2,1,0,3,1,20,6,26,15,5,30,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,3,19,108,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917433764185902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702610197896911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047802609596088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290426066272372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108384374880312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616267605319058,0.09061132922119483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112840711297974,0.0,0.07739265602210986,0.0,0.052335747258486914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991860512031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583724149580187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117012900275244,0.0,0.11308202031397102,0.0,0.0,0.09940527543963563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550519237886924,0.0,0.0,0.10606770802792788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978779805248836,0.0,0.08845373101951523,0.0,0.0841192698510851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866013097841992,0.0,0.0,0.2209138872233272,0.0,0.1545176781749711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511368676539802,0.0,0.0,0.1523706739253421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889333500250553,0.08746634614840336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382191855456094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019913037618902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754726372934437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027588692043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286333208194667,0.0,0.0,0.20422552376186526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090227304032698,0.0,0.07999750648954325,0.08374829613623169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154343147940066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330996811786752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841111182600722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006667831772203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585285070670528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645074981596005 lonely,docnewfound,2019/02/20,23M Open Invitation to Chat Preferably girls around my age. I talk mostly with my dude friends so a change of pace is always nice. ,1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,83.61538461538461,5.005128205128205,20.2051282051282,6.42735559955562,0.04791282051282053,104,3,22,1,3,32,25,26,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.219,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242404017174871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538792574610899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393592374755178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939128921745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098023273794869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nosleeptillbrooklyn2,2019/02/20,"So lonely in this new city.. My husband and I recently relocated to a different state with our 3 young kids. He works a ton now and I work from home and take care of the kids. I am so lonely. There are some days that I go all day without talking to anyone except my kids. I don’t know anyone here and despite my best efforts, I can’t seem to make friends. I’m not sure what I’m looking to get from posting this... I guess encouragement, advice, anything. I left all my extended family and friends back home and I just feel homesick, depressed, and alone. 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HI! I really like the idea of having a pen pal. Would anyone like to write to each other? Email would be okay with me. I know some people would not want to give their address out. I am a 35 year old female. Not married. No kids. Hope to hear from someone. ,-1.46709090909091,0.3078732909090931,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,107.0,2.927272727272728,10.954545454545453,4.935628992294339,-1.6310363636363636,201,3,46,1,10,65,44,55,0.021,0.757,0.222,0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,4,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548055974057812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544678738588746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298974713437889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634695666675376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994536792490583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578357445764478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591917026620623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783526519418102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839024456504766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699365629992714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247595115018381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564611010709216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5653133003982709,0.0,0.0,0.17082297972224728 lonely,Toosh416,2019/02/20,"First time posting here. Just need some outside perspective and advice. Sorry if I'm not the post this sub would want to read I'm just so lonely and alone at the moment. I'm on all the various apps, endlessly messaging and swiping right to no avail. It doesn't help that my mind has a very negative voice who always likes to say I'm ugly or uninteresting. I just am left wondering if I'm just an unattractive and lame person who deserves to be lonely. Is there anyone who would want to possibly help or give some advice? M 22 here if that matters.",3.4655555555555537,5.2756135779816535,4.614067278287461,83.55323139653416,73.77064220183486,7.780224260958207,24.955147808358817,8.515128840125781,1.6860328236493372,436,14,85,8,9,143,75,109,0.245,0.701,0.054000000000000006,-0.9728,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,25,17,10,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,7,14,4,9,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,8,4,53,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731776356489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977609822171079,0.0,0.0,0.15888117332183685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335128786829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624173484141378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831714246427848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25597223233709265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207461827252095,0.0,0.0,0.09328586888443342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279957724959013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141582974599142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166725428024663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526130572325194,0.3657442203130379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909962360989064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630656141717218,0.0,0.15184678107796099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374680629916276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113413106803854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754926245767728,0.2252481018506373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707123427850227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712830792958781,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aystoria,2019/02/21,"To me, true loneliness is when you're with someone but you still feel lonely.",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,87.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,62,2,12,1,2,19,14,15,0.285,0.609,0.105,-0.5023,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39832687453170734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674861796983446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6291247101628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EnthrallingEpiphany,2019/02/21,"After Years of Unhealthy Co-dependency... I've been nearly completely alone for a little over a year now. I do not have any family. I do have 2 roommates who are acquaintances and kind. I've finally come to terms with living single and with basically no friends. Sure I'm still lonely and crave emotional and physical intimacy; we are all human. However, it's also been so nice not to worry about other people. What they think. What is wrong. Toxic relationships whether romantic or platonic are never ever good even if the alternative is being alone. I know some day I'll meet someone new, make a few awesome friends to keep in touch with. Remember! Love yourself first no matter your circumstance. Though I will take my time and not define myself by my relationships. Alright time to get back to my work eat sleep life. Haha",3.4919040247677984,6.421024289473685,4.743111455108362,76.98207430340561,79.13157894736842,8.05015479876161,25.388544891640862,8.841846274778883,2.550885758513932,660,25,110,17,17,217,116,152,0.117,0.6709999999999999,0.212,0.9479,1,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,2,9,11,0,0,4,2,13,4,1,1,4,27,22,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,11,9,16,18,5,20,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,3,15,76,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174821023779924,0.0,0.1225696200266337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422856366914872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785483882598205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202816343321716,0.16070022842654832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884619319451593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683303424865064,0.0,0.1724076371130334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123310569024327,0.13864110122160486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448891027470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789932255075207,0.0,0.1303710182339462,0.0,0.0,0.23683137968713036,0.0,0.08007702453475314,0.0,0.0,0.12855524377621194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623303643012147,0.0,0.15960667175283216,0.0842329475136634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082588302512872,0.0,0.15361637484219126,0.13533983863947902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833177127597338,0.0,0.10230862836009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821094141599135,0.14802870611812832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625782163553343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291083180207662,0.1736245450788424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533802597913177,0.0,0.1298648095710632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224012768604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444547561751883,0.0,0.11523964226277625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820895192027493,0.1505865746675585,0.0,0.17874543805371546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158207263975344,0.15565268856290496,0.0,0.0,0.16757621450723997,0.0,0.19740115631822605 lonely,catspoops,2019/02/21,I just want someone to voice with regularly But I’m shy and so scared to get hurt anymore. My life is a mess I’m not usually this negative or open but I almost died a few days ago. I don’t want pity. I want someone to wanna be close to me. A long term friend I suppose. But I also feel so unworthy of anyone. I recently got abandoned by someone who promised forever. I don’t have family that isn’t abusive. They’re prying me about a job. How do I work like this. I’m surviving on a thread and I’m scared. ,-0.8147400611620803,1.327381715596335,2.1834495412844035,92.35107645259941,94.22935779816513,5.842446483180429,21.028134556574926,7.3011,0.8750325382263,393,15,89,8,15,138,71,109,0.299,0.5589999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,19,17,10,1,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,2,12,3,10,15,2,9,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,52,16,2,0.0,0.2184338935720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342210133705207,0.0,0.18460774597793672,0.0,0.0,0.14743089776402746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828334385067124,0.1289072880188114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889555503278346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133433121087887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379616379750099,0.0,0.09321686306195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424344095966838,0.0,0.0963193621295829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744780577984268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973588803283054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294670897449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021739425611792,0.09006792818038659,0.0,0.0,0.1631508866902129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203112556205994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691487179560689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686173978231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304411449862028,0.0,0.3262170911231711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421470295881752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Juuhjubz,2019/02/21,"I just want everything to end but I'm too afraid of failing I'm afraid of not doing it right and end up with physical consequences (sorry, not an english speaker and I don't know if this is the right word). But I'm way too tired and for years I've been asking to just die and not wake up the next morning. Everything is worse this time and I don't know what to do. And no, I don't wanna seek help, I just wanna die.",0.9754120879120868,2.468356802197804,2.8506456043956057,94.8849793956044,79.87912087912088,6.308241758241758,20.166208791208803,7.1686216300943375,0.2148120879120885,323,8,78,4,8,108,51,91,0.28600000000000003,0.703,0.011,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,22,15,9,2,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,11,14,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966407842129618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43660226079891307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726000371970403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780825156655501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098738454122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119622887927305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237004301496123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35926075638396765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354599395333814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265174265892025,0.24175645898175355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406478805472508,0.1669591865953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435582300994246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545294408039904 lonely,JustALonelyBoy1992,2019/02/21,"I cannot find anyone willing to accept my rare disease. hello people. I'm 26 years old and I'm living with an extremely rare disease that prevents me from engaging in sex or all other forms of sexual activity. I am a virgin and have spent years afraid to tell girls that I suffer from this affliction. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to live with this condition anymore. I just want to have a normal happy relationship like everyone else. ",3.2900280898876417,5.45546366292135,5.056615168539327,78.62402387640451,75.29213483146067,8.045505617977529,25.73174157303371,8.841846274778883,2.23071797752809,362,13,65,8,8,123,62,89,0.069,0.787,0.145,0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,0,1,14,14,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,11,12,2,4,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530060082215271,0.15969665191720536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907917973681046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182378722444002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087456995484463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431270059047263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551799917991732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158055371879408,0.0,0.4033477696504617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237751845494159,0.0,0.0,0.2396584667932581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833791363819072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452070051610967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996242437008644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694224562536656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941532845309336 lonely,ortus11,2019/02/21,Hello Would anyone like to talk sometime? Im getting really lonely and could use someone just to kill time with. Feel free to message me,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,81.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,1.049835897435898,110,4,18,1,3,35,24,26,0.218,0.612,0.16899999999999998,-0.4005,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805177287495824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718230120019558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214262944157338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787198279888025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677463015830524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766594087732156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663275235406906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810210274777067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884636549423611,0.0,0.3367154767114069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736422129542909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985201477426924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940409939620261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184714843399854,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rollyting,2019/02/21,"Do you like yourself? I'm unable to find a single trait that I like about myself. I'm alone because no one else likes me either. I like a few choices I've made in life, like not eating meat, not using a car or a plane, and voting in elections. Other than that, I'm just an alcoholic ugly disgusting person who isn't able to study or even get a job as a cleaning lady, just drinking every night alone. I wonder if other lonely people feel like this too?",4.2483870967741915,4.671707548387096,5.553924731182796,82.85088709677422,70.29032258064517,7.060215053763441,24.10215053763441,6.42735559955562,0.8222989247311823,354,8,69,2,6,119,68,93,0.161,0.6829999999999999,0.156,-0.1179,1,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,14,10,5,0,1,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,6,6,7,9,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,7,43,12,1,0.1889627593033917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019437224506253,0.0,0.3914168609036863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518994418242612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511156524352232,0.0,0.1933560773719459,0.15785413822630842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480812036966295,0.0,0.15920927461008846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554524879943499,0.13499503300288762,0.0,0.0,0.17270853865427493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872524258574787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751638117653285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346998518868705,0.5539059559079051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788011317812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732874891786266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804605609862696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100298467069546,0.16499499279032115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163203153201923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492205185288465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tanmay2699,2019/02/21,"Trying. It's been 1.3 years since my breakup with my ex who I knew for 5-6 years. She really was everything to me. Been a loner ever since she's gone. She had me replaced well and I couldn't do that ever. So I talk to nobody and keep praying she comes back when she won't. It's quite late here. 3 A.M to be precise. I was still thinking about her, missing her warmth. If you wanna be friends, just hit me below. I might pass out soon but if not now, I am sure to respond by the morning. I don't have anyone to fill her shoes anyway. Have a good day everyone!",-0.8417500000000011,1.2746926583333362,1.2983333333333356,99.1125,93.25,4.0,16.666666666666664,5.602791699666715,-0.7005833333333333,429,11,101,3,16,142,85,120,0.051,0.847,0.102,0.7003,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,0,3,0,15,1,1,0,4,20,22,7,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,7,0,21,4,12,9,0,17,1,1,0,0,14,2,0,3,11,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076422094821768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579594513939935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573470855745253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905494409367852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900753272615843,0.0,0.20603101189235895,0.1937824010153409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166584939681065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084907125429048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165004389419046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322504690046376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287352617191717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933491792157615,0.0,0.0,0.13812958925203106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35672075067948616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721917876728385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321620281802846,0.0,0.0,0.17330454865492748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815848519222754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463895965000117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386532193113093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27770019126423323 lonely,WrongNumber17,2019/02/21,"Just needed to vent I am just a fat pathetic loner nobody who stuffs her face with sugar all day, can't force herself to do anything until it's too late, who can't even pick up her room. I am going to be a horrible missionary: I have horrible social skills, I don't have any friends or a social life. My relationship with God is nonexistant and I am squandering the opportunities he gave me. I am so lonely and I have no one - even my family - who knows me. I waste my time and money on useless things, I can't talk to my family because they think I'm this perfect person when I am the complete opposite. I lie, I cheat, I steal, and I do these things without batting an eyelash. I'm not worthy of going on a mission but I desperately want to. Oh and I'm ugly. I've never had a boyfriend or even a first kiss, never had someone interested in me. I'm not self-deprecating in public and I don't have depression but I literally don't have any friends. I'm in college, this should be the best time of my life but I hate it. Sorry just needed to vent somewhere, I'm feeling really down on myself ​ ",2.336173730787145,3.9563388539823023,4.764876571960876,82.08662086632509,76.38938053097345,7.766744294364232,25.6115510013973,8.532816995589336,1.8163221238938048,855,31,175,17,19,301,122,226,0.195,0.705,0.1,-0.9471,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,9,13,2,0,10,0,24,6,2,1,4,31,40,14,0,4,11,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,11,8,2,0,3,0,1,2,12,6,0,2,3,2,31,7,20,34,2,20,0,3,0,1,17,9,0,2,9,125,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043646490734511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365162705949348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159743471421496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768917361864238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754532458426235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690562199708752,0.0,0.12941918885465728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977370222332709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833045415173123,0.0,0.0759762473302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781154442126888,0.0,0.0,0.2321818515746651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079306310285092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835118151359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825792669161937,0.0,0.16950044177704085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122669359968867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228325831441592,0.2317803940559537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182043534400867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312017137220692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626075397687923,0.0,0.0,0.16132359391654885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567545210105226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063434095884318,0.1273152737632734,0.0,0.0,0.16820438022759734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201237666450156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077373581924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996528611915956,0.09628089119009507,0.0,0.0,0.17523626650599414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862756367035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484580513874698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DyingGravy,2019/02/21,"Lonely at work I don't fit in at work. Some set-up: I work with a non-profit that has a small group (about 10 of us) working in our office and another group (about 15) working at other locations Monday-Thursday. We all share the office on Fridays. Most of us have teams we belong to, where we share the same job functions and responsibiities. I am a part of the group of 10 that practically lives at the office and, unfortunately, I'm only halfway a part of a team; my role differs from the rest of the team's roles and, ultimately, I'm left out of a lot of meetings/get-togethers/chats. It doesn't feel great. My work role seems lonely by nature. Regarding the rest of the office... They care about the latest trashy TV episode, celebrity drama, pop music, and drinking/partying. I don't watch much TV (neither do I own Netflix/Hulu/any other streaming service), care about celebrities, listen to pop music, or drink/party. I feel alienated regarding shared interests, and I really don't feel like forcing myself to partake in their interests just to be able to have something to talk about. I forgot to mention that most people at the office live in the area. I commute about an hour and a half each way every day. Any after work get-togethers are out of my realm; I'm not ready to get home at 3 a.m., since most nights out are house parties or at bars. I guess I just wanted to vent and put this all out there somewhere. Even now as I'm typing this, I'm sitting alone at lunch while the rest of the office is in another room talking about the Kardashians. Work makes me feel numb now. Thanks for listening 💜",5.808157894736841,6.096817640127393,6.225326852162255,79.86524807241034,66.86624203821657,8.903519946362723,29.902111967817632,8.6894789155246,2.2016713375796177,1265,42,243,18,19,409,173,314,0.07200000000000001,0.851,0.076,0.276,1,5,3,0,0,0,55.0,6,0,2,11,14,13,0,0,22,0,13,3,0,1,2,39,33,12,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,8,17,2,1,5,7,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,7,24,10,51,31,17,35,0,2,1,0,25,24,0,9,9,155,32,14,0.10518037056672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893514316705268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305251754792514,0.2205815787693192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447679539401196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783263766057987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989110074150744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303672057010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947064277961937,0.0,0.08861899859464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127294227002493,0.07514087774889756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485720738422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596172986913747,0.11586803631907275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550448756164296,0.0,0.10358147803600257,0.1213640258471249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437528819004868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142787803743536,0.0,0.0,0.05138581619316794,0.0,0.1857523884082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942058977018115,0.0,0.0,0.07020871409224919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731967457508747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870465266316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999441142501104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278001831429439,0.0,0.07291882550723823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573532343283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738123868235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575225906549216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700628943675097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097298791023881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690799953998104,0.0,0.0968359537893856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530380705486302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062038107689686026,0.08348728241259888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125804997179256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,escaleraaOOOh,2019/02/21,"Alone in my own class and my ""ex"" is there, constantly around the people that should be my best friends. I (18 y.o. italian M) have never felt so alone. So, i have never had good relationship with my classmates, but in the last period it just became unbearable. All of them, and i mean EVERY SINGLE ONE, hates the fact that i'm a very good student. Every time i raise my hand to answer a question i hear them saying under their breath stuff like ""get a life"" or ""kill yourself"". Even people that i've known for 10+ years tell me that they hate me in class. Those people are the one that are supposed to be my best friends. They hate me because im kind of the only one interested in school in my class and teachers always compare me with the other underlying the fact that they don't show nearly as much interest as me, and this increases their hate towards me. I'd love to talk about politics or literature with someone, but the only topics my classmates chat about are football, local gossip or dumb italian music. As this wasn't enough, 2 months ago i discovered that one of the girls in my class, whom i liked for 5 years, likes me back. We started dating, but from the beginning i got treated like utter shit. I think that the other girls in my class and her friends kinda changed her mind about me, picturing me as loser, and she totally changed her behavior. She also was a particular kind of person, very serious and, as i later discovered, anaffective. She never kissed me or even hugged me. And in the last period we were seeing eachother she was just trying her best to make me leave her. She wanted me to leave her so she would feel less guilty for how she behaved. That hurted like hell, still does. The problem now is that i have to see her everyday and i find it very diccult to move one. My friends, even after i explained them how she treated me, still talks to her and act like nothing happened. They now spend much more time with her than before. This makes me feel so alone. I have no one to be with in class with (6 hours a day + extra activities) and i have to hear them laughing together everyday. That just hurt so much. &#x200B; I only have 1 real friend, but i don't see him enough to feel better. And i have no idea how to make new friends. I live in a really small city (50k people) and there aren't many activities for people my age with my interests. What should i do? How could i feel better? Should i just change myself? &#x200B; Sorry if my english is not perfect, i'm still learning. Thanks to everyone interested in my story, hope some of you relates and wish to share their story with me. &#x200B;",4.862818232351305,5.841174731517513,5.266222345747639,83.4632412451362,69.19455252918289,8.131095052807115,27.331628682601448,8.329178653251315,1.7294397554196772,2068,65,406,29,35,659,236,514,0.146,0.674,0.18,0.9785,0,3,0,0,0,0,82.0,2,1,11,7,29,49,8,0,19,0,30,7,3,7,8,81,62,38,1,10,14,1,6,6,6,4,1,3,0,3,22,25,0,0,14,2,1,3,10,14,0,6,7,12,86,35,58,47,17,52,1,3,3,3,56,18,3,9,37,291,108,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401738511379711,0.0,0.0,0.1893385048983673,0.0,0.04873166797535671,0.050704851678358684,0.19807715047839555,0.22213706623318355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054247262486739035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685714840030472,0.0,0.037146912476676335,0.0,0.05185329364032015,0.0,0.19185032689639545,0.10778846982283616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339127079952612,0.0,0.0,0.06585175019473236,0.0,0.04865360650803225,0.0,0.0,0.039299623074106116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053326785430270036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592937992504227,0.0,0.12074586084722692,0.0,0.10268488332713974,0.05822835830627954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324725113483853,0.0,0.058509521747272725,0.0,0.05569573815579478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824808013246114,0.0,0.031837309858953125,0.0,0.0,0.10222290735391228,0.04873725673473705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053886798200033684,0.0,0.0,0.24065251926283385,0.0,0.0,0.13736190154237848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052465149952878,0.060011127160389775,0.0,0.1304696311832919,0.06879097956566398,0.06582291808273118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741827532198871,0.12691398297262674,0.0,0.09934433281244913,0.0,0.12904795148277934,0.0,0.0,0.043041932985187235,0.17862580115356838,0.0,0.053808897171944516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499844045203786,0.0,0.12202869129825412,0.06178102402169085,0.0,0.06637876276747723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152946736041705,0.0,0.048639702418079855,0.06476688046849191,0.13438814286795828,0.0,0.14099618682557755,0.058853782493596615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847114023727546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477568162380423,0.1390370620453488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123182410952704,0.053208243130713984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830892330040521,0.0,0.0,0.06826390591673409,0.0,0.0,0.06936017498430902,0.0390380998559022,0.0,0.0,0.06542403116788285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048459917253997266,0.0,0.061671966902732064,0.14567780771546146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255143114046187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051632115530135636,0.0,0.0,0.06821450196725301,0.04313185068973927,0.0,0.14599421249143554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975881716335561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795845064780197,0.05326202949695527,0.05610302968000317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904626640881045,0.0,0.0,0.07106625065371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137253804183493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083936915740367,0.03594249512506165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007507628853098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432882260715762,0.0,0.22213706623318355,0.07848345785489892 lonely,sceneybeanie,2019/02/21,"Toxic people. Panic attack. Confusion. Upset. Help? I had a fight online with someone I cared about.. I’ve recently had a massive falling out with someone I thought was my good friend. Turns out that she is nothing but a mean bitch. I had done nothing wrong, she just started having a go at me out of the blue. I was trying to calm her but she wanted to insult me and make me feel bad. It worked. I managed to have my first panic attack mid argument. The reason I took this so hard was because I really don’t have many friends and she was someone I had known for a while whom I thought I trusted. I feel betrayed and used. I saved the entire conversation to prove I wasn’t any of the things she called me. According to her I am selfish, entitled, smart ass and I am rude to her. Out of all the things though, she mentioned that I wasn’t a nice person and that really hurt. I go out of my way for people, drive places for her, but things. I was nothing but nice and to have her throw it in my face- cut. I’m still trying to figure out what I did wrong. And I feel lonelier than ever before. ",1.042021674140507,3.2687005919282512,2.691149103139015,92.31785967862484,83.43946188340806,5.33101644245142,20.50242899850523,6.6274283507984215,0.2887460388639762,844,25,179,9,24,277,116,223,0.237,0.5870000000000001,0.17600000000000002,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,6,26,7,4,11,0,21,2,2,3,3,37,37,14,0,1,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,15,0,0,10,0,0,6,3,16,0,1,16,5,40,10,27,21,1,23,0,1,1,1,21,10,2,1,6,129,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045440476750955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918789639670754,0.0,0.0,0.09878335290092513,0.07212027247935943,0.0,0.10067253015012156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080705876290815,0.0,0.12062425188768333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210715257799194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701756680158386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946226364891468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063385987205116,0.0,0.0,0.18281099741026247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447584298614065,0.09923225700958846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598192579559744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930025336475953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266525899982744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897239976768372,0.11994709625721385,0.0,0.128873549333044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405629931213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762102679249434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404159264279464,0.10330314787654304,0.123608074166782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158397890817202,0.12164170072284736,0.116816195320852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30072934673027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373995621402358,0.0,0.09448198771928293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23579839537013295,0.0,0.11623832090130445,0.1878487933423001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314460242969552,0.16064854480776866,0.12868658304731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218127946804792,0.0,0.0,0.06978191104402187,0.09390844323885908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086130604902633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870537051952464,0.0,0.0 lonely,ircole327,2019/02/21,"Do you ever feel like your parents are disappointed in you for not being in a relationship. All the rest of my siblings are and I feel really bad when I come home from college and they ask me “do you have a girlfriend?” And I have to tell them no. Like I’m trying my best here and I sometimes feel like a failure in the department and I can’t really do much about it. It’s not my fault I seem to have horrible luck with dating. Maybe it is my fault idk. Anyway, I feel like a disappointment to them. Like I’m not as good as the rest of my siblings.",1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,3.684000000000001,89.311,78.13793103448276,7.053793103448276,21.944827586206888,7.908726449838941,0.8395200000000003,426,12,97,7,10,145,65,116,0.175,0.64,0.185,0.0559,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,3,1,5,13,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,2,18,20,8,0,0,3,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,0,4,20,8,14,19,5,8,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729984966350004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545105624930037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942004964699316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594057804448228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167389989887562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742710957985291,0.39660322907899626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521270940640686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562209058875104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45203492518800104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859094528124315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360343997679158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547817650942407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370979032218082,0.0,0.0,0.1986764297888592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846425130445486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302100829108628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617434706309983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256380568840683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ohjongy,2019/02/21,"I’m so tired of feeling lonely I know I’m not alone in this world. I have great friends that will listen to my problems if I'm down, but I still feel lonely. I mentioned above that I have great friends, and I really do, but sometimes I can't help but feel, that if I don't reach out to them they won’t reach out to me. I’m almost always the one who asks if they want to do something. I know everyone has their own stuff to deal with so I feel selfish for wanting them to reach out to me as I do with them. The dating scene perpetuates this feeling even more. I've been basically ghosted the last 3 times I tried dating. The fact that they just abruptly stop talking to me takes a toll on my already low self-esteem and makes me question if I’m the problem. Maybe there’s something wrong with me that makes people just want to stop talking to me with no explanation. It's exhausting reaching out to people who won't reach out back but if I don’t then I’ll feel more lonely, sad, and unwanted. 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I want someone to paint with . I need a friend so bad I crave friendship and I dont get that anymore besides with one person. All my highschool friends are abandoning me due to differences in personalities and everything. I feel lonely. Super lonely . I just want someone I can talk to freely without being judged and someone that actually enjoys stuff I do. I dont have people like that in my life, people dont like my music taste, Nor like to go do shit. Plus its winter and it sucks so I cant just go for walks 24/7. Ugh",0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,2.5402941176470613,91.09882352941177,87.75,4.964705882352941,21.970588235294123,6.522977012572876,0.5314970588235299,527,19,108,6,17,173,84,136,0.244,0.581,0.175,-0.8881,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,16,2,0,3,0,13,3,1,0,1,21,23,12,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,7,10,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,0,2,15,8,14,22,1,11,0,4,0,0,6,2,2,0,9,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1309311260809592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266122313794798,0.0,0.0,0.1104109504925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202682514817393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556091895618775,0.0,0.0,0.14017969328772312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717407411354817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058386072218052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784067369008477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731970560447488,0.0,0.07009858733314417,0.0,0.15250445855964234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971800630482642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476864445257176,0.19664689600957366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709367226430697,0.0,0.0,0.09948578069995176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815788954054973,0.0,0.1818349068790244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603396499867364,0.2343051403818681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772416633309734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410468763584676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535932074300926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784122525074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374118427081913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129335645640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640145082957827 lonely,KingDarius1,2019/02/21,"How I'm Feeling I had a bad day today and the tone was off from the start. I had a dream in which I got rejected by some girl (she looked or seemed familiar, can't remember exactly who it was) and it was one of those surreal, ""OMG I can't even escape this shit in my sleep"" kind of dreams. I've had so many friendships break down over the past year it's not even funny. They either don't talk to me at all or as often or in the same way they used to. That second one makes me feel really bad because it feels like they know I'm some kind of damaged goods and are trying to avoid me or that they are pushing me away because they know I have depression but just not completely. This is just a vent post really. Had to get it out and have nobody to really talk to at the moment.",2.6242570281124533,3.454513132530124,4.092951807228918,90.35681726907632,74.30120481927709,7.9429718875502004,21.664658634538153,8.344100000000001,0.8417887550200809,604,13,141,10,12,201,101,166,0.112,0.838,0.05,-0.8458,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,8,11,1,1,8,0,15,2,2,3,2,32,29,12,0,0,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,7,0,3,8,4,16,4,22,21,5,20,0,3,1,0,10,10,1,8,7,99,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984843662589706,0.0,0.2663391202456419,0.1944502728439852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722483247639378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285945614220067,0.0,0.13737064068744015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068655976246653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419325727153757,0.11394146071649484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833282388217187,0.0,0.0,0.13377472648873667,0.12756070744355055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217375242477004,0.1753057935870139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791997022878501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393351532824707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064624699412032,0.16170034299810893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615246644743907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225362062877826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274970956987935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065249032361887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806738904411097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519596512148122,0.0,0.0,0.1637167403842986,0.0,0.0,0.15960766515345873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288959937318922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638803046954395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118022358159805,0.0,0.0,0.10828492563862696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775029536803202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659770812274831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270792897799118 lonely,LividCake97,2019/02/22,Everyone just leaves me My boyfriend expressed that he wants to leave me via text. My best friend of years just wants nothing to do with me. People just leave me. That's all they do. No one wants anything to do with me. I'm better off dead. I cant deal with this pain anymore. Im tired of being alone. I'm tired of being lonely ,-0.12188405797101608,2.1550849275362367,1.081159420289854,100.96637681159422,91.02898550724638,3.646376811594204,16.36231884057971,5.033348758259628,-0.9809594202898548,256,6,59,1,9,80,44,69,0.273,0.604,0.122,-0.8682,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,10,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824772532365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025629565901827,0.0,0.0,0.14957234252316035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074507670920976,0.160751250289724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738576396560727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367871378891026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042671437990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963311362877404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773702766802646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440286358006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316474431673972,0.0,0.19340461387603894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600895024262287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41781094690120185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32161887293042624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704697170274665 lonely,The_Lost_Hiker,2019/02/22,"A little bit about me..... I am 53yo married guy, who finds himself in a place he never expected to be. I am married, but we have grown apart because our situation has become more of a caretaker/ patient relationship than that of husband & wife. I have three kids, the two oldest are boys and the youngest is a girl. Two of them, the oldest & youngest, have moved over an hour away to escape the environment here, while the middle one stays upstairs in his room playing video games and somewhat ignoring whats occurring. My daughter has three kids of here own and they are the main reason I am still functional in this relationship, if it wasnt for those three I am not sure where I would be mentally.",9.314800995024877,7.3152656044776165,8.618507462686571,73.05024875621893,60.86567164179104,11.918407960199005,38.75124378109453,10.504223727775694,3.8458497512437813,557,22,106,10,6,176,95,134,0.043,0.923,0.033,-0.319,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,1,2,15,16,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,4,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,6,1,0,14,2,14,12,5,20,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,2,6,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39329952566600973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705205322922737,0.0,0.0,0.11063767089046772,0.2004469744418191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814553941480068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588314713777336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970859023331887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873602121592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190567614620606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290427765060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192900468117624,0.0,0.0,0.1399801371972588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229857129805224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962365169908216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866070937957539,0.0,0.38971542699408585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400799073374512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344952738239926,0.14494214598752286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105689495392173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354588496598954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892884469325158,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nathan68w,2019/02/22,"Deploying Soon Getting ready for my first deployment to a certain country in the Middle East. I haven't had a gf since I joined the Army about 2 years ago. I had one when i joined but she cheated on me as soon as I left for basic. (Big surprise) But I haven't even been on a date since. I don't even get very many matches on Tinder or anything. I have a lot going for me. I'm in great shape, I do pretty well financially, but I feel very ugly. I get a lot of shit for being the kid from the backwoods of Missouri with fucked up teeth. I don't mind it really, because they're not wrong, but it does kinda sit heavy thinking I'm actually really ugly. Anyways I'm just scared I'm going to die without ever experiencing true love. I know I can't really change anything right now, but I guess I just need something to help me. 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I have felt lonely since 7th grade. I got my first girlfriend in that grade, and unfortunately my first break up. I've felt lonely ever since. I have been telling girls that I like them, but they never feel the same way to me. I have a really good friend that feels the same as me in a way, but she can't talk often as I am a sophomore and she is working. I just don't know what to feel. Sometimes, I don't feel love from my family or friends. I just don't know what to do. I feel empty without my friend and always comfortable around her. But she is working, so she can't text me. We haven't really texted that much this week, but we do talk at school. I just need someone to talk to I guess. I honestly don't know.",0.8519236526946123,2.665743155688624,2.471044161676648,95.93674588323354,81.51497005988024,5.6121257485029945,18.22193113772455,6.6274283507984215,-0.2446404191616769,605,13,144,6,16,198,85,167,0.102,0.7040000000000001,0.194,0.96,0,6,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,2,4,8,11,0,0,5,0,17,1,0,0,2,34,33,12,0,1,10,0,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,11,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,4,8,30,8,16,29,3,14,0,3,0,1,20,5,0,3,7,98,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361646480579587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155409167217715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235128637896472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287225717094463,0.0,0.4142478433759737,0.0,0.26220942566094674,0.0,0.0,0.23229039116630604,0.0,0.0,0.31648322556585806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452755477321475,0.10920759318376404,0.0,0.15041982612506324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152330486531952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251248543437207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670904058290714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323728730400048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003763624128726,0.10124646435017486,0.10531200182997433,0.13187611216750011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494857993071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819093489428547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259030418505282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569422338892707,0.0,0.13504659915975384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292493467209928,0.11934643923648228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676629557395904,0.10952824603707527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316246074907732,0.0,0.19881292369845552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Quokka_quokka_quokka,2019/02/22,"I'm so alone All I have is my fiance, I have no friends or family. My fiance is sweet, but we have fought so I am alone. I hate myself and my life and whenever I post people downvote me because I'm a disabled piece of shit who takes up space and should die. They are right, I'm a dumbfuck and I don't contribute anything.",-0.05228260869565205,2.072594695652178,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,87.55072463768116,5.189130434782608,20.219202898550726,6.6274283507984215,0.2108681159420298,250,8,57,3,8,84,47,69,0.32299999999999995,0.624,0.053,-0.9712,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,0,9,2,1,0,1,9,15,8,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,13,2,2,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718249782078693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717193888201115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828219195720692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865042751909629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602426006072754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328146927680253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725497944613909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498769469388189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138362788341687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643869362720841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357517398650218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833692288420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075610103121284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thrwwy236,2019/02/22,"I feel so sad I don't want to live anymore I don't know what I do wrong. I try to be nice to other people but I can't make friends. I try to put myself out there but every failure just makes me feel worse. Everyone seems to have someone except me. I want to cry all day. Every day seems like I'm in a prison. Every time it's the same: I meet someone I like, I try to show interest and I try to be nice to them, things seem to be ok until they stop answering my texts, I give them space but nothing, I never hear from them again, some of them block me if I insist. It's been years without someone I could consider a friend. A life like this isn't worth it.",0.19785714285714207,1.9021333888888918,2.2700396825396822,97.10750000000002,83.16666666666667,5.2253968253968255,18.61904761904762,6.18269132825596,-0.3300202380952384,504,12,123,4,14,169,86,144,0.226,0.609,0.16399999999999998,-0.838,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,5,0,4,11,0,0,4,1,11,1,0,2,2,27,24,7,0,4,7,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,1,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,3,26,9,17,19,3,12,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,5,11,78,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538831835911894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899782676590504,0.0,0.14995766653110018,0.17608452138443656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450647319183106,0.13044797635881555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380543344340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094560545675015,0.0,0.0,0.13095967903508626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386473709898268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502624920798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642609236819093,0.20008613469222844,0.0,0.12054713459820787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225250033487733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052904333942187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099187648782687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464379487648192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723743069864394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728402275920351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470115858635366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413444080134433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090695920890462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960424142840476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707447038776261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104269090633966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315976500990117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391226273394237,0.0,0.14926006036902256,0.0,0.08791256144439374 lonely,Mustard_yay,2019/02/22,"Are my feelings irrelevant because I'm ""only"" 15? (Btw I'm rather emotional right now so sorry if I sound quite ignorant or dramatic) I was talking to someone in their mid- twenties about loniless, she eventually found out I was 15 and told me that I couldn't possible understand what it feels like to be lonley etc. She then told me ""to get over it and play Fortnite"" (well that part was kinda funny). It hurts because I do feel Sad, lonely, depressed and suicidal. I felt like this since I was 10 (maybe earlier). I know the struggles of work and marriage (I've seen it through my parents). I know the struggle some may have with drug addiction (I've seen it through my sister). I understand what it's like having a sibling with a mental disorders (I've seen it with my older brother). I know what's it's like feeling distant from your ""friends"". I do feel alone and I hate myself. I know I'm still young and life gets harder and more shit but that doesn't mean ""I don't get it"". Idk I just want someone to understand. And I don't play Fortnite. 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Some people think of “being alone” as a bad thing. But actually, being alone isn’t’ necessarily a bad thing, as there are a handful of benefits that emerge once you learn to embrace some solitude. I’m not advocating you go all Tom Hanks in Cast Away, because no one can argue the benefits, and the joys, that come along with fulfilling relationships with other people. But in the meantime there are some plus sides that align with productivity, individual thinking (not always going with a group think perspective) and if you paint or write you get more from yourself. Meditation for example, harnessing the solitude to benefit you can improve some things. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/high-octane-women/201201/6-reasons-you-should-spend-more-time-alone ",9.784144595561921,13.396973212598429,7.77414459556192,59.88959198282035,60.96850393700787,9.657551896921976,31.23049391553329,10.018931242160765,3.7032740157480326,686,25,91,16,11,203,85,127,0.123,0.732,0.145,0.505,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,1,0,9,0,9,1,1,0,1,28,17,9,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,1,5,5,19,14,7,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,1,69,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.14975603444480126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6357582579332448,0.0,0.0,0.12769204627355302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418188782321065,0.0,0.2562674527867125,0.09354854831211136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219327098081854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017716469270393,0.0,0.17443111987688675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214022702531136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692451653198647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634312135363277,0.10398930870343473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278140427065226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475994187470025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30585848919961195,0.2949953007679144,0.0,0.0,0.17896896779278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459497808261235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SkylarThomas,2019/02/22,"Loneliness – The Dilemma of the Awakening Mind Today I wish to address to you a certain brand of loneliness. It is perhaps the most debilitating form of the condition. The state is sometimes referred to as “isolation” or the sense of being disconnected, apart, abandoned or simply “different” from everyone else you know. This situation is compounded when friends, coworkers and even family members begin seeing you differently. They’re not so much intrigued by your positive changes but rather disappointed by your shift in attitude and may even be concerned for your mental stability. These otherwise well-meaning souls are occasionally characterized as the “sleeping” and you may very well be part of the “awakening.” https://www.shift.is/2019/02/loneliness-the-dilemma-of-the-awakening-mind/",12.491987179487175,15.394779512820516,9.881271367521368,50.26754807692311,53.017094017094024,13.713247863247863,45.394230769230774,12.815532586354998,7.24081282051282,661,36,76,23,8,196,86,117,0.104,0.81,0.086,-0.3205,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,0,9,1,1,0,1,17,13,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,3,15,8,4,6,1,2,1,0,8,2,0,5,3,61,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976866874438997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904846902142902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610827975132593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468554982318141,0.0,0.0,0.17856500794388114,0.0,0.0,0.17616708334511108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443774934863751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270042632912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203559307623504,0.0,0.0,0.1883238708813756,0.0,0.3773765961322241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737304008330295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236507630078826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891345985937596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005290307699484,0.18700779844473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482201818769506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713360290807156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418966482600788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33604225337456894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148945448249083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Dank_boredom,2019/02/22,I'm curious about how girls see guys with certain attributes like weaknesses and characteristics Like are certain things a instant turn off are others something that make us not approachable that kind of thing ,8.087904761904763,11.230394171428578,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,64.42857142857143,9.23809523809524,37.38095238095238,9.725611199111238,4.2865238095238105,176,9,25,4,3,51,31,35,0.061,0.659,0.28,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844554449328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454254387045699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411398797947905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141933320478646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643303202216187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536694728701226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407474309775961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36080576878200266,0.0,0.0,0.3990068866856562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,restindioid,2019/02/22,"Fake loners Wtf is this “trend” Like ive met people who tell me that they dont talk to anyone and have little to no friends and everytime i used to ask them what they were doing, the answer would be: oh just hanging out with my friends. Like wtf, now ive been listening to music on youtube and rappers and rapping about being lonely??? What??? They are fucking famous and shit, yall never felt what WE TRULY LONELY PPL FELT! Sorry for the rant, but those kinds of people dont know what lonely is really like...",3.3960643564356445,4.967538643564357,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,73.45544554455445,6.238118811881187,21.53589108910891,6.6274283507984215,0.4410485148514853,397,9,78,3,8,127,74,101,0.209,0.705,0.086,-0.8947,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,4,0,3,12,2,0,2,0,14,2,1,1,1,17,22,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,3,11,6,10,14,0,6,0,3,0,1,14,3,2,0,5,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654925338806534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825670398004437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577499610888953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750124064605704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017565971034753,0.1805397406662684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336142198205165,0.1073246612813612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622218036532426,0.19572893842441486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061742016286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707749177049531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510589160039007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004593613058432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860787590048347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696434192907066,0.17068949854779933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866531891820655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872632475642896,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vortex1082,2019/02/22,No Friends It seems weird I guess to complain about having no friends. I mean I am married and have kids and very blessed with that. Here I am though 36 years old and no friends. I don’t know how to make any. My wife has plenty and goes out with her friend from time to time while I sit alone. Often spending time with the kids which is great but it would be nice to associate with someone in my age range. I spend most of my time at work which honestly feels like high school where it’s nothing but cliques and I’m hated it seems by all. ,1.4495698051948054,3.5002396875000024,1.5505519480519503,102.08081168831171,80.69642857142857,4.7870129870129885,20.89610389610389,5.565023196281405,-0.3862607142857142,423,12,101,2,11,125,78,112,0.121,0.685,0.194,0.8792,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,24,18,10,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,11,9,15,16,2,14,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,5,9,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720625684768238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635272342016913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865124504868714,0.12223267253352893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287605440946934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863649957461112,0.1884840870214621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689241663855796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077476686810576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403116094003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358999564254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420945583463005,0.0,0.0,0.18637622744278431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641734506241922,0.0,0.17953890285789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731606322728739,0.0,0.311522965324148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449710495675514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681032286763756,0.0,0.3990752205412366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117403117763688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456161324177716,0.0,0.0,0.1215433360240887,0.0,0.0,0.11018170708378773 lonely,ChoppedSuey64,2019/02/22,"I just want to make someone happy. 16M, high school kid who’s never really been in a legitimate relationship. I need to vent off right now. I’m really just hopeless in finding a gf. I’m actually pretty a pretty good looking guy, just a bit of a baby face and highish voice. I also can be very charismatic and I’m extremely nice, I wouldn’t harm a fly. But I’m just not attractive. There’s just so many dudes out there who are just simply better. They have cars, and nice houses, and a new fucking outfit for every day, loads of sexual experience, and better social skills than me. What do I have? All I fucking have is a humongous heart that NOBODY wants me to give to them. I can’t have people over my house, I’m almost 17 and I just got my fucking learners permit for driving, and I’m just not somebody anyone wants to commit to. I always try to be as positive and confident as I can, but it’s so fucking difficult when nothing goes good for me. I just want dig a hole and bury myself and hope somebody will give enough of a shit to dig me out.",1.9087209302325585,3.8723691162790663,4.079709302325587,84.96002906976747,78.76744186046511,6.904651162790699,22.377906976744185,7.908726449838941,1.165795348837209,820,25,166,14,20,282,124,215,0.073,0.7709999999999999,0.156,0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,2,3,16,17,5,0,10,0,15,7,3,2,3,39,36,18,0,7,13,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,2,20,9,23,30,3,15,0,1,1,4,11,8,5,2,5,106,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.11860017769230012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169928435603193,0.0,0.0,0.09719112627047513,0.10112647169165563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497977491172644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497484523514065,0.13268423851924954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837972282231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255776661661439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239809015529593,0.0,0.0,0.11888409898602223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108036610945796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494268886506235,0.0,0.23317400673189664,0.0,0.20387480891056955,0.09720227257104716,0.0,0.0,0.12033830042754258,0.0,0.12937577581436865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440190129050609,0.0,0.12840791229257453,0.0,0.12071121902377575,0.0,0.280469079032318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205840281260542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112524796392515,0.12321694611085104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011632009928436,0.0937349282082856,0.11737881430044275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661566718490927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425674614607348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728863556120256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571627445106492,0.0,0.0,0.13048261097027758,0.0,0.10378983154924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299944105387706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475345693986704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388915646558538,0.10297581980240933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251397368519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002787221220612,0.28673687787106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SiriasLee,2019/02/22,"Afraid of even trying to make friends My life is fucked up, on many levels, and partially restrains me from being totally free of hanging out with people. I am very capable of interacting with others, but eventually there will be a moment when they want to know about me and it will either lead to them ditching me or me being afraid to ""stain"" them if they are actually nice and end up being evasive out of fear. Aside online acquaintances I barely speak with people. I'm so alone it pains me, but I can't ignore this need to reach out to others",3.743228511530397,5.7611753773584935,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,73.52830188679245,7.352620545073376,23.09853249475891,8.167268648758528,1.3416029350104828,434,12,81,7,9,141,74,106,0.122,0.7490000000000001,0.128,-0.5043,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,5,9,1,3,1,0,10,3,0,2,1,22,16,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,13,4,21,10,2,12,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,3,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.2672614801864929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836508286393192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257104029550236,0.0,0.0,0.18089116898048974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081843488227176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159434372167124,0.2531920647876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051396713088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344527882545384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281299634800247,0.27766521132103983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307407263065333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142120519271064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797394427033671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594244268661853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259747011095083,0.16153795865866175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MDAsasageru,2019/02/22,I feel different I feel completly different from everyone around me and I feel like nobody understands me in the slightest or cares enough to anyway I can easily start a conversation and maintain it but everytime I do it always seems off and I still feel like even when I am talking to someone i’m still alone,4.5872881355932185,6.805739254237295,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,71.71186440677965,10.143728813559322,30.444067796610174,10.355215969177356,3.7011803389830495,252,11,44,8,5,83,41,59,0.044,0.8009999999999999,0.155,0.6369,2,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,6,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757650500212754,0.0,0.0,0.16676696433767574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841786316483288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434334732398152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013840792896785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187961746702495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070892598625677,0.0,0.13237668588116505,0.0,0.0,0.1915115858084502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40535706652096665,0.2863626986194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958319018446124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245644798385502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981671150352548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185955717653212,0.0,0.3201141616257843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610914232565286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864612612466835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DumbAss30,2019/02/22,Really want to die. I can't live alone. I need someone who understand me. Loneliness is slowly killing me. ,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,107.0,8.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,3.0049999999999994,84,4,15,3,4,28,18,20,0.426,0.449,0.125,-0.8759,0,1,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842967039077703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38509212716254376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105127111354451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276446357573737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751294510065442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377046302784287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439012087901136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862769466708824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885536300495112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway18473293,2019/02/22,"God has answered my prayer I’m not a great writer but I will try my best 9 months ago I met a girl in class (I was a junior in high school) in a class who I thought was beautiful and we slowly became friends over the course of a couple months and I liked her the entire time and eventually worked up the courage to tell her how I felt and I got the usual sorry but I just like you as a friend shpeal and I was already a druggie at that point and that just intensified it, I was dropping acid and drinking in broad daylight at school hoping to get in trouble and I did, I got caught with some vodka in class and only got some in school suspension and we didn’t talk much after that. Over the summer I was super depressed and got arrested in late July DUI even though I wasn’t driving the car but luckily I didn’t get charged and I decided to get my act cleaned up and started to get ready for my senior year which went totally normal for me, a few people I talk to while everybody likes me as a “school friend” where they just talk to me at school and never outside of it. But sometime in October I got a snap from the girl from the previous year just saying hey and I responded and we had a streak going for a while and stuff like that nothing serious, when a couple of days ago I decided to just say hey to her on snap after not talking for a few days which she responded to near instantly. We kept talking for the next few hours and it got personal and eventually she just asked if I wanted to fuck which totally caught me off guard and my heart skipped a beat. We didn’t fuck unfortunately but we talked more and she asked me to take her out to eat yesterday and I’m gonna do the same today and I am still in shock of how this has turned out. I have been on this sub for about 6 months but I think it’s time I leave, you guys are gonna be fine just put your head down and be a good person and god will reward you with what you want. TLDR: Girl that previously rejected me likes me out of the blue",2.810287887828164,4.02757908830549,4.020142452267304,89.56155019391409,74.34606205250597,7.433204057279237,23.594943317422434,7.972316293177498,0.991339439140812,1574,44,352,23,32,515,198,419,0.087,0.735,0.177,0.9923,0,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,6,5,1,5,15,23,2,0,27,0,22,6,2,2,3,72,55,40,0,5,16,0,1,5,3,4,0,2,1,6,17,36,2,2,6,2,0,8,7,7,0,0,25,5,56,16,57,24,11,65,0,2,1,2,45,29,2,4,32,241,73,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141139526742754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785199029263545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884984337787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354614070561436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761746549290124,0.0,0.10268416714661018,0.0,0.06856826955163522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798782564081075,0.0,0.08146125299538577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258187902599026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643841137402345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184520254585066,0.1471969537931403,0.1663724683002966,0.0,0.04524439108306269,0.0667733764592876,0.3820299706727521,0.08777068136488253,0.0,0.07882675333806352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170317685714633,0.0,0.0,0.0943386367093838,0.0,0.08411269556725258,0.0,0.07907103102933898,0.07840014903417877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980393157881505,0.08429585568160539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944679552838112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063264259461704,0.0,0.058522760293631765,0.0,0.06140040235556207,0.0,0.08466650019883899,0.0,0.07800123073820629,0.07638826873804362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060547251270564234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519178617221225,0.1390253570857175,0.0,0.0,0.0752575040352426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003038064807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266186760579646,0.0,0.4028495735034724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873666230888339,0.08911725830830372,0.0563486087031454,0.0,0.06357692069819458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113479317657236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059857068368531774,0.38392665627254174,0.06958294649696756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101109161801494,0.07821675526122822,0.06320171773406458,0.09284285941939588,0.0,0.07546129412765618,0.0,0.0,0.05405019538681536,0.08659318969483297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767954271109171,0.0,0.09391248282785213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379958315343202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795727598208266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025328982089694 lonely,roronoazoro3369,2019/02/22,An other lonely night. It sucks being in a relationship but hardly ever see that person we see each other once a week and it really sucks we hardly talk because of work schedules but seriously shouldn't I be able to see her more often than that especially being only 25mins apart but I can't just show up at her house seeing as she hasn't told her family about which is odd,6.847799999999999,6.219009746666671,7.770500000000002,72.74775000000002,64.86666666666667,10.166666666666668,25.41666666666667,9.516144504307137,1.973066666666666,301,5,56,5,4,102,58,75,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8674,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,14,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,6,8,0,8,9,2,8,0,1,4,0,10,4,2,1,4,42,15,1,0.1982976557015729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088041038338156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937158233711248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693738175603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552714997592228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880887072672476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608891682433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111805315868025,0.0,0.1508143027956368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731458642614738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703455594409893,0.0,0.0,0.21289747139750512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320702316404886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938414427122813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189481907882198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906241827359766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436305506442598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluebells89,2019/02/23,It's nice to know a subreddit like this exist! It gives me hope. :) Hope everyone is doing okay at the very least.,-0.7389130434782629,1.2947576086956545,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,103.34782608695652,5.778260869565218,14.445652173913045,7.1686216300943375,0.19553043478260929,87,2,19,2,4,29,21,23,0.0,0.495,0.505,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36114061295359456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625572437309865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507651040536132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077075197552346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846437978399084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118424528274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nmras,2019/02/23,"Life always hits you...with a hammer I don't know how to start this properly, but here I go, the past few weeks I've realized that I was surrounded by people who only cared about me if I was in a worst position than them, I lost a lot of friends growing up because in my country a lot of people used to leave, and I always tried to keep up, have new friends, keep the old ones, but these people in particular always stayed with me because it was easy for them to make me feel like I'm worse than they are. Once a girl told me: No, you're not that ugly, you have traits that skinny people wish we could have (But they're getting wasted on you) and when she was younger she couldn't help but throw herself at anyone who show any interest in me, you know, she's always better than me I've been told that I would never get raped because that doesn't happen to people like me (And I have been...) Even my parents ignored me when I tried to talk about these things with them I had relationships with people that never say that I'm their girlfriend, the last one actually wanted me to give him money for everything, when I tried to talk about any problem or anything at all, he used to tell me, oh no, I don't want to hear that crap, you and your toxic people or your emo stuff There's this guy who was my friend for a long time who said so many times that I was nothing, that I meant nothing, he said that the only reason I was good at makeup it's because being so ugly I had no choice, not because I have any talent at all. I always tried to emphasize with these people, put myself into their positions to say these things and to forgive, forget and try to remember the good in them. But it hit me, I don't want these people commenting any of these things anymore. A guy last year told me that he couldn't be my friend because I didn't trust him, and I didn't trust him, every time I saw him he tried to make a move, to kiss me, I said no many times but he keep pushing so I stopped watching him and he said that, how could he? How could any of there people say any of that shit and keep calling themselves my friends? My ""friend"" let me stay at his house when I came to this country and then said: well, you're homeless, might as well start asking for money on the subway The girl from te beginning is always competing with all of her friends to make sure she gets the best at everything, the other day, a friend we have in common said she was engaged and she called me excited but I could actually hear the sparks on her brain full of anger because it wasn't her. Also I saw a tweet of her saying that her entire teenage years she was always wearing sweaters, hoodies and oversized clothes because she didn't want attention from men sexualizing her, and it was bullshit, she was the first person I saw wearing a cleavage, and it's fine, I don't get it, also, she stole that from me, because not only I didn't want any attention because I'm fucking ugly but because I used to self-harm so bad I couldn't show my arms. I know that no one will read this because it's too long. I need to stop talking to these people, And I get scared because I am lonely, I'm also an introvert and have a lot of fun being alone, but it is scary, I needed to say a few things about these people, I need it to get it out of my system, I'm scared, I hope I make it through :) It's gonna be a long, lonely journey.",8.027009523809525,5.140206920000004,7.872285714285713,80.18138095238095,64.08571428571429,10.59047619047619,33.904761904761905,8.021203637495839,2.3148476190476184,2644,74,576,22,30,852,260,700,0.138,0.7,0.161,0.9739,1,5,0,0,1,0,75.0,2,6,7,5,26,43,5,2,26,0,51,11,7,11,6,99,116,44,0,20,15,1,1,2,9,4,1,13,0,6,52,26,1,7,11,3,2,8,23,14,2,4,35,18,103,29,74,63,11,62,0,3,4,3,93,21,3,8,32,381,155,1,0.0,0.0,0.08633172435757497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045812934087620605,0.0,0.10612139483830227,0.257642779060248,0.0,0.0,0.2105637701879572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043868098685958125,0.030929340269126082,0.0,0.0364006941255905,0.0,0.04135268378119552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693342171122167,0.3505391209087503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046420702357985205,0.039121250582783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937961177653069,0.09033542425833246,0.050591746683231235,0.045099363736283066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126853716990967,0.0,0.0,0.028527177435917574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029216044392641218,0.0,0.03726893106755881,0.0,0.07950907425483006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02236596643040833,0.03160067522302902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037625294909863764,0.0,0.0,0.2733997363938046,0.040893486654939436,0.1386621829501048,0.04243314484898186,0.025139119462570136,0.07420251870104602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759694280663917,0.039115852353268636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970953998325592,0.0,0.029649020946523868,0.0,0.0,0.043934199300546435,0.0,0.05103993032089065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572683328422411,0.0,0.0,0.0729293105383625,0.07211299212843772,0.0,0.04683726613292286,0.0,0.045232114206318313,0.03124368030548186,0.043220854939091786,0.0,0.0,0.1174367105352844,0.0,0.0,0.04828647858085257,0.11281812644066425,0.0,0.0,0.1181057681689495,0.08969237344165283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692513049027569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701358808484088,0.0,0.09839653015252828,0.0682317526180247,0.042721333301436966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488715473346134,0.0,0.04641599043459427,0.04710761249371485,0.08992201584800334,0.10092552113431592,0.0,0.0,0.049116461832950965,0.0,0.04222622026052171,0.3679942302829063,0.038623296462184833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232582582156997,0.0,0.04446724227216135,0.0,0.0,0.04424582583118799,0.0,0.0,0.045479770614518834,0.0,0.04749060677197467,0.050108335431266825,0.0,0.2524591563126405,0.17588268663898726,0.08857161207137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614555835453845,0.0,0.04540541703541829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261790121729723,0.09429480896871234,0.0,0.07396296775411994,0.0,0.0,0.05063718171510837,0.0,0.0,0.04168988534300416,0.0,0.0,0.10666049255897282,0.0386623394120499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754803239325885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317246749573472,0.0,0.0,0.1268020336535915,0.0,0.1801913058761091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461154662478358,0.0,0.0,0.13045137023181969,0.0,0.03548173075445605,0.0,0.07954309677295494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050866750842593234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507807778058979,0.03142246183128451,0.0,0.0,0.05697030538407995 lonely,omac76,2019/02/23,"I really need some help... Today is my High Schools annual winter ball. It’s like homecoming, just a smaller, watered down version of it. As soon as the dance started, more and more of my pals started branching off and having fun. Im not mad at them, but it just feels like I’m not important enough to stay around. I’m currently writing this in one of the schools bathroom stalls, since I was just about having a small little mental breakdown. Everybody else seems to be having a lot of fun, but all I’m feeling is lonely. I came with my two best friends, and they already found dance partners. I was going to ask someone to dance, but I couldn’t make the courage to ask, and when I was about to, she was already walking away. What does everyone else have that I don’t? Now, I’m usually not that sad of a guy. I know I have friends, and I have a group that I hang out with regularly. I like to think that I’m not that antisocial, but lately I’ve been having some doubts, and tonight may have answered that question for me. I don’t care if I have a girlfriend or not (not right this second, at least) but I still somehow feel like I’m never going to find someone. Another thing that my friends do is talk to people over Snapchat. I mean, it’s not like I don’t do it either, I talk to some people over snap a lot, but they do it religiously, and then rub it in my face that I don’t talk to as many girls as they do. They even compare my snap score to theirs. They make me feel obsolete and inferior, like I’m not how a normal teenage boy is supposed to act like. I’ve been telling myself that I am who I am, and I like who I am, but I’m lying to myself. I don’t like the person I am now. I want to change, but for some reason it’s hard. I just can’t. I’m not a super mopey person either. I don’t really act sad when I am actually sad. I don’t try to hard to hide it, because I want people to ask how I am. And I really want to tell someone all my problems and just vent it all out, but I know that won’t really help me change as a person. My parents talk to me all the time about how “I’m not growing as a person” and “I’m not acting like how a boy my age should act” and that “I don’t have something that defines me” and I hate to hear it and I block it out but I know that they’re totally right. I’m a shell of a person right now. My friends had been sticking with me for no reason. They’re more social, more talented, better looking than me, I just don’t understand. And don’t think I’m suicidal. I want to live long enough to better myself, and look in the mirror and see myself and smile. I want to make it. Anyway, sorry I vented on here. I bet there’s an r/vent somewhere on this app. Thanks for reading this if you had the time.",1.8000604779947549,3.0620101267123303,3.5412314194112504,91.80493442145149,77.01369863013699,6.4770620810259425,22.87073739434567,7.037575079466222,0.5537646895948711,2110,61,488,22,47,707,222,584,0.08800000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.189,0.996,2,2,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,1,7,4,26,33,2,1,22,0,49,2,1,9,6,112,99,45,1,12,32,1,7,10,7,3,0,1,0,10,34,27,1,1,18,5,1,13,26,9,0,3,11,11,73,24,63,83,22,58,0,5,3,0,44,22,0,15,32,333,107,3,0.0,0.0,0.06746235710422945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257662570435818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249038979457154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154167844968383,0.19388581946380468,0.0,0.06495130590464866,0.0,0.0,0.04214191165124701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254922852073817,0.122282361290434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906800209699255,0.07048415641390357,0.0,0.14626388941966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060497428464841276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550097005658105,0.0,0.0,0.1428626082027552,0.0,0.045660693902645134,0.0,0.0,0.0660580965613523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981982410636495,0.0987750935125949,0.0,0.0,0.06318492494325592,0.0,0.0,0.075799105151448,0.21364325554772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857803221654215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845103906860325,0.0,0.0,0.12385646365341504,0.068253029183731,0.0,0.0,0.07791620801164548,0.0,0.09267475444371427,0.07304120957191994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467386691185694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397856877099576,0.0,0.07798332632897266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377415164527836,0.06928790954577335,0.061044367875658576,0.061179188857336364,0.11610607252029916,0.0,0.0,0.11754623290424125,0.0,0.0,0.1384374093227045,0.07008847525835116,0.0,0.07530445384451498,0.0,0.0,0.06966827706467134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126012022705147,0.05331846311674808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773417737708466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684528342902182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676233302480205,0.0,0.0,0.14378120187207394,0.3018147312432096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614949481327319,0.0,0.0,0.07744308477638089,0.0,0.06915019304449323,0.0,0.17714959822762485,0.14215736099546122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711373159815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992950731533335,0.055088843127468964,0.06293470762240974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718627884557194,0.0,0.0,0.0704708431087426,0.17572464891159953,0.05322079467554131,0.0,0.07738703767218183,0.0978632419188558,0.0736849648615203,0.05520849328792763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561862418654983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226107622186272,0.12084793011188265,0.06364698335632775,0.0,0.0,0.04592788686444065,0.08859332846810912,0.0,0.0,0.08062224978494882,0.0,0.06552856452614172,0.0,0.0,0.0469357404613796,0.0,0.06753141572826203,0.07196831402399304,0.0,0.0,0.0761385639960907,0.0,0.20387770518434872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PleasantLeave,2019/02/23,"Is it wrong to be attracted to someone who's mentally ill because they're mentally ill? I was in the psychiatric hospital recently, and there was this girl that I was attracted to for reasons that confuse me. She wasn't that physically attractive, at least not at first, but I found that after listening to some of her problems I could relate very well, and ended up liking her. She attempted to commit suicide by overdosing, while I was there for much less serious reasons (I told my brother about some research I'd been doing). She wasn't very charismatic, she mostly just sat alone, and she loved to self-deprecate. She's gay so there was no point in trying anything (not like I would either way because I'm a pussy), she wasn't the only one however. My ex-girlfriend used to self-harm too, and she went really fucking deep, we were together because we were going through the exact same thing at the exact same time, eventually though she ended up getting worse so we had no choice but to break things off, I have no idea where she is now. Is it wrong to be attracted to someone who's mentally ill because they're mentally ill? People love to say that girls only like guys who have their shit together, but speaking from personal experience that's not true, I think that's only applicable to people who actually live stable lives, so I'm thinking the reverse logic could apply too. I'd personally love to be with someone who has issues, because I do as well so we could support each other, I find it really hard to care about people who aren't fucked in the head.",6.544033333333331,6.9429378700000015,7.0760000000000005,74.01633333333334,65.3,10.533333333333337,33.66666666666667,10.380263240014207,3.545466666666667,1251,51,224,29,18,411,162,300,0.163,0.667,0.17,0.8184,1,1,0,0,0,3,34.0,4,0,1,2,17,23,3,1,7,0,28,12,2,3,4,42,47,14,1,5,8,1,1,3,0,1,4,3,0,5,20,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,10,8,2,2,16,4,31,15,34,24,10,24,0,0,0,6,36,12,3,4,11,161,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.08852753348885943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939563315072111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465305928267826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765037907900519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249289211352896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729245966579674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606981737750088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887394627821139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291446962434221,0.07716455520719404,0.0,0.0994674379573331,0.0,0.16773437742663286,0.04739633136447242,0.0,0.05155704363984116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982493220820315,0.0,0.0,0.08126537305055108,0.0,0.09310268419800798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240940823283713,0.0,0.0946858641262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296047466362906,0.0,0.16021104371047296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456291991762873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36568901507102336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668805644534916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061472761634322526,0.20698503403204152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867700018445527,0.1584226515316302,0.0,0.0,0.08575768900607507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868047288698432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623235284682085,0.1865461136611337,0.08957293066559305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214247391632142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927700068509415,0.0,0.09312056737173068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230594814783968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923060166299136,0.10294553891079987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053781447874767,0.11625666800720715,0.08912982510841083,0.0,0.05289830673094572,0.0,0.0,0.08668479143873256,0.0,0.061591463949288834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835109366448666,0.0,0.14970345076400596,0.0,0.07200760521299568,0.0,0.0,0.16313248034313108,0.084096354004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244923740445182,0.06444335643175111,0.1983714514302924,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bebeq114,2019/02/23,Do my friends not like me? I've known them for years. All of a sudden they barely want to hang out with me. I go to a different school than them so I almost never see them. I'm always the one asking to hang out and they're always too busy or hanging out with someone else. Why don't they care about me as much as I care about them :( they're literally like my only friends I've been feeling so lonely lately and I've even tried telling them but they dont seem to care,0.7345544554455437,2.6351615148514895,2.251970297029704,96.90627227722773,82.36633663366338,4.832079207920792,18.020792079207922,5.6839178017228535,-0.5601413861386138,367,8,86,2,10,119,62,101,0.145,0.7909999999999999,0.064,-0.7844,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,8,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,17,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,2,16,7,16,13,2,11,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,3,6,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799214020281955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990127126088641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797452537426386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495805973585898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772509998563944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058108993288305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009777929486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867551852581246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085051445664463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776373064514466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211505696692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268442937356115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556303317767308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208388616115607,0.0,0.13857862674778418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217543542654256,0.13665309366930795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184356629703616,0.14317997525571524,0.16357195701590524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522404504832571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570463515006722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219894587787791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597864513488556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621313032099746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570663778380093 lonely,vespertilionize,2019/02/23,"Lonely I'm so lonely I'm about to die. I'm surrounded by people but noone of them is able to move my heart by an inch. I feel so empty and cold, I want a friend whose company I actually enjoy, I'm tired of pretending to like people just for the sake of being with someone. I feel helpless and don't know what to do, it feels like everyone was made to get perfectly along with each other and I'm just a crack in the system. I don't know what to do, it's not like I'm not trying to fit in, but my attempts don't seem to work. I just want a real friend",1.7543089430894303,2.4464387398373972,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,76.23577235772358,7.417886178861789,20.98373983739837,7.793537801064563,0.5647008130081295,427,9,103,6,9,150,68,123,0.141,0.623,0.236,0.9359,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,10,0,0,6,0,8,2,1,1,1,25,24,7,1,2,7,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,9,7,20,21,1,8,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,62,15,1,0.20134088235108927,0.0,0.19647965740321446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896004825461714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238984136042386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054119992000028,0.1438379665814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111109325135967,0.0,0.10519230098998153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858991500459284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213033668423857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950949549878303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905136110994726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399349425585487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791688332818563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291700032443361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329317745773385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059547624021898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314117258222789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669724275376532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751213794611425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657856030992836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gerard_Wayyy_,2019/02/23,"If any of you guys need someone to talk to, I'm here I've been doing this for a while now on various social media sites, but if any of you guys are struggling, or simply need someone to hear you out, I'm here. I'd be happy to help any of you, and it could be about anything :)",5.028633879781418,3.0825848688524617,6.267868852459017,86.34092896174866,69.1639344262295,8.789071038251366,28.53005464480875,6.42735559955562,1.1711267759562831,211,5,51,1,3,72,41,61,0.053,0.765,0.182,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,11,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,2,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550445918810532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355100201467944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808713661627368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441708791873769,0.0,0.23744068775138236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513933650716127,0.0,0.14950559691834975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307772399788213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273712086436833,0.3779787880959855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331801078174586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792790014482645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heuum,2019/02/23,"Leaving something you enjoy I came back from a trip to New York today, back to the UK. There is 1 girl who I had never known well but I am aware now I really really like her. Although we go to the same college, I realise I won't be seeing her anymore as we don't share any classes or friends, I've had a similar problem before. It seems I always have to leave things as soon as they make me happy and it really hurts me deep down, I've been sat at home the whole day just feeling lonely, I'm scared it will continue and I don't know why I have to feel lonely, am I emotionally sensitive or can someone help me with this as I'm sure if this feeling goes away it will happen again. Thanks",5.051027397260274,4.244823383561645,6.237089041095892,82.85097602739727,68.58904109589042,9.217808219178082,29.20890410958904,8.472884824447931,1.8826328767123282,538,16,118,7,8,182,99,146,0.145,0.674,0.181,0.7736,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,1,0,8,13,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,1,2,22,29,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,5,1,0,5,4,19,8,14,20,2,17,0,3,1,0,11,4,0,4,11,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468655465678056,0.0,0.0,0.11007530987517512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052885957194188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520796500763784,0.2489319136208864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377371442149763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513306120128928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104391013008734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820789178320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455349006575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250582690076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199291281937744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431387125848837,0.17231074326034432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108496234451428,0.0,0.1623660926859074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732822849269724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895803101247504,0.0,0.0,0.3427881828939324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908018310487668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804767496738116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484203512873465,0.15633244019458034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548851387022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110889981470721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205739822520646,0.0,0.1289872754558175,0.14735790419558356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714963204128494,0.1246133502369476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255800798906458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902565579600818,0.0,0.0,0.10753743694307656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343126707525934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553813584665712,0.0,0.14606005504474967,0.18071905196961974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,iespies,2019/02/23,"Lonely Hi I'm an 18 and I never experienced something like a group of friends. I always tried so damn hard to fit with a group but it just never worked out. I don't see anyone from my high school anymore. So I also failed in making friends there. Uni gave me more hope but nothing worked out. I'm still lonely as fuck. It makes me feel so empty. It just feels like I missed out on so much fun stuff like parties or just hanging out. It also makes me really insecure. When I'm talking to people or when I'm with a group of people I dont know what to say or how to act. Because I just never experienced it. I really wanna meet new people and talk to people. The only problem is I dont know how. I have a boyfriend and he is like the only person I see. He has friends and when he does things with them it just makes me sad as shit. I don't wanna hurt him at all, but it's so difficult to listen to something you never experienced. I just shut down and I dont know how to react. I also have a lot of issues with myself and my family and together it just puts me in a darker place. It feels like I will never make friends. Like they just don't like me as a person. And it hurts so bad. It just feels like everyone is better of without me and I will be lonely forever. 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I truly dread going to work on mondays because my coworkers always ask me about my weekends. I noticed how everyone starts their sentences with „We“. „We went to the movies, we took a hike“ and everyone knows that the other person involved is their SO. I wanna fit in so I’ll at least make up a few friends and talk about some event that never happened. I feel so ashamed. It’s just lovely. I don’t wanna be the only one that always talks in first person singular. So do you think its a good idea to just make something up? I’d have to document my lies to make sure I don’t contradict myself later on. Or is this just pathetic? Is it better to embrace my loneliness? 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Any person I try to connect seems to just act like I am not some werid fuck. I just keep getting the same advice “focus on you”. My mind goes into dark places when I do. 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I'm tired... tired of my day to day life, tired of feeling trapped as a single parent, tired of being single, tired of feeling sorry for myself. Everytime I try to change, and make myself feel better, it's always fleeting. How many times have I said I was going to change, start going to the gym, start eating better, start putting myself out there, just to end up right back where I started. Tired. Lonely. I don't know what happens, everything is going good I'm feeling better then out of left field I'm invaded with tiredness. I don't want to rely on others but I can't pull through this alone. I have to be strong for my son, I have to be there for him. I know that. How do I find someone that would be interested in me? I don't drink, I don't go to clubs, or bars, i don't attend parties, not that I would be invited to one. My day to day life mainly consists of going to work, or spending the day with my son. We hang out, go to the park, the mall, etc. But it's just us. On our own. I don't want to be a bad parent, so I'm not going to try and pick a girl up with him present. That to me is not really an option. If he is with his mom, I don't really know what to do. I hate doing stuff alone and I don't really have any friends. I was with my ex wife for 7 years, it was just me and her, we didn't really have any friends, and the ones I did have, i have lost touch with mainly because of her. I don't know, I'm just tired of not knowing what to do. Where do I meet women that would be interested in me? I don't really fit in with people where I live. Most of the people here are into fishing, hunting, and riding 4 wheelers. That's not me. I like playing board games, video games, reading books, watching movies, listening to music. I don't like dogs. That seems to be a huge mark against me, but I'm not going to lie and say I do like them. Just thinking about everything. Sorry for rambling on. If you read all of this I thank you for your time and your patience. Any insight or advice would be greatly appreciated. If the formatting is off I apologize, I'm typing this on my phone at work. 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I found myself getting pushed around to an extent where I couldn't handle how crowded it was, so I went to stand on the side to get space. Some guy turned to me, grabbed my ass and said, ""hey can I buy you some water?"" Not in a nice way where its like ""you look really drunk, let me get you some water"" (I was dead sober), it was in a mocking way and I took it as ""you're only worth buying water for and nothing else."" He proceeded to turn to his friend group and laugh with them about his stupid line for like 5 minutes. My ""friends"" all saw the whole interaction and ignored it and kept dancing amongst themselves. I left and went home alone. Writing this now makes it seem like it wasn't that big of a deal, but in the moment I realized how insanely lonely and worthless i really am",6.405927835051546,5.314535675257732,6.0873402061855675,85.97286597938147,65.95876288659794,9.203298969072165,30.74020618556701,7.908726449838941,1.7733707216494845,747,22,164,7,10,232,117,194,0.127,0.787,0.086,-0.8441,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,1,10,17,2,0,11,0,11,6,1,3,1,31,27,16,1,1,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,1,11,13,5,2,3,3,3,6,3,7,0,1,12,4,22,10,22,13,7,28,0,3,2,1,20,12,1,5,10,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578203867906225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530377572676016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758127617739472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511452206592498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758460292910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972802674830298,0.0,0.15433303594330142,0.4349947426372871,0.0,0.2206195272223096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937178614211207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411909769369811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293314073294215,0.14393380284593185,0.0,0.2063006159272192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820062141702327,0.0,0.0,0.11966676223659475,0.0,0.0,0.09395654309379113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506035709305214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705221512020613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034536988253053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338923574874525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814009445314647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207667194111089,0.0,0.13342139440986242,0.0,0.15638646011385635,0.0,0.3062068905401423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234530727190409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914500833184951,0.0,0.15715041901067026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheRock172001,2019/02/23,Their discord They actually ban lonely people who have already enough problems. Sad server. And the admin is just mocking you.,5.171428571428573,8.811710904761911,5.120952380952383,70.81571428571431,82.8095238095238,4.704761904761905,30.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,2.436352380952381,103,5,12,1,3,32,21,21,0.536,0.464,0.0,-0.946,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.453326644681085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512634399065358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799967686193049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220554029964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445046069872641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Galax1an,2019/02/23,"Too concerned about finding a relationship, lately I don't really know why or when it started. I guess sometime around Valentines, which kind of explains it a little. I dunno why. Recently I felt like I've just been very empty in terms of like, concerning myself with finding a relationship. Everyone I know is okay with it, my parents aren't rushing me (especially because I did just get out of one a few months ago and I'm in no real hurry) but I still feel like I *need* to. I don't want to wait any longer to find ""the one"" but maybe it's clinging to that ideology that's harming me in the long run. It's kind of silly to even think about things like that, but I don't know. I'm starting to think recently all this is just me trying to cope with how....empty I guess? I feel without that kind of driving romance to really keep me happy. Sure, I've got things that make me happy, and I have lots of friends and people I'm close to and I'm not really *alone*, but I feel alone. I just keep wondering when, if ever, that I'm going to fall in love again, because I just feel empty without it. And dating sites feel...awkward I guess? Mostly because I haven't really found much success, if any, so it makes me a little self-conscious that I'm just kind of undesirable. I'm sure that's not the case, but it's just kinda gut wrenching. Silly, I know, but whatever. Maybe it's just because I felt like I could always talk to her, when I was with her. She was always someone I talked to, so I guess that's part of why I feel this way right now. It's my first big breakup so I guess I'm just feeling the burn hard. Dawning on it though, it also made me realize I just wanted someone who listened to me. Even though she was always available to talk late into our relationship she started to detest the things I'd do. I'd take maybe like, an hour or so (not that long) to play a game and she'd get furious that I hadn't messaged her in that long. She said she had issues with it in past relationships but after a while it felt like she was just getting on my case very quickly and suddenly. I'm getting a bit off topic, but my point is I'm probably just looking for something that feels good for once. Someone that actually cares about my interests and doesn't think they're dumb or stupid and tries to get me to like her things instead. Someone that's actually willing to listen and like...I guess *try* to keep the relationship together? It always felt like I was the one trying to mend arguments back together, and not the other way around. I'm trying to find ways to word this that don't make me look like a complete asshole, so I hope the point gets across. I've never really had someone that wanted to get to know me more, I guess. It never felt like she wanted me to open up to her, to talk about things with her too much. Early on in our relationship sure, but I honestly felt her getting frustrated with me later on. Especially when we'd do calls and she'd say that I talk way too much and it kind of stung a lot. I do talk a lot but it's just because I think a lot, and I like talking about those things because it's just kind of satisfying to get them out in the open. I got a bit off topic from my original intent, but getting it out of my head helps me understand the picture a little more, I guess. I'm just kind of lonely for love, especially because it's closing up on a year since we broke up somewhat soon. I haven't really met anyone since then, and I'm just a little concerned that she was it, she was the last person I'll ever have a relationship with, and I really wish I didn't worry about this so much. It's so minor, and I probably have bigger things to worry about, but I'm just worrying about things like this instead. I just kind of wish I wouldn't worry so much about trying to meet that ""one"" person, and worrying so much about all of these things. It really makes me feel ridiculous, because I just kind of feel like I'm a bit in over myself and that all this worrying is just me being dumb and I have to wait to find that one person. But the wait is killing me, and I don't really know what to do. I keep thinking that I have to start meeting people, that it's because I'm so passive about the whole thing, about not really forcing it just so I don't make myself even more upset by jumping into a relationship head first because I think it'll make me happy (when it really doesn't) that I'm not really finding anyone or something like that. It makes me think about like, 30 different outcomes. I'll sit here worrying ""are my interests too out there for people to really get interested? Are they too specific, too choosy, am I just not really a viable choice for anyone"", etc. They're really, really stupid thoughts, but I can't help but have them run through my head. Again, sorry for rambling on a bit. Just kinda sucks. I already feel a bit better getting it out in the open though so that's something.",3.5513055911108684,4.636445328031812,4.845355538004847,84.86893692638691,72.35984095427436,7.858253220403607,25.609847762738642,8.264916657526436,1.4848194286336767,3864,119,804,59,73,1284,299,1006,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9984,3,4,3,0,0,0,123.0,4,0,3,4,81,61,9,1,38,1,51,6,4,10,10,194,163,65,1,12,53,1,17,16,1,3,0,4,0,3,79,44,0,7,41,2,0,7,27,13,0,7,26,23,110,48,116,129,28,103,0,2,2,2,61,47,3,25,60,539,189,1,0.0,0.0,0.05824759570480152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02645523133170384,0.0,0.0,0.061819528861346174,0.032934001973498765,0.0238665301319548,0.09933161910483433,0.0,0.0,0.040590386996052885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260362760566889,0.0,0.0,0.05313562939690622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022948476640669808,0.0,0.18192849593861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026394918025429943,0.1629115999665669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030474436304708082,0.0,0.030428321975527736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031291251805470516,0.0,0.0,0.0238282992147823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311810122812111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332843590781027,0.05913577035114954,0.05399187856034516,0.0,0.028517572366984205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599229980263994,0.04264164461179856,0.1719316397493773,0.0,0.16366326885288734,0.050771207976952094,0.0,0.03272280884602002,0.023057684515408884,0.0,0.18710940461631706,0.0,0.016961241973640843,0.025032039738224387,0.04773853449861951,0.0,0.2630154863559527,0.0,0.0,0.09530965336976427,0.026734691500492614,0.0,0.09188679433071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400081012625988,0.0,0.0,0.029642191181924,0.02939069057415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03114976615314,0.0,0.1061081813983164,0.033018371138667985,0.27970484821932484,0.09841010420859808,0.02432714301618267,0.06733149357215132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478676602089808,0.11964758765299775,0.0,0.07923397901597518,0.05012350487981068,0.0,0.0,0.10149045697069828,0.053871414248445916,0.028239462400961805,0.1394494306736982,0.0,0.0899480363749177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02382148963087941,0.0,0.1316342655358123,0.02212922055296541,0.04603563255916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031783277671918776,0.10111657993341276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03313863857794029,0.03231854199436257,0.02848982600752324,0.062070980588891725,0.07817685238619826,0.0,0.0,0.0564251482103313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643545523527982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03396942429833897,0.30590505934705364,0.0,0.058935425464669185,0.2563334564311386,0.0,0.02548692701807849,0.0283888280511406,0.023733439124624923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113418441029483,0.0,0.0,0.04937513886318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643517986083605,0.06892695714499802,0.02951684285387043,0.03340832633639845,0.08449598849390524,0.0,0.02383375066141033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438389031988916,0.0,0.022439250393879017,0.1679144063643947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827271833406532,0.13386146067896246,0.08796581944996311,0.023693094369845864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157420012508885,0.0,0.0,0.03106903937813147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049249457948655095,0.07041192543244923,0.09475628001417996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078969978355117,0.03332017082361626,0.06863910016726711,0.0575378110841812,0.032364943782947735,0.0,0.212158829131508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01921879436490024 lonely,AreYouADancer,2019/02/23,"March is around the corner... Idk what it is, but it just really sank in that I'm going to be 21 and I started crying. I don't know what happiness is and it's quite rare that I do have days where I feel like I'm living. There's no one that I love, and no one that I care for that isn't family. I don't have anyone to celebrate with and I haven't had anyone to celebrate anything with for years. I look like I'm 30 even though I'm still so young. I feel old, but I also feel so inadequate. I haven't found work yet, I was dismissed from college this past Summer due to poor grades (depression, not showing to classes, not being assertive, etc). I'm upset myself all the while feeling this void in my heart where I don't think it's even possible to meet my soul circle or become close to people. At this point I feel like no one will ever truly vibe with me. Maybe I'm just freaking out and overthinking, but when you're alone for so long your hope slowly but surely disolves. This sounds so emo.",3.0695853269537494,3.963382019138759,4.354047846889955,88.66300159489633,73.3062200956938,7.487208931419459,22.067304625199366,7.793537801064563,0.7443662519936214,778,17,172,10,15,257,119,209,0.153,0.662,0.185,0.8891,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,18,11,0,1,2,0,17,2,1,0,3,32,37,18,0,1,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,1,1,1,11,3,0,3,3,7,20,8,19,31,2,26,1,1,1,1,3,10,0,2,18,111,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477151318864337,0.0,0.11405611498658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945160326454134,0.0,0.11736714621324085,0.12696532388392825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751666247097307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541435939374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666542860056054,0.0919804823946634,0.0,0.12284157695551652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906311748200838,0.188403206937364,0.12901129480015303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445292366084036,0.0,0.3605741202600745,0.20378078816529813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563795167454516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105633094401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182557224100715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900976175995555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165750727934093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838225120702955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090361951723648,0.0,0.12593933304824373,0.12621747933928235,0.11976798060913448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872345045634193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328466856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965957289642867,0.0,0.2899365145458133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615045224824454,0.0988773100549179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482548901811794,0.16078678315851005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516978523694654,0.0,0.0,0.09136838920174796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094978329781472,0.0,0.11389946468841268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442114185470194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913875029595208,0.1401270532778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383174643664794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184498156486494 lonely,Perrosforlife,2019/02/24,"I think I'm at a point where the loneliness is starting to fade out, but sometimes it still hits. Sometimes, I just want someone to hug me. I'm just touched-deprived man.",2.799607843137256,4.762084058823528,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,76.05882352941177,5.7098039215686285,31.92156862745098,6.42735559955562,1.5664039215686278,134,7,28,1,3,41,27,34,0.058,0.769,0.172,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470050832368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110219574302295,0.0,0.7260942920851521,0.0,0.25981799295597946,0.0,0.29314704150280674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352072171383782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651069443781493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aidanep_6437,2019/02/24,Even I'm letting my self down and I need a win Last year I was 260 lbs now now I'm 176. When I first started I told myself things were going to be different once I became the best I could be. Nothing changed. At the beginning of the year I tried to ask out this girl. She said no. This isn't the worst thing that happened. Back in 2017 I met Keira I loved this girl. She was the first girl to ever really talk to me and make me feel good. It felt like a dagger when she started dating this guy. At first I was mad at him. Now I'm not... I'm just glad that she's happy. Honestly she's probably better off with him than me. It got even worse when I realized that she is in 3 out of 4 of my classes this semester. To get away from all of this I tried to join the primary reserves. They turned me down because of my Adhd. My teachers and my parents told me that I was going to get in. Even the fucking sergeant said I was going to get in. I worked so hard mentally and physically for this. The only shred of hope I have left is that this girl might like me. If she doesnt I don't know what else I can do. I'm trying guys I'm sorry,-0.3041850352376656,1.6277551417004084,1.9753486279802068,97.19416404258509,86.6518218623482,5.278692457639827,18.055030739241268,6.605766666666668,-0.2134458239616137,868,22,212,10,27,293,130,247,0.047,0.789,0.16399999999999998,0.9836,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,7,13,14,2,0,10,0,19,2,0,1,2,21,51,9,0,4,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,7,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,13,5,40,11,31,33,3,35,0,0,0,2,26,14,1,3,20,144,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033516295109147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916443208733843,0.0,0.1097095049347168,0.0897891236338433,0.0,0.0711820678563136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254318575350095,0.1032738074513566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352745394846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323155247649813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200007044408034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754657021822973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313769701746509,0.1056253871485037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904255299072673,0.0,0.1121177634849147,0.0,0.0,0.2979741754624632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079522255527126,0.18302292704666145,0.0,0.1990896924969464,0.0979413555878237,0.0933918456399538,0.0,0.0,0.2312418358303074,0.1032595569939404,0.12430411516946095,0.10460321868146133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597921772702513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417388215612227,0.0951833486004524,0.0,0.0,0.1268712312631211,0.11940550426107364,0.0,0.11409610338037385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538972041637262,0.0,0.07794505658097754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176769593769282,0.12387479486699235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658366963798615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204421564293003,0.0,0.0,0.12435651799715235,0.0,0.08880904607499175,0.0,0.0,0.12965955705568272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589809223688372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480601987228758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215051845196312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218168498514002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307147481198172,0.16530118482892067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385551336856457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515394680416542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315797872685994,0.0,0.2378380285681263,0.12701251356603918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501014141951857,0.0,0.1189988728795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039244045203615 lonely,moanneowe,2019/02/24,"The one person I love doesn't love me back I used to not really care too much about relationships, but now I've fallen in love with my best friend (cliche, I know) and I have no idea if he likes me back. He keeps sending mixed signals and I don't want to say anything because we're kind of each other's only friends at the moment. He has some trust issues and he tells me I'm the only person he trusts. I'd feel horrible if I confessed to him and he took it as ""she only hangs out with me because she wants to get with me"" because that's not the case. I really do love him, but I can't say anything and I have no idea what he thinks about me (he probably doesn't like me). It's a super lonely and disappointing place realizing that the one guy you love probably won't ever love you back. So I get to be alone forever ",3.0598952380952404,3.640209880000004,4.66207142857143,87.61234523809523,73.05714285714286,7.890476190476193,23.72619047619048,8.07648339933343,1.0161904761904763,639,16,146,9,12,216,97,175,0.135,0.589,0.276,0.9904,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,9,18,0,0,6,0,10,6,0,1,1,30,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,6,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,1,3,24,16,15,25,4,14,1,2,0,6,31,4,0,3,8,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233132071390216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850583585019753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501959562196286,0.0,0.19834769304161168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382154206421966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058167726529168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981078170315923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054840376374178976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759106398430546,0.0,0.11333121278274495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073919458765775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448751222144268,0.0,0.11320352763475355,0.0,0.0964037770471908,0.0,0.11294386737681315,0.05960649857716521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597565544277324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873335390335631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973020376784702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698991311265416,0.2474649857848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894052842642169,0.11331708135792395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338753462827463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896385156295282,0.0,0.0,0.1164449011276494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250267745855227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479837374612214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949646101308747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050248278551835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367417490150673,0.0,0.0,0.12794443315114554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gothtraderjoes,2019/02/24,"I feel lonely, even though I'm not necessarily alone? Hi. Just need to get some words out of my system. I'm a 16 year old girl in high school. I'm a good conversationalist. Most of those I'm surrounded with get along with me. But I feel cooped, up, alone, and gross nearly all of the time? I go to an all-girl's school with a great education that I am incredibly grateful for. However, the student population is very, very small. There are very, very few people I don't feel tense around. The environment is competitive, and I've definitely started hinging my self-worth on grades, and the place makes me feel unworthy and miserable. I've been trying to branch out for two years, with limited luck. Every connection I've made is half-formed at best, and even so, I'm not allowed out on weekends anymore- all I'm allowed to do is work, and I feel sick and lonely and miserable. I need to just finish high school and get out, quickly as possible. However- recently met some people from a different school that I really clicked with, the first time in many years. I felt so warm, so welcomed, so wanted, that I nearly cried when I got home. I've just found out today that it isn't going to work. I won't go into it, but by pursuing this friendship/potential romance, some people could really get hurt. There's a timebomb on this thing, and I feel sick. I was so close, just for it to be pulled away, because I really don't want to be an asshole. I feel like I keep getting picked up and dropped, over and over, stomach lurching and all. I'm sorry if I come off ungrateful or anything, I am very aware many have it much worse. I just feel so sick.",3.669938650306752,5.124982460122702,4.770446625766873,84.0865165644172,72.55828220858895,8.283484662576686,26.230184049079753,8.841846274778883,1.8317910674846616,1286,43,266,25,25,422,167,326,0.132,0.773,0.095,-0.932,5,6,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,5,19,14,0,2,12,0,18,4,1,5,3,70,54,26,0,6,11,0,10,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,12,28,0,2,10,1,0,5,6,6,0,2,7,11,24,8,44,43,10,48,0,5,1,0,4,27,0,7,15,159,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515942071781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886495473652558,0.0,0.0,0.07355926412757054,0.07957487334361699,0.0,0.0,0.08398360381234439,0.0,0.0,0.05449050735344555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380790085917012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770004295568928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136958434599855,0.0,0.09818926346858356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339214124929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808075520901945,0.0,0.07531381502484756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615808042443132,0.06385928815863362,0.0858271471961001,0.0,0.0,0.07603396233608238,0.0,0.09801006966226104,0.0,0.0,0.23350946974024686,0.0,0.15240493399122074,0.07497498060378939,0.07149229019123501,0.09855133111211932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888808842944305,0.08966413056476151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569242668362132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945276259383295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367079200900389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458172677556383,0.05966763549724227,0.1812521751772008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571096222115573,0.13256114156786233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379837890840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591255903944384,0.0,0.09339214124929916,0.0,0.0,0.100772301552689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179402476032454,0.0,0.08826053384579441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618644503092712,0.0,0.0,0.09325188425265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000633046795496,0.0632697651158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938586454326079,0.0,0.08782392054380313,0.0,0.10424651190753663,0.0,0.08473001312143366,0.0,0.0,0.0606890435326167,0.0,0.08731974799298317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368775097141712,0.1054475144411027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301520418172808,0.0,0.0910946977655136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269013030563635 lonely,Fire_1109,2019/02/24,20 and still single (and lonely) Honestly I was thought that by my late teens I would had been in a few relationships and and all but I’m 20 years old and to this day not a single gf in fact haven’t had anyone like me like ever I’m just so lonely sometimes and I feel like trash sometimes just want some damn love and affection for once in my life you know it’s hurts to see your friends have the only thing you crave the most makes me so lonely like no one texts me no one really cares if I’m okay or not ,1.154454545454545,2.8372664454545493,2.5381818181818185,96.45727272727275,80.0,5.854545454545455,17.363636363636363,6.742157984588678,-0.360618181818182,399,7,96,4,10,129,73,110,0.159,0.578,0.263,0.9322,0,6,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,6,14,1,0,4,1,7,2,0,2,3,26,18,12,0,3,7,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,2,11,9,7,12,6,9,0,4,1,1,7,3,1,4,10,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670444804596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933446924980935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608713964647225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768490958075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885523161112199,0.1396716783046404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510497788443644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092964425588912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744664081386687,0.0,0.2205426829944171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809379811922898,0.382063313805718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645451785982594,0.0,0.13050378465959528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515382150592226,0.20821071864714172,0.2649639347131061,0.14869341473572442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524808033864396,0.0,0.0,0.20990351328675247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557953711173866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867268269961341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613375072557295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298875012155592,0.0,0.0,0.15521231814548528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531628162261642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138883993758483,0.0,0.0,0.12590139467531955 lonely,BlueTinge,2019/02/24,"The Judgment (Found this short story by Rusell Edson... a bit too relatable) &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;A man dresses up like a judge and stands before a mirror and sentences himself to loneliness for the rest of his life. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But, your Honor, you haven't heard my side of it... &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;You have no *side* of it; you have been found guilty of impersonating a judge and standing before a mirror admiring yourself. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I throw myself on the mercy of the court; I acted only out of loneliness... &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Loneliness is no excuse for violating the law. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But, your Honor, please, I've been lonely all my life. Isn't the debt almost paid?—Not more loneliness!—I demand my sentence be shortened! I've already paid for my crime! &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;I make no deals with convicted criminals. If you think you can do better try another judge. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;But, your Honor... &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Clear the court and go to bed!",15.174030769230768,20.12838961333334,10.622,39.45946153846157,49.53333333333333,9.682051282051283,30.871794871794872,10.035473477838034,3.745564102564102,982,29,104,19,13,276,96,150,0.16399999999999998,0.69,0.146,-0.7381,1,2,0,0,0,0,143.0,0,7,0,4,1,8,1,0,12,0,10,2,0,1,1,14,17,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,2,3,5,2,0,0,6,1,15,6,16,10,4,11,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,1,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02550707653601763,0.0,0.02810958926898754,0.0,0.0,0.9935817936234148,0.0,0.0,0.026710186749345687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335052307985275,0.0,0.0,0.02252839800885607,0.027809424229091387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02626107768494675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585866650092368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014476635598510153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598402682418912,0.012444599902174357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017003123064927746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01937301999547776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02796120758191491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016321779720285926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017294187498439282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Comf0rTS,2019/02/24,Are there any place where I can hire someone to chat with me? I don't have friends to chat with and I'm now lonely AF. Are there any place where I can hire someone to chat with me?,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,0.995000000000001,105.74,84.0,4.0,17.5,3.1291,-1.255,140,3,37,0,4,43,22,40,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.6613,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43703738215769256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826247850783445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714529714502357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445318865709767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,t3kb01,2019/02/24,"Alone in a New City. I HATE my life right now. I feel like the older I get, the worse it gets. Like I'm never going to really be able to form a normal social life. I'm doing... okay... for myself. I have a semi-decent job that allows me JUST enough money to pay my student loans, eat, and afford internet service. But after moving to Maryland, I feel completely lost and simply don't have much going on in life besides work, work, and more work. I've lived in several different places in my lifetime, and I usually don't have an issue making friends eventually. But this time, it's different. I'm in my early 30's now. I don't have many interests or hobbies besides video games and making music on my computer. I figured that once I moved here, I would make friends at work and be able to monkey branch those friendships into some kind of social life. But the problem is that they are all native marylander's. They all have friends, wives, kids etc... So when the end of the work day comes, they all go home to their own personal lives. One of the guys I worked with asked me what I had planned for the weekend once, I told him that I literally had nothing going on. He was like ""dang, can't believe you're not doing anything man. That sucks."", then he fucked off and went about his way. I've received the same kind of treatment throughout my life honestly. It's the same routine, they pretend to give a shit and then fuck off because they weren't really interested in hanging in reality. I sometimes wonder if it's because I'm a really fat guy and I'm a minority. I notice that other people don't get the same treatment in my exact situation. It's been over 2 years now, and honestly don't see much changing. Washington DC is about an hour away from me, and Baltimore is about a 30 min drive. While I'm sure that there are things to do out there, I REALLY don't want to go alone. 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While I’m happy for them it’s making me feel extra lonely. Now that they’re dating each other I’m the only one in our group that’s not dating (in general and someone in the group). I have a group of 4 great friends they’re very supportive when I need it and we have a lot of fun together. Unfortunately now that my 2 friends started officially dating the group consists of 5 people including myself. 2 of them are married to each other and the other two are dating each other. Because if this now whenever I hangout with them I’ll either be the 3rd wheel or 5th wheel. I also have a feeling they’re going to start going out on double dates which would inevitably exclude me. There was mention when my two friends who just became official were like FWBs that the married couple couldn’t wait until they started dating officially so they could go on double dates. I can’t help but feel I’m going to end up fading out of the group leaving me completely alone. I found this out when we were out drinking last night. When I got home I cried myself to sleep because I’m fearing the moment when I don’t fit into the group anymore. Tonight I went down to the water by my house to clear my thoughts it usually helps me calm down and put things into perspective but all I did was cry more. I love my friends and I know if I brought this up to them they’d probably assure me that none of that would happen but I don’t want to let my friends know that their happiness is making me sad. I just want to be happy for them and I want them to enjoy the beginning of their relationship. I just can’t get myself to stop crying though. I don’t know what to do I just feel so lost and alone. 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We always watched videos together and played random games that always had me out of breath from laughing. She also had another close friend (definately closer than I could be) who she talked to often, but I didn't care because why would I? Hes just another friend of hers, and she seemed to enjoy his company as much as mine. I even talked to him and he seemed like a good person. Then, she told me she got together with a mutual friend of ours in December. No big deal, she just had an SO and I was happy for her. Then I started noticing that she would start giving excuses not to hang out more often, and our chats became less frequent and shorter. She'd always be sleeping for long periods of time at random times of the day, busy doing homework, or busy watching anime with her other best bud. The past month was an eye opener, because I noticed it felt just like how we were when we first met: Awkward, small talk about things we barely had in common. I think its because of me always having trouble dealing with social interactions, and she eventually got annoyed of our daily conversations. Then, theres my other friends I hang out with. At the beginning of this school year (August 2018), my friend Lemon introduced me to 3 of her friends she hangs out with all the time. I wasn't the closest of friends to Suhaymah, but I wasn't opposed to becoming closer with her and her friends either. Toast, Apple, and Butter were different from the people I usually talk to on a day-to-day basis. It was like a new fresh breath of air to me, and I enjoyed it. In October, Jennifer stopped coming to talk to us because she wanted to focus on her studies. Then, on New Years Eve, Toast confessed her feelings for me and avoided all contact with me in school for a month since I rejected her. Now, neither Lemon nor Butter want to talk much since I was the source of their friend's problems. I was seen as the bad guy, but they didn't want to say it to my face. Even the usual guys that I talk to have started talking less and less to me for reasons I wish I knew. If I'm lucky, the peak of my daily social life will be saying good morning and good night to my best friend. The most I can dream of is going back to when we would watch dramas at 2 AM and have chats that would last for hours on end. ""But why can't you say this to their faces and talk it out?"" First, I'm scared of confrontation. I'd rather chug a gallon of milk before doing anything close to that. Second, I'm afraid my friends won't see and talk to me the same way. I want them to feel at ease and carefree when they're talking to me, because who cares about my problems anyways? In conclusion: I'm a bafoon that nobody wants to be with. P.S. The names I gave for my friends aren't real if you're wondering. 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For the past few years I have been feeling very lonely and having no friends to talk through everything is just the perfect place to be. It’s been months since I had a real conversation with someone other than my family members. So naturally, I started to become desperate for human connection and affection. I’ve come across one prisoner’s profile on one of those penpal sites and decided to write him a letter hoping that it’d fulfill my desperate needs. I feel weird for saying this but I was instantly attracted to him. I got an envelope a few months ago and wrote his address on it but I still can’t start the letter. I’m doubting myself if this is what I need or if this is even a good idea to begin with. I don’t know what to do. The loneliness hasn’t left me yet. 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I'm BORED right now! wanna see me and have some fun? KIK ME NOW! @92GladysW,-1.6344444444444441,0.061751481481485015,-0.3728888888888893,107.354,108.25925925925928,2.16,16.511111111111113,3.1291,-1.4376755555555554,98,3,24,0,5,30,21,27,0.145,0.63,0.224,0.5637,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619402270046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817760719759818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745428612757855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38089701003024906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554186698672073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779096784596199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,huffer_88,2019/02/24,A lonely weekend. Just out of a very bad and long relationship. First weekend alone and I don’t know what to do with myself. 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It's weird because I don't talk much with my family anyway though I am completely alone now and I don't know what to do. I have a hard time getting through the day as it is however this feels worse. As a result of that lethal combination of anxiety and depression I haven't got a job nor have I got any friends to hang out with. There is no one I could message and ask to spend time with and it makes my chest hurt. I normally play social tennis though that finished last week so I haven't got that to do. There's nowhere I can go for something to do as I've explored the entire area I live in. I feel like I am the last person on earth or something, I walked the dog before and I feel so weird and odd that it's painful. Fuck I just want friends and someone to cuddle with. I don't know how to cope with feeling this alone. 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From the start it al went smooth but lately I get dejavu and flashbacks of my being with her the things I did, she did I moved on so did she . My life went badd after that on school I had to do a year extra . Even now I struggle with my insecurities I even try to fall in love with others yet it seems not to work . I think my thoughts will follow till I die . 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I moved to a new city over 2 years ago and never met a single friend. I just work my butt off constantly at work and come home exhausted. And the nature of my work make it impossible to make friends with my coworkers. I have no family in my city. The only people I ever talk to are at work, for work purposes, along with my mother, who lives across the country and my fiance, from whom I feel so distant. My father and therapy cat passed away 10 months ago and I just am so alone. I have no one to talk to or get together with. I'm having health problems (probably from stress) and I'm just dealing with so much grief and pain. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm in therapy and medicated but it doesn't help with the loneliness. I just wish I had a friend to go out with or talk to or share my life with. I just feel so lonely. So utterly lonely. I wish I just had one friend. 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My life ended ever since the person I look up to posted screenshots of my private messages to her on her public Twitter behind my back and now the trolls/haters that follow me around keep threatening to link to her screenshots of me and I got banned from my favorite Discords because of it. I'm so depressed about it, I feel crushed. I wish I had friends to talk to. I'm so depressed and lonely. and they KEEP MAKING FUN OF ME on the 4chan team fortress 2 server I play on.. They said this on their Steam chat about me: https://i.imgur.com/dsdivSb.png People keep making fun of me for liking Hamtaro!! I only watched like 30 episodes and everyone online keeps making fun of me saying I have a ""Hamtaro shrine"" and on my main Reddit account, the trolls/haters keep replying to my threads saying ""Stop masturbating to Hamtaro hentai"" when I made a thread complaining about my computer chair being squeeky. I ONLY WATCHED LIKE 30 episodes and I don't masturbate to Hamtaro hentai. I keep venting on 4chan and reddit but people keep making fun of me. Please help me, I'm so lonely!!!",3.8551382488479256,6.2651778663594495,4.139195852534563,84.71165092165899,74.48387096774194,5.998986175115207,26.51820276497696,6.961326702584282,1.317553179723503,915,34,163,9,20,285,111,217,0.107,0.742,0.151,0.8692,0,6,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,12,17,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,5,1,30,27,16,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,11,0,9,2,5,1,1,1,7,0,0,4,7,33,10,30,22,1,16,1,5,3,0,20,8,0,0,10,99,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289812320226184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888029382459364,0.0,0.07046157541208771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911212500012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237695528223424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455626544902526,0.0,0.11044960634335546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584449345933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930325993893548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244654970851607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747642362635032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7191815541051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164345849260073,0.2258824851447049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970650886983232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937247621909213,0.30862444138972056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758202728788406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026879341071942,0.10092727459525727,0.0,0.12688127995071913,0.0,0.0,0.11070167218194753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995097487427803,0.18384096477466236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561586414874253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966370227319788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290552427345296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329208793735503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ContentSavior,2019/02/24,I Know Why The problem is I can't bring myself to be vulnerable.,2.727857142857143,3.5052760714285762,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,74.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,51,2,11,1,1,19,13,14,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855498222594877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6712821430243051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330336634116499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Berg73,2019/02/24,"Can I throw myself a pity party? I'm 45M, married, disabled and I can't believe how alone I feel. I got sick about 8 years ago and slowly it's gotten worse. (Kidney disease requiring dialysis, limited mobility and I'm legally blind) I'm not able to work anymore. As the years have passed, all my friends have moved away and stopped talking to me. My kids are all grown up and they're all on their own now with their own families. They never visit. My best friend is my 20yr old daughter in law. How messed up is that? My wife is always depressed and that's not helping me any. She stays in her own little world reading books all day. (I should say reading all night because she sleeps all day) So we don't have the same type of relationship we used to have. thanks so much for I'm a musician, but I haven't played the piano or guitar in almost 10 years because my wife decided there wasn't enough room in our house for my gear. All my music instruments are packed away collecting dust in the back of my basement, underneath piles of junk that my wife refuses to get rid of. I'm sure that if I had access to my instruments, I would have an outlet for my sadness. As per the health conditions from which I'm suffering, I try to get better, go to doctors, etc, but every time I take one step forward, I get shoved back 10 steps by the universe. I'm really at the end of my rope here. I have no hope for the future. I mean, I'd never consider suicide, but I really don't care anymore if I live or die. I'm sorry. I've rambled on far too long. I just really needed to get this off my chest. Thanks",2.5076106594399263,4.0640682073170735,3.933753387533877,88.49670280036136,75.76829268292683,7.176332429990968,24.34327009936766,7.921354282810032,1.206871589882566,1244,40,266,19,27,411,192,328,0.121,0.789,0.08900000000000001,-0.8247,0,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,3,0,3,5,12,15,0,0,11,0,20,7,3,3,10,46,44,19,2,6,10,4,1,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,7,9,0,4,3,5,0,9,10,5,0,1,4,3,42,10,37,38,15,46,0,4,1,0,22,19,0,6,19,162,49,8,0.11178698129388356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909241407653402,0.0,0.11193851416983194,0.11577759943084626,0.0,0.0,0.09301572350487236,0.0,0.0,0.07601898061876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172529477120329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100550974560104,0.17191457683288106,0.0,0.13628861245500698,0.0,0.0,0.1259456474697423,0.11731354015925433,0.09886650068176224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397427764087142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441867100566612,0.0,0.0962819631853536,0.0,0.116017237694804,0.0,0.0,0.11441871217426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901008529246136,0.11550583422027,0.12467203369667057,0.0,0.0,0.09418535307306597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538281717731438,0.0,0.05652285656515697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273268889611554,0.0,0.2336163355541988,0.0,0.06353111760130886,0.0,0.0894062608758039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188243337204872,0.0,0.0,0.07492845719285593,0.0,0.0,0.11102969563584693,0.0,0.1289871676057344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203992275018276,0.09870995251493682,0.098927960713933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176879410556316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881186999905193,0.08217629362592467,0.08288863018171788,0.17243402284528392,0.0,0.0,0.10490450928651887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173016322736371,0.0,0.0757497515945506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236344648772236,0.0,0.21484080805833475,0.0,0.0,0.12001738279974652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889749432578781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186771251486637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513637342354547,0.0,0.11915004832813968,0.0,0.09345892185136234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227681377425775,0.0,0.10535790692490292,0.0,0.08404989787152549,0.0898501411484316,0.0,0.20583686664162404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518388775955375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589602240837677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654806005872456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138225375846872,0.0,0.11392048416745965,0.07941026418599469,0.0,0.0,0.21596145261933705 lonely,throwaway009999222,2019/02/24,"I'm a lonely girl... got you!! But I am, no matter how many people talk to me, I still feel lonely. No one can make feel less lonely, that's why i'm so....lonely. Life is hard... *sigh*",-2.6714166666666657,-0.9823839750000012,0.5800000000000018,102.77833333333334,101.25,2.666666666666667,6.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.539833333333333,131,0,34,0,6,46,31,40,0.308,0.665,0.027000000000000003,-0.8856,0,8,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,8,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698781419586261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925314081931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276488075885499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25834686051457983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441474093063019,0.37082288104655015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784820757706905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535716907428146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920961322643284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939837552653765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300411975831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cocopari,2019/02/24,"Self destruction I push everyone away. Because they really are never good enough. Maybe I’m just an over provider and shoot myself in the foot because of it. But I want someone to take care of me.... Someone to only have eyes for ME. Someone to work back through my thick shell and want to really get to know me, without it really being work. I just want something to be organic and I want to let go of the control I have on my life and let something spontaneous happen, if I wasn’t so guarded and scared. I realize I’m mostly only lonely because of myself...... But, One can only wish for what seems like the impossible... Impatient Awaiting change.. 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But of course I know I shouldn't. I need to distract myself with something else to get her off my mind. Its stressful knowing she is with someone else and doesnt want to confide in me anymore. Life goes on and the more we talk the more things feel distant between us. This is just me venting right now. Feeling alone and just wishing for someone to be close to me to confide to with one another. *My goal is to stop thinking of her and move on. The sooner then better off I will be.*",1.5515449256625722,3.9428604957983246,2.45731092436975,93.7488881706529,82.69747899159663,4.3338073691014865,26.80090497737557,5.369823440869387,0.6865314802844216,465,21,94,2,13,146,75,119,0.077,0.792,0.131,0.4276,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,29,20,7,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,19,1,24,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804983806805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274459746555632,0.0,0.0,0.17283592361074412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400823167118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154133816596138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012417723979887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239422741890154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29117208970301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643590158616029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105252327600356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155612883107648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309697717364908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597005789165293,0.0,0.0,0.18522883740797974,0.0,0.1292241642440448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618916901002954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883157927669585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953286205351249,0.13416692512401335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570334967431467,0.19963367914745853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801544523455387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578187427700015,0.11166964472751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519418892298815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096337355270675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055861433312652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040991349760334,0.16799677900965865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rookie_Recruit,2019/02/24,"Falling in love with everyone. I (20M) am pretty desperate... I think. Never had a girlfriend neither a date. But rejection, that's something I could write a book about. I think it has to do with how desperate I am. I fell in love with, or am at least attracted to, every female I had talked (like greeted) or even sit next to in university. I know it's a silly question but is that normal? I also got into porn addiction and participating the NoFap community a few years now. I am also pretty sure that I am ugly. No joke. The problem with all this is: if I ever would have a partner, I would treat her like a queen. I have so much love to give. I would consider myself as an old school gentleman and ""nice-guy"". I was thought to treat women with respect. Any advice on how to act in public to draw a girl's attention?",1.7098863636363646,3.78046660606061,4.0936931818181845,84.08053977272729,79.9090909090909,7.03409090909091,23.645833333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4689469696969697,630,22,127,12,16,219,103,165,0.079,0.674,0.247,0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,0,11,0,18,5,0,2,4,32,27,13,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,3,6,8,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,5,0,18,12,21,18,5,18,0,1,0,4,13,7,0,4,9,96,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061680010489785,0.0,0.15293778711250305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031875079644617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643079357388834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495888719621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337204500642144,0.14157042854214072,0.1318647236388808,0.14955008229480854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013671598191353,0.0,0.0,0.1251737292191029,0.0,0.0,0.15496750676682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601269300231643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292378742089882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42376368842952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505137364876407,0.0,0.12070860291193285,0.0,0.16644801272249224,0.0,0.1533445910223303,0.0,0.0,0.16422879797619108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184497634463684,0.0,0.14975700039883955,0.0,0.0,0.17532475660595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839443174875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048748961650944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750691935130844,0.0,0.0,0.12579518624579575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005679886775336,0.0,0.1242498543435388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335363365741163,0.0,0.0,0.10078600807568612 lonely,MrJackGoff,2019/02/24,"Lonely 18-Year-Old Guy. Will Talk to Literally Anyone at This Point Hey there! As the title says, I'm really looking for some people to talk to. I could go on and on about my life story and what's led to this point, but for what? You'll find all that out if you hit me up. Besides, if you're reading this, you probably don't have much to lose.",0.9467514677103708,2.7872700547945217,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,81.32876712328766,5.815264187866927,18.647749510763205,6.868970318607317,-0.04737025440313092,266,6,62,3,7,88,56,73,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.68,0,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,9,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,14,5,3,9,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,3,0,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665662203743476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901961542782509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772517943087705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538368668662915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358713692676841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825906061318002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004150907197324,0.26650285770838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511622665192067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499677013589495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514903412218526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450382383461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568372223605303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382805424207291,0.0,0.1526073192888005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943898633353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829381196888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340334386102095 lonely,ameliasmiles,2019/02/24,"Too old for this crap I'm 40... when my daughters dad died 16 years ago, I had this horribly dark fog hanging over me for years. Took therapy and eventually medical treatment to get me out of that funk. I remember praying, begging, aching for companionship. None of my friends understood my pain, none of my family. I got help, changed my life, started to enjoy every experience life had to offer for the shear joy of life. I finally lived! I'm in a relationship now, 6 years in. It's starting to feel like he's pulling away, I'm lonely. I have all these thoughts and feelings and no one to talk to. So I started therapy again, started antidepressants again, tried talking to him about all of it and it's always my fault. I only need someone to talk to, someone to listen with compassion and everytime I open up to him, I feel like I have to apologize for it. Idk what to do, how to talk to him. Or do I just leave? Being single and lonely sure beats the hell out of being in a relationship and feeling lonely. I could never cheat, not emotionally or physically. But this hurts. It's like the fog is back. And I ache, again. 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Yet, I yearn for an intimate relationship. I don't deserve to be with a woman. I am not a good person. I broke a promise I made, I harassed, I stalked, I threatened to kill, I am an idiot. I don't belong anywhere. I quit college, I quit a job, I started drinking. To paraphrase what Louis C.K said, I am the number one threat to women. ",-0.5328750000000007,1.5947514625000032,2.427500000000002,91.90750000000004,90.625,4.2,23.0,5.6839178017228535,0.3575999999999997,287,12,62,2,10,101,50,80,0.292,0.615,0.093,-0.9557,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,4,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,1,16,2,9,7,1,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,45,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625719309614426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481476114594515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659830477239568,0.0,0.2965406454525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932081142680016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536208819158921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816272265732473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403753190099474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701757209741924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877689222688605,0.0,0.0,0.2549623468272424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189716316266076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158093790632551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Excusethechair,2019/02/24,How I deal with being alone I lay on my bed and push against my face and head to feel every part of my skull I can. I think it may have become a coping mechanism for being alone but I'm not sure. I dont really know when I started doing it. I do it until I fall asleep. I do it sometimes when I wake up in the morning. I just really like to feel the way my bones feel under my skin (mainly my skull but I do it with my arms and ribs too.) I dont know if its normal but it gets my mind relaxed so I can go on with the day. ,-0.9262499999999996,0.5949775416666689,2.0766666666666684,97.985,86.08333333333334,5.0,15.0,5.985473137389443,-0.8775,395,6,103,3,12,140,70,120,0.049,0.878,0.07200000000000001,0.6753,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,12,10,10,1,1,23,22,12,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,22,3,14,19,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001834348600943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213368658411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459476871023735,0.1991755240035733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528461163014718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277508901367094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29305553491622804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009363944980444,0.0,0.1097971498250754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827376909768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123497986936886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438530041557283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950718392433241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892900448628024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092113185459916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753128106401898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107475868961646,0.0,0.13674438939526107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208396654510595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379153161419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334916938500634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,homiehustler,2019/02/24,"I hate the way that I am I’m just gonna explain my life. I have friends, family, and a girlfriend. I’m in a long distance relationship with all of them. I go home once or twice a Whenever my friends ask me to go out, I have second thoughts before going out, and always feel like finding an excuse not to go. But when I’m not with any of them, I don’t miss them at all. I say that do, but I don’t feel like I NEED to see them. When I’m with my girlfriend, I feel like that’s all I need and I love her, at least I think I do. But when I’m not, I’m always thinking about breaking up to just get out of a long distance relationship, but hurting someone scares me, and the time we broke up for a week, she starved herself and was almost suicidal. I don’t have close friends, as in not one that I would open up to... I just expect that, when I talk to guys, they’d act like dickheads and just tell me to break up with her and not give a fuck. And when I talk to girls I get feelings easily, and I don’t wanna be a cheater, also when I leave off to where I study, I feel abandoned, and the loneliness just amplifies and I just feel like there’s a rock pressing down on my heart, and feel voided at the same time? I don’t know who I am or what I am. And I hate every second of it. I imagine taking my own life from time to time, but the thought of breaking my family’s hearts stops me from doing it. I thought about seeing a therapist, but just feel like that’s a bit too extreme? Help. TLDR - have people that love me, love them when I’m physically with them, but don’t miss them and always seek someone to be with when I’m not.",2.9202638424377554,3.13306182905983,4.279687848383503,91.56060200668898,73.15954415954417,7.357909079648207,25.23237953672736,7.079830092131019,0.7628282175151737,1246,35,302,11,23,414,143,351,0.13,0.716,0.153,0.8509,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,8,0,21,21,3,1,16,0,21,8,2,0,3,77,66,33,1,5,22,0,9,6,5,2,2,1,1,2,11,26,0,2,17,1,0,5,12,9,0,4,4,12,55,12,44,57,7,43,0,5,2,4,35,18,1,3,22,204,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717418147930292,0.0,0.0,0.06961878966267157,0.21731312823056148,0.0,0.0,0.05920118255525384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813857695294145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407839077225367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504279297388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334857999836178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413762318619846,0.0,0.3521457323232933,0.3109647349956069,0.0,0.0,0.07956776447168441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017781486681925,0.08048202863356868,0.0909665139972888,0.0835122132667458,0.19790411607418068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861992976860223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189989401577235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063239670453096,0.05835191733369074,0.0,0.08732443910248294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319543315559424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047843795667689364,0.0,0.0,0.09217991671474794,0.0,0.0,0.12298069832889287,0.2551874909171001,0.0,0.0,0.15408394625588034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571478363155896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291020975866996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271198246237757,0.0589915154894483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035378858848084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869314987151357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923056251804421,0.08715841570320769,0.0,0.1387449964978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752482483255122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727828582928106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522532288123613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545540741458136,0.13994490758615574,0.07609093188500482,0.0,0.0,0.10107892607842482,0.0,0.11156416027468084,0.0,0.20733862999007624,0.2030526169913832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910113756641098,0.06983121039897387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184220715103032,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontcaretv2,2019/02/24,"Teen. All my ""friends"" are assholes. They're just horrible people. Im a bit overweight and they torment me about it. It also seems whenever I sleep over, everything that ever happens that im somehow even a small part of is my fault. I read when you're depressed you dream 3 to 4 times more. I never dream. But now almost every night I do. Some are like normal dreams. Where everything is weird but you only realise after. But after this crazy dream there was only one thing I could remember. The part where I was with someone. That I could feel comfortable around. I honestly wanted to live in there. I just want anyone ",1.0165369305616991,3.587506655462189,2.123219814241488,90.99554179566564,95.890756302521,4.858204334365325,19.708536045997352,6.5966054737557815,0.5537126050420169,488,16,91,7,19,154,83,119,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.157,0.561,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,14,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,3,22,14,6,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,15,4,10,10,6,14,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,9,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394284717082228,0.0,0.0,0.13092755676283355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447747063332278,0.0,0.0,0.1457463254090241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874083609153207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614356574463357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410125843894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081361204241083,0.14809494102950724,0.13794193231080984,0.0,0.29428360365564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278221400599238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649037298340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447778646458412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536933662082002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998576932104713,0.0,0.14456856765887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627166290363892,0.0,0.0,0.1536409881892547,0.1604117356887568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109415292939456,0.2490342671666886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35458759342595325,0.0,0.11350346823836392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376522043999153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546388147643525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904537230255938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383915252215245,0.0,0.1387202001843142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876890122141283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546698228235556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313367533670725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sharkarius,2019/02/24,"Loneliness actually makes me experience physical pain Here I am, at 31, feeling lonelier than ever before. I have friends. I'm surrounded by people often. Nothing can kill this deep feeling of loneliness that I have inside of me. I swear it permanently feels like as if my heart was breaking, like actual physical pain in my chest. Has anyone ever felt the same? &#x200B; Many people would never suspect how I feel inside. I'm a social person and because I'm attractive, people assume that I have all the options in the world to choose any man I want. The truth is I do have plenty of options, but the men I want never seem to be interested in something serious, at least not with me. I'm tired and exhausted of dating, and I feel like giving up because it seems like there is literally no one out there for me, and at the same time I feel like this deep feeling of loneliness can only be cured by finding a partner. I know that might sound bad and I know you should be happy with yourself first bla bla, but I'm tired of being alone. I've always wanted a family, and now at 31 my biological clock starts ticking and ending up alone seems like a real possibility. &#x200B; Just venting I guess. Thanks for listening.",4.650376728659988,6.391833038626611,5.917560801144493,75.69209704339535,70.54506437768241,8.611254172627563,28.824272770624706,9.150863307647796,2.6240321411540304,970,37,170,20,18,325,133,233,0.151,0.664,0.185,0.7016,0,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,1,9,18,1,0,10,0,19,7,2,2,6,53,46,12,1,6,5,0,8,6,2,3,5,2,0,4,7,10,0,0,17,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,10,22,12,26,37,4,26,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,10,17,113,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.1862787840866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770200863673149,0.0,0.0,0.07941689697365012,0.20682665966776947,0.23194935552356186,0.06490506469614635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673653214745186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969159587302073,0.11636332316927105,0.0,0.08121565377806532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453488772370654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726687834420722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336236183307084,0.08997593115668652,0.0,0.3378148118559157,0.204555233918908,0.09164102658373288,0.0,0.08723391455808174,0.08118445726486967,0.0,0.0,0.07373965197037786,0.0,0.0,0.0915584008805492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514211874649987,0.0,0.0,0.10160171206273354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310137611645525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559443619618672,0.0,0.10490684540709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797741513383292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370948527856607,0.09676504431530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101250801091728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472243026345822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158091122348133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467519674615974,0.07258931947326358,0.20311788935119487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985061640958006,0.08333785472178751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759855671765288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086359527436354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26066538398525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972929462542661,0.0,0.07347730901965596,0.0,0.0,0.06755562099340241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878718383059211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565405399734688,0.2193972418279269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888569857751382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780054523985002,0.0,0.23194935552356186,0.0 lonely,shatteredegg,2019/02/24,I'm here If anyone is feeling lonely or needs someone to talk to you can message me if you like 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lonely,theoxygenspeake,2019/02/24,"Feeling alone no matter what Im a person that has been close to killing themself recently mostly cause I cant seem to ever find people I can fully trust often online or irl although I have met great people (one of them helping me through not killing myself) but i still feel lonely I can never seem to find interaction that really makes me happy anymore to be fully honest I really wanted to find someone I can depend on emotionally but I feel as though I wont find one while I'm in high school so I refuse ever trying to start a relationship with anyone no matter how much they may relate to me (i doubt i would be able to start one anyway since I have no confidence) but it sucks cause all the people I hang around don't even know me that well and I hate it yet I dont want people to know me either I just dont know what to do cause I strive for a relationship with someone that I know and they know me that I can trust for emotional support while I try and get through some hard things in my life Just a note idk if this is the right subreddit im extremly new to this 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lonely,maram95,2019/02/24,"Is it weird to be happy about Jordyn woods cheating her friend trust?? I feel like it proves my point that everyone is selfish and no body deserve your time friendship is a lie",3.7693137254901963,5.972641617647064,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,74.0,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.8996392156862747,141,5,27,1,3,42,31,34,0.214,0.464,0.322,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44917467959193536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864021273017549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446652373444726,0.2888889344718588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124227487793321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304697040891495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975594926721344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38226951826780825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357970517347885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MedicalCoconut,2019/02/25,I fear my friend and I are drifting apart I go to college on the other side of the country from my best friend. We talk fairly frequently but I fear that she is replacing me with other people in her life. 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Rather it would be my fictional fantasy, or some show I love, I feel that I get too attached to fiction sometimes. Not in the ""I've watched the office 50 times"" sort of way. I mean it in this way: &#x200B; ""I neglect doing actual things and caring about myself to engage in fiction and escape reality, and can be way more emotionally moved than the average person my fiction because I love the characters like (and sometimes more than) real people. Also instead of dealing with my problems I just sit myself in a fictional world where everything is better and I feel loved"" There's more to it, but overall I just feel like I neglect real things in favor of fiction too the point its helping ruin my life... &#x200B; I feel this may stem of being lonely, anyone else?",7.418431372549019,7.861261300653599,7.544575163398694,71.25058823529416,63.444444444444436,9.41437908496732,35.954248366013076,9.150863307647796,3.4677267973856214,661,29,104,10,9,214,90,153,0.128,0.715,0.156,0.4137,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,1,6,0,9,4,0,0,0,28,19,8,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,17,9,19,13,4,14,0,5,1,3,6,8,0,4,3,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12341999520055945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114089684553468,0.0,0.2740681980366957,0.3073585484880401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843328581649186,0.12958715507692592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709713619557518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185562654045084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289482701127572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303887341178205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565246888734556,0.14226578361622255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366632180642908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557954207483325,0.09035276923710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607723901246439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477259200256404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933204802857711,0.12357723070728255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424421012166756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776683369825676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442142755678713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876808737331114,0.11043187424935004,0.0,0.0,0.11955843734054558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101816009422788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790930393861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501712600686833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804688776656249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374777660187079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30116658420998804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984322083835722,0.0,0.3073585484880401,0.0 lonely,throwitaway9984,2019/02/25,"I can't seem to keep any ""friends""or be in any relationships for longer than 3 months. I (21M) have never had any real friends. When I was a kid I was suicidal, never told anyone except for 1 girlfriend but that didn't work out in the end. Friends? Anyone that I called my ""bestfriend"" has left me. I try to drown myself in positivity though, I smile, say hi to everyone hold open doors, and I even made an instagram account promoting fitness and mental awareness. I try with women, older and my age, but I get rejected every single time. Girls either ignore me, like my friends. I only find refuge in the gym, I can put my headphones in, talk to those folk (that I don't ever talk to out of the gym), go home and be on my own. I don't mind being alone, its just I am so all the time, but I want to move out. Far away, where there is no one that I know. I want this to prove to myself that I am not just a loser who no one likes, maybe I'll make friends in another state. Anyone that ever says ""oh you're young, you'll grow out of this phase."" I always thought that if I make something of myself, that would make me happy, but everyone I've studied and heard preach says that I have to find inner peace and find myself first. I'm so lost. Help me... &#x200B;",2.989187157081893,4.004359891891895,4.123226986384882,89.78041454988825,73.63320463320463,6.842592968908758,22.89798821377769,7.0608816371341465,0.5765938223938227,968,24,214,9,19,316,151,259,0.08900000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.204,0.9854,0,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,5,11,11,0,0,7,0,19,0,0,4,6,46,35,15,2,4,10,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,2,3,14,12,0,3,7,2,1,4,9,4,0,3,9,4,36,7,29,21,4,36,1,3,0,0,21,18,0,2,15,138,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994886397537328,0.0,0.0,0.0883329174337968,0.11502339519512313,0.12899498753447375,0.21657558804175567,0.11131712546790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268683902197967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974001642398646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840036194735772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402549762238901,0.0,0.0,0.07011711768299478,0.19205405867523764,0.08944366288824636,0.2028792352732358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910826209179106,0.09029891916911212,0.0,0.0,0.3280731852949365,0.0,0.0554637745698292,0.0,0.060332691657871036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300838971015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071156240829666,0.0,0.10648628362215233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435913066730282,0.0,0.0,0.058342292803630624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534222761687782,0.0,0.0,0.10372799724001162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588525317287032,0.0,0.0,0.10045035500755532,0.21258617185943976,0.0,0.10665113541945767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069834547878402,0.0,0.10719047941546307,0.0,0.08473522109787528,0.11283037649254543,0.0,0.0,0.1637529627125035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387237557490065,0.08073881765658443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106719267589171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120832354445041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113975198665364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326605214031045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664330354054776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172650050837828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161208803006674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065340784160335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430082634975324,0.08427850739104252,0.12380450871141005,0.0,0.0,0.1014396176366179,0.0,0.14415018941612734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523083488682388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728512590074685,0.0,0.0,0.0754124146480463,0.0,0.12899498753447375,0.0 lonely,Baron_Mayerling,2019/02/25,"Bitter loneliness There is more to loneliness than simply being alone. I feel alone amongst family and peers. Anxious and depressed, i wander about. Foreign to the feeling of friendship and camaraderie. In bed, alone and cold, without romance's flames. Will the heavens show me no mercy. Cast out and isolated, i endure this bitter fate.",5.034586466165415,8.520751456140356,4.5611528822055165,76.86473684210529,78.2982456140351,6.76591478696742,30.9498746867168,7.957251820313856,3.0192927318295752,271,13,37,5,7,82,45,57,0.362,0.509,0.129,-0.9371,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,4,2,8,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8156057754241338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965478364605823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260890006045684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474595970861689,0.0,0.2654535850610008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530385456391685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AMystification,2019/02/25,I’m learning that.. Lonely comes in all shapes and sizes. I’m happily married but I am constantly lonely. I always have this emptiness inside me. While I have a great connection with my husband I still feel like I’m missing something. I know I’m not the only one and I don’t really know how to correct it. ,0.8291935483870958,3.3318686129032287,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,88.67741935483872,5.680645161290323,23.87903225806452,7.1686216300943375,1.3349935483870965,242,10,46,4,8,82,46,62,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.0419,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,13,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,2,3,13,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819562962009417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918954324577911,0.0,0.3661842006961453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133635784678847,0.2420796174875683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735912069556493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724540583211547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554848839932665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296183762589567,0.2577161340012954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708056885591112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608687910945211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27061175974492674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,njaccount987,2019/02/25,"35M: New Jersey - I don't know who my best friend is. I guess I don't have one anymore. Hello all, my name's Brad, and things lately have me feeling pretty ""bleh."" I'm 35, married, two kids, and...pretty lonely on a lot of days. As I've gotten older, I've slowly grown apart from a lot of my old friends, as we've all settled into families and many have moved to different parts of the country. I realized recently that I don't have a best friend anymore, just countless minor friends.  I guess this is what friendships are like when you get older. I miss the kind of friendships I had in high school and college, where we could talk all night and spend hours driving around without there being a moment of awkward silence.  I miss the friends that saw me at my low points, and similarly shared their low points with me. Friendships now just don't seem sincere when I view them in comparison to the people I remember from my past. I feel like there is a void inside me right now, and I am looking for something to fill it. I want to find someone to help me make my life better, and I want to return the favor.  I want this be online to start, because I'll be much more honest with you as an internet stranger than I would if you worked down the hall from me.  However, I want you to be from NJ, because if we gain each others' trust, I'd like to have the option of meeting you. I've been down this road before, and I've had my share of conversations die out. I want to find one person that I really click with, and devote my time into developing a strong friendship with that one individual. So, if this message called out to you at all, let me [lend you a hand](https://www.reddit.com/message/compose/?to=njaccount987) in taking the next step.",6.325712974296203,5.9134929360465165,6.4268665850673194,81.232576499388,65.86046511627907,9.102570379436962,30.895960832313342,8.371475516178862,2.0970546511627903,1366,44,275,16,19,436,185,344,0.049,0.721,0.229,0.9957,2,2,1,0,0,0,58.0,2,7,2,6,11,26,0,1,16,0,24,1,0,1,4,53,45,18,1,10,6,0,2,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,13,21,0,0,8,0,1,5,5,6,0,4,5,6,46,20,45,33,12,47,0,5,4,0,29,23,0,9,22,182,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064728204151236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005394009181394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333252140006955,0.0,0.08607979803939653,0.0,0.2123225769428927,0.08946789164141547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329577695661092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076811188022784,0.0,0.0,0.06523989856283653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498821723271344,0.10569077825350053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536474339711608,0.0,0.10229917659799577,0.07226879878665579,0.0,0.0,0.1849170054793968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907802285536636,0.0,0.05285197931275427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228785197460872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780548560697154,0.10688120435976016,0.0,0.0,0.09962232566970652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534268178255372,0.055594947805688695,0.0,0.11411300397228215,0.0,0.0,0.10344306054223994,0.07145237338808479,0.14826515162740234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494900986156434,0.0,0.0,0.1720054064601375,0.0,0.0,0.06752515519925564,0.10256046814196967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751718162864027,0.0743643163550706,0.0,0.0,0.0977010591852558,0.10758491865169656,0.09493190519358068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061505125927338,0.0,0.20564611432967095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095465350706679,0.09656876614157812,0.07013167913678224,0.08832910122340858,0.0,0.0,0.1912579929617152,0.0,0.0,0.20583238775070054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480575322268205,0.0,0.09988339903601297,0.0,0.1145946782864144,0.08639017641688501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237942631963436,0.0,0.09209235972590588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571262816996679,0.07787799059248036,0.0,0.0,0.07160164255315833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605980896852799,0.08130866002943958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720627835354719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05898727037593774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988187228478091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983342526762393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975147307221066,0.0,0.07364576080459971,0.0,0.0,0.07186123573117761,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheDude1115,2019/02/25,Anyone from Zagreb with no friends at all ? Maybe we can hang out or something ? ,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,1.495000000000001,97.7025,87.66666666666666,3.0,20.833333333333336,3.1291,-0.5076666666666667,62,2,12,0,2,18,15,15,0.118,0.6970000000000001,0.185,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265001548573815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712557271481839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127895923964948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469579144540304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,larry-the-stranger,2019/02/25,"No girls wanna date me because I’m poor, my family is making no effort to get out of poverty, and there’s no jobs available so I’m gonna make money illegally I have friends and i make new friends easily so I don’t have a terrible personality, I’m tall (6’2”) I play sports, people used to tell me I’m ugly but my friends say I’m not anymore. Idk why high school girls don’t like me, a tall, sociable, athletic guy that passes all his classes so I’ll try making money to see if that works and if it doesn’t I’ll give up for a wile on trying to get girls",1.4747933884297524,2.795085942148763,4.0496611570247945,87.57994628099175,78.00826446280992,7.1540495867768605,22.843801652892562,7.908726449838941,0.9855580165289256,433,13,99,7,10,153,77,121,0.111,0.722,0.168,0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,5,1,15,21,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,10,5,10,20,1,9,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,2,3,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833940111384404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272739691882155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432902788253887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286133528979012,0.0,0.1932293601817448,0.1773950746026792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831029288478865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538139349217215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350762889676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903440790636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937503838073467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785998689257219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820238394365674,0.16146770600423854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470582603702135,0.0,0.1871520357492369,0.14735975758340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163092810405402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25110127364201656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597141726213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686432229809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462620913552525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Elevryn,2019/02/25,"I need an online friend Hello! Ive recently just dumped all the toxic people out of my life. Ive only got a handful of people i can talk to, and its driving me crazy. Im in a terrible spot in life, and being this alone is not good for me. Right now, i need distraction. I need to be able to look at my phone and have a message, or someone to talk to. Im not looking for a mental health mother. While i'd love to be supportive of each other, i'm looking for someone i can talk to about their day, or about shared interests. An escape. If you can hold a conversation, lets chat on whatsapp, or text or whatever. I want to get to know someone and make a half decent connection. Here's a bit about me. If you think we have stuff in common, lets not be lonely together :) I love: -animals -literature and philosophy -politics and current events -music (all kinds) and art -video games -anime I am: -22 years old - gay af - a student -future teacher -big nerd -adorable Peace and love ❤ ",0.9165986394557812,3.3756860000000017,2.8266326530612247,89.34277210884356,86.95918367346941,5.919727891156462,21.942176870748305,7.333567415737692,0.9745993197278912,760,27,155,13,24,253,122,196,0.085,0.735,0.18,0.963,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,2,1,0,6,15,1,1,11,0,15,8,1,1,2,31,32,15,0,6,10,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,4,19,10,24,25,4,19,0,1,3,4,19,8,0,6,10,96,23,1,0.1283577245520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293989197163514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013339085166254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278011356647245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916885958382417,0.0,0.06706161330874437,0.0,0.0,0.10766036946328042,0.1026593980255782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643825892104725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772967376247048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366481790215434,0.07054204856931838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250893971279043,0.1813257136800332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233644827142083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475435734851857,0.0,0.08567977785257039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935439628947293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28552687902160584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468983982405072,0.0,0.0,0.09762183354243648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797416891930332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126737767803895,0.0,0.0,0.10961679543277328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627125042921823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693888529557378,0.0,0.1456588247138314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950723067228203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224644703520699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570871157477788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265816623822364 lonely,Bandersnatchking,2019/02/25,"I don't have a single friend This is less of a pity party and more of a ""I hope I'm not the only one"" post. I've never had a friend in my life. The closest things I've had to friends were adults my mom occasionally hung out with when I was a kid and ingenuine people on the internet. There were two kids I hung out with when I was younger but those were my brothers friends, and I was always the 3rd, less charismatic wheel. I was home-schooled growing up which means I never met any other kids and my job is currently taking care of an old man and building his pet projects for him, so I have no coworkers. I feel so completely invisible.",1.946590909090908,3.82615047727273,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,78.31818181818181,6.824242424242425,23.87878787878788,7.793537801064563,1.0575333333333337,501,17,111,8,12,164,85,132,0.065,0.807,0.128,0.8420000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,0,2,16,21,10,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,10,1,16,6,12,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,6,78,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714878831206486,0.0,0.0,0.12843302446958824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925579778892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980188121491349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549459044616017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836590146070846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944455735448731,0.18758314700327766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741695947632456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339921903603966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572670648428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119356023784714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913249151095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198179497876656,0.0,0.12797816572807685,0.14363849551318528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093352652849688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808781363223832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113900446971646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200114895167318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254718999743809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844912887979006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Snowbrdr1,2019/02/25,"Sick of feeling alone in life I have lots of friends and family who are there for me, but I haven’t had a significant other in my life for almost 4 years now and it really makes me feel lonely sometimes. I’m almost at the point of giving up completely on relationships because either I get led on and let down or just ghosted completely. It’s been making me feel really down and out and it frustrates me that instead of being honest with feelings up front which would be so much easier, people string you along and then hurt you. I don’t get people sometimes",6.919212121212119,6.532373890909092,7.329090909090907,75.17030303030306,64.63636363636364,10.242424242424242,30.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,2.663060606060605,448,13,83,8,6,147,77,110,0.126,0.732,0.141,0.2065,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,10,3,0,3,0,24,20,10,1,1,4,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,2,18,14,3,16,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,4,3,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379613128153033,0.1747760803707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286959481431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538663229038751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908427722823387,0.0,0.34130413380062136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303773029738443,0.0,0.17633181046875954,0.16188220384060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065240420487014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256025586009524,0.2383889217706238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346683476153022,0.0,0.0,0.2252864135515045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405206680686033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398264576287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952509538948334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621358259688733,0.0,0.0,0.18117639202410726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337998974718103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987651137923408,0.0,0.0,0.10867069388646183 lonely,Ekowy,2019/02/25,Do you ever think that if society didn’t have such a negative stigma about being alone then maybe we’d be happier I’ve been thinking that some of my pain comes from feeling like a loser cause I don’t have friends not from actually not having friends.,4.0368,5.82200568,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.2,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.2876000000000003,204,8,39,4,4,66,41,50,0.207,0.5670000000000001,0.227,0.0516,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,10,14,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,4,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2838820245066581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30129059912012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884031383654736,0.0,0.2505895240303272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631408834504895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470906755902221,0.20782310847712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44950608391415664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421218433006012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29225390172805893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095442023914149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37280128538131707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway4753268,2019/02/25,"I'm 24 later this year, the fact that I've only ever had one brief girlfriend for less than 3 months and never really made any friends depresses the absolute hell out of me, and I can't help that. It just fucking sucks. any time I try to talk to anyone about it they say just brush it off like 'oh you'll find people' or 'oh just join a club or volunteer' like I even have that option, in fact, the only thing that I've got going is that I've got a job working in a homewares shop one of the top in the UK. I hate brooding that I'm going to either harm or kill myself to get anyone to listen, but it sucks having to try repeatedly for help and just nobody's interested.",6.060251509054325,4.396739049295778,7.029879275653922,80.79288732394367,66.95774647887325,9.804426559356136,28.03219315895372,8.418075326091056,1.6908559356136807,523,11,115,6,7,177,89,142,0.154,0.755,0.091,-0.8798,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,6,0,8,0,6,1,0,1,4,20,19,7,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,8,0,2,4,3,8,4,17,14,2,16,1,1,0,1,9,6,4,4,9,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763467114453644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462233600765904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568210471679818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025890962154638,0.16469738380502486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641337502220965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406707978143444,0.1683255285915757,0.09512674327856124,0.0,0.20695499053772984,0.0,0.291244237031722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976150089842546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408225031814526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068147705194867,0.0,0.2014391604457332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779054281966854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722838953380933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453306358347715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042756885797816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675764753369664,0.2769526899097998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622797336426658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166419939224525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479345548804165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463450968065786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096262941854707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061694755564395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472341301777029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255286694481222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725041751411094 lonely,diss_researcher,2019/02/25,"Survey on flirting behaviors and personality Hey I am a doctoral Student at a University in the South. I am studying flirtation behaviors, specifically trying to catalog specific flirting behaviors taken from several experimental studies. I was wondering if I could post to this community as it seems relevant to my topic. Thank you in advance for taking the time to take the survey there is an opportunity to win a gift card if the entire survey is completed. You can back out at any time. Here is the link to the survey [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ) Thank you again for taking the time",10.500127298444133,13.003256099009905,10.132192362093353,48.11871287128714,57.31683168316832,12.900141442715702,38.190947666195186,12.28987398476788,5.8987442715700125,530,24,67,18,7,172,66,101,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,11,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,6,16,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,4,5,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911352882430956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686078200419853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299041385585944,0.0,0.0,0.1750720820741733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244357632391879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914612004531475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000344191521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961839870971373,0.0,0.2477166904789375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945992474615656,0.0,0.0,0.4037552371426263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835804997856721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887234257713666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377928043970132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disappearlikeagatha,2019/02/25,I sometimes wish I have a differenr personality. People say I am kind of separated. I cannot keep people in my life because it bears me down. I don't know maybe because I grew up with a problematic family and I am an only child... I sometimes wish I'm extroverted that cam have fun with people. Being me is just lonely af ,1.5456263736263731,3.8990628153846174,4.732967032967032,77.66846153846154,82.38461538461539,7.406593406593408,23.131868131868128,8.418075326091056,1.7944945054945052,253,9,49,6,7,92,47,65,0.08800000000000001,0.769,0.142,0.5106,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,13,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,6,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625637147856042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203022860488674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914224468612547,0.0,0.22426498331760766,0.11835658473098537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211560076816047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163587260517009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379148391056111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44791188867144704,0.18804461854518392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126343811752193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42599439238314335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495308253566261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FortunateRose01,2019/02/25,"19f a shut in for years only got 2 close friends but they play on ps4, im chill/serious Im not about to lay out the details cause its obvious just looking for someone to play with on xbox with and chill. I'm available 24/7 mon thru sat, i play red dead online, rainbow six seige, battlefield 1 online, fortnite but i suck despite playing since season 3, mostly on rainbow and battle field though. I'm shy but trying, came here because my siblings think its sad i play everyday and i don't any xbox friends despite having a mic so im trying to make them worry less by finding playmates. Also my user name is lonesome fluff so feel free to add.",1.4544186046511631,3.9591569224806236,2.7655503875969,90.55251162790701,84.42635658914728,4.68031007751938,24.879069767441862,6.079149491110277,0.7901293023255813,509,21,98,4,15,164,93,129,0.21,0.638,0.153,-0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,11,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,22,13,10,1,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,8,9,16,10,2,11,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,1,3,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607553702525145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272072675511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189724167980284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321985245281165,0.0,0.2004909865520518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868265189221212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837973957877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30157215761187894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609343644585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6324438121137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389171149831305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027595345525575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843382839617908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144473602071005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536495658615424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505557990889846,0.19175127168482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501211065635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982022702819895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568159824219904 lonely,KashmirCashmere,2019/02/25,"What we decided loneliness sounds like when humanity decided what song best represented the human emotion loneliness when we blasted voyager one into space with a golden record for what maybe a beacon for extraterrestrial life we choose this song, dark was the night cold was the ground, even listening to it, for me at least, make me feel lonely. Listen to it yourself I think despite the song being a musical embodiment of loneliness of sorts brings us together under that same banner of being by our selves. Link https://youtu.be/BNj2BXW852g",10.705652173913043,11.223509565217396,9.542521739130432,59.419869565217425,56.60869565217391,13.012173913043478,37.96521739130435,12.340626583579946,5.1985452173913025,448,18,64,13,5,140,68,92,0.111,0.8220000000000001,0.068,-0.4939,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,8,2,13,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36105387947069617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870041868907669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272384008626842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395943054750407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430090759127847,0.1680829517556291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296526313648644,0.0,0.34563932836595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32286281703245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331337170886369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045006949652807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138436338588088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Locu8en,2019/02/25,"lonely always I am goin to die alone. I am too insecure and awkward and my self esteem is low. People swipe me on grindr but like lol im too scared i dont want to subject them to my ugliness. I cant interact with anyone. I havent dated in so long. I cant drive. I have no irl friends. Even at work im alone. I usually crave it because my home makes me suicidal. But i wish for once i had someone who understood me and i connected with and loved me and i found them interesting back. I wanna disappear",-0.14732566498921784,2.035712355140191,2.7284112149532724,90.16114306254494,89.0,6.656793673616103,21.31488138030194,7.882392219407189,1.1669790079079796,390,14,87,9,13,137,70,107,0.251,0.545,0.204,-0.2266,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,3,0,1,9,1,0,1,0,15,15,8,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,22,4,10,12,0,10,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,56,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906960048908281,0.0,0.0,0.15694258537071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318838218694429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503310372923708,0.0,0.11497780369442315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575233675881976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105508756398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457826649005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068063429215185,0.14572329146034824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891959774871575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074726026644738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214764175752774,0.0,0.0,0.16691812238694945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023217996285073,0.0,0.12590181325736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086855784044744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076172196937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883627338101647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967663243102175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598126694238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063139280276624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077325048081616,0.0,0.11124986905363547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689765927204016,0.0,0.0,0.1373137876789233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,akaPho3nix,2019/02/25,Heart horny I don't need sex. I just want a hug from someone who cares.,-1.239374999999999,0.7127738125000036,0.06750000000000256,108.8275,92.125,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.7923999999999998,55,1,15,0,2,17,15,16,0.0,0.5489999999999999,0.451,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060421670115653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881541991017025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680228811797719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205393413066435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927486714347101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mabrew,2019/02/26,I'm starting to feel worse when not In school Strange thing has been happening lately I have just started highschool and in a few months in I find myself wishing days were longer as I find seeing people leave so eagerly as if they just were waiting for that final bell to ring a little depressing. Staying back after school and seeing most people gone home about thier business while I stay there lonely basically just wondering what it must be like to be them. It's a sad type of peaceful,7.976129032258066,7.708491129032258,7.270451612903226,76.06567741935488,62.44086021505376,9.590537634408603,33.65376344086022,8.841846274778883,2.8015866666666667,397,14,69,5,5,123,72,93,0.124,0.7490000000000001,0.127,0.0903,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,19,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,7,2,12,12,2,17,0,3,2,0,2,4,0,3,11,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365841422415175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455467289931852,0.0,0.15298981153627986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981351114277017,0.0,0.0,0.19458161567203056,0.3246955857206162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707490450369546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817429011842606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037091000398796,0.18808126788596632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677954401725588,0.17802884464550775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178011809213936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462882910725589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595358653836534,0.2830913260086711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145050566965066,0.3786533393210595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800743721506515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426219934706188,0.0,0.19262882475844487,0.0,0.0,0.18101701322135744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bryanpg10,2019/02/26,Looking for someone to talk to! Can have a conversation and be new friends! [m4a] Hello there! Its a lonely Tuesday night and im bored and looking for someone or someones that want to talk and get to know each other and maybe become friends? Kinda looking for someone we could chat and talk about each others day and random things (: hopefully can find someone!,3.1763636363636363,6.181302015151516,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,81.87878787878788,4.512121212121213,27.946969696969692,5.985473137389443,1.2672787878787877,287,13,48,2,8,87,44,66,0.06,0.748,0.191,0.8741,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,12,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,3,8,10,2,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,4,4,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705274773944451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327931219193845,0.0,0.0,0.09957803438843534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411227817353098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385848408378975,0.0,0.08066990184592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335836216554408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667831975902087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485659460500299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889823073733456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511992634422164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912468666648035,0.0,0.14489802602652993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541315378664678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723131115857352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257939151396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910716881131554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skinnypenisguy,2019/02/26,"The goofy guy persona is backfiring I’ve always been the goofy guy out of all my friends. Whenever and wherever I made sure all my friends were having a good time, laughing, smiling, making jokes. I always play the goofy dumbass because it seems to work the most. I’ve been doing it since Grade 8 always being funny and kinda dumb that was my thing to make others laugh at school.plus with my close friends I didn’t have to be too stupid because I trust them a bit more. But my friends at my new school are whole different story. I thought my persona would work as it always did with my close friends with some of my new friends but then they brought their friends to “watch” me play the part. I’m usually pretty good with taking insults I can shrug them off or just put them away like their nothing and just keep my show going self deprication is also one of my go toos. But lately when they say the hurtful things (that I used to just shrug off from most people) it’s starting to hurt bad. So bad that I have to excuse myself to the bathroom and fucking cry like a little bitch like I’m in 6th grade or something or my day is completely ruined like today where they just kept on pushing calling me a Mexican (when I’m not.)then they literally started pushing me around grabbing my bag opening it up,grabbing my binder out of my hands, and just making fun of me while my stupid persona just smiles back and takes it because I’m just a fucking loser. All the while my peers are just watching fucking humiliating. That’s never happened to me before so I had no idea what to do except just absorb it and keep playing the part. After it was over. I went to the bathroom and cried for a good bit ( silently of course don’t want to embarrass my self further.) in conclusion I’m a loser and I have no one to talk to so whatever.",4.391448966545919,5.636523193905816,4.69757617728532,86.11330652034947,70.52354570637121,7.105092691242278,29.120072448327303,7.321109707123232,1.5913830385680805,1447,55,285,14,26,455,182,361,0.17,0.654,0.175,-0.8967,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,9,5,22,39,8,1,17,0,24,4,1,5,5,58,52,25,0,2,16,0,2,4,7,1,0,1,0,4,16,19,0,3,4,5,0,7,5,16,0,2,13,5,44,23,41,36,12,42,0,5,2,3,25,18,5,8,21,194,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633564107275408,0.2760864941691511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384370539747477,0.0,0.0,0.07793490881672208,0.06378396445504866,0.13852073146742994,0.15169792182733755,0.0,0.07058493210418824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811213504807057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470193435856799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697222583293239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822348874740803,0.053496336137247615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666582144683724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486125100165028,0.2300597435022394,0.0,0.0,0.09428558349209976,0.20872532297904212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642684596997352,0.0733530259166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776008699198665,0.09364123821533613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746077869730284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357199739132854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210207891438402,0.0831383886334555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848995356931272,0.16611069973292122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397668997374409,0.16022859686409424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959342934569809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241907585026767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965503907602753,0.0,0.05750756766363336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439067844685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338835992560771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596572231022621,0.0,0.16790106436657246,0.0,0.0755151976029557,0.17307133217233134,0.0,0.0,0.06861767235196285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385949785645402,0.0,0.0,0.11742585817522368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818004865159303,0.0,0.12473719906833355,0.06667262677630642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021751218303766,0.0,0.0,0.06585358639614926,0.048369217508983715,0.0,0.07862755998675051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164276752373387,0.09135847170159504,0.0,0.04892646927416914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689612560284738,0.0,0.09261148897714623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077818825213407,0.0,0.0,0.058925793978823776,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mrpopper03,2019/02/26,"21M Don't have any friends whatsoever Hello, i'm a complete loser. I haven't spoken to anyone besides a few family members in the last two years. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel as if I should lie down in the cold outside and die. ",0.7549056603773607,2.4866543018867944,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,81.45283018867924,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.504489811320755,190,6,42,2,5,67,40,53,0.202,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,7,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335511387133763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605041961016601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906244434241339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866608079712697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35121854343110176,0.0,0.1883786739158555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878406794485042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475047585597125,0.303687968761107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639391945700848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991788180105866 lonely,yerrrboy3,2019/02/26,"My sister just moved out and I’m feeling soooooo fucking lonely So my sister would usually come home at 5 or so but she recently moved out so I have been home all day and lonely. I haven’t gone outside at all today and I haven’t come across another human today and it’s so feels fucking horrible. I could only imagen what people in solitary confinement feel. I feel like shiiiiiiit fuuuuckk ",2.375906432748536,5.143240684210525,4.937543859649125,74.70336257309944,82.94736842105263,7.588304093567253,25.549707602339183,8.515128840125781,2.4688847953216397,316,13,54,8,9,111,50,76,0.146,0.7959999999999999,0.059,-0.8258,0,4,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,20,16,10,0,2,3,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,8,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,2,4,8,1,6,12,2,16,0,2,0,2,4,6,2,1,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382385880720734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184515190755149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758198546138385,0.0,0.0,0.1192083550929176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738484221541608,0.1320517784006148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417684970130806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708249259029957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030488618393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929174216551513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058132679902252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814676745316828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251002779693665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504188424023343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357829940744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131307066613649,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Matt321089,2019/02/26,"I just want a close female friend, not a girlfriend. Romance ruins everything. I'm not looking for a relationship. I just want someone to hold at night. I want someone to cuddle and snuggle with. I want a female friend whose not afraid to be close to me and makes me feel like I'm worth something. I want a girl to hold me while she tells me how much I matter to her. I want someone to share a deep connection with and share all my feelings with. I want all these things in a platonic way. I don't understand why everything has to be romantic. Cuddling with a girl is seen as romantic and I hate that. A lot of people want a girl to be in a romantic relationship with, but I just want a close platonic friendship. If I were to ask a girl to cuddle and snuggle with me, then chances are she'd think I'm trying to fuck her. I wouldn't blame her. Society has so much focus and expectations for romance. The focus on romance in our society is something we'd be far better without. Everyone has to be in a relationship. Those who aren't are expected to be trying to get into one. To cuddle with someone it either has to be in a romantic or familial way. If a guy and a girl cuddle, it's generally seen as romantic, and it'd be presumed they're in a relationship. Why can't people do things like cuddling, snuggling or even kissing without being in a relationship? Romance ruins everything, and this focus on relationships in our society is so stupid.",3.8935314685314673,5.422096465034969,5.529650349650353,78.57216783216786,72.11188811188809,8.836363636363636,30.48251748251749,9.339509955726095,2.8440895104895105,1143,50,217,26,22,389,118,286,0.064,0.698,0.238,0.9885,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,1,7,18,3,1,20,0,27,8,0,2,2,60,51,21,0,14,14,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,11,20,0,2,5,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,3,5,27,12,43,35,6,22,0,2,3,8,29,17,1,5,5,158,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351211322953851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900571400969697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590020618818211,0.0,0.0,0.08535927880155222,0.2408539254820231,0.0,0.08421300094606197,0.0,0.09033653684521843,0.06381784508398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380333007130481,0.08258476054293938,0.046671585591461034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845140311734766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819553772236802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728490152293912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075015260283868,0.0,0.0,0.07594573707725917,0.0,0.0,0.05962891269993038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133663491306985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383077788599425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053277065048013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386127097099407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754462202838886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027583310158691,0.13754222077926306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807893881282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869464921644672,0.057239483260339424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129931573427034,0.0,0.0,0.09299637291162548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742058674330567,0.14181304810665582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612140617341319,0.0,0.0,0.17222314700432734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WillGuillaume,2019/02/26,"Missing a friend... Months back, I met a friendless little weeb girl here on Reddit. She was shy and very afraid of being abandoned. She lived in the US but was from an Asian household where studying took priority and friends were forbidden. She lacked social skills and depended on others to help her understand what was expected of her. It was clear she was still thoughtful and trying her best so I worked to help her learn how to socialize. We spent a few months talking nearly every day. We would talk about life, random things, and sometimes watch anime together. It was really nice. It eventually came out that she had lied about something important when we met. After telling her it wasn't alright that she did it, i quickly calmed down and forgave her. But she was too embarrassed and ended up ghosting over it. I still really miss her.",4.683896103896103,7.2433366103896155,4.407792207792209,83.0531168831169,72.50649350649351,7.5168831168831165,27.233766233766232,8.418075326091056,2.0931610389610387,674,25,117,12,14,205,105,154,0.117,0.685,0.198,0.964,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,3,12,11,0,2,5,1,13,1,0,2,1,25,22,12,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,17,1,22,6,17,3,3,22,0,3,1,0,30,10,0,2,10,90,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314694391344828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942801142000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555017568740704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102649132552785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143335279486966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405405023026405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641901594120085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292022566982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076489888978738,0.0,0.17136215062154084,0.15097430751024107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27294167976007355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190622890273033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485755396689977,0.0,0.13162512613204594,0.1690989269475862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27308216410091685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748469124737793,0.1494399335893742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358838097711757,0.0,0.0,0.1357352767653292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995983067229788,0.11608099420524536,0.0,0.0,0.17799129961642998,0.205662214102152,0.0,0.0,0.1410725146503232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447204250197885,0.0,0.0,0.12145593569069625,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,911Dispatcher760,2019/02/26,Paying for companionship I am a 30 year old pregnant mother of 5 month old and always feel lonely without any friends or companions. Is it weird to rationalize paying for a “buddy”. Someone to talk to or eat lunch or maybe even watch a movie? ,5.8957971014492765,6.811577565217391,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,66.82608695652173,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.507428985507248,192,7,34,3,3,63,37,46,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.696,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,4,19,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377438343849728,0.0,0.0,0.19430095533682676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29236523377234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188716878127242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446977504280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074833283234094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870464444371629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280608062828409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996349603169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420915694894248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296527540909812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754260919644201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399578727274835 lonely,Rjmnoodles,2019/02/26,Back to being alone I was with the girl of my dreams. I was convinced we were gonna be together forever. Our year and 5 months spent together will forever be the best times of life. She said maybe we could try again in a couple years. I’m praying sooner but with my luck she’ll find someone else. She was all I had to talk to and now it’s back to my circle of 1. She brought me leaps and bounds from where I was mentally before I met her. But fuck dude I’m just a wreck now ,-0.26464401294498074,1.8168431747572809,1.619635922330101,98.73845064724921,88.12621359223301,5.375080906148868,17.321197411003233,6.816661863887847,-0.2245268608414244,369,9,90,5,12,121,71,103,0.097,0.787,0.116,-0.0129,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,1,15,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,17,3,11,3,2,12,1,0,0,1,12,2,1,1,9,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482740167072328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686544092349867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039810998585672,0.0,0.2515676950693746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139413277071607,0.2652417663809321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025239005198525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909655354312504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161405706011925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931886508999447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408274612360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415778670286488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913394366971996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280253020263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031110267925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926750559200973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978062870723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275177951573214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087391548354293 lonely,Sanchez331,2019/02/26,"Don't know what's wrong with me. Just really bad with meeting new people Everytime I have a change up in my life, wether it was going to a new school, getting another job, moving, it's always a rough start cause I've never been good with new people. I'm a shy guy which is very detrimental when first impressions are everything. Been trying to work on it but that's a problem I've always had. I usually warm up get along with everyone after a while after they realize I'm just really shy, maybe that comes with some bad self confidence issues. I've got some friends but 3 good close friends. But through it all no matter what there's always that voice in the back of my head telling me ""you're not good enough"". I haven't had a gf in about 3 years, even if I am a little ugly I'd like to think I got things going, I'm 20yo, I have a decent job, I got my own car, a little apartment, I'm fit, not super athletic or anything just fit, although I did just start going to the gym, I got some money lying around, and I made it all for myself, didn't have anything handed to me. But what's the point of it all when you got a whole lot of love to give but no one to give it to? I just want someone to share my life and have fun with. Thanks for listening to my rant y'all. Much love, peace out!",2.061798201798201,3.395864652014652,3.556505161505161,91.66614635364635,76.47252747252746,6.868398268398267,20.83399933399933,7.520522993642371,0.4829501831501832,1002,23,228,13,22,331,144,273,0.14800000000000002,0.6629999999999999,0.19,0.928,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,12,18,0,0,14,0,16,6,2,2,4,43,43,13,0,3,14,0,3,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,15,13,0,0,3,1,1,6,8,4,0,2,13,5,23,14,34,30,11,36,0,0,0,2,16,15,0,6,16,141,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461425240575557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033962537391042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228751900959987,0.08777962180292176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758213885234779,0.16466261212957628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129480433217222,0.10431133193076572,0.0849397341291369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188563290542874,0.0,0.06512787013617367,0.0,0.0,0.09422158899870213,0.08862008479183843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387361710547134,0.0,0.0,0.1523644190827274,0.0,0.10303439807029914,0.1891823759612039,0.16811899164300362,0.24811633995305402,0.3943183275776292,0.0,0.0,0.09763474888601914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119748458275724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291831387740316,0.19570108876728132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419089367506907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929567782448146,0.048173568430717614,0.19765682862925832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383069919947451,0.1779902646261849,0.0933027182555058,0.0,0.0,0.09906227647401553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048018280050359,0.07248624056455141,0.0,0.0760504855474124,0.28570083717434874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681750264598674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672099776543162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321387976943908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435195437366704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633815916862062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979382705048924,0.0,0.0,0.10286683205590208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354795000444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958667654910434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618537768319089,0.09078251144032633,0.0,0.0,0.06550897929220667,0.06318229420368203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694652551779989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859980618921083,0.08135969860147271,0.05815996022845444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008929513032473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178583218263701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780941532835908,0.0,0.06349857976679174 lonely,let_gu,2019/02/26,":( Im suddenly too sad, i'm realising how lonely i really am, i'm on no one's mind rn, nobody really cares",-3.1337499999999987,-2.1203235416666644,3.490333333333332,78.58800000000002,117.75,8.586666666666668,13.133333333333333,8.238735603445708,1.7808933333333337,81,2,18,4,5,35,19,24,0.369,0.517,0.114,-0.7512,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417645677273054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680238824612733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374959518446451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29360621502739226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551489842946846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,reyeszeno,2019/02/26,"Maybe not all of us are meant for someone 30M. Please bear with me as i dont know where else i can pour my heart out completely. Been single for the better part of 4 years. The last relationship was the best i had (even though there were ups and downs). I screwed it up by being too close with a female friend whom i've known for more than a decade. We started calling each other 'dear'. But there was nothing else going on. No other feelings whatsoever. My ex found out and left me for good. I deserved it. And i'm still living with that consequence of my foolishness. Most of the times since, i felt that maybe i have screwed up my one chance of finding my partner. Like God is telling me that ""i gave you one shot at the best and you messed up. Now there isnt anymore for you."" That's the feeling i've gotten since then. I've tried to ask girls out but to no avail. Either them blowing me off at the last minute or just didnt show any interest. It gets tiring. Recently 3 of my best friends got attached and that just leaves me being the only one single. I'm really happy for them but personally, it sucks for me. It's like seeing everyone else finding love and yet i'm not even close to it really hurts. I dont even know if i'll ever find someone because maybe not all of us are meant for someone. I truly hope not. This has been a life lesson nonetheless. It definitely made me know not to do anything stupid no matter how trivial. I just need some redemption and for someone to see that i still have so much love to offer. Thanks for reading this, guys.",2.050654008438819,4.128181829113927,3.0439493670886115,91.99999578059077,78.81012658227849,5.9854852320675125,21.925738396624475,7.03164865440522,0.5201923206751058,1222,36,261,14,30,389,173,316,0.091,0.723,0.18600000000000005,0.9879,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,3,2,5,19,22,4,0,11,0,20,7,1,2,3,55,48,17,0,3,14,1,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,18,17,0,0,14,2,0,1,12,6,0,3,15,5,33,16,41,31,14,29,0,1,2,4,24,16,3,5,14,180,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137246729806761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950283397473302,0.0,0.0,0.07426730085137287,0.0,0.08437070449243565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055014999825773035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841325159232738,0.07981797480809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215439831700116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462444042889193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115424927778297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617457058398766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788259930793409,0.08163545722360926,0.0,0.08623686084506699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091265290270994,0.0,0.0866532670986679,0.0,0.24745806480104324,0.0,0.0,0.09895345496452504,0.13945242641108108,0.0,0.047151417966247736,0.0,0.051290630388082264,0.07569664415308466,0.07218043148145158,0.0,0.0,0.08936077541042821,0.0,0.09607182090010337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694559106549546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963769717852672,0.0,0.0,0.09661350376460276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487955979066897,0.1471300866740955,0.0,0.09556074186245124,0.09805588648991648,0.0,0.06374559223913406,0.08818228096805568,0.0,0.07969158864544308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629066315423357,0.08539585901886433,0.0,0.0,0.27200198517357543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066343455965632,0.06691854723388879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659642364587385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834653312133027,0.06863849002258769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773095594595436,0.0,0.0,0.07880201317953063,0.0,0.09906638552372173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902734999251605,0.0,0.11563173968331544,0.0,0.08911007604780509,0.09689373418483603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383365995073752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493099386075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30587100111517634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387876138215152,0.0,0.1441460593317273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888167139961155,0.08308922497956349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866926017179982,0.0,0.05262496270433359,0.10372803811541488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127319934308007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711705569542664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811744681236097 lonely,HelenofJoy5,2019/02/26,"Maybe being lonely isn't our fault, maybe we just choose the wrong people Reading through some posts here I can see many of us feel that not having friends or having bad ones somehow reflects us. That it's somehow our fault. Maybe it is, but not because of our personality, but because we choose or attract toxic people. If you are a good and caring person there will always be someone there ready to exploit it, use you and get on with their lives, leaving you to wander what you did wrong. I felt it on my own skin. Every friend i ever had used me to feel better about themselves, made me care about and help them, and giving nothing in return. So they just take all our kindness and will to help someone and leave. So if i should choose between those people as my 'friends' or just being alone, i would choose staying alone.",6.746918238993716,6.6725116163522005,5.920125786163522,84.08446540880506,64.9119496855346,7.3182389937106915,30.24528301886793,5.033348758259628,1.2818226415094345,653,20,124,1,9,197,101,159,0.103,0.667,0.23,0.9829,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,8,4,3,1,13,15,0,0,2,0,15,1,1,3,2,39,27,16,0,4,12,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,5,24,9,15,16,3,7,0,1,1,0,23,3,0,8,2,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442186430493757,0.0,0.0,0.09810262904174387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844196091254297,0.14374205442359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427337739871673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404147569548806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664771764330658,0.09933622408698094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922803201548672,0.0,0.11320293260679043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326881300779643,0.0,0.06159812513785536,0.11310086618241942,0.0,0.09888931362350872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580523886432144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277518797168513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496791311651829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410826782198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156026768620343,0.0,0.11953256307435067,0.3553405823863139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312867290751727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989240421588698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521200551629665,0.20589227125353127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129160517239217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793236735749275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395140344478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997933573940521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566620514249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864647439370618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363947773242104,0.20365628871649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375310534608098,0.2578112933470745,0.0,0.0 lonely,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2019/02/26,"I just want to love and be loved. That’s all I want. After 30 years of being alive (but dead inside) I don’t think it’s going to happen. Now I’m thinking about whether I put up with the pain of being alone for the rest of my life or I seriously consider ending my life. I’ve been held back by social anxiety, depression, a medical condition and an alcohol addiction. I feel lonely every time I see pretty women. I get jealous when guys talk about their girlfriend and feel insecure when they talk about the latest girl they fucked. I’m utterly alone.",4.2225,5.5470565137614685,5.529254587155965,79.68819380733947,71.0183486238532,9.119724770642202,26.469036697247706,9.516144504307137,2.3542009174311933,436,14,83,10,8,146,79,109,0.251,0.616,0.132,-0.9313,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,8,9,2,1,5,0,5,9,0,0,1,16,21,8,1,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,3,13,2,13,16,2,12,0,2,1,3,12,1,1,1,9,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934303342649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962404756659304,0.0,0.3675382851700886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573728504111976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364365582710128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282450066297684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715473952571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949663547520045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794329289689681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403579315654082,0.09270246120515307,0.0,0.1008403962982117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568854072803292,0.15690517954373406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065516781607383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028401990849675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874708973147482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888033441194788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051517831820035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837117722797535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139271793610825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180872631856482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852310547318763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738635977756225,0.0,0.0,0.1034637721184387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931151373710896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426231894705803 lonely,sashaa17,2019/02/26,"I want older male friends Im 20 f, i love talking to men, I like the attention you could say. Hit me up. Lets start a convo ? 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I feel horrible whenever I just want company and someone to be nice to me. I know I need to be a strong independent woman. And I am. But sometimes it’s just too hard. I don’t know why I haven’t been able to date anyone in the last 6 years. Maybe it’s my resting bitch face. Or maybe I don’t match up to the societal expectations of a relationship worthy woman. I’m wondering if I should start training myself to believe that I will be alone forever and thereby lower my expectations from life. 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I tried all my years of high school, specially the past year, having conversations and show empathy, hang out with different people and show me ""friendly"". But i failed so bad with that. The only friend i have is very busy in the last 2 years, and it's hard to talk with him. I'm not shy and that awkward talking with people. But when it comes to ""friendship"", it seems like the other persons are not interested in me. I send them messages, but they don't answer me. I try to invite them to some random thing, and they seems like they don't care or they are too busy. Now, this is my first year of college, and i'm afraid that can happen again. And i don't want to lose my time with some random people who doesn't care about my interests or my feeling. Right now, i just need one person who i can talk about anything. One person who i can know their passions and thoughts, and share opinions. I'm starting to feel lonely and depressed with myself, and i don't really know what to do. Any advice can be helpful. And sorry for my bad english. 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I [21/F] have nightly cries and am getting night terrors again. I find that I feel my best when I’m cuddling and having sex with strangers from tinder. Sex is easy to find. Every guy wants it, and it’s an easy and temporary fix to my problem. But it’s has become a obsession. I feel so happy within the that moment: a complete stranger sharing their warmth and intimacy. But when I get home I feel so much more worse and end up crying because I’m so alone again. And because if this, I have been sexually assaulted. When meeting a guy who creeped me out, I said I’m going home. But he got upset and used his strength against me (I’m 97 lbs). I didn’t tell anyone because I am embarrassed for looking for sex in the first place. And even THAT didn’t stop me from seeing men afterwards. I’m desperate :( ",2.6903500000000022,4.77828321714286,3.8470535714285714,86.96200892857144,76.82857142857142,6.6607142857142865,26.9375,7.6454224807358475,1.5747214285714284,693,28,137,10,16,225,109,175,0.244,0.6409999999999999,0.114,-0.9725,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,1,4,6,0,11,5,0,1,0,25,29,19,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,8,12,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,6,6,18,4,14,23,3,20,0,0,2,5,11,5,0,1,13,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509220713111097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189087843129374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167019240905788,0.2664888517590041,0.16093639603835,0.0,0.0,0.15292424925642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278474693623775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201333632551274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906475195966746,0.0,0.0,0.09624674828338976,0.0,0.12277546470848785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104137495948495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663710533740326,0.12394943817890965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226547029509965,0.0,0.08281608798450064,0.0,0.11654567157973705,0.0,0.0,0.2885716078261649,0.0,0.1551217505476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923382727097061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437861403265422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236817907170335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712103643246047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734968752025929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224648410415126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943445077600272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386131797019255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161200490955635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182852415018015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736578571108012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258553751050565,0.0,0.0,0.08594948737884342,0.11566582852443415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850122579702396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HowDidIGetHere6969,2019/02/26,Look at this please Hi. I'm lonely. Please talk to me.,-3.8375000000000017,-5.57373975,-1.6366666666666667,112.14000000000004,154.83333333333334,1.2000000000000002,3.0,3.1291,-3.3709,41,0,11,0,4,13,11,12,0.162,0.519,0.319,0.3453,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380427794916886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8837636912548372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32355651322938644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ultra_Dood,2019/02/27,Is anybody up for a nice long conversation? Idc who you are or anything it’s just nice talking to people Um conversation anyone?,1.379999999999999,3.5145336666666687,3.490333333333332,78.58800000000002,108.16666666666666,5.253333333333334,25.63333333333333,6.742157984588678,1.9258933333333341,104,5,17,2,5,35,22,24,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986826851003363,0.0,0.4692090535145615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045908154755591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952905950413224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458288593694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Toutss,2019/02/27,"Starting school with anxiety and no friends Hey everyone! I'm starting school next week, I have anxiety and no friends so.. i'm kinda panicking honestly. I feel so so lonely on a daily basis, I have no one to really talk to, and going back to school does not help at all because i'm lonelier there. What can I do to make it better or at least more tolerable?",2.0949404761904766,4.270406708333333,4.482539682539684,81.24500000000002,79.1388888888889,8.55873015873016,26.952380952380967,9.23628265651192,2.6585214285714294,281,12,55,8,7,98,48,72,0.252,0.607,0.141,-0.7449,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,1,4,4,8,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,36,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114131222687118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650870941577302,0.0,0.12407531249740927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001345448673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781181025717121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448996622798656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291529079706974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145070151826312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156757432290149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642771136468204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586367387408296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646573426350268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792310203169436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039211379861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179761430178768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813150251887765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359671054114422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632664812379185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Yoosungsbaby,2019/02/27,"Let's talk How many of you are actually lonely and how many of you just crave exclusive attention? The latter, here.. 😐",1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,87.2608695652174,8.284057971014493,20.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.063388405797101,94,3,18,3,3,32,19,23,0.109,0.826,0.065,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3754545749092706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934267347942928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7801399124998373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092425964409594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wyattkins193,2019/02/27,"i just need to rant a little bit I honestly cannot understand how people enjoy being alone for extended periods of time. I have felt isolated for the past 6 or 7 hours because I've spent the entire time in my room. the last hour i just spent lying on the floor listening to frank ocean and doing nothing else despite the fact that I have work that I should be doing, but I feel like I can't do it right now. my room feels like a prison to me and I just cannot leave. i really wasn't going to type this on my main account because there's a chance my friends, or more importantly a specific roommate to see this but at this point I am pushed to my limit and i just need to type. theres this one roommate i have that just bullies the rest of us, anything from just ""wanting to deflate our ego"" incase we get too many compliments to telling my trans man roomate that he's not looking too masculine when the rest of us are telling him. anyways, this roommate has gotten way into skyrim again and brought his ps3 down to the living room and plays it. I don't know anything that drives the rest of us out of the living room and into our respective rooms faster than him playing skyrim. He has been playing for actually 7 hours now and I still hear it on the tv as I type this out. he just makes awful commentary as if he is a let's player. I know a lot of this is our problem, seeing as we just don't want to spend time around him, especially when he's just playing some game, but it's just unbearable to be around him. Besides one of us, we are just so uncompatible personality wise with him. Conversation just doesn't happen. I've talked to my therapist about him and what he does and she told me that it would be best for all of us to sit down and talk with him but I am just such a coward who can NOT deal with confrontation, especially not right now. It would just be too much, and we all just resigned the lease for this year, so there's a whole lot that comes with that just incase something bad enough happens where epoeple have to leave. Either way, we all go to our rooms and essentially just go on our computers or phones. It's fine for maybe an hour but after that it's just unbearable to me. I cannot be on my computer for too long without thinking that i""m just wasting my time. So at that point i just clean my room, but there's only so much to clean. I took an extra shower tonight just because i had nothing. I tallked with my one of my roommates about how lonely I feel occasionally, because my therapist told me that it would be good for me. She told me that she understands, and that whenever I feel too lonely, I can just tell her and I can hang out in her room with her. However, because my brain is absolutely stupid and just plays tricks on me, I feel so anxious asking to hang out in someone elses room. Especially because I feel like they appreciate their alone time much more than I do. I simply just cannot tolerate any alone time besides when I wake up and get ready before I have to commute to campus. any more than that and I just start feeling miserable. honestly i feel like if I have to spend any time longer than taking a shit in my room (besides sleeping) then something went wrong. I think I'm too dependent on my roommates besides the one, and another one who mostly stays in her room but I respect her being independant. My other roomates and I were not super close before moving in, but only like half a month in, we became extremely close. I think maybe I became too close too fast and I always want to spend time with them or some other friends that I have. It just feels kind of pathetic to not be able to tolerate being alone for even tiny amounts of time, but now that I'm here after 7 hours of isolation it's just unbearable. I'm about to go to sleep like hours before I normally would just so I can wake up tomorrow and have tonight be over. I don't know what I am expecting to get from posting this. I don't even know what I want. It's a stupid situation and I just feel like I can't tell my roommates that I'm lonely because I feel it would be selfish. Or I just don't want to seem like a needy, attention grabbing bitch. I know this is just my brain playing tricks on me and they don't actually feel this way. but I just can't reach out to them. I know nothing is going to magically happen to make everything better but I feel like I can't even take the first step to make anything happen myself. I just don't even know what I want at this point except I know me and my roommates are ready to hire someone to steal this ps3 because my god. 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I'm single and I have made this decision to stay that way due to the fact that I am unable to be in a committed relationship with for many reasons. I still date but never with the intention of is this the one or ever after. It just goes along until it doesn't. I use to think it was self actualization that I came to the understanding that due to some of my issues or preferences marriage may not be an option for me and I was ok with that. This thought process happened years ago but now I find myself regretting that I refused to overcome my short comings and find a life partner. I want to think that it's February and it's the loneliness shouting at me (which I usually don't feel) or maybe that I have changed somewhat in my perspective but my stubbornness is refusing to acknowledge that change. Anyway march is coming soon and I do hope that this is a passing fancy.",4.457640692640696,5.596873883838384,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,70.26262626262627,8.687445887445888,29.799422799422803,9.04235418022936,2.3933725829725825,791,31,157,15,14,258,111,198,0.094,0.8390000000000001,0.067,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,10,1,17,2,0,4,4,54,35,13,0,5,8,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,21,14,0,3,14,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,6,5,22,3,26,26,4,27,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,8,16,122,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.1465850686131123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315371572028326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328501485075437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180230590790804,0.0,0.0,0.31780837768650355,0.2587883656074966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587519154316982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038064394702252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745817654669779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132831816895388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919423113243258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678211447495108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121981023956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421340566440294,0.0,0.15229120943492386,0.15090796365746134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138016166541044,0.115852616330007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178741716709676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444276934456713,0.0,0.1612712801452906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670368889132194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010581446617678,0.11995935398661099,0.0,0.0,0.15703400939876794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249933873638114,0.0,0.11925140675203895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637580277365745,0.0,0.12973478406202835,0.16543709865084286,0.0,0.08859882365793596,0.2384623028527317,0.12049086186699245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673148759367484 lonely,throwerrdrcvv458,2019/02/27,"My observations about incels So many average looking socially awkward but totally decent guys are foreveralone in their 20s, and many sub-average ones are total incels. Female hypergamy is not a misogynist conspiriacy theory, it's the truth - and they hate admitting it because it shows they are not worth the pedestal they want to be put on, and are no 'better' than us 'shallow' men - worse in some respects. Feminists look pretty damn disingenuous blaming men for ""unrealistic beauty standards"" when all the evidence emerging from online dating data gathering shows it is women who are the most obsessed with looks, women who think 80% of men are below average looking, and women who reject most of the people they match with at the same level of attractiveness - AS WELL as caring more about status and money. Incels are victims of society - at the most basic biological level, society is saying to them ""your reproductive value is zero"". Poor bastards. There are huge numbers of these guys out there, way more than the minority gathered online under the banner of incel. 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Hey everyone... I don’t know if I’m putting this right or not but that’s how I feel. I feel that vacuum of emotional emptiness that needs to be fulfilled by a female, I feel that physical urge to cuddle, hug or hold hands with a girl I love, not to say I have the sexual needs of any male in my age -23YO- that I can’t even fulfill. I’ve always been a very good friend to all of my buddies, I’ve always been there for them in the bad times before the good ones, and yet I still feel this loneliness. I’m a pretty emotional guy to be honest, I just here some songs and fantasize about listening to it with the girl I love, but really I’m starting to believe that I ain’t gonna find her, at least not for now. I’m sexually aroused, emotionally overwhelmed and physically in need to a shoulder to lean on. Thank you for you time :)",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,70.31868131868131,9.583150183150185,27.804029304029303,9.725611199111238,2.341910622710623,700,23,148,16,12,238,107,182,0.07,0.654,0.276,0.9927,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,0,10,11,0,1,9,0,9,7,3,1,2,30,28,10,0,4,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,9,6,0,1,7,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,9,18,8,24,22,3,15,0,2,0,5,15,6,0,4,8,94,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236099096790023,0.0,0.0,0.09137485980616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121916823396801,0.0,0.0,0.11433728650881345,0.15138674298274593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604583738512279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874880852767797,0.12154356484954205,0.0,0.12839439926003174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717620285063287,0.0,0.1290143688444449,0.0,0.1228099340229228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038123972681037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540303663179226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304546297024522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384514857704842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254476435467345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988965479698592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105124635931608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670058031661492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507697062371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607959291737675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147495530600988,0.0,0.10685484092287777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510637461481093,0.0,0.10730647261644098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370801791358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670214352175124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086768687436624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FallonKristerson,2019/02/27,"Suddenly it's not that easy anymore I've been a lonely person all my life. Since I was a child I used to play alone, talk with myself or imaginary friends etc. Sometimes I would play with other kids but most of my memories are of myself alone. During all primary I had one (1) friend who was friends with literally everyone. In high school I had two friends more but we've drifted apart. The thing is: I never cared. I was fine playing alone, I was fine having just some friends, but not anymore. I will be turning 24 soon and every year I feel more isolated, as if it's not being alone anymore but just plain lonely. It really hurts and I just can't understand it.",4.56492424242424,5.478563825757579,5.237575757575758,83.63469696969699,69.83333333333333,8.593939393939394,29.060606060606066,8.841846274778883,2.1623424242424245,523,19,105,9,9,169,85,132,0.205,0.631,0.16399999999999998,-0.4689,0,8,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,1,3,26,20,9,0,2,12,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,7,1,15,11,8,9,7,8,0,3,0,0,10,3,0,4,4,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405028583408009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881682084210323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330210315835203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550653774882505,0.0,0.0,0.10992509086405056,0.12466796222167095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596864524147948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039970627749112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378468231684521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966891326283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921535525202388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006251238163171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840863313959837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391980535686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835812737917528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320407901511588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792464848114837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903639210431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048654021844248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667727898001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191194357707784,0.12744847979335386,0.13582200397747646,0.0,0.11268264043635155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268087044714808,0.0,0.0,0.08401724729568291 lonely,acethebathound30,2019/02/27,I ruin everything I started making friends on here and just when I thought I was doing alright I fucked it up. To any of the guys in the r/lonely chat it has been great talking to all of you. But it's for the best that I don't talk with any of you anymore in fear of making you all run off of this site too. And Kev if you see this I'm really sorry man I didn't mean to freak you out. To any member of the chat or not a member if you could share this amongst the chat you will have my gratitude. I think I'll just crawl into a corner somewhere and die now. It would be for the best.,0.8191678321678353,2.0942169307692318,2.7252447552447556,96.57339160839165,79.69230769230771,5.650349650349653,19.51048951048951,6.11248444174946,-0.27200000000000024,451,10,112,3,11,151,81,130,0.118,0.7040000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.8231,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,2,6,10,1,1,8,1,11,1,0,2,2,22,20,8,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,1,16,6,20,12,4,13,0,1,1,1,16,9,1,3,3,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934581886317188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126721630223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047934049919711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398456204477748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016023990278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333187166779138,0.0,0.0,0.21702329605914886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900465282344838,0.17829775147940194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263096456691605,0.0,0.19096363768980584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574736788643047,0.0,0.0,0.2100831869912197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355229428632365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536859925413429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158931467659229,0.13650867048352855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100302362805621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235781407376609,0.0,0.15311083376705995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700358538120974,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,makabis,2019/02/27,"This is how it is I thought I had friends. At least in high school. It was something that I did not realize could be lost. Friendship. School and friend was all I had. Even if I wasn't the best friend they could have. To be honest I was a bully for some poor kids. I am not proud of it. They grew up to be criminals now. I was also a victim of bullying. Only now I realize how bad it was. Story short. High school. Best friend and I in same school. Friend has new friends. I'm trashed. I try to be better. Still trashed. And alone till today 6 years later. I apologize for my language this is my second.",-1.3421286956521712,0.4400269680000015,0.5007652173913044,101.15229565217392,107.32,3.7739130434782613,15.834782608695653,5.7926816847441245,-0.6425443478260866,461,13,107,5,23,148,73,125,0.198,0.578,0.224,0.6096,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,5,7,14,1,0,3,0,21,0,0,2,1,16,24,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,11,0,16,11,12,7,6,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,8,79,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453745082427526,0.0,0.1038811580455656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846125676522407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726445308554616,0.1148861873024546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742950927530449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579786940162247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60216352089732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27449342636578233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180143374192414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545844077999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879496992816447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258638258836823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000353478548724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373848253549127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312626373479733,0.0,0.0,0.1231302185918818,0.0,0.0,0.08819372169332297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365148196353689 lonely,coconut80085,2019/02/27,"I'm so lonely it actually hurts My entire body hurts. My chest feels heavy. My brain is foggy as hell. Some would say I'm just being dramatic but it's the depressing truth Anybody else physically hurt from being lonely? 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I don't have any friends, hardly had any my entire life but I have become okay and accepting of it. I still feel the need for social interaction and I have tried. I noticed when I did try it seemed a lot of the people I came across are mainly into themselves so it repels me and there are pretty big personality clashes as well. It's just so odd to me, maybe it's cause I live not far from the city but everyone has this personality type I can't even think of a name for. I guess it's called being social?? .-. I don't know. Offline or online it seems difficult to find someone with substance. Maybe I'm just too different? I never smoked, don't drink and never done drugs and I don't plan to but those things seem so commonly done by others so I feel like the odd one out. I know I can be interesting and have interesting conversations but it rarely happens. Even though I am into common hobbies like playing games and anime I do have other hobbies that can pretty interesting and not commonly heard of but it doesn't seem I'll actually get to show someone I'm interesting. x.x I really try to keep conversations going but it's just so uninteresting and I try to keep it going in the hopes that maybe it's just that way because the convo is new and things will improve in time but in the back of my head is like ""Gahhhh, I can't do this."" and conversations never go anywhere. It's just hard to find someone that gives the same amount of effort or at least try to seem sorta interested so it doesn't seem redundant to keep going. Trying to establish a decent relationship seems so unrewarding and I feel I'm starting to completely emotionally check out when it comes to being social and with people in general. No one actually tries to know anyone but themselves these days and the few times a relationship goes well it either ends or becomes unstable/toxic. I am in a long distance relationship but the person I'm with went through a drastic negative personality change that I don't blame him for but the romantic feelings I had are gone but I keep it going because he needs me and no one else seems to want to help him with his problems. I do dream of the ideal relationship but I know it's a dream for a reason even though it's realistic. I just want a wholesome relationship that consists of tenderness and understanding and the person's appearance doesn't matter. Not really a romantic relationship because when I figure out how to solve my current relationship I'm most likely finished but still.... I think what I want is reasonable but I don't think I'm ever going to get what I want. I guess this is more of a rant or something. Damn, I'm just really frustrated is all :c My ""standards"" aren't even high and even when I did lowered them it still backfired. I wish I didn't feel the need to socialize but I know all brains are programed with this need and it's unwelcomed. I'm stuck between trying with little hope for success or just throwing in the towel and waiting for androids to come out.",3.5166666666666657,5.722309613598673,5.046260364842457,78.77247512437813,74.75456053067992,7.982421227197348,26.092039800995025,8.788703293910665,2.1286835820895527,2479,90,461,53,54,832,245,603,0.08199999999999999,0.748,0.16899999999999998,0.9946,4,0,4,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,4,36,25,2,0,27,1,45,6,2,4,7,136,113,56,0,13,32,0,8,4,1,1,3,1,0,5,40,36,1,5,29,6,1,13,22,5,2,3,12,9,50,20,59,97,13,56,0,0,0,0,34,18,1,21,28,322,90,3,0.0,0.0,0.09845753091850644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686110599811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527355092808696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879044827587823,0.0,0.0922556388659186,0.11142897674926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631527331823793,0.05151178719720986,0.05769765981569237,0.0,0.05182272370078852,0.05336598820787107,0.08691084211107243,0.05289247315425105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032533989970838915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270613222057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324911036624901,0.0,0.0494186242680049,0.058502231436923124,0.0,0.04214179884381171,0.056745820506142276,0.04468086026307151,0.0,0.0,0.16659806203978214,0.0456319869376619,0.0,0.04820404566177895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530444003798694,0.03603917888782519,0.0,0.0,0.09221485830346283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038975045383682634,0.0,0.05271270504027505,0.0483931336021266,0.17202035405883914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114559779933778,0.0,0.04460990755292102,0.0,0.0903807851004398,0.0,0.05177293462702691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03381340310608174,0.05329977678249222,0.0,0.10021004024191786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265331602132053,0.0,0.1793576099462941,0.0,0.0,0.1386211133205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035632041900886674,0.0985829645627026,0.050560911219287706,0.04454541758919308,0.044643799424202914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042888035481188816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204166739044253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496225477074197,0.11672296498772987,0.04872179984479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743397613942788,0.0,0.0,0.1025521003025394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994686981239116,0.22024084621834256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264499158142104,0.0,0.048270740976030235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695246797641847,0.1037353523230692,0.0,0.43328757018439495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673987205639511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569649541039384,0.12823014045170988,0.03883638418665688,0.0,0.0,0.03570647980815566,0.0,0.120860554719326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702917797536953,0.0969727498923477,0.09912738066374303,0.0,0.05883182853111054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740003353585496,0.0,0.0,0.0525168613084662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190192357540599,0.04004229383346772,0.0,0.0,0.09071540002420664,0.04676465641948018,0.0,0.0,0.058011289952523123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chookadee,2019/02/27,"How do I not feel needy and clingy around new friends. Just don’t wanna drive them away by getting to clingy, I’ve just been alone for a very long time and whenever I leave them I immediately want to go back. I get that I’m supposed to entertain and value being myself alone, but I hate myself and no amount of therapy/meds is helping change that. I worry that if they leave me I’ll get worse, and that I currently feel toxic as hell.",5.622022471910113,5.197538617977532,6.068853932584273,83.25564044943822,67.31460674157304,9.367191011235958,27.9123595505618,8.841846274778883,1.7809352808988757,343,9,74,5,5,111,62,89,0.278,0.613,0.109,-0.9627,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,13,2,10,12,1,9,1,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,5,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306196237762111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506485864141609,0.0,0.0,0.19531810877805086,0.15985344047843994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199184902141198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022936516646976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061415565695605,0.0,0.3258395158655482,0.0,0.1181478372934247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524687522233995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934329354354846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402478540730601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397479924010127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078002904483228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122146840700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152980169582588,0.1226180359085466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112088425353756,0.2118561633414095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dkong12,2019/02/27,"Looking to help people who feel lonely and have a few questions. Hey there eveyone. I""m a college student who is currently looking for a way to help people who are lonely and would like to make new friends but don't know how. I can't go into detail yet but I know it involves using a website. &#x200B; My question now is how do I get people who feel lonely to take notice of such a site? &#x200B; 1. What would be the first you searched for on Google or another search engine if you were looking for new friends or a way to help with feelings of loneliness? 2. What would make you avoid using such a site? 3. What would make you **want** to use such a site? Any help would be very appreciated! Thanks and if you want to keep updated on my progress send me a PM, if I receive a lot of requests I will make a subreddit updating everyone who is interested in the progress 😄. &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.095101674641146,4.5913351250000005,3.174904306220097,88.7988038277512,81.27272727272727,5.750717703349283,26.876794258373213,7.0608816371341465,1.3837999999999997,706,31,138,9,19,226,96,176,0.068,0.7190000000000001,0.213,0.9823,1,7,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,0,3,8,9,0,1,13,0,17,0,0,9,0,38,39,12,0,10,7,0,3,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,6,13,5,18,30,2,20,0,3,3,0,23,7,0,8,9,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691413826618902,0.4139800253170397,0.05792083419560379,0.08931173858035722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138683579882333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919869393371292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244845237443835,0.0,0.0,0.13160951846863728,0.0,0.0444995872309771,0.0,0.04840600727469285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283597443835411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570603332959816,0.0,0.0,0.09361814871080323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161142202524518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145726190584263,0.0,0.0,0.07241138069473826,0.0,0.0,0.2274156293215239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645220051285371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697048289536962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714553819835946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082740655706948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403979847070146,0.0,0.0,0.07841622531010821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206874177889712,0.0,0.07027697687003588,0.10047495873253673,0.13521336429305852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025237057842461,0.0,0.4139800253170397,0.0 lonely,cuddlykitten5932,2019/02/27,"Boyfriend is currently out of state, will be gone for another week. So my boyfriend is currently out of state working for his company's new location. At first I was excited to have the apartment to myself, because he said he was going to be back on Friday. I didnt mind that much. Yesterday though, he told me his manager wanted him to stay for another week. I feel like I'm going insane. Theres no one to talk to, no one to watch TV with. It's too quiet around here. Yes I still have my family and will visit them, but it's not the same. I really don't have that many friends to invite over either. 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I'm aware this is a bit of an awkward place to post a personals ad, but I feel like anyone reading this sub already has a lot more in common with me than most people in the dating subs, so I wanted to try it. I'm 26, bi, 5'11, white, fairly thin, and from Australia. There are a few things that I need to be specific about in order to find you attractive: you need to be white, not extremely overweight, not excessively bulky/muscular, and have no facial hair. Other than those traits, I'm not overly picky with physical appearance. I'm not really looking for guys older than me, so you should be between 18 and 26. I'm looking for someone who doesn't have any friends. I don't have any, or family, and it's pretty much always been that way for me, although I'm not looking to change that really, other than finding a partner. I'm a very private, mostly-antisocial person, and although I have decent/good social skills, I just don't enjoy socialising with most people. I'm very intelligent, caring, and mature. I'm looking for someone who is more refined than the average guy. Someone who can speak and write without making grammatical or spelling mistakes. Someone who doesn't swear much or at all, and isn't vulgar/disgusting in any way. Someone who doesn't drink, smoke, or do drugs. Someone clean, respectful, and more on the calm and gentle side, but strong at heart. I have a strong personality and I'm on the dominant side of things; I like to be the leader of the relationship. The kind of relationship I want is one built on trust and loyalty. I want someone who will put me, and our relationship before everything else, as I will do. The kind of guy who is focused on finding a partner and simply being together. Not someone who is focused on working as much as possible and building a successful, busy career or anything along those lines. I want someone relaxed and stress-free, who just wants love and companionship above all else. Let's buy and convert a van and drive around the country for a few months, or buy some rural farmhouse with a bunch of land and live a nice, peaceful life surrounded by nature, or just come live with me in the city in an apartment and we can play games, lay in bed, and talk all day. Which would you prefer? I'm not looking for anything long distance in the long term, so please be serious about being together IRL as soon as possible if things work out. If you think we could get along, just send me a message with a bit of information about yourself and we'll go from there.",7.126959378733575,6.771856241935486,7.276057347670253,75.61649342891279,64.20161290322581,10.17072879330944,34.49940262843489,9.633347757342033,3.1486428614097965,2040,80,380,35,27,660,238,496,0.03,0.769,0.201,0.9984,0,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,4,5,0,6,16,21,0,1,29,0,38,9,3,1,3,87,71,44,0,14,23,0,3,2,3,5,3,1,2,9,24,36,2,0,7,5,2,6,15,3,0,1,1,12,27,18,65,56,19,44,0,0,8,2,42,25,0,14,11,255,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290316932422584,0.0,0.05497046678897683,0.0,0.0,0.17970290148705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461934231104519,0.0,0.10872994060827107,0.058810887759542387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056215523004297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424936230707874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735656088862184,0.0,0.0698868587973848,0.05690821021545766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274665780859075,0.0,0.0,0.04260575770378406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471748265442362,0.07661316364720001,0.0,0.11037584214849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937398399408988,0.0,0.06227917639613835,0.0,0.03340389874482143,0.04719607170575447,0.0,0.0,0.18114365528579565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104081428682974,0.0,0.03451566716640081,0.0,0.03754564345227498,0.055411274737731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261654636473982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828605342840338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759079565617185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755482566171726,0.04666289456291711,0.06455098046141883,0.0,0.11667128872420332,0.11692896585686607,0.3328622831489097,0.0,0.0,0.056165175244126585,0.0596252596002492,0.0,0.04409817404236036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052731584018023185,0.0,0.14569372949193302,0.09797110683871058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044766616303139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160079627601916,0.17305337843035748,0.06902272672076372,0.07251833640639999,0.0,0.14895426827245695,0.06327096563937194,0.06721074858547718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641247821517017,0.0,0.0,0.06608178951465167,0.0,0.08464446697314933,0.0,0.0,0.2837116696704638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734383833513849,0.5037816418433174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756759876249765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099669753426365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166978220910666,0.0423310870619341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044853059482965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901929182023762,0.1948310338346225,0.1048769161422632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368325336518092,0.0,0.09619062904365094,0.0,0.0,0.04692990739260807,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,2lonely4meirl,2019/02/28,"Extreme and persistent self-loathing Does anyone else feel this way? I just feel like I’m unable to form any lasting or meaningful relationships so far in college. It doesn’t matter how successful I am academically, I still go back to my dorm alone, go to classes alone, eat alone at dining halls, spend my weekends alone etc. If I ask anyone to hang out I just feel like I’m being a burden, and most people are usually busy anyways. And I have -15 social skills, so a romantic relationship is completely out of the question. I feel this sort of persistent and unhealthy self hatred, as if I’m the reason for my own loneliness. If only I was more handsome, clever, and funny I could be happy. Whenever I see people with their SOs or friends in public and on Insta I want to gouge my eyes out. I don’t understand how it’s so easy for some people.",4.5419090909090905,5.887516963636365,5.72037878787879,78.54056818181819,70.27272727272727,8.893939393939394,28.29545454545455,9.2995712137729,2.475090909090909,669,24,125,14,12,223,106,165,0.117,0.6779999999999999,0.205,0.9423,0,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,10,8,0,0,4,0,10,3,1,3,0,33,23,17,0,5,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,10,2,0,8,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,17,7,18,19,6,18,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,9,7,80,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342666980714259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769919648879011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803477208806276,0.1321377344387312,0.0,0.0,0.12056290576104532,0.0,0.0,0.09916451214048383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521515036232698,0.0,0.0,0.10296638438229652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285630563849247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319612455772211,0.10773195744859898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382772684960238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083007499795857,0.18426224759960688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996364190905603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658517965693602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728340849055784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512197854110464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600952065179089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808209915937843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682199173635097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446796610851378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259534321024113,0.0,0.2769157899922361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276673695110447,0.0,0.2690728675616902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314614391106644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029899410677268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425493033144367,0.0,0.0,0.1420344181110521,0.0,0.07606566160917462,0.10236474981525152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KaizorMaster,2019/02/28,"I had to take my vacation days, now I feel even more depressed and alone Hey all, I can't take this anymore, everyone in my life seems to mind their own business. I tried to put my energy in my job and was quite satisfied, but now I had to take the rest of my vacation days from last year. My job was the only thing in my life that made me socialize with people and I would consider my colleagues my friends. I'm only 3 days in my holiday and I'm not sure how I'm supposed to spend the next week all on my own. I feel completely isolated. Why is it so hard to find people to hang out with nowadays, I was always kind and open hearted to the people I meet. I feel like I don't make a lasting impression on people. I feel like I'm just not worth to engage with. Everything about this holiday has been shit, I would just like to go back to work, I also considered to just do so, but you have to take your vacation days by law and my colleagues might think I'm crazy by spending my holiday in the office. Probably the worst thing about all of this is that I have no one whom I could tell all of this, all my fears, all that's pulling me down in a never ending cycle of feeling depressed and undesirable. I hope you can understand me, it would help to just know that there are people out there struggling with similar problems. Thanks.",6.314615384615383,5.145945717948717,6.797417582417584,81.06008241758245,66.17948717948718,10.730402930402931,32.32051282051282,9.957137785484203,2.770747985347985,1043,35,225,20,14,342,137,273,0.174,0.68,0.145,-0.8404,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,2,16,17,1,2,8,0,21,4,2,3,8,52,44,13,0,6,8,0,6,3,1,4,2,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,10,3,3,4,6,7,0,1,7,6,38,10,38,32,11,30,0,2,0,0,11,12,1,3,17,157,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573417816919173,0.0,0.08164112524740909,0.08494683885266457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124558609438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850070560318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703914618816827,0.0,0.0,0.08151034733038691,0.0,0.0,0.2633577370010455,0.0,0.17585948058977344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042120453631396,0.0,0.0,0.06742930800507876,0.0,0.0,0.09755111800888824,0.09175167221607136,0.0,0.0,0.11487933599098465,0.25809819067209394,0.14586585604441252,0.0,0.0,0.09330816948074838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887427703272751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058019949806931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145235127079568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209768290766492,0.06842859829292088,0.0,0.0,0.10139814332084013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202616621176575,0.0,0.0,0.10631075038058883,0.0561058492016792,0.1664335216652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421799982349312,0.149627665235796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659977692817588,0.06814569173031512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830107712337253,0.10308153116610837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873789827903525,0.0,0.1085735927542209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917864743044866,0.15528768961511585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538808443225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007000263187007,0.0976860901337762,0.0,0.10262838237133996,0.0,0.10858500104544734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293866171918183,0.0,0.0,0.10479364725881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040676297098874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672635845502887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962183682948502,0.0,0.3070351059388962,0.0,0.08923092932692281,0.09399051301056394,0.0,0.0,0.1356477689983321,0.06541498082802001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931222961185576,0.0,0.0,0.10627901589224277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189022851423734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212010798193687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743225439204929,0.0,0.0,0.21756485874246392,0.0,0.0,0.0657424430436259 lonely,g37fan,2019/02/28,"Same I honestly 100% feel this thread. I'm a freshman in college and I feel like I came in and did the basic things that everyone tells you to do when you first go to college, including meeting a shit ton of people. But I feel like where I messed up was not making any close friends out of any of the people I met. So even though it feels like I say ""hi"" to like a million people every day on my walk to class, every Friday and Saturday night I find myself alone in my room texting everyone in my contacts just to try to find someone to hang out with. Its to the point where my suitemates just planned a ski trip over Spring Break without even once asking me if I was interested in going even though I've been asking them for weeks if they want to go on a trip somewhere over Spring Break. My honest advice to any incoming college freshman is rather than trying to just meet a shit ton of people when you come to college without making any real connections, focus on making that core group of 4 or 5 close friends first. As for me, I'm gonna rush a frat next year because in my opinion that is the easiest way to make close friends. I hope someone could relate to this post and it helps them out in some way.",10.502049886621316,5.983736746938781,9.716462585034012,73.88607709750569,61.122448979591844,12.52154195011338,39.875283446712025,9.150863307647796,3.4781065759637184,953,31,197,10,9,305,133,245,0.046,0.805,0.15,0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,3,14,14,2,0,11,0,8,2,2,4,0,41,29,14,0,6,11,0,4,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,0,6,1,0,10,3,3,0,3,6,5,25,11,42,21,4,50,0,0,0,0,20,23,2,6,16,125,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984039106452912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429592860985537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739206967352839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828379545482604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613864316794453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517518590340567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674504675874076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804016025218569,0.0,0.0,0.06494385309630503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953630176203807,0.0,0.1696899729911892,0.19244835711280134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366992724411573,0.2158225727769865,0.0,0.0,0.18407788950339588,0.1713125408793356,0.0,0.0,0.2334041681412406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169219965926544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749779802525993,0.0,0.0,0.10001887469196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967898058030081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688749588009775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070967200472288,0.09450112340542864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724334268197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792537430369885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519505143341322,0.0,0.09644377941387453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114619852878002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008152498735585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673638254950075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706473631931569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801716527251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690130985317684,0.0,0.1978765608957872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367388194916591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059396094433655226,0.15986362881962568,0.08077631637046405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941444571880366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484818121292547 lonely,93462,2019/02/28,"Different kind of loneliness I know a lot of people and I have friends but I just can't help feeling lonely. It's like not belonging. I've been this way since I was 13 maybe. My friends usually ask me why I don't go out with them and I have the perfect excuse, I always tell them I was sleeping, they think I have a sleep disorder. &#x200B; I'm used to it but sometimes I just want to vent. &#x200B; Piece of advice to everyone who's lonely: Always try to look confident. It changes how everyone sees you and I promise you you'll never be always lonely.",1.3393396868618126,3.794412831858408,3.046017699115044,88.70611300204223,84.39823008849558,6.308781484002722,24.6215112321307,7.61054688173877,1.4677343771272982,442,18,88,8,13,146,74,113,0.083,0.6459999999999999,0.271,0.9706,1,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,10,2,2,2,2,19,20,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,3,19,6,9,15,2,5,0,3,2,0,13,1,0,1,3,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552791821004742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620779927984624,0.30054478498758336,0.3370511775213897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965801187851486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671742237946472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490330119761527,0.15895269699783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650517142195488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012668770066731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430571747468044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882168584607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296211898630947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442605683808893,0.07622132791596316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775775609563496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646609255620426,0.0,0.0,0.11791071856870375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933444804401662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696758447710078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615135770007532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051932363617402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472720246925674,0.0,0.2775837109462013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716963169391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122265363144988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886803738387634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941625562575688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978509345221455,0.15274930671545778,0.0,0.0818039544934069,0.11008701112258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514768171328194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370511775213897,0.0 lonely,ctrldwrdns,2019/02/28,"College junior without any friends I used to have a group of friends. I never had any growing up so this was a big deal for me. I even had a best friend! But our relationship was becoming codependent so I decided to distance myself from her, although we were going to be roommates I wanted boundaries and emotional distance. She was a part of my friend group, you could say the leader of the group sort of. We would hang out quite a lot and things were okay. But basically, she got jealous and annoyed that I had actually set boundaries with her. She began to invite the others to do things without inviting me. I learned this from their social media, which we all followed each other on, because they posted pictures. She said she was tired of my ""toxic negative energy"" basically she was tired of someone else getting attention and sympathy because she's not the only one with problems (this all happened last semester, I had mono and she couldn't stand someone else getting attention, even implied I was faking). I always listened to her talk about her problems but I couldn't talk about mine. She was definitely talking shit to other people about me, too. I tried to keep hanging out with them but I just kept getting left out and ignored. I also always had to text first with this group of people but I thought, whatever, at least I have friends right? But I stopped showing up at our usual hangout spot and I stopped texting them and even deactivated social media. I got no word from them. I actually don't blame the other friends for what happened, I think they were innocent bystanders and obviously being manipulated. But it's clear that my ex best friend was always the favorite and I was just kind of.... there. So I have no one to live with next year, no friends, and I'm hopeless. I have CPTSD, possibly BPD so it's really hard for me to make a connection with anyone. I am very socially anxious. Please don't give me the old advice to ""put myself out there"" and join college clubs because I really have tried everything. It's clear that I'm just a repulsive person that no one really wants around. I just want words of encouragement and for someone to see things from my side. 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Is there any way to cease all of this because at times it's the only thing I think about and it hurts. 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Asked her for coffee once said was busy and maybe next weekend. Well next weekend is here now and you claim you’re busy again. 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But it's not because they actually care about how I feel. It's because they don't want to deal with the guilt that my death would cause them. It's inconvenient for them. 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Soo I'm a pretty quiet and reserved person with pretty much no social life. so when today someone played a completely, obvious joke on me, it just wooooshed on me. I dont think I'm really that gullible but when someone acts towards me as if I were their friend, it had felt so alien because I had become so used to being alone. Like I could not even fathom someone being friendly towards me. It felt nice when I realized someone was being friendly towards me yet as I thought about it, it was kinda sad that I had forgotten this was a thing people do. It was an interesting experience I suppose. 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I see quite a few people are looking to chat with like-minded people and [Spatial.Chat](https://Spatial.Chat) is just the right place for that. There is no software you have to install, it's Chrome based (PC/Mac for now) and it's YouTube friendly (videos/live streams can be added). If this sounds like something you are up for or have an idea for a chat session - leave a comment. See you on Spatial.Chat &#x200B;",2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,2.154090909090911,92.68030303030308,86.72727272727272,4.296969696969697,26.65151515151515,5.985473137389443,0.9523833333333332,380,17,69,3,12,111,60,88,0.042,0.8859999999999999,0.071,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,10,11,1,6,0,0,3,0,10,5,0,2,2,42,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567693173206131,0.2879584177707541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183091291290086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675232274631043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092915303830804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315543459065055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900474452013125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392837228990493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285862168876881,0.0,0.24759519102986266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252058957673831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023808754793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776870895559701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243990891540612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879584177707541,0.0 lonely,MintBerryButters,2019/02/28,"Girlfriend left me for someone else today, extremely lonely right now Does anyone want to talk to me to help get my mind off of all this, it’s been a very rough day and I need to think on something else",17.512857142857143,5.894169333333338,14.837619047619047,63.49071428571429,58.04761904761904,17.752380952380953,51.523809523809526,8.841846274778883,5.1183523809523805,160,4,35,1,1,50,37,42,0.065,0.841,0.093,0.0534,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,8,4,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424556718981376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915926150211536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431063391614031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641357279568449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514004146523982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620477644423175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183260747841906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805007547304972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059866095071148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372413285250461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353806719908701,0.2138654962557752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328666667944624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780042582348978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633237451028224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292156842719716,0.16385477466302376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Frank_Poole2001,2019/02/28,"I'm lost. I don't know what to say. My professional life is really good, but why am I doing this If I feel alone most of the time? If I have no one to truly share some things in life, it's almost like It didn't happened. Sometimes I miss my ex gf. We broke up almost one year ago. I don't want her back because I can see that she is an a**hole, but the situation makes me wonder why I can't have nice things like this kind of relationship. My social life became less enjoyable as I got older, and on the other hand she is probably doing better than me with this part of her life. I can see that I have nice things going on for me, but feeling like people don't care about me just breaks me. And I start to feel bad because I ""should not be feeling bad"", and It's an endless cycle. By the end of the day, I'm sure that I will just study, play videogames and wait for something new to happen. Some days are just better than others.",3.3611362748926186,3.73654665989848,4.5758375634517785,89.2467395548614,72.248730964467,7.279812573213589,22.768059351815698,7.010146845296331,0.4967941429129246,720,15,165,6,13,238,114,197,0.119,0.682,0.199,0.9488,0,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,5,19,0,0,7,0,20,5,1,1,1,31,41,10,0,4,9,1,5,3,1,2,4,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,8,27,14,20,35,5,16,0,3,2,0,11,4,0,8,13,111,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995559949253728,0.0,0.24841995316294266,0.12846992851938416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538051188542844,0.20713949637637594,0.15122949850552814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194098398651658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646891431115734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999343936551888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986424526635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508771084677531,0.0886155093079668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049583146584233,0.10404040325434608,0.09920758419905326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193795641286857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917047958117922,0.06817014669490551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504576561589281,0.181801720032341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540631210981866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279888581995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980037395097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681079106934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432521587729426,0.0,0.08599498773565338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373807424518305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794643736208712,0.0,0.0,0.13317450582119314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864304319427401,0.0,0.0,0.1976905601331524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942821591177787,0.0,0.12644502640023855,0.0,0.0954934621316548,0.12268054323285744,0.0,0.08779744687422009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690795834542098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722364360477936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232978954696072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731630861139984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385691916383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451807514272407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798788727046184 lonely,catuliano,2019/02/28,who else lonely and awake on a thursday night hello europeans. i am in this position. great fun.,1.4566666666666668,4.094020222222227,3.1388888888888893,83.245,96.77777777777777,6.844444444444445,22.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.0782000000000003,76,3,13,2,3,25,18,18,0.109,0.568,0.32299999999999995,0.7096,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997644776298057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595771825325526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614208823884511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vidyagames,2019/02/28,"Anywhere I can easily chat with nice strangers? I love chatting with new people and just saying hi, I’m an Aussie guy who lives in Canada so I get a bit lonely sometimes despite the fact I live with my gf and 3 pets. Is there anywhere I can easily chat to nice people somewhat anonymously? Iphone apps or pc whatever. No dongs please for the love of god. Cheers",1.0926760563380284,3.7170070704225404,2.1367464788732384,92.38906338028171,90.97183098591549,5.093521126760563,19.77605633802817,6.742157984588678,0.4671904225352117,286,9,56,4,10,90,55,71,0.059,0.622,0.319,0.967,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,7,7,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,2,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867716355711217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723616060175112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600882487670064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638913580831611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741465180418921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536918848387066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642097233230133,0.0,0.0,0.2883368301606643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888865976680293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597909941292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,monet2002,2019/02/28,"I always text first I have a good group of friends and one rly close best friend but they all have significant others. I don’t mind being single but whenever I hang out with my friends, they are always canoodling and I’m awkwardly sitting on my phone third-wheeling. It’s February break and I just want to hang out with my best friend alone but he’s always with his girlfriend. I’ve realized recently that I always text first. No one ever asks me to hang out with them. I think I’m not going to text anyone, open anything, or post anything and see how long it takes for someone to check up on me through phone call. 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There is someone who I know in real life but haven't really got a chance to talk to much. I think that she's really cool and I really admire her and her style. We follow each other on Instagram and are friends on Facebook, and admittedly I have been ""stalking"" her profile a bit over the last couple months. But I always thought about her quite a lot. Not to the point where I liked her, but I just always wanted to talk to her and maybe become friends. Well when I finally built up the courage to write out about a paragraph of me saying that I admire her and that I think she's cool, not in a creepy way but in a complement kind of way (I made sure of that), she just left it on seen. It's been over a day and she still hasn't replied. God that makes me feel horrible",4.500113636363637,4.733514693181816,4.930681818181821,88.20977272727274,69.68181818181819,8.218181818181819,26.22727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.2564499999999992,670,18,148,8,11,213,94,176,0.05,0.7390000000000001,0.211,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,11,2,8,1,0,2,1,31,22,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,8,5,25,12,26,14,4,27,0,0,1,0,21,16,0,1,9,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314381681388645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359414975623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183065615810046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388057499377958,0.0,0.08968996527704066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031900569332497,0.0,0.0,0.1523466298796329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148934373107537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224572411798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144822136137558,0.07643036007280865,0.11336228013711043,0.0,0.0,0.3022043723248816,0.0,0.0982306997606226,0.0679435774436348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823408123492225,0.0,0.1315933336475104,0.09283167139376836,0.0,0.13971656392934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220119624423344,0.0,0.10223395649999553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131468036627699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792024087501834,0.13910968203453447,0.15829443641791566,0.26727934366865325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105956738476464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356705885115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106311651144324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107375860150813,0.0,0.0,0.3353425306634661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822350467843226,0.0,0.11040767094939057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202829664951708,0.22077783553482624,0.0,0.0,0.12504247228140014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justjust000,2019/02/28,"My second life: Dreams Wistfully thinking of the times on occasion when I have really bizarre social events -- at night whilst dreaming. Something is better than nothing. Melatonin seems to help with that lately. --- TTTO These Dreams by Heart Weird dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night, I live another life",5.919473684210527,8.63050410526316,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,69.35087719298245,7.3670175438596495,27.18947368421053,8.238735603445708,2.084764210526316,262,9,41,4,5,77,45,57,0.064,0.731,0.204,0.8558,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,9,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552162830567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525922139743794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506709178279764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832449631636995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841905247529265,0.16313959981007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745552168016594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438279807500961,0.0,0.0,0.21491837352409696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568112117730076,0.0,0.2335398608475235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592226132588832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221573676182112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810608265536704,0.0,0.18737398759907886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595487939391395,0.0,0.0,0.1419230257976338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BigScarySadGiant,2019/02/28,"just a sad giant venting hey guys, I’m sure this might seem like just nonsense but I’ve been growing out of years of trauma with ptsd from mental illnesses and bad medications to get to this point and it still stings so sorry . I’m 20 years old in uni I’m a literal giant. And I think I might be ugly I’m not sure to be honest. I scare everyone I meet and that’s a fact. I make people gasp for air because they don’t expect to see me in an elevator. I’m training to become a fucking teacher and people always confess to me that they’re scared of me. Even when I gain friends im always the one no one hugs or sits by, I’m always alone. I’m not being less social, and I sure as hell smell better than all of them. I’ve never dated or even kissed a woman. The women who I’ve asked out reject me. I’m just writing This as me roommate is in bed with his gf and I’m just taking up my whole bed to myself, my thoughts and an enough vodka to put down a horse. It’s ok though I’m a giant. I’m used to it. Just wanted to rant a bit while I was still drunk and hope I forget about this tomorrow. Goodnight ",-0.2768295681573676,1.7200930705394235,2.2861318579990773,94.57020593207315,87.17427385892117,4.566220992777009,16.809743353311816,5.82211442006289,-0.5377304134009528,854,19,196,6,27,294,139,241,0.201,0.643,0.156,-0.9248,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,13,19,2,2,12,1,9,6,0,2,6,42,32,18,0,3,10,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,3,10,13,1,0,4,2,0,2,5,8,0,2,3,2,20,11,30,24,5,25,2,2,1,3,15,12,2,6,11,116,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169540879899694,0.0,0.0,0.3174122747041075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887382251231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617006239553227,0.07751320039517172,0.14043396226134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245926921803184,0.13882156755879546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138627965242514,0.0,0.16797085741854795,0.0,0.0,0.12150313727716693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824051538877904,0.11755379893238098,0.06643383297843908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590456627815005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629473427910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735044717768213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212206523336285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487770828419994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809642969805826,0.12814347782774158,0.26978513234030216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980706511497034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342897495722705,0.0,0.1723285774054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630810875407013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020364918617005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486387186173919,0.12782703762208386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546109497683879,0.0,0.1013269775755729,0.11575817072842814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961966768640965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234088402809872,0.0,0.0,0.20309410921637666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595294605577661,0.0,0.09560558963148977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147651772485043,0.12493025819057632,0.100947768649239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982207526058137,0.0,0.0,0.07499998362126763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419652850383434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376876544537808 lonely,iloveciroc,2019/02/28,"I think about wanting a relationship but then I see cases of abuse, theft, and people worse off Being lonely I don’t have to worry about a guy trying to steal any of my stuff or be controlling. But it would be nice to just have someone laying here next to me 😞",3.2005555555555567,4.3292022037037015,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,73.25925925925927,6.881481481481483,20.907407407407405,7.1686216300943375,0.4557185185185179,205,4,43,2,4,68,43,54,0.32299999999999995,0.621,0.056,-0.962,0,2,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.3245662252841756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628407125747004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072395445271101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123708377784445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913312249347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991089314105408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410190070456355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182894133077288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321028381122591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358814723597417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552542943708552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859827628758032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157298692310487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781926134922991,0.2791614859552227,0.19459439197670872,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,findmeherealone,2019/02/28,"Rough night.. Boyfriend [m22] and I[f23] broke up tonight. However, we live together so he’s downstairs playing videogames. It’s been a coming but it’s also sad to see someone go through what you’re going through without any sign of negative emotion, sadness or even empathy. I’m laying here feeling confused and alone while he’s acting like it’s just another normal night. If anyone wants to chat I’m all ears.. I need to know there’s someone out there who can relate.. or even care today. 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I sit in a box and do math. sometimes I have other stuff to do too. Today it was an English paper. But I didn't want to do an English paper. I wanted to talk to my friend from the math department. She's beautiful, and I always knew that, but I wanted more. When she disclosed her ambition of getting every professor to know her name, I was instantly in love. A couple miscommunications later and I thought she might have mutual feelings. Rather than do my paper, I went with her and a friend to get ice cream and misread everything as optimistically as possible. She told us about a a guy in the math department who essentially used her for sex and I sympathized. It wasn't fake. It wasn't just to impress her. The story legitimately made me angry and sad for her. But I fucked up, because I have to fuck up. It's who I am. I'm a math student. I sit in a box and do math and fuck up. I told her how I felt and that i wanted to date and she said ""are you for real"". those words are going to stick with me. I should have known she wasn't ready to date. I didn't understand the recentness of the story and I'm a moron. of course she was telling the story because she's not over it and she needed to vent and I should have realized that. who the fuck am I to think I deserve someone like her if I can't understand the point of a story. Now I look like just another asshole trying to use her for sex. shit, maybe I always was and I'm in denial. But I don't just want sex, I want it all. I want intimacy, sure, but I want love. It's what I do. I'm a math student. I sit in a box and do math and I fuck up and I want love and I want people not to see me as an amorphous numbersexual mess and I want respect and yes I want sex but I want an emotional connection that clearly I don't deserve because I can't understand the point of a simple story like that. Don't be like me and have hope, it doesn't work. I walked home across campus alone at midnight and now I have a paper to write and I may have lost a friend or two. The only reason I'm alive is because if I die, there's always a good person who'll think it's their fault.",0.41390545914678256,2.393126646420825,2.899225867678957,91.38264935827914,84.05422993492408,5.9240961677512685,20.016314172089654,7.1686216300943375,0.3861095083152568,1668,48,381,24,48,576,177,461,0.175,0.6659999999999999,0.159,0.0513,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,1,2,11,28,8,0,30,1,41,14,1,5,3,84,94,38,1,20,15,0,2,4,3,5,0,1,1,2,22,26,0,0,13,0,0,5,13,13,0,1,18,6,71,15,47,70,2,32,0,2,3,13,40,16,7,6,12,258,93,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735325479791165,0.0,0.0,0.18643681495871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831587938569562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821141190888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263979537619769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751336175972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401287368843392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292705713633133,0.0,0.06712390072874479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03776401434546865,0.0,0.07171127626021148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310907846327894,0.4142818209474984,0.07804179745440366,0.0,0.04244636917304077,0.06264395033890448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395191741573058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491719633730823,0.07418108838734515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04104604702186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595327154959728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627183078833955,0.0,0.0815297329312047,0.0,0.20222392386863347,0.07067068839547533,0.0,0.0,0.07503317591744932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792311526761693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055379497949652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056802863699171736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177859343679481,0.06521384739647074,0.0,0.0,0.14120679814021608,0.0841984219691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501020895779653,0.0,0.07679072197748786,0.07374444720885591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104448351844528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059515905571685124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666517901753903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328209136068183,0.0,0.07386739783236962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549879848266158,0.0,0.0,0.07039165658469645,0.0,0.0,0.060030618151089725,0.06527976981137652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571288616805483,0.0,0.05929317157535334,0.0,0.0,0.0707945862933047,0.142733345410564,0.0,0.05070760136989887,0.0,0.07295839109028891,0.23325554532127696,0.0898393198726711,0.12901125479678655,0.0,0.0,0.5726806093350381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692356395204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437305870871192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justinrollinghere,2019/02/28,"Just tired of my husband not being a husband. I’m tired of masturbating everyday when I live with my husband. I’m tired of not being called pretty. I’m tired of no compliments, no sweet talk nothing. He doesn’t even use baby names with me. We’ll be officially married for a year next month and it’s already to this point. I’m fed up. I need the affection, I need the attention and I’m not getting it. What do I do. I’m not interested in anybody else. At ALL. but I can’t keep feeling this way everyday. Someone please tell me.",0.30900393184796826,2.6776963944954133,2.8189056356487576,88.71965596330277,89.64220183486239,6.050065530799477,24.29947575360419,7.447530270364453,1.3787897771952813,413,18,87,8,14,142,69,109,0.139,0.758,0.103,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,5,0,2,1,19,21,4,0,2,6,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,10,3,11,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768913557427835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644190174171451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451121646320607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635192896458168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141634921769664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412609656641133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312162127455055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218325919098085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852431065039255,0.0,0.0,0.2387879902450401,0.0,0.0,0.17124617418818247,0.0,0.0,0.1545026515035765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767511704742305,0.15221557067695735,0.0,0.0,0.16381482352763824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643138683071898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294214573279277,0.14073822997717444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7402733854059924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906923768035215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278098657695957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369134489719424 lonely,B3CK5K,2019/02/28,19 [m4f] lonely need someone nice to talk to and fall asleep with I have Skype and discord ,6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,5.196666666666669,89.86500000000002,66.22222222222223,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,0.8507111111111119,71,2,15,0,1,21,16,18,0.236,0.636,0.127,-0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359956544004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124816444081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810119566127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wrenavenger,2019/02/28,"Another lonesome post. It’s incredible going through this site and seeing similar situations. It puts into perspective that I’m not alone but in another very real sense it feels like I’m less unique and my life is just another spec of dust floating in time. We live and we die and it’s hard to try and find meaning in it all. Is it friends, love, a great career or wealth? I’m just living day by day and it seems my impact won’t be large and that is hard to grasp for me. I’ve always seen life as a story where I’m the main character, but there are so many of us, so many stories where ourselves are the main character. What makes us different? I guess I’m just searching for meaning. The loneliness sucks. 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In a weird way I have found friends, it was a slow process, but they are really, really far away (and sometimes distant) from me in Edmonton. I'm starting to say, okay maybe I can buy this on my own and start this in my life here without someone else next to me as a comrade of sorts. I was going to put my typical ad here to reach out to people. But I thought of maybe having a discussion and doing something off topic from an ad as this subreddit seems to be quite civil. People might strongly disagree, but I think that some people aren't lonely for lack of other people but they are lonely for the people that they want to be with. I remember on other sites people would say, ""wow I'm super lonely"", and I would think and respond ""Hey me too! We should be frens!"" and I was always crushed how those peeps would just not have any interest in me at all. I use to be that kid that others would confide in but they wouldn't let me confide in them, being some sort of outsider (looking at the posts here, I can relate). Sometimes, it just doesn't work out but all you can do is improve yourself, finding something you can do in the job market, and take good self-care of yourself. And that's the end of my rant/viewpoint thing. Thank you for reading my good chaps.",4.5317126696832615,5.1282175423076986,5.033936651583712,86.21223981900452,69.73076923076923,7.348416289592763,27.986425339366523,7.048011613610866,1.3454841628959282,1011,33,205,8,17,323,138,260,0.07200000000000001,0.79,0.138,0.959,1,8,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,5,4,7,14,0,0,9,1,32,1,0,3,2,47,50,17,0,8,10,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,0,1,15,12,0,0,7,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,5,3,29,9,39,31,6,26,0,4,1,0,17,17,0,6,5,152,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643247272970387,0.0,0.0,0.07881138800232235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888552867140226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681394401163627,0.0,0.102647025579829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059243360958642,0.0,0.0,0.12707097297398476,0.08953884184231796,0.0,0.06054944276803791,0.0,0.06586480795641944,0.1944115286696424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500617362632985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850870592733972,0.08185883384803082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732114629759983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286070485868124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294442980287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325379218168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482074746944538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109937030737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165047318768758,0.0,0.12326674298418007,0.11592461802743025,0.0,0.1484883743927995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312844666301935,0.0,0.0,0.18432593704141834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550486731254097,0.12090194104008953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819597943842948,0.17844058048858144,0.22924278647416396,0.0,0.16405968572018031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713730516761194,0.0,0.0,0.10669893906779296,0.0,0.0,0.07699432940326842,0.14851943733311204,0.0,0.0920062995969534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018912540590134,0.0,0.0,0.06835684488284095,0.09199067196107832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171696280207152,0.0,0.08437167040725417,0.0,0.0,0.3293089747422493,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FemmeBasketCase,2019/03/01,"Just really bored and alone, friends and bf are busy/asleep and im looking for distractions. Doesn't have to be long term, I guess more of a one night stand kind of conversation, if that makes sense? In a non sexual way... Just tired and I wish I had someone to talk to RN. 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Just want to talk about anything. Thank you!,-0.5666666666666664,-1.4905098888888872,-1.3088888888888892,109.79000000000002,147.88888888888889,1.2000000000000002,14.111111111111107,3.1291,-1.838955555555556,37,1,8,0,3,10,9,9,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.5242,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185170196269557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064489569237897,0.0,0.5801096418696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716481639909301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,similtude,2019/03/01,"16M looking for friends because my other friends are usually busy. My other friends are usually doing something and can’t talk, so it would be great to meet some new people. I don’t have any preferences other than they be around the same age as me. I live in rural/suburban Pennsylvania and am interested in most things. Like I am interested in video games, books, anime, art, “internet culture” which i guess is a way to say memes without sounding disgusting but that may be equally bad if not worse, sports like cross country and track & field, politics; the list basically goes on and on. I am really active on media’s so don’t expect to me left on read. I can use whatever you feel comfortable with, but Discord would be best.",5.979344524380496,6.860403992805757,6.562829736211032,75.51860111910474,66.62589928057554,10.206554756195043,33.43005595523581,10.25414643259724,3.4952967226219016,581,25,106,14,9,190,102,139,0.07,0.713,0.217,0.9627,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,3,12,1,0,3,0,19,0,0,1,0,22,23,10,0,5,5,0,1,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,12,10,16,16,5,15,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,5,6,72,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926635696869968,0.0,0.12092098257750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829394573579458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846893876846115,0.10839498765993463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660692935154247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990911609591867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121406185907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960427758632868,0.19588437926420274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319761228244448,0.0,0.0,0.17374383872813134,0.0,0.157014792241745,0.0,0.1493206620790409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173580795279805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327523038214185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778641268998566,0.0,0.11391348755578802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140642606694714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689144977210618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292177116768093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813305412239425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357593844622933,0.3916784209079506,0.0,0.0,0.1411420699908345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140828571884908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120970274933498,0.2526307796802818,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zbpa,2019/03/01,"feeling really lonely even though i spend time with people (venting, you don't need to respond) I don't expect this to be met with a lot of sympathy, as I'm sure many of you are in much worse situations. I've been struggling with social anxiety most of my life (I remember first realizing I had a problem when I was 10 or so). Luckily I've been really lucky in several situations and managed to make a couple of friends in my dorm in college and a couple an an old job, and just switched to a job where everyone is really friendly. I used to have trouble talking to people at all, even in non-social situations (calling to order a pizza, going to a store I wasn't familiar with, etc). I also was really upset that I couldn't engage in some of my hobbies because of not having anyone to do them with (rock climbing, backpacking). I've gotten a little better, and have been able to go climbing with people and hang out with coworkers after work and such. My problem is that even with all that I still feel really lonely. I like being around people but outside of very structured situations like a planned trip or something I still don't really know how to interact with people. In some ways doing these things makes me feel worse because interacting with other people makes me realize how easy it is for other people to make friends, and how they mean so much more to me than I do to them. Like hanging out with my coworkers, it's nice at the time but they always mention parties they've been to or their significant others or whatever, stuff that I'm happier just pretending don't exist. It feels like all of my interactions with people are so superficial. It's always talking about the subject at hand (climbing if on a climbing trip, for example). Part of the problem is that I don't really know what I want. I feel disconnected from people and upset but I don't know why being around people doesn't help. Sometimes when I'm with my coworkers I'll feel a little bit close to them (commiserating about some work thing or something) but then they'll mention something about how they just had a birthday party or something, or I'll remember that I don't have their phone number and they seem total disinterested in me, and I remember that they aren't really my friends, they're only talking to me because I'm there. Sorry for the rambling wall of text, I'm kind of drunk. You don't really need to read this, I just needed to vent. &#x200B;",6.0891859450021855,6.541049959915616,7.015706387312676,73.87537974683545,66.27848101265822,9.913458460643096,31.956641932198462,9.83838024301492,3.1010619234686465,1947,74,350,40,29,652,201,474,0.078,0.7829999999999999,0.139,0.9832,2,4,4,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,11,9,28,23,0,3,18,0,37,4,1,9,5,90,66,35,0,10,17,0,7,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,21,28,2,0,16,4,2,10,13,9,0,1,11,7,47,14,69,50,15,43,0,2,0,0,32,21,0,15,14,253,68,8,0.06319921342047424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050540388139106336,0.10517361669852864,0.06847632133673137,0.07679396180450078,0.0,0.0,0.048347225282808715,0.0,0.0,0.044190359478499634,0.0,0.0,0.11252139791111697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557696172168985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055894568440806716,0.06899717260238981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645334629979691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398574551630079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048382892142335,0.12522745325473753,0.0,0.0,0.06038955676605452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173252737570773,0.045149530695386735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375721865012225,0.0,0.0,0.19531022206492465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183513882660064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236110057350005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543093504242647,0.0,0.0,0.06581225542043985,0.10419790468102444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044639473461668314,0.12350377344666967,0.12668442975281735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372971122482812,0.0,0.0,0.16874386283240586,0.06407408289957782,0.0,0.06884247089917925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929173873174896,0.1405842478708684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631694323279133,0.0,0.0,0.04806584967189741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843858941598513,0.0,0.43814377062675497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141933600956053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321631602517619,0.0,0.3643833098295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477716656510049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753419030154315,0.0,0.07139712222423572,0.0,0.0,0.2841542553114176,0.0,0.06442363921755745,0.0,0.19461536850115616,0.0625056380725518,0.07074634522840924,0.0,0.0,0.1009419469506856,0.0,0.0,0.06606953988745681,0.07234797908710691,0.0,0.0,0.059564510716828216,0.0,0.0,0.1523914014111631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397349833927123,0.0,0.06209290630568293,0.0,0.07370393916017981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458382883551358,0.0,0.05214596982895716,0.03727653351055354,0.05016459393192752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702746010315715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201956013820856,0.0,0.12881079547063448,0.0,0.0,0.07679396180450078,0.0 lonely,autumnslv,2019/03/01,yeah. Seeing people that you know and that you used to be close to go out and genuinely smile hurts. I wish I were apart of the fun. ,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,1.5357142857142847,100.67595238095241,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,12.904761904761903,6.42735559955562,-1.0798238095238095,102,1,25,1,3,32,23,28,0.08900000000000001,0.603,0.307,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553133913279272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809206107933834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689050370917065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144638625379506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579860418099231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879990400045713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166037212556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,disappearcompletely1,2019/03/01,"Lonely or depressed. How do you know you're depressed or lonely? I've felt like crap my whole life. I've never been with anyone and I do exercise and am fit . And i've always felt sad and lonely. I'm 30 now. How does one know they need medication. I cannot remember the last time I felt happy. I have constant suicidal thoughts. I am so stupid and ugly, inside and outside. Idk know anymore",0.10546413502109786,2.480044683544304,2.2129430379746857,90.92253691983123,95.83544303797468,4.658649789029536,19.2415611814346,6.42735559955562,0.32231561181434554,306,10,61,4,12,102,52,79,0.349,0.561,0.09,-0.9748,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,4,10,2,0,1,0,7,4,1,2,1,21,16,11,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,3,8,2,1,11,1,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,6,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744098393340192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764918046287754,0.13230264195646033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447282658792032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259390229469668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558221334331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450245707332428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142153780929506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119607588242008,0.1542344468870127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336472557413225,0.09244027267155708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061293028587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029958592987726,0.14593329599233906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282161227626436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143422751313805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20696911390311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021456908211947,0.11033204966610834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125037632831106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xXxSovietxXx,2019/03/01,"I'm starting to think I won't find love. I'm already 23, and it seems like everyone my age is already getting engaged, forming long-term relationships, having kids and getting married already. And their my age or really close to it. I found out I've been diagnosed with GAD, I always worried what others thought of me, I struggle to talk to people and make any friends in real life. I always hear people say that once you graduate college your chances of finding a gf drop off a cliff. I'm scared for this, I feel like I'm behind everyone by miles, and having anxiety doesn't help me, nor does social media or dating apps. I feel like I'll live a long and lonely life already.",4.854444444444448,5.731394626865673,5.715174129353237,80.60635986733004,69.14925373134328,8.045107794361526,32.0530679933665,8.167268648758528,2.4111386401326698,536,23,100,7,9,176,88,134,0.14300000000000002,0.746,0.112,-0.4983,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,2,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,21,22,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,3,2,0,1,6,9,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,14,6,13,18,1,11,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,3,8,52,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569559056838019,0.0,0.20997801878924727,0.0,0.0,0.08580439058709761,0.0,0.09652472642393786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806655689457344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041796181633033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411342289700742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759732430870965,0.18028112567159146,0.0,0.0,0.2306461880047263,0.0,0.0,0.1383460902505743,0.09748370067950356,0.0,0.13184409433181773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221015833925982,0.0,0.08457349144559775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782444778740299,0.18493048785939406,0.0,0.11141621804823887,0.22332457794067498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387927565466388,0.0,0.084223836530119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343739231540065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494988532108455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361655387995967,0.08083193810561687,0.0,0.0,0.1354664099303672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003406683864556,0.12632475266808613,0.0,0.0,0.11486640539129207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862111764085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930842172654048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319071410052538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141594300072086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084884769654606,0.0,0.10017009809366488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813842592878974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,katelyn333,2019/03/01,"Lonely I'm so lonely. I am being punished for something I did years ago, or, more like what I DIDN'T do. I tried to prevent this, they stopped me. They didn't listen. They waited until there was nothing left of me. Now I'm a monster. I'm every flaw I ever made. Every lie I ever told. Every... IMPERFECTION. Weak and selfish.. that's all Ill ever be. The cuts on my body is every battle I lost. They keep digging the hole deeper... Sooner or later.. it will be my grave. The smile on my face, is the sheild to my heart. Love is God's gist. It can heal you. It's also the devil's poison. It can also kill you. More powerful than any drug. Because it is the only thing that kills you, but keeps you living... Not living, but surviving. Not living, but breathing. Heart beating.. but heartless. I'm a walking contradiction... 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Whilst I do have a boyfriend, I see him every day, but I feel so lonely when I'm by myself. I don't understand it. I've consistently gone out of my way to look for friends. In high school, in primary school (elementary for US dudes), and even going up to college this year. I feel like nobody really cares, or for that matter, nobody even wants to care no matter how hard I try. I really don't know what to do. It's kind of getting really.. tedious and sad. ",2.014285714285716,3.552316521008404,4.321588235294119,85.27414705882354,77.06722689075629,7.785210084033612,21.984033613445376,8.548686976883017,1.2480413445378158,442,12,96,9,10,154,75,119,0.146,0.688,0.166,0.6723,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,23,9,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,5,14,6,16,20,0,14,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,1,7,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637314109698908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503743778326204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356306645928345,0.0,0.1502890479986625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815654188511833,0.0,0.1803840199389055,0.12743148942948845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275624930261795,0.0,0.09319383407773456,0.0,0.10137490460098106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978940720325854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846350419894714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575062911556445,0.098030507253176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714525687240042,0.0,0.0,0.1578567001241915,0.14979049097213273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428157294192266,0.0,0.0,0.19150852670555046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610510483607636,0.14214217534070311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110525238241054,0.0,0.0,0.1856951812784093,0.2145637579596214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521048863312857,0.14158616541332453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486797065423965 lonely,taking-a-walk,2019/03/01,It’s my fault tbh Since age 7 I’ve always been alone and maybe only had a few friends who rly didn’t relate to me. To this day I feel like I have to act differently just for people to tolerate me and it’s tiring. I just want someone who will love me unconditionally and for me to be a priority for them (& vice Versa). Nobody rly relates to me tho. I had spoken with one girl for around a year and told her how I felt and took an almighty L when she stopped talking to me because her ex told her to which showed that I was definitely not a priority to her. I feel that I’m always gonna be stuck in this position to be honest and there’s not much I can do about it. ,2.7435172413793083,3.28560683448276,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,73.75862068965517,7.731034482758621,24.15517241379311,7.908726449838941,0.9393999999999996,521,14,124,7,10,180,91,145,0.062,0.816,0.122,0.8591,2,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,1,0,18,23,9,0,1,4,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,10,3,21,4,18,8,2,9,0,0,0,1,15,2,0,0,6,83,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890999785487466,0.0,0.0,0.3356765849939589,0.21855193746118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795640378984824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296011437266695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008580863965125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074328222043914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039805610381711,0.14410116104830467,0.19367255597492397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584010138467275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854497307837097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205051449557147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264409895757815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482795412023339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366834389460374,0.1534090086389626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983982796934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685601368989342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090763155280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863800302880655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212629115523047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318351626050296,0.0,0.3854837519305656,0.2241064492097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189733686263024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989417303874146 lonely,random4444444,2019/03/01,"Does it ever get better? I was always told “it gets better” as an awkward ugly teenager who spent the entirety of that time being lonely. I’d comfort the myself with the idea of having fulfilling friendships and a significant other who loved me and a job I enjoyed and a meaningful life down the road but try as I might through college and subsequent jobs and moves and always working to try to have “a life” but nothing. Now I’m in my early 30s and have seen my twenties vanish to the same grave as my teens. Never a significant other, still a virgin, no lasting friendships to speak of, stuck in a job I hate that doesn’t pay worth a shit with student debt up to my ears. I hate this life and I have tried very hard and worked with counselors, medication, exercise and joined meetups, tried dating apps (awful), but everything falls back to the baseline of always being alone. I guess at this point I’m just ranting but I’d love to hear how someone else has made their life better especially if it’s a different angle from what I’ve tried. I’d really like to be able to salvage what’s left and have those normal social experiences others take for granted before too much longer or write it all off and end it myself. Thanks for listening ",8.868590909090903,7.048498950000003,8.603257575757578,72.24204545454545,61.58333333333334,11.06060606060606,35.56818181818181,9.573946990214177,3.2326249999999987,988,33,180,14,11,319,148,240,0.14300000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.16,0.3506,5,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,7,15,3,1,16,1,12,11,2,2,3,34,30,22,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,17,15,0,0,2,1,4,2,3,6,0,0,6,6,15,9,29,20,3,21,0,2,1,3,11,9,1,4,11,119,32,8,0.10960303289176952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135156875306326,0.0,0.0,0.27359551044556396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427796690230449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932641083460802,0.0,0.0,0.2908049273903304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451184155549066,0.0,0.0,0.09591435268539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155927002707284,0.0,0.09707575523841706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914221814265926,0.0,0.0,0.09850413871876412,0.10721279734125763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452612197518255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074009748547256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818278924138968,0.21642060758927245,0.0,0.0,0.1235305837748216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372848320779227,0.0,0.0,0.32629229435900103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934110032872446,0.0,0.0,0.11908401593105365,0.0,0.3096634539128914,0.05354650560788345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784203274585396,0.10370903981266033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104135248145809,0.0,0.1162714974745018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649067847358753,0.08057084026204704,0.0,0.08453261577878331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738770130661393,0.1051670660697965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361029291374194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021450941652241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250593822549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172648939776084,0.09286629409391108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752912364737643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824078404688679,0.0,0.0,0.10090774705486696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391040988343323,0.0,0.0,0.10473039486287307,0.0,0.3720663240073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043398069389334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958462662205952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sxeve,2019/03/01,just need someone to tell me im not alone. thats all. can anyone do that for me? ,-3.93342105263158,-3.1522886842105216,-0.6953947368421041,108.50848684210527,120.05263157894736,1.9,10.013157894736842,3.1291,-2.323957894736842,61,1,17,0,4,21,17,19,0.0,0.902,0.098,0.1877,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747104262820728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048766568189674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950946272490513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398593265098999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388356878380008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40061646320783856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lincuchan,2019/03/01,"Lonely on the weekends Let's start saying I grew up in a small town and was always the odd one out in school (me, a very shy kid with a large fantasy + a few very dominant kids = odd one out). I had a few friends but unfortunately, 2 of them dumped me when we were around 14, because it wasn't cool to hang out with me. First few years of high school I was still very shy, but eventually I openes up and made a small group of friends and still had that one friend in my hometown. But college comes around and people start going seperate ways, so we started seeing each other less and less. In college I made some wonderful friends, people where I feel like I can really be myself, but unfortunately they all live at least a 1 hour ride away from me. Long story short; I just feel very lonely in the weekends and wish my college friends and I lived closer to eachother, and I wish I had more friends in my hometown. Just needed to vent a little",5.525784688995216,5.355773942105267,5.678995215311009,85.11160287081341,67.47368421052633,8.382775119617225,28.85167464114833,7.686295010490155,1.5084210526315784,739,22,158,7,11,234,108,190,0.122,0.6940000000000001,0.184,0.9573,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,1,9,11,1,0,11,1,10,0,0,2,1,36,24,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,20,0,0,3,3,0,5,1,3,0,4,9,5,23,8,25,13,10,43,0,2,1,0,14,25,0,2,13,105,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324644762117716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995219136878343,0.0,0.0,0.1052880679978108,0.0,0.0,0.06831333716381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653344337499273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133261213374562,0.08005873490451161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532180846242436,0.0,0.0,0.5194834492720909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368870559196349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840205108948,0.0,0.0,0.11036072959932236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459330583465692,0.0,0.054748940386461616,0.11231783610927246,0.1979096021629246,0.09917335004654797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120758385176332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309423419391902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781294317433706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538250538783396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179123916059743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911800323597176,0.0,0.2268300425359504,0.08930071197707135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379589954226287,0.0,0.17898933714710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698590271550004,0.0,0.08895139916922798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577367535610948,0.0,0.1215289174752655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216571392831055 lonely,dustyvhsplayer,2019/03/01,"Just woke up from a bittersweet dream I've never had much luck with romance. Had one sour relationship almost 8 years ago and never even got to dates ever since. Sometimes it feels like I've been cursed, but mostly I'm fine with it since I'm focused on work anyway. But time to time oh how it hurts to feel that you're not someone worth even dating. And my sexuality doesn't help much either, since I'd rather be closeted then be publicly queer and face being secluded even more. So I just had this where a person confessed me that they had crush on me. No one significant in my life (e.g a not friend, just a familiar face I see time to time, I guess that's how dreams work). It felt so reassuring. Then I woke up and I haven't been that disappointed for some time. :') :'( ",1.8283306451612908,4.1333458451612906,3.0332862903225823,90.56992943548387,80.87096774193549,6.197580645161291,19.364919354838708,7.413659706084162,0.3808790322580644,606,15,130,9,16,195,97,155,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.17,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,0,0,4,0,11,4,2,2,3,29,21,12,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,7,2,0,2,10,5,10,6,13,8,6,20,1,2,1,1,8,6,1,5,15,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745604987656446,0.0,0.15527551861793454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072575437711417,0.14026545939566795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568113697418939,0.11077869543242093,0.1488870244756228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980308140378698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401990171245493,0.0,0.17082193195343087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393701521006957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600063195882914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952722118502704,0.075757082591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798170416137264,0.0,0.23919186817198426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101525476062376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353970560813337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648212186490013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356698348787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384814904761755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138634224132614,0.0,0.1533635662697122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520991748220709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257787992338429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985698192037024 lonely,srslysickofthisshit,2019/03/01,"Idk what's wrong with me Hi I'm just gonna tell my story and let u guys give me a better perspective, cuz i have no idea what i should do. So I'm an ambivert, I have some ok friends at college and some from high school, but the thing is they don't really get me. Infact i feel like no one does. For example i have to explain every single pun and joke for them, cuz no one actually watches or plays what i do. That's just one example, this even goes a lot further to the point that it's just absurd. Another example, i get bored in their gatherings and parties so much that i just don't go to them anymore. I used to make friends really easy, and i didn't freak out while talkin to strangers but nowadays i kinda do. I feel like if there was even one person that really felt what i feel and understand me i could handle all this, but there is no such person:((",1.6610566298342526,3.348940143646413,3.2948031767955825,91.5892765883978,78.50276243093924,6.955939226519338,21.809737569060765,7.8658589789855275,0.8078312154696126,670,19,152,11,16,222,105,181,0.086,0.7390000000000001,0.175,0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,11,11,0,0,5,1,15,0,0,4,1,35,30,16,0,3,9,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,3,0,4,3,5,23,8,12,23,6,8,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,6,3,106,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.14550217308027716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634658638224852,0.0,0.0,0.14786925050332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186871954130291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904592025150612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048028093360473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696110460307975,0.0,0.12562497735475978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261715546317175,0.21303718650217632,0.14316142953821287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23039187541365885,0.0,0.15579942053692214,0.14303235182896692,0.08473817796059575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476345529803659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753458926296554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831815882025206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524670324613323,0.0,0.14568754100122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676130111006173,0.0,0.0,0.09952683124178643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960722329985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041418551061477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603804619259213,0.0,0.0,0.14094970928221753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865559321763025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089931827446554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032183574882836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905683155180292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522057830318942,0.0,0.1287763698153161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630197754455028,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cybernetic_Yoshi,2019/03/01,"I guess I'm lonely All I have is my Yoshi, kinda in need of actual human friends so I won't be as pathetic.",-1.6261333333333317,0.16982772000000068,2.764,90.08866666666668,91.8,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.4879333333333338,83,2,20,2,3,32,22,25,0.098,0.664,0.238,0.5571,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.5361718953179416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244941704006103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052675226808398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074010603261395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zundimention,2019/03/01,"What do you actually do when feeling lonesome? I stretch myself on the bed with my eyes closed with an instrumental music on. Turning on my imagination to sense how the the strings of sound are transcending. It just gives the feeling of connection at least with something if not someone. Makes it easier to deal with. 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That annual reminder that I have no friends left. Happy 31st..",3.5514035087719336,6.760514315789479,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,90.05263157894737,4.63859649122807,27.385964912280702,6.42735559955562,1.5234070175438594,88,4,14,1,3,25,16,19,0.241,0.498,0.261,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528583626804833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239680245405372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368541494732771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ravenclawinlove,2019/03/01,"DAE feel like you just can't get it right? Idk why, but somehow I always feel like I can't get anything right when I interact with other people - and it doesn't even matter if it's IRL or online. Even when everything's going great - afterwards I go into analysis paralysis, thinking I talked too much or not enough, did/said all the wrong things, that I'm not interesting, that I should just stop trying etc. It's so pathetic because even when people seem clearly engaged, interested, making compliments, want to keep talking or hanging out...it's like part of my brain keeps wanting to push people to admit what my inner critic rampantly screams 24/7: *not good enough not good enough not good enough NOT GOOD ENOUGH*. Is it just me who feels that way? :(",4.859615877080664,6.668849647887328,4.983982074263763,82.32241357234321,70.12676056338027,7.980537772087067,26.993597951344427,8.575989854853784,1.9627661971830992,598,20,109,10,11,187,93,142,0.17800000000000002,0.579,0.243,0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,13,14,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,2,34,21,10,0,4,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,6,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,4,10,12,6,20,9,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,6,8,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307321013393796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920480141539705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818642154206997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486836619217713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778861022091529,0.12474908491646355,0.22163963619745208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052902242917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169673368380037,0.15981999629833782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168803588815688,0.0,0.12714076364176874,0.3752782553040584,0.0,0.12332171112218815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884562746918652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394167595213496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466479473284401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222708114798717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112922259282538,0.0,0.23264074306379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104894376227974,0.10640073654176237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182956433210527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935166823908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981134269699914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431220207075205,0.07167285255986725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594292852621737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195121534851875,0.08878614121815738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009327043073943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229705215333365,0.0,0.0 lonely,Charcoal69,2019/03/01,"I feel suffocated sometimes I don't know where to post this or even if I should be posting this at all but I just need someone to tell me it's going to be ok. I feel suffocated sometimes by my emotions. Their's a lot going on in my life right now from senior year of college to my parent's declining heath. I try to talk to people about this but I get choked up and can never get the words out of my mouth. The only person it feels like I can talk to sometimes is my Ex, currently seeing someone else, but that isnt sustainable for obvious reasons. She just puts me in the right frame of mind keeps me motivated to keep making changes. Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated i just feel.... 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Whats the point of living, having dreams or goals, when in the end of the day theres nobody to share the happines with? &#x200B; I compare myself to othere people a lot. No matter what, there's always someone who's better than me. Even in love, there's always a better choise, I'm not good enough for anyone. Nobody will love me. &#x200B; I'll be alone for the rest of my life and it's too late to change that. 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I don't know why, but I feel lonely sometimes. I have close friends and I'm close to my family, but the darn feeling seriously does not want to go away. I think I feel lonely because I'm way too much of a pussy to share my feelings with anyone. Or maybe it's also because no one wants to exchange their thoughts and emotions with me? I really don't know.",2.2332404181184664,3.902157585365856,3.512717770034847,90.7425609756098,76.8048780487805,6.149128919860628,25.12891986062717,6.868970318607317,0.8596041811846691,310,11,67,3,7,101,53,82,0.188,0.685,0.127,-0.6349,0,6,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,22,18,7,0,2,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,1,5,12,3,8,17,1,6,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110551433009648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086378942362868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892759814504029,0.0,0.0,0.24561328142333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629684251027244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266126063334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899162304635024,0.0,0.5093149026288635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112911766040448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449295715517642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214315803504978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239116708690488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148094464894009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651283640650866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905885263223954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992466488878725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608842440644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290858510248916,0.0,0.15993477616651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764974210849,0.15990761060875622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178408653235645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fingthrowaway1190,2019/03/01,"I can't sleep Reacurring thoughts eating up my mind. I dont know what answers im trying to find",-0.6600000000000001,1.5318953809523812,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,95.1904761904762,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,-0.4988857142857142,77,3,17,0,3,25,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186501835281041,0.0,0.0,0.3655173857624469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264855928284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858506080272313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963145514448564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606826176069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574702986209027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835866843732431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425237200667326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,POS-H,2019/03/01,"Does anyone want to talk? Hey, I am lonely and depressed as well. I'd like some close friends and I'm sure you do too.",-1.6950000000000005,0.2267852692307705,0.10653846153846304,105.87596153846157,100.15384615384615,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.6832000000000005,91,2,23,0,4,29,23,26,0.175,0.483,0.341,0.5423,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975343554693175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665008335462399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723765179269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287566661849073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788819136197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010487471503696,0.0,0.0,0.3420178664383197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098346116847503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825947114364915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LoathsomeThrow,2019/03/01,"I’m tired of looking for friends. I’m on all the social sites, and apps, I go to all the local meetups. I work full time, I attend church and do occasional charity events with the boomers and geriatrics I share a congregation with. I play tabletop. I used to write back when I could get enjoyment out of it. I attended three years of school I’m now paying out of my nose for. I jog around my neighborhood and try to ignore the judgement stares. I keep myself properly groomed and I’ve been told my fashion sense is just fine. I don’t do any of these things because I enjoy them, I do all of these things in the hope that I might impress someone enough to be a close friend with them. But I get ghosted last minute so often it’s not even funny, I imagine because they have someone less boring and depressed in their life and they don’t have to fall back on me. The couple times a year I get to hang out with someone and relate on a truly deep level I cherish, but soon enough they leave when they realize how much of a drag I am. Drinking and smoking alone is almost as fun but it’s nowhere close. I’d date but I’m too depressed for sex. I can get a hookup anytime but I get no enjoyment out of it and feel so much regret afterwards. I feel like my chances of happiness at any point in my life are slim, when normal people can have it almost anytime they want.",2.4900839328537185,4.275979633093527,3.444046762589931,91.00165767386093,76.41007194244605,6.216067146282972,24.892685851318944,6.996647511020387,0.8834959232613908,1070,37,227,11,24,342,152,278,0.093,0.753,0.154,0.9336,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,8,1,15,19,0,0,12,0,18,6,1,2,3,49,36,22,1,5,7,0,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,10,21,1,2,4,3,1,6,4,5,0,1,2,5,37,14,35,31,9,41,1,3,2,1,14,20,0,5,16,153,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25029130531401383,0.12943769489250245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997625909921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125535105943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921980301289572,0.0,0.1523687131448132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978335908990567,0.138283833664513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528370661858107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242913730259768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826773057317304,0.0,0.08254562855170558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638348520783438,0.08928305159613782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931126676767159,0.0,0.3264746387904511,0.0,0.07102687788210432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330395325491763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412960657647933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108462537977436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187231683364707,0.0,0.13233179415483878,0.0,0.0,0.1765488301170665,0.061057078595965424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494856643322713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258004195004022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374383428294208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245018128601573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664278958583285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814294370787043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648262813199984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739753914784033,0.31767589050142475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605732262239026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574930240746262,0.14364180436912158,0.0,0.11942015408728172,0.0,0.08485066403469302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793934579554484,0.0,0.0,0.07371422500938589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098419196318523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609612034918722 lonely,nohandedclock,2019/03/01,"I'm lonely because i feel like i can't accept friendship I've had really amazing friends come and go in my life and it's always because of me. I put a lot of strength in just holding onto friends when everything they do for me is more than i can do for them and i feel worthless because they make it look so easy to be attentive, caring, and fun (all the sweet things about friends). i try to make friends online just thru sharing interests but i eventually feel overwhelmed, in the sense that i can't imagine myself having the strength to even check up on them. i never wanna waste peoples' time so i sever the ties before any action would be too personal. i deal with a lot in my head and its hard to find resolve when i need friends to support me but i wont accept them. i just needed to vent. sorry this had to be one of the first posts on Make a friend March of this sub",3.0535714285714306,4.437391944444447,3.977619047619047,89.44500000000002,74.0,6.476190476190476,26.74603174603175,6.868970318607317,1.086936507936508,690,25,145,6,14,222,109,180,0.066,0.6779999999999999,0.256,0.9878,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,4,10,22,0,1,8,0,14,2,1,3,2,33,28,11,0,4,5,0,4,1,6,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,9,0,1,4,4,3,0,2,2,6,25,19,26,21,4,19,0,3,1,0,14,8,0,2,7,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917112622161793,0.0,0.0,0.08922231011766008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399397771514731,0.0,0.11164380286374308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376985934746322,0.0,0.0,0.11301947688251993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526418468570858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665812165213843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791649370164932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902002616228406,0.09373120881677988,0.0,0.0,0.11991685724243255,0.11160091830630584,0.0,0.0,0.6082011128287198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456549707200454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753181541180573,0.0,0.13465178442849354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267232115292526,0.06409899394465297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017719286602018,0.0,0.0,0.2230876248285889,0.0,0.0,0.2627363895054349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945702246229655,0.10119158225951852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889063201465256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095940671778432,0.11456110479725486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256558835946551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318949149504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840517856921336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822166408034848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687063974965256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888722739519794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716521951265803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650532802490385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907799595441114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320260756007703,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,acp3500,2019/03/01,"The usual i never had any friends in school, then i started taking classes online in 9th grade. i got decent looking and i’ve had a lot of online friends and girls texting but all my long term friends have left and it all seems to be wearing off. I’m in college but still don’t really know what to do with my life which makes my anxiety worse. Trying to start and run about 5 different businesses 😅. But having insomnia and no support makes it all kind of difficult.",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,4.817235023041476,84.18870967741938,71.68817204301075,7.894930875576037,29.414746543778804,8.418075326091056,2.1550811059907837,371,15,72,6,7,120,67,93,0.196,0.769,0.035,-0.9328,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,2,4,18,18,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,5,11,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,8,46,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526278333446495,0.0,0.15216241345419995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078142545796807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610224462908645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590831604837759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712981067807446,0.10931344084650828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611176335047025,0.0,0.1404930681651221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602539795785607,0.16703079921807884,0.0,0.0,0.16910262142953128,0.0,0.0,0.26554236850168705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340843616793706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742416624224606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013033163014437,0.0,0.18107639479217366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815731366491763,0.0,0.15884645061775335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257159756776989,0.0,0.0,0.14955242799287502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504400021430255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190666675657372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270203101745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,martinsayshuh,2019/03/01,"I’ve Lost My Goal And I Finally Noticed That I’m Alone It’s a weird thing to explain but I was raised to do something and I finally accomplished it about a year ago. But in order to accomplish that, I had to give up my social life. Recently, I’ve been feeling down and sad. It’s weird because the thoughts of blowing my brains out keep coming out as a solution to this. And I always wonder...if I go through with it, all those people that said they were my friends, all those people I helped by achieving my goals...would they actually care? I’m about to take a 3 month break from work, but I don’t think that will help...I’m mainly venting here. Just looking to put my thoughts out there just in case I ever do anything...",1.891020408163264,3.9407881360544255,3.0342517006802763,92.01015306122451,79.20408163265307,6.104761904761905,24.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9632530612244898,564,21,121,7,14,181,93,147,0.075,0.7809999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9186,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,6,7,6,0,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,23,24,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,8,3,17,2,22,15,3,19,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,79,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.1644380309138044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937083994338873,0.0,0.0,0.17452190901573805,0.0,0.0,0.14021090188734212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866648698260572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271999479899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810897588907827,0.0,0.0,0.17180360113145632,0.0,0.0,0.1451534241056113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242377111659125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520194648418128,0.0,0.0,0.3691812555672128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018769936397584,0.0,0.0,0.16164678364459387,0.0957661238459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589270209755716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977631438567351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902112013086545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150301562155473,0.0,0.1839447437586204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450027596632685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918457604169465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336423721625521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939556840346404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637983417534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028826351352118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177115023914247,0.0,0.12972453166130535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669591269145242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194822719212584,0.10797215744246826,0.0,0.2675506679573548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273810487477996,0.12267473462700874,0.0,0.0,0.11970217874021255,0.0,0.0,0.10851265751526984 lonely,captainamerico,2019/03/01,"One weekend last month I suffered some major FOMO so I made this. Yes, people looked at me weird when I waltzed around the venue in a literal mask. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YFVJl1zYAU](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YFVJl1zYAU)",14.347999999999999,20.237212133333333,4.248333333333335,77.9625,61.0,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3236666666666674,204,5,23,2,4,43,28,30,0.166,0.725,0.109,-0.2036,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,1,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135223536720309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786467781542338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900808167221533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395411926430844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707763913570461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147715881334078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220405125422169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vc1232,2019/03/02,"Friends? I'm a 31 m and going through depression and health issues so I spend a lot of time at home right now and it can get lonely. I'm looking to make friends to talk to regularly, if you're looking for the same just message me.",0.8681632653061229,2.8995354081632674,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.6734693877551,5.5526530612244915,26.126530612244892,6.742157984588678,0.934784489795918,181,8,41,2,5,60,39,49,0.123,0.754,0.123,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,8,2,5,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,2,2,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211301948559005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343579159472868,0.0,0.14686436205423678,0.0,0.15975692855509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987986251386167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281968550337379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933977932493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721103089301712,0.0,0.0,0.2389831432817473,0.0,0.0,0.1876379838542551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005984850896586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593939981026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391302550503128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,greenaaa,2019/03/02,"I need advice with a best friend. I a friend who calls me best friend. She is a negative person. For example. She over thinks and complains a lot. I listen to her no matter what. Even tho I am really busy with university. She always says negative things about going to post secondary like it is waste of money and time. Yet she complains about her job almost daily. I told her change your job if you really hate it then . And she goes about post secondary. English is my 3rd language. I had to learn my alphabet and ESL in Grade 9 . I had to work hard to learn English and make it to university. She tells me to know things because I went to ESL. My English skills are somewhat lacking. She knows that . Yet she says: oh well you suppose know that . I told her guess what you are born in this country and you supposed to know it too . DUH! She trys to compete with me on everything. I don’t like it that she is trying to become me . She cares about money and social media. And followers and shopping really expensive make up and hand bags . Whenever we hang out . She is always on her phone. I put my phone away and try to eat and catch up on life. All of our conversations are one sided . I only listen and give advice. She told me that she doesn’t have friends. I am trying to be a good friend and try to spend time with her . But I cannot keep up anymore. I am trying to be her friend and it is not working. I am 24 female and she is 24 too . Lately, we just text about memes and super short text . She keeps leaving me on seen . I left her on seen too . We reply once a week with “ word “ or meme. she says that she was super super busy with work. I just stopped texting her for a while . I used to put my time and energy to have a REAL conversation. I came to realize that I wasted my time. She never changed and she never listen to what have to say . It is always about her. Yet she calls me best friend. I am exhausted. I don’t what to do . We have nothing to talk about or interest between us . It is dry and lame. I am sorry for this long post. This was on my mind for long time. I want advice. Thank you in advance. 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I am introverted,every time i try to make friends i either get hurt,or i just dont trust them enough. Today is my birthday,and i dint invite anyone,and i got the biggest wave of loneliness i have ever felt.I feel so sad.It gives me a weird feeling when my mom gave me presents.I didnt ask for anything (im starting to tear up),she just gave a plushy dog and 100$,so many people wished me a happy birthday, (all family) and me so grateful.But at the same time,i feel like i have nothung to do with them,they are all very far away and just a thank you thorough my phone dosnt satisfy me,i want to hug them. But i have no friends,when i where playing with a friend(he is a friend but i dont feel close enough to him),they where talking about their friend groups,how they would go to each other's houses,and watch a movie.I felt so jealous,he had friends,i didnt. My class in school is only 5 people (me inculded),3 guys,1 girl.The girl kind of shits on me for not being from there,the guys are cool,but i would never invite them to my house.They all feel so distant and those are my main friends in school.I know that if i dissapier no body would give a shit.Every where i go i get shit on,even in my own country,get bullied. I play fortnite and this morning when i joined a guy that i met a few week ago,he told me ""go away skeaker retard""(from hearing my own voice it definitely does not skeak,and no body was called me a skeaker before,then i got kicked,i blocked him and thats that.That has happend a lot of times. I just feel so,so,incredibly lonely",2.779347488770928,4.146161610126587,3.7185953450387927,91.09687219273174,74.67088607594937,6.514495712535732,25.65332788893425,6.968188349444268,0.8839832584728464,1496,51,330,14,31,480,205,395,0.102,0.731,0.166,0.9728,1,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,5,1,16,19,2,0,19,0,30,7,4,1,5,47,59,19,0,6,11,1,7,1,5,3,2,3,0,3,8,13,0,1,8,2,1,6,10,4,0,0,13,11,50,15,29,42,15,34,0,1,1,1,28,16,2,3,13,184,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614200867499339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068544877140688,0.0,0.08030157339557233,0.0,0.16140506013274786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082315500496186,0.0,0.0,0.0877098659386084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974349450370663,0.0,0.0,0.07516855083390596,0.0,0.20133996879929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750796189947393,0.0,0.056733786506761814,0.07769824489862474,0.14474290565184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097551618343794,0.0,0.2605909165718121,0.06136443173068335,0.16494809969291355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981802447427969,0.0,0.13463202920848258,0.1647993786098571,0.14645077383405142,0.0,0.13739845485944774,0.0,0.0,0.1701019544277744,0.0,0.09143835438694957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681152722238984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195391232334944,0.0,0.09278289182473888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944792099915502,0.047206435370045485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134238737556086,0.0419646603044554,0.08609079564255173,0.07584812753573188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605215804390126,0.0,0.0,0.05733653867087149,0.0870855051035788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060086882558536,0.0,0.1825886374949525,0.0,0.0,0.06624862753474282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065622190707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190995480429075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386356000088285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645143745386773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060797940190329774,0.0,0.06859700551716387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904030233322732,0.0,0.07908189860706735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034761262045284,0.0,0.0814197786360256,0.08207772653095208,0.0,0.05831804230899858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087355629869868,0.050663944021872624,0.0,0.06890094054008013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877666339127024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830550929921904,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,negroyverde12,2019/03/02,"going for a walk, eating out alone anyone ever do this? to get out of the confinment and just get some sun or fresh air.. its night time here and i regret not going out earlier cause i think whats the point alone? sigh.. i could try tomorrow but im not fond of sundays. anyone relate? 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Divorced guy in his 40's here. I have AVPD (avoidant personality disorder) which means I basically have zero friends. I go to work and I come home and that sums up my life. Yet I'm a caring guy, a passionate guy....and I'm human. I miss the touch of another human being. I'm not even talking sexual touch, I just mean someone holding me, hugging me...someone actually caring for me. I'm not capable of existing in a traditional long term relationship, I know that...But how does one go about finding an understanding, compassionate person (in my case a female) to just listen to me for a bit and be willing to hold me, hug me...I haven't touched another human being in 6 years. I miss it. So how does one find somebody like this? Doublelist? Fetlife? Surely there's a female within 100 miles of me who'd be willing to just listen to me and hug me and genuinely mean it and not be wanting to charge me for the experience. Or am I being naive in thinking that such people exist. I'm not stupid,I know they'd be few and far between, but there has to be somebody.....right?",1.6079696969696968,4.009818009090914,3.861363636363638,83.7053787878788,82.54545454545455,6.575757575757575,24.62121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.557439393939394,862,34,169,16,24,296,118,220,0.029,0.865,0.106,0.9256,0,1,0,0,1,0,48.0,0,0,1,1,13,13,0,1,9,0,17,5,0,2,1,37,41,13,0,3,10,0,4,1,1,2,1,2,1,8,7,8,0,3,9,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,6,22,10,23,29,4,16,0,2,0,4,18,9,0,2,5,107,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.12267749109605912,0.0,0.0,0.12284502570813698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26364151892391785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724574285009186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563450149694754,0.0,0.0,0.10829038631952956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407768087172715,0.0,0.220024115978146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303207314602487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229711732191411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297983171609485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712534406297013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428908840629043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734261044072581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610011909983662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381768584806709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879461961418728,0.06141689033099064,0.0,0.0,0.1112518109130739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108140537573172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642879415023528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037239988153038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871533789092199,0.2195350153422199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349684263292298,0.0,0.10735798532087712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130319779063808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848276114071075,0.0,0.0,0.1010431311978968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055164191435674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087138638272214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414862579970505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915203653393596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095487705710358 lonely,VeryGoodCoolUsername,2019/03/02,"Anyone wants to chat? Hello, anyone wants to talk about life and stuff? Hmu",0.7526190476190457,2.6384366428571475,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,111.14285714285714,1.866666666666667,4.666666666666667,3.1291,-2.6640190476190484,59,0,11,0,3,17,11,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5805410347266169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932205849750665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475227754823355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336680326611349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897121813586322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LordDeathigo,2019/03/02,"My best friend just left me... He literally meant everything to me. I have no one else but him. He's my whole world, he's my soulmate, my person, my very best friend in the whole world and I loved him with every bit of my heart... And he left, and I think he never really cared about me in the first place. i give up. i'm going to end it soon",-0.8975375375375378,1.1007640810810813,1.3301801801801822,100.17052552552552,90.62162162162159,4.910510510510512,12.276276276276276,6.42735559955562,-1.1064606606606608,258,3,66,3,9,86,47,74,0.055,0.66,0.285,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,15,6,8,7,5,13,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,0,4,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811259109711801,0.0,0.198244519039905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851386904452421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516915249425644,0.0,0.16083100425235444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299375690727884,0.0,0.16319748957134558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544566763283192,0.0,0.0,0.2805852731094153,0.0,0.0,0.17419351888757353,0.1031993196946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151798907284949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394586718909508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388815483173638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400500614637488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304714802367275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855360109957473,0.1897183743863126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632842860517555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635276386407505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982719318346316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054678267607025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daemon86,2019/03/02,Does anyone here have hobbies other than video games? I know most people here spend their freetime with games which I sometimes do too but I hope I can finally meet someone who has different interests like me. Like learning about new stuff and discussing about it.. I feel like noone can understand me and why I like to learn stuff,6.810901639344263,7.995443491803278,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,64.90163934426228,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.496767213114754,267,10,48,4,4,78,46,61,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.9604,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,5,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,32,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766056572140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355781712996161,0.0,0.0,0.19731870084424236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400925107491175,0.16108265774470645,0.0,0.24700185966953256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239521003671544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391768093663337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406317355215037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776958441628105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631915096308224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104811730247592,0.0,0.22300507114206028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162403495370285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473219582246635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346025077920424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,paranoia-queen,2019/03/02,"unsubscribed from r/lonely , only to resubscribe after a week or two (oops) god i feel so lonely, i’m lucky enough to have a few nice friends but still i’m no ones particular favourite. i pushed away the only person who who would text me and actively/regularly hang out with me because they were getting pretty toxic but now i’m wondering if i made the write choice or if the toxicity was a good price to pay for not being lonely. i don’t know what i’m doing anymore, i’m just floating from day to day - trying to survive. i felt better for a couple of months and everything was ok but now i’m starting to just feel shitty again even though i desperately tried to look on the positive side like i once could do so easily. even now, i’m letting my negative thoughts spill out for a second and ill probably regret ruining the good thoughts i’ve been trying to stick to helplessly these last few weeks. i just don’t know what to do anymore - i just don’t feel good and i thought i had escaped the terrible lonely feeling for a little while but i hadn’t, i had simply ignored it and stored it away deep deep down. i don’t know what i’m doing anymore, just gotta stay positive right? i don’t know.",2.4818181818181806,4.4943153636363675,4.059504132231407,85.5501652892562,77.18181818181819,7.209917355371902,24.63636363636364,8.150884317080207,1.5112661157024796,946,33,191,17,22,315,131,242,0.174,0.644,0.181,0.2217,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,16,17,0,0,12,1,21,1,0,1,0,42,47,17,0,5,14,0,5,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,13,0,3,2,9,8,0,3,12,6,19,9,25,30,3,28,0,6,1,0,6,11,0,6,15,123,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35872930870829683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226565399251672,0.0,0.0,0.07350043933304587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663739404976882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626806684735467,0.13341219883296673,0.0,0.15551976565393172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458457691793624,0.0,0.15927521702717246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836361766993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438621812967264,0.0,0.11576939419369282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315472725378388,0.0,0.06299463685668719,0.0,0.0,0.3033937990861813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650559993116995,0.0982834321903334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329449377178164,0.0,0.05890608391409832,0.12084624528256276,0.0,0.0,0.10125130784407536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140894878667062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624055563170067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840676004480275,0.08170367166085292,0.18340304236277236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528006193522854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226665177757228,0.12999854274088118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296904415183404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534248914855776,0.12851522575392071,0.09629009108935667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184627755812568,0.28716548823619137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455843180216389,0.0,0.11778271393777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193433453566326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075673355968284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565190003898113,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Momoismaeliano,2019/03/02,"Looking for advice So we got married almost 5years ago. To make a long story short, she travelled to visit her mom last July, she was supposed to come back by November, but at some point she thought i was cheating on her, when i actually wasn't.. then she blocked me and disappeared, and about 10days ago she finally responded to my emails and started talking to me, i tried to explain that i didn't cheat but realized she can never believe anything i say, she then told me after a couple of days that she won't come back and blocked me again, and her reason ofc is that i'm cheating.. I'm so heartbroken and exhausted, my life is turning upside down, i'm starting to think maybe i should actually cheat or try to have a relationship with any random girl, maybe i'd be able to get over her, but also i'm afraid if i do that it won't work, or that there might be a slight chance she'd come back and if i tried to move on with someone else i know she'd never accept it Btw. When we finally talked after 6months, she didn't sound like missing me and she wasn't affectionate at all, so!!!? 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One of my loved one's is dying and i don't have anyone to talk to.,0.7026086956521738,2.0780446956521783,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,80.30434782608695,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-0.9474173913043478,80,1,18,0,2,28,19,23,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789916982999727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35547856780764114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318688584048753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091349637502619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641967649574785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506043778904648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Groaningcop,2019/03/02,"Wish I had someone to laugh at all the crazy stuff on reddit with I'm kinda new to reddit, joined about 4 months ago after my ex and I broke up, fell in love with it instantly, the memes, the gifs, the crazy stories people share and the witty comments people leave! It's not really popular in my country, so most of this stuff I've never seen before. Now it's Saturday night and I've got nowhere to go and all i want is someone special that I can show all the awesome stuff I see on reddit to. Anyway just felt like writing it down and sharing it with you guys, thanx for stopping by and enjoy your day :)",4.324354838709677,4.766543854838711,5.109838709677419,86.03475806451617,70.12903225806451,7.490322580645162,26.79032258064516,7.1686216300943375,1.2207935483870966,474,14,98,4,8,154,84,124,0.091,0.6809999999999999,0.229,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,4,22,12,7,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,3,9,8,19,8,4,19,0,1,2,1,9,7,0,2,11,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180412836740524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532179061937093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771842052845195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525991211102007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037374778229487,0.0,0.145987987540855,0.0,0.0,0.18073596263567784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932756580430716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917620379283021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474278975484236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569577252263555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078038681052532,0.17629111363757866,0.0,0.17129447137906742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530902309432176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693505168747273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545484230195938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30931854370658585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152605419186151,0.0,0.0,0.6268684378156775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766245131652777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990347117430386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mackswellington,2019/03/02,Lightning rod of hate That feeling you have where no matter where you go or who you are with you are the lightning rod of hate. People pick on you all the time when trying to be nice in all. I know they are just busting your chops but when it feels like it is every where you go it really adds up. When you try to engage and laugh with them and it still comes back to bite you. It’s really rough. I keep pushing through it but it is really starting to wear me down. I don’t want to go anywhere anymore. Either people or assholes or I am just weak. ,1.2857075098814228,3.201250756521741,2.544664031620556,95.43928853754942,80.56521739130434,5.225296442687747,19.1501976284585,6.11248444174946,-0.22413043478260875,427,10,96,3,11,137,71,115,0.119,0.75,0.131,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,9,2,0,11,7,2,0,2,0,9,2,1,1,2,23,21,10,0,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,3,16,4,14,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,8,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115196365501752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400162573643753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372460275487768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970030592064165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568480203896773,0.15236957010071606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636412954648755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211460336798626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895759196322932,0.0,0.0,0.1172148761173082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419940460094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957274502945243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099040633459278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096295604050294,0.0,0.17032824954232345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436715677438265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28961060292176943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257999651019258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gstark1,2019/03/02,"Does it ever happen to you that you wake up in a panic state ? Just after 2-3 seconds of waking up , you realise the sudden sense of loneliness and there is no nobody to share this with. You just open your smartphone and see nobody has texted you. Like you don't belong to any group. Leaving the bed seems quite a task",3.2948437499999983,4.763985046875,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,73.53125,5.745000000000001,20.6125,5.6839178017228535,0.026097499999999663,249,5,50,1,5,79,50,64,0.122,0.809,0.069,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380600296534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063491633052454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166589225269874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095662978479167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706742460100052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710268247829507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107324518877311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37234320107696456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789609645864856,0.3186911495616751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BPButterPlane,2019/03/02,"It sucks at partys I am on phone and do not speak English normally so it might not be that good I have this cousin and we do lot of things together since we live close to each other. We have always been really close. But we are in the age of party's (I am the older one) and I don't get invited often so I was excited while my cousin goes to a lot of party's. But we arrive and he has easy with talking to people and getting to know people while me on the other hand have a hard time talking to new people and opening up because I am really shy. But this time I tried really REALLY hard to be outgoing because I know it's not how you meet new people. So I put a lot of effort into talking with people and having fun while my cousin just can do how he wants but here is my problem, when the party was almost over no one and I mean literally no one came over to talk to me while people was just gathering around my cousin and talking to him. I really tried but how even how hard I try I always end up being the alone one. And I am not jealous it just sucks that it has to be like this and I don't know what to do... What are your guy's thoughts on this? 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I have no friends. I’m about to spend another weekend alone with no one. I try not letting it get to me but it sometimes does. I don’t know what I do wrong but I just seem to deter people away. People that once talked to me, I can slowly feel them distancing themselves from me. I spent my birthday alone and haven’t met up with anyone in months. I wish it was different but I just don’t know how to change that. 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My family won’t even be there for me. Today’s the birthday of 5 of my cats which 2 of them have been missing for three years and I miss them so much. I have a headache and I’m tired and frustrated and sad so I can’t sleep. I began self harming and it calms me So much. The only reason I won’t kill myself is because my mom already lost my brother and I’d never do that to her. I am So alone. I matter to know one. I don’t know what to do. I hate feeling not powerful and dependent on others but I can’t help it. I hate the woman I’m becoming I wish I was happy and I wish I didn’t lose my friends I wish my family talked to me. You don’t have to reply just needed to vent. 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I was really popular in high school and had heaps of friends growing up. But after high school I got into drugs and I was addicted to drugs for six years. During this time I lost all of my friends. I know that a lot of people say they have no friends but I literally mean I have absolutely no friends. Everybody ditched me over that time because nobody wanted to put up with me being on drugs all the time. But now I’m sober and I’ve been sober for a while but I have no friends left. And I don’t know how to make new friends because I went through so much abuse when I was on drugs that now I have social anxiety and I just presume that everybody is horrible. I’m just wondering, is there anybody else out there who has literally zero friends ? Am I the only one ? Does anybody care about me ? 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Pure isolation is the only solution. So I have had anxiety for 3 years now, it started when I moved to another country against my will (parents took me against my own accord). I tend to worry about almost every little thing ever since then, and every time I notice changes regarding stuff like physical health, I become so anxious I literally couldn’t function for hours. I get panic attacks, though I am seeing a therapist to help manage and just really, have someone to talk to. But now I got another thing on my plate: I have been diagnosed with oral herpes simplex (hsv-1), or simply cold sores. It makes me anxious knowing that I have to face a stigma regarding this condition and I have been so paranoid going to school because I don’t want people to notice how ugly the blister is on my lip. I have been crying all night for a whole week now and it has been eating me alive. It makes me even more depressed knowing that I haven’t slept with anyone at all, I’m a virgin and have always thought of having my first time with someone I truly love. I can never explore that type of intimacy freely without constantly getting anxious if I’m going to risk transmitting it to my potential partner or not. I may have not gotten it from sex, but I did kiss a guy who I thought was going to be a long-term for me. I can only suspect him of everything, but when I disclosed it to him, he was apparently scared and disgusted by me, and then he cut me off. It is so painful. One thought leads to another— I have herpes now, maybe no one will ever consider dating me anymore once I disclose this fact. Nobody will love me anymore. It’s a slippery slope I’ve been trying to avoid but my brain tells me to worry every second about it. My anxiety has been worse this week. On top of that, I have tons of major projects to turn in next week and I can’t help but drown in stress. I keep on having signs of panic attack episodes lately. I do not know what to do with my life anymore. I just feel like I’ll never be desired upon ever again and perhaps pure isolation is the one and only solution left for me. I am exhausted. 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I'm so freakin sad, y'all. I just want someone to talk to..get this fog and chaos out of my brain. Purely platonic and there's no real need for anything to go past tonight as far as friendship goes if it's unwanted. Memes and funny things are so welcome.",1.834241071428572,4.2987459062500015,1.9882142857142888,97.09250000000002,82.125,4.9071428571428575,24.767857142857146,6.18269132825596,0.5258732142857139,254,10,54,2,7,76,54,64,0.154,0.675,0.172,0.0741,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,12,6,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,8,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717843874405033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686909785959073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699463105924434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255264567314474,0.0,0.18770027187819244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489130693962266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528045503301205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37592000551922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798370269314997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654588264555749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941696955428613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480203112008249,0.0,0.0,0.4021803557100989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tacolover2k4,2019/03/02,"I feel like I scare everyone away because what I'm into I'm not talking about kinks, cults, ect. I just feel like when I share what I like with people, they see me as a threat and gtfo. I wish I found more people that enjoy what I like, but I'm terrible at meeting new people and don't know where to look. (If anyone is into blades, metal, and ww2, plz hmu, idc if ur m/f)",3.1259259259259267,2.916003814814818,4.858864197530868,89.08088888888891,72.58024691358024,7.467654320987655,22.372839506172838,6.742157984588678,0.4072202469135795,283,5,67,2,5,97,57,81,0.108,0.713,0.18,0.1734,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,12,8,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,6,8,11,1,7,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,6,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540089700925772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693890946503676,0.0,0.0,0.1342667575103647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046521349101865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273733775761967,0.3147036052486893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415006740818069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210476083856918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304262100497939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496059236200466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272579646012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580958720161738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205159023092356,0.0,0.17551648826314042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703441096857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328493401598395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,networksky,2019/03/03,"Acceptance I'll accept loneliness for what it instead of trying to deny the loneliness. Loneliness is extremely common among human beings.",8.904545454545458,12.512294000000004,9.618181818181819,45.69727272727275,63.54545454545455,13.490909090909092,38.27272727272727,12.161744961471696,7.412836363636364,116,6,10,5,2,39,20,22,0.344,0.478,0.17800000000000002,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justbrowsiin,2019/03/03,"Walls How do you put your walls down and let people in? I’m legitimately terrified that everyone’s going to leave at some point, so why even get attached? I know I’m the biggest blame for my loneliness, because I try to keep everyone at a distance, but I’m so tired of being lonely. I want to be free and have friends, socialize, find someone to love but I’m so scared it’s all temporary. 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She liked me but she didn’t want to date a guy with no car. ,-2.2379710144927536,-0.4865872608695643,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,95.52173913043478,4.8057971014492775,7.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-1.7374811594202897,75,0,21,1,3,26,20,23,0.192,0.579,0.229,-0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887993472336677,0.0,0.0,0.4813411396244837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474993188240587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142474480718024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46079057902039794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867296926175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aubergine_kween,2019/03/03,"I'm at a point where any sort of kindness or general friendliness I receive, I misinterpret as flirting. I crave romantic attention so much now that I can't tell the difference between casual interactions with men. 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I thought maybe through PTSD, but that idea seems ludicrous. I think that loneliness simply can't be remembered. It's a state of being that can only be experienced in the present. It's not an emotion by any means; it's grief more than anything. Why we grieve I don't understand, but I do know that it takes a quite a while to go through the stages. And I know that if a person accepts their loneliness, then there's no going back. My point is that loneliness is something you can't understand unless you are presently going through it. Not because you couldn't comprehend what it's like if it were told to you, but because no one that comprehends it has the capacity to tell you what it's like.",7.21296507936508,6.297765902857144,7.097333333333335,78.8108888888889,64.25714285714287,10.520634920634919,33.73015873015873,9.725611199111238,2.9398253968253965,703,25,140,12,9,224,102,175,0.152,0.7709999999999999,0.077,-0.9497,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,5,2,1,2,7,0,0,13,0,16,1,1,0,1,27,30,10,2,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,21,4,0,0,11,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,4,1,16,3,18,21,2,17,0,4,0,0,14,4,0,4,10,103,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521506963670372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394226534475724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918072357684196,0.13027766079038128,0.0,0.20656028069411708,0.0,0.0,0.1908843873668517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190580750771272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888650470824103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126063380406946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186223518234362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554536732431166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021056858657468,0.184553909803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067129937908875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480702363923125,0.12885563764778987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479357085628841,0.0,0.0,0.16016174915865733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198049205058593,0.0,0.0,0.18020474879078985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192593035627709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423850464437192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043193647598195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738680205131367,0.0,0.14808525163615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856094371941734,0.0,0.13450482834747238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237864262246456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352755595638445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288005486611708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ucalyptus,2019/03/03,Balling my eyes out on my 19th bday Let me start out by saying that I am extremely blessed in this life. I am fortunate enough to have great family and friends. My problem is how much my problems with women have had an affect on my depression and anxiety. My last gf cheated on me the first weak of college and I just got stood up by this cute girl. On my fucking bday. I feel like it’s hopeless and I’m just getting crushed ,1.5395402298850556,3.779248471264367,2.692643678160924,92.9750574712644,81.52873563218391,6.16551724137931,26.90804597701149,7.3871296695380915,1.3833356321839083,335,15,72,5,9,107,63,87,0.207,0.607,0.18600000000000005,-0.0627,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,2,0,7,4,1,2,0,14,14,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,3,3,13,5,13,10,2,11,1,2,1,1,5,8,1,0,4,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043874986101528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441203016234367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572220132558595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23467888509623036,0.0,0.12587176274521406,0.17784309507206275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174860513401106,0.0,0.0,0.1923307610082599,0.2301414189309029,0.13006110160226453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991004054072023,0.2744577062135856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291967852766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545584589674348,0.17583398986739562,0.12161972109423738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299986170443666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764047484721762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796742405473824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620131976302414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chrisiskindacool,2019/03/03,What a joke I mean what an actual joke this dogshit world is ,-0.7892307692307696,1.3575258461538446,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,98.23076923076924,5.676923076923077,14.192307692307693,7.1686216300943375,-0.3205076923076917,48,1,12,1,2,15,11,13,0.0,0.672,0.328,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.6672599391021927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7448249282008075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,exmooseguy,2019/03/03,"Any one up for a conversation I know nights can get lonely, and I’m up to talk to anyone about anything. And I mean anything lol",-0.43611111111111,1.8108934444444456,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,96.03703703703705,4.181481481481482,17.86111111111111,5.985473137389443,-0.2530666666666668,101,3,22,1,4,34,21,27,0.095,0.7979999999999999,0.106,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985841087978625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569088244199859,0.0,0.6047112194767275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196194779912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192459407088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002284316668727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447990721672767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489735116663777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29531852837196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,juliagraf1130,2019/03/03,sad girl Hey everyone I’m kind of new to this app but I need a place to just vent. So I’m 18 years old and have just felt lonely my whole life. I don’t really have any friends. I hang out with people sometimes but I have a hard time trusting others and opening up due to the fact I’ve been fucked over in the past a lot. And I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone I could trust fully. But I don’t think I’ll ever find that.,-0.9248011363636373,0.9597261979166658,1.3344696969696983,101.0393181818182,89.10416666666666,4.324242424242423,16.018939393939394,5.565023196281405,-0.9281958333333336,329,7,84,2,11,110,67,96,0.13,0.7090000000000001,0.161,0.6243,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,2,20,15,7,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,2,9,4,11,11,2,14,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,1,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224235858484005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700473842269695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920568930758336,0.0,0.19987031683083725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008354174736712,0.0,0.1911770339251613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160375259766993,0.19337373144272585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737468925526335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781773284398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477425267171457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782833623598074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509645302982747,0.0,0.20201710121749664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194880897460284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967585169246568,0.1450117188173372,0.0,0.21853749413000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399926794486974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544570923800779,0.0,0.20687387611854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812243326738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402729984486944,0.0,0.0,0.1219683539713148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335301551503727,0.2405344767933004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469822989794494 lonely,samsop,2019/03/03,"Down in the dumps, wanna talk Shit day. It feels like either this or hitting up an ex or something (not really). Anyone wanna talk?",1.765066666666666,4.403320440000002,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,84.6,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.02446666666666619,101,2,18,1,3,33,22,25,0.205,0.7140000000000001,0.081,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732004397594309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519820129615785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755972197479,0.2791303756402568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088600780672405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503051738011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40106836400643137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007952689563909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280917131007882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fxckscott,2019/03/03,"I have no friends and nobody to talk to, I’m looking to make friends. Well as the title says it all, I’ll put other things, I am extremely shy and lonely. I suffer with depression, anxiety, bpd, insomnia and I’ve got memory problems. I’m a 22 year old male from the UK. I have kik if you would like to talk about anything or want to become friends. fx.uv that’s my username. Thank you everyone ",1.6446250000000011,3.8043962125000017,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,80.625,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.5777499999999995,307,12,64,6,8,102,60,80,0.204,0.605,0.191,-0.2862,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,7,6,9,9,1,3,0,3,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044698697767626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259434212396713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23163624242295425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641543613171463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806447702288612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041113779235048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861230888580197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774453821469304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246610955426322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612489088890848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399999907133291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200819936414108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006884274602822,0.0,0.21084198008837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667899875025222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371546978439305,0.0,0.1930961534691746,0.0,0.0,0.13933886294092865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237073575940538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857728935970533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489899920307643,0.0,0.0,0.13506270435999926 lonely,jkitjutiitgbjgjkig,2019/03/03,"I think a prophet was an asocial outcast and went to a cave and stayed there for a long time and finally he made up a god/religion to have something to live for and to cope with loneliness, suffering and emptiness. Then things snowballed from there My own experience of being very alone for a long time makes me think I have to make up my own “god” and something to live for. So i realized maybe that’s what happened with the said “prophet”",8.433837209302325,6.6842992441860485,7.476395348837213,79.7543604651163,62.37209302325582,11.390697674418604,38.94186046511628,10.125756701596842,3.5943348837209284,349,15,72,6,4,107,54,86,0.132,0.843,0.025,-0.8399,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,12,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,0,16,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143543983572284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245249947571425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267211789287148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301938446856086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655096078554996,0.3663168627400799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958362700067308,0.27630287584237473,0.0,0.207925203957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687209750878512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186651360079352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059825950069264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749903964643476,0.265230961298104,0.0,0.0,0.24136712303540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707686571290653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918595913390673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soratakanashi,2019/03/03,Found out one of my only friends was a catfish and they completely ghosted me.. I'm so fucking sad. She was one of my closest friends. I talked to them everyday for the last few months all the time. No one else talks me. I feel so empty and lonely right now..I wish they will reply to me again..I don't care if they're a catfish or not I just miss them..,0.17684210526315525,2.1284227368421083,1.93342105263158,98.12144736842106,84.78947368421052,4.852631578947369,21.34210526315789,5.985473137389443,-0.03817894736842087,272,9,65,2,8,89,54,76,0.168,0.7040000000000001,0.128,-0.5082,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,0,3,7,1,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,11,6,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,1,13,3,6,7,2,7,0,3,0,1,9,3,1,2,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236882851203148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360071355091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408758291058525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747646660670324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547453081722682,0.35900566942505563,0.21479162701948812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938550091374715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544901648560502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723122841503141,0.17670260527590248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841435703567972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734870368437114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547745600672195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267175852889908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Prince_that_is_fresh,2019/03/03,"I feel as though all this loneliness is self inflicted Like, I was at an old friend who I haven't seen in a while, (since I moved schools) and I told him how much I felt everyone hated me(and it was basically confirmed because no one has contacted me but him in the past 2 years), and how he was the only person who ever really contacted me. It felt pathetic, I felt so horrible. No one ever messages me or calls me, they always message my sister or mother, never me directly, and I feel as if it's my fault because I never message them or call them. I only ever speak to people I know online,and can just be myself in front of a screen, never face to face. I'm always told by my family how many friends I have, and how much they love me, and I believe them, because I have all these people in my life, but none of them are really close to me. None of them really understand me, and I feel as though I can't just sit and chat with them, and laugh at stupid nonsense and have serious conversations sometimes. The only time I have this is when I'm drunk with them, but afterwards, I always feel like shit. I feel so lonely, is it my fault? am I the problem? I'm so lost, and I feel so empty. 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Hey guys! I read a post on here about making a discord server for all of us, so I have done just that. We all live like a family and will look out for each other. None of you has to be lonely anymore! Just click [here](https://discord.gg/KsnYwvM) and join the server! &#x200B; Hope you will enjoy your stay :) Peace",1.2728192371475942,3.9197071940298542,1.7551243781094534,95.73859038142622,89.0,4.171807628524046,16.39966832504146,5.82211442006289,-0.5267067993366497,270,6,54,2,9,82,50,67,0.101,0.664,0.236,0.8902,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,13,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,3,10,5,5,4,0,1,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661062324039486,0.29842946361966305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435680474653279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133287574113794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152872154492415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431814571687209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439350567069819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998718388342702,0.0,0.2168682686769479,0.0,0.20624116365367295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323915536431061,0.16393912780012826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352157917474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566529503233364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177567748083186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954251557111863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842946361966305,0.0 lonely,Woodland_Corridor,2019/03/03,"A casual discord server for comforting warmth Hey you, what's up? Loneliness is a funny thing, I wish it didn't pursue me as it does. I wish I could just be alone and get out of my hole alone, but I don't know if I can. My name is Anthon and I'm a 19 year old male from Sweden. I gotta tell you, I'm exhausted. I don't know what the point of my life is, nothing seems meaningful. I've created a discord server with the purpose of just chatting about interests, daily life, whatever. I just want other people who feel similar to me to have a place they can be themselves and share their experiences to help and comfort others. It's nothing serious unless you want it to be, I know that it's so hard committing to something in a state like this. So don't worry, try to relax and engage with the lovely people I hope join this server. Server: https://discord.gg/Rkktmp",3.272389162561576,4.898715040229888,4.854844006568143,82.39241379310344,73.88505747126436,7.9599343185550095,24.497536945812808,8.634040054169528,1.6958157635467983,683,21,134,13,14,230,104,174,0.095,0.608,0.297,0.9881,0,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,0,6,12,0,0,9,0,14,4,0,0,1,28,29,11,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,20,10,19,23,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,3,3,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496742474357693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478172268655322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772750719808198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512939771285454,0.0,0.0,0.0853558349348336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881966985897925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512213584129642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131503503667162,0.0,0.0,0.16766725798144108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783220752652289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384721829221429,0.082472451423065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235837754341391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32395711538160993,0.0,0.17713858375847133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340643679518796,0.0,0.17637140244424285,0.0,0.15958081208571098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536790523038823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995883507821926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475481183125962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215042373747204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461148205473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913801908226836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882482791075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143560637565206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870864886793563 lonely,Sayans_itachi25,2019/03/03,"Make a discord server and start talking Around 2 months ago, I was very lonely and used to come here on a daily basis. I was really depressed. Then I got an invite to a discord server, where all members were from r/lonely. Since then, it's been a blast. We talked to each other daily and at some point you start caring for each other. I felt very happy when one of them pinged me to find out how my day was going. I made many cool friends. Even though the server disbanded recently for some reason, I have all of them on my friend list and talk daily. So my recommendation for you guys would be to make a discord server and start chatting. Daily. It wont be a substitute to real life human connection, but It really helps. I am not as depressed anymore. And ping people when you see that they are absent for a long time. It really feels good to know someone is checking up on you. All the best! **Posting from a new account coz I forgot password in my old account lol",2.1682565789473642,4.423201395833335,3.5927192982456155,87.30315789473686,79.3125,5.708771929824562,21.042763157894736,6.8360192770164,0.55288125,756,21,146,8,19,248,122,192,0.073,0.779,0.14800000000000002,0.9429,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,3,1,9,10,0,0,11,2,13,1,0,7,3,33,29,15,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,5,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,9,4,21,7,24,16,8,28,0,3,1,0,17,10,0,2,15,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145782812495667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588463352238336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219747062817534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379150947304578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969856677100795,0.0,0.0,0.11802852312707103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836501164680002,0.0,0.23602610240311786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049882726142648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692802114248637,0.0,0.13155837553192745,0.0,0.12523159678996162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117189033592654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787025509587908,0.11492385540015355,0.10958548510445423,0.0,0.0,0.1356689579388065,0.0,0.14585777449822399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184000369966952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530128523454477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967795773095558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212562572132425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296493584815799,0.18292061321607225,0.13891433250984472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936613469716526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233244414833842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377691394685838,0.0,0.09284666637118318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499074615762187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295259124240333,0.0,0.13122497795951235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595601664563702,0.26333093388180306,0.14087690480677534,0.1352883421582609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918528108342712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334236798949253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609456104874195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29094527049482694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303886509066369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346190884474931,0.0,0.07989605975187546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833920682721068,0.0,0.22610772605894966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097333366118325,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yawaworht66767,2019/03/03,"What chance do I even have anymore So, I'm here on a throwaway because friends know my main account. &#x200B; Seriously, what chance do I even have anymore? What chance do I have not to be alone all the time? I have a small circle of friends that's slowly dying because everyone is moving away. This circle consists of me and 3 other guys. Two of them, I mostly communicate with in memes. I haven't even met up with those guys since New Year's intentionally. Well, to be fair, one of them now lives like 400km away, but the other guy, I just randomly ran into at McDonald's last Thursday after not seeing him in almost 2 months. And the other guy? I guess we're still pretty close. We see each other about every other day, but that's also gonna change soon, as he's gonna move an hour and a half's drive away in May. We're probably not gonna be able to meet up more than once a month then. &#x200B; I'm the only one in this circle of friends who's still single. Why? Probably a combination of a lot of factors. I don't think I'm ugly. But I don't think I'm conventionally attractive to girls my age either. You see, I'm short, I'm extremely skinny, I look way younger than I am. No 18 year old girl that I know of wants a guy who looks 4 years younger than her. Well, that's at least what I'm assuming right now. Might be completely wrong about that, but that's not the main problem I have. &#x200B; What's way worse is that I have no means to meet anyone my age right now. Almost all the people I know my age, I know from school and haven't kept in touch with since. &#x200B; Going out on weekends? None of my friends are into that, and neither am I. I'm not gonna go to a bar or club on Friday evening alone, just sitting there and not talking to anyone because my crippling social anxiety is keeping me from doing so. I don't drink alcohol for reasons I don't feel comfortable with sharing right now. I hate loud places, I hate crowded places, I hate not being able to breathe properly. So, going to clubs isn't really an option for me. Going out of my comfort zone? I've tried. I went to a club with 3 others like a month ago just to try it out and it was fucking terrible. The minute I went in, I wanted to go home again. Every time I try going out of my comfort zone, I get reminded why it's called a 'comfort zone'. I can't go out of my comfort zone, because it defines who I am. At least not in this regard. &#x200B; I've been getting better at talking to strangers, and talking on the phone, because my current job requires me to do that on the daily. But that doesn't help my situation at all. I'm still the same lonely fucker I was before. I still get extremely awkward around people who actually are in my age group. &#x200B; I can never get over past crushes because I never actually get to tell them how I feel. It doesn't even matter if I think she likes me back or not, there's just always this barrier in my mind that keeps me from actually telling people how I feel. I don't know if it's fear of rejection, fear of humiliation, or anything else. &#x200B; What I actually think is, that I have a general fear of people my age not actually seeing me as one of them. As I already said, I don't go out because it makes me uncomfortable to the point where I would rather just cease to exist than be stuck in the setting I currently am in. I don't drink alcohol. I look 14. It always kinda felt like people my age never actually saw me as one of them, but rather as someone's little brother who was brought by someone because their parents told them to. &#x200B; There was this one girl I liked a year back, haven't talked to her in a while. Maybe I should text her. Probably should, what do I even have to lose. &#x200B; But I'm gonna wimp out every time I want to do it anyway, what's even the point &#x200B;",3.4081415193418505,4.548444640862943,4.638316121127254,86.00667512690356,72.76903553299492,7.312655347453179,26.530369333099948,7.691903868010439,1.3572483108699471,3019,102,633,37,58,997,301,788,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.9836,4,4,4,0,0,0,125.0,1,1,7,3,43,36,5,4,29,0,56,9,2,5,6,108,126,33,1,11,30,2,5,5,4,10,2,2,1,8,46,26,6,5,16,7,1,15,31,17,2,7,16,15,88,19,99,94,16,114,1,3,8,2,52,50,2,16,50,418,134,3,0.06937905541030191,0.0,0.20311185009417948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03075017326428421,0.07414511071554343,0.06947310220962702,0.07185577777672687,0.03828075643238538,0.027741202772828055,0.05772893194162097,0.3758608877539946,0.42151573119777336,0.0,0.0,0.026537393745027758,0.0,0.06880538025870518,0.048511448686270366,0.0,0.028546525562022626,0.030881034264545724,0.0,0.0,0.09777585956523832,0.0533482110970093,0.0,0.16917131290003726,0.0,0.029518233072640624,0.0,0.0,0.03068006824063842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035421886308669576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669692064482282,0.0,0.036371309802967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02237187557679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360022529878369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796506141984313,0.0,0.0,0.028978649134681463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038474119167187,0.0,0.08768226971595433,0.03314733030932261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710608879321707,0.052620202534225766,0.0,0.033307386641333286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720417221562233,0.032069909383809665,0.09061923234242747,0.0,0.1577188641225357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821442569915828,0.17174043153938026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274618044119978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023251659196901583,0.0,0.0347964246994709,0.0,0.03416219711634354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442400356542754,0.06166729222371509,0.0,0.0,0.09532228608613466,0.02827659502928489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473775500505243,0.034768020026479544,0.030631488505257563,0.0,0.08739139947456885,0.03880870826452392,0.0,0.02949179594566937,0.0,0.0,0.023155529111785457,0.0,0.034850293169252984,0.03778706525443029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680010695455857,0.03502653410945432,0.0,0.08306655017055724,0.07373895615264127,0.0,0.0,0.08026410692328173,0.03350336202176405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640082391989959,0.036943214862276266,0.11753260872521842,0.02638294898975333,0.0,0.0,0.03851861528774344,0.0,0.03311507939644341,0.12024675345937295,0.0,0.07248634632455228,0.0,0.06558563265524303,0.0,0.0,0.03529172078646477,0.11220353417336056,0.03319319309078049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0222229997240427,0.035666612013575884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887400135951916,0.032997684669511536,0.0,0.0,0.035107654023108725,0.11057224925085178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739107157877805,0.038992482574825016,0.0,0.03536160494016697,0.05878464850560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081240654249301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115285134137809,0.06064035243425585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891059460689403,0.0,0.0,0.06068322771199688,0.0,0.0,0.03314733030932261,0.0,0.07065573669418511,0.0,0.033886627982413375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138234664550823,0.055069864855485366,0.0,0.0,0.06238010290345699,0.06431507944436242,0.06260380628604399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535159234081159,0.024642445190566603,0.03792755289229194,0.42151573119777336,0.0893556740051034 lonely,notmasturchief117,2019/03/03,"I literally have 2 in real life friends.(17M) I just graduated secondary school/highschool and I literally have 2 friends to talk to. One doesn't really respond when we ask him out and the other doesn't have any similar interests. No idea how I managed that. Who's waiting to see Avengers:Endgame alone ? 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I'm 26 year old married female that lives in Oregon in the United States. Yeah yeah, people think just because you're in a relationship or married means you don't get lonely, but personally I do get friend lonely. /: It happens when you feel left out and you're badically the one who reaches out like basically all of the time. Does anyone get what I'm trying to say? Well, I'm just looking for people to talk or friends. Females: 20-30 Males: 22-30 I don't talk to minors because that's just weird giving I'm adult age wise. It would be cool to form a connection with someone or at least get along well with someone. In my opinion nothing can work with out honesty, effort, and communication though. About Me: * Originally from California. * Big Lover of Books * I watch a lot of things. * I hope to have books published one day. * Music has gotten me through a lot in life. * Pokémon was basically my gateway video game even though I left the video game train after awhile. I do not have discord (sorry). I'm not interested in discord servers or group chats. /: I have no interest in what you look like so please no pictures. If you're interested, please PM or Chat Me. If you would, please include what subreddit you saw my post on, age, gender, location (i do not want to know the city), and a bit about yourself. 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I don’t know, I fluctuate from being ok with being alone. I grew up that way so I’m accustomed to it, but sometimes I ache for someone. I’m not sure how to explain it. I know there’s a difference from being alone and lonely, but I feel like I flip flop from the two all the time. It hurts. Sorry for the random drunk feelings. Thank you for listening.",-0.1910389610389593,2.1173350909090907,2.004935064935065,93.15597402597406,94.19480519480518,4.877922077922078,17.38961038961039,6.574015621080383,0.05760779220779224,290,8,61,4,11,97,50,77,0.308,0.5820000000000001,0.111,-0.946,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,2,5,1,0,1,2,15,14,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,3,8,5,11,10,1,4,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159582264721168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602430023739368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189184239318674,0.1779478728890363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666528906122529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737835102145356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169137441803958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105069018236933,0.0,0.2463535094888384,0.2788326136323533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23476164244645856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293259343281361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524469020047914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433219013960666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771374468441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Xycolo,2019/03/04,"Succesfull yet so lonely did I trade with the devil? I'm 17 years old and already built a small career for myself. I have good grades at school, got a pilot license, have been accepted by a top universities, became fashion model and board member of a political movement. Yet I hardly have any real friend that I can truly thrust and talk to. This resulted in a soul crushing loneliness. there are even nights that I cry myself to sleep. Every action I try to take to make new friends fails. Sometimes I ask myself I traded my social live with the devil for the success I got.",4.206202020202017,6.153073600000003,5.16030303030303,79.83489898989899,72.0909090909091,7.070707070707071,24.949494949494948,7.793537801064563,1.5262828282828278,456,14,79,6,9,149,80,110,0.188,0.654,0.159,-0.6748,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,8,0,7,1,1,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,4,1,13,5,12,9,0,12,3,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,51,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047930353342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420301749621931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952534491166112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294200159193871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794832440358498,0.0,0.17597134382700294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272537497758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517965443523895,0.3340846396924945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709518151401053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442488589152392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941391759221616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171575131863798,0.0,0.19599849520487775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191606782880527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377254139965319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113748107937886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209008206263478,0.2129037886915645,0.0,0.0,0.20656528134478966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703475109872764,0.16787164421064174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418004458078063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449729988899245 lonely,BbwBabbit,2019/03/04,"23 Female looking for Male friends Not like that. I know what you’re thinking. Stop thinking that. I know it’s such a stereotype but, really. I do get along better with other guys than girls. I don’t want to have to worry about who’s the cutest in the room I want to kick your ass in Mario Kart and talk about what anime chicks we’d wife up. I’m into creepy movies, horror, games, furries, and other stuff. Shoot me a message. 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I had no party because I have no friends. I have no one to share it with because my wife left me in November. I hate my life. It's only been 4 months and the loneliness is crippling.",0.5065957446808511,2.5693656170212797,2.6377021276595762,92.89400000000002,84.31914893617022,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.8079565957446802,172,7,38,2,5,58,35,47,0.274,0.581,0.145,-0.7269,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,8,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577053377739129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210759628167552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668366123063673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34098726010035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752519944047085,0.0,0.2439492566792941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756757986235461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340356909593998,0.2626739831325924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273760292151877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mastersauce89,2019/03/04,"A Problem (M 16) For context: I'm a guy, 16 years of age, in 11th grade, extremely skinny (90-100 pounds at 5'8"") I've only been in one serious relationship so far, which lasted about 3 years. However it started to die after about 2 and half. It's been around 7 months since she left me for someone else, and I have realised that she just used me for 3 damn years. I've been feeling very lonely since then. Around November of last year, I fell hard for a girl I have been good friends with for several years. Truth be told I've always been a little sweet on her. I desperately desire her, I need her. Whenever I'm around her I just feel so happy and she is just so sweet and caring. Problem is that she's in a good relationship with perhaps the 2nd best friend I've ever had. So do I confess to her with a 95% chance of ruining 2 very good friendships and having my other friends look down on me? Or keep my mouth shut and drown in my own despair and loneliness? 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Just one. I crave a physical connection, I'm so skin hungry...I just want to be touched, and I want to touch someone. Just one hug will suffice for another month. Everyone I try to see in real life... They leave as soon as they start to know who I am...they leave. Online, everyone is so kind, they feel so real, and I feel real...just to know they are 1,000 miles away. Everything good that happens to me.... there's a heavy catch that ruins all the joy. I must be deffective somehow, or else why would I be so alone? I broke out of my anxiety shell a couple months ago, found a group of friends, and now they are all gone. I'm so frustrated, I'm so sad and scared deep down...and I can just feel myself sinking further into Depressions arms...I'm so sad...so alone. I wish I knew what was so defective about me, what's so horrid that drives everyone away",0.6737327188940085,2.9239439462365624,2.3922427035330287,93.68693548387098,85.34408602150538,6.123502304147466,19.609831029185873,7.447530270364453,0.5239250384024583,698,20,155,12,21,229,108,186,0.185,0.664,0.151,-0.7091,0,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,0,19,14,1,1,5,0,13,4,1,0,3,29,30,17,0,5,5,0,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,3,4,7,20,7,19,19,2,18,0,4,1,1,9,9,0,2,6,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303023146877108,0.0,0.0,0.24075693340250445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187651965570255,0.08891507038445859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184024429495965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860547215345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010809652485612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709463755985874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33318613378103995,0.10445936980730013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630702762029113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743939100141127,0.17959688524133374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748759389126957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278115610306253,0.12372821497031188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103489473570933,0.1277531299115492,0.0,0.0,0.2461400211030481,0.0,0.0,0.164192335818732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554618251696567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362798761102129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291774022969169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636577166197128,0.0,0.0926196767773163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848067993453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226767272940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891204214940853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711006500958586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048788342921124,0.0,0.13365791985282616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256593581179879,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,littlepinkranger174,2019/03/04,"Need friends hi, I’m looking for someone I can actually get close to and talk to when I need to. but no pedos please",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,88.6,4.933333333333334,24.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.6207333333333342,91,4,21,1,3,31,20,25,0.104,0.7090000000000001,0.187,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3612931464853953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860404206710609,0.0,0.19343100406936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109017388920323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490448576363189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064036936300331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31369647729238576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975785571995405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,s6vannah,2019/03/04,"I feel lonelier when I get in touch with irl people I know „a lot“ of people irl, but i can only consider 1 of them as a friend. When we (the person I consider an actual friend and I) weren’t in touch for like a year because of a „fight“, it hurt for a few days but i got used to it over time. I got used to it so much that I was okay with being lonely. Out of sudden, we started talking again. As happy as I was that she made the first step to get back in touch with me, I instantly started to feel lonely again. In a way I am not okay with. We talked about what happened and also said that we are still „best friends“. This happened roughly 2 weeks ago. We spent quite some time together ever since. But deep inside I feel unneeded. I know that she’s the „more social person“ from us 2 (she has an intact family and gets in touch with many people, easily; when I’m not even talking to my parents regularly). I feel like I am expecting too much from a friendship. Like are simple questions like „how are you?“ expected too much when I keep carry about what she feels like? When I take time to listen, give advices. I feel replaceable. I am starting to believe I was made to be alone.",1.7422314049586802,3.571032975206613,3.4256198347107443,90.09479338842978,78.75206611570249,6.548760330578514,21.33057851239669,7.520522993642371,0.6951090909090909,908,25,196,13,22,302,127,242,0.06,0.75,0.19,0.9872,2,5,0,0,1,0,28.0,6,1,1,2,17,14,0,0,11,2,14,0,0,4,1,39,43,16,0,3,5,1,11,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,10,14,0,1,9,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,10,13,35,11,33,31,6,32,0,3,0,0,26,8,0,3,27,133,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.10171312542101886,0.0,0.0,0.1018520300306452,0.0923933161506217,0.0,0.0,0.10795050708031324,0.0,0.08335243174598315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014618473192563,0.0,0.06353744116355603,0.0,0.0,0.11743114882113148,0.10938261122906087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721951630270084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688427159246016,0.0942817063824681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825845938909772,0.0,0.3162099261600785,0.14892339826486095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865770650702877,0.0,0.0,0.24158276014548785,0.0,0.16336710647803446,0.09998659973838583,0.0,0.0,0.16672398192989993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843399110101976,0.11095442492497068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115800205487357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264412232103096,0.0,0.0,0.11456380474819094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546067666281808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861234059525487,0.0,0.1972492732965732,0.0,0.10567252880753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986240716274045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927136299512316,0.0,0.0,0.11573471698444725,0.0,0.0,0.21677919430838027,0.1820186600679986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676108770822645,0.11086108699322944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914628726498237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621986248708102,0.0,0.0,0.10624902555020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213228967975693,0.0,0.08323795140191463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836774246385321,0.25132758873630795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233148134962893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537546301499825,0.1800419440754624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273266284119764,0.08360675654838001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712049203145834 lonely,TheTortillaIncident,2019/03/04,"Texting Buddy? Hey everyone, I’m a 25 year old female looking for some casual texting buddies maybe Xbox live friends to talk to about anything and everything. I know how it feels to go days without any texts and it’s always nice to have someone just to see how your day is going and share memes with or whatever! Some of my interests in case anyone wants to know/has some in common are: music (I play guitar) specifically indie, alternative, classical, electronic rock, indie-pop, lots of other stuff! I like video games, specifically Xbox (Skyrim, fable, tekken, etc.) I watch lots of tv shows like orphan black, it’s always sunny, parks and rec. honestly I don’t want to make this too long so just dm me if any of you guys are interested! If not hope you’re all doing well and having a nice day :)",3.844903846153848,5.923090322368424,4.806842105263161,81.42520242914983,73.40789473684211,7.8348178137651825,24.19230769230769,8.617729084823388,1.7333091093117403,627,19,116,12,13,204,111,152,0.015,0.755,0.231,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,27,18,11,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,9,13,17,18,7,11,1,0,4,0,8,2,0,9,9,64,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822967381496456,0.0,0.0,0.2355615283296255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110425882532347,0.0,0.14252742038624486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33509567126498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931618561476723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549837112099314,0.15565943896207893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875742503363522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381255529099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686513863826705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149351944877464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720249639041867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037048150267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923185420868428,0.0,0.15293724729335978,0.15327502046609848,0.14544292735954706,0.0,0.0,0.29449395440864595,0.0,0.0,0.11561119144993202,0.0,0.1740009436288841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817424513524443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380165987082052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675033379477673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827058408784787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921021037956233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431365644668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572604678179047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695695358914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153400862349336 lonely,nineteenineties,2019/03/04,"I don't like my friends I (20M) haven't really made friends since i graduated hs in 2016. in March 2018 i moved out of my mom's house to my dads on the other side of town. Living with him is fine but i don't know anyone. I made some conversation at work but i have made any ""real"" friends and being in community college it's much easier to show up, do the work and leave without interacting with anyone. I still see my friends every now and then. it's usually about an hour drive to hang out and i just feel like everytime i hang out with them i end up regretting it. we end up having the same conversations. we talk shit about the same people we literally haven't seen in high school. In general i always just feel bummed out after hanging out with them. As I'm typing it's Monday night and it's pretty much the only night this week that i would be able to go out and i would rather sit at home and watch forensic files bc i know that if i drive for an hour to hang out with them it'll just be a waste of time (and gas). we have almost no common interests anymore. I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice. But i needed a place to vent this. This is my first post on reddit. 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Hey! I don't know if this is the right place to post this but... I'm a 22 yr female who is having trouble finding friends. I'm actually quite good at making friends but I find that I never really attract the people I have anything in common with. Most of the time I just go straight for my generic/polite/shy persona when I hang out with people because I just know that my genuine self is too out there. I have a very dark sense of humor, I make cynical comments but I am actually quiet optimistic. I am also pretty blunt and I don't like the idea of having to hide things from others to save face; it makes me feel lonely. I'm kind of fucked up honestly and in turn some of my interests and opinions might be strange. I don't want a lot of friends...I'd rather have a select few (or even one) who I could be totally comfortable with. I don't really know what I'm trying to say honestly...does anyone else feel like they are too weird to ever be able to open up to anyone? &#x200B;",2.644470588235293,4.147469038095242,4.118123249299721,87.53962184873951,75.28571428571428,7.036414565826331,24.733893557422967,7.724431198458867,1.193792717086834,798,26,168,11,17,265,123,210,0.145,0.679,0.17600000000000002,0.7729,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,10,20,2,0,8,0,20,2,1,3,3,41,38,11,0,5,8,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,0,4,21,13,25,33,5,19,0,1,0,1,10,11,1,7,7,110,31,0,0.1336560687164733,0.0,0.260858085895153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688470986395608,0.0,0.1448162946133831,0.16240675287625372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691086180989,0.13694643714348495,0.10998755631855192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147549893878338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671349517680953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165249504046833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882785728468251,0.12089956610839292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516104851714672,0.0954839221967938,0.0,0.0,0.24431845084602474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097870414264011,0.12356288182318112,0.0,0.0,0.07595982395688404,0.11210436917014842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088143290829978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918222801821692,0.22036163987521715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059520789212986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362961003649792,0.0,0.0,0.2676493911738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178796741477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030837998294181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905688112085284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185320578359011,0.0,0.13964214456459514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280055678805404,0.13597627210871238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215968113066066,0.0,0.0,0.17124700015802033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414155239951584,0.0,0.10628867040512792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943242897675065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879515311151218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793592850220822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074369724371502,0.1453794224572273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028025428696772,0.15766762447661736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240675287625372,0.0 lonely,maroonangel,2019/03/04,"To be honest... Hello, everyone. This is my first time posting on this subreddit. I'm excited that I've found a whole community of people who are similar to me. The thing is, I'm a sophmore girl in high school. You all know how challenging high school can be. I'm extremely isolated: I have no friends and I've joined all of the clubs I could. It's a private school, and everyone there is cliquey and snobbish. My mother doesn't make it any easier. Sometimes she cares, then sometimes she tells me to get over it. She's technically the only ""friend"" I have, and even so she's wishy washy. I'm often sad and I feel like crying a lot. It doesn't help when I see others having a blast with their friends or dates. I know I won't have a sweet sixteen this year or go on my first date, and it honestly makes me feel like I'm missing out on something big (although it probably isn't). I've started to become my own best friend and I'm writing an album about the loneliness I've gone through. Any advice for this lonely teenager?",2.613913043478264,4.4640711884058,3.887270531400969,87.67554347826089,76.2463768115942,7.305314009661838,25.99275362318841,8.167268648758528,1.5980898550724645,804,30,167,14,18,263,121,207,0.121,0.732,0.147,0.767,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,4,7,16,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,25,36,14,0,1,2,1,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,2,4,20,13,16,30,6,21,0,3,1,0,17,9,0,4,11,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595314885809852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038779910736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423526451136277,0.0,0.0,0.13526568209270035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141542216854768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291090002884654,0.0,0.14158335892407387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851328819272254,0.0,0.0,0.24632635443015366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034476219428448,0.18416295624607787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927333803239005,0.0,0.1413249716004369,0.3983309164742845,0.0,0.06734148703942906,0.0,0.07325309546354779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639453601508107,0.2723659295921372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167289497182764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259416192990936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095805682253024,0.0,0.0,0.17207470459252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802924674653007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935846155724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344425770577472,0.0,0.13896889668632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391341037758112,0.10271136017945123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922844446574416,0.2549577573054314,0.0,0.09123141927121273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126585218711328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563105453311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751587841205772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390488962997486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300313034235489 lonely,Prikker,2019/03/04,"If I don't have a girlfriend at 22, I will kill myself I feel like a failure, I'm a 21 year old virgin, I have been rejected by a girl I liked a lot 2 years ago, she chose a guy who is less attractive and who lives in another country, over me which has absolutely devastated what little self esteem I had. Meanwhile everyone is disgusted by me, nobody wants be friends with me, I will probably never find someone so I will probably be dead next year.",4.423992673992672,5.0570391098901135,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,69.98901098901099,10.022710622710623,31.650183150183143,10.125756701596842,3.1611963369963374,353,15,71,9,6,122,67,91,0.237,0.6509999999999999,0.112,-0.9359,0,1,0,0,0,2,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,6,0,13,1,0,0,1,8,16,3,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,13,4,6,9,2,11,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,9,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808458140216628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392612724492807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949438099393396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315544435581718,0.14574741067944574,0.0,0.0,0.18646480356468453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157620459763156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200561392117306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571090501430946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934155363028205,0.2044752993607735,0.18014781334135216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734451314767088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734792373914935,0.0,0.2169708585849484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407803384637905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399224962472459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128307574779276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728601253658787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033255173622205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941343548869449 lonely,killem-willem,2019/03/04,"Musical Interests I feel like I can't find anyone who seems to like the same music as me. Music is a big thing to me and I aspire to become a pro musician. I just can't find anyone who likes the same music as me. That sounds kind of ridiculous especially since im only 17, but music really is that meaningful to me.",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,78.69696969696969,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.4251090909090909,248,6,50,6,6,89,41,66,0.03,0.8079999999999999,0.162,0.7468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,5,7,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656720668926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878907260225606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132214413587477,0.18680457008558687,0.0,0.0,0.4779841686876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28244811741573417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229585536830997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383244337437989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887073565251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751365835723692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238045656709346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630267012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371867452714326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goblin_emoji,2019/03/04,"i got a presentation due this week haven’t opened my mouth to speak in like 6 months, haven’t done a presentation in like 2 years, feels good man",4.282,4.962134533333334,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,0.7356666666666665,116,2,28,2,2,36,24,30,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,3,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446803791488601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971405450410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644675111391026,0.34753749666614714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245839010511354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468418526091879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34855792836590194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982642335667146 lonely,Fuckwhotookmyname,2019/03/04,"Good vibes? Keep your head up, life is beautiful, you're worth it, a lot of times you won't feel good enough, you might feel like giving up but all you have to do is keep moving forward, it's hard but you're strong too. You got this, you matter! 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I'm horrible at expressing emotion, i either say nothing at all or i come off too intense.",2.856477272727272,4.9620307840909135,4.120454545454546,85.11318181818183,76.38636363636364,6.672727272727273,28.04545454545455,7.6454224807358475,1.8219272727272728,351,15,66,5,8,115,61,88,0.161,0.747,0.093,-0.7913,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,7,6,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,5,12,3,11,6,2,11,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,3,47,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735272769462368,0.25428102032046274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316528532140604,0.0,0.0,0.1512830376124775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137777650935334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073154362567976,0.2791595246700851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548296268749878,0.17729376292543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963905136703176,0.0,0.0,0.3637321649738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084015490503466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812723906230945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720508643176097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39471186140905146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26451778938912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901827085790174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849215214417687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,annonyemous,2019/03/04,"I’ve never had a best friend. I’m a 20f that’s never had a best friend, I’ve always been the person in the group that’s just there, friends with everyone. I feel like I have absolutely nobody to talk about my problems with or just talk to, ive never struggled so much with this before. I’m really in need of a best friend, can I still get one? Is it too late now?",2.025864978902952,3.0153245189873417,3.73487341772152,91.73665611814349,75.96202531645571,6.785654008438819,19.495780590717303,7.1686216300943375,0.10887172995780504,283,5,67,3,6,95,51,79,0.252,0.657,0.091,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,3,12,12,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,5,8,9,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561037280745908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386818864290204,0.0,0.5131046338265367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573202793237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240634338066467,0.11643119029049932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036641861095681,0.0,0.0851490403038091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838457688959203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962259588466329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198072475774822,0.120845784098573,0.3770949884862312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043780198378322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423057054413144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594749940160849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440758822716822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015407749199076,0.0,0.0,0.17037951563532475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619903534331671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,donotopenbees,2019/03/04,"Don’t know how to cope anymore 26 years old and I have had a grand total of zero relationships. My life is devoid of affection and intimacy and it’s really starting to take a toll on me. Ive been depressed for the last 7 or 8 years but the last two months I basically can’t function at all when I’m not working. This is probably really weird but all I’ve ever wanted since I was 8 years old was someone to love and someone that would love me back. I literally want nothing else. I don’t care about material things or being “successful.” I’m an introvert and actually enjoy alone time but I don’t want to spend my entire life alone. I’ve tried everything from asking girls out in person, online dating websites, tinder, Reddit, and trying to get one of my female friends to set me up with someone and literally nothing works. Reddit seems to be the most promising out of all of my options but I seem to live in the middle of nowhere and everyone that messages me is always extremely far away. I did happen to meet up with one girl from Reddit who lived just over an hour away and we spent the night together at a hotel cuddling, watching Netflix and sleeping together. It’s sad but that was the highlight of my life so far, but it kills me because I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to experience that again. It’s funny how something simple like her holding my hand and squeezing them made me feel better. The entire time I was with her I didn’t have a single negative thought in my head. The reason we can’t see each other again is because she was leaving to join the military. I also don’t really think she was interested in a relationship with me. She was struggling with her own problems, was lonely and wanted some affection just like me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m backed up against a wall and I’m about to have some kind of mental breakdown from the pain. I don’t think my looks are the problem. I never seem to be able to connect with anyone on an emotional level. Everything always seems forced and fake. I don’t feel like I’ve ever had a genuine conversation with genuine emotions with someone. I don’t know what else to say. This was all over the place but I just needed to get it out so I don’t lose my mind. If any girls are from southern Pennsylvania and want to chat and possibly meet up some time don’t be afraid to send a message. I promise I’m a kind and caring person. 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I'm 19, and recently got out of a long term relationship in which I'm still FWB with them. I crave physical affection constantly, and without it I tend to get depressed and sad. The only way I can sleep peacefully is if I'm with my FWB, or hugging my teddy bear. This is really embarrassing for me to post, but it's true and I don't know what to do about it. 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Humans are by nature social creatures. So what's the point if you keep driving people away? Every time I meet people I like I get hurt because they leave or I get so obsessed with finally having real human contact I drive them away by being a clingy asshole. So really what's the point of living if you have absolutely no one? I have gone an entire decade now alone. No real friends, I speak to people that don't care about my existence but I'm utterly alone. I don't count online friends, not truly, I know people younger than me will be upset by this and I do apologize but I don't count it personally because it's impersonal. You can't really get attached to text on a screen. You can't feel the warmth of their soul around them.",2.12361111111111,4.360854987654321,3.655046296296295,86.89145833333335,79.37037037037038,6.272222222222222,21.23611111111111,7.413659706084162,0.7906777777777787,636,18,126,9,16,210,99,162,0.202,0.728,0.07,-0.9469,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,4,0,6,7,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,23,10,1,2,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,3,22,4,15,18,0,14,1,1,1,0,19,7,0,3,5,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276953994723951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339227141194592,0.0,0.0,0.23934921156633115,0.0,0.0,0.15529531219020554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129869038278862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132196907890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073203662855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440548845609577,0.0,0.0,0.1395349523972178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968218500751963,0.0,0.1996472106644168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635939540514908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321826654457988,0.0,0.0,0.07000290497326801,0.0,0.0,0.1348735371049189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222982321161082,0.0,0.11247596270853598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631375072579721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532278715243645,0.11122042421782327,0.0,0.0,0.36123646936782255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899651494459629,0.1632015556674114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984450814009696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427438006042543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nomadicshanks,2019/03/04,"Accept Yourself for Who You Are.. Exactly 1 year ago, I felt the same way like how you all guys are feeling now. Now i'm used to it. Loneliness...'I'm used to it' is a wrong way to express the words. Because it sound depressive. 'Now I accept who I am.' That's how you call it. I wanted a friend so desperately. So whoever I met I used to tell them that I don't have friends. Thinking that somehow they might like me and be my friends. I would do anything to get a friend. Every time I was neglected. I was so embarrassed. So I tried to get away from people. One day that thought came to my mind changed my entire way of thinking. I came to realize that I love being lonely. Why the hell am I trying to be someone that i'm not. Life is so short for being lonely my friends. Accept Yourself for Who You Are and move on. You're not lonely. You have your goals and dreams. Achieve them. I have been in that position where you are right now. I can feel, how you're feeling. Don't worry my friends. Everything will be alright. Here are some suggestion. And try to add some hobbies in your daily life. * read **BOOKS** * watch movies and animes * travel places alone * treat yourself * write a diary every day and make it interesting * and read lot of **BOOKS**",-0.18345093502988166,2.0210227206477747,1.322194910352806,96.05773616734145,101.14574898785429,4.295700790437634,19.241276267592056,6.18269132825596,0.10695920570657468,960,33,202,12,42,306,129,247,0.14800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.145,-0.3958,0,7,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,8,3,2,15,23,1,1,7,1,27,3,0,7,2,44,47,15,0,2,2,0,4,2,6,3,2,1,0,1,15,10,0,1,11,6,0,4,4,8,0,1,8,6,33,15,20,31,5,24,1,5,1,1,28,8,1,5,11,132,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967608754453891,0.0,0.0,0.1130534762150595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982670700960632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255636271971326,0.0,0.0,0.06654094350854417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146124933009197,0.2496924916178429,0.0,0.0,0.11547337106770875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079415082064187,0.0,0.09401655146094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393854468908494,0.0,0.09810305118155206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655788024205751,0.0,0.10480760100160977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060054198310873,0.0,0.11405979638920265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808234712888967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420128566885113,0.10665695164832284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280116796851393,0.09851823140011676,0.0,0.07286298028310341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157980650971765,0.11021720349735643,0.0,0.0,0.11601635363866328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396744087189609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567554845428373,0.0,0.11404557411628953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183725848536533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321927069020207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248816264001876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540781345239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398864796076689,0.0,0.08665826900137916,0.0636501805241822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233081026925375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828291620775585,0.0,0.0,0.06438348110827545,0.25993064924930603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849699138910163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085398132651557,0.0,0.07754182551301947,0.11934577375607815,0.0,0.07029337012540457 lonely,Whateverforever9000,2019/03/04,"New friends. I really want to meet new people and befriend new people. Is anyone interested? I like gaming, reading, movies, and hanging out with friends. F, 23. I'm a Virgo. I don't know what else to include, lol.",0.3385714285714272,2.6671131707317097,2.523554006968641,87.40219512195124,100.21951219512195,4.294076655052264,22.930313588850176,6.18269132825596,0.8699240418118475,164,7,30,2,7,55,32,41,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737690781578332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760431950646133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840077071508806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657861168572194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141300225948246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200586861085996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445812164503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24858455757921105,0.0,0.15920654940332074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465819455078213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justanothersaadgirl,2019/03/04,"When you crush on people you’re not supposed to or can’t have... I suppose my loneliness has led me to fall for any guy who is around me, even if they’re only doing things for me out of kindness, such as lending me a jacket, letting me lay on their shoulder, or when they’re an obvious huge flirt but their sweet nothings still make you wish that he meant it. It hurts cuz I feel so empty with something I can’t have. I don’t even have many friends to hang out with, let alone a boyfriend to hold, and assure me that everything will be okay. And at the same time I’m suffering with thoughts I don’t want to have. 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Everything seems pointless. Nothing I do, anyone every truly gives a shit about and that’s all I want. For someone to care and want me. But, since I’m not pretty or thin enough, I guess I’ll never have that. 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I'm not asking for much but I want consistency with one person. No more flings, ons, or the like. It makes me feel worse.",2.195294117647056,5.096897352941177,3.3737647058823548,82.98594117647062,90.1764705882353,7.425882352941178,21.50588235294117,8.238735603445708,1.8490188235294118,146,5,27,4,5,47,30,34,0.267,0.617,0.116,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428308316573163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542310126055936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915937115606348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478640213008065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957914267217425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849688628506006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32020308325185803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937167488739943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42148717125477786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629914993690535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737158869011622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rebelzomb,2019/03/04,"gaming friends anybody want to be gaming friends. have a ps4 and currently playing Apex Legends, but I'll play other games. 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I feel like I'm constantly alone, and I get deeper and deeper into psychedelic drugs by myself. I don't have anybody to tell me not to do them, so I keep taking them for fun. I don't really have anything to entertain myself except for LSD and things like that. I've tried getting into hobbies, but nothing can really hold my interest. I just feel so alone, with nothing to hold onto to convince me I shouldn't do this.",5.6062499999999975,6.114388791666666,6.629166666666666,76.0325,67.33333333333334,8.9,29.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.4156166666666663,388,13,69,6,6,130,54,96,0.042,0.79,0.168,0.8734,0,2,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,15,7,14,17,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808965872128337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513208053657732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987132009252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091806514731868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42649395593736544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789317182817595,0.2627334307611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28821528959574005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344448475427487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695091976302195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528831778635209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356015066407423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825782971935502,0.0,0.16072265866609647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216431141078805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484511710594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Longtursk,2019/03/04,"Nothing to talk about with most people I go out to meet groups of people to avoid the loneliness of being alone at home all day. But I have discovered after some introspection that I have nothing to talk about with most people because I am a rather boring person with nothing to talk about to most people. I have some hobbies but they are things that aren't easy to talk to others about, but other than that I think most people just don't want to talk to me because we have nothing to talk about.",9.900306122448976,6.810948316326531,8.775204081632657,75.7858673469388,60.734693877551024,11.024489795918367,34.70408163265306,8.07648339933343,2.567930612244897,397,10,77,3,4,123,50,98,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.7959,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,20,12,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,25,11,7,5,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,6,2,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806807939960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252804565135093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597337580989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576266421521945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337199506254622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116549137556066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620989102855725,0.11640041112443232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428930889808667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856467825603502,0.08541912296736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862919283234268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,beepboopbeep54321,2019/03/05,"TFW your only “friend” isn’t really your friend I’ve known this girl for probably 5 years now and I don’t know why I’m still trying with her. She posted on snapchat “hmu i’m bored and have no one to talk to” and “seriously i’m really lonely”. When I messaged her and tried to start a conversation she hit me with the legendary “lmao”. I crave interaction but she’s the only person I ever talk to. It’s just hard for me to make new, close friends with the position in life I’m at right now. This girl and I have shared our darkest experiences and used to literally talk every single moment of our free time. Our friendship has already died years ago but I just can’t let go. Im just so tired.",0.9235751748251779,3.215717769230768,2.8312893356643367,90.68231861888115,84.5944055944056,6.092482517482518,18.72770979020979,7.413659706084162,0.3857835664335667,543,14,119,9,16,181,91,143,0.145,0.71,0.145,0.2243,0,2,0,0,2,0,9.0,3,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,1,20,17,10,1,0,5,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,18,6,15,15,1,19,0,1,0,0,23,5,0,0,12,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435773880715068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178738863509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681001731033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465119091867166,0.13646742906454046,0.0,0.0,0.1584385736166752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37541483680755466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205176815466992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509406961556992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495631515027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901494468747168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562617064869473,0.11440480324145795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811680183751583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643245874930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975564156314722,0.24637226418312724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142670098687038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551233039156944,0.0,0.1746319739463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075253513577976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832222313019366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464380313258132,0.0,0.12935013211590962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905581079289591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444650668854046,0.1861616681934477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199351537443629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398908121856456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461535015206687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086078373080741 lonely,Foerver-a-loner,2019/03/05,"Soon going to turn 20 I am lonely, depressed, never had a gf, never been partying, still virgin, never went to a club, never had any friends, no one likes me, stressed........................ Quite desperate",2.491176470588236,5.275364294117646,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,82.52941176470588,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.2835529411764703,142,5,24,2,4,46,28,34,0.364,0.57,0.066,-0.8893,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,3,0,8,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273030455216667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061063311360018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488042618687708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359981156238775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690852649236945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382430236335125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621539784721724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545220320999573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110305620534535,0.0,0.2741141386497952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602866420002901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218309054987289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KrenBenz,2019/03/05,23 [M4R] ready to give up on everything There's nothing special about me and after a short short time knowing me you'll get sick of me and I'll be back here looking for more friends. Anyone care to talk at all? I doubt it. Literally no one cares ever. Why even try anymore.,0.06892857142857167,2.4418723214285762,1.6792857142857152,95.4907142857143,93.64285714285714,4.228571428571429,21.285714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.15325714285714342,214,8,46,2,8,69,49,56,0.156,0.655,0.188,0.4764,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,9,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584669025069598,0.18223289851638108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004021607712412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314428114789949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721383128940793,0.2357474375535676,0.0,0.0,0.2342301667888316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135584037331813,0.0,0.136164190666717,0.2500122832142743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323098532079329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885676423375716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500737506730577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766041504693306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947801825147813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519707309890682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694516852246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351707357049645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ltina0403,2019/03/05,Hey Does anyone want to talk right now? Shoot me a DM or we can talk on reddit chat,-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210551,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,86.89473684210527,3.8,9.5,3.1291,-2.212389473684211,64,0,17,0,2,21,18,19,0.122,0.812,0.066,-0.2732,0,0,0,1,0,1,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153604710271246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39468663680084415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38516470771067735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7250182271526178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660205824273981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bgmx524,2019/03/05,"Is always being lonely depression, or is it not Just curious, I’ve been like this for about 4 years now where I find myself always wondering later in the day why I’m so d*mn sad about having no one to talk to or express myself to. Just can’t figure out if it’s depression or not. Also I’m assuming never being able to have a girlfriend might have an effect on how I’m feeling.",4.296455696202528,4.5807029493670886,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,70.13924050632912,8.851645569620256,25.92658227848101,8.841846274778883,1.9041017721518991,299,8,58,5,5,105,58,79,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,11,0,9,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,7,6,45,6,0,0.26396049697024465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108911406080375,0.43927255782756097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702326836387311,0.0,0.4546975785107332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346635839367665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125511218320175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895776565995276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800203739539834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358260791192004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886646409839302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216144881876606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818329208672614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862538991632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998190576399794 lonely,Marc1755,2019/03/05,Feeling lonely and just want to cuddle with someone. Since I (18M) went to collage I started to feel pretty lonely. I do have friends at school but It feels more as colleges then actual friends. Last year I got rejected by a girl I fell in love with and it took a year to get over her. I felt pretty depressed during that time. I have never had a girlfriend. Since a few weeks ago I started to develop feelings for a new girl. The problem is that she was in the same class as me 6 years ago. I don't know what to do. One side of me wants to just go for it and ask her out but I'm afraid I will to fast and scare her out. I really don't know what to do and I've got nobody to talk to or something like that. I just want someone to talk to and cuddle with all day.,0.4411144578313255,2.174834000000004,2.3176957831325318,96.92485692771086,82.49397590361446,5.113855421686747,20.01355421686747,5.985473137389443,-0.2014445783132528,588,16,141,4,16,195,94,166,0.117,0.737,0.147,0.5023,0,5,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,7,0,11,3,0,0,2,31,32,12,0,4,6,0,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,7,5,18,4,28,24,4,26,0,4,0,3,13,7,0,1,16,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.13825987057330194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118268423955714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324522763790971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137229423972494,0.0,0.12202933081271262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28655196192834936,0.0,0.13603563644456118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892422773822195,0.0,0.07402228868068418,0.0,0.08052037484681038,0.0,0.2266299070810973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572795301791698,0.11548863447966705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692180059464081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787231252150874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927284675659224,0.13683604855408646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600647089545812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882802995088601,0.0,0.1355692416326657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076424829487736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184704073250967,0.1433883753936534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343993851131491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400910992730345,0.10907268141076122,0.0,0.0,0.20056457767522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277550692784124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261512270742033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741240825840516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507007434206831,0.0,0.11364766633199773,0.0,0.0,0.13133937614815716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27371306808259965 lonely,swaghil98,2019/03/05,"Looking for people to talk to! Hi, I’m a 20 year old male who is just looking for people to talk to. About a month ago, my girlfriend of 8 months left me and I’ve been pretty lonely ever since. I’m not at the university this semester since I’m doing an internship off campus so I don’t have any friends that I can talk to or hangout with. Just looking for people to text and talk to about random things!",2.2069579831932766,3.690981964705884,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,76.41176470588233,6.26890756302521,22.731092436974787,6.868970318607317,0.5955210084033609,317,9,68,3,7,106,58,85,0.031,0.885,0.085,0.6579999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,1,16,11,0,9,0,1,3,0,9,3,0,2,6,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400547632001668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814566663512015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571531329823175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342271266544059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876344046239152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376805940793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734702533932776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230551672163672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613376428799921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675081773231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874305532864003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585660179515907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542172527408262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187955770834264 lonely,UrMumHAHAH,2019/03/05,"Seeking lonely individuals for our discord. Support, shitposting, and friendly people within. (Verification also) https://discord.gg/ZmnE2r7 Hey! We're a really small Discord server that creates a space for those who feel unwanted and left out in the real world. If you ever feel lonely, struggle to socialize and connect with others or just feel as if the people in your life aren't supportive of you - please consider joining us! We are pretty laid back and provide a moderate amount of channels including a **Dating** and **Support** section. We always try our best to ensure that the members here are protected from trolls and other such people, we do this by providing a verification process that will give you access to most of the channels where only those who are verified will see. It's a simple process and makes it easier for us to filter out the good from the bad! All ages are welcome, though only those 16 and above will have access to Dating and NSFW. Thank you for reading and we hope to see you there!",4.895833333333336,7.86312669444445,5.419999999999997,74.01500000000001,73.72222222222223,7.555555555555558,28.33333333333333,8.515128840125781,2.660333333333334,815,33,123,16,18,261,111,180,0.097,0.7190000000000001,0.184,0.9596,0,4,0,0,0,0,31.0,8,6,0,1,9,13,0,1,12,0,10,1,0,1,2,31,22,16,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,13,17,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,14,9,23,19,5,16,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,5,5,98,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532825345168166,0.11999798546909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089201973275664,0.1204130522343714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513441809289483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045023764478605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187574959976168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141973588534324,0.0,0.0,0.13834365326667403,0.0,0.1209602488246604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323750116130232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668943532762436,0.0,0.10186293969818984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962642734736604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193631943654096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999404497332261,0.0,0.0,0.15830417288876342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671795426238698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425348884869166,0.16414763073754252,0.09238747741469217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298405099943103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700848302771932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076426838282966,0.0,0.0,0.4909585886262978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277330112350336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168997705880984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979121534612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694448313830895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AirAgate2297,2019/03/05,"Haven't exactly given up yet but I just kind of half-ass everything because what's the point. I used to sort of have a friend group but now I've completely isolated myself. I feel like a ghost at school, like if I left it would take several days for anyone to notice. Every once in awhile someone talks to me directly and i'm like ""holy shit I still exist?."" I only do the bear minimum school work to get by and my grades have dropped as a result. I am 17 btw",1.5167708333333323,3.413581302083333,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.72916666666666,7.183333333333334,21.08333333333333,8.167268648758528,0.9795083333333342,359,10,79,7,9,120,74,96,0.114,0.7490000000000001,0.138,0.3337,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,6,1,1,2,1,12,12,6,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,5,12,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,7,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092198522924726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285737647151815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131165205844413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997711694708844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980678241801872,0.0,0.18113183938350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190506372003193,0.14398075899016785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570989099073518,0.0,0.10529672864838194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987368728636469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189746251002709,0.0,0.0,0.2953879048982813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945549070685384,0.0,0.2146343314878588,0.0,0.15328082951644556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190521161634754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079400171018407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276836921498634,0.20687869360020536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076483165834191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095071102688102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153356922763644,0.16199082840814938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406650707732985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467240733910266,0.0,0.0,0.1431687731947856,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,robespierredocerrado,2019/03/05,"Carnaval It's Carnaval here in Brazil. Everyone's out but me. I hate holidays because they usually make me realize that I only have friends from school, those friends are only friends with me at school and that outside school, I just stay at home lonely. I guess I'm just not that likable. I'm quite a weirdo: I'm 16 but I'm becoming bald, I can't small talk, I don't really understand social interactions - am I supposed to just stand there?-, I've never kissed someone, I have a weird accent because of a speech problem and the last time I went to a friend's place I was at elementary. People might think I'm smart - I can talk about Goethe or the Venezuela's crisis -, but being rather honest I feel dumb and I'm probably never going to be someone. Talking about Goethe or watching old Italian movies just because being pretentious is the only thing you have left has never made someone's life better. I think very often that I'm never going to be loved. And in a certain way, that calms me down. The thought that if I killed myself I'd not going to be missing anything is quite resting. But I can't really kill myself. So I just keep living a lonely existence. 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In the 10th grade I had a pretty good group of friends but then I started struggling heavily with a mix of different mental illnesses that basically caused me to act weirdly, stop leaving my house and basically become a recluse. I was planning on killing myself, so I blocked all of my ‘friends’ on social media and dropped out of school in the 11th grade. Since I was so suicidal I also did some crazy shit like assaulting a teacher. A few months after I’d dropped out, I attempted suicide but failed. My family care about me a lot. So now I’m really trying to give life a second chance but I feel like I’ve damaged my social life so much that there is no going back. I feel like my life could have been easy but I let negativity beat me and I’ve ruined it. I feel like I have nothing to live for anymore and the loneliness I’ve caused myself is just a nail in the coffin. It feels like the rest of my life is going to be a living hell. How could I turn my life around before it is too late? 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The one person i loved to death, who i'd give everything for, I ironically left, for reasons though i may believe justifiable to myself, maybe selfish to her and others, Its a long story but TL;DR I developed feelings for her she didn't feel the same, Continuously tells me about guys she's interested in as well as guys shes had sex with. Should i have just endured it? so as to get so much as a kiss or a lick of attention? I tried distancing myself so i could get over her but that hasn't seemed to work, I've cut her off and haven't talked to her in ages yet she ever lingers in my mind. she crosses it like a chicken does the road just to cut off a bit of my sanity little by little. Should i just become the person i hate just to experience love even if its fake? The annoying dudes who seem so desperate and fiendish over women yet always seem to get a ton of them, should i just stroke my ego and have countless of short lasting relationships? What good is it if I end up lonely anyway? I enjoy my singleness, I enjoy the sort of liberty that comes with it, but I just want someone to talk to for as long as i can and as long as they can hear and i want genuine conversations, with engagement, follow up questions from topic to topic laugh to laugh,or maybe i just i don't know what i want , attention? Validation? idk anymore whatever it is i hope i get it before my inevitable death &#x200B;",2.9857338367154327,4.493133349693252,4.2852760736196345,86.67165172251062,74.39877300613497,7.469372345445964,24.501651722510616,8.139509932561175,1.281982916470033,1256,39,267,20,26,414,167,326,0.17800000000000002,0.653,0.16899999999999998,-0.5648,0,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,2,20,22,4,0,13,0,18,6,0,1,2,54,46,27,5,10,15,0,3,1,0,4,1,1,0,5,21,11,0,2,11,0,0,4,5,8,1,1,4,5,42,14,49,37,5,30,0,1,0,5,30,15,0,10,12,180,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719626684374176,0.0,0.0,0.16646148100082753,0.10837955583360988,0.12154413830362283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920022000642233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047231252774836,0.0851158791361037,0.1126965324433736,0.0,0.0,0.1092039229684892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144046027026054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861646762973379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986367307347099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762512487784374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875345789003149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859451289941342,0.0,0.0,0.06606709928814664,0.0904804346105184,0.0,0.0,0.08989810243486558,0.09784590945189263,0.0,0.0,0.1011536335976629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904057796368794,0.09595531674890616,0.0,0.08389816746868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808553957434424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875626650380588,0.0,0.0,0.11273805566417512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934969526762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497239730791737,0.0815356135636698,0.0,0.0,0.10867997225060497,0.0,0.0,0.048868294355733914,0.2005072988679897,0.0,0.26556308276154555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083567589715113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098176838377807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019981505315912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353158705158996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778109851079737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746799893859282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112053487010304,0.10639136389673078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284474107481714,0.0,0.10739190393784633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731833370311103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475282082346107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427456219779877,0.0,0.0,0.1607963363626136,0.08742828366222262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827633077330697,0.07941051628554321,0.058326732755449966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791198206133725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699610899176754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993657049462038,0.0,0.09025909505135377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282107786384227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154413830362283,0.0 lonely,finding_meanings,2019/03/05,Hi if anyone even reads this... Life has been difficult for me as long as I can remeber. Constant bullying in school days led me unable to intreact and communicte with people till today. And I was was always sad but didn’t realize I was deep into derpression and had severe anxiety issues . I have nobody to talk to...... My life rn is me going to class and getting back home....thats all I can do. Well this sounds pathetic even to me but I wish I could get out of this.,1.5535483870967752,3.9049300000000002,3.643451612903228,85.50517741935484,82.33333333333334,7.590967741935482,21.12795698924732,8.548686976883017,1.5550137634408605,362,11,72,9,10,123,68,93,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.063,-0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,1,15,17,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,6,1,12,1,14,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857334835281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075952796098892,0.0,0.0,0.15607772485049284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716392241079696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121705429052945,0.0,0.17821970726325312,0.0,0.0,0.14395576859584072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948639510740709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324215614624086,0.0,0.12685872172900234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390371539499992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297937276561606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153279375249698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753901888179515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474977729047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327627326588675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259063752229633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521703948358472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794124593367084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158254280571745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006978723739227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566872320252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lavvina,2019/03/05,"I feel like I wasted so much time I've been using the internet for a very long time, I use it everyday. I would look at memes, watch videos, scroll through other peoples blogs, forums and so on. Recently I have realised that I have never made a single friend online, in general I would rarely interact with other people. I would play games that require internet connection, the MMOs and I would just do a quest after quest, never getting into some kind of conversation/rp with another person. It makes me simply feel bad, feels like I have wasted a huge amount of my time, like I spent it all doing NOTHING. I'm unsure, maybe I feel this way because I feel very lonely nowadays but still.. Was wondering if anyone felt the same way.",5.877689848121502,6.733500733812952,6.223261390887291,77.95313349320546,66.84172661870504,9.055475619504397,28.394084732214232,9.150863307647796,2.3558722621902475,578,18,103,10,9,186,94,139,0.079,0.843,0.078,-0.2938,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,4,3,30,26,6,0,5,3,0,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,8,15,6,11,17,6,17,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,3,13,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036929442357347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002698752787051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973451604128425,0.08741640841794894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625413030072553,0.20489255417445196,0.13768821978434553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107918776754603,0.0,0.07492152364766476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933091110128802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101766330839454,0.0,0.0,0.12690608352299304,0.1204213982891084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569025380051866,0.09572181738238897,0.0,0.14406638614757736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541682560967648,0.0,0.22120062262970824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759789804480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988335091786763,0.12521292356764355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159198085283212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145208655301774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508562345165861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770623159261795,0.0,0.2366430123104389,0.0,0.2276513536581911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551313880529544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074741072854826,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NathanAALIS,2019/03/05,"bro's and girls. i want you! hit me up :) i dont care about race, religion, sexualiry and gender. i want to get to know ya",-3.4800000000000004,-2.7762517777777767,0.15018518518518675,102.00083333333336,122.33333333333334,4.7629629629629635,11.907407407407408,6.42735559955562,-0.6351925925925928,90,2,24,2,6,32,22,27,0.095,0.69,0.214,0.3103,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871869400291674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600217183366221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965025007244065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626068654935901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636816009865082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,0ur0bor0s,2019/03/05,"I’m stuck All I really want right now is a girlfriend. Someone to watch movies with and cuddle, someone to hold my hand, listen to my problems, and all the other gross relationship stuff I want that. I was very unhappy for a long time because of this and I’ve come to realize I’m stuck. I’m lonely and unhappy because I don’t have a girlfriend, except I’m scared, I’m scared of finding someone because I have an extremely bad stamina problem. I’m scared that even if I find someone who can look past how I look, and my personality, that I’m just going to disappoint them even further. The majority of my friends have girlfriends at the moment and it’s just made me feel worse about the whole thing. There have even been times where I could have gone further with someone when hooking up but purposely didn’t and even moved their hand because of how afraid I was of embarrassing myself and disappointing them. It’s hard enough for me to find anyone and this makes it so much worse. I hate myself, and I just want to be loved. 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Hi, 18 year old male in college here. So I’m in my 2nd semester in college as a freshmen and I’ve made 0 friends and not once really talked to anyone. All my old friends from high school go to different schools than me. I also have a speech disorder which is a pain when trying to talk to strangers. Can redditors of r/lonely be my friend?",1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.765000000000004,93.05,81.0,6.5,26.25,7.6454224807358475,1.375375000000001,304,13,67,5,8,98,60,80,0.132,0.6920000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4497,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,4,12,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,36,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269683761613727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476802776714277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642977515367576,0.20450545513082088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514431540585131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141045130142684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852958816474805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884238966944484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744814168677077,0.1900306910046384,0.0,0.0,0.1898706573678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431197878958815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864760868069282,0.3611776494511639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868434778856033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114771744953733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524738026560818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490824864374535 lonely,simonweise91,2019/03/05,"Hello fellow loners!! Hopefully the title to this doesn’t sound too negative haha. I’ve been a lurker on this subreddit for a while now and thought that I should contribute to this wonderful community. First off I’d like to say that even as a lurker, all of you make me feel less alone. So thank you all for that. Secondly I guess I should introduce myself. My name is stupidly put into my username, I regret making that decision. I am a 19 year old college student. I am currently going for a computer support certificate. I am a musician, which is my passion. I’m going to college so I have a fallback in case my hopes don’t work out, they usually don’t but I’m pretty optimistic and persistent so hopefully one day I’ll get somewhere. I love all types of music but I’m mainly a metalhead. That’s all I’ll tell about myself for now, in case someone wants to chat and learn more :) I’ve been lonely for quite a while now, since I got my heartbroken I suppose. Which will be three years ago later this year. I’ve also been especially isolated due to an illness I was diagnosed with in January which rarely allows me to leave the house. But enough about me, I’d love to get to know you wonderful people. Hopefully at least make one or two friends. A few of my other interests include: Video Games Watching movies Binging YouTube Anime Concerts Metal EDM Dogs Cats Anything creative really. I’m a pretty kind person, a little awkward at first, but I promise I don’t bite. So feel free to message me and introduce yourself if you share a few interests. I wish you all the best :) ",2.5290574104234516,5.036788635179157,4.1795755293159615,82.18464016693814,79.58631921824104,7.6160016286644945,26.85759364820847,8.567472430010655,2.3675114820846908,1249,53,228,29,32,417,175,307,0.079,0.637,0.284,0.9976,1,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,5,1,6,12,23,1,1,17,1,18,5,0,4,5,41,47,18,0,10,6,0,2,1,2,3,2,3,0,1,13,7,0,0,8,4,1,3,5,4,0,7,6,6,33,20,31,37,13,30,0,2,1,3,19,10,0,9,18,155,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349993937183072,0.0,0.0,0.12092726404317528,0.0,0.09337224803296408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608282982839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225315217832903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529999086288354,0.0,0.0,0.11850807690242228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206434110047753,0.0,0.07711831570990198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180738663425456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863054235144031,0.0,0.0,0.0902078276873612,0.0,0.12200367097452068,0.0,0.13271382842447565,0.0,0.0933829563679901,0.0,0.1286233644603914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638727141275401,0.0,0.13472437977569784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215866846889386,0.06416777392378632,0.0,0.0,0.123631078461026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570426217124089,0.1170233394749294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075937831271385,0.0,0.2338129127203384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251908424757263,0.0,0.15823804012710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094609149509961,0.10194958394429787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757205725856625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737519228157307,0.0,0.1241877254821023,0.0,0.0,0.07479889964620562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285156042237906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965843733275334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892964673781396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324968968693485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205264124026432,0.10749613588705928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926937209530791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405672129233795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859370530961098,0.0,0.06886757029203233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426725732947167,0.0,0.2532406295985361,0.08500204993935162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255671885790401 lonely,hostileward,2019/03/05,"Filling out my passport references made me realize how lonely I really am. I'm renewing my passport for a trip I might be taking a couple moths from now. I had to add two references which are people that aren't related to me and have known me longer than two years. ...I could only name one. &#x200B; Nothing like something as stupid as that to make you remember how you cut off literally everyone to mope by yourself in high school. 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Hello I have been lonely after my dad had passed away 5 years ago. Back then I didn't know I was lonely and I didn't know what I could do. I didn't speak to anyone about it because no one would understand what it's like to lose a father (at the time). Since then, I have been seeing that lonliness spreads far beyond Social Isolation only. And, I realized that all of us just want to be listened to and not talked at all the time. So, I have made a website where I want to display stories of people who want to talk about how it feels to be lonely and how it had got them there. I see loneliness all around me, and instead of giving 10 tips on how to combat loneliness I want to hear what you are going through. If you are interested, please drop me a message here or email me at - [info@lonelynation.net](mailto:info@lonelynation.net) ",4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,70.17647058823529,7.549019607843138,24.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.0275490196078425,680,17,139,8,12,218,101,170,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.095,-0.902,0,11,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,3,1,1,14,6,0,0,5,0,18,0,0,4,4,30,36,13,0,8,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,10,7,22,2,25,22,4,20,0,4,2,0,19,9,0,2,9,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506319051659654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188183864066428,0.0,0.0,0.15127293705908354,0.0,0.0,0.15965399478099024,0.13066499830217568,0.0,0.10358720966605847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356745689570263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592126500476907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301148867854046,0.09657463056876288,0.0,0.13590783446940835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152245969477075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677719223919811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301878084520113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901072105406708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079103482349186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514836433112845,0.1292387472443575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780745043570486,0.0,0.0,0.1865311366100717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708230034997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056711773830166,0.0,0.0,0.17322133036727635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731651674196965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817406389479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690219883263186,0.20440379934222264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011429658896609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071276591193325,0.0,0.0,0.10942877701124204 lonely,i-hav-questions,2019/03/06,"There is so much unfortunate stigma around being lonely I know this probably goes without saying, but I find it super annoying. Whenever the topic of being 23+ and having never kissed or dated a girl comes up ... it always going into such idiotic predefined paths. - just take a shower bro! get a haircut! - just be confident bro! - just treat women like people bro! - uggh stop watching anime - etc. This advice all just echoes the same old bullshit. They assume someone who is lonely has horrible hygiene, horrible attitudes towards women, or is some basement-dwelling anime weeb. I don't watch anime. I make 55k/year at a corporate job. It's not much but I graduated college late (at 22 yrs) so 1 year out of college this is fine for me. I dress well, I carry myself properly, I speak alright. I shower and brush my teeth. People, for whatever reason, just can't process that it's hard for someone to connect with others. Simple as that. It doesn't make me a 300 lbs anime weeb in a basement nor does it make me some scumbag that treats women like objects. 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For over a decade, we were the best of friends and we shared endless amounts of time together. We shared so many things, from card games to cringed pre teen phases. Hell, no matter how stupid, if one of us introduced a concept to the other they’d love it. We fought now and then, like all friends did but we stuck together through thick and thin. Shit, I didn’t realize it then but the reason I hated change so much my entire life was because I was content. There was nothing I wanted. I was a stable teenager (yes it’s possible). And then it all fucking disappeared. One by one my friends drifted away, I was none the wiser. But soon I was all alone, but of course my best and closest friend would still be there for me right? Apparently not. I couldn’t even get him to talk to me today. He... doesn’t care anymore. And now I’m alone. I have no one. No one wants me. No one cares. I’m in a real deep pit for the first time in my life, and for the first time I need someone to dig me out. And for the first time, there’s no one to call ",0.9683974605617536,3.016397544247792,2.0262447095036538,98.0367429780685,82.4070796460177,5.16937283570604,20.888033859176605,6.280692351149826,-0.03393666794921168,839,25,196,7,23,264,126,226,0.17600000000000002,0.675,0.149,-0.723,1,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,6,0,1,5,11,18,6,0,11,1,16,5,1,2,3,34,29,19,0,6,6,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,7,14,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,6,0,10,12,2,26,12,23,13,8,27,1,0,0,2,21,10,3,1,16,132,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783589498343604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908194077049632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334056708722084,0.0,0.0,0.06704975346566103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085843502761255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231354553302378,0.0,0.22428718231378486,0.0,0.11635634623883112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726483006888648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280675956818522,0.0,0.0,0.33991641700127323,0.10168530259600783,0.057465981281566374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085937633282071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553803965352075,0.053736255727277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927155791535447,0.0,0.0,0.11151404392252977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085635518754741,0.08155724999585401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553974143145776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217312664069405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399880829606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251943249914248,0.0,0.11308950679498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939320783334579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290461998761245,0.0909860456721992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319537981466912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783929629961655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840694324107276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307341719436199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654754424353704,0.0,0.104259012566803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230614472117735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297515877578923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813475448026465,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DesperatePublic,2019/03/06,"My friend surprised me My friend came and got me today randomly. We got to go to a playground for my daughter and chill after. I'm so happy she ignored me pushing her away. I'm usually lonely, as she, and my partner and other bff live at least 2 hours away (my boyfriend living 20 hours away), so it was a really nice surprise. She also brought me my fav drink from our favorite coffee shop (hot apple cider) and some cigs. 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I've had so many people in my life I'd consider a ""best friend"", but the reality of it was...it was always one sided. It never really hit me until today. Today I was playing some games with my boyfriend/best friend and in the middle of it his best friend joined us. I'm usually okay with this, but today a part of me just kind of...broke. They bounce off each other so well. They have years of friendship under their belt and their personalities are so aligned they could finish each other's sentences without even blinking. It made me realize I've never had that and I never will. I've never been someone's best friend. I've never been that first choice. I've always been a convenient friend, with an ear always open and empty slot by my side. Sitting there, listening to them joke and laugh with each other, was the loneliest I've ever felt in a long time. I'd never been a best friend, even to him.",3.2796396396396403,4.948829936936941,4.209189189189189,86.85180180180181,73.95495495495494,6.5549549549549555,22.243243243243235,7.1686216300943375,0.6792054054054057,874,22,175,9,18,282,116,222,0.027000000000000003,0.6990000000000001,0.274,0.9965,0,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,1,0,6,6,10,17,0,0,11,1,16,3,2,1,8,34,24,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,0,2,13,14,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,0,1,3,14,3,20,17,24,7,9,34,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,3,20,121,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876102559028983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644628667774835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534257224843104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443717444621482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899377355020712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414998364054915,0.07816553353988027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297006087916252,0.0,0.0,0.1470057595994606,0.0,0.0,0.4673374523276652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491105167562139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519369564668057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868469969487272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899858739158697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610360791456013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647281294166282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817660990618607,0.0,0.08760925010458878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665293954845488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855570601337218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357689139846913,0.0,0.059907915096916474,0.1509050506650022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535840022144787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643496104307127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050388133137213666,0.0,0.24572834738110794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394423621928847,0.0,0.09517174501442666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769569241925171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329907797309115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055647158631335764 lonely,Badweather3031,2019/03/06,"I know it's typical but I'm lonely I'm 16 years old supposedly living my golden years and I don't have any friends. I used to be quite the extrovert and in my elementary school and middle school years I had tons of friends. Or at least that's what I thought of them as. I was that guy who everybody knew but I didn't have a ton of super close friends. I had about 7 really good friends at the end of sixth grade which was fine by me. By the end of middle school I was down to two of the originals and one new close friend. And that brings us up to the present. By people moving and just growing away I now don't really have any friends. I'm that guy that everybody thinks highly of and everyone thinks of as a great dude, but is forgotten instantly. Don't try to assume it's because I'm selfish because I like to think I'm not and based off the rest of the high schoolers I know when it comes to kindness, I've won. In ninth grade I immediately lost everyone, I tried to communicate and I'd be dismissed or left on read. I locked myself in my room and either emptied my feelings into video games, Netflix, or my notes which I have amassed quite a bit of. It was the first birthday I'd spent alone and I spent it with frozen pizza and Netflix, basically a normal day besides the pizza as an award. I play two sports and would always be the person without a partner. It was no different during school. I remember once I was the first to class and I sat down at a six person table and all five other chairs were taken away and put up to other tables so people could sit with their friends. Once in gym we had a free day and nobody would let me join their game of basketball, I just got shrugged off even by my teammates. I soon gave up and spiraled down. I'd go days without talking and didn't mind it. All I needed was my mind and people were too much work anyways. I soon became more and more of a background character until people didn't even notice I was there anymore. I miss people. That's the main thing I'm writing this for and I don't even know why I'm writing it. People always seemed to let me down but I've become so socially awkward I don't even know how to talk to people anymore. I feel like I'm screaming into the void sometimes. I just want a hug really. I know its cliche and I'll probably get shit for it but I just want somebody to empty myself to and feel comfortable around and really be able to talk to. I know its typical of all this crap on this subreddit and odds are people have it ten times worse and I shouldn't feel bad and I'm a terrible person I know. I guess I just needed somewhere to write my thoughts down. Sorry for the long paragraph",2.5652717391304343,4.198454838768118,3.84,88.90500000000002,75.79347826086956,6.828985507246378,23.95652173913044,7.586124646067393,1.0097695652173906,2109,66,448,28,46,690,247,552,0.12,0.758,0.122,0.74,1,3,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,3,9,21,30,2,1,25,0,38,5,2,3,3,95,84,44,0,9,17,0,4,2,8,3,0,1,1,6,28,37,2,0,20,9,3,6,13,10,0,8,27,5,56,21,70,47,13,60,0,3,0,1,29,32,2,6,23,294,84,10,0.06457182141305715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687693314149919,0.0,0.0,0.107457856312854,0.0,0.0,0.08782210564596965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807579175149406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748261107875086,0.0,0.0,0.12133470358389535,0.0,0.05391477371312043,0.07872476599884341,0.07131450360036427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049570502793708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055622906567537295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155534514139719,0.0,0.0,0.1249304487537548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746380996503153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438293567993825,0.0,0.0,0.17059631620789026,0.0,0.0,0.12340228504958148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305978122903605,0.046130122119548006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098495166148323,0.0,0.0,0.34921620332479564,0.0,0.03373611158467685,0.0,0.03669765416724879,0.05415978021195579,0.05164398433216736,0.07119066106645039,0.0711331411779984,0.12787251033245478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644734912379627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724161542210624,0.2484088904471875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015747289988615,0.13205812453920104,0.0,0.06309306058747133,0.0,0.057018101318338385,0.05714402999383554,0.0,0.0,0.07048777084466865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303982645401195,0.0,0.0,0.06862962719389501,0.047467718467593054,0.09575837478240727,0.0,0.062363867493218025,0.0,0.0,0.06326667508897113,0.0,0.07351544665791625,0.06775726442348998,0.13753376481726426,0.0437555373213606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581277649381479,0.16914487141986875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961934479801979,0.0,0.0,0.0649125153768695,0.0,0.13736016075078206,0.06458929546497556,0.0,0.1654654490127552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314728613669312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614005223801255,0.0,0.058783761066439726,0.0,0.0,0.06628204675849586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582284020939526,0.0,0.0,0.06386318247471177,0.07228286749903427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570115234407753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289864892872573,0.12412504759684145,0.0,0.10252562691904724,0.03765234833878607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768005626757602,0.0,0.12615457373587668,0.0,0.07767195064123651,0.05576932143376689,0.0,0.0,0.0761722665352515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582660253209473,0.0,0.0,0.1244898631827329,0.0,0.04700905503538693,0.0,0.06580420254494067,0.09173993855154397,0.0,0.0,0.12474640775905127 lonely,rogeoge5,2019/03/06,I'm so alone... I don't understand other humans. I don't understand modern society or culture. I don't understand anything. I can't function with others. I feel like I should never have been born. I'm so lonesome. I wish I was loved ,-0.1535638297872346,2.0569511702127663,2.7693351063829823,85.67187500000003,101.12765957446808,5.754255319148936,22.89627659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.5962361702127668,183,8,34,4,8,64,29,47,0.078,0.6970000000000001,0.225,0.73,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,9,16,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,1,13,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653007276485278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079485151421826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295203480571933,0.18299814883761856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251450544839799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311911084217983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756356996994576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8000033878788981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29456716275465344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheStiffmeisterr,2019/03/06,"It’s like if I do care about what people think I’m shy and if I don’t care about what people think I’m blunt and unlikeable Like seriously, what the fuck am I suppose to do? I genuinely do not know, I don’t have how to just find the silver lining.",0.6834545454545449,2.2492813454545484,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,81.0,6.581818181818183,18.272727272727273,7.554174236665415,0.1685636363636367,194,4,47,3,5,67,32,55,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.201,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,11,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,15,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6242669487522381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798094090098583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302452654538696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824833875191536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29913228258676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42448240260560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923285008748557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sai____,2019/03/06,"Any tips on how to make friend and keep them? I don't have many social skills but I want to make friends, as the title says: any tips? 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Could use encouraging words... Hey guys. Its been one hell of a day. Would you guys tell me its gonna be okay? Its my first breakup and boyfriend. Its been hell honestly the whole day. 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Since 2016 i wasnt as happy as back then… The reason im making this post is because i just visited my old best friend to buy her motorcycle off her and i just thought to myself about all the good times we had and about how we barely have contact anymore… (tbh i think i kinda have a crush on her). Im always way too exited if i get a message from her which happens about 5 times a year… we had the best times and i guess im just stuck in those times. Idk sometimes i just dont see a puropse to do all this because in the end youre gonna die either way right? I honestly dont even know why im making this post but yeah she was my person to go to with my problems and now she isnt anymore so i ""need"" to share my dumb thoughts with random people online… wow",1.3590926640926642,3.25119687837838,2.7247490347490357,94.35635135135138,80.21621621621622,5.3096525096525085,20.93178893178893,6.18269132825596,0.048984298584298536,825,23,184,6,21,267,127,222,0.104,0.715,0.181,0.974,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,4,1,0,2,19,12,1,0,9,1,15,0,0,4,2,39,32,14,1,3,9,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,10,2,29,10,23,21,6,31,0,0,2,0,19,9,1,4,15,113,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792169735334253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441633170042094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320564722730444,0.0,0.11607039110102725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982048745600048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721346076714156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200942152771598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613984085918113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988062458860408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742627742078498,0.2231556843494356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432208029585715,0.0,0.0,0.06288104159920667,0.0,0.0802130902226929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710804075962716,0.0,0.04973992130911977,0.0,0.05410636688009194,0.1597044282415458,0.0,0.0,0.10487743484554993,0.0,0.08418817776830302,0.10134594075231514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170169741620266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232137689065234,0.07760359337032106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709820709350628,0.09652144879230658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059222006678338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990010236023752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600214877284978,0.08312806069492612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235735307575984,0.0,0.0,0.09109693216639823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978850972944938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626066093543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635106716963678,0.07586489692286244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750670748277562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329233784906809,0.09415873737757403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602967161361057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200517111485755,0.0,0.1511619560043742,0.2775697547083989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113628054500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590638868337913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261591934321345 lonely,unseen_fortune,2019/03/06,"Suck to be lonely Hello i am 25 years old. I have a lot of friends and we usually hangout by playing online video games. Despite all of that, i still feel empty inside. I never had a girlfriend and i don't even know how it feel to be loved. Wtf just writing this makes me feel even more pathetic. Every night when i go to bed, i always thought why my life suck. Am i really that hopeless?",0.7358194444444449,2.993566387500003,2.6266666666666687,92.06277777777781,85.125,5.055555555555556,21.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.3829722222222225,301,10,63,3,9,100,61,80,0.238,0.6629999999999999,0.099,-0.9076,0,2,0,0,0,1,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,15,17,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,11,3,6,13,3,8,0,2,0,1,7,0,2,1,7,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090094979954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318161336354677,0.0,0.21163769546227346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810263500880365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406811683668146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427565845493305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804698956004094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742232761185875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355203563518352,0.2267080180479101,0.0,0.16767071042879836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937325604436307,0.0,0.0,0.2357240044720766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358076195878155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091820375172228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059998240169746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994161297209608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276649364764427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266591409950832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617575792476088 lonely,gian625,2019/03/06,"Join the Chat! I may or may not have already said this but I couldn't help but appreciate just how open, material, and valuable most of the folk in our community chat truly are. If you're lonely and would like the fair exchange of lament for listeners, feel free to join our discussions on practically anything and everything. (I hope I am not in some way violating the rules by advertising our chat.) *Bonne journée! 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I scrolled down the page and I found posts only, and exclusively from male members. what's up? 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Ive been missing that kind of connection for a while and was wondering if I could get something going. About me: Im Montreal QC based, an illustrator (@nikkillustrator on insta if youre interested!) /steam: nekothulu /discord: nekothulu#1096 I'm really into art (duh), anime, and mangas, video games, japanese culture, crafting, cooking/baking, paranormal & cryptozoology, podcasts (MFM fam yo!), steampunk and just alt cultures in general, pets (i had a rabbit and dog), and other stuff but I don't wanna make this a novel haha. LGBTQ and mental health friendly. I'm interested in learning more about comics (not just manga), improving digital art, learning languages (mostly japanese and korean), if you have any suggestions for authors/books I'm interested! Also if anyone here tables at cons that's something I'm really trying to work on (I tabled at Otakuthon for the first time last year!) and I'm also looking for Dont Starve Together buddies! Hope to hear from some of ya :D",5.6534423076923055,7.974550046153848,6.6513301282051325,69.08314903846154,69.05128205128206,9.59294871794872,32.1875,9.978442167317967,3.825519230769231,869,39,132,23,16,289,137,195,0.008,0.8059999999999999,0.187,0.9903,0,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,0,2,9,8,0,0,6,2,9,1,0,1,0,34,24,18,0,9,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,2,12,7,22,19,5,14,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,13,6,83,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830170884010642,0.0,0.19172754506550632,0.0,0.24066701529675594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372903469378142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128186686609676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073865634976632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687520454099565,0.0,0.0,0.1690853311090316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051538050144864,0.0,0.0,0.13671276680651762,0.0,0.09245017781209502,0.0,0.10056596607268478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188091825938502,0.19943789658203795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575337922506593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113865172085745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842683999471298,0.0,0.1442395930093333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859521192554115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181169122923274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832611456394276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267201148032646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724527698506083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256783878051293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318220255545958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013887214248058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437094340079307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38379404568114944,0.1288232488172721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395136187916692 lonely,TheWatcher-_-,2019/03/06,It's been five years Read more...,-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,-1.0599999999999987,115.13000000000002,96.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.9746,25,0,7,0,1,7,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8408203588358121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413142563864508 lonely,kitten5710,2019/03/06,I feel like ill never feel whole or wanted or even vauled. I try my best to make others smile and to make it so I'm always there if someone needs me but I just feel like the last stuffed bear on the toy store shelf missing a button eye. Everyone else was bought for Christmas but I'm just going to end up donated or thrown away.,1.9995652173913072,3.6971341014492793,2.918188405797104,94.62336956521742,77.55072463768116,5.759420289855073,20.195652173913047,6.42735559955562,-0.012199999999999987,259,6,58,2,6,82,53,69,0.066,0.802,0.132,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,17,13,8,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,5,3,7,11,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894627029645084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463770973862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509155483667662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997332695988371,0.0,0.21176728458857674,0.0,0.0,0.1579200535001456,0.0,0.0,0.22846560688124404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626809880014599,0.3416191634154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588325089879594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489441181583836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336195698697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191956614190742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728598137250204,0.18440487492141727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258449580713672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232987305303806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410244801747707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266941131967372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,martbristol92,2019/03/06,"I’ve never had a “best” friend. Frankly I don’t have many friends at all. Most are friends through my partner, and others are very casual friendships from work. As I’m getting older and about to become a father I am finding myself more and more frustrated by the fact I don’t have nor have I ever really had “a best friend” I know of guys who are practically family through their friendship and truly have one another’s back. Could this be something I’m putting out there? Or do other people have similar experiences? 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Excuse me for my rant and sobbing but my thoughts have been racing more than usual. Last year I had serious drug use issues amongst other issues, I began this year sober and have maintained. Funny thing is now that the “fun” has stopped for the people I “thought” were my friends everyone acts different yet calls me the asshole or says I’ve changed for the worse. Why because I’m not getting you fuckers high for free? Problem with addiction I suppose. Funny thing is I figured “hey maybe getting sober will help me mentally” aha if only it was that simple. Actually went to an NA meeting just to have SOME human interaction, unfortunately I’m super shy and typically only made friends since I would use with other people. It’s hard to make friends who aren’t fake or just seeking benefit. It’s hard to stay motivated and hopeful things will get better. Now it’s hard to stay sober and the cravings are back. My other struggle is I tend to put people on a golden pedestal from girls I fall for sooner than I should 🤦🏿‍♂️ I do the same with friends who end up to be backstabbing snakes in disguise as well. Things are good in my life minus all the fake fucks in it.... No family. No real friends it seems. Legit I don’t have a single person I could call at any hour if need be and I’m not a bad person so why am I treated as if I were just a benefit as opposed to a person.... Anyways.... End rant. Just needed to vent this somewhere....anywhere.....",2.2605365296803654,4.658674482876716,3.5217534246575326,87.14950228310505,79.85616438356166,5.948127853881277,25.486757990867577,7.1686216300943375,1.258748949771689,1167,46,226,15,30,379,170,292,0.147,0.616,0.237,0.9913,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,11,24,2,1,13,0,26,5,0,5,1,45,48,16,0,10,12,0,3,0,5,4,3,1,0,5,20,10,0,2,6,0,1,4,6,9,1,0,12,4,24,16,30,29,5,27,0,1,0,2,21,7,3,8,14,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.09126518969678754,0.1019541343013736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359900909618857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191359741189733,0.07808799751676312,0.05701089801967792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271370419580924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099536566949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893518538829034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467069573172627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771187862258872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845726477125334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566765994162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936546205117048,0.0,0.0,0.08816538571930428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612791096017726,0.08646072679998841,0.14658609595583255,0.0,0.0,0.07844285511061018,0.07479907718326642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513353550566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268665525087715,0.09881243605178104,0.0,0.09288967788326176,0.09210155090911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952279253814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623392159926602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605822902587237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884939493819013,0.06242748778872394,0.0,0.09395666325541524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424942731147117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869259234965842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225727409960753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451171330128725,0.24498265298651625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948910846907768,0.0,0.0940166857887098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644992003414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437343284840511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514004366608457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736338916873255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936665674156145,0.0,0.07818961491674238,0.0,0.0977707947488976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31066341934804603,0.0,0.0,0.22274101370226576,0.05453415234985797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154810022217578,0.10300263412984977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840886229259788,0.08669697887836686,0.16878035192296673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530816974701356,0.06643622517938552,0.0,0.0,0.12045179837777124 lonely,ivythrowaway99,2019/03/06,"Something is fundamentally broken I don’t know how to do any of this it’s just not working, I literally cannot make any romantic connection for the life of me. I hate being ugly and inept. When other people complain about being lonely when they get in and out of relationships regularly I just want them to shut the fuck up. If there is a god, fuck him for making me unlovable",3.894909909909913,5.716918581081085,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,72.64864864864866,8.176576576576577,25.84684684684685,8.841846274778883,2.0783495495495505,301,10,55,6,6,104,56,74,0.325,0.636,0.039,-0.9768,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,3,0,3,0,7,3,0,3,0,12,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,13,0,6,0,1,0,2,5,4,2,1,2,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893347645630211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292875972597273,0.14955962356494407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262359752094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732162870814173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021946993414671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382163049485944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845742142609624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073373195448578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203778005754813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884422913569047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840150939118826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aalandqueen,2019/03/06,"Realizing suddenly that you’re lonely when you need people the most Recently I have had some stressing events happen in my life, and in the aftermath I’ve come to realize that people who I thought cared about me, did not in fact. Even when I asked specifically for support. It helps me, when things are tough, to just talk about my feelings and what I’m going through. But that’s difficult to accomplish when you feel you don’t have anyone to really talk to besides yourself. Every day I develop more of the lonelier habits I see on this subreddit and it’s difficult to come to terms with",7.7436578171091455,7.292343734513277,7.731991150442479,73.1722640117994,62.98230088495575,12.135103244837758,35.64749262536873,11.538034831475384,4.134287315634219,474,19,88,13,6,153,77,113,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.093,-0.3102,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,19,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,3,3,12,2,17,16,4,17,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,10,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534747858088371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519656192844105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378799965707932,0.0,0.0,0.3781480040003988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155498981265044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497322336415885,0.0,0.1849325321247636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196476726928574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474307377296462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409715853656734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712170061227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503457561783612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275146573975893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043379693850845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406129981701652,0.0,0.21672310724667346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490770457014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514287794572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907834213022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528407246391389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582156406205324,0.0,0.0,0.17425312506481902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rapid1175,2019/03/06,"Transitioning I’ve decided I’m not going to be lonely anymore. Not in the sense that I’m going to go out and make new friends, but in the sense that I’m going to be my own support network and my own ‘friend’. I don’t need feedback from others in my life on a regular basis to feel satisfied- I have so much I can do for myself that I want to achieve and follow through with. I’m 22 now, not 16- I don’t need a best friend to tell all my secrets to, I don’t need someone to hold my hand through tough transitions, and I certainly don’t need anyone to talk shit / gossip about people with. These are the years in my life where my main focus should be on myself - much like everyone else is focused on themselves. I’m not going to be a feel-sorry-for-myself girl because nobody is giving me attention. That’s my own problem, not theirs, therefore I will fix it. I will focus on myself and enjoy life and at the end of the day that will probably make me more attractive to people on a social context, if not, then I’m atleast going to enjoy my life. Achieve goals and feel content with my own company. Never again will I base my self worth on my social life. I’m an adult now and the social life of an adult is not comparable to a teenager’s. 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For the past 4 years, I've watched my inner circle of friends dwindle from 8 to 0, Each one just vanishing from my life and never to be seen from again. Nights filled with laughter and Skype video chats slowly went to 15 mins calls to once in a while a message would ping me in Skype to the last message sent was over 3 years ago. Now I sit up waiting for a call or a message ping but I know that will never come. And I know it won't and sure it stings and sure it fucking sucks but once I began to man up and take the loneliness like a man should it all began to fade away. Maybe I'm beginning to cope with it but i don't really know but i realized how pathetic i was today, I took my grandma out for lunch to get her out of the house and i decided i would groom myself, I took a shower put on nice clothes and even put on a dash of body spray to really up my self-confidence but i began to notice everyone looking at me, ""No matter I'm doing something nice today"" i thought to myself but whatever i did i couldn't shake the feeling of people staring so after too much soda I excuse myself to the restroom and finally got a look at myself. Hair so long it went down to my chest, hairs sticking out of my neck and chin like I grabbed a handful of my pubes and glued them to myself and it looked like I gained 50 pounds. I really let myself go",2.8590573703884274,3.6915736348122863,4.269176011701614,89.30541524459616,73.74402730375427,7.355696408256136,24.191288802210302,7.62386473244151,0.95469816349748,1077,30,241,13,21,358,159,293,0.081,0.818,0.101,0.6014,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,10,12,2,1,15,0,13,10,6,1,6,48,43,23,0,4,9,0,5,3,1,5,1,0,1,2,8,19,2,1,7,2,0,12,7,3,0,1,14,11,36,9,47,21,3,53,0,0,6,1,13,17,2,1,26,157,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130929338340054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737720789814308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694804964537848,0.0,0.0,0.2334013692473416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844887284488628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548605457071944,0.0,0.0,0.109206949252675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778737668258496,0.0,0.0,0.12519676580143094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829851820324279,0.10565728624095512,0.05971069051647,0.0,0.12990485078050984,0.0,0.09140644314492087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187284745702574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884288591952709,0.09315986082695367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686708150632318,0.08072489639027768,0.16750582851047371,0.0,0.0,0.10114116089702507,0.2879190582915612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148175180945133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840147282483126,0.0,0.1762916886475341,0.0,0.0,0.10725141583836302,0.0,0.0,0.13011748768238915,0.0,0.2434256848468181,0.07744441266800611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910069563365696,0.07923281290103404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297817344233794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196471915347445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192271646816218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798437929438116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231448704440324,0.0,0.08593024846215414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073179586219547,0.0,0.0,0.21666305852941467,0.0,0.2539560383904353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189198501113865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237363529883786,0.0,0.0,0.14719527131524993 lonely,ICanteloupe,2019/03/06,"Makes No Sense I'm simultaneously craving attention and affection and being pissed of at literally everyone and not wanting to talk to another person ever again. I'm not really sure what's going on with me but I'm having a bad time. 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I love having people attention and I love being 'not like the other girls"" but it's starting to hurt me. My friends don't talk to me anymore and get annoyed with me really quickly when they do talk to me. My internet friends constantly hate me. With everyone annoyed at me I tried to tone down myself, I became mild. Yet the hate persisted, so I accepted it. I'm annoying and unlikeable. And it sucks, i wish someonewould just be friends with me and like me and we would be friend soul mates and we could handle each other. But alas, for now I'll just sit in my room and be lonely and watch as my mental state gets worse! 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I'm going to call it a day."" Time-zones are a thing that need to be worked around, I get that. Given the distance between us, I have no problem dealing with that unfortunate fact of life. But it's the way he worded it that got under my skin. Am I not a friend? Am I not as important as those friends? When I read that I suddenly realized I was sitting alone in my room, talking to a person halfway across the world. It really hit home just how alone I was. It sucked ass. What really hurt, though, was the fact that I came to the realization that I'm always the one starting the conversations, and always getting spurned, or cut short. Not just with this one friend, but all the friends I've made, locally and online. I'm always the one saying hello, or wishing them well, or chiming in. But I don't get any of that. I may get the odd greeting every now and then when I don't show up for long stretches of time, but otherwise nothing. I keep going back and forth, arguing with myself, saying that they have their own lives to live and I shouldn't be harassing them, or engaging in worthless self-pity, but here I am! I have no idea anymore, I really don't. I've tried so hard recently to engage others, to socialize, to bring my walls down and risk getting hurt. I've gone up to strangers and struck up conversations, I've made myself bury my shyness and bring out every last bit of energy into talking to others and learning about them. What do I have to show for it? A friends list with several entries, and not one of them willing to talk, or at least not with me. That's the worst thing: being surrounded by people, but having no one to talk to.",3.696213017751475,4.938727414201182,4.659723076923079,85.73527692307694,72.19526627218934,7.774863905325444,26.83360946745562,8.238735603445708,1.6354848284023666,1318,45,271,20,25,429,169,338,0.16699999999999998,0.736,0.097,-0.9631,0,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,6,1,14,20,4,1,16,0,23,3,2,3,3,54,48,29,0,4,18,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,2,1,24,20,0,1,3,3,0,6,12,10,2,5,10,4,33,10,45,31,5,40,0,3,0,1,29,20,2,6,12,192,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550477682119054,0.0,0.0,0.22355180684074227,0.0,0.0,0.060900744631011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881489494587486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972329500144251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886257653567399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777130479645972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144607876478336,0.10242752253673053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057755825827125525,0.09232768753020404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164626964697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509085780628923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151416905461552,0.0,0.2339450075068877,0.0,0.10179279800036764,0.0,0.0716256363567527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022405009435829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983137052816605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174182103839185,0.10109714861081293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960095649283011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299960577240609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325562919694303,0.0,0.0,0.1581581221352832,0.0792537129972842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694789742571567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640419614183647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593082394427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034252919581592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086439961070015,0.0781963230799959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856924253943884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957963738347073,0.0,0.17211445196162642,0.0,0.0884251558452212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243610098962464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934258160312962,0.1011721138024438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129045478914012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338777477180232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990620083308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189932600320715,0.0,0.08798772817975829,0.0,0.1044409506728116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060802239671981714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772412244505407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108490997990892,0.0,0.0,0.1610421238935729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298429308879532,0.0,0.0,0.06519739956124901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tinavirgin,2019/03/07,Just sick of it No matter where I go I always feel so lonely and unwanted. Nobody makes me feel included or part of something these days. I am so sick of feeling this way :(,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.9939285714285724,89.18232142857146,85.0,5.7857142857142865,20.17857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.6534285714285719,134,4,27,2,4,45,28,35,0.38,0.556,0.064,-0.9353,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245468656515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25154534660499184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916520963769558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167031886563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035660605438743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223783565081154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30027401280548577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30959782953848497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pentaghasting,2019/03/07,"here it goes again... I never really expected to post this anywhere, but I’m in a pretty deep spell of loneliness and I can’t see any other way of helping myself than talking to other people who might feel the same. I’ve always been an introverted person, but I’ve tried really hard to break out of that the older I got. I hated my shyness and awkwardness. So I fell into a weird spiral of using alcohol to bring out my confidence. Those few years were the most social I’ve ever been and to me it made sense. I was halfway through college and single and I knew this was the only way to get me out of my shell so I could meet people. And it worked, but obviously not in the best ways. It taught me nothing about actual socializing which is what I needed. A year and a breakup later, my friends started to dwindle. Sure I met more people when my husband came along, but there was always this emptiness that still lingered. I’ve learned to define it as a missed connection. Someone I aspire to meet, but just haven’t yet. That’s how I keep myself hopeful. This isn’t to say that my husband isn’t a great friend and partner - he’s better than anyone I could’ve asked for. But I don’t think it’s right to be in a relationship and put all of my grievances, happiness and sadness into one person. He doesn’t deserve to be burdened by all of that especially since he has his own issues that he has to deal with. I guess all I’m trying to say is that I miss talking to people who aren’t in a relationship with me. I miss having friends who got me. I feel like I can’t ever connect with people. And my lack of people skills (sans alcohol) doesn’t really make it any better. 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I can't drive myself yet and don't wanna go places alone so I'm always having to drag my mom to the movies or wherever with me. It makes me feel pathetic while my mom sits there judging it the whole time while everyone at my school just goes with friends who actually like it. I'm going to the fair today and its pretty much that exact situation.. In the end at least I have my mom ig.. 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I grew up in a small town with a very overprotected mother and I was also the fat kid in my school. I was bullied quite a bit and was quite angry and depressed. I was also became very shy and introverted. When I got older about 14-15 (still fat) I saw all my friends hanging out at night and having girlfriends. Because of my overprotective mother I wasn't allowed to go out at night and hang out with them. Just before my freshman year of high school I moved to a new state and suffered a mental breakdown. I attempted suicide and luckily survived. While in high school I made a couple friends and one of them introduced me to a girl she knew and we started going out. The relationship was on and off for a few months before it just ended. For a few years in my 20's were rough with a lot of drinking/drugs and just not caring about anything or anyone. In my late 20's I stopped doing that stuff. I started getting my head right and I learned how to love myself. I'm currently in my early 30's I have started going back to school and have lost over 100lbs. But I can't seem to find a girl to at least like me romantically. I've tried online dating and even the relationship reddit for my local area. I'm a nice guy and try to be friendly. I try my best to send out a lot of positivity in the world (I grew on Mr. Rodgers). I'm still really shy, but I try my best effort to put myself out there. It just feels like i'm never gonna find someone who I can cuddle with and watch movies and make her laugh uncontrollably till she snorts. 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Not more than 2 that I can think of, actually. Never really had the knack for it. Small town. Small school. Nerd. All that. Now I'm older, not quite ancient, but older than I should be when looking for others and I don't know how to do it. I'm of the mind that in order to go out to meet people you need a guide, someone to go out with to... meet people. This makes it a Catch-22 for me. The main issue is that I have literally moved half-way across the country and have no friends or family here that I can lean on to meet anyone else. Sure, I've gone to some of the local gaming stores but no one seemed interested in new people. ""Just put yourself out there."" Yeah, I think we all know that it's not that easy for introverts. So, how does one go about making friends IRL these days? I'm not religious, so church is out. I don't drink and don't like a lot of music other people like (I'm old, remember?) so bars seem to be out. What else is left to me in an area that I know nothing of and know no one in?",0.2721794871794856,2.171250341880345,2.281730769230773,96.06951923076923,84.04273504273505,5.267521367521368,17.014957264957268,6.42735559955562,-0.43586837606837614,836,17,200,8,24,279,125,234,0.124,0.836,0.04,-0.9495,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,11,1,17,2,0,4,5,44,38,14,0,2,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,11,2,0,9,3,1,6,13,1,0,3,3,2,14,7,35,32,7,34,1,0,2,0,11,17,0,6,12,132,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.12236586124141585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767797441377846,0.1284803472163891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086836355253342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973260133134513,0.0,0.0,0.12283778525637815,0.0,0.0,0.2095001758292619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820972915376556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29063586812338943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137918611110185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130878121806613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756517131309948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624028603894256,0.0,0.0,0.1225217537948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529886716939199,0.0,0.0,0.21320995355660013,0.0,0.0,0.16740212415674324,0.12712921703632735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661157910632506,0.0,0.0,0.13327333002693462,0.0,0.09297761045067947,0.1934222265394433,0.1211057182446565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031834038516938,0.0,0.1315792702431778,0.0,0.2549094205099056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477279548201888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260549916766787,0.0,0.13337130613118225,0.0,0.0,0.0803302170505361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204626783601867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690480595922055,0.09992229775889902,0.22830686714058085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624541313803393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818178689268752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069404336843388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953143706335066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hydrogenchlorine,2019/03/07,"Moved been living for 8 months situation gone from bad to worse So I moved to another country been for 8 months 0 friends. Imagine not getting a call for 8 months. In my home country I didn't have many friends now I have zero. My heart is dying and my mind is getting darker. I am trapped ",0.379025423728816,2.809839,1.8862500000000004,94.67479872881357,91.20338983050848,4.305932203389832,24.32415254237288,5.985473137389443,0.5519983050847461,227,10,48,2,8,73,40,59,0.166,0.731,0.103,-0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,11,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,0,7,2,7,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893333663061886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636728956038793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345880490921575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679235721988465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30788355778407306,0.0,0.20820213303737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361148523117337,0.0,0.0,0.19986623306210294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594336985788162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020104876877968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118795221465224,0.0,0.4771236878341098,0.4235471754195509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396785524026747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305504530793184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xKumata,2019/03/07,"I finally got the courage to have a bday party. Tomorrow is my 17th birthday, and since I was about 10 I haven't celebrated my birthday apart from going out to eat with my parents or soemthing like that. I never went out with friends, or had a party. The main reason I never really wanted to have a party was because of the fear that Noone would come. But in the past year, I met so many people and a couple of them became my close friends (or so I see them as close friends, but they probably don't think of me the same). So this year I decided that since I have friends ill make a birthday party. I organised everything, I invited (2 weeks ago) 6 of my closest friends and they all said they'd come. Two days ago 3 of them cancelled on me with some excuses, and then a couple hours later the 4th person also cancelled on me. Since it was just me and two other friends left I decided to cancel the party. (this was due to the fact that they're from different groups and it would've been awkward idk). I was already heartbroken that my closest friends aren't really that good of friends as I thought they are.. And one of my friends (who didn't cancel on me) asked if I wanted to go out somewhere with her anyway. So I accepted. We were supposed to go out an hour ago.. 2 hours ago she texted me with an excuse and that she cannot go anymore. Fucking amazing. Now I'm alone, not going out anywhere and my birthday is tomorrow and my parents are out of the country. Could it get any worse? 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You're not the only one. As the title says, you are not the only one. It may be hard to accept the fact that, what you are going through may not be only your problem but, instead many multiple people out here. Many people like to validate themselves with superficial relationships. Many of these relationships are simply not as true as they seem. So with that said, learn to embrace yourself being alone. Do things you enjoy to do! Such as;visiting new places,taking on a new hobbys,going to the local pub, just overall enjoy who you are alone. Cause as depressing as it seems, we all die alone. So enjoy the little time we have on earth. Sorry not sure if this helps in your situation, I'm writing this while in a local bar sitting in the back just minding my own business. Cheers loners and may we prosper in life! May we find peace within. 🍻",2.7820317574882694,5.354264171779144,3.786221580656804,84.99496571634792,79.06134969325154,5.7984843016961385,21.8581739444244,7.048011613610866,0.8217725730783112,672,20,122,8,17,216,103,163,0.142,0.672,0.18600000000000005,0.9298,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,7,1,0,8,10,0,0,9,0,14,2,0,1,4,34,19,11,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,10,8,1,0,5,2,0,1,5,2,0,2,1,3,13,8,22,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,7,6,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160502940886507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296336913913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375555701818925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533071249136773,0.0,0.13897048047164795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238518652949774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220065765020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995105177952005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975255663716641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945798578384442,0.06541838662774455,0.13420628008364102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072707750669071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520415725349005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258649275041376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147267740325007,0.3055184711859852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856633706679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281273700779886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875240556322512,0.0,0.0,0.12737269788430178,0.10648527533192274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438010629423127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051291484553747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498937768618199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620227164309286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895939982295077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808008862256216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stutterbee,2019/03/07,"I always get excited when I make a new friend but it always seems that after a year or two they pick someone new and discard you as though you were never there. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I miss you, friend. 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I moved 600 miles away from my home state to be with my fiance. I dont regret moving, and I'm so happy to be with him. Unfortunately I have no one outside of our relationship. I have no friends. I have no one to hang out with. I've never had a best friend and my general friends from my home state have stopped talking to me. My fiance has friends. He gets calls all the time. He complains people call so often he cant finish his hobbies. I thought I could make friends at work. One of my co-workers was crying in the bathroom and in thought we were friends. I was comforting her and when she said she had no friends I told her I was her friend. She told me that she meant people she actually hangs out with. Oh. Okay. I mean, I gave her rides home a few times and I've invited her to hang out but I guess I'm not really her friend. I just dont know what to do. I'm so lonely and I dont have anyone. I don't know how to make friends as an adult. I'm not in school anymore. My work is pretty limited. I dont have hobbies or any talents to share. I dont know what to do. 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Every time I've asked a girl out, the answer is always no. The one time someone did say yes, she backed out almost immediately after. My friends always tell me that there's always other fish in the sea and that I'll find someone some day, they mean well but I'm just so tired of hearing those words. Recently I suddenly had a crush on this girl I barely knew, like it came to me by surprise. She was visiting a different country (a country I used to live in) so I sent her a casual text suggesting some places to go to. As soon as I hit the send button though, I just suddenly realized how much I liked her. She is not only beautiful but smart as well and this just made me like her more. It was sort of getting pretty bad though since I was starting to write a song about her but I stopped myself when I realized what I was doing. I told some of my close friends about this and they agreed to help me out. I just found out today that she's already taken. I just feel so down, I really thought that she was 'the one'. I didn't know where else I could express my feelings and that's why I'm posting here. I just really hate myself for actually thinking that it would work out this time. I hate myself for still liking her even after hearing this. I don't know what to do, I don't know if I should just give up on love (I know it's a bit cringy) but at the same time I fear that if I do I might miss a really good opportunity so I don't have a clue as to what I should do. Anyways, I hope that you are all having a better day than me. 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Hey Everyone, On reddit just trying to see if anyone would be up to Talking. I'm 20 years old bisexual male I like to write Poetry so I must be some sort of cliche when I say I'm kind of depressed. I play playstation Often in between work and school I don't know what I'm gonna find on this app But if you're down a talk that I am to Thanks for reading!",1.4091738382099803,2.8146735662650606,3.3933218588640317,91.85301204819281,78.39759036144578,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.3385986230636835,298,8,69,3,7,101,65,83,0.046,0.85,0.104,0.5422,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,13,6,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,13,8,1,8,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,4,40,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464902788841306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274494403439907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523372310851973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136191983217545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499592965385755,0.1451300090066155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290148574067033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771047632328912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641488197536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000491331339347,0.0,0.2672603833677905,0.2104354630557909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245107524385857,0.0,0.24312695011042265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792911906863387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192251460802288,0.0,0.0,0.18759297742923986,0.0,0.0,0.17005715957958933 lonely,Buddy1430,2019/03/07,"i’m slowly dying i really cant bear this. i have the urge to talk to somebody, literally anybody about absolutely anything but i’m so anxious about talking to people i’m just in a constant conflict and i can feel my mental health deteriorating with everyday that passes",4.079999999999998,6.777836607843138,6.435058823529418,67.09376470588236,75.07843137254902,8.00156862745098,31.768627450980397,8.841846274778883,3.344949803921569,221,11,34,5,5,78,41,51,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559215277956792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592627319459718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404616253598932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32697648074742697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593008512242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348878428677051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175004949594337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841888773312332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018317643585645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064572046553649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bateson88,2019/03/07,"I spent an entire day surrounded... but I still feel lonely. Today was the day after my bday. After spending basically 4 days alone I went back to work and got to go out for my colleagues going away party. I had some decent conversation and drinks for the first time in a while and I felt pretty satisfied. But I kept finding myself having a hard time feeling like I was welcomed... I then went out with 3 friends for my bday. We got a few drinks... had some laughs, and some fun... but they each left for their significant others while I went home alone. I should be happy, right. This is the most human contact I’ve had in months. I don’t know why I do this to myself, but I constantly think others spend time with me out of pity. After we part, I can’t help but think it was just due to convenience they decided they could show up. I always leave other people’s company feeling... just weird. My self image seems to be shot...and confidence is essentially nothing. I didn’t used to be like this... how can I get better if my mind doesn’t let me...",2.111826923076922,4.251761913461543,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.90384615384616,6.275384615384616,20.015384615384615,7.365786028017652,0.5088800000000004,810,20,167,11,20,264,126,208,0.07200000000000001,0.715,0.213,0.9885,0,4,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,4,3,5,11,0,0,7,0,21,2,0,2,0,40,40,14,0,3,8,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,12,2,1,10,3,3,5,4,3,0,1,15,5,32,8,23,19,7,34,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,6,21,116,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705706119739885,0.0,0.0,0.10868821497265976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272394778075313,0.10044048349936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552480671863087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115629855092876,0.0,0.10429127525871863,0.0,0.0,0.252721726203926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25592024511037625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981396742530565,0.09331659502023276,0.12541788935612444,0.0,0.11938641296374546,0.11110725903293008,0.0,0.0,0.10091846257887327,0.0,0.06824475890495472,0.0,0.14847132306491564,0.0,0.20894116684394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390498639845952,0.11701192120775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755337222658133,0.0,0.1310248141032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178659831983211,0.0,0.0,0.13831015206901906,0.1419215078008074,0.13357014853353302,0.0,0.1276309125774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189128365947989,0.0,0.10426147119327477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533561679893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145121851598833,0.0,0.09055705380430963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288983553249714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155072786278934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891363328688345,0.13626754335346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431513505314699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739498714013035,0.0,0.0,0.22850073531470164,0.0,0.1238146642172187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281572525000295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632645336848548,0.1178663059729776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095094587862843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CombineHarvestee,2019/03/08,"I think I fell in love today Just an hour ago, I was still out there, in this final hurrah of a snowstorm that the waning winter has to offer. It was late, as usual. And as I waded through a soggy snowdrift, shoes soaked to the brim and a faceful of ice and slush, I began to think back on the day I'd had. The people I'd seen. The apothecary. She couldn't have been a year over 40, but her face, her voice, her stance signified someone much older. A clear, pale skin, riddled with worry-wrinkles. Bags under her eyes and fragile, frayed auburn hair, mixed with an apothecary uniform that longed for a good ironing only added to the uniqueness of her figure. She rasped and croaked as we spoke, her kind voice worn away. Her hands left an impression on me - slender, long fingers with chapped, toughened skin. On her left thumb, a long scar, like mine. The nails on her fingers, chewed back until hitting skin. Her warm, steel-gray eyes were tired. Eyes that you could look into forever, revealing new patterns and figures with each new glance, like a black and white kaleidoscope. I wished her a good day and went out the stained steel door, a bell left ringing behind me. She was beautiful. The tall man in the tram pavilion. He stood next to me, leaning against the glass. Before I even knew he was there, I could smell him. Stale air with a hint of cheap alcohol and sawdust, a smell that I recognize far too well. The unwashed ski-cap he was wearing had a hole in it, under which I could see deep-brown, sweaty hair. An unshaven chin with harsh bristles jutting out slightly darkened his jaw and cheeks a bit, creating an especially rugged look about him. His jacket had been patched and torn open many times now by the looks of it. Still, it looked homely and snug, not to mention, comfortable. But what had he gone through with that very same jacket? The usual dirty jeans and brown workboots kept his feet warm. He opened his eyes rarely, and when he did, they were bloodshot. His jaw drooped a bit, his cheeks hollow and gaunt. But still he had a sense of calm and contentedness about him. I felt lucky to be standing next to him for some reason. And we stood there for quite a bit. I lost sight of him in the crowd as the tram arrived. And he was beautiful. The student. She exited the university doors with a pep and stride in her step. It was obvious she wasn't around here - very dark skin, long black braided hair and a curious style of clothing. A long skirt in the dead of winter is something almost unheard of, save for the grannies and babushkas pottering around the markets, but there she was, almost floating and drifting over the puddles of melt. She didn't seem to mind it getting wet and muddy. She had in her hands a woven woolen bag, each strand a different colour or so it seemed, out of which bookends and a pencil-case peeked. Many pins and stiched-in flowery patterns adorned its front. She looked happy. In a sea of drab, tired faces, this is the one you could make out as genuinely different. Why? At first I thought I was imagining things, but as she passed me, I could hear it clearly. She was singing. I couldn't believe it - singing! She didn't mind the weird looks she got, she just kept singing to herself as if it was nobody's business. And really, it wasn't. Wherever you go, whatever they say, I hope you keep singing. She turned the corner and she was gone. And she was beautiful. The gates to the Old City are always full of life. People from all over the world amongst the usual city folk make their way through here, speaking languages that I've never heard, sporting clothes and ornaments of all colours and fashions, with each of their faces and figures contoured in a unique way. I felt like a stray dog, left in the middle of an open highway. Deep down I wanted to go up to any of them and speak. Of what, I wouldn't know, but just talk. To see all of these beautiful people around you, tending to their duties or just having a stroll around town - it's overwhelming to say the least. I happened to listen to a phone call a round thick-browed man was having. I couldn't understand a word he was saying, but the tone in which he was speaking was so friendly and full that I let out a smile, hiding it with my hand. An older man with a few gray hairs left on his head was sat on a white wooden bench, playing away on his green-marbled accordion. Every friday from morning 'til noon he's there, his hat that's open for kindly donations sitting besides him. Even in this wintry weather he plays a tune or two, resting for a few minutes just to start again. A young girl and her older brother were walking their dog - a tiny thing, struggling through puddles. Its fur stuck to its body in some places, but was fluffy and puffed in others, making it look even more comical. The brother was telling her sister about what they learnt in math today. And she, maybe five or six years old, just nodded and listened, probably not making sense of what he was talking about. If I could, I'd stay there forever. Just listening and looking. Slowly, the bus groaned its way up to the stop. I got on, a last look on these people I'll probably never meet again. Hopefully I'll remember them. And they were all beautiful. Thinking back and fiddling with the iced over lock of our fence gate, I understood that what I had felt was love. A warm, slightly overbearing feeling. Your thoughts get all sticky and slow, your head feels light and heavy at the same time, hot and cold simultaneously. This was something that I was absolutely sure that I could experience no longer. It wasn't a love for someone or something specific, no, but a love for **them**. For the people. Too scared and stuck in social stigma to approach, looking only from afar. But as long as they're there, that's good enough for me. Through them, I live. And these people I love. Unquestionably. Unconditionally.",3.919755136504364,5.968071429590019,3.6136097194858814,90.1906312974951,73.11764705882355,6.435440472839852,26.070775870156673,7.189826613745248,1.1074561853832443,4632,160,916,48,95,1388,499,1122,0.051,0.813,0.136,0.9987,4,0,4,0,0,0,179.0,3,7,12,3,42,35,0,3,86,0,63,42,32,5,12,174,136,76,1,17,26,3,25,3,1,1,4,15,6,4,49,77,2,6,23,8,2,12,15,5,1,5,68,71,109,30,142,54,24,143,0,2,28,5,119,71,0,16,57,577,158,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279916245142997,0.0515988741139809,0.09669508402179204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040174569344406164,0.0,0.0,0.032833479042925315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719251974025888,0.0,0.0,0.09072523183083596,0.11137784819668213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041084505173259775,0.05439738527254751,0.0,0.0,0.1581346224820725,0.053630521131983216,0.0,0.0,0.04930141542394726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269845258721594,0.0,0.0,0.062275911678628074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008890221590542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988830889782463,0.0,0.0956696016079138,0.0,0.040679745914819015,0.0,0.0,0.04722915176180613,0.0,0.0,0.04882575407805915,0.0,0.13907514336032098,0.0528906730960087,0.0,0.041068723815256114,0.0,0.0,0.037302625441274065,0.0,0.05045080185941138,0.0,0.05487965245935456,0.12149018715587805,0.07723120117838791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269569556712194,0.05139718601859986,0.0,0.0,0.09910271402511822,0.0,0.05441742807768734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843087616587032,0.09591002549965626,0.047548136119882574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042915342868784685,0.0,0.1005567404486612,0.026534575739647463,0.039356350087214116,0.05446430415519487,0.0,0.2622931776936648,0.04937171151401177,0.03410307030182524,0.07076457575170284,0.0,0.04263397286897027,0.2563687988253558,0.405447981362992,0.0,0.05270560822444048,0.0,0.21788237088144768,0.0,0.12891468852374816,0.09790092867137584,0.048505852178831264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975023009188878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549289391452252,0.0,0.07447625355265769,0.09326229296431426,0.1026971077438496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132786979273267,0.0,0.03271719590610295,0.07344141511369967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008363448751924,0.0,0.05044451107952711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411252527343046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051353949283845575,0.0,0.0,0.03093074524077895,0.049642033186010126,0.0,0.0,0.054694199569700085,0.0,0.0,0.11518757525381945,0.04833879817746778,0.0,0.07694915436141317,0.08790840861046254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921751371512879,0.0818185217825676,0.1115097425965894,0.0,0.0,0.034174314077070465,0.0514622872196167,0.11567442600611125,0.04036599184840308,0.0,0.05047492698420774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045505301450612115,0.0,0.0,0.07761463524999111,0.042200677580573887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415295466720644,0.09281164734086586,0.0,0.07666117768525177,0.05630735364429015,0.11098632711262907,0.09153155776273013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251705285496031,0.04716458939875318,0.05026336178587794,0.0,0.0,0.15952771326768372,0.07967556680796578,0.028478029518210227,0.1149722347190363,0.0,0.0,0.04341140023758693,0.04475798411862975,0.043567079318319074,0.0,0.05552202439179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218417006682937 lonely,newagebacon,2019/03/08,"Lonely college student on a Friday night - Want to talk? Yeah that's basically it. I'm 23 and have been dealing with feelings of loneliness since I was 18. It's getting to the end of the quarter and things are slowing down. The excited feelings I had at the beginning of the quarter, when I switched my majors and had great plans for myself, are gone. And I'm dreading spring break because I don't have any activities with friends planned. I haven't had that since high school.",3.825543478260869,5.976641554347825,4.158043478260872,85.73423913043482,73.67391304347827,6.773913043478261,32.15217391304348,7.6454224807358475,2.2188869565217386,381,19,72,5,8,119,62,92,0.093,0.768,0.14,0.5267,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,19,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,2,7,3,11,13,1,12,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,47,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887307370875012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918044727711015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286122487117947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458102729639765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806562333512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441992137435653,0.0,0.14499860050063482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059791344785242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322695674800736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604442364300701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28087639724067004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591533632016012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230690707548499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437940135515088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369509593378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vvexx302,2019/03/08,"Recently had a mutual break up with my partner I’m sad that almost 3 years together just kinda vanished just like that. How do I just stop having feelings for someone that isn’t with you anymore. It’s for the best because we are just two different people but damn it. I keep having these dreams of her with someone else that is making her happier than I could. I wake up feeling like crap cause I feel so alone now. I have no friends at all here and she was the only person I spoke to. Now that we are separated, she stills has all her friends to distract herself with, and I’m just to myself now. Break ups suck cause now it’s just me in my life. ",1.7462868710237132,3.8540032932330845,3.0390977443609053,91.49588201272415,79.97744360902256,5.8968189705031815,23.012724117987275,7.010146845296331,0.7109981492192015,510,17,108,6,13,165,86,133,0.155,0.679,0.16699999999999998,0.4211,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,1,14,10,3,1,3,0,12,3,2,4,2,29,21,5,0,1,7,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,9,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,4,20,5,16,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,14,5,3,2,10,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911533557607764,0.1977092229360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931613692968527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163675693569984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033209341688493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922026535386907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524137957184571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944421518657807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594679336700436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895661191256012,0.1363751321984793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949693711494103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967588137456308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348344933124089,0.18652290700910396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742362017398973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451839366274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323422718262478,0.1666817915692192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848537649258554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32348873079419915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244866499994653,0.15959642371675126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647627493904365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229298562974966 lonely,voxelrush,2019/03/08,Anyone listening to captain jack sparrow right now? Or anything by Hans Zimmer? That dude is a genius,3.0266666666666633,6.0539705555555585,3.7944444444444434,78.54500000000002,93.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,28.222222222222214,6.42735559955562,2.0870888888888888,82,4,11,1,3,26,18,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078838932763143,0.0,0.5977277914627673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620302698900735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tauburn_,2019/03/08,"I don't have anyone to tell this to I'm really fucking sad right now. I don't have anyone I can say that to IRL. I'm not that important to anyone that it would be appropriate for me to say that to anyone I know. It's really isolating not being able to be yourself with people. It's almost as if I don't really exist, and it's really hard to continue to live that way. I try really hard to make it work, but some days it just gets to me and I'm really fucking sad right now.",2.6671428571428564,2.9461856190476183,5.656190476190478,81.22714285714288,73.76190476190476,9.80952380952381,21.66666666666667,9.957137785484203,1.724523809523809,370,7,84,10,7,137,51,105,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,13,18,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,14,14,1,7,0,2,0,2,3,2,2,3,4,54,20,1,0.15382510106383385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403361872561752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43023234910231867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920446455307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844176544577172,0.08036726640894051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755941524483125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453825267075102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583038244585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267944943159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664295669115954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912657919499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627315916448826,0.0,0.244655788906863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444991844557194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443714627751867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220992052553782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198650562258257,0.0,0.0,0.10927293833798822,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,merbear_114,2019/03/08,I feel like everyone hates me I don't think I did anything wrong to them but I just have this strange feeling they all hate me. Is that weird? I have no idea. I feel like everyone is watching me when in reality no is even paying attention. I don't know what these mixed emotions are. ,0.8219950738916246,3.2353307068965558,2.289704433497537,93.40431034482759,86.75862068965517,6.0729064039408875,23.802955665024644,7.447530270364453,1.0948541871921191,223,9,49,4,7,72,41,58,0.29600000000000004,0.6,0.104,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,10,16,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,12,2,2,15,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,34,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179341669695232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621678216792612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393786055566308,0.0,0.0,0.4454090022685746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535354384686007,0.3330047196377271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602087437124178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631030864055457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808694981883295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772849915254986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933924868688644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482102683082664,0.0,0.0 lonely,Figuringitout23456,2019/03/08,"I feel lonely with no friends... Lately, I’ve been very introspective in hopes of gaining more self-awareness. I am 28 years old - female and I realized that all my “best friends” have their best friends and in 28 years I haven’t been able to form any deep relationships from school to workplace. I am fairly confident in the way I carry myself, I don’t know why this is?! I just overall feel that it’s hard for me to get past surface level relationships with people. I ask deep questions and try to have conversations by talking about them. I don’t know what the problem may be?! Where do I begin? How do I know what it is that I may be doing wrong? Everyone my age has strong friendships and are generally likeable! I feel like I’m not :( ",3.41918390804598,5.2294468206896605,4.259051724137933,86.04903735632188,73.89655172413794,7.040229885057474,26.56609195402299,7.793537801064563,1.452781609195402,579,21,117,8,12,186,92,145,0.075,0.6779999999999999,0.247,0.9825,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,4,4,11,0,0,2,0,20,0,0,1,1,23,31,5,0,2,2,0,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,20,8,14,25,5,16,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,4,8,78,28,1,0.15890519871616926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806098421844487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855491017456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352240476187894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184072710598726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104172911367205,0.11352190571359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36830928704017135,0.0,0.08302140775898746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234784588777913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578287171207064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199042445333026,0.0,0.1792519855751091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763305348109714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674427532102254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169299267260414,0.11016485675934183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205081455552488,0.0,0.0,0.17801018972526633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412094296213323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608205446444355,0.0,0.0,0.16577277819707334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772197950611075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788619911708652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311134308395262,0.0,0.12613155031272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338722571877546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373788944012505,0.0,0.20465947612324814 lonely,DocDepamine,2019/03/08,"I feel like none of my friends like and/or care about me. A total of zero. None of them. They all feel like people who I talk to weekly and that's it. No actual bond, no actual feeling, no anything. People who I use and use me to fill a void for a couple of minutes, then just cut off the conversation in the middle and don't talk to me for the next fortnight, until they have a problem and need my help and/or I text first. I know how dumb this sounds, but I'm fucking tired of always being the one who needs to text first. I'm tired of being the one looking at what they do and encouraging it, but when it's the other way around, they don't even see the fucking thing I sent them, and obviously, don't give one fucking line of feedback. Of when I'm sad and they just read my messages and go offline or simply leave it there. Or stop talking to me in the middle of a rant. Or when I ask to hang out, and surprisingly, they can't that day. Neither that one. Or that one. But coincidentally, for other people, their agenda is fully free. I'm tired of not getting invited to shit and I'm tired of always hanging out on my own. Some time ago, I was very clingy, I admit that. Now I've changed, but still no fucking change from their parts. I already told them how lonely I feel and shit, but then they listen and remember it for like, five minutes, then forget it. I like to spend some time alone. But that's it. I like being alone, but I hate being lonely. And they can't wrap their minds around the fact that YES, I WANT TO HANG OUT AND SHIT. I WANT TO LEAVE MY HOUSE AND GO DO SHIT. I'M TIRED OF GOING OUT TO LISTEN TO MUSIC AND WALK COMPLETELY ALONE. I WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING. &#x200B; I always end up sounding like an angsty teenager on these rants, but I can't handle this shit anymore. I just can't. Fuck all of my so-called ""friends"". I hope I meet better people.",2.506404692082114,3.9464646207792233,3.6280938416422295,91.17117302052787,75.51948051948051,6.00670297444491,21.51026392961877,6.3737218528115,0.1822693757855052,1449,35,318,10,31,469,170,385,0.233,0.631,0.136,-0.9932,0,7,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,14,3,15,32,13,0,15,1,16,15,5,4,5,67,56,37,0,7,16,0,5,7,2,0,5,4,0,0,24,22,0,1,8,1,2,9,15,17,0,9,3,11,46,16,46,49,10,44,0,3,2,5,34,15,11,7,26,214,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.13522307562638228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141640189254258,0.0,0.0,0.21527309561678729,0.07645701055390923,0.0,0.1729504052456123,0.07506957160725614,0.08418807701919465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871146464800605,0.0,0.0,0.05701512220710839,0.12335553331347165,0.06477152087380761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061276383224357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064001928137126,0.0,0.14658732535721491,0.0,0.0726433298771594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666182295000308,0.0,0.04468267836104954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136537540643814,0.0,0.0,0.04576166420638883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751612627097297,0.09899351663195316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178664769393089,0.0,0.0,0.107057844337406,0.32026135697601965,0.03619821680289819,0.06646386826716551,0.11812768982308094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840395831991107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643984388744817,0.0,0.0,0.06881499933901263,0.0,0.07994484541002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807687053511137,0.0,0.0,0.1467242598837192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694185918846586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058181409970740325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995744958184294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274694528343817,0.0,0.0,0.07368469943256191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347443661831672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502820666429416,0.0,0.1921321970647112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629577236652345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930310609505975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848567003561532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521066206511649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35559698287719105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053338482764454895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533057681010097,0.0579248246029588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706442456669934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602944801672835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080053119842544,0.3981608797988685,0.0,0.06620417200402409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967887781868372,0.0,0.05716685037525375,0.12259712614584024,0.054994697478027765,0.055575731828224034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418807701919465,0.0 lonely,XfantomX,2019/03/08,"I feel like it’s easier to just die like this I always assumed I would die lonely, until a recent crush made me think a little. I went back and forth for a few months wondering if it was worth it to try and pursue anything. Through years of abuse from my parents they’ve led me to believe I’m dramatic, annoying, and have no personality. (Who would want to be in a relationship with someone like that?) My face and body are the farthest thing from attractive. (Who would want to be with someone like that?) And i was sexually assaulted by my ex girlfriend two years ago, so on top of being autistic and having an issue with intimacy in the first place there’s now trauma behind that, so I’ll never be willing to satisfy someone physically. (Who would want to be with someone like that?) The girl i have a crush on is in a relationship so there’s no chance of anything happening, which might be better? I feel like I’m left with the option of just living lonely and dying this way, or attempting to pursue a relationship and dying heartbroken when it inevitably ends. I feel like I’m choosing between the lesser of the two evils. 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Was pretty much always like this but recent break up made it really unbearable to the degree that I decided to go on a trip and stay each day in hostels. Tried few times to stay in a private room or when shared room were empty it made me really depressed, exhausted and anxious... DAE experienced similar problems? 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I am a really shy and introverted person and I deal with social anxiety, I have been my whole life and only found out last year when I was 18. I have only a few friends which I'm thankful for but we aren't as close as we used to be, one goes to the same college as me but I do all online and he is in a different major, my other two are in high school still. All three of them are in healthy relationships with good people which is great, I'm happy for them, but it kind of sucks for me because I'm almost always playing 3rd, 5th, or 7th wheel which is usually fine with me but after a while it takes a toll and I've been somewhat depressed and not being in a relationship has been on my mind constantly for nearly a year now. All 7 of us were planning on doing prom (last year) but not actually going to the dance, just a fancy dinner and hang out, I was excited about it until the day of when I expressed my anxiety about driving alone in the city (I'm always really anxious about finding new places I haven't been to before) and I just felt sort of weird being the only one in the group without a date and I would constantly think about how other people would think of me. After I said my piece, they just said that I don't have to go if I don't want to. I never told them but it kind of hurt when they said that, I don't think they meant to hurt me at all, it just kind of seemed like it. I have a therapist and shes really good and I see her every week and now every other week but I haven't really told her about being lonely, I told her about the prom thing but at that time I didn't really feel bad about not having a date. There's still a few things I don't tell her about and I'm still really hesitant to because I'm always embarrassed to and I don't know why I just am, I never tell my parents about my feelings and I don't even let them touch me, I don't like being touched that much, there's a few cases with my friends when they'd put their hand on my shoulder/ back but I generally hate it, I get really uncomfortable and tense and a lot of times ill flinch. Back to the main topic, I started using dating sites and I went into them not really knowing what I would do if I actually hit it off with someone, every time I'd get a match I'd have a rush of anxiety and the conversations would never last long except for 2 girls who I had a good conversations with and I could see myself with them but one randomly unmatched me andIi was pretty down about it for a little bit and the other said she didn't want to give me her number because she gets a ton of matches and doesnt give out her information, I understood and was respectful about it and she was thankful I did and then we didnt talk again. I began to look at other places for female interaction and I started looking into more adult websites (which I'm pretty embarrassed about) and I didn't really know that people get scammed a lot and I got messaged on an alternate email by people tying to catfish me and I gave into one who asked me to send $200 and then we could meet up. For a little context, i have never been in a relationship before and im still a virgin which im not too upset about, and I paid the one catfish (who might be real but uses a model's pictures but sent me some other pics that dont look like her the model 100% but look similar) and the day we agreed to meet, i got so nervous and anxious the whole day, it was constant butterflies in my stomach and i didnt eat the whole day because i lost my appetite, thats how i feel when i get close (or at least think im close) to having sex. I talked with a couple of other girls but I never met with any but I'm really close to one know and I told her about my anxiety and I'm still not sure if I should, she said we'd be able to get to know each other and she would pick me up after I send money to her ""manager"" and I'm considering not to because I'm not sure about it and I don't make a lot of money. I deleted most of the dating sites i was on becasue i dont like them, im still on a couple but i might delete them very soon. I dont know what i was thinking the whole time i was on those sites, I just felt like i was just desperate. I go to a community college and I'm doing really poorly right now and I'm doing all online and that definitely didn't help my loneliness, I'm planning on taking classes in school next semester as much as I hate school, hopefully, I can find someone then, as for now I'm still lonely and I won't get to go to in-class classes until the fall. I haven't told anyone about my deeper issues and I'm scared to because I always feel embarrassed to discuss them even if it might not be embarrassing.",2.7129206712433245,3.6655913420289887,4.5652421815408095,86.587954805492,74.2270531400966,7.572972285786933,22.99040172896008,7.9889121714841265,0.9950531400966184,3809,97,839,55,76,1302,341,1035,0.104,0.792,0.103,0.7225,2,7,0,0,0,0,67.0,7,0,14,3,53,43,3,7,49,0,89,9,3,8,12,184,185,89,0,15,40,1,9,5,2,11,2,5,0,4,45,72,2,0,25,2,4,14,40,19,0,8,48,20,136,24,126,111,29,127,0,7,6,2,89,46,1,20,70,599,181,10,0.041017470668072924,0.0,0.08005426906152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041073071912712686,0.04248172939020467,0.0,0.0,0.13651928574761274,0.0,0.0,0.027893286603291854,0.0,0.12551301116528604,0.09267613339214976,0.0,0.057360738389625215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834579812311457,0.0,0.0,0.06307980617276666,0.0342478747069465,0.1750270858620115,0.0,0.06980569291813069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044780454537771866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297594220631725,0.0,0.06549822541298254,0.09077010225892386,0.0,0.10581150116088933,0.0845744223753802,0.035328287382922666,0.0,0.0,0.0428545267245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442165104224005,0.0,0.0,0.04197111251621671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418330506256613,0.0,0.10367696432056583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295866242749582,0.0,0.07876640847942079,0.0,0.07497845019296677,0.0,0.0,0.04497353945876535,0.06337999217983575,0.0,0.15000954843278635,0.07869539083448075,0.09324469531459327,0.10321052500699453,0.06561083662102637,0.04522190621594237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436638602429315,0.0,0.08099252082308127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027493145977635285,0.04333720977622832,0.0,0.04073960340744613,0.0,0.0,0.08782010138735721,0.0,0.1772236278192968,0.0856231654080603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281401512870613,0.15779490425750484,0.10030413937008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194314277676612,0.028971852563579887,0.10019532147974404,0.08222056257118425,0.0,0.07259834159343273,0.13777737938886986,0.0,0.04477541456642886,0.10461476029009152,0.0,0.0,0.02737948017681827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305391633250532,0.041415952608241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030512094339451,0.0,0.15817601013037733,0.03961492876726254,0.043622545388554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676699799102415,0.09358690428325872,0.0,0.0,0.04554504708650736,0.0,0.0,0.11374539832016115,0.035814873269764035,0.0857090534490504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039283398623881235,0.08345902743263299,0.044223770844503324,0.0,0.0,0.04123388712283065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046686861487402635,0.31532210426796786,0.0,0.0,0.13211223941289574,0.0,0.035028695834882134,0.1950850375580401,0.0,0.04106564369435342,0.1245356104030112,0.06537122714524897,0.037340764787752063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181214589421778,0.06950793958066966,0.0,0.0,0.04591570026312301,0.05806475370924988,0.0,0.22929623541964925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731696136566514,0.0,0.0616800665103648,0.06593657841764537,0.10755323184629403,0.07552675224035957,0.0,0.04762444486690821,0.054500369840215036,0.13141169495612945,0.0,0.0,0.0956704680012589,0.0,0.0,0.19596975494216354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006810877111339,0.0,0.0493389668657341,0.1062777751670469,0.04517494903627504,0.03384370899819683,0.048386333852099186,0.03255775901020993,0.06580348166847529,0.0,0.0,0.03802360624575756,0.037011887418493684,0.18317816473031406,0.0,0.039539378012168135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568817156936584,0.0,0.0,0.079241718898914 lonely,captainaustismo,2019/03/08,"Something great happened to me today, but I only feel sad about it A bit of background; I’m an undergrad psychology student in my last year of study, looking to get into research when I finish. I’ve been working a research internship for the last year. Today I was at my internship where I spoke to my supervisor, who gave me the greatest news I have received in a long time; he is so thoroughly impressed with my work as an inter that he is listing me as a coauthor on the next research paper! That means that I will be a published academic before having even finished my undergrad, which is a huge accomplishment. The whole way home I was absolutely overcome with pure elation, I was singing and smiling and just so caught up by it that nothing could wipe the smile of my face! All I wanted to do was shout from the rooftop how stoked I was at how far I had come and how excited I was that for the first time everything seemed to be going to plan! But that’s the problem; I had nobody to tell about this exciting news. All I wanted to do was to tell someone else and have them tell me how proud they were of me, but instead I got to come home to an empty house, to have nobody to share my joy with. And as quickly as the feeling of excitement came, it seemed to disappear. Now I am just sitting at home, silently proud of myself, with nobody to share my elation with. 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But I work weekends from 11 to 11 saturday and sunday so when they go out or something I'm aways missing out. I'm quite happy and satisfied with my life so far but I just wish I was practicing with women. I tried Tinder but unfortunately I do not get matches :p Not interesting ones at least I'm sure you know what I mean. This job I work weekends is a security guard job and I sit on my butt which is a great job while I'm in school to study or do work while getting paid, I think I'll keep this job until I'm done with school which should be around 4 or 5 more years. I should be out by 29. I'm just worried about getting out of school at 29 and not have much practice with girls or just connections with them. I might be overthinking as I am not a virgin and have good enough social skills. Tell me if I'm just paranoid at 2:27am or whatever Thanks! 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But at the same time, I like it. Whenever I go to sleep, I have super vivid dreams of this one girl in particular who I used to go out with. I mean really vivid dreams. The ones that you wake up feeling confused because it felt so real. I'm 90% sure she doesn't want anything to do with me now, so it's not like I have a chance with her again. And she broke up with me for another guy nearly six months ago, so I'm mostly over it by now. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think of her from time to time though. I always wake up feeling so lonely. And the dream stays on my mind throughout the whole day. I really need to move on, but it's hard when I have dreams like this so frequently. 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I went through a pretty big break up about 4 months ago and I'm. Really trying to get back out there. I really loved her a lot and my life has shattered since we broke up. I've got really bad depression now and had a swing with suicide. I'm doing better now but now all that's left is this perpetuating feeling of lonelyness. I transferred colleges and I go to RIT now and I have met plenty of new people and I'm a very out going social person but no matter what I do I feel lonely. I want that special connection with someone but everyone I meet that I'm interested in is always in a relationship. I just want the lonelyness to go away. I don't know what to do I just feel terrible everyday and it effects how I live my life.",0.9034801892371362,3.0739280056179794,3.4434594914251946,87.06088409225313,83.5505617977528,6.893435836782969,21.727971614429325,8.032893268588372,1.2076921348314609,667,22,142,14,19,232,106,178,0.126,0.738,0.136,-0.2935,0,6,0,0,0,1,13.0,1,0,0,2,11,10,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,2,1,32,34,12,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,13,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,5,4,18,5,19,27,2,26,0,3,1,1,10,10,0,2,10,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776469993026718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992972532910552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354171595545253,0.1108289394671904,0.12034455598612115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747341873218326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414104802788155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377247104938755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863305709772668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530324417123843,0.0,0.3276551187983593,0.12089144130688588,0.1152758684823416,0.0,0.0,0.1427137630278603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921141239621934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566003034747128,0.0,0.20360999114214812,0.0,0.0,0.12727157351783985,0.0,0.12103493785646376,0.0,0.0,0.12253623506504255,0.13008514251817213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480039546388862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290172780625988,0.0,0.0,0.1150451279907693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784079919535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992327679772653,0.12585087565958453,0.15058770901227025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29326898925428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27700477004373897,0.0,0.0,0.1547442863586149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922783289575305,0.0,0.0,0.1469248581269174,0.1221229375241958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576574813106384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442504715334492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785645671542267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892434690218552,0.17002607937145994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361220367080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xjrsc,2019/03/08,"Im useless. I have no talents, no friends, nothing interesting to say about me. I'm gonna become an automotive technician because that's the only thing im good at. I bet God decided it would be funny to make me hate that type of work. I have no motivation to do better and no one to share the things that matter to me with. I'm probably gonna get crushed within the next 20 years during the last of the thousands of oil changes I'll be doing in my life. That's not if I get cancer from all the chemicals first. My brother and my parents will be dead by then so it's not like I'll be missed anyways. I can't even create any friendships because I panic the second they text me or even look in my general direction.",3.0977818181818217,4.137701893333337,4.910848484848486,84.14209090909092,73.4,7.854545454545455,28.303030303030305,8.296473431620573,1.8740666666666668,564,22,119,9,11,193,97,150,0.201,0.631,0.168,-0.6838,1,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,4,5,11,1,1,8,0,11,2,0,2,1,15,21,6,1,2,4,2,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,0,3,15,7,16,13,1,9,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,3,6,78,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664261506249594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270478523133461,0.2056761258775031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470507873825968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970063807176016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600598500438225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840692892896832,0.0,0.0,0.1438806417194967,0.0,0.1945947144718552,0.0,0.0,0.15620067742174149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386332136866526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023201711061453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518021007717073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153957882553094,0.09098244828362936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563860855698241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430980321389686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805745024815474,0.0,0.0,0.1786924663189894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619409723970906,0.1416361155595131,0.0,0.21850048441061304,0.2067860968918269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078716672317504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809737071298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744553973153754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557747488536576,0.0,0.0,0.132292270133851,0.0,0.0,0.11992585224457253 lonely,astroworld_,2019/03/09,"Fuck...I'm so lonely It feels like death would be better then this😣 Maybe a relationship would help but I can't get one. 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I try to be friendly to the other people working there, usually say hi to whoever is working as host/hostess whenever I walk in and tell them to have a nice day/night when I leave. Pretty standard shit. I was, weirdly enough, in a pretty good mood walking into work yesterday. I walk through the entrance and say ""Hey,"" in a friendly tone with a smile to the hostess, who was standing by a server, and to my surprise she goes from a neutral look to a disgusted/weirded out look and awkwardly says ""Oh, hi?"" No, I did not interrupt her and the server or some shit, they were just standing there. Maybe I'm a sensitive baby, but it ruined the rest of my shift. I'd assume that she doesn't know I work there because I've only been there two weeks, but I've worked there multiple times while she was there and where she stands is close to where I stand and do my job. I had my uniform with the logos on it too. Then she was weirdly staring at me while I was doing my job the rest of the night and would look away if I glanced over to check why the fuck she was still staring. I don't know, seems like I'm going to be like this the rest of my life. Haven't even made any friends at this job, everyone is too energetic and I'm not used to the constant interaction with everyone after barely dealing with people for two years. Guy from high school I'd talk to through text near daily for almost three years has made it obvious he's tired of talking to me (even though he doesn't have any friends either), we don't text anymore. I truly wonder what it's like to have one person genuinely like you in this world lmao, even my parents aren't exactly fans of me.",5.039448903156767,4.916231056179779,5.638844301765651,84.82889513108614,68.49438202247191,8.578705189941145,29.87372926698769,8.11559375814309,1.8504212413055103,1360,46,289,16,21,441,185,356,0.111,0.792,0.096,-0.6487,5,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,2,6,18,19,3,1,21,0,30,5,2,4,2,41,47,19,0,2,9,1,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,2,12,17,0,0,6,0,1,4,10,7,0,4,13,9,35,11,45,31,6,42,0,1,6,1,32,18,3,7,20,190,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828237177269612,0.0,0.08843070848145895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010901456056088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758078062001877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297109009323912,0.0,0.0,0.05383356500098769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954328163010256,0.0,0.0,0.09771444011723272,0.0,0.05695328823364707,0.09104476171101993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912488684488294,0.0,0.174985744847589,0.0,0.0,0.16876988706666093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729154334461873,0.08164209507124877,0.04613885180429643,0.0,0.05018917556453272,0.07407107563895113,0.07063037284852816,0.0,0.0,0.0874417727316307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330541850548356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505401575272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970668304660922,0.0,0.0,0.093508596289859,0.0,0.0,0.06237666989365768,0.17257717238800266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247699109228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712400406674424,0.0,0.0,0.08872026777916174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574777944670624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984181807735611,0.0671644937908295,0.0,0.0,0.09805891291112953,0.0,0.0,0.18367118086517528,0.07710975755963917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968806766452095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106853516081746,0.0,0.08937544516200507,0.0,0.08039501628799263,0.0,0.0,0.18129994175527506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052527746292446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196207083578125,0.07718770513724837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676510762819041,0.0,0.05149485339253089,0.10150050168127307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995737108243875,0.0,0.1725340268520325,0.0,0.0,0.07627234841218261,0.0972620883429744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416755122883538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937388046402035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576951075770272,0.32145729336555784,0.0,0.0,0.06273359955460163,0.0,0.0,0.11373877526394108 lonely,CrankOnReddit,2019/03/09,"My Life Feels Empty...Even After All I've Accomplished Hello, everyone. I'm new to the sub. I'm 19, and my life on the outside to most looks like it's going pretty well. I have a fantastic job at IBM, finally purchased the 2017 Mustang I've wanted for a while, and am finally moving out on my own next week on the 16th. However, I feel like nothing matters. I have all of this responsibility, opportunity, and reward for my work over the years...but without a love in my life I feel empty, purposeless, and dead inside. What good is of all this success if I can't share it with someone special? My relationship history has been extremely rocky. I've been cheated on, left and ""ghosted"", and treated like shit and abused. Despite never truly connecting on similar interests and other traits, with most of my relationships, I've still given it my all, and fought tooth and nail to show my love and affection for my partner. At most I've ever gotten from someone was 3 months... People tell me ""Oh, SOMEone will come along. Just you wait!"" Well, I know it's childish, but I'm tired of waiting. I'm in my prime, right now, and I don't want to ""go it"" alone... I'm sorry if I'm ranting, here. I'm not trying to be an annoyance. I'm just simply sharing my story, and trying to connect with the others on this sub. I'm confused on why my effort keeps falling short. I don't rush things and I put a lot of effort into my relationships... ...I don't want to live if there's no one to share my time, love, and efforts with... (I am humble guy, and don't usually brag on myself...but it's not like I'm *unattractive*...)[http://imgur.com/a/bdAxQKe] ",2.1851583034647533,4.3251399351851845,4.000943847072879,84.99327956989251,78.66049382716051,6.6497809637594605,24.957785742731986,7.717688229018142,1.4252565909996011,1265,47,250,20,31,426,173,324,0.14300000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.118,-0.7934,2,1,0,0,1,0,86.0,0,1,0,8,9,24,4,1,11,0,16,9,2,1,6,56,46,21,2,6,9,0,3,4,1,1,4,0,0,2,13,24,0,3,4,1,1,7,10,5,2,1,6,4,28,19,39,38,9,39,0,0,1,3,15,18,1,8,18,151,41,4,0.0,0.13154793892308606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498970058792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563927458363154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333178422163145,0.10042959019889038,0.0,0.10609032997740224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841460830297048,0.07931716784003437,0.0,0.2432476373869956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619754126710858,0.09312354227284153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993343284330792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017641129223453,0.09868522321067312,0.0,0.0,0.061017117763080726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063033431413465,0.0,0.23526334965061,0.21696725030074365,0.0,0.09803820376773467,0.0,0.09323407869176553,0.0,0.0,0.0943905386740093,0.3006165483032325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862008529236258,0.11800332209895514,0.0,0.0,0.08563028062260529,0.10722983416983213,0.11807766550741006,0.0,0.0,0.10653267140555013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523425341591645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697161511452602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295360044888353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116120365717432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35760189314683194,0.0,0.0948158020837824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396683958260752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822165178628803,0.0,0.0,0.12428478551437325,0.0,0.0,0.08866569845880429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704182719485564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376090027189787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474029323007995,0.12760832993844318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507590576321485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227971738254187,0.0,0.19645845833254785,0.0,0.08905855250381386,0.0,0.19965184644721695,0.0,0.10018391232038112,0.0,0.0,0.10702533310944216,0.0,0.08082842483226732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Saitono,2019/03/09,"Lonely Rant Just wanted to rant a little. My wife left me about two years ago. During our marriage she showed little to no affection towards me and only saw me as a room mate. Which confused me because why would she want to go through a marriage with me in the first place. We never had sex or sleeped in the same room. She eventually came out and said she wasn't attracted to me anymore. When she left she started dating and within a few months marrying a guy that worked in the same area as me. This destroyed my self esteem... I use to be a firm believer in karma and tried to treat everyone with respect. But when my ex left me, one of the things she said was she wished I was more selfish. I moved away and now I find it difficult to make new friends. People my age are all married and starting families of their own and because of my age I feel like I've missed the opportunity to have kids of my own. The people I work with now respect me but I don't fit in to their social clicks. I am a bit socially awkward around people I don't know which doesn't help as well. I want to be in a new relationship with someone but I hesitate because my last one was so miserable and I feel like they will just leave me eventually anyway. As a man I feel worthless and I struggle to find motivation to do things at home. I have a beautiful dog that keeps me going but sometimes I wonder if she would be happier with a different owner too.",3.4487021943573666,4.784685882758623,4.646771159874612,85.22579937304076,72.93103448275863,7.755485893416928,27.31974921630094,8.296473431620573,1.7364482758620692,1126,41,233,18,22,371,156,290,0.14400000000000002,0.748,0.108,-0.7937,2,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,5,12,19,1,4,17,0,19,2,1,4,2,49,40,22,0,7,8,2,3,2,2,3,0,2,3,4,8,18,0,1,8,1,0,4,6,10,1,4,9,7,48,9,39,25,8,43,1,4,2,1,31,22,0,4,19,169,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314316499546224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420674431541736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353954675351192,0.0,0.0,0.0987219697028064,0.0,0.0,0.1921593015247592,0.0,0.0,0.11838420056730185,0.0,0.0,0.11471532299304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201784752248078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978162070175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040422307949523,0.0,0.0,0.09905590876464143,0.0,0.15938811676331927,0.15013203588943316,0.0,0.0,0.1920743596773706,0.08937723776297081,0.0,0.0,0.08118113526598768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194337512963294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040413477594546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042994881302743,0.0,0.10539937772641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933960066671934,0.0,0.0,0.05774679280248385,0.0856506249147425,0.0,0.11125987135405407,0.34249478720285825,0.0,0.0,0.10266924518370682,0.2106266782992907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013876800236843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838703283787839,0.11167871641712032,0.0,0.0,0.0810407678044095,0.2029653068862806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424038696985853,0.07991471624238539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853853833032885,0.0,0.10978162070175818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128118533857334,0.0,0.0,0.19990188420891766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961674986572384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515146796594813,0.21422265007344787,0.08903020103170144,0.0,0.10392243899180892,0.0,0.14874607783736996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984781437158454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396150975686762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133942394644706,0.0,0.10264357713300344,0.0,0.0,0.0907515673308352,0.0,0.0,0.1859289049291904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447556875913844,0.0,0.09481437077002902,0.0,0.12083173554332448,0.0,0.1139499882290316,0.15299255266246842,0.0,0.0,0.1492853596986071,0.0,0.0,0.06766523082330847 lonely,zipperjuice,2019/03/09,"Dating apps suck. I get plenty of matches, and a good number of them start conversations (i'm a woman, obviously). But the conversations always fizzle out/don't go anywhere. So many of the people I talk to on there are bland, asking me how I am and then asking no follow up questions about anything, so I end up essentially interviewing them while they don't reciprocate. A lot of them seem to have no sense of humor (or mine is so weird it doesn't vibe? maybe i'm just a weirdo). And twice I've had plans to meet up with people and they've bailed. Maybe I'm not crazy hot, but I'm decent looking. I don't know what i'm doing wrong. Maybe they get the vibe that I don't want to just hook up, which is true. I'm in a new town and I just want people to hang out with :(. Everyone I work with is twice my age. I've never been so lonely in my life- and I've been very lonely before. I've never had a lot of friends, but I've rarely had no one at all. After work and on the weekends I am constantly alone. well anyways. rant over. 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(22m, awful at conversation) Strange and lonely. (Asperger's) I'm not gonna sugarcoat anything. I'm a weird cretin obsessed with Star and Marco from *Star vs. the Forces of Evil* and on the particular Pokemon *Gardevoir*. I sit around doing nothing all day cooped up in a messy room doing nothing to my heart's 'content.' I sometimes play *Doom* and enjoy watching stupid videos on the topic of *Terry wads*, also listening to various forms of metal music and filling myself up with romantic fantasies completely detached from any possible reality. *(Marrying a Gardevoir, e.g.)* Not gonna pretend that I'm perfectly happy wasting away on burgers, soda, fan fiction, and useless entertainment, but that's what I do from day to day for the most part, except when I and the family go out to shop. So yeah, that's me in a nutshell. Anybody relate?",2.70809523809524,5.708532305732486,4.236542311191993,78.00462845010615,85.81528662420382,6.557355171367911,29.13224143160449,7.793537801064563,2.680687837427965,680,34,107,14,21,225,109,157,0.109,0.772,0.119,0.556,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,2,1,9,2,3,2,1,0,3,21,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,1,0,0,6,1,2,2,7,0,0,0,3,7,5,25,8,6,19,1,3,1,0,4,12,0,1,4,68,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797963096988331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289197362976836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850157685232853,0.2001461885382598,0.0,0.0,0.21123499788889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357297675604652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349898635638279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194952594414015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777595645068324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393355026169027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664243953170929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314605132687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434687637166476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534618180151552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879368083574695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236242091935804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImJustAGuy128,2019/03/09,"Literally have no clue.. I wake up everyday for the past 5 months feeling lonely.. Threw out the day all I get is a “Notifications” from apps on my phone and maybe one text from someone once a month wondering what’s up, then ignore me.. I tried so much trying message my buddies and meeting new people but our connection only last 15 minutes cause they seem to ignore me after idk what I’m doing wrong but I honestly can’t take this any longer not sure what I’m gonna do..",3.7990827067669137,5.0433392842105285,5.104962406015041,82.63473684210527,71.94736842105263,7.954887218045112,26.203007518797,8.418075326091056,1.6729849624060154,372,12,75,6,7,124,78,95,0.156,0.789,0.055,-0.8197,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,2,14,14,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,10,2,9,12,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,9,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627056887636906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23606592044121966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820074553462032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161928097174956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006000790430962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731609918601336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308630499956815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668452568793736,0.0,0.1689280236139388,0.0,0.0,0.2219404096226638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447274465764187,0.15571712061344808,0.17477178863530046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193682616436924,0.15931304865005616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919953387536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470716043934455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658196304086352,0.0,0.17277955120515373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31203561270282426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492062062431072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512481171123168,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatalbinok1d,2019/03/09,The idea that someone would love me seems ridiculous I feel I summarised pretty well ^,7.470625000000003,8.4418298125,5.400000000000002,84.845,63.375,6.4,34.75,3.1291,1.779575,71,3,12,0,1,20,15,16,0.119,0.429,0.452,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242470532660087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519368550450874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36132385913406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407291259057138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644558910499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33920807727036895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599551124949252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28439113492481466,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Diepression,2019/03/09,"Hi... I've been alone, depressed and suicidal my entire life. This is just scratching the surface I could go on about so many things in my life up til this point but I wouldn't wanna relive a lot of the things that keep me up at night... I was a military dependent up until about 8 months ago... My father... He is a ""good"" man I use this term lightly, to everyone else he might of been wonder. In the military everyone loved him, the family loves him, I personally don't know how to feel about him... My earliest memory of him was literally a beating outside of a mall. Genuinely don't recall my age but I remember that beating vividly it was the earliest beating I recall and I recall everyone that came after that one. There was once I tried sticking up for myself so I grabbed the broom. He looked at me. I was holding it like a bat ready to swing... Though the thought ""He is your Dad you can't hit him"" went through my mind. In that instant he snatched the broom out of my hand and swung instantly at my face no hesitation... If I didn't have fast reaction, the scar I have on my hand right now would be on my face, left eye (assuming I didn't lose my eye) so yeah... Excuse me for not thinking so highly of him... Everyone who knew about my beatings as a kid would use the excuse ""He is in the military, there is a lot of things and stuff he has been through"" in other words he has PTSD (which is true) but is that an excuse? No. That is part of why I can never forgive him, I don't think highly of him, he has calmed down the last year or so but whenever he gets mad I'm reminded of all the beatings I received. I now have PTSD, this being only one of the things.. 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On top of that I'm a massive introvert, I don't know if it's because I've been so alone for so long but I feel like I'm terrible at being social around people irl, even my family members who've I've obviously known my whole life. I also very recently got broken up with someone I had an online relationship with because he found someone better irl and I've felt so...awful these last couple days...just fucking awful and I just want someone to talk to or someone to give a shit...I just want some friends ",2.1961652542372896,4.113897694915259,4.524375000000003,82.3285963983051,77.70056497175142,7.588841807909603,24.621822033898304,8.472884824447931,1.7327855932203384,680,24,137,14,16,237,102,177,0.14,0.741,0.12,-0.7659999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,13,8,1,0,7,1,9,2,0,0,2,25,24,15,0,3,6,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,2,13,4,20,15,3,16,0,2,0,1,12,6,1,3,10,77,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077472662808807,0.0,0.10869718086731474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243196669961187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099984972933013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571419907816284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021241306237225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503956702672509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977553488850915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562712882692869,0.0,0.06872650426606315,0.0971030671660688,0.13050692356845878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903201479045816,0.21002678565303465,0.12565816879810018,0.0,0.1303892554591832,0.07724789386433213,0.0,0.10870964673221177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568363253988044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469945594095974,0.11079498568895894,0.0,0.14392231074435582,0.0,0.0,0.0960060873954826,0.06640487189759585,0.0,0.0,0.1202871427101618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991868312495801,0.0,0.1048318178419538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423155309100832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684141584807995,0.14592990645262527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952250162301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771117603959618,0.4606668011593061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849872721226327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121503043941585,0.16034123418090562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517526265661557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851664825364174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752963902097767 lonely,livrwort,2019/03/09,"App for friends? I thunk I put this in the wrong place earlier. I don’t know if it’s appropriate to mention an app so just delete me if it’s not. I found an app for making friends - called “Thaw” and decided to try it. It’s not a dating site - it’s for meeting friends. It asks you about a bunch of interests and then “matches” you with other people who like those things. You can get in touch and meet if you want. I live in a sort of rural area and I’m old, so I haven’t had a match, but hope springs eternal!! I think if you are in a city or bigger town and probably if you’re younger you would have better luck. I am lonely often and I know it’s my fault for being awkward about friendships. I have a lot of friendly acquaintances but not really good friendships and I would really like to have at least one! So I’m trying this app and I’ll certainly post again if I have any luck! I do know that I might be too anxious and weird to contact someone if I do get a match, but what the heck. I’ll deal with that when and if it happens. It sort of feels good to make an attempt.",0.4405362318840602,2.4326786695652203,2.153586956521739,96.69139492753624,84.04347826086956,5.398550724637682,20.45289855072464,6.6274283507984215,0.09346376811594226,834,25,197,9,24,273,121,230,0.092,0.721,0.187,0.9709,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,2,10,19,0,1,12,0,17,0,0,2,1,49,33,27,0,12,16,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,2,23,14,22,26,3,19,0,1,0,0,18,10,1,17,9,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125421803300898,0.0,0.0,0.16820981963160828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919742979837205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168619382565494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520392115665226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350498356478914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528616663775585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325650809240036,0.4601459583002404,0.0,0.15558377120909098,0.0,0.0,0.24977338695603846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316680228242779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478870792339345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548763600498535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548588800288792,0.0,0.13147767797754192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658584481320784,0.0,0.0,0.1987781429189366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795486435078387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562410460280543,0.0,0.10089561582475744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322556754930627,0.0,0.15556437125463693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426009729836087,0.0,0.16053480534641293,0.0,0.0,0.14968135725500512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077286439483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615888850645066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891972231822804,0.09540638650738904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218088530586412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782257299683388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154254209934611,0.16279413208382115,0.0,0.0 lonely,Bo_jacki,2019/03/09,"26F just venting. To make a long story short, I'm wheelchair bound. It's not permanent but it's not at all temporary, as in it's going to take a while to get back to functional walking so my chair is necessary atm. I find that this is a deal breaker or deterrent or guys just get really fucking creepy about it. I'm open to dating but no one seems to be open to the idea of me. Not seriously at least. Everyday I consider accepting this fact, but it hurts too much. My other option is to keep trying and the rejection hurts the same.",2.1254128440366955,4.0871296605504615,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,78.08256880733944,8.396697247706422,24.661467889908266,9.120678840339163,2.0750946788990823,419,15,87,11,10,143,74,109,0.139,0.816,0.045,-0.9131,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,2,24,14,9,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,14,13,4,13,0,3,0,1,2,6,1,4,5,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714759677440296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509186514109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244895180957336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500497566972075,0.2543166296404984,0.0,0.13832097543461894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409888419549701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210961136473469,0.2747513868212124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633125651143134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538755401065005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246099114477375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891555384357646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492358272747365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591829251444062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156803629377875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299479527068785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524204590599073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nullbo,2019/03/09,"Hate when people say ""just be patient!"" Im only 20 but I come from an unstable family without a constant parental figure so I may be young but I feel like isolation is all I know. People say to wait and be patient etc but its so frustrating when you've had almost no real intimacy in your life and all youre friends have been dating since middle school, meanwhile I feel like Ive been on an island for my whole life. Don't get me wrong, I dont NEED a relationship but I really want one, even still I try not to rush things with people or come off as desperate but holy fuck whenever someone rejects me its crushing because it means I have to wait even longer until I find someone. 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My friends leave me to do something else and when they invite me and i say i dont want to drink or something they say nevermind then. I dont understand. They were all out last night and tonight , Im sat at home listening to music and reading reddit. I just wanna socialise. Make use of my young years. Im not sure why its happened all my life. I guess some people are like that.",0.6068085106382988,2.694468829787237,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,84.1063829787234,5.036595744680851,21.102127659574467,6.2581,0.08380765957446856,346,11,79,3,10,112,67,94,0.05,0.868,0.08199999999999999,0.5881,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,5,21,17,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,15,3,8,13,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,10,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944510805725205,0.16485253642558526,0.0,0.0,0.14057822393564626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222092683148733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001444665796186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538186747563307,0.0,0.2976228706783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880081472492836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36354740846706973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717249170897516,0.0,0.17818660162780328,0.18283915384823132,0.0,0.1188627278154913,0.08221420566252445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232970666424866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792148913995732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666572141981242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832778665391046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676495944782695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920481377188335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591037906700249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586040263417719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812673156694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518775401071782,0.0,0.1453418306014343,0.0,0.0,0.09925722937513284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184855336770428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083682497744223 lonely,Pyromaticidiot,2019/03/09,"Parents lying about attractiveness So I know that I’m not fat or aggressively ugly but like why does my family say stuff like “you are attractive, I can’t believe you don’t have a girlfriend.” I know that I’m not skinny, I know that my hair makes me look Jewish, I know that my face looks like shit. I’d almost prefer someone telling me that I look like garbage because at least I know they’re not lying to me. My mom used to tell me that I was handsome and stuff but I looked back at my old pictures and I was even uglier and fatter than I though I was. 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I don't even know why I'm writing, I guess I just need a chanel to vent. I don't know why I'm still trying. Everyday I try to find new reasons to continue on. I try to convince myself that this life is indeed worth living. I try to do the things I enjoy, I try to continue practicing my hobbies and become better at them. I try to eat healthy. I try to take care of my appearance. Yet I still feel so useless. I feel like I'm a burden to everybody. And I don't think anyone would be missing me if I were to just dissappear this very second. Everyone has someone better than me. I'm never anyones favourite person. I feel unloved, unnecessary. I'm just so tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of feeling so alone. I have a massive migraine at the moment. Nobody's checking on me. Nobody really cares about my well being. Why would they? I don't even know what I'm rambling about to be honest. If you made it this far, thank you for sticking around and listening to me ranting about who even knows what. And I'm sorry if this was hard to read. English is not my mother tongue and it's kind of hard to write in a foreign language ehen you have a trobbing headache. Thanks again for reading my rambles. 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This is a bit of a rant. I notice that no matter what I do, be I smile or be serious, people look at me with this ""yeah sure"" face. Even when I try to help people with school stuff they just brush me off and ask other people about something I just explained. Meanwhile other people barely do anything and get payed attention. I'm tired of it being this way, I try to be better but the wall around people just stays the same. I'm tired.",3.4224571428571444,4.236326160000001,4.3774285714285694,89.12300000000002,72.4,6.514285714285713,20.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,0.06277142857142826,376,6,80,2,7,122,63,100,0.128,0.773,0.099,-0.6081,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,9,4,1,0,5,1,8,3,1,0,2,17,16,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,11,12,2,10,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,2,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507441510064365,0.13530288615856773,0.14208967331583808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344223689187132,0.1659331782788287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038763687737123,0.13748321194747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940824502423527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005817309929415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187536370593994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526581510734137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304106273852396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322223273304051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538214968737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700894913259015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200059314936618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399162399240214,0.0,0.0,0.14324831298267318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493791627835349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063817987546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128439454063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,I_rant_here,2019/03/09,"I’m gonna have a awesome time with my friends this spring break! (Not) A whole week of loneliness plus the weekend. People my age are going out to parties, having fun with their friends and overall having such a great time while there’s me, rotting in my bedroom every night...alone. I’ve had to deal with this every year. I don’t even have a real friend to enjoy spring break with. This just makes me depressed. 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I try to fix it but I just end fucking it more.,-2.082666666666668,-0.24740259999999736,1.1700000000000017,98.54833333333332,100.0,2.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,3.1291,-1.079333333333333,68,2,16,0,3,24,16,20,0.132,0.769,0.099,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765952560883999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073092502777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28961259757451424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295218934923317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888770938164721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unknown_Prospect,2019/03/09,"I'm not an easy person I know, but... I'm new to this and was a bit afraid to post here... I 'm in my mid 20s and 6 months ago I started over a new life. All people I know live pretty far away. I came a long way struggling with several addictions and decided to kick them all and start over. Depression is not a new thing to me but lately I cannot make sense of anything going on in my head anymore. I have a job I like and normally beeing alone is not that big of a deal for me as I am obsessed by making music... it's the one thing that keeps me going. unfortunately I am terribly lonely and depressed lately. I feel trapped. the only people I have real contact to are my co workers which are unlikely to become real friends as I can't be the person I really am in their presence. I do not like most people and most people can't cope with me due to me having had this type of past. I tried to make connections and find friends here but the resonance I get is frustrating. And the more frustrating it gets the more I fall into destructive behavior like drinking etc. I am treating people bad that frustrate me even if they are nice to me and I don't know how to stop it. This might sound selfish but after all I think I do deserve someone that at least partly understands what I am and how I function/think. I'm also having a bad time with girls due to beeing small, skinny, and scared from my past. I'm basically invisible to them. I feel like I'm running circles. Everytime I go out and try it gets worse. I try to be productive and work on my music but without any inpiration it is totally impossible to be creative. You cannot be ispired by not having a life. Sometimes I consider doing drugs again as it would generate at least a bit of a social life I share with people that head in the same direction although it's the wrong direction and I know it. I do not want to be like I am right now. I want to be a nice and friendly easy to talk to person that isn't cynical about every aspect of the in my eyes pathetic and selfish life people live around me and that is what in fact makes me pathetic and selfish as well. I look at people that sorround me as if they are possible outcomes for my future and it makes me cringe. I can't change my past or not be the person I am. Advice would be highly appreciated. Sorry for long post. 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I've been talking to this girl for a little over a year now. We talked daily, up until a few weeks ago then She just stopped messaging me, and just talking to me in general. Out of no where... no hint, no dispute, she just stopped, and now I'm just feel so damn alone. I was lonely before meeting her and would only stay at home. I never really talked to someone daily like that and I guess I got too comfortable. I don't know if it's something I did or said. I'm just tired of this feeling. I don't know what to do other than just beat myself up over this. No one ever wants to talk to me for that long and the one person who finally did just easily dropped me... 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I have no direction in my life. My only talents are useless to make any kind of career out of. All of my friends have moved away to college and university and I'm still living in my hometown. It feels like my life is going nowhere, fast. I have to do something about it, like finally finishing high school, or getting a job, but it's so difficult. I have nearly crippling anxiety, stemmed from the bullying and loneliness I experienced during the time I was in school, which evolved over time into a hatred and disgust of who I am and what I look and sound like to others. It's hard to find the motivation to try to do anything anymore. This sort of destructive aimlessness has been plaguing my existence for a long while, and I want it to stop. For some reason, however, I just can't seem to take that first step - its becoming more frightening with each passing day, but as I sit here and do nothing, my anxiety for the future grows. I'm caught in between being scared to go out into the real world and being scared to stay here until there really is nothing left for me to do. At the centre of this cavalcade is this crushing loneliness that I feel, caused by my inability to love myself. I'm not stupid - I know that for anybody to love you, you NEED to love yourself first. But I've been just sitting here in my home, hoping something extraordinary will happen eventually. It won't. I won't magically get better, or suddenly love myself unconditionally for no reason. I don't want attention; I'm not that kind of a person. I've never posted something like this before in a place where a lot of people could see it. I just felt like I needed to vent out a lot of the things swirling around in my head tonight that are preventing me from sleeping. In a way, this is me trying to take that crucial first step forward - even if it is just a tiny baby step - by admitting that there's a problem, and identifying the problem clearly, I can attempt to work to resolve it. I don't mind if nobody sees or replies to this. This is more so a letter from myself to the world, saying that I'm going to try to get better from here on out, than it is a social media post. Like a checkpoint or milestone of sorts. This is physical, binding proof of my own commitment. It doesn't have to happen tomorrow, or the next day, or a week from now, but change is going to come whether I like it or not...so I must change myself in order to avoid being left behind by a world who doesn't care about people like me. Thanks for reading. Even if you didn't. 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Being alone without someone who loves me (besides my family and friends) scares me and makes me feel depressed. Now I am single and for the first time I don't wanna rush into another relationship bc I understand my behavioural pattern now and want to break it - but it isn't that easy. How do you guys cheer yourselves up? What thoughts motivate you?",6.2878021978022005,7.5363333846153875,6.315824175824176,76.24346153846155,66.11538461538461,9.019780219780221,35.049450549450555,9.23628265651192,3.2954604395604403,448,21,77,8,7,142,78,104,0.14800000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5053,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,4,0,11,1,0,3,0,18,20,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,1,13,3,15,13,1,15,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34494587430252144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461928109584166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151401223526448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739687773757724,0.0,0.1434304482637528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698791556567074,0.0,0.08420163430487174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416487560450774,0.0,0.0,0.12865923262531687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464178310023376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488904620730793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801786780511447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029815359416854,0.0,0.11115883066802368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710457265219098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284378161419822,0.12665215919347936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363667226416299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672372536710794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775380335046702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410987578294621,0.0,0.16470059465698672,0.0,0.0,0.1774968465220553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440949333888725,0.09710390120451104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336167307367034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098222615195337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605271903187875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970640782538673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Busycitii,2019/03/09,"I made an alter ego of myself to help me cope with my dissertation. and it's helping me a lot. &#x200B; We have to write a dissertation for our undergrad course. People do it in groups of up to four. I thought I'd be more comfortable doing it by myself, but I was really struggling with the crushing weight of it. &#x200B; So, i opened another account on discord and started discussing it with myself. This way I have a log of my thought process and it's helping me be more comfortable with it. &#x200B; *If it's stupid and it works, it's not stupid.*",3.0760550458715588,5.273888577981655,4.0334770642201825,85.55865596330277,76.06422018348623,6.928807339449541,29.24862385321101,7.908726449838941,2.019957064220184,441,20,85,7,10,142,64,109,0.134,0.75,0.116,-0.6253,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,1,15,2,16,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,66,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527149900070469,0.5077051011541036,0.0,0.14604255438158129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800603894668124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840708927015045,0.0,0.13178588983660322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965561276603129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922348157510722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857994880697013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456010413820513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113845371266028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055044623343943,0.0,0.16960009483916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139425676691503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077051011541036,0.0 lonely,CourteousLaughter,2019/03/09,"22 M/What Do You Know The basic statement or a surface level question with so many layers. Just looking to chat with a nice lady seeking company. Bit of an attention grabber with a another dream and a mixed lifestyle. To the brothers that read this though, I believe in the happiness of tomorrow. Good luck and I wish I had the time for every single one of you.",2.188714285714287,4.841183800000003,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,82.42857142857143,6.357142857142858,28.75,7.6454224807358475,2.2284285714285716,286,14,50,5,8,95,55,70,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,4,10,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855501903263953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30681023282876235,0.0,0.0,0.2973017918595812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944048235052264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284082370316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988861376519137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496593874853428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286793546025629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760886995700464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453038584781933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30505957631110336,0.0,0.2723926694410007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675520113386389,0.0,0.15879138487097982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315338311614505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,queuwu,2019/03/09,"idk who i am anymore and idk if my friends are even close to me my last identity crisis was around last year when i lost feelings for a crush i was fine after that, but now it's happening again idk what's happening to me i just feel so lonely despite having people surround me yes i have friends, but do they really want to accompany me forever? i feel like i'm stupidly annoying do i even have a personality at this point, i've noticed myself acting emotionless in front of my friends i've been friends with for over 5 years. i made friends with them after i left another friend group since they basically bullied me but i feel like it's happening all over again where they're bullying me and it genuinely hurts it's hard to express my feelings to them because i never show sadness to them as i'm the meme of the group, so it looks like i'm being mean to them when i'm just really dead right now what happened to the lively outgoing version of me? i feel no emotional connection to anyone anymore because i feel like i'm annoying, even my online friends. it doesn't help my feeling of loneliness when i'm also super insecure. i'm a stereotypical asian but underweight (i look fine i don't look like i'm dying, and no i'm not anorexic i eat a lot) i want to feel true happiness again and i want an emotional connection with someone again, to be able to ask them whenever i can if they wanna hang out, lay under the sun, etc i hate this feeling where my closest friends are just people i talk to on the daily my god i wish i had a best friend or a really close friend i could be with forever (not a significant other) i've gone to the point where i've considered wanting to move schools to start a new person",3.4965887501334194,4.992799322766572,4.996861991674674,82.12812253175366,73.06340057636888,8.714227772441031,29.27836482015156,9.250403328903447,2.560371416373145,1363,57,273,31,27,458,165,347,0.171,0.5660000000000001,0.263,0.9911,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,8,3,22,30,4,1,15,1,19,1,0,1,3,47,57,18,2,9,12,0,11,5,10,0,0,0,0,2,13,12,1,0,11,1,0,5,7,9,0,0,7,14,48,21,38,46,5,42,0,4,3,0,27,19,0,4,23,174,61,1,0.07427840065966472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059400410171486874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788737954471918,0.0,0.0,0.14732842850546524,0.05193718480007591,0.0,0.0,0.06612352452253661,0.0694402777697443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055884722988472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795059887916968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930525883827156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770892528376533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600534749789052,0.0,0.1671064062854354,0.0,0.0,0.08284005134400392,0.14718054929828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755739118974857,0.1591935128183721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738730809411751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627365775806249,0.07907073870346103,0.06653885722630408,0.0733345427466324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978724624068555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951656416859415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109362068740033,0.0,0.0,0.08070369965239285,0.0,0.0,0.18144337307686054,0.0,0.06558918862586845,0.0,0.18712544718263674,0.0,0.08108364871597397,0.0631488400201029,0.0,0.07028401868076753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091095377769297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894618479510232,0.0,0.0,0.057288081706883785,0.07173854221511533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456645146495305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029905809891206,0.12971406880909142,0.0,0.0,0.14043419504844862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427539364091967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343334831306764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517370700213205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144386059748781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293584783641308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257463429574077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059702164834428674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524530078428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541649500776204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566570942359527 lonely,EmperorJohnson,2019/03/09,I am dead inside. Life does not live in my eyes. Who is out there?,-3.5440000000000005,-2.510746733333331,-1.0533333333333308,111.52000000000002,116.33333333333334,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-3.091,49,0,14,0,3,16,15,15,0.249,0.7509999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120324009705487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939929788526952,0.0,0.0,0.61756560542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Whattheduck17,2019/03/09,If anyone needs someone to talk to right now Feel free to message ,4.2723076923076935,5.89495161538462,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,71.30769230769229,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,0.7786,53,2,10,0,1,16,11,13,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798987398710438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747165762016518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40286146301394377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639883579115397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603493504279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366963145091308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cry-for-helpplease,2019/03/09,"im so fucking lonely i think its the source of my depression. first year college student who hasnt made any friends. I had a dream I was back home, not doing anything just living there again and I was so sad when I woke up. This past year has been the worst in my life. I had to fight so hard not to cut my legs tonight, im starting to lose the energy to do this.",-0.7267088607594943,1.3683774050632955,1.0834050632911385,101.36586708860762,91.40506329113924,4.1726582278481015,18.02658227848101,5.6839178017228535,-0.6069048101265819,281,8,69,2,10,91,56,79,0.278,0.655,0.067,-0.9621,0,2,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,3,0,4,0,9,3,1,1,0,6,14,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,1,9,1,7,7,1,11,0,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014898686085144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379753677610265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108599380245224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283695902785284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031731946781225,0.0,0.0,0.18194775107017133,0.217717193979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109629434308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362270455898801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087637187887969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634156101890513,0.0,0.0,0.2079519977731331,0.0,0.0,0.2634657605103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22283706205850767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248126765280884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668906054555438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089974952186305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033102834447096 lonely,the8thguest,2019/03/10,"Anxious and Lonely 26 F here and I guess the title really best describes it. However, I do have a question in regards to anxiety and loneliness. When I was in my past relationships I never had an issue with loneliness for the most part and my anxiety was definitely manageable. But now that I'm single (and I've noticed this before) I find that my anxiety and even my depression have skyrocketed. Whenever I'm not in a relationship my mental health seems to be out of wack. Does this happen to anyone else? 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And all the women are like, ""Sorry I have a boyfriend!"" No I dont want to go out with you I just WANT TO HANG OUT THAT IS IT. God I am lonely.",-2.2206249999999983,-0.5121951458333331,0.8049999999999997,103.54,94.20833333333334,3.2,12.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.8582333333333327,155,2,42,0,6,54,37,48,0.121,0.687,0.192,0.3664,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,12,11,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,8,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279367123677881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35022830553874124,0.0,0.0,0.3057792393203109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396656687731826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459939818068555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071721434658543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955520056731057,0.3345174110858362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287757032796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755289921556198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,virtuoso_tea,2019/03/10,"What even are relationships. 18F here. When did y'all get your first bf/gf? It's a fun time when all of your friends have been in a relationship, or are currently in one and ur not :/ I don't find it particularly hard to connect to people, but relationships seem like a good idea that I haven't really been a part of. Focusing on urself is good, but being around people who have found someone makes it difficult to not think about these sorts of things. Anyone else? Also, I've just spent half an hour talking to some guy over the internet, thinking we were hitting it off, only for a quick ""bye"" at the end. what gives",4.07195810564663,5.39134530327869,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,71.37704918032787,8.373041894353369,25.030965391621127,8.841846274778883,1.6001774134790527,485,14,101,9,9,157,92,122,0.037000000000000005,0.825,0.138,0.9087,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,9,6,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,21,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,6,1,6,5,16,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,10,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236817145320925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573708266602993,0.16959721829986374,0.0,0.14734999313676492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827269237579876,0.0,0.14660368127947068,0.0,0.0,0.10932595767071172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128443830708682,0.14079323481928566,0.0,0.18148672420383372,0.12788216470408498,0.0,0.08647860139221937,0.15878413022823262,0.0,0.2776646047475895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389315974229718,0.0,0.0,0.14827552261347562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630061826138154,0.0,0.0,0.18685459693656967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808658642159181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104874605711312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216223485681737,0.12588721346781484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924458579338273,0.0,0.22950472636597125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603786222845248,0.0,0.0,0.5331272087281985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068533991656227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402465584482156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304060305504115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996570104590987,0.21212008951644235,0.0,0.0,0.09651741918442744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,grapefruitgremlin,2019/03/10,"I'm struggling with being alone I'm a student at university and I live in a house with 6 other students/ friends. My parents live 2 hours away so I don't get to see them much. My boyfriend broke up with me at the beginning of December and I'm still struggling with it. Everyone else in my house is in a relationship and it seems that their partners are here most of the time and as I am not in a relationship anymore I spend most of my time alone in my room. There is no living room in our house and the kitchen is cold and has nowhere comfortable to sit which means that I don't often get the chance to spend time with the people I live with as everyone prefers to go to their rooms. The most interaction I usually get is when someone comes into the kitchen while I'm getting a drink or cooking. I also have no one who texts me or phones me so I find myself going a long time without communicating with another person. I haven't spoken to anyone properly in the last 3 days and I feel so lonely. It feels like everyone in my life has someone else that they hold a more important relationship with than they do with me. All of my friends are in relationships, my parents have my younger brother still living with them, and I don't have anyone. I feel like I'm disappearing and no one is noticing. I don't like being in my own company but I'm stuck with myself, alone, most of the time and I don't know what to do.",4.064584775086502,4.958944688581318,5.07110553633218,84.44229844290658,70.97231833910034,8.409757785467127,28.98287197231834,8.697196308434329,2.005157647058823,1121,42,238,19,20,368,130,289,0.084,0.87,0.046,-0.795,2,5,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,6,0,10,10,0,2,16,0,23,5,0,0,1,43,45,21,0,1,5,3,3,3,3,0,1,0,5,2,10,23,4,1,8,2,2,4,11,4,0,2,1,5,38,6,42,42,8,38,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,8,18,167,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727342080840789,0.0,0.07019593231186326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920427520060112,0.0,0.0,0.08705206214171124,0.12275265770622212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247019996429697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561286411432032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566094655858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598889691386973,0.0,0.0,0.14665429684539674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251626554237718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314938813492885,0.1254170582102617,0.0,0.0,0.08022738453402614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563393191747314,0.0,0.18344126033043148,0.0,0.09977237469578563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644352215154202,0.3038516360927901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048240422714968235,0.07155068101913095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200010670531213,0.12865150289201085,0.0,0.38754734452839945,0.07768065427545018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561583528245636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452683557535706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993568875619976,0.0,0.0,0.11896111519134495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949338774981672,0.0,0.0,0.06085412399510722,0.07664425184718747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769623371604957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994759913209057,0.07990967771970882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874781173936105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019904350705498,0.0,0.0,0.1835289803098008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559199144932185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667492454994063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846147359902616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Orange2010,2019/03/10,"Friends might have forgotten my birthday Hi all, Just felt like venting a little bit. My birthday was last a Friday and I’m a minimalist at heart. Don’t really want/need birthday presents, nor do I really desire big (or small) parties. All that I really look forward to is the kind gesture of friends, family or strangers saying “happy birthday”. That’s all that I really want. I don’t see my friends a whole bunch now that our lives are getting into full swing, (were all in our mid 20’s) but I still keep relative contact with them via social media. That said, I was looking forward to what is my usual, annually guaranteed text from them and the chance to check in with them as well. But not one of them messaged me. I get that we’re all busy, but it seems like in today’s Facebook world, everyone knows when everybody’s birthday is. I guess this is just part of a natural process of getting older, but it still hurt a little that my closest friends either didn’t remember or care to send a two word message to me. 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Let's have some more good times together!,0.6716666666666669,3.1140450555555566,1.1722222222222245,97.345,98.44444444444444,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.6398666666666672,73,3,15,1,3,22,18,18,0.125,0.701,0.174,0.2465,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802931159324618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7074661332925187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40342480073184206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pengwin8r,2019/03/10,"I miss being in a relationship I feel so lonely in a romantic way. I’ve been single for so long, and I just miss having that one person to do everything with. It’s not even the sex that I miss, I just wish I had a best friend to do things during the day with, and then fall asleep cuddling together at night.",4.085769230769234,4.0886593846153865,5.452115384615387,84.91663461538462,70.53846153846155,8.961538461538463,23.94230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.3138461538461534,240,5,54,4,4,81,46,65,0.12,0.685,0.195,0.7919,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,6,3,1,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,6,2,8,8,2,9,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33110639663371405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034766913713545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839019427447386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835584312488396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595304287921708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437608571167711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792148336317002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960830779919756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379652563823887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548959554916885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33873773733439216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096096324489365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504357280326385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628188658170701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ap423506,2019/03/10,"What’s the most painless method to die I can’t take being alone anymore I haven’t had any love or friends in 22 years I can’t take it anymore, please any suggestions would help alot I appreciate it❤️",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,79.23255813953489,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,0.8184465116279074,162,6,37,2,4,52,33,43,0.122,0.517,0.361,0.8908,0,1,1,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,9,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750396917284729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611793144387511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526727596893229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560897313151883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517071410603252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177999024589575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967793738935944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915047315403387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39933559020113857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864594437232346,0.0,0.0,0.17101169727031684 lonely,AnonymousPlayer_1,2019/03/10,Lonely I recently had a relationship end i know i'm not the best and i can be hard to deal with...but this person was my everything and it ended really quickly now i just feel lonely when i didn't before. Even when i was by myself before it wasn't a problem now it is different. Is it horrible that i get sick of hearing people say you'll get over it or find someone else?,0.9762341772151899,3.0105643924050653,3.795427215189875,85.43972310126584,82.29113924050633,6.987974683544303,21.26740506329114,8.07648339933343,1.198378481012658,293,9,61,6,8,104,57,79,0.21600000000000005,0.755,0.029,-0.9233,1,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,16,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,4,10,1,4,9,1,9,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641930457068688,0.0,0.22457768178595391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062252508483296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235823463343566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787678561731446,0.0,0.3790773920593597,0.0,0.0,0.14134365029757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923275895245632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820381072884692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559028065363532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361022860136048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917001603507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411912810872364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760769558265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835925738157468,0.1868547855118144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476716981532586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709258840671515,0.0,0.2112971924831384,0.2297537485152627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017978628181835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181319797558504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gab6e,2019/03/10,"Looking to connect Hi, 27 guy here, looking for a girl friend that i can talk to time to time and exchange small stuff. Being introverted, into geeky stuff is a plus. (Don’t be 30, divorced and with kids - can’t relate to that). I love travelling, beaches, sports, adventure. Looking forward to meet you new person:) P.S. You can message me privately. 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Hating everyone starts with hating yourself ,4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,89.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,22.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9948666666666683,59,2,7,1,2,18,11,12,0.423,0.5770000000000001,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158570332731409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36272340610823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7495514558078145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861785226463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187260567497914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686823439472906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,toomanyca,2019/03/10,"Feeling lonely after death of a parent One of my parents passed recently. I have been grieving and I'm doing very well in that sense. But I cant get meself to feel happy or comfortable around people. I hang out with old friends, we talk about the subject and I am completely ok with it. But I still feel distant and detached. I also feel pretty uncomfortable meeting new people, knowing that if I hit it off with them I'll have to at some point, tell them about the whole thing.. I used to be able to relate to people very quickly. Now I just feel like I'm floating.. or suck? I'm supposed to be doing self care things. But I just end up staying at home for 5 days eating crap and feeling like a potato ",3.3006722151088326,4.722701781690144,4.3191933418694015,87.08861075544176,73.43661971830986,6.290396927016643,25.585147247119078,6.574015621080383,0.9394563380281687,551,18,110,4,11,179,94,142,0.125,0.685,0.19,0.8437,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,0,10,12,2,0,4,1,9,2,1,1,0,27,24,11,2,1,8,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,10,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,6,14,8,22,20,2,20,0,2,0,0,10,8,2,4,11,75,20,0,0.14352467016646306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147766268780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277673854452635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463329666525488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048288599841556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256153875765333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468615685534792,0.0,0.0,0.12712025738842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354223140199061,0.2050681060890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088680414227146,0.0,0.0749857163996715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278468022259722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396694646327404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788774052290959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402378082644326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861702080559835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060499789149126,0.0,0.09725603095245444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187343224405656,0.0,0.0,0.2985058045563738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567720458045945,0.0,0.0,0.14601618760961513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417132968441589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972753255109333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297820183243527,0.11461898699331192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535969326192358,0.12544688783140026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907028268165667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395923313029385,0.0,0.2368457680135238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290459150996061,0.0,0.0,0.16024016867939372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AbracaFuckOff2,2019/03/10,"I don't feel so good. I know I'm being an edgy teen, who can't hold their hormones so they talk in the third person, but I feel so lonely. I never desire to be in a relationship, but I just want someone to hold and talk to. I'm not close to my parents at all, and I don't want to be. I haven't come out as being bisexual yet, and I don't ever want to. I know they won't accept me. I have so much anxiety while asking my friends if we can hang out, that I flat out don't ask them anymore. It's getting out of hand.",0.7723352165725039,1.4756033898305103,3.523333333333333,93.15434086629006,78.66101694915254,6.261393596986817,20.738229755178907,6.42735559955562,-0.0005340866290017843,392,9,101,3,9,140,70,118,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.0728,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,1,0,3,29,26,12,0,5,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,3,19,3,15,21,2,14,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,1,4,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166361113144046,0.0,0.21566812024037346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066032422253008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873279491412826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671070537665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199149761167775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801391269648097,0.0,0.1136171585619242,0.0,0.0,0.18240040262422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902756650616194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986274180320467,0.0,0.16772340571653116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414705746014308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988317239635424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334774060965853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425847796387607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958232554946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848017485610762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glwqq,2019/03/10,"I miss my friends I miss my friends so much, I miss playing on the PS4 with a full party, I miss going out and playing football with them, I miss just hanging out with them going anywhere doing anything. I don’t know why today I’m crying in my room missing them it’s been about 3 years since I last got in contact with them. I just feel so alone i had such good friends until my mental health started to get worse and I pushed them away. I’m no where near healthy enough to get back in contact with them, I wonder if they think about me. 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Just got back from a big weekend party for the last 3 days like spring break. I'm feeling Ill and rough, I had loads fun and a great time with pals. But st the end of the night when everyones back in their hotel room with somebody and your in yours on your own drunk and alone with your thoughts it's really horrible. 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I’ve never been in a real relationship. The closest I’ve ever come with a few have stopped before they even began because I psyched myself out and let my anxiety convince me that none of it was real or that is was going to end very badly. I’m currently in a really isolated spot, from a potential romantic position anyway. I have some friends, and they’re great when they’re there, but outside of them I just don’t have he means or time to see other people. I’m trying to move into a bigger city and start school in the fall, hoping that’ll open up some doors, but I can’t help feeling lost and really lonely for the time being. It’s not even like all my friends are in relationships or something that I would be jealous of. I just feel like I’m missing a big part of what life is supposed to be. So in short, I’m asking for advice. Anyone have good ways of feeling less in need of a relationship and trying to forget that you’re not in one? Any ways of opening yourself to the possibility of one more? Thanks. 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I'm 22. When she left me two months ago I lost not only my girlfriend but also my best friend. I've know her for three years. Didn't have many friends before I met her. I liked her family more than my own and all her friends too. She says she'll contact me when she's ready, that we might be able to try again. Now I just wait, day in and day out. I hope she doesn't change her mind again. I hope it wasn't a lie. None of the people I used to call friends want anything to do with me. I'm trying to be social and meet new people, isn't working out. I miss her. I miss her family. I hate being back in isolation and stuck with my family. Hopefully I can find a job so I can move. I hope she'll be willing to fix things. She helped me see my self worth. She helped me realize that nice company was far better than isolation. But now she's gone and I'm back where I was during all those dark teenage years. I feel hurt and I have no one to turn to expect my physiologist that I only meet once a month. &#x200B; People tell me to move on. I can't just forget someone that meant everything to me. I don't know what to do. Suicidal thoughts are starting to come back. I just want her to care for me again. And I want to take care of her as well. I don't want to be alone again. &#x200B;",-0.1642900432900447,1.9635851857142868,1.5840909090909108,98.8178787878788,88.2142857142857,4.965367965367966,17.056277056277057,6.42735559955562,-0.4340119047619053,1012,24,244,11,33,329,144,280,0.135,0.66,0.205,0.9583,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,4,19,20,1,0,4,0,25,0,0,1,2,44,58,14,1,9,6,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,1,8,0,1,4,10,5,1,3,10,4,55,15,28,39,7,32,0,4,1,0,35,8,0,6,21,158,63,2,0.09017997095975827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993910310773482,0.0,0.0,0.09339925305806174,0.0,0.07211689019539258,0.0,0.1954199217162084,0.2191570708116164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421043226838005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080284935719516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673651321804656,0.0,0.0946383158601926,0.07975685591629866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208383307511456,0.0,0.18388898114695915,0.0,0.09539845183799614,0.07768205990149685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631724173237196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104794306053564,0.0,0.2550409524269274,0.0,0.0911954058444073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242285970929539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869128744967664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903405130570717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089146724424435,0.0,0.0,0.3582762361849133,0.0,0.0,0.09653952405894388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948970617976773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912110725899533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798080231081126,0.0,0.0,0.044057378644656815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844209112715137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142833624706392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566669816566332,0.0910560632493866,0.0,0.14396158490594166,0.19169407496605015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870963778999021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603872591627974,0.06110828219832466,0.1371718631600428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755831143866447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171473246619875,0.0,0.0,0.0718617612147278,0.0,0.09407737723189646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192712376194127,0.07640919674913631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382984759908017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098642251428411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780411512587771,0.0,0.07882126946194616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059911565601633764,0.0,0.0,0.07159282374154229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245256142582805,0.09808991257366922,0.08809272796540292,0.0,0.0,0.07788654055723365,0.0,0.0,0.21276193341818653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108262407194981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565209289697446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191570708116164,0.11614588926319296 lonely,LonelyXTeen,2019/03/10,I’m speaking to this girl but talking is hard I just can’t keep conversations going this is why I’m lonely it annoys me so much ,0.562738095238096,2.6585821785714288,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,84.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.1969619047619049,103,3,22,1,3,36,23,28,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871873483337332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526711647931737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491553050722149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37147137896150223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061603944347755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559764292727679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vibewithtam,2019/03/10,I tried I tried to be social and hang out with friends yesterday but all that did was give me anxiety and all there was was drama. I dont feel like i have good friends. They always let me down. Ill continue to stay to myself ,2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,77.08510638297872,7.253191489361702,22.388297872340427,8.07648339933343,0.921514893617021,176,5,40,3,4,57,35,47,0.155,0.6609999999999999,0.185,0.3889,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,8,4,6,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331948440427783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439452238373716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284571013506881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417054904795066,0.2002144282875581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330490688072693,0.0,0.0,0.2688464020601298,0.0,0.2350648325450992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865800120453089,0.0,0.13691857374337907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856849649483756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871483971325113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805498778507387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SilhouetteLover,2019/03/10,Just so tired of it I want to have my hand held romantically before I kill myself. that’s all I ask for. I’m very overweight and understand that most people don’t like that which is ok! But having my hand held would be really nice before I go. Serious inquires only ,2.3738888888888847,4.434606388888888,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,77.7037037037037,7.282962962962964,20.059259259259264,8.238735603445708,1.0216859259259259,211,5,42,4,5,72,44,54,0.179,0.539,0.282,0.7062,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,1,11,13,3,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,3,3,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823411416374037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139811920987136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164079909243385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341323480779871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475481687067301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969429673284805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093776058240188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934770936672303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471192148684747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144059116770018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24919213847409785,0.1781349379609759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145411841573617,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Metlz,2019/03/10,"push I'm not sure why I do it, but I do. It's not me that does this, at least I don't think. I feel like I'm trapped inside watching over and over. My family, lovers, and friends, over and over I'm forced to watch. It's not physical like a shove or a nudge. It's what's coming out of my mouth, how it's coming out; and... hushed. Crushed and stepped on, I can feel emotion under my feet. I can hear it. Can you? My brain rattling about what to do. How to hurt, how to destroy the feelings they share. How to make them cherish me, then vanish in thin air. I can't stop it even if I try. I scream and shake as he sleeps through the night. Can't get through no matter what I do. I just can't stop hurting all of you. You've given me hope, you've given me happiness. All the feels I considered precious. When everyone is gone is when I wake. It's when I feel in control again. I feel alone to my thoughts. I am alone as everyone is gone. No family, no lover. No friends, I miss my brothers. Again I try to build it back up... but I must be prepared for when he wakes. &#x200B; He's not sure why he does it, but I do. It's not me that's doing this, that much I know. I'm trapped inside while he destroys my life. I feel helpless as his words cut deep like a knife. He's pushing them, pushing them out of my life. I can't live like this any longer I need to stop him. I can hear the crunch in his ear as he steps on them again. My brain rattling about what to do. Pills won't work, a knife won't do. I want to make him vanish in thin air. How do I get rid of this! I'll shake and I'll scream! Surely someone will hear me! All of these people who've given me happiness! I need get out to show them I need them! Why can't I get through, I must show them my gratitude! Stop pushing them away! Stop it! I need them, you need them as much as I do! Please let me go! I finally wake, I'm in control. Again it's too late, he's starting to take his toll. I have to try and try again. To push my life back together again. &#x200B; thank you for the read. feel free to ask any questions, or voice any comments or concerns. thank you again.",-0.6915079051383373,1.3305409282608702,1.036600790513834,102.52721343873516,89.71739130434781,4.30197628458498,17.92885375494071,5.6839178017228535,-0.6878391304347828,1617,44,410,11,55,521,172,460,0.16399999999999998,0.67,0.166,0.7505,0,5,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,5,11,3,28,31,3,2,9,0,32,15,9,9,8,70,78,32,0,10,13,1,10,4,4,5,4,8,0,0,25,14,0,7,12,3,1,14,17,11,0,0,6,20,75,21,52,65,6,62,0,4,2,2,41,24,0,6,28,246,100,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530334058231619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009644192409173,0.1795429398973907,0.150721429298294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906719865247181,0.0,0.06941206056317024,0.11361728578202886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649475266948675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728099860386233,0.0,0.0,0.1657238967543624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293045954975041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310430005253801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048796599335194334,0.0,0.0,0.1411897277611523,0.0,0.0,0.13929371058964402,0.0,0.298844864275722,0.05277940664575872,0.0,0.08093119257082347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415797100955667,0.0,0.15439559837799086,0.0,0.041987324620974216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729183675613465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980211594035825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337884251440001,0.0,0.0,0.15817869714764352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060214652727808,0.0,0.08333909987907885,0.0,0.0,0.07554661830146303,0.15654946259674066,0.1443748313798858,0.0,0.0652368001075463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863005017145936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086196134081265,0.27390292774858804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933074455353715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051218623722213766,0.0,0.0,0.08109731653790675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276175537699461,0.0,0.07389932074045866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393268271217611,0.0,0.06259771482039228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052292168574347514,0.0,0.0,0.3088321312970707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889117678693966,0.0,0.05554806021889919,0.0,0.0,0.13603631834217875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047338890230697435,0.0,0.05865193398738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063685643304965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043575941769396616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999380682821946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378503064257331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795429398973907,0.0 lonely,Top-Shotta_202,2019/03/10,18M Im just really bored.. but question Its 4am.. no ones up.. and females that talk to me and/or i talk to.. just never seem to know how to text.. like they’re either boring in their texts or just not “enthused” and use 2-3 word responses.. Its just me i guess.. if they dont wanna text.. y text me? ,-2.8435384615384613,-1.636307353846151,0.1569230769230785,102.84307692307695,114.84615384615385,3.2307692307692317,11.153846153846152,5.369823440869387,-1.4626923076923082,222,4,56,2,13,76,48,65,0.14,0.81,0.051,-0.6927,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,20,5,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,2,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506262408773264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295706389013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231560705233437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441658432476888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615986264419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073915600875736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272604515504594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351400429695398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165663446089232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723540865882784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809247129717208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838773027085604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VirGun,2019/03/10,"I feel like I'll never find a partner, I will always be that friend who you never even consider a relationship with I don't know if it's fair for me to post this here, as I do have friends who I love very much and whom I know care about me, however, when it comes to finding a partner, it's almost impossible for me to imagine myself with someone else. I don't know why. I haven't had any romantic relationships of any kind in over two years. And it's not like I never socialize, or that I don't meet girls, but for some reason, girls are almost never interested romantically in me. And I wouldn't say I'm ugly either, I would consider myself decent at least, and I'm confident in myself. Maybe it is that I'm terrible at reading other people, but almost no one ever shows interest. And I don't help myself either. Every time I like a girl, I already assume that nothing is gonna happen, because it hasn't in so long. The very few girls that do seem interested are always girls with which I know a relationship would not work for some specific reason. I have a lot of girl friends, but I know none are ever interested, and at this point, my brain automatically assumes no one ever will be. I'm just destined to be the best third wheel in the world forever lol I feel like just out of pure coincidences, I'll never find a partner. Maybe the type of girls I like are very specific. Maybe the type of girls who could like me are very specific. Maybe just out of bad luck I haven't met anyone. Maybe I am too much ""like a brother"". Maybe I'm just unlikeable and I don't notice. Who knows?",4.128461321287411,4.9484321397515565,5.656070016939584,80.5803331451158,70.77018633540374,8.711688311688311,26.43760587238848,8.97023862654752,1.8852124223602489,1247,38,256,23,22,424,144,322,0.085,0.728,0.187,0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,13,21,0,0,13,1,30,2,1,2,9,63,50,15,0,5,13,1,2,7,6,6,0,1,0,11,20,13,0,0,17,2,0,1,19,2,0,4,2,3,34,19,30,38,11,27,0,0,0,1,30,13,0,12,19,175,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317337489264213,0.0,0.08512592564768293,0.0,0.12837334541344525,0.0,0.0,0.10491571198110301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393809264483637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440869105569749,0.0470238376463559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095368742548763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611376937215938,0.0,0.0,0.0786493872246937,0.0,0.0,0.06644929317131852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061590025679251224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444058481358149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050950252913702414,0.20933268193180948,0.06499379033644052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800861957724202,0.11021768540731212,0.0,0.0,0.2115137308068176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879455456818022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821466121663121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170532655165117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032945583437565,0.2543648118009718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638070066037891,0.0,0.0,0.06826648653177557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558168288346046,0.06962187601037471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46498508518750103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134135749197816,0.0,0.2974756785957272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401792564163491,0.0878244192733956,0.0,0.0,0.1045441422161334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347917412466868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292224879134353,0.0,0.07387881167032474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716089098777744,0.0,0.0,0.15862556779592998,0.0,0.24845852438532864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134483674083532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022537321155199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863453164088421,0.06536048506188598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044980963558866015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535458655778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459436717708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960686590115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561588502384401,0.0,0.0,0.10959610794391818,0.0,0.0,0.04967564104298868 lonely,Hozirr,2019/03/10,Feeling better for awhile always results in falling hard This wasn't supposed to happen. Just two months ago I was in a relationship and had a couple friends who I communicated with regularly. I never wanted to go back to what I was feeling for so long and it all fell apart like I knew it would. You can sense that it won't last while you're doing well. You can sense that pain still lingering in the back of your mind like you're about to be back in your own head all day. And then it happens and there's no turning back. The fall is even harder than you anticipated and all the feelings that you feared would arise again come back with a vengeance.,4.632222222222222,5.670249846153848,4.74794871794872,86.74927350427353,69.76923076923077,7.316239316239318,25.982905982905983,7.3871296695380915,1.0391111111111109,520,15,109,5,9,162,84,130,0.08800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.121,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,1,13,7,0,1,6,0,12,2,1,1,4,22,22,8,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,5,4,11,5,15,13,4,25,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,17,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642391381414626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280579261797818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917016865471223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611289112098632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257204838318645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028848328277715,0.0,0.09925338629212686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165013158223356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318136527047945,0.23345084639734426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890349873124033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746546133655869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272188218584612,0.0,0.13786502954295252,0.0,0.15794678379809035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254498220246849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037646892273676,0.0,0.0,0.13619750524821306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553960958036794,0.0,0.12284227673462447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869790685038052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637614706159987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652320335502791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290550422076706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740004902172315,0.15033887372251886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077477273061027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837544440933552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865365049844288,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TurquoiseLily18,2019/03/11,how do i cope with being alone i dont wanna die alone but i feel i dont have a choice atm because everyone i talk to doesnt share the same interests i really wanna learn how to be happy being alone,0.8761363636363662,2.4898207045454583,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727276,80.5909090909091,7.127272727272729,17.81818181818182,8.07648339933343,0.5667000000000004,157,3,35,3,4,56,29,44,0.17600000000000002,0.607,0.21600000000000005,0.5846,0,3,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,9,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6955438857115563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364609267411478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323278443972352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247166173046439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139046076058019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318864063546966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382995502182293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434082923552446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992748342031364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,INeededHelp,2019/03/11,What am I supposed to do when I’m depressed and everyone I know is busy? Everyone I know is either dealing with their own problems and listening to me would just make things worse or they’re just doing their own thing and can’t talk. This feels like every day for me and I just feel so alone. There’s just no way for me to let out the pain inside.,2.3964840182648395,3.91748839726028,3.2180136986301378,93.66117579908678,75.98630136986301,6.510502283105023,21.755707762557076,7.1686216300943375,0.42091050228310495,275,7,62,3,6,87,53,73,0.222,0.746,0.032,-0.9289,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,19,15,7,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,7,13,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391268858015241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890151082468628,0.2380319555181599,0.1988606269999799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453029151750356,0.4412403909471034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334844518020152,0.16494405359097533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537763517370712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360952168592601,0.0,0.11279858678662102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154117309335734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456775662829846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092544647614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557635110136414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067790295262069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326550337150727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23529120263231684,0.16401384437768884,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ns8675309,2019/03/11,"Loneliness making me feel physically ill This is gonna be a long rant but if anyone could take the time to read it I would greatly appreciate it. I feel so lonely all the time and it makes me feel physically ill. I’m a 20 year old female college student, and I have a boyfriend who loves me and I’m close to my sister. I used to have a friend group who would hang out all the time, but now everybody has separated and is doing their own thing. My best friend for 10 years ignores my messages and is always too busy to hang out on weekends (when I’m feeling the saddest). I see my boyfriend atleast 4 times a week, but I feel like he is my crutch. When I’m with him I feel momentarily and temporarily fulfilled. However I still have this aching feeling of loneliness because he hangs out with his friends a couple times a week, and knowing that he has such a solid group of friends makes me feel so sad and jealous. I know it sounds completely shallow, but I can’t control these feelings. When he’s out with his friends, I feel physically ill. My heart rate goes up, my chest starts to hurt, I become very cold and get goosebumps, can’t eat without feeling like throwing up, and the list goes on. I guess you could say that I’m an over thinker. Every little scenario or situation I over think and make the worst out of the situation. If one of my friends doesn’t reply to a text, I automatically assume that they hate me or they’re sick of me, or worst of all that they can sense my desperate need for connection. I’m a nursing student and I should be focusing on my studies, but I can’t concentrate because I feel so sad and alone. I look at my phone and see no messages and want to die. My boyfriend is the most supportive and amazing guy in the world, yet it still doesn’t feel like enough. Nothing can patch up this empty hole in me. I’m constantly on my phone reading posts about other people feeling lonely, or I watch YouTube videos on how to overcome loneliness etc etc. it’s so freaking pathetic because I should be using my time and energy on studying. Also, I want to start going to the gym but I feel no motivation. I see other people out in public with their friend groups, and once again I spiral down deeper into depression. I want a group of friends more than anything. I go to community college and I talk to people there, but they are only acquaintances. I also work at a restaurant and get along with everyone and we have a work group chat and all, but I don’t talk to them outside of work or unless it’s a work related topic. Everytime I do hang out with a friend, it’s always me that has to initiate it. Or every once in a while, one of my two “best friends” will initiate something but it’s so rare. I do have social anxiety and I’m very insecure. However when I talk to people, I’m always very engaged. I ask questions, provide insight, smile, laugh, etc etc. I’m not sure how to appear more likeable. Over all, I just want to feel like I belong with a group of people. I want to be comfortable in my own company first before I try to make friends, but I don’t know how to be comfortable on my own. I’m lost, confused, upset, anxious, my chest is hurting from the emotional pain, and I just want to wake up one morning and actually feel like living. If anyone has advice or insight, I would greatly appreciate it c:",3.410135985041645,5.010912492492494,4.5834273896538065,84.58317440081593,73.47447447447449,7.548937616862143,28.18165335146467,8.214576434517982,1.874314782707236,2624,104,529,42,53,862,276,666,0.17800000000000002,0.632,0.19,0.5654,2,5,1,0,0,1,71.0,1,1,6,10,25,46,2,3,29,0,41,12,5,12,6,131,106,61,1,17,25,1,17,5,11,7,5,2,0,1,25,43,1,2,27,6,0,8,11,18,0,5,1,25,78,28,76,91,20,69,0,8,5,1,50,33,0,16,32,347,103,11,0.0,0.0,0.05034633486045935,0.0,0.0,0.050415090372208315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053433736848860235,0.0,0.08251618309331102,0.12878599272222008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946772710282099,0.058284257667106966,0.0,0.07214863058927794,0.0,0.04245580750847898,0.0,0.0482315413139105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943499850905992,0.0569792937547904,0.0439009790736037,0.0,0.10828520999732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540932144078629,0.05575260710172459,0.057864797827037726,0.08238400345329673,0.05708554980539252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443610084704474,0.0,0.05354433482289134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279148032901264,0.0,0.05803403872677775,0.0,0.053308311630009673,0.23015480278425185,0.0,0.0,0.08693694455340999,0.04929835233275442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434697799438447,0.18428662098831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388411585316207,0.0,0.0,0.4384582336284488,0.0,0.05390936527861834,0.0,0.058641827716422484,0.0,0.0,0.11376069059484492,0.056834387708778016,0.051084176160192715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093640379650169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113675030743025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046057340251003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506081667728574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602618862945972,0.05170872239733858,0.04555666772307745,0.04565728297847504,0.04332427339744762,0.0,0.05631874581341417,0.0,0.0465637805018483,0.0,0.17219025211859956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825480295553951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950390078925234,0.0,0.05413710926520877,0.10988755990843252,0.10488019218659046,0.03923802920889065,0.054897509255104206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883693086567512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941086002683648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779483027482558,0.0,0.10321189250190604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102801700569403,0.0,0.0,0.123336396572348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159831049055482,0.0,0.05259153129752142,0.0,0.039718030399305014,0.0,0.0,0.07303414466477283,0.0,0.08240285129441964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545972875724724,0.04862483503930794,0.0,0.03879075181311905,0.1244030491621798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034275422187486165,0.03305806062013845,0.0,0.0,0.18050220711701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502757104293471,0.0,0.05039787246987278,0.0,0.0,0.08911782002402385,0.0,0.12770637164898668,0.1825817357659396,0.0,0.0827679563351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497328322127336,0.0,0.15023831735583945,0.0,0.0,0.10994839711149887,0.0,0.0,0.06644709330928246 lonely,MisanthropicPotato,2019/03/11,"Mental Cascade/Letting off steam On March 8 last Friday, I had a kind of waterfall of negative thoughts which suddenly all happened at once. I'm 24 (M) now, and am usually fairly stoic and unemotional, but for some reason I just started crying. I guess that might be my first experience of what a mental breakdown might feel like. I stopped eating for a couple of days and was in a pretty bad mental state. I began thinking of how lonely I am, how scared I am of no longer existing after death (r/thanatophobia), my personal/romantic future, how I haven't had fun with other people in ages, everything really. I started googling things like anti-aging, longevity, how to find love, etc. I was actually perfectly normal and fine with my stake in life before, but it was like a switch was flipped in my brain. Now these thoughts have consumed me for the past weekend. I just sat in front of my computer and blankly watched gaming videos, not really paying attention. Thankfully, I think I've kind of regained my sanity today, and writing this out has calmed my nerves somewhat. From reading through this subreddit, none of the advice people gave has really helped me and I think it's difficult to truly change someone's way of thinking through text alone. I'll probably be stuck in this mental rut for a while yet. But as an ""adult"", I still have responsibilities for my family, my thesis and advisor, and can only hope things will get better. The best advice I can give for someone in a similar situation, is that things will only get better if you fight for it, only you can save yourself and by the end, we'll all die anyways so might as well give it a shot. Thanks for reading my rambling. 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I was an early mom and had to concentrate on the kids, work and household chores.",0.8298958333333317,2.55610303125,2.5825,95.54583333333336,81.1875,5.516666666666668,20.041666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.029970833333333943,115,3,27,1,3,38,27,32,0.084,0.8109999999999999,0.105,0.1531,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889686031909873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896411980784821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43959807346377133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164637343168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665217252306425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Insrtgrdr,2019/03/11,"I'm tired of being solo <rant> I bounced around schools as a kid, and attribute this to my main social issues, because apparently I have them. It's hard to make friends, but i do try. A friend of a coworker told me that another coworker said I didn't have ""substance, to my personality"" whatever the hell that means. I'm not gonna open up to people during our first conversation. It's easiest for me to talk to men as i don't feel judged with them. That being said, literally every man I talk to has a damn hidden agenda which is made very clear soon after adding to Instagram. I hate leaving the house because all I see are friends laughing and having fun together or people with inside jokes at work. I do a lot for the people around me, i know i'm just naturally a very nice person. I know people take advantage of this and my money. My social life used to be very alive, this was also a time when i was drinking a lot. I don't want to go back to that. Earlier in the post I said ""friend"" I have distant friends, no one I can open up to. These people are the same people who are always blowing me off when it comes to meeting up. Even when I had a very good friend looking back they were always shitting on me. I make plans...pay for reservations... then i get blown off... I guess i'm just that terrible of a person to be around, FMR. &#x200B; &#x200B;",3.727116788321169,4.893705908759125,4.912124087591241,84.24628832116791,72.02919708029195,7.8157664233576645,26.838686131386858,8.238735603445708,1.6479757664233574,1065,36,218,16,20,352,150,274,0.103,0.718,0.179,0.976,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,3,3,13,17,4,0,15,0,23,4,1,5,2,32,49,12,0,1,5,0,2,0,6,1,2,3,0,6,14,11,1,0,4,2,1,2,5,5,0,2,10,7,33,12,37,34,5,26,1,0,2,0,27,13,3,4,10,147,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919458959424933,0.1439926662922984,0.18750116990703608,0.21027644883745228,0.0,0.09072976510784032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310787145401797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306588047655218,0.0,0.10549055553842053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745342490386999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476226806395548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714942414005648,0.0,0.07290165363258118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375000546465548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359873596509554,0.0,0.0,0.4010973547179941,0.0,0.04520611916237376,0.0,0.04917456248922712,0.07257367144771074,0.0,0.0,0.0953178391177459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751005261668235,0.08542623819912494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983906742427463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031037494794897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095104549271759,0.0,0.0,0.09161824755665107,0.0,0.0,0.06111567717647803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265981544045634,0.0,0.0,0.14712215137670492,0.0,0.08187273141061084,0.1155131842586902,0.0,0.0,0.0942518784662224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863206935388333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599162512367436,0.2266527721761511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286772492105246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469173309064715,0.0,0.0,0.08756865128159888,0.06894979887930211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881741147226806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640415675310622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505657559865335,0.13909219756834246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045384502817096,0.09944859038770176,0.0,0.08267903651045548,0.0,0.05874528636542694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473044378607926,0.0,0.2855711334370927,0.05103511335646505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299175701699777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027644883745228,0.0 lonely,Generic_Throw_Away11,2019/03/11,"I let everything out on a post in another subreddit. It got no responses. #feelsbadman. I made a post on another subreddit before I found this. I just let everything out. That ultimately I feel lonely. I've socially surrounded myself by the walls I've built. I'm not even an anti-social person, quite the opposite. It got no responses. I wasn't attention seeking. Just wanted someone to tell me what to do so I'm not lonely anymore. #feelsbadman",1.8507414272474527,4.642962433734943,4.671084337349393,72.94497683039852,93.33734939759034,9.782761816496755,28.0713623725672,9.265573868473778,4.256604077849862,354,18,57,15,13,125,54,83,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.8126,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,12,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,1,8,0,8,5,0,9,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013860065405165,0.0,0.0,0.18981114114176187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286195884507285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264137469352117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440246686657775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677441553337797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209853335057958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061500839507902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914260918950633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110136550232075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711761384111504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666045551603107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035707802619744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510179468699496,0.16216727779880868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728654723666708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288897485376552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontknowmyeyecolour,2019/03/11,"Hug buddy I really need a hug, but i avoid social situations that used to feel easy. I think i may be touch starved? is that even a thing? Why can't there be an app for some nsa cuddling? &#x200B; &#x200B;",-0.03857142857143003,2.227400857142861,1.3595238095238111,96.00214285714287,99.95238095238096,4.3047619047619055,17.904761904761905,6.18269132825596,-0.13132380952380895,164,5,35,2,7,52,34,42,0.166,0.648,0.18600000000000005,-0.2848,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,8,9,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530871161548252,0.5081224284961846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809869979139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057196806695484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503391099573968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394523326761032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350203500438172,0.0,0.21313587190047006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890681279765044,0.1339732538638567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805823466637172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866673132683198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081224284961846,0.0 lonely,StaySharpp,2019/03/11,"Tips for living in a new city. Hey guys, I’m graduating college in May and I’m moving to a new city to start my job out of school. I’m going to be living alone (I’ve had enough with roommates) and I won’t know anyone there when I move. Besides making connections with my coworkers, what are some good tips to not go insane when I start my new life? I’m already used to being by myself anyway as I don’t have many friends. But it’ll be awfully quiet when it’s just me. ",1.9504207920792067,3.1628319009900987,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,76.52475247524751,6.6341584158415845,21.53589108910891,7.1686216300943375,0.5031277227722772,366,9,82,4,8,125,69,101,0.022,0.889,0.09,0.7398,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,2,0,13,21,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,14,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,49,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758003577214175,0.19986439179000107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663949318319553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871397284227744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399286395703202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586312673404086,0.15191027806366092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933186328748665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972822840460997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953581124389828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279265514438924,0.0,0.0,0.3198549031046001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089535771522585,0.18362171026303886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849921735143428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247646361346605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329757748899253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563875984858821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642480625419952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AlextheBodacious,2019/03/11,"All I want is something to do. I'm your standard NEET. These days I sit at home all day after dropping out of high school. 2 years after I did I realize it was a mistake. now I 'm just looking for ways to entertain or just plain stimulate my brain. I've found myself calculating out how much resources I'll have in a videogame with algebra, and roleplaying as an accountant or a driving instructor and liking the reliable zen feel. I don't have anything to do, and I'm not depressed but I live alone, go outside rarely, talk even more rarely, but really just wish I could talk to people without feeling outcast constantly.",5.498749999999998,6.481096041666667,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,67.75,9.666666666666666,35.0,9.827888789773867,3.521000000000001,495,24,91,11,8,161,89,120,0.052000000000000005,0.8420000000000001,0.107,0.6326,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,2,2,28,18,9,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,11,2,15,14,4,17,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,8,60,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450021817315626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704312763871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311997192564381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238089097318537,0.0,0.1653579532037459,0.0,0.0,0.2671335467038832,0.0,0.17838081123571614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679210950323226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943887461128316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270819518036985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177035856094498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188197393432911,0.2077450393167896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118193692128824,0.0,0.1828791273476232,0.0,0.17391757799443908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224735180271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358180037682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267794008384012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960317125517405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944095787567406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329292535684178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221569756793798,0.16439176349843576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816263618103725,0.19964359577123367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337000977611 lonely,BigThinker2000,2019/03/11,"My poem. Opinions? Miles I've walked On the path I never wanted to walk on Looking to the right, but there's no one Looking to the left, but there's no one Screaming loudly but no one hears me Tears falling but no one sees them Trying my best to push through But there's no way out With no one to tell  With no one to cry to I just keep following this path It keeps getting lonely It keeps getting long But I keep riding on it Waiting for it to end But it never seems to end... Till I'm dead ",0.004874213836480124,2.09481461320755,1.6587735849056635,98.90312893081764,86.83018867924528,3.910691823899372,18.26729559748428,4.7782277997778095,-0.7375006289308175,383,10,89,1,12,124,56,106,0.311,0.644,0.044,-0.9859,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,15,8,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,5,1,0,0,6,9,2,0,6,0,6,7,1,18,15,1,20,0,1,3,0,3,7,0,2,6,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063043873714296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766573710836693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425765119285604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998154123097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617736375263282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103196800599635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559504848088992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270233777403831,0.2410653979425837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214050695182835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835755174429444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257754557825105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437828877036635,0.1306682760692289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545534325030788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745039778237387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466027497966247,0.1139308813497295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,eevilhag,2019/03/11,"A safe space to counter loneliness? Hello! I'm not entirely sure whether this post would go against the subreddit rules, but I could really do with a bit of help for some research I'm conducting for a new project of mine. (TL;DR below) &#x200B; I'm studying Interior and Spacial Design at uni and my latest brief is redesign an old building to create a safe space to combat loneliness. I myself have dealt with it in the past after the untimely passing of my uncle. He was more like an older brother to me as he was closer to my age than to my dad, so when he died I spiralled a bit. I isolated myself from friends and family to the point where I ended up breaking down and not attending my college classes for over a month. I was lonely and depressed and I never want to go back to that place again. Its been just over 2 years now since my breakdown and the recovery process has been long and tiring but now I'm on the mend and I want to create the best space I can for this project. I could use my own experiences, but to create the most effective space possible I need to talk to as many people as possible. &#x200B; I'm thinking about creating this space to help combat loneliness primarily in those who have suffered from the loss of a loved one and are still in the process of grieving. For this I need to know what people would like in a in a space solely dedicated to helping them. Despite my focus on post-loss loneliness, input from anyone suffering will be greatly welcomed regardless of situation. &#x200B; **In essence, all I'm asking is that if you were to go to a designated space designed to help you combat your loneliness; a place where you can meet with other people also suffering; a calm and welcoming space just for you; what would you want? This can be anything from optional therapy, comfortable spaces, games etc etc.** &#x200B; Sorry the post has been long! If you aren't comfortable responding on this thread, I'll happily answer direct messages. Wishing you all the best :) &#x200B; TL;DR: If you had the option to go to a space designated to combat loneliness, what would you want in that space?",5.9440713101160885,7.091658664179107,6.302238805970153,76.39740464344945,66.83582089552239,9.53764510779436,32.79933665008292,9.725611199111238,3.2380789386401325,1701,72,299,36,27,548,195,402,0.156,0.643,0.2,0.9827,0,2,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,10,1,4,13,22,0,0,28,0,29,2,0,2,4,54,51,24,2,17,11,2,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,0,17,14,0,2,4,1,0,7,4,7,0,1,8,0,35,15,64,34,12,63,0,7,0,1,32,34,0,7,21,217,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616967640186919,0.0,0.3805167463384089,0.42673712480243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049112369005907805,0.0,0.05780027334600804,0.0,0.06566348481975164,0.0,0.0,0.05400904529043494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474218747558951,0.0,0.15336442795228114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215940052460492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049628840240569,0.0,0.0728964391567681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062210433568628015,0.0,0.15666891402512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870669808670803,0.06621457529219353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054266065098120216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967255696841007,0.0,0.0,0.07743815744288328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831745452302384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860122437509402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862993384434922,0.0,0.0,0.12431766541549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339295844256039,0.0,0.0,0.07121078081770872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606367396429675,0.0,0.0,0.10416186606208194,0.05417223554298155,0.06783674877213389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370345536513094,0.0,0.047595402786423685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705056406358581,0.14608352677780678,0.0,0.14676849630297595,0.0,0.0663980540610372,0.1583666352439393,0.2018071060296369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499656029337527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058101985435432574,0.07895097938863327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862621290436599,0.0,0.0,0.056092530195741695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619892357754001,0.0,0.0,0.05645501890575533,0.0,0.0,0.08032380795494365,0.0,0.0,0.045005973322997134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072878491591619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066348351000271,0.0,0.0,0.16571386977941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077077027105944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995815658664488,0.0,0.42673712480243936,0.045231269662662735 lonely,popcorns78,2019/03/11,"Anyone else here feel not confident enough to talk to people and make new friends? I am lonely and have no confidence or patience to make new friends. I'm very introverted and really terrible at being social , especially with girls. Even if I'm near a girl that is clearly interested in me I'll always somehow talk myself out of being social and talking to her. It's like there is always a voice in my head telling me it's not worth it being social because I'm better off being alone. The truth is I do prefer being alone most of the time and being social for extended periods kind of tires me out and makes me want to be alone again sometimes, that's why I think I'm introverted. But at the same time I find myself really craving something like a girlfriend and for that I would have to be really social and talk to people , which is my main problem . part of it like it said is also confidence, that I sometimes feel like I'm just not good at being social so people won't enjoy talking to me even if I try. So basically im almost always very quiet and don't really talk to people other than my few close friends. I really want to improve on my self confidence and socializing skills so that people will see me as a more friendly person. Things I am trying now is standing up straight and saying hi to people more and smiling . I also try to improve my confidence by thinking of the things I'm good at as reasons that people would like talking to me. What's hard is often I am satisfied just being quiet and alone and thinking to myself for a while , but them this causes people to think I am not friendly don't want to be social. And advice from people who can relate to these feelings would be great. thanks! 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Preferably someone Scandinavian (because I’m norwegian, but anywhere in Scandinavia is fine, likes metal and cats 😁19+",6.245460992907803,7.081082340425539,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.02127659574468,9.670921985815603,34.815602836879435,9.725611199111238,3.5789347517730485,198,9,33,4,3,66,44,47,0.064,0.807,0.129,0.6059,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,19,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826379666136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24640696774817156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748003754674712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436508891653158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971460486448528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424918028972708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248943610668753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357022181023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841769467733434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383561584319831,0.29427483361835044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thehornsection,2019/03/11,"dumb lonely bitch rant (^: hi, i’m 18f, and i recently got out of an emotionally abusive relationship. it took me a week to realize that i wasn’t ugly, worthless, or any of these horrible things this guy made me feel. most say that you should wait, but i don’t like waiting, i don’t like being single. i always go straight to tinder and other dating apps to see if i could do better ( i can ) but literally, there is no one that would date me— and yes, it’s because of the way i look. some people find me incredibly unique, appearance wise, others think i’m unattractive. but beauty is in the eye of the beholder, right? anyways, so where i live, there are many many white men on these apps lol. most of the ones i find interest in fetishize me because i’m unlike the women they usually go for (white...) no offense to white men and women, i find beauty in all. but i’m tired of being looked at like a damn accessory. all i want is to love someone that loves me and i really fucking know better. i know to not search on apps that aren’t for a girl like me. but i like feeling wanted. i love being with someone, i love feeling the warmth of someone else’s body next to mine. i love being able to be myself. i love feeling like i won’t be judged for being sensitive. i love having someone to kiss whenever i want, who’ll be okay with the fact that i love video games, who will be okay with the fact that i need a lot of affection and attention. but i can never have someone who loves me FULLY for me. i love the person i am but i want someone who shares the same love i have for myself. i have too much love in my heart to be single. and when i’m alone i go absolutely insane.",1.8493463990997725,3.6678046191860494,3.624951237809455,88.83805326331587,78.38953488372094,6.531732933233309,21.852588147036762,7.4822170145007005,0.7452934358589651,1295,37,278,18,31,434,168,344,0.098,0.5479999999999999,0.354,0.999,1,3,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,2,7,33,5,0,15,4,32,18,3,2,5,56,74,18,0,9,10,0,4,6,0,5,1,1,0,7,19,11,0,2,12,2,0,5,9,7,0,2,4,12,45,26,34,54,10,25,0,2,7,14,30,11,4,7,14,183,64,0,0.06793830041733248,0.08049577664144249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036359011298204,0.0,0.0,0.056530108370994314,0.0,0.0,0.04620037398737607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282911470779904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017181154341595,0.0,0.07546413617016272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424320469342131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675373234637971,0.07642144372425674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740658403411193,0.048535135392856615,0.0,0.0,0.18628312732606256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280786399263573,0.0,0.0,0.11583270529775265,0.0,0.05433646512559607,0.0,0.0,0.06726959865753504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050721310470185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467422633863208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914733132681092,0.0,0.05999076395586801,0.0,0.11410212330473762,0.0,0.0,0.05775871351820223,0.7358036233798174,0.06428486253426212,0.0,0.13775754657055092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049942467887774206,0.050375388916373214,0.05239820554521518,0.0,0.072253153237047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207350123963798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709986327959575,0.05932110342200767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352301490694912,0.0,0.06708087552448365,0.07294030944905124,0.0,0.05801893734783507,0.0,0.05402726333557355,0.0,0.0,0.05413802943120701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453834088529273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045135187991276166,0.043532119679089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808508220199674,0.0,0.0,0.07548195153791623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482443965890523,0.0,0.16028707922724295,0.05392626060369108,0.0544960066196756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048261419371407904,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ghostlyseal,2019/03/11,"Advice for being lonely So people of reddit I need advice because I’m lonely mainly because I don’t have any family or really close friends where I’m stationed. I don’t drink, smoke, or party so it limits me on a lot of things most people my age want to do at 20. I do you typical go to work, workout, play video games but it’s just getting boring and I’m tired of just keeping to myself on the weekends. Any advice would be appreciated. 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Every single person on sub is flaky. Why even try when you'll just get ghosted after two messages?,2.890520833333333,5.128537843750003,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,76.8125,4.266666666666667,23.166666666666664,3.1291,0.07721666666666628,129,4,24,0,3,40,31,32,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581740334812832,0.0,0.3293351463989105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019946495361578,0.0,0.2042198376939592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26091693091470625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413032955445949,0.4083887464829421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653833832482134,0.0,0.3818351517486854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352710424384552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Tonicssssphp,2019/03/11,"Alone and bored most of the damn time I'm a 19 year old guy who happens to be an introvert. I feel absolutely alone these days since we moved. Need a few online friends to talk to. If you are up, Leave a pm",-0.28800000000000026,1.6871939777777811,1.5555555555555571,99.94000000000004,87.0,5.377777777777778,17.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,-0.3366444444444445,159,4,41,2,5,52,39,45,0.222,0.713,0.065,-0.6659,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678088487623323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678395960567933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860271016497458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178351794275185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714207256132594,0.24240236447842384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29025224744660266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913449210171124,0.0,0.2032556293718964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876415865705495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675391799138744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032632157439394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598408865296628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652353073427116 lonely,LucrativeThinkin,2019/03/11,"I moved to another country fpr University I feel very alone hwre but I'm too proud to admit it and tell any friends or family from back home or seek any free help here. It started off great, last term I was going out all the time, getting drunk I got off with a few girls had more casual sex than ever before in my life but everything has gone downhill in this second term. I get along with everyone in my course but I just get invited out a lot less now, I feel isolated and alone, a lot of this is due to the fact that I didn't make an attempt to form any long lasting friendships before we broke up for the first term. I'm not a bad guy but I feel like a foreigner now more than ever, I can't relate to a lot of people here and when I talk to them I spend most my time asking what everyone is referring to but despite that I manage to have some cool chats and laughs with people here but for some reason I am still on the side lines. I don't want to worry my family with any of this and I don't want to look weak in front of anyone (friends or psychologists) I've never been in a spot like this before and I don't know where else to turn, I don't understand why this is the situation I'm in because I'm not a nasty human being, nor am I detestable, I get on with everyone here but for some reason just not enough to be taken notice of. Any suggestions that don't require me to tell anyone what's going on? Cheers. 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I'm not really a lonely person, but I've been there before in a very bad way and I am a veritable font of wisdom. Don't hesitate to message me if you want or need someone to talk to. For those who care, I'm in my twenties.",2.6870312500000004,2.470106140624999,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,73.53125,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,1.1147312499999995,219,5,51,3,4,81,46,64,0.07400000000000001,0.688,0.238,0.8554,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,12,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,0,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380556208947847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183991478180896,0.0,0.0,0.205699992049767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464665149202629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257333043463002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584891649285004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107502379481166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486261848086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482258711919266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828960256381494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994579634078974,0.1425824753343156,0.1918792147056809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rskoer,2019/03/11,And today I’m missing someone I don’t know so so much I hope one day I’ll find them and never let them go.,-3.1442307692307665,-1.5823996538461529,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,103.23076923076924,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,83,2,22,0,4,30,20,26,0.08900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.3054,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417056072737042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425471075923237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299920574603695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722465128517179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597227949061409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832435107563965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755104259824083,0.0,0.2890576405418279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539643175546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175544919477919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35525278004627353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,n0bodythrowaway,2019/03/11,"I wish I had someone there for me. I would do anything to have a friend or a lover by my side. There's nothing I want more than someone who is willing to stay with me through thick and thin. Each day I always find myself daydreaming about what it'd be like, to find that perfect person. &#x200B; I wish I could be able to call them at 3 in the morning when I'm crying my heart out, and we would talk for hours until everything felt okay again. We'd talk about everything and anything, with no hesitance or awkwardness involved at all. And if they had anything they wanted to talk about, I would like to do the same for them too. &#x200B; I wish we could just do whatever we wanted together, without any worries about the problems in our lives. We could watch tv together on the couch and cuddle under a blanket, or just goof around and play video games until dawn. I'd love to just do childish stuff like dance in the rain or laugh our ass off at a stupid joke one of us made until we can barely breathe. &#x200B; I wish I could hold their hand in mine and tell them how much they mean to me, and for them to return those words to me. I would hug them as tightly as I could and just feel content with the world, like we were untouchable and nothing could ever break us apart. And for once in my life, I would feel truly happy. &#x200B; But that's just a dream. And chances are, it's never going to come true. 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I have good moments but I feel a dark cloud around me lately and I feel as if I don’t have any strong connections with people anymore. I’m happiest when I feel a strong bond but I’ve kinda lost that with everyone in my life. Guess posting and looking here is a way to cope and feel sone sort of unspoken connection amongst peers. I feel like I’m just on autopilot at this point. 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I was just as intoxicated as her friend but she was gorgeous and just wanted some action, I respect myself and others far too much to get involved. So i put on a movie and we just cuddled and made out, it was all just so nice to be in the company of someone who just wants your attention, the worst part is i know it was only happening because of the intoxication. I want to send her a msg or something but i know i wont and the weight that i wont feel like that again for a real long time is fucking me up. 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It also seems like the people here always have plans on the weekend. Staying home watching Netflix and gyming are my plans every weekend. I’ve always been a bit socially awkward, but now I’ve reached another level. I’m afraid now I’m nearing the point of being completely unable to socialize normally. I kinda wish I was at a place where there were more loners or perceived loners like me. Oh well that’s my rant. 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The sun is beating through. You're sitting there, with the only person in the world you care about. You were laughing, you think, because a smile is stretched on your face. It feels good. You're warm. They look at you and say something, and you're not quite sure what it was, but it's just what you wanted to hear. They put their head next to you, and you can feel the warmth on your face. You move closer. You look at them one last time, and-- &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B; Then you wake up. In bed, cold, alone, still smiling even- as if to cement that those feelings really were just happening. Wasn't I just warm a second ago? The frown quickly forms, reality sets in. That person you thought of, nonexistent-- at least, in the way you were thinking of them. Of course it was a dream. You couldn't ever be that happy in real life, after all. But you don't ever have dreams unless they're nightmares. Stress usually keeps you up for hours on end, anyway. So how does something like this slip through? A brief blip of happiness? Is it just to mock me? &#x200B; &#x200B; You would've preferred the nightmare.",3.0127105921601327,5.541881513761472,2.6185821517931602,93.93782318598831,77.89908256880734,5.064553794829023,22.29441201000834,6.11248444174946,0.2357449541284402,902,27,179,6,22,265,131,218,0.056,0.77,0.174,0.9804,0,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,18,5,2,15,11,1,1,11,0,15,5,4,1,5,31,28,12,0,4,9,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,13,5,0,1,7,3,0,3,4,2,0,3,7,10,25,9,30,19,3,36,0,0,2,0,27,16,0,1,15,123,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711679444597675,0.0,0.0,0.08315120630339855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43494465143947625,0.4877762458275975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894108440130139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185606473087723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025807887079745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110881611591871,0.0,0.0,0.05302758670761955,0.21786755329122734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178375774445145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733937766288701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099589610521813,0.17093007762061202,0.0,0.0,0.08239572977106457,0.0,0.0904872029556936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906470399708039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136113332179247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544311562929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670777823986961,0.039223270646409056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483861723561455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853304124644997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538417157563856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880659563220364,0.06106047703374951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020379860857998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807087541881501,0.0,0.08539314325531454,0.0,0.09138208135406857,0.05143272515888746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384597648316223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361486710311227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411582730355789,0.0,0.09196637209322764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566780704966662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288696919665356,0.0,0.06373744395016871,0.04681491864917839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842275399284831,0.0,0.04735426365821066,0.06372661789184418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703226956161776,0.0,0.4877762458275975,0.0 lonely,Gainesy88,2019/03/11,"Grasping at Nothing I want someone to hold at night as I talk about all the horrible things anxiety makes me think and plan about. Even things I know won't happen, I just like to plan just in case. To talk out the really bad ones, probably more than once because that's how my brain works. I can't talk to anyone without feeling like I've burdened them. I cry myself to sleep most nightd. I'm exhausted. I'm numb. Nothing interests me anymore. My emotions seem few and far between but amplified when they do show up. Even my dog rather sleep in other rooms. I spend money as fast as I get it hoping the next frivolous purchase will give me something, anything to hold onto. I have 2 people in the world and I feel farther away from them each day. When I've inevitably pushed them away I'll have nothing. I don't even contemplate suicide. I just exist, doing the same actions day in and day out like clockwork in hopes that one day I'll find it. That something or someone to keep me going. A shoulder for me to cry on, a hand for me to hold. Anything. I just need something to hold on to.",2.8011540318686627,4.7083434128440365,3.607672621921779,89.63324722356354,75.88073394495413,6.240849830999517,26.61129888942539,7.0608816371341465,1.210601834862385,856,33,173,9,19,272,125,218,0.124,0.799,0.076,-0.1241,0,0,3,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,4,3,14,10,0,0,7,0,8,7,5,2,1,36,25,12,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,5,7,1,3,3,4,4,0,2,0,3,27,6,37,23,6,31,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,5,12,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580353161041,0.0,0.11123444669656488,0.07842619476524687,0.0,0.18459934174110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107595578161064,0.0,0.09365048524370324,0.06837284132655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520975284054767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464091181079571,0.2893405361025819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616701902798244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224559281284548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342483377410492,0.08012846986679717,0.0,0.0,0.10251392682723093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859995326980012,0.10759589611260124,0.06374418148085645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918438053876946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280411035079511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969463294859808,0.0,0.0,0.06164123625667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438988794519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486892620987391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316661322032473,0.0,0.0,0.11928543240013095,0.1052563268300239,0.0,0.322867048194342,0.0,0.0,0.1194487422043628,0.1520075860486153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777589254667005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092947764884328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718537727412401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210796353546207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244857650119162,0.0,0.19006879480026265,0.2590430861137484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268689269786424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704544128778963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490307391384548,0.07186880415001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661559831549753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081200503318444,0.0,0.08165518487264997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,solartae__,2019/03/11,"left Religion and never been so lonely My entire life since I was 5 years old I have worn hijab because of my parents and my community. I went to a highschool where almost everyone was muslim so almost all my friends were muslims. At 19 I dug deep into religion and realized that I didn't believe in god. I never told anyone because i was scared of what would happen to me if I did. One time I tried bringing up my doubts to my best friend at the time, thinking she would understand and she ended up yelling at me. She told me I would go to hell If I ever were to bring it up and that she would tell people I become a kafir (Non-Believer). Ever since than I started distancing myself from her and she did the same to me. I ended up getting depressed and became a shut in for two years. I hated going outside since I had to wear a hijab and skirt. In two years i have managed to become the worst version of myself, i can't even recognize who i have become. Nobody checks in on me and they haven't in two years. The only texts i ever get are from my phone company telling me i didn't pay my phone bill. It hurts that someone i considered a friend would treat me the way she did, and it hurts to know my family would hate me and disown me if they knew I wasn't a muslim. Right now I only have myself and my thoughts have driven me crazy. 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Im not sure what about my personality is so off putting to some, definitely always been kinda loud and silly, opinionated? Definitely. People pleaser? Yes. I have very fast very close friendships then they are over. Same romantically. Just wish people liked me more..even over the internet i have trouble getting people to engage with me. Talk to me and let me know what bugs you! 🙃 sad but also kinda funny..",1.5898299319727869,4.329905806122452,3.3335102040816373,82.79958503401362,92.9795918367347,5.470476190476191,18.77823129251701,7.03164865440522,0.7184957823129259,411,12,74,7,15,136,71,98,0.098,0.715,0.187,0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,0,2,1,8,1,0,0,1,18,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,11,5,11,10,3,7,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,5,3,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727314370630158,0.1636412574396154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989555467004996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274948543114247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941662363396157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243223728825628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808208801041494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022071218654527,0.0,0.09608071596169207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774980826268856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326547528301982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453717372501439,0.1717205262189747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770291357596456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639611461970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535468758133103,0.0,0.0,0.15807209281005158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245388849820994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261553523866532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,matthew3325s,2019/03/12,"Do you ever feel even more alone when you are around people than by yourself? Sometimes when I am around people, especially people I don't know or don't really click with, I just feel this sense of isolation, loneliness, and hopelessness. Even though I am around people, the feelings of loneliness and isolation are even worse than if I was completely by myself in the middle of nowhere. ",8.313142857142857,8.715830171428575,7.586428571428572,71.84107142857147,61.57142857142857,11.571428571428573,33.214285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.871428571428572,312,11,52,8,4,97,43,70,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.9612,0,3,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,2,0,0,11,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,14,12,7,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,12,11,1,8,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,2,3,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966643208639346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071155989780246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909154594521827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37625314618488576,0.1717624887283408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880357492551683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435621594453934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265713480390976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164564307878944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780181476062785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656173822965366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350975284874505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Debomb520,2019/03/12,"I feel pretty lonely Sometimes, I'll lie down in bed in the middle of the night and cry. I used to think it was for no reason, then I started to realize how desperate I was to connect with someone. It wasn't like I didn't have anyone to talk to, but usually they were busy or asleep at the time. At this time I just changed schools and I'm really bad at making new friends ( when I try to talk to people I don't know it's like I have to force words out of my mouth or they wouldn't come out. I somehow made a few friends but I still feel lonely, and I still find myself being sad, lying on my bed watching youtube. I'm doing alright it's seeming to get better, so I hope ya'll are doing alright. have a nice night.",0.7860784313725446,2.66578394771242,2.578849673202616,94.74082352941177,82.0718954248366,5.125751633986928,21.31111111111111,6.079149491110277,0.08449228758169891,556,17,126,4,15,184,93,153,0.17,0.6629999999999999,0.168,0.3823,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,0,0,5,2,14,2,2,5,0,28,28,11,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,6,3,18,9,22,20,1,22,0,3,1,0,6,10,0,5,13,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999858120579895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329300805830858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178127060203225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815480069654908,0.14783283041154704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851319165512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735494010277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685480865066775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651817027442773,0.0,0.08966278769677342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045438203998722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431620285433154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676867733376716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238813396604518,0.11455566534215797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657487466200435,0.0,0.3221018161175342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897760384807515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459616389009405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994223051420514,0.17645083599649802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368554377677967,0.0,0.1562336511511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454105084136671,0.0,0.16973357932783326,0.0,0.12147138022955395,0.0,0.2741070803944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758784521195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996522981605793,0.0,0.0,0.20014247978234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165166627254639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482219672874269,0.18901185523712707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Guccionmyfeet,2019/03/12,"I’m my own best friend. Growing up, even until now (I’m 18 y/o) I’ve never really developed a close relationship with anybody. Even the people I claimed to be my best friends, only shared a very surface level relationship with me. It’s quite funny actually because we’ll talk about how we’re bros and that we’ll put it all on the line for each other but as I’ve been reflecting lately, I really don’t know that much about these people. Our relationships are so shallow. I suppose a big part of this is that I’ve never met anybody who I thought would understand me. Somebody who gets it. Over the years I’ve had to confide in myself to fill that gap. It might sound like I’m crazy (I promise I’m not haha) but it’s almost like I’ve become my own best friend. I talk to myself out loud as if I were another person, verbalising my feelings and responding back like a loved one would. This has helped me a lot over the years to deal with my emotions and it’s lead to me being really independent when it comes to dealing with stuff. I suppose that this might be a good thing in the long run but I’m really tired of it. I have to offload my burdens onto myself and it’s mentally draining. I just wish I had somebody there who I could share the deeper parts of myself with. Especially because this point of my life is a very chaotic one with a lot going on. There’s a lot of growth and personal development I’m having to deal with all by myself. I’m not too close with my family at the moment either so I’m really just here by myself. I wish there was just one person who I could get through this with. But until then, I guess I’ll have to stick to being my own best friend. Can anybody relate at all?",1.8921445887445856,3.904168140000003,3.7852207792207833,86.81499134199137,79.02857142857142,6.642424242424243,22.034632034632033,7.686295010490155,0.9536476190476186,1339,40,277,21,33,452,168,350,0.042,0.765,0.192,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,6,18,18,0,0,16,1,26,3,0,3,5,56,47,19,0,7,11,1,1,3,4,6,2,2,0,3,27,19,0,0,5,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,7,3,37,17,46,28,18,38,0,0,0,1,29,17,0,8,16,202,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.08368048610098795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586711648507317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991727114259906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593713121828022,0.0,0.10454587724389347,0.0947051063857391,0.0,0.0,0.35996101941634784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738667875118707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693019511796978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521616619757177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645819471308413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327529085823228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083829506938693,0.0,0.043358219865111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650036589858539,0.0,0.08960258784306163,0.0,0.04873419944829576,0.07192376708593287,0.0,0.0,0.09446425849874003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747700520720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712643934214514,0.0,0.09673072414143807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060568380279715416,0.12568064096658382,0.0,0.0,0.07588682759685393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870698707361455,0.07739351430236008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641671505166712,0.1819362584958733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303676111318751,0.0,0.1322727252139655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743210402279292,0.06521740593322657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571968655114932,0.0,0.11889772194243045,0.22462307432143447,0.0,0.0,0.08106229576393642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620331579368871,0.0,0.09120661282285494,0.0,0.0,0.2746710374605522,0.0,0.0,0.2761930511279786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816423828519373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784661326640912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056969072285300064,0.0,0.0,0.06807661775958411,0.0,0.0985580184850222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926968697657207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150690793281614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721855290441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182992521455008,0.0,0.0,0.11044150648760312 lonely,endoftheline47,2019/03/12,"What even? I'm 21 with a meager 2-year degree and I just don't know what my life will become. Recently, I've been mindlessly applying to relevant jobs on Indeed and ZipRecruiter because you know... I need one. My parents want me to work... The thing is I'm not good at being a working man. To better put it, I'm too stupid to BE a working man. Looking back, I've been called an idiot, a shithead, ""the worst"", you name it. All in my previous jobs. Hearing these insults hurt... They make my anxiety flare up, I start getting paranoid thinking every voice I hear is talking about me, and then eventually I end up quitting during the 2nd or 3rd month. The only time I was ever close to being signed to a FT contract was in 2016. I was promised by my supervisor and it turned out to be a lie. I was terminated at the end of my temp trial. It sucks, you know? Being unable to hold a job is disheartening. It prevents me from achieving my goals and it will likely lead me to homelessness. I do have ADHD and just started taking meds that I want to believe will work magic for me, but what if my stupidity is due to something deeper than just ADHD? You know what? I could be a HFA. However, to get an evaluation for adult autism , I'd have to shell out 1000+ dollars to some specialized psychiatrist who is located 20+ miles away from me. I don't have the money or the transportation for that. My parents don't think I have autism nor does my therapist. I don't get what I'm supposed to do now. Should I continue running on false hope? I want to get my shit together so bad.",2.645238095238092,4.435899682539684,4.281269841269843,85.14761904761906,75.98412698412699,7.333333333333332,26.26984126984127,8.167268648758528,1.6748412698412696,1220,46,249,21,27,409,175,315,0.105,0.8540000000000001,0.041,-0.9659,6,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,1,9,10,16,6,0,17,0,32,2,1,2,2,40,60,13,0,8,8,2,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,3,16,10,0,2,6,0,2,4,6,10,0,1,6,4,38,6,37,43,3,30,0,2,1,0,17,13,2,5,14,166,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671632695183557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503004060141264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442981437878876,0.0854680870166719,0.09280625649268694,0.06775648233720986,0.12275730114347905,0.0,0.1252288637254894,0.0,0.09830383018092673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349737129212747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874485146169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726879447585143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968931952415028,0.0,0.0,0.07341404029135383,0.10054224180639283,0.09364932398920488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322867747866668,0.0,0.0,0.09322799870557796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505500090082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039780177877463,0.0,0.0,0.11898920625453775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33089998765005885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434224201514626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850908131062924,0.054302655473860886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333865911291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741940071221659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346345672157676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871949020923436,0.0,0.0,0.08241689317538807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531864348033636,0.08453517498130554,0.0,0.0,0.2468395693484928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173723149996632,0.0,0.11822253375619313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974798351216196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409467588718199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556929890243557,0.0,0.0,0.15734618489573993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357155184122776,0.08933878468722876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905461969421514,0.07384363767996656,0.1424418603793082,0.0,0.0,0.06481291224692652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090012823754526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667882526917266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32367635945627743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157745652815037 lonely,mfmgkgkgkfkrkdkdk,2019/03/12,methods to mask the sound of crying? i really am trying to hold the tears back but it's too noisy and i don't want to draw attention,-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,1.8857758620689644,94.45556034482763,94.17241379310344,5.658620689655173,14.14655172413793,7.1686216300943375,-0.140041379310345,105,2,24,2,4,36,25,29,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.5971,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426859161156781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.632391062541702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688149532807037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908697078322704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395690289556276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,latte_no_,2019/03/12,"I'm ALWAYS available Let's exchange selfiew, talk about our day, our secrets and shit. I really don't care who is who. Everyone needs a friend and I'm here for you all, please, you're not fighting alone.",1.1653658536585354,3.68016212195122,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,86.3170731707317,5.231219512195122,22.83414634146341,6.742157984588678,0.7060399999999998,161,6,33,2,5,51,34,41,0.14800000000000002,0.638,0.213,0.2128,0,1,0,0,2,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,0,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335598679264889,0.0,0.0,0.267981998244004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283644261393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077038226724586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077447482218875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488248727647439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32933097041632875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880543967000886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535281731210435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632163709688373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305927727858368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588618295938024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheMetalicana,2019/03/12,"I'm 25 and so lonely I don't have friends and never had friends. &#x200B; I feel very alone and I wanted to share my lfie and experiences. &#x200B; I haven't left my appartament since the new year's. And I don't know what to do. &#x200B; It's a mix of sadness and lack of social skills. &#x200B; So... Any advice? 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I have no one to talk to and I feel so anxious. Could someone talk with me? :(,-1.2497204968944118,0.7875537173913045,1.0815527950310546,99.01282608695654,98.78260869565216,4.367701863354037,23.962732919254645,6.18269132825596,0.5483080745341615,165,8,39,2,7,55,33,46,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9302,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,7,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,7,0,7,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552075913808242,0.0,0.0,0.29817945765030296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119415004056829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252471072701922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550227654365727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986617554232214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557181007636288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950897233890175,0.0,0.30634783381032843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393827680815897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628091528784027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28123824321518226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093747308615725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MeEu1,2019/03/12,"What to do when alone? I don't really care about being alone or not, but I often get bored when alone 'cause I dunno what to do...... Any tips?",0.2119999999999997,2.0159415333333364,2.0766666666666684,97.985,83.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,10.0,6.42735559955562,-1.392,106,0,26,1,3,35,21,30,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.8143,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8652658658027758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937638312850247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839295698735429,0.28607632591666626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549463932191362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840182740031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Iheitu,2019/03/12,"Lonely(duh) and uh ... depressed, and apparently not able to push through it Well, what can I say, seems like I've been like this forever, though it shouldn't be more than like ~ 3 years. But fuck. I forgot how it feels to feel anything but this. I'm struggling finding a purpose to live. Where once I just lived ... and who the fuck cared about looking for purpose. Cuz i had it. I had it so deep embedded into me that I didn't even care to wonder for it. And tho I lose sometimes (nowadays more often than not) this whole sense for search of purpose and just get lost in the moment, it backfires at me and keeps reminding me what I have to do. That I don't know what to do. Tho there's a glimmer somewhere in the back of my mind that I use like a compass. I know the direction where I have to go but I don't know the way. I don't know how long the road is, what turns or bumps it has in store for me, I just know that when I'm off it I'll know, I'll feel it. I just know I have to stay on that road. Otherwise I'm lost. And I'm lost most of the time. I do know tho that it's a lot damn easier not walking/finding that road alone. Bleh...",0.35231707317073097,2.107227097560976,2.0302642276422773,98.76295731707322,82.90243902439025,5.400813008130082,20.006097560975608,6.42735559955562,-0.15107804878048814,870,24,217,8,24,284,120,246,0.14300000000000002,0.785,0.07200000000000001,-0.9601,1,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,21,16,3,1,11,0,18,2,0,4,0,44,49,20,0,1,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,26,8,0,2,14,0,1,2,8,9,2,0,8,5,23,7,26,39,5,23,0,5,1,2,2,13,3,6,10,143,49,0,0.11631714376046792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046948152071135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571909845191157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089440703723003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718616039011145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018378547971064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682637644067943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644032847324234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262352426866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150666501941373,0.060770906801779476,0.0,0.06610571332870377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338802182422853,0.0,0.0,0.5113988820371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273067241419591,0.0,0.2054203379387093,0.10293701194096093,0.097677105537555,0.13012913109486926,0.3809217083523213,0.09888867608472622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744715690768448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387396192399515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250006134662314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589075911312973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504062940076742,0.0,0.0,0.12397859876022285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215999338179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428100317026367,0.0,0.06782546192442061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126519651102733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046066591709116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923271345996718,0.0,0.0,0.10458308136805194,0.0,0.0,0.12986393708388336,0.0,0.0,0.1261409806510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490442697438196 lonely,PunkRockDyke,2019/03/12,I wish I could make friends I have a really hard time with social anxiety and just social cues in general and it's really hard for me to make friends or even talking to people. The only reason I have any friends is because I've grown up with them. I feel like an idiot for not being able to socialize like a normal person. ,5.08909090909091,5.2127223030303025,6.399545454545457,78.56931818181819,68.39393939393939,9.630303030303034,28.62121212121212,9.516144504307137,2.4445575757575764,256,8,50,5,4,87,47,66,0.116,0.649,0.235,0.8629,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,9,3,0,3,3,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,5,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.17482422560139624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888646838709135,0.0,0.13374005407012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657122526681503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395829185660065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546975220318205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839638134430093,0.12489446170116945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052062890881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321633432280704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082057183222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333930562425836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129062239164214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296170145118136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120110560914547,0.1526497705104061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239937511007921,0.17974842085189255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346338456002593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051709031443507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194141184735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103923160298331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,devyn_nicole,2019/03/12,I’m so alone it’s scary. I’m pushing the only person closest to me away by my insecurities. I have no one to talk to. No one understands. I feel sorry for him that I’m like this.,-2.3233571428571413,-0.6930920499999971,1.6835714285714296,93.17000000000002,107.0,4.285714285714287,15.714285714285715,6.18269132825596,-0.3528214285714286,138,4,33,2,7,51,30,40,0.326,0.617,0.057,-0.8676,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,5,1,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529616408603227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201888458286481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231658194180136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649559979623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618640695438541,0.25919054122808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975697227480391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814929650641648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739187321829429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547804171544269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,snakshopp,2019/03/12,"So I’m new I’m new to Reddit! Admittedly, this is weird One of my passions though, is to help people. I understand people very well, I care about people, and I promise I can help in some way. Sometimes I will recommend help if I feel I cannot help a certain situation.... I’ve helped everybody from people with addiction to people in messed up, sometimes even Incestial relationships... so I can try. If you ever need anybody, you’re never alone, shoot me a message and I’ll listen. (How does reddit work btw, I’ve had this account for a long time but I never used it).",1.4653708791208793,3.969370125000001,3.5735714285714306,84.7868131868132,84.35714285714286,6.303296703296704,22.9010989010989,7.61054688173877,1.3187958791208798,442,16,85,8,13,150,73,112,0.043,0.763,0.193,0.89,0,1,0,1,0,1,23.0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,4,17,16,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,12,5,11,14,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,3,7,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552595073393117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750481950176875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520732278011042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463325191656828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406748204448022,0.12882761237905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201214912343865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773077265425487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603777466903468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560309156354558,0.2196871375878688,0.275101461323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650790387074737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936826574979547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290645577364342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600867538306234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28171528690795794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992754457246265,0.0,0.0830466139016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669425814046684,0.0,0.0,0.14826489719270994,0.0,0.12300569576686035,0.0,0.11751193415869927,0.0,0.11304686591432488,0.0,0.0,0.12805324921632655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368391390305344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wisefreak_TX,2019/03/12,"39M not alone but lonely First time posting, thinking I got to the point where I can't take it anymore, I'm never alone but very lonely. Anyone else feels this way and what you do to get over that feeling? Any advise is appreciated",2.8841489361702126,4.70012076595745,4.056329787234045,86.90875,75.38297872340425,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.3068340425531915,184,5,37,1,4,60,41,47,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.9187,0,6,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,3,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233650753760299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718194180788589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505736778555676,0.17666775577310306,0.2588829720968269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106740971886448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550788090369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149149110258279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320059230665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207758103631676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486918412425244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884808320391845,0.0,0.241981190230862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899710365006876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189616718349706,0.0,0.0,0.14732975333004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084733315368493,0.0,0.20055202840190967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_yasminato,2019/03/12,"Anxiety pills I am 20F, after a recent breakup, my ex and I (mostly him) decide to stay friend. And I am ok with that, I don’t see him in a romantic way anymore. But still, I can’t stop having this ball of anxiety stuck in my stomach. It is always here. So I have those anti-anxiety pills the doctor gave me, but I don’t take them careful Wich I am aware of. Instead of taking one the morning one the lunch one the night, I just take like 2 the night sometimes 3 the lights and that’s all. I just feel so fucking lonely. I’ve tried, trust me, I really tried to meet new people and I actually talk to new friend by, it feels like it is not enough. I am tired of this situation, like I just want things back to normal to when I didn’t have any feelings and empathy to people.",2.0610712600283168,3.3388067730061337,3.923312883435585,89.26674374705051,76.36196319018406,6.978574799433696,22.354412458706946,7.61054688173877,0.756031996224634,596,16,134,8,13,202,96,163,0.061,0.75,0.189,0.9666,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,1,0,8,1,13,7,1,0,1,21,25,10,0,2,6,1,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,5,22,8,15,22,3,14,0,1,1,1,9,2,1,1,13,91,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1358147631537683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580478266239685,0.0,0.0,0.09464379996261864,0.0,0.3194055748175442,0.0,0.13802424259157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070170152769218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418982291807193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245155116337374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380502052877694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111132464494445,0.0994266766441174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505258189233198,0.12866508217926187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039816841562163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688322424751269,0.0,0.26121269481055753,0.1363619898971385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829258276858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929728984323281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891590946373919,0.0,0.13741856215690626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090448811642883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643857657409194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764767361599278,0.0,0.0,0.1483420751990552,0.1111453670139583,0.11635656558960185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31392692941743794,0.1118636255872886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246171264087084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599612354222447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898143343436088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820890447073044,0.11047066897558784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goltoof,2019/03/12,"There needs to be a flagging/flair system for the people here who are suicidal. This subreddit clearly attracts many suicidal people, however this isn't necessarily the subreddit people who are suicidal should post to. People who are suicidal should be directed to /r/suicide where they can speak to people more specialized in this IMMEDIATELY. I'm not saying there aren't suicide prevention specialists in this group, but I believe there should be more immediate resources available to those who are expressing suicidal tendencies. What does everyone think?",11.685824175824173,12.5543,10.569538461538462,51.70046153846158,54.4945054945055,15.192087912087915,46.771428571428565,13.968273953766033,7.6170509890109885,464,26,58,18,5,147,56,91,0.174,0.7659999999999999,0.06,-0.9225,1,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,0,1,9,16,1,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828678367893442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964396724853794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088028198435825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544116684565972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442940254938049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39469802639690177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905112741961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054996225186324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8718482639873125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296004924775931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,aii_ko,2019/03/12,"I hate feeling this way My gf broke up with me last week.I feel terrible and cant get it out of my head.I did my absolute best for this girls,and it hurts me to know my best wasn’t good enough.I loved her so much,but she used my feelings so I would get her what she wanted.She didn’t really like me much,and got bored of me after a while.I cant blame her of course,I cant force someone to love me.I don’t really have any friends,I guess I feel bad because I just lost the only person I had in my life.But I don’t like feeling like she owes me something,because she doesn’t.I did everything I could to make her happy.I bought her gifts,invited her out,buy her chocolates,send her nice messages and cards,help her with homework and other personal problems..I even wrote her a song I never got to play for her because she always rejected me when I invited her out.She never did anything for me though,I was the one who was putting in all the effort and moving the relationship forward.She constantly lied to me,and I gave her so many second chances and forgave her,but it seemed to me like she never cared.She was crying yesterday because of the breakup though,and now im really confused on why,and what I meant to her.I really hope she finds someone better,because she deserves so much more than me.I guess I don’t really deserve love or company,I was just made to be alone.I want to be happy for her now that she isn’t with garbage like me and can find something way better,but for some reason I feel terrible,almost disappointed and angry of her,it hurts to see her.What should I do to fix this? I hate feeling entitled or like she owes me something,it makes me feel like a shitty person,its not her fault",4.506388959230186,4.578800303621168,5.433700936946063,85.17009559382123,69.64066852367688,8.644264370726765,28.57444922765257,8.438071523408619,1.7983025069637883,1355,44,293,19,22,446,162,359,0.13,0.6759999999999999,0.195,0.9644,2,2,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,4,10,30,2,1,8,0,25,3,0,5,4,48,60,14,0,5,5,0,8,7,1,2,0,1,1,2,11,11,0,0,14,2,3,2,13,13,0,2,18,10,57,17,31,37,6,19,0,6,1,3,36,5,0,8,17,163,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415886500823079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699321210054009,0.0,0.0,0.057153439773657576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916182277219111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017401256000556,0.2561650702357459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639995426276914,0.14866183540883565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082272032364468,0.0,0.06710304408840369,0.0,0.0923194178012564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684088744521327,0.0,0.055510888814830836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553417090647765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399651668293198,0.12008344081110292,0.0,0.0,0.1536311012170283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782002241781624,0.0,0.0,0.07049290639823327,0.13443682892773814,0.0,0.18516994874237055,0.0,0.0,0.08946739916927801,0.0,0.16595395253395442,0.08625435321726971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633355026136335,0.0,0.0,0.08347558689894141,0.0,0.0,0.17994368849192818,0.0,0.09078295508070308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618889988699717,0.06850784169048474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059363425119951074,0.287420779578072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174497778475954,0.0,0.22756151327675564,0.07952535233186055,0.1122012972924574,0.08520837562308631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932646822035879,0.1853480990014283,0.0,0.19446191186858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056951024999141,0.06391996245821911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015439394471348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844883759244912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920669645791256,0.08641219379247841,0.0,0.09023281032979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697293414565114,0.07651135492750563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242200623808884,0.0647018992346012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514744947082485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258784175892334,0.0,0.0,0.049571881883536686,0.13342191941882445,0.06741577964484717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970311249403914,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thelonelydemigoddess,2019/03/12,"I feel so lonely and helpless I know this is not a place to make friends but im hoping that maybe just maybe, you can message me. I'm hoping to find an online friend that would not ghost me after a few message and can stand my bullshit. 17 f btw. I just feel like i dont connect with anymore. Maybe its just me really. Its always my fault. But yeah, just delete if no one notices or if this is not okay. Thank you",0.09727272727273116,2.2182814545454583,1.653363636363636,98.88254545454548,86.72727272727272,3.974545454545455,17.89090909090909,4.935628992294339,-0.7544354545454546,320,8,74,1,10,103,59,88,0.19,0.601,0.209,0.4589,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,0,23,14,8,1,5,12,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,11,7,4,13,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,5,2,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839028744784311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188780626812138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309418937100187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249802423478352,0.13598937394110866,0.0,0.0,0.17398066820263106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941350044378408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37813016432833824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561564762902987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046139173933552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299764898826082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270631826596588,0.0,0.5737103840724121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167199891667869,0.0,0.0,0.12898921254464146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888005622553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194603973633213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525295319034098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352224559116611,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LoLoTMP,2019/03/12,"Life is hopeless... I’m 16 and I’m in my second semester of college right now I’m doing well. I am able to keep my grades up which is good I guess but that doesn’t matter to me as much as finding true love is. I see couples walking past me and on social media which bugs me a bit but I just go on with life becoming more and more depressed along the way. I have good friends who are there for me yet I still feel like death is creeping towards me more and more. Even though I am 16 people like to bully me and make fun of me because I “look and sound like I’m 12” which I usually just ignore. I try to flirt with girls but they either just look at me as just a friend or just ignore it. The last time I had a girlfriend was 5 years ago and before we started dating she texted me these paragraphs saying “she can’t live without me” and stuff like that so I felt bad and decided to date her. I treated her nicely and gave her a hug everyday I saw her, held her hand, bought her gifts, and went on dates with her. After dating for three months she was having a bad day so I talked to her and school and texted her when she got home. She said she was to busy with school so we broke up. She then presided to move onto a guy that was a grade behind me and started posting things like “I’ll always love you” which is the same thing she told me before and while we were dating. I was devastated that she would do something like that to me but I moved on and tried to keep living life. I’ve been getting more and more depressed everyday that things such as death have come to my mind because every day I sink more and more into a dark hole, I wrote a paragraph about how bad I felt and how lonely I am, it is pretty long but it is how I feel, I don’t care if it may never come true I just want to have someone so I can make it come true, here is what I wrote. “I have this fear of being lonely forever and having no one else to be there for me and I can be there for them too. If they were to cry I’d I hold them and my arms and I would not let go until they stopped crying. I would treat them well and take them out on dates and have a good time. I would make them feel like one in a billion when they are with me. If they were feeling lonely I would rush to them in a hurry to make them feel like I can protect them and make them feel as bright as the sun everyday. I would be the guy that would text back after every reply or answer every call no matter where I’m at. I just want to make them feel special which will make me feel satisfied that I’m doing something good in this world. I would not stop thinking about them and I would be eager to meet up again. I want be able to fill a hole in their life that I’m feeling in mine. That hole is a dark and deep hole called loneliness but I would be there with a rope pulling them out of that hole until they reached the surface. Until that happens that hole grows larger and deeper until one day where that hole just gets to the point where there is no edge to stand on or no bridge to cross over it. There would only be that hole that You would fall down endlessly realizing there is no hope for you to be someone’s ray of light or there guardian that would make them feel safe or feel like there one in a billion. I just want to make someone happy and feel special so that hole will just disappear forever. That someone I would be able to call them mine and they would be able to call me there’s till the end of time but till that day that I meet the one that is meant for me I sit and wonder what life is like to live in such a way that you can get so close you can almost touch it but you’re too far away to see it. My parents keep saying “You’ll meet her soon enough,” but the fear of loneliness gets in my head and makes me think I’ll never be able to meet the one for me. It makes me think I’ll just live lonely for the rest of my life until I die.”",3.1449379811804974,3.5865733712574865,3.8340408468776768,94.132002245509,72.77245508982034,6.730752780153978,21.97658254918734,6.18269132825596,0.06607142857142856,3035,59,725,16,56,963,291,835,0.126,0.706,0.168,0.9828,1,8,2,0,0,1,40.0,3,6,22,0,52,52,0,2,29,0,78,12,3,14,5,163,154,77,3,23,32,1,16,10,3,19,6,4,1,3,47,50,0,11,23,0,1,16,13,15,2,10,23,27,125,37,99,99,14,108,0,8,6,3,77,38,0,13,59,511,172,5,0.22134035547866726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039240974043798435,0.0,0.04432807869275576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036834581392887734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159131001023223,0.034039414167664386,0.1108859708591174,0.05397081051715655,0.04889060655952772,0.07533773600994026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832926830664761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808106002232293,0.0,0.045134248794381035,0.0,0.0,0.1143990704582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898177867526003,0.09725279486036932,0.11419697460239805,0.0,0.07625604953623043,0.0,0.045943268770289265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698029304567066,0.0,0.039208371531194816,0.04574075104320475,0.0,0.029238643456610067,0.0,0.11189327749321837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962777447811028,0.2685992022325647,0.12650047534388326,0.08500858082496678,0.0,0.04046021499777307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840280383373079,0.0,0.09251296020106274,0.0,0.050317129923608095,0.14851983100277516,0.03540522042051361,0.0,0.048766271138415335,0.08766470040199867,0.03914610907240719,0.04712418484284547,0.0,0.0,0.045431812283042834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440448470691595,0.043968183085862124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180424867546742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03608438632376587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045267101948966035,0.18760708666387169,0.21627143470733973,0.0,0.15635807122476736,0.039175849884765857,0.07434806104362943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799073250095761,0.0,0.32504209323968425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469813239815942,0.0,0.03533435200658093,0.09409990765038842,0.03254212580490662,0.0,0.06828453093809425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998314384692252,0.03366786286398727,0.0,0.0,0.049154454178799316,0.0,0.04225888289753051,0.030689906627816337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184763589055501,0.0,0.042396575284628917,0.045036542963195626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037804690839125236,0.04210907289832109,0.07040749385119781,0.0,0.08960330261680778,0.07055184251362764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512572367245317,0.15003277193637796,0.068159447743542,0.0,0.0,0.06266633713614328,0.0,0.03535253876045133,0.07402017925808457,0.0,0.0,0.05067635036139746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03328408023456848,0.03558099870202045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822921821609322,0.08509557747533462,0.04349315509028469,0.0,0.07743920475095928,0.0,0.0,0.042300038998483336,0.0,0.060110228882998426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048755026165973804,0.0,0.10444182111374713,0.07027586865338242,0.0,0.0,0.0796046245933571,0.04103694540857098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042672840826486105,0.04800683475383738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717015139010106,0.0,0.0,0.028507186399930006 lonely,DepressedFucker1998,2019/03/12,"Feeling limp... Just when I thought I found somebody nice... They ghosted as well for no reason... I'm really needing them today... I've got no will left after trying my best the past few days... Things are going good, but I can't get my body to move. My bones feel soft, my brain sore and squishy... I'm trying to find others on a different account, but the people who send messages obviously never read my posts, yet they send a copy-paste/low-effort message instead.. I never knew growing up that it was this hard to actually find people to play with.. Well, I guess I did, that's why I'm alone. Always one with disinterest in common hobbies and interests.. I'm not sad or angry or anything... Just limp, tired, distracted, and sore.. Empty, definitely. I work hard to get rid of all my mental illnesses to be rewarded with a lingering emptiness, yay... Well, that's just due to circumstance. Life sucks, when's the patch coming out?",2.360606601248885,4.907978762711871,3.709824561403509,85.05743978590544,80.5819209039548,6.438180196253345,23.440083258994946,7.669130373188453,1.3323175141242936,719,25,135,12,19,235,122,177,0.177,0.667,0.155,-0.5095,2,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,3,3,10,13,1,1,6,1,6,8,3,1,4,30,23,10,1,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,8,2,1,6,6,3,3,1,6,7,16,10,18,15,3,23,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,3,11,80,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.13918080224351054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771582444095208,0.0,0.0,0.11867489351168208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736769648284685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496754673434183,0.0,0.0,0.15842351239044009,0.0,0.15921595526262908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285825792940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198091364024988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901210089624262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423032431704333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607121636651805,0.0,0.0,0.15638024992247632,0.0,0.0,0.14903068373720532,0.0,0.08105671097229647,0.11962654699824155,0.11406973024467106,0.0,0.15711681293684282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555268258370085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549617852268056,0.0,0.10073980387431436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373180999002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158712407717514,0.0,0.10575415628121516,0.22000139898802276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966459579658999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615109058237915,0.19775554727182615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659471254734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266295688952152,0.0,0.09136881757756818,0.14664159686564082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475328781154144,0.0,0.0,0.11322781110961865,0.0,0.16392572174738096,0.13519121732617714,0.0,0.0,0.1936651576290228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847092863316013,0.0,0.1286963017423466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383223324625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ihatefakepplgetaway,2019/03/12,I feel so alone. Sometimes I prefer it to be that way because everyone that comes in my life hurts me when they leave. I wish I could run into a girl thats chill and just wants to do fun stuff together like going to comic cons or playing games together. Every girl I talk to finds me boring and it’s killing my self-esteem. ,2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,77.80597014925372,6.257711442786071,21.61442786069652,7.1686216300943375,0.5780368159203984,255,7,54,3,6,83,52,67,0.183,0.675,0.142,-0.4576,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,8,5,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,32,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564752352944725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046885766619342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126272490009994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970783600709932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796986968327866,0.23586225540614886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124807634419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560351691246924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028251545786932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642429081637098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730873226649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26136355014657103,0.0,0.0,0.1743474775216486,0.12059153981353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575036493549775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412699083891146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28256802062097325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839732544366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559019370819715,0.19592682741743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838490732339334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UncomfyPerson,2019/03/12,"I weirdly need my parents I'm 16, though I wish I were younger. I feel as if I lost my childhood through my mother abusing me, and not having any contact with people except for my dysfunctional family. Through my school years, i tried to make friends but I was just their designated person to pick on, and make me do things so they can laugh at me later. I needed them though, I wanted to feel loved or hang out around someone. So when they all left me when high school started I didnt know what to do. I was lost. Never made any friends after that. And I dropped out that high school to be homeschooled because of bullying after that. My mom's mental state only got worse. And my dad has to work in another state. So now youre up to speed. Recently ive been having a really hard time sleeping, keeping myself up with guilt, worries, and the main issue, death. I feel the need to be around them, hug them and apologize constantly. They're starting to get weirded out by this. But I feel like I need them. If They're gone. I'll have no one. I dont think I can function on my own. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to sleep. I'm so scared and lonely and if anyone would have advice it would be greatly appreciated.",1.7872364953886652,3.796356648221341,3.073028656126485,91.80635457839264,79.35573122529644,5.797694334650856,22.39937417654809,6.816661863887847,0.5019540184453222,964,30,208,10,24,312,143,253,0.173,0.7090000000000001,0.117,-0.9385,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,7,3,14,15,0,3,3,0,24,4,2,5,2,48,53,25,1,11,9,4,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,10,5,41,7,33,38,3,34,0,3,0,2,18,14,0,4,16,141,49,4,0.0,0.12469944872517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284529575043876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431419487455836,0.11035973914908484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359053803297211,0.0,0.0,0.18738273031089595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415706123604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137336722775316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334767523543295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921668044135908,0.0,0.2128624133485467,0.07518785307519994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262579094983484,0.0,0.05498675669194364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417494096638159,0.11603422489797377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427985598818353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223966199749793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984961120383677,0.0,0.09354759209786463,0.0,0.0,0.17352155442672307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435022328476868,0.0,0.0,0.05141794072451897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297771570659452,0.0,0.09498873733272133,0.0995864286781594,0.14050521202074195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606334033534276,0.0,0.0,0.12326299015840884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312154673911369,0.08117230019137046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131749841934135,0.08004442100290836,0.0,0.0,0.11686336731116215,0.0,0.0,0.0729644116878154,0.0918968572406436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742336296634828,0.0,0.10391785192862528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073946388977385,0.3195440934379532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106442659550123,0.0,0.08917470058631542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898749863333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992084921038612,0.06743746755809195,0.20680756784924334,0.0,0.0613698621368539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145521066676469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207689164376285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102785025234362,0.0,0.0,0.07662043282792186,0.10688254919787672,0.10725479329661433,0.14952765577046656,0.0,0.0,0.0677750541821633 lonely,CarryMeToDiamondOW,2019/03/12,"Maybe i shouldn’t deny it anymore I really thought i could convince myself that I’m not lonely. Hey everyone, just another lonely college student here, 23M. And I thought if I kept myself busy, I could occupy my emotions. Everyday I put on this act that I’m happy being single and hitting goals in my life that are “for me”. But a while back I realized, that was all a lie. Im going to school full time trying to become a CPA, have a pretty decent job that pays me good, and an all around wholesome person. I love helping my friends with their problems and even covering shifts for my managers when they can’t find anyone, even if it means i have to sacrifice my days off. I love doing things to help others when they need it the most and it makes me feel good knowing they had someone that looked out for them. I have a great family that I love with all my heart and would do anything for them, but this type of loneliness isn’t the kind that I want a genuine connection (friendships) with those around me....I want to find someone for me. I’m scared I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life. I’m tired of feeling this way, but maybe I should accept it. Everyone I come across sees me smiling and laughing....but behind closed doors I’m lonely and worried about not finding “the one” for me. I see couples around me everywhere I go and it gets me thinking “Why haven’t I found that yet?”. I’m not saying I’m not happy where I’m at in life, but I wish I could just find someone to be happy with. Deep down I know im going to school for my future family more than just for me, but if I can’t find anyone, is it even worth it? It sucks not having someone by my side as im hitting my goals. It gets harder everyday, but I guess i’ll try my best to put on this act for everyone until I can’t anymore.",2.3149225979417096,3.8724000857908862,3.7181302430165175,89.83619908328289,76.29222520107238,6.5287209201764265,23.29231168381908,7.233258080335977,0.7972225028106892,1404,42,300,16,31,462,174,373,0.062,0.753,0.185,0.9911,1,7,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,6,3,16,20,1,1,11,0,24,8,1,1,3,70,65,23,0,14,17,0,2,0,1,3,4,1,1,1,26,19,0,1,16,0,2,9,11,6,0,1,6,6,53,14,44,48,9,38,1,3,3,3,15,17,1,5,11,204,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063999387881117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164352037642647,0.0,0.0,0.15443338349580382,0.10888374035191746,0.0,0.06407255527135677,0.2079370503901956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986991651075992,0.0,0.0,0.08599080226415591,0.0,0.0,0.08170978848109972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706992432858057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649581498418585,0.08615115951737175,0.0,0.05021357962824232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875825799143949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542783727721745,0.0,0.0,0.22319712590531224,0.0,0.0,0.14679989521092793,0.0,0.07873721393143356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35581542061689936,0.0,0.0,0.0853700166806189,0.060154827202015086,0.0,0.08135779270640899,0.0,0.17699966002641565,0.1306113824187832,0.0,0.08584147332953472,0.08577211603046625,0.0,0.0,0.2486518420924129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226506438257356,0.10437650044712976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523080945797853,0.0,0.07726452966456775,0.0,0.0,0.08107972661616086,0.08558018636034953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498551590912386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653832082052603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108164165233812,0.0,0.05197248665617518,0.0,0.15644266973635426,0.08481290732900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773257230531194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276028812943732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679847831691641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921211727847967,0.0,0.0745019807864548,0.0,0.1565426103369204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498794284096122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191779267763301,0.07795194083849293,0.15759796042120675,0.12408947169789067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388378734912765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051727054823258366,0.04988986290802897,0.0,0.12362507577433912,0.045401082210787966,0.0894891880969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572433376619172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184827740442876,0.06180203878179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025698853867209,0.0,0.08953572955481429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907111461665338,0.0,0.0553098634740503,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mduncan55,2019/03/13,"If nobody is there for you, I am. I live with generalized anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia. I know what it is to feel isolated and lonely. So if you're in need of a hand, a shoulder, or an ear and you feel like there is nobody to give that to you, then feel free to send me a message and I'll do my best to help you out.",2.1895714285714263,2.8332931000000023,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,75.14285714285714,8.457142857142857,24.0,8.841846274778883,1.342085714285714,247,7,60,5,5,87,47,70,0.129,0.67,0.201,0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,15,11,9,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,4,10,11,1,4,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26270965524493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603902767495491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957807198662245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209191000256009,0.24533398916014046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294326030990716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301821885819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873055248343024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777402195178104,0.0,0.3032395668607453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546360490871594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cloudy2k3,2019/03/13,"I'm starting to hate high school when to comes to peer groups. I love my high school when it comes to education and studying, but in recent months, I'm starting to feel like an outcast. I get mocked and treated like a subhuman because of who I am, the more stuff like this happens, the more I grow distant. Breakfast and lunch are the worst times in this whole semester because there is no group I'm interested in so I just eat alone at the back of the lunch table. What can I do about this. &#x200B;",4.411557142857141,5.471094870000003,4.495428571428572,88.27700000000002,70.3,7.314285714285713,29.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.5189714285714286,397,15,83,4,7,123,65,100,0.14800000000000002,0.711,0.141,-0.189,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,8,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,12,17,4,17,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,11,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827277241345064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911612586641772,0.21438111904651336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356633732459721,0.0,0.215099536540556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395673513698845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805313950154284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089208041905389,0.1260412496954237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217711700344823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560159989845649,0.0,0.0,0.17418757680484998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728148465902993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25858358394148195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923448629969686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082432091992325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420281850111993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35711208856594306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497553760174439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196953449195154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028774436427724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697720427563276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438111904651336,0.0 lonely,lon3ly_3ver,2019/03/13,"Forever empty I feel lonely--I always feel lonely. It's weird to say this because I have friends, I have a family and I have a boyfriend. But I never stop feeling isolated and anxious. My friends don't really talk to me and my boyfriend takes long breaks from me regularly--& as for my family, alright I care for them there's a gap between us and sharing our feelings. I came back from work today and I'm shaking from the stress of the last couple of days. I came home and I feel like I have...no one. I don't know what to do :(",0.35221494102228235,2.73163998165138,2.277621231979033,92.60038990825693,89.55045871559633,5.316120576671036,21.547182175622535,6.868970318607317,0.6367714285714281,414,15,88,6,14,137,66,109,0.152,0.662,0.18600000000000005,0.6985,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,2,10,0,2,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,17,17,8,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,6,19,6,12,15,0,11,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385814019141854,0.18045484992631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815200239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280652462254763,0.0,0.1015262058245703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809734271890479,0.1698069378216598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842823591414168,0.0,0.10740977796081763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140135450611968,0.0,0.4210587418902119,0.11898203096826225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734937365053817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706137301589105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153050711445862,0.13575897037141535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136701296006146,0.0,0.0,0.14738987095585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845219992483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285733610483867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669500899863413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244577288785692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924171014884013,0.19078034204382624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522348092223332,0.1338650934848112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578681713474865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033691678966428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124903609650267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,akanesstomach,2019/03/13,Spring blues yknow how the weather is warm but it’s windy and you don’t have many friends and you just feel all anxious and calming down is the hardest thing ever. 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I'm a 17 year old girl that just wants to talk to people. We can be Snapchat buddies (pm me) or something, I won't demand much. 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I was thinking, that since real life people really, don't like being around me at all and aren't interested in talking to me at all. I was wondering if it would be possible to socialize with NPCs in videogames for example: Skyrim. If that is possible, which games would work best for my goal and what kind of mods (if available) to introduce into these games to make my experience better.",7.235125,8.147837262500001,7.317499999999999,71.09750000000003,63.875,11.4,34.75,11.20814326018867,4.198324999999999,351,15,60,10,5,113,58,80,0.056,0.858,0.086,0.5352,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,17,13,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,15,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,1,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646472305275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198164259506028,0.1852512574133024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489307760188205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181214277153465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794851842893025,0.10233207789461993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981686254356665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145213903068898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722716734784091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384125064836521,0.1341860979605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326832670115735,0.0,0.0,0.4270382795720968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835683989754185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421416894433846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715154963260206,0.15249012290232564,0.0,0.0,0.29759020882776605,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hidden58,2019/03/13,Finally worked up the courage to ask a girl out... It's an hour after when we agreed to meet. I think I got stood up...i feel crushed.,-1.5636206896551703,0.3935401379310335,0.2581896551724157,106.12452586206899,95.89655172413794,4.279310344827587,17.594827586206893,5.985473137389443,-0.6983172413793097,100,3,27,1,4,32,25,29,0.096,0.722,0.182,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232058142067577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889462468228516,0.0,0.0,0.4959018450856698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620590637315532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458103301017303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900666883064562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295650921033993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bzirk13,2019/03/13,"Full on the outside and empty on the inside Is it unusual to feel so empty yet everything on the outside contradicts that? I have there deep seeded thoughts that have been making its way towards the surface more and more frequent. Thoughts and feeling of pure emptiness. On the outside: I’m a couple months away from graduating college in Mechancial Engineerimg. At school, I have lots of friends and different groups around me. I play rugby as well and am president of the club so I’m heavily involved. I have a job already lined up for after college. I have a family that loves me. We have had our tough times and I’ve had to be the negotiator between my parents. But I mean what family hasn’t. I have a loving girlfriend that we are doing long distance and the distance is going to only be getting longer when she goes to grad school. These thoughts and feelings started around high school as an occasional/ rare thought. But now it’s become that anytime I have a free second to think. The feeling of emptiness hurts. I can physically feel a hole in the chest that can sometimes bring me to cry a bit. I just feel as though when I am happy it’s only going to be a brief moment. And even when I’m happy there’s a strong feeling of loneliness. Any suggestions on how to make the feeling go away? Are there any others around feeling the same?",4.283089700996676,6.221937829457363,4.751816168327796,82.87662790697676,71.86821705426357,7.239867109634551,30.11517165005537,7.957251820313856,2.1324660022148394,1072,46,196,15,21,340,140,258,0.084,0.777,0.14,0.9318,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,22,0,24,3,1,3,1,38,52,21,0,0,3,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,15,2,1,5,1,2,1,1,7,9,19,10,35,42,6,37,0,1,0,2,12,19,0,1,12,145,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468842658529982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135080282109933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755699426027153,0.0,0.0,0.19528975803406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147816060951196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346373931533732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499565297674508,0.11416131622053875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858386541503877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864423847771305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340483915176144,0.0,0.19595034937741504,0.0,0.4729474125655964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029542112435666,0.0,0.05429870328752594,0.0,0.17719603191146208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126907407455754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980687720702896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112583290334483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313366750364453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197404749805517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883568662013709,0.18760027229763346,0.0,0.13874705978035956,0.0,0.0,0.11320933709764246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295527421423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808563833682254,0.0,0.0,0.11540104724415695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31554561426626265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278860939523768,0.0,0.07356160345266788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659361747617845,0.1021098846325139,0.3300326169168528,0.06060193645597638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249413989110084,0.0,0.0,0.0934448077699698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,smgsmg16,2019/03/13,Can someone just say hello I'm really sorry if this is against the forum rules. I don't know what to do. Just need someone to have a conversation. ,0.532,2.9896492000000023,3.068333333333332,86.4225,90.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8913333333333333,116,4,23,2,4,40,25,30,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400098293033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022230610490547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611127988132821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241321855100024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906999185149184,0.0,0.0,0.4562639983521282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PanamaKanaly,2019/03/13,"I’ve truly fucked up my life I was going to college for International Relations. I had an internship at the United fucking Nations. Then one night one friend told me he knew a guy who would pay big bucks for a tank of nitrous oxide. I was on a lot of drugs at the time, as I had been for awhile (never seemed to fuck yo my academics) and was running out of money, plus I’m a bit of a thrill seeker and adrenaline junkie so we set off for the nearest dentist office. We couldn’t find any nitrous, but we got in and out quickly. I thought we’d get away with it, but the other kid got picked up for shoplifting and squealed on me. I’ve ended up getting kicked out of school, lost my internship, I’m stuck back home with my parents when all I’ve ever wanted was independence. I’m not allowed to see my friends from college and my friends here want nothing to do to with me. I’m working long hours at a shitty job to try and pay my parents back for the lawyer. I don’t mind working at all, but this shitty job with the cruel managers is literally the best part of my life right now, as it’s the only time I get out of the house and interact with people. I don’t have depression but I’ve never been so low in my whole life for so long. I never post anything personal on this site but I haven’t been able to talk to anyone so there it is. Am I the asshole? Lol",2.5651674641148325,3.784185122807022,3.9949043062200964,89.49455741626795,74.96491228070175,6.585326953748004,25.586124401913878,6.980632752743323,0.934894736842106,1060,36,233,10,22,351,150,285,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.09,-0.8982,5,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,4,12,12,4,0,17,1,20,8,0,3,6,45,42,21,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,7,20,0,0,4,0,4,2,8,7,0,2,16,1,27,5,49,23,7,45,0,3,1,3,17,24,3,2,17,156,34,12,0.11166001536371464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593263943240584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807527896698171,0.0,0.09188667859443976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490826005714864,0.1717193189065596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718029724871748,0.0,0.12190381708674605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617260761574413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949016811323394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889763116381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100287655300262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205523115069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588047526560856,0.3096836548147124,0.1750132482910859,0.0,0.06345895993726286,0.0,0.17860942924577874,0.0,0.0,0.11056097037268517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200409961097084,0.0,0.10996262293599217,0.12884066596909158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161067165094056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366063130910694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763119972223664,0.0,0.0,0.12189009699946547,0.09492935206229408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274478482503528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583572624102832,0.0,0.0,0.10478536036196334,0.0,0.10714079622875193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132743238872806,0.08492247327710158,0.0,0.0,0.2479704659789764,0.12091691544983968,0.0,0.07741099534610668,0.09749721848802703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693942903933784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953570430206536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300589679179203,0.08897857557395697,0.10165108433023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974809074314577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864557965404066,0.13021970580927858,0.0,0.0,0.10669592976486393,0.0,0.07580982087605463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171994014552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466441954455153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257964209829764,0.0,0.0,0.07932007123203319,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PimphatShotgunShoes,2019/03/13,When to Give I'm a college student and in a sports club. I have a nice car and kinda a lot of money but no friends and am lonely. I always give people rides to and from events and bring alcohol and food to parties and tailgates. But I don't feel appreciated. I know giving is supposed to make you happy and I shouldn't expect stuff in return. In the moment i feel good about what I am doing and people say thank you but it doesn't help me build any relationships with people. And noone ever invites me to do anything with them in small groups. I worry that thinking I need to share with people isn't healthy. I don't know if I should stop and focus just on myself or trying to find a few people in or outside the club to share stuff with.,2.892254901960783,4.283547457516342,4.113218954248367,88.28198529411767,74.42483660130719,5.8843137254901965,21.90032679738562,5.985473137389443,0.2369307189542477,583,14,121,3,12,191,89,153,0.132,0.687,0.182,0.8564,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,1,1,37,25,18,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,15,2,1,6,3,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,17,7,21,23,2,17,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,5,7,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167143601689715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587639611909074,0.0,0.0,0.10287502968717192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244898749591525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684067881150813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529825972359513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826642946746354,0.0,0.18292738441386586,0.0,0.11687791886639558,0.0,0.0,0.4353623212360375,0.0,0.12688579842565767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103949967007422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139924523305154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627816159134245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861214867008444,0.0,0.0,0.10098002706060116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217159479468224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243896764205982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241722419850968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030327549042102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647616794819636,0.0,0.0,0.346356934746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392775435431425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969335898786337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270863269735027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536313501126822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CanIJustBeOkay,2019/03/13,"I don't have a reason to wake up I just work for money I don't even want and that's it. I think I might just buy a gun and kill myself that's all I want.",-0.7999999999999972,-0.4371956153846117,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,82.07692307692308,5.2,13.0,3.1291,-1.7198615384615383,117,0,36,0,3,42,26,39,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.8198,0,0,0,1,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,10,7,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26579738744583226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44522275101490505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269084795411788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137590992304078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578571769207142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747204368991183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929696090149289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shannonmaire,2019/03/13,:( I want a boyfriend who’ll except and always try and be there for me ,3.026,3.394174266666667,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,73.0,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.33633333333333315,54,1,13,0,1,17,14,15,0.191,0.7240000000000001,0.086,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6791181169031716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541252798589248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813977124116385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gross-sobbing,2019/03/13,"trying to talk on discord be like me: hoi chat: .... some big name user: hoi chat: SHSJSKSKOSJISJS ",0.9202941176470568,2.486255,-0.05014705882352821,102.99183823529414,116.64705882352942,1.7000000000000002,16.014705882352942,3.1291,-1.3314588235294122,73,2,14,0,4,20,15,17,0.127,0.755,0.118,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211530215393214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6928813845906404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852738840372576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shay021,2019/03/13,"Fear and Isolation I’m afraid of normal people. Normal people are always horrible to me. I don’t want to be like them, but if I don’t act normal, the more normal people hate me, and the more horrible they are. I keep telling myself I’ll get over it when I leave highschool, but will I really? Will I be able to make friends with anyone at university if I’m scared of the majority of them? I’ve got some friends at school, but they’re the people who are nice to everyone. I don’t have a single friend that has... enemies? I’m not saying their friendship isn’t special, it’s just like I feel like they don’t really like me. They’re just too nice to say. I’m close to no one, and afraid to leave my house. I’m overwhelmed as hell about school. I don’t know why. I’ve never studied properly a day in my life and I always get A’s and B’s... But I’m still freaking out. I can’t help it. I’m freaking out and I just wish I had one friend that I didn’t have to be scared of. 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I am from Denmark, kinda quiet, semi-weird sleep schedule. Say hi if you feel like it :) ",1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,2.3422222222222224,94.3,83.44444444444446,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.4724222222222218,175,5,35,0,5,55,41,45,0.05,0.6759999999999999,0.274,0.8834,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,5,8,0,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,4,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207750548191813,0.2289978672564472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765276414501464,0.0,0.16747186539839615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531171579992558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36158944073530425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660240694539815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383552075155591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069941134296892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549107564531429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077713141544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImAnAltGuys,2019/03/13,"Idk Im so lonely that it has gotten to the point where i dream about scenarios and shit. And this becomes worse, because one of the characters just has the *worst* luck because he keeps dying in my dream thingy. Naturally, Dream Me would be upset. He was what i envisioned as a ‘close friend’ and it bummed me out when he went. So, Dream Me decided to kill herself. You see, a lot of my dreams end with me taking my life. Now, im *very* worried. If this is what my subconscious thinks about, then it might happen to me, no? ",2.5084508547008566,4.310106875000002,3.4397435897435926,90.98303418803421,76.40384615384616,6.92991452991453,22.132478632478627,7.793537801064563,0.8097811965811963,401,11,87,6,9,128,72,104,0.188,0.698,0.114,-0.8718,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,5,0,7,2,1,0,0,15,14,9,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,5,0,1,3,1,13,2,11,8,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,4,4,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253628399164094,0.22975467955799506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590407108801915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425434804479748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072478316005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396175418528324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494198906063734,0.0,0.0,0.1849081423955988,0.23015626473743034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469389490555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686112062259918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068876941251367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409676706507391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966572078132752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577433897458718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135415608974171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641395611169007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329831986466364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164794765619198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284747942133607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126629968209212,0.21200208521405206,0.14777975811692026,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PartyCheck,2019/03/13,"Is anyone else here lonely, but not enough to be sad about it? I don’t know if that makes any sense or not. I don’t have any friends and I haven’t had a SO in years. Would I like to have a group of people I’m close with? Yea. Would I love to have a SO who loves me and I love them? Of course. But...I’m not that broken up about it. More of a “Yea, that sounds great” kind go thing. Was wondering if anyone else feels this way",-1.9108906882591088,-0.04377578947368122,-0.07052631578947201,108.584008097166,96.36842105263159,3.3441295546558707,9.412955465587043,4.713530739802397,-2.2398906882591096,320,2,89,1,13,102,60,95,0.051,0.606,0.343,0.9904,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,2,12,3,0,1,0,17,21,8,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,8,7,11,16,2,6,0,2,0,3,7,3,0,4,2,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533543436155972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050340411112405,0.3817329042445219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112270175622653,0.0,0.0,0.19247761923700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418905060145216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391990217449774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586753773879916,0.0,0.0,0.2053749801759475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398254247735586,0.10237492668455543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100727450259832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.504376447478297,0.0,0.1243437234089762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914348863114122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375652987810168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786084158782958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201332618685786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646567369809847,0.0,0.0,0.11995857619874202 lonely,Cheesyknees1221,2019/03/14,"Help me. I can't fucking deal with anything. I keep isolating myself and I keep seeing fucking hallucinations everywhere and I hear things, It makes me paranoid and fucking scares me, I guess as some sort of coping mechanism I begin to laugh and speak words that make no fucking sense. I'm having an Identity crisis, I feel so depressed, I can't fucking anything right now. I'm so god damn paranoid and fu\[cking ahsuft hsfuck shuutt I can;t god dan deeal with this shit right fucking now it feel sike god just god damn cursed me witfh a fucjiking paranoya type shitty fucking mental health fucknit",3.265389610389608,6.358339772727278,3.4579220779220776,84.26545454545456,83.0909090909091,4.961038961038962,26.948051948051948,6.5431188927421005,1.4756233766233766,485,21,78,5,14,149,71,110,0.238,0.627,0.135,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,13,10,1,2,0,3,9,1,2,0,18,22,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,0,5,14,1,5,22,1,5,0,1,1,7,4,2,10,3,3,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656046827431496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293905360433953,0.1080976000446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691858246804266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8121939112711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382583258705488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340635023575964,0.14145368491667298,0.0,0.08412361079514982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310989705671688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675516316715302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647990404153875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143618178488836,0.0,0.0,0.12565278015132475,0.0,0.10001153876754804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882946919455773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338019782020435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tserp910,2019/03/14,"I had two great days with some wonderful people, even though I barely knew, or haven't met at all most of them. But now I'm back to the same and I hate it even more. A friend of mine that lives in another city came over for the weekend because of the carnival. From Friday to Sunday, everyone is out celebrating and having fun, but I spent the first two days alone because no one seemed to care to invite me for anything and needless to say that I was depressed all day. Finally on Sunday she messaged me to hang out with her and her friends, of which I had only met one a couple of times and also i had met her bf once. I spent a wonderful 2 days with them and almost never felt bored, left out, or even awkward, something very unlikely to happen to me. Unfortunately, those 2 days where over and they all went back to the cities they live or study, apart from 2 of them that actually go to the same uni as me. So now I'm back to me same old life, with the same old friends that rarely want to hang out with me and no one to talk to apart from some online friends (she is also one of the friends I made online). And I hate this boring life with no one that cares about me even more because after a long time, I experienced what it is to have something meaningful even for a brief period of time. As a result here I am slowly feeling worse and worse and no one seems to notice or care.",9.406943021766963,5.433910264084506,8.938245838668378,76.96475672215108,62.55633802816901,12.158258642765686,35.67733674775928,9.339509955726095,2.865919718309859,1081,28,238,13,11,348,137,284,0.133,0.7,0.166,0.8934,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,1,17,16,2,1,14,0,11,2,0,2,4,51,36,23,0,1,6,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,0,0,11,22,0,0,8,1,2,6,6,6,0,9,14,4,30,10,49,22,12,43,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,12,24,174,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.08440696209093068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866125758072948,0.08958307318852486,0.0,0.138340563569315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069789206881396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117828427511752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995287023694904,0.0,0.15818024563048438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098927611516676,0.2645632515884893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570543420327417,0.0,0.2789116518073431,0.0,0.07449829843742982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28564673876808044,0.0,0.0,0.0826499916633292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043734636245635436,0.0,0.08304907823781044,0.09475140291505384,0.0,0.07357288099477882,0.0,0.0,0.3341303755540804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049157287642902316,0.0,0.0,0.09536140341785307,0.0,0.0,0.07648753204700913,0.0,0.0,0.17079245653992095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397742591178218,0.0,0.1221884149193214,0.0,0.0,0.1527539168898238,0.07654564258193304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184396981555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671052848166628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984755031231621,0.1815245912984958,0.09211470039639856,0.3516688327171824,0.0657835938432688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996496899277845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878455573109575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574841944013696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317665707076187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952166749066965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498121965686134,0.0,0.15130836232352202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689867325126395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136770333214529,0.05101718490533557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018203472645725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187600985064328,0.0,0.0,0.17629225551426916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Joshua-Janssen,2019/03/14,"After two weeks on Tinder, I finally got my first match. She told me she didn’t mean to swipe and promptly unmatched me. :(",3.213750000000001,5.007999541666671,3.84,88.905,74.41666666666666,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,95,3,19,1,2,30,22,24,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378130582250338,0.0,0.33995452351907035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964830847326153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353519393316441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818966738132243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904142623995912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205868525724395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unburiedgod,2019/03/14,"maybe you can help me with my situatuon I suffer from anxiety disorders, depression and meanwhile I feel really lonely, I have the feeling that neither my friends nor my family do not even know more profound things about me. As if you only scratch the superficial things.or maybe they're more in the here and now and do not think about it as much as I do. can it be up to me? Do I unconsciously come across other ways so that I can not reveal my inner self? I would be glad if you would tell me your perspective. 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I feel like nothing I try works. I've got a lot working against me, but I'm really trying to be positive. Any stories of how you've met people? PLease and thank you.",0.4663157894736827,2.897139315789474,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,90.05263157894737,5.145263157894737,26.02105263157895,6.742157984588678,1.3078252631578955,146,7,29,2,5,49,31,38,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918831250555557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568962571929078,0.20584357756437496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304477423030073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407681219350977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449619256208448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764731369863663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975640907951112,0.0,0.0,0.3162855141414276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458654791663776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265275836029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912492669408175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195311706016118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,etjelta,2019/03/14,"Everyone is lying to me when they say they care about me When I need people to talk to or hangout with, no one wants to be there for me or talk, but if I say something about being lonely or wanting to die, suddenly they “care.” If they actually cared, they’d be there for me when I ask to hang out or try and talk to them. It’s all fake. They just don’t want to feel responsible if I end up committing suicide. 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Let go of all things that associate with loneliness. Make that first step! :) ",3.59059523809524,6.438486392857143,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523809,77.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.4623190476190482,121,3,23,3,3,36,24,28,0.224,0.69,0.086,-0.5848,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436526769268542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502637489527446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38689093948238495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525531494987625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008809960200286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31631952854084805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136050726864456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687706730510703,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,megmcc1981,2019/03/14,"Happy Only in Dreams Last night I had the simplest dream. But I was happy. And all day, every time I think about it, I literally tear up. My dream? The guy I’m currently crushing on and I were dating, and it was just so... right. Dreams are devastatingly simple sometimes. 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This really caught me off guard because no one's ever invited me to hang out before. I was so excited to feel included for once. Later that same day, he told me nvm cause they refunded the ticket. The screenshot of the text is in my post history. But it didn't stop there. Another guy who I've known for over a year due to being the same major and sharing alot of classes with, and also considered a friend, John, said he's was gonna go to the movies too on the weekend with his group of friends who I've also known for a long time. I told him to text me and let me know what day over the weekend they're gonna go to the movies and I'll join them. The weekend goes by and nothing. I didn't think of it as anything, I just assumed they never went because I know people are busy and have other things to deal with. Monday comes along. I found out they all went without me. I'm starting to cry typing this knowing no one wants to hang out with me or want to know me or be a friend. I'm a boring ugly person to begin with so I dont blame them. Maybe I'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life, which probably won't be much longer anyway. 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I can still improve but i'm mostly happy with my improvements. I met this girl in september and became friends with her and got to know some of her friends. She's kind of different from me. Im shy and quiet most of the time while she's loud and talkative. I'm trying to become closer to her and become a part of her friend group, but it doesn't seem to happen. I try to be extra social and make good jokes around her but i still feel distant from her and every friend i make in general. I wish i could know what's wrong with me and why others seem to make almost no effort and have friends. The girl's closest friend is also kind of introverted and doesn't really make much effort to talk to people and she's part of the friend group that i want to be apart of. 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Second enlightenment : 14th March 2019 Never felt like this before. Due to some events in past couple of days I feel so depressed and numb that I feel I've lost the touch of reality. I feel like a walking Corpse. I've been depressed since a decade but this is something different. There's many things to tell so i don't know how to define it precisely. I feel like if someone was decapitating me alive with a saw I wouldn't defend myself and let it happen. It's amazing and makes me curious about many things at the same time. Hope everyone is having a good day! 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But recently they got asked out and they've also been hanging out with their friends more and more and we still talk but not as much. And I know that sooner or later they'll just be gone, and I'm happy they'll be better, but I'll be the same, alone and dealing with my problems and I wish I could be as lucky as they were to have events unfold like they did. I just want something fun to do with someone and whenever I try to go hangout I always get left out. I've been trying to better myself for so long and it's not paying off, I thought I would have gotten better but I haven't. I've only watched others get better and move away from me. And I think about killing myself a lot more, I have so many perfect chances to do it and I know nobody will care about it, it'll only make life for my parent easier. I can't think of any bad reasons to do it besides the pain I'll feel, but it won't last that long and it hurts to know that I mostly see good in doing it. 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First, I am married but I want out so bad. I've been wanting out for a very long time. My wife is very toxic and a narcissist and I didn't see it for many years, but I see it now. She will do anything in her power to keep me down. Second I met someone, who I will call (AWJ), that I really want to spend more time with. I have shared a lot of things with her and spent some time with her. She has showed me what I am missing, but I can't have her or be with her at this moment because I am still married. Third I feel stuck. I can't get out or find a way out without a huge blow up. I guess I'm too nice because I don't like to argue, yet I want out for my health. &#x200B; All of this has left me feeling lonely and very depressed. I really hate coming home after work because I don't want to be there. I try not to show my true feelings ever, but it is getting harder and harder to hide it. A few co-workers have asked if I am okay, but my typical response is ""I didn't get enough sleep last night."" Only one of my friends knows my true feelings and also knows about my friend that I want to be with. All I do is think about what I am missing and how I can totally lose out on the chance to experience more with my AWJ. She told me the other day that she started seeing someone else and I have been hurting ever since. My friend told me that she may have said that to make sure I am focusing on getting out of my ""Obligation"" at home, as AWJ put it. I can't afford to move out on my own because my wife doesn't work and we live paycheck to paycheck with my full time job and my part time job. If I were to move out I would have about $200 per month to live off of because I can work more hours at my part time job, but I will still have to pay for the house we are renting and all the other bills until she gets a job. I don't anticipate her getting a job anytime soon, even if I left today. She will try to stick it to me. I don't have anywhere to go so I would have to try to sneak living in my office at work, and the possibility of doing that is extremely depressing. All of this is causing me not to sleep, I don't eat much. I've been forgetting things at work because I am always thinking about what I can do to get out of this situation. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of being beat down, tired of the nagging about things that don't really matter. I'm tired about working 2 jobs, leaving at 7 am and arriving home at 10 pm 3 days a week just to find things for me to do when I get home that could have been done by my wife. She says I don't do anything at home and I need to do half of the house work. I'm tired of all the crap. I can't do it anymore. When I am alone I feel hopeless like there is nothing I can do. I felt so much better when I was talking and texting AWJ, but I can't do that anymore...or at least right now. Thank you for listening to me...",3.3991742315655387,3.0964606677018622,4.757142857142857,90.36734432234437,71.98136645962731,7.661028826246217,26.140149705367108,6.900799576094004,0.8476206083771305,2266,62,551,17,39,759,241,644,0.13699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.9894,10,7,0,0,0,1,68.0,2,1,0,12,29,30,4,0,17,1,81,9,3,3,11,97,132,41,0,13,16,3,6,2,3,7,5,3,6,0,31,37,1,1,13,2,5,5,19,17,0,5,16,12,95,13,90,104,20,71,0,12,3,0,35,33,1,9,34,393,126,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625684642178396,0.0,0.04343791500791529,0.04519675047460497,0.058853300020030835,0.06600205714296638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773729907242376,0.0,0.0,0.08939782180958472,0.0,0.0507797989135111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045353083674259186,0.19866971445972012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803966892088846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546453409017674,0.0,0.0,0.055799330245406106,0.0,0.04678996427187297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336833340884612,0.0,0.0,0.07006095862753536,0.0,0.18713532298936889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558595530538517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558065702289063,0.0453755415172349,0.0,0.0,0.0561247945068252,0.0,0.035876386334595584,0.09826709702060338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313321890288838,0.0,0.0,0.1373235270353764,0.0,0.05215359412891511,0.0,0.09929094737893833,0.04620268226589085,0.0,0.0,0.12589736355331946,0.0,0.2270304165140773,0.0,0.03087005036786852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983716672956312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362756967125521,0.0,0.05773726805656393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724258481242581,0.0,0.0534920791638084,0.12535086776800805,0.05814831490397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341213609638525,0.048280145246725616,0.0,0.0,0.08955490636675648,0.044276246479059984,0.0,0.0575146940516098,0.11803287001569247,0.0,0.0,0.0530738545118356,0.0,0.14389080442761945,0.04806953262170713,0.0,0.060767710216679816,0.0,0.04617904047669991,0.0,0.0,0.03625754491460741,0.05506971097138064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335593972927989,0.11546242375864695,0.07985964733681261,0.040275951143987763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097356394411437,0.0,0.052119382027454114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036807138538817855,0.041311125017173864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764174118057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123514396450073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460437907165632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439209660145707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638709370416368,0.05166865452337811,0.04319568474516868,0.0,0.0,0.12985273217579252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493223509209082,0.06105546893200546,0.10871403023456376,0.0,0.09204657009528423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844640953686282,0.0,0.08675651046266195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119387185718185,0.0,0.0,0.04365858003976047,0.0,0.050008520868994266,0.0,0.0,0.14434529761579615,0.06960928989748624,0.0,0.0,0.19003883208276406,0.249721224867384,0.05148691130064376,0.10380594731285082,0.0,0.1106346365179888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927145309617387,0.19222823021830815,0.043114931401478165,0.043570452702611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236040877743296,0.0,0.3163519695454346,0.0,0.0,0.07717159551737203,0.0,0.06600205714296638,0.03497887424613077 lonely,_thisnametho,2019/03/14,"Someone by my side would be nice Even though I‘m kinda dying inside, and might actually wanna die soon, I still have the need for a SO. That‘s crazy to me that even though I‘m hella depressed, anxious and in a constant state of fear and misery, I feel... love and pain? Pain, I get. Love though? Weird. In my imagination I live in a flat with my husband who I get to cuddle with every night. Reality is, this is so far from reality because of obvious reasons. But I still think about it from time to time. And it gives me a spark of joy and hope. Just a tiny bit. And then it goes back to chest pain. Anyone else? ",1.6925609756097548,3.780355430894311,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,80.0569105691057,5.726016260162603,20.006097560975608,6.816661863887847,0.17904390243902446,470,12,102,5,12,153,81,123,0.217,0.649,0.134,-0.9079,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,6,0,6,7,1,1,1,22,17,14,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,5,18,14,1,15,0,1,0,3,5,5,0,3,9,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.13547478651589462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683460149727904,0.0,0.09707082306574276,0.14224431090537826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674912624774513,0.0,0.08462743861000452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515627483632884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002229190555574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195711920746007,0.0,0.2881602940659662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597185402682188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833873888832932,0.0,0.11696744198322293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621857977873954,0.07019492660267641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506239178224792,0.13317517476666618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788618993259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258647727317708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25059294744472765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472731393402963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293820350524807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027940867016102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431640376922803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427369199594397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762737185963215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217342874779953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895451312504732,0.4091894426364148,0.0,0.16190187456943034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861847055817782,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redsquirreldocs,2019/03/14,"Looking to connect to anyone who has been lonely and found ways to reach out I hope someone can help - I'm a UK based film maker, I've recently been given funding to make a short documentary about loneliness. I'm looking to speak to anyone who has experienced loneliness, has found ways to reach out and benefited from doing so. If there anyone here who would be willing to share a little of their story with me? Thank you",6.324074074074076,6.908495234567906,6.898370370370369,74.45866666666669,65.79012345679013,9.442962962962962,31.014814814814812,9.3871,2.7662325925925915,338,12,60,6,5,111,54,81,0.095,0.759,0.146,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,12,20,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,4,4,14,12,0,7,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,2,1,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635142766428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845562358629571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810903797296412,0.0,0.0,0.21946937149300072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146625988019086,0.0,0.0,0.3711120424763546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749670599672793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817754136359346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872240097795705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343606047561166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507854917353151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696810363376856,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vitamin-water,2019/03/14,"Ugly, disgusting, repulsive Context...im 21f and shes 23f I feel so ugly with my girlfriend She doesnt like to just look at me She doesnt like when i look at her She probably called me beautiful once in the 1+ years we've been together, and it was when i was getting upset because i was insecure around her so she probably just said it to calm me down She called me a ""beaut"" like once She loves me but she acts like im dirty and gross I dont feel attractive to her And whenever she says something that reminds me i cry and she gets upset and sad too",-0.3024679487179505,1.9638015897435888,1.885806623931625,94.56665865384615,92.93162393162392,6.001923076923077,20.133012820512818,7.413659706084162,0.7599576923076925,434,15,98,9,16,145,68,117,0.311,0.64,0.049,-0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,1,3,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,16,11,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,7,26,8,9,11,0,9,0,1,3,1,19,5,0,0,7,61,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293639966107425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472629939799613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35084937342732586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887117353666811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013456557685096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373218474659585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951444262879004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371142050134588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357267649733761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28853364349755345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550541554380707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659179433267039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37045401175619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341897901717692,0.136620447428322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225828300138565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063210314266156 lonely,TreeTrunks2278,2019/03/14,God damn dude I miss having a girlfriend. Someone that was just always there to chat with me about anything. My friends are always busy and I never really get to talk to anyone. Life's shit when you're lonely and all I want is to tell someone about my day and listen to how theirs is ,4.0915517241379336,4.968460741379314,4.5098275862069,88.55543103448278,70.89655172413794,6.4896551724137925,23.12068965517241,5.985473137389443,0.4076758620689653,225,5,46,1,4,71,45,58,0.168,0.727,0.105,-0.5994,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,2,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,8,1,3,0,2,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724246581532648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849669646847976,0.0,0.2336104640518887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830802219293439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932630965174155,0.0,0.14831647987104782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051405145379408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189470802009307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186189653375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914005020760446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810641136233729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281733701444945,0.2481251324553989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744079127126132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pizza_is_Banana,2019/03/14,"I’m just lonely ya know? Why is it? No, I’m not unhappy nor depressed, in fact, my life is great! But at the end of each day, I feel lonely. I feel a hole in my heart, empty, like the barren desert. Why? Is anybody else in a same situation? 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Is it abnormal to hate [celebrating] your birthday at a young age? I’m turning 19 in June, and usually people my age get super excited like starting to drink (like they didn’t do that already at 14 lol), go to parties, hang with friends, whatever it may be. But for me, I stopped wanting to celebrate my birthday at 16 years old because I finally realized i’ll never have a good time even if I did have friends and will always feel like I lack in something. We’re in March now and usually around this time, I forget my birthday is coming up. Usually this could just mean I hate myself and the life i live. I just want to be able to understand why I can never feel happy. Celebrating your birthday with your parents & family is fun too, but I want to have a good time with people my age who goes to these parties, travel, or just feel “wanted” and “included”by somebody. I’ll never have that experience... P.S. don’t even say I need to start getting out more or something will only change if i make friends or anything related to that. it’s easier said than done. I don’t know what it be on why I feel like this, but I wouldn’t be surprised if I have some mental issues...",4.977302259887008,5.464333199152545,6.045999999999999,79.73854802259888,68.70338983050847,9.344180790960452,31.83502824858757,9.3871,2.7703590960451967,929,38,184,18,15,310,129,236,0.076,0.765,0.159,0.9584,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,1,8,16,2,0,4,1,25,2,0,1,3,47,49,14,0,11,12,1,4,4,3,4,1,2,0,0,14,11,1,1,8,2,0,4,7,2,0,0,4,6,26,14,25,36,3,36,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,8,26,121,40,0,0.10662798387412743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766663167788513,0.0,0.0887230243729687,0.11553137597891595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774574543537937,0.09492151209332904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499942928450303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279826857271635,0.09185056662063057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513376872547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911744794850856,0.0,0.10445483049922052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085355543278955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430262853485484,0.1005193735489807,0.0,0.21565724983679976,0.15235010596991044,0.0,0.11680574439943045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471415475170019,0.0,0.11141744133298648,0.0,0.060599140478519276,0.17886898788637698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135074715733122,0.0,0.2105461176320305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129191234466893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859995137453601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531449837441016,0.20837218773357585,0.0,0.09415446327607792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117500721584426,0.0,0.0,0.1161491335035304,0.0,0.0,0.10745592857566226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906329896438767,0.2467142237112704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188813231837903,0.0,0.0,0.08109538657724727,0.0,0.0,0.11839775752107935,0.0,0.0,0.14784483660615932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142763022691052,0.08479485251060342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417486271653453,0.0,0.0,0.15094367159465705,0.0,0.0,0.0891457690038335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865269046296071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598062745869625,0.0,0.111003491650788,0.0,0.0,0.35230697984777315,0.0,0.25156779009904634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924303410488952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866492567916394 lonely,denter_g,2019/03/14,I don’t know.. I hate being so alone my entire life I had no friends and I try making friends but they don’t last long and this loneliness I feel drives me mad to the point I wanna cry cause I don’t know what to do.. I hate everything and I hate myself for not knowing how to talk to people...,-2.131145833333332,-0.5851951562499984,0.3181250000000002,102.28104166666668,109.9375,3.3833333333333333,13.145833333333332,5.46131890053228,-1.1754541666666665,226,5,55,2,12,75,42,64,0.382,0.563,0.055,-0.9786,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,0,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,1,13,2,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525763563763575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135070247047959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283004409639003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679152161590834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508921003296688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115046772340355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6155914126013101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426672241761708,0.16941582648509604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680222703730986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839302164358106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387335744671534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408879922332324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647422453673166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705242672501194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110845637014946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ATXRI,2019/03/14,"Nobody left lmao So my only real friend that I have left now has a new boyfriend. She still texts me regularly but we’re drifting since she’s always with him. Lost my only real best friend years ago, she turned out to be fake. Basically I’m super shy and not sure how to deal with finding new friends. Usually I only talk to new people because my sister introduces us. Also not currently in college.. I’m taking this semester off to figure out what I want to do next year... so yeah kinda hard to make college friends. Any advice?",1.500576923076924,4.133264057692312,3.1876923076923083,86.45730769230771,86.30769230769229,5.5076923076923086,21.46153846153846,7.010146845296331,0.8724076923076924,418,14,78,6,13,138,77,104,0.105,0.635,0.26,0.9718,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,17,11,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,12,7,12,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,11,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386847000557225,0.1214364786652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955365843686532,0.11398957254391336,0.0,0.0,0.09316028279351593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350997063166173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376623427184476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412342908465085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252095839895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233633762059077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271927443438728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976876934278685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954459625109745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144423001450222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969275495524746,0.14569414936177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31256920680581113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497404899497183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118572064143093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113322445038784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940319203475676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911475954774468,0.0,0.10300206857212588,0.1101101920900879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900959746159834,0.0,0.0,0.16478632193200385,0.0,0.15087899419157658,0.0,0.08080232009072491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643865461629055 lonely,anonymous42_Pfz,2019/03/14,"It’s my birthday soon I’m turning 19 on March 18th and i don’t have anyone in my life. I don’t have any family who cares about me other than my mom, she’s a bit narcissistic but she cares. I don’t have any friends either. I have mental illnesses and apart from being in the hospital last Christmas, this is one of the lowest feelings I’ve had since. 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I met them 2 years ago in classes, and due to how busy everyone is with internship search, classes, and research, I didn't really get that close to them or get to know them that well. However, I was beyond happy tonight. I felt like it was so easy to talk to them about life, music, sports, and other things. I haven't felt this genuinely happy in such a long time (at least 5 months?), and I couldn't believe that I didn't make the time to hang out with them more prior. Now we're all seniors, and they're about to graduate and I'll never see them again after this semester. I just feel so sad that I've been forcing friendships with other people who don't really give a shit about me, but have been ignoring such good people that I can easily relate to. I feel like most of my friendships in college are laughably shallow, and none of them I really cherish because most times they're just too busy or they just put me on the back of their priority list because they got other friends they can hang out with. I feel like I've been dragging my ""friends"" to hang out with me most of the time, and them just always shooting me down. I'm just tired of being disappointed in my friends, and I think tonight I finally found people who are genuine and would make time for me (because they had the same problems with making close friends in college). It's just too bad that I've been wasting so much time. 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I can count my close friends on one hand. I barely need two to count the number of people I'd be comfortable asking to hang out, or who'd even say yes. The people I was supposed to live with next year ended up getting a smaller apartment and guess who got cut from the group? My formal is coming up and the only girl who knows my name hasn't responded to my text asking her to go with me. I wanna go home so bad, but my roommate called me a pussy for wanting to leave. He's kind of right, what would changing schools do? I'd just be sitting in my room a few miles from home rather than halfway across the country. I feel so defeated and I really don't know what to do. 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What should I do? I normally don’t like discussing my personal life online, but in this case, I feel that I have no other option. For many years now, more than I would like to admit, I’ve been extremely depressed. Nothing gives me any joy, happiness, or contentment. To make matters worse, I have a very uncaring family, one that doesn’t seem interested in helping me, let alone actually accepting me. They call me selfish and ungrateful, like it’s my fault that I’m filled with misery, most of which I can’t escape. Alone and with no one to talk to, I stay up late into the night, occasionally until sunrise. They call me lazy and unproductive, even though I get very little sleep. In the last two years, maybe even three, I haven’t slept more than five hours, and that’s on a good night. No matter how many times I tell them, regardless of how hard I try, they don’t seem to understand that these are symptoms of my depression. In other words, they blame me, not the illness. I have no job, no girlfriend, and no future. After going to college for three years, learning one useless thing after another, I dropped out, certain that higher education didn’t really suit my needs. Due to a disability that I have, one that cannot be seen by the naked eye, I do not have the ability to drive a car. My fine motor skills are impaired, making it very difficult for me to perform complex tasks with my hands, such as tying knots and driving cars. From food to transportation, I’m completely dependent on my parents. I’m trapped in my house so much, often very alone, that I feel like I’m going to go insane. I can go an entire month without leaving the house, occasionally even longer. Whenever my parents leave the house, it's always very early in the morning, which is a very bad time for me, to say the least. They won't go anywhere in the afternoon, irrespective of how many times I beg them to. My father seems to think that I have some kind of sinister motive, as if I'm using my depression to get my own way, my every action one of manipulation and malice. More than anything else, I long to have a kind and supportive wife, one that will love and comfort me. Unfortunately, due to my situation, meeting people can be very difficult, if not downright impossible. I've tried online dating, but most women don't respond to me, and of the few who do respond, when they discover that I don't have a car, they stop contacting me. Even if I could meet people, most women want men with money and status, not starving artists. Around where I live, which is in a very small town, most of the women are white trash. I want an intelligent and worldly woman, specifically a woman who will teach me, guide me, and give me confidence. Most likely, I will never find this woman, at least not in the near future. In the meantime, I would still like someone to talk to, preferably someone that I can meet in person, not just online. I've tried contacting my friends from high school, but they have no interest in seeing me. To tell you the truth, other than being somewhat shy, we never really had that much in common anyway. As an author, I’ve written several books, all of which haven’t done that well. I used to write a lot, but ever since my latest episode of depression, I have hardly written anything. My books tend to be very metaphorical and poetic, two styles of writing that are very unpopular, to say the least. I constantly get bullied for self-promoting, even on forums that are for self-promotion. Every week is the same, each moment another reminder of how dark and lonely my life is. My future, what’s left of it, is bleak and without hope, comparable to a lost and lonely graveyard. I'd love to move, and maybe even find some friends, but as of now, I can't afford it. My heart is beating very fast, the loneliness almost too much to bear. On some nights, long after everyone else is asleep, I will occasionally come close to having a nervous breakdown. My life is empty, occupied with nothing except silent and negative thoughts, nine out of ten of them being extremely harmful. I would just like some advice, any at all, that could help me cope with my situation. Do you know what the saddest part of all of this is? Most of this post wast written three years ago, and nothing, literally nothing, has changed. After writing this post, I developed chronic nerve pain, sometimes referred to as fibromyalgia, just one of many conditions that has crippled my life. At this point, the prospect of getting a job looks, at best, very grim. I hate, with every fiber of my being, the idea of working a job that I have no passion for. There are so few realistic options available to me, and all of them are terrible. Ironically enough, my current situation seems to be the least objectionable option. Unless some type of miracle occurs, I don't see how my situation will ever change. When I wrote the first three paragraphs of this post, I was 21, I'm now 24, and my life has stayed the same.",7.266782958329947,7.031502788806763,7.324749208025343,74.9845017667127,63.87856388595565,10.410275363496062,33.62864511412557,9.943994293440598,3.167815059702705,3939,146,728,74,52,1269,412,947,0.17600000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.12,-0.9965,7,8,0,0,0,0,156.0,1,2,12,8,33,48,2,1,41,0,75,19,6,12,10,140,127,48,1,16,22,4,5,7,3,10,9,2,0,9,46,37,1,1,20,3,1,15,32,20,1,17,13,13,100,28,119,94,36,107,0,9,6,3,60,36,0,28,56,514,146,12,0.0,0.0,0.04389358329422135,0.0,0.0,0.04395352660072528,0.03987168520778325,0.0,0.04504055372149264,0.13975584432893626,0.0,0.0,0.0374266151604306,0.0,0.0,0.061175315856309566,0.09433002637493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402872635562682,0.04004136388125151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037556071867800425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720329590747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918583637384286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951648665827078,0.038745926815195286,0.047160235573144985,0.048606948459549035,0.0,0.07182507182918513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496339101593798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046029728590963034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514933760629106,0.0,0.0,0.046475931630205455,0.0,0.1782515367488144,0.08137321343907887,0.1136917124457008,0.042979917810960284,0.0,0.0,0.04240274648630519,0.0,0.04548605592089034,0.03213342210820688,0.0,0.0,0.08222104548321668,0.03825960916187444,0.05438948865587655,0.0,0.06950222639081728,0.0,0.09399989976446316,0.08629702657855554,0.12781466399343194,0.0377267390346015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478816010435976,0.08058574051154875,0.04440802471414383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330102080707287,0.06029773088363756,0.04752339754898288,0.0,0.04467487359516063,0.044295827464853686,0.15570119440164026,0.0,0.0507764727337132,0.0,0.0,0.13390588293170885,0.0,0.04976324280094424,0.09367862525907504,0.024719601749542127,0.03666436237824755,0.05073892725824442,0.09525376482758396,0.048870447056150464,0.04599466968285015,0.1588520435693534,0.15382326106695188,0.045081357359498614,0.039717794648852035,0.07961102864619704,0.03777152017725119,0.0,0.049100526726298825,0.038240031821989116,0.08119165709347012,0.0,0.06004844002860363,0.18240894381821332,0.09037607084037737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590227293173038,0.047806176927847034,0.099195503758682,0.03335178984899157,0.06938205252209093,0.0,0.0,0.1266308710952949,0.04407043993397965,0.17263648674362247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133553001816158,0.0,0.04786144615715962,0.0,0.09988900486466014,0.048708503683711935,0.0,0.06236635689801071,0.07854887148267936,0.0,0.0,0.042520243331774114,0.0,0.1292340171079896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576301435282537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153913733055126,0.0,0.045521737961034536,0.07168580607588218,0.16379088722641286,0.09384702665749838,0.05081412431994612,0.0,0.037207574735590034,0.20223573731848188,0.045012065352072174,0.0,0.07622210711209132,0.0,0.0444859563630711,0.0,0.0,0.095884498600721,0.035920751997119096,0.037604944300158816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051042296208538764,0.0,0.04675100769416645,0.0,0.07230576784572493,0.07862827381060493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029882435392781643,0.028821099716537076,0.04419221058370205,0.03570876355107472,0.07868386730474862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161455018097912,0.0,0.08787703093935695,0.04682533077337097,0.0,0.07769583361064207,0.0,0.44535438591220944,0.053060245259547126,0.03570269827557978,0.03607990726197512,0.0,0.0404420457214887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671742319425871,0.0,0.03274567113534485,0.0,0.045838036400395264,0.0958566128012217,0.0,0.0,0.11586150344066087 lonely,catnbat,2019/03/15,"always second choice so tired of being the second choice, the girl that men only want for sex or for an escape from their problems. it hurts my heart - i feel so numb, not even in pain, just bare. it’s hard to hold on to the idea that i’ll ever receive love one day",2.8119642857142857,3.6102734107142855,3.5664285714285704,94.42857142857143,73.82142857142857,5.6000000000000005,17.571428571428573,3.1291,-0.8154500000000002,205,2,47,0,4,65,46,56,0.207,0.647,0.146,-0.6316,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,9,4,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,2,3,1,8,3,0,5,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324426058397099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015843639204426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450885606059586,0.2526891851728007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124837795645412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502438363412445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103255844015983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990512746942318,0.31535354150999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521253961432673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892956264692791,0.21245920222864986,0.2972494097138961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673014046393261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210731503489037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476859611476216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suburbanbison,2019/03/15,"Alone Im alone in the universe. I’ve never been able to keep friends. I live with my girlfriend. I still feel unnoticed. I don’t need consolidation. I just wanted to put this out to let the universe know how lonely it’s made me. Somehow writing this makes me feel better.",0.6977777777777767,3.226413129629634,2.12027777777778,91.88375000000002,93.62962962962965,4.181481481481482,21.564814814814817,5.985473137389443,0.2878592592592586,215,8,43,2,8,69,41,54,0.121,0.7659999999999999,0.112,0.128,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,1,15,11,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,26,10,0,0.24800503981151115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513716853676221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193403037974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079759969274856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160807855527284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26788800087493364,0.0,0.0,0.2204382745277276,0.0,0.0,0.13629708398829413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360195606279906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189929938165236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346683651806488,0.1655452898648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389259455978652,0.1912767757283716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931356446219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980571451546428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627979806984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,inadequate_thought,2019/03/15,"Reddit is kinda analogous to those mice colonies that become so overpopulated none of the mice mate. It's so populated here that socializing is mute. It's just a sea of people squawking. It's public. It's like a drip feed of socializing. It kinda feels a bit like socializing, but it isn't really. Your mostly talking to yourself on here, at least I am. Growing up, the internet was pretty awesome. At least as a child, teenager it was. I was on a great music forum, and really did get to know some cool people, people I could get along with, the kind you would be unlikely to run into otherwise. But here no-one has an identity. And the modern internet has made me paranoid and self conscious about what I do. I wouldn't even know how to find a good forum at this point. It's fine if you want to talk about a specific interest, bit it really doesn't scratch that itch like the internet back in the day did for some reason. 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It's hard to care and make a effort in dating if you don't find anyone attractive, or have anything in common with anyone. 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I know by posting here that I'm self aware enough to know I'm lonely and I know it's a problem that needs addressing. I'm just going to use this post as a call for help and a vent. 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Met up with my friend today who I haven’t seen in a while and she was just talking about her moving in with her boyfriend and her new job etc.. where as I’m single and just in third year of uni. 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We decided on going to my friends cabin. From today, Friday, to Sunday. The plan was to pack our bags, meet up at a certain grocery store and then leave. I packed my bag. I met up. And then I see my friends looking at me from the car, driving off. My first thought, or what I wanted to believe, was that they would come back within a couple minutes. But deep inside I knew they had left for the weekend. I am so sad. No one wants to message me back. Those people were my only friends. Even in my separated family, everyone has gone with their own friends to somewhere I don’t know. I feel so alone and sad. Ps. This is my first Reddit post ever. I just wanted to have some form of contact today. 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They're dating and very happy but they're also super PDA gross together and I usually hear them fucking at night time which just makes me feel absolutely miserable lol Like I literally am just laying in bed thinking about my unrequited love bullshit and how the person I love doesn't really give a shit about my anymore while 2 people fuck in the room beside me :(",3.3802298850574712,6.077121275862068,4.862758620689657,77.4164367816092,77.6206896551724,7.544827586206896,23.459770114942533,8.515128840125781,1.9791977011494253,369,12,62,8,9,123,66,87,0.229,0.474,0.297,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,3,1,3,1,3,6,1,3,0,13,14,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,11,7,7,14,0,10,0,1,0,5,7,5,3,0,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220641419056294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887556983732043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623630245718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519130695736838,0.0,0.18258137758554585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405218535384114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145151535828335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298536866981433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153393525239752,0.0,0.2540928079904418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786113211242588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319504948072013,0.16618835818222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192993678945613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537047328632764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195544385264735,0.0,0.0,0.11098264877204346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962102964195398,0.15704175164443435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrBlowie,2019/03/15,"I dress nice just so people notice me but they never do I really like clothes because they make up for the lack of social ability I have. I started dressing nice in the past 2 years spending all my money on expensive clothes but this is because it helps boost my confidence but also so that someone who might be into the same brands as I am can approach me and we can have a conversation or something like that. Literally nobody has approached me at all and asked me or complimented me on what I wear. I’ve seen a few people look in approval but nobody has walked up to me and spoken with me which makes me sad. Oh well",5.046048387096775,5.667488766129033,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,68.59677419354838,8.458064516129033,30.01612903225807,8.472884824447931,2.160067741935484,493,18,96,7,8,162,85,124,0.091,0.6990000000000001,0.211,0.9543,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,3,21,17,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,19,6,13,14,5,15,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,3,6,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192680431878254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524731179116944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937507964048836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149767451082475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354232059002063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023297587478558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216599789248049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255600327038287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858285539256701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743129271942314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300054490081116,0.33407630632661217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543529752305094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456090086495185,0.20414852871782127,0.18548815429423496,0.0,0.0,0.17053928100326832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663489623133436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515810542774652 lonely,GQWCIOA,2019/03/15,"I have been seriously doubting my friendship with my best friend and the relationship with my parents and I believe it's due to a mixture of anxiety and trust issues TL;DR: not sure if my best friend, my parents, my aunt and her family love me or care about me. I feel neglected and not cared for. &#x200B; &#x200B; I have a best friend -- call him Jay: &#x200B; I've known him for 10 years now &#x200B; We moved to a different continent together five years ago &#x200B; We live in different states but we always kept in touch -- we'd text and facetime on a daily basis to the point we'd spend hours just talking to each other and neglect other things we had to do; his girlfriend says that it's really cute how we talk every day and are such good friends even though he feels insecure when she says it because he thinks it's too gay lol &#x200B; &#x200B; However, for the past year, I have seriously been doubting our friendship. We stopped talking so much and we weren't aware of what was going on in each other's lives as much as we used to be. But we still consider each other best friends and even brothers. We've told each other 'love you' plenty of times and still do but I can't shake off this feeling that he doesn't really care about me and let me explain why: &#x200B; &#x200B; I've been going through a lot of stuff this past year to the point where I've changed a lot (mostly for the better): &#x200B; I went through anxiety and depression &#x200B; I went through my parents moving here and living with me &#x200B; Got addicted to marijuana to the point where I failed classes for three semesters; quit abusing it and slowly working on deleting my unhealthy relationship with weed &#x200B; Went through loneliness (still working on it) and practically having no friends &#x200B; Went through accepting my sexuality and being comfortable with who I am and whom I like &#x200B; Every single conversation we've had this past year has been about him, about his problems with his girlfriend and his friend/roommate, about his problems with his uncle and his wife, about his struggles in school, and about him going through a mild depressive episode. &#x200B; &#x200B; I always make an effort to know what he's thinking and what he's going through and always ask him how his day is. He doesn't do any of those. I feel extremely neglected and this friendship feels one-sided. I keep telling myself that I am seeing this from the wrong perspective and am not in my right state of mind to come to a conclusion whether I should end this friendship or not. My mind has tricked me plenty of times before into taking decisions that were not in my best interest and I've seen first hand how powerful a shift in perspective can be so I am looking for a sign or a chance to change my mind's mind but every time we talk, I am let down and see more and more signs that he doesn't care about me or truly love me. I feel like I keep giving him chances to prove me wrong and he's only proving me right. I talked to another person about it and she mentioned that if it's come to the point where I'm doubting our friendship and not feeling loved anymore, then maybe it is true. She went on to say that I am an amazing person and I deserve to have friends that care about me and that's been stuck in my head since then. &#x200B; &#x200B; I do deserve friends and family that care about me and I don't feel like being the second-hand in the lives of the people that are closest to me. &#x200B; &#x200B; The same situation applies to my parents. My sexuality has seriously made me doubt whether my parents will truly accept me and love me for who I am. I have a strong feeling that my dad truly loves me and I am not being fair to him by not allowing myself to get close to him. Once I realized that, I tried to make up for the time lost and am working on building a stronger relationship with my dad. My mother, on the other hand, is the complete opposite: &#x200B; She's self-centered and shallow. I feel like she doesn't really love me, she loves the idea of me - of having a son that will give her grandkids in the future. &#x200B; She does these little things that trigger my brain to think that she only cares about herself like continuously interrupting me when trying to have a conversation, jumping from one thing to another so that it's only her doing the talking and not even giving me a chance to talk at all. &#x200B; I feel like she has not taken the time or the effort to know me for who I am. I hadn't seen my parents for five years prior to them moving here and I am taking the effort and time to know them for who they are now and not who they were five years ago. I have changed a lot and grown a lot and she doesn't care about that. &#x200B; At this point, I don't have the energy to put in more work into building a better relationship with her - she completely drains my energy and she's such a negative person that affects my mood and how I behave so I am trying to spend as little time with her and stay as far away as I can. I honestly feel suffocated by my mother &#x200B; My parents, my aunt and her family, and my best friend are the people closest to me and yet I feel like I am not getting the love I need or deserve. I am getting more love from my boss and my coworkers and my professors and new friends that I am making at school than from my ""family"". &#x200B; &#x200B; Am I wrong for seeing it this way? Am I being too selfish and focusing too much on my needs when I should be putting more of an effort into getting to know people and building an emotional attachment/connection with them and as a result, build a friendship or a relationship? &#x200B; On other other hand, I feel like I am wasting too much time worrying about what other people think about me or whether they truly love me. I should just fucking cut them off my life and move on trying to be happy. And I would do that in a heartbeat if I were truly convinced that they don't care about me but my mind keeps giving me mixed signals. &#x200B; &#x200B; I don't know what to feel anymore or what to do. This feeling has been hazing me for a whole year and I feel stuck. &#x200B; I am 23 years old and I know what I want out of a friendship or relationship and this is not it. I am sick of these shallow connections.",7.423860444886293,6.777830677705977,7.0598093699515365,78.37052056667083,63.70920840064621,9.815553622468002,34.79736547781782,8.972191858043859,2.8558174077295884,5081,195,969,68,65,1597,370,1238,0.092,0.6809999999999999,0.227,0.9997,11,0,0,0,0,0,210.0,14,1,8,23,50,87,3,7,54,1,94,21,5,14,5,218,190,103,0,12,36,17,21,8,12,6,3,3,0,3,73,94,0,8,37,0,2,20,27,26,0,6,29,30,184,60,145,143,28,119,0,7,6,13,144,50,1,22,53,716,257,10,0.0,0.01640207757931697,0.0,0.015091268642655706,0.0,0.0,0.02454254640131087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034556268480955735,0.4799756124355632,0.538277000413234,0.00941393635730527,0.029031868571381306,0.0211802129295209,0.0,0.02745771906951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01294164105632767,0.0,0.013006260429189677,0.0,0.0,0.008438763013089665,0.0,0.011779650778609282,0.015596687828605812,0.08716629914687968,0.024486593682573173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015453730028600229,0.014135583576730741,0.0,0.1270277407843192,0.0,0.043933209902764656,0.023849599076843087,0.029028927767134432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01785560002244391,0.0,0.023846472720512987,0.0,0.0,0.028926658442573562,0.0,0.0,0.012114387831787731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015571878438692241,0.012261077879337971,0.0,0.0,0.027430158701373147,0.0,0.0349907975246356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220102274383024,0.0,0.1189932263206899,0.0593380489698711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011775125985495394,0.0,0.0,0.11764851222314747,0.012797931777057006,0.028930265797212463,0.05311911869443425,0.03146992463929682,0.011611125018940868,0.011071772378142828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014736477894746138,0.0,0.0,0.014207246229511446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013632887540058322,0.0,0.0,0.015627429987819876,0.0,0.01444883568807153,0.0,0.03691375251375241,0.0,0.0,0.04564757946385729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02831147740612581,0.00977795051783482,0.05410519846585512,0.02774929875834774,0.04889564175917521,0.0,0.011624907271505015,0.0,0.015111625571243204,0.04707640273983546,0.13743556369355026,0.013098889736282678,0.02772158271054189,0.0,0.013907481591316951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988906462982744,0.0,0.0,0.05885305872609211,0.040705749641830616,0.02052930157504002,0.0,0.013369970470607048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014526241891744306,0.014742690344839555,0.018761191870461044,0.031585419578911984,0.0,0.0,0.10759962658132093,0.0,0.03964506308721888,0.03838887671974677,0.03626237478591593,0.0,0.0,0.06543208792949297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02649238671394245,0.0,0.02783273227421156,0.0,0.014724081161864359,0.0,0.0,0.026605167256266462,0.0,0.0,0.08917530813362824,0.0,0.02364424945392186,0.0,0.03302630528961318,0.0,0.028020369852812626,0.033094015454153775,0.0,0.014441608088320162,0.0,0.0,0.011451342282996895,0.015560478386091859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014755143554950938,0.0331658939695575,0.011573640361521477,0.0,0.014472049996521687,0.015847296231810026,0.0,0.0,0.013047170883597187,0.0,0.020816916590044438,0.07788718718758811,0.01209967705400027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0275906719288236,0.03548097721196093,0.013600997464427323,0.0,0.06457723751572339,0.0,0.0,0.01322789119274683,0.0,0.03759483849477871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011956188907244128,0.0,0.0,0.008165152316493791,0.010988187789330894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416450925337583,0.012491448482816187,0.015455579055137655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031242467395816,0.014058569478381577,0.0,0.009833901574039123,0.04540651131038016,0.538277000413234,0.08023183239401557 lonely,AlienSoldier,2019/03/15,"I made a decision a while ago to disconnect from my close friends to focus on my career. So I had a bunch of friends a while ago which I decided to “leave behind” to focus on my career. Our conversations were shallow and I lost interest in them. All the “bros talk” got old and I built my own interests in tech, which was absolutely NOT their thing. Slowly I started to “disappear” into my own world and work on that. It was 2 years ago. I have built my career as expected and lost ALL my friends. The thing is.. I don’t know if I miss them. I did lost interest in our conversations, and we now have zero common interests. BUT, My job is isolating me and I honestly don’t know what to do about it. I mean.. Where can I find new friends with common interests in age 25? It feels impossible.",2.367224231464736,4.2410146012658245,4.270922242314652,84.54329113924051,77.03797468354429,8.564918625678121,25.20976491862568,9.23628265651192,2.107604339963834,609,22,129,16,14,207,88,158,0.057,0.789,0.154,0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,3,4,4,14,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,24,12,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,10,1,28,10,20,14,5,25,0,4,0,0,14,11,0,1,13,96,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185705377746932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958497694474281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385859307157906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864201103337358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258852726651246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619287259403966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730032552166837,0.0,0.0,0.16666137620038432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515454357390334,0.0,0.0,0.1489334543507787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145217457842166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201562322033144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516234789578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140686096021744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651026233143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913599859468698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458735779945545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135892081020584 lonely,zzzpermasleep,2019/03/15,"Im alone and I deserve it Im pretty much completely isolated all the time now and its my own fault. I am always negative and pushed the people that cared away. I want to try and reconnect but I don't really think I deserve their friendship anymore, and they don't deserve to be treated badly by me and even though i'm aware what I do is wrong I still do it, I just dont want to hurt them anymore. But I really don't know if i can keeping going completely alone.",1.012346938775515,3.0795308469387805,3.2830204081632672,88.97983673469388,82.36734693877553,6.777142857142858,23.065306122448977,7.908726449838941,1.26356,365,13,78,7,10,125,61,98,0.182,0.677,0.141,-0.6349,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,18,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,0,15,2,5,17,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35487121018311485,0.0,0.0,0.14255176531772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398063358994696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609605549903257,0.0,0.14304484442971072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746719142346737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592510198923599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007854840053648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315508640584734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736496825937632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183401347503294,0.0,0.3701094810642123,0.0,0.0,0.15227687527191086,0.0,0.0,0.09415286026383766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259397366621567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187715511292935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742937875344201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950365161935045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681618246213725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977478527992504,0.16832079537504915,0.0,0.09989793037421628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631487201560388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209766759610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731126446078292,0.0,0.0 lonely,BSanity92,2019/03/15,"Only sleep helps me to reset my emotions from depressed to Okay-ish School is too hard, I dont even know a damn thing about programming. No inspiration to write songs, or draw something. Sometimes american football practice helps me forget about being single and lonely, but not for long. I always wake up feeling okay, but always depressed at the end of the day.",7.586818181818181,8.330825106060608,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,63.09090909090909,8.41818181818182,33.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.5963757575757582,291,11,47,3,4,89,55,66,0.172,0.67,0.158,-0.2665,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,1,3,2,2,0,0,10,5,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,2,10,4,1,5,0,3,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861893543103972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496611818914832,0.0,0.3997503625539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719756442514175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610391953757718,0.20553858782440204,0.0,0.0,0.15327516168814706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733782557490803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078825119595865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110933443555649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753553851376395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053681024657991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649406792179245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348597450624595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322301974140661,0.0,0.0,0.17865313055596616,0.2295158497514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417208288931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DazedPersimmon,2019/03/15,"I feel lonely because I put too strong a front in my real life...does anyone wanna be my online bestie? I feel like in real life I can never share my true thoughts and insecurities because being within social structures especially in high school is a constant push and pull between being liked by everyone and not being too vulnerable and open so you stay likable. and I fucking hate it. When I'm myself I literally feel people gravitate away from me or groan at the things I have to say. As soon as I switch up my tone and act all bubbly and cheerful and most of the time I like being cheery and cutesy and cracking dumb jokes but whenever I feel like sharing my insecurities or be annoyed I feel like I can't so during those times I'm actually just being fake and putting on a strong front that I'm just ALWAYS HAPPY. &#x200B; It's fucking exhausting and because of that I try not to text my main school friends as much but recently I've been trying to come out of that and start texting people more because well I'm starting to feel reli lonely talking and thinking to myself all the time and not having anyone to share all my emotions and wonderings and ideas with. &#x200B; I found this reddit and I see a lot of cool people that maybe people in their communities missed out on having the chance to befriend (because they seem like srsly awesome and interesting people). I want to get to know you guys! I want to talk to you guys and be your friends because honestly I could use a real one right about now. I'm 17 female in Cali so if you want to talk (or meet up if your a local to cali) hit me up and we can start getting to know each other. I'm taking this approach because I feel like this is a very much low pressure environment to start sharing my true thoughts and being completely real because if I just start doing this in real life the risk of people being taken aback and hating me is too high.",7.605906742984786,6.570585151193633,7.735688957140868,74.94247801200616,63.53580901856764,9.740555633114617,33.90046070082368,8.532816995589336,2.675172944297082,1530,53,284,17,19,498,183,377,0.119,0.687,0.193,0.9842,0,4,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,6,2,2,15,40,6,4,12,1,22,5,0,1,6,79,64,38,0,8,14,0,7,7,2,0,3,1,0,2,13,30,0,0,16,1,0,9,5,16,1,1,5,10,42,24,45,47,10,46,0,4,1,2,23,22,3,10,21,193,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.06671494411976123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688563912139428,0.14814815449724578,0.1661433251053762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956056060768245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423171276448758,0.0,0.0,0.3334001836394889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058890893573604,0.07168000980570109,0.07387890454452484,0.0,0.05458435258477485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690207562143307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532624132802672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24197383943965106,0.1953615357357214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495932964058445,0.10563815487064177,0.1264057539611558,0.07143638761516799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353853450256975,0.0,0.07277643104633164,0.0,0.13499371274448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446397737042327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717641820949786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514386958699587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486589266137,0.23379978339002885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812197124671209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868241395859269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051313492805801,0.0,0.052727749815939785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632628624898185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437651040112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374525809798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890749852285025,0.0,0.0,0.06750276245695137,0.0,0.0,0.05838383168338651,0.0,0.05436705312245479,0.0,0.1383792334267982,0.054478515851337936,0.062237456300787135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696900992179752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419475466113612,0.07286861183352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514024078763328,0.16484899042176301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045419053487352534,0.043805903112767185,0.0,0.1085492678475102,0.119593558246909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283148222237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904591068502106,0.0,0.05640876323247464,0.12097137093171248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146886669772422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413955511096161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661433251053762,0.0 lonely,AmericanGerman5,2019/03/15,"A lonely guy I dont even know what to do anymore, several of my closest friends just gradually stopped interacting with me over several months and no matter what I tried to do, they just pushed me away. I finally realized it tonight when they just cut me off. Kill me",6.529551282051281,6.577011826923076,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,65.34615384615384,11.548717948717947,38.487179487179496,11.20814326018867,4.35832564102564,213,11,42,6,3,70,39,52,0.233,0.6940000000000001,0.073,-0.8481,0,2,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,7,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570813817038897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435502667553553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038095774026678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121555949236006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839681372304854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002764654013161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566733430935741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867938738836537,0.0,0.1424631906519929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691079109345806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857005589453432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672357037023585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759966478042896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thisaintwhatyouwant_,2019/03/15,"Sometimes the loneliest people are the ones you’d never think to be lonely... I’m sitting on my floor crying like I do almost every single night because I feel so alone, and the worst part about it is that no one ever believes me when I say that. Everyone thinks that I’m so popular when in reality I struggle to feel truly connected to people. I isolate myself and put on an amazing front of acting like I don’t care but I care so much and I just want to meet someone who is like me and feels the way that I do. People are so temporary and are so self-involved that it becomes difficult to reach out; I’m at the point where I don’t even try anymore, I just sit in my room alone and cry, wishing so much for the world to let me fall in an endless sleep. It’s been 26 years and I feel like things will never change, and I will never find my place in this world, and I will never find my “person”.",6.526625295508275,4.644570090425535,7.118368794326245,81.2327777777778,66.18085106382978,9.632151300236409,31.52718676122932,7.793537801064563,1.9885264775413711,699,20,151,6,9,232,105,188,0.123,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.4452,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,8,0,16,1,1,0,5,29,29,18,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,1,1,11,10,0,0,8,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,1,5,23,8,17,22,5,31,0,1,0,0,5,15,0,1,13,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202450696879008,0.2487380793841543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908936668966022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320105070117272,0.13262145723890562,0.0,0.13529162209451978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448637997242288,0.0,0.1270311426990407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638095184856123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931322140957862,0.10862130804623464,0.10117451020180322,0.11474377611598993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428688598215552,0.08578681347046324,0.0,0.0,0.21950607901216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279227949738028,0.0,0.2346645693185549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654860307956055,0.0,0.3704594660268282,0.0,0.0,0.1126890965391437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274173776343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300374204113407,0.0,0.2497498247164067,0.10485122567258408,0.12546043703241005,0.0,0.11351658006228968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071587051304004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549425842892774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527201963603218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016901409614585,0.0,0.1017453364153304,0.0,0.1187644573840538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553608436474226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977733907242343,0.15388776813563956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152799392784227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082764710602132,0.09531573409908144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380887096742169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773290590603863 lonely,KingWeird0,2019/03/15,"Acceptance I'm sure you've all heard this song story before. Always the ""best friend"" or guy they ""wish more guys were like."" Always pushed to the side for the next guy, never being the one no matter how well I think things are going. Never good enough no matter how slow or fast I take it. I'm not pervy or clingy, but never too nice or a yes man. I'm not the best looking guy out there, but I'm not hideousThe only girls who are ""attracted"" to me either only want one night stands or never want a serious relationship. I'm in my early twenties, but it feels like it's time to accept the fact that maybe I might just never find ""the one"", whatever that is. What do you guys think? How does one keep trying when you're always only the second option or a throw away?",2.136043956043956,4.007973410256412,3.4300732600732613,90.31730769230772,77.71794871794873,5.739194139194139,16.27106227106227,6.5431188927421005,-0.3258245421245425,596,8,124,5,14,194,97,156,0.048,0.7440000000000001,0.208,0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,9,13,0,0,11,1,7,0,0,3,8,40,23,13,0,3,14,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,1,1,5,2,4,7,12,7,19,6,20,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,8,14,79,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100208847324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019995472450921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238005441032836,0.0,0.22786265369196804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500517698543318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217573805464533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489327179839242,0.07755821593615743,0.0,0.0,0.0992256221358894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387635565721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169948084849761,0.09105841770476654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374776454613157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649676179711113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060778725977522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116650284801077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906723214999944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516935564544295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186566399216315,0.0,0.1154591537752655,0.10188005509777563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942633798521522,0.24770367425250836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655721622922005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232038103508696,0.0,0.08162669349823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212516516563948,0.1391269854673716,0.0,0.0,0.06330460074211487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370789870956583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806783994582366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761216543961188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484335913637508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hockeyrugby,2019/03/15,"Scared of being alone while travelling. Never felt this way before. I have generally strived on being alone. I am now older, I am now feeling more fragile, I am now scared of failing more than anything. Not sure how to leave these anxieties behind. Its like I am always failing and not interested in the outside world anymore. I am smart, I am not horrible looking, but it feels like I am always putting people off and unable to just take in the moment. The safety of doing nothing is outweighing putting myself out there. Any advice or thoughts? 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It's been a long couple of weeks. (10, ten hour days straight at work, couple of large financial set backs, minor flooding in my home, and today the dishwasher breaking.) I would love nothing more than to have someone to vent to, someone to curl up on the couch with, someone to help me build my dreams while I help build theirs, someone with some sort of ambition in life to match mine. Someone Ps I'm all good. I've spent most of my adult life single it's just one of those nights I crave an adult conversation (my son just turned 10 last week lol) not looking for anything in particular just needed to vent a little.",3.453288770053476,5.152574382352945,3.54799465240642,91.64620320855616,73.55882352941177,6.416042780748662,24.128342245989305,6.980632752743323,0.6884499999999996,540,16,114,5,11,165,89,136,0.009000000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.16,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,6,1,3,3,0,0,1,13,9,2,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,7,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,11,4,23,6,5,23,1,0,1,1,9,8,0,3,15,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216827945452316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481095217221677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016401420280402,0.0,0.08790613716432424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432706235177308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827261675619901,0.0,0.13672609933662194,0.0,0.1342340196393071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110763747328972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255401293181895,0.13318451890902808,0.13661448844054336,0.0,0.2412531607244093,0.11446276706993595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302154758797836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106922186176086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837420319337188,0.0,0.13078934788153268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923645189104781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774584429623788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920221406114107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826186007706502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867301085327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923244047696878,0.0,0.0,0.09682791948087424,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kingruiz2,2019/03/16,"Feeling like im not enough Tonight I went out with people I sort of know, yet i felt like they knew each other way more and I was a weirdo. I also saw my ex and i thought I'd tell her i love her after all these years even know its been so long since I've seen her. Me and this girl I was talking to just decided that we would try to be friends because when she moves that would probably last longer than our relationship but it made me realize how alone and insignificant I am. I have been reading, working on myself, working out and being fit. But I am just not enough, I think I'm handsome but no one seems to try. I feel so worthless",0.2618283582089553,2.5183700149253743,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,87.65671641791046,4.842537313432836,20.315298507462693,6.322622252153567,-0.010371641791044441,498,16,115,5,16,160,93,134,0.114,0.762,0.124,-0.1515,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,2,9,6,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,2,1,34,26,13,0,2,7,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,11,5,24,5,10,11,5,14,0,1,2,1,14,4,0,2,9,79,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876824750016576,0.0,0.1380333316731962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521930201775986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35669724819153503,0.0,0.114004945524125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455003492090448,0.12331009663424533,0.16572927947932126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333553305291753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864446069854589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972000369158287,0.14069731050338422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865360507455807,0.0,0.0,0.1527512943137016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578407815352646,0.16332441533449868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834533613268992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696261114153693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966359309510648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860989683142157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265317973110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531475257856275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713444761411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142781855624388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873454234419208,0.1508656626910167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059925641233627,0.0,0.13703025682558256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437692584536354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700698169152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000792693147206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513191317411113,0.0,0.0,0.24522936788881536,0.0,0.0,0.11115290753461306 lonely,depressedoreo,2019/03/16,"22F lonely and antisocial So I’ve always been considered a “social butterfly” or someone who can easily make friends. But at the age of 15 I got into a relationship that lasted 5 years, all of my friends quickly became “our friends”.. well after a messy break up, I lost everyone I thought had my back. I sunk into a deep depression, and really lost everyone. Fast forward a year and I had zero friends, no boyfriend. And basically sat in my room all day all night wanting to kill myself. Eventually I met someone via tinder and we’ve been together 9 months now, but he’s still my only friend. I have no social interaction besides him. I work from home as a nanny, and I have a terrible fear of trying to make friends because I literally don’t know how anymore. I fear that my mental health is a burden, that I’m not interesting enough, that I can’t carry on a conversation. How do I combat this and become a functioning adult? I don’t want to live like this anymore, I don’t want to be lonely for the rest of my life. 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My University is 300+km away from my hometown. I am in my 2nd year of engineering. It takes 7 hours for me to go home and again 7 hours to come back. Because of that I only come home a few times during the semester, big holidays and when I feel like I need to and am willing to spend 14 hours on train. Right now I am feeling really down, happens every time i go back to Uni. It's not like i hate it, I am doing ok in school and I have some good friends here, I go out, I laugh, I make jokes, I feel like people around me appreciate me for the most part, but every once in a while I feel really lonely, minutes take hours to pass and it just feels hard, you know? Crying myself to sleep has became normal whenever I am alone in the dorm room. Weed is helping a bit and it takes some of the pain of being far away. When i come home it is my time to relax and spend some time with my friends (a group of 5 people I would catch a grenade for, and they'd the same), visit my grandparents, walk my dog, have a coffee with my sister and drive the family car and put all schoolwork aside (stress is a big part that I learnt it comes along engineering). I sent my friends a selfie from the train on our WhatsApp group and one of them replied with a group photo of all of them basically saying goodbye and I'm struggling to fight back the tears. Next time I'll be back will be on Easter break which is not too far away fortunately, and it's a one week break so I'lll have a decent amount of time to catch up with everything. But untill then I'll just have to deal with the distance. As a side note, my sister is pregnant and is gonna have a little boy, so I'll become his uncle. This got to me more than i thought it would and I get really emotional thinking about it, I am really happy for her, my brother-in-law and the new family member. Thanks for reading, I honestly just needed to vent for a bit. I am going to try to get some sleep, 5 hours left. 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I know that this is very common and probably not even worth posting but I kind of need to complain... I have a need for a deep romantic relationship... I just really want to love someone who loves me back for once... True love is, in the end, all I really want out of life. As long as I have that special person who will love me forever, I’ll be happy. There’s a bunch of problems with this however... 1. I probably won’t find anyone like this in the near future. 2. I’m still very young (15) so I don’t have much expirience and even if I did find someone we would probably grow apart as our personalities develop... 3. True love is hard to spot. I asume that you can THINK that you’re in love but then realise years later that you in fact aren’t... 4. I just don’t think it’s probable I’ll find someone who shares the same feelings. My first love turned out to be a lesbian. The worst part is that she is literally perfect for me and so I still have feelings for her... (We’re still very good friends though, so at least I can be happy about that.) Recently I found out that a girl who I thought loved me (or at least had romantic feelings for me) in fact didn’t. She is just a really flirty person and didn’t realize that it looked like she loved me. I know that I’ll probably find someone eventually... I just... I don’t know... I just wanted to complain about this, I guess... I’m sorry if this wasn’t the right sub to post to... (I mean- I feel lonely because I lack a deeper connection that I desperately need. So I guess this is the right sub?) I don’t know. I hope I didn’t sound too entitled or something like that. I know many people have it way worse and I’m in no way trying to compare myself to them. I’m just here to complain about something obvious...",0.7023490603758518,2.9422477568306,2.6575836332133846,91.90869452219114,85.09289617486337,6.302972144475543,20.94868719178995,7.590005382236693,0.7735221378115424,1373,44,305,25,41,458,161,366,0.086,0.627,0.287,0.9984,2,2,2,0,0,0,74.0,2,2,1,2,23,30,0,0,13,0,31,12,0,0,7,63,71,20,0,13,13,0,5,3,1,3,1,1,0,4,25,10,0,0,19,0,1,1,12,6,0,1,8,7,47,24,37,57,9,35,0,1,1,11,33,16,0,7,17,197,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593516855723441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051506675910916,0.0,0.04004679814535805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058185886973805126,0.0,0.0,0.08678128353686594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328685874301427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24017457546516335,0.05587976493069505,0.0,0.07203070161410165,0.050755459320648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510148574533751,0.0,0.0,0.14473994352640746,0.0,0.0,0.13986617581487445,0.058849428093984135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524952788314854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841078193402174,0.1805200791650138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640201532566365,0.09628514088272158,0.0,0.0,0.058137624300059226,0.055166890483634885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929191139304403,0.0,0.0,0.06660397953029391,0.0,0.07156064222987106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829306548641405,0.1461350665314755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996256956659669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114081391829792,0.0,0.04554434087786602,0.17208588522634774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583447061172362,0.0,0.35414927091423065,0.06286082814959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625686502660788,0.0,0.06486545922939684,0.07053137920091929,0.0,0.1122056021375369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265117293410686,0.10114977408453096,0.0,0.07353968900063837,0.0,0.0,0.15739129764030788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418885150604659,0.06454457829762263,0.052154147857533084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460229852919269,0.07145682397118745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626146930195736,0.15499343026342913,0.10429057853622813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694837597795365,0.04666753536104773,0.0,0.0,0.04230514711603925 lonely,Mirzoev,2019/03/16,"Kind of confused That’s my second time writing here a post,so I’m little bit scared. I’m having a trouble with speaking with people,but it’s not about me being scared... I’m probably a communicable person,but still people completely trend to avoid me and ignore. It’s not about me saying some dumb shit,or even making bad joke. Sometimes I can just sit and say nothing and someone would say “Oh ew that’s him again”. Honestly I feel like it’s all about me being ugly af and fat. I have some people who are my soulmates,with whom we make same jokes and they don’t avoid me. However, all of them are actually cute,so it’s easier for them to find new friends,while for me it’s like a hardcore mode where everything is 4X times harder.",1.9025055928411592,4.1480834563758435,3.410174496644295,88.30568680089485,80.20805369127517,6.120984340044742,21.342729306487698,7.3011,0.714913736017897,581,17,118,8,15,191,97,149,0.16899999999999998,0.731,0.101,-0.8793,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,0,9,15,1,5,4,0,10,1,1,2,2,26,16,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,8,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,5,16,6,11,13,6,8,0,0,0,0,12,2,1,3,7,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.16940484610782475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449455728536232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952208541882049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201230909141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146586504797525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601706775283786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777545286835567,0.12401715737514675,0.0,0.0,0.15866377852480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807737248202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962066573069734,0.17398899412304614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23175361815128376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766028820356824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665702323353554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406994895311748,0.151577502755607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662571697046297,0.0,0.18716606077467765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141519889912043,0.3476001533416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819400093267646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470874938460299,0.0,0.1716910770563043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863414666695528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245067625764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233177571852979,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,powderedmonster,2019/03/16,"The only friend who cares about me stopped caring 4 days ago I had one friend who I knew for sure cared about me. He knows that I’ve tried to kill myself a few times and said he was really upset and disturbed by that. He would call me when I would tell him I needed help. Anyway, I went to visit him for the first time in 20 months because we went to the same high school but go to different colleges now. I have severe social anxiety and just couldn’t relax around him even though he was very friendly as always and it made me want to kms. I was being very quiet and sad and tense and the only thing I would say comfortably was suicide jokes because I was so nervous to be around my friend...who’s been my best friend for 4 years. We call every day, text, know everything about each other, have so many inside jokes. Anyway, I became seriously suicidal after i went to visit him on Tuesday, because I knew something was really wrong with us, and I acted really weird. I think I hurt him by acting weird around him. He’s been pretty much ignoring me ever since, and when I told him I was suicidal, all he responded was: Im drunk. He has never ignored me when I told him I was suicidal because he knows I’m capable of it and have a history of suicidal behavior. I hung myself on Thursday night and got down because I considered that maybe i could wait a few days or weeks and everything would be back to normal with him. He’s been distant like this before, but never when I told him I needed him and that I was suicidal...I really am shocked that it seems he doesn’t care if I live or die at this point. I just need my friend to call me. I don’t even know what’s going on but I’m so hurt and I think I hurt him too. Sorry if this is confusing, I don’t know why I couldn’t relax around him, but I’m really beating myself up about it and tried to kill myself because of it so please don’t ask me why I acted weird. I don’t know :(. To add: he told me I “seriously spooked” him on Tuesday. And that he doesn’t know what to say. I think I’m ready to die",3.523772961650017,4.1339878855140215,4.860721882049631,86.50032710280377,72.01401869158879,8.146438930067678,24.104415082178537,8.326086129247049,1.2234124073477282,1597,40,349,24,29,533,182,428,0.241,0.611,0.14800000000000002,-0.9951,1,0,1,0,0,3,41.0,3,0,0,3,27,36,2,4,7,0,36,1,0,1,5,73,75,34,9,14,10,0,0,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,20,26,1,4,13,5,0,10,10,19,0,2,26,4,69,17,41,39,7,49,0,4,0,0,53,14,0,6,26,227,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055817332847436375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239442037315405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817034775183307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421948044361495,0.05886658007047765,0.0,0.0,0.04841850532067859,0.0,0.2303082506045594,0.0,0.053581130302035686,0.0,0.06608103132418135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928921051451268,0.0,0.25680029093703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027482435452777,0.0,0.0,0.12182745262205688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070168554879394,0.0657881580848104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317954044685817,0.056958161107621176,0.05305325590082262,0.0,0.11318315664145255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356054874711683,0.0,0.0,0.29189352422983345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157233114904278,0.0,0.05036126194377629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220612318162239,0.06652914932511572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022256394371444,0.0,0.06801624550824319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932952532670367,0.0,0.2422389628288507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030762984229133764,0.0,0.05560189774593069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958184422973375,0.0,0.06383966891787543,0.0632598196094819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050260456957528114,0.0,0.046288725289750636,0.1400699227051115,0.09712960711547447,0.0,0.0,0.059091202556838675,0.061695270759403585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266874651573272,0.09578000309796147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911995521203476,0.059525113183335525,0.0,0.0,0.06406109354137804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169456636950306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989698765477014,0.10014936211470574,0.0,0.0637269778371154,0.0,0.05732370240967982,0.0,0.07113591702323573,0.0,0.05208778040454837,0.0,0.0,0.0641879463897972,0.0,0.04847584284162261,0.0,0.07048752088437804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052644067632775335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443838601353642,0.0,0.059346594931015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055036807544432166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183314133623097,0.12104205584917715,0.0618657404260651,0.0,0.07343429450724319,0.0,0.0,0.2406744902511943,0.0,0.08550227752636927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574275111633727,0.0,0.0,0.10391038930669053,0.03714015792390697,0.0,0.05050913153661177,0.0,0.0,0.1751159009220068,0.11363765215083213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892264262122445,0.06884562326472103,0.0,0.04054932759958526 lonely,SilverFishGal,2019/03/16,"Tomorrow is my 21 birthday and im not celebrating. I have no one to celebrate it with and I'm too poor to go anywhere. I always thought that I'd have friends before I turn 21 but that turned out to not be the case. I'm not looking for pitty I just needed to vent because I have no one to vent too. 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Is the solution to never engage with anyone, knowing it’s all going to end, and probably when it’ll hurt the most. Do you condition yourself to not want so that you’ll never need or be needed. You never learned to lose or let go. Do you stay alone, forever, so you can never hurt or be hurt again. 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Everyone moved away for college and met new friends which is great, but I feel left behind and forgotten. I have been struggling to meet new people and it’s gotten to the point where I feel completely isolated and anti-social. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I just don’t know what to do at this point, it’s eating me alive.",3.177950377562027,5.1903896213592216,4.224789644012946,85.1567529665588,75.11650485436894,7.684573894282633,25.036677454153185,8.515128840125781,1.7010353829557712,413,14,82,8,9,134,64,103,0.15,0.6970000000000001,0.153,0.0873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,20,19,9,0,1,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,2,11,3,10,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,54,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052823800063049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914306156162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483204712520944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265273792104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727835159642758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640114382314515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837333500708714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052257011164893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816999375116815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185639477816972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651345938242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159673700374696,0.0,0.0,0.13177747264386544,0.33003457272779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819599197886773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845254775950062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32303513653934235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634895819122643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291905790626386,0.0,0.15554418164496386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416986644229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861957315454094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680817324074736,0.0,0.0 lonely,SaintOzma,2019/03/16,"18 M Lost and looking for love Heya. For the longest time I've felt empty and as if my life has been missing some things. After a long time considering and thinking on what I really want, I think all I want is a girlfriend to love and cherish. I'm 18, living in the Missouri/Illinois area but I'm open to distance as long as you're in the USA. I've been lonely for a while but I'd like to finally end it with a lover I can call everyday and give the world. If you're interested please dm me. I promise to make you my world :) ",1.8954768928220247,3.1246255486725723,3.8217109144542754,90.0256243854474,76.6991150442478,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,0.9672092428711898,409,14,94,5,9,139,71,113,0.066,0.6729999999999999,0.262,0.9738,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,8,0,5,4,0,1,1,19,19,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,9,7,15,15,2,16,0,3,1,3,7,7,0,3,10,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198579632588888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070281713359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673360319175227,0.23586413416909485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065472073167584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208146689013846,0.10519072905488801,0.0,0.19012473293116772,0.3810892748087471,0.18080813019943587,0.0,0.23503884375128686,0.0,0.3886555700690477,0.0,0.14372265283492378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363482823005652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793459259212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430439453805297,0.2759268954802123,0.0,0.0,0.2511007033424527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539935826856196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,studyingloneliness,2019/03/16,"Studying Loneliness amongst young people Hello! I'm a university student and for one of my modules I've been tasked with creating an initiative to help tackle a social issue, so I need to gather some primary research for findings which will help inform my response. As a lonely young person myself I've decided to focus on loneliness amongst those aged 16-24, and would like anyone who is interested to fill out a small (3 day) diary study which would only take 5-10 minutes each day. If anyone is interested please message me and I can share you a digital version to fill out, it would be a great deal of help and any responses will be kept completely confidential. Thank you!",6.817619047619049,7.753327388888893,7.4096428571428605,69.99160714285715,64.7936507936508,10.426984126984127,34.79761904761905,10.411451182825502,3.9155428571428574,545,24,89,13,8,180,89,126,0.059,0.721,0.22,0.9641,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,16,7,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,6,14,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,14,4,0,2,6,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368428491223883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281408461492448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098513054743984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595525492335524,0.2074586097602684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391996778851769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185605365717928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046393471402547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210031146059599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831048922290636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920900308834073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635820612348906,0.15304397798661198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950708464429246,0.17570569466752556,0.0,0.22088938320636572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051279669356167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129941758710885,0.0,0.0,0.18526493683809564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42884264083739504,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hateful_raven,2019/03/16,"Where do you meet quality people? Feeling hopeless. Hey all, how’s everyone doing? A little backstory about me: I’m a 24 year old man, 6’1”, 230 pounds and muscular, an introverted/weirdo artist, an avid reader, explorer, and adventurer. Guitar and lifting weights are my primary hobbies. I’m an electrician involved in a union apprenticeship, so I make great money and have been self-sufficient/on my own for over 2 years now. I have suffered from crippling loneliness and chronic suicidal depression since I was 11. I was extremely scrawny when I was younger (130 pounds in high school) and over the last several years have made strong, active efforts to improve my life, get bigger, and become more confident. I’ve only ever had one real girlfriend who was much older than me (31) and she ended up gaslighting me for 2 years and presumingly cheating on me. Horrible waste of time, money, effort, and devastating to my mental health. My problem is this. I seem to be doing all the right things for years...lifting, have a solid career, independent, talented, creative, nuanced...but I still struggle big time with loneliness. I have a hard time meet quality women and friends because most people my age are so entrapped in the party lifestyle and that’s not something that has ever fulfilled me. I just long for deeper bonds and relationships built on things that aren’t so purely meaningless and superficial. A few weekends ago I went to 3 public libraries and just started confidently approaching women I thought were attractive and started making conversation and being flirty. Some were reciprocative, some were shy. I’m actively trying to meet worthwhile women but it’s extremely difficult because I’m naturally not a confident person and am chronically depressed. I think about committing suicide literally every single day because I feel that all of my efforts to improve myself are useless if I have nobody to share them with, nobody to invest in, nobody to create a meaningful relationship with. I feel pretty hopeless so any advice would be appreciated. I know many of you feel the same way.",7.421166456494326,9.327824866120226,7.600000000000005,65.64692307692312,64.0,10.330222782681801,37.02774274905423,10.475803106731721,4.557677931904164,1695,84,243,43,26,549,222,366,0.134,0.7070000000000001,0.159,0.6261,2,1,1,0,0,3,56.0,0,2,1,4,15,17,1,1,15,0,29,6,1,5,7,57,48,26,2,3,6,0,6,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,9,21,1,0,11,3,3,3,3,10,0,1,12,6,33,7,32,32,12,42,0,6,0,0,22,15,0,5,23,166,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104829218713584,0.10073554709656346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727951401446465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078227894632222,0.12550712921039736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328879438941291,0.0,0.19575698760384916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065185315104157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055888817358262,0.0957471180686988,0.10858847606489544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298404346130479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779845601486484,0.0,0.05937253015798589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528917745975804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179966831484584,0.0,0.0,0.1207946579692065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006754735939172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062453909165675274,0.0926322673313654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026772599640325,0.0,0.11389774908682028,0.0,0.10056836679716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075294961138602,0.15171198375622594,0.11521374538771112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452300974935475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353892650533061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192467073541907,0.0,0.07700582068181595,0.08642880733262083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756818528739416,0.09922660029780664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561335836546036,0.0,0.1087387195234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934789714530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440149799578488,0.0,0.0970484629215664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501036774327415,0.0,0.1034541463961209,0.11855194387273395,0.128381546627062,0.0,0.09400468973391353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748609617312025,0.0,0.0,0.16087082213864504,0.0,0.09075354065655117,0.0,0.0,0.11880184314782954,0.0,0.2486087728826739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099554795250802,0.07281631645966206,0.0,0.0902179532596517,0.19879426664087904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715451693260726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020262938151387,0.0,0.1383836521613164,0.0,0.10534598713809236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072703125065102,0.0,0.0,0.2927233167021244 lonely,norocos13,2019/03/16,Producer dude wants meet new people from here ! Well the reason why im here to improve my english with a making online friends and meet some people have a common interest with me ( it easier to speak something that i know) Also if its possible i want to make collab and new projects with a musician people. Im currently working on trap beats but i want to try new things and share my knowledge. And also i like to try psychedelic experiment. If u interest hit me up cheers,3.718598901098902,5.8928854065934075,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,74.05494505494505,8.506043956043957,27.85851648351648,9.188382445141503,2.6709659340659337,376,15,67,9,8,126,61,91,0.017,0.71,0.273,0.9678,1,0,1,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,20,8,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,11,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,41,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730440503337028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699361944361624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318952427645645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688065051904453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382139373394173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340352086473654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279093487069209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946375473225149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550602424079209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924573466266505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755251256698607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314260001488421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341654146055055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23181076759450125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30207926967559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349475017784805,0.0,0.15404520285788412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428373789348232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PsychologicalLadder8,2019/03/16,"Sometimes people give you that ""lets be friends vibe"" but I can't reciprocate this feeling and I lose a potential friend no friends= no social skills = being boring= no friends &#x200B; This cycle is unbreakable",3.6171814671814673,6.5706234594594655,3.374131274131277,80.28621621621623,98.18918918918921,5.357528957528958,32.31274131274132,6.868970318607317,2.8736362934362942,176,10,25,3,7,53,32,37,0.247,0.496,0.257,0.1249,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444352274810879,0.27412613815146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406907533807978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971855033663011,0.0,0.0,0.21641405980245834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306891347241888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523863413821051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640117657010316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299686460939619,0.0,0.0,0.22312208896243912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412613815146764,0.0 lonely,Februaryfun,2019/03/16,"Years I can hear it moving around, a liquid ever changing form slopping, and splashing as it tries to find a way out of the cage. A cage built from pain, anger, fear, and guilt. I locked that thing way in that cage may years ago, thinking it will hold till my death. For time it did hold, I never felt it touch me and I stood strong in the fight of life. But the years have made me soft, and weak, the seams of the cage are cracking, and the darkness is starting to fill my vision. Soon it will come and I have nothing to fight it back. Loneliness",2.6007207207207235,4.101283846846851,2.614594594594596,98.28423423423423,75.39639639639641,5.293693693693693,20.44144144144144,5.033348758259628,-0.4444882882882881,421,9,97,1,9,126,71,111,0.232,0.726,0.042,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,2,9,0,9,3,0,1,2,19,16,9,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,4,4,9,1,14,9,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,11,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596829790338065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867597079963063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131740020834645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193253390671536,0.1807175699487177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976922996021192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360747674473705,0.0,0.0,0.2014335967496128,0.0,0.19174644613924452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364512737222742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818257120117714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851063445889552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297611215098828,0.0,0.0,0.1618048264744209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013014588449342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323389720441986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484921352874744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937674362754393,0.13442649414130434,0.0,0.0,0.12233163123876148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243526345035373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330468724492959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052982675882797 lonely,moody_jazz,2019/03/16,"Getting even more depressed due to a depression group on facebook. A few days ago, I just became a member of this group on facebook where people share dark memes, sort of like r/2meirl4meirl. I honestly thought that there would be other people who are going through a similar situation as myself, and that I'd be able to relate personally to some of the memes. However, the memes are only making me more aware of my loneliness and isolation, and as a result I feel even worse than before. For example there was a post with the caption ""going home after being the funny friend all day"", then a picture below of a tired, dejected Spongebob entering his house. Many people seemed to relate to this, it got hundreds of comments and reactions. This seemed to imply that those people actually have close friends that they hang out with, and this made me feel even more miserable by comparison. It's not even that I don't relate to this particular meme; it reminded me of what a loser I am for not ""going out"" or being invited out on weekends. I know this is a silly thing to get worked up about, but I even get jealous of how people tag their close friends in the comments section. I don't have anyone to tag. I'm not really close to anyone enough to share depression memes with, and even if I did I doubt they would even care. This made me feel even more like a loser, because at least other depressed people have close friends and social support. idk I regret signing up for this group, it's triggering my loneliness even more. if the group continues to make me lonely and depressed, I'll probably just leave",7.384074795481109,7.41597023178808,7.319029996104405,74.22965134398133,63.569536423841065,10.284690299961047,33.32761978963771,9.916854025145753,3.2260866380989484,1278,47,224,24,17,409,156,302,0.17800000000000002,0.72,0.102,-0.9778,1,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,3,16,24,1,2,17,0,17,1,0,7,1,49,38,16,0,5,9,0,3,2,4,2,1,0,1,1,23,18,0,0,7,1,0,5,5,12,0,0,6,3,23,12,44,26,11,31,0,10,0,0,19,17,0,8,10,166,46,1,0.08893807832416542,0.0,0.08679073497234899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883824021779562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437514455515625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421582705301328,0.0,0.07567975405487172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067829826368726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471540571088593,0.0,0.3830111826918045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189680955578793,0.0,0.5286848574430582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490929407284805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274853354771232,0.0,0.1393994254216928,0.0,0.1516366784713275,0.0,0.07113190588391075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921214412679766,0.0,0.0,0.10262260133111537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887804191527408,0.0,0.0,0.09417258330054903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690130526665238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683107202861905,0.11873371579375365,0.09016925203732956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676414162688276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699507909694023,0.07765729949106064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517809427897392,0.0,0.09589029091986108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056976010364111575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619317724514074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999701263957682,0.0,0.09066117061518177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092587731835136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908650731745325,0.0,0.0,0.0706068997096351,0.0,0.1022212377137762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474798026739298,0.0,0.09063550000492536,0.12635811816671888,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,67853gg,2019/03/16,"Am I still just not good enough? Last year I began my journey towards opening myself up to the world. It was long and depressing but I managed to become a dramatically better person. Long story short, I went through hell socially. However, I’m now more confident in my personality and in being able to make a conversation move forwards. I’ve never been called straight up ugly and I get shocked looks every time i thought I was. Nonetheless, I haven’t been called hot, just cute. Anyways, within the last few months I started trying to befriend people. I invite them to eat, suggest things to do, listen to everything they say, make them laugh, and I juggle ideas/conversation with them. The problem is that mostly everyone seems to not reciprocate. They don’t initiate things but they are friendly towards me, but sometimes I feel like I’m being made fun of. I’ve started to believe that my closed demeanor and my tendency to not always be the center of attention in a group is to blame. TDLR: I’ve improved socially by connecting with others but I still can’t seem to find a friend ",4.396804180418041,6.7994919257425765,5.201518151815184,77.75830583058308,72.8118811881188,7.855225522552256,30.03410341034103,8.680891452615391,2.6900684268426853,867,38,147,17,18,281,125,202,0.116,0.706,0.17800000000000002,0.9508,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,1,6,12,1,0,8,0,15,1,0,3,1,30,31,9,0,1,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,6,9,1,0,6,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,8,5,25,8,26,20,4,32,1,1,1,0,19,15,1,3,16,103,31,1,0.1364442802988033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353257153200545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069198770735795,0.0,0.15372597977754002,0.0,0.120673877897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786497311403175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175192586875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139616562097595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409834154038467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496019094529672,0.13037835701668146,0.12262732115458218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899032781098373,0.09747582110832136,0.0,0.0,0.1247076002965502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210833024988368,0.0,0.07128650492613416,0.0,0.0,0.1144429887596043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224405988380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665978328718432,0.0,0.0,0.2414977888266749,0.1145788310808874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910687710340715,0.18215523321330304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890852278013928,0.14501867664139725,0.0,0.0,0.10523424048950274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459328402211456,0.23827576531136654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305587490433965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850596816601522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484274965904959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781755218624816,0.0,0.0,0.13494688208672978,0.0,0.19315192774069914,0.0,0.21792915699777274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129503398791888,0.0,0.0,0.10832151758324317,0.07956175709806845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263670988510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648521481373973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786564301097742 lonely,layalth,2019/03/16,"Second attempt studying abroad and still unhappy. My whole life has sort of been...hard. I don’t want to say anything out of sadness because I do have many blessings in my life, but genuinely I just had a bad childhood, bad experience with bullying, friendships, family and relationships. I’m a 19 year old female, decided to run away from my problems at 17 to London to start a new life and start studying at university to make new friends and improve myself. I know that sounds young but because of the trauma I’ve been through I feel like I’m a bit more mature for my age however I still have a lot of things to figure out in my life. I ended up hating it, didn’t make a single good friend no matter how much I tried bonding and asking to go out with people or approaching people. Ended up falling into deep depression and developed anxiety because I smoked so much weed to help cope. Somehow I managed to pass the year but then dropped out and moved back with my family. Stopped smoking weed and felt a tiny bit better but there was still nothing that really sparked joy in my life, I couldn’t say I was happy. Just normal. Did some internships, spent time with family, basically just went on auto pilot through all of it. Finally now I’m 19 and started at a new location and university in turkey to see if I could try again and maybe it would be better. But here I am in my second semester , on my couch, smoking my 4th joint of the day with absolutely no real friends, the only person I managed to meet here I had met him 3 months ago, we fell in love and I had never been happier. I think those 3 months were the only time in my life where I experienced what being happy actually feels. I was on top of the world. I didn’t even care that I had no friends because I had him. But now he ghosted me. Blocked everywhere. Worst part is it’s my fault because of my depression I really took it over the line in our arguments , idk how to control my emotions sometimes and lose it. So now I’m back to stage one. I have tried making new connections here, but seriously idk why this happens to me. I feel like no body likes me, every time I enter a group people get awkward or if I try join the convo it’s like they don’t want me there. Every single group of people I’ve tried getting close to. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I ever make a connection? Usually people end up hating me for no reason instead... idk what I do. Seriously. Now I’m left with the painful memories of him and of how it was too good to be true, because now I’m back to my typical daily routine of feeling empty or alone all the time. 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I just want people to talk to who understand ,1.24642857142857,3.9118350714285732,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.8875428571428567,57,3,11,1,2,18,12,14,0.141,0.5770000000000001,0.282,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874829720221285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797683283512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407770993023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950872081495483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117182143865189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899274122647221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nightfallspire,2019/03/16,Anyone wanna be a listening ear for a bit? I’m a 19 year old male who has never talked to anyone about any of my issues in life openly and I feel like that’s really what I need.. I can listen to your problems too if you want :) I just want some friends. Feel free to DM me!,-0.10200000000000033,1.6239514666666683,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.33333333333334,5.333333333333334,15.0,6.42735559955562,-0.6344999999999992,208,3,50,2,6,72,49,60,0.043,0.72,0.237,0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,13,11,2,0,6,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,4,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844616570496917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793334576677465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613852841927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743078030861361,0.1937835287251956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956975324502025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831181423265245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159434338750905,0.1325207408624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201131006354536,0.20920739351464465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846348804957098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955293125934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737719147409489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802325928975333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998464174761204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467833728175655 lonely,owlpaint,2019/03/16,"Why am I like this? I wish I could stop being so alone. I have a few friends, but it seems they're only my friends when they need me. There's one girl I can talk to sometimes, but I try not to let the full extent of my problems get in her way. She doesn't need that on top of everything else she has going on. I'm just sick and tired of always feeling alone, like I can't be the real me around anyone. It's silly, really. I should try harder, let people in. That kind of thing. But the idea of that terrifies me because it seems like everyone leaves. I'm dating someone now, and he's lovely. I like him a lot, but I know that it'll never go anywhere. He's still stuck on his ex, and I really don't know that he'll ever be able to let go of her. I'm not her, and I don't know how to handle it. It's pathetic, really. I hate watching chick flicks because all I can think about is how I'll never have that. Why on earth would someone want that with me? I wouldn't. It's stupid. I'm a model, am at a good university in a program I love. I try to be as kind as possible to everyone. I'm strong in my religion. I love animals. I'm learning several languages. I work hard for what I have. People tell me I have a lot going for me. So why can't I see it and why can't anyone else? Anyone have advice? (If you actually made it through my rant 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lonely,welcomingguy,2019/03/16,I'm calling out for fellow loners like me if there are any of you anyway my depression is attacking me like crazy I think the one person I had in my life has abandoned me with no reason I'm all alone no one by my side I just want someone to care about me cheer me up be there for me if you feel lonley and you feel like no one cares give me a chance save me from my pain only thing I require is that your in my age range I'm alot younger than some people here I'm only 19 so I want to talk to someone that's ages between 18-25 I'm very sweet I'll be there for you always just please be there for me to someone's care is very important to me but you probably figured that already if you read this to this point if anyone did read this to the end thank you for even acknowledging my post in the first place oh and one more thing you can be a guy or a girl I'll be happy to meet you regardless if anyone even read all 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lonely,Achilles1138,2019/03/16,"Suffocating Sometimes I wonder if anyone out there feels like this. I have been married for 12 years. I work in a very professional setting and am very successful. I pay all the bills, am very involved with our kids school, wake up the kids every morning and make them breakfast, do homework every night, clean bathrooms, do laundry. My wife never helps, never has sex with me, is never there. I am in my early 40’s, successful, in great shape and workout 5 days a week. I try to take her out, give massages, handle 90% of the housework...but she is never interested. I tried counseling and don’t want to leave because of how it will financially ruin me (she has no income) and I have to have my children every day. Christ, I’m a married man and sit up alone at night wondering what it’s like to have someone want to kiss me. I’ve never felt so alone or lost.",4.353928571428572,5.5352246309523805,5.181904761904762,82.84642857142858,70.54761904761905,7.504761904761906,28.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.7097285714285717,670,24,130,8,12,218,108,168,0.112,0.745,0.14300000000000002,0.8177,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,4,4,9,0,0,6,0,16,4,1,2,6,26,27,10,0,3,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,10,1,0,4,1,2,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,19,7,18,23,1,23,1,2,0,2,13,9,0,4,14,82,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707671246576201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140048218927957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968397146647685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860351694890358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304045518540392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660945270277607,0.09338436991411724,0.12550897909359807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539581724851553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411613761245093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761696135036577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841060532577995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277236096112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269322873070606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725472371902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040856865715574,0.0,0.0,0.2453384115991746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229275122244302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075623103913164,0.0,0.129282620164234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828304130641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749675119789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235660566812025,0.1542007432126511,0.0,0.10485342628225114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835143822422022,0.09516365409484596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417756953861058 lonely,Charlie8005,2019/03/16,"I'm in an awful way I'm set to call it a day, but I'm all alone, again. I guess I just wish that I had someone to say goodnight to. I know it's silly, but would you mind saying goodnight to me? 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I'm in my last semester of college and for spring break all my friends planned something really cool. A bunch of them went to cancun, or miami. I have a lot of friends but feel that I am not really in a friend group and mostly do things by myself. So right now going through social media and seeing almost every person I know on vacation is making me sad. What are some fun things I can do by myself to have a good spring break? I definitely don't want to be stuck in my room all day playing league. And while going to work would give me some good money, the semester has definitely been tough and I could use a refreshing exciting experience. Give me some fun and reasonable things to do and I'll make it sort of a challenge to do the 3 favorite things I read over the break. 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I go up to people and I have conversations but I never get through to them. Everything feels so fake and meaningless. Last Friday I tried to talk to someone and we had a great conversation about music and we exchanged phone numbers, but when I tried texting him he never got back or just blocked me. I honestly don’t know what I do wrong. I know no one will care or see this but I just wanted to get some shit out. 🤟🏻",0.3003663003662993,2.5700773333333338,2.4949267399267403,92.06019230769232,87.63247863247864,5.736019536019538,20.322954822954824,7.1686216300943375,0.5488954822954826,436,14,96,7,14,147,75,117,0.183,0.679,0.138,-0.7169,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,2,26,20,14,0,1,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,3,0,2,2,2,18,4,15,17,1,11,0,0,1,0,12,2,1,3,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284132390845292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939914240731026,0.0,0.0,0.16001954477107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695302582893015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392804044421653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352108133432548,0.0,0.1941084186807633,0.0,0.10557416496887632,0.0,0.14857272611174796,0.20480585929060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418246479177005,0.1514227445138329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865458481048339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25175747171271945,0.1412821642867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863568454866463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803014145878768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068444285469785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573975367752171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986207068986273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783654133321162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956863068951787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310416249539676,0.0,0.0 lonely,MeisterPhil,2019/03/17,"Just another guy upset about a girl She keeps coming up in my dreams, I try so hard to forget and she just comes back. Every week or two I’ll dream it so real that I can hear her and almost touch her, and then I wake up. I’ll probably never speak to her again and it’s eating me up inside. I should have never spoken to her, knowing that our lives weren’t compatible. The worst part is that I played the part of the adult, I was “realistic”, I broke contact, I made the decision. I should never have given up. She was kind, funny, and she got me. She made me think she cared. Maybe she did, I don’t want to believe she did, but she certainly did make it seem like she did. I’m sleep deprived and exhausted mentally and physically. 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Hello. Just curious how you girls out there see things. I am 32 y/o. I'm pretty good looking and very active. If looks were all that mattered, I'd be OK. When I was 23 I graduated with a degree in Biomedical Sciences. Wanted to be a doctor. After school, came home and was working, but was depressed and miserable in my job/social life. My mom is pretty crazy and not long after coming home, I had to start taking care of her. Long story short, my life fell apart. From 24-30, I was dead to the world. Hooked on Rx painkillers and had no social/love life. Got clean (kind of, still on Suboxone, don't think I'll ever be able to get off). Wanted to start a new life for myself, but my mom is basically unable to care for herself, so I moved into a home with a cosita (extra bedroom attached, but not part of main house). Recently decided to go to law school. Will be attending in the fall. I'll be 33 then. So basically, I'm just really starting my life at 33 as a law student. I'll have a crazy mom who I have to take care off that lives in my guest house, and the need to continue Rx management to deal with my history of opiate abuse. Am I just wasting my time trying to date? 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Just need to vent ,4.149000000000001,7.0930099000000055,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,100.0,6.0,45.0,7.1686216300943375,4.795,49,4,7,1,2,14,9,10,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382284847256003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8427989666759116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Drox01,2019/03/17,"Discord server for anyone interested. Everyone welcome here [https://discord.gg/BtECntT](https://discord.gg/BtECntT) Feel lonely even in chatrooms and servers? Do you always feel left out? We can help and support you as well as improve social skills. 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I didn’t get the spoiled only child experience, I got “go play in the woods” experience which is where these thoughts that I am made for solitude took root. It’s decades later and i still feel like I am wandering around the forest looking for a real sense of community. 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I can be pleasant to be around and a good listener but I have battled with social anxiety and slight depression for most of my life. This is mostly as a result of a traumatic past situation I had to grow up in for many years. I graduated college and do have a full time job but I feel as if I need to catch up on life. I haven't really lived much and I don't have many fond memories. I am looking for any female who can relate somewhat to anything I said. And would like to start living life, travelling and doing things together since any past friends I had have moved. If you are shy, have social anxiety or can relate then that's fine. I'd like you to live in the same area as me so we can hang out in real life if we click. But I'm also open to a few long distance online friends if it works out. I'd prefer if you are talkative and actually are willing to put in the effort of being a friend. I am definitely willing to put in the effort if we click. Also I really don't mind if you are a rambler. I love to listen. I really don't mind what your interests are. It can be anything. I am not picky about things like that. But if I'm not into what you're into, just don't be picky or judgmental yourself. Just talk to me about why you love what you love so much. I'm open to getting into and trying new things. No males please.",2.251832797427653,3.6197304147909968,4.134911897106111,87.57431639871383,76.04180064308682,7.291112540192926,24.015562700964626,7.976525956113202,1.1766078713826364,1153,36,252,18,25,392,146,311,0.076,0.746,0.17800000000000002,0.988,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,7,0,3,10,18,1,0,12,0,36,7,0,1,0,51,53,31,0,11,18,0,1,3,5,3,4,3,0,1,12,20,0,0,2,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,9,29,16,42,42,9,40,0,1,5,3,27,22,0,14,14,173,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.09296275905646577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523632667288206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956395266325865,0.0,0.14575157517761822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678634859508467,0.08480409625784888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204971718203331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048167738193743516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679990468395011,0.0,0.04977088549914628,0.0,0.0,0.07990192387235667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453363792593797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691477549778287,0.1396217886466218,0.0,0.2523564150217039,0.08430458758248775,0.23999029921281306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579352113445178,0.0,0.0,0.19316307101486305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237655997858052,0.0,0.0,0.10124928915838367,0.1400582503307436,0.07063616526932916,0.0,0.2760162415723124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187825943035046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045699566075597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153086817220347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084299315061008,0.1830833829843156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061674563834644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880237942832684,0.10707938786248418,0.0,0.1942168726272781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742750601592049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656863680482204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898651305922399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554850959156983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467719360749248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595986729117892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935245900277394,0.0,0.0,0.0676719657789712,0.0,0.0,0.06134612521878584 lonely,PsychoShampoo,2019/03/17,"I feel as if I have no real friends and no one to rely on in my life anymore My ex who broke up with me a few months ago told me I was clingy and talked too much, but it was because she was the only person who I was able to connect with that deeply. Everyday of my life feels the same, I feel like the only conversations I've been having lately are in my head. I ask myself questions and answer them like there's 2 separate people living in my brain. I feel like such a loser and I still have the rest of my life to live ",3.5224020227560047,3.4401579026548674,4.907484197218711,88.63053097345137,71.7433628318584,7.5190897597977235,23.22250316055625,6.868970318607317,0.535855625790139,405,8,94,3,7,136,73,113,0.085,0.8109999999999999,0.104,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,9,5,2,0,0,16,15,7,0,1,2,1,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,4,19,4,13,9,4,10,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,2,8,68,23,0,0.17146413820902456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199261296820055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700463513150009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029582326817748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045229471796289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141068483640614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346789680797552,0.24498802919336385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324727678451074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597167320753013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341901635194986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633305748420884,0.25130615082230706,0.0,0.3028119508144093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686103925514484,0.0,0.12604587050023408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618853757721034,0.2608124071558918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887164408573322,0.14971587180399965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920790762055916,0.0,0.0,0.19516372755896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693148226298368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137816379346295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384133199293868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GotTooLit,2019/03/17,"I’m so fucking angry and bitter that I missed out on relationships in high school I’m turning 24 soon and I’ve only had sex with 3 people and probably 8 times in total. There is 16 year olds with more dating experience than me. I’m good looking but I have missed out on my youth due to being homeschooled and isolated. I don’t think I’m going to get over this. Even if I sleep with 40 women in the next year or two it doesn’t even fucking matter to me. I’ve missed out on my youth and I am never getting it back. Also women my age have fucked 20 guys already and have had their fun. It’s so funny how the people saying sex and relationships don’t matter have been having sex ever since 16 just fuck off. Not only have I missed out on that I have missed out on parties, doing crazy shit and just having fun being young with friends and having a relationship. I don’t give a fuck about my life anymore and it means nothing to me since I missed out and I just want to die I am sick of this shit. If I could I’d rewind back to high school and start doing drugs and being a total asshole to get what I want. I am so fucking pissed off all the time. Don’t even want to try and get with girls anymore due to inexperience. The novelty of sex and relationships has worn off for all of them anyway and I’m going to have to deal with all their bullshit and baggage from ex’s and other bullshit",2.8744611059044054,4.0471581408934725,4.2476741643236515,88.16808106841611,74.12027491408935,6.528022492970947,22.1619806310528,6.7829847944221076,0.4419264604811,1093,26,236,9,22,362,136,291,0.241,0.669,0.09,-0.9955,0,0,1,0,0,2,14.0,0,0,3,0,18,20,10,0,7,0,29,17,4,1,7,54,62,27,1,6,8,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,10,30,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,16,0,1,4,3,24,4,42,54,6,41,0,6,1,10,16,20,9,3,19,160,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317548189316199,0.07476895001899793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544639465453214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437857529747116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464918038682067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963905704651278,0.0,0.0,0.09703438874883642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842601428622432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526025497942344,0.08457274784375217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145731298969176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223500238847767,0.5186148859083687,0.19539181222257285,0.08969016166428992,0.1062721934337098,0.07842025286930862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925760274142577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756792918581406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603919524605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851333667724507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184487012006684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211010337235597,0.0,0.0994343660186262,0.0,0.0,0.08971221268612171,0.0,0.09810862948534874,0.0,0.0,0.14221628460181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296371115985909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080481498060244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40152010548101824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743520031557544,0.0,0.18924647575188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194519797364887,0.15468219592170696,0.0,0.09356381276001344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617715589129472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990864796635265,0.0,0.0,0.10903687815184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347784423413025,0.10169711631654788,0.09133229062480012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654396042583318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204170918310972 lonely,QweenOfEngland,2019/03/17,"I think spending the night with someone made me realize how lonely I am. I spent the weekend with this really amazing guy and now that I'm sitting in this empty house I see and feel how truly lonely I am. Sure. I have people around me most of the time. Family, friends, fellow students, professors, etc. and at times felt alone, but it felt different. I never really felt close to anyone like that before, I felt loved and appreciated for once in my life and coming down from that happiness makes me feel so destroyed. My parents will get home tonight and even though they will say that they missed me, they have not and will not bring me the joy I just experienced...",6.015059055118113,6.688199039370082,6.024872047244098,80.14234744094492,66.48031496062993,9.18464566929134,28.4734251968504,9.188382445141503,2.2097724409448816,526,16,100,9,8,166,84,127,0.101,0.688,0.211,0.9605,2,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,8,11,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,4,2,31,24,12,0,0,4,1,6,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,7,12,0,0,8,1,2,2,3,4,0,0,6,9,19,7,11,15,2,16,0,3,1,1,9,6,0,1,8,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786531247985308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065784164149545,0.0,0.0,0.13568969050815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297016115348438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129979372324285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592506555089374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699930699355995,0.10067462539396396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369179742443,0.0,0.15414032520586352,0.0,0.5854038367085227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776241709156335,0.0,0.07963525758428364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509237404659768,0.0,0.16225819994315924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289371650619882,0.0,0.0,0.17587685027217193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766159061133593,0.0744666752576521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756862597799704,0.1442272899293597,0.10174421464692013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117558798215056,0.0,0.0,0.14303961405723978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232660305661653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924883222571807,0.0,0.0,0.1056716211104741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529345609905632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121369582203888,0.0,0.0,0.12146220679584327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291483745982251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365783174540214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976671552007952,0.14975582237301407,0.0,0.17775933963737062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fade2blakk,2019/03/17,"I lie to my parents about my social life and it sucks Sometimes i lie to my parents about going out with friends on weekends so i take my car and ride it around the town for a couple of hours. I don't want them to know that my social life is nonexistent now(it has been like this for around a year) and i feel like a total loser. I am a 23 yrs old male and I still live with my parents since they are dependent on me particularly financially. Although my career is going really well and my job pays a decent amount of money, none of it matters if you have no one to share your life with. My social life had never been that great but at least i used to have a couple of close friends, some of them traveled abroad and the others aren't as close now and we almost stopped hanging out. Today i rode the car around the town for three hours, it was lonely af and i was dying inside. I feel really sorry for myself and how things turned up to be. 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Long story short last June me and my then partner broke up, I had increasingly gotten more and more anxious and depressed about so much and ended up developing a sex addiction (I dont drink or smoke or anything, so that was my vice), I never cheated on her and never even thought of it, but I used a chat room, they ended up contacting her and it ended. She was the one; we had our lives set together and no matter the depression that was always a happiness in me. Since however, I've become so broken and lost. I dont know what to do with myself and I cant stop thinking about her. I moved city and tried to start a new life thing but it keeps biting me and I just wallow. I've met others through dating apps but it's always the same thing and just results in nothing. Am I the problem? Am I such a loser that I offer nothing to anyone? I'm not here looking for pity or compliments, I'm just lost.",2.1384018264840168,3.59530478082192,3.81070776255708,89.41186073059363,76.53424657534245,6.693150684931508,22.668949771689498,7.3871296695380915,0.7471662100456626,813,23,178,10,18,272,122,219,0.189,0.7090000000000001,0.102,-0.9715,1,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,1,3,17,14,1,0,9,0,12,4,0,2,3,45,33,24,0,1,14,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,12,15,1,2,5,2,0,3,9,9,1,1,11,2,27,5,16,22,5,27,0,7,1,1,13,9,0,4,15,122,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913187151534994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24536434162669074,0.0,0.0,0.19712571232171114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381881329150525,0.0,0.08282548764031983,0.0,0.0974771920501538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082265739754428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404776592047266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164800920233981,0.11603939909129064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474410220473303,0.0,0.0,0.07823746328521718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989368218095315,0.08462325133146803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048995769624766,0.0,0.0,0.12609602381037985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052869722138984,0.0,0.0,0.13019796426419464,0.09655546620570003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366725686557654,0.05787042910409534,0.0,0.10459666908751153,0.10482767853354803,0.09947116227981194,0.0,0.2586121204069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258973946733362,0.08707700056818865,0.0,0.1827173853036486,0.2288063846527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273187828780312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026720203109683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334406530973275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588438765777207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798601399133447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838420438038422,0.0,0.0,0.09903248530773344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164108426360908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739057185533153,0.0759002622487231,0.0,0.0940389001377726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042219592503701,0.12884346518219075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023058489211154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065039816775131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KatagirisDog,2019/03/17,"Anyone else always feel like ""the second friend""? I have a close friend group of me and 3 other people. Most of the time I have to learn everything going on in all of their life's through someone else, not them directly. No one comes to me and talks to me and only one of them texts me daily and it's usually empty conversations. Whenever they are all at my house they end up texting each other on their phones and they don't even try and hide it. None of them talk to me Irl in school. I have no way of coming with this. Besides unhealthy methods.I'm an extremely boring person and undesirable to hang out with. Does anyone feel the same way?",3.044197443181816,4.946261445312505,3.97474431818182,87.29127840909092,75.171875,6.842045454545455,21.79261363636364,7.686295010490155,0.8402875000000001,507,13,102,7,11,163,84,128,0.113,0.83,0.057,-0.748,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,8,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,22,10,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,17,3,21,10,6,17,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,4,73,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924671586259253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508334782803271,0.1837814605003384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090155123797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569642219538109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967422351477,0.0,0.158864861878981,0.0,0.0,0.11846942050545245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120241715999056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813854775441309,0.12813896470516742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771551471994921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193771869740732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069640532610085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266913703478746,0.08762907068408811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430858187605595,0.13641577486563924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434966276596827,0.15661529974392513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815277673901128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519760618725894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833487459765594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458964150033886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177760559902134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975460901660024,0.0,0.0,0.2847444494898866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,professorofnothing,2019/03/17,"Mad at my heart for loving too easily and getting me hurt again! Ah man, why do I get attached so easily? Too rapidly, too deeply. It feels so nice to connect, it’s this irresistible pull. But I guess it didn’t mean anything to the other person, it was just playing around I guess. Fair enough, because it’s not like we even know each other really. And yet, now it’s been called off, I feel actually really hurt. I shouldn’t be, there’s no good reason, but my feelings won’t listen to my brain. *sigh* At least I’m not in danger of running out of songwriting material ",1.622894736842106,3.933640149122809,3.434298245614034,87.36092105263157,81.71929824561403,6.60701754385965,20.903508771929825,7.793537801064563,0.9687508771929828,443,13,90,8,12,148,82,114,0.083,0.752,0.16399999999999998,0.8092,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,12,10,2,0,1,1,7,3,2,1,0,20,19,6,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,4,2,0,3,4,10,5,12,13,3,11,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,2,4,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.18330223654699512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545742007294531,0.16721513722466466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450395434752993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096886942966805,0.19180301829012536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940862780857413,0.0,0.12406485148023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28492874662725104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962746097364972,0.0,0.0,0.15754912503526908,0.0,0.0,0.4138482139235114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225882598530214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402167709150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323053957270832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176788063441044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953061492417607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204610028527808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401239931251127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066693599481026,0.1931281631015896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949406501785705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CSHIPA,2019/03/17,"*request* add user flairs user flairs could improve the sub communication a little, definitely a good feature to have in any sub!!",4.502121212121214,7.960226181818182,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,82.63636363636363,6.56969696969697,30.06060606060606,7.793537801064563,2.9770424242424247,104,5,14,2,3,35,18,22,0.0,0.6659999999999999,0.334,0.8182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058221202152709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764700030776828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005399648378311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981174521039142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spider-Ralph,2019/03/17,"I’m scared of ending up alone Hello everyone. Hope your day is going well. First off I’m a single 23 year old who’s about to graduate from college in December with a computer engineering degree. I just wanted to say that because i’m genuinely terrified of ending up alone in life. I have only dated one girl and that was last year only to get cheated on. It broke my heart and changed me a lot. It was good and bad. Good because I learned a lot about myself due to it, but bad because well it hurt. I’ve been single since with a crush on a girl that left me getting rejected. I’m just kind of stuck at a crossroads here. I know that i need to like myself before someone likes me and i do like myself but i just feel like i’ll be alone forever. I want companionship a lot. I don’t really care about sex if that makes sense. Is this normal to be this scared? A lot of my anxiety stems from this and it hasn’t really helped with depression being a factor as well. Just want some advice on what i should do. Thanks and have a nice day. ;)",1.0277346607070328,3.247289546728976,2.9816863063795225,90.25744209670867,83.43925233644859,6.338561560341326,19.584721657862662,7.586124646067393,0.6364346200731412,809,22,173,14,23,271,116,214,0.19,0.63,0.18,-0.5492,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,11,23,1,2,11,0,15,3,1,1,0,32,33,10,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,15,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,2,4,2,19,14,28,25,7,22,0,4,0,1,8,10,0,7,15,114,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797001504699437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34330443498137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452491223761327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450986568188155,0.2020619071533259,0.0,0.09401925765004143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265240478370855,0.0,0.11688427381741225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251443362435884,0.0,0.0951652856647458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957235340623228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557838543702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055867304878852636,0.07893441862017209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398314302342108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545342748239887,0.0,0.0627942841536163,0.18534833931495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309317468615785,0.07405943748207157,0.0,0.0,0.10974197401972456,0.0,0.0,0.11828234050873752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505882873386072,0.060722676409990975,0.09006448546503026,0.0,0.0,0.12004822620806133,0.0,0.0780426912735866,0.21592026327322195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37574020839998573,0.0,0.0,0.0737532511592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192728844152393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082572078009533,0.0,0.0,0.115941168781234,0.0,0.07487120651716762,0.1680659728196678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156605726839047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878664618222143,0.22124048476060054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139886409018053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936182223393005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172478606702393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551043757348868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980326237354741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230448882398808 lonely,BeloKure,2019/03/17,"Never included in friend's weekend plans. Whenever I talk to them I hear they went somewhere and had fun but no one invites me anywhere. I can't exactly ask them why they don't and it makes me feel like shit. I could call someone, organise something or text them but it's always onesided. I don't know what to do anymore.",1.1826538461538476,3.7152516307692345,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,86.53846153846153,5.711538461538463,26.586538461538463,7.1686216300943375,1.5030384615384609,256,12,51,4,8,83,48,65,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,2,12,3,3,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,1,3,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257340733319139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690456627303515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361847326088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770162694034217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660208867219294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717180459430656,0.19380882378720196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209597108923482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057622745104351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909326879141294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253803913528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810874281147242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923470189335955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838323601323474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784741277549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298621801971667,0.2088514270203472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805171842608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514875015239009,0.24479600996813425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,criminally_overrated,2019/03/17,"Haven’t been the same About two years ago, I sort of fell into my first serious relationship with my best friend at the time. I rarely felt lonely before then, even during times when I wasn’t socializing much. Ever since that relationship fell apart, I have this constant feeling of loneliness. I can’t say that I’m a total loner. I still have a few acquaintances that I do things with occasionally which used to be more than enough. But lately, nothing’s been enough since I lost that connection. I’d like to get in another relationship to help fill this void, but this last experience I had really makes it hard to trust anyone. On top of that, I already have my own insecurities and self doubts that makes it hard for me to put myself out there. I’ve been trying to focus on bettering myself/build confidence, but no matter what progress I make, I never feel like I’m good enough and that sends me right back into a depression. I’ve been stuck in this loop of loneliness and depression for over a year now and its hard to see an end in sight. I can’t imagine going through another year like this....",6.1772372697724816,6.6305318591549325,6.422535211267607,78.19898158179852,66.08920187793427,10.121921271217047,28.12170458649332,10.035473477838034,2.4723011195377382,878,25,172,19,13,282,130,213,0.163,0.6759999999999999,0.161,-0.136,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,8,15,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,4,3,27,28,9,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,18,9,0,0,4,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,9,9,19,8,28,18,10,37,0,4,2,0,9,13,0,2,21,115,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042942761818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502415593738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375999536180433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921869224310334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711707506294644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640593652291904,0.0,0.11889640392610408,0.10020046606608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243194604440735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516211291797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003459880053911,0.35119292204374297,0.0,0.07483046224596647,0.10248206473529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082452101050164,0.0,0.0,0.11457099284712036,0.08093816885147967,0.10878123342907284,0.0,0.0,0.0963689051264952,0.0,0.0,0.08753165032081991,0.0,0.059192106380222376,0.0,0.06438831706849799,0.09502670347141187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044709454185129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593943631628466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235077244525812,0.12780200776442907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660510493973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367517874340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687643236083035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328506485129139,0.0,0.08738030240577753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870987430881876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389304620810778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257985582919754,0.0,0.0,0.3649101852388396,0.0,0.09675354791188333,0.0,0.09009695197186177,0.0,0.0,0.09028166774279417,0.0,0.11819168316769395,0.0,0.0,0.1874380485441104,0.0,0.0,0.11549026775488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047775492521888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526834811959462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212677476125695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692005649476745,0.0,0.11067302362607402,0.0,0.0,0.09785074366898072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887533244875265 lonely,safudah,2019/03/17,No one cares I miss having friends and I hate being depressed. after my wife left me and took away my step daughter i tied to kill myself and ended up in a mental hospital. Since then all my friends have stopped talking to me. Now I just exist every day because I can't deal with being around people because it causes me extreme anxiety. And that feeds into my depression. Now I'm stuck in that endless loop. I just wish I could talk to people like I used to instead of making shitty posts k hope someone can relate to. ,3.8475,5.420558834951457,4.782706310679612,83.70473907766991,72.3009708737864,6.315048543689321,27.43810679611651,6.6274283507984215,1.349059223300971,412,15,75,3,8,134,75,103,0.235,0.621,0.14300000000000002,-0.8779,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,17,17,5,1,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,16,5,14,12,1,17,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,1,8,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348973920684599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697739675149894,0.0,0.0,0.16567450179081675,0.0,0.0,0.2149869081179864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978741667122827,0.18114676689103246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407908185978917,0.0,0.0,0.11372283578358253,0.18179579803262044,0.3037577564241833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618232313100625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857160464425462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724751983878433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409637032285435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514251956972562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509086483596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159076548210424,0.0,0.0,0.08614939560189054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177063776178256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777063129455556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194905765982039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444998721761477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888218924072626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458678640106105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940984508987254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742570404771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834661486607029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959169965427668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522986296721395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027789523134984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cjylooploop434,2019/03/17,"Gain Insight into Loneliness - READ THIS BOOK Hello all! I am referring to the book in this reddit post [https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/1l1rom/has\_anyone\_read\_this\_book/](https://www.reddit.com/r/lonely/comments/1l1rom/has_anyone_read_this_book/) ""Loneliness: Human Nature and the Need for Social Connection"" &#x200B; If you are wondering if this book is a worthy read, I have inserted an excerpt below, taken from Chapter 10: Conflicted by nature. I just read up this part and I felt that I needed to share this with you guys. Warning: LONG read. &#x200B; When we feel lonely, we are painfully aware that our social needs are not being met; at the same time, we have a greater tendency to see ourselves as having little control over our ability to fulfill those needs. The prejudiced opinions of others always play a role in this negative feedback loop. If people expect a new acquaintance to be fun and nice, they will behave in a fashion that draws out the pleasant and enjoyable side of that new acquaintance. If parents or teachers think a child is intelligent, they will do and say things that will encourage that child to exercise her intelligence. In one study, participants were introduced to opposite-gender partners after being told that the person they were about to meet was either lonely or not lonely. They subsequently rated the partners they had been primed to consider lonely as less sociable than the others. They also behaved in a less sociable manner toward the partners they expected to be lonely. When our negative social expectations elicit behaviors from others that validate our fears, the experience makes us even more likely to behave in self-protective ways that spin the feedback loop further and faster toward even more isolation. So while any of us may become lonely because of a genetic disposition coupled with an unfortunate situation, we remain lonely partly because of the manner in which we and others think. As the trap of loneliness becomes more a function of social expectations and aspirations, the literal reality recedes in importance. One might expect that a lonely person, hungry to fulfill unmet social needs, would be very accepting of a new acquaintance, just as a famished person might take pleasure in food that was not perfectly prepared or her favorite item on the menu. However, when people feel lonely they are actually far less accepting of potential new friends than when they feel socially contented. Studies show that lonely undergraduates hold more negative perceptions of their roommates than do their nonlonely peers. This divide between the lonely and the nonlonely in their perceptions was even larger when the others being perceived were their suite mates, was larger still for floor mates, and was even more pronounced for students on other floors of their dormitories. Time also plays a role in constructing these negative “realities.” Researchers asked participants to interact with a friend, and immediately thereafter to rate the quality of the relationship and the quality of the communication. Participants then watched a videotape of the same social exchange and rated it again. A few weeks later the researchers reminded participants of their earlier exchange with their friend and asked them once again to rate the quality of interaction and communication. The participants watched the videotape once more and, once more, rated the interaction. At all four measurement points, lonely individuals rated relationship quality more negatively than did nonlonely individuals. But the further in time they were removed from the social exchange, the more negatively they rated it. They were especially negative after each viewing of the videotape. When they rated the interaction soon after it happened, it appears that their negative social cognition was reined in by their understanding of the reasons for their friend’s behavior. As time went on and memory for the underlying subtext faded, however, the constraints faded as well. The more time that passed, the more objective reality succumbed to the “reality” constructed by the lonely individual’s negative social cognition. &#x200B; If after reading this, you want the ebook, I am sharing mine on Drive. Link here [https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lgMgq2X-vWWyOPPLltkr4ZFe4NlYQLcn/view?usp=sharing](https://drive.google.com/file/d/1lgMgq2X-vWWyOPPLltkr4ZFe4NlYQLcn/view?usp=sharing)",13.874346999154687,14.684664536982256,11.370677937447171,47.94135502958582,50.079881656804744,13.938732037193574,44.166356720202856,13.023866798666859,6.517691766694844,3681,168,427,105,35,1113,303,676,0.123,0.765,0.112,-0.9043,3,37,0,0,0,0,136.0,11,3,24,3,22,34,0,1,59,0,40,3,0,4,3,89,65,43,0,17,15,1,4,1,9,7,2,1,0,10,36,29,1,4,17,12,3,5,12,15,1,3,19,9,47,19,92,33,25,73,0,13,4,0,85,35,0,14,32,363,83,13,0.0,0.0,0.05559321257880271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111566354556264,0.04740250434265141,0.18517661870490448,0.2076695404530011,0.038740655054049264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651604875306976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945515554060057,0.1258348596409112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389521730517086,0.0,0.06303475941803761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050909998318154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572629919928394,0.0,0.06410560177099216,0.08641522700133278,0.0,0.05469886543214776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888675241277456,0.0,0.1760554393814304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640794851418283,0.05037721443092015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02783201881285831,0.05709758226454765,0.0,0.05041548794818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038027035400128036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086953082641895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120776703626312,0.0,0.2200828195243412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200935067132126,0.07720690209386719,0.0,0.06061869072544344,0.0,0.06325697590582892,0.12338305494600554,0.0,0.07898981756754962,0.14922855856484174,0.0,0.0,0.05385381527410954,0.0,0.05456024659564113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849204761588997,0.0,0.0,0.058573289821849464,0.0,0.12232608197818585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530377985619012,0.0,0.0,0.04539666116281748,0.0,0.059430756289447564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403518175091333,0.0,0.5807239369799855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549526039787222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283335654154962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784745875103697,0.07300645803083729,0.0,0.0,0.16609447339466726,0.0,0.0,0.05443601383527853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930640363324988,0.1370526122112116,0.0,0.0,0.047005126168747455,0.033601602703802906,0.045219085476953184,0.04569683775401714,0.0,0.05122168381300444,0.05281053589805521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178010192712875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040468914836001145,0.0,0.2076695404530011,0.0 lonely,akaelaj,2019/03/17,"Unwanted and hated I know there are many people out there who hate me and they probably have a right to. I have always been great at burning bridges with people. I have always been a hard person to be friends with anyway, in high school/ middle I was always the depressed one and I use to be a cutter now that I’m an adult now I can’t justify cutting though I want to. I just want one close friend who likes to be around me. I have a boyfriend but pretty sure he hates me. We’ve been together 5yrs and pretty sure that’s cause I love him and he doesn’t want the drama of breaking up with me. I know I annoy him I annoy everyone and I’m always so awkward. I wonder if there’s anyone out there like me or if they’d just hate me too. Anyway thanks for taking the time to read..",0.5870189701897033,2.750283609756103,2.281626016260166,94.93234417344178,84.85365853658539,4.863956639566396,17.647696476964764,6.139981653823899,-0.3263173441734417,608,14,134,5,18,199,92,164,0.165,0.617,0.217,0.8582,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,14,18,7,1,8,0,15,1,0,2,2,30,31,12,0,6,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,4,1,24,9,17,23,0,14,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,4,5,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157310711814398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733799434961599,0.0,0.0,0.11119385914651184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283140662245384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758235861166608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935414940843922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300593242999112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771059091809734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118922860149393,0.4932798652596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197127822360594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729142310177198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220466635114112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127335935596137,0.0,0.0,0.1266362608560105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928065592308653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318980254929675,0.10906411901533762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541509844878192,0.1346710504980018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249409671468424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667003685066556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641271995516978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544705052490386,0.0,0.09391464356289604,0.0,0.0,0.11499773617988235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272065590947526,0.0,0.07283437267633178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078796866709343,0.0,0.0,0.22102044732417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545649279522418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,InterestingPerson3,2019/03/17,"Breakup with my Best Friend (M19) of 2 Years My best friend/boyfriend and I mutually broke up after over two years this week. Now that I’m in college and have no social life, no friends, I’m feeling even more isolated. I used to talk to him about what’s going in my life, and now, no one here knows me, asks about me, and definitely doesn’t know that I’m going through a hard time with the breakup. I’m feeling even more lonely than before, I hope someday I can make friends in this hell college. I don’t even have a roommate (thank god), but really I have no one to talk to anymore. :(",3.0561666666666696,4.225586283333335,3.671666666666667,92.48666666666668,73.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,0.9219166666666676,454,16,103,4,9,143,71,120,0.17,0.687,0.14300000000000002,-0.5176,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,21,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,3,12,7,17,21,4,14,1,2,0,0,8,5,1,1,7,65,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582433915339142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916965007787053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357761644784233,0.0,0.33490256466780843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31616911311751095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613594611527753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931111995661002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136639804754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429369001365634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848183326602144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538305036403096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22540780583788486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650938765642892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624772423989608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022199959702958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162654149276545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565010199634708,0.0,0.1469039602075881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304233405648796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586964040960147,0.0,0.0,0.13781100154114545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799162900295827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550638415485556 lonely,kewlkidddd,2019/03/17,"I just want someone to cuddle with me at night, and tell me that it’s all going to be okay. I keep telling my self that it’ll be better, just hold on i whisper to myself. sometimes i feel like it never will. All i got is video games and a blanket, and even that is starting to get boring",1.6348387096774175,2.866785064516133,3.1395483870967773,94.6393225806452,77.38709677419354,4.960000000000001,22.07741935483871,3.1291,-0.2363974193548386,222,6,51,0,5,73,44,62,0.038,0.818,0.14400000000000002,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,13,13,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25102240961537303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746542489359988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351174114071924,0.20276646379623875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828818424830295,0.0,0.16130574174129786,0.0,0.2270028258811932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227897420299544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866380791545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189053097652526,0.0,0.0,0.2663529357166569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960940429726637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048616842259102,0.0,0.2807127118287827,0.0,0.2008946060576696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961555909386595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740884713756807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KittyApplebum,2019/03/17,"Lonely thoughts and feelings I’ve been feeling really lonely lately. I have a boyfriend but sometimes when I with him I feel alone. Sometimes I feel like he doesn’t want to be with me, and like he’s only with me because he’s comfortable with calling me his. It’s really hard because I love him so much but I don’t want to be a burden to him. I feel disconnected with people around me. And with my bf, he makes me seem like I’m being desperate for his attention. 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I’ve always had trouble making friends as a young kid. I think I have self esteem issues as a result. Even when I talk to people that could potentially be friends, in my head I’m convinced that they don’t like me and they’re only talking to me to be polite. The older I get, the more I feel like people don’t really like or care about me. I always pretend not to care but the loneliness is killing me inside. I can’t fix it. 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Thats most of my friends right now. We talk every once and a while. Typical, short conversation ""sup, whats going on"" type shit. Pretty rough.",1.6408285714285746,4.399559940000003,1.5917142857142856,96.37300000000002,89.6,4.457142857142856,23.142857142857146,6.18269132825596,0.42168571428571466,207,8,42,2,7,61,44,50,0.127,0.579,0.294,0.8922,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,1,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,10,4,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,4,2,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,2,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744824413519513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564532083812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973248846149302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118419327272399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237740645132159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310212300643606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991097601915996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941697906378946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826714641207655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000068214514216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404044983518647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882423132288452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jaaduisscary,2019/03/17,"Night's like these When I was young, it felt like everyone was my friend, and that was all I needed. Now, it feels like I know everyone, but no one knows me. Even my closest friends, can't fill the void, cause I know what's missing. It's her. But where is she? Who is she? Sorry for rambling, but on night's like these, it's just too much. I'm fine, but sometimes... I feel like I'm teetering on the edge of something. And I just want someone to pull me back.",-0.026063730084349142,2.059894659793816,1.3521836925960642,101.07423617619496,86.93814432989691,4.764386129334583,19.127460168697286,6.11248444174946,-0.3642082474226802,350,10,86,3,11,111,61,97,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,17,7,0,2,6,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,3,13,8,5,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,11,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096331728486902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883222125108314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108246499931127,0.0,0.0,0.35034409165418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853862426473993,0.2619305748734937,0.1760178875544444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283268275196948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30224696307311705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478093941355921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347627777131021,0.1359309546737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440705936540617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422374489689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532815231061292,0.14113024699704474,0.18131016492327454,0.20521399215528607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812807687398612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,fue9,2019/03/17,"Something i need off my chest /m17/ senior in HS Today i went to the mall with my family but i went on my way, stumbling through the storefronts and kiosks without going into any of the stores. I see the arcade and i go in to see the games and walk around and i notice a group of friends that are playing dance dance revolution, from the few minutes i saw them i noticed their clothing and bags and their personalities in general. They're exactly the kind of people that i wold love to hang around with, who i know i would be part of. At that moment the deep loneliness sinks in and since i can't cry i just get mad at myself. I had a group like that but it all ended when i moved away from my home town, the last three years of highschool have truly been the worst years of my life",2.066270833333334,4.099563918750004,2.951249999999998,92.90208333333337,78.5625,5.766666666666668,20.666666666666664,6.742157984588678,0.1924666666666668,617,16,134,6,15,195,102,160,0.081,0.785,0.134,0.8373,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,1,0,12,0,7,3,1,0,2,22,18,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,1,5,1,9,2,2,0,1,5,3,24,5,27,11,4,32,0,0,3,1,10,14,0,0,9,92,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442271280156273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299574520568316,0.0,0.0,0.15808600623868033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848259399769216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902860393106315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586207513695921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999742098700506,0.0,0.08790901512783543,0.0,0.1912523099911751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687787098957912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521711630948322,0.09247141112276383,0.1371545286766492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884716248606192,0.08220343953576267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186140899231526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883397498442352,0.0,0.12476281382094866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831307289910507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822094107723483,0.0,0.11665044379308795,0.1469183254183802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26816320555942635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918658460261948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953493023614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949100508770508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355712296191344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119578011021881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219683822073555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952722568088488,0.0,0.0,0.21670811743885224 lonely,FeeblySquee,2019/03/18,"Feeling lost I'm 30 and a single mom. I've always struggled with building lasting and meaningful relationships with people my friends always tend to use me and the guys I've dated have been total mistakes. I got married pretty young and my husband ended up cheating on me and walking out on me and my son 6 months after he was born. I've had relationships since then but me having a child has always been a problem. I had finally came to terms with the idea that I would probably be alone for the rest of my life when I met someone. He made me believe that I could still have the family ive always dreamed of and he was a total sweetheart to my son. For a time things were really good and I had let my guard down, when out of the blue he broke up with me. He told me that the idea of being a stepdad scared him and he couldn't do it. I haven't been able to bounce back from this one and I feel pretty broken. As much as I want to find someone to share my life with I feel like that is something that is just not possible for me anymore. The worst part is he still talks to me all the time and I find myself answering and talking to him because I'm so incredibly loney and I miss him. I don't know why I'm posting this here. I guess I just needed to get it out. 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I'm a second semester, first-year student and I'm lonely. I'm not alone, seeing that my school has a population of about 40k, I'm just lonely. You would think with a number that high I would have found at least one person I'm compatible with. Nope. Haven't met my person yet. I guess this is a plea for any advice that you guys could offer me. Last semester I started school in August. Over the months I was here I noticed people getting in good with each other and talking to one another and just being friends. I yearned for that, so I joined a couple intramural sports clubs here and some career clubs. Nothing. The clubs here are kinda dead and the ones I'm a part of include people who kind of have their own group. Cliques I might say. Fast forward to this semester and it hasn't gotten any easier. I even moved to a new dorm in hopes of finding an easier time meeting people and nothing. No one here is inviting and everyone on my floor is in a ""clique"" where they go eat lunch with their group of friends and I'm just on the outs. I eat lunch in my room, everyday. For every meal and it hurts going into the dining halls and seeing how people have friends to talk to and eat with, and it confuses me how they're able to do that. Every time I find someone who I think might be a good friend, something happens and our interaction ends after the first one and we barely talk unless we have streaks on Snapchat. I'm never anybody's first option and no one messages to see how I'm doing. It feels awful, and it feels as though I can't win. Like at all, I just can't. I've never understood how some people just had it in them to bond with others and how easy they make it look. I know everyone has issues, but it feels like there should be no reason why I am having trouble finding some decent people to be friends with. I'm 19. I shouldn't be this depressed. I shouldn't feel this way. I should be having fun, laughing with others, etc. Not stuck in my room on Saturday nights thinking about ending it all because I can't even get an invite to eat anywhere. I don't know what I'm hoping for from here, maybe some advice of some sort? Tips that it does get better, because I'm on the verge right now, and I don't know what to do.",2.7172774292945974,4.4096427339055815,3.756695278969957,89.41091394299549,75.52360515021459,6.238714647298338,22.46373940794543,6.900799576094004,0.568104610982723,1798,49,374,17,39,580,218,466,0.07400000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.108,0.9407,0,5,1,0,0,0,50.0,3,2,5,4,27,23,0,1,19,1,41,8,0,7,4,91,84,29,1,11,10,0,4,2,5,8,0,1,3,3,27,32,8,0,16,4,0,4,17,7,0,9,7,9,39,16,53,62,12,51,0,5,4,0,32,26,0,14,24,253,66,6,0.07301419317817329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426972490783901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562068420405145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930431024905456,0.07656174777209451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890175489363496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457512043062175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829589203379966,0.08078881599949936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288701759561534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389521248418452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988469905383241,0.0,0.0,0.1293378067903285,0.0,0.08143012582398537,0.09645037196185473,0.0,0.12303521365788175,0.13953638107250604,0.0,0.07142189125347431,0.0,0.0,0.14767267960768735,0.052161354195412624,0.0,0.0,0.20020094940363573,0.18631750625410895,0.0,0.08005629417087523,0.28205292264959736,0.0,0.11444070715771612,0.0,0.08299129719179593,0.12248168220583963,0.0,0.0,0.08043336547868261,0.0722955305214905,0.06456620989438268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714350385011726,0.0,0.14503913696993398,0.0,0.0,0.07816320391269653,0.0,0.0,0.076207847995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603304646830555,0.12038007325383128,0.05951631251475978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713420933950037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131353317521637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048737540910932436,0.0,0.0733525708220575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491304124954133,0.0,0.0,0.058279232398782486,0.07760253231245848,0.0,0.0,0.112626093922477,0.07051756275171549,0.0,0.06851887418062387,0.0,0.14011817511627375,0.08312714286816428,0.0,0.0,0.2968578415182114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906725603077809,0.0,0.3037130892327655,0.12750635438892624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507075108386385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353722031386276,0.0,0.058063816990411736,0.0,0.14778852307609291,0.17454857635063806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061864688939853724,0.05620989305929154,0.0,0.0,0.05167982173350093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605812824440242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035364041400758,0.07173607408424812,0.0,0.08515032641356121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043065662869001306,0.05795526801388615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588395271203744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373437590846253,0.0,0.0,0.047018746542387566 lonely,zigzag69696969,2019/03/18,"I feel like my whole life I've had this disconnect Sometimes I'm with friends and I feel good, other times I feel so so alone and like I have no one to really talk to. I'm new to dating and I keep putting too much of my self esteem on the feedback I get from the person. I wish I could stop doing that. It's not like I don't like myself. I just get this really deep stab of loneliness sometimes and I don't know why.",-0.9580797101449292,1.1111983369565197,1.380434782608699,98.82072463768117,92.80434782608695,4.8057971014492775,15.27536231884058,6.42735559955562,-0.5729159420289851,325,7,79,4,12,109,58,92,0.14800000000000002,0.657,0.195,0.5358,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,15,16,6,0,2,2,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,14,6,8,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966449103826156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159331848583027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880073205472788,0.1356409946452619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669074283412348,0.0,0.1983953009684314,0.0,0.0,0.15925139843940295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876247851009485,0.0,0.0,0.10434591613839647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410864935967404,0.3710376257457103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957406247050005,0.0,0.0,0.1833746937583068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286587663506793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657845065535726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908687370873734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432672736628655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980726484321813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375566557991442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873728080615712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260787095997871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071295164073716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713254000949249,0.21197968105642984,0.2183376345589589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fawlow,2019/03/18,"I sometimes post about how lonely I am to my Instagram Story because I'm lonely. [Vent] I'm not proud of doing it but I do it because maybe for once, I would like to be heard by the people irl who I used to have a connection with or tried to befriend but those people seem ""disinterested"" in me. Some of them know about my severe mental health issues and I know some of their secrets too but now that connection has died for months now. We've had normal conversations about school and other topics other than mental health so not everything was about sharing my sobbing stories. I'm in college still, actually graduating in April so I can go back home to my family and away from a city where I used to have connections with people. Funny thing is, I wanted to leave my hometown because I didn't wanted to see my ex-friends. Moving to a new city was exciting because I hoped I could start over but instead I ran into so many problems with people who let me down. I learned that people are exhausting to communicate with and causes so much anxiety. I spent 2 years trying to make friends here as well as focusing on school work. I focused more on friendships than school because I just wanted to make a close connection with people who I had interest in (platonically). Now being in my third year here, I've just stopped chasing friends and focused on my school work but it's been getting difficult again because when I have free time, I do the same crap and sometimes I wish I had a friend over at my dorm to loaf around with me or to go out for drinks, shopping or just events that are happening around the campus and city. I talk to myself everyday when I'm alone because it helps my anxiety but that's not always enough. But even having friends, they exhaust me still because I get so much anxiety about if I'm their friend? Do they care? Am I annoying them? and so on. I feel like an attention whore if I am posting my sob to my instagram stories because I know that's the kind of things nobody wants to probably see from me. I don't always do it but I'm at my lowest again where my thoughts are negative, i just needed a release. &#x200B;",4.4352631982223585,5.833258410926366,5.150157076086124,82.3271297218604,70.59144893111639,8.092590606083824,29.02007509003141,8.558390810932622,2.1452325645544392,1705,65,327,28,31,551,201,421,0.14300000000000002,0.695,0.162,0.9399,1,5,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,6,3,36,27,2,0,11,0,31,7,1,6,0,69,66,32,1,13,20,0,1,2,5,1,4,1,2,0,18,19,1,1,9,2,3,4,6,11,1,1,11,4,56,17,61,50,7,48,0,4,2,1,20,22,3,9,22,239,74,11,0.0,0.0,0.07182016255692436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622440992269773,0.0,0.0,0.12247738202460462,0.07974243761188221,0.08942854389112509,0.0,0.0,0.1689047624300732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310340622535159,0.0,0.0,0.06914690723226946,0.05659163448117479,0.0,0.4037770347274329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503715832983952,0.07560450491926002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876130344448281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763821803839517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209714879414163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604548806807712,0.0,0.048610196846269764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614433662972957,0.0,0.06938080505055097,0.0,0.037212910010263126,0.052577789875394236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341165666334228,0.0,0.07690290441959806,0.0,0.0836538669776406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650816810499143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646057211113226,0.0,0.0,0.04933059127171622,0.0,0.0738239017710782,0.07309853611876102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681626139786843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664006432463813,0.12134114028199723,0.0,0.0,0.07792871258903086,0.0,0.07525803102544214,0.0,0.07191166053206384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825328443193672,0.07461591771311188,0.07393818881798311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483371527062119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874451080551006,0.0782220803247813,0.10820468764360308,0.05457132429728751,0.0,0.07108054716130621,0.0,0.0,0.07210954136046317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837851988115291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061378147558059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097137394570827,0.0,0.07935013205832743,0.07042249447655095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979368167160445,0.11729473556267665,0.0670000445571535,0.0,0.08314378537709301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557884673392044,0.0,0.05209241304821823,0.0,0.11754949375207188,0.061530479169994184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915456896824901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778929886496247,0.0,0.0,0.058427884225223325,0.0429150665186065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993521289088073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712854547572772,0.0,0.0,0.1736379285467289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617264027824937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463304402739101,0.0,0.0,0.10715914479853693,0.0,0.0,0.052281275126959514,0.0,0.08942854389112509,0.09478825134212056 lonely,Jordanian_Nigaa,2019/03/18,"To the lonely person out there! To everyone who has fallen... To everyone who has lost some one... To everyone who has forgotten the people who love them... To everyone who has a reason to be depressed and sad... To everyone who has said time and time again how much they hate life... I encourage you to get back up. Fall down again if you have to, but get up. That's the beautiful thing about life, you fall, you get up. Dust yourself off and look a bit farther than you are. Think a bit brighter than you think! Remember the keywords that keep you going! Inspire!! Love!! Compassion!! Emotion!! Family!! Friends!! And don't you forget it! Because someday! You're gonna end up at the end of the road! Thinking it's over, but it's not!! Because you're gonna keep going, you're gonna do whatever you can to make your mark! And to whoever decided to stay and read this, thank you. Please pass on these words. Be kind, and love on!! :D -That Random Person Who Cares P.S, I love you!!",0.259229102726124,2.6721683874345565,1.7440657158331838,94.28926701570684,95.49214659685863,5.56641993139556,19.675212132153817,7.0983637204850245,0.6542766203285786,746,25,157,14,29,239,104,191,0.04,0.667,0.293,0.9967,0,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,12,2,1,6,15,1,0,9,0,12,6,0,3,0,27,36,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,16,8,0,2,7,1,0,6,2,5,0,1,2,2,16,10,27,29,4,27,0,4,1,4,30,13,0,3,7,99,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536280477268984,0.0,0.13534603559588773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423967624675709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131860275097419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561607372610736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487564884740313,0.1966506560886634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303924963454296,0.0,0.0,0.10465398589030626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576903175833955,0.0,0.1740004775424901,0.0,0.12618346829456445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960320207917132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973484365719813,0.0,0.11560385043988687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682474277200548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322368165378496,0.0,0.12118474054222607,0.0,0.4007773665611444,0.0,0.07410261263993864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160795947573618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522586363611512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696303159209518,0.19386603861857776,0.0,0.12185987988650485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104390050831432,0.0,0.0,0.1141407359538934,0.0,0.0,0.12575706091453992,0.0,0.10559960142889224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183260023840655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220664579962764,0.0,0.0,0.07375267479369968,0.2133995941077828,0.0,0.0,0.12946614737743325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gabbys86,2019/03/18,"Losing interest in people What is it that when someone I've been interested in takes interest in me I instantly lose it? It annoys me that a guy I've been on a date with last night (and had a really nice time) texts me the next day (edit: and again 3 days later and I'm still not responding to him) Well I'm old now (sorry. for me. I'm almost 23) and never been with anyone (the full sex way, or a relationship. Some experience has been had.). Maybe I'm too used to being single? It's just so relaxing. Not having to give a damn about more people than my friends? Maybe I'm scared of the 'full sex thing""? Maybe I'm asexual if I'm not interested in anyone once they like me? It's just a wonder. I don't know. Do You? I'm just gonna drop anything I think about in this group I guess cause I don't know where to talk.",0.3601968253968266,2.2897973657142856,2.901095238095237,91.5795158730159,83.91428571428571,6.403174603174603,17.150793650793652,7.594959193182576,0.18352698412698398,629,13,147,11,18,218,104,175,0.09,0.755,0.155,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,13,14,2,1,9,0,13,2,0,2,1,24,30,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,14,9,17,22,5,25,0,2,0,2,10,9,1,6,15,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939618586912393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863975190991904,0.0,0.12277390538609505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326327987607566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924355052882044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594030723335802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526687256561954,0.0,0.0,0.14312042767505476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435395176126616,0.14772546275007373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398618189381045,0.12161297861708573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288862592413702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33381972641630503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496561152715335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506756864786725,0.0,0.15866945410858602,0.1400084116187223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655394917352622,0.1588866832954756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068645937332085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557746211835376,0.0,0.0,0.16017846369725175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936916701129327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641154626858453,0.0,0.0,0.16701040782628573,0.0,0.0,0.11914647797412704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217527995453253,0.11991644240526958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991178283412575,0.09559745639072116,0.0,0.0,0.0869961896816289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885566717414834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842320990522236,0.0,0.0,0.13414327490054906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179447021791826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaveDoctor,2019/03/18,"Is Society useless? Is society useless? Is the internet useless? Is advice useless?",4.469615384615384,5.399265,7.462115384615393,47.35163461538463,129.76923076923077,10.53076923076923,57.09615384615386,8.07648339933343,9.859938461538462,67,7,5,3,4,24,6,13,0.575,0.425,0.0,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,teddy_pillow,2019/03/18,"teenage alcoholic i feel so out of it and alone right now, i started new medicine not even a week ago and its given me more energy but im still pretty sad about life in general. my cousin killed himself last week and i think my parents might get a divorce soon. ive been drinking since middle school while also doing drugs on the side, i just feel so alone like no one relates to me and the only times i hang out with people is to party, like how do you hang out with people without getting fucked up on something. im probably going to get canned for stealing alcohol sometime bc i do it so often, i feel like my life is fucked up but i just really really dont want to quit. ive got sent to rehab when i was 14 and then came out when i was 15 bc i was in for 70 days. i feel like giving up rn honestly ",1.5399999999999991,3.1632742280701787,3.4162339181286576,90.87452631578951,78.64912280701755,6.431345029239767,21.92631578947368,7.3011,0.6435361403508777,627,18,139,8,15,211,106,171,0.124,0.6709999999999999,0.205,0.9522,1,2,5,0,1,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,15,10,3,0,4,0,14,9,0,1,0,28,32,16,1,1,6,2,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,5,1,0,5,4,5,0,1,8,4,21,5,23,23,1,34,0,1,0,2,7,14,2,2,19,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136880394017944,0.2685335210124862,0.0,0.2602421767971029,0.0,0.10047112730451686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436942049992974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102487759899299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472445493672292,0.12307552765629848,0.14569796528779186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298144554112137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541015067442801,0.17950888045220312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229706186359314,0.19691899814448008,0.12052157544336135,0.07140187920718108,0.0,0.10048264976985624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714170500213197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899770732148664,0.0,0.0,0.10241017313453454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774809567599487,0.24551776908391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328002613761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134010837176168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513425888822461,0.09555189976169357,0.0,0.0,0.13950399814528502,0.0,0.0,0.17420047679554732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781705973489382,0.13545694297232974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336294352917981,0.0,0.0,0.1609713791176704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729252534308634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715041974220434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392746316648303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672079194503423,0.12425729503209255,0.0,0.0889258636441427,0.0,0.10033313529898276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050252671649823,0.0,0.0,0.0732594082362911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410341474825359,0.0,0.20155536928518814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110869720693082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrandMrsWallace,2019/03/18,"How to make friends??? Seriously how do you meet people who want to talk to you anymore when friend groups are already formed? Especially at the beginning of things (start of school, uni, etc) everyone seems to fall into their groups but not me?!?! 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Overprotective Parents which want the best but end up doing the worst 2. Good grades in primary school, then it only goes downhill 3. Loosing all emotions while growing up, first goes hapiness, then all the other, agression and sadness can last a lot longer until you dont feel anything. Only some sadness and agression attacks occasionaly. 4. The few friends one had dont care at all 5. Pursuing the same girls all the time while having no chance, switching between them if neccesarry 6. Having Insomnia and Panic attacks 7. Regularely Cringing at things that happened years ago 8. Worrying about everything 9. Not able to trust anyone ",5.263974358974362,8.402887299145302,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,73.44444444444444,7.318803418803419,33.68162393162393,8.344100000000001,3.30502905982906,542,28,79,10,12,168,94,117,0.273,0.621,0.106,-0.9816,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,1,13,2,1,7,0,8,1,0,0,4,16,12,11,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,1,1,2,5,9,10,10,17,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,3,11,55,7,2,0.1766325998366006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657414235391684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350562071825835,0.0,0.14535357959264816,0.0,0.0,0.4018901636483477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536501616309697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008870747909858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140241830350708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986879007181961,0.15644405612201556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874599139735135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893107496931864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024359918820704,0.0,0.0,0.13646590847764925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481510444660029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619562469738685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439791437058873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016671993953368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969082093689415,0.2686741030910365,0.0,0.2072402982885796,0.19612959905965224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876162099908874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734685074604714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029958894064627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418248377648603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793789790844993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374560316750558 lonely,ProudLutheran,2019/03/18,"I never fit in anywhere I go. Somehow no matter where I go I end up causing some drama or things happen and I seem to blame myself. I am just a burden in everyone's life and I don't know what to do anymore. I wouldn't say I am a toxic person but I maybe have a strong personality and I struggle to get on with people. Any ideas on how to change?",-1.3665071770334942,0.6510379473684225,2.0098086124401924,92.95911483253592,97.15789473684212,3.8162679425837327,16.119617224880386,5.565023196281405,-0.5975631578947365,268,7,60,2,11,96,53,76,0.145,0.773,0.08199999999999999,-0.3083,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,10,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,2,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608678774729761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346024457417377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430107206887248,0.2502475039625023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952059787926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260417639183805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359204154580652,0.0,0.2688832699102359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209187881495464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26704572849032265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000635337188754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708824939306607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376547875059208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244848216498655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639998636618452,0.4131074782840846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812079704900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535395452160175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473022843219696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715894190562876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Guy_with_no_name_92,2019/03/18,"Lonely friend Hey lonely people. Looking for someone to chat, possibly make a friend :) I'm 26 and into psychology and audio. Chronically depressed/verified crazy person. Really enjoy getting to know people through meaningful conversation. Why am I posting this here? Cause lonely people really appreciate making new friends. Hmu Have a nice day guys!",5.424642857142856,8.944992178571432,6.401142857142857,59.14385714285717,91.5,8.668571428571429,30.6,8.548686976883017,4.6034628571428575,286,14,31,9,10,94,46,56,0.133,0.539,0.328,0.938,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,5,5,8,0,4,0,3,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176891739922548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666393615888742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911616852602107,0.0,0.11071383747956344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098234749360016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645978251108698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779504002339878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829021412527717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466327522396668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44073357859531603,0.18503098435907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388958406902461,0.20295048544770536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27150898503077503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955002080434718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121513876227236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RoseNero,2019/03/18,"grateful for Reddit, chat with me 🤗 So I'm new here on Reddit and I'm really enjoying it. I've been dealing with feelings of loneliness since I can remember and this is the first website/community where I feel like I'm truly communicating with others and being able to express who I am. Small example: I've watched YouTube for years, but I've never left a comment ever, just because it feels so unnecessary to me personally. It's because I prefer meaningful relationships over superficial ones. Privacy and honesty are also very important to me. I'm open to chatting, talking, supporting and building friendships here on Reddit and who knows it grows beyond Reddit. At this point in my life I'm in therapy for trauma's, going trough a break up, and am changing study/schools. I don't really have any friends in real life and I try to accept that and am mostly okay with it. Sometimes though I do desire a good chat and someone appreciating me for who I am. 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I'm not desperate to get a girlfriend or anything, I'd like to. But I just feel left out in the group as everyone has someone they care about while I dont have anyone in that respect. P.s I'm terrible with talking to girls. Even the girls in my group I have a hard time even looking them in the eye let alone having a conversation with them xD bit pathetic really ",2.7796875000000014,4.120876343750002,4.52075,85.44925000000002,74.625,7.620000000000001,26.08125,8.238735603445708,1.5913318749999994,484,17,102,8,10,164,77,128,0.122,0.674,0.204,0.9124,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,4,8,0,0,13,0,10,1,1,0,0,15,18,7,0,0,5,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,11,6,22,17,2,20,0,1,2,0,16,14,0,2,6,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348544080618266,0.2001212900447467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351063754845377,0.0,0.15900649045977192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277615973899085,0.0,0.21095003568652654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970042528566409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645652241374375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552446207735836,0.0,0.0,0.36926670106628345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953992314305962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985680192430975,0.0,0.10095131242239423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309031791642168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993791616159385,0.1975841370279252,0.0,0.09439925011903053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225908936656105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695519136734575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378393251154522,0.0,0.0,0.20744974495714427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371765858999207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106114869494541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267018639789154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Vast_Plenty,2019/03/18,They should make more single person activites since most fun ones require more than one person eating at a restraunt alone is the worst feeling ever,13.851923076923079,10.877441884615386,10.434615384615388,66.56038461538463,53.23076923076921,10.4,41.384615384615394,3.1291,3.3295076923076925,123,4,17,0,1,35,24,26,0.189,0.652,0.158,-0.2516,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412781029108401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371760486731647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980651296938049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661265525012192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995378219192774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465757045791368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754394739078368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257816474111496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RemoteHistory,2019/03/18,"Hi its me, a lonely, alcoholic, pregnant sex worker Just venting. 21 year old girl in college... I feel like I fucked my life up so bad I don't care about the degree anymore, college should just be about meeting people. Which I don't. Failed out last year because I turned myself into a nasty alcoholic (to cope with my extreme social anxiety) and worked my ass off to make them let me back. Its not working out so well. Im still sick all the time and too afraid to ask for help. Everything always comes in waves. Half the time I have to leave class and take swigs in the bathroom just to breathe. I sleep around from dating apps as often as I can because its the closest I get to someone giving a fuck about me. They never hit me back afterwards which makes me feel even worse. (what do I expect?) Im still there, sadly, just to meet people...but deep down I just want someone who will like me somehow. I feel dumb because Im a young, attractive girl that can get laid but it makes me even lonelier. I have like three friends who I honestly don't even like, but they're all I have. They're those three friends you meet your freshman year out of convenience in the dorms, really. Every minute around them is torture because I find them so annoying but its better than sitting in my room which is what I do 90% of the time. ...Which is because I'm a camgirl, and while I make good money doing that, it isolates me. I started doing it because I couldn't handle social interactions in the first place, and the drinking stopped me from keeping a job. I'm also a sugar baby, which is usually more of an escort kind of thing. It makes it hard to connect with humans when you're a sex worker. Half the battle is valuing yourself in other ways. I know I have so much else going for me, but I just don't know how to tap into it yet. To top it off, this week I found out I got myself pregnant (like the idiot I am) and I reached out to my ""friends""-- but nobody really cares or wants to talk to me about it. They act like I'm disgusting or stupid for letting it happen in the first place. Going in for my abortion in a few days. I sleep with so many dudes I have no idea who the father is (not that it really matters I guess) so that kind of cuts out the option of talking about it with whoever they may be. I don't know what to do. I can't sleep most nights just out of loneliness, even worse these days because I spend hours crying alone in my room because of the stupid pregnancy hormones. I try to talk to my ""friends"" but they're always out with their boyfriends so they don't respond. I haven't had a significant other since high school. Isn't it weird how ignorant people become when they're in love? You hate them for it, you envy them, but you can acknowledge they look like a moron with their head so far up someone else's ass. Yet, yeah, you want it for yourself so badly it hurts. So pathetic I even tried omegle and 7cups. No one actually talks to you there. (again, not sure what I expected.) Can't be open with my regulars or people in my cam room because yeah, no one wants to spend money on a sad girl. Sad girls aren't sexy. I'm not allowed to be sad in front of anyone, even virtually. Now I'm here. Hi, guys. 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Its really frustrating especially when all your friends are in lasting relationships. Is it normal to go through these dry streaks in life?... I know someone out there is dealing with the same problem as me. ,2.724972677595627,5.097548737704923,4.237295081967215,82.79124316939892,78.01639344262296,8.001092896174864,29.83879781420765,8.841846274778883,2.5992928961748643,247,12,50,6,6,82,52,61,0.132,0.8170000000000001,0.051,-0.6115,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,10,7,2,12,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585802796364759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377981712341444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425445111646684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378419125584383,0.20444851353832613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715875620707866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457464238032901,0.0,0.0,0.2631891970828294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999703571000755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606791502031164,0.0,0.0,0.5385650310707045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251558034828413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845518362705598 lonely,drizzlyexpert,2019/03/18,"Do people just don't listen? I have been dealing with a feeling that people just don't listen. All they do is hear you. They HEAR you but never really pay attention. They either just wait for you to finish what you're saying so they can start their own thing, or they even don't care at all, just nod subconsciously. I've been feeling quite lonely for the last year, and every time I have the chance to not feel lonely for a second, this is what people do to me when I talk with them. It's really off-putting and I'm starting to get discouraged to even try to talk. I isolate myself from the world more and more. &#x200B; I don't know guys. Is it my fault? I'm 23 but I look very childish. Could that be partially a reason? That people think I'm too young to be worth listening to so I can be easily ignored? Or maybe I'm just really not worth listening to? Maybe that's how people see me - that I never have something interesting to say. &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.2801923076923103,88.91105769230771,80.28205128205127,6.156410256410258,20.006410256410245,7.365786028017652,0.5945333333333331,770,20,154,11,20,249,101,195,0.15,0.773,0.077,-0.9565,0,4,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,7,1,12,7,0,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,4,33,43,11,0,1,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,11,5,0,3,7,0,3,0,8,5,0,1,2,13,22,2,17,37,6,12,0,3,2,0,22,2,0,2,10,107,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990584085287973,0.4475309944240082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387789576163907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735154107959541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492659327109368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163101839298103,0.0,0.07757823029093476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396695889618269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810605175862182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116998538966173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755330065684308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060271103248802,0.0750544508530058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732087839249414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500598202687435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420297944193743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917046725049963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256208489422832,0.0,0.09793444905563838,0.0,0.0,0.17695925257625045,0.09466974279236112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464454941681419,0.0,0.0,0.07337286754743187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088481254656133,0.0,0.0,0.13034411832645787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801483912851282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117138368363604,0.058998757155198166,0.0,0.0,0.053690414601367614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251374457337726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597256732296169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475309944240082,0.059294100263022786 lonely,EmotionalRapper,2019/03/18,"Lost in solitude and my ego Y’all ever feel like you’re getting lost in your ego but it’s taking to you on an adventure? Because I feel like my ego and my capabilities as a person is taking me on adventure that gives me the opportunity to be a legend. I have consistent feelings of loneliness and sadness and I think I numb myself with weed. Being high feels good and I love listening to music and I feel more creative. I’ve been making some of the best music of my life and I’m growing my fan base and audience. I’m a fearless performer and love being on stage and guiding the crowd. I love when the audience sings the words to my songs, it’s an addicting feeling. This ability that I have has drawn people into my life who look up to me and help me on my journey. I care about them and return the support. I have producers and camera guys that work for me for free and I’m taking them with me on my journey as I work my way to the top of the rap game. It’s a long journey ahead but I really love the process. Only thing is, in order for me to lead these people and show them that they can depend on me, I feel like I have to get lost in my ego. The part of me that is on stage is fearless and runs almost on auto-pilot, I can’t fully explain it. There’s a drive within me that I don’t understand but it’s very powerful. However, I have these doubts and fears that I won’t be able to succeed as a music artist, as a rapper. But I never express these doubts outwardly because I want to show the people around me that they can believe in me. if I don’t believe in myself, then no one will. I ride these waves of confidence and worry, where one day I’m on stage with cameras flashing, people dancing in the crowd, chilling with hot ass women and making money but then another day I’m lonely and insecure, smoking weed each day, longing for an intimate connection. I channel these feelings through my music which is why music is so important to me. It’s a channel for my ALL my energy, good and bad. Music makes me feel better about myself and gives me the confidence I’ve always lacked. I was never a leader and I always let fear stop me from going after what I want. Now I go after what I want and I can get it. I want to be a successful rapper, tour the world for shows and have millions across the globe hear my music. And I feel like I have what it takes. I have up and down days, which I explained earlier, and on those down days I don’t feel so confident about my goals and aspirations. What I’m tryna do is keep consistent that high energy I feel on my good days. That energy has gotten me on stages and built me up a name in Chicago. That energy has built me a team and gotten me shows. What I don’t understand about that energy is ...",3.054440008232149,4.311668139823013,4.7177814365095685,84.64138094258081,73.79646017699116,7.733690059683063,24.64395966248199,8.283103749626381,1.4488151883103528,2149,65,443,35,43,727,224,565,0.091,0.6679999999999999,0.241,0.9986,2,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,5,18,12,35,0,5,30,0,38,9,1,6,4,84,94,46,0,6,6,0,13,4,0,2,4,3,0,3,36,38,0,2,17,13,2,11,9,12,0,3,7,17,85,24,70,79,7,72,0,5,1,5,29,35,1,6,24,318,121,8,0.0733338119037928,0.0,0.0,0.07994467945232163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343321957446622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203921230628545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689689587397662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528264026536483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061230669784297385,0.08940722215343737,0.0,0.0,0.1652441870197068,0.0769593112563772,0.06485779721989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747687086782765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837654515383299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633463130694565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504185281014852,0.4449573447967589,0.20955875950743214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494166993479545,0.14069694925492598,0.08335459056656791,0.1845267663772852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261200331023826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265253575468128,0.0,0.04915410830870102,0.15496239716403998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518246150521449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498879118939591,0.10359568017224127,0.14330878504909644,0.0,0.0,0.12979623170875107,0.06158193240670375,0.0,0.24015755551826465,0.0,0.2647465135453923,0.0,0.1468526666764906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311911325261136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993857776799586,0.05577366850095925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941337196400658,0.0,0.2033617263442193,0.06403225593740512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046979517725143236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131035042229983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321834070343567,0.0,0.0,0.22055160018461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871972607589903,0.04698934557840767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526861688952615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050807495871052,0.1730167290976293,0.058208966481255814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617235889839644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677577693489117,0.07447404569624218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sdpersona,2019/03/18,"question if im a lonely person with no long lasting relationships shouldn't I just die isn't it all the same. I am not supporting anyone else emtionally being dead wouldn't be that different right. Im sorry for asking this but Im asking for myself honestly &#x200B; &#x200B; &#x200B;",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,5.1829629629629625,73.93333333333334,77.8888888888889,7.303703703703704,27.51851851851852,8.344100000000001,2.643318518518518,240,10,36,5,6,79,42,54,0.16699999999999998,0.718,0.115,0.0567,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,9,2,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081259658968488,0.4576999643772575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779303946933527,0.12864895966882378,0.0,0.0,0.23475947225356186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030933122558794,0.13118133628650827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488755772693063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068724023308368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234648895022623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111483652158352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963236076927288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065364162837884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480225179314695,0.0,0.10722580504812228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055184778415006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248167610302453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576999643772575,0.0 lonely,justpassingyouby,2019/03/18,"“i think you’re cool too” last night i was celebrating st patrick’s day in style with some friends and friends of friends. we all used to be in a very large school organization together where everyone knew each other’s names but weren’t necessarily friends. some of my friends’ mutual friends were there and there are a few of them i always liked and wished i could be friends with too, but have no real reason to hang out or talk with them. (we don’t live near each other on campus, i don’t have classes with them, we barely run in the same circles now...) one of them in particular i managed to tell that i thought they were cool and they said “hey, i think you’re cool too!” but instead of making me feel better i think it actually made me feel lonelier than i’ve felt in a little while and i don’t know why. maybe because it just seemed like “let’s placate the drunk” bs? anyways. i’ll live out the rest of my life seeing these kids around but never really getting to become friends with them ",4.827162736760727,5.490292713567842,5.026231155778895,86.29166215693857,69.10050251256281,8.133127174333206,28.37301894085813,8.139509932561175,1.5907778121376115,786,26,168,10,13,247,118,199,0.043,0.75,0.208,0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,7,1,11,14,0,0,6,3,14,2,0,4,2,47,31,11,0,2,6,0,3,2,8,0,1,1,0,1,6,18,1,0,11,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,9,8,24,14,26,18,8,20,0,0,1,0,24,12,0,4,8,108,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.11304035357288665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963857924838963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311962685610077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061325452851186,0.12793303683826715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244855019401278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248654251517856,0.0,0.0,0.07470538200850035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106873656980332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714149217365125,0.0,0.11122183449501408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7159639888735286,0.0,0.06052013248705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366107098658917,0.09442274190695164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845133919841085,0.08181920829060829,0.11318436554797473,0.11609926082599585,0.20457266020624096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960791688951443,0.07732220045506367,0.0,0.11637399177284165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934075507276128,0.0,0.0,0.10870532294667072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784942541194833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184804237456652,0.07420824767509529,0.11909988799448552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101876608498806,0.0,0.0,0.11723338511406273,0.09230721505074672,0.10545379537587238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931055173583408,0.1012467792023107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222671314880712,0.0,0.0919617619369779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004610974246222,0.0,0.09557778432612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452501507373717,0.0,0.13320701151606612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sherpa_Carries,2019/03/18,Socially anxious af. But drunk! Anyone tryna talk ? I'm feeling extra social. Btw happy late saint patricks day. ,2.532631578947367,3.9555296315789485,3.2814736842105283,78.3043157894737,121.10526315789473,3.6252631578947376,24.852631578947374,5.6839178017228535,1.6161494736842117,89,4,11,1,5,28,19,19,0.184,0.586,0.23,0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637632554803514,0.0,0.2251467359463045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766045539837144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281059648458315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34277019049983937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632249420028832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564677119077315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588077808441441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwawayoatmeal3764,2019/03/18,"The nice thing about living is that it isn't mandatory. I'm really tired of being lonely. I get asked why I care what other people think of me, why wouldn't I? This really hurts. Loneliness is going to kill me. I'll never fall in love again, I'm just going to die.",-0.1039285714285718,2.1302378928571457,2.701428571428572,89.94357142857143,89.71428571428572,6.057142857142857,11.571428571428573,7.447530270364453,-0.2613285714285713,206,2,44,4,7,72,41,56,0.36,0.5539999999999999,0.085,-0.9604,0,2,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,14,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,12,0,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289933573954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497408577642156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421739937349697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797524414428993,0.0,0.27841923867180424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222194931149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709987207569354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162936122185615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210751748683133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889190335946151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981613321741446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138399809607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273259757083067,0.15695281726779708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153174549131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420550244535264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RDJuggernaut,2019/03/18,"Looking for friends to chat and maybe meet someday. Hi Guys, Im using the template in a pinned post above. I thought of meeting some like minded people to chat with and support in hard times. Maybe make a whatsapp group as its easy. My details are as belows Gender: Male Age: 23 From: Sri Lanka (island Between Australia and India) Looking for (Friends, Gaming buddies, Someone to meet up with IRL, anyone nice): Contact (Whatsapp): Interests: Music, Mobile Games, Working Out, TV Series( Elementary, The Office, HIMYM, BBT, Last airbender etc) Dislikes: Rude, close minded people Kids/Pets/Partner: None Interesting fact about yourself?: Im an Athiest in the IT Project Management Industry looking to make some friends. Please message me or comment. &#x200B; Thanks guys",5.178604651162793,8.608341434108533,4.4120620155038734,78.7478604651163,76.51937984496124,5.300465116279072,34.95658914728682,6.742157984588678,2.7520672868217058,611,34,84,6,15,182,100,129,0.066,0.7809999999999999,0.153,0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,17,10,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,9,20,9,4,11,0,0,3,0,18,7,0,3,4,40,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818866094581965,0.17740342573078793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208512455339123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282624851568014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383928403391201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28912174456686895,0.0,0.0,0.13078543925194885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154055653336748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900777254369307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132719808067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678043901740432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490946054928301,0.0,0.293349022983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948325143090799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243311855603574,0.0,0.0,0.16026184911109195,0.0,0.0,0.1398256282602096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370354477210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567668393157334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441524858342405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590602249294968,0.08513254811723457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609530746147218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628820820780796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740342573078793,0.0 lonely,cuz-im-crazy-man,2019/03/18,"This will sound melodramatic but I honestly feel like if I had one person in my life I felt close to a lot of other things in my life would get better. I'm just so goddamn lonely. I really have no one. No significant other, no friends, no acquaintances. All I have is my immediate family who provide for me. I'm not especially close to them and I know they think negatively of me. I wish I had a friend so bad. Someone I could talk to and be myself with. But I know I never will. I have lost the ability to make friends and I am such a huge colossal fucking loser no one would ever want to be seen with me. Goddamnit",0.6049081364829441,2.927694267716536,3.2285354330708667,86.99566404199476,86.63779527559055,6.536272965879268,21.065091863517054,7.793537801064563,1.0719652493438327,480,16,102,10,15,167,78,127,0.221,0.539,0.24,0.0367,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,5,11,1,0,4,0,14,3,0,1,3,27,28,8,0,6,5,0,2,1,3,4,2,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,5,4,22,6,12,16,2,7,0,3,1,1,8,5,1,2,3,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341968284518626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250782025685145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467057015328329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620817855848222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321875249874968,0.0,0.09290716422401653,0.13126770674859528,0.1764243403593751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258835788570196,0.16986960488224806,0.09599935571075917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196326569103354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956953357110785,0.0897686911992581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005797428548149,0.15621371624728986,0.0,0.0,0.12265144045103403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171573281887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735317908009816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043934244694155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177119690998328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568682928412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768754317300867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207223845827715,0.1177365937876925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837776149836044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129807150428864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610548335360925,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,icecreamkid101,2019/03/18,"Fuckkk Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk, all these people here look so happy while I just sit in the literal corner of the campus eating dry pretzels waiting for my life to end. No friends here no gf. And it hurts. My other friend is literally getting laid left and right while I sit here and rot",5.190283018867923,6.927825339622648,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,69.18867924528303,6.809433962264151,26.45754716981132,7.1686216300943375,1.3156830188679245,225,7,40,2,4,69,43,53,0.118,0.708,0.174,0.6748,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,4,1,9,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178189722155014,0.0,0.0,0.2750973583415615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799340014120179,0.0,0.16227447079395968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33063701087284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33250124537450426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33746529319169144,0.0,0.21938433014798708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608238290979123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532932665526025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26524872563218804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,margo_andromeda,2019/03/18,"I’m So Fucking Lonely It physically hurts, I feel like such a piece of shit. Fuck",-1.5732352941176484,-0.6266072941176457,1.3380882352941192,93.03889705882357,121.94117647058823,4.052941176470589,16.014705882352942,5.985473137389443,-0.1932235294117648,64,2,14,1,4,22,16,17,0.536,0.363,0.101,-0.895,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647301189270108,0.27759497262190136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.71845466771035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159729513328722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898360075984845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988622208188624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bettybubl,2019/03/18,I'm lonely and I miss affection but commitment terrifies me. I'm so broken. I can't stop running but I miss everything that comes with being close to a guy. 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It can be very lonely even when you are surrounded by a lot of people. It’s hard to make a connection with someone when everyone seems to have someone or just is not interested in getting to know you. Have to take it day by day. 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I'm lonely I'll tell you some about me so you can decide whether or not to associate with me. I'm a 13 year old female that goes by the name Patchwork. I'm a southern bitch that curses way more than they should. Instead of associating with my friends, I made an imaginary world and a bunch of imaginary friends to hang out with. I care way less than I should and have shitty anxiety that I take pills for so I don't constantly have panic attacks. I have nightmares every night and I'm always sleep deprived. My dad killed my snake the other day and I'm really fucking salty about it. I have too many pets. Help.",1.4221257142857162,3.8403589440000014,2.7129428571428598,91.5149,83.56,5.8114285714285705,21.728571428571424,7.1686216300943375,0.6932971428571428,488,16,102,7,14,157,83,125,0.166,0.722,0.111,-0.8073,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,10,4,1,6,0,8,3,1,1,0,17,17,8,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,3,14,14,4,10,0,2,0,1,9,2,2,2,5,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830172362072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392692142391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243779353767168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184771497340413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315652284645855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819566175259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054378507171776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311110745078083,0.19810240471021245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363026553277242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370738557663037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276100865324687,0.0,0.2172506713952651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109132216116826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485535165264964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514164842089077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727602509004255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443907768844428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111514371926272,0.0,0.18729394423804605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401778447320984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379920791407767 lonely,tmsgn,2019/03/19,"This might help y’all I watched a TED Talk a while back by Guy Winch called “Practice Emotional First Aid”. The most important thing I learned (and it stuck with me) is DON’T RUMINATE. As soon as you start dwelling on the negative, distract yourself for 2 minutes. That’s all it takes. It sounds too superficial to be helpful, but start making a habit of distracting yourself for a couple minutes every time you feel lonely. It has helped me a lot.",4.475357142857142,6.582959630952384,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,71.73809523809524,7.6571428571428575,31.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.3758047619047624,355,16,67,6,7,108,67,84,0.138,0.77,0.092,-0.7053,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,7,0,9,8,3,8,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,3,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858026708083976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467367113493024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673649215577433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718072483274611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358820612424613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217809455140352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553490739268046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392569888259475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858892499681002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054297357291828,0.0,0.0,0.16129347411960476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633692367896405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420614923724408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816797131855031,0.1942173433509224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053179124588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089951721980376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustMe0420,2019/03/19,Worst part of the day I dont feel too lonely untill its night time and im up till 5 am sitting alone with noone to talk to. Just me and my racing mind trying to do anything to stop thinking how alone I feel. Playing and chatting with people on PS is great but most people sleep at night then I'm left alone again. TV is a huge help to drown out the silence of living alone... battery fully charged it what I see everday I wake up and go to sleep 💔,1.6928124999999987,3.1092976562500034,2.8566666666666656,95.955,77.64583333333334,4.800000000000002,21.375,3.1291,-0.3776624999999996,349,9,80,0,8,112,70,96,0.168,0.716,0.116,-0.6525,0,6,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,16,11,9,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,17,11,3,19,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,1,10,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501631453324801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291468788034605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012122437613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393056138686414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587054766562561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919167319328125,0.0,0.0,0.1730250698672526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519245873748467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952033401210082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051396164002414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857942624096342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846298162312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945519947406675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994892473819032,0.0,0.2176025640918932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125059535196321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31410335067993017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312074764224105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614109003988308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055974904101933,0.0,0.0,0.0915120059905552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655082867892808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bayfarm,2019/03/19,Do lonely people tend to talk more? I read articles on Google that this is the case. Makes sense but I'm not sure entirely. I do notice when someone talks too much I pick up on something about them that seems off.,1.27186046511628,3.7312557209302364,2.0337674418604657,95.79902325581396,84.81395348837209,5.300465116279072,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,-0.06824279069767457,168,4,36,2,5,52,37,43,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.4927,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180061310364226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400864810735928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718330154145181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642133863420186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326685527845528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973217756051973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767247019745307,0.2514304390987126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078139450049264,0.0,0.0,0.525012829380934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HashBrown831696,2019/03/19,"15 MtF, I need someone to talk to, preferably around my age, and preferably over Discord, please I feel so stressed... Everyone I talk to right now seems to be a little wrapped up in their own issues, that being said when I have something going on, they kinda just throw a blanket on it and tell me I’ll be okay... I don’t like it, it makes me feel ignored, and it doesn’t help that I already feel used when they come to me for all their issues without doing anything to fix their situation... I just want someone who’s chill, someone who listens, someone who’s open and kind and caring and accepting. Sorry if I’m too demanding, and I guess I’d only really like to talk over discord for right now My username is Mia#7091",6.116940559440563,5.775542678321682,6.316914335664335,81.61075611888114,66.27272727272727,8.548601398601399,33.95891608391608,7.6454224807358475,2.338105594405594,565,23,111,5,8,181,87,143,0.075,0.7829999999999999,0.142,0.8625,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,0,9,8,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,2,1,29,23,11,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,5,18,6,17,19,2,19,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,4,7,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697618576575165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705946060668294,0.1266324760304065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503314619383648,0.0,0.0,0.12253560251474005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359257748593742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157773110527165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084383650108999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567041862947008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534703892023724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969436561125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813127123818742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899212879495326,0.14257166469591465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495284257969418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547642036242187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818737892441904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561475578177849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911288610274778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429610949442117,0.13531212967721828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949887060671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989472932554996,0.0,0.0,0.482111157875839,0.10951084169047874,0.0,0.15923699905420888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294665926790527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430049900674507,0.12433259052017165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285815009374465,0.0,0.0,0.08390261450538637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371237259379083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,endomobo,2019/03/19,"Bleh I feel so alone, but I know there are millions if not billions of people who feel exactly the same, but whenever I download an app to meet people the only people on them are 14 year old girls half naked or sucking on a fuckin lolly pop with 👄❤️😈 next to there name, I thought the internet was going to bring us together, I have no friends even after years of searching, wtf am I looking in the wrong place, where do I find friends, I've had jobs I've tried just about every hobby there is I've put on a happy face I think I'm a decent human being I know I'm not owed friends by the universe but I just want to be able to keep track of days, or at least somebody tell me I'll never have friends so I can stop trying.",2.7195629370629355,3.408527634615385,4.085780885780885,91.02891608391607,73.93589743589743,6.6983682983682975,25.079254079254078,6.574015621080383,0.7017128205128209,565,17,129,4,11,187,106,156,0.106,0.752,0.142,0.7859999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,10,8,2,0,9,0,12,2,1,0,2,25,27,8,0,2,10,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,7,0,1,3,4,3,0,3,3,3,14,5,17,22,2,18,0,0,1,1,12,7,2,3,8,77,15,1,0.16009260931847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658076618491457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324648887929076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573965858549277,0.0,0.13488492808843489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189526703222318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632174459492445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947486113302543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098431921131718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042155952948748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886721205372198,0.14229766697332885,0.0,0.0,0.17596542259599807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443747147355206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347328970271138,0.0,0.17026030622124932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679902630041765,0.0,0.0,0.1217576434359638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329641732861221,0.0,0.16726270276284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093729024046233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384458986275904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992799691173444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258087979503523,0.0,0.1270956492808753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738474594474225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257169732704307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442676883251623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503613653090394,0.0,0.2061887831174425 lonely,Captaincrunchpunch,2019/03/19,"Any lonely INFJs out there? Posted this somewhere else but posting here too. Maybe some of you can relate? So I am entering the last year of my 20s on Saturday. It's been a doozy of a decade. I am finally starting to understand why building a relationship with yourself is so important and how only then can you protect yourself emotionally. I am currently on a solo trip. I am staying at a really awesome hostel with great people. I conversate with them and get my fill of human interaction but I still feel like an alien. I feel like an alien everywhere I go. Though I love traveling and it is my life source, I always inevitably feel a sense of loneliness. I am simultaneously in a state of bliss because I am exploring a new place but at the same time a state of sadness because I am reminded how much I am utterly lacking in human connection. I just feel like I was made to be alone. I am an INFJ. I don't know if that means anything to anyone but basically I am really intuitive. I am dreamy, complex, hard to understand. I am in my head. Been told I am ""too intense"" ""too sensitive"". I constantly contemplate the nature of reality, consciousness, the cosmos, what life is, what I am, what people are, what we are doing here and where we are going after here. I fail at small talk and superficial interaction. I either go deep or go home. Which usually means I get bored with the interaction. And for this reason, I don't connect. I don't feel like anyone truly understands me and I think people find me too intense to want to spend any amount of time around me. Sometimes I don't even have to do anything. I can just be trying to be as simple and normal as possible and ask them about their life. Be interested. Keep it basic. And by just looking at me they get freaked out or it's my energy or something. But I also have a normal lowkey human side. I love going to art museums, observing architecture, trying new food places and loving the tastes, getting lost in the tastes. I love music, literature, traveling, learning about everything I can. I love simple things like a coffee and a sweet snack. I love just walking around, looking at the sky, taking everything in. Hiking in mountains..challenging my body. I look around and I see people (especially when traveling) who just seem to be enjoying each other's company effortlessly. I can't find that. I want that so bad. I guess I am just wondering if anyone has ever been so lonely but got lucky and found someone who got them? Someone they never got sick of? Someone they felt safe with? I know I shouldn't need someone this badly but human connection is the essence of existence. I truly believe everyone craves it and I think loneliness is more common than we believe but people just ignore it or deny it or aren't aware that they are feeling it. I am so aware of it. too aware. I guess I am just feeling lonely, and like any feeling it will pass and I will continue to enjoy my trip, have conversations, get lost in the experience that captivate all my senses and appreciate my short time here. I am focusing on myself. I am really trying to develop a solid relationship with myself because I know no one can be responsible for me and my happiness. The last thing I want is to be in a codependent relationship..it was my relational model growing up and I am trying so hard to break that pattern. So I have spent me entire 20s either alone or in really shitty situations that I luckily got out of. I guess I spent my 20s learning. I spent all day with myself and had a great time and saw many great things. I like my company...I just wish I could find someone who does too.",3.455771364897437,5.679903989971348,5.179949515622869,77.6584988857052,75.00286532951291,8.557820530313366,26.98194387592668,9.23628265651192,2.604604511756948,2867,111,519,72,63,973,287,698,0.08800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.215,0.9986,1,8,1,0,0,0,87.0,3,2,8,3,41,35,0,0,29,0,65,16,2,4,4,123,131,53,0,12,27,0,11,7,0,3,4,0,1,4,32,39,4,4,31,5,4,16,9,12,0,1,20,19,99,23,67,100,11,78,0,7,5,6,36,32,0,15,31,380,131,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528648211321715,0.0,0.04450839968925395,0.046310579925685526,0.0,0.0,0.11354477324353175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674873825666175,0.0,0.09160094317889457,0.14863797656353336,0.05203121710078979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294153160649064,0.10178286706109048,0.0,0.0,0.12541139828115594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182170900320295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060144791665785374,0.0,0.04443710332012979,0.0,0.0,0.035893771013622656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870528710968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649377709766723,0.0626059542359625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03676052458077921,0.05034439647596725,0.0,0.0531820713802688,0.1000407597708832,0.05444263481052094,0.0,0.0,0.22513236841740164,0.1590437613926916,0.05343886814774368,0.060968861240003974,0.15260681264263662,0.0,0.0672999348383007,0.061024365377843164,0.0,0.0,0.14539084861095794,0.0,0.15815406194681828,0.0,0.17805401642352314,0.18408411887624093,0.18393538450820832,0.0,0.0,0.059247268356869526,0.09971439738361032,0.0,0.05711951905903415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582790302798375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946996192853476,0.0,0.0,0.09176189893043872,0.09073478202951628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793527512776092,0.19033632604858586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021206539131034,0.0,0.12151106145209625,0.0,0.3013924215969153,0.052663427511350606,0.0,0.056426849820928736,0.0559143304047397,0.12125226272275645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04091385488992773,0.041268512336626186,0.042925643622315685,0.10750658794499186,0.0,0.0,0.109062902010998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771421425740459,0.04232919705151741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292568559958467,0.0,0.11629817570083527,0.0,0.0,0.06274422384463818,0.10660688483747822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261964949561393,0.05722404453986655,0.0,0.17926242110006635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044350941670571034,0.050667492514907306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256012089773058,0.0,0.0,0.2357874181506704,0.042847012685576016,0.05504559867066696,0.0,0.039393883476488714,0.05932231270512633,0.044447269656168735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184668318922548,0.044734502793719655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109269091019472,0.07132474236569386,0.05468212638403374,0.0,0.1298147680933795,0.0,0.0,0.0531820713802688,0.0,0.15114815772413534,0.0,0.0,0.17382081286524034,0.0,0.0,0.061297657002128525,0.0,0.09848275291937177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022124049677277,0.0,0.0640021085525355,0.0,0.060356987205399275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035840894189862665 lonely,i_suffer_you_dont,2019/03/19,"Why should anyone want to be with me? What do I have to offer anyone? I'm nearly 33 and have virtually no relationship experience. I'm so awkward when I talk it's hard to talk so I have no friends. I'm just ready to die now.",-1.1085714285714268,0.971909571428572,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,96.14285714285714,5.248979591836736,17.20408163265306,6.868970318607317,0.06744081632653033,175,5,41,3,7,63,33,49,0.228,0.637,0.134,-0.614,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,10,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359954379116237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235693528500933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049721233786599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408737075312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27928581714809325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347256636589886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011798695184692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838907710138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813250755830673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ClearlyClarity,2019/03/19,"I don't understand why people would send me a friend request if they're only going to ghost me later Currently 9/11 people on my friendlist are doing this, and the other two take hours to respond to me Why do I matter so little to you all What did I even say",5.537777777777778,4.986000925925929,6.507777777777778,80.465,67.51851851851852,8.681481481481484,27.259259259259267,7.793537801064563,1.5694148148148148,206,5,41,2,3,69,44,54,0.045,0.872,0.083,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,8,1,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844060916944306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157058643065646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867332026301256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495147262629643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982738563403897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234087059016288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871182152551728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220275845965044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992038022588325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727335784163189,0.290652514902609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038612906464471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833257712272925,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Formless_Oedon,2019/03/19,"I've felt lonely all my life. Im a 24 year old male, I have no friends, I've had 3 jobs, no money, currently unemployed, but I have a girlfriend and i feel almost dead inside Since 12 years of age I've felt this way when my dad left ""to get cigarettes"" and didnt come back, a cliche i know. Ever since that moment I haven't felt the same, I cant trust people, I struggle to open up or make my point heard, I struggle to form connections with people and I feel like every time I make a connection we grow distant and it fades or I indirectly push them away, I always feel so isolated. I dont know why I'm posting here, I was just curious if there was a sub for this and there is, though i dont know what to expect from it I just need to let it off my chest.",1.133402597402597,2.4998691151515198,3.166428571428572,93.3525,79.06060606060606,6.653679653679656,20.27056277056277,7.447530270364453,0.3398744588744593,584,14,141,8,14,198,104,165,0.118,0.797,0.086,-0.7063,4,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,6,0,12,2,1,2,2,33,28,12,1,3,6,1,6,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,9,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,8,7,22,3,12,19,3,22,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,5,12,83,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424288288556743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835176357497718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363542364173672,0.10937072027049063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252373745979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333991140597245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866062395698644,0.1198399820923325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575641745445515,0.10161344166186388,0.4097066565924147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989119681917164,0.0,0.07431245027974967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153639310260865,0.0,0.14114730324128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345075916741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453985274917428,0.14544596802782905,0.10046550789235616,0.06948933513181298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189887296696422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054662071386944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925277712946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972170952405488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445901437736993,0.0,0.1362227902349387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353182124233636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739194333048763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974616823985678,0.0,0.08293896754576603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129003327495018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834588535177227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319066797614106 lonely,justathrowaway2736,2019/03/19,"34 M - Rare M, seeking rare F. *It’s 3:30 in the morning, the ceiling fan is on speed two, it’s pouring rain outside (Hey, this IS Kentucky..), and you’re awakened by a noise emanating from the adjoining master bathroom. You slowly crack open your eyes and pull the blanket back, and it startles you a moment when you notice that the light is on and seeping past the almost closed door. You think to yourself – “I didn’t leave the light on..”* *As you ease out of bed, topless, with a firm grip on your handgun, you slowly and carefully sneak across the bedroom floor over to the bathroom door. Gently touching the edge, you pull it back just slightly, enough to peek in.. Just before you peek in, another noise. Louder this time. Your heart is racing, you can hear it beating in your head. Then..* *I look up from the toilet with a half assed grin, a magazine in my hands, and rip another huge fart. Simultaneously you catch the scent that has enveloped the bathroom, and proceed to gag before turning around and walking back to the bed. As you stand there examining the entire situation, you realize that THIS is the life you wouldn’t trade anything for. You’re now fully awake, reality hits, the scent of explosive diarrhea now in the air, you can’t help but smile because that guy in there, the human-turd-o-matic has your heart, and you have his*. &#x200B; A lovely feeling, is it not? Let’s face it – day in and day out you sift through posts on here that were written by guys who promise you the world. Flowers, candies, dinner dates, shopping, and whatever else. Some guys just want to get you in bed and get in your pants only for you to be the next notch in the bedpost. Some guys just want nude pictures. Some guys are secretly cheating on their spouse/girlfriend. Then.. There are the guys like me. I’ll promise you nothing. Flowers die. Dinner digests and turns to poo, clothes and material things wear out, and I saw my mom naked one time – so I already know what females look like underneath their clothing. The ONLY thing that I have to promise you is.. My honesty and respect. It’s not much – it’s not tangible or something you can hold in your hand, but it’s what I hang my hat on. In a world filled with guys who are addicts, deadbeats, can’t hold a job, cheaters, or whatever the case may be – I strive to set myself apart – because they’re all seemingly the same, and I’m hardly the same. I’m different. Vastly different, and I know you’ve read that and seen that, and been told that before. However, let me show you. Let me put my money where my mouth is and prove to you that I am a very, very different kind of guy that you’ll likely never meet again in your entire life. My convictions are different. The way I live my life is different. I don’t adhere to the “norm of society”. I’m not normal. I’m far from normal. I’m unique in many aspects and my personality has many facets that you may or may not fancy indulging in. I’ll tell you this much though, if you want unique – you’ve found it right here. If you want “normal”, I’d suggest you move on and message someone else. However, as you’re reading this, it would be a fairly accurate assumption to say that everything you’ve done in the past isn’t working for you – otherwise, you wouldn’t still be reading this, correct? The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over, expecting different results each time. I don’t consider myself a man of integrity. I consider myself a man who is here to live and enjoy life. I’m a man who’s primary mission is life is to be happy and to perhaps bring happiness to others along the way. I feel this is the meaning of life. Happiness is the key to living a fulfilling life in my opinion. Happiness is also subjective. You won’t make me happy. I won’t make you happy. There’s only ONE person on the face of this Earth who can bring happiness to a person, and it’s themselves. Only YOU are responsible for your happiness. Sure, I can give you reasons to be happy. I can do things that make you smile or giggle, but at the end of the day, I’ll never be able to bring you true genuine happiness. I DO consider myself a man of responsibility and somewhat success though. I own my home and vehicles. I own a boat (an old boat, but it’s still a boat..), and have a dog (a 3 ½ lb Yorkshire with a mouth that will WAKE THE DEAD). I am NOT many things. I’m not an addict. I don’t smoke or use tobacco products. I’m not an alcoholic. I’ve actually never been drunk in my life. I don’t understand why people like to drink hundreds of dollars worth of alcohol, only to throw it all up again and remember nearly nothing about the night before. I’m not a perfect 10. I have flaws, many flaws, and while I’ll be the first to admit that I’m completely and utterly far from perfect – compared to some of the guys I’ve seen on dating sites/apps, I might as damn well be. I absolutely 100% do not tolerate hard drug use. A little 420 never hurt anyone (though I've never done it personally, I feel it's a rather harmless substance) and well tobacco, that's just.. Not me either. Not a deal breaker though! My hobbies are vast and diverse. I’m very much an electronics nerd. I’m into ham radio, and anything radio communication. I was an engineer for a radio station in Southern Kentucky a few years ago actually before relocating. I’m also into diesel performance – mostly drag racing highly modified diesel pickup trucks. I spend most Friday nights at the local drag strip during the summer/fall. I also enjoy doing DIY things around the house. Little woodworking projects, etc. I also love to work on/piddle with cars/trucks. I do my own oil changes, and (most) all of my repairs/maintenance in my driveway. My Craftsman tools are one of my most prized possessions. I’ve been known to spend 45 minutes walking around searching the ground for ONE lost socket or wrench (found it). &#x200B; On a darker note, I’m also rather into BDSM and kink. I've been involved in the BDSM lifestyle for the betterment of nine years now, in several aspects. This isn't something I tend to really share openly, but in time, perhaps it can be discussed as adults. What I’m looking for is above all someone who’s personality is every bit as beautiful as the rest of their body. The old adage “beauty is only skin deep” is utter BS. Genuine beauty sinks deep into one’s mind, one’s soul, and one’s personality. The human flesh and body is only that. If you don’t have a beautiful personality, you’re automatically a total mutt. &#x200B; While all of this may sound great and grand, there is one caveat. I'm married. I'm happily married of almost twelve years. For this reason, I am polyexclusive/polyfidelitous. For what it's worth, she is bisexual and also polyexclusive. I understand this is most likely a deal breaker for many (all?) but in the name of transparency and honesty, it is the truth, and you, the reader of my musings is deserving of the utter truth. Everything I said earlier is also all true. I'm seeking a long term romantic and emotional connection with someone - someone who wants to join my family long term and share life, share compassion, and hopefully - share love. &#x200B; If you'd like to chat, I'd love nothing more than to hear from you - please. 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So today I came back from school and felt something very special. This feeling inside myself, being so very helpless, alone and sad. I just wanted to lie on the floor and have some next to me. Someone to hug and to care about. This sensation was so intense, I got a stabbing headache. So I tried to think about people I know which atleast I love, but it did not help in any way. Don't get me wrong, I still have some nice people around me. But I still feel left out and alone, even with them. I am someone who hasn't cried in a long time, mostly due to my depression and apathy. But I cried, maybe it was just a little but still, I feelt something and it was strange. After this heart-wrenching incident I went to sleep.",2.3427819548872217,4.374524105263158,2.8508646616541355,93.96105263157897,77.6842105263158,5.395488721804512,22.04135338345865,6.18269132825596,0.2109721804511282,592,17,125,4,14,183,95,152,0.139,0.7040000000000001,0.157,-0.0404,0,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,0,5,0,10,3,1,0,1,30,24,15,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,9,5,19,5,17,14,3,22,0,3,0,2,4,8,0,3,11,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829733144301536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928994166878674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161177415714967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504458082652368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624496327409145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562453325340836,0.13928289782465128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011912132200924,0.0,0.0,0.11766190686426807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022955068226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722221062533036,0.0,0.2623338549668407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137303448786336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925941674038847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618833894858999,0.09156673648975028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507722849139972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484270562805253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369190087070967,0.0,0.12089546281255548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329576853548498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724300636768186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536197676606586,0.0,0.14528617866632093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941620801374204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825651225507785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670855823435482,0.0,0.2314982502441173,0.21033795065689231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272905282934705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753410798100535,0.0,0.0,0.07965833139329072,0.0,0.12949021201153638,0.0,0.0,0.09274915492522147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254349492193126,0.08057605857736999,0.10843458010988608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663874611976178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936148048533007,0.0,0.0 lonely,Stephleesi,2019/03/19,"The downward spiral is beginning... Okay so that title seemed a bit over dramatic but it felt right. I’m 25 and I have no friends. I moved to Wales a year ago. I’d always wanted to move to Wales and when I met my partner it seemed like a really good fit. The only thing is it meant moving away from my family. I never had many friends, but now it feels worse. I don’t have anyone to talk to aside from my boyfriend and it feels horrid. I also found out this week that I will be finishing at my job in June. My job was my biggest source of joy, I really loved it. So it’s feeling too much right now. I don’t really know what I expect out of this. I’m just feeling extremely lonely. I love going out and don’t have anyone to go out with. I love chatting about my interests. I love exchanging make up tips... I’m just struggling right now. I can’t do any of this. 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But within the past month I have lost all of my online friends and all of my irl friends. I have been completely alone and It's just really hard. I just want people to talk to, even if it's for a whole day or if it actually becomes something. I'm a nice open minded person, and I know how to keep a conversation. 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So i have a girlfriend, that I like a lot, for now 6 months, friends I’ve known for years, and all those relationship are basically based on “Wow, you’re a good listener !”. And I fucking hate it. On one side, I can’t blame them. Whenever people around me start talking, I can’t help it but feel deeply involved in what they’re talking about, I just feel like it pleases them. But I’m pretty sure, and I’m not even joking, it’s been MONTHS since I last had the opportunity to talk about myself. I’m a huge video game fans, I watch series/movies, I read, I draw, I play the piano, long story short lots of interests I’d love to share, but hey ? Who cares right ? I don’t know how to make my point with people. I just want, once, even a tiny and sincere “Hey, how are you ?” would be fine, but no, I’m surrounded and I feel so alone, I’m just done. I can’t do it anymore. I feel empty. I feel like everything I’m doing with my life is pointless, it is a fact, I like people’s attention, heck, I LOVE it. And if it’s not for that, what am I supposed to do ? Make sure to pleasure myself first ? I can’t. I first have to care about how my gf’s internship is doing bad, or how my friend Eric has trouble with girls. See my point there Anyway, thanks for reading. Needed to get this out somewhere. 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Since high school I ain’t had no real friends. Everyone and I mean everyone comes and goes quick. That’s been a reoccurring them in my life too, can’t keep a friend or a job or a lover for too long. (Even though I’m trying to change that.) It sucks but I learned how to do a lot of things on my own but I still feel lonely, as if my feelings and thoughts don’t matter anyway because they go nowhere. Thoughts and imagination mean nothing unless you bring them into reality, but mine will forever be lost because I have no one to have a meaningful conversation with.",3.0318181818181813,4.738838338842979,3.9521404958677695,88.27911983471077,74.70247933884298,7.4846280991735545,26.97603305785124,8.238735603445708,1.6003514049586782,473,18,102,8,10,152,83,121,0.106,0.802,0.092,-0.4019,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,8,6,1,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,0,31,24,14,0,1,7,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,5,2,15,3,13,17,2,10,0,2,0,1,8,4,1,5,3,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093631759879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302661781925533,0.1490368492892139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142745814491878,0.0,0.0,0.3306459315740388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496286753899193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734146505977313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832824443920647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059520430384988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279953585834646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169039891272356,0.15378342007247642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220540336872072,0.0,0.0,0.1527751550095698,0.1531125701895635,0.0,0.0,0.18886598936274626,0.14709091581810987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37692747125961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601227646036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723924231492963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692861295517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751001190974504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311955253346914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381697675547753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494328271641893,0.0,0.16998607001800814,0.27470870097130096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746562826372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,serial-creative,2019/03/19,"Lonely 19 yr girl Anybody want to talk? I recently got dumped by my boyfriend and am super lonely. I have a few friends but they have their own lives and own boyfriends. I'm a daily stoner that tries to stay productive and fight through the loneliness but I still wish for someone to talk to someone interesting, anybody #lonely ",4.0375956284153,6.7361957377049215,3.850409836065573,85.5650136612022,75.22950819672131,6.689617486338799,29.83879781420765,7.793537801064563,2.1256863387978147,264,12,47,4,6,80,44,61,0.177,0.6409999999999999,0.182,0.0772,0,6,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,1,8,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,6,3,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982827776635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275657777975972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512464664150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28094046196762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821651162641749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032726473158259,0.2272271683268652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45739117272938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931781645034692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782400994866192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271971035755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,needascreenname,2019/03/19,"A shaky upbringing makes me feel super lonely I feel like my peers don't understand what it's like to be completely alone. My ""mother"" as I know her disappeared as she became mentally ill. My dad was really emotionally abusive, he had his own difficulties in childhood so I forgive him, and he did come around when I turned 24, but it's so awkward between us. Anyway, something about not even having a family to fall back on hurts so bad. &#x200B; Maybe the grass is always greener, because people with stable relationships with their families still experience loneliness. &#x200B; I don't know, the lack of stability in nuclear family makes me feel like I won't have a stable one in the future too. &#x200B; It's a weird loneliness.",6.863777777777778,8.185163970370368,7.3918518518518495,68.78333333333336,64.85185185185185,11.037037037037036,33.51851851851852,10.980518767755715,4.146185185185185,596,25,96,17,9,196,96,135,0.23,0.644,0.126,-0.9426,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,1,11,11,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,18,20,8,0,1,2,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,3,17,5,14,15,2,13,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,1,8,67,21,0,0.0,0.13648506256558954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193053772459106,0.0,0.0,0.0958499402052164,0.3744352345177481,0.41991690757475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254633814203333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857643250484193,0.0961814801429685,0.07022068346208184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992287107052785,0.12077784059214022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957680468776148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608399827068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268101802172842,0.3257815886764691,0.0,0.17473537433855024,0.1645880384564903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331666431885685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661430051496622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883268358899403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378466263877766,0.0,0.11572701604059385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608761537902705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805786900660236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986043560000544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379569041339942,0.0,0.0,0.1236743480723416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868132531432163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199340940375493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529708365381712,0.0,0.11992014601048545,0.13856319267918416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41991690757475175,0.0 lonely,keke477,2019/03/19,"About me... The truth is it different.im not gonna say in a good way or a bad way. just different. I usually don't laugh at stuff that others find funny! or even better say I don't laugh a lot I don't smile a lot either! which makes me a little scary sometimes. people see me and are afraid to talk to me:)))) I remember as a girl when I was a kid, pink was never my favourite colour. I never talk too much unless I'm with friends that I really enjoy spending time with. I'm the type that when I saw my high school friends after 2 or 3 years, I had nothing to talk about with them! I'm the one that's afraid to start friendship because I'm afraid that others won't like me. I don't show my feelings so much so even close relatives call me feelingless but it's not true I do have feelings, I get upset, my heart breaks, but no one seems to see any of that. I don't dance because of 2 main reasons:1. I don't know how to dance2.i don't like dancing. I do like crowds but as far as no one accepts me just being there silent and not doing anything, I prefer loneliness… (By the way English Isn't my native language; so sorry for the grammar mistakes😬)",1.4502892561983458,3.206579400826449,3.0842975206611563,92.54190082644631,79.37190082644628,5.887603305785126,22.15702479338843,6.7829847944221076,0.4284148760330577,893,27,200,9,22,295,130,242,0.139,0.779,0.08199999999999999,-0.9154,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,14,18,0,4,12,0,19,1,1,2,4,35,34,18,0,1,13,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,0,2,12,6,0,0,8,3,1,2,16,5,0,3,4,9,29,13,22,27,6,21,0,0,5,0,12,6,0,6,12,130,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788604551902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635158843295478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790805394260823,0.1575641649026359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430021434777217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319661079606223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502585550329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707205207771411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069289549837573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812088658328875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969740235111896,0.0,0.06752134708129642,0.0,0.0,0.1083984236997604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531472580170713,0.0,0.1365466911529799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959885798950405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710256420964084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941698860233605,0.12953009459771508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197464863279341,0.0,0.0,0.08626714647614102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000911149839705,0.0,0.1993521125573764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400702734279488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627243641984629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089597125972651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827929589981807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464010836842822,0.0,0.0,0.205549960529589,0.0,0.1307954189871532,0.2059713767772353,0.11765311849139995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781935756786433,0.14467098770951625,0.09147508610441066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794620922857432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116290246430595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535952311006093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233703198149694,0.0,0.0,0.3077485343764921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322482052406645 lonely,ladyclimber12,2019/03/19,"Just want to get this off my chest.. About a year ago me and my boyfriend broke up. Ever since I have struggled with feeling like I am unloveable. We agreed to stay friends but he seems to have no interest in being friends and never reaches out. I get tired of putting on a happy face. I’m tired of seeing our friends have to chose one of us and the other feeling left out. It’s all so stupid. I guess I just wanted to be honest for once, I’m not ok, I’m not happy, I’m angry, and I feel completely alone. 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This is my kind of place. Yeah. Relate to much. I post on the FA forums, notice a pattern here?, but this sounds like my thing.",-1.808571428571426,-0.08477899999999927,0.07971428571428517,104.46528571428571,106.85714285714286,2.24,9.17142857142857,3.1291,-2.278322857142857,100,1,24,0,5,32,26,28,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43966228594308704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062683880428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103697833396153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480684009847872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411151148207599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043563707029842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804947194304442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,backwoodswarrior,2019/03/20,"I’m the only black kid in a school of mostly racist white people I smoke a lot to cope with the fact that no one around really relates to me, but then I’m just high with no friends. Super annoying never fitting in and always feeling different",3.342755102040816,5.06331791836735,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,73.89795918367345,7.348979591836735,24.494897959183675,8.07648339933343,1.4768734693877552,194,6,37,3,4,64,40,49,0.17800000000000002,0.63,0.192,0.4215,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,8,3,2,7,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,2,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802426236705137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998213122219883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35188185873288885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029501061013597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020902760259873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35584520688754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286333316574356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975910927410245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228222802869824,0.2561497882043164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334930825423471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576119768828544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408572008330974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SexyBanan03,2019/03/20,I’m so bored I’m super bored and none of my friends like me but I want to have a conversation with someone. I don’t know if Reddit is exactly the best place lmao but ig I’m just like super desperate,0.9831818181818156,2.623453681818184,3.45,89.92000000000002,80.36363636363637,7.127272727272729,22.363636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.0076090909090905,158,5,37,3,4,55,34,44,0.135,0.433,0.4320000000000001,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641366394429337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416978536209507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430608427616996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321430169362751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620795710470496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747351955635898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26086318178987017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TotallyNotAllan,2019/03/20,I’ll be happy eventually right? Probably not.,2.3537500000000016,3.9966868750000017,6.620000000000001,54.725000000000016,117.75,11.6,29.0,8.841846274778883,5.830050000000001,37,2,5,2,2,14,8,8,0.0,0.619,0.381,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6120596918786804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6199082583675568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910159720264478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ieatmcchickens,2019/03/20,"Used to have a lot of friends and no bf, now I have a bf and no friends. Lonely sometimes and miss having people to text or vent to. I know what it seems like, I got a bf and dropped friends? It didn’t happen like that. I still have a couple friends but they’re either too busy to ever talk or hang, or they have their own life to focus on. I used to have friends I would vent to or text a lot and just have fun convo, but those specific people were kind of horrible and I held on to them because I’m nurturing and I liked being there for them. But they never were there for me so I did the self care thing and slowly distanced from people like that. Unfortunately that has left me with barely anyone to talk to or anyone that hits me up. I have a wonderful bf who I love so much, but I need girl talks. When he’s gaming with his friends and I’m sitting here just watching Hulu by myself, I get bummed. (We live together btw). I never wanted to be that girl that just is with a guy and doesn’t have a life of her own but I became that because of my choices to drop certain people. I don’t miss them but I miss having people to tell funny things to. I just want someone to care about my life like I do theirs. Anyone else ever feel this way? 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I've given everything my best shot. I've given everyone my best shot. All the effort, the love, the care, four years of friendship, all down the fucking drain. Why? Because some people are just born assholes. Some people befriend you as a fashion statement and for personal convenience. And you know what's fucking funny? They think they can justify their actions through their self centred needs. They think it's all about them and always about them. The whole world, the entire universe, everything has to turn up just right for them to enjoy their fucking afternoon tea. I'm done. I cannot trust people anymore. I cannot trust anybody anymore. I look at everybody with suspicion and I have realised that I'm a terrible judge of character. I feel like I can maybe only trust myself now. I'm going to be lonely for a very long while. * Context: I made some very very close friends (who turned out to be complete assholes a couple of days back) over the last 4 years & now I'm graduating college with almost no friends remaining. Biggest emotional drain on me ever. I've tried to be nothing but the best version of myself. Turns out that's not how this shit hole of a world works. What I hate the most though, is how this one little incident has just overshadowed every other positive thing in my life. I can't sleep without thinking about it. I can't eat without thinking about it. I have to see their faces every other day in college ffs. Fuck this. Fuck my life. Thanks, this feels better than I expected.",3.266220575414124,5.970708743243248,3.641303400174369,85.96298169136881,78.12162162162161,6.386922406277247,26.44027898866609,7.601502580125103,1.6908822144725368,1252,50,223,19,31,389,166,296,0.149,0.72,0.131,-0.7681,1,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,10,6,16,25,8,0,14,0,16,13,3,3,4,40,47,10,0,2,8,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,15,10,2,0,8,0,0,2,8,11,0,2,4,4,34,14,35,40,12,31,0,2,2,6,18,16,6,5,14,146,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840561979115101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346097764255251,0.09565778317162764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511186612575802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859320764779744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788644118049363,0.0,0.053818291871735695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795195347879786,0.07808174276900505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001340360658004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925661323153556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768671753795212,0.0,0.11387426001444535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034717268497416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033856107002863,0.0,0.09930980375972108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985969059086627,0.1487694307080025,0.08436100266763667,0.23803714060585796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892800517153145,0.06307149585799009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364190022826715,0.4080946618976327,0.0,0.0,0.050174936385584915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432818312272433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851964581012416,0.07196482752718956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471794599752725,0.043132052622773386,0.08848570919080527,0.0,0.07813028202537033,0.07413795736996982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968151115106846,0.08353829464454161,0.0,0.0,0.08869509693793959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654629086262176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471274411672011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059824840345672314,0.06714543854165934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361907148536424,0.07708788073811014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539571357943604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035246675200732,0.0,0.09210149378396523,0.0,0.0906242525600437,0.0,0.0,0.08834970280640367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128183541775784,0.0,0.0,0.05865325808610729,0.2262802717087544,0.08674049148576432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059940360567193575,0.2880892645711581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913805985951479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966433223757703,0.09856810332816077,0.0,0.1702089985745831,0.0,0.06427321853318965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370650641799827 lonely,Vinesy01,2019/03/20,"Want to talk about life? It’s one of those nights where I’m sat listening to music, deeply thinking about the future and life itself and just want to talk with someone similar, about how they’re feeling, what they wanna do later on in life etc... get a view on other people’s life. 17...M",4.0915517241379336,4.968460741379314,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,70.89655172413794,7.179310344827586,23.12068965517241,7.1686216300943375,0.7412965517241372,225,5,46,2,4,72,45,58,0.0,0.923,0.077,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,10,9,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,12,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730775686258576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238058270562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792640621319787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917920926935198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297794259420692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591979272417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975132796021142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746448158519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936096549960918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689292091107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28884313731623257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ze_nt,2019/03/20,"Tired of it all.. I'm tired of feeling unloved and unlovable. I really try to be kind to everyone even though I have social anxiety, I keep telling myself that someone will eventually notice my efforts and good intentions, but that never happens. The only place for me to feel something remotely close to happiness and love is in my head (the amount of time I spend daydreaming is ridiculous). I am miserable and worthless, I don't know what to do. 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One that isn't about dating or hooking up, but more like chatting to random individuals about hobbies or interests. I much prefer typing one to one with people as I'm getting old. Real time text conversation overwhelms me when multiple people are conversing all at once.",7.6602459016393425,9.05574449180328,7.38045081967213,69.31034836065578,63.098360655737714,9.378688524590164,34.92213114754098,9.516144504307137,3.560865573770492,278,12,42,5,4,88,52,61,0.035,0.868,0.098,0.611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,9,5,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,4,5,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811578976099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331242688649569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391805173255865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014725763782692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583115250263894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795369908401441,0.28370223534737193,0.5415489249518656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693698328839644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842363510761233,0.0,0.0,0.30321610333526977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553372061614738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114521410497548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Silverking707,2019/03/20,"Lonely after a heartbreak She seemed so perfect for me, we talked every day and kept each other company. I don't even know what went wrong but she's done. I wish I could shake this empty feeling. It's been awhile since I've felt this lonely. It feels like I'll never be able to find anyone to break this loneliness. Not even my hobby is helping break this feeling, I don't know what to do.",2.4177857142857166,4.247735350000003,3.322142857142861,91.60000000000002,76.75,5.571428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.18269132825596,0.03848214285714269,308,7,64,2,7,98,58,80,0.208,0.616,0.17600000000000002,-0.4436,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,18,18,3,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,4,9,2,5,11,1,7,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,40,18,0,0.2316197285277509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195389961353415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184929506160566,0.0,0.0,0.1493755634783417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702739893600336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059652924697879,0.0,0.1951496109616078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513416824133611,0.16546918034003527,0.2223912622104949,0.0,0.21169623572918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524982169781582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25458429083929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131576997942636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863941354393625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108579018230348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915982329303876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616716419122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471380884398714,0.0,0.0,0.2663512570247515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25323981287096464,0.0,0.0 lonely,frosttiptop,2019/03/20,"Anyone wanna talk and get to know each other on Snap? Hi I'm 16F. I'm from the US. I don't really have much friends and I'm the only child at home (brother's in college), so i get really lonely. I have a dog and he keeps me a lot of company, but you know a dog can only do so much. I was just looking to get to know someone you know? Some cool things about me: I like dancing, gaming, movies, and memes. I'm a junior in high school. I also really like cookies and ice cream. I dunno what else to say, so yea send me a message to get my username. Cya!",-1.1646831955922892,0.7949701074380187,1.8915371900826443,95.86882093663912,91.72727272727272,4.5489807162534435,16.33112947658402,6.079149491110277,-0.4901376308539942,417,10,99,4,15,147,75,121,0.018000000000000002,0.873,0.109,0.8822,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,17,20,10,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,14,4,13,19,5,7,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,3,2,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601402068096142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766843113735646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252723930925466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106555100694235,0.0,0.3815747593554296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929122161719692,0.18314872348175784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229089552872494,0.0,0.0,0.40137813391624577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840466995014326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332632011563174,0.0,0.0,0.15522815425103026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684435520371278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777298800604149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509079510219709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519977776465678,0.0,0.1847868588311987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547045914502956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675577332994413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130207715674098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196285707098075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ZiggieTheKitty,2019/03/20,"Dreaming of being held at this point. hi everybody, I'm some gay guy who's had too many online relationships but no real relationships, not that I haven't tried mind you, I've flown out to visit people I was in relationships in 3 times now, one found out he wasn't really bi, one found out he just wasnt all that attracted to me after all and the last just wanted sex and I wanted more then that so yeah, suffice to say every time I get close to something real something happens and I crave somebody just to hold me for one night ya know? it's gotten to the point where I'm having dreams where things went different just about every other day and while it's nice in the dreams it makes it so much worse when i wake up lacking even a basic relationship.",3.4155882352941163,4.9368642352941166,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,73.31372549019608,7.191503267973857,21.90032679738562,7.793537801064563,0.8265385620915033,600,14,123,8,12,195,101,153,0.067,0.838,0.095,0.6409,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,13,2,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,1,2,29,20,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,2,3,3,0,2,5,0,0,3,9,1,10,2,18,10,6,25,0,0,0,3,13,13,0,1,10,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520794401107487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803966766191808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726552356697179,0.0,0.2226374480188749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897305332701424,0.0,0.0,0.06902844108223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082183498483502,0.11683530081971392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261095287208535,0.10769729689440907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819265158751889,0.133951260190473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340584463091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712508210449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398781483095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268588440232177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915969570911269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497965311864492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007681725352418,0.08464091934286633,0.0,0.0,0.5673995574176205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050689445131234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342838073875044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877761757649916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540831344707875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970235919100909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585829444010482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247868243212195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346438965538627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnoMasPorFavour,2019/03/20,"I just want someone, anyone to talk to I’m just so fucking lonely like I just want someone to waste my time with. Be stupid with, play games with, to get advice from and just feel like there’s someone there",1.0492857142857126,3.4963225000000016,1.4526666666666692,99.609,85.90476190476191,3.3600000000000003,17.923809523809524,3.1291,-0.9602819047619048,163,4,35,0,5,49,27,42,0.184,0.596,0.22,-0.0483,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,8,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26966770397998496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295964177261532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953510914741132,0.19714791578969346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551232088078838,0.14417919962429834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964301900995485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014672839844998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180848622900626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091615756710972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255400787685794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jaeggeer,2019/03/20,"No one cares about me, everyone i love just leaves. Its been 9 months since i stopped talking to a girl really important for me, she was almost everything for me. We were not a couple, short like friends with benefits but i messed up everything and now i just miss every moment with her, her smile, her Laugh... In July i will go to a music festival and she prolly wont like to see me. Ever my best friend chose her instead Me and now i dont have anyone to go with ",2.4055,4.051069378947371,4.070723684210527,87.02819078947371,76.26315789473685,8.118421052631579,22.40131578947368,8.841846274778883,1.4548157894736846,361,10,77,8,8,121,66,95,0.114,0.63,0.256,0.9544,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,14,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,1,19,10,12,8,1,11,0,1,1,1,12,3,0,1,8,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104346115461567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694158652990175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053919006877776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426166873380253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325266935165554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462939336813757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009247384256608,0.177060222160871,0.200807085205067,0.3777380769479507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247223402843188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23886588369827924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225182346086099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533709871168676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966834785048609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773951991641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424029045743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462730655696106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674621369913685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383803903641273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569459502987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689104030919257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oddly-,2019/03/20,"Lonely To be honest, I don’t have any close friend. My sister lives abroad, and, well, I guess right now I only have my cats and dogs. I mean, I am grateful for them but I just want meaningful human interaction. My sister told me that she is getting help for her mental health there, and now I am afraid to talk to her about my issue because I don’t want her to relapse. Anyway, perhaps someone want to talk? Give me a message or dm me, let’s be less lonely together, I guess?",1.2888659793814412,3.4560245360824817,2.9125876288659818,91.45754123711343,81.98969072164948,5.1171134020618565,20.009278350515466,6.2581,0.08663381443298945,368,10,77,3,10,121,63,97,0.047,0.7559999999999999,0.197,0.8873,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,10,1,0,0,0,14,19,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,21,3,8,15,1,4,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,3,2,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398740564742484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253847454948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891308779033464,0.0,0.10746284758963057,0.19731349156513805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531743315939792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186354174977061,0.0,0.0,0.137867505820439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146835481261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032865738999995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162518571363104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405319099106208,0.0,0.0,0.2072838854846299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643405670980506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565537719206392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427773221187634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306464678931021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654252264980385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639581572118304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849371076552671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Luther-Grusovin,2019/03/20,"My gaming friend quit playing and now I have no one to talk to and I miss him so much I'm so fucking sad, our friendship was the one thing I had, no matter if I had a really tough day or not, it didn't matter, I could just go home and we'd just play together, and talk about anything. There was no real judgement just banter and friendship and I could let go of all the stress and problems in my life. Now I'm suicidal again because he's gone and I miss him so fucking much. /rant over",0.4615996503496476,2.4973060865384653,2.1665034965034984,96.36940559440559,84.28846153846153,4.935664335664336,20.031468531468533,6.11248444174946,-0.09968076923076953,379,11,87,3,11,124,66,104,0.219,0.642,0.138,-0.8533,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,11,11,2,1,3,0,10,3,0,0,1,21,19,13,1,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,8,0,2,6,0,13,3,6,9,3,9,0,3,0,2,9,2,2,2,4,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406491487755107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153439212052755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183622054800775,0.0,0.0,0.12857746397836547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540331357564009,0.3686295862348516,0.0,0.0,0.22661367283233086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998484382830484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386982021241595,0.14082126379498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931204805050556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701971895521033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077062065297304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205504299205544,0.0,0.2269272502629713,0.12772183256162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283782074837611,0.0,0.0,0.21807894239726566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32049287434115503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324528858027015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Coryjwa86,2019/03/20,"Night shift Do you work night shift? I work 4pm-7am m-f and looking for anyone that needs a decent conversation. I'm into table top games, horror movies, pro wrestling, pc/PS4 gaming, podcast and stand up comedy. PM me if I sound at all interesting. 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You can talk to me about anything you'd like. Don't hesitate to shoot me a message if any of you need someone to talk to about anything.,5.753157894736841,4.717200807017544,5.690175438596494,88.10789473684211,67.24561403508773,8.301754385964912,31.280701754385966,6.42735559955562,1.4803964912280696,214,7,48,1,3,67,36,57,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.6542,0,0,0,1,0,1,4.0,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,13,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507688253694508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277776865519083,0.0,0.4903727639650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527360990125577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704178545007744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418503512505656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683006367025811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386129812868478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mochathedoggo,2019/03/20,"Alone in the bay area CA Hi everyone, haven't posted in this channel yet and thought I would give it a try. I'm 19 years old, and just moved to the bay area (California) on my own for an engineering school. I moved from a life full of friends and relationships, to nothing in an instant. For now I'm staying with some relatives but it's been really hard lately. I've been here for a few months and nothing has gotten better. People are school are nice, but I dont think any of them will become more then just classmates. Each of them have their own lifes and friends, and probably arent looking for anything else. I also have absolutely no spending money, so that limits me a lot. I've tried making friends - met a guy at the gym and we hung out a few times but it didn't really seem to work out. I'm also gay, and I want to get involved with other gay guys but I'm not sure how. I would go to a bar but I'm underage here so that also isnt a possibility. So I'm currently stuck. I'm best when I'm at school and distracted from my own thoughts and loneliness, but then I get back home and I'm just alone. Moving from feeling so loved to feeling so alone all of a sudden is killing me.",2.3755241935483866,3.791439052419357,3.948419354838709,88.84012903225809,75.81451612903227,7.218064516129032,24.49677419354839,7.908726449838941,1.1301751612903228,927,30,207,14,20,309,135,248,0.127,0.75,0.122,0.1681,2,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,3,4,18,10,1,1,14,0,16,6,0,2,2,43,42,29,1,3,10,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,7,17,1,1,6,3,2,4,7,2,0,0,8,4,15,8,27,31,12,30,0,0,1,3,15,11,0,3,13,130,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320110546415285,0.0,0.2563575616215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266558773627121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793319388222487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216549119911179,0.0,0.0,0.11801380256426855,0.0,0.0,0.11213853797705699,0.09450524488742017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523416644014332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926428427405317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021052672919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805897578232096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24766950814920335,0.0,0.11165545887133824,0.10250579124025218,0.06072859649609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116080239769716,0.0,0.0,0.09572178117050734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071850496432189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822007733599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053796269686025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095078068660972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973193435794251,0.0,0.0,0.09084495432521604,0.09644150421448616,0.0,0.07132705612135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529125602816598,0.3407123178942655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506198616801208,0.0,0.11212715537892128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740803364155673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046382512776364,0.10233828985020632,0.0,0.11520859287878825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690908472438412,0.0,0.0,0.11472310715989145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244312315265897,0.0,0.09727747964643366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389403304405572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071029849446972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846886267091801,0.0,0.16966309070600466,0.062308458708978075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450961070579873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630263015931453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779227309451048,0.0,0.0,0.15181454611463832,0.0,0.0,0.06881161237727626 lonely,mailliam_,2019/03/20,"Never getting attention (ramble) Hey. Im a here to talk about shit you don’t care about. So imma soft more in high school and for my whole life I’ve never gotten attention from anyone really. I had a girlfriend in kindergarten but come on. I have a few friends and when I’m with them, girls in the hall ways say hi or make a joke to them and even say hi to me the odd time but when I’m with myself, I will give a small smile or nod but I don’t even get a glance. I talk to like 2 girls online and at school they don’t even look at me. I’ve tried to be myself and I’ve even started some trends in my school but no one knows I did it. I even sat next to a super hot girl Is really nice and talks to everyone, and I tried to spark up a convo with her but she would respond in dead end ways like “yuh” or “cool” I’m not even a loser and looking at me you would think I could even be a semi popular guy. my friend always jokes about getting me payed and shit but I can’t think of a single girl who would even consider hugging me, no matter how intoxicated. I’ve talked to quite a few girls online and only one I thought could maybe turn into something but I think she noticed what I was doing and stopped without warning. The way my life is planned, won’t involve a family or wife so it bums me out that I won’t even get a chance at a relationship until that comes. Times running out and I don’t want to be Steve Carell in the 40 year old virgin. I feel at like I’m at a dead end at trying and don’t see a point and should face facts but if you could help me or got any suggestions I would like that very much, idk what to do differently ",1.158933212176283,2.6670409042253524,2.8366924125397546,95.1214720581554,79.39436619718309,5.932757837346661,19.057246706042708,6.6834051587181325,-0.13840299863698302,1271,27,306,12,31,420,178,355,0.086,0.7290000000000001,0.185,0.9874,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,4,18,17,2,0,21,1,28,8,3,2,3,63,56,34,2,10,16,1,3,4,3,8,3,2,0,6,8,22,0,1,8,2,1,3,14,3,0,2,7,10,39,14,40,35,7,42,0,1,4,2,35,22,2,7,18,193,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869153690863304,0.0,0.0,0.056139547338544635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057723672616947976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416929960011124,0.0,0.0,0.14222591332272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773794202484826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625135380921665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623667207916213,0.0,0.0,0.4907352146239693,0.0,0.0,0.0788838797734234,0.0,0.0,0.07782455914877694,0.0,0.041741780224108786,0.058976590356486364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275620231456182,0.0,0.1725242199007381,0.07919331418184722,0.0,0.0,0.06602597106597206,0.0,0.0,0.08174143393972277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055334202528676636,0.08722282799997777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917248068479547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536951655036727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662065583096115,0.16132684751889967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864912769851326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510543254912939,0.0,0.08293658375434013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606866849379953,0.0,0.1273414601130361,0.0,0.08779710998916727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093988270206221,0.08662653043111974,0.0,0.11188144673635302,0.06278603304564574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804020886389491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780633520659066,0.0,0.0,0.1057724059269514,0.0,0.0,0.08863209540948723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313005002266091,0.0,0.2506471501543782,0.06578484552742435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948097859072336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355409839477077,0.0,0.0,0.058432142399036414,0.0,0.0,0.06901883614825212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541509561531623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158691799387112,0.0,0.06553865047415841,0.09627579646034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681462303804055,0.08979504032994541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811569143637497,0.04869248501372317,0.19658255542122832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216858698404126,0.0,0.07957910500904404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345759571701153,0.0,0.0,0.0531620659907968 lonely,lamscake,2019/03/20,"Fuck! It’s 2am and no ones up and I’m so lonely and I really just wish I was cuddled up next to a cute boy or on a late night adventure with friends but I’m instead I’m sitting in bed eating half and avocado with a spoon and listening to sad songs . Anyone else feel like late nights get to you? I know once I eventually fall asleep I’ll be fine in the morning, but that’s hard right now with my mind racing and me not being tired at all. I wish I could just go on a drive to get out of the house and distract myself but I don’t have a car & I don’t feel safe riding a bike around town at this time of night. Loneliness is probably the worst feeling. 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For the last 6 months, I’ve been living in a studio apartment near my job. I started feeling lonely almost immediately after I moved out of my parents house, but I thought the feelings would eventually subside. I have my ups and downs like anyone, but my life has taken on a deeply permeating sadness. During the work week, I usually get home, eat dinner/watch a tv show, and either go to the gym or study for the LSAT (I’m trying to apply to law school within the next few months). I talk to my coworkers a decent amount at work, but they’re all a great deal older than me for the most part and I can’t help but feel old and boring talking to them. I feel a bit envious of my friends and acquaintances who work in younger offices. I hope to get out of this place soon—within the next few months—when I hopefully move into law school, or a better job near the city, but right now my life is incredibly boring. I’m hardly in touch with anyone from college anymore, but I am pretty close with several friends from high school. I tend to struggle with general shyness and anxiety, but I’d like to think I’m a pretty nice guy overall. I guess this is just not really how I pictured my life would turn out, and I feel like I’m plateauing while others my age are having new and maxing experiences. Everybody always says how they miss their early 20’s, so why do mine feel so...bland? Any advice? Am I being unrealistic in thinking that my life should feel more passionate/fun/exciting than this, or is this just my rough wake up call in entering adulthood? Tl;dr living on my own and hating it. Is this life, or am I missing something?",5.287845216008487,5.923728122448987,6.109113437582827,79.03238470712964,68.067055393586,8.80196130400212,29.001987808110258,8.841846274778883,2.1954734693877547,1378,46,264,22,22,454,199,343,0.092,0.757,0.151,0.9783,3,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,4,7,20,2,1,18,0,18,8,1,2,1,58,45,24,0,5,16,1,10,3,2,3,6,1,2,2,10,18,1,0,10,3,0,4,4,9,1,0,3,11,34,11,44,38,10,47,0,4,0,0,16,25,0,9,21,163,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845839565885641,0.0,0.0,0.08667582638615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202359939724427,0.0,0.0,0.05886274277473336,0.0,0.06621700945625178,0.0,0.08584276509981957,0.1210474203781641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655395206959419,0.0944994548072162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838589814792662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923800447768211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857094666355646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467081444489992,0.0,0.0,0.3063660204155121,0.061837403977448475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337497523976253,0.0,0.09044647899624432,0.0,0.049193185742797546,0.0,0.0,0.09543104300437606,0.09535393762473443,0.17141303156636728,0.0,0.0,0.0775394070082838,0.08545859058651831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801833261049823,0.09145379918520376,0.08682522502046128,0.1719442265963843,0.0,0.09987687819827562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717918942240555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705567237851149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36683293641479503,0.12686432085341695,0.0,0.229298202773784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818032499072114,0.18399595694164408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359873095024828,0.1841118764457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165715328928767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611296185512297,0.09373441176865706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043520110035956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612220939990353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545158642976892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392047921737936,0.0,0.06883478703903165,0.0,0.2628054451131528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778645806075774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663695600414984,0.0,0.0,0.06126654614918092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048972969817083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391448741786438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109263731851734,0.0,0.06871777396777906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058767534216931275,0.09415078339542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533195004242087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943200115177935,0.0,0.07782647956177148,0.0,0.07810557571459045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890468392401784,0.0,0.0,0.12297733845959542,0.0,0.0,0.055740830914059805 lonely,itarouuu,2019/03/21,Has ever anyone spent your birthday alone? I’ll go to work tomorrow but then no plans afterwards. I’m scared to be turning 28 by myself :/ ,0.9594444444444434,3.553071518518521,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,93.07407407407408,5.662962962962964,21.564814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.186192592592592,109,4,20,2,4,36,25,27,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.882,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449415729727295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003900445239631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886026279539238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441546165856205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301098934243559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672872487123038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31275780615046583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,can-i-get-a-mcpick-2,2019/03/21,"I might just be tired I could just be tired. but like, my friends don’t care about me. I’m a second thought. I ask them to wait up for me and they don’t. They don’t save me a seat. I can’t remember the last time someone else invited me to plans. people don’t initiate conversation with me. My friends all have each other. I’m annoying to talk with them I know they don’t want me with them. I must just be generally okay to be around once I’m there, but if I’m not with them, they forget I exist. they don’t ask about how i am. they don’t care. I put in so much work for my friends, I think of them and check on them and take care of them and would do whatever for them. But I honestly can’t remember when my friends did the same. they’re great people it’s just me. they don’t need me they have each other. ",-1.048974108451393,0.9886318651685428,1.0844406448461186,101.07191744015637,92.70786516853931,5.118124084025403,16.166096726917438,6.7026698264267655,-0.4673657059110896,624,15,161,9,23,206,83,178,0.051,0.6859999999999999,0.263,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,16,2,11,13,1,0,4,1,23,2,0,1,2,38,39,11,0,6,9,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,11,1,0,1,2,0,39,12,19,29,5,8,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,2,4,111,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803437428686146,0.26891314638029834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399162530626973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483222895492402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014698658901993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444740740541402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856711401337886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904223122891563,0.11723623375185956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026542794909754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257515753045636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572761951430901,0.10664410826080653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531684903593757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941971771163136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445834337322932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258504384382615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121862105145377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081381896198556,0.1156007543962949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921569874445228,0.0,0.114180656068013,0.0838652728106411,0.3306104087346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483146729792647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470601168458946,0.0,0.0,0.1021688594962247,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,generaluser33,2019/03/21,"What is it about your 20s that makes it so lonely? I get these are your years to discover yourself and I certainly believe I am, but why is it so hard to find friends to do it with? I am married. I own my own car, I bought a house, and I’m working in my field. Why is it so hard to find like minded people in this age of technology? It feels hard to stay connected with people even when they are a click away. I’m just depressed because my 21st birthday is coming up in less than 2 weeks and I feel forgotten about. I don’t have friends to spend it with. I know my husband will make it super special (he’s the best friend I could ever ask for) but I also want to be able to go out on my own. Be a little independent. I feel pathetic that I’m practically begging people on this app and others like Tinder/Meet me/POF etc to meet up and hang out but I rarely get responses back. Feels like I am invisible to the outside world and I’m just going through the motions sometimes. Thanks for hearing me out.",1.3729904306220106,3.3118188708134007,3.164925837320574,90.98423086124399,80.38755980861244,6.0938755980861234,23.36866028708134,7.1686216300943375,0.7825270813397132,780,27,172,10,20,260,118,209,0.08900000000000001,0.716,0.195,0.9801,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,3,12,13,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,3,2,33,37,14,0,2,5,1,7,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,7,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,1,9,23,11,31,32,6,26,0,2,1,0,11,13,0,0,9,116,38,1,0.13410010841518638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072398082505898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253654991842066,0.0,0.1259914661616986,0.10311470586558198,0.0,0.0817461814176914,0.0,0.0,0.15108490080532652,0.14072979046251508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551536936460388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070680247443928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550022687918628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495570686457033,0.08857185687998695,0.12130122543763143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712201762885713,0.09580114424627777,0.0,0.0,0.24513013932635744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081623333561403,0.0,0.14012354373814162,0.0,0.1524243639011231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603820715831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114056828293118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473352048592456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369791256417707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965436179406338,0.1344035379945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902572734308847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540288185556915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278904391190343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326284361535128,0.0,0.0,0.14293287298341664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346136291093468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909571835728152,0.0,0.10756701817681637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420089798142524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976264760508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635607317462232 lonely,Mirabelaas,2019/03/21,"Have feelings for someone and it’s only making me feel even more lonely. Hi, I’m not sure if this is the best sub for this but I’m just wanting to vent a little since I have no one else to really speak to about this. Anyway, it’s very rare that I ever develop crushes on someone and recently I’ve started to fall for one of my coworkers. I’ve never really hung out with him outside of work and I’m pretty sure he has a girlfriend anyway. Even if he was single, I’m too scared to ever tell him how I feel. I just really feel like shit because I keep thinking about him. I just feel so lonely. I hate it.",1.1419767441860458,2.9151840697674416,3.5125775193798465,89.02607558139536,80.3953488372093,6.16046511627907,20.82751937984496,7.1686216300943375,0.5692217054263566,471,13,101,6,12,163,78,129,0.21600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.075,-0.9629,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,14,9,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,5,27,20,8,0,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,1,6,12,4,15,19,3,9,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,2,6,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980447875684591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687885864655807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435873729298836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246274117613767,0.29097268333692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066202865278128,0.1149020379123034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879331252465212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429593815251381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857687023716813,0.16120100171765553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735999591806797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404746687858426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797472788573852,0.12232384249016667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362912638640625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091090445149171,0.0,0.15880720719776026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610259694824841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509694532810354,0.1330460897845591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725534619891093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384130890999836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031740779229012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057869199150244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305790280139618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327074303980059,0.0948658734808624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709130554433725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,girllonelyyx,2019/03/21,"Am I the only one that feels alone? 24 f , just feel so alone, like no one is there for me at all. I just don’t know what to do? I can’t speak to some of my family about the way I am feeling coz they will never understand why I feel like this... I don’t know what else I can do ",0.06953846153846399,0.6483153384615434,2.5507692307692302,99.92923076923078,80.23076923076924,6.430769230769231,16.076923076923073,6.742157984588678,-0.7254,207,2,60,2,5,72,44,65,0.104,0.7759999999999999,0.12,0.2389,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,13,17,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,10,2,6,16,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858226889055242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592697593791164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110219877249326,0.0,0.4743592248603787,0.1675544833989424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577926550757436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916750893039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089069269295374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178589656764409,0.17837723863049804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416304249502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616589124459426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163468301819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,The-Ghost-of-a-Flea,2019/03/21,"Sometimes while lying in bed at night I hug myself or hold my own hand I curl into a fetal position, wrap my arms around my body and imagine it’s someone holding me. It never substitutes what I imagine the presence of a real human would feel like, so it mostly just ends up being terribly frustrating. 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I can't tell you how many times I've tried. I live in an area where people are moving in and out of all the time so I feel like no one is really trying to make any lasting friendships. Meanwhile I've been here 4 years and still feeling lonely. I feel that I am a good communicator and do well socially but there's only so much effort I can contribute if the other party won't reciprocate. For example my husband and I tried to make friends with this couple. We went out for dinner together, then invited them for a game night, then invited them to our halloween party, and they came each time and seemed to have fun. Yet we haven't heard from them since, and I'm not about to just keep inviting them when they obviously don't really care so...?",5.3805625,5.832645931250003,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,67.8125,9.65,28.5,9.642632912329526,2.3776375,639,20,128,13,10,210,108,160,0.064,0.755,0.181,0.9604,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,6,1,15,9,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,4,2,29,24,18,0,1,4,1,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,14,1,1,4,1,0,3,7,2,1,2,4,4,18,7,16,19,3,21,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,2,13,87,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063568128501128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860755366267984,0.16587465068759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001485888975552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467848697796362,0.11622671651784015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513898313376695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645776625195702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460752665474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261514562918542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794827645170647,0.0,0.143659422386479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257931722790525,0.16494347016702768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291513349819948,0.11959684485083345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267478937909373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048770732304246,0.12373408533736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278968139506425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084484600546193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810807384414704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457994690224084,0.0,0.0,0.16584331967711322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992550390113972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219939071068105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845998633124324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313701950865229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627904141814085,0.15081649006596204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047678805449201 lonely,ricepuppy,2019/03/21,"General Loneliness Survey Hi Guy! I'm doing my senior thesis on loneliness, something that hits close to home and something I personally experienced a lot and still do. I'm a design student and I'm focusing my thesis on loneliness, with the goals of eliminating stigma, giving a platform for those who feel as if they are unheard, and rethinking the way we use technology in order to help alleviate loneliness. I created a quick survey with the goals of collecting everyone's different experiences with loneliness. It's a subjective feeling, different for each person, and I would like the project to elevate different experiences and voices. Thank you so much in advance everybody. &#x200B; [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfUQi8GUAmmIZJVqmvWOM242hmGVhXoJvc6oT8XdpmQmLJnYg/viewform?usp=sf\_link](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfUQi8GUAmmIZJVqmvWOM242hmGVhXoJvc6oT8XdpmQmLJnYg/viewform?usp=sf_link) &#x200B; &#x200B;",17.817954545454548,21.798373471074385,13.5186673553719,25.079819214876046,41.56198347107439,14.314462809917355,44.877066115702476,13.22790407523584,7.51084214876033,814,36,74,25,8,238,79,121,0.117,0.774,0.109,-0.4682,3,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,1,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,20,13,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,15,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,4,53,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39897924611040936,0.447442216352766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38472409277121616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728716029676595,0.0,0.2401343862799947,0.0,0.0,0.12412611758649447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774723760491032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153586630009773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227272163229905,0.0,0.12312224856109658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059966522562877066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435256674491207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023096942805316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435066770578465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898866910081305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802352382330796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300619194175565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601141364628673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974284807638034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719382201218721,0.0,0.447442216352766,0.0 lonely,MyDeviantSideishere,2019/03/21,"Lonely/needy I hate how lonely I feel alot of the time. I hate how much it makes me come off as super need all the time. It makes me afraid to like people cause I know deep down if I like someone, I'll depend on them for that companionship that feels so ever rare. Everyone around me just seems to have these busy full filling lives but what of mine? I go work and then go back home and quietly watch a show, read a book, play a game, try to write my story. All the while I'll sigh inwardly cause I crave some interaction. Go to a bar you say? Or some other such place? I can't really deal with crowds and I'd just end up sitting or standing silently in a corner counting down until it seems to be an acceptable time to leave. I find it hard to just randomly walk up and talk to people and thus most my friends are online. Most follow that same friend trend these days where if you don't reach out....well you might as well not exist for each other. I have these fantasies in my head from reading books are watching shows where I see friends hanging out with each other...doing stuff....just enjoying each other's company and I'll think to myself....why can't I have that? Is it wrong of me to want that? Yes? But when that one person shows me attention I'll get expectant. ""Ah, I've finally achieved that fantasy"" But often that's one sided, one or two times is enough for them and then it's back to lonely times. If I reach out more to that one person that showed interest....I'll push them away. If I don't....I'll just be forever be sitting alone with my thoughts slowly driving me insane. I hate myself and how lonely I feel",1.7363074514138326,3.9287720790273575,2.7522851616468635,93.08718614718616,80.48936170212768,5.93316754167818,19.392189370912774,7.106945922332613,0.2416597771023299,1270,31,273,16,33,403,179,329,0.099,0.782,0.118,0.8581,1,9,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,3,3,19,19,3,1,10,2,14,2,1,9,3,69,36,29,0,7,15,0,4,2,3,1,0,2,1,2,23,18,1,0,11,13,0,10,4,8,3,5,1,9,34,10,37,31,15,48,0,3,3,0,19,19,0,18,18,176,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132733642979556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956889869469235,0.0,0.0,0.10099049651330223,0.1653065189323748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084390455211034,0.0,0.09259321176623704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932222838482281,0.11081758332689924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520433252617523,0.11106601733891387,0.0,0.0,0.0972309582372531,0.0,0.10271140629948693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305068769095096,0.0,0.0,0.11775016120869708,0.09824401300788084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24913977656766456,0.0,0.05615914587880354,0.0,0.18326731952633965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629002516980123,0.3183726890381999,0.11031586355021904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782134433528363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059073753235778965,0.0,0.0,0.1138165059295068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502847622431268,0.0,0.094915736261774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350096592915004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403001997452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901759867211056,0.07970255441301273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913523210602412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904021573389012,0.18771243557767528,0.1123042866353021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503839629664012,0.0,0.0688609167781929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548044964850145,0.0,0.0,0.08565570071760979,0.1957099178278961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107602121329074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305045893530435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639647860267395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688753220981817,0.0,0.08533514041786854,0.3133917371790178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297872871675336,0.0,0.10500221834885834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340045173159913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966465177516691,0.0,0.09699310507567148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825408013400388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752356098403048,0.0,0.0 lonely,ramenwtea,2019/03/21,"I hope I’ll find somebody I could talk to on here (14M) (lmfao I know I seem like I’m 8 years old but I swear I’m not that dumb) Ok so, hi, that’s my first post on here so I’ll probably suck at talking lol, so please bear with me in here. My name is Osama, I’m 14 years old, people usually hate talking to me because (obviously) my name is like the worst name ever to be named after the terrorist. And like there’s so many shit that would make me seem really suspicious, even though I’m fucking human, and for the fact that I have been working my ass off in the past few months to have a better english language. Because I live in saudi arabia, and in here you’d have a pretty basic english if you didn’t care enough. (I’m sorry for any grammar mistakes) Btw I’m from a small country called Jordan in the middle east, if that makes anything better lmfao. So um, please hit me up if you’re interested in a conversation with my lonely ass 🍩",0.93272727272727,2.9482128282828266,2.9912020202020217,91.2501363636364,82.33333333333334,5.576161616161617,20.50606060606061,6.742157984588678,0.29528000000000043,732,21,160,8,20,247,117,198,0.201,0.606,0.193,-0.5941,0,2,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,2,0,4,13,17,5,0,9,2,11,4,3,2,3,27,28,13,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,2,0,18,9,21,21,3,25,0,1,0,3,13,14,6,6,13,88,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403516639182588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137926875110418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685884531100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459490949532164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411993775220221,0.0,0.14098571271424665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040535689961067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428802419043248,0.0,0.09133265971275252,0.12508220935964534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263854478673154,0.1176209280904602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783766518592435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365229074725286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734327688383913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599509152082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266992257380567,0.0,0.12210380530911348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460599575562076,0.14019425272435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037380556922154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020327342197944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200394119682246,0.09586596597116814,0.0,0.0,0.3035799099070361,0.0,0.0,0.1324340504785529,0.1406805093129722,0.14908926685412782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858573200656729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517699029127606,0.0,0.0,0.1419424699483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547931792924832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33343276525609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135859433410099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229592373912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066951320878463,0.0,0.0,0.09823017021758487,0.0,0.0,0.17809561915528627 lonely,RxLifestyle,2019/03/21,"You ever notice quiet or reserved people have the best drug connects? Barely talk to anyone yet some how met so many drug dealers I get all the drugs I want dirt cheap, now all the people hated wanna know where I grab? Yeah foh fiends. Anyone else notice this???",1.546628571428574,4.281962920000005,2.299714285714288,91.29700000000001,89.8,2.8571428571428577,13.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.2569142857142859,206,3,36,0,7,64,41,50,0.115,0.733,0.151,0.264,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,1,3,9,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623883559088213,0.19224752452427255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690448722572507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6527683173304547,0.0,0.15673949776436238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972067901295465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802812338926696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852442539645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311569167667377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022580339684267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272324780472069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601558914278134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080864447508802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066812374057557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,loneliestboi21,2019/03/21,My best friend is moving in with his girlfriend My roommate is also my best friend and he's moving in with his girlfriend after the end of the semester. We barely see each other now and I'm afraid we'll never see each other if we don't live together.,3.275961538461541,4.65113698076923,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,73.42307692307692,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.8374461538461541,201,5,39,2,4,67,35,52,0.0,0.748,0.252,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,6,6,4,8,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598358075962455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143748148065843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706059768189687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786832480776255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640261420596146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209444156627074,0.0,0.0,0.18901424005914386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905804935403398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mindi7,2019/03/21,"Feeling like a third wheel I always feel like this. From the time I started making friends, since high school as I meet two of my friends when they were together, they were unseparable, when the other one wasn't around I finnaly could fell noticed. Now when am working I have the exact same situation. My two coworkers, when we three work I can almost never catch any of them, but when there are two of us I feel amazing, I could talk all I want. I feel like there are no people who are there for me, only so that they won't feel alone and I get that feeling but it only makes my anxiety worse.",4.451701680672269,5.235434033613451,4.7877205882352944,87.23099264705883,70.00840336134453,7.6306722689075634,26.639705882352942,7.6454224807358475,1.2305873949579829,466,14,99,5,8,147,78,119,0.073,0.7440000000000001,0.183,0.8628,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,4,2,11,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,3,21,23,10,0,3,2,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,6,21,6,7,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,12,73,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912097673739315,0.14389232192855864,0.0,0.0,0.1156030915891919,0.0,0.0,0.094478963855268,0.0,0.10628309433291593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367951085820875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185282643053855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214911233180263,0.2977605313592402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467803616943376,0.0,0.07258657358717628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678996900828575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362642003114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854772407993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715342194286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817573893289824,0.0,0.0,0.0941443569052566,0.21132907648731344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631840386393643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060725556535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492652091385733,0.1561661157682903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833724230822327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166879861919117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101274346817906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071510239193049,0.0,0.16711886747020435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194607455404522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022892427317905,0.0,0.1415842361792313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,uglychip,2019/03/21,Do you ever imagine how great your life would be if you were happy? I do and it's fucking tearing me apart.,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,91.6086956521739,3.066666666666667,20.71014492753623,3.1291,-0.4605246376811594,84,3,18,0,3,28,21,23,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035172504454086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41240639594768336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918198296743633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47487499100675107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150891412035913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31689213358084783,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToniT800,2019/03/21,"Today I had a dream of being loved, anticipated and special to someone. This girl had a super power, which makes her invisible to others because she dont like people. But just for me she would become visible again, so we can go for a walk or hang out in her cozy place, drink tea and enjoy sweet summer night air. She also had the ability to teleport. After some time spending together she would take my hand and we would teleport to her favorite quite places where she spent most of her time: peak of a mountain, abandoned city, green heels... After waking up I felt great and miserable at the same time. The realization of how does it feel to be loved and trusted made me realise how shitty my daily life is. More and more I question myself if it is worth to just keep on living like this. Is there any chance for a 33 y old guy to find someone to be so happy with? Maybe I just missed my opportunities when I was young and it is game over for me...",6.609574468085108,5.894602085106381,6.868595744680853,79.30300000000003,65.38297872340425,9.222127659574467,29.970212765957452,8.238735603445708,1.9488919148936168,744,21,149,8,10,241,124,188,0.07400000000000001,0.701,0.225,0.9865,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,12,15,0,1,8,0,16,8,3,4,0,33,27,16,0,4,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,7,11,2,2,4,3,3,3,1,3,0,0,7,5,23,12,25,14,5,25,0,3,1,2,17,10,0,5,14,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245260146664957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589220759036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492301741497633,0.17197606830097714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362681053307055,0.0,0.1824979713673504,0.15254238081317822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873467931665762,0.0,0.1495117623906285,0.0,0.14232158665197087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884969811319023,0.0,0.0,0.17167742004577385,0.0,0.1541833039600609,0.0,0.16576255852529864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840751965187004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998680326103732,0.15214992672056168,0.0,0.13750006508724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810795068959355,0.14734222736500066,0.10394162723935532,0.0,0.1564376337199333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612890075759138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339772901850447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795385555198027,0.0,0.3253801177782057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443753728434302,0.16562311447533534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638752927159911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707903948350287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723977242787756,0.0,0.14760054368604542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318484980281175,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ugin559,2019/03/21,30 m Bored looking for a friend to talk to. Bored and cant sleep. Keep me company?,-1.9450000000000005,-0.1525388333333293,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.0,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2623555555555557,63,2,16,1,3,21,16,18,0.21600000000000005,0.619,0.165,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39952152805550106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596352979753429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342461023720059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174881457544194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41563720123888026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ur_a_witcher_geralt,2019/03/21,Need a chat buddy Heavy gamer/nerd need someone who doesn't know me to talk to. Kik is same username ,0.012857142857143344,2.3718740952380983,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,93.76190476190477,2.8000000000000003,16.523809523809526,3.1291,-1.2722190476190471,80,2,18,0,3,24,19,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795378376254625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.754307234379182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309730232964829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088293613350189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thr078902,2019/03/21,"A miserable counterfact about my life I can name one, maybe two of my friends whom I would save from dying if given the choice between saving them and saving any others. There is not a single friend who wouldn’t let me die without hesitation if it meant saving someone else more important to them.",12.755714285714285,8.341868857142856,11.133571428571427,65.11142857142859,56.85714285714286,14.057142857142859,42.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.5891,240,8,42,4,2,75,48,56,0.152,0.688,0.16,-0.1333,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,7,3,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,7,6,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190663154408376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552377771532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345880320157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133338981776231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735330521428645,0.18894052122243213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873594992753824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126239053334345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266487154152197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613049800318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578568517161721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900216702528864,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Skyeisthelimit08,2019/03/21,"I don't think I can get close to anyone. So I'm a 23 year old girl. I've had a rough past and I'm trying to get the help I need. I'm dealing with depression and anxiety aswell. I recently broke up with a guy I was seeing off and on for 6 years, I was basically being led on and not exactly cared for either. I have been let down and left to rot by so many people in my life. My past and current life situation make it very difficult to find somebody that will accept me number 1 and number 2, well a guy that isn't all about casual hookups. Or even just some loyal friends that I can have fun. I have been through so much and just want somebody to enjoy life with. Why is it so hard?",2.836891891891895,3.256278635135136,4.613081081081081,88.34948648648651,73.45945945945945,8.082162162162161,24.259459459459467,8.238735603445708,1.1105735135135135,530,14,125,8,10,181,94,148,0.111,0.73,0.159,0.7365,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,16,3,0,2,2,27,27,13,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,5,3,12,8,19,19,4,16,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,79,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300273313947747,0.0,0.0,0.11884765842825397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329673798479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523261283634498,0.14639575255189535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226422660128207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535039276316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313191544120174,0.0,0.1776056393139458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365959780407857,0.0,0.0,0.15226060877728956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392796236594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846739627321881,0.17380683882696302,0.3601665809238801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345694631386387,0.17232389164559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249482244575047,0.12603132499581438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835594709681898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32451305838218586,0.1178364734037774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678258333303333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544486164075545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910544985078544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891053828169542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153991355035022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024385598531358,0.1002532854299842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528243201009087,0.0,0.15337236852912378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891147162938707 lonely,Indieisdead95,2019/03/21,"Any girls from the UK on here? I have 0 friends and feel like I'm the only one Reading the posts on here from everyone is something of a comfort because just knowing there are people out there in the world who know your pain can make you feel less alone. Just wondering if there are many girls on here? And also girls that are in the UK? Most podcasts I listen to, articles I read and reddit content is from Americans, or it's all guys! This is kind of making me feel even more alone. People in the UK claim to be lonely in anonymous polls and stuff, but where are all these people? Sometimes I feel like I'm the only person reaching out. Maybe I should just emigrate lol. There must be someone out there who can relate?! 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I feel so alone. Empty weekends fleeting. Time keeps flying. I’ve exhausted all the possibilities that I can do alone. 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I'm a student to become an RMT [m31] I have a son that is 10 years old. His mother and I split 7 years ago. I haven't really sought out another SO since...I was never a good student in school but I'm trying my very best at this college and am doing very well. I'm told that my treatments are very good and students/clients feel great after the massage mentally and physically. To end the treatment I usually squeeze the deltoids together with my palms (sort of a hug without the hug) people love the energy and feel rejuvenated. But wheres mine? I get treatments at school and outside of school yet I haven't felt the way my clients describe. I'm so genuinely happy to be able to give people that break from their pain and stress that I long for, for myself. I have a passion for what I am doing but I just feel so depleted lately... I'm tired. I dont sleep well at all. I'm up every couple hours. My body aches all the time. I was rear ended in Oct 2018 and everything just hurts even after physio. I've always kept my feelings to myself up until this year. I met new people that made me feel that it's ok to express myself. Anyone that I have been remotely attracted to over these past 7 years has gotten married or had a baby. I hide behind a tough demeanor but now more than ever I wish I could get my own sweet embrace. I feel like the right hug from the right person and a peck on my cheek could wash away so much of this fatigue and pain that I have pent up in me. I would probably cry from the emotional release to be honest. Tears of happiness and relief that I'm not so alone just for that moment... As I lay here alone in the dark listening to beautifully sad piano songs at 230am.....",1.976728826728824,3.998794028490032,3.451059311059314,89.26473193473196,78.8005698005698,6.305827505827506,22.03237503237503,7.348242739294969,0.7559071225071228,1348,40,281,18,33,443,193,351,0.111,0.655,0.234,0.995,0,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,1,17,27,0,1,20,1,24,14,4,1,4,41,49,23,0,4,10,2,8,1,0,1,5,2,0,1,16,13,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,10,12,38,20,43,34,6,44,0,3,0,5,11,19,0,2,24,182,54,6,0.0962159629822952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528964584479512,0.0,0.0,0.19930144086692164,0.0,0.0,0.0800593889013611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008908264112926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727643844978938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039806445768893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062629718096494,0.0,0.0,0.10097271709673056,0.0,0.0,0.10687424453713397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364123455439854,0.1064611329830456,0.10568871738249168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276439203614914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823000804051244,0.17043756958297232,0.0,0.0,0.06354973611544733,0.08703284698532335,0.08106609857303977,0.0,0.08647270348737943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918980911003965,0.06873670317941012,0.09238241314088746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005377389816506,0.09229911898616087,0.0,0.16140276962820976,0.0,0.1060784388601687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484736344643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947533423077395,0.0,0.103001178358426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085357971163889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470062594571346,0.0,0.0,0.0851480994995482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683866311352123,0.09104187057850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696306045014473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072980354257767,0.0,0.07420768217791501,0.09292597660791524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096246788283747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476113668589166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184902372974237,0.20011210203712734,0.0840120676534419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037370815218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061638409636996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643358133435799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29212707378957004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628544900007376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021506051641357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104301763254316,0.11058609550821301,0.0,0.09193847587409283,0.0,0.06532432308329432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596828993613612,0.2381647380335944,0.0,0.07637175293090838,0.0,0.0,0.17301941158742173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064360902707313,0.09274875484028668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834905953178289,0.0,0.0,0.2478397023853529 lonely,hereforalol,2019/03/21,"Its late. I feel like if I tell anyone how I feel, I'll come across as a strange person. So I I rather talk to some interesting loners... Talk to me. Say what's on your mind! 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The only girl I had a real crush on recently stopped talking to me. I'd known her since my sophomore year of high school. I saw her in the hallway, wearing an oversized Metallica hoodie. I fell in love with her almost immediately. Due to bad timing we never got together, but stayed friends; I never lost my feelings for her. Just recently she texted me saying that because she's in a serious relationship, she can't talk to me anymore because it's disloyal. Now I feel empty as fuck without her in my life.",4.872589285714284,6.182708223214287,6.200357142857143,75.54464285714286,69.44642857142857,8.457142857142857,34.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,3.1757107142857137,459,23,80,8,8,155,73,112,0.13,0.789,0.081,-0.3933,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,6,0,3,4,1,0,3,18,11,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,5,22,2,15,6,0,19,0,1,1,2,18,6,1,1,11,55,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506661624117574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535762353566863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929887629403744,0.1887984142217476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400767510396713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349006016252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964190243191145,0.14316252400254492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385304957463095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361460597871047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937986700434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904438125220836,0.0,0.139764217935119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887006760607885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355509972167433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35252165453596096,0.0,0.0,0.3058046187818657,0.16625814250707874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314826348779764,0.0,0.15672324800187146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809906264619073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505663806815668,0.0,0.2589342707738925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734038492472934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029818720822999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927633291363224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972263774915256 lonely,CalmSoul7,2019/03/21,"I feel like giving up Loneliness just doesn't go away does it? A Sadness so deep that it hurts physically, my mind feels to scattered to adjust, my will feels to weak to fight, and even the very possibility of being whole again doesn't even seem like a possibility anymore. I don't feel good enough for love, I mean after all what do I have to offer? Sometimes suicide seems like a good idea but then I'm too afraid to try it, I was told that suicide is selfish...does it pass on pain to people who never really cared in the first place? My little sister died at the age of 13 so am I really to young to kill myself? Is it all that bad if I'm not here? How could my death affect this world at all? Oh yeah sure, ""this too shall pass"", ""it gets better don't give up"", ""you have to love yourself first"", all really nice sounding advice but that advice doesn't change anything at all. I also know that I can't make anyone like and or love me so I shouldn't try I don't want to seem desperate but it's so hard, it's so difficult to act like I don't care when I'm hurting. I'm not good at making friends regardless of where I'm at people don't want much to do with me it's been that way for a long time, I feel like I'm done with relationships considering people shut me out so often and so easily, people don't even act like they want to get to know me. Perhaps someone here can relate? Or perhaps none of you care but I definitely could use some comfort, loneliness is really hard to deal with and it's really hard to talk to people about it anymore.",2.1888888888888864,3.72858751851852,3.84,88.905,76.5925925925926,6.898765432098768,20.641975308641968,7.662118739084242,0.5627271604938273,1212,28,268,17,27,405,157,324,0.213,0.614,0.172,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,1,3,34.0,0,2,1,3,22,31,2,1,7,1,28,5,0,5,7,53,63,22,5,8,10,1,8,7,1,3,2,1,0,0,21,8,0,0,13,0,0,5,15,10,0,2,4,9,25,21,40,53,10,34,0,3,0,3,17,17,0,8,18,169,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726512152394906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435036348271432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960559696967605,0.056265212824373516,0.0,0.06621844449671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560249104772916,0.0,0.06718755766635501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116755387741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461279752609639,0.0,0.08512465020095214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849456600254666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295914606479174,0.0,0.0,0.08351325228887192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041823455618076,0.08234687203065914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314512623934027,0.0,0.15944539469655658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343561328495088,0.11497294810342062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689236222063902,0.0,0.0,0.06216950563960285,0.0,0.08408259133553457,0.1543847948233584,0.04573191327300255,0.2024786402081675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625101422072834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172285672518868,0.09083876508435984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902610361175364,0.0,0.08844639950008511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751887700008257,0.08065024233446988,0.0,0.07121179495119381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787698519948825,0.0,0.1074262516430944,0.0,0.0,0.08765342310425517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812499090230794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915336098416371,0.0,0.062062010521856475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562380232412851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789324729750408,0.0,0.08407210696155643,0.0,0.0,0.18143153377936855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25774983904431154,0.0,0.0,0.08639269618857891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197655891599623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818041613978651,0.0,0.07958507399303913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603822674475458,0.0,0.07584029439481277,0.0,0.0,0.06467726395674893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046921634851826224,0.0,0.0,0.07689078124528098,0.0,0.1092652056375674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949865949141226,0.0,0.06639466446945617,0.14238662794856705,0.063871884889315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983983394113185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lead-simpson,2019/03/21,"Give yourself, and each other, a shot at happiness Hi, I just stumbled on this subreddit-I’ve felt lonely lately, and I like to use reddit when I’m not feeling great because you can find a community of real people who feel the same way. From scrolling, I see a lot of posts from people who are really down. And on every post, I see comments where people emphasize how down they are too. I know it’s not easy or possible to just “be happy” but this is a community for people who feel alone, so we should be there for each other. I’ve been shitty lately, and I could benefit from some love and positivity. I think everyone here could benefit from more positivity. When someone’s down, enforce that they’ll make it through their tough time, and trust that you’ll make it too. We all should come here to feel better. 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I’m not sure how to start, or where I’m planning on going. I feel kind of lost at the moment. I’m quickly moving towards my college graduation and am scared for what is next. I don’t feel like I can really share my inner most thoughts and anxiety with anyone, because I’m supposed to be the strong one. People around me don’t realize how much pressure they put on me to keep things up. Weather it’s making sure the people around me are okay. Or me helping them with their future. Or just being a shoulder to lean on. I act as a role model for others, but often times find myself with no one for me to turn to or look up to. Even someone who I felt/feel myself getting annoyingly close to, because he treats me like crap sometimes, invalidating my feelings and expressions, seems to leave me when I become too much or threaten to ruin his good mood. Not sure what I was going for here. Maybe I just needed to rant.",4.48489730165123,5.366175910994766,5.461465968586388,82.07518727345953,69.99476439790575,7.552315747080144,27.781312927909788,7.61054688173877,1.5900878775674587,753,25,146,8,13,248,121,191,0.166,0.74,0.093,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,13,20,2,2,5,1,10,2,2,3,3,37,31,13,0,1,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,0,5,5,7,0,2,3,5,24,12,29,26,3,24,0,2,1,0,10,12,1,8,10,102,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262852030094637,0.0,0.0,0.09380458088993864,0.0,0.0,0.23885351232179464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355978366896204,0.1481641086301401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860838206268629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057023076671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391650272762464,0.19168130127200173,0.1288102305348663,0.0,0.12261561293640005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009066387955701,0.0,0.1524872205232538,0.11252319168730414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992154244110774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924349114109505,0.0,0.13970221355948922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205120708685226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966246684210748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265675523473205,0.0,0.1464464759518085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954977690577816,0.0,0.13477713954802958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258596814730318,0.1972393227293372,0.09947453552375136,0.0,0.0,0.1426757988968224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818143535340855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860129370216004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348632395122639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594338992894407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343129675060497,0.0,0.0,0.12213004537118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366944226902058,0.0,0.13268312934875875,0.0,0.0949558886284986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793196545340281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912689227397913,0.0,0.0,0.10650440904232374,0.07822709754400196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592256074975687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667787912296845,0.0,0.0 lonely,buddles88,2019/03/21,"I think I’m depressed It wasn’t until today when a few coworkers were talking about someone else who was difficult to work with because they were a bad communicator and could come off really strong. Someone else mentioned they thought that person might be depressed and they wanted to talk to them it without being confrontational and everyone simultaneously when “ahhhhh wow you’re so right” . It was at that moment I wanted to defend that person and also melt and cry at the same. I couldn’t even agree with everyone because I was just embarrassed or shocked I guess. It just took me by surprise. They weren’t talking about me clearly but this really made me realize I might be depressed and I don’t know if I’m in a funk or if it’s the real deal. I just know that comment hit me hard and unexpectedly deep. Of course I still have emotions but they’re rarely positive and my ability to maintain relationships has totally plummeted. I’ve tried getting hobbies, dieting, exercising etc. and nothing seems to fill this unavoidable hole of total and utter emptiness inside me. Part of me just feels like being completely isolated will lead me away from feel disappointed and accepting loneliness and my only comfort but I know that’s not healthy. Idk it just seems like my only option... The only thing I can think of in most moments is why am I like this and that I’m just someone who isn’t likable anymore. Anyways I’m rambling and am just hoping I’m not the only one who’s felt like this. I’m running out of ways to help me get a grip and need help sorting this out without being in my head. :/ ",4.031033394049789,6.313924763934431,5.103424408014572,78.59352155434125,73.49180327868852,7.9283545840922915,29.65695203400121,8.735056554316923,2.6108882817243466,1283,56,227,26,27,421,162,305,0.135,0.725,0.14,0.1331,1,1,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,5,3,16,19,1,1,8,0,25,3,1,2,3,70,53,27,0,8,18,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,21,20,1,0,13,1,0,5,9,9,0,1,11,5,29,10,30,31,7,24,0,4,0,0,19,11,0,13,11,159,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175466930896633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013863954600745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605006592078497,0.0,0.08535921572790263,0.12463901489748087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806357430664605,0.10718801306582328,0.0,0.0,0.08162370950988636,0.0,0.11229674365896332,0.0,0.10539641403118308,0.2641560911285905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080296744357246,0.1149969246494647,0.0,0.0,0.11401539120040904,0.06752308669168662,0.0,0.0,0.1953735784353292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338285839983187,0.07303436098070368,0.0981584829867306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068237081694823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112619764955788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157954049523102,0.0,0.10491923826427764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370475335257921,0.0,0.0,0.10153916485860214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855163867039852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978101728762293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967341250399236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690339811447334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580352478429955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809409225709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927485904657332,0.3110073182789723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107069900269848,0.0,0.0,0.178529588761968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636207839062206,0.13098451486551355,0.0,0.0,0.1097586078049818,0.0,0.08730533003936511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613583612042947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598618130425907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164238341069499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465099514789733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791821195108795,0.13101191609597196,0.0,0.0811605660480746,0.0,0.0,0.09690371663458504,0.0,0.11358320217974552,0.06940862701012616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205978340234327,0.08114678060317386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922482259026498,0.0,0.0,0.1970954592871824,0.0,0.07442590951566844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,crystal0001,2019/03/22,"I don’t know why I’m so lonely I don’t know why I’m so lonely. I’m a 19 year old girl in college, I’m social, I like going out. I have ONE friend and we’ve been best friends for 10 years. But I don’t really have anybody else besides my boyfriend. I feel like I have nobody to hit up to talk to, or to make spontaneous plans with. I don’t understand why there’s nobody else really in my life. I don’t even know how to reach out and make friends. I’ve resorted to Bumble BFF, but haven’t really gotten much from it. Does anybody else feel this way?",-0.5262573789846527,1.476837371900828,1.9212101534828816,96.68233471074379,88.50413223140495,5.440613931523021,16.90731995277449,6.868970318607317,-0.18206304604486426,426,10,103,6,14,145,66,121,0.039,0.812,0.149,0.8370000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,3,0,17,25,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,2,11,6,14,22,2,10,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660421056898267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845936911996945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965174682442758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045028033714601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000154987978776,0.11303238401668615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36672108795168257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992005977340023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608606865728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175544970033366,0.15459657866565782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122612805010169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630988897710501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602525162166445,0.0,0.10721395197149622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407930840450165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128534263004973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717122518475835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471257719955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558765413555284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283067622584351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377695698819828 lonely,L0rd_Sciss0rs64,2019/03/22,"Is it just me? None of my friends ever invite me to join them. Whether it be for something to go eat, watch movies, parties, etc. Personally I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't think of my self as a bad guy. Sure I graduate high school in about 2 months but what if this carries over to college? Will I ever get to have fun again?",0.6557738095238115,2.473785569444445,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,82.19444444444444,5.2253968253968255,21.3968253968254,6.18269132825596,-0.037867460317460466,259,8,63,2,7,84,56,72,0.083,0.762,0.155,0.65,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,10,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,12,9,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,44,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058551803375661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522775795556629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27496338522644315,0.0,0.4460290092668288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048042880931346,0.0,0.1288098392307982,0.0,0.14011747979805084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244118790285295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26048883938491313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549494989617614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967902525830035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152740063084543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495171915272253,0.0,0.0,0.25720070864609257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980275816111614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323662002572873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579763906235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955878262204064,0.0,0.0 lonely,bigosik_,2019/03/22,"I [17M] feel lonely everyday and have no one to talk to. I check my phone every now and then, but no texts, no anything. I have no friends since my best friend doesn’t want to be in touch anymore. It makes me feel something’s wrong with me. I’m trying to make some friends in my class at school, so that I have someone to talk to or perhaps spend time with. There are two girls in my class that I like quite a lot. The relationship with my girlfriend is getting worse. I feel I can’t tell her about everything I want. I also feel she doesn’t even care about most of the stuff I’d want to tell her. Sometimes I’m not even sure about my feelings to her, but it’s a different story (and a complicated one). I’m just posting this to feel that someone perhaps cares or at least listens to what I want to express.",3.8098063474986574,4.192367893491127,4.366315223238299,91.1225658956428,71.24852071005918,7.328886498117268,27.789671866594944,6.980632752743323,1.0723207100591714,630,21,145,5,11,200,95,169,0.121,0.6859999999999999,0.193,0.9355,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,28,10,0,4,6,0,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,2,0,8,2,0,3,0,8,22,8,23,27,5,10,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,5,5,95,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492472429095692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012026934265322,0.0,0.0,0.10797067267010324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376917275840273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675448233376868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370814734538476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331955016843506,0.0,0.11054601165506638,0.0,0.11791874354170613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39804764690634215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041063586358443,0.0,0.06854928423147144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410021694984631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115459406639513,0.0,0.0,0.17516093500063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778160329482106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565828110183502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955284499448273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086524671727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278663326325052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085342696111222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233942369048007,0.10100814731855294,0.12976526463037175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019852514446552,0.0,0.0,0.1236593167287745,0.0,0.0,0.2109154858271542,0.2293581973418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765067877422525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890796955575556,0.0,0.12816838286793872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095528265712766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370927389057194,0.0,0.1434522526958454,0.0,0.0 lonely,mattshep1997,2019/03/22,"What to do I just found a group photo from last night of all of my friends getting together. I wasn’t made privy to it, was free, and I live with two of my friends. I know they’re trying to ditch me because I’ve been a miserable sack since my ex and I broke up two weeks ago. I’m a huge burden on them emotionally and while I’m sad, I can’t say that I disagree. Either way, I’ve toyed with the idea of death for a long time but this is the first time that I’ve actually wanted to kill myself. I don’t care if you read this or if this elicits some super-hero response in you, if my best want enough for a three year relationship and 9 friends, there’s nothing an internet stranger can say that’ll make me feel differently ",5.536363636363639,4.310736759740261,6.092824675324675,85.66637987012992,67.76623376623378,9.51818181818182,30.288961038961038,8.472884824447931,1.8095740259740256,567,17,134,7,8,185,103,154,0.121,0.727,0.152,0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,2,1,2,2,11,1,1,8,0,9,0,0,3,1,24,20,10,2,5,7,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,5,0,4,5,3,18,7,16,14,5,15,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,5,10,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.15881454389888236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426262395368286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992071544073013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078965414646738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659282247680284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003270894965994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306495232569134,0.0,0.16815792492153278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228819206230407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384298551809628,0.0,0.1784402566007575,0.37720653757838696,0.0,0.0850269566030124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371802329158074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005198289203603,0.0,0.08943977644523701,0.13265797757758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437058214077804,0.14402320629666113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399218755354355,0.10863279891115177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272410017741736,0.0,0.1561571353078809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278791373852486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472601433821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588409196377175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462341344080356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897945221201838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110492406934637,0.0,0.3179542324961948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198110561110654,0.129178511232235,0.1305433183095561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480171840282287 lonely,foosheezoo,2019/03/22,"Tfw you know deep down that you’ll be alone forever lmao I know how basic. But I feel like it’s true, I’ve tried to put myself out there but y’all I feel like I’m not good enough. At most days I feel like I really stopped caring about myself. My ex did a number on me and now I’m scared of being hurt. I crave love and affection but I refuse to give someone else the power to destroy me and break my heart. I know how dramatic but I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. I don’t know what else to do, I’ve been single since 2015 so I’ve had time to learn more about myself and I’ve talked to a few guys here and there but nothing ever too serious since I was too scared or saw their intentions right away. I don’t know what to do. I have zero friends, seriously. So I feel like this is the only place to vent. 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Great place to make new friends! 《ForeverAlone, NEET,+18》 bookclub, games, anime, venting, active community! Here is the link https://discord.gg/ZNbensT",11.08462365591398,15.838130419354837,5.837903225806452,62.410188172043036,83.51612903225806,4.6473118279569885,40.6505376344086,6.42735559955562,4.151769892473119,197,11,16,2,6,51,27,31,0.225,0.454,0.321,0.7562,0,6,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664205323928652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.760368937609598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301816530570208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330461254375897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239066845351687,0.0,0.3602817050843587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RangerGuy894,2019/03/22,"My friends made their project group with me I love those guys but it’s like they pretend I don’t exist half the time. They immediately went for this guy we never talk to, and didn’t talk to me for the whole class period. I’m so tired of people treating me like this",0.9832738095238084,3.183568874999999,2.1678571428571445,96.14380952380957,83.46428571428572,5.161904761904762,18.261904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.3266095238095237,211,5,49,2,6,67,44,56,0.108,0.711,0.18,0.5327,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,10,5,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,5,30,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213110975147566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181004925283094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255633878466143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612710848400495,0.2475562483334749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178161191938898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813780879488063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205691200136843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255585558189647,0.30069987301341256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252933655783335,0.0,0.2920953793597718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stepho1234,2019/03/22,"A blip, I suppose I've just been on the most amazing week away and I feel so empty and sad tonight. Maybe its because I haven't been anywhere alone in years, or maybe it's because of some shitty book I read today. I just feel alone and I long for someone who knows me and loves me and cares about all my neurotic shit. I dont know if this is the right place to post this, I'm not sure what I'm hoping for but my heart is longing for something tonight..",1.8215721649484529,3.2174332577319618,2.641842783505158,97.71781572164952,77.24742268041238,5.2623711340206185,23.465206185567013,5.148860815047168,-0.009143298969072068,354,11,84,1,8,111,69,97,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.0668,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,2,20,15,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,11,5,9,13,3,13,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,5,7,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37429480110320973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977060180361972,0.0,0.0,0.2203021972395824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423244129341584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177531635046007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827314736170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141265906700695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947270477564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861248303330656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198219824991673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630859265079136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630684672485438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878970779879392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730575954138775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074570979734328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543140890051096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185482679474054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310382130087838,0.13910923290438196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030460560145508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171279448195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494408205919093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636282169648972 lonely,fml_whatsnext,2019/03/22,"Where is everyone I’ve known for the last 35 years??? It makes me so sad that nobody checks in on me and it’s like nobody gives a crap. I love how sweet my fiancé is and always checking in. I just wish more people outside of her sent me a message to say hello or check in to make sure I’m alive. I just feel so alone in the world except for her and it makes me really sad like nobody cares how I’m doing or anything like I’m worthless and not interesting or enjoyable to be around. Post divorce and on new medicines, practicing social situations and cues which help me feel like more of a normal likeable person only go so far to making friends at 34 and starting over again. I live in the Boston area and I heard that we have one of the most closed off societies in the entire country where it’s very difficult to make friends cause of how people are here. I always go out of my way to check in with people and try to stay social and up for any kind of convo and I hope and pray someone reaches out to say hi randomly because they were thinking of me. I just feel so alone like nobody cares. I get everyone is busy etc but it’s like what is the point of maintaining friendships when I’m the only one making an effort to be a good friend.????",4.563671875000002,4.8128592734375,5.353906250000001,85.17546875000002,69.546875,8.11875,26.546875,7.8658589789855275,1.368246875,978,27,206,11,16,319,139,256,0.066,0.76,0.175,0.9729,0,2,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,1,1,16,24,1,0,12,0,10,2,1,10,1,48,36,24,0,3,9,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,9,18,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,5,0,2,3,7,21,19,38,31,4,35,1,3,0,1,21,23,1,6,12,128,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199112906159656,0.0,0.0,0.17667673111284488,0.0,0.0,0.07219631526895075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736532361325734,0.09450997972318448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471762415306775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164860095237788,0.10906141661206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840281699020708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289174828632395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610417006093981,0.07584479591878078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460700649355733,0.0,0.055467195417389946,0.10184381151823392,0.12067282561272573,0.08904675054916279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116062954382693,0.0,0.0,0.1054464930349544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055523732892213,0.0,0.08653921367933583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120318466186536,0.0,0.09374625644732876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581868749965984,0.0,0.4251985671374296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253549276264852,0.0,0.0,0.10401984300296156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388124921303405,0.16148759479355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080578261470246,0.09269979255855236,0.0,0.0,0.10036090046853917,0.0,0.10167739184778923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680124647158901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885444857911738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933469280639546,0.0,0.2164451188548042,0.08995385145952964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514462753041536,0.1131585083539694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005991401769916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680266925444364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207954009451338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759781948449505,0.0,0.08426938952666252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208531335104028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836722878214482 lonely,sophie123i,2019/03/22,"JJ32Moose18 - Does anyone know by any chance what happened to this guy? Hi everyone! I'm not sure this is allowed but here it goes: I've been following this user for quite a long time. He used to post on this subrredit as well as in other subrredits such as the OCD and Suicide Watch ones. He was struggling and regularly made posts about sadness and suicide. Lately, I could tell he was even more suicidal than the usual. He was commenting on pet-related subrredits saying things to pet-owners to trigger them, so they would say bad thing to him in return and he could ""get the last bit of motivation he needed to kill himself"", because, he said, he was so close. I'm worried because his account was deleted some days ago and he hasn't showed up since then I think. And he was VERY active on Reddit. Me and u/thescopeoflife talked about this and he also doesn't know what happened to this Moose guy. Does anyone knows anything about what happened to him, by any chance? Thank you... 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I am a Lady 33 year old with an infant baby .. we me n my husband wants to make some good friends.. family friends.. life time friends.. closed friends.😥 but we have no money so we don't get any friends",0.1005753968253984,2.438514732142856,1.3759523809523806,96.2801587301587,98.10714285714286,3.9174603174603178,22.293650793650798,5.82211442006289,0.31321269841269883,219,9,45,2,9,69,47,56,0.046,0.76,0.194,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,13,8,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,4,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381243350549493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914775945474885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7846260105643621,0.0,0.10611856652031686,0.0,0.0,0.17036220148615633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346526917277058,0.0,0.0,0.1793531884202243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711600498972308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313374405676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843727816131733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759013979433532,0.2396035391641244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307986145817132 lonely,wafelstomp,2019/03/22,"Woohoo Started uni, second semester of my first year, and still not a single new friend. In fact, I've only lost the few friends I had before. People either don't talk, don't enjoy talking, talk and then disappear, or a combination of all three. It seems like everyone is busy but me, and there's a secret club I'm not in. At least I've got a disposable income though, r-right guys? 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I know it's very hard to do, especially if you don't have many friends to begin with. Does anyone here have some tips?",1.6254545454545486,3.4252515454545467,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.0,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.143981818181818,123,3,29,1,3,39,27,33,0.048,0.7659999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.7066,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237119751254246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967651489001659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524004690389304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30378383685940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637082484924705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395296387779167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263644336270242,0.34381323841422806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859914392153864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27980852703336184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MichelobMega,2019/03/23,"A Gift or a Curse? I’m beginning to realize that I have the strange gift of being able to help anybody through anything. Now this has lead to me becoming friends with crackheads and depressed people, but that’s not what I’m trying to say. I feel weird since I help other people but never get help myself. Also, I hate not helping ppl because I feel that listening is my purpose... so, hmu if you need help through stuff?",4.415650406504064,5.768793573170732,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,70.58536585365854,7.417886178861789,31.959349593495933,7.793537801064563,2.214213008130081,331,15,63,4,6,105,60,82,0.16399999999999998,0.634,0.202,0.5541,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,13,7,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,1,8,12,0,4,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,42,16,1,0.2003839914453517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602470055621057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648989511369297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215222128812085,0.22130837518074475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259043820634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026403338800773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481617471669604,0.0,0.10469236498594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783770592639868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6715658277628149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858219060039216,0.15454848748387992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784205794138195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593533928218397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575970843462634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293917287550085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604757664073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lipton_tee,2019/03/23,"I got dumped, and now I'm scared of relationships I got dumped over religious differences, and I thought I would be fine. I didn't really mind the end of my first two relationships, so I didn't expect the third one to hurt. But it did, badly. I was absolutely wrecked for two weeks, crying for thirty or so minutes every night. I'm slightly better now, but I'm scared of relationships. Every time I start talking to a girl I ask them if they believe in God, or what their religious affiliation is. I wouldn't do this normally, but the break up hurt so much, and I don't want something like that to ever happen again.",4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,68.8360655737705,9.378688524590164,28.364754098360656,9.516144504307137,2.33512786885246,486,16,98,10,8,162,76,122,0.203,0.748,0.049,-0.9481,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,7,10,2,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,20,12,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,7,0,15,3,11,10,1,14,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,11,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379486475364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320640664859504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166249549237232,0.0,0.13050479713444832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620876919565769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416875620851306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306943302964567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347643572215334,0.2486512683482542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551443029524412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360343667002815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304867891506229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159319874893421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209034503981164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899349937632508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847355226450807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847503055654795,0.14457743511625645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999045072559423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945306916515758,0.0,0.0,0.4752725368111762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954665327169391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359886968438825,0.0,0.0,0.10444370225404558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186031098725907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714612908610116,0.0860434018584057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882892877374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703469012059953,0.0,0.11836370272189635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048223649721822,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,canigetuhhhhhhhhhh,2019/03/23,"it's my birthday, and i've never felt more nothingness. Not alone. I've never felt less; I've never felt more lack of feelings. other than some drowsiness/tiredness lol i say this because back when i was *definitely* lonely, for many months, i was on this sub on the regular and feel like it really helped me…and i saw a bunch of posts like ""it's my birthday and i've never felt more alone"". and i could relate at the time. Then something happened and my birthday came around that year, and for some/whatever reason i didn't feel sad or lonely at all. I treated myself to a cake (lol) a nice buttercake with blue icing and my name in the middle, like a person-sized cake, and i enjoyed it my way. It didn't feel particularly lonely at all.—Actually, that was the night i completely blocked out my parents for the first time—turned my phone off and on airplane mode for the day before and day of and day after, just so i didn't have to listen to them, just so i could be alone. because it pained me *so much* during my lifetime the fact that every 'birthday' i had, it was just a 'family' birthday…like, my grandparents or whatever, and my family would call whoever was in town together to eat cake…but it never seemed like *for me*. idk. it never seemed like *for me*. I'd sit there…at the head of the table…with my little birthday hat on or whatever…pretending to smile; pretending to make conversation with people and pretend as if i'm interested; pretend that i'm pursuing something that they think is worthwhile, some 'career'; pretend to be an outgoing conversational young kind; pretend to be polite…etc…etc… pretend. Nothing but pretend. Felt like i need to swim through *so* many channels to be the person i had to be. god i want to fucking drown now. what? don't know where that came from. i don't mean that. what i mean is…okay maybe i'm a little sad. about lots of things. But mainly, i think that 'loneliness' at least in the way i used to define it, and in the way i used to define it in this sub, doesn't have to do with me anymore. You'll see a lot of posts that are like, ""I feel like I'm kinda fucked up but I'd much rather be alone, I feel more comfortable; but I also feel so lonely thinking about how alienated from 'friends' (not-friends) around me"" etc. And someone in the comments will be like, Yeah, I felt this way too for a while. Then I realized I just really like my alone time, and like my own company, in a recluse kind of way that normal people don't. Once I learned to appreciate that and cultivate that, it started fixing my problems with loneliness. And that's *kind of* how I feel now. I feel like my first rub with r/lonely allowed me to realize that i really *do* like my company, and that's not a problem, and that's somethingn i should feel comfortable with. And allowed me to move on… damn i just saw someone's comment on a post here that was like, Yeah I felt the same way as you feeling alienated from friends because they cared about different shit and none of them were depressed. Or something to that effect. What was with me? (What was with *me?*) That made me not able to relate in a certain way? It wasn't necessarily depression, I don't think. But there was something else, though, that kept me…'out there.' Out there in a bubble. Every since preschool. Lol, idk about preschool actually; but I definitively remember grade school / elementary school; I definitely started to feel the different-ness by then…just so out of the loop; as in, looking in at other people / friend groups and feeling on the outside. BACK THEN IT WAS OKAY THOUGH. I think. I would pop around in my orange jacket in my own dream world, making make-believe with my one friend… whatever happened to that one friend? why did some moment come, or some period of moments, when i started to feel less and less attached to *him?* When I started to feel like *he* was the immature one, and i had moved on? When I didn't want to play his make-believe games anymore, or, I just thought that…it was different? We grew apart. Or, I feel, I grew past him (at the time), and…i never got another friend. Idk how we got together in the first place. Some chance of fate, I guess. But we grew apart, as I guess people do (???)(??), and now i'm here…several years later, on this bitch of a rock of an earth, etc etc…where am i going with this. why do i have to go anywhere. i'm just saying. just kinda ranting/journaling, that's what. not looking for advice obviously so fuck off; just looking for people who relate. Oh yeah and several ti i don't feel like writing this post anymore",2.2200557413600883,4.533661000000002,3.385740245261985,88.54023801560758,79.46822742474916,6.483879598662207,23.902006688963212,7.635375032292933,1.1857633444816051,3555,125,719,56,90,1147,310,897,0.076,0.753,0.171,0.9976,7,15,5,0,0,0,161.0,3,2,4,4,45,51,6,0,36,7,52,7,2,12,11,168,128,67,1,14,29,1,25,16,5,5,1,3,0,1,52,49,1,2,41,13,0,11,24,17,0,6,38,35,92,34,112,76,27,113,0,8,7,3,35,46,6,21,60,472,144,5,0.04073893668197789,0.0,0.03975532553934377,0.0,0.0,0.039809617430894166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096626091032653,0.0,0.032578912946005296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271832720437869,0.0,0.0,0.12120623492904675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879887240931034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265145528790632,0.0,0.07450223302858272,0.0,0.03466583455189591,0.0917976619147024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159900923848078,0.09318898117523336,0.04153606105507818,0.0,0.0,0.03509298667954657,0.04271400002034805,0.0,0.0,0.06505345196622224,0.0,0.0,0.07881973173519836,0.0,0.07017677293767774,0.0,0.0,0.08512703598398574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041686102712355635,0.034032154091614905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271734162598761,0.0,0.0,0.0686486224209958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681008766250612,0.0,0.35018011772640545,0.14551952252814726,0.27381037553168097,0.0,0.0,0.10395755619058483,0.0,0.0,0.22032360996236,0.11298747151202575,0.0,0.0,0.046305753091064585,0.0,0.06516529847453825,0.0,0.0897570634070634,0.0,0.07205061433093707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180990221922662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02730645051800024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727000043340114,0.02238905418517876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184477865542057,0.0816622341160425,0.0,0.0,0.10263133934842382,0.0,0.0,0.0692695742577109,0.0,0.0385481669147676,0.10877422631299197,0.08260577513314618,0.04092773758230636,0.08875329015041161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03251743058742753,0.08659808490997516,0.059895611886772435,0.030207405348494268,0.21994265611446384,0.0,0.0,0.038230732344780576,0.03991550825307339,0.03909010848155605,0.0,0.0,0.04338563799124601,0.08281727348302946,0.0,0.04334910093822652,0.0,0.04523576805722376,0.0,0.03888992476971829,0.14121624592390758,0.07114333627332509,0.04256351799199287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606656023642948,0.0,0.0,0.0779633209821522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829521805570355,0.04188641196939632,0.0,0.0,0.04614927367959738,0.0,0.0,0.06479447518139422,0.0,0.08245995774037818,0.0324636580476235,0.07417439581563212,0.0,0.0920468051466692,0.04181793306979936,0.03369966940788775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903593769558691,0.1254512951286175,0.0,0.0,0.11534091626264127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02706513931627091,0.13051932829822813,0.08005159689432798,0.03234216514210455,0.09502080637244692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04431226462983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703707222428662,0.0,0.0,0.04805776072896803,0.2263567018771631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352110763846613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787954352336345,0.0,0.0,0.0524690790893765 lonely,kanaryn,2019/03/23,"Feeling lonely the second I say goodbye to friends Some backstory I have history of feeling lonely, back to elementary school and till second year of high school, I had friends but I always felt lonely and not important to anyone in my friend group, first year in high school I was all alone, second year I got some friends I still care about but then third year went by and i dropped out cuz of loneliness and depression and I’m still in third year of HS one year later, where I’ve gotten some good friends. But when I hang out with my friends now, everything is nice and I think I’ll be fine in this world, But the second I say goodbye to them and get home, I feel so lonely and my negative thoughts take over, I almost feel like there’s nothing to live for anymore, and i don’t know if It’s because I’m still hurt about my loneliness in my past or why I feel lonely, I think it’s because I feel like I can’t talk to anyone online without feeling annoying. Any tips how to cope with loneliness? And stop the negative thoughts?",5.173028379387604,5.651640791262139,5.311359223300971,85.20649365197909,68.27184466019418,8.66855862584018,30.409260642270354,8.617729084823388,2.1237002240477967,817,30,168,12,13,257,107,206,0.209,0.598,0.193,-0.7873,0,11,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,12,20,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,43,28,22,0,1,8,0,8,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,14,0,1,13,0,0,2,6,8,0,8,8,10,24,12,27,19,4,33,0,7,0,0,11,12,0,6,20,107,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905507847289484,0.10245230859171657,0.0,0.0,0.0823101848306591,0.0,0.0,0.06726966269354796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810303734988488,0.13833570701803044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606413228327877,0.0,0.12060262995103273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085653806766956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520050037808978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890380384519739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501219597086552,0.14133834447120572,0.09497965953871378,0.0,0.0,0.08414214024334525,0.0,0.0,0.4585566508631606,0.0,0.05168213242441782,0.0,0.0,0.08297022986677065,0.07911614918869135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090309059085464,0.09922581458309032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589696155317008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436438695359933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665559423346752,0.0,0.0873490430432919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491735407725628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703142027699621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944312743758922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733187708967886,0.0,0.3003399572195624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699528184411345,0.08270237376863282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437627067902018,0.07950894156729124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267691472777967,0.0,0.15706442676497953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170074516219,0.08926080378064187,0.0,0.0,0.09535630059733938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822112307810868 lonely,nscninetyfour,2019/03/23,"How do I overcome this?!!! 😭😭 Hello everyone. Please, I would like to hear your advices about this, because as most of people here, I don't really have lots of friends to talk to. I'm a shy guy, and talking to people takes a lot of energy to me. Last year, I started to like a girl, we work in the same school, as teachers. This year I tried to date her. These three months where great, because I felt happy, and the last couple of weeks everything seemed to be working. She started to treat me in romantic way, and I did the same, obviously. She told her friends that she loved me. Last Monday I asked if she'd like to be my girlfriend, and she said ""Yeah, but I guess this is not the moment and the way to do it"". On Thursday, we talked through phone, and she got mad at me, because ""I don't talk a lot"". But I had already planned to ask her if she wanted to be my girlfriend on Friday. And finally, she said no, according to her, there are a lot of differences between us. Right now I really feel bad, because she gave me wings, but didn't let me fly. It hurts too much, I thought it was real, but it didn't. The shitty part is that she got me excited and then dumped me, and I have to see her everyday. Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to vent. 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Like the title says. I’m in a relationship but I feel so lonely. Probably just being selfish. ,0.20249999999999704,2.044570916666672,3.490333333333332,78.58800000000002,110.66666666666666,5.253333333333334,21.466666666666672,6.742157984588678,1.5217266666666671,98,4,16,2,5,35,20,24,0.34,0.595,0.065,-0.8126,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080882991260591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358530286731981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278857381581889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029160301200112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007967563373306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37094273984588855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395224744161282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tattooedships,2019/03/23,"Trouble making friends in college Basically I'm a freshmen in college who feels like I can't make a connection with anyone on campus I just feel like I have really different interests as others so I appear ""boring."" Like I get really passionate about my major and what's going on in politics and the world, and I absolutely love music/singing (I take voice lessons and am in choir), I feel like the only thing I connect with the average college student is that I like partying. Honestly I feel like the average college student just cares about making vine references, laughing at Instagram ""memes,"" partying, and all listen to the same genre of music which is like rap/hip-hop/rnb. I'm really involved on campus and clubs, I've went out to parties a lot and I socialize with a lot of people I run into on campus and constantly invite others to hang out but no one ever invites me. Surface level I probably look very social since I've had comments about having a lot of ""friends"" and knowing a lot of people on campus but I actually am really lonely. I honestly feel hopeless at this point. 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It has become unbearable. I am a senior in college. I have spent the last 4 years burying myself in school work constantly to avoid thinking about how alone I am. But now I am burnt out from school, failing my last semester, and on the verge of crying 24/7. I don't know how to manage. I still try to do school work for most of my time, but I don't have an ounce of focus left. And it's too late to even join clubs (not sure what I would join anyway) or make a group of friends. If anyone has any advice, or wants to talk, please let me know",2.018409090909092,3.515764628787881,3.0354545454545487,94.67318181818185,76.95454545454545,6.315151515151516,20.333333333333336,6.980632752743323,0.14586969696969687,489,11,113,5,11,156,85,132,0.084,0.797,0.119,0.8201,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,23,20,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,14,2,20,17,1,18,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,4,9,74,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213922941245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718474538742061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283416075016135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160180739590417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325026720492316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930513833199596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822599666756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918276753672694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819264233135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356283936866305,0.2705007730965507,0.187169749576602,0.0,0.18027715270054293,0.16966875871422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075570661373328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213496965720047,0.15685202124668865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037725128337688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250729802947425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563816156110106,0.0,0.0,0.1333636045530431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631754173695096,0.0,0.0,0.09675174818071856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265165519215595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978664050892879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415896195410548,0.0,0.0,0.11786780671672367,0.0,0.0,0.1068497589345144 lonely,Zydon13,2019/03/23,"Why am i such a looser Idk wtf i do i just get shit, i try to do shit to be more appreciated But even my fam makes fun of me for being a failure. I just feel like a waste of fucking space on this earth man. Idk What the fuck i am supposed to do. 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Only one person is similar and is my friend. I grew up online and ive been blackmailed, threatened, and attacked over the years and lost friends over time. I had a rough past and i am disgusted by the idea of relationships now. I just need one person to talk to. I dont judge anyone and im quite young. 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I am drunk at a party and I feel so lonely inside. Each weekend I party so hard to forget my depression but it only gets worse What should I do? My friends leave me and thean I love so deeply found love with someone else and it kills me. She even has the same ne as I do and the fact that my soulmate sees her as a better version of myself kills me inside What should I do",0.07833333333333314,2.1445157222222235,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,86.22222222222223,4.044444444444443,16.77777777777778,4.935628992294339,-0.7987555555555557,325,7,73,1,10,108,58,90,0.208,0.5429999999999999,0.249,0.8691,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,1,15,16,10,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,17,4,7,13,3,2,0,2,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801364812604948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944229819455576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934043645707785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257640727874565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364090109995085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519654629780332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115334562969964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103375003279826,0.16984117078623442,0.0,0.11485281737603753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692572782050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864216793232794,0.0,0.120813571608589,0.0,0.0,0.2327696791919022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39681278758722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719166251106884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751771398547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626240602591326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240269462738751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AriaNevicate,2019/03/23,"Alone for 2 years As title says, I've been on my own after my daughter's mum left without ever telling me why. I've been up and down and all over since then, in and out of therapy and on and off medication. Despite all of that I still feel like I'm just stuck in the night that she shattered my heart. I want to move on but part of me still loves her and I miss her immensely all the time. I recently heard that she's been out with other people and as shitty as it is it made me so upsettingly jealous and angry. Horrible proof that somehow over two years and I'd still not accepted she was gone. &#x200B; Possibly one of the worst bits is that I just have no-one I can talk to really. I feel like anyone I do at this point is just pissed that it's still an issue for me, even though they knew what my ex meant (and clearly still means) to me. She was my best friend for years and the only person I could fully trust and talk to. I miss how easily we talk and how when I'd message her she'd always just reply. I don't have anyone else that I can just reach out to like that. &#x200B; I recently gave her a letter saying the things I wished I'd said to her and had never been brave enough to. She smiled when I gave her it but hasn't said anything since. I've no idea whether it was a bad idea or whether she actually even read it. I know during the relationship she wasn't always great for me. When I was reaching a bad point with my mental health I asked for her support and she said no, but I still can't stand the idea that she's with someone else now. &#x200B; I know most of this makes me a jerk but I needed to get it off my chest somewhere.",2.98076923076923,3.802058951566952,3.9716398860398883,91.59465641025645,73.44444444444444,7.0974814814814815,22.58700854700855,7.24861992348623,0.5028298803418805,1296,30,300,13,25,419,165,351,0.173,0.705,0.122,-0.9666,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,1,1,23,20,3,1,12,0,23,6,3,4,7,64,50,33,0,4,14,3,2,3,1,0,2,6,0,1,21,22,0,0,11,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,21,8,54,11,41,27,10,42,0,2,0,1,41,18,1,3,24,211,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0764790199449014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116896368963034,0.0,0.0,0.13042229102774364,0.2547456003767933,0.28568888519871954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959797914044953,0.0803005915016137,0.06449284855029135,0.0,0.07326652516699687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087341492157442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224577576576986,0.0,0.08556109039241812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257305383508527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093822053927207,0.0,0.0,0.0809784354646731,0.0,0.10352692285219617,0.07089126868354062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925370217944025,0.11197685155201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549421571810425,0.0,0.04094573551170722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640456300406772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330495775189736,0.0,0.09287029054026663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654147540133485,0.0,0.08179920760947833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614156208486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515057588418931,0.0,0.0,0.11486467986779388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073309919343701,0.07415675727258966,0.052313407768788775,0.0,0.0,0.08536924997471668,0.0,0.07895077395448402,0.07897977153279566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832962197286736,0.0,0.058111277540537264,0.06044472768476124,0.0,0.0,0.07354609481467031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053106376940809684,0.059604855582490214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486841003029555,0.0,0.05433274632788685,0.06843073927805987,0.0,0.0,0.14817229735084908,0.08835179170404392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839244313495865,0.0,0.05020661980113502,0.0,0.15476427911005206,0.08414137652263018,0.0,0.0,0.22364697328338828,0.12464790295360935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965899052854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640369289280024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755242159213553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889347484710897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889754895654403,0.06849991353731763,0.0,0.08962433707553816,0.0,0.052066365989938405,0.0,0.07699934024491421,0.0,0.04569889723671812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655730858039328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622538479355029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071784951036159,0.0,0.09012305224230534,0.07554707363020517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568888519871954,0.1514055170619516 lonely,Anais03x,2019/03/23,"I love/hate being lonely. Honestly, I enjoy being on my own. I don't feel the need to be fake. I don't feel judged. It gives me a chance to rest for all of the socialising I have to do at school. I could probably go a week without talking to my friends (Tbh I don't feel like I fit in with them). It feels calming and I don't text any of my friends at the weekend.. (which is unusual for people my age). But I hate the fact that I enjoy it so much. There are times where I imagine what it's like being and extroverted person, having fun with people that I enjoy being around, falling in love and well, just not being me. I know I let my friends down when I say no to going out with them (especially as they don't usually ask me out). I gave a shitty excuse to why I didn't want to go out and my friends replied with ""OK *my name* ok"", it hurt. I don't want to be depressed and anxious but I am. I feel excluded even though I'm doing it to myself. I've never talked about my feelings to anyone and I'm scared of the future, my future of being alone",0.27077101449275176,2.1592533911111107,2.6998840579710155,93.12965217391304,83.97777777777776,5.335265700483092,19.56038647342995,6.498293943080001,0.02816328502415422,803,22,185,8,23,276,118,225,0.153,0.7140000000000001,0.133,-0.5057,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,0,10,22,1,1,8,2,24,1,0,0,3,35,44,12,0,4,5,0,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,10,14,0,0,8,1,0,4,11,6,1,0,2,7,37,16,33,32,4,25,0,3,0,1,17,12,0,0,11,135,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910282727663356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133420612226753,0.0,0.0,0.1517300773881272,0.0,0.09391144145030954,0.0,0.0,0.11956280506134072,0.125560070403682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072341977048716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567948688405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870932320299038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074616778694508,0.0959498306519032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150648399459429,0.0,0.0,0.12884069829370015,0.2289913970015824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260157715413035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377974449315545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381229405520705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733927099636772,0.0,0.13123243990097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243685351135394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987320071816536,0.09958785519863134,0.10358679146214916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622483975063328,0.11727277118636405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480699457406745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680730002448964,0.13446597452166245,0.13592710523122406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590374522174646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195715997383609,0.0,0.07831621250406504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479215470562418,0.0,0.15843695482722095,0.0,0.10773396559088318,0.0,0.1207592339566694,0.0,0.12119229270228465,0.0,0.0,0.1294683467269657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hot4dayz,2019/03/23,"I'll Be Alone for the Rest of My Life My life as a child to now an adult has been a let down, full of heartache and disappointment. Growing up, my parents did not have a lot, we lived in low income, received public assistance and rarely did anything together as a family, such as vacations etc. My father was a very abusive drunk who had no patience and was verbally as well as physically abusive toward my mom and I. I have a younger sister and an l older autistic half brother (mom) who were not subjected to the same sort of treatment that I had received from my father. I can remember dreading going home after school during my elementary and middle school years, looking for any excuse to stay as late as I could so that I did not have to be home any longer than I could help. More times than not, I was able to go to my cousins house on the weekends & spent almost all of my entire summer breaks with them as well. It was nice to away from my dad and the abuse, but being around my cousins who were spoiled and given pretty much whatever they wanted was a difficult thing to get used to and the fact that their father was sometimes an assshle to me because I was always around didnt help either. Watching them go on trips as a family and having to stay behind. Or just used as a babysitter once I was a little older was hard to swallow and often I'd break down crying. Fast forward to now as an adult and someone who is gay, I've had one horrible 3yr relationship and have since then been alone for 10years. Birthday's, holiday's, I just want them to be over with before they even start, I'm so depressed and wrapped in these negative emotions and I feel helpless and often think it would be better to just stay asleep. 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I'm a pretty lonely person just like most people on this sub. Trouble is I just do not care about making more friends, it just doesn't interest me. Maybe it's just my brain malfunctioning but I feel like it's just not worth it. Every friendship I've had in the last few years has fallen away, unless I'm actively making plans or texting I get left in the dust and forgotten. I get that people are busy and preoccupied with their own lives but is it really too much to ask that someone care about me for once?",4.107555555555557,4.744362274074074,5.031851851851851,85.70333333333333,70.7037037037037,8.074074074074074,23.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.124777777777778,517,12,110,7,9,169,90,135,0.203,0.633,0.16399999999999998,-0.4863,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,3,0,26,23,10,0,0,13,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,3,1,12,8,13,20,6,11,0,3,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495657083324693,0.0,0.15031251024360562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859775804678468,0.0,0.0,0.4893504604139996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479546100096562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089394220225726,0.11429433210489455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472102261126061,0.0,0.16717260498007186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304102873314376,0.18047165294662987,0.0,0.17382571601434765,0.0,0.0,0.15632256948313794,0.0,0.14127094203609594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746440789680962,0.13601473512676088,0.0,0.0,0.32037653773221403,0.0,0.16072786490311938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615406795870449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760842871252032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038031842755166,0.1084109402761906,0.12167688347345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218288821984228,0.13969397304579542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276370770303922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024913988539786,0.0,0.15796729118037756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355559764949409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302601064264792 lonely,historicallygeneric,2019/03/23,"Would any one like to talk I'm very lonely after my wife left, I'm. I'm not very good at social things. Please?",-2.727599999999999,-1.4915725599999998,-0.4239999999999995,107.00800000000002,114.6,2.0,5.0,3.1291,-2.9166000000000003,86,0,22,0,5,28,20,25,0.192,0.638,0.17,-0.157,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194391293809008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065566077594805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506018139618969,0.0,0.0,0.15764921808073856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866196317586295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542148840889545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32894011462570105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936465587773394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437978748733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325033326627353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922853075696006,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Ownanteater6,2019/03/23,"Does she have interest or just being nice? I feel awkward now I have this pretty girls phone number, because we did a project together two weeks ago. So she’s sitting next to me and we haven’t spoken in over a week, except one time when I asked this girl behind me for a pencil and she gave me one instead randomly. Anyway, Friday afternoon she was like, hey ownanteater are you in this class? I said yeah, she said oh did you do the online quiz (it was due that night) I said no, I will probably do it later. Then on that same night she randomly adds me on Snapchat and says oh sorry for adding you but I lost your phone number then she sends me the answers to the test randomly (like four pics she took). It was 9 PM on a Friday. We talked for like an hour. Most of it was ahout school and like she seemed to be making her replies fast and then took sometime to respond. Then she just leaves me on open or read. I don’t know why she did that honestly. I would of never thought of doing that for her.",0.7158577235772371,3.050070917073171,1.901250000000001,96.64520833333334,86.17073170731706,4.977642276422763,18.297764227642286,6.42735559955562,-0.1699552845528456,778,20,172,8,24,246,119,205,0.034,0.853,0.113,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,4,0,1,7,9,0,1,8,1,19,0,0,1,1,29,32,14,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,2,11,10,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,2,0,4,15,5,35,7,20,13,2,31,0,1,0,0,34,8,0,7,23,120,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149242601115765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867573080935344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042528863794824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981132598015452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500400110439151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460827598625874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152252374430466,0.0,0.0,0.15706821217366415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898812409176278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192812879668275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901657048603077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440718344634172,0.0,0.1577588329782473,0.27840977645252385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010349369269984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091277517159946,0.15993313586319882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837784809491694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233093816402849,0.11796409749572448,0.0,0.1501256776468574,0.0,0.1350410761903081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670978402650595,0.16605191706190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192282289936664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177635689266786,0.08649690915515257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296172984028777,0.0,0.0,0.14490438425986005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379751200086513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385170703486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537485018720633,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,shrek2wasmyidea,2019/03/23,"Caffeine + loneliness = super hell Tried caffeine for the first time in a year. Tried it everyday this week. The laugh part is it was from green tea. Tried it with 200-400mg l-theanine. Breh. What’s up with those racing thoughts, breh breh? whats up with that hug of anxiety? What’s up that high emotionality, get-depressed-cuz-they-didn’t-melt-my-vegan-cheese-on-my-impossible-burger energy? Oh it doesn’t melt? Can you try? *Overheard: “he has no idea, it just doesn’t melt.” 15 mins later, bring out in super hot pan, fajita style, to prove it’s unmeltable. * OK I learned my lesson! You got some play doh ass cheese that doesn’t melt! Can I pls return without being the difficult customer? And the neck and face tension. It felt like I was being yoked up by a latin women. While she’s yelling at me, breh! Anyway, my weak brain can’t handle green tea 🍵 Take it if you want to meditate on EXPERT LEVEL",0.674245810055865,3.1921183687150867,2.1007240223463697,92.75419217877096,91.56983240223465,5.09863687150838,17.77452513966481,6.742157984588678,0.13097881564245786,704,19,145,10,25,226,124,179,0.111,0.7170000000000001,0.172,0.8744,0,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,3,0,4,2,11,1,1,6,1,12,8,4,0,1,17,18,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,16,6,2,0,6,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,5,10,7,19,11,2,21,1,0,2,2,6,11,2,2,10,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681297069566316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534513507879324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24722087236550155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102151964519286,0.0,0.0,0.18694320854153385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482502859740652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577668851790798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322077149563455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481028149320749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737251784442263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379983528677561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524584042998958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744793263058475,0.12815442478926206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968598333021589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963086544941693,0.0,0.17629280003612469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185832374554395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152994289619364 lonely,LettersfromthePatch,2019/03/23,"Unsure if i'd even be capable of being in a relationship again- and that scares me. Today I was watching yet another random romantic comedy series on netflix. Nothing too odd there- nothing overly common either. It is not like I go out of my way to watch other people fall in love or anything. It just... Today when I was watching something it made me realise a particular change which has happened over the last couple of years. The emotions I have while watching romantic comedies and other romance stories seems to be slanting away from just a simple zone of someone who loves to watch romance. It has started to slant towards a sort of melancholic longing during and existential dread once complete. Now, I have never exactly been a Casanova to begin with- most of the relationships I have had with someone on a romantic level have been online. My last major relationship ended over five fucking years ago now- but I can't seem to drop it. Now as I continue to march on closer to the massive impending wall which is 30- I find myself losing what little confidence I had in favor of a raising sense of worry. Some may say that's normal, other's may point out that 30 isn't the end of the world- some still will just wonder why the hell it even matters to me. I don't know, that's exactly it. I have reached a point where not only can I not imagine finding someone to have a romantic relationship with- but that even if I had one I would have no clue how to proceed. When I got my most recent job I assumed this could be my moment. My time to make the world make sense again. Suddenly I would be able to find my way once more as things started to get level. No longer would I be a broke university student- but a guy with a full time job and the ability to support himself properly. I would be forced to interact properly with the world and maybe- just maybe it would finally work out for me. For the most part it has, but the part which continues to elude my very existence is that of having a partner. I have reached a point of learned helplessness where I am unable to have the confidence to even attempt say- online dating, tinder or anything which a normal person may do to meet someone. It doesn't help that I am incredibly nerdy, mildly autistic and don't have even the slightest desire to drink. People always love to point out at these junctures that people can always improve themselves if they want to- but- for me I do honestly like myself. It has just reached the point where I don't think anyone else will. It doesn't help that the town I am in while not tiny is not exactly a place where I am likely to meet someone. Doing your best to be the helpful and happy sort is fine for making people not hate you- but it doesn't magically make people who you are compatible with appear. It has reached a point where I look at my life and even beyond the prospect of searching for that one- I wonder how I would even manage to hold a relationship. Recently I have been doing my best helping out with political activities for example- and being exposed to all these non nerdy types is making me just- stop- wonder- how could someone even fit into my life. How would it even work, how could I not somehow screw it all up. I always assumed that nerds like me mostly find their partners through their friends. But when half of your friends are online and the rest don't seem to know anyone it seems rather hard. Even when someone did say a friend of theirs knew someone, I couldn't work out how to even consider contacting them- even when given a possible opening text message to send. I wanted to know more before I even tried- wanted to know all the intel before I even began so I didn't do something entirely wrong. In the end it just sort of disappeared because I was so fucking afraid of the unknown I didn't even try. Generally learned helplessness seems to be linked to learning or performing a certain skill. While I suppose technically socialising could be considered a skill, it seems slightly out of place to consider it on par with the regular usage even when all signs point to it being the case. I assume everyone is happily in a relationship til I find out otherwise- then sometimes even when I do find that out I am so self defeating that I can't even work out a way to ask. Last post I wrote here was about how I was afraid of becoming bitter. I still don't think I have became bitter- not just yet... but- the impact seems to be similar. I just. I don't know what to do- even when I do think I know what to do somehow I still can't bring myself to pull that trigger. Things seem so much simpler in romantic comedies- and in those worlds they are designed to be overly dramatic and with terrible timing by default. Look, I know this isn't likely the best use of the /r/loney subreddit but... this is all causing a massive level of loneliness. Sure I still have friends and family but- over five years feels like a heck of a long time to just... slowly be chipped away at. I couldn't post to /r/foreveralone because I clearly wasn't FOREVER alone- but recently- I have really started to feel it. It comes in waves- it is uncontrollable and annoys me to no end. It has reached a point where I am so desperate to wonder if anyone even thinks of me that way that I have been scouring /r/unsentletters just for the minute chance that someone posted one for me. I go to the theatre, I watch netflix- I play games. So many different stories- romances- people to just push myself into and imagine what it could be like. But in the end all that it does is leads me with an ever increasing level of sadness. I wish I knew what more I could do, but I know that even if I did I likely would fuck it all up anyway. I miss feeling that level of comfort and safety that can come from a decent loving relationship. I do indeed feel lonely. *sigh* I suppose all I can do now is go to sleep, try to enjoy what little remains of my weekend and try to hope this particular wave passes soon. bleh",4.221653966831017,5.986256666666669,4.915481846705519,82.35593007619904,71.68041237113404,7.638189152846258,28.116091438816674,8.287103753138544,2.0010620349619006,4776,180,887,75,92,1536,433,1164,0.1,0.748,0.153,0.9965,3,4,3,0,0,0,118.0,0,4,6,14,84,60,9,5,60,0,126,12,1,17,16,209,198,66,0,30,43,0,5,8,6,13,2,3,0,5,73,42,1,2,45,6,0,15,31,26,1,6,24,18,112,33,143,137,28,163,1,9,8,8,49,73,6,40,75,681,185,13,0.033881088141111966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030033540369215718,0.0,0.0,0.035090589312634805,0.0,0.0,0.08457533847236058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035527275062451284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107133380840898,0.03471517868232638,0.05576249736866723,0.0,0.0316742438012346,0.0,0.06366479521159013,0.0,0.0,0.041307193715862466,0.03741899994995345,0.057660621096061786,0.0,0.10666833512121286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480521049618295,0.03584169878133032,0.05837111479399858,0.035523676301278666,0.0,0.0,0.16230775170866538,0.037488779599544636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0353985258854454,0.0,0.0,0.02964956855291096,0.0,0.0,0.033190567713319824,0.0,0.0,0.02830330161562597,0.03811166388896008,0.15004293826639198,0.0,0.0,0.4699409227180904,0.030647383952538708,0.0,0.03237483166096696,0.0,0.0,0.031940074559814916,0.0,0.06852518470775792,0.024204656137771903,0.0,0.03711507596408339,0.18580020451986815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047057786086004,0.0939675601016316,0.017701470163387623,0.0,0.057766209541729625,0.0,0.02709780128275192,0.0,0.0,0.03354760403679026,0.029960934349173414,0.03606704834248768,0.030350800050511613,0.03345056011600467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083911679320354,0.0,0.0,0.033651565330575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724350408477997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896127980281776,0.0828528266508056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786242907376562,0.13242070612704596,0.06791550239723701,0.0,0.05996739365843524,0.05690316173687456,0.03790427118319608,0.0,0.0,0.122316019413408,0.032059104809559494,0.1130794471257667,0.034350105528025754,0.06807621393102589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02490649819168336,0.0,0.026131183877255482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639254548427763,0.06501963569879449,0.0,0.0,0.07216450622237569,0.06887610652161151,0.025768094271619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337983353777522,0.0,0.14093328294122467,0.029583659310327737,0.0707970517708908,0.0,0.2562286370307572,0.03819583615206533,0.0973461505241582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021705092638041185,0.0,0.10036046128325693,0.2546292631419678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083080353134513,0.033920879832867935,0.0,0.0,0.2467525612719204,0.03534536412193881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390555665776926,0.0,0.25836602430309685,0.0521666338624597,0.033509262508740256,0.0,0.07194362571384806,0.0,0.10822992302191103,0.028326106780669973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03844785731347432,0.031932524606789976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04501817894190206,0.08683853288978477,0.0,0.0,0.07902533983830293,0.0,0.06423061989224292,0.0,0.0,0.0920121393391171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029262381851991214,0.0,0.027955446031014942,0.05995183084305709,0.10757292292629124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030572412181207095,0.0,0.03896157927959214,0.0,0.1469703792743141,0.09866334275416692,0.034407889634454965,0.0,0.1925452233563004,0.037043651139984216,0.0,0.06545492978330104 lonely,Lance1234567,2019/03/23,"Lonely in school Im a 15 yr old from the Philippines. I feel lonely and left out in high school. When it’s free time, I don’t have anyone to talk to. When we do groupings, i am always the one picked last. The other day, even the kid who never speaks got picked first( and that hurt a lot ). I always try my best to be cheerful, friendly and make small talk to the people around me but I still feel lonely. I feel like I don’t have close friendships in my section. My close friends are all in different sections. I do go to them during break time but I feel like we weren’t as close as before. They all got new friends while Im struggling here in my section. Right now, I only have 2 people I still consider close and one of them went on a trip to China ( soo I’m extra lonely right now). When I try to make friendships, I feel like I’m always the one who goes to a person. People never approach me first, it gets tiring sometimes. I don’t know why I’m being left out( especially in groupings and it hurts) I don’t know if it’s my attitude or something. I asked one close friend and she said my attitude is fine. There are times that I’m happy and I don’t care at all about my nonexistent social life and there are days when I feel so alone and lonely. Today is one of those days. I was stopping myself from crying during the last subject and on the car ride home. I remember before I went on a trip to Singapore (feb this yr) I was feeling soo lonely and when I got back it was even worse. My only closeish friend got close with the person I don’t like. So we kinda drifted apart. She was my only closeish friend in the section. To make things worse, THE TRIP WAS MY BIRTHDAY GIFT... and after the trip that happens with my only closeish friend...... Whenever I’m feeling left out, I always think about my blessings. I am thankful that I get nice things and I get to go abroad a lot. I also always think that after high school, I’m leaving everyone behind and I’m going to move to au. Another way for me to cope with feeling left out is trying to be better than everyone. I go to the gym so that I look better than almost everyone and I wear nice things. Can anyone give me advice when I am having one of those days when i feel left out and lonely? How to feel less lonely and left out and how can I make friends? How can I make people like me and be the first to approach?",1.4981333043855862,3.4766719857142903,2.924937038645244,92.66124837168913,80.16326530612244,5.231437255753365,19.81328701693443,6.13356869307363,-0.030238818931828337,1843,46,394,13,47,600,185,490,0.08800000000000001,0.725,0.187,0.9951,2,17,1,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,3,6,27,36,0,1,20,0,34,3,1,10,5,78,81,40,0,1,4,0,11,5,8,0,2,2,1,3,20,38,0,1,16,1,1,16,9,11,0,9,13,14,62,26,54,64,12,91,1,10,1,0,30,40,0,6,38,261,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390914313957457,0.0,0.0,0.055242385433927364,0.057136999001701674,0.0,0.044117512166167286,0.22951932529119656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784804186932141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714894141905122,0.0,0.0,0.049110862857192426,0.05157426170096169,0.0,0.0,0.04242048139348995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388713368848826,0.0,0.057894995749752626,0.09758252336419684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056247047959185184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059902139500103,0.1423141600631801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763840328125111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287536293149538,0.0,0.0,0.15814502638975791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306838374306791,0.11823523976120112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077660471987932,0.0,0.0,0.3409788256635461,0.0,0.08646838678397119,0.05292179169835096,0.12541208043033075,0.0,0.17649028701645966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048784529115399836,0.058726939202387286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657520290555028,0.05533760387353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811611997264305,0.0,0.11918095603852635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060637343673231224,0.08993791909009481,0.0,0.058414525975588764,0.35963857229170004,0.0,0.038966509479823636,0.13476052094723193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632689218164268,0.0,0.0,0.09380304647133736,0.0,0.0,0.1841240168403652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058634431279437016,0.0,0.0,0.08509731277556147,0.053281214722616016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788911913068321,0.0,0.22429797314058986,0.16782979203409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529850786104237,0.09634044600512066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249413988716486,0.09422566301691376,0.05247702368148327,0.0,0.0,0.1674976783999254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056236423811121504,0.0,0.04247071601399807,0.05456216997245666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811383799460129,0.04612258632734008,0.0,0.05767315679838566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868325911640759,0.0,0.05079091681651527,0.0,0.0,0.10995271220775987,0.07069834483011023,0.0,0.0,0.09650601881936344,0.06340704413546018,0.05229243704009775,0.0,0.0,0.11236554336672144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043789475399580634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228184131345132,0.04978018091158929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244100105974944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dontknowlife,2019/03/23,"Need support for this day Today I’ll have pretty boring day. But on top of that I’m pretty anxious and not feeling the best. So i guess I’m looking just for some random chat and love to have a company in this boring day. We can chat about anything, I’m the person who loves to talk/ chat , so I answer really fast and I’m really into the conversation. ",1.6564774951076338,3.673275000000004,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,79.82191780821918,6.36320939334638,20.01761252446184,7.447530270364453,0.7089311154598819,277,7,55,4,7,96,48,73,0.135,0.642,0.223,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,4,9,14,2,9,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,3,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400018872845092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748237746531904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294746304219215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41102750587733705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741835476103292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23403163836577864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839992815908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834790266481207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575249522686806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854983988429322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43226499340461777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219485519754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107957355029436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707548932189093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013726061018524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_XIMO_,2019/03/23,"I need some help So over these past 7-8 months Iv realised I've been getting neglected by everyone I know in person and online. Like in person I'd try to engage in conversation or ask a question and I'm either just given the silent treatment or some half assed answer like ""I dunno"" or ""mhmm"" It's the same online aswell... I'd ask on my social media if anyone could pop up to talk or something and I've never gotten a response. Am I just over thinking all these factors or do I actually need to do something? As a young guy I feel shallow being alone.",2.35141592920354,4.2156772831858405,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,77.05309734513273,5.935929203539826,23.689380530973448,6.742157984588678,0.9043599999999996,435,14,83,4,10,149,77,113,0.05,0.856,0.094,0.5719,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,27,17,11,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,3,12,12,5,11,0,1,0,1,10,7,1,10,6,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1977600554475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098873491246037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416996612101709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789063220191538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618018981527911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936435873201194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024674253718398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058778071550924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065829097456855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583400702307968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137276671770087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801199924709206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175565886432208,0.0,0.0,0.3005292033508044,0.15629845553804753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934551805191493,0.0,0.3538974951221112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701769396740734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657917153843697,0.0,0.3120242979277378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288477250195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298518336905219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758805702229518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,waterbottle30,2019/03/23,"Why do you think you're lonely? For me, it's because I try to be outgoing, try to be funny, but then make a complete ass of myself trying to make a good first impression. Because in all honesty, everyday I try to be the person that I would love to have in a friend. Someone who likes edgy dark humour, but at the same time knows when to be serious and is willing to talk about their feelings. But in the end, I just end up looking like a complete fool. Not many people like downers, so that's why I try to act more happy than I actually am. I don't want to disappoint people. I don't want to bring down people's moods just because I wasn't feeling good that day. That's why I only want friends now, not a relationship. I don't think I'm cut out for a relationship. As much as I'd like to hold a woman in my arms, deep down I know it's just not a realistic goal. I don't think women like me. I guess you could say my personality isn't good enough. But even finding friends is hard too. I've met some people online. People who I adore. But the problem is, those who I adore don't live in my city. I wish my online friends lived in my area so I can hang out with them in a park and hug them, instead of writing this post. Yes, hug them. For long periods of time. I'm not gay or anything, nor there's anything wrong with being gay. But I'm just very affectionate with my friends, especially if he's a close friend who I care about deeply. It's just my way of showing him that I love him, no homo. Though I think my intentions are ultimately selfish in the end. The only reason why I want friends is because I can't get into a relationship. I want friends so they can fill the void of me not having a partner. It hurts a lot though. Just not being able to find a partner. The idea of being a family man fascinates me. Having a wife, kids, and having friends. Being able to provide for my family. I've already came up with my future children's name. Roy or Clyde if my kid is a boy. Amelia if my kid is a girl. But like I said my personality is very bad and not good enough for marriage/romantic relationships. So I've decided to drop the whole ""family man"" fantasy, because I think I can find peace in using all of that energy to find friends instead. Homies for life kinda thing. I seem to only get along with people who live overseas though. I think my city is cursed. I hope that one day, I will meet my new best friend who lives in my area soon. He will be the reason why I won't feel lonely anymore.",2.2246654740608243,3.734152353846156,3.898971377459748,88.64788908765652,76.42307692307692,6.837209302325583,23.823792486583184,7.5712925761633665,0.944472719141324,1944,61,428,26,43,651,225,520,0.078,0.63,0.292,0.9993,0,4,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,5,3,23,46,1,0,28,1,41,10,2,6,2,84,77,28,0,13,25,1,4,6,13,5,1,2,0,15,20,15,0,1,20,2,0,5,18,11,0,2,4,7,62,34,58,58,11,47,0,4,1,8,57,22,2,11,23,269,82,1,0.11144038851013956,0.0,0.054374871858295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061488619930873276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055259460238193406,0.0,0.0,0.0917059444073682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046524034768914375,0.16983256620872772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474906207895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372905819867787,0.05681045159932315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684312711076365,0.0,0.0,0.04448804111920146,0.0,0.0,0.07186983135572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805466044037896,0.11514771122457138,0.0,0.036802662795805866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758412052015255,0.0,0.08452141325962212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370899237080944,0.04739556876868793,0.0,0.0,0.4735421224770376,0.0,0.058223003464133075,0.0,0.0,0.186941821257768,0.0,0.0,0.0613820759222056,0.0,0.0,0.05931518289732385,0.049914349491013296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534272539882214,0.0,0.0,0.05964962038252085,0.06290131702861877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124472310723431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03935682104426935,0.16333243426380584,0.0,0.19680780947403345,0.04931061850347921,0.046790929684737165,0.0,0.0,0.04737131658265757,0.10057930155365873,0.0,0.07438732467931677,0.05649153134433318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040960754025198026,0.0,0.0,0.05381491082605378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037757445677196966,0.12713315573728906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317762012183126,0.1459581731863319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053364543612041335,0.0,0.0,0.05331670072549582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457927975892032,0.0,0.2392905437174677,0.0,0.0,0.053002664532665486,0.04431093491646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072557214567434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721153977345585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044785781498779736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037018021162792986,0.2142195035748904,0.16423442384618234,0.0,0.0649817867201273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915177164790611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048124357587573816,0.0,0.09194999150249544,0.1643260711604657,0.044228096638116686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513940429669761,0.06220960700293104,0.06407547351789174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03958202730832787,0.06092128531528373,0.0,0.0 lonely,Imgonnabeokay04,2019/03/23,I dont have any friends My friends all left me after they told me to start telling them my problems and how I feel.. So I did and they got tired of that and just left me.,-0.4428947368421064,1.3547581315789508,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,86.10526315789473,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-1.0192315789473685,131,4,36,0,4,40,28,38,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,11,2,3,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011054531220388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31040819612052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391869288024266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092527752554708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118288126148669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5755316663740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534305542636903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746579782315054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149502499094496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044119673142208,0.0,0.2530803912018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Person37125672823745,2019/03/23,I got too attached and lost my only friend :( I'm just sad and I would do anything to relive my time spent with her in person.,-1.1338888888888867,0.9398044074074079,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,97.51851851851852,2.7,14.157407407407408,3.1291,-1.4501037037037037,97,2,22,0,4,32,23,27,0.255,0.6459999999999999,0.098,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577594853519294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358842164181326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770664509489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474577371160571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33064445030737355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796040431875166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535042927094453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30883157707006026,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thethrowawayaccunt,2019/03/23,"Sitting in my car alone Does anyone else do this? I tell my parents I’m going to go hang out with my friends but usually I end up smoking a blunt by myself then looking at reddit for 2 hours to make it seem like I’m busy. I’m so tired of being alone, it’s driving me insane.",1.193606557377045,2.4016831147541,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,78.50819672131148,5.5357377049180325,23.67540983606557,5.6839178017228535,0.3436924590163937,214,7,49,1,5,74,50,61,0.195,0.7240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8106,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,10,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925569082354759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662681131444967,0.2436436864634246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809140146984126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986428129269013,0.0,0.21061112743538368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371576110603655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702827750469657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341749920575913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617205437757375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968349038132507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872649605570982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640373626543309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164748459986679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783871132907555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733043226402429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26189180085655195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tlouellie13,2019/03/23,"people only want sex at first i admit, i thought i was being paranoid. maybe a little full of myself for thinking boys only care about me to get in my pants. two boys are talking to me right now, one could genuinely be charged with harassment for how many messages he sends in a day, and the other just wants me for sex. he has clearly stated this. that’s why i was so excited when this guy! messaged me. guy! and i had dated about a month ago, and he was really sweet. you can imagine how disappointed i was when the third message in he just says he misses the sex. all of my friends have left me, no exaggeration. they ‘forget’ to add me back into group chats, leave me out constantly, i’m always the butt of the joke, etc etc. i honestly don’t know what to do. nobody cares about me unless they want sex. is it something i did? am i too easy? i really don’t know:(. it’s incredibly lonely. should i get a job to make more friends, or are forced work friends worse? 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Depressed. Trying to stay positive. I suffer from clinical depression and loneliness right now is my single greatest trigger. Been going through a divorce process for over a year, running out of money so I am feeling a bit trapped, and concerned for my two young, impressionable children. I met someone a few months ago with whom I developed a strong connection, but that's ended recently and was outside of my control. Although though we had a connection, it was limited due to extenuating circumstances and the feeling of loneliness permeated. I have been lonely for a long, long time. Just needed to get that off my chest and out into cyberspace.",6.1673684210526325,8.939969947368422,6.4524912280701745,69.1061052631579,68.82456140350878,9.472280701754386,38.59298245614035,9.888512548439397,4.754325614035089,530,31,76,14,10,170,82,114,0.183,0.7190000000000001,0.098,-0.8805,0,5,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,8,2,1,2,0,18,14,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,6,2,10,1,17,8,4,20,0,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,11,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001291379367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647947812222026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532172857065109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38890618360069296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999628649809652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830951619304415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795412463736403,0.0,0.1283087904982102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39959400888605456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020534859144471,0.0,0.0,0.16740363283725002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291802600956295,0.0,0.0,0.19280408735916624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129194701165173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406379608293233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181527972910808,0.0,0.13164676011031046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328121409662182,0.0,0.22054190028192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453867743663135 lonely,Justspeakingmymindd,2019/03/24,"How do people manage to find their way through life. I am so lost. I'm an 18 year old guy. I've managed to accomplish some good things in my life thus far, but nothing really that I'm proud of. I'm lonely, I lost all of my friends, I've never managed to land a girlfriend and my siblings moved out. There's just me, struggling by myself and trying continuously to distract myself hoping for things to get better somehow, at times I get these motivation sparks and I feel on top of the world and days later I feel like everything is in vain. There's no in between. I don't know what I should do to lead a ''happy life'', I feel like every teenager my age is way ahead of me in life, and I'm just not doing much. I'm not happy with where I am and I'm trying to change it, I'm working on it, but sometimes I just feel like giving up and dropping it all, and I don't though cause I still have some hope that things will change if I keep working hard. But again it'd feel so nice if I had someone so we can help each other through whatever instead of dealing with everything by myself. I want to learn to love myself somehow, but I just can't get to, why am I like this, why can't I be like the average teenager and have my shit figured out. I keep trying to justify where I'm at, but it's all my fault and I'm acting on it, but I feel like I'm a bit late. I don't know this is just a rant, honestly how do people manage to navigate through life. 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I have family, I’m close to them it’s not like I don’t have people I just. I feel like I only hang around people way older than me. It’d be nice to have a friend my age, so I could act my age and not be expected to be a adult. To go do stupid teenager shit, but I can’t. Because I have no friends. No one likes me, and I’m too scared to try to talk to people. I feel like a ghost, and it scares me. My childhood is just gonna fly by and I’m not gonna be able to experience any of the ‘normal’ teenager things. Sometimes I get sudden urges to do something crazy because I feel so pent up all the time. All I wanna do is smoke weed and sleep. At least I have my dog I guess.",-1.2417440225035143,0.5520440379746852,1.3510548523206758,101.01036568213785,89.63291139240508,4.2706047819971875,15.106891701828413,5.46131890053228,-1.0958365682137834,530,10,139,3,18,181,86,158,0.183,0.722,0.096,-0.9149,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,12,2,2,6,0,18,2,2,0,2,26,30,8,1,5,7,0,3,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,0,3,22,8,16,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,10,86,26,0,0.15873454965200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794493700300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130740286910878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352621629408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673662154926724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552728483316856,0.14964080639876892,0.0,0.2407828732308594,0.2267999879761137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36791375790919706,0.0,0.0829322506662433,0.0,0.09021250260636804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486400233305202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101987318726594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555261561229088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756263892663433,0.12072477786310512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301396505549192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806746689194788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178419513354767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629387341410138,0.0,0.0,0.15884918584539273,0.0,0.0,0.12220161139055633,0.15699252843776024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758481825240914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545618149473317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255939241151956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777033960421943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362575005512276,0.12599609702864853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,clemei,2019/03/24,I don't know what to do I'm a teenager with no friends at all. I dont know what happened. I used to have friends but we stopped talking randomly and now its been 2 years almost. I feel like everyone my age is having so much fun with their friends doing dumb stuff but I am so far from that. It doesn't help that I've developed really bad social anxiety. I think nobody likes me at all even though I never did anything wrong. Every day that passes where I could've had friends like everyone else makes me really sad knowing I'll never get it back. I dont know what to do.,1.2717500000000008,3.3389080083333336,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.41666666666666,6.333333333333332,22.5,7.492282038375204,0.8492499999999996,451,15,99,7,12,148,80,120,0.17,0.614,0.21600000000000005,0.7545,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,7,12,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,2,4,21,25,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,1,14,8,8,22,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,2,11,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632406372438206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178597672836828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024923294322905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123618608045815,0.12200909178874515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166697067306138,0.0,0.0,0.09423917007925553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425171266468931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206950798987228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965148333635916,0.0,0.12311744270660455,0.27925927694084485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388568739956639,0.10439243117031356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515862867175847,0.0,0.07634479478355874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292187238290707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794516593656824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32122807406031856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141693219768532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754022807564128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741941068567418,0.0,0.2254027323320041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872240924526987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895703718681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216786454609163,0.0,0.0,0.16727928974760745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745052966399908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363162934466657,0.14356803598720574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262059318659928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976582273743814,0.0,0.09410034186904387 lonely,thehumanvin,2019/03/24,I feel like my ex just keeps me around as a statement to herself Maybe she really doesn't want to be friends. Maybe she just wants to prove to herself that she's over me so she keeps me around.,1.271341463414636,3.254515097560976,1.6465243902439042,101.51417682926832,80.95121951219512,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.3748585365853661,153,4,37,1,4,46,28,41,0.037000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.136,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797809274384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625498721748636,0.19251346066243508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208196221385692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790446848744495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316521925305257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414490277433237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263300391313444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317887444546534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ClumsyClara,2019/03/24,"Im [18F] single after four years of one relationship after the other, wondering how to move forward TL;DR: Met my first bf at 14, spent all my teenage years in a relationship and now im struggling to understand how to be single since i was left with no self confidence and no clear understanding of myself I was one of those people who couldn't understand why someone needed a second person to feel confident, or people who valued their self worth by external validation, but after a few years i soon became that person. I met my first love interest when i was 14 years old, we went to swimming class together, we got on really well so i decided to tell him how i felt. We were at comic con when i told him i liked him, and he asked me on a date. We went to the cinema and held hands during the movie, after it was over we kissed for the first time, it felt unlike anything i had felt before. Our relationship didn't last long, after four months he broke up with me. He was a very meticulous, organized, controlling jealous person. I was quite laid back, a bit careless and at the time i liked the jealousy bc i thought that meant he cared. I started feeling like his toxic behaviour was normal, and unintentionally i recreated those attitudes. Suddently, i had lost myself in him. When he needed something, there i was, when he got mad, i took the blame, and when he wanted me back after breaking up, there i was. I wanted to please him even if it meant hurting myself. When we broke up for good, i was devastated. I did everything i could to get up again, did every activity, joined every club, hung out with every friend. The feeling of dopamine withdrawal was always present, that craving for love and attention and care was always my only thought. I only felt happiness again when i met a guy again. Suddenly i felt good again, hopeful, positive, like life was worth living. Things didn't really work out, but i met a friend of the guy who i ended up dating after only a week of texting and two dates. Yeah, i was that desperate. Of course, none of those relationships worked, but it was mostly my fault. I was too busy playing the victim to realize my first relationship had made me become a toxic person too. I was going after the nice happy chemicals, and tried to avoid or brush off every issue that came up. I ended up doing some seriously fucked up shit, like lying and cheating, because i felt hurt or annoyed with the other person. Also, the guys i dated weren't the best either, they would snap at me easily, made me feel like i was awful and needed to be different, or put me in the life saver position, asking me to solve all of their issues. But they were nice enough, they told me i was beautiful and gave me affection, so everything was good right? Right...? After breaking up with my last bf after cheating on him several times and lying about everything (the regret keeps me up at night, but he is way more mature than i am and forgave me for all of this, he is doing great now and I'm really glad he's found happiness) i downloaded tinder to quench my desire to have as much sex as humanly possible. After some awful experiences, i stumbled upon a guy who i ended up dating for six months. Out of pure fucking luck, i had met ""the one"". He wasnt toxic, he made me feel loved, validated and cared for me in a way that no one ever had. I returned the favor by working on my issues and making an actual effort to be a kind, supportive and honest girlfriend. I actually did learn from my mistakes this time, and i also begun trying to be happier, returning to the things i stopped doing because i was trying to fit in and be more like whoever i was dating at the time. He gave me the love and strength i needed to push forward. Sadly, he soon realized that his feelings towards me were only platonic and eventhough he really did care about me, he wasn't into me, or any girl for that matter. This happened a few days ago. One of my exes once told me i was living in a circle i needed to get out of, or else i would never change. This vicious cycle of meeting someone, dating them without much time to really get to know them, breaking up less than a year after, feeling lonely, rinse, repeat. He was a bit of an ass, but he was right. Thing is, i don't have a fucking clue of what to do. I've never been this bored in years. I've got no one to talk to, nothing to do, nowhere to go and a lack of will to get out of my bed as a cherry on top. I've tried to do things that i liked and they have brought little to no joy, i feel this inner self hatred and suicidal thoughts growing and growing and i have no clue about who i am. Not. A. Single. Clue. The worst thing is, i know better. I know better than to go on and find someone else, i know better than to chase that high with drugs or parties. So there are two opposing forces, on one hand the youthful fuckup and on the other the nun who feels I'm cursed to live a life without any love pleasure or unpredictability. So there you have it, id love to hear advice or similar stories if you have them. 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Empty.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.54545454545455,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.113745454545455,94,3,16,2,2,30,20,22,0.313,0.687,0.0,-0.7751,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407990829173648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754437678682641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130262396088187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983638843894971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545402713731084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486140749035272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31662457823211043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,full-time-redditor,2019/03/24,"So lonely lonely lonely I just wanna type without worrying about grammar, vent, throw up words? AAAH I’m so lonely lonely lonely I want to scream I want to talk out loud, I’m so alone that I entertain myself I make weird arguments with twoo sides hahahahaha What is wrong with me I have so much to say I want to say but I don’t have anything to say my mind is so full exploding but it’s also empty I don’t know. This what isolation does yes yes hahaha that wasn’t laughed. My English is shit? I don’t know I don’t care I’m in a a see through glass every I can see people but I can’t “touch” no physical contact emotionally yes bye How do I connect with people how do I get to the other side when the bridge is broken that’s what this isolation feels like ok wtf thank you",-0.6310975609756078,1.5591174024390249,1.934253658536587,92.87903902439024,97.53658536585364,5.063024390243903,16.925853658536585,6.742157984588678,0.09427102439024404,610,17,133,10,25,208,93,164,0.246,0.545,0.209,-0.6246,0,15,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,11,16,1,0,4,4,15,1,1,3,0,21,30,12,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,10,1,0,1,9,20,6,16,29,2,8,0,6,2,0,7,6,1,0,3,81,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902054475399717,0.0,0.1468644012204085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112785187872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872428569368938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071287391981548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658091609429088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473258489586406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928586814898925,0.13119920592437448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959492593454479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018578730510246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897218462479088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258743594474025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543359496473646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500347893835135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546388141873427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381362485456824,0.0,0.0,0.2926896737463382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851352439996802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761047381082448,0.0,0.1690797422483292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249636167335185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770315191544589,0.0,0.0,0.1865049340870148,0.0,0.0,0.20079184709098966,0.0,0.0 lonely,ameliapound,2019/03/24,"isolation it’s so odd how in growing this year, i’ve discovered that yes, it is completely possible to be happy in most circumstances to be happy and thankful, but when night comes and i’m in bed alone too nervous to text people just to say “hi i’m lonely, will you give me some attention or keep me company?” which isn’t an odd or invalid request, it’s just kind of embarrassing for me. i have friends, i have an amazing family, but with recent circumstances of a breakup after two years my routines are changing. i don’t have my parter to call or text or send funny pictures to anymore. i don’t have someone who would be willing to go out for a simple dinner with me or comfort me when i’m anxious. yes i crave those things and miss them terribly, but the relationship couldn’t carry on the way it was due to a few factors. and that’s okay! it happens! life happens! however, i didn’t realize how cutting myself off from a person cold turkey would effect my mental health. i feel isolated a lot, and depressed. but i know it’s a phase, and i am focused on the light at the end of the tunnel. and i’m glad i am 17 and have so much experience in store for me and can’t wait to see how i grow in the future. I just wanted to thank reddit for being an amazing outlet for me to feel less alone in my situation and see how others are going through things as well. just remember, you are never alone. the future is not too far away and may bring amazing things for you:)",4.619890498057224,5.042920939597316,5.771808548216177,81.6168685976687,69.46979865771812,8.689791593076652,29.77817025785941,8.6894789155246,2.18743355704698,1152,42,233,18,19,385,163,298,0.128,0.7,0.172,0.9549,1,6,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,3,1,1,15,20,1,2,16,3,28,3,0,5,1,51,50,29,0,4,14,0,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,1,16,15,1,2,7,0,1,7,8,7,1,1,2,7,28,13,38,38,6,33,0,3,2,0,14,13,0,9,12,170,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881358993987135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112315617127116,0.1238862945401758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736571463329665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755648537671613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214796583140148,0.10760684266667776,0.1309754202976676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759273688097257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064134655134393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221949624418551,0.11776271842844208,0.0,0.1263258170685285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651227567599996,0.0,0.0,0.11983389384298987,0.14198893736042065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209312986422278,0.265957654578875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278328411764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103393803213074,0.0,0.13008413939308094,0.0686523336745353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823413589344796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620184948637662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588918746251793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182999645454504,0.0,0.09634539967576436,0.0,0.0,0.11722822106943638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866032549231238,0.1090746402273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082764551757646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334265450044116,0.1341164872579209,0.141509119111718,0.0,0.0,0.09934077370191413,0.0,0.0,0.1990888821071177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041443163178444,0.0,0.0,0.1058436455379462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300176595936405,0.0,0.0,0.2489723272703196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202792163688365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736805895847125,0.09915505839982876,0.0,0.0,0.1123173765290892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747805253542967,0.0,0.0,0.1608877577161797 lonely,forgotusernameoften,2019/03/24,"No one cares Not like no one cares about be but sometimes something I think is really cool will happen, like discovering a new song or an awesome moment in a show and I’m like I need to share this but then I realise I know no one who’d care. I put a lot of stuff on my sc story not because I think everyone should see it but I can’t think of a specific person who would but I still want to share it, although I try not to because I know it’s just as pointless,",0.969229922992298,2.5205904554455465,3.0401320132013225,93.25434543454348,80.08910891089107,6.073047304730473,22.113311331133108,6.937597516519254,0.4282862486248621,360,11,85,4,9,122,65,101,0.08,0.653,0.267,0.9622,0,2,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,20,20,9,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,3,11,9,9,15,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039954091796528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527853397143051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490226292346985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260699809095618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896847865086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529334475806831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671660866004374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796175280829,0.0,0.16667345941218373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508226991173941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068533535300907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348496704740102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055559857294513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751947704273518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285622707022876,0.17068052351450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378181623401607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975564337327601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317361785639313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716670956272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178886978167237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225919233305233,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,EducationalArm3,2019/03/24,"My girlfriend and my best friend ditched me at the same time I am absolutely lost at words.. I don't even know what to think or what to do I am completely hopeless.. My girlfriend, who is my first ever gf, broke up with me a month ago. I tried so hard to reconnect and be there for her and love her but she said that she just fell out of love.. We were together for 2 years . She even insults me now on regular basis because she doesn't want to talk to me at all and apparently me even trying to be nice to her makes her pissed off. My best friend (and only friend) for last 5 years started lying to me and not wanting to hang out anymore because he got into a popular group and a popular social circle. I just had a conversation with him after he AGAIN, for the 7327283th time lied to me and didn't want to go out with me. I called him out for his lying and he just admited it all. He said that he just doesn't want to hang out because I am nowhere near popular as those other kids and because hanging out with me could ruin his reputation in that popular group. I was always there for him for f sake. For the last 5 years I've always done my all for him and he just ditched me like I am nothing. It hurts so f much. I gave them everything I ever had and they just ditched me and got rid of me like I don't even matter at all. I have nobody else no other friends and nobody to talk to or hang out anymore. I just sit at home and cry while my now ex is going out with other guys after ditching our 2 year relationship like it was absolutely meaningless to her and while my ex best friend is hanging out with all the popular people... Wtf is even wrong with me.. I didn't deserve this at all I tried so hard for them I've done so much for them and gave all my love and efforts to them.. I deserve so much more but I have absolutely nobody.. 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When my girlfriend and I have a tough time I need someone else to be there for me but there isn't anyone and I end up feeling so isolated from the world because I've lost my only connection",5.161200000000001,6.059706720000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,68.46666666666667,8.133333333333333,31.0,8.238735603445708,2.1242,304,12,60,4,5,95,60,75,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.3077,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,8,7,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,2,10,1,12,6,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208513402882175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668588412290402,0.0,0.0,0.19948372136490986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660052136041792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288164845155681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614754446685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871947914695052,0.0,0.1984733577848204,0.2315403596887852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266088570864133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312800339049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727432884374697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446159381929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231331345196513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042722079742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535276219465333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279756479509511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058410702758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267866229131461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986702878163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066613404980607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160105527033037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gwhbdwuufsw,2019/03/24,"Ups and down of feeling alone Hey guys, I have a problem. I don't know if it's normal when you're lonely but i sometimes feel great when being alone (or atleast neutral), and then at least one every 2 weeks i have a point where i feel very sad, lonely and depressed. This feeling is getting stronger everytime it comes back. Im feeling really down again. Now i was wondering how to you get this pain away? Does it just go away or do i need to do something? Thanks in advance!",1.62125,3.901610291666668,2.5352500000000013,93.98475000000002,81.5,5.09,24.18333333333333,6.2581,0.5693908333333337,372,14,78,3,10,117,69,96,0.232,0.61,0.158,-0.8483,0,6,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,20,21,11,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,5,8,2,10,19,1,19,0,4,0,0,3,9,0,4,7,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601308336062771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266923727990439,0.13368678433533165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976407236997755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497444403478976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214511993364613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464836457244243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395414905967279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166822874365596,0.0,0.09880803563975983,0.0,0.0,0.1916800824328888,0.0,0.17214767326396085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877974771079125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554832029269117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891419251465086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034483617154925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781130944724807,0.0,0.18499815787608254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435288359217892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663595144009227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137848150108938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384509712805415,0.17195092583496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006594266714955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345182398176098,0.0,0.0,0.1394591454233945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854259161882994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maysonisafag,2019/03/24,"Lonely, but content I have a decent amount of friends, and plans almost every week. They are genuine friendships, and I feel wanted and loved, but when I eventually have to go home I still feel lonely, like something is missing. Regardless of that, I still feel OK. I'm OK with the lonely, and I think that is good progress. Ive struggled with depression for longer than I can really remember, and had severe self esteem issues my whole life. About two years ago now I started to work on my self, and I'm so proud of me for how far I've come. Despite several set backs, Ive kept trying, and things have gotten better. I hope that things continue getting better as well. 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I’ve been depressed for the last year and have had social anxiety for as long as I can remember. In (sixth form) college, I’m surrounded by people who are laughing and joking around with their friends. As for me? I’m left sat on my own. That’s made it really difficult to get into college because I have constant reminders of my loneliness. My boyfriend breaking up with me on Monday made this even harder, and nearly drove me to suicide. Now the Crisis Team has been coming to see me, and I started feeling better than I did on Monday. People were reaching out to me to support me and I felt so loved. However, today I’ve been feeling really bad. People are basically not talking to me as much today, and I feel incredibly lonely. I want to hang out with them in person, but they’re all either at university or too busy for me. I wish I had someone I could be myself with and joke around with like I could with my ex. He really kept me going. Now, I have no-one who I feel close enough to and click with well enough.",3.6032117224880373,5.0315461961722505,4.974231459330143,82.66555771531105,72.68421052631578,7.713038277511963,26.459629186602868,8.278499904357787,1.7468968899521538,821,28,160,13,16,274,125,209,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.8383,1,2,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,2,2,9,13,0,0,2,0,18,1,0,3,1,41,39,16,1,4,4,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,22,0,1,6,3,0,4,1,4,1,0,13,7,30,9,39,23,7,32,0,2,2,1,12,16,0,1,12,120,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598575933605517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466670161401107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567842959904118,0.0844551193867111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122530884540058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934336431984452,0.0,0.14971681503844886,0.0,0.22123217636512324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193277200366306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863059163407362,0.0,0.09150698683869164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020798000943503,0.0,0.13302393967541432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703872906127837,0.0,0.07238350715629056,0.0,0.07873773201060429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293182836307755,0.0,0.0,0.15052843090614926,0.0,0.0,0.0676855865721617,0.0,0.0,0.1226070554579504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250413438095616,0.2621873122388071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184576046257818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814683752751624,0.12097125242328265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662644481716205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569433126947394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040160830170878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122813215700267,0.1173878578475124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980621364335164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515446187250722,0.1572180575571646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135639670715354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626469717887769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817168242111454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456766925205134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931873039775968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921777559816269 lonely,BetteringMys3lf,2019/03/24,"I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to start so here it goes. I play college football. Came to the current school I’m at basically due to tons of pressure from family and friends. Been here for one quarter and I absolutely hate it. I should be on top of the world, I go to a top academic and football school in the country and I fucking hate every minute of it. It should be great, I have tons of support from family back home but it seems like nobody here likes me. I seem to fuck up every conversation there with my teammates and I know a few already don’t like me (including my roommate). All I do is sit in my dorm and watch Netflix and play video games with my friends back home because I can’t connect with anybody here. I only have three years left to play and if I transfer I have to sit out a year, so leaving now I would have two years left to play, but if I stick it out for a year and see how it truly goes, then I only have one year to play football elsewhere. I’m just lost ):",1.433601503759398,3.1657031571428567,2.9367167919799506,93.69372180451128,79.33333333333333,5.754385964912281,23.90977443609023,6.5966054737557815,0.5294285714285709,773,27,177,7,19,253,103,210,0.081,0.731,0.188,0.9664,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,13,18,4,1,7,0,18,2,0,2,1,31,35,18,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,8,15,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,6,0,5,3,2,24,12,28,27,4,28,0,1,2,2,4,12,2,4,15,121,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372571239486335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912820619392288,0.0,0.07582128080556119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225831137760872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959209942742368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345099866922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921923405510592,0.2299757861415236,0.0,0.0,0.07068838138080262,0.0,0.0,0.13713008949514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456002534672249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495278371199605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506903294088968,0.0,0.0,0.13170113361240665,0.2702798483226469,0.0,0.0,0.18229828706338347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577615630258436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856707491971895,0.18919415586853375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517596865311109,0.09911526270065957,0.2264629178924977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803725383270039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114567093516334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150180745248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835643464603933,0.0,0.0,0.4004852556954789 lonely,ExpertMistake8,2019/03/24,"Sex for Comfort? I don't really know what's been wrong lately, but I have an intense desire for someone to just let me hug them for a few minutes and maybe let me cry for a little. The problem is I don't really have anyone to do that with. I find it easy to get people interested in having loose relationships with me. Has anyone ever thought about having sex with someone just for a hug? Lately I've just been thinking about doing it so I can have an hug. I tried asking for hugs, but there usually those short and friendly hugs and I just want something longer. Do you think it's a good idea to sell myself short like that?",2.6635146743020752,4.507749653543312,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,76.08661417322834,6.192984967788117,21.781675017895488,6.980632752743323,0.5700456692913383,494,13,100,5,11,161,75,127,0.08,0.604,0.316,0.9893,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,0,7,0,17,7,0,0,1,22,24,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,13,10,16,19,1,8,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,5,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415816153552401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149791848466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975774920919372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626225353302484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789035865798307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346621157492433,0.0,0.09025473831182974,0.0,0.0,0.1448944931838714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950137083321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493887515488736,0.0,0.3897390200109193,0.0,0.0,0.3532971321345237,0.0,0.08439691780011031,0.17314087021024022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355058130462744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976308986278593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529840734149487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133613061498705,0.0,0.0,0.1854688363596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927410070953642,0.1329913799364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138243289987916,0.0,0.13714419346475393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728590169222347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025970495086714,0.0,0.1018924182400543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887499224042714,0.0,0.0 lonely,_pareidolia,2019/03/24,Not sure what to do So I'm 18 with no friends irl my father is dead and the only person I talk to is my mother I don't go to school or college because when my dad died just before the exams I couldn't cope and basically refused to go outside. I spend most of my time gaming or watching TV shows as it gives me a feeling that I'm not lonely it's almost like I think that TV show is real and I'm part of something... I have GAD and EUPD which I got diagnosed with when I turned 18 getting help from people was extremely hard until I turned 18 since I went onto adult services instead :/ I really want someone to talk to I find it easier talking to females not sure why aha if anyone wants to talk to me they can msg me I don't mind if you are male or female or whatever age you are I just don't wanna be lonely ,0.7131751336898375,2.522160624999998,3.1976470588235317,90.57676470588235,81.95454545454545,5.504812834224597,20.58021390374332,6.522977012572876,0.2595913101604275,634,18,139,6,17,220,109,176,0.115,0.782,0.103,-0.4934,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,0,2,31,29,15,2,6,11,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,3,5,1,3,8,2,0,0,3,3,24,4,18,24,2,9,0,2,1,0,18,1,0,8,6,88,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541927224262808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766918568294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938672107003964,0.0,0.13102903350854622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629050788662627,0.15981107004330725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785893173344073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073857664123868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896764822380455,0.0,0.080450278998034,0.14771547378969055,0.17502529945801454,0.0,0.12315506301502994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793940894963025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321222224049503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522879918098528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547993337615326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711176271037575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667496548719866,0.0,0.10675310984603324,0.13445288009022507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526749130378955,0.09864608658439314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558400180688337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737714724457885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047013450761202,0.11854439800439727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29025617533636544,0.0,0.0,0.4950659914260701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866672279589564,0.0,0.0,0.08978930251589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349807256669319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164749305183714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427447008579756,0.13894659974108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thatcoolguy_2142,2019/03/24,Miss having companionship So to start off I have friends. So I'm not strictly alone. Although I do feel lonely a lot of the time especially at night when I'm just lying there for hours thinking. I go to uni and me and my friends sometimes go out. However there are days when I guess I want someone who I can talk to about things that I can't always tell friends. Just things that upset me or things that I like. I just miss being able to go home and talk to someone and see how their day is. I guess I miss companionship ever since I broke up with my gf a few years ago. Don't get me wrong sometimes I like being alone but a lot of the time I miss having someone I can care for who cares for me. I dunno I guess this is pretty common so I cant complain about it too much but I just miss being so close to someone that I can tell them what's on my mind without being worried about pushing them away. Does anyone here get what I mean? ,1.8413257688862323,3.4641062588832523,3.0654523738429416,93.72471782621679,77.78172588832487,5.447476858763808,21.74051955807704,5.900188976854957,0.03336512391758717,731,20,165,4,17,236,104,197,0.08,0.747,0.173,0.9583,1,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,20,17,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,1,1,29,40,15,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,10,0,0,0,2,31,7,22,36,4,24,0,7,1,0,16,7,0,7,15,117,44,0,0.11243781886671872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966934231556034,0.0,0.0,0.2329033417479228,0.0,0.0,0.09355727250298213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786191372611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056390320519466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292756998448546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502618284072052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839509299535593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170644435156073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685193959746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606075398270734,0.0,0.11748823931605175,0.0,0.19170301077752652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715888015004275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278429994270515,0.0,0.11072860270986674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098628776893463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911812255720633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247774702195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353014463621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265473412828946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551527625967837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438968391299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959838426329222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930097256669101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38107279620502943,0.0,0.22240775577353755,0.0,0.07958406690814122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074651947237486,0.1965512191739762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224096072202464,0.07204561428965345,0.0,0.0,0.1311267927643421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663187387310261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083860450345938,0.0,0.0,0.114186062920762,0.0,0.0,0.12293310414624617,0.0,0.07240626893147017 lonely,tinylittlelegs,2019/03/24,"I can't stop checking my phone I keep hoping someone will have replied to a message or reach out and make contact. Sometimes I even hear it buzzing, get up and check it, only to realize it's all in my head. I don't know why I don't matter to anyone anymore. I can't pinpoint what I did or when they all disappeared. Even the friends I had online when gaming have all gone. I can't stand the silence.",2.1764285714285734,3.7130323571428576,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,76.61904761904762,5.752380952380952,27.47619047619048,6.18269132825596,0.9522333333333336,314,13,68,2,7,102,56,84,0.04,0.8390000000000001,0.12,0.7108,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,1,3,15,17,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,12,2,6,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27803795242779905,0.19603152851306813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37034516672908896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166024547969681,0.0,0.14647450950104912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877262777210751,0.0,0.31598174031800685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784569010507135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491934147762989,0.0,0.0,0.15407640009821824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871398974154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322347434276445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375448437786697,0.0,0.2772793866501259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23439028275485066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529778056383321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway311731337,2019/03/24,"Sad life yo I feel disgusting, I feel fat, I feel undesirable and unwanted. I'm trying to work on this but when will it get better",-0.2616666666666667,2.0286657037037052,2.7758333333333347,87.18375000000002,95.66666666666666,7.144444444444447,17.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.1802666666666672,102,3,22,3,4,36,22,27,0.259,0.61,0.131,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40176081298328653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6890706755825594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373349118538819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208610720037766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084163741481751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307106067975352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goldiefoxy,2019/03/24,"Letting my emotions seen by other people always ends up in disappointment. No matter how I feel (happy, sad, frustrated etc.) when I try to let my feelings show, I always find myself in this weird place where I did something wrong and people seem to drift away from me. I am a mental health professional so I am well aware of communicating feelings and its crucial role in relationships. I also think I deliver my feelings in a decent way, most of the time. Anyway I started thinking that whenever I reveal my ‘human and vulnurable’ side to people they lose interest in me all together. And I’m not just talking about romantic partners. Family, friends, co-workers too. Some people told me that they thought I have an ‘evil soul’ before getting to ‘know’ me, before I let my guard down to be exact. But then they slowly drift apart. Of course there may be other factors that could cause this state that I’m in. But I always end up really lonely, like having “nobody to talk to lonely”. This made me think and eventually I decided that I’m better off being a heartless cutthroat bitch. Better than constantly trying to open up and failing in every relationship I have, failing in life..",5.626857798165137,7.300223096330278,6.3411811926605495,73.86709288990828,68.03669724770643,8.385779816513761,29.680045871559628,8.841846274778883,2.6256229357798166,937,35,152,16,16,307,139,218,0.166,0.746,0.08900000000000001,-0.9584,0,4,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,5,11,20,4,0,5,0,14,2,0,3,2,35,32,13,0,1,4,0,4,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,11,7,0,1,13,1,0,2,2,13,1,0,5,5,29,7,29,19,4,30,1,7,1,0,12,19,1,4,8,113,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926805888462554,0.2892998971401157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888646169697963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723493932663744,0.0,0.0,0.20499808992930654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905531799646805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524051070221207,0.0,0.0925321272183568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036543089352268,0.20529581029701036,0.0,0.12925272260664813,0.0,0.0,0.0976459030417446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925478338844397,0.0,0.2343984575827673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592524374737718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953960908871539,0.0,0.060549961608139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337158282894947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319016695164467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636924482112752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555291642379197,0.08185953528546375,0.0566200758899349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965601973976487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096619403638656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167941441121042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213859185191793,0.0,0.1210848231002681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424482338494078,0.0,0.0,0.2488541018707359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550577136968188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922105476106199,0.0,0.0,0.0820305457628765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630281428282425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227810649645524,0.0,0.09200708798666732,0.06757886843738466,0.0,0.0,0.11074192121036734,0.0,0.1573691747928846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199146021688114,0.0,0.0,0.10420284795735654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437239337684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671216761365986,0.0,0.0 lonely,cjh93,2019/03/24,Can’t sleep I have all these thoughts bouncing around in my head about how I’ve been alone all my life and doesn’t look like that’s going to change. I’m just plodding along in life always hoping tomorrow brings something different. These are not thoughts I want at 2am. 🙁,2.91,5.028847272727276,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,76.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,0.5242000000000004,220,7,47,2,5,65,45,55,0.064,0.831,0.105,0.4728,1,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,2,12,13,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,7,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716747279969581,0.0,0.0,0.218263476759338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335120944666048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774898899706079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405880265336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490771891844898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692064068437925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605336654908849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705555436541808,0.12815173534744884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202748840907333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250009085108983,0.0,0.0,0.20193955619887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164907165676493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471761951233176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Superfluous-Heart,2019/03/24,"So lonely I feel broken. Am I broken or is it my relationship? Backstory, I was in a relationship for 10+ years, he was good to me but I always felt like something was missing. The loneliness and lack of connection and emotion ebbed and flowed over the years. I spent a lot of time living on auto-pilot then suddenly falling off it and crashing hard. I’d sit in my car listening to music sometimes for hours, cry a little, feel too much and yet feel so empty all at once. I knew for a long time that I wouldn’t stay in that relationship. Then came the time to leave, I was so heart broken, and so unbelievably happy. I felt like I was escaping. I found a new love, or truthfully he found me. I was so madly in love, I don’t know if I ever felt so alive, so full with love. Not that I never wanted to not live before but now I wanted to live so much more simply to feel everything I was feeling. But Slowly over time the loneliness came creeping back. I feel like sometimes he’s distant or says something that is either not the nicest thing to say or is just weird to say and it throws me right off. Makes me feel disconnected. Makes me miss the rush and the passion and the intense love we used to have not so long ago. Am I feeling sad and lonely because he puts me in that place? Or am I looking for things to blame it on.. am I just broken and putting blame on every person I have a relationship with? Am I empty because there’s something wrong with me or is it the lack of passion in his eyes when looking at me? Our relationship is good, we’re in the stage where the honeymoon stage has subsided for him, not so much for me, I live for passion, I live to feel. He’s comfortable, he’s content. I need more. I stupidly thought he’d never lose that twinkle in his eyes, or the long kisses that felt like he kissed me with so much emotion it was as though it could be the last. I feel expected to be here, supper made, clean house, showered in case he’s on the mood, expected to be here. Am I being taken for granted? Or I am broken and looking for something that doesn’t exist? 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I want someone to hold me and touch my arm and kiss my cheek. I want someone to flirt with me or call me pretty. I hate being a teenager and having these stupid hormones that make me feel so lonely when I know I have so many caring people around me. i have dreams about my crush (or any guy, really) holding my hand, etc and then I wake up and my heart just **sinks**. how do I stop feeling this way? is there even anything I can do? 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Which is painless? Which is easier? Please don't try to change my mind, I just really need to know",0.8993478260869558,3.339923173913049,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,99.86956521739133,5.778260869565218,18.793478260869566,7.1686216300943375,0.9016173913043479,95,3,18,2,4,30,20,23,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699665154321622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415281635489755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485743733761587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941199881016714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876623510102366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460332799699617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016223140432465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Alexinatorre,2019/03/24,"Overwatch on console (Xbox 1) Making a group for quick play called r/lonely Let’s get some W’s this Saturday night ",3.16,5.145793043478268,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,75.08695652173913,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.0217130434782602,92,3,18,1,2,29,22,23,0.0,0.882,0.118,0.34,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317498106881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272073368554601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325080025627915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476084846040992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886939631244914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheMattAttack452,2019/03/24,"I’d just like someone to talk to. Hey, I’m Matt. I’m just looking for someone to talk to right now. Anyone up and wanna talk? Hopefully this is enough text to make a post.",-1.5434234234234232,0.3780244324324329,0.8474324324324343,99.97042792792796,101.97297297297294,3.547747747747748,16.977477477477482,5.46131890053228,-0.6585279279279281,132,4,31,1,6,44,26,37,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,6,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851315727201349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735755756003329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297384108218586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293520130005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233799326521214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673434365380886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25357404988867804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261099746031125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486732400025356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384301948482789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dancaa,2019/03/24,"why am i like this things were going really great buuut i had to be the one (like always lmao) to just go and ruin it !! i got jealous and people were misunderstood - and now i'm taking a break w/ one of the friends, so or central friend group isn't really hanging out anymore to make it even worse its spring break and literally every single one of my friends are gone, the only one in town is the girl i'm taking a break w/ i've been hiding in my room watching movies for the past week and i'm just SO LONELY my heart genuinely hurts (which might be a weird thing to say) and i just need to talk with someone - about anything, their day, their interests, school,,, anything im usually extroverted and this isolation isn't helping sorry if this is whiny but i needed to let this out somewhere",2.8143761301989163,4.79922830379747,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,76.08860759493672,7.0459312839059685,23.311030741410487,7.957251820313856,1.2093132007233272,624,19,125,10,14,204,100,158,0.124,0.792,0.084,-0.6684,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,8,12,1,0,8,0,14,1,1,1,0,20,26,12,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,0,4,6,2,10,7,15,16,1,19,0,3,1,0,10,6,0,3,8,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089486044502737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409095343484082,0.0,0.0,0.2391264212198573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370153525395407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596421587055984,0.0,0.12241505722564736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33675748892008056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651459625731887,0.0,0.11620355166001413,0.16018531040783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217211453472078,0.09738638839074368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555384478222464,0.0,0.1569406522708094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485712546723214,0.0,0.14196499011789038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698376070186022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541322052911869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546484832262489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39381538100013735,0.11050136661007297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869797232027622,0.1007274099104375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861559782900488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554229506010097,0.0,0.14704359810322368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310572252716892,0.0,0.0,0.16264287188868568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848350559923588,0.11678047394359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930515405190769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001897840128998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165447458876168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311037320408513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806530032025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cloudy404,2019/03/25,"A [20] y old that struggles so much in finding a relationship Hello, my name is Abraham I live in the middle-east best part of the world obviously.... I'm a white male 180cm tall with brown hair and dark eyes my face got v shape and my body is more to skinny but I'm not, so I don't look bad and I see some guys that are less attractive and making girls approaching them without even trying..... In the middle-east relationship between male and female if they are not married is not acceptable by all means even tho if its a friendship so if I approach a girl and she rejects me its gonna be a huge shame on me and I lose respect from people I know.. Even tho many guys are in relationships but its maybe because I'm too afriad to lose my dignity with the people I know because stuff like that sometimes girls post it on Facebook and ha you know the rest. I feel so lonely lately sometimes I cry because of loneliness, i'm surrounded by friends and people but I wish for a girl to love and beloved and I feel like I'm not asking for much it's just a basic human need to be loved but in my case I don't know if its a blessing or a curse.... What am I supposed to do to stop the inner fire that burns me every time I feel in need for love and beloved.... I feel like a loser.",2.7266853932584283,3.8066369775280933,4.112380149812733,89.35666011235955,74.3558052434457,6.83812734082397,24.96048689138577,7.1686216300943375,0.8933372284644192,991,31,220,10,20,328,141,267,0.13699999999999998,0.635,0.229,0.9855,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,4,11,21,0,2,17,1,12,8,5,1,2,49,38,27,0,7,15,0,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,14,1,1,11,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,11,27,13,26,34,9,21,1,5,5,3,23,14,0,6,7,139,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205195972446698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114591171164324,0.19963286712740605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455903738883327,0.0,0.0,0.1212546411334441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990959611990805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21630189238323708,0.0,0.0919738963595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207828364835405,0.15597105388323054,0.0,0.0,0.0997723108374058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433847678052027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730701646683732,0.0,0.0,0.2161755625484856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997085174847466,0.0,0.12313976287249792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999347119183674,0.0,0.09639225894519693,0.0,0.09166878941463484,0.2442492506180701,0.0,0.0,0.295569554047594,0.0,0.07286664367528757,0.11067337890922714,0.10966814371133404,0.1189096826998441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604936153352528,0.16188483735477016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454740909842627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821206946214832,0.0,0.2270380597688361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454725186142223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515981827366619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698817297200218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159284956823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126452162432397,0.0,0.11412007619029038,0.12496464936335408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365338071683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411399619295428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255311900859835,0.10522850507565644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BadNewsForSunshine,2019/03/25,"It's just getting really tough Dude life is so freaking hard. This is another day of sitting and being miserable and feeling so alone and not being able to turn to anyone. I just want some advice on what to do. I know cliche, but I'm at my minds end. I just hate this empty feeling and I just want some advice because this is killing me. (18m) <-just fyi",1.1337328767123296,3.4290616027397287,2.6783390410958923,92.11285102739728,83.65753424657535,5.293835616438357,22.823630136986303,6.6274283507984215,0.6245356164383562,279,10,58,3,8,91,51,73,0.271,0.635,0.094,-0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,18,15,7,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,6,0,6,13,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,37,11,0,0.2346933602358809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586792707672525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430715413902661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609645149836845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410305436935552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306689405477954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135780165487858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786865648907493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733602936343426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261759411202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023915229743076,0.2317111045164861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596534303867916,0.0,0.1289813330240239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577086104184535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369733902818139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035057623405426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552789820417116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768564491248245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cumsut-,2019/03/25,"Anyone wanna let me fall asleep on call Yo (17,F) anyone wanna let me fall asleep on call I’m really lonely atm. I snore so you can just leave once I’m passed out discord plz ",-0.9069369369369368,1.1725988918918944,1.1663513513513522,97.68394144144148,100.62162162162159,3.547747747747748,8.869369369369368,5.46131890053228,-1.6217711711711709,137,1,30,1,6,45,26,37,0.17600000000000002,0.79,0.034,-0.659,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882381260892125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5669641758983427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396056101363305,0.0,0.5677725779377076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565731179453625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785112592164776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wmyoungweezy,2019/03/25,"its been so long (19M) 20 in weeks. only ever had friends when I pretended to be someone else. Wentt of to college promised myself I would be unapologetically myself and change bad habits. Worked out and I lost a lot weight, dress better, found hobbies/interest however ik what ppl think of the real me and they hate it.moderately attractive (7.0 objectively. 8subjective) imo) expelled 9th grade trying to be cool and was forced into e-high school simultaneously on house arrest so socially underdeveloped and missed a lot. Sole 2 girls who'veve ever shown interest were 1 a obese whore and one damaged from losing her mom (she left ASAP when she felt better)my few friends were violent toxic addicts when I left home but ig im just no better and I can't find anyone else. it hurts so much and it only grows. I figure it will eventually plateau. going into junior year and haven't made 1 friend while new to a college town. recently been heavily into drugs trying not to have a self harm relapse.",4.1593719806763305,6.869357739130432,5.006449275362321,77.37574879227054,74.86956521739131,7.567149758454105,26.52657004830918,8.515128840125781,2.1967099033816417,800,30,137,16,18,259,133,184,0.19,0.722,0.08800000000000001,-0.9571,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,9,19,2,0,6,1,14,5,0,1,2,28,22,17,0,1,3,1,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,5,13,2,0,5,1,0,2,4,10,0,1,10,3,13,9,14,7,4,22,0,5,0,1,11,9,0,2,11,79,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657720614654675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760094287253904,0.1283674677933501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046062585641934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324084905385733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253303853261494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528876450431985,0.0,0.20931611453516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665169656642584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029154162228872,0.0,0.11450659660987865,0.0,0.0,0.13736658807083132,0.2903805231634871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120134308538115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369124577045093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323686041862134,0.12566928817071804,0.0,0.0,0.14456001910657787,0.13411828195862127,0.0,0.13532738012199585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27224117787922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087171039133008,0.0,0.14015988092310938,0.13676143800259805,0.21302263295025786,0.0,0.11854601532614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673019722083172,0.0,0.0,0.09209758456734501,0.0,0.0,0.12099931797490042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489515461955101,0.19056707394636904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259973636587014,0.0,0.0,0.1237020689556279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679331076491332,0.0,0.0,0.13069772539805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771046910093906,0.10615206873793387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027643092347328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011816994081275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004946449485888,0.15256121476317566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120767884616754,0.0,0.0,0.0889976074447536,0.0,0.0,0.08067828838178616 lonely,freakiie,2019/03/25,"THAT ONE You ever just have that one person who keeps you going. The only person who ever seems to care, and sticks with you when everyone else wants to leave. That person. Yeah. I fucking love you. 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It’s so.... boring and unchanging. ,2.668787878787878,3.925597090909093,3.003636363636364,80.05878787878791,123.54545454545452,8.73939393939394,21.84848484848485,7.793537801064563,3.2362484848484847,52,2,8,2,3,16,11,11,0.568,0.4320000000000001,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,josgay,2019/03/25,"I want to touch a girl I'm gay. I want to hold a girl's hands. Feel her soft lips. Caress her hips and thighs and breasts. I want her to press her soft lips on my cheek and I want to feel her breath on my breath. Fuck man, I just want to love and be loved. I know of I put myself out there, I could have a chance. But I'm so afraid of being hurt. 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I’m 16M and I have no friends. I dated a guy for a few years but ended it because I realised I only liked girls. Now I wish I just stayed in a shitty relationship so I had someone to hang out with. He’s the only person I’ve ever properly dated apart from online relationships. I really want a girlfriend, but girls will never like me. Everyone at my college has friends but I don’t. I walk around on my own all the time and people give me weird looks. I’m so quiet and it’s really hard to have proper conversations. I’m just a shitty person. I have nothing to do and no one to be with and it’s so fucking horrible I feel really sick when I’m out so mostly I’ll just sit in my house and play video games so I hardly help myself in the loneliness department. I want to go out and do stuff like a normal kid. Go out and see films and go to parties and date girls. I won’t get any of that though It’s fucking pathetic I wish I had the balls to kill myself",-0.22516129032258192,1.8441832211981608,2.6947391705069137,91.2026801843318,87.7557603686636,5.683981566820276,17.896589861751153,7.087006719466742,0.2046370138248852,777,20,175,12,25,274,117,217,0.204,0.634,0.162,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,3,0,10,0,13,4,0,0,3,34,34,20,2,5,6,0,4,4,3,2,2,1,0,7,6,17,0,0,2,5,0,7,5,5,0,1,2,7,25,7,23,29,4,30,0,0,2,2,17,11,2,1,14,110,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698505992217925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386947129974526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680180775970133,0.0779744283902079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275324518619935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329273468235057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570441031615065,0.0,0.12222611927392685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935306486020087,0.09138089794754264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976501548935302,0.2365065622402245,0.06682913524219546,0.12270557042440396,0.2907830663600621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665373816596168,0.0,0.0,0.2291694082539756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573722359528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759414572584972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151651189278286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034856190098894,0.24996684447530065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741449880494988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865420246188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253273417486946,0.12273573854052842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667699340229545,0.1945668287567993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867859881007803,0.2233769682134209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24583255932361034,0.0,0.0,0.2746608583688812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019299050572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838006247672197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633797782069967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642950196479854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125673632637907,0.0,0.07458695626504552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089251436733536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941867118258709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237162063152803 lonely,xN00b,2019/03/25,"Is it possible to make a friend with someone who is dating already? Long story short, I met someone I work that I seem to click with but she is a woman and I am a man. She has a boyfriend so I don't know how to approach her to hangout, but not in a romantic/sexual way. I just really want a friend... It sounds pathetic to just type out, which is why I have no idea if it's even possible to ask/explain to her. 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Then there was just me...alone.,2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,77.4375,5.516666666666668,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4775291666666664,127,4,26,1,3,39,27,32,0.08,0.833,0.087,0.0516,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917196176455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623519345216121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129225066132962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7116189872388827,0.0,0.23130979390421494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095757694025421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,winlessplayer,2019/03/25,"Whatever I'm not even ready and can't handle rejection Why would I even care about dating, I don't deal well with rejection and I'm not ready. I haven't improved myself enough, I'm still startled by the thought of others having sex, I'm still possessive and jealous, I'm insecure. So whatever, why would I even care about all of that, no reason at all. I'll be ready one day and it will just happen, for now let's not think about it. To another year alone, cheers.",2.7029736842105265,4.422428389473687,3.8223026315789497,88.80924342105264,75.63157894736842,7.697368421052633,23.453947368421048,8.472884824447931,1.3532368421052627,367,11,78,7,8,119,60,95,0.209,0.624,0.16699999999999998,-0.1012,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,2,1,0,9,1,0,1,2,16,19,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,1,0,5,4,10,13,3,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219666621420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471290787687546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980946070128387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259054956622443,0.20127083450652652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017220491912078,0.0,0.3868374877404665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263890862853756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963320141961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229111083893774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007262399054092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118176418281301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509380857651234,0.0,0.15498871577058604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553284141422498,0.0,0.3523246512671601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773678286737642,0.0,0.0,0.12572001827949675 lonely,Herondale36,2019/03/25,I don’t have any friends I’ve always had tons of anxiety which makes it hard to talk to anyone. Everyone at my school is used to me being quiet so they don’t talk to me. When a new person is in my classes everyone tells them that I don’t talk so it makes it even harder to talk. It’s been like this for as long as I can remember. I’ve never had any friends and it’s so lonely ,1.944392156862744,2.4480491058823546,4.0950000000000015,90.93583333333336,75.58823529411767,7.549019607843138,22.401960784313715,7.793537801064563,0.7024901960784313,294,7,72,4,6,102,53,85,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.105,0.5202,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,3,1,6,14,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,11,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,5,48,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155569633112026,0.0,0.0,0.2477239139349556,0.0,0.13933717644067906,0.0,0.0,0.1273570485093002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030224862822822,0.0,0.0,0.3480865872680461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814429857488155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316233735316793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898477095203287,0.0,0.0,0.16118883353987407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431607320919114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047817626298625,0.17591267289603987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903827880977114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063299653568864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433616466020816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855913471010817,0.15919904508595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731112891738505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway8373617,2019/03/25,"High schooler literally no girls like me I need some help If I had to rate my self 6/10 maybe a 7 but I have a pretty good personality. I try talking to girls but every time I try they hit me back with dead one line responses which are hard to reply, i reply and after a few dead responses I get the hint My problem is that they always text me first(I’m shy before you know me) so I don’t understand where the rejection comes from This is starting to take a hit on my and I just need someone to talk to now and again What can I do please help ",0.8091449275362343,2.8928409217391327,2.717934782608697,92.64530797101452,83.26086956521739,5.920289855072465,20.018115942028984,7.1686216300943375,0.3321159420289859,426,12,97,6,12,142,78,115,0.199,0.6609999999999999,0.14,-0.8641,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,18,7,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,20,2,10,15,2,10,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,7,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405087211463373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160198295493038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776655018481007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983376823354254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611373571965826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770210778789324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300668033260983,0.0,0.0,0.16536639538835504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766144353991728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643010941703449,0.2083077718982106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835263108768277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632121809336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807125458853875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923796441573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359905555002166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215036432118505,0.0,0.2164197800510209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058010355364025,0.0,0.18865314467687253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567831879177015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670509488041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954912572182754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823793792505832,0.3169355343293337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496415048813813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677140637512495,0.0,0.0,0.20524795837132614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,corviscus,2019/03/25,"She’s amazing and I can’t have her There’s this girl that I have fallen hard for. She’s absolutely stunning, but she has a boyfriend and I just feel like I would treat her so much better. I understand that I can’t have her, and I understand that I shouldn’t mess with her emotions or try to break up her relationship but she has so much potential that her boyfriend doesn’t see. I’m going to try to describe her but she’s like a book character and she’s just unexplainable. She is sweet and adventurous and dangerous all at the same time and she just brings everyone with her. She doesn’t care if people dislike her because she moves so quickly. Gahhhh this is sounding so cheesy but I just can’t describe her. She reminds me of the color red, and everything that comes with it. Lipstick stains, flowers, a summer day, dangerous, motorcycles, balloons, she moves quickly and doesn’t care what anyone thinks. Her name is Aria and every time I say it, it feels sacred. It just rolls off the tongue like a work of art, and her boyfriend (Drew)’s name just sounds weird next to it. Once she took me and a group of friends to lava beds. We hitchhiked and took the bus and though I got in major trouble, it was so, so worth it. I want to travel the world with her. She’s one of those people that makes you feel good about yourself. She makes you feel adventurous and brave, even if you aren’t. She’s changing me for the better and I don’t get to date her. I kissed her, once, and that was the most amazing thing. She pushed me away because of her boyfriend but I could tell there was feelings there. (I wouldn’t try to disrupt her relationship though, that was a drunken accident) She wrote a poem, once, about traveling. It doesn’t sound that important but it made me realize that I’ve barely scratched the surface of her wonders. I want to take off with her and never come back. She’s too great for our small town and she knows it. So there’s my rant of loneliness. I just feel like I see past how she acts and her boyfriend doesn’t see what I see.",2.166271520803445,4.471551840686279,2.7228383548541366,93.26539454806317,79.61274509803924,6.039311334289813,22.696317551410807,7.217587316427113,0.6727654710664752,1613,52,345,21,41,499,176,408,0.07,0.737,0.193,0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,0,3,29,24,2,0,15,0,26,1,0,4,2,73,59,39,0,8,16,0,8,4,1,3,0,4,1,1,26,28,0,0,12,4,1,13,13,5,0,1,9,19,72,19,32,46,6,35,0,0,6,1,56,10,0,5,15,233,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845194094466575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197756469210333,0.07527684071305762,0.0,0.119354348651335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316409023100282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996252720721402,0.0,0.10356216987358004,0.16865939705835425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816288255384123,0.0,0.0,0.06313554211535101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012108086487228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466012297708533,0.0,0.08248254396340661,0.0935448912886928,0.08798361698146967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969983452494662,0.1398754409474163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563507032106463,0.0,0.05114720346424427,0.0,0.055637188051194435,0.08211145766241358,0.07829726812800109,0.1079319179147382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769658854081472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053801695678697116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913103470119553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263261985818398,0.13069417254908922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080982864282284,0.14393129145020894,0.0,0.07550429236640227,0.0,0.10411469533430674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127717061281256,0.06633762057745463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345387617190684,0.13573907008748376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102097349568463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785171732886294,0.0,0.0,0.31204531222256826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360644909330871,0.0,0.08556639589425814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650384950142065,0.06272852013496669,0.1923668422560469,0.0,0.11416919324307705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175345998208851,0.19939715042816425,0.0,0.0,0.2038287041877525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154845129389701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616524817679186,0.07127026766323824,0.0,0.0,0.06954330363645601,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,islaisla,2019/03/25,Your head implodes when you are lonely. Sharing my thoughts x,2.7290909090909103,5.5462859999999985,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,98.0909090909091,2.2,32.77272727272727,3.1291,1.2036909090909096,50,3,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.188,0.602,0.211,0.0772,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7909689878721017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118562414690096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Cleonce12,2019/03/25,"I’m an outgoing person but the lonliness is killing me I’m a young woman and the loneliness is making it hard for me these days. The other day I guy had asked if I wanted to cook and watch a movie and I was showered dressed cleaned my room and he didn’t even message me. Only messaged me at 2:30am to talk about eating chicken. What did I do I binge ate candy pop corn and junk l. I’ve been struggling with making food my friend. I have friends but they never have time for me. Sometimes I just lay in bed and picture myself having a social life. Forgetting dating because my body physically can’t have penetrative sex yet. I try to avoid social media because it makes me feel so much worse. I just hate feeling so alone, maybe it’s dumb to cry but one thing I value most in this world are friendships and experiences. What’s the point of living anyway if I feel like this everyday. There’s my rant ",2.2035788827501546,4.483850281767957,3.3261418047882145,89.12584868017191,79.33149171270719,5.790178023327195,22.76273787599755,6.937597516519254,0.7261783916513198,715,23,143,8,18,230,123,181,0.206,0.6890000000000001,0.105,-0.9739,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,2,8,0,14,7,1,3,1,26,26,14,1,3,7,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,10,8,4,1,3,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,5,23,3,12,20,2,14,0,0,1,1,13,6,1,3,9,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276843200400778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469216419395753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160428147029884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456725981763227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726308323114393,0.2027079921082425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081200722736086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380146632945512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373081283845272,0.0,0.0,0.2383916262055493,0.11227380343033334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900362413148217,0.0,0.2428399713387572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561126254991547,0.0,0.0,0.140782820438703,0.1551611222949012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738721920583185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111005438849025,0.07677952666002259,0.0,0.13877351295094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147128274744692,0.0,0.15788647063748154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552931246758133,0.0,0.12121004261897132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649441992535504,0.11952584389378752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372244220802815,0.0,0.0,0.14856523608241193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32040585558147644,0.0,0.0,0.1554334145706258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429580595429832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263177563014194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440888200488088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091640172664705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670005789963917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269594016745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015756650879862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aleckaid,2019/03/25,"Just leaving this here 18 M First, I'm going to start by letting you all know that I'm the most positive person on here, but this post might sound like I'm not. Since I remember, I've been in a situation where I've been in a very tight group of friends, consisting of only 2-3 max. I really want to change my group of friends and find some new and interesting people. I'm not able to socialize, just because I don't appreciate most people. I just don't believe in what the majority believes in (not religion), different virtues and values and I just think that most people sound stupid, they think and talk about stupid things that don't matter to me or anybody else. I feel very lonely because I'm not able to find likeminded people, or people with ambition, career driven bosses who are not going to get in the system of 9-5 for the rest of their lives. &#x200B; I'm okay with being lonely because I'm an introvert and it really helps me to think, I feel happier when I'm by myself and it helps me to focus on my career, but sometimes I just want to find someone to talk to because the same old topics in the same old group have become very stagnant. Now we just walk around like the complete nerds that we are, talk about stupid shit and sometimes we just stay quiet for minutes at a time, because there is absolutely nothing to talk about. I want to move and travel to a different country and hopefully I will this summer, I still haven't lost my interest in girls lol, but it just seems like a lost cause by now, because the ""typical"" girl in my country is an unintelligent thot. &#x200B; I'm not looking for answers or anything, I just wanted to get this off of my chest. Thank you for reading! &#x200B; Good luck with life everybody!",7.130022675736964,6.405908670553937,7.322716229348883,76.50235746679627,64.33527696793003,10.304437965662457,33.924360220278594,9.586721724236666,3.0011763524457407,1386,51,266,23,18,450,164,343,0.099,0.708,0.193,0.9867,2,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,3,2,2,4,21,21,4,0,15,2,15,3,2,2,1,68,46,17,0,5,21,0,3,3,2,2,1,3,0,3,14,17,0,1,12,2,0,6,10,9,0,1,5,7,28,12,47,37,9,34,0,4,1,0,23,14,1,11,14,167,42,4,0.1555320107247284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527783029594832,0.2834826252861859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399479632014372,0.06922823212307454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443261042558865,0.08588644315798774,0.0,0.17523131554558413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988710913921508,0.08226612226904996,0.0,0.08153617706227131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624978479063092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496351876439889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786416578364594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323016015367888,0.06614772443444472,0.0,0.0,0.12016364567209115,0.0,0.08125905625665969,0.0,0.08839242593145681,0.06522643571481708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424982831470607,0.0,0.0,0.07723919016562053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273816279041728,0.0,0.0,0.08234297115399143,0.0,0.07952100929107933,0.05492842940144242,0.11397762632217888,0.0,0.06866880747423225,0.0,0.06530385863545693,0.0,0.16978156246895548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249744242954442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826529566548402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510689256962297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461857950595135,0.0,0.16320468195530122,0.0,0.0,0.05914455134848917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695657823251356,0.06790227630775843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744783366277754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778704994784208,0.0,0.09963778869500768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809372449881385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079525059499565,0.0,0.0,0.07982568697694141,0.06432884324747337,0.08741224829519596,0.0,0.07927264916294892,0.0658908839833053,0.0,0.1538251355499729,0.0,0.05504317885491434,0.08288821462002433,0.06210403233682835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500214775453614,0.0,0.07159648954533765,0.0,0.0,0.05166427846736992,0.1494879485475966,0.0,0.0,0.045345983104443655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249529621664396,0.18347361924178213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834826252861859,0.0 lonely,ProgressRoute,2019/03/25,"Strange thought How can a woman feel lonely. As a woman this society set up a world where they cannot be sad. I mean they can get affection and love from a lot of men just dialing a phone number. It's so easy to get sex as a woman I wonder why are they depressed But for me as a short man , only 176 cm and with a tiny dick of 15.5 cm / 6.2 inches I can't get that. If I had been tall and had a big dick I'd get affection and love and praise because I would have been sought after and would have received a lot of love and affection . The way I talk , doesn't matter , the money I make , doesn't matter, especially in Eastern Europe where I live , where dick size matters a lot. ",5.896755952380952,4.034553020833337,6.773134920634919,83.14250000000003,67.40277777777777,9.895238095238096,29.59920634920635,8.418075326091056,1.816695634920636,521,13,120,6,7,175,87,144,0.127,0.649,0.224,0.9509,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,6,7,0,0,13,0,16,7,3,5,0,28,28,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,13,20,3,14,1,3,0,7,15,10,3,5,1,75,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423068612411465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139799969965324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474958429508308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391612385208888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654680519516252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477934660881448,0.5073780701858212,0.0,0.12508371225181078,0.0,0.0,0.20412171858858053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251789211367533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506163000246587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487660529653378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487407844596322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908956071675413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032155389193052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662317503968432,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,untidy_echo,2019/03/25,"ugh i hate the way i come across my crush thinks im a dickhead She makes me examine myself and realise how utterly inferior i am to her in every way possible. She's so beautiful, creative to the point where her art blows your mind and she's sweet and sensitive. But she hates me. Everytime I'm around her, I get too giggly or obnoxious. I went to the library to study and then she just immediately left. This has happened multiple times, by the way. I feel like I cry too much for an ordinary human. But I don't have anyone to compare to, do I? In other news, I have been trying to make friends but everytime i try to i always get left out of conversation. I hate how i look. When I see pretty girls, I am instantly ashamed or scared to talk to them because I just feel so inferior to them, like they shouldn't be talking to me because I'm just a pimply, gangly girl who cracks jokes that nobody laughs at. I have banned myself from thinking anything remotely sexual because afterwards i get really sad and cry a bucketload, contemplate my existence, feel ashamed and touchstarved. I keep thinking that perhaps love etc is not for me. Everyone I have ever had any romantic notions about has either been completely cold or detests my existence. This is all due to my shameful lack of self esteem, but I don't know how to deal with this because I'm only 16 and nobody talks about loneliness. That's why I came to this subreddit. I would like to learn how I can get out of this hole, and learn to love myself. If you read this post but you have no idea, well you took the time to read it, so thank you.",3.9101603575184036,5.348714583596216,5.083647476340693,82.14084450578339,71.93375394321767,8.942639327024185,28.350289169295483,9.408791572840183,2.478354468980021,1261,48,251,29,24,417,174,317,0.177,0.6779999999999999,0.145,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,3,0,19,22,3,4,9,0,21,2,0,6,2,54,51,26,0,4,14,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,12,14,0,2,11,4,0,4,5,11,1,0,6,7,52,11,35,42,5,26,0,3,2,2,29,11,0,4,10,170,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669954240200795,0.0,0.0,0.07085695391241087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285636960357096,0.0,0.08574455200028389,0.09275666289285812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540680196684113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917263553542574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975575564126093,0.10924767912449193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289091525644005,0.0,0.10742165370562416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620624841199947,0.0,0.09425138151964116,0.08778974892324122,0.09956388497097783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805411004076345,0.07443774919666149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050168574121316,0.0,0.21775274789022106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214030986794708,0.0,0.0,0.3086163740848184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762476868213582,0.11254972036085004,0.0,0.0,0.09261432417238788,0.0,0.0,0.05726347816542755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22641884010015575,0.0,0.0,0.15271492479107626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874985221388161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808218394023785,0.0,0.13910347623256594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520840684490733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659615799566953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924586607423398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098499039357008,0.1174655014994127,0.09979110763830608,0.10600494205782847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084486906039877,0.0,0.06675072072432839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431852165785603,0.0,0.08303083990973656,0.0,0.10869930705885048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512467514779947,0.0,0.0959298142015588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029405380919216,0.0,0.0,0.12151522404577382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576575468420193,0.14148469022216714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811815787303845,0.0,0.0,0.09368485081603656,0.0965908734118603,0.09402081720674836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401795425036563,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TeeiJ,2019/03/25,"Now I realise... how alone I’ve always been I’ve been that guy... who never had much to my name but i always saved up and made sure my friends have the best bday celebrations i could possibly give to show them how much they mean to me... yet i never had anyone even remember my birthday. (not even my family) I’ve been that guy... who stay up hours to comfort friends or travelled miles in heartbeat just to be there for them... yet at my lowest points, all i had was myself... But it was the little things in the end that got to me. How people would basically ignore me in group chats. When we are out for a meal or what not but I’m practically invisible. They would have conversations around me and basically ignore me when I mention something. Sometimes i feel like they wouldn’t even notice if i left in the middle. And they get upset when i stop showing up to gatherings or replying, i mean... they make me feel like i’m not worthy, and every damn time i felt like i had enough of being treated like I’m less. They say things to me and get me to blame myself for the way things turn out. And the final straw for when i realise how pathetic and unworthy i was... When our final exams results was just announced, our teacher congratulated my friend and I for scoring the highest in the entire cohort. And like any others we had separate groups chats for just friends and literally everyone only congratulated my friend and say that he was the pride of our class. We literally had the same score I’m genuinely happy for my friend as well and right now me typing this out, it makes me feel like I’m petty and i should’t be upset. I just want to be acknowledged... i just want to know i matter to someone else. Why do i feel so alone all the damn time. Sorry for the wall of text. I just got to get it off my chest ",3.255772280064953,4.8694398919667625,4.398899608367562,85.6963988919668,73.90304709141273,7.306180150921769,23.80561658229057,7.990435384864732,1.1600359346642466,1415,41,292,21,29,463,167,361,0.119,0.7,0.181,0.9816,1,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,6,0,8,2,26,26,2,2,13,0,26,2,1,8,5,72,51,31,0,7,16,0,5,6,6,3,0,2,0,2,15,20,1,3,10,5,0,1,6,6,1,0,18,7,56,20,39,25,8,42,0,0,0,0,36,21,2,4,24,207,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907399887204472,0.0,0.0,0.1532405071392134,0.0,0.0,0.06261945133188063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438642417860453,0.0,0.0,0.0819732011752431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663520161383753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352061083559744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692335091351812,0.0,0.08155801573332272,0.09514613200060157,0.0,0.18245943276358376,0.0,0.07758371771008409,0.08798904701802437,0.0,0.0,0.08680745437175873,0.0,0.18623929113550272,0.19735187962653766,0.08841391393766464,0.2017443796020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268575867913481,0.0,0.14432836347739164,0.08833419787508162,0.0,0.0,0.14729402988852025,0.0,0.0,0.1823528684162454,0.0,0.09802383671494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068299438472624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050606290365046734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004821513918616,0.0,0.0,0.2699219842960713,0.09229114140673728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713095746672524,0.12293194780582975,0.0,0.0,0.20061029532807445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353828840496841,0.0,0.14203984075596576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483686083990214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700331072659765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383860869136626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704799544272836,0.10380950419361812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431184473669032,0.07863819510579964,0.0,0.14645585284487395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802144475935245,0.07088982651344747,0.09107222873920587,0.103079138679073,0.0,0.09814799661537596,0.0,0.07698533130496307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678693493929795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352713174230664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738842467914952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015962764852324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862562454085543,0.07309102849050186,0.0,0.0,0.0827934822524421,0.0,0.083090390740469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308259367061023,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PointOfLife12,2019/03/25,"20M here, anyone from Zagreb ? Maybe we can hang out or something :) ",0.2976923076923086,2.71441453846154,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.92307692307692,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,51,1,10,0,2,16,13,13,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835621187822141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947754421473216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324046978266156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Azule97,2019/03/25,"I dreamt last night that I was hanging out with my friends, who I haven’t seen in a year or so. I’m getting tired of waking up in this shitty reality of being alone. Wish I could dream forever.",2.7499186991869915,3.689334073170734,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,74.12195121951221,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.2239691056910569,151,5,34,2,3,51,35,41,0.208,0.619,0.173,-0.3846,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,7,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864330159589315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979007346171369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826653106022976,0.0,0.19493638140987093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041372659598433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501417036677707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42883903121298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290620614375002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240272833077725 lonely,beingsuyash,2019/03/25,"Need a friend 21m , I don't have much to write ,I'm a closed person and just someone to talk to about things going around ",8.642222222222221,3.7917354444444484,8.051111111111112,85.43,64.92592592592592,10.8,30.703703703703702,3.1291,1.2131037037037031,95,1,24,0,1,30,23,27,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38414419460314697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333912008992188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452427010420513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172167745720765,0.3199665348090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37678652832837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36562540719596937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34683934638979114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866826442471793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheReginator,2019/03/25,"When dating is literally impossible. I'm fucking sick of hearing ""work on yourself and things will work out for you."" I have constructive hobbies, I have friends, I find meaning in the things I do. But a romantic relationship is chronically missing from my life and it kills me. There's no dating pool where I live, it's an extremely rural area and I lack the means to leave. I would wager there's about 6000 total individuals within a 100 mile radius of me, maybe up to 7000 but that's a hard upper limit. I never meet anyone new. Tinder, Bumble, etc leave me with nothing. I broke down today and tried out OkCupid. &#x200B; 5 women. Total. &#x200B; 5 fucking women in a maxed-out location search. &#x200B; The placeholder text suggesting ""expanding my filters"" straight-up feels like mockery.",4.1273333333333335,7.009787296551727,4.944137931034484,76.83298850574714,76.0344827586207,7.1770114942528735,28.97701149425287,8.238735603445708,2.54692183908046,638,28,102,12,15,206,101,145,0.12,0.8059999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.2956,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,3,0,8,0,7,5,0,0,3,19,15,7,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,5,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,15,2,16,13,4,18,0,2,0,2,8,12,2,0,7,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39160610877763735,0.43917348322488825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423940997921538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436225075981784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091613333224749,0.0860678634775158,0.0,0.0,0.11011260633551924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307922623747683,0.2227556849147337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792256251491927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357848687427854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328851104521036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551327399644138,0.0,0.0,0.08509554913268734,0.058858341095958076,0.0,0.10638224948323627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103403273592316,0.2624667098659711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291828620295027,0.1163561808795135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559968249143635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934581401399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600774023445669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419687585098365,0.0,0.0,0.08179509142618087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541548754227976,0.0,0.0,0.08558247999243906,0.0,0.43917348322488825,0.0 lonely,hotheadskull,2019/03/25,"So. Exhausting. Dealing with the extrovert and introvert in me is hard. I want to go out and do things with people and see editing places, but yet at the same time I don’t want to go anywhere or do anything and just be away from people. My depression doesn’t help in any way and I’m not bipolar. I just can’t get out of this loop at is so emotionally exhausting. I wish I could be happy again and do everything I would like again",1.4018601747815254,3.5374445168539346,3.1161048689138577,90.3348564294632,81.35955056179775,7.1016229712858925,23.372034956304606,8.167268648758528,1.3302199750312114,338,12,74,7,9,112,58,89,0.119,0.695,0.185,0.7637,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,0,0,21,20,10,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,13,16,1,15,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,5,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598902552650915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876353515372687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155138735900745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831445053642588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648489183856164,0.19756815325348606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580261912843622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615560078826412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198437029592862,0.0,0.2607284929256616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418359538946385,0.2054830605738853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375129903850293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206546422604838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180520476922324,0.0,0.23965751896621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278939597343904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523925757319359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337556890250093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705933213871808,0.18207438849211155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637803465423875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162947853632725,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thesubune,2019/03/26,"Anyone else have every friendship/relationship die, no one wants you around, but somehow you still feel like a million bucks? I’m hideous and annoying which is likely the cause however somehow I don’t feel negative about myself. Probably just good parenting but idk. Feeling good about myself always tricks me into forgetting how I look. Still always lonely, no texts, no relationships.",6.0382417582417585,9.507536076923078,5.640659340659339,71.16076923076925,72.84615384615384,8.637362637362639,30.824175824175825,9.23628265651192,3.6894175824175823,315,14,43,8,7,97,52,65,0.297,0.551,0.152,-0.8793,2,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,9,7,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,9,4,1,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,0,4,7,4,4,9,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245620368336544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636987612458776,0.19983181809900055,0.0,0.17361851403324965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035007039475697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241089116544567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292297590662716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643216269327299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958398767948553,0.13932984435233675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271646984819431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056412399220124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637765193363411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215772957935906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165583151000336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027588978589085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41877958638777546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115032546439714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503405532741832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,tuneintothefrequency,2019/03/26,"Tired... I'm so tired of trying to not be lonely. I feel like I honestly just need to accept it. Trying to change it at this point in my life requires far to much energy that I just simply don't have. I really just suck and am a horrible person, I can understand why no one wants me around",1.965737704918034,3.3655931147540983,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,76.86885245901641,8.158688524590165,18.757377049180327,8.841846274778883,0.97467606557377,224,4,49,5,5,78,48,61,0.183,0.638,0.179,-0.3203,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,12,11,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,3,8,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197905274262412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611841130173745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483845768891325,0.1763831475400804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439053545921915,0.12062132185034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149758130192653,0.18307087399066646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730368445694158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155807921917186,0.0,0.0,0.2333973122368741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816843401350406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5675431813770602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352534871008476,0.0,0.0,0.2570283114758312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562614956807354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278599033674976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jsaevus,2019/03/26,"All of my friends are beautiful, and I've let myself go I'm happy being single, but watching men throw themselves at my girlfriends all the time while ignoring me is one of the worst feelings in the world. I miss feeling pretty and confident, and my depression is holding me back from putting my best foot forward. I just want to spoon. Where can I hire a professional spooner?",5.7040845070422534,7.125655183098594,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,67.59154929577466,8.496901408450704,35.32676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.1610709859154937,302,15,53,5,5,95,56,71,0.173,0.5660000000000001,0.261,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,2,12,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,0,3,10,3,6,10,5,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627629434397816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611511576333897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758575281083084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238873612011385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474482811004436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820230547825108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409450456436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750898910218706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703067260337952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258408871670726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219708346660324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675840785696876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891001290251627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,teddykitten,2019/03/26,"20s sucks I am at the best university in my country, i always dreamed about it. Im in sophomore year. I dont know what to say how to feel about. I feel loneşy for years but I hoped it would be okay in college. I have no friends, no one to talk. Whenever i love someone it turns out nothing. I get bored easily from people. I am just keeping with the flow but i cant help to stop cry everynight. I cant socialize, i dont consume alcohol, im not a talkative person, i am not a lovely girl. I always thought 20s would make everything better but actually nothing changed in my life.",0.5182142857142864,2.7967879166666734,2.7978571428571435,90.27000000000002,86.5,6.095238095238094,25.23809523809524,7.447530270364453,1.3665595238095247,450,20,97,8,14,153,76,120,0.161,0.635,0.204,0.7687,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,4,1,11,4,0,2,0,19,23,4,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,4,2,1,2,4,1,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,3,16,7,15,19,1,10,0,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,3,61,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.14834241998487194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245529468354492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529734074124541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595278995392096,0.13444283726450298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080922935579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697875994433325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563153913568466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366191695287676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372432835212171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744459763105752,0.0,0.07942033643008381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189087615515928,0.0,0.0,0.15098286273877448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839949870766205,0.0,0.0,0.1351158294034316,0.0,0.0,0.0835421779080888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737103145426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743947062853008,0.0,0.10146962541711914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172047824820363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030077069201997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538643252109592,0.13273158407592772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208865619845759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495775501846096,0.1287998264981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270893835094179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218201131133527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068106548346867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534611353374848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597085264409047,0.0,0.0,0.19578232754736066 lonely,thesnailgetsbetter2,2019/03/26,"To live is to suffer To live is to suffer, so to live without purpose is even more degrading. The key to life is controlling every aspect you can by the properties of the universe. Bend everything to your will. Take for example cheating on a test, by doing this the grade you get is rightfully yours and a fair assessment of your knowledge. Now I did not say a fair assessment of your knowledge on that particular subject, just your knowledge over all, to bend things to your will. Cheating in grade/middle/high school is child's play though, if you are actually creative enough to cheat you way through life, college, work, ect. I believe that your paycheck/degree is rightfully deserved. Such is the concept of bending the reality around you to your will, the situation relative to the setting, of course this all sounds foreign and unrealistic. “But one would not do such a thing!” I hear you saying, here we are presented the concept of normativity, to do something like everyone else would, the so called “right” way to do something, such as going through school and college honestly, getting good grades because you “earned” them by studying or otherwise. When we get down to the absolute morality the cheater has earned his grade just as much as the honest learner has. The cheater looks at every possible solution to a problem or situation and takes the easiest and most beneficial route, no matter how much the morality of the choice negates his decision, thus is the true way to live. 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I know I’m being ungrateful, I wouldn’t blame you for being angry at me and this post. And I know I deserve to be truly lonely. My parents are very loving and caring. They let me know I can talk to them about anything, but I don’t feel comfortable talking to them. If anything I hate talking to them, wish I could cut them out of my life. My good friends are tired of my crap so I keep all the bad things to myself. It’s been a rough start this week. I wish I had someone I felt genuinely comfortable talking to. Someone who could hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be ok. 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Not sure if I should get over my pride..",5.073,7.115572900000001,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,70.0,7.4,18.5,8.07648339933343,0.4727999999999994,215,3,41,3,4,62,44,50,0.22,0.591,0.19,-0.2323,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,3,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230774750146872,0.3268902097439232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547243838428983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665137427706156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107203502020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33336641285568114,0.0,0.18131558077236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262360509122671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455607889360803,0.2211794771490492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006877700929365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134513708071241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28685178908701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,toucss,2019/03/26,"Never felt this alone I've always felt alone. In crowded rooms, alone. Surrounded by friends/family, alone. But I've never felt this lonely. The last 2 years have been 2 of the hardest years of my life. I've suffered 2 mental breakdowns. I've attempted suicide. I've quit 3 jobs and ended up back in my original job. I've broken up with my long term partner so I can sleep with someone who was giving me more attention and now that person doesn't want anything to do with me. I've pushed away/lost all my friends. Post suicide attempt most of my family have stopped contacting me. So now all I do is spend my days scrolling Reddit in bed wondering why I'm still here.. 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My life and fortunes have changed these past few years - and I find myself fairly alone and isolated on my birthday for the first time. I am falling into a hole of despair it feels, trying to crawl out and make new close friendship connections, but not so easy at this age (or any age). Some uplifting positive posts would be appreciated ",8.699941176470588,7.156354023529418,8.106911764705885,74.7886029411765,61.70588235294117,10.852941176470587,36.54411764705883,9.516144504307137,3.2608235294117653,352,13,66,5,4,111,65,85,0.126,0.754,0.12,0.5279,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,21,10,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,7,0,11,5,2,20,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,11,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931899311686875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370157784246134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465563351316683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774997394990464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171803316177228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001872305937809,0.20476096607807745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003152210530362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068612384037198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324941638305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979970456267235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305484624025913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079061875316515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542471643247076,0.0,0.0,0.42110688104295946,0.0,0.22817960302878584,0.0,0.0,0.1634367959039786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420089414070524,0.0,0.0,0.15501931341871236 lonely,FLAPJackMM,2019/03/26,"Anyone out there? Hello, Honestly just hoping this reaches the right person(s). My name is J, I’m looking to make new friends. I’ve felt alone since about high school started (sophomore in college now) and still now I have about 2 good friends. Problem is I’m trying to distance myself from them because it’s just a toxic relationship at this point . I got along with them because we had similar hobbies but now they just take advantage of me. I have past diagnosis of mental illness and It really plays a part in trying to “get out there” I’m way too shy to approach someone or even initiate conversation. It’s much easier for me to reach out online than in real life A little about myself: I’m a huge nerd I love video games and stuff about computers. Hobbies include wromping all over town in my car blasting loud music (yes I’m that asshole), fishing, gaming, and I smoke A LOT of weed (not about bragging right but more so an unhealthy crutch) (about all I have time for factoring in the 40 hours I work a week) Thank you for reading this over I hope someone is out there the pain is just getting to unbearable at this point I don’t know what else to do ",3.3100884955752217,5.412461115044248,4.115230088495577,85.68496902654867,75.01769911504425,6.820884955752213,27.671681415929203,7.7348632917899725,1.718740530973451,916,37,175,13,20,293,142,226,0.092,0.752,0.156,0.9032,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,2,20,13,0,0,10,1,10,4,0,1,2,30,28,8,0,3,8,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,3,20,10,36,25,6,34,0,0,1,1,14,21,0,4,10,114,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557605653298228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828166384049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136612651398442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174184622366218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283746205905047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495805488963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719005928132465,0.0,0.14687186916489695,0.0,0.0,0.11789367208672252,0.11241734974331256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850760999905546,0.0,0.2792123058032164,0.138421657730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724719117923294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928051675865668,0.0,0.14087638894235066,0.0,0.0,0.11803361032369468,0.0,0.0,0.11949767956548328,0.12685939525247775,0.0,0.0938237875735633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416497533414874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332655734241564,0.0,0.0,0.13575212668020087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495639905074585,0.0,0.0,0.15221099167504834,0.13417884600150334,0.0,0.12273012635504778,0.0,0.0,0.2657461393525807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449535453942912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059638333206015,0.15998617016765698,0.09004527580821779,0.0,0.0,0.15090706137703486,0.0,0.2400721193949904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422525504543015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627131650569406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23818926129263995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948792092372404,0.0,0.1122500768797648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090567816352605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568238367599696,0.0,0.0,0.12940724061518905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196070203711778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085978121959046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156867279867344,0.11274742701089067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232815010990727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,injuredbeing,2019/03/26,"I wish I was dead I grew up in a religious family, but I was never religious and I have never really believed in the existence of god. and that’s what created my family’s eternal discussion, and basically their whole problem, which is me. Why was I created if I’ve never had any purpose? Why hasn’t anybody ever asked about how I’m doing, or if I’m fine or not? I wish I had the guts to kill myself and end my whole existence, even if the consequences were going to end up by me by me going to hell, idfc",3.692843665768194,4.15608453773585,6.4572237196765485,75.73858490566037,71.54716981132076,10.58544474393531,28.350404312668466,10.608840637214634,3.092546091644204,395,14,80,12,7,145,64,106,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,4,19,17,11,2,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,0,15,1,11,11,2,14,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,7,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787808174562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620507898565161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952963747619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30705802242405644,0.0,0.0,0.11449034590745184,0.15679720114900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268216499799928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702780050562574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177655303309515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010746725732459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586428929272376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104692594954164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128272657666717,0.3870589182119672,0.3986680620339912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MF_MOON,2019/03/26,"Does anyone else feel it? First time posting and I was wondering if anyone else feels physical pains from being lonely. When I wake up and when I go to bed my stomach begins to hurt, it’s getting worse and the longer I keep my self isolated I’m afraid my body is going to give up. Don’t know if others have this problem but i guess it would be nice to relate to someone.",1.2437987012987008,3.4228096623376665,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,82.24675324675323,5.40844155844156,20.01461038961039,6.6274283507984215,0.2452090909090909,292,8,61,3,8,96,57,77,0.15,0.802,0.048,-0.601,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,7,4,3,0,0,14,19,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,2,8,1,8,15,0,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,4,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718659525815986,0.3983831996295418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159408922873622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701257264989621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248020112727659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659471285524527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536137778606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156894749655157,0.1864916491108746,0.2209704636531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415978137962152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811530839537404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279670673154918,0.0,0.0,0.1068402812567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686135725788832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618690915345304,0.0,0.0,0.18601998710057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280752952220696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471930746188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335951927788435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108246744236003,0.0,0.0,0.19811600327926607,0.13810022205272315,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,psychosocialpursuit,2019/03/26,"Feeling lonely and trapped I'm 25. My two best friends are moving on to greater and bigger things. I broke up with my girlfriend but I work with her still. I really dont like seeing her the small times I need to. I mostly just avoid her. I work with mainly women so I have no work friends. I have no friend group. All I do is work, study, and sleep. I feel trapped at my work because I'm trying to put a year I before I bounce for resumè reasons. I would like a new job just for peace of mind but I already bought ticket for Spain vacation in January and I doubt anyone will hire me and give me vacation time paid or unpaid in less than a year. This year is not going to be fun... Feeling lonely and trapped in my life. 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We fucked for 3 hours straight. It was great... but as soon as it was over I immediately felt as if I couldn't trust him. Its felt like a switch went off. I deleted him and now I am trying to move on. ,-0.6194444444444436,1.2734266851851892,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,87.70370370370371,5.0814814814814815,18.259259259259263,6.42735559955562,-0.4198296296296298,187,5,49,2,6,63,44,54,0.153,0.7190000000000001,0.128,-0.3406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,2,9,4,9,3,0,10,0,0,0,3,3,4,2,1,5,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192093674810564,0.29618520168638085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999190583652488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809201379039124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662672539809607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097553810925452,0.13209272961493687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873683636230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356849164288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506425382257533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gnomie51,2019/03/26,"Drinking alone Like always, in my room alone. I just don’t know why it’s always this. In my 22 years of life I’ve been single for 20 of them. And those two years I wasn’t, well, it was a bad relationship. And now I feel like every contact I’ve had with romantic love has been poisoned and that I’m damaged somehow, and that I’ll die alone. I don’t know why I’m even ranting about this here but I’m crying and so tired of craving someone who will never exist in my life. Maybe I’m just thinking negatively but even trying to think positive hard when the the only real relationship I’ve ever been in was a controlling and abusive one, and even In the end of that one, he’s the one who wanted to leave. I feel like I’m a good person and not like ugly but no one ever wants me for more than a night. And I just want someone to hold hands with and be with. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or why I’m never good enough but I just wanted to get this off my chest since none of my friends really care. Have a goodnight you guys hopefully you aren’t feeling as down as I am right now. 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Most people either go home or hang out with friends at the strip mall across the road from the school in their free periods, but I couldn't get a lift home and didn't have anyone to hang out with so I just killed time at the shops by myself like a fucking doomer. Had to walk past everyone I knew hanging out with their friends and having a good time. Was fucking depressing bro.",5.261682847896445,5.081694213592236,4.9671359223300975,90.0263673139159,68.02912621359225,8.031715210355989,24.933656957928804,7.1686216300943375,0.7724511326860841,396,8,88,3,6,121,71,103,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.134,0.0882,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,9,0,8,2,0,0,0,19,16,6,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,1,2,2,2,6,2,4,0,0,5,0,8,6,20,10,3,23,0,1,0,2,7,11,2,2,7,57,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660939931709648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259994729865941,0.0,0.16827454645025042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668734928147065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188951200724623,0.3612385262216151,0.20414873984794485,0.0,0.2220700460637062,0.1638696690482615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919502554804249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615136471455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954494176051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281855834680974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485900302426484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650571059801888,0.13544709304519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954559723454884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784722674353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567164990562583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stygianStruthio,2019/03/26,"A note I made about a worry I have, that I for some reason felt the urge to share Asking out prospective friends-- I'm afraid I'll be met with an attitude of “I already have enough on my plate, I don't have the time or desire to make room in my life for one more person to care about.” Of course, I don't expect everyone to be so blunt about it. I'm sure plenty of people would act sympathetic and turn me down politely Even if someone says yes I'll feel pressured to prove myself to be worth their time. Why should they spend time building a relationship with someone as boring and awkward as me, when they have plenty of other friends they already know they like? For context I have a *tragic backstory* about getting ghosted by my best friend and now I'm down to one friend who lives thousands of miles away and I feel I can't talk to them about serious stuff because they have a very busy life and I'm not fun or interesting enough to be worth putting up with my issues",6.92527918781726,5.79885018274112,6.708228426395942,82.05574365482236,64.93908629441626,9.504365482233501,31.88274111675127,8.238735603445708,2.1122917766497458,774,24,161,8,10,244,117,197,0.073,0.7490000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,1,9,17,0,3,8,1,15,2,0,3,2,27,30,12,1,5,4,0,3,1,4,2,2,1,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,3,2,4,6,0,3,3,4,23,11,35,21,5,16,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,4,6,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054826975128901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293967601871634,0.0,0.13004285579878458,0.0,0.0,0.0843748168511575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525510659763632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411205034443537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860336878341269,0.0,0.09141997916979748,0.0,0.0,0.1322588269138296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997077480449927,0.0,0.13289745640568673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277478133289861,0.0,0.07231468268242655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446641800492405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606774735008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955293169964098,0.06762122902626458,0.0,0.12222054381225406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309690082228897,0.09239124503587692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758343201772248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595761953873114,0.12085622922079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391425309883239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231083531875086,0.0,0.14860294650115274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007096876478027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455248369448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844890004269185,0.0,0.0,0.13045189822509484,0.0,0.0,0.11125051560639099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421278708009929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055277112168333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420459376079667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489551801708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405643484818543,0.0,0.0983240841050793,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,banana_clasher,2019/03/26,I’m kinda young I feel like I am going to die alone. Sometimes I just feel like there’s a little spark of hope that someone likes me but then I realize that I am seen as a living joking. 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At the steps of where we first met, only a single thought ran across my mind. It was ""I have to get to know this girl."" You and I became close friends shockingly fast! Where we once strangers to seeing each other everyday almost 24/7, even at church. Never in my life had I known someone that I was simply excited to see, hear from, find out all about, or want to know about your dreams of the future, and everything in between. Meeting you defined my early college experience. There's no other way of putting it. I gave you my entire identity. My whole self being. I always stood ready on stand by for anything you could have wanted or needed. I miss you singing to me, your thoughtful words, the most full hugs anyone could give, and your smile. Never had a friend given me a gift for my birthday before, but just after our short time together you gave me the best gift, your friendship. I cherished it for every moment. I love you with all my heart. If you die, I die. That's how connected you made me feel for you. I couldn't fathom these emotions that were going through my mind. I haven't ever been in a relationship before, the thought of even touching another person used to make me feel uneasy, but when I'm around you things are just natural. That's how it felt, just natural. There didn't seem to be anything forceful about us being around each other. Others saw this too, and that made me feel uneasy. In my heart and in my mind we were together gf & bf, someday to be husband and wife. But I knew this wasn't exactly true. You were stolen from me by your mother to another guy, a family friend of yours. I wish I had been a different person than I was before it was too late, the person that could tell you that I like you. I just couldn't at the time, there were other things going on too. Then I had to simply end things. I wanted the pain to go away. The thought of you and somebody else makes me ill to my stomach. The moment I sent you away I regretted it. Now with just a year left of college you purposely sit on the other side of the lecture to avoid me. You surround yourself with a click you've gotten to know. Meanwhile I'm here suffering from the mere thought of you. I wish you would talk to me again. I want to hear your voice again speaking to me. I don't want this pain anymore. I wish for my birthday a new pain, any other will do. I hate you mom and dad for raising a perfectionist. Someone that could never interact socially in a normal way, or to even train me for this kind of pain. Why did you have to push away anything social about my life. I don't care about good grades or graduating magna cum laude, I just want to be normal. I want people in my life! Please god make it stop! 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Not necessarily best friends or anything, just someone to interact with. Don't mind listening to your problems if you have any. I don't need to vent myself, just want interaction I guess. I've noticed my days are exponentially easier to get through when I'm expecting a message from someone later on. 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I don’t know if they don’t want me around, or if they just forget about me. My boyfriend and his friends will be at his apartment hanging with my roommates and their friends, even though all these people know me no one asks me to come hang out. So I sit in my room alone and wonder what’s wrong with me. I don’t think I’m ever mean to anyone. I’m definitely an introvert but when they ask me to hang out I always do, even if I don’t want to because I don’t want to send a message that I never say yes to hang or anything like that . I’m not always loud and talking but I listen to conversations and laugh and act like me. My depression has gotten so bad from being so isolated. I don’t want to ask anyone if I can hang because I feel like that’s annoying. I just wish someone would think of me and actually want me around for once. I feel constantly left out TL;DR: no one ever asks me to hang out. My friends all go out together and know I’m in my dorm alone and just let me be alone. What’s wrong with me? What should I do? 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And we can just anonymously talk about anything no matter what it is. Please pm me if you see this and need a temporary best friend :),2.3252941176470614,4.587303882352941,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,78.80392156862743,5.648627450980393,20.003921568627447,6.742157984588678,0.16789098039215666,202,5,42,2,5,62,38,51,0.065,0.575,0.359,0.97,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,10,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,4,10,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291697984743373,0.0,0.4070114679316553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595246967537808,0.21871557685251344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504163790314732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910623387734039,0.0,0.12920334805157227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718177629163633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833688300859759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429193539076613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970650218986989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975386064247356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586316268738858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,britbrat2,2019/03/27,"Alone on my bday I’ve had the same friend group since middle school. Sadly I haven’t made any new friends in college. Anyway it’s my birthday on Friday and I asked them if they would want to go out and celebrate. They didn’t even care enough to respond. Meanwhile, they went out of their way to throw one of the other girls in our group a bday party last month. There has also been a few times that they hang out without inviting me which always feels like shit. It seems like they are all closer with each other and somehow I got pushed away. I don’t know what I did to deserve it. The only thing I can think of is that I don’t care for alcohol so I don’t drink and get as crazy as they do. Maybe they don’t think I’m fun? But I’m still always down to go out sober (or stoned) and have a good time so idk. Unrelated but my dad is dying and they never even check on me or ask how he’s doing. I have no one who’s there for me. I wish I could find new friends. It just really fucks with my mental health trying to figure out what’s wrong with me that they don’t seem to like me. Looks like I’ll be alone for my birthday.. fml",1.0719865319865318,2.717012115226339,2.265875420875421,98.49053030303033,80.1111111111111,5.076618032173588,16.80677141788253,5.565023196281405,-0.8152781893004115,876,14,212,4,22,279,139,243,0.098,0.76,0.14300000000000002,0.8494,0,2,2,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,11,0,13,15,2,0,6,0,22,5,1,2,2,40,44,17,1,5,7,1,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,1,14,15,2,0,8,1,1,6,10,4,0,2,7,2,33,11,31,34,5,29,0,1,1,1,24,14,2,6,12,138,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978758307755453,0.0,0.2515604235477709,0.0,0.0971193818392916,0.20210364454364305,0.0,0.0,0.08258664480925522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270690331018453,0.0,0.11410140982402305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476421837888791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969638098720884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604055359940186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896969294766715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548496739235487,0.0,0.1604263216965465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140615199986817,0.08676020649863604,0.0,0.0,0.11099836893555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814839091900916,0.11227378280974856,0.06344990806575974,0.0,0.13803978430036867,0.10186215642205776,0.0971305199119006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909016884721974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674289918864784,0.0989937405473272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373272262758797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198306546095344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491402883837196,0.0,0.0,0.12200764895569427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223878184183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693609982896208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366573506931923,0.23458433549094565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645883114560989,0.09236426113045552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780066399744465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229086454712665,0.0,0.22111761315843506,0.0,0.0,0.12466136657987448,0.10046041335101866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698599328642292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068254469223599,0.15563387892545086,0.0,0.0,0.14163090696208475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245306361722525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716313036950217,0.0963972484635142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258056850908202,0.0,0.0,0.13965555406239946,0.11706847652310835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627091851477332,0.13278085026595687,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loose_Flounder,2019/03/27,"Do I have commitment issues? It’s been over a year since my last long term relationship, and i’ve had a recurring problem with my recent crush. I’ve approached her many times and tried to be friends with her and we’ve had nice conversations. I got her a gift for her birthday and I wanted to ask her out but I never did. This happened a couple months ago and I still think about her. I just sometimes have a problem where I go crazy about her and she’s on my mind for a week then I forget about her for a couple days. I get mad at myself and I don’t know if it’s a problem, but I beat myself up a lot. Should I be worried or just try to move on?",-0.13264285714285504,1.943257235714288,1.898214285714289,97.03803571428574,87.35714285714286,4.642857142857143,18.035714285714285,5.985473137389443,-0.4342857142857146,503,13,119,4,16,167,81,140,0.177,0.764,0.059,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,2,28,19,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,0,26,2,17,11,2,24,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,14,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928633611623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744170511397654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726875009129221,0.0,0.10861126889283544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011404804857588,0.0,0.08798788261645253,0.0,0.09571194590883626,0.0,0.13469379302529302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892543671580594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577750130300487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255437176057242,0.13727757673052013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490385811271855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317714974732784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707424877801379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004726767260986,0.0,0.13442418488940502,0.17899441571357882,0.0,0.0,0.12988907239899428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834402204435955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628570782006916,0.18081056471786006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931145571351564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656294810366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449337363706784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791107416454676,0.0,0.0,0.09820190443559157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286802519997453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933326829487127,0.0,0.13508927787939282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102971257709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084512684592946 lonely,Nickthethicc,2019/03/27,"I need a hug. Title says it all. I just need someone to hug me, or at least hold my hand and tell me everything is going to be ok.",-1.2010000000000003,0.2519862333333336,2.0766666666666684,97.985,86.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.5273333333333329,97,2,26,1,3,35,25,30,0.0,0.665,0.335,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,1,7,5,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851809358486179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435724387877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355747093207657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408247849650132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631352604382677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745986534593721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LaHerietta,2019/03/27,"Can you be in a relationship and still feel lonely? I've been dating my boyfriend for almost two years. He's an awesome person and my best friend. My only friend, actually. There are around twenty people in my phone's contact list: him, my family and all my doctors. I actually had a couple of friends when I was in high school, when you sit at pretty much the same place with pretty much the same people around you for eight years, you eventually end up befriending at least one of them. It took me around two years, but I eventually got two friends and a couple of people I could sit with during lunch break. It may not sound like a lot, but I was pretty happy during that time, I always found being around people pretty draining anyway. I also joined an online community and had a bunch of after-school activities, some of which were pretty social (drama, choir). My whole social life fell apart once I went to university. No one I knew went to study the same program (medicine) as me - some people went to the same university, but our university has faculties all around the city so we wouldn't see each other anyway. I didn't really befriend anyone at my first program, but I eventually ended up talking to some people there. Also, I joined a medical students' organization and got a fair bit of socialization through it. However, medicine wasn't a great fit for me, I had two major mental breakdowns within two years, so I decided to switch it for a biology program. It also meant having to quit the medical students' organization and having to deal with a completely new set of people. After three years, I don't know anyone here. I don't have a single friend. Literally. I've been dancing swing for three years and met my boyfriend through it, but I didn't make any friends there. And I'm just so sick of taking the bus from campus after a lecture and seeing other students sitting together and talking and laughing. I'm sick of going dancing (which I rarely do nowadays) and just standing there awkwardly with no one to talk to or ask to dance, while my boyfriend is dancing with someone else. I'm sick of not having anyone to talk to when my boyfriend and I have a fight. I'm sick of people in general and I'm sick of trying so I don't even try anymore.",6.422211760525851,6.797494533487304,6.901766743648963,75.2426625510748,65.55889145496536,9.248143542369867,30.74160596908865,9.057496981413335,2.5335877420500967,1795,61,325,28,26,587,199,433,0.115,0.769,0.116,-0.5236,1,2,0,0,1,0,50.0,2,4,1,3,26,14,1,1,22,0,29,10,0,1,2,59,52,33,0,2,10,0,1,1,6,2,9,2,0,1,11,27,1,0,6,6,0,10,11,3,0,12,21,5,42,11,55,26,20,54,0,1,2,0,30,19,0,7,20,236,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.12576141579289188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452382534073542,0.0,0.0,0.15458948561601815,0.05361631197163077,0.0,0.0,0.04381901496909514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390367202719176,0.13516645187143556,0.0,0.0,0.2868106357500041,0.06023940906843005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762210872171022,0.0,0.07034794556916556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756042170275303,0.0,0.0,0.05144728480081541,0.14259547561385896,0.0,0.0,0.06643117988885534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595346610410957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053828409439230035,0.0,0.1141431882987032,0.0,0.0,0.042559686303360066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060744977185843714,0.0,0.0325810196054267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480963565480286,0.0,0.07065127271607557,0.29870078046754045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036620735644116234,0.0,0.10307147640652407,0.07104144497527723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859382950475591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808067729384222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541260339832108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551339034447455,0.03148040855992969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478158971053655,0.0,0.0,0.04301184972488881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298259459602609,0.06493681465923189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473645163850423,0.0,0.0,0.06223315241910046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862274657337697,0.1309914762869381,0.04900684548249469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573771268007274,0.05626344755439559,0.06732240537814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32777531959474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853612647776519,0.0,0.0,0.04127965808737536,0.0,0.0,0.06918066317973401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042631258784526,0.10269506141623794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705462531752999,0.05459681908902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051459054928625236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048448212578031065,0.20716640228066474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375734287704264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071591298486896,0.08749627829622274,0.0,0.31472538231072844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919978326238512,0.0,0.07194102703355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489698769451253 lonely,amber54,2019/03/27,"Help! Drowning in loneliness I need help you guys. I'm 57/F/UK, in a committed long distance relationship but very isolated and desperate for new friends. Male/female, age unimportant, have kik and WhatsApp. Strictly no sex. If you're a bit mad, melancholic or otherwise dysfunctional we might get along. I have a great sense of humour and love to laugh. Pm me please. 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Because people somehow think im a strong person. Expressed suicidal thoughts to a person and the response i got was ”youd be the last person to commit suicide”. Kinda rekt me knowing ive built up a facade making me unable to seek help",4.6426760563380265,5.8006183380281735,6.2353239436619745,75.65016901408453,69.8450704225352,7.370140845070423,31.10140845070423,7.554174236665415,2.2982540845070427,286,12,48,3,5,98,53,71,0.198,0.659,0.14400000000000002,-0.6246,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,13,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476780384521825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129579513330156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252899996631324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226187720502845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436703387079122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265116241067524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836915024001415,0.17556631626905128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377017258289607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918325174822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986396279511142,0.5641937477748233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609294118051505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711892270869767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380090632929552,0.0,0.17099045690493764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LogicalCandy,2019/03/27,"giving up feel like everything I do I fuck up and I cant do shit at all. I'm failing everything, I can't do anything no matter how many fucking times I try I cant do it. Honestly i feel like giving up on school cus even if I try I'll fail. Its what happened to me 4 years ago when I had my first major exam and I know its gonna happen again so what's the point? 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I want to live. It's sickening to see myself ruin what little relationships I have left. Incapable of talking and connecting with people- something apparently everyone else around me does as naturally as breathing. I know I'm a shithead, getting angry at little things, arrogant, personality which no one likes, and a boring person with no hobbies. Honestly, I understand and that makes it all the more painful. I *wish* I could talk to people, I *wish* my didn't go fucking blank whenever someone tried talking to me, I *wish* I knew how to praise, to care, to humor someone, to talk like a normal fucking human being who was capable of being friends. Holy shit, I don't wanna die, I love life. I love myself and hate myself too. I love the people around me. I love the trees so green and skies so blue. I love being around people but it sucks. I like seeing them smile but I can't help them in that regard. I can't do anything for myself. Feels as if I'm looking out of my window at all the good things in life but I can't reach them. Holy cow, dude.",1.2392076210826204,3.8496749471153886,3.0721367521367533,86.75804843304844,87.99038461538461,5.5814814814814815,21.6460113960114,7.0931098945946705,0.9468092592592594,831,29,158,13,27,276,117,208,0.145,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.9139,1,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,3,1,7,24,5,1,7,0,12,14,2,2,2,30,39,15,1,8,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,1,3,10,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,6,32,15,26,32,3,13,1,1,5,8,21,12,4,1,3,106,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820383648112281,0.25379782370489345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689219812309678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587589911504067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862896622902792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831637792517724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938764854057738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080784257488328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048051401861490206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342204864677264,0.17571244836551494,0.04965067719190377,0.0,0.05400928842035795,0.079708942073504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382514259427337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369843327512985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052227501086886716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325333525201373,0.0,0.20137327523877901,0.1392845694330382,0.1904955156112217,0.0839156384560316,0.0,0.07980355553856325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146244751908945,0.0,0.06343508278643363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311189447435704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439663484774373,0.0,0.10112152115231086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353490688711056,0.16595782214862542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202958310549967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145755796052968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754972795144293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610418413037452,0.0731608356307717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30553482268950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627104131920194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452098308636589,0.0,0.0,0.09893241964973652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605276422009517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32784883591740943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoggyGolf,2019/03/27,"It’s been so long since I’ve been affectionate toward anyone that I get excited when strangers accidentally brush my shoulder I moved across the country for work less than a year ago and have had a really hard time making friends (I work with people who are almost all 10 yrs older than me, don’t have old friends in the area). I did meet a guy I really liked, and poured all of my missing friendship energy into our relationship. He recently broke up with me, and I am recovering ok- have been focusing more on my career and hobbies... but I haven’t so much as hugged anyone in weeks now and it’s just so lonely. Any young adults who have moved around a lot have advice for making friends outside of the office? Feels like I keep going to events and classes and nobody is sticking.",6.3192470760233945,6.546970032894741,6.522982456140351,78.37698830409359,65.77631578947367,9.387134502923976,29.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,2.2830327485380115,623,19,119,10,9,200,104,152,0.069,0.764,0.16699999999999998,0.9236,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,7,1,15,2,1,2,2,21,22,13,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,3,14,9,18,17,6,24,0,3,0,1,11,9,0,2,14,79,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673007089068237,0.15176395880966198,0.0,0.17143827014411295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642608115762157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394226997339016,0.0,0.0,0.15240980829098982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656699461306487,0.12230973744474245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39682043666529404,0.0,0.08944816880464806,0.0,0.097300424100376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695210466236232,0.0,0.0,0.1533671192966457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217592949002098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728539445528046,0.0,0.0,0.1515120919681839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555338165590356,0.0,0.0,0.22856292458153984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639301739224662,0.12585625001872736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965209803984472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869281634389943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935814057113104,0.0,0.16904545967683862,0.18381137758533506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162353083779902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983170709065604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733127985505694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492802929939419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025117413623588 lonely,Self-realized-trash,2019/03/27,"Shouldnt get my hopes up I moved to a city about two hours away from my home town with a couple of friends. But those people are my friends because im dating one of them. And they are all guys so its hard for me to completely click with them at times. So I have been trying to my my own friends at school and such. I keep making very short term friendships through the app bumble, but today was basically my last straw with the whole thing. Hung out with this girl the other day and we got along really really well, i thought i had found my like my next best friend. Until today when she ghosted me after talking all day about hanging out. I feel like this is something that happens so often to me and it hurts so badly. I keep wanting to uninstall the app... but its the only thing i use to talk to people other then my boyfriend. Either i need to lower my expectations or i just need to give up. 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Do anyone feel that the worse thing about loneliness is the absence of anyone to talk to about things?,5.1780769230769215,7.025692192307695,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,69.38461538461539,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.8982153846153849,111,3,21,1,2,32,21,26,0.318,0.618,0.065,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272045203131737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906189802414615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546020282701465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607313719748837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030126805520174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009147745507058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841880584287559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,samtheslouch,2019/03/28,"Loneliness or something else? I don't think what I'm feeling is necessarily loneliness. It's due more to the fact that I've never experienced close relationships like most other people already have and my lack of life experience makes me feel stupid, left out, and yeah, I guess lonely. I've never had a close friend. I don't know what its like to hang out with someone all night because we just enjoy each other's company and have deep conversations about our lives. I don't know how it feels to love another person or to be in love with someone and have those feelings reciprocated. I've never experienced the joy of traveling with a significant other or sharing each other's clothes or just looking at another person and being so unbelievably happy for the simple fact that they exist. Seeing people talk about and share these experiences every day just makes me feel isolated. I'm sad because I've never been through these seemingly wonderful and amazing life experiences and I just feel lame. I've never been happy in that way before and it sucks seeing everyone else enjoy it, while I'm just sitting here wondering if I ever will. It definitely doesn't help when everyone goes on about how much better their lives are now that they have someone to live it with. Like, fuck my entire existence then. I'm just a little sad and in my feelings right now. I'm hesitant to call it loneliness, because it's not like I NEED another person's company to feel happy and validated. I understand all the ""you have to love yourself first"" jazz, and I've been working on it more and more. I usually don't even worry about these things and I enjoy being with myself more often than not, but sometimes it just gets to me. I feel alone in the sense that I can't relate to others, not in the ""I just wish I had someone, I'm so lonely,"" way. Pretty sure I'm just in a foul mood today because of my period, but I just wanted to vent.",6.527370742465081,6.8199255902964975,7.3350661602548435,72.50978375398188,65.33423180592992,10.30340602793433,31.41889242832639,10.125756701596842,3.1209072776280324,1538,54,276,33,22,514,172,371,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.9756,0,5,1,0,0,0,34.0,2,1,3,3,25,29,3,0,10,1,22,6,0,4,11,84,60,28,0,5,20,0,9,4,1,1,2,0,0,3,28,26,0,0,16,2,0,2,14,8,0,1,5,14,29,20,37,51,11,40,0,5,3,4,20,17,2,11,22,190,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183176463501454,0.08719081324702829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855036646424805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926579530354204,0.0,0.06723270350638909,0.0,0.0,0.06987897705470968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806792592892404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050955681318566884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200742202239318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218614602880862,0.0714701451132386,0.06657033556257543,0.15099715658662682,0.0,0.23186431555172776,0.0,0.0,0.3595538865815922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720687811652216,0.0,0.0,0.06104384963933779,0.07304457227410721,0.04128008587141347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703973392905406,0.0,0.0,0.2523266438827898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295953538173763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684496774870103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584588945763663,0.0,0.11161588071176168,0.15440350630830155,0.07918996967711747,0.20930498579288248,0.0,0.06634950038532779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393205217828634,0.0,0.10548116613044717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058082316023412836,0.058585796469208425,0.3046915042700514,0.0,0.0,0.07414664974301552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955282185142892,0.2069685713303362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803827855829852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482844928258773,0.0,0.06747512481665897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592337813077709,0.07192882020728966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267783700601496,0.06082667443970108,0.07814408752949653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744671118100536,0.0,0.0,0.06350620188210916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249152401872399,0.05062718041990948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748933698798068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225343559410263,0.0,0.0,0.08701966351180661,0.0,0.04660284715538439,0.1254308104029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085896953768337,0.0,0.17136853100332625,0.05752108756588825,0.08023969905630687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,czaralexandre,2019/03/28,"Google knows all my emotional problems and insecurities I keep googling my negative thoughts about myself, since I don't have anybody to rely on to talk about these subjects. I google it, not looking for answers or solutions, but rather, just to talk about it. ""I'm worthless"", ""I don't deserve to be loved"", ""I'm afraid of vulnerability"", ""nobody's ever going to like me"", along other keywords I won't mention because it's not appropriate for reddit and this isn't a throwaway account. Everytime I do this I feel a sort of a void, a need that wasn't fulfilled. These beliefs are so hard to let go and I could read thousands of self help articles regarding self esteem and emotional health and still be feeling like that, since my mind just won't listen. I don't know what a conversation about it should be like, but you usually don't go out and vent to somebody to get solutions, you just want to be heard, understood and feel cared for. Unfortunately, nobody is listening, it's just being fed into a machine that keeps track of everything about you, generating automatic algorithms to sell you stuff.",8.106718403547674,7.851921853658537,8.140620842572067,69.8917738359202,62.17073170731707,11.356984478935699,38.148558758314856,10.832165505486646,4.187097560975609,880,40,155,20,11,286,118,205,0.07200000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.132,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,0,20,3,0,0,2,40,44,11,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,3,0,2,15,10,1,2,9,1,2,3,11,4,0,1,5,8,18,5,26,29,1,9,1,1,1,1,15,3,0,2,6,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243676342001872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460445518490873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210701405436444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411433739779063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716472725550527,0.0,0.0,0.13628193492156748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300173063334369,0.10832980271961376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922429303403562,0.0,0.25853711979613714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358373431599192,0.0,0.0,0.16118348593926868,0.0,0.0,0.10163936584576433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956461136670445,0.0,0.0,0.1666719200848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550595350883715,0.0,0.22224715085420554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733724143798836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685869133072792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311056662719238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243722509606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509653128721686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516784546415635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163817986579346,0.0,0.0,0.25087208061492555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109783901274085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358856628093022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437608275844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038317294133725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670071942984184,0.0,0.0894396787535589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bdt1991,2019/03/28,LIFE Life is crazy I feel I have everything I ever wanted house car career but I feel I have no one to really talk to I have friends family but idk. I feel something is missing ..,-0.035675675675676644,2.290084891891894,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,91.97297297297294,6.203243243243244,18.210810810810813,7.554174236665415,0.7703881081081088,139,4,29,3,5,48,23,37,0.228,0.6659999999999999,0.106,-0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,7,10,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,7,1,2,10,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,19,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703400596860819,0.0,0.0,0.2686001507676425,0.0,0.281742861845897,0.0,0.4533446285150348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309019791245669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448495183184295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42219368389029616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025183267064788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914602580222489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008050106069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021597241819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627803135933878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Neonablaze,2019/03/28,"Been alone for 20 years now, cheers Just need to get this off my chest as I have no where else to air this. This is my first post so idk, how to best express this, but I'll try my best. The short version of my backstory (for context): I come from a really tiny place (a whole community of about 150-200 people. But in my village we're only around 40) where there weren't many people my age when I grew up. The few that were there pushed me out from their friend circle, but used me as ""backup friend"" when there were drama in the group. I pretty much grew up without any good friends. I met a couple others from a different school the last year of elementary, and we ended up in the same class in High School, which was pretty cool. We weren't best friends or super close, but we hung out a lot around the school (not so much in our spare time as they lived too far away). We all split after high school except for me and one other who ended up in the same class in college, which again is pretty cool. Which is where we are now. &#x200B; I guess the ting is, I haven't managed to find any new friends here. Growing up with little to no friends has left me very shy and I feel a lot of presentation anxiety every time I try to talk to people. I'm not good with words either which doesn't help. My friend has gotten a lot of new friends, and no hate, I'm really happy for said friend, but I feel like I'm pushed more and more to the side. I feel pretty shitty for complaining, because of course meeting new people is exciting and I don't at all expect her to be with me and only me. But everyone seems so close with each other here and it makes me wonder what it's like to be close with anyone. A couple days ago was my 20th birthday and I really wanted to celebrate it because 20 is kind of a big deal, and I haven't celebrated since I was 14, so I thought I'd ask my friend if she wanted to go out that day (My bday was in the weekend and I asked about a week before) try to find a party somewhere, have some drinks and just have fun. Nothing too big. And she was down for that and we were talking about it for days. The day before my bday I ask her if when she wants to look for places to stay at that night and she says she no longer can because it's too expensive to head out. I feel super selfish for thinking this, but I guess this is where I feel left out as her roomie celebrated her bday a couple of days before me and she went out with her. I mean, of course it's okay to not do anything if she can't afford it, but we didn't have to go out either, would've been fun to just hang out at campus too, watch a movie maybe, play instruments, anything. I didn't say anything cuz I don't want her to feel forced to hang out with me, I just didn't wanna spend the day alone, but I ended up crying myself to sleep that night. Felt especially bad when my parents called to wish me a happy birthday and asked if I had fun and what I were doing that day, and I had to lie and tell them I wasn't going to spend it alone and that I had a great time. &#x200B; Idk, what I expected from writing this, but it was good to just get it off my chest. Even if it just ends up drowning in the other posts. &#x200B; Tl;dr: Didn't wanna celebrate my 20th birthday alone, asked my only friend to hang out that day, said friend cancelled on me and I spent it alone anyways",4.663298754466915,4.3453295490753945,5.1127203969052495,88.94639940325433,69.29871977240397,7.99651667071436,24.96995455018561,7.11905507035037,0.7801470978038371,2615,55,597,20,41,835,269,703,0.123,0.696,0.181,0.9962,3,5,1,0,0,0,82.0,8,0,3,6,40,39,1,0,28,3,47,5,4,4,2,122,91,52,1,15,29,1,7,2,12,0,0,4,0,0,39,53,1,0,14,4,4,13,21,4,0,2,30,15,84,35,104,59,21,109,0,0,2,0,59,56,0,14,39,403,123,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042290453570471606,0.0,0.0,0.24705661068309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507549130767367,0.17391210748214728,0.06488644363532363,0.0,0.03649665347931313,0.0,0.0,0.03335869282216203,0.0,0.11777938649352522,0.08494085119772503,0.223003701926016,0.0,0.044823437944216685,0.0,0.03983436630123845,0.08724745417082391,0.0,0.1217885298900861,0.0,0.1502004831407413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871542106252859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109640238389131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836469562808192,0.05240523337991705,0.2461428122003651,0.0491850742483186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049844929935599816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673588746455203,0.0,0.0,0.03985409139754845,0.0,0.1690212698556441,0.0,0.0,0.03151082570440827,0.0,0.04019622832156044,0.04558724340781775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447362402167126,0.03408275794327886,0.04580736752937578,0.0,0.08720888741980841,0.0405805828485221,0.0,0.0,0.4423109777639639,0.0,0.04985114594356306,0.0,0.08134103314275518,0.1200461603662037,0.0,0.05259847486771859,0.10511195380024532,0.0,0.0,0.10157256284812494,0.0,0.0471019847177979,0.04896239185688736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031977810507009666,0.10081269588093557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04968076382298442,0.0,0.03888856231603536,0.0,0.0,0.1036702292078127,0.0,0.0,0.0466156475010104,0.04781616428727094,0.04212722742380892,0.0,0.04006288452614372,0.0,0.0,0.12167945361778945,0.0,0.0,0.031845603612876465,0.048368641362800086,0.04792931384563776,0.05196823169002925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014205401225736,0.035375036514021525,0.0,0.13823067244454718,0.0,0.08954185485658135,0.0,0.045777318472704775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03232832081686781,0.10885274073553317,0.0,0.0,0.05297432627207963,0.0,0.0,0.13229947553056642,0.0,0.09968985987119963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138256336962464,0.1941456220769399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168931146652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076287404662364,0.07587897401333529,0.0,0.1931330402169714,0.0,0.04343176664980041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039464728004979306,0.0,0.047742668762624785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085060883519135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669211125693817,0.041699082263327664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03056949745315037,0.0,0.03787499322253085,0.08345713053400244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971722379081189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120457947546866,0.0,0.0393642733384927,0.11255816386455016,0.0,0.038268651925242064,0.0,0.0,0.04422599277322015,0.0,0.05326451768681518,0.05486209215763088,0.045989016268515384,0.05173752348645679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03389054673734069,0.0,0.17391210748214728,0.06144505187488064 lonely,mathboi69,2019/03/28,"Why does this keep happening? For the past two years I’ve been very very lonely. I had this great friend group and we were all really close until they suddenly stopped inviting me and later even talking to me. When we did go out I found that they had new inside jokes, interests... and I could never fit in with them anymore. It got so bad that I stopped wanting to hang with them but I was forced to because I couldn’t stand being alone. But, one day I cut all of them out, and they didn’t care, we stopped being friends just like that. I tried making new friends, and every time I do, I either end up losing them, or they stop being friends with me and start being friends with my old friends. This happened so many times i don’t know what to think of it anymore. I don’t know why this happens. It got to the point where I no longer have anyone to talk to. And I’m so emotionally and mentally drained all the time that I can’t even think while talking to people. And that makes it even harder to make new friends. I don’t know what to do anymore. Is it my fault that this happens? Will it get better? Am I doing this all wrong? I don’t know anything anymore.",2.500316455696204,4.179784210970468,3.02221729957806,94.50092088607596,76.08860759493672,5.7526582278481015,23.66434599156118,6.2581,0.3690204219409279,906,28,200,6,20,281,121,237,0.151,0.6809999999999999,0.168,0.8546,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,8,2,9,19,1,0,3,0,25,0,0,3,5,47,48,18,0,3,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,20,19,0,5,7,1,0,2,9,6,0,2,10,0,33,13,22,31,5,33,0,2,0,0,22,8,0,1,23,134,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924776745731818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418362039707915,0.060253171356975575,0.0,0.07091186690623938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719496687547212,0.052529394508348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621175862637433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785766743318943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880099367932901,0.0,0.0,0.055573539410181394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540932914646804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693142756507284,0.07632244157375895,0.0,0.0,0.170746544916125,0.0,0.07260327153329163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944826881806253,0.4660316351635893,0.0,0.04502109322586503,0.0,0.048973293952012144,0.0,0.13783856668470826,0.09500446963601432,0.0,0.0,0.30480496953480546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659325841835331,0.0,0.0,0.1894305841024954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099080616983114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640395463461096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256059357741393,0.08736445555206876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684068347285767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646083373760837,0.2496751427879079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042257613723,0.0,0.05839209180786392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226052230588031,0.059740522598395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145999490735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520371981048378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060992686866750676,0.0,0.0,0.2881731929218008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077843523093289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104305362419726,0.0,0.0,0.15074202139257625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058504845428964426,0.0,0.08417711108727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220115395116995,0.050826229696054125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555128931377174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421509377504077,0.0,0.05549167138221645 lonely,TuzerX,2019/03/28,"I am the biggest Waste of genetic potensial. I would say i al pretty Lucky geneticly (no braging just realistic) in many ways. But i have seem to wasted it all through bad dessisions. I have closed more doors than i have opened, witch has not Been my intensions. I Get these moments Sometimes Where i Get this general overview of everything and i see things like im in another state of mind. I got this now, and rather than just break down and cry (as usual) i just laugh Cuz i am the biggest waste of potensial. Is this normal? To laugh over HOW depressing your life is? *Sry if not clear sentences",1.6938550724637658,4.421810095652177,2.380869565217392,91.648115942029,87.17391304347824,5.849275362318841,24.18840579710145,7.3011,1.2513884057971012,471,19,93,8,15,146,80,115,0.189,0.688,0.123,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,2,23,15,8,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,14,4,14,12,2,15,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,3,4,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465081347327043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962869635426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582308968115843,0.0,0.0,0.20247919956770075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128010940330852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564543069136965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880197239396093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393318614902144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604817135581712,0.11485112920279165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383402731197517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736981197407625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033433494007285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916694415573306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694979723261265,0.0,0.0,0.18733307963191365,0.21401343584870744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325060332597363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561806710551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589139808061628,0.0,0.0,0.1866002988667953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699832655973285,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,betteroffsed,2019/03/28,"So here goes... I’m 36 have depression and social anxiety and I’m also physically disabled. I live with my partner and her son which is great but I don’t have any friends even online friends, I think I’m quite standoffish and afraid of saying the wrong thing. I just find it very hard to make friends and in the past have neglected friendships not wanting to be over bearing. I feel like I just have to come to terms with not understanding people, it’s very lonely not having people to just chat shit with or a person even to send a text to ask how they are or whatever. There’s no real aim to what I’ve written just needed somewhere to vent.thanks.",4.649689922480622,5.745531643410852,5.0015503875969,84.73317829457369,69.7751937984496,7.9038759689922475,28.286821705426355,8.167268648758528,1.7703705426356589,518,18,103,7,9,164,86,129,0.175,0.6779999999999999,0.147,-0.4988,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,1,1,4,0,9,1,1,2,0,29,21,11,0,2,10,1,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,3,9,5,15,19,1,6,0,3,0,0,13,2,1,2,3,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007550915898068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191149089121168,0.0,0.13399703578202715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375109593783646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088496001059953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508651810554764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313832550060029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856623512193096,0.12513444659424314,0.0,0.0,0.1600932043636069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059848935726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311468441687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690908998647346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855744019069555,0.0,0.1546696220711126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692076067285415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298790322309044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721018354115152,0.2428679874260402,0.15294308727045042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630438106255992,0.0,0.1993705988310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929438217851298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979937748188635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855371510871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612639331730225,0.0,0.0,0.11636862090729308,0.1122355518538208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234789413921945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905093701598056,0.10331399507263303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915101275906345,0.0,0.0 lonely,sezzag,2019/03/28,"I just need to get this off my chest. For the last couple years, I have been so lonely. Most of the time, I enjoy solitude, don't get me wrong. But, sometimes whenever I see people hanging out with their friends and laughing and seeming like they care about each other so much I just feel so overwhelmingly sad. I feel like no one could ever care about me enough to be my friend. There are so many people better than me out there, I don't think anyone would care enough about me. I've cut out the few ""friends"" that I've had because they were really, really toxic people. I always felt worse about myself any time I hung out with them. So, right now, I feel so lonely especially while I'm at school. Whenever I'm not in class, or sitting by myself in the lunch room, I'm hiding in the bathroom. I feel so pathetic. I feel like I'm never going to be able to have a friend. (If anyone took time out of their day to read this, thank you.)",3.3528721804511257,4.486300768421053,4.173383458646619,89.31368421052632,72.89473684210526,6.9022556390977465,21.46616541353384,7.1686216300943375,0.4461428571428572,726,15,156,7,14,233,109,190,0.123,0.6829999999999999,0.195,0.9371,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,5,1,17,20,1,1,6,0,12,2,1,0,2,30,34,13,0,4,6,0,6,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,8,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,7,26,14,26,25,6,26,0,4,1,0,10,12,0,4,13,103,30,3,0.12112485914908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007855859221974,0.0,0.0,0.08236905776977982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693866356205823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383658989698477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712509481009183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704845993535508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967083440110518,0.13402235281682007,0.0,0.07811551374157392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503087164335677,0.0,0.0,0.10956436962940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062218409029127,0.1730632471559932,0.11629885969754833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743230628615114,0.0,0.12656547932239254,0.0,0.06883804877789873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873292652610094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752646378184886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280159587878366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890407082794934,0.0898125482915281,0.093418958486482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207733929541255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191817887572643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115763725617534,0.0,0.15519137270036146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343996789833093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258482400647895,0.09652083065344023,0.1102675226377635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979558285307257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115154966664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761191893528012,0.0,0.0,0.2118866382904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345741752761828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343657945913207,0.0860436246975247,0.13243101898058232,0.0,0.0780004380575098 lonely,shadetree1975,2019/03/28,"Spiritual Exhaustion Id really love to make some friends but ive been trying for the past 2 years pretty hardcore without much luck. I find people to talk to online but i know i need to get back out in the world. Ive got an anxiety disorder and im going to therapy for that but that will be a years long process i know to make any progress. Im doing all i can but Ive been alone and isolated so long i am severely out of the loop with the world. I joined a discord server recently i got invited to from reddit here for older people. Im 43. The people there are nice but i really have nothing in common with anybody but im just sticking it out right now because i litterally have no other social outlet. Im married so i have my wife and kids and people in the house but its been this way so long and i keep talking about this and nothing changes and i know i need to make changes but right now i just feel so exhausted from being alone all the time that i dont have the energy to make them. But then Ill get lonely and it makes it really feel impossible to just exist and rest until i do have the energy to go try it again. Spiritual Mental and sometimes even physical exhaustion from this. &#x200B; Anyway thanks for listening. 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I would like a long term reddit friend to talk about this stiff with in PMs ",7.925196078431373,11.160745441176472,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,65.17647058823529,10.415686274509804,34.86274509803922,10.504223727775694,4.6090509803921575,171,8,24,5,3,52,31,34,0.07400000000000001,0.645,0.28,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452592502395633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695206760083743,0.3589488261042156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419919547279549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427268213559635,0.0,0.0,0.3104111859037971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26008378022720696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192725965673443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491695381267145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sir_Xanthos,2019/03/28,"21/M/US (Central Time) Feeling a Bit Lonely Lately Title explains it all really. There's not much else to say. I mean. I have some ""friends"" and what not. But I just don't feel like I do. I don't have people I consistently talk to or hang out with. Or play games with. It's so shit... I'll be awake for a while to tonight. Playing some games on Xbox. If anyone wants to sit and chat in a party or play some games with me if we have some in common my gamertag is: Ser Xanthos",-1.3602941176470615,0.6581863039215712,0.8286666666666669,101.23300000000002,97.72549019607844,3.504313725490196,15.623529411764707,5.2151,-1.0353929411764708,361,9,88,2,15,119,70,102,0.049,0.8370000000000001,0.114,0.6358,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,1,26,13,10,0,3,9,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,9,5,12,12,7,11,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,9,6,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931536689528504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30158290615419925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307633580625357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27935083245354464,0.1973461544153381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342260179050374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116111362137416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349570769069687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009067133845316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306843485419326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151027016779368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696663563262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196774062039492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355673979505497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220315218583216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161077963984349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322831169894195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293370993984396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,idontknow282,2019/03/28,"18yo lonely extrovert I'm 18 and I only have one somewhat real friend Irl. I have been homeschooled my entire life. Up until I was 13, I used to hang out with friends everyday after that they left me. I've been in my house most of the time. When I was 16 (which was the best year of my life) I started to go out again and I was genuinely happy, I'm pretty much a completely different person when I'm out with people. But we all faded away because they were pretty much fake friends. Ever since then I've slowly become very lonely again. It's getting so bad now that I actually cry at night wishing that I had someone I could talk to about anything and a group to hang out with. And if you ask anyone I've lived with (including my mom) they would say I'm normally person who had no emotion and shows no emotion, which I am. I guess I've just been putting it aside but it's getting so bad lately that when I go outside and see people together (especially couples) I get very sad, for instance when I go to the gym and I see couples working out together. I have a few people I talk to online, since I was 13 and they're probably the reason why I haven't gone extremely insane. But it's gotten to the point where it's really bad and I feel really sad every night. I love being around people and meeting new people, I get energy from being around people. I can't play a solo video game because I get too sad because I'm alone and not talking to anyone. I watch a lot of live streams because they help me with interacting with people, and making it seem more personal than a video or movie. There were some girls that were interested in me at 16, but I want a real relationship not a fun and games one. I went to NYC a year ago with my mom and that was the most fun I've ever had in my life, seeing all the people around and going outside and doing stuff everyday. I got my driver's license at 18 and every day I go and do something so I can get out of the house and see people, like go to the grocery store or getting something to eat (to go because I get too sad eating alone, same thing with going to see a movie) I know I will get better when I get a job and maybe meet new people there. But right now it just keeps getting worse. I met up with some some people threw the one friend I have and went to a concert (I have never been to a concert) and that was the most fun thing I've done in a long long time but we all live far away, so we all can't really Hangout I meet new people but getting an actual friend or GF and keeping them is very hard, because they either seemed very fake or our interests are just too different Thank you if you read all of this I've never done anything like this before.",3.1852067301421703,4.2251605044563325,4.596252336854921,86.48051910786491,73.18894830659536,7.255701926003217,24.37811399504369,7.590005382236693,1.062571462110343,2117,60,446,25,41,706,229,561,0.126,0.769,0.105,-0.945,3,6,2,0,0,0,43.0,4,3,6,3,28,29,0,0,26,0,38,6,0,3,9,98,90,47,0,7,19,2,2,2,6,2,3,3,0,4,22,44,2,2,5,11,1,15,9,11,0,3,26,11,62,18,55,59,20,74,0,6,6,1,42,25,0,17,36,293,84,3,0.0,0.0,0.10102897265500012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045885925598334834,0.0,0.0,0.10722439982811333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238959943263447,0.0,0.08519521088691494,0.13824359574992054,0.04839262959277026,0.0,0.09726852114000484,0.0,0.12966307622898313,0.18933020824926133,0.057169598607415065,0.04404760372972237,0.0,0.05432343560897828,0.045781313703259205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427388005879539,0.0,0.0,0.04132957868314137,0.11455241908411737,0.05686064907833596,0.03338368891093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816534481796714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594569506804666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059355966498677,0.0,0.11645573263351057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364753955356044,0.08722730481115684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026173583670602414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999648354758476,0.0,0.32453650135668993,0.0,0.2353507410309876,0.0,0.04140063669660822,0.0,0.0570242085904386,0.0,0.0,0.05510405621347506,0.04637064215030738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034696516822104465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945809638516565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136807694786788,0.09202097037010078,0.0,0.0,0.02844830362170238,0.0,0.0583923811842456,0.0,0.05624205964432463,0.0,0.1096879604819499,0.050578841141658455,0.0,0.13712646661581807,0.09161954701009734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400815380432484,0.04671929863487721,0.0,0.03455306989270053,0.0,0.05200419346260627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125143695019686,0.0,0.0,0.0761054280573641,0.0,0.07984763330913712,0.14998284046844645,0.0,0.09715457137482217,0.05071802000236808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523048100559916,0.0393690801025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306421458056681,0.13559576127411108,0.0,0.0,0.04893399192377287,0.0,0.0,0.10532579835092024,0.055810666785510527,0.0,0.0,0.052037415411166535,0.0,0.0,0.05177830468765299,0.1178382042045414,0.09948460158046936,0.053222318168219734,0.0,0.05557548223017983,0.0,0.04420642640460399,0.0,0.041165046270453816,0.0,0.0,0.20624721195710075,0.09424854286682256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563992202057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043859720471646726,0.07970136889295774,0.0,0.0,0.03663903551603704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592577350318276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481854227163725,0.0,0.047657609495803936,0.0,0.0,0.06877979699049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036835517267699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04470773208831642,0.0,0.17084386334449506,0.030531923262346862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597204298236343,0.0467092262005316,0.0,0.05952638636800427,0.0,0.0,0.0376850243864451,0.0,0.052752240515575616,0.0367718710674297,0.0,0.0,0.06666901961735462 lonely,cocoatoo,2019/03/28,"Hey 23 f Looking for someone to talk to, if anyone is up to it message me:)",2.5852941176470594,1.8276887058823517,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,73.70588235294119,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,1.7556352941176472,56,3,13,0,1,21,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43718231264179136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250440897553548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297637831374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502544190496802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,depressedmetalguy,2019/03/28,"Last Man Standing. Alternate title: Nobody is into you because you’re ugly. I don’t know y’all. I’m currently the last person in my friend group still single. Granted, I only know four people, but by extension I know 8 because I know each of their partners too. They’ve floated the idea of a grand, uh, octopus date?? (8 arms, 8 people, 4 couples)..anyway, the point being, I really don’t want to be the ninth wheel in this scenario, and I’m just isolating myself slowly from all this. I feel like they’re all mocking me because I’ve been unable to find someone, but maybe that’s just my depression talking...oh well. Some days I get way too sad about my bachelor status, and other days it’s not so. I do find that the sad days are slowly increasing. I deleted Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat because all I would see was people in relationships and achieving milestones in them. I dated someone for about two months in 2016, and she was cheating on me for at least half the time - or so she told me - and then the breakup happened. There’s still some days where I miss her terribly, but it’s whatever. Anyone else in the same boat as me? That single friend thing is a double edged sword. 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I remembered how alone I was and how little of an impact I left there. I didn't have a single friend, and I made conversation with a human being once every 4-5 months while there. I was alone in middle school and especially elementary school where I was bullied. Now I a girlfriend and friends but I have all the same issues. I don't feel like I can connect with them and I don't really want too, because they are all the type of people that never gave me the time of day and bullied me. So even though most people tend to like me, I can't muster it up in me to like them back or be nice to them back. Right now I want to cut off my girlfriend and all my friends because you know I've been alone my whole life and I don't need these people especially since they are the type that I hate.",4.978928746928744,4.910518037837839,5.2566584766584805,87.32995085995087,68.62162162162161,8.24078624078624,26.54791154791155,7.686295010490155,1.1560270270270263,707,18,157,7,11,224,103,185,0.242,0.6970000000000001,0.06,-0.9865,0,6,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,5,0,14,10,2,0,9,0,17,1,0,3,4,29,27,17,0,3,3,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,2,31,7,15,17,7,21,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,2,14,112,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163920289407801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169363843187215,0.0,0.15196884685193704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038781694222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232900130716926,0.0,0.10502153656881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302590640740485,0.08904874310772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889088134987395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306435247932425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169773221460968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301004006430447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850342483000088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354307011188621,0.0,0.08804275356860704,0.18269053340809446,0.12493030455751665,0.0,0.0,0.1046731464120418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794519914683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994930533235845,0.0,0.0,0.0924251066831487,0.0961364237914202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274633069593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899087009536913,0.2592462300750669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985286828504455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120218184840647,0.10644893447708284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784520866646836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311033020802378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269243788062447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122466284306068,0.0,0.07268340382741602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704154862309313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916533280973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,3_Progenitor_Inertia,2019/03/29,"I don't know what to do to get my friend back So right now I'm probably going through the worse part of my life right now. I'm a 16 high school student who is a tad on the clingy side (as I will stick to someone who really matters to me) but am an overall very loyal friend. I have this one friend (I'll use the letter T to represent him) who I had since day one. We were really close and practically talked to each other on a daily basis. I would probably go to the extent of saying that we're best friends (T doesn't do best friends but the gist is we were really close). We would always hang together in our group and everything was great. But recently, T has made new friends who he really enjoys being near with. He would always be surrounded and followed (T is a very popular guy cause people always follow him) by the new group. Being his friend for this long, I don't think much about it because he still talks to me and we are still pretty close. Time passes, and one day, T just completely stops interacting with me. I would go to him and try to talk with him but he would respond to me in a monotone voice and have expression when near me. At first I thought he was having a bad day but right after talking with me, he straight up talks so someone else with a thousand times more energy than he did with me. At this point I kinda felt hurt and I thought that it would pass. Several days later, things were still the same. T was still treating me as if he barely knows me. I then decided right and there to confront him about and he answered me in the most hurtful way possible. (To preface: T means a lot to me because I've been friends with him for so long so he kinda knows that I need him and that I really care about him. I would probably fall apart without him) T started by telling me that he (actually said it to me) that he was no long interested in talking with me and that he no longer needs me. At that point, I started to fall apart. I asked him if he was pushing me away (he said yeah but he's not cutting me off completely). I also asked him if he knew what he was doing was hurting me and he responded with an emotionless yes (he knows that it hurts alot for me but he just doesn't care enough about me). He then goes on saying that he's happy in his new friend group and that he's happy without me being there. He also mentions to me that I didn't do anything wrong to push him away anything and that I'm still his friend but I won't be as close anymore. I then repeatedly asked him why he did it and each time I asked, he responded with ""idk"". Before leaving, he tells me that he has no intention to making things back to the way it used to be and he has no reason why he wants it like that. Now that entire conversation with him has been so confusing and so hurtful that even now I don't understand why he did that. I didn't do anything bad to him yet he practically cuts me off and talks to me as if I'm a boring bio teacher. I am no longer of any value towards him and I just feel so much pain and suffering. What's even worse is that this only applies to me. To everyone else, he's still the happy and caring T that I used to know so it hurts like hell when he has fun with others yet he hates being near me. In a normal situation, I would cut him off completely and find a new friend but the thing is, he has been there with me for so long and we were so close. I've grown to need him and to be wanted by him. I desperately want him back as my close good friend. I tried talking to him starting convos with him but everytime someone he knows passes, one hundred percent of his attention goes to that person instead (which ends up hurting me even more). I need help because I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to let him go and I really just want things to be how they used to be. Everyday that passes knowing that he is pushing me away is killing a part of me. I'm literally having trouble sleeping because of this situation. Please, can someone tell me what I can do? I'm completely lost at what I can do. 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I thought I was finally making a close adult friend, but turns out there's tons of other people she'd rather spend time with now that we have a bigger house with two other roommates so we don't \~have\~ to interact with each other as much. Right now she is downstairs with one of her actual friends, watching a TV show that WE started together. I didn't even want to watch it but I agreed because I thought it would be good social time. We started it together a few weeks ago, but apparently now she's finishing it with someone else and doesn't want to rewatch those episodes with me another time. I'm so sick of being the clingy friend in every group, but honestly all I want is someone irl (love my long dist and internet friends but it's not the same) to interact with on a daily basis, have inside jokes with, and maybe go to the movies with now and then. I failed to make close friends in high school and most of college, but I feel like back then it was so much easier. I'm an introvert but damn I'm a human being, I have social needs. I feel so freaking alone.",4.321085271317831,5.3353094806201575,4.772868217054263,86.3727131782946,70.47286821705426,8.213953488372093,26.348837209302324,8.515128840125781,1.6183162790697678,1018,31,210,16,18,323,142,258,0.093,0.752,0.155,0.9539,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,0,0,1,14,16,1,0,13,0,19,2,0,2,2,51,39,22,0,7,9,0,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,3,16,26,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,3,0,2,7,4,23,13,28,26,9,35,0,1,2,1,27,14,1,1,21,139,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.10935891222089683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933853186488972,0.0,0.0,0.11606515854400948,0.0,0.0,0.18649349699338205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175095344231034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617078223345227,0.0,0.06831355758840782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227241471983242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361561756826163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401763043544109,0.0,0.18883856619394426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332648700345058,0.08005899322762866,0.0,0.12276132320733725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519485125473745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636889110943983,0.09399449379219008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840243313382455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930753558458766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669806595660408,0.0,0.09134762956310727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474911704322434,0.0,0.09895512037594896,0.09917367004621999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114270281418207,0.0,0.14960801988008085,0.0,0.11258398216947978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476079302281507,0.08309450231159053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593789275050775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769150337795025,0.0,0.11708368538681438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179147080723412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957025807099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341538722082033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284715529211303,0.18990399268816088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863984215851815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828718878265408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007330372075344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793359510080592,0.19603735881170428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218941359986419,0.10947085873933833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643944863130823,0.0,0.08989148561311207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960749702946042,0.0,0.0,0.0721659467832537 lonely,Frustrated_Tears,2019/03/29,"How do I make friends as a stay-at-home-mom, without a car? Extremely rural and country living and no vehicle. No buses or taxis, not even an Uber out this far. I’m a stay-at-home mom and for the last few years I’ve had no me time. I’m in a new town and my loneliness is taking a toll on my emotions, which has started to effect my family. Online friends are great but having only my husband to talk to, only leaving home to shop... I need adult conversation and would like a girlfriend. Not like a date, just a friend. Maybe cook and watch movies together? Share parenting tips...anything! I can borrow a vehicle most night and weekends, but where do I meet new friends? I don’t drink, I’m allergic to the sun. I have so many medical restrictions that restaurants are off the table, and I can barely afford the gas to get me all the way into town. So things like yoga classes aren’t an option. I have never tried yoga but I say yoga classes because I feel that’s where moms like me might hang out? Please help.",2.74044117647059,4.417132161764709,4.0713725490196095,87.24617647058822,75.42156862745098,6.956862745098039,24.745098039215684,7.724431198458867,1.247086274509804,787,26,161,11,17,259,126,204,0.047,0.763,0.19,0.9851,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,16,0,16,4,0,3,2,31,25,16,0,2,8,4,1,4,5,2,2,1,1,1,5,11,2,1,2,7,2,2,9,0,0,0,1,3,17,10,15,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,4,14,97,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219772336401856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570502318803403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216588430405034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969694568432092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202627159603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707520495393872,0.0,0.06279415557674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837952997732344,0.0,0.06488410800305425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691982639583275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832418862742685,0.0,0.24914523329762905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123136107056548,0.0,0.13149919479184424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426916894156904,0.0,0.10966197555940398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289773665703007,0.12590908757435104,0.12476546796309695,0.0,0.0,0.12510828002400382,0.0,0.13174588067248488,0.0,0.43634920373778335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208525286003516,0.09578292318602752,0.23988679926918624,0.0,0.11654382805734514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890406235418464,0.0,0.0,0.1378982104490808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632323978877134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876080984408968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790226532715836,0.2647398637069565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337536500955056,0.09981915431614986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250626523125458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724161416780486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431680435814176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857617877115858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971465217263952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822095673698782,0.0,0.0,0.07997423743511388 lonely,justaliittlenaughty,2019/03/29,"Feeling lonely thinking about previous relationship (just here to vent really) It’s been about a year since I (F20) lost my virginity to my ex. And this time last year I felt like I was on cloud 9. I was doing well in school, had a boyfriend, had some good friends, and everything was just overall positive and happy. However I was dumped over a 5 minute phone call about 9 months ago now and sometimes it makes me upset to think about. He was my first real everything. I put in 110% effort into the relationship and he put in about 60%. I should’ve seen this from the beginning but I was so caught up into my first ~love. But anyways, since it’s been a year since I had some huge milestones with my ex, I’m feeling extra sad/lonely. I miss having someone who wanted to talk to me everyday, spend time with me, and be there for me. I don’t necessarily miss him, but I miss having someone there to support and vice versa. I know I’m young, and have “plenty of time” and “shouldn’t worry” but it’s just that it feels so lonely. I miss the cuddles, the kisses, the light roasting, and inside jokes. It sucks :( also some days I wake up thinking I’m going to roll over and see my ex, but that never happens lol. I tried using bumble, hinge, and tinder a couple months ago but they ultimately left me feeling upset and unwanted. It’s hard meeting a decent guy when you go to a huge university. I’m part of clubs and stuff, but no guys really seem interested in me. I think plenty of guys are attractive but I’ve never been approached by a guy irl. :/ idk sorry for this stupid rant it probably doesn’t mean much but just needed to share my feelings somewhere. Thanks for reading (if you even did)",2.928890150733018,4.850370697604792,4.1639995870328335,85.72224550898207,75.55688622754491,6.882345653520545,23.193888085897175,7.753152298057669,1.0910120999380548,1319,39,263,19,29,432,176,334,0.156,0.711,0.133,-0.7415,1,6,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,1,4,20,25,3,2,13,1,22,5,1,2,2,57,59,28,0,5,14,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,15,18,0,0,13,3,1,6,6,12,1,2,17,10,34,13,35,40,6,41,0,7,2,4,23,14,1,5,22,169,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477016707499882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883426544948667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066104237968916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907672211641624,0.0,0.06357584392669613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511105708352878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177194414236607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492246550230124,0.0,0.09465210940613712,0.0,0.0,0.16770392950784205,0.0,0.0,0.07616254276127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205039397936638,0.08268409586792536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904381761455881,0.08717383028367971,0.10494007678128486,0.08830817696612292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054176904052096166,0.08035572995161197,0.0,0.0,0.10710728870027816,0.0,0.0,0.04816113220732469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761154456735322,0.0,0.08897215781935283,0.0,0.06580281120362241,0.0,0.0,0.10738234954046837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737098158634813,0.0,0.07246752791547978,0.07309570505713993,0.15206170554493026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675236427069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106285744827873,0.0,0.0,0.19819994185517165,0.0,0.0,0.0986065208789174,0.11220544408824616,0.1263055444045155,0.0,0.0,0.21167571947147631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976806482512662,0.07855537231181682,0.08974338737109143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463879639548766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705276345064327,0.0,0.0974979861717425,0.11035206425338022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128503360992935,0.0,0.11186723848979067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923474428675896,0.0,0.09075907552662472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526639336408641,0.0,0.0,0.1724480989867158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692924297108725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514133369582606,0.0,0.0,0.05814494597309646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886351185153767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011261653114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044656196835455 lonely,Bobbyhsf,2019/03/29,"Trying to hold on 27m. I moved back into my parents house in a city far from where I previously was after breaking up with my gf 8 months ago. I haven't had any friends this whole time I've been here and am not close with my parents. I have no car and am stuck in the house, mainly my room, all day. In 6 months, I'm moving to a new place that I think I'll love, getting a car for the first time in 9 years, and going to grad school. I'm trying to hold on until then, but it's so fucking hard. I literally don't want to do anything even though I'm bored at the same time. Been really depressed and suicidal for the past 4 months. It's the first time I've been suicidal. I also feel like I'm going crazy. I can't stop obsessing over an ex of mine from over 2 and a half years ago that I was with for 3 years. I 've been lucky enough to get 2 college degrees, have had some averagely attractive girlfriends, have a possible high paying career in my future, am in good shape, but still feel like a total fucking loser",4.041453385324353,3.8054992211981578,5.2757603686635965,86.96880538816023,70.61290322580646,8.335909252038284,25.908897554058854,7.882392219407189,1.1712994682736615,789,20,182,9,13,264,126,217,0.16699999999999998,0.72,0.113,-0.9224,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,8,13,2,1,12,0,18,3,0,0,2,25,34,12,2,1,3,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,3,0,1,6,5,6,0,3,9,3,16,7,30,25,7,51,0,2,0,3,7,20,2,2,26,109,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101289515184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478369117494716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060046191118339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753524694461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113772763860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643824829947525,0.0,0.10208464574621164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246709329448545,0.0,0.07828405949483902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985870661797494,0.16934730150258018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163310170602872,0.0,0.0,0.09157143649431176,0.21914726711279325,0.1238479153653482,0.0,0.13471997079463596,0.09941240351693026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617432566988017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522723390701568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735218284963611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580979046985185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697264041004786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838144511183972,0.2519447518108606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447132790881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632140045128895,0.0,0.11314467813272715,0.0,0.0,0.12383247259841534,0.0,0.0,0.1336181300029488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759295824364095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995273110733964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465351057492748,0.09909146649463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592922870317925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759454664818563,0.1164493402629584,0.0,0.2764494561659337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094018660982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990859331377013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323279405837724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897693042507444 lonely,tjruy577,2019/03/29,"Things can only get better I hope. I’m really tired with a lot of things and just straight lonely. I graduated from high school and joined the navy as a nuclear engineer mechanic. All of my friends back home, however, stayed back and went to community college instead and kept playing games and keeping to the same old. I never seem relevant to them and none relain care about how things are or how I’m doing. Most would ignore me in the discord. Others went to college and some even joined the military as well. The one person that I truly loved joined the air force and before i knew it, she already left to go to basic training and I couldn’t tell her my feelings. I honestly loved her. Same interests at the time, same personality, often finishing each others sentences, always with each other, talked about anything, ran away together for 2 days.she always brightened up my day and she felt more like home than my actually family. I soon went to boot and finished that and then transferred down to training right after. Made some friends along the way while completing part of my 2 year training there. They’ve moved on as well going to a different command. The one I loved got married to someone she knew in highschool. She’s not allowed to talk to me cause her husband thinks she will cheat on him with me. Something along those lines I think since I’ve been blocked on every point of contact. Even her parents don’t talk to me. I transferred up to NY later to finish my training and within a week, I was sent to hold because I’ve become ______ and have picked up ptsd from an event as well. (Don’t really want to talk about it) Fast forward 4 months from there all my friends that transferred up here are graduating soon. Hardly hang out with any of them anyway because Im pretty much left from any social relevance in the command. Everyone works 12 hours shifts and have weird hours. I’ve also racked up a debt on my credit card as well trying to find new things to do. Still can’t find happiness. I can’t find it in myself to go out and try to make new friends because I feel so behind in what’s relevant with collage students. Under the age of 21 so drinking is a no go as well. Can’t pick up on new hobbies even though I’ve spent thousands of dollars trying to find one. Literally $4783 on my credit card. Max is 5000. I know it’s my fault on that and I totally agree. I’m not good with money. I don’t have good relationships with my family. Dad has some mental conditions and he keeps to himself. I remind my mom too much of my dad so she doesn’t like talking to me. Siblings have their own life and jobs. Tried talking to them all. I’ve tried dating apps but I honestly don’t have any good photos and don’t have the wit or personality to leave a good impression on majority of girls that just seem like they want to party, get drunk and high. On top of that, I’m a nuke and we are especially socially awkward. Borderline “nice guy” So here’s where I’m at. I’ve lost my career essentially since I’m still in and in the process for discharge with mental conditions and illness. The one person who could bring a smile to my face can’t talk to me anymore because she doesn’t want her marriage to end. I feel like I have no family . Most of my friends are moving on with their life while I’m stuck in a standstill waiting on my medical records to be pushed through. Loss of motivation and depression won’t allow me to do anything. Even the medication isn’t working for the lack of motivation. I live alone and wake up constantly every night in cold sweats and heart pounding situations and then continue to cry myself back to sleep. Constant sad thoughts.I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about what I’m feeling because what good will it do. I’m still alone in the end. Far from anyone. Thank you to whoever reads this for listening to me. And I apologize once again for how messy it is. If any of you can offer any tips for embracing the suck, I’m open ears. Once again, thank you. And I’m sorry if it seems like I kept making excuses. 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I don’t want to talk about my issues, I just need conversation so I can stop thinking about all the things I shouldn’t have done.",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,3.2089999999999996,94.31950000000002,75.8,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.14900000000000002,186,4,44,2,4,59,36,50,0.189,0.6759999999999999,0.135,-0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,1,2,13,13,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665914866480492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648786637207426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392893225157688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701570975037163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282322454632216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838466051537969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633288375199529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104417072161728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193105466386984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639813443250674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439494705762041,0.0,0.0,0.4160844687239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195885784813014,0.16585138808264455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355083566033093,0.0,0.0,0.15266793104449258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ChillVibes1370,2019/03/29,"Too lonely to be proud of myself In the last year I’ve graduated from my childhood dream college, got a full-time job at a place that I love and get to help people, and things have been going very well. But my friends have now moved all over the country, nobody texts me back these days, and I have no romantic life to speak of. I’d love to be happy for myself, but it just feels pointless when there’s nobody to share that joy with. 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Anyone on here that plays pubg mobile (europe or any other server)?? I love the game but nobody ever has their mic on and wants to chat + I dont have any friends. I'm 24F and a decent player at rank diamond. ,-0.7837999999999994,1.338276920000002,1.7155000000000022,93.89525000000002,99.8,3.3000000000000003,10.25,5.148860815047168,-1.4093999999999998,186,2,38,1,8,63,42,50,0.098,0.7509999999999999,0.151,0.4159,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,6,0,5,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423005337501721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788014862447819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46730892448522704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606743705633664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308058029132988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598696497233414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351814528653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,amugwithacamera,2019/03/29,"Some relevant original songs Writing and listening to music helps me cope with my loneliness at university. Here's a couple of original songs that y'all might relate to. &#x200B; solitary: [https://open.spotify.com/track/7amfRchJGEHPTASP8AT8BE?si=RfeEDuUrSkWWKeATdCsO0Q](https://open.spotify.com/track/7amfRchJGEHPTASP8AT8BE?si=RfeEDuUrSkWWKeATdCsO0Q) &#x200B; ur gna be alright: [https://open.spotify.com/track/2XruZNKecQCYqRrua2MoqK?si=ilifQRgMQjaURFpbsPDX6g](https://open.spotify.com/track/2XruZNKecQCYqRrua2MoqK?si=ilifQRgMQjaURFpbsPDX6g) &#x200B; washed away: [https://open.spotify.com/track/75CSECNpTm3ham8uUuBZ9y?si=dbgCFg9RQo-nxcj5XEL4lA](https://open.spotify.com/track/75CSECNpTm3ham8uUuBZ9y?si=dbgCFg9RQo-nxcj5XEL4lA) &#x200B; Hope these are of help to at least someone here &#x200B;",47.80928571428571,59.783849928571435,26.32357142857143,-68.7285714285714,-21.714285714285708,12.028571428571427,46.14285714285714,11.698219412168324,6.7008,740,18,35,9,4,173,45,56,0.044,0.708,0.248,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,9,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167548997988339,0.5795237720539402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961853735177601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554308966669422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278708076304629,0.0,0.0,0.09474008530148867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118975504754248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808204741114363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795237720539402,0.0 lonely,Tomtom1599,2019/03/29,"Okay r/lonely, story time I (m/19 soon 20) am a lonely fuck. I got my circle of friends but everytime I am around them I just wanna go back to my room and enjoy solitude. Plus, I am quite easily infected with those loneliness attacks, when I see happy couples. Not like I wanna take smth away from them, but that envious feeling tears my chest apart. I had one female friend, that I know since class 6, and after suffering in friendzone for 4yrs I finally got over it, that resulted in me laying down my ""overly nice mask"" that I held up for way too long. She soon started to be pissed since she thought I was mad at her (because I obviously was as cold, as I am on a regular basis). We didn't talk anymore and she blocked me on all social media, resulting with a way happier time, until yesterday (prom night, 3am, drunk as shit), where she came up to me, wanting to clear our arguements since everyone goes to a different uni now. We soon realized that we are too drunk to have a proper conversation so she wants to meet up. I dont feel like it will be as before, and to be honest, I felt way happier without her around me. Does this make me a bad person? That time without her made it feel easier to cope with loneliness, but I still end up using 4 dating apps at the same times with one (or max 2) matches every 3 months that tend to ghost me after a short amount of time because I am not ""what they were looking for"". Idk, I just needed to get it off my chest, thanks r/lonely",5.9796476510067125,5.202662157718123,6.799924496644298,79.4836451342282,66.68456375838926,10.268791946308724,30.70553691275168,9.673873057562805,2.5688986577181203,1145,36,237,21,16,382,180,298,0.182,0.672,0.147,-0.8738,1,6,0,0,0,0,45.0,4,0,3,1,15,19,6,0,8,1,17,8,4,5,3,48,42,16,1,5,10,0,4,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,14,15,2,2,7,2,0,2,6,9,0,2,12,7,45,10,50,26,3,49,0,2,2,1,22,21,3,1,25,161,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600432915143427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825892683924815,0.0,0.13307200489198176,0.10989860534571876,0.08994388834810181,0.09766634381737417,0.14260952116570366,0.0,0.09953415888270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378427172331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942677598852792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221035544606786,0.0,0.0,0.1023625764360897,0.0,0.13708976504946171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360205889391352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855356115689334,0.11177131210484023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774329644526067,0.08356448626193216,0.11231101488248717,0.12813659644068448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074383185368254,0.10813829703514924,0.06111279796187893,0.0,0.06647761758698431,0.0,0.18710564034722416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451837153021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428449524747233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429276473670565,0.0,0.0,0.10351612547211914,0.09822662735127942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106812924000864,0.07807940630978001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336556134833468,0.0,0.0,0.08673290928248499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976985947679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585258754745358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213503046456132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441362323135324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321116712735124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200695972884917,0.2902801815532056,0.0,0.0,0.11923774691393035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279305282392467,0.0,0.0934136170331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794803522885368,0.09401728710150918,0.0,0.10769167159766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286233103794624,0.3410352065979749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102584776844624,0.0,0.0,0.1379856811115597,0.27853967400518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255127665763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ovni_asmr,2019/03/29,"Looking for a positive and motivational person Hello everyone: My name is amine and i am a 28 years old man, i am a doctor, and i am a lonely guy. I always did my best to be present in other people Life and make friends but it seems so hard to be, because i am a natural introvert and i find it hard to go to other people . I tried so many times To get my Life back but i never really could sustain it. If you have some advice on human relations and how to sustain them i would really appreciate it.",1.296634615384615,3.234095394230774,4.464076923076924,81.5809230769231,80.63461538461539,7.621538461538463,22.9,8.548686976883017,1.6757069230769224,387,13,79,9,10,141,65,104,0.062,0.8,0.138,0.8334,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,11,3,0,3,1,19,16,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,14,2,9,11,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,3,6,61,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943759673731487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551196433897092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529522011868381,0.0,0.12125582167449005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874744337498854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881624181452345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359639312063807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900703708718102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818033328634907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368007454809976,0.0,0.10392409246062093,0.0,0.11304712444979258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969556354117244,0.0,0.0,0.3563748458845019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28099697135551466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703724004449866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277630400214274,0.20166706550228491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341435170634862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208726254510726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758031468944711,0.17368359334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548581596174555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108337722674886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598805986570225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504920760700193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130244133844894,0.0,0.0,0.1280937705929963 lonely,EyeSackJam,2019/03/29,"Plz contribute your ideas. Below are my thoughts about love/loneliness and how to avoid this. Love: What is it On scientific level: hormones that make our brain feel happy. This is due to the fact humans want to reproduce and pass on their genes. This being said, Loneliness is the absence of love or rather lack of exposure to oxytocin. Of course, this love chemical cannot be simply expressed as oxytocin but it is the main component. (I would also like to point out that there is no alternate way of perfectly creating this exact chemical any way other than being in a relationship. Do we need it: yes, as with most species, we strive to reproduce and pass on our genes. When we aren't in a relationship our primal brain sends us signals in forms of loneliness in order to get us to reproduce. Is there a loophole to feel ""love""/not lonely: I have been thinking and only came up with one idea which ultimately if void. To get rid of hormones that urge us to reproduce. This however leads to many complications, especially in some cases of chemical castration or sterilization, patients have been more inclined to development depression and suicidal thoughts. An explanation of this behaviour is perhaps that a loss of specific hormones eliminate our primal goal of surviving in order to reproduce. Therefore, this option doesn't work. 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I guess because I don’t go out with them too much... But that’s because we don’t have time and/or live far from each other... Plus (surprisingly) I’m not too good socially and being with people sometimes feels more like a chore... but I want to be with people...? I don’t understand myself... I simultaniously like and dislike being around people... I don’t know... I feel lonely... I can’t sleep because of this feeling, which is why I’m posting here...",2.2747308031774054,4.787137126213594,3.5278375992939104,86.44741394527803,80.6504854368932,5.687202118270079,23.92674315975287,6.980632752743323,1.0106970873786416,416,15,79,5,11,135,65,103,0.126,0.778,0.096,-0.2121,0,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,0,1,24,23,6,0,1,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,4,12,7,9,20,3,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134903328436712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314610623389089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36657748085302894,0.12948351631212318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003165667042078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300734278715523,0.3040442323721513,0.0,0.0,0.19966496559849486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960909067162653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709711061652975,0.0,0.16004519201155112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332380409175921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769633606189491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358536029282526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137876752220672,0.184759380906816,0.0,0.0,0.17925878037518336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708239748284719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568709199772484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868542729738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690469115698574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270960272134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,IAmJustAPenguin,2019/03/29,"Should I Use Tinder? I’ve been pretty lonely, and I use Reddit to meet new people quite often. Should I use Tinder or some other sort of app to meet people? I’m kind of shy and I don’t know anything about these kinds of apps. What’s your experience like?",0.7602515723270464,3.0378095849056628,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,85.22641509433961,4.2880503144654085,12.606918238993714,5.46131890053228,-1.1348591194968551,200,2,42,1,6,66,38,53,0.092,0.7879999999999999,0.12,0.35,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264323889642695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228993395482212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875554308088177,0.12865449345663693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436877349937358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609393075767603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245890502907485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816248263773698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899272545138326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065582013504801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,glided_cage,2019/03/29,"dont know what to write here I dont have the mental energy to write a long text here, probably for the best. I have ""friends"", or just people I hang with and still feel lonely, no job, rarely going to uni, girls I like ,ghost me or just dont give a shit, so my confidence is down the drain to approach new ones. I train and I'm not bad looking or ugly. At my swim practice every day there are some girls, and I still didnt approach any of them, even when someone is looking at me from time to time. Every time I tried to get some girl in the last 1year, it didn't work, my confidence is crushed hard. 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My family is made up of two narcissists and an enabler who refuses to acknowledge their illness. I myself have pretty bad complex ptsd thought I’m attractive and successful. I find it really hard to connect with people, especially men. And I really feel like I’m never going to find anyone. I have trouble finding most men attractive and the ones that I do are also invariably emotionally unavailable. I live in a big city but I also find it really hard to connect with girlfriends. I’m fairly certain the problem is me but I don’t know how to fix it. I just had to get it off my chest. Thanks for listening. 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I live with one of them, she's nice and all, but she is also hard to live with. Her depression and apathy make it hard to like her sometimes. And I'm not saying depression is a deal-breaker (because I've lived with MDD for decades), but she can never pull herself out of it and has been stuck in this ""woe is me"" mind frame for years now. I try to help her, include her in things, and some of the time she will come along. But she refuses to clean her spaces, or even help clean the house. Most weekends she gets off of work on Friday at 4pm and stays in her bed until Monday morning at 7. I can maybe get her to clean the bathroom once a month, meanwhile I've cleaned the entire house at least every two weeks. It gets tiring. But ultimately, you can't be responsible for someone else's well-being, and if they don't want to get help, you can't help them. So here I am, in my own depression. I'm having trouble just trying to connect with her without being incredibly frustrated at her apathy. Meanwhile my own apathy and isolation is growing. &#x200B; I have another friend that lives out of state. We used to talk almost every day, even if it was just a message here and there saying ""hey"" or sending a funny meme to each other. The past two months, we've maybe spoken twice outside of meeting up over a weekend for a concert. The meet up was all fine, but outside of being face to face, they seem to be too busy to even respond to me. I have anxiety as well and I can't tell if something is actually up, or if my anxiety is telling me that they're just done with me. But every time I go to talk to my out of state friend, I do the typically ""Hey, how are you?"" because I genuinely care, and want to know what's going on in their life. I'll get the kind of response ""Just really busy"" or complete silence. Meanwhile, I see them on gaming platforms we share for hours and hours. I'm not saying they should feel obligated to talk to me, but it kind of seems like they don't want to talk to me period. When we have talked for the past few months there has been no reciprocal ""how are you"", like they don't even care?? I've never really been the type to offer my troubles up in a conversation, but I'm going through some stuff, a family member is severely ill and we're worried they won't be pulling through, but I don't want to go and just dump this on my friends unsolicited. &#x200B; While the main reason I am posting is to vent, I'm also interested to see what others do to pull themselves out of the isolation, or to distract themselves from the black hole of anxiety feelings and depression. &#x200B;",5.5647778496710885,5.531386774021356,6.127263021675834,81.46596840289013,67.38078291814946,9.232050037743988,30.90930658902189,8.927757054556999,2.32488659549229,2205,78,450,34,33,718,246,562,0.142,0.715,0.14300000000000002,0.7043,0,3,1,0,0,0,87.0,3,4,10,2,22,32,2,1,21,0,46,5,2,5,4,84,78,43,0,10,27,0,4,3,6,3,3,5,5,0,15,31,0,1,6,5,0,10,16,10,1,6,7,12,62,22,84,62,12,64,0,5,3,0,66,26,0,15,27,309,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.11411267690750546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585472609983118,0.0,0.0,0.0935136844326949,0.0,0.2534002345597394,0.2841801012986637,0.0,0.0613088008231517,0.13418359063198496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128310594148958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922405491304135,0.0,0.0,0.05036500891835727,0.06130259050357175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037707026079368614,0.06027794550059275,0.20143362701742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983306844228688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884251545720076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447026265728822,0.0,0.1477854469343959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511843129038438,0.0,0.05912635986340884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973285490992473,0.0,0.0,0.2710334122641031,0.0,0.15273559632935366,0.0,0.1329148578147097,0.04904018832743631,0.0,0.06446118156666246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475169580831513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567594843295946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151584142485108,0.13492845466553788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265628871661496,0.032132486300099725,0.0,0.06595445596276622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129768080773905,0.08569354125667926,0.0,0.2065132772534333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902784713344352,0.0,0.11747793866416388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059036017369275384,0.0,0.14000581054781389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018825929022828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062266516791837735,0.03961943313303939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162865251379127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599618643136442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491220190991521,0.06011484664045956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948831215924445,0.0,0.0,0.093182859699087,0.10645415110664908,0.0,0.06605220302922059,0.0,0.04836533766056439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953975062703778,0.045011526488673376,0.0578263516486342,0.0,0.0,0.06231911357019875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693187700768767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196620458466515,0.10220722633877184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038843544309525815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818632742888023,0.06720037038535144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939187447021706,0.0,0.11422948967228524,0.0,0.0,0.050497583544504863,0.0,0.04824222712338823,0.17242972006152055,0.0,0.04689950661627297,0.0,0.10513951585953947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636107007308644,0.0,0.042565403755484406,0.05937709685405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841801012986637,0.037651478063202924 lonely,anxiousguy12345,2019/03/29,"Recently been crying every night because of this So anxiety likes to keep me up all night, and of course thats when I get the most lonely. During the day I at least have my parents around to talk to, but during the night, no one. I try so hard to find people to talk to or to be friends, even online, and even after all that effort, I rarely even get replies to my posts, and those rare people who do, stop replying to me after a few days. I look at facebook and snapchat and see all these people in such happy relationships and stuff, and while yes I am glad that they're happy, and would never take that from them, I can't help but get so envious and wish I was in their shoes. I can't help but feel like I got so unlucky with who I am, no brains, no good looks, terrible socially. When I cry I just feel like life is so unfair to so many people, and well... it is. Life is unfair. That's just how it is, and I, like many others, got the shit end of the deal. And whats funny, is people who feel the same way as I do tend to stop responding to me after a few days too. Am I really that unlikable? No one ever says I am, yet everyone always leaves. I'm just so tired. Thanks for reading. Just a vent. If anyone wants to talk, I'm always here.",4.399554707379132,3.8477803549618335,5.454061068702291,87.0696921119593,69.87786259541986,8.666055979643765,24.33689567430025,8.021203637495839,1.0030984223918575,951,18,220,11,15,316,140,262,0.185,0.6409999999999999,0.174,0.0754,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,24,15,2,0,9,1,18,6,3,1,5,41,37,29,0,4,9,1,4,4,1,1,3,1,0,0,17,14,0,3,4,1,0,0,7,4,1,2,4,8,24,11,29,31,8,27,0,1,3,0,17,6,1,3,23,153,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281443597975864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484411454794962,0.0,0.0,0.0684090618929467,0.0,0.0,0.08709459896708484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059639791884657886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921710223616787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149360511764029,0.18928797994370208,0.10086440755937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665347419651839,0.0,0.0,0.19385885748604206,0.08849807679076069,0.08243087598701739,0.09348629373577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840615110313213,0.13978782142656945,0.0,0.0,0.08942014318308705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558769167778126,0.0,0.15334549287353486,0.0,0.0,0.08206002213858117,0.15649644370922589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829604371926516,0.08764165442932377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115454072718466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869609489047582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359397937051662,0.0,0.0,0.13820862916462975,0.1911905080979565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431485260946238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838027816649206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545699564387387,0.0,0.0,0.2754367950004158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259213191872385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086350710443988,0.0,0.0,0.33913510408755315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093699646248363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786226965893843,0.0,0.06267611480335916,0.0,0.0966010434817348,0.10503902862876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780295015341558,0.0,0.0,0.07796246089827287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042703650396198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997312711327233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359020900061946,0.0,0.0,0.1119985770110678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356034120076438,0.2359101155572472,0.0,0.09007405437302578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124478528655576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642408195040114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770608608238775,0.07765749931935792,0.0,0.0,0.08796612832588352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250633464553947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949974094309495,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,juzoo0,2019/03/29,"Take consciousness of the past and mistakes Somehow I wish this feeling didn’t grow up at that time. Sometimes I wish I’ve stayed alone and maybe end it all. Or keep living this way but without the knowledge of how happy you could feel because of a relationship/ bond with people. It’s just hard to feel that everything goes well and then, just because of one stupid text you sent, you can feel like shit and want to remain alone forever, away from people although they give you attention and care. And this makes even worse because of the guilt i feel. Do you think it’s better to live life on his own ? Or is it just too selfish ? I need opinions cuz I don’t know anymore ",4.2597727272727255,5.788949674242428,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,71.19696969696969,6.795151515151516,26.83636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.1581763636363631,535,18,108,5,10,162,90,132,0.18,0.657,0.163,-0.557,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,1,1,8,10,2,1,4,0,6,2,1,3,1,37,23,13,0,6,7,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,2,6,12,5,15,20,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,4,5,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690578637470044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215082046706154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346689130686341,0.0,0.0,0.2621289298650572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676906532583013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614062951643644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144421519647042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269531730546157,0.0,0.0,0.09467209214940096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882117619014105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623750030040605,0.10239928432787528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375009753320175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525838630826999,0.12840092361819935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740364420083378,0.0,0.0,0.07877373033906405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124247284180686,0.07002674124153871,0.0,0.2531366708113689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956779091755048,0.0,0.14400030197929675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628184573961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712819956291208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368304539074399,0.1987423029824792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388924798046194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713236904657134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176299302576115,0.0,0.0,0.15277713033158932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777085180956812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918439366519252,0.0,0.0,0.0835803883883873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845433007810813,0.1137734642666556,0.0,0.0,0.12887629971966108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296587079614068,0.13817081237017834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607165419822435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gattatok,2019/03/29,"I don't know how to not be alone. I just came to the realization yesterday at work that since I haven't had anybody other than family in my life, I don't know how to connect with someone on a deeper level. I think very logically, don't like going out, and can't stand most people, even the people that enjoy the same things I do. I feel that, even if I were to meet someone special, I wouldn't be able to articulate my feelings well enough because of how rarely I actually deal with them. Even then, I can't come to terms with the thought of someone actually appreciating the monster I feel I have become. How can people just... open up? Don't they know you get hurt doing that? ",6.680020855057349,5.5630618613138685,7.4603753910323265,76.43423357664234,65.42335766423358,10.164337851929094,31.98018769551616,9.23628265651192,2.511138477580814,533,17,110,8,7,179,81,137,0.046,0.852,0.103,0.7373,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,4,0,28,28,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,0,0,3,9,1,1,0,4,3,18,4,17,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,4,80,24,1,0.1602511679120418,0.0,0.3127640467465413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597188073331415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768762456161577,0.1769848246640131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328464469312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804219154808905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652119175121452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558229429052246,0.0,0.3175331551234316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107053911876075,0.0,0.24308341651551946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372462111100099,0.0,0.0910744317140271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715521896433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642095528630786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131901390863428,0.0782906260426703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33329394697929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256142208671726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073408836115321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646375527649042,0.10268247773947932,0.0,0.12722152709300294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222399638741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408504534450586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666475882216475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,doggov,2019/03/29,"Will it always be this way? Does anyone else feel like they've been lonely basically their whole life? Even since childhood? When I was little, my dad worked a lot and was gone for weeks at a time. My mother and three older brothers were always home, but mostly left me to my own devices. Before I could even articulate it, I felt an acute sense of loneliness as a toddler. And while I knew my family loved me, deep down, it felt like I was invisible. It's always felt that way. I'm so tired of it. I'm sick and tired of not being able to make friends or even have meaningful relationships and interactions with the people closest to me. I feel so alone even though there are people at every corner. Will it always be this way? How can anyone live like this? It's so tiring, wishing for something you might never have. I don't even want a boyfriend. Just a friend. Just someone who understands. I don't understand how ""normal"" people can just go out and make friends like it's nothing. It's crazy to me. I wonder if I'll ever change. What do you think?",2.226515567765567,4.561811605769228,3.3065109890109916,88.99801282051283,79.57692307692308,5.8849816849816845,20.000915750915755,7.07126945348624,0.4111242673992681,826,21,166,10,21,265,125,208,0.108,0.723,0.16899999999999998,0.93,0,3,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,17,9,0,0,7,0,20,6,0,4,2,39,39,18,0,5,7,3,5,4,3,3,5,0,1,0,15,8,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,10,5,20,8,15,22,4,22,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,6,12,111,35,1,0.09974719404889884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330801085489356,0.0,0.0,0.3319906241191925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949111463354105,0.10220278788113801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487751540762857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551930529779624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964001794499527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728944169667027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332598134747216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32941040465552845,0.09022704765186026,0.08404131304740042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403277727636747,0.0,0.10087035675792552,0.07125941535896511,0.2873188462074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311933040656985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056688629052978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005456852013134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837561819047943,0.0,0.07045439303172085,0.19492576234762515,0.09997289296510953,0.08807859979848766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848014973869593,0.0900257370195967,0.0,0.1331640531545911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581600996751343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693118526996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773107183332684,0.0957101228866186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745643503150688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070911570632269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251190967631117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451547382575271,0.07679026318583063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391397433136549,0.09800111170887696,0.0,0.058163390995598925,0.3439341784625971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076806935572771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883347941072465,0.2375240393589051,0.08001118240803193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136417997793516,0.11470435048210015,0.0,0.1081715770156057,0.07261714525094587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,misstff,2019/03/30,"I feel so forever alone I am 23 years old (I am 5'4 and weigh 120 lbs) and I never get approached and men pretty much never flirt with me and I have never even had a guy ask for my number before. I never have guys start conversations with me or small talk. It's really been getting me down and making my self esteem low to the point that when I am in my room I literally start crying and cannot continue to study anymore (I am in college) and get really depressed because I hear other women getting male attention or interest but I never seem to get any indication that a guy is attracted to me or wants romance with me. Yes, it may seem crazy that I cry and get depressed but I want to find love like everybody else. I cry almost everyday because I don't understand what is wrong with me-why no one likes me? I don't know if I have depression or something but this is literally something that really gets me feeling really sad and down because I just feel and believe like I am 100% going to end up all alone for the rest of my life because no one expresses interest in me.",5.2976887791108,5.333869665137616,6.701376146788991,76.88487297106566,67.94495412844037,10.1939308398024,30.989414255469303,10.035473477838034,2.9396410726887785,849,31,168,19,13,291,120,218,0.182,0.657,0.161,-0.73,0,2,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,0,4,1,17,3,0,1,6,43,40,20,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,7,9,14,1,0,9,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,2,4,31,9,19,37,3,25,0,5,0,1,13,10,0,9,16,114,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666359603316413,0.19995761394676406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656455741608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573453999746802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024508191691287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353818518313291,0.0,0.08214225265878873,0.1087593423893376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181100496359398,0.0,0.0,0.2494305252392911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064071833410902,0.0,0.08549935613223424,0.0,0.0,0.06375896503967718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464295630733138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822917647903512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530406106862471,0.0,0.054861781334984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867477714778108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087994149460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305186993023607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681839298139148,0.14148306365562996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871245676848918,0.0,0.06443635423798988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096267186919543,0.0,0.3722600047513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129487317409376,0.0,0.13082616724104335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912546424288996,0.0,0.0,0.09820850179180064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736538310762896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575956386624572,0.10070470192071804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863124044223522,0.0,0.0,0.13665274192892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758936065845592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049398784004157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138750234933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710578408767312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554339837149057,0.0,0.06216392028412626 lonely,zoreIIe,2019/03/30,"I know you're out there somewhere You've got to be out there somewhere. It's been so long since I've so much as thought about what it was like to have that deep seeded and confound connection with someone, but for some reason the urge to find it again is hitting me like a ton of bricks. I'm afraid of it mostly, to obtain it again just to lose it eventually. But for some reason, I'm tired of being alone. I have my family, but we've never had the deepest relationship. I know that this person that I've conjured up exists. I don't know if I'll ever find them, but I know that they've got to be out there somewhere, and that's enough for now",4.628602941176472,4.378506419117649,5.2694117647058825,87.56235294117648,69.36764705882354,7.976470588235292,25.823529411764717,7.1686216300943375,0.9398999999999996,507,12,114,4,8,164,79,136,0.077,0.884,0.039,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,2,2,26,20,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,8,2,19,10,6,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502766959758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945698803883016,0.0,0.0,0.1703330718750276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751763165547552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442155632803579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012101614087591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41395103116374893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839930749832533,0.0,0.0,0.16664440903012545,0.0,0.21066564630169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842618192825634,0.0,0.1452327816441709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442106691507574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872187561625388,0.0,0.20216959579142801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557682247974023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955060763220202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949350361018324,0.0,0.2164294287391928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,londonwtf,2019/03/30,"In a crowd but still lonely I went for a nightout today after a long while , even tough i was surrounded with people and really good friends i was feeling lonely . I know the world doesn’t owe me anything so i need to make the best out of people and try to fit in , but for better or worse i just don’t fit in . I sometimes think getting into a relationship might help me with that issue but i just feel i am too fucked in my head to try to share my life with anyone . Why things have to be so difficult? I just hope i find someone who gets that in my life but right now i feel the odds are stacked against me . Cheers guys ",1.9785524475524487,3.5415648692307724,2.997552447552448,94.62108391608393,77.23076923076924,5.9580419580419575,21.048951048951047,6.574015621080383,0.10153846153846137,483,12,111,4,11,154,83,130,0.14300000000000002,0.596,0.26,0.962,1,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,1,0,7,0,9,4,1,1,0,25,22,10,0,2,8,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,18,7,20,17,1,19,0,2,0,1,7,12,1,3,6,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268092218834832,0.0,0.14438299313099495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412725665516996,0.1551740534035307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588515104419403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661431537278953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036100078499022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135554668702084,0.16220361025070906,0.18333405895446844,0.0,0.0,0.1471617781648807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372620351565846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006555045704906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760254826166,0.0,0.0,0.17426456687723002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312750476807374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642446291617957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785549766546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527051683905715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711634025050124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861280658515082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009628779888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432742456314387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239978082569907,0.0,0.0,0.18837102192851568,0.0,0.14983603170825835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866088489388896,0.0,0.17352765198578432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011711248267378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656327689137536,0.11242329423337973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663090712990947,0.0,0.0,0.23824234403161235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264682813078613,0.1583191781664162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788017495517407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LittleBigPerson,2019/03/30,"Don't think my personality 'meshes' with my looks? I think the clash puts people off me. I have heard that this is a thing; that people get uncomfortable or like you less if your personality does not match how they would expect you to act based on your looks. I feel like I come across as extremely weird to people because I do not have act in the way you'd expect me to if you saw me. I got kind of lucky with bone and face structure and I take care of myself when it comes to grooming (most of the time) plenty of excersise and eating alright. I think I look like I should be more confident than I am, but I am actually very ",4.600468750000001,4.858795609375001,5.4921875000000036,84.18406250000002,69.46875,8.5875,24.59375,8.472884824447931,1.2139499999999992,490,11,108,7,8,161,83,128,0.027000000000000003,0.866,0.107,0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,2,8,0,0,4,1,11,3,2,1,0,24,26,10,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,3,6,25,7,16,19,3,12,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,5,5,74,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.16823756217410582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050934593140366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577332242709445,0.0,0.0,0.29701472435598325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086842973782136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640827239423632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717063619243294,0.12316261726820454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007190114201477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788405458854233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952810363836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526778420381031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343178203271033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856142488540754,0.3010661162291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733096493124167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962336857345533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453492071057822,0.33140093778527485,0.0,0.0,0.10052784503108672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224808154604854,0.0,0.1368431207964733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246803629470995,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Liamreed,2019/03/30,"My girlfriend and only friend after several years ended our relationship just now. I’ve never posted on reddit before but I don’t know who else to turn to. I feel so alone and helpless. I loved her so much, she meant everything to me she was my best friend and my only friend. It felt so cold and distant when she ended it. I’m so scared and hurt and confused. I don’t know where else to go. 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Fun easy going guy ",2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.77777777777777,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6775777777777776,73,2,14,2,2,24,16,18,0.233,0.395,0.3720000000000001,0.6705,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209801880597091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346612094328516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088370034644948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.774959420000103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SoftenedBrass,2019/03/30,"Trying to meet people seems like the same all the time Tbh, meeting people, trying to form bonds, and idk, have friends, turn out quite badly. Having an enormous social anxiety makes me barely able to go outdoors, so internet its all I have Idk if its because I'm a girl or I'm plain dumb, but like, I tend to get the same all the time! We start okay, most of the time is promising (I have a lot of tastes many folks here have) but it just, starts to fade Sometimes, its just a decay over time, talking less and less, others, it's just, we don't have anything else to say, talking empty words, unable to break the status quo, and in the end, we don't talk anymore. Add up to that how many people tend to not respect my boundaries. I've had my shit, and Im not really comfortable doing voice chat, even less a video call, or sending any kind of picture of myself! But anyways, a lot of people, well, guys, are quite pushing all the time, most even feel entitled and get to the emotional blackmail! And let's not talk of those who plainly wanna get a relationship, or anything like that. Sorry for this long rant, but idk, everything seems hopeless to me",4.234014317180616,5.296421396475772,4.6541382158590325,86.9642029185022,70.71806167400881,7.084691629955947,26.52230176211453,7.1686216300943375,1.1859605726872242,895,28,180,8,16,283,133,227,0.149,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.9039,0,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,3,0,0,2,11,15,2,0,16,1,13,2,1,2,4,42,28,16,0,2,14,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,11,11,1,0,3,2,0,3,5,5,1,0,1,4,11,10,23,26,14,20,0,1,0,0,19,5,2,10,14,115,22,0,0.1131068952826151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769165673928847,0.0,0.08652646530401409,0.0,0.11217164739095446,0.0,0.0,0.1861546749710721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443953308281143,0.06894891354403554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549478619256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448629744882248,0.1272300334210386,0.10017913731524976,0.0,0.0,0.14941207519526425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165318430530493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057190244736837564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738610672156355,0.0,0.1772810534106632,0.0,0.06428125513853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199360897053344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221748561459026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778342607885815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115659463653085,0.0,0.16577494735537482,0.0,0.0,0.10009604305868944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923188752568554,0.0,0.0,0.07549973089058136,0.2293452779747513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136563188108023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060621147199435,0.0,0.0,0.07245917338562231,0.0,0.0,0.12143447645962335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994714290709548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593653893478656,0.0,0.0,0.1161026026178444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529823585343235,0.0,0.0,0.11186561157032997,0.12661390907098055,0.16011528527806018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36364415206048295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297677011042512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358431473059156,0.12302782260488555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101696682451119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theonlypringle,2019/03/30,"I flaked on an event and now I'm feeling so lonely. I was supposed to go to a school reunion this weekend. I cancelled about a week or two ago, due to mental health and anxiety issues. Fast forward to this weekend, all my friends went, as did my partner. He didn't encourage me to go or reassure me that I'd be wanted there. I've tried to keep positive and be happy, because it's a choice I made. My friends are not really talking on our group chats, they're posting lots of pictures of them as a group with captions like ""the dream team"" (I'm not tagged, mentioned or included at all). They've all been out doing cool stuff yesterday and today and I have been alone all day. I haven't felt this lonely and sad in a long, long time. I know it's partly my fault, but I can't help being anxious. I feel abandoned and dismissed by everyone, including my partner. At times like these I get so lonely and sad that I feel like I can't cope with it and should just go back in my shell and cut off contact with everyone to prevent feeling like this. 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I really wanted to chat with someone and just share my happiness and excitement with someone so I called 3 friends and no one answered. And it just hit me, how lonely I really feel. All the excitement and happiness I felt just vanished and I just cried for so long. There's nothing I'd love more than to just have a chat with someone about my day and hear about their days instead of coming home to an empty house and starting and finishing every day alone with no one to share the good days with. It almost feels empty experiencing success and happiness when you have no one to share such moments with. I'm sort of venting and also kind of wondering if anyone else ever experiences this too? Those of you who read, thank you for listening to me",5.801151515151518,6.171815155555558,6.262929292929293,79.30590909090913,66.8888888888889,9.656565656565657,30.25252525252525,9.573946990214177,2.6058888888888894,728,25,141,14,11,236,98,180,0.107,0.66,0.233,0.9834,0,3,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,20,19,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,2,38,19,21,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,20,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,1,0,4,3,6,16,18,26,15,3,17,0,1,0,1,17,1,0,5,15,103,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096001276219616,0.11476553897197775,0.0,0.08861456062300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748079176166793,0.1135377396056205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314919967188085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545283480486284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171936701408795,0.4287789410109397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256737285498344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023381214996614,0.09336203947770373,0.0,0.0,0.10839325153400044,0.0,0.0,0.1120575332331127,0.0,0.10639478961645134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561138007997117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788260200334431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798874416306423,0.3538772921659301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489070308114662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111512687912491,0.0,0.0,0.1278596367821818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539135951310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806319000001897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942065331885552,0.10001017486355117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632499597330793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003503652339801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083979120535477,0.0,0.2129627946269277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816663632806305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843174995900397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906472345513769,0.0,0.1020187802155073,0.0,0.0,0.07361711032798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653584936762795,0.0,0.2666548236730873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016850614887956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wxcvbn877,2019/03/30,Anyone else tired of feeling lonely? Maybe we can help each other. ,2.3724999999999987,5.237324583333336,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,94.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.970966666666667,53,1,8,0,2,16,12,12,0.307,0.455,0.239,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045332921942405,0.4462528175595879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363830133435036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202174805828979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29192714363176525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375492713649164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005786351362399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Eowyn18,2019/03/30,"Feeling incredibly alone right now I don't have any friends, I have people I know, but no friends. My family ignores me, my boyfriend ignores me and feels like everyone is. I spend so much time alone sat in silence. I went many years self harm free, but unfortunately I've just cracked and now that's the only thing helping me get by at the moment. I'm alone and the sad part is, the very few people around me don't even see it. No one even checks if I'm ok. Tired of being the caring one. Feels like the whole world is against me :(",1.5003252710592143,3.6538559633027528,2.456196830692246,95.1020433694746,81.11009174311927,5.431526271893245,21.835696413678065,6.574015621080383,0.21877247706422054,416,13,94,4,11,131,72,109,0.302,0.544,0.154,-0.9644,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,6,1,8,1,0,0,0,14,19,7,0,1,4,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,4,4,0,2,2,4,12,8,6,16,4,11,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972834103240045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883791601971324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247637428333598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163179284401271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141997678301966,0.0,0.0,0.15293242445142208,0.0,0.0,0.1508787162430543,0.0,0.2427747596439377,0.2286762003847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473048932636341,0.0,0.08361831118662638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727659151784744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795802364394116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563824319432273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226323502082646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765346590640248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690491073294932,0.12172347864909028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331604942835646,0.0,0.22191382976966076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366798509540662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275372857872643,0.0,0.1669646435506736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632857217715966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332509386558653,0.1839512732389464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205610404141654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836581010335326,0.0,0.1786875278728383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306546361780468 lonely,InsipidGirlfriend,2019/03/30,"I want to be isolated yet I feel conflicted The semester is coming to an end and classes have gone well so there isn't much to stress over. I have people I can talk to, close friends, yet I feel lonely and inadequate. I don't like talking to my in real life friends about stuff going in my head, I like being to myself. Believe it or not, I'm a positive person and happy most days but I feel like too much of my socializing (in real life) is driving me crazy. I hate when people are Debbie Downers or constantly making self-depreciating jokes because it can become toxic to others around them who may not be able to joke about that stuff. I want to make people happy themselves and so far I'm able to make everyone laugh or smile temporarily. I want to be isolated, do my own thing but there's one thing dragging me behind and that one thing is that loneliness. Does that make sense? There's a difference between loneliness and being alone. I want to be able to be isolated with one person for a short time throughout the day. I'm able to make friends relatively easily with my humor but finding that someone to be alone with is especially challenging. At 21, I feel as though I'll never find my dream relationship with someone. I constantly tell my friends when they're down about relationships that someone is out there for them, there always is, but I don't feel that way for myself. When I feel that connection with someone, I'm immediately put to the side or friendzoned. I sound like such a ""nice girl"" saying that, but I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I thought I mastered socializing but it seems like I only mastered being that ""funny friend."" I don't like dating casually, or dating in general, you never know what people are looking for and people are too scared to be upfront with their feelings whereas I'm extremely straight forward. I don't want this someone I can be isolated with next door, I want them to be somewhere around the world but it seems impossible to find. I hope today being alone studying in the library will distract me from these feelings but there's only a month left of distractions before I'm thrown into summer with no one and nothing to distract me from it. 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The best relationship I ever had fell apart a couple of months ago. He was my best friend and just the best person. I don't know how everything went downhill so fast. I live in a small-ish town, don't have close friends here anymore. Over 30, strugling to find a good job and still have to live with my family and I don't have a close realtionship with them but grateful I can count on them. Also the person I thought I can count on left me hanging in the worst time. She has been my friend since we were kids, always kind off a narcissist but I always let it slide because it was important to have her in my life. I am done now, I am done with one-sided realtionships where I don't feel I get much in return. It's hard when you get older and just lose people or realise how you are not really compatible. Feeling so much anxiety for the past two months because I feel so lost. Like my life seems so empty now. I have things I love to do and I always enjoyed the smaller things in life but IT HAS BEEN SO HARD. I don't want to let it defeat me and am trying to stay as productive as I can. Two friends keep asking me to come live with them but to another country not really close by. I think a change would be good but the stress of moving is scaring me. It's hard to lose a life you imagined with someone and start again. Thanks if anyone read this.",1.7115050956997244,3.5185829295302034,3.0090753169276674,93.14717250807855,78.76510067114094,6.1597812577678335,20.768580661198108,7.0931098945946705,0.3114664180959479,1115,29,252,13,27,361,151,298,0.166,0.688,0.146,-0.5751,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,3,7,20,22,0,2,16,0,35,5,0,2,1,47,55,27,0,3,12,0,7,1,4,1,4,0,0,3,10,19,0,1,10,2,0,6,7,8,0,2,11,7,38,14,31,40,7,40,0,4,0,1,20,17,0,3,17,176,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991728096657401,0.0,0.0,0.09337375650374337,0.0,0.0720972033976085,0.2250494282208141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453574864097253,0.06896859844706159,0.0,0.08940988492792648,0.0630387191876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428308518237912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099157330620588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838374431825685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537240953327167,0.07766085389829026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997551835554382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452045522776414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155067847865137,0.0,0.0,0.08102581822318441,0.0,0.0849904433946263,0.0,0.18234102181271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240035954092309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786152090302475,0.0,0.14130735309702855,0.0,0.0,0.15123606577794252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228446450654514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946527687139705,0.08013422032998066,0.0,0.09388292689884184,0.04954702436340303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979540550642704,0.18437991375852664,0.25471756875866003,0.044045351660382745,0.0,0.2388264858470579,0.0,0.0,0.2017215588133341,0.09841521795588437,0.0,0.08136872618082816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392228561553905,0.09582087272134417,0.13254911604883196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109160058058835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606348593911174,0.06250237030496783,0.1574403539548211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017975053871867,0.0,0.11551165566466658,0.0,0.0,0.09679310965895173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902612363015094,0.0,0.0,0.08207404757300339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457743982309767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638833821792165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381242303600114,0.0960936109808202,0.0719981815397161,0.0,0.10327265251009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830029364910456,0.0,0.0,0.1197904213381102,0.057767910029609626,0.0,0.0715732800058103,0.05257031147258622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209566883404724,0.0,0.17613736002104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053175963173670814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357491566254892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404377624386544,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,1205fgh5,2019/03/30,Im lonely lol I'm good at making friends I'm good at socialising but once I've added them on facebook i just say hi every now and again and that's it. I like to keep to myself. I like meeting new people but i can't accommodate for others in my life and as a result im always lonely. I feel like i should just be able to click with people and that it shouldn't feel like effort hanging out with them.,-1.132202797202801,0.9423582272727272,1.5318181818181813,96.13695804195805,97.4090909090909,3.616783216783217,13.587412587412588,5.369823440869387,-1.0945482517482517,316,6,72,2,13,108,55,88,0.056,0.7090000000000001,0.235,0.9306,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,4,9,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,18,10,7,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,7,12,7,0,9,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,42,15,0,0.20532698515417572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084850005011118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299684067264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763898615912613,0.2933712784408293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863511939450745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444370669489892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435767565081255,0.0,0.0,0.1825040586101267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502852185474893,0.4012495739188069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370573569805818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830608173533185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186665380413289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846957568548778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328425981633676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,i0i655321,2019/03/30,"It's a very lonely life being a giant monster I've been alone for a very long time now, in fact it's no exaggeration to say Years. It's been that long that I can no longer imagine actually being with someone or anyone finding me attractive. When I say this to friends they tell me """"don't put yourself down"""" or some other scripted pick me up line but while I do actually think I am a hideous monster I do see ugly people finding love out there in the world... I just can't imagine anymore that my looks or physical appearance is anyway desirable. And my God I miss the sex!!! Lol But that's another issue. I just think there is a long enough period that these thoughts take over and it's not until someone does eventually accept you that those thoughts are quickly forgotten Just gotta be accepted now lol Thanx for letting me rant... good to type this out and not care how it sounds (to friends for e.g.)",4.320928233777393,5.60265145810056,5.139776536312851,82.73744305973358,70.73184357541899,8.189256553502362,29.970348087666522,8.617729084823388,2.2316287924366143,717,29,142,12,13,233,111,179,0.096,0.71,0.194,0.9719,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,0,7,2,15,3,0,2,1,32,27,12,0,1,10,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,16,6,0,0,10,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,5,16,8,16,18,2,23,0,2,2,2,8,9,0,5,12,96,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.2927068803842919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532831201768996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726129922964172,0.0,0.0,0.14873436630980946,0.10486563044915936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290895861048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124366177909144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496370926524514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414788129744394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317397936077961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579146268224933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565343730511131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533590478012472,0.1059313973165104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398168036595693,0.12594077549270244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135357806753667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397340794772493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076575687133034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385314223840763,0.0,0.0,0.11951022842937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541457488164886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127621303760164,0.0,0.1310842896035219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921951582472601,0.0,0.2381259399888511,0.08745131447028863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474892744041601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965786359973899 lonely,DackGlack,2019/03/30,What interests should I take up to increase the chance of making a friend? I've been trying to have friends for 2-3 years now with no luck. ,3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,3.8994827586206933,92.9312931034483,71.75862068965517,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.7393999999999994,110,3,25,1,2,34,27,29,0.061,0.503,0.436,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474085812702209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228725301323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636811035914843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283995565333519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31148599982784264 lonely,Koe3ntje3,2019/03/30,"What do you guys do to kill time? TL:DR: I have too much free time and wouldn't know how to fill it in. Preferably more social activities. The way I spend my time is at home (usually alone) listening to music, watching Netflix or gaming. One great social hobby I have is football but that won't fill the gap. I failed my study so I have an extended year where I have to finish my re-assignments. I also am still looking for a job. I also still live in a social isolation which I have been in since my 13th (I'm 21 now) which causes making friends to be a real challenge due to the lack of my social skills. It caused some trouble with me opening up to others. I'm clueless on what to do with my free time. It will be really cool if I'd met some fellow people to spend activities with. How do you guys spend your free time. What do you do to meet other people around your age? Do you have any outdoors activities? 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I don’t know if this is the right place. But I just need someone. To flirt with and have banter. I’ve started a new job and I don’t stay in the same place for to long. So no meaningful female company I’m will 30. I’ve travelled Europe working in bars and pubs and playing guitar to get by ",-1.5374000000000017,0.3975007599999998,1.0075000000000005,98.97125000000004,101.4,4.1000000000000005,16.916666666666664,5.985473137389443,-0.4193333333333333,267,8,63,3,12,90,54,75,0.037000000000000005,0.899,0.065,0.2228,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,36,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243013914052652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052842376056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982213068345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412557867744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042812880167202,0.0,0.26329336450365803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696495173221974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328118077587725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309858914480149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295837249893769,0.2905714263811015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198467041251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dances_with_deers,2019/03/30,"Feeling hopeless Long story short. Lost the girl of my dreams Spiral led into depression Best friend blocked me (and everyone else in our friend group) New best Friend that criticized him did the same thing (recently) Only have 1 real close friend now who has other friends and a girlfriend. (He doesn’t have much time for me) Today friend told me I’m annoying and that he had to get used to me and my humor. Apparently I have a shit personality so now I know. I don’t know what to do because I feel hated and just want some damn love. On top of this all, I can’t find a girl. I haven’t been on a date in 3 years. Rarely get matched on dating apps. I can’t find someone that isn’t taken that I want, maybe my standards are too high? Maybe I’m not worth what I want. Its really hard right now. I haven’t slept pre-2 am for a month and I wake up at 6/7 for work/school. Please help ",0.5832084309133485,2.8453430273224067,1.9298829039812655,96.74737704918032,85.93989071038251,5.234348165495707,17.457455113192818,6.655083550727371,-0.2613594067135052,686,16,158,8,21,219,116,183,0.147,0.615,0.238,0.948,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,0,4,6,17,4,0,7,0,17,4,3,2,1,27,35,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,11,8,0,1,6,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,7,3,20,10,16,28,6,26,0,3,0,1,19,13,2,1,12,90,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636105713687599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629181053842598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789151580033236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104643759956179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196971349477316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266766166875839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289819077838827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806817087035915,0.0,0.13089274317214894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122138285524355,0.12367434833985574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396323211186142,0.13235052134382402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376859546117879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108565642343031,0.0,0.0,0.13674275505626382,0.0,0.1130575537451209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516932860366655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998621279223913,0.0,0.09208500313901903,0.0,0.0,0.12098278828789788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527052031268574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937753430808887,0.0,0.1375045705585332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258025585103568,0.08024867680411697,0.0,0.12368517004648008,0.0,0.0,0.10697657231924287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677598956198394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128583860376262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613756732998976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322123642741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304367529978667,0.0,0.11873762399029918,0.1196971349477316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081896982850668,0.0,0.0,0.22165558919142966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911952189876428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806672669406973 lonely,thelonelyclub,2019/03/30,"The Lonely Club Hello would you guys be interested in ""The Lonely Club"" T-shirt and Hoodies? I created them to start a community for all of us who have ever felt lonely. We are not alone. Let's start a movement!",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,78.28571428571429,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.3153619047619052,165,5,32,3,4,57,36,42,0.172,0.685,0.142,-0.3296,0,7,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,4,1,5,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492460989192379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502421011351544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323772846376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33388922977470914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34481833017315416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773555363388224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40562006184560734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395430991611639,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hug_meat,2019/03/30,"I am lonely and isolated. I am an 18 year old male who has just recently finished school and the feeling of loneliness I feel is deathly. I basically live in the middle of no where and o went to school about 150 kms away. All my friends are pretty difficult to reach. I work a full week but I don't really feel like I get enough social interaction from the people I work with as they are after all just people I work with to me. I had a girlfriend, with had being the key word here as our compatobility drove us away from each other and it got the point last week where we broke up. Of course I feel sad about that but it isn't the primary cause for the this feeling of loneliness. I don't know what the primary cause is its just completely demoralizing at this point and I have no clue what I should do. I lack the self confidence to actively seek contact and the fact I live in a town with approx 600 people doesn't help either l am at a loss and it is starting to get overwhelming.",3.5007462686567163,4.750016288557216,4.8409751243781125,84.22205970149255,72.68159203980099,8.54407960199005,24.84278606965175,9.029198982220553,1.6893108457711443,778,23,166,16,15,259,115,201,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.076,-0.9593,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,4,8,8,0,1,15,0,19,0,0,2,3,33,31,11,1,2,6,0,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,5,22,2,28,24,7,25,0,5,0,0,13,14,0,0,10,119,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602434094144432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845474210608957,0.0,0.0,0.14521059252377536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310355934607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501391082746871,0.09894168694115647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700179243463344,0.0,0.14471705851429148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076803388781838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283105908018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761138695211863,0.11289285816213104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766222981837375,0.0,0.2445892996336796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532842612478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880474046189792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618472810164665,0.0,0.0,0.14090038864006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872418879236173,0.0,0.13674825324292791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803310230196564,0.0,0.0,0.14448170351475084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117939754631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098028297424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659383221527618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218653694332616,0.0,0.0,0.1283873311811231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248056972343584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918698857652797 lonely,AshMeAQ,2019/03/30,"Marrying Into Loneliness I'm a 32 yo F. I'm months away from marrying someone that I love. We enjoy each other's company and can have great conversations. We're easy with each other. The problem is our sex life. It is dwindling into nonexistence, and I'm not sure why. I am good looking, and he likes my personality. I want to be wanted, but he wants me so infrequently that nothing rarely comes of it. I've talked to him about my desires, but it doesn't seem to have a lasting effect. I even went looking for porn tonight only to find that it isn't what I want. I want a man to come into the bedroom and take me into his arms. I want him to look at me like he desires me. I met a guy at work yesterday who looked at me like that, talked to me the way I wish my fiancee would. I had to break it to him today that I'm engaged. I don't even want that guy. I just want to be wanted. Is anyone else going through this?",0.9128920238741178,2.8205150206185614,3.111692892023876,90.93935702658709,81.78350515463917,5.939880629408574,22.066196418882257,7.0608816371341465,0.5875092783505163,710,23,159,9,19,242,109,194,0.028,0.787,0.185,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,1,1,36,40,7,0,14,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,4,16,14,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,4,27,9,24,34,2,19,0,0,4,3,20,8,0,1,8,101,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816270823793915,0.11961357406446795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968075041505734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011217550261972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752100356588976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542108846607783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669793141448418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663458372361383,0.09791568546346756,0.0,0.12870588376907968,0.0,0.2311812280651149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515840134114052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245667201239013,0.1710992987203794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39212764037312586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536209809878563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318048031086637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201484920286314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878576950052522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019325654750379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117040855398332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062753991322612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989131323874187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100257449939116,0.0,0.0877736934976159,0.18766182826146546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106555446537116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197046679034325,0.09266250579840718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082188314348956,0.10533938258621103,0.0,0.13424484406300136,0.0,0.0,0.08498786052613423,0.0,0.0,0.08292850277915154,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RedBraixen,2019/03/31,Anyone wanna pm/dm me? A small convo would be nice,-1.9809090909090905,-0.33356499999999656,1.5731818181818191,93.57977272727274,108.0909090909091,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.3335818181818184,39,0,8,0,2,14,11,11,0.0,0.741,0.259,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7014925493583649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7126767873269775,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,h4player,2019/03/31,"A discord server to chat So, i'ved maked this discord server to chat around and maybe meet each other. See ya there! https://discord.gg/fJpmJ9",6.3628985507246405,10.25053195652174,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,77.26086956521739,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.522953623188406,117,3,17,1,3,32,19,23,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243497597773117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931732345254033,0.0,0.5917464646722222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693700657500797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PorknDumplings,2019/03/31,"Almost became a hoe because of lonliness I never felt like that I belonged with anyone or anywhere. Its ironic because i have so many hobbies and interests but I cant seem to find people I can be with. I feel so happy when i do talk to others and hang out with people. Most girls dislike me because I appeal more to men, I kinda grew up bullied by women. I dont know I really just one close friend to do things with. I really miss the friends I did have. To be honest I did find a guy who I got along with really well, but he ended up developing feelings for me. I didn’t want it but I was scared he would leave if i didn’t return the feelings. He made me feel happy but I didn’t hold any romantic feelings. Now I’m back to square one because our “relationship” blew over. Hmu if y’all wanna talk about video games/dancing/coding-programming/anime etc. I like pretty much everything",2.380833333333332,4.2719735833333345,4.2030555555555535,84.96625000000002,77.05555555555556,6.722222222222222,22.916666666666664,7.6454224807358475,1.1053333333333328,695,21,137,10,16,235,113,180,0.115,0.674,0.211,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,4,0,16,0,0,1,1,37,29,12,0,5,8,0,6,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,10,0,1,10,1,0,2,6,2,1,2,9,7,25,9,21,17,4,13,0,1,1,0,15,5,0,7,8,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691480541925002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298072264741032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560441877844134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513651628471476,0.0,0.3333960432389912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024591087065926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110171966186505,0.0,0.15248949265937414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288362386010475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567262062355925,0.0,0.1312817253290857,0.0,0.24993650196467554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112736859618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935504104066826,0.0,0.0,0.1353836637142363,0.0,0.2911021090274939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514293639700287,0.0,0.0,0.1447767578243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335982170846333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937672269402772,0.0,0.13862221368342195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051188668449276,0.0,0.10545419001051587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530284374490166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958198587429934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139103017735107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627771830774293,0.0,0.0,0.14679627235380524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689004386566006,0.0,0.0,0.12447336678361925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219795924279743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090836978882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064657908215239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229362066672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971286866718737,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisIsASound,2019/03/31,"22 feeling lonely but not alone Been having thoughts on events from 4 years ago and I feel myself going back to that headspace of nobody to talk to etc. I have friends but I cant really geet intp heavy conversations with any of them because they arent interested, I mean that in a nice way its not like they don't care about me and stuff. My family don't take kindly to deep conversations and I mean it in a bad way. I think the root cause of this was that 4 years ago I had friends that I could talk about deep stuff with and (I guess it doesn't matter too much) there was girls in the friend circle I would chat to about things. I would like to say it's not one of those ""being single"" related bs feelings it more of being the outsider that's got me fussed... Anybody wanna comment or pm about this then by all means go ahead.",2.2285964912280707,4.022901567251466,2.9331929824561414,94.33768421052632,77.18713450292398,5.963508771929827,19.587134502923977,6.742157984588678,-0.039153918128655096,652,14,147,6,15,204,108,171,0.127,0.762,0.11,-0.2621,1,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,7,11,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,2,1,29,30,8,0,4,6,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,6,4,18,9,25,19,5,18,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,10,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438623462771088,0.0,0.0,0.1424619498205536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353978883271964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576867174040956,0.114849820805238,0.08385016429829845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024299952605251,0.14130335934300428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982374112423902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340636786246442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967138450327256,0.0,0.2086506300515256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31881602026891986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634746155135756,0.0,0.11001256126527206,0.0,0.1515285691650542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323879986914007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440150451307006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495019741518561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111623558033893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320850806746936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881190620853359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093865345116075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31492729222515914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342166698790396,0.22111749358394794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138315535676596,0.08813749610198633,0.0,0.10920058704365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183640777793608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542538672965454,0.0,0.0,0.1771574108605612 lonely,Blue1sNice,2019/03/31,"Makes me sad to see all the lonely people I've been a long time lurker of some subs like /r/needafriend,etc.. and it just makes me sad to see it and kinda makes me lose hope in curing this loneliness myself. We are living in the most connected time with 7+ billion people and yet people are still very lonely. I see it all the time with people in relationships, not in relationships, etc complaining about loneliness and not having luck curing it. Crazy how its like that. Seems like there is always a way to suffer no matter what you do. 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Even if it’s just me letting it out. From my first memory as a child at my 5th birthday party, I’ve always been able to remember one thing very clearly. I don’t have any real friends. I grew up in a small town with a population of 5,000. I grew up on the same street as my cousins, who were the same age as me. There two girls were my very first friends, and even at such a young age, I immediately became aware that I was the 3rd wheel. They spent every day together, going over to each other’s house, even though mine was in between theirs. I only remember being with them on rare occasions when I would ask my mom to plan a play date. It hurt, after all, I was only 5. It hurts to see people post things about being friends with someone since they were 5 years old, or since elementary school, because I know i’ll never have that kind of a bond with anyone. Fast forward to elementary school, there were only about 80 kids in my grade. I don’t remember having any friends up until 3rd grade. These girls were not real friends, though. But they were all I had at the time. I was in the same class as all of them, but I was constantly bullied by them. I was blinded by the thought that I had real friends, so I let them torment me. It wasn’t until 5th grade that I stood up to them, on the very last day of school. After that, we were no longer “friends”. I went into middle school and still struggled to find friends. I had a few, but they were only in school friends. I never spent any real time with them. This is when I began to rely on the internet as my main source of a social life. I’d call people from all over the country, and sometimes even the world. I generally met them from virtual games. While I thought this was saving me, I was really digging myself into a deep, deep hole. After I graduated from middle school, I had no friends. Everyone had different classes, and I still had social anxiety from when I was younger. I believed that everyone hated me, and I felt completely alienated. I left high school in 10th grade and did online school. I continued talking to people online and thought that was enough for me. But it isn’t. Now, I’m 18 and it’s not like I can go back to public school, i’m supposed to be graduating in June. I’m still far from getting my diploma, too. I want to go to college at some point but it isn’t an option this year. I just don’t know where to even start. I see kids I went to school with on snapchat with their friends and I feel like I missed my opportunity to even be a teenager. I never got the first love, the best friend, the house parties, the prom, the midnight adventures, cramming for tests, nothing. I’m just alone. Everyone i’ve talked to about this has said “Try joining clubs or go to college”, but there really aren’t any clubs at all around here. I’ve done plenty of research. It’s just a wasteland for opportunity. There is nothing for me here. My brother who is 32 said I can come live with him. It’s a 14 hour drive from my house to his, so i’d be in a completely different state, in a town that is more populated. I just don’t know if i’d be making the right decision by doing this. If anyone has advice it would be greatly appreciated, Or if you’ve gone through something similar i’d love to hear about it.",2.7302631578947363,4.315528626436784,3.9560133091349066,88.44821234119783,75.23563218390804,6.9531760435571695,24.566848154869927,7.669130373188453,1.0873614942528738,2668,86,571,36,57,872,280,696,0.104,0.805,0.091,-0.7326,3,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,13,7,38,32,1,1,31,0,61,4,0,1,11,91,107,40,0,9,23,3,3,3,13,2,2,3,0,5,33,26,0,0,14,4,2,13,17,5,0,5,45,9,80,27,97,51,15,100,0,3,3,2,55,46,0,10,44,390,113,23,0.046652572628259815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558835403575042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831799556312612,0.0,0.0,0.03881867768638479,0.0,0.0,0.12690139668839576,0.0,0.03568909036691215,0.0,0.0,0.09786169052406588,0.0,0.0,0.04153068055892202,0.043613857773040464,0.0,0.0,0.03587294865968157,0.0,0.028438975260663295,0.0,0.0,0.05256147359725555,0.04895899673835582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047637492723770665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040187060418156575,0.09782866959678492,0.05041485738108738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017409974837811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974840178052131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774177922596319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048204578543742514,0.0,0.1848815053804451,0.0,0.03930680454826739,0.13373559719514164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02358894247381362,0.033328607207253585,0.08958757164696719,0.0,0.04263960619961458,0.11904796333536008,0.0,0.0,0.4685676045164852,0.0,0.04874808736867872,0.0,0.13256866066799086,0.0,0.037312324124435456,0.051434626020705934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605975695846296,0.0,0.0,0.05258083995775053,0.0,0.0,0.049291004385732175,0.0,0.0,0.045943386593715226,0.16149241535613326,0.09988508778001913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858147530103575,0.07691710153894363,0.038028073327954916,0.0,0.0,0.05068815666418952,0.0954108326417917,0.032952091727823436,0.06837627142110482,0.0,0.041195076345505864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421153647009717,0.0,0.03114095449252686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546389292173608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03459229147125332,0.14392536020315233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952880332731401,0.0,0.04895402716594071,0.0,0.03161299059097833,0.14192553491691134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970290592611821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410176057780057,0.0,0.04468026861568555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550420599458274,0.08966049789917614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854481123690886,0.039841042119207734,0.08875455980222051,0.0,0.0,0.4721489416178175,0.0743521205115664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771829803449597,0.0,0.0,0.09511284539501008,0.03952857339460414,0.035915429647714464,0.04614058723254222,0.0,0.03302093102575584,0.0,0.11177041429353927,0.0,0.0,0.04877139827054763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396949759161633,0.0,0.0,0.07499514142110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061987792538771576,0.0,0.0916718314784326,0.11111079457172153,0.05440698053917852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031674034459293204,0.0,0.0455727845738764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547977481291005,0.027516896062625244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649480443704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628129813483245,0.0,0.0,0.06008545441584665 lonely,trownawaydb,2019/03/31,"Eternal loop Finally i gather some courage to post here... maybe i'll find some comment to relate with... and maybe this will make me feel better... I was never good with people, and i mean it... i'm not afraid of speak in public, i'm not afraid of participate into conversations, but i'm really bad at maintaining a relationship... i find most of the people frustrating to deal with, the majority of people that i know are selfish or just have a bad personality, and i don't feel good to be with them... but at the same time i miss being with someone. &#x200B; it's kinda hard to explain, but idk, i just need to talk this to anyone, i need to stop talking with myself... &#x200B; How can i overcome my stupidity? how can i be with people, have a normal friendship, how can i have someone to talk with? i'm 23y old, i'm a programmer, so most of my time i spend in front of a computer, and i really try to do something different every now and then... but it's hard, i met new people, it's ok in the beggining, some things things in common, but a day or two later, i cannot stand talk even the little things... and i know that the major part of problem is because of me, but what can i do? do someone here go through the same thing? I never ever had a true friendship, a best friend, someone to be there in moments of happiness or madness, and i'm entering the desperation phase, where everything seems impossible to fix... and i know that this type of thing doesnt fix itself in an instant but... i just don't know. if anyone here wants to talk please just talk, please dm me, i cannot stand this Eternal loop of loneliness, i need to talk with another human before i go insane...",3.2972086596038683,4.746433479041919,4.823592814371255,83.36022570244128,73.49101796407186,7.773192077383696,25.720405343159836,8.384062270229773,1.6423380009212347,1298,43,263,22,26,436,153,334,0.157,0.747,0.096,-0.9597,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,1,2,16,19,3,2,17,1,24,0,0,4,4,69,48,24,0,7,17,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,18,18,0,1,11,0,1,4,9,10,0,1,3,5,31,9,44,40,11,35,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,11,17,184,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697674900854518,0.1984736539338121,0.0,0.08563711295804542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142097882210377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363804799977419,0.04978469088899926,0.0,0.06949434080371318,0.0,0.08570662256688212,0.07222963220560312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052669776741930005,0.08419719776616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532676808090167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394163298838238,0.07387432548087627,0.06880969150026123,0.0,0.0733988702416597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258864454104146,0.0,0.0,0.08946444519585238,0.1492880523872264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309730041427875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282879896243668,0.1370002378416963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693821542855451,0.14631884307050366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953268189616034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185383680806979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054514720702446416,0.0,0.16409506250956152,0.08896153046496061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166968277727724,0.12597640215807648,0.07887647111807186,0.0,0.0,0.08001832264386666,0.0,0.0,0.08569792293462503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843961551330196,0.0,0.2830951583342245,0.07131025865669267,0.0,0.17929617000483614,0.0,0.0,0.07821636825804107,0.0,0.0,0.0781462449780637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463856103466232,0.0,0.0,0.08768198892573824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434842992174752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679166210401474,0.06287281966978163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827897725828343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594973851419967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712864178603829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095243752052254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055447919635295766,0.0,0.07977878851702598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048170517824437514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984736539338121,0.0 lonely,Azathoths,2019/03/31,"Making friends as an adult is hard Most of my life I’ve always wanted a friend that would stay by my side. It’s very difficult though since people have obligations and and/or just don’t have much time Having depression and anxiety sucks. I struggle bad with anxiety. It’s very hard for me to connect with people since they don’t understand my struggles that well, I don’t really tell people how I feel most of the time because of that reason. I’m always getting suicidal thoughts, and I have no one to talk to because of it. It’s hard to deal with it yourself most of them time, but I know I don’t have a choice but to deal with it. It would just feel nice to just take a gun and put an end to my life, I won’t suffer anymore then. I don’t think I could bring myself to do it, but I get thoughts and fantasies of it. It may hurt people at my job if I did happen to take my life. But hey I’m just someone that’s temporary in their life, so it shouldn’t really matter to them though as a lot of people come and go here. Just had to vent tonight. I just feel like this is the place that someone may take notice on. Thank you to anyone that reads this. 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Just feeling extra lonely today. I went out with a friend last night, and some family came over to hang out after work today, but I’m still feeling super lonely. As my family was leaving, my mom was petting my cat and she said “Take care of [my name]!” and it was so sweet but I nearly burst into tears. Two of my closest friends have been very distant the past couple of days. I’m super sensitive to changes like that even if there isn’t really a problem, so I definitely think that’s contributing. But anyway. Not really expecting to gain any help here but maybe spilling my feelings somewhere might make me feel even the tiniest bit better.",3.8537286931818215,5.956860835937505,4.620056818181818,82.66471590909094,73.453125,7.154545454545455,24.91761363636364,8.00094639256281,1.5756000000000006,529,17,95,8,11,170,92,128,0.08,0.61,0.31,0.9916,0,6,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,10,12,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,27,21,11,0,3,8,1,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,7,6,11,8,14,13,3,19,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068825394588572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900610839904798,0.17159142151983303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976321612380425,0.16024761353137196,0.0,0.1662674309931507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390813736573038,0.0,0.2027262349696536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762161604425494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963360735321154,0.0,0.3178841072573503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428618259084568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053492656349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811638497564715,0.0,0.16642274968718276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678643649248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491371676568284,0.0,0.15790067975164898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673495040164493,0.0,0.18407827369793775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749553679834815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500387248202974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039264452403805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201377173242429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950682951910793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551798512137716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817399355587195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007096501123407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979618858396201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535344786607146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296835906747165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570027737249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442329110162748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Masternumber155,2019/03/31,"Somewhat lonely, past mistakes have screwed me Just somewhat lonely because of the reputation I have made myself in school and my city. I haven't done anything bad, just stupid things that people poke fun at me for. These things include videos of me and past events I've done in school. I wish people just understood that I suffer from high functioning Autism and didn't treat me like crap. It's extremely difficult to talk with people and actually carry a conversation that doesn't go downhill in seconds. As of recently, people just ignore me, which Ig is better than teasing me. I'm not extremely lonely, as I have a few friends, just lonely to the point where it just doesn't feel right. I don't many chances for being able to socialize as I am an Early College Program, not a regular high school, so there aren't as many people. I wish there were more people that shared interests with me that would actually hold a conversation with me. I've tried talking with people online and it just doesn't work out most of the time. I guess you can take this as me asking to chat with someone, it doesn't matter. ",7.935042881646655,7.292816792452836,7.455608919382505,75.93638936535164,62.679245283018865,10.350600343053172,33.42367066895369,9.573946990214177,2.9309849056603774,888,30,164,14,11,279,117,212,0.168,0.732,0.1,-0.8801,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,20,4,0,8,0,19,2,1,1,0,34,29,11,0,4,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,6,1,21,7,27,21,5,17,0,5,0,1,11,10,2,4,7,113,35,6,0.11373236638277225,0.0,0.22197276699699608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935920469073738,0.0,0.10632440982696953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496177532549734,0.06933019492127848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058703570284193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23277539568755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575065017183808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786934414199682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463672477874129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528902387098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032897884722865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556388937089612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107616315004954,0.0,0.2306135370227279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171408255957116,0.5519339182657544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751384778127744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229699102807304,0.0,0.0,0.0971268194677952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453096799818567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593582487260955,0.09636506496064404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551258535220826,0.18282753598600576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111746116243746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631825744925722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721681118530117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615732169535078,0.0,0.0,0.08279851727260429,0.0,0.0,0.08079220993731627,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,longhairgrey0,2019/03/31,"I’m having flashbacks and have no one to talk to (TW rape) It’s the middle of the night and my brain is screaming at me and I feel like I’m back on my ex’s bed and I can’t breathe or cry. I have no friends, my parents are assholes, and my partner is away. I feel so alone and trapped. I’ve not told anyone except my partner about the multiple abuses at the hands of my ex. I don’t know what to do with myself. All of it is coming back to me and I’m blaming myself for every time it happened. I need someone to talk to but I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve life.",-0.7616085489313846,1.077253204724407,1.7919516310461212,98.37238188976379,87.81889763779526,3.9435320584926887,20.88245219347581,4.65589566412798,-0.4032965129358828,435,15,106,1,14,149,70,127,0.15,0.818,0.032,-0.8804,1,2,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,12,5,3,0,1,18,22,10,0,1,4,3,3,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,4,18,2,17,21,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.25407236097594066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209169490197414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499390890230331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147028806150688,0.3297770893062568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393822157750553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471818330576006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554858683803015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806721231202607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685122298212664,0.15319358299353675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567322103110094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962561817275653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784877282704626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146294495673693,0.1047629137895477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900205614607033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123426625561508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530782122569266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381065188971561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169147457276533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34471210722858103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503973293613074,0.0,0.0,0.20490340506083587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hip_hat,2019/03/31,"Self created loneliness I've been keeping busy the last day and a half. Occupying myself with enough to make the time go by. I miss my ex-partner a whole hell of a lot. For the most part it is my fault for our relationship to be over. Or at least the way it is, with a separation. I have no idea what the future holds for us. Today I emailed him saying I can't talk to you until the end of April. I need time and space. The dust has to settle from our separation before I will feel well enough to speak to him again. But holy fuck does that time and separation hurt like hell. Never mind what I have done and what happened between us. This is loneliness unlike I have ever experienced. I'd give anything to just be able to sit on the couch and have a conversation with him, or watch TV shows together. Just to do nothing and everything together. I can still smell him. I feel his touch. I feel his kiss. When I close my eyes, his smile is all I see. I can't believe what I have lost. My biggest struggle internally is being okay with being alone. I'm really not. But in order for things to move forward I think I have to be okay with loneliness for a little while, at least.",1.7976605421138778,3.8626111673640176,3.42244133163544,89.0334327815172,79.5857740585774,6.8343460069128605,21.2699654356922,7.893859768569023,0.8460662543205388,915,26,199,16,23,303,139,239,0.155,0.7809999999999999,0.065,-0.9716,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,0,1,7,13,3,1,14,2,24,3,1,1,3,34,39,13,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,9,12,0,2,5,2,0,3,5,8,1,1,3,11,34,5,32,30,9,31,2,3,3,2,20,10,3,4,18,144,43,0,0.13964796850685296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463317974937118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491837930308485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883013564044505,0.15733543931373795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006138689873126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222068783114,0.14290835652158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368665038402815,0.2885873634452031,0.0,0.0,0.12631958251152828,0.0,0.0,0.12550658954096905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183062648710127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910229662720024,0.0,0.13396305625254154,0.07936515869114166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349023735611167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949603855456936,0.15764555843508926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412553084545935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383173289915588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822494352109537,0.13996395128154196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244225403008524,0.11872370896591447,0.0,0.0,0.09321610336257133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410046390310174,0.0,0.0,0.14842369019920693,0.0,0.10354719917484756,0.10770512233666388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399599210886362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122514129773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894620645160903,0.0,0.0,0.14992965638308145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105366961568547,0.0,0.0,0.11128135061652933,0.0,0.14568328724290394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115230480402076,0.0,0.0,0.14599037750803387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224374731477788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092775905085029,0.08948077948136393,0.0,0.0,0.2442895603666809,0.0,0.13236994553612946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359586234257875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084605732284937,0.0,0.0,0.12556029473446387,0.0,0.0,0.15591196972143673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sniggihhannah,2019/03/31,"23y/o female, texting buddies wanted I travel for a living, am career oriented and just need a no strings attached, platonic texting buddy...This lifestyle is that lonely, yet still quite rewarding so I’m trekking on... A good texting buddy would make a world of difference though. I’m quite capable of holding a stimulating conversation and I also feel confident in saying I’d make a great impartial person to vent to if needed. Text me? 8132057868",4.268319444444444,7.403454637500001,5.429166666666671,71.9702777777778,77.625,8.055555555555555,32.638888888888886,8.841846274778883,3.742972222222221,361,19,52,9,9,119,62,80,0.056,0.708,0.236,0.9431,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,11,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,7,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371332325983145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530815111456797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248008118684675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031732128153496,0.0,0.2670622974228098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138958243209532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233842838622141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592248081949051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115081635801992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152883756793494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263308657761047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934472678199011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799230030107696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287506392038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720750895411255,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anotherthrowawayan,2019/03/31,"I legitimately have no friends. Not even an exaggeration. As a child, I had struggled with English as I was a child of Korean immigrants who didn’t teach me English, despite them having raised my sister in America before me. Along with struggle with language, I was a child with psychological issues. Teachers had constantly prescribed therapist after therapist, and it was no help. However, by seventh grade it had dissipated somewhat. But in eighth grade, I was a violent kid. Bullying towards me in seventh grade had me bitter, and as a kid who had a whole sleuth of different mental issues since he was a child, I did not respond well as I went into eight grade. Due to violence in multiple incidents throughout the year, my parents had decided to force me into an online high school. I’m in eleventh grade now, and there has been an insane amount of things that have happened in between, but to sum it up, I’m not violent anymore, I have dissipated my anger issues, yet I have been continuously depressed for over four years, and have continuously had OCD since I can remember. I’ve improved myself a lot, I’d like to think. I go to the gym, I get straight A’s, and I’ve tried my best to become the most compassionate human being I can be. But the problem is that, it’s been three years I’ve been in an online high school, and I have absolutely no friends. Sure, I never really had any “friends” throughout my school years, but I legitimately have no friends now. Hoping to make some, I recently joined a youth orchestra for the state. Well, actually, I joined for this one girl I have liked since I played in this orchestra three years ago. However, it is only making me more miserable as I am unable to talk to anyone, especially as I know absolutely no one in the orchestra except for that girl I like who doesn’t give a shit about me. I can swear at my past self for a lot of things, but I was outgoing and had the guts to talk to people back then. Now, I’m a pessimistic festering ball of anxiety and loneliness and I am unable to start a conversation with anyone, although I am able to carry a conversation that is put upon me. I often feel that me trying to improve myself is pointless. I find myself always waiting for this weekly orchestra, despite going and feeling miserable. My main problem is my obsession with this girl. I’ve never had a girlfriend, and I’ve become desperate. I’m a stocky dude who’s not extremely fit, but I’m not fat, and I’m relatively muscular, although I admit that I’m slightly pudgy. However, I don’t think I’m too ugly for this girl I like to like me. However, she sits in the front and is a violinist, and I’m a cellist who fucked up his audition because he doesn’t care about this stupid fucking orchestra, so I sit near the back. I can’t find any opportunity to talk to her, or rather, I can’t find a situation where I would be forced to talk to her. Along with that, I’m losing hope that I would make any waves if I did talk to her, as she clearly doesn’t give a shit about me. Despite staring at her a lot as I’m a creepy asshole who likes her, I notice that she never ever stares in my direction. It’s amazing how much I don’t matter to her. Life is fucking terrible. I apologize for any mistakes in grammar I have made. Please forgive me, as I have just finished another youth symphony session and want to die. 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And then she tore into me again, but this time it was so much worse. she basically just said we should just stop talking and i said i loved her and she literally said “ok cool.” and then i asked her if we would ever make things right. and she called me a scumbag. the last thing she said to me was “fuck you, you fucking retard i hate you” and that was it. i miss her so much. i literally feel so fucking alone and no one cares about me. i’ve been sifting through omegle to numb the pain but it’s not working anymore. i just want somebody. tldr: a girl who i loved and who loved me randomly started hating me and now we stopped talking but it hurts so fucking much. i need something to numb the pain.",1.3718995098039244,3.741932783088238,2.262176470588237,94.99262745098042,83.30147058823529,4.9501960784313725,21.566666666666666,6.2581,0.17344666666666653,1055,34,227,9,30,330,127,272,0.249,0.619,0.132,-0.9932,0,3,2,0,0,0,25.0,8,3,0,1,20,27,11,0,9,2,11,15,0,3,1,54,50,31,0,7,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,6,0,2,17,26,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,17,0,1,15,9,56,10,18,30,7,35,0,2,0,11,55,8,6,2,24,162,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310500512637952,0.0,0.0,0.07775861608266171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744576332411653,0.0,0.0,0.0617831548234984,0.0,0.14037640357108588,0.0,0.0,0.05773068212105155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666347630271224,0.0,0.15309493618700845,0.0,0.07942302907647021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307286019955508,0.0,0.04841937942501018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791274268640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592382507758946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164528195903688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639161202962078,0.07992239002633382,0.0,0.29649764370002823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032349232638473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037301736702011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119894502677582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388060937645037,0.0,0.100230876575517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595644142591863,0.05566970816118619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050875090531790255,0.0,0.15977749630861052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482715177343993,0.07097338847300454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411657318096317,0.35708392188113314,0.05970538485830657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062105657186444826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559809436928505,0.0,0.0,0.10628180529422923,0.0,0.0,0.2510757334567219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181035606150401,0.06562186131648591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975755214300468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755767830715687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341490366512735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428320611778597,0.0,0.12044678362696914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546579947853067,0.0,0.0765113392908054,0.16000069813720014,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Daisyroads,2019/03/31,"Realising that no one cares Yesterday I had a long and scary medical procedure done. It was one I told people about and one I was afraid to do alone. When I messaged the people I usually help out for support, they either ignored me or replied something like 'aw thats too bad'. When I asked for someone to come with me they all had excuses. Once I got out from the hospital two of them had posted on Instagram stories meeting up with other people not a mile from the hospital. None replied to my message saying I was going in to have it done even though they all read it. Today no one has checked on me and the group chat is sharing memes. No one cares. It really hit me that no one cares. If I were dead, no one would even notice I was gone. 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Not being able to fit into your own species, not *wanting* to fit in, just wishing you could run into a fellow misfit to be out of place with..",4.241205673758863,4.579018085106384,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,70.27659574468085,7.117730496453903,26.30496453900709,6.42735559955562,1.031275177304964,178,5,36,1,3,59,37,47,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,12,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,26,2,0,0.3313422579110963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645498313770989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535878791496512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166117267945686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675366013207557,0.2367109752570008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187709047144086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34618213691241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543424849784735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810272443587036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cyntain,2019/03/31,"Loneliness is hard to admit I’ve been pretty lonely for most of my life. I find it very difficult to make friends. I think socially I’m very unconfident. I have a girlfriend, but she travels a lot for work, so I hardly see her. I don’t have many of my own friends, any friends I have made have been through her. Not sure how to improve my situation. Any advice would be great",2.2188345864661656,4.2197911842105285,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,77.94736842105263,6.974436090225563,26.646616541353374,7.957251820313856,1.5505774436090225,294,12,63,5,7,96,53,76,0.107,0.62,0.273,0.9528,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,3,1,12,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,12,5,8,11,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914314511645038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26643776723997786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904927397629022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540561276693488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598071058950447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509762797744963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837013578986185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654738198275512,0.0,0.18536554753472115,0.13076493405480902,0.1986120996485003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993009755485978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561071311713232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202000821451808,0.0,0.19969562845012415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463366157805428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552496624474546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232764352528803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261771078662966,0.0,0.0,0.139161912679145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rami94,2019/03/31,"The prospect of loneliness in my near future. Advice from anyone in a similar state Long rambling post, I'm 24 years old, and worried about becoming lonely soon. Allow me to explain. My 9-5 is very stressful but I work with a great group of people. When I return back to my town at the weekend, I have a group of friends, seven of us. And luckily chances are, at least one or two of them are free on the weekend to hang out. This is where the problem begins. To put it bluntly, I'm a problem drinker, an alcoholic if I'm honest. I drink every day and struggle with anxiety when I don't. This is something I hate and am determined to get a handle on. It's not too bad of a dependance right now, I hold down a decent job and most of my life is in good order, but I can see that changing as time goes on. My issue is, the friend group I hang out with are extremely heavy drinkers, our weekend always consists of going to the pub and getting absolutely shit face drunk. They aren't interested in changing, having spoken to them a bit. Nor should they if thats what they want to do. This feels like its destroying my productivity and holding me back to some degree and I'm beginning to realise I have to create some distance, but I'm terrified of kind of leaving the group and becoming a relatively lonely person. Unfortunately, my life up until about 5 years ago was spend distancing myself from most people I grew up with, meaning I'm fairly estranged to all my childhood peers, just got these friends I met in adulthood, at university mostly. Maybe this sounds stupid, and sorry if it seems trivial, I just hate being by myself, and am scared that if I stop going to bars and getting hammered for my health concerns, then I will be by myself a fair amount. 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I've moved to a new state and for the past 8 months I've been completely isolated. I really don't see a way out of this and I'm becoming extremely depressed, suicidal even. I don't know how to break out of this cage. How do I make friends and relationships?",1.3500574712643676,3.5427027413793084,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,81.93103448275863,9.383908045977012,25.18390804597701,9.725611199111238,2.6602321839080463,221,9,49,8,6,76,39,58,0.237,0.71,0.052000000000000005,-0.8984,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,10,8,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,8,7,0,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032760095679183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879146638938335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365140467280068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321560513181734,0.0,0.0,0.1813718367740677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215659663265354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091391598903792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329877086141416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918446162406435,0.2918581553919987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652120385013655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621383999062581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591688423985574,0.0,0.0,0.2948194650853397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882200662764584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003696963582055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796605231484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ILiveToDisappoint,2019/03/31,"I Want my friend back. I miss my online friends. I used to hang out with two particular people on discord pretty much all the time until we had a falling out last September. I had deactivated my facebook account so she thought I had unfriended her which prompted her to kick me from the discord server I had helped her found, steam, b.net, WhatsApp, everything. She cut off all contact and had not initiated a conversation since. Her thinking I had removed her was not the start of the whole problem it was just the final tipping point for her. A brief summary of events over 3 years is: * I thought I fell in love with her. Nope, I had never had a close personal friendship with a woman before and I couldn't manage my emotions. * My depression worsened and I was using her as my life raft. I told her a few times that she is in my life was why I was not killing myself. Biggest regret of my life, I put so much undue pressure on her. * She was getting upset with my lack of effort to make myself better. Last year * She started dating someone from the discord server. I still had feelings for her and got jealous. * She broke up and relapsed into a depression. * She was acting very emotionally abusive and toxic to me because of the way I was acting with my depression. E.g Overly negative, not trying to get better, putting no effort into uni. * I told her I had withdrawn from uni. She then refused to talk to me for a few days and refused to let me join her in overwatch as punishment. * I told her she was being emotionally abusive and she agreed that while she was being toxic to me it was not emotional abuse and it was all my fault. * She thought I had removed her from facebook and she kicked me from everything. I have been very lonely the last couple of weeks and with my course finishing this week and my birthday coming up I would like to get back in touch with her. We did have some really good times. I have messaged her on Christmas and new years eve and got very brief no conversational replies. I have spent the last few months trying to decide if I should try to restart the friendship. I really miss spending time with her but part of me feels that she will never want me in her life again and I don't know if I could deal with finding that out, though I would not blame her. Part of me feels that she is better off without me in her life. Maybe I should just message her next weekend, maybe knowing how she feels with being better than sitting in limbo thinking about it all the time.",3.1089141414141395,5.368615460743801,3.817889807162537,86.84703673094586,76.21074380165291,6.120404040404043,25.83820018365473,7.123485893559443,1.2255189715335169,1969,73,375,22,45,624,213,484,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.081,-0.7157,0,3,0,0,1,1,50.0,2,0,0,6,11,25,4,2,19,0,44,6,0,4,6,84,76,27,1,13,12,0,5,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,11,34,0,2,14,1,3,12,15,16,0,1,35,5,96,9,65,30,14,73,0,8,0,1,58,24,0,3,36,292,107,1,0.0,0.2580150114041783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116315041527978,0.0,0.044249019156880065,0.0,0.06176710877595785,0.0,0.0,0.25679302790379377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252820258124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795567445280848,0.0803173286512218,0.0,0.04681330582605338,0.07483512201004311,0.18756001796660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266072746792418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304749696109578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468108548704403,0.0,0.0,0.07951669235342505,0.06634418906711907,0.0,0.0,0.07958908185460874,0.11216273938524232,0.0,0.11377282578224042,0.0,0.0,0.06088343665998204,0.1161106354808478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865425919302978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030795447991994,0.0,0.07978501963808156,0.2366758900086571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742262286640853,0.25635553404425304,0.03546286878315051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551357523155571,0.0,0.04845310631882495,0.0,0.1458489635041495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793911204420861,0.0,0.10672118016009204,0.0,0.11196880271560132,0.0701060189228146,0.07719824539981583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721163157567888,0.0,0.0503234342150714,0.06338111063936132,0.0,0.0,0.06861919709738938,0.0,0.0,0.07384817212276644,0.0,0.06945698826939309,0.0,0.14594213650502658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300356412967592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060045608967373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061503643691456375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275643170291966,0.0,0.05796893357227913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834354822913546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302301995692992,0.07131741896562335,0.17288047942925772,0.21163346271095207,0.0,0.0,0.20808306023705145,0.0,0.14784762229146384,0.0,0.07090800562111364,0.0,0.0,0.12538558819089826,0.0,0.17967830138368604,0.08562865925040249,0.057617038330773175,0.11645155689007675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549945085031396,0.08104199781776639,0.0,0.06997231774421603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312897718814197,0.0,0.0,0.140233028746337 lonely,worldstar_money,2019/03/31,"lonely even with friends I guess I might be in an odd situation - I feel lonely, but I have so many people I can talk to. I just feel sad and lost at times during the week. Wondering if anyone else was in the same boat as I am.",0.0991836734693905,1.93955973469388,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,84.3061224489796,5.5526530612244915,15.922448979591836,6.742157984588678,-0.4554195918367343,173,3,42,2,5,59,39,49,0.244,0.716,0.041,-0.8481,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,6,7,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,4,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100988085616094,0.2798994385790018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820214479204226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042910420877173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27625035296143424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105385137657992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009323818378849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982021097261776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695594887773656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897948519469221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938472194598013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070594530816873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956722213142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929018007270654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912401315408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296245966519873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_lonelynotalone,2019/03/31,"I hate having to acknowledge it, but it’s there: I’m lonely. I have a partner, he’s great and he brings a lot of joy to my life. Having a boyfriend is a recent thing and it still boggles my mind how the relationship has become so possible for me. However, I don’t have any friends or even acquaintances. And I literally mean zero. Stuff happened in my earlier years that ultimately made me a recluse and fear social interaction. I’ve not had a friend in twelve years. It’s been that amount of years being on my own, just really had my parents to talk to. I tried making friends online and sometimes great conversations were made, but long-term friendships never seemed to happen. I’ve overcome a lot in the past few years and believe I am a lot better at being social and I’m a fantastic listener. Just no one ever seems interested in forming a connection with me. I felt like I discovered who I am/my personality recently but I guess it’s not one people are drawn to. I have this desperate need to have a friend, but also there’s a part of me that has accepted that it’s likely not going to happen. Some days being lonely is very easy to ignore, other days it hits me like a truck. What can I do about this feeling? Mostly everything in my life now is better than I ever could have imagined, but there’s a sense of belonging and a genuine friendship experience that I am missing and always have.",3.293312121212125,5.328868869090911,4.88384090909091,80.45642803030303,74.85454545454544,7.928787878787879,26.00378787878788,8.72156446121922,2.060542424242424,1109,40,209,23,24,373,148,275,0.108,0.6809999999999999,0.21,0.9881,2,4,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,14,20,1,1,17,0,27,2,0,4,3,46,48,18,0,2,11,1,2,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,19,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,7,3,25,14,24,36,10,23,0,3,0,0,17,7,0,9,17,157,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301668230879587,0.08637809330527241,0.0,0.0,0.0705942431390718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464979960287175,0.0,0.1169581279230117,0.0,0.18362271450176276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288370093748902,0.0,0.0,0.13389750275932805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856541263971881,0.18780386612203948,0.0,0.0,0.09329758011761474,0.10154593177184096,0.0,0.1168149178604278,0.05248936840242835,0.0,0.0996737148703634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32081286380700363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058997517808552384,0.0,0.0,0.2289014047017165,0.11435822966506135,0.0,0.2753960653925869,0.0,0.0,0.10249071378265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466479037161098,0.1521487156361939,0.0,0.0,0.0918684314765429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647662116296781,0.0,0.19645473939866906,0.06929386658923155,0.0,0.0,0.11307933607988199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481833388244037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697367242870076,0.08006453937625506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068845275911995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152685294326674,0.11241592802119343,0.09909822758578392,0.07196866417326729,0.09064273807384116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170299838679644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650323430988124,0.0,0.20499936377359884,0.11145290601527237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890091379991316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164209405674014,0.0,0.0,0.1026705747509394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290266309957711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188374172953861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343840786450023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896663728424568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048005926381266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565398031886062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674005039405065 lonely,Nm4r_,2019/03/31,"Can't make friends or get to know anyone I rely too much on my best friend to get me places in terms of meeting other people. It has only occurred to me recently that I really don't know how to talk to other people. I want to meet new people and go to social gatherings but I don't know where to start. Even just sending a text to someone I don't know too well sends my heart pounding. I am too anxious over people judging me. There just seems to be no way of making new friends. I feel as if I can't be myself around anyone out of the fear of being judged. People might think I'm weird... People might shut me down... How do I interact with anyone?! 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When I was younger I was physically and emotionally abused alongside my younger brother. This happened periodically from the time I was about eight to when I was about thirteen when I finally decided that enough was enough and told someone. These abusive periods were mixed in between times that I would be told I was supposedly being ""good"", However would very quickly shift back into the abuse with next to no context. Looking back now on the events it makes a lot of the stupid thought processes I have even to this day make a lot more sense. It's hard to imagine my younger self trying to figure out what I had done wrong that deserved being hit, along with many other awful things, and what all I would have to do to go back to being what they considered ""good"", however that did eventually come to an end. &#x200B; When I was sixteen my father committed suicide. I don't really know what to say from that. I was never really as close with my father as I was and currently am with my mother. It hurts me even to this day to think about what he did and how much I miss him, Don't get me wrong... But sometimes I feel guilty that I don't miss him as much as if it was my mother who did it instead... I love him very dearly and I feel ashamed to openly admit this now, but beating myself up with my thoughts does me no good either. &#x200B; After my father passed I did a year of homeschooling. During this time we lived in the country so my options to go out were very limited, On top of my lack of friends. Every single day was nothing but me thinking terrible terrible thoughts, an entire year of near isolation. Looking back on it now I am very surprised I didn't self harm, Let alone take my own life. &#x200B; That brings me to now. Like I said these are a very ""readers digest"" of events because I don't want to sit here and write a novel, but at the same time my brain feels that if I write vague statements of events then maybe I will feel magically better because... idk that's how my thoughts work. For the first time in a very long time I do not think that I am depressed. I have come to accept my past as something that has happened and nothing can ever change it and I like to think that I am a stronger person for surviving this far. Sometimes it helps me to imagine people who face worse things and that makes me thankful that it was only these things that happened to me. Now I'm just very lonely and lacking social skills. I don't think I am ugly or unlikable or anything like that. I suppose I am just an average young adult. I just want some people to play games with or just have some companionship in general. People always talk about how this is supposed to be the best time of someones life but all I can think about is how boring and lonely it is. &#x200B; Yaaaaaayyy feelings dump. If I am honest I don't really know what the goal of this was. Maybe a cry for help in the form of friendship, Or maybe it was just an attempt to dump my feelings that I don't want to think about any longer on some small corner of the internet. I promise I'm not super weird. This is just my unfortunate portions of my life that helped shape who I am. I think everyone faces times like this. Sorry about how unorganized this is.",4.8306697120264985,5.943182431880111,5.118581503446066,83.99889538921839,69.36784741144415,7.827707431746541,28.96981353849441,8.060288974870295,1.83102802799594,2971,107,582,38,51,939,294,734,0.171,0.706,0.123,-0.9902,3,8,1,0,2,2,83.0,1,0,1,12,43,39,3,1,25,1,69,9,3,11,7,128,129,47,1,13,24,6,8,4,1,7,5,2,0,4,63,28,2,2,33,3,0,7,15,19,0,2,31,12,85,20,88,84,27,85,0,7,2,1,37,26,0,16,53,429,148,3,0.0,0.16821801389446098,0.04618260796865953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901467660021268,0.05222457969559673,0.0,0.03937839123231504,0.2563843914844903,0.2875267359955108,0.03218278638375386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038944640550127765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446362129049911,0.1455607548912623,0.0,0.057698054689447276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966492015725744,0.04185532936710902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283061978177722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006382933376944,0.08153300843515833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198455445440674,0.0915625949866556,0.0,0.0407611602862994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141463687056122,0.04843015199217299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053234525746216926,0.041916116197141605,0.09779924851742856,0.0,0.06251575001522203,0.042808389442902765,0.0398735562323572,0.045221295365286435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750344488713578,0.0,0.0,0.05184248771555554,0.0,0.04025482538331748,0.0,0.0,0.03656336340599823,0.0,0.024725484877917297,0.045398682999106016,0.08068807434044774,0.11908249917251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554866160963934,0.0,0.042394119853037183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516333337834526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050662648746730606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802614353137964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048393264782524745,0.10028165079176424,0.09248288804958818,0.0,0.04178905438985067,0.041881348593759915,0.07948256568772574,0.0,0.0,0.08046845419323458,0.04271287724152622,0.0,0.12635986205007138,0.047980365865019484,0.14263369504575524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778500198371731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043684912127922,0.0,0.03650014297318161,0.0,0.050330930152554416,0.0,0.0,0.0908196892348162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198595589686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249724727582332,0.09035459401750423,0.09842808885348583,0.041322574574844284,0.0,0.0,0.044737649131094216,0.0,0.09064899696624626,0.0,0.0,0.045283863734057815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158880444452766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450171410754877,0.03763493073243696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308312152890578,0.0987410941616648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048242122869850544,0.08019704537921192,0.036433282230023865,0.0936117458925748,0.05297673215225083,0.03349704879936116,0.0,0.0,0.03956602013229004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05176613189695212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035582691148423766,0.03803823565632247,0.0,0.04357072309512889,0.0,0.0,0.09432236071794917,0.30324103195505303,0.0,0.18785477333562234,0.22076582646628026,0.0,0.0,0.09044259073057287,0.0,0.03213073178124619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123862376244629,0.08374095898426673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034453338716444584,0.0,0.09645692633215913,0.10085547904641498,0.1034854424666882,0.2875267359955108,0.060951806511135034 lonely,foyp,2019/03/31,"saturday night break I have tons of people that care about me and I feel like I've become a complete let down. Im not getting any education, I quit my job, and I feel like Im never happy unless I have thc. I gave up on my future career and Im still living in my parents house. I want to get a job again and get back up on my feet, but whenever I try I think about how I won't be happy anywhere, doing anything. My last job made me never want to work and I honestly dont see any place for me in the future. My sisters cancer has started growing again despite the countless rounds of chemotherapy and theres a very real chance that she could lose her life. I know that im still young but Ive never been in a worse headspace in my life. Its terrifying and I dont know how to handle things mentally like I used to. tl:dr I am very alone and scared and unsure of myself. I would love for other people who feel like this to message me.",1.0137265273737093,2.8549415125628137,3.0816715154720984,91.62330600370274,81.1105527638191,5.596508860089923,20.021422903993653,6.5966054737557815,0.14961708542713525,727,19,161,7,19,246,114,199,0.14400000000000002,0.701,0.155,-0.3782,4,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,6,0,14,5,1,4,3,31,32,14,0,4,4,2,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,5,31,9,22,24,1,27,0,1,2,1,8,10,0,0,19,104,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583720455265153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389843361960228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409301405276384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857719594847869,0.0,0.0,0.11285995560162672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418871176909007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714344412012693,0.0,0.0,0.08158977024212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395299898339295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500980746521362,0.21901197953300536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016893605350874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217564631874666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117912629987715,0.0,0.0,0.4415275370921883,0.0,0.30422107334467313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123210364212875,0.08329784645755277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449539238082976,0.14435852447889685,0.19969794802403665,0.0,0.0902349460263768,0.0,0.0,0.11432358878027285,0.0,0.0,0.09222975319241604,0.09669390283743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298269012280213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644385922788397,0.0,0.0,0.0958976525893898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346902619191138,0.0,0.0,0.14169026498847678,0.0,0.10676597624569524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086908052437624,0.0,0.11631369485402525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230922785285054,0.0,0.08143157115473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233004992779557,0.0,0.16321687275658406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788997145092696,0.06547872056682065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937976679302173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825866861836545,0.0,0.16863360336213065,0.12054768925293124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439496310454716,0.0,0.10413953687794472,0.07259228396122729,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,magentalime,2019/04/01,"I took a long walk through dowtown on a friday It ended in me completely breaking down in tears in an empty parting lot on the outskirts. I walked and walked by groups of people, laughing, talking, being together in groups and all I could keep thinking about is that I have no friends and that for the past couple of months, it has just been me in my lonely and sad apartment, pretty much all the time. I don't have school or work to go to like everyone else, I just sit and waste my time hiding from the world, not that there's something else I could think of doing. I feel stuck, I am way too awkward socially. I don't even know how to maintain a normal conversation. I would give anything to be invited to something or to get approached by someone, I don't know how to initiate.",8.3598801843318,6.2306621677419365,7.967004608294933,77.38193548387099,62.806451612903224,10.663594470046084,37.62672811059908,8.841846274778883,3.1356082949308766,616,24,122,7,7,196,100,155,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.6249,0,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,2,25,26,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,3,1,16,3,24,18,5,25,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,3,7,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410790733157829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974974471535274,0.0,0.0,0.2737589871754097,0.1896931642310264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286429320933052,0.0,0.15184340506308808,0.0,0.0,0.11323334809620846,0.0,0.0,0.16381659592061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668433098905168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324527676661151,0.0,0.08956941043967427,0.1644591922482092,0.09743230899711924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238219484737334,0.0,0.0,0.18843595880914601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375606989368135,0.0,0.0,0.1517174575335381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575067054634575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684037655346887,0.0,0.12602684062705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679730864647557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565091959802885,0.16365720948696055,0.11885369734696195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441433471320938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350466294436012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475970744945862,0.1452590739693692,0.2639630830973113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779557241140694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970141809102015,0.0,0.0,0.19993404597974634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047420520076175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607970407041714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480908874982133,0.0,0.0,0.1217848149038906,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,darkpanda76,2019/04/01,40m NYC I have a family... I have friends but I feel like a third wheel everywhere I go.. I have friends but I'm that friend of a friend... If I make plans for a group outing no one shows up... I speak in my home and everyone acts like I'm the problem... I'm drinking now just to calm down... ,-1.9781944444444441,-0.11701812499999953,0.642708333333335,103.12034722222224,97.4375,4.719444444444443,16.48611111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.5264909722222222,216,6,58,3,9,73,44,64,0.043,0.649,0.308,0.9528,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,8,7,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363296401999625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305212849643477,0.0,0.0,0.2274256467644501,0.0,0.12198143450346376,0.1723464848691884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7455455176048987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710589541210655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419898211721509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572162206094674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610338532565589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347481221393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308402351547567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,streetcar_namedyikes,2019/04/01,I’m so fucking lonely that I’m having suicidal thoughts again... And the only thing that’s honestly keeping me from doing it is my dog. So I guess my life is now dependent on this fur ball surviving until researchers find a way to fix brains like mine.,5.837533333333332,6.060960220000005,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333338,66.8,9.866666666666667,32.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.049666666666668,201,8,38,4,3,66,43,50,0.13699999999999998,0.7240000000000001,0.139,-0.2195,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,0,6,10,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,4,9,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,25,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689671418523696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020872553727893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30555835391606445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36410258827789205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377938173801144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345447662554994,0.1614742880873757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513736589736156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615327968830557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958132102571615,0.0,0.0,0.2623941914263783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234962272948137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,applejuicestorm,2019/04/01,I wish this guy would notice me. I didn’t know where else to put this. I know it sounds pathetic but I’d be so happy if the guy I liked just followed me on Instagram or liked my pictures. I’m jealous of the girls he follows. It feels like I’m hoping for something that has a -5% chance of happening. ,1.124270833333334,2.9235937187500016,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,80.5625,6.141666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7287791666666665,234,8,53,3,6,78,49,64,0.08199999999999999,0.5920000000000001,0.326,0.9636,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,14,4,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,5,5,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064698444070103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249711466237674,0.17657062255704706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894530454270386,0.21856211467383155,0.2631056249417302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454849102841191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716645277045773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622485853632221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813924522095941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484633190897358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902752711166576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842209478228349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557484479893762,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Liamxd92,2019/04/01,"The feeling that never ends... There are over 7 billion people on this earth and I feel as if it is just me, when im at university its packed with people and i feel as if its just me walking down the hallway, no matter what im doing, whether it be talking to a friend or hanging out in a public place, i feel alone... why do I feel so alone? what is my mind doing?... i cannot breathe with this feeling... its unexplainable and i hate myself... 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The problem is she was ignoring me.and Eventually they started texting each other.By late September My depression hit a all time high and I was so sad. She was ignoring me and only talking to my brother and not even say hi to me even when I’m right in front of her. The worse was October when I would just cry and cry and eventually i started crying everyday while my brother and her would talk and laugh and go out to eat after school. By November there were still talking and I decided that I couldn’t take it anymore so I would just go up to her and start a conversation. Of course she didn’t want to talk so it was only small conversation. Eventually I told my friends about the situation and they decided to “help” ( as in let me stalk her on social media). November 29 was my birthday and I said that’s enough and I went to her. She notices it’s my birthday so she gave me a hug but then I asked her “why are you ignoring me” And we had a whole conversation and I told her to promise to it least say hi and she did. But she broke the promise. The beginning of December was disaster (sort of) as my crush gave a gift to him and hugs while I get nothing. Mid-December was when my depression bar was finally going down as she was starting to have a long decent conversation with me but at that point it didn’t matter to me what matter is my brother and her and that I must not let them be together. I started to eavesdrop my brother and my cousin and they were talking about her. My brother was telling my cousin that she is telling him that she like someone and brother and cousin instantly thought it was my brother(I only have one brother) but it sounded like my brother didn’t want to date her. On January 2nd 2019 at 1:45 my crush was waiting for my brother while I was still in class around 2:20 I went to get water and I saw my brother by himself and for that very moment I knew that something happened ( i don’t know how the fuck I noticed but I did).so I’m like in class thinking did he rejected her? When the bell rung at 3:00 I go to this program and my brother and my crush go to(that’s when I first met her). I was waiting for them to show up and then my crush sister comes in and one of the counselor asked where is her sister(my crush) and her sister goes she started yelling at me to go away and that she needed time and right as she said that I was the most happiest teen in my life. Back then they used to sit next to each other all of the time but when she enter and 2 min later my brother enter they didn’t sit to each other at all and that was the most happiest day in my life and now they barely talk to each other. But I feel like another Wave is Imminent.any suggestions or advice to separate them.",2.316970488630865,4.27416492991453,3.7017255281406234,88.1824673439768,77.47863247863249,6.945008869537173,26.59329140461216,7.902280558234669,1.5679624254152558,2264,91,473,37,53,743,218,585,0.092,0.821,0.087,-0.0687,0,1,1,0,1,1,39.0,1,1,9,1,26,20,1,0,18,0,44,8,0,3,4,92,91,67,0,10,12,19,1,4,1,4,2,6,0,0,23,46,3,5,7,2,0,12,8,10,0,3,39,8,106,10,67,43,13,82,0,5,1,3,92,28,1,5,44,350,129,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219124373401562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895217653919,0.07629025933207527,0.0,0.0,0.07215369218588066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476762812233015,0.13603273932469376,0.0,0.0683559846410657,0.11188864555905098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267223530806347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975479072938435,0.04692113953646362,0.0,0.12532803966993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444681930670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517565748736693,0.0,0.09610835833513937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367872578388264,0.05197638970476439,0.0,0.07969985779805057,0.0,0.061885607734312,0.0,0.0,0.05621055224173047,0.0672610880546868,0.07602326645935882,0.0,0.2480910285870645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433725770726229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876633351043733,0.07686995249937965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039984401585184105,0.0,0.08207112978803015,0.0,0.0,0.14879441521836312,0.1027784179868001,0.14217822776458985,0.0,0.0,0.06438613720906931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185394103401985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789424299130926,0.0,0.0,0.0773760703385107,0.0,0.0,0.0698106575922099,0.24849712048729644,0.0,0.0,0.0986017272472239,0.1660010167697555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877726033385204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961698134458498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426523068033812,0.1384138724930285,0.11571584465900145,0.0,0.07363223202102111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177998798026513,0.0,0.07416485014567495,0.06164531636306051,0.05601057242432195,0.0,0.0,0.3604759533199776,0.0,0.11620492818993072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470291935374068,0.409345591695359,0.12718265075007834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661864850690807,0.0,0.057759568960814786,0.1272725742293434,0.0,0.0,0.13904158418599724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283720595622258,0.0,0.06003072917078407,0.08582590351421787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488975506539316,0.06565032780058247,0.08122867677943213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414385045032693,0.15504979973678346,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sootbunny,2019/04/01,"I don't know why I'm sad Nothing bad has happened. Ordinary day. People spoke to me, but nothing unusual or interesting. I'm bored. Tired. Lonely. I really want company, and more friends who truly get me and enjoy the same things as me... but that's never happened for me and it sucks. Scared I might never meet these people. 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I will try my best to start liking myself. I figured that it's crazy for me to assume that someone would like to be friends with me when I don't even want to be friends with myself. I know that it's going to be hard. And that I will probably fail. But that's okay. I will try again. I really want to change. And I'm going to do that. From this moment. Wish me luck, I guess! 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Yeah I feel lonely, but not as lonely as some people here that I feel really sorry about. But I want to someone finally hear me out, people on r/depression have been ignoring me even though they're supposed to be there for others, little bit ironic isn't it? So let's start with my problem, some people may say that I'm not in fact that lonely, after all I have parents that love me and friends to hang out with (though right know I mostly hang out with my remaining friends online), but still, I feel lonely, but I mostly feel unhappy as hell. I don't know if this is right sub for this but...I've been only asking for one thing in life, I don't ask for money, fame or other such things, I've been only asking for love, for someone to care for me and to be near me for the sake that this person cares for me, and I want to do the same thing for that special someone. But I've never expierienced this, this year I'll be turning 20, I've met some wonderful girls, and some wanted to be with me, but everytime something goes wrong and things go mayhem really fast. Same thing happened to me recently and I think that I may finally snap and go crazy or somethig. The worst thing is that this makes me really unhappy, and this unhappines propably boost my feeling of loneliness. I hope that someone will at least respond to this...I'm tired of life sometimes",5.412851224105459,5.674094061016947,5.601666666666668,84.09180320150661,67.71186440677965,8.725047080979285,27.236346516007533,8.515128840125781,1.7056290018832392,1168,32,236,16,18,370,145,295,0.16699999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0.157,-0.3553,1,8,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,12,17,1,0,3,1,22,5,0,1,3,59,51,26,0,7,13,1,5,0,2,6,3,2,0,2,27,16,0,1,9,2,2,4,6,9,0,1,4,7,27,8,40,36,12,26,1,4,0,2,15,11,1,15,10,163,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606009668849137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563668654024553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979559102570472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639632635683465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873094089143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112550469593425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109716150465526,0.0,0.0,0.2002694627596275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124563593824488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390034642326572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808331933860507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302524479218172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079034239747566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004726337720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347249299026793,0.12913058518659215,0.0,0.0916164174856267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500143714190804,0.0,0.06101660723245751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050070652469212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061941499924030814,0.13904221565141456,0.0,0.0,0.1014995256124014,0.0,0.0,0.1901156883452353,0.07981532305466088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754511368038574,0.0,0.0,0.08746662690512398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286864177914666,0.0,0.17567796086319312,0.0,0.09025593662153347,0.0,0.0,0.15612657083474255,0.0,0.07269257023442763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38725522010841584,0.07037156375298159,0.09040641606918604,0.10232554565189683,0.06470017414951515,0.0,0.07299981198707907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643707958392493,0.05857157057115073,0.17961890464667268,0.0,0.0,0.1050618700964681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942737864093804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174722323098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991297947474526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994203055974964,0.0,0.0588647752167528 lonely,Oliwine,2019/04/01,"I'm gonna be completely honest I seriously love to talk to people so so much, but I don't have any friends, tbh all I ask from a friend is interest in talking to me, so if anyone reading this is interested to find a new friend, you can come talk to me I'd love to be friends",5.260273224043715,3.3717578688524625,7.041639344262299,80.79338797814209,68.672131147541,10.756284153005463,33.448087431693985,9.725611199111238,2.7070284153005457,214,8,52,4,3,76,42,61,0.105,0.542,0.353,0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,5,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,8,10,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,0,1,1,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316225998992368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691978409155678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306244121797727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686789878530213,0.20531037601269603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897317050223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6051508462838928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534649359649622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394800992795845,0.0,0.0,0.18912125770671864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357548369898726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586996900176887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721708088565802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,999avatar999,2019/04/01,"DAE lie/dodge the question when people from home ask you about your uni experience? I'm a sophomore in uni atm and sometimesI get family members asking me how many friends I found there or what not. I usually just dodge the question becauseI don't want to look like a looser in front of them, since I only really made one friend over the whole time and even he is leaving next semester. I know that internalizing isn't helpful but I just physically cannot help it.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,67.44444444444444,10.0,30.555555555555557,10.125756701596842,3.0058888888888884,374,14,71,9,6,122,73,90,0.068,0.86,0.07200000000000001,0.0946,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,9,3,7,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,3,5,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934463280190703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340756834883708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276760881652587,0.17613827955585096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048629236713399,0.28870777476014703,0.0,0.09761738327659028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047289289140273,0.0,0.1874180479540946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268363453476738,0.0,0.0,0.1978390039353583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128170361307683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690046356735068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767946895265243,0.0,0.1894287528646095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987088918024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660916912287126,0.1421019786267642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295329161016686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418612244398343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196959533612026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545578705023085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894924003987504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057803821458252,0.0,0.11020442173299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860274080611946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway21472003,2019/04/01,"Not having any friends in high school sucks I'm already in 10th grade and every one else already seems to be in a close group of friends. The people that I used to call ""friends"" were just acquaintances. They never talked to me because they wanted to, they always talked to me if they had to when regarding school work. 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I have hinted a bit/talked about it in the past few days to my newer friends who wouldn't know about it, hinted about possibly getting cake for work today and so. But yesterday, no one remembered apart from immediate family. I posted a cute card I got from family on my facebook story, and even if it didn't mention whose birthday it was specifically, it should have tipped off at least the people who have known me for long and whose birthdays I know by heart, however that was not the case. &#x200B; I feel ashamed for being bummed about this because I am 26 and had money to buy myself all the presents I wanted as well as cake, went shopping and celebrated by myself, & booked the coolest holiday. But I'm feeling down anyway and I had trouble looking my friends in the eye today. Just wanted to vent because it is weighing on my chest.",7.089298245614035,7.398138543859652,6.950345029239768,75.68902631578948,64.14619883040936,9.64701754385965,34.64385964912281,9.3871,3.188856842105264,725,30,127,12,10,230,109,171,0.047,0.843,0.11,0.8731,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,8,0,14,4,3,0,1,24,26,12,0,5,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,1,6,3,3,1,4,2,1,1,9,4,17,4,23,14,3,19,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,9,94,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196181951879599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504960125886035,0.1965349253430254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719353804728207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765809947507588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431057658928453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682944161231613,0.0,0.0,0.15455195632085905,0.0,0.0,0.3049529992895758,0.0,0.1635638057479228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499238156899596,0.0,0.08450381679683958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936030815852914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166572341679108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777897234089227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313708411568968,0.1358230223306363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109600950908965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544015839791923,0.11213193228506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234044465256605,0.15490467164294858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322280122196027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000255052824838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30662608732622937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079991599324034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542599432984016,0.14993698219886614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775051681733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965349253430254,0.0 lonely,spinycoatkindeyes,2019/04/01,"I'm alone and it's all my fault. I kind of want to pretend like I'm seeking for advice with this post to not seem so pathetic but I already know exactly what I should do in order to change my life and myself. I know I'm responsible for my own misery and I'm trying to become better. It's just so hard. :( Even though I consider myself very flexible (well, in some ways) I'm still a human and humans get stuck on their stupid ways. Anyway the thing is, I push people away. I like the thought of people and I like to help and listen to them but I don't let anyone in, ever. I'm polite and likeable (to most people. Unfortunately some people hate me and I find that very hard to accept) but I don't show any sides of me other than the bright and smilish sweetheart-one, which then makes me seem uninteresting and one-dimensional. I've always believed that I in fact am that way (still very much possible), until in one special moment I realized no one actually knows anything about me. It's like, how do you form an opinion of a twig lying on the ground. It's just there. No one cares. Maybe some dog might. I love dogs. Love me dogs. I wish I was even mysterious in a cool way but I'm just hiding in plain sight. I'm too shy and quiet and insecure, unconventional and guarded, blah blah blah. Ever since when I became too heavy and big for my mom to carry around I've spent most of my time in isolation and it's the way I feel most natural and comfortable. I don't like being around people but of course sometimes you crave it. You know, 🎶*I wanna be where the people are.*🎶 Maybe if I had just one or two people who I could be with, JUST BE, feeling no pressure to please or to speak or to do anything at all. Going on adventures in nature together, listening to the quiet, that would be great. And then talking about cool shit when we get back, listening to some gr8 pops. 8) :( I half-uncosciously believe in soulmates so I guess I always evaluate that kind of thing too whenever I meet anyone new lol. How dare I be so picky still. I'm really sorry for venting. I should just get a diary or something but I don't have my life together that well. If you feel a bit alone too, why do you think that is? Let's exchange experiences.",1.7910072086503843,3.879769284140973,3.560963155786947,87.91006307569084,79.72687224669603,6.5061273528233885,20.89086904285142,7.604176662624187,0.750486343612335,1741,48,364,27,44,582,217,454,0.159,0.6459999999999999,0.195,0.9777,0,4,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,5,2,1,37,27,3,2,13,3,27,5,1,3,6,82,64,41,0,9,19,1,5,8,0,4,2,6,0,2,20,22,0,1,14,2,2,2,8,6,2,5,5,15,49,21,49,46,13,44,0,0,2,2,21,21,1,18,19,242,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.074904688862911,0.0,0.0,0.07500698251009387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899617894886506,0.08470430894135833,0.0,0.12773753033523869,0.0,0.0,0.0521980396267903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734188975530244,0.0,0.12633050889048347,0.1366617021475486,0.0,0.0,0.07211662279322359,0.059022127243114876,0.0,0.0,0.08477312762011932,0.0,0.17295985407687298,0.0,0.06788617103706113,0.08379980364853963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825984789993656,0.0,0.08119973566838658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061284978966727875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013958069907945,0.13886392445047652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508400593124613,0.0,0.0,0.11643338082643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015537770772985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030858584395117,0.0,0.0436233131133131,0.0,0.0,0.0846259132611565,0.08455753809764473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752009671535573,0.07578258653280938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051449237360088426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986319073339464,0.16873665250367392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698041323501716,0.1084328232583963,0.187500291213494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385540973514276,0.0,0.051236529117433455,0.0,0.1542273598756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142805730758443,0.0,0.08989798589707687,0.0,0.0,0.05642592673769387,0.0,0.0,0.07413330852743646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600658745531568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37250009521342026,0.0,0.0,0.0842571815165223,0.0,0.08653305799211315,0.07351290033360068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049173109668139765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975511368070273,0.0,0.0,0.07879093487445918,0.06349497124058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909202164473981,0.07591557740476307,0.08592424320278813,0.0,0.0,0.1838969992969488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169513442516016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198914545475392,0.049183396408612544,0.07541429829840841,0.060937240086858975,0.044758179189019774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052113611007961205,0.0,0.07498136591613744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000004788216174,0.045273828927511715,0.304634448271482,0.0,0.0,0.1380292345440179,0.0,0.06926211290944946,0.0,0.08826785689002277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452664693758184,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FreatyClalk,2019/04/01,"People next door are partying and I’m drinking cheap whiskey Woke up 5am today, took a bus ride, then a flight and then another bus ride to get back to my uni in another country away from my home. Here I am, feeling isolated and melancholy once again. I’m so sick of hearing people laughing and cheering and having fun together, all this racket is killing me. Good thing I have the internet so I can watch shitposts and memes and listen to psychedelic rock and what not (I’m listening to The Black Angels rn btw) and better yet I still got some of that cheap whiskey left so I can get a little wasted. Whatever. Hey whoever’s reading this, share your intriguing story of the day or whatever thoughts that passed or are passing through your head. ☺️🥳😭🥺🤷🏼‍♂️ yayyyyyyy. Cheers Freaty",1.8978781362007169,4.510264941935485,3.0702688172043016,88.38762544802867,83.4516129032258,6.541218637992832,26.67562724014337,7.793537801064563,1.832003584229392,626,28,122,12,18,201,109,155,0.103,0.741,0.156,0.7616,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,1,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,1,16,21,16,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,6,9,3,0,2,5,2,5,1,1,0,0,4,6,10,7,12,17,2,19,1,0,2,0,7,5,0,3,9,66,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074688562457956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254581333910733,0.14940026037396595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718374464368639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530369688122106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033436480171653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824099437622147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030214191396802,0.0,0.0,0.16296477161165634,0.15539483503941073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940192128205086,0.0,0.2189837042640111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948929421731063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495776484348192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111012360692157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473384909562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663410478388225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691700081335454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26939829331164244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434679651236772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516361326539696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908044489396128,0.0,0.0,0.15424790600900656,0.0,0.0,0.18416820018876,0.0,0.21586802491798301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,antisocial_man,2019/04/01,"What am I doing wrong? I have 2 roommates. I have been living with them for the last 3 years. They always hang out together. They invite each other to eat out. I was under the impression that these two guys were my closest buddies here. But as of recently, they have been alienating me. They don't even acknowledge me while I am in the same room as them. I am always left alone. I am an introvert and don't have other friends either. I always talk nicely with them. I don't even joke about things that might hurt them. I am currently at the point that even the slightest bit of importance given by someone cheers me up. I can't concentrate on other things and this has started to take a toll on my mental health. I am desperately in need of a good friend. Can somebody tell me what I am doing wrong here? Please help. 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I don’t post all that often, but I was scrolling through all forms of social media tonight feeling alone and slightly depressed and it got me thinking “who can I speak to”. It turns out everyone I used to speak to, about anything (not just depressing things) has been out of touch due to my withdrawal for a year at least. I’m not comfortable talking to anyone, and don’t plan on doing so any time soon. If new people were to suddenly appear in my life I’d be ok with it, but I’m too anxious to try make friends. I’ve given up all hope on a dating life as the girl I love has a boyfriend that she lives with. I understand this is one big rant, and I apologise. I just don’t have anywhere else to say this.",6.221403508771927,5.301747397660818,6.449239766081876,82.66578947368423,66.2514619883041,9.471345029239766,33.03508771929825,8.515128840125781,2.3502210526315785,659,24,140,8,9,212,113,171,0.107,0.7559999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6637,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,5,1,15,3,0,2,3,31,30,10,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,10,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,6,2,0,1,5,6,15,6,25,24,7,21,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,5,10,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830695486948352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020253090868176,0.0,0.0,0.19968793830219184,0.0,0.1235943621001984,0.0,0.14545801919181756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775095915374452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044854209181211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476598927188946,0.0,0.0,0.18263982882937133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890129055514172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874984268449612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656396209849322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137073068959624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556208084898306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971424062714726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497009443730803,0.0,0.0,0.1560818893070221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953236259912754,0.0,0.11798834820093368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34143088029146995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977682130508555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508558191356916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928675363511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056626019478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018406474247764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207260187697587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743116692243614,0.11326035937882074,0.0,0.0,0.10306989411577808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000810725336936,0.1922635935344612,0.0,0.18401288790452075,0.0,0.15266346745140275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113827331771888 lonely,corette0,2019/04/01,"I want someone to love I spent a great deal of my life very alone. But, there came a time when I couldn't take it anymore so I made changes. I have friends now that are great. Not anyone I ever see in real life, but we hang out most days online. Still, I feel such a void in my life. What I want most is someone to truly love and spend the rest of my life with. Someone to hold at night, share all my thoughts and ideas with, just to love and give affection to, really.. I've had a few long term relationships, but obviously nothing has worked out so far. First cheated on me. Second just didn't work out, still friends. Third is complicated. Also still friends. Genuinely saw a future with him. That's a recent one. I'm not a serial dater or anything. I take time to gather myself and be alone between relationships to work on myself and enjoy alone time. But I'm sick of the loneliness I feel. I fucking hate dating too. I've always done online dating. The process of searching through profiles, messaging, getting ghosted, harassed. Soul sucking. The thought of doing it makes me want to put a bullet in my brain. It doesn't help that I'm not the most normal person. I have mental illnesses and I'm living in a hospital temporarily in order to get assistance with housing and disability. I do manage my symptoms pretty well though. Everyone here agrees I need to get the hell out for my own good, but the process is slow. Being here is restrictive. I can only be out of the building 10 nights a months. I could go on. And of course I have pretty much no money. I make a little dog sitting but I have no job. Aaand I'm very overweight. Over 300lbs. Yeah. I have been overweight most of my life and my body is a bit fucked up because of it. Thankfully I don't have any health issues. I've mostly accepted my appearance at this point. Yes, I need to lose weight. I plan on focusing on that once I have an apartment and I can actually cook my own meals. But right now I'm huge. I'll probably always be a bit fat, so I want someone who will love me and my body. I know they exist, I've dated them, but man it doesn't make my life easier. I'm not dealing with someone who doesn't love me as who I am. Someday I could find that person, but right now I feel so alone. I want it to end, please.",1.226947867699998,3.5578641447084247,2.7834176089442257,91.27654766442215,83.57883369330453,5.7048066742895855,21.38944649133952,7.048011613610866,0.5941880235463515,1781,57,375,24,51,582,228,463,0.133,0.67,0.197,0.9825,1,4,0,0,0,2,64.0,1,0,2,6,22,24,7,0,22,2,35,26,4,5,3,76,81,29,1,11,16,0,4,0,3,1,13,0,0,3,16,23,6,2,9,1,3,5,12,8,1,4,10,6,54,16,49,63,14,58,2,1,2,7,27,26,4,7,25,240,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.0669678630804796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842982062619365,0.0,0.054879192960444835,0.1142025896053689,0.0,0.0,0.046667187646876135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805731840208387,0.04798402533310827,0.0,0.05647232737157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04183301459583076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498409208314648,0.15245326820188412,0.0,0.07660792379685145,0.0,0.07848843956486229,0.0,0.0,0.07259589303366236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958256799771736,0.0,0.0,0.04425729074258786,0.1414982212476975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022695188153087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060781165330909034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207502107402903,0.0,0.06557389566218402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409621645251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272178417680968,0.058372182801543625,0.0,0.0,0.15905794986695151,0.12688496311500425,0.1075608086290733,0.06583111956737929,0.039001030563465176,0.057559189852581315,0.0,0.1513180725630058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775273959287023,0.0,0.07294490709574157,0.0,0.0,0.045997727718104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918375523717235,0.0,0.0774689970273782,0.0,0.07162641648951287,0.06809948182883167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771437146680297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908301698450947,0.0,0.06878003435938504,0.060596917232161734,0.060730749986143716,0.0,0.07677354896379998,0.0,0.0,0.3096826100449958,0.06493440385482108,0.13742267348316478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915761381286407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054775625900805834,0.0,0.05044709207556816,0.10176877477169836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879937036853098,0.06723769093109773,0.0658473046586742,0.0,0.0,0.07308312597721406,0.04650191101081933,0.05219221964998613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984098074924722,0.0,0.07532937498308565,0.06487257635140034,0.0,0.0,0.13963209676283966,0.07398909428655588,0.0,0.0,0.06898683454333966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781099967409078,0.04396277623586695,0.0,0.06775866806777799,0.14735461271418213,0.0,0.1172103341424724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468504603422867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290727667331969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644114575039237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132739792856152,0.1031945528273206,0.0,0.0,0.06318045573632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742347481078623,0.10896078236457923,0.12004694210054938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324522211726235,0.20238329687848813,0.0,0.0,0.08356646577077892,0.061701897573892175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987892009437878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sykoste,2019/04/01,"Just my corner of earth... Hey all ☺️ Let’s be honest, no one really care’s we all have are own shit that we are going through and that’s life innit but we try and survive, All we can do is truly care for each and everyone of us and listen and be there for you. Everyone has a story and here is mine. I moved from the UK to Australia at 18 thinking it will be better for me and it kinder was, but I’ve only every felt loneliness for that last 14 years I’ve been here, I’ve never really felt true friendship like I did from people I spend my last 8+ years of my life in the UK, Everyone has always wanted something out of me, to elaborate I’ve DJ’ed for 15 years nearly and that’s all it’s been, I do have 2 close friends but one left the state and the other is happy saying home playing xbox but the last 3 years it has drifted. Alcohol and gigging kept me shallow, was never happy and knew what was causing it but I had nobody but a brief moment of happiness, no real friend tho, I just serviced there needs and made me feel slightly wanted but I know that was never true start. I met the love of my life 7 months ago and gives me a purpose and never in my life felt so happy and I would lay my life down for her and do anything for her and it saved my life! She saved my life! She is amazing and love her so dearly and I adore her so much and she does me too and it’s amazing I can’t imagine my life without her, when she’s around I finally found peace after 32 years of life. I just have this emptiness of not having true friends, I’ve very introverted so don’t like many people unless I feel a connection, but alcohol and gigging gave me somewhat a extroverted outlook but come downs to it was never happy and I just tried to be. I left it all for her because she was worth it and was killing me, you can’t hold a real relationship working through the night on the weekends, she has so much important job than I do as a second job on the weekends, and left it 6 months ago and don’t miss it one little bit, thought I would but not even for a second and know I made the best decision of my life doin it. She has my heart forever and I’m forever greatfull for it, she saved me and her too, she’s my best friend and I love her more than anyone will ever know. I know real friendship Is something I’ll never really ever feel again. One thing I know I’ve got her pure love and friendship and that all that matters. I may never meet you but know I care and love you too, all we have is each other. Much love xxox ",2.300231829573935,3.5812288101503778,3.7894736842105283,90.45464912280704,75.74812030075188,6.5704260651629065,22.81704260651629,7.07126945348624,0.6068892230576437,1965,54,436,20,42,651,212,532,0.052000000000000005,0.6709999999999999,0.277,0.9994,2,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,6,4,0,5,23,38,2,0,18,0,48,20,2,3,20,120,89,53,1,5,19,0,6,2,4,5,12,2,1,0,26,44,2,2,18,4,2,5,16,3,0,6,23,8,74,35,43,56,18,52,0,1,0,6,46,16,1,2,32,309,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117796671848064,0.12198063861039417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474866914121331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039904569792665504,0.0,0.04696362827648305,0.05080427076291464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478925411089077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978258449423518,0.05047364931399331,0.062305501066318415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174559563071162,0.058626462047445774,0.0,0.04916062706347883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994221499338464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03769410121222437,0.10324590292847426,0.0480838145250701,0.16359807735157467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656870084877445,0.0,0.16438803261917967,0.06251723697045397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625741507009643,0.1763681146654343,0.0,0.0,0.0547466055019196,0.03243411396400375,0.0,0.04564397674442188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037596110855499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762805335634937,0.0,0.0,0.05724571809574705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326605079995022,0.0,0.06313933932913812,0.0,0.18818459992915276,0.13955864733815532,0.0,0.0,0.18601969442713334,0.05835779368425713,0.4031012658146999,0.05576289721696001,0.057198987837776334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30904663559158346,0.10800175402466536,0.0,0.05785987584489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110522810546597,0.060656224497871225,0.1258587306457725,0.04231657460372792,0.3081105347723523,0.0,0.0,0.05355619321682994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468804382638546,0.04340419665083749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913010385309767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487396866859671,0.1096812320603522,0.0,0.0,0.06127166683603635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538423958116513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058581386388754285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787032564034912,0.0,0.0,0.04039433734527688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03791467601484537,0.03656805892092772,0.0,0.04530709037379062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774933712218266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864800914584468,0.0,0.0,0.047088607492733185,0.067322558614815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055013304003440885,0.0,0.041547534384870737,0.0,0.0,0.08108157563616147,0.0,0.0,0.1837555786453185 lonely,RedditsDeadlySin,2019/04/01,"5:34 am Just another night like the ordinary these days. Insomnia into the mornings. Thinking about a girl. Why? Yeah I wish I could stop asking myself that question. Anyway, goodnight or morning or evening. Time is all irrelevant and relative anyway.",3.8478571428571406,6.8428070000000005,4.1575000000000015,74.60625000000005,98.04761904761904,6.861904761904763,31.440476190476193,7.6454224807358475,3.6011333333333333,202,11,27,5,8,63,38,42,0.049,0.785,0.166,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,11,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34158353416769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30453785494935875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600896323270888,0.0,0.0,0.2100856493392731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151587436626337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914791071207088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30569990734118924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649212353489811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272346574465512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087312699488472,0.0,0.0,0.18995092378545456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939440917585395,0.0,0.37460328504461055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,catfishgutt,2019/04/01,"Im tired I dont know what to do anymore. Im so tired of everything. time and time again my life has proven to just seem useless. Im not good enough for anyone or anything. All I seem to do is hurt people and burden them with my brokenness. No matter what I do or try in the end it just comes out hurting me and meaning nothing. Im just tired. Im so emotionally exhausted and I dont know anymore. I give up. Theres no point in trying anymore. Fuck Im tired of hurting people constantly and just being a burden. im so fucking tired. Sorry if anything is repetitive and sorry for bad formatting. I dont wanna try anymore.",-0.4007935222672039,1.8564980461538487,2.32765182186235,90.56103238866396,95.46153846153842,4.8906882591093135,21.45748987854251,6.5966054737557815,0.6911538461538456,486,19,100,7,19,168,69,130,0.368,0.624,0.008,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,2,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,1,25,19,12,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,13,18,2,12,0,4,0,2,2,5,2,5,6,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099079830385729,0.05462539833409024,0.0,0.12857709857022714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522941825662891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729602272744639,0.0,0.08442317882463952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746786233700565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787782821362017,0.06919376489075453,0.08072191345901572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702118896580585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444685714979125,0.0,0.07494267319557274,0.0,0.0655258422288997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25089677127790844,0.0,0.5907035086140764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586868442120789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055180565355076684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509881882722267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496109843299123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083212640971228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385145992970356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224043887129986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174904541822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110826621302404,0.4489543186695546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912110918265754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,brittneyy230,2019/04/01,"Feeling super anxious with no one to talk to Hi everyone, I usually never post on reddit but as I wrote in the subject, I’m feeling super anxious right now and everyone I can talk to is either asleep or not answering me. Anyway, I feel very lonely right now. I have struggled for many years with the fear of failure. I have always been a very good student and over achiever because of this fear. It has been a huge motivator in my life but as of right now, it is affecting me hardcore to the point where I feel like I’m on the verge of crying at any second. Anyway, I have a huge test next week that determines whether i graduate university or not and it’s really weighing on my confidence, strength, and abilities as a person and student. I am usually a good test taker but even after studying for over 3 months, I still am insecure about this test. After taking numerous practice exams, I’m still not getting the passing score. My point is that none of my friends understand the struggle I am going through and every time I try to complain or vent, they just tell me “Oh you’ll be fine” and kind of dismiss the whole conversation. I don’t want to brushed off, I want to be heard and helped. Just because I have passed exams in the past, doesn’t make my anxiety for this test any less important or real. Anyway, I just wanted a place to vent and I’m sure no one will actually read this. But to anyone who struggles with feeling alone, I’m here to talk if you need someone. 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On bad days I really want to talk to someone and vent, but on my rare but fantastic days I'd love to talk about my day. just say the good stuff that's been happening lately, but I don't have anyone. No one pays attention to me. On days I'm trying to celebrate a little, no one is down even if I offer to buy. Now my awesome day isn't as great as it was in the beginning. Family gives short responses, and I try not to give the ""shoving in your face vibe"" but I imagine that's all they get from me. I tried ubering to a bar for taco Tuesday but it's closed for renovation. Couldn't even talk to the bartender tonight guys. I was thinking about the strip club just to talk but I'm just too tired now. Going to taco bell and calling it a day. Does anyone else get this cluster-fuck of emotions sometimes too? I'll be genuinely happy for being appreciated. I'm not a demanding guy :/ ",1.8906674794270013,3.6196546165803127,3.6946418774763816,88.7946662602865,77.96373056994818,7.028223102712588,23.78817433709235,7.928766900206844,1.1621754952758296,723,24,158,12,17,243,112,193,0.061,0.722,0.217,0.9877,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,1,13,6,0,0,9,0,11,4,1,0,2,25,25,12,0,4,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,4,1,0,3,2,2,1,7,1,0,2,3,1,16,5,28,18,1,23,0,0,0,1,16,9,0,1,13,99,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691576529294604,0.1239389603147078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099748130678053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351482614050538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680594869893513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058538898461226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104749302356744,0.136064977267885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978735577090122,0.10941625673893156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140313771547158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182660481052707,0.12639438374597828,0.2320738537134147,0.0687449911313908,0.1014564471445643,0.0,0.13336006005579193,0.0,0.23954104937308346,0.1069655175124948,0.12876535978954873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644941023995244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123481825328924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917213198479997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639327686395101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749078982741303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619313636792128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497992615721705,0.0,0.11963363905599725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847154086310465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888958601462342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750700046874452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390270114905363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637397787242185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269200324246167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Taylr404,2019/04/02,"more ranting than anything, if anyone can offer advice it will be welcomed. Ive recently broken up with my girlfriend and I'm feeling more alone than usual with a breakup. the reason is I am forcing myself to be alone as for at least 4 years I've basically been in and out of relationships one after another. they weren't short relationships either. the shortest being 8 months and the longest being 2 years. but I realise I did this as im really afraid of being alone. im just in my second year of uni struggling with work which is why I decided to end the most recent relationship as I couldn't handle everything along with my health. now I am alone though its not any easier to do work or be happy im just constantly alone and constantly sad. welp rant over lol ",3.98239514348786,5.717747675496688,5.337367549668873,79.20861203090506,72.2450331125828,8.212141280353201,26.490618101545248,8.841846274778883,2.1233704194260485,613,21,113,12,12,205,102,151,0.177,0.7490000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9372,0,5,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,5,1,18,1,0,1,0,22,20,11,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,1,12,2,24,9,5,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,12,81,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168196645674436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5918450966124409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777204936876711,0.11984206565685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991358224177304,0.0,0.0940501749585231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470117875517403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122620227676024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271565589734018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778799296075879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216628510886779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148394787320844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703554562196237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912244534484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744523858023734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321651132668829,0.11750820928334715,0.22569335755544545,0.3681111019790079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947976146338535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228844103665064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258732752202934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312811836731883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640762314989396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079526163677066 lonely,XM0X,2019/04/02,"Loneliness I got used to loneliness and so I don’t speak on it much and people don’t seem understand it anyways. What’s up lonely nation? If any of you feel like talking, you can comment or pm me. 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Finally thought I'd hit an oasis. I've been single for all 22 years of my life. A great girl entered my life. We really hit it off. Started off as great friends. I asked her out, she declined. Fast forward about 5 months, and she said she'd like to give a relationship another shot. Was going great for a week following. She asked me to dinner tonight, and decided that it won't work out and wants to just be friends again. Was my only ever close female friend. It wouldn't be so bad, but my normal group of ""friends"" hasn't really been great. So here I am back alone. 22 years and counting. Just me my roommate and his dog. Fml, I'm sick of this. Didn't think i was being dragged along. Guess I'm wrong there... Hope everyone else's day went better than mine did. 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Hi my name is Sean and I'm 22. Now I've only had an actual irl gf once for a week. All my relationships have been online and they all haven't ended well. At this point of my life I feel as if there is no girl out there for me. Any effort I've made is always ignored or I feel as if I'm intruding on their life. I'm always the last person to message and I'm usually left on read. I believe I have a tough time showing my emotions but since high school I myself have felt like I've gotten better since then. Now I've read on everything about ""there's plenty of fish out there!"" And ""keep trying!"" Maybe I do need to keep trying but its hard to when showing my emotion is hard. I've kept to myself for almost all of my school life and I am just recently now coming out of my shell. I stay just about as positive as I can in life but behind closed doors and when I'm laying in my bed at night it hurts me knowing I still haven't found that one yet. Thank you for anyone reading my story here and any advice is welcome on what to do. 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Im 19 Im sad and lonely. I really want a girlfriend and have a lot to offer but I dont know where to meet girls. All I do is stay home, so obviously i need to get out and do things but what? I live in a small town in the Midwest and theres not much to do. 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Have no friends at uni, no idea what to do with my free time anymore so I just walk around outside aimlessly. It feels like it's never gonna improve. Bored sad and alone",0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,88.51219512195122,4.255609756097561,20.39512195121951,5.6839178017228535,-0.24176487804878025,152,5,35,1,5,48,36,41,0.326,0.478,0.197,-0.7195,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,5,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40133938099938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843018554229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449625224255133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593469183757312,0.2768343849995837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993861972467863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43744714006341534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931587239471667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886853904452804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259578821219056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xxSCORPI0xx_96,2019/04/02,"Just Ranting I Guess... So I'm New To Reddit So Y'Know, Bare With Me :) I Don't Quite Know Where To Begin With This, So I'll Just Dive Right In I Suppose... So I'm 22 And Struggling At The Moment. I Haven't Really Socialised With Anyone In Well Over A Year, Whether That Be Going Out, Messaging People Or Even Posting On Social Media, The Most I Do Is Go To Work And Come Back Home, Well I Say That, For The Past 2 Months I Haven't Been To Work (I Got Medically Signed Off By A Doctor For Stress) And I've Pretty Much Stayed Indoors For The Entirety Of That Time. My Mum Passed Away Just Over 2 Years Ago, Followed By A Close Friend 3 Months Later, As You Can Imagine, It Was A Rough Time, But I Had The Support I Needed (Being Friends And Family) But That Just Drifted Away Shortly After, I Currently Live With My Brother And Sister And It's More Like A House Share Than A Family, My ""Brother"" Who's Older Is Unbelievably Manipulative And Emotionally Abusive, Always Has Been, But Since My Mum Passed It's Gotten Worse. Because Of That, It's Pretty Much Go To The Job I Hate For 12 Hours A Day, Fake That I'm Fine, Lie About Seeing Friends And Whatnot Then Come Home And Freak Out About What My Brothers Gonna Say Or Do, If He Does Anything At All, Regardless There's Always That Anxiety. On Top Of That, A Few Months Ago, I Woke Up One Day To Find That My Best Friend Of 8 Years Had Deleted Me Off Of All Social Media And Moved To Another Part Of The Country Without Saying A Single Word, In All Honesty He Was The Only Person I Would Really Go And Socialise With, To This Day I Still Don't Know Why, Maybe Because I Disappeared? I've Never Really Had Many Friends, But Coming To Terms With The Fact That I Have None Kinda Sucks, So I'm Posting This To Reach Out To Anyone...",1.5055528936138387,3.7088481440443246,3.0877113124204563,90.30308302762596,81.40997229916897,5.675555888298272,20.83708916672905,6.885778809224403,0.4423131092311148,1384,40,288,16,37,455,190,361,0.064,0.795,0.141,0.9746,3,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,5,18,18,2,2,18,0,21,2,0,1,5,55,46,26,0,4,13,6,1,1,5,2,2,3,2,1,19,24,0,0,4,0,0,13,7,6,2,1,10,5,26,12,52,32,13,65,0,0,1,0,23,22,1,6,28,186,45,4,0.0,0.10278258133769536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537943141366329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436311329851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096318373064123,0.06636223209074849,0.0,0.0,0.1213128933348968,0.0,0.07138648101365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300581606176084,0.06670410818148473,0.0,0.10576194894678008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103701638451356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241780053593488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783648163764706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879058769144269,0.0759140448309574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758019095238546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729645130209949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355720304738516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928639855445453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351077081091793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720429154709349,0.0,0.06938056106038143,0.0,0.0955630613853091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564601254603084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740312883790409,0.0,0.085429627172392,0.10009592136401756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608432825207969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302383421930515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238085034667666,0.0,0.07660036132417382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794918706318401,0.08715035342014046,0.0,0.0,0.08738981224438465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077250590001583,0.09219974217038523,0.1275400022723081,0.06432278468196641,0.06690565701837856,0.08378207399229848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878291088713631,0.06597601109281644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393998369544483,0.08281109312108306,0.06014036674362633,0.07574529238562895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616183406568852,0.17650846863227396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226752296005013,0.0,0.0,0.1667195972154445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740825965770028,0.0,0.2069572524150068,0.0,0.0,0.06912718462561895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175911185252011,0.0,0.0,0.17685798814214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246217348090796,0.06927732534854851,0.0,0.0993699145526686,0.0906881856092664,0.0,0.0,0.09844097254031657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116729321981288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599432659055404,0.0,0.0782768715427666,0.0,0.0,0.08362229082089154,0.0,0.12630762926020028,0.0,0.0884039554991353,0.061623521990600026,0.0,0.0,0.16758923372221676 lonely,MiracleHwipp,2019/04/02,"I hate other people, so why do I feel lonely? I try to be fair and honest. I always try to think about where others are coming from, acknowledging that they have their own lives and issues. No one ever tries to initiate with me. I always have to do all the work. To me, the purpose of life is to build relationships with people. I just want to die because it's better than living with this pain. I'm 30 and it's been this way since I was a teenager. This can't be the main purpose of life, but I believe it so deeply since that's all I ever heard from my parents growing up and when I see them now. I hear it at work, people interacting outside of work and talking about their families and their friends. Meanwhile I'm seething because no matter what I do, I always fail. It's like I don't even exist.",2.8141538461538467,4.211510769696975,4.163636363636368,87.81776223776227,74.63636363636364,6.2890442890442895,23.6013986013986,6.67199483983844,0.6522447552447552,627,18,131,5,13,207,96,165,0.112,0.7809999999999999,0.108,-0.3894,1,2,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,5,5,11,8,1,0,4,0,13,3,0,0,4,21,23,10,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,13,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,3,4,22,4,20,18,4,10,0,2,1,0,12,3,0,0,5,95,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559941798709208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387007625696216,0.0,0.0,0.16067504786598233,0.0,0.12612885040906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284773265218313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800888791627428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941939748308,0.2580016944050125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444203538899555,0.0,0.0721089840465547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018178719939843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079996521221902,0.0,0.0,0.16073424884888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885002452447826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146234697380036,0.06967308899838418,0.0,0.25185826844864395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663767829860673,0.0,0.1517493740672562,0.0,0.15835390676077366,0.0,0.0,0.296607908306355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531120694800669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364341317436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359404752688117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462623774480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138010221323467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904728494781835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411633634671202,0.11319888032720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868527631942445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114700137904711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DomesticatedAntelop,2019/04/02,"Does anyone know of a good app to make new friends and just chat to people? I've been feeling particularly lonely today. Moreso than I do on most days and it's just been so obvious how much I lack any real friends, so I'd just like to be able to talk to someone right now :( Any app suggestions would be good. 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My wife has 2 parents, siblings, cousins & nephews & is much more active with family. I now realise that over the years I've taken these relationships for granted but her family have become my family. Until now that is, we have separated due to her cheating (thats another story) & I now have no contact with her or her family. I got on well with her family but could have tried harder & now regret not making more effort. Ive never wanted kids because I was happy with my life with my wife & our small family but suddenly I'm 39 with no wife, kids or family. Friends my age are all married with kids & all of a sudden I'm alone, I know I'm lucky to have friends because not everyone does but its been a huge shock to the system for me. I'm not sure why I'm writing this I guess I just wanted to tell someone. &#x200B;",2.989704773869345,4.541954487437189,4.855599874371858,82.40289729899497,74.47738693467336,7.990075376884422,23.99528894472362,8.660442795831766,1.6644494974874378,769,23,152,15,16,263,106,199,0.121,0.757,0.123,0.3619,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,5,0,16,2,1,1,5,33,28,7,0,4,10,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,24,6,18,22,6,20,0,1,0,0,27,6,0,5,13,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579724564202867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863683824345722,0.08552664031329407,0.0,0.07380581162549879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612992235265411,0.0,0.0,0.08581325060286174,0.0777357581369839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619745827635416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159522416359708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725679700388751,0.0,0.0,0.5971825336758858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876002956183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629407865996899,0.0,0.07753806559635884,0.06969316221617719,0.0,0.0749271586738388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038682280505941975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971568207732685,0.0,0.0,0.062152088421600624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046983171991711085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174177615803259,0.0,0.1085719763987392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353169102938899,0.0,0.0,0.07815527419865809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755681752229613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963779186123992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633793027223328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061520427676310926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047787443670985696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303092062888504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328542719591884,0.0,0.06351237719236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552664031329407,0.04532624778243869 lonely,lonelyboi19,2019/04/02,"Anyone else lie/avoid the topic when family asks about social life? I'm a junior in computer science uni (how stereotypical) and the only friends I really have there are my roomate who' been my best friend for a few years now and one of my classmates who also lives with us in the same dorm cell but in a separate room and who I'm not really all that close to tbh. &#x200B; Me and my roomate study different topics (he studies finances) so understandably he has made his own group of friends among his own classmates who he studies together with and all that kind of stuff. Our schedules also don't line up all that much so I often spend time alone in my room. So I spend most of my time either by coding or jsut killing time otherwise on the computer (I've spend a scary number of hours playing Binding of Isaac over the past two months). At times I can even hear other people at the dorm partying while I'm just sitting there. &#x200B; It's at that times that it hits me the hardest how isolated I've become since entering uni. I don't have a group of classmates to go study with, mainly thanks to my social anxiety making me hardly talk to anyone in class the first semester because I was too shy and then making me think they see me as weird because of that (it's a nasty cycle). I also have a hard time articulating for whatever reason to the point that I sometimes have to repeat myself multiple times just to be understood, which only adds to my anxiety of speaking to people. Also there is the fact that I cannot hold a conversation if my life depended on it. &#x200B; Now where I live it's not at all uncommon for uni students to still live with their parents (the culture around moving out is different than in the US) my school is just close enough to my hometown that I spend my weekends at home. At those times my family sometimes asks me how my social life at school, about girls or whatever. So not to look like a loser to my family I usually wiggle my way out of that conversation. I know that internalizing stuff like that isn't healthy but ever since I was a child I had a hard time talking about my problems in person, it's as if there was soemthing mentally blocking me. &#x200B; Anyone else like that?",6.1976604774535815,6.477323928735636,6.505574712643683,78.22016578249337,66.0344827586207,9.634836427939877,31.213527851458892,9.466822959209583,2.698453580901857,1779,63,336,32,26,574,206,435,0.124,0.8270000000000001,0.049,-0.9868,3,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,2,3,31,14,1,0,23,0,20,3,0,8,6,53,38,28,1,3,13,1,3,3,3,0,3,2,5,3,28,16,0,2,5,2,5,3,7,4,0,3,7,7,47,10,59,29,14,58,0,1,2,0,36,28,0,7,28,238,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772018720373242,0.0,0.2091566750131075,0.0,0.28338285904135696,0.3178046371132789,0.0,0.0,0.10004023770483768,0.0,0.0,0.13715825594845302,0.1339913888725537,0.0,0.05820741173905284,0.12225418619481206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971740988378992,0.07221371117511828,0.0,0.0,0.06861858373443402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662892796362305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924324278610843,0.0,0.0,0.06756122734425911,0.0,0.043186843083181777,0.059145389667858775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492033370152272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561730689456371,0.0,0.0,0.15155120790748353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716037643182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571906611984195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369478563356989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558749950465252,0.0,0.0643920490624456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233993257011116,0.06808946777855096,0.035934441227530874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385522181470056,0.09583290546233192,0.0,0.1732111348666145,0.0,0.05490778070116239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061869823842078786,0.08729133911118685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589371935263769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219048954232989,0.0694949810491377,0.04806624092582317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044307252731416384,0.09945801436450633,0.0,0.0,0.07260342644177431,0.0,0.062418345340628824,0.09066085324648453,0.05709254207211286,0.0,0.0,0.06181091428846543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256558121135085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377590490868488,0.06722770853548676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234826627950474,0.05210418459370361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081759666763068,0.0,0.0,0.1999584095085653,0.0,0.0,0.1293368720561116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052217352227897335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970267648249885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051095964809312,0.0,0.060198653327263076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041896715180530425,0.0,0.0,0.34314397544083003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387263103052875,0.06806914260528323,0.1573026390661337,0.0,0.07201345259642403,0.0,0.0,0.051900371448008985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178046371132789,0.04210644682007176 lonely,ArksynRelay,2019/04/02,"The Pursuer My therapist told me that there are two types of people in any relationship: the pursuer and the pursued. I have always completely and without fail been the pursuer. Ever since I was little I've given everything I have to anyone who would take it, just loving life and making people happy and loving on people, hoping one day I might make a friend who would love me back. In the end, I was taken advantage of and abused way too many times. I let myself be a stepping ladder for my ""friends"" to climb on and elevate themselves out of their issues, then promptly forget about and ignore, until a problem came up and they needed another ""boost"". Finally I had enough, I couldn't take being drained dry anymore by those who were supposed to care about me. I gave so freely of energy I was already lacking, and never got a ounce of support in return. So I thought ""what happens if I stop pursuing? Do they care enough about me to pursue me?"" The answer is a fat fucking no. Now, I have boundaries for myself. I won't be taken advantage of again. I won't set myself on fire to keep someone else warm. Never again. But I still search for a healthy friendship vigorously. Yet somehow, I've never met another pursuer. With everyone I've ever met in all my searching and attempts, I can put in all the effort in the world or none at all, it ends the same. I've come to the realization that if I don't do all the work to hold a friendship together, it will inevitably fall apart. Nobody wants to put in the effort. This realization has broken me. These last months I still searched, but each time I'd find a potential match I'd just feel so hopeless and pressured to perform (knowing the entire friendship depended on my performance) that I would avoid interaction entirely til it died off. Now I have no energy. No drive to try. I'm still as lonely as I was at the start and with nothing to show for my previously tireless efforts. I even tried searching for other ""pursuers"", but I think it's too late now. I don't have the energy to try *at all* anymore. The weak and shallow ties I still have are fading fast as I wither away under the force of my own futility. I'm coming to the realization that nobody will ever care about me as much as I do them. What is it like to be the pursued? I've always wondered. It must be nice.",3.8433125763125764,5.5197786395604425,4.951474358974362,82.07422008547009,72.49450549450547,7.429181929181928,27.583943833943835,8.07648339933343,1.8597606837606842,1831,68,343,27,36,602,232,455,0.093,0.7759999999999999,0.13,0.8798,0,3,0,0,1,1,58.0,0,0,4,11,28,26,1,2,27,0,40,7,1,3,12,69,76,30,1,12,9,0,3,1,2,9,3,0,0,0,20,20,1,5,7,1,0,9,13,9,0,2,17,3,48,17,60,43,13,67,0,3,0,4,18,22,1,8,35,260,68,3,0.0,0.1037496088373594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662959851338622,0.0,0.1457213502554038,0.0,0.0,0.0595468598393796,0.1836380174116863,0.0,0.0,0.17368090104757772,0.0612271314196304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226972622461212,0.06733169221481553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015045571518016,0.2678335179214417,0.0,0.0,0.15085811923426834,0.09180970783256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647185574286394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908781219602264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314890018671631,0.0,0.1551123054691329,0.1809550631950188,0.0,0.057835523616894265,0.2376212987629547,0.0,0.08367162820405254,0.07869732260847838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427524008097266,0.0,0.0,0.095922624999348,0.08003236277089673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530422444045198,0.08095196534561018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003332643768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743299442487941,0.09321403400434188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697130203827645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139458361561573,0.0,0.07783134718759185,0.0,0.0,0.04812315686682146,0.07137675113164295,0.09877656527164587,0.0,0.0,0.08954062960283872,0.061849392953466566,0.042779589580610976,0.08776262878185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709112854085196,0.0,0.11689996175435713,0.08877665492161195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289209231143407,0.0,0.0,0.0698931451110899,0.0,0.06436997969234208,0.06492796408914693,0.20260541195760606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402049532062315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335968521983966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821185879099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837873966102179,0.0,0.1760530074535014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401149836125622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724342557690254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419311310997923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197860079931832,0.0,0.2797164777403538,0.07320783934385779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936715211570002,0.0,0.0,0.1316752065689831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166912862406699,0.0,0.05610779319124376,0.0,0.06951642859377519,0.10211912331920203,0.0,0.0,0.08367162820405254,0.0,0.17835163423392156,0.0,0.08553778875024813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051647808324106655,0.06950462095192719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440904917776743,0.0949599604132869,0.06374799581003511,0.0,0.0,0.18660991634465965,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sweet_slytherin,2019/04/02,"So much envy and jealousy I always feel awful and keep getting reminded of my loneliness every second of my life, I can't stand it when someone mentions someone's boyfriend even in passing and honestly it has made me hate ceetain people that I'm aware don't deserve my hate, but I can't help myself. I can't even watch tv shows anymore because there's always something or someone I'm bitterly jealous of, loneliness is destroying me.",9.03343373493976,7.851221710843376,8.994066265060244,67.53760542168678,60.80722891566266,11.191566265060242,44.84638554216868,10.125756701596842,4.912231325301205,354,20,56,6,4,116,57,83,0.34,0.638,0.022,-0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,8,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,3,10,1,4,13,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571167097910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281834071308425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081374585923058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834729690180057,0.0,0.18080364336571994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850453989900527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211585251790772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42373181775198543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383699386603294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073989211271755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157320238524696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030528443970132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775035927648104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877158996078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454712105648936,0.1652039795139797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Artiscan,2019/04/02,"I feel incredibly lonely & sad after someone stole 8 million from my cryptocurrency wallets @19 This occurred about two weeks ago. It all started when I got into a car crash right after a series of events happened right after such as getting 8 million stolen from my crypto wallets, the business deal went south, went into a panic attack after = hospital for a day. This wealth was all self-made by myself; I came from a middle class family and it started when I was 15, became a millionaire at 17. Had the best time of my life; when I was 18 traveled to Korea, 2x Japan, Macau, Hong Kong for 1.5 months. Did all the stupid shit such as ordering shit of food or spending a retarded amount of money on stuff. Bought my first luxury car at 18 due to parents request; originally I was going to buy a civic. That luxury car saved my life from the car crash that happened 2 weeks ago and It still works. but I never flexed like buying a stupid amount of luxury clothing, accessories since I was low key with my wealth around certain people. I always wore Uniqlo outfits because I didn't need to show that I was wealthy. &#x200B; I used to have this ego when I was rich ""Haha, Fuck you! I'm rich, and you're not,"" but I would never say that, just in my head or ""Idgaf"" ego. Now what I have in life is about 10k\~. Man, Life sucks because I don't know; what to do anymore. Since, the only skills, I know is finding loopholes ( Bug Bounty ), Importing products and selling them but that requires 40k capital since it's bought in bulk and cryptocurrency trading; I stopped since August, and I doubt my strategies even work now. &#x200B; Surprisingly, I do have real friends more than fake friends, but most of them have moved on in life such as; having a girlfriend, going to college/uni, have a job/busy life. I had alot of people looked up to me as an inspiration/role model for being so wealthy at a young age. At the moment, I am lonely, sad, scared literally don't know what to do and have bad social skills due that I have an INTJ personality type. Lost all confidence in myself. I just feel really behind in life now. Huge Setback. My goal was having a net worth of 100 million dollars by 40. \- I'm afraid of: \- Failure \- Change, well that already happened \- Unmotivated due to achieving success \- Scared of Life/Future \- Judgement",6.876027088036118,6.805438616252825,6.7966465011286665,77.89524966139955,64.64334085778782,9.074455981941307,32.16695259593679,8.488131031819089,2.427558266365688,1829,64,338,22,25,581,238,443,0.168,0.7140000000000001,0.118,-0.9656,2,4,0,0,0,0,90.0,0,1,2,11,19,34,7,5,22,1,31,12,3,2,7,45,59,22,0,2,9,1,2,1,3,1,7,1,0,2,18,12,1,2,6,2,14,11,6,20,1,5,20,4,39,14,58,37,10,68,0,6,1,1,13,22,4,5,35,212,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556039636862694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060375093985,0.0,0.06831706396529341,0.26687878795376113,0.1995305729871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142505683361356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308992292803364,0.0,0.09340509652142193,0.0,0.0,0.06855336912193688,0.1000996122375168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861630305615478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390504654610178,0.0,0.0,0.0868550929560559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295025573482828,0.08464556771749189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422888491599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740029739776508,0.0,0.08302844856677724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504152325146556,0.06983757829007023,0.09928042275838997,0.0,0.12686661686392098,0.07590377916398948,0.04289592538232967,0.0,0.0933231342274695,0.0,0.06566602949478813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781275662942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426234012799545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147550195105055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536655185202315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639395863088884,0.0401118429477251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689466399500593,0.0,0.08962616070706304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655345899131592,0.087263505746275,0.0,0.060879038905968914,0.12664725623401787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062443754045155536,0.0,0.09633129554128927,0.09116672060132378,0.0,0.0,0.113841082748737,0.07169000261553543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345227042779053,0.05259789303510516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402326501119595,0.0,0.06529235679052721,0.16440075505403226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565232650121314,0.0,0.16855705049493236,0.27166894492689075,0.0,0.0,0.08369463786566597,0.06956641075909517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162271973973669,0.0,0.06556832086870429,0.06864257892820054,0.0,0.0,0.09398938004045533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787547375624803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020362939621821,0.0,0.0,0.07091145180858988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171767319659738,0.0,0.07382131172159348,0.1522223692195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954530752783565,0.0,0.0,0.0583242907056598,0.0,0.1995305729871234,0.0 lonely,dataless01,2019/04/02,"Being an introvert is such a bad joke You feel lost at sea in a crowd and you start looking frantically for dry land when you're in that situation, and when you finally find it you breathe a sigh of relief for a while. Maybe a long while! But at some point that feeling of isolation creeps up on you and you realize that you're some distance from civilization now and it's gonna take time and energy to get back to friendly territory. At least that's how it is for me? I wish I had a better sense of why I struggle to maintain relationships and keep in touch with people? There are several external factors at work to be sure but some part of it has to be my own fault. Am I not a good enough listener? Am I just too boring? Is it my personality? I just wish there was one person in daily life that I had just enough in common with to have an actual interest in the small eccentric things that draw the focus of my attention from day to day. Just a bit of vent that spilled out of me at work today. Thanks for reading it.",3.6780542264752825,4.7229799952153115,5.088019138755981,83.40080063795854,72.01435406698566,9.018309409888356,26.373524720893144,9.3871,2.02790692185008,805,26,173,18,15,270,122,209,0.087,0.785,0.129,0.7902,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,0,4,13,15,0,2,12,0,14,2,1,1,1,29,27,13,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,14,9,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,6,1,1,4,5,18,8,36,19,9,31,0,1,1,0,12,17,0,3,14,127,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.14660668068678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155206475528216,0.12543908751458474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286973554477793,0.16401658216085185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937769608734033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31046369682137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519256159014276,0.0,0.0,0.16457396792491286,0.13731112449958574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607039055342533,0.0,0.07849104729604457,0.0,0.0,0.1260091240654675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353485307236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611469413152863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295233357509947,0.12615869523711748,0.0,0.16399812234657787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093021308613194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180242440609816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268874651728746,0.0,0.10415331678501202,0.26235701110518617,0.0,0.0,0.14201965911692765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502746228602787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129505751102566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697216207803584,0.0,0.0,0.16886927393103973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063363753863838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570571620337005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159373634274414,0.0,0.1129572466482094,0.0,0.0,0.13831525262572292,0.0,0.0,0.09980877237584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760263454929852,0.0,0.14240423471277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355627881932977,0.0,0.3455232965099443,0.0,0.0,0.21874423511219607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sinfor4,2019/04/02,"16 M, just want somebody to talk to PM me if you're just as lonely as I am. We can talk about doggos or something. ",0.8303846153846166,1.5981374230769276,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,78.61538461538461,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,87,2,22,0,2,30,22,26,0.097,0.853,0.05,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41005738008217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8562423312674213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141687686353916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wE3zpZXSeQ,2019/04/02,"I made a friend today I've been feeling so lonely and alone, I've almost forgotten how kindness feels like. It makes me want to almost run away at times, because I'm afraid it isn't true - that I am so profoundly undeserving of it, that somehow it is just a mistake. Now that I know it is not mistaken, I can't help but feel that I am unworthy. That I don't deserve this friend. I wonder what they want from me, what their ultimate motive is. And even sadder than that, whatever it is that they want from me, I will give it to them immediately, as soon as I know what it is. Because I'm not good enough for such kindness. I don't deserve it. I just... I just want to give them the part of me that they seek, becauss whatever it is, they deserve it more than I do. I just want to do one good thing in the world, Be good to one person, Before I fall apart and cease this pain. I'm trying so hard to be strong, dear. But it's not working. I'll do my best, even if it's not enough.",1.670820135746606,2.9823906634615374,3.4211877828054327,92.3267533936652,77.46153846153847,6.624886877828053,22.331447963800912,7.285733465282438,0.5348277149321268,750,21,177,9,17,251,100,208,0.161,0.6679999999999999,0.171,-0.1423,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,7,4,14,16,0,1,4,0,19,1,0,4,1,34,37,12,0,7,11,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,27,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,2,4,27,12,18,32,5,11,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,5,5,126,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668375276946941,0.13799454380679865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251816305150131,0.0,0.0,0.16244148258596172,0.0,0.11337585460416805,0.0,0.13982522125366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753412573521238,0.0,0.17600508668974862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021076402873109,0.09518536300356784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587893272893806,0.0,0.0,0.2556283539719985,0.0,0.33526152345587856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935521429483888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930672530182565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774940658649269,0.14644840863263398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509343135338963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260731617709423,0.08893750162483957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057124117540396,0.0,0.14177478859873524,0.0,0.0,0.14428393555103552,0.0,0.0,0.11633841581550512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851750836603649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769223838766749,0.0,0.1262941897539826,0.0,0.0,0.09045995978911417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929365731014391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449109318441028,0.09699896211854743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unAestheticHuman,2019/04/02,"Not good enough for others? I can't stand this. Might just well to yolo, but need some clear overview I've been thinking all along, maybe the root of my problem is no other than my own loneliness. I'm not that bad myself in my eyes, but this loneliness feeling makes me think that I'm not good enough for others. It's not really like I want to be in a relationship, I just want someone to talk to. I can't even vent all my frustration, because all of these are related to my friends, and I don't want them to know I feel this way. REALLY. But if it's okay I want to be in a relationship too at least. AT LEAST Some of occurrences in my head, ""They talked to her?, why they don't want to talk to me?"" ""Oh, she got messages from him, why I didn't get one tho"" Why? I know this is jealousy, really I know. The guy, the classmates that I used to talk before, no longer talk to me like before. This is so frustrating. I emphasized it here, I didn't friendzoned anybody. Really? what should I do? Waking up with no notifications are kind of worse. Like basically everyone will search for you only when they need you.",2.1221681415929226,3.9294898451327462,3.5408938053097363,89.80266814159296,77.53982300884954,7.351858407079646,21.919469026548683,8.238735603445708,0.9980325663716824,859,24,191,16,20,282,119,226,0.225,0.688,0.087,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,4,0,9,13,2,0,5,1,18,3,3,3,4,39,38,8,0,10,10,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,13,4,1,1,4,3,33,9,30,29,10,10,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,4,4,134,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418799897000847,0.06876527218928828,0.0,0.1919785852095529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311676556190136,0.0,0.07450706248334743,0.0,0.0,0.10779062487577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407584380249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715335899285298,0.0,0.05893629193543967,0.0,0.0,0.18923204055211207,0.090220976702376,0.0,0.0,0.11169532061445588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577113286831126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746971688722485,0.18598509175724848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533341558423162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529864182113655,0.0,0.11332842925094533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966895937352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728790801138374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644002228564586,0.08579377377101842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793976442414288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890647306452985,0.0,0.0,0.24222208582232496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557985419024603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533445092015741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456260068791338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742785563214583,0.0,0.0,0.33267845100032034,0.08953986775411346,0.0,0.0,0.10142581935003914,0.0,0.3053686376641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495858620318747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sjr61,2019/04/02,"Fallen I see kids these days falling in love and I laugh at them saying they don’t know what they are in for. What happened to me? Why did I stop believing in love like this? Why did I give up the idea of “the one”? Everyone says that love is the most powerful emotion in the world but why does it feel so fake to me? I don’t know what I am supposed to feel. I feel great being single. None of the relationship nonsense but somewhere I feel like I am missing something. Maybe I do believe in love, I just don’t think it exists for me. And I don’t know what is worse. 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Can anybody relate? I've always felt really lonely, and I'm not sure why- I always expect that people will abandon me, my friends don't love me etc, even if that's illogical at times. I feel like I can't discern whether my friendships are strong or not. Am I just a masochist? 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I’m in my late 30s from Arizona with 3 kids 2 dogs 2 cats and 2 horses. I been pretty depressed since I stopped talking to my whole family that and having a incurable neurological disease that’s been recking havoc on my body has really sucked the happiness out lately ,5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,6.272142857142858,72.95202380952381,69.25974025974024,8.769696969696971,32.31385281385281,9.2995712137729,3.263200865800865,332,15,54,7,6,110,56,77,0.172,0.7020000000000001,0.125,-0.4271,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,9,2,8,8,2,6,0,2,1,0,6,3,1,0,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208178738991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122296190407074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748149184735318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358952825624542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116223579684215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485017707491067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693882388526596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224730567545432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144433538648003,0.0,0.0,0.12735400025996374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444635367690325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843945988455195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620260832182124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195698713645165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438979390837573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,emsmith31518,2019/04/02,"Making Friends is too Hard When is someone going to create an app that isn't for hookups or dating, just to make friends near you that have your same interests. It's too hard to go out into the world and strike up conversations these days... Someone start this! 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I recently found an app called slowly whet you can chat with people all over the world. It’s not a typical chat room. You send letters or long text messages to people. I have spent Houston this app. I really enjoy it. I’m not a sponsor or paid by these people. It has help my loneliness. I look forward to new mail in the app and chatting with others. I don’t work for the app either. Try it!!! Hope you enjoy it as much as I do. 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I figured maybe they were busy but then it turned out that they weren't. Okay cool, that was fun. After that I had a few people contact me about problems they were having, and being a half way decent person I helped them cus thats the right thing to do. But now I'm having issues, no one responds or ever gets back to me on my issues. I just want to feel like I matter but when I couldn't get people to even pay attention to me on my birthday I just end up feeling like I don't matter. I know I'm not great with presenting myself either cus I've also tried reddit but of the maybe two people that ever responded they ended up ghosting me. 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I have 3 sibling but I can't relate to them and its been like that since we were kids. The middle sibling I use to hang with a lot into she did something that made me lose my trust in her. And there no point in talking to my parents my dad is a hot head and my mommy just say that let my know and a breath that she doesn't care. Can't say old middle and high school friends because I never had any and I was home school. Not collage friends because i don't go to college and I can't say work because that job that I have I don't have to work around people. And I have a hard time opening up to people and talking to people because i don't want to come off weird and awkward. Sorry if this come off all over the place its just feels like I had to get it out. I been trying to write this all day but Just didn't know what to say or how to put it. It that it has been messing with me for some time now and i don't know what to do anymore. These thoughts are just getting hard to deal with. I'm scared of posting this. 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Haha I used to be a part of this sub and was really struggling. I've reached a much better place and wanted to offer friendship/chat to anyone that is going through a tough time. And if not, I truly hope you guys see better days. Much love!",1.539818181818184,3.3183451636363657,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,79.18181818181819,5.127272727272729,18.272727272727273,5.6839178017228535,-0.3567090909090913,204,4,44,1,5,67,43,55,0.173,0.541,0.28600000000000003,0.8742,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,1,7,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,9,10,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,5,6,8,3,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631454379139266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389372522115988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460260315308126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262087168702594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433070456981206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496757912403685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25044951619121103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275821910778165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707298820038371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730622428287054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345115286024035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153869505569995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093705929843395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263610002752566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703519683946314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778331276538865,0.0,0.0,0.14872915897494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_Not_JT_,2019/04/03,"I fucking hate being single... I've never really had a REAL, intimate relationship before. Man, it fucking sucks. I'm happy with life so far yet theres only one missing piece that I'm just struggling to find. Is it that hard just to find a girl nowadays?",2.41,4.759871999999998,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,79.0,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.4848000000000003,200,7,35,3,5,69,39,50,0.244,0.6829999999999999,0.073,-0.8032,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,8,2,3,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962665898051552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503209223328632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554952826202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622453487182719,0.2206822157317677,0.24322072932453626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400508192081626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900011712419349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693389490963645,0.18736112819372788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804015083230664,0.15781883601270882,0.0,0.0,0.2644889091499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575396797737656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oftwominds034,2019/04/03,"How can you tell if a friend is a true friend? I can't anymore, but I still feel alone. 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I have a girlfriend and a small number of friends however every single day I just feel like I am on my own. I have nothing in common with my friends. I’m luckily enough to have a lot in common with my girlfriend and I don’t feel alone when I am with her. I do though feel like I’m alone when I’m with anyone else or on my own.. I just wish I had one friend or one person with the same interests as me. If I’m ever with a group of people I can’t help but feel I’m a “weirdo” because I don’t have anything in common with them.. I don’t know.. I just wish I had someone to relate to and had someone to have something in common with.. it makes me feel crazy ",0.367777777777782,1.9302254074074088,2.5343456790123464,96.12855555555558,81.96296296296295,5.307654320987655,20.059259259259264,6.079149491110277,-0.15590666666666664,564,15,137,4,15,191,71,162,0.076,0.757,0.16699999999999998,0.8151,1,3,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,1,34,35,11,0,3,8,0,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,7,24,7,22,32,6,17,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,12,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069122212237256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157185847577287,0.1341863136195863,0.10777078275464468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983337924634702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152367981141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445982462428116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940216502465136,0.0,0.0,0.13531902486008074,0.0,0.0,0.11846286353032374,0.11034135392368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635291817971828,0.2806783979951836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354335580540104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778124351945715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439468682540017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919446378703628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113394317287223,0.0,0.0,0.0874183266910422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566182227014555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748683585316427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079274264649392,0.11435119555503345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219277988713925,0.10082114737191168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286697572881223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012002757737425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Buttseckswizard,2019/04/03,"My loneliness is my fault I have never been in a serious relationship. Every time I consider starting one or come close I always think is this even worth my time and will this even last? I really don’t want to open myself up and be vulnerable to someone else because I think of all the ways they can exploit me or spill my secrets if the relationship ends. Whenever my friends gets in a relationship I get somewhat jealous that I am not able to connect with people the way they do and in the back of my mind I think “oh well they will probably break up in less than a year.” I feel like a piece of shit for thinking this but much of the time I am right. Anyway, this was a bit of a rant but just wanted to put my thoughts out there.",4.125,4.766139500000001,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,70.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.9491333333333336,575,20,124,10,10,190,95,150,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.6655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,2,0,11,0,13,1,1,0,2,28,25,8,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,4,1,1,3,1,22,3,19,19,6,24,0,0,0,0,8,10,1,4,10,93,27,0,0.1469117849992629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224237397710624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296609434113683,0.0,0.08955606054966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038961940047616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655149431841375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272594505837693,0.0,0.13012023578134355,0.0,0.0,0.19406769686793984,0.0,0.1237795151152098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742830127008615,0.10495380855783608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350368065999104,0.0,0.15351068820360034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197527128291426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717736773497436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483390230070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799706586109152,0.0,0.11330742541569296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955122762238047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185013379965767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839575206233908,0.0,0.0,0.1476869212315518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941154513617796,0.0,0.0,0.4731848306654829,0.0,0.12546186167701492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080283612266482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447787868311352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398491757328593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765405591585815,0.0,0.11663154708378695,0.2569963297990483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330475429132858,0.2332234735033942,0.0,0.0,0.13209133811043178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460637284745106 lonely,PlatinumDonut,2019/04/03,"Has friends but Still does feel like outsider Im 17yrs male and I have good friends, but Still feels like no one wants really hang out with me, usually if I ask someone hang out with me they usually answers""yeah, sure(like that way they dont want to) or ""im kinda busy this week etc"" and it takes like month before we hang out. Now im mostly by myself at home",1.207567567567569,3.4870283378378417,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,83.18918918918921,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.33578918918918976,283,8,63,4,8,89,54,74,0.049,0.715,0.236,0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,9,6,0,3,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,6,8,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,10,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505928457755097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707157579719198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096667729206802,0.0,0.18879056528865854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965249386600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162898957228325,0.2301584891294328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890793397875885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351105591359752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161581513159254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219987278582681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609416416237824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285766089035561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915544874162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319525506892394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648690257845433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572855757538029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182082273249264,0.0,0.12111596573888313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548250116632969,0.0,0.19002435907153972,0.1278618733056252,0.1292127697352436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KevinIsSoCool,2019/04/03,In a perfect world you would.. Respond to this message with actual concern about me and have the willingness to put in time and effort to get to know me..to understand that I’m an awesome guy who could be your best friend if you gave me the chance..we could talk all day about nothing or vent about our frustrations..we could talk about anything without fear of judgment..we could truly be ourselves and be comfortable together..we could meet and leave the world behind us..okay I’m done being melodramatic..I’m lonely and sad. I prefer to chat with females but I’m open to any human contact..thank you,3.9791304347826113,6.168375826086957,4.183695652173913,85.55032608695655,73.34782608695652,7.034782608695654,27.15217391304348,7.908726449838941,1.7250173913043478,480,18,89,7,10,149,78,115,0.043,0.8059999999999999,0.151,0.8797,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,3,4,8,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,23,19,8,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,17,7,2,8,0,2,0,0,17,5,0,2,2,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.1654217986527518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152757421770258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949607376133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789511644587397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.676718080334484,0.0,0.0,0.10932289461496483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734722919287735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907510549717352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096656090792852,0.0,0.08856438302146437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167846106902011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316079199957487,0.0,0.0,0.17949148740722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265383233123767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040899512956814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724988317730442,0.0,0.15606627039963628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884532755246367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764706788033147,0.2039051942707948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340602706289722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204183095590501,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AnUntitledProject,2019/04/03,"NEW PROJECT - need advice/opinions/anyone interested?? Erm Hey I'm new to this Redit thing (so be gentle) , but I'm working on a project of sorts involving different ways to help and communicate with people. Anyways, was thinking of doing like a live youtube thing where if people wanna chat about stuff we can. I have no authority to really advise or help in any huge capacity, but I just thought it might be a nice thing to chat with people. So please let me know if this is a good idea or total crap! And if you are interested, or have any suggestions. It's by no means perfect, but human interaction is something we all need from time to time and so hopefully some people might find it nice. Thats what I think/hope anyway! 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But that's all hypothetical. It's very unlikely that anyone will ever say that to me.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.043333333333333,83.885,79.0,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2003333333333337,120,4,24,2,3,40,25,30,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622612122894193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392768773930526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190386658734445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385198977015089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827475282235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31779989257361524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35840030617519425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947621663959635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844691459722626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664425707526911,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeetnik,2019/04/03,"My loneliness About half a year ago I had gotten a feeling that I was always the one that texts first to start a conversation, so I decided to not start any conversations for a day. No one texted me... I decided to keep up the act for another three days... Still no texts or anything like that. After that I kind of gave up trying to initiate any conversations. Now, half a year later I am still not talking to anyone, except when I really have to at school. Any ideas on how to start a conversation without the feeling that you are annoying the person who you are trying to talk to?",5.552857142857139,5.901837192982459,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,67.42105263157895,10.373934837092731,29.44360902255639,10.290406445055957,2.8687609022556395,456,15,89,11,7,154,68,114,0.09,0.8590000000000001,0.05,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,4,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,6,4,2,11,2,20,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,16,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474891265674645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452591725259847,0.0,0.0,0.35614798675535786,0.1830555811264501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206588026486423,0.0,0.14365915121466713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251709861825412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653925732308134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849216644889673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197072280821308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516898614014826,0.0,0.1817914808776484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852878150331351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365911013979681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243088408495886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183628182222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667774549795826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37069215666673205,0.0,0.2788293138049623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28063120218336923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704795270397294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682826657284966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248392760775283 lonely,MasterCrastinator,2019/04/03,"Should I (re)contact an old friend? As per the title. I had a friend back in high school, around a decade ago, we were good friends but life happened and we went our own ways. I am lonely now. He seems to have friends judging from facebook but yeah its facebook so I dont put too much value on that. For the past few years I have been wondering like what the hell, should I just send him a message? I am afraid I guess of what might happen or that he wants nothing to do with me. We were going through puberty and it was a time for me when I had huge anxiety about everything and made poor decisions. From my side, I am completely on good terms with the guy. I honestly don't know if he sees things the same way though. I am not perfect, far from it. But I accept all outcomes, however of course I am hoping for a warm response.",1.7715458579881656,3.76930081065089,2.7033394970414237,94.49394415680477,79.35502958579882,6.355177514792899,22.98853550295858,7.413659706084162,0.7469079881656815,643,21,144,9,16,203,114,169,0.104,0.6759999999999999,0.221,0.9599,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,0,1,9,15,1,1,11,1,19,1,0,1,2,31,31,12,0,5,7,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,8,2,22,12,19,20,6,23,1,1,1,0,15,8,1,7,10,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479761598687384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163303172502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537126318909626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692961225349922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943864151993142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782205924778119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666740156536736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469944241104377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642279304068494,0.2550920260491269,0.0,0.0,0.16751819367915907,0.1505695629166027,0.2689434860731525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066641426906206,0.0,0.15103616573414966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357167164162843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740893772712624,0.07429192193871527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388882715377296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613183328400326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178624090090827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145911733628249,0.0,0.15956802071289575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516450744819973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528686508570378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389923251924142,0.12117716756601965,0.13843546493857156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010261048620648,0.0,0.14940438561423233,0.0,0.08867109306629123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969265441619179,0.24140633067133885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096700052054578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490943544546846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792572327371396 lonely,mxcxexa,2019/04/03,"Hope you all are having a great day where ever you are :) I'm 25 this year and I've never been in a relationship before. To be honest, I've always been okay with that and I quite enjoy being alone sometimes. I don't know, recently I've just been feeling lonelier than usual. I'm not tall, pretty or slim but sigh, is there really no one out there for me? Am I that bad? I don't know....",0.12750677506775074,2.1766396097561014,2.7852845528455283,91.32136856368568,85.82926829268294,5.595663956639567,15.208672086720867,6.937597516519254,-0.2488173441734416,296,5,66,4,9,103,60,82,0.154,0.669,0.177,-0.4115,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,0,3,15,18,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,1,7,5,6,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553555463324653,0.0,0.0,0.20515264619286988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586225848269327,0.0,0.0,0.2097992608598424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590069076462038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302217278646586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466509056519427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718266119041309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488371435921555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709992175361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901576139357705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670713445266121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508340156150777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622404859581223,0.0,0.0,0.15794878049506356,0.0,0.2434422915389908,0.26470668337295555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384817133967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715443546504761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877266699678755 lonely,Untitledexistence,2019/04/03,"First time for everything, I'm not sure what to do or how to go about this but I need advice. I am lonely. Hello. Hello everyone, I tend to lurk and read post on reddit from time to time but this is a last resort approach as I don't know where else to go. I don't know where to start or how to say this but here goes. I am a 26 year old male, from the uk (Yorkshire. Caucasian. I am currently in full time employment on a temporary contract and my contract ends in September 2019 but so far I am currently 11 months into the contract. I work as an assistant (support worker) and help adult with housing needs. But as it get's closer to the the summer it will get close to the point where I will not be sure what else to near the time when my contract ends. I do enjoy my job, I have my own place and space. I don't have kids, I don't have any family. I have around 3 friends but I don't always see them as we all lead busy lifes and that's ok. I have GAD (generalized anxiety disorder which sometimes effects me getting a full nights sleep from time to time), Mild Depression, and I am partially dyslexic. None of these effect a persons intelligence but from time to it can be challenging in the terms of life. I tend to hide it, very few people know little bits that I've disclosed overtime but i'm rather a private and guarded person and it takes me a while to trust people but when I do feel like I can trust a person I do gradually open. I rather strict on keeping to myself at work and keeping a work life balance separate to my private life it's just how I roll. Despite myself everyday trying to do my best with my job and my hobbies outside of work. I find that when I am at home I feel lonely, empty like I am nothing although I know I am not. I can't articulate entirely that feeling but it's always temporary. I'm not sad or depressed yet I feel like shit in myself sometimes. Overtime I have tried everything from counselling, stress courses and i'm out of options. Everything i'm trying to do in the aspects of improving the quality of my life is fine but it's just the other things when it's not about work or my hobbies. Yesterday I was off work because I had a spiral of anxiety which lead to me not being able to sleep, It comes in phases I am go weeks and months of sleeping and feeling fine then the next I can go from not sleeping much and in rare occurances not being able to sleep where I am so exhausted I just can't function. Eventually I do sleep and I am back on track. Everday I feel lonely, I feel nothing and I've learn to be alone ever since I was a child. I can even feel this way even when I am around people. I'm quite ambiverted as a person so I do enjoy my own company mostly from time to time but sometimes I just want to connect and it's not easy. I haven't dated a girl in over 5 year and haven't got lucky in that aspect if you know what I mean but that being said there's a lot to life and I wish I had someone to speak to sometimes or to share good moments with. There's times when I don't really have any friends to speak to except the ones I have. I just don't know how else to go with this I just don't know sometimes it's hard to reach out even when we do speak. Yesterday I spoke to a friend and I was honest and it turns out I wasn't alone. I've not had an easy life, my past is rough and dark. I've had to fight and persevere through some of the worst circumstances and situations to get to where I am now and I'm at a point where I feel like I am managing but I guess I just wanted to say hello on here. Thanks for reading fellow humans. 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We were inseparable best friends, we did everything together and we’d do nothing but talk about each other when we were apart. We had a physical relationship that she was more than encouraging but I knew she’d felt guilty at times and had never been in any relationship let alone a serious one so I took things slow. Then suddenly it was ruined accidentally in one night when her parents found out and her separated us. She might’ve been hurt initially but I know she’s carrying on and the fact that she can even do that and that she never breaks down and reaches out like I do just hurts so bad. Her parents have so much pressure on her to stay away and they’ve probably convinced her to hate me cause I’m the sinner that deceived them and all that but it just feels so unfair, she was head over heals for me a month and a half ago to have her not give a shit? It’s just too much. I know it’s all about her religion but I promise I couldn’t have treated her better. We were just too happy and comfortable the universe couldn’t let that balance last. I just want another late night phone call with her I’d always answer for her, talk her down late at night when her anxiety got bad. We’d talk about our future and I’d wake up in the morning exhausted but with such a smile on my face. Now I’m weak and alone and haven’t done a productive thing in weeks. Probably gonna flunk out of college soon . I wish I realized I was too young to fall in love at the start of this.",2.3644601901920552,4.2860022369942214,3.4617471564422893,90.123053328361,77.20809248554913,7.239082603020698,23.01100130523961,8.155646560271837,1.0917168748834607,1338,41,294,24,31,431,177,346,0.185,0.669,0.146,-0.9583,3,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,9,0,1,2,25,28,2,1,13,0,31,9,4,1,6,63,54,34,0,4,13,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,17,28,0,0,11,0,1,3,7,15,0,3,22,2,50,13,36,23,7,52,0,6,0,1,46,20,1,1,28,204,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652630312575307,0.0,0.0,0.2021912122513872,0.0,0.0,0.08122021006802509,0.0,0.0,0.06637885878176329,0.10235369302103836,0.07467218332771837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170879125798,0.0,0.16300229306643518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024367710805284,0.0863290382689186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967179195018597,0.0,0.0,0.10027343285959102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988999030520893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447117555972802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877265145134726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049355077946863744,0.0,0.09372191200633057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702547416184124,0.07541405231892027,0.0,0.0,0.09363741012794788,0.0,0.0,0.07806847074999174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390877396965284,0.0,0.09637069984897116,0.10017709440054356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898928803547867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609334350666911,0.07956603079403883,0.22021902396868756,0.0,0.0,0.1996278166025599,0.0,0.04768782674976995,0.0,0.0,0.08638270442917195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809778037147553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354989489144227,0.0,0.0,0.07791220597789063,0.0,0.1435107007593119,0.0,0.1505673130375101,0.0,0.0,0.2748040640963623,0.0,0.0936604316114271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322875424774359,0.0,0.1038650354668956,0.0,0.2167710310915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157236522286952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143932017783869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888614306338757,0.0,0.0,0.1001963364277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908960104775351,0.10404038790624393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23536818498224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969688386418265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569177861268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844946413369512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741407029575901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757352418550595,0.0,0.07829769361966442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224788611533523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,justMeAndMyselfHere,2019/04/03,"No one else to tell This is just a few things that I have no one else to tell to: - I went to DC with my Husband and I had fun for the most part. Though he was texting his friend about it for 80% of the trip. -I tried to text this new friend I made last month, but I was mostly ignored. - I got a raised at work. And things have been going good at that front. But had no one to really tell. - I made plans to go to a food truck event with an acquaintance. I was stood up and I did not get a response back from my texts or call. Even though I saw them today and everything seemed fine. - My childhood friend no longer talks to me or tries to make plans with me. I've been blown off on several occasions. - After I switched jobs, I found out all my old co workers, who I thought were my friends, were saying bad things about my work even though I've had nothing but good reviews. - I have little in common with my siblings, especially since there's a 10+ years difference between me and them. I just disappear at family gatherings and it's getting old. -I try to visit my parents that live an hour away as often as I can. They are getting so old. I don't think I will ever speak to my siblings after they pass. My parents are the only thing that we have in common. And sometimes I wish I was never born. - My husband can be an emotional wreck. His anxiety can get the best of him. He is getting better though. But sometimes I don't want to talk to him because my stress will stress him out. - I wish I had a good friend. I don't think I'm a bad person. But I don't understand why I can't connect with anyone. - I have to get up in a few hours for work. But I've been crying because I was stood up by someone. I was excited to tell them about my DC trip and my raise. We were going to eat at a food truck event near their home. I thought they were going to be my friend. Instead I have to pretend that I'm indifferent about it when I see them at work tomorrow. It hurts. All I wanted was a human connection . 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Before I get into this, I'm just going to make it clear that I'm in a relationship that has made me happier than I've ever been, but that's not necessarily my problem. And I may say a bunch of random shit that's all over the place because as of writing this I'm not in a good mood so keep that in mind. I'm not really looking for advice, just letting my thoughts out there but any opinions about this are welcomed. Lately I've been feeling somewhat alone. Doesn't have to entirely do with my relationship, but life has gotten us really busy. What my problem comes down too is socializing. I've always been an introvert, I have been trying to socialize when I could or wanted to. And it isn't like I rarely done it, I've helped people with their issues for quite a long time and had some conversations with people somewhat often. But I have a hard time talking to them. I'm not the type who gets too nervous about talking to people, I just find myself in so many situations where I can't connect with others, having this feeling of rejection during conversations in groups. Like what I say doesn't matter and stuff like that. It isn't that I want to be selfish, I'll admit sometimes I do that unintentionally, but overall I just want to feel included. Like I matter. It's something I didn't really get, due to a bunch of shit growing up like neglect, being pretty much disliked during my years in school, and other traumatic shit. I always get the feeling like people don't want to talk to me. And I wouldn't really blame them. I'm not the easiest person to talk to and since they don't know me well, they wouldn't know how to react compared to a best friend they've known for years. People say I should make friends, socialize more, etc. But it's never been easy for me. I've only had a select few friends. I have tried being more social but it hasn't gone well. At this point I'm questioning a lot about myself. I ask myself why do I care about this kind of thing, how would that even help me? Most of the time I just try to brush it off, trying to not let it get to me and move on but I can't help it. It's like there's a looming loneliness behind me that I can't shake off and it's only more apparent whenever I try to socialize with people. I honestly don't know what to do about it. 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I’m into music, writing, philosophy, and video games.",8.801153846153845,11.548654500000005,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,61.69230769230769,8.276923076923078,39.92307692307692,8.841846274778883,4.266676923076924,131,7,16,2,2,39,25,26,0.16,0.659,0.181,0.1645,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522340808865162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298120434610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586389914467831,0.0,0.0,0.3832537006065132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212201860963176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836571644540726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26751208398604537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970598140022792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741093492252837,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,psychotic_jimmy,2019/04/03,"Morality and Emotional Self Contradiction A long while back, I promised myself to never get a significant other for reasons that have changed over the years, though it's kept so since then- My current reasons being to avoid becoming like my parents, and to avoid hurting anyone on accident. That being said, it's become a nearly unbearably painfully isolated world of mine because of my moral alignment. My parents are pricks, and in a most literal sense, do not love me. My father does meth, though I don't see him at all often anymore- and my mother smokes weed, and having done meth during my gestation in the womb, has likely caused me permanent mental issues and prevented the chemical bonding that causes the connection between the mother and the child(which to my knowledge, occurs immediately with birth). In short, I don't love them either, due to circumstances that arose from these issues. These all wouldn't be so big of issues if I weren't so isolated from the friends that I have. They're great friends that support me well as much as I can support them and more, but I live at least a town apart from the nearest, and no one yet makes enough money for me to ride out and not come back. It'd be magnitudes more enjoyable if I could maybe play video games, play D&D, or even cook with my friends more often. And I've even had my chances with romance. I'm a moderately good looking person with a scarily high metabolism, so I've been made clear by a couple of girls that they'd like to have gotten with me, one having even been my largest crush at the time. It never happened, though, which is my problem. I pushed it away before I could appreciate it. Each night, I sleep wondering how happy I might be if I could be with my friends more, or if my entirely screwed moral compass were a little more lax and I could pursue romance even a bit. Or even, if my parents had been a little different. But instead, I think up characters, and placebo them in while I lay in my bed, faking an embrace of any sort with blankets and a few pillows arranged to vaguely feel like another person in my bed. Artificial and fake love, we could call it. I'm in a hole- I just don't know how to get out.",7.27818341423113,6.996041862232782,7.07648662604565,76.9297211607973,63.86935866983373,10.077083548487039,34.93142621088506,9.54385415503706,3.1505700919136643,1748,70,325,29,23,554,222,421,0.103,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.9838,6,2,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,4,0,23,32,2,2,23,0,36,9,3,8,5,75,58,39,0,12,14,6,1,4,4,2,1,1,3,4,18,27,1,4,7,5,1,3,10,9,1,2,12,4,47,23,47,31,15,44,3,1,2,5,26,26,2,14,19,240,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789688444453206,0.0,0.05516651461301993,0.08506468181843717,0.0,0.0,0.08045235291573935,0.0567231832087407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621785709979262,0.12475736898661895,0.0,0.04945191101872742,0.17918826136322802,0.06902981411279026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856545428906619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283579242004788,0.0,0.0,0.166671615049401,0.08581752181406305,0.06988039891338019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238511170054937,0.08976120748892452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475641140487071,0.0,0.0,0.07099140338159365,0.08301713393392486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125260962420473,0.0,0.08382188552826263,0.0,0.26790533265475874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041018295263769065,0.05795438488499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250702135928963,0.0,0.08476698111635209,0.0,0.0,0.06804223798835604,0.0,0.08943854431969245,0.0,0.0,0.07173692164443961,0.08635708722357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571104762267999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684399539226006,0.0,0.0,0.25401443398602563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458315423649746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853066711518193,0.16261338905966918,0.07163321572509164,0.07179142295699327,0.06812300322923112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196503936991242,0.07676067317899571,0.054150323508061614,0.0,0.08149909424895564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817530411705523,0.08605882798447356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963483943428685,0.0,0.12513432781717218,0.0,0.0,0.0761285681210207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994227347588792,0.0,0.08632073678314782,0.0,0.27023292823642736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416671873558795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762388565832798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681619060811256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716667976987017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646446366982409,0.0,0.08462912361008076,0.0,0.0,0.0671058967701024,0.0,0.08118172260327408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411514776870733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980430224837504,0.23910920901564986,0.0,0.047303553235664965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729394421604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879745809925477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224064014363766 lonely,HandsLikeHeadphones,2019/04/04,Feel like talking to someone I’m just finishing up my last semester of college and I’ve been reflecting on a lot lately. I would enjoy talking to someone about anything if it means I can take my mind off of things. If anyone wants to talk I’d be happy to stay up for the next couple of hours.,4.108442622950822,4.6217584918032815,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,70.63934426229507,8.067213114754097,30.004098360655732,8.07648339933343,2.0205377049180333,232,9,47,3,4,78,47,61,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,13,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524280402492862,0.0,0.1709360379901791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983846693473065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502958197018523,0.14839536306098866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112203135038508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456256966963554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693196992277431,0.2343174501133902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148160466866872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765962986008431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262682093424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973820271715635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220912805128198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520013280902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214021110770648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156179750538738,0.5008729214120728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800008086053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251876461960468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755848091262924,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,atsampoukos,2019/04/04,Constantly lonely I have been living in the US for four years now...! My issue is that I feel constantly lonely..! Even if I’m with people I feel lonely. Lovely at work. I find it really hard to make new friends and friends I can open up and speak about things that trouble me. I understand that everyone has their own lives and their own issues but I need to have a drink and a real conversation once in a while with someone.,3.2417857142857147,5.042998654761906,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,74.35714285714286,7.6571428571428575,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.2949714285714289,333,9,67,6,7,108,59,84,0.091,0.8270000000000001,0.081,0.3373,0,6,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,16,13,7,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,12,3,10,12,2,11,0,3,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,49,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39326868280047417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782517300498277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018300072657435,0.0,0.0,0.17387077568195286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400909607279645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630833286403396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811640093716618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630006049950436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798383630738656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213483931889411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642261911695053,0.0,0.12145985122849713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134921188005317,0.0,0.17573830194822826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937816820946956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614829672323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711055191568456,0.11656836806891825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417429304986505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088627632703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894269928327749,0.21887572505316336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246919795357642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717640761616235 lonely,rtmfrutilai,2019/04/04,"Does the 50s dont deserve love? Im a fem (50) the question is: do i have to get used to be alone for the rest of my life? There is anyone out there that wanted to be loved? There Is anyone out there that wanted to share tríps, dinners, pets, talks? Sorry my grammar, my 1st language is spanish.",0.9490710382513649,2.8805557377049205,2.3028688524590173,96.66009562841532,81.78688524590164,4.066666666666666,20.002732240437158,3.1291,-0.5797234972677594,224,6,50,0,6,72,41,61,0.116,0.7909999999999999,0.093,0.3382,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,1,0,6,15,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,13,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175201357204103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534293210041828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116568636458686,0.0,0.29619762452593423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204097022057718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729917196175816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785106410281382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561973024780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831153890898543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829104928391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031347642458384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182775359921002,0.0,0.0,0.2981333504298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mjauitslocu,2019/04/04,"hi, i exist i guess I make myself lonely. I am in a constant statw of punishment where i dont allow myself to have good people because i believe i dont deserve it",1.6284761904761886,3.1665985142857167,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,78.14285714285714,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,1.2390952380952385,128,5,24,1,3,47,26,35,0.236,0.672,0.093,-0.5371,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825885661695162,0.0,0.0,0.3374637803196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236817233561144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7020856232400511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512286060806438,0.0,0.0,0.3299621939813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993625571331566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765395195493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jet85303c,2019/04/04,My Lonely Story I don't really know why I'm posting this but I feel I can't hold it in anymore my life is a mess and I feel as though I'm completely alone after high school all my friend separated and so I had no friends no one to talk to only to be followed up by my girlfriend of 3 years cheating on me leaving me an empty husk so now I smoke weed till I can't think about anything so I can't focus on the pain so I don't think about how alone I am and I just don't know what to do.,0.017256637168141964,1.3017688230088496,2.705495575221238,95.79204867256638,82.00884955752213,5.5819469026548685,20.14955752212389,6.2581,-0.13112672566371675,379,10,97,3,10,133,71,113,0.243,0.682,0.075,-0.9585,1,4,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,1,14,20,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,2,17,2,15,18,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281191169929829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497237349690176,0.0,0.0,0.17008114997801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670147507286255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090086127329817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193630141303755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183702058350825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271733420004316,0.0,0.0,0.21884571921153853,0.0,0.0,0.1459851577985742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005263939017465,0.1571904887072619,0.21992354057033014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794361214514544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240537244416206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091725718531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612264928302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648661418202133,0.20306338812421187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649778136742734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309602037933804 lonely,Twisterlord,2019/04/04,"Highschool Sucks I don't even know what to write. My mind is just racing with thoughts and I can't figure out what to put on here. I'm not even motivated enough to go through with writing this. I'm tired. What's the point? I am a freshman in high school, and I'm around 3 months from ""graduation"" (or becoming a Sophomore, not that that matters or whatever because I'm still going to be the depressed nobody I am). Nearly every single person has a boyfriend/girlfriend and a social life, but then I'm over here lonely and depressed almost every single day. It hurts. No matter how hard I try to converse, people always scrub me aside because they have more important people to worry about. Who could blame them? I'm just a depressed teenager with nothing going on with their life. What's the point of going on? Every day during lunch I'll sit at a table with my ""friend"", or classmate acquaintances, who probably will forget the fact that I exist the moment the dismissal bell rings. I never have someone who I can just relate to and converse with whenever I want to. After all, I'm not important, right? I've started getting into bodybuilding to help fill the void that is my loneliness, but what's the point if I can't even show anyone? What am I going to get? Just a few compliments from people who will forget about me in the next second? I can't even talk to my family about this because I'm too embarrassed. I know they don't care. ""Stop being a baby and make friends"". Yeah, not so easy when you're sad about all the bullshit and scared all the time. What's the point of telling them if all that I'll do is make shit worse. All that will happen is they'll punish me and give me a lecture. What do I do? Oh, and don't give me that bullshit saying ""oh, it'll get better"" because it probably won't. Not at the rate I'm going anyway. Don't suggest that I flush money to a therapist also. That won't help and it'll spark the whole family bullshit.",3.644307692307692,5.110971482051284,4.547692307692309,85.61230769230772,72.64102564102564,6.943589743589745,25.051282051282055,7.42949916751922,1.181343589743589,1538,47,301,17,30,498,185,390,0.222,0.7070000000000001,0.071,-0.9966,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,6,2,22,16,3,2,24,1,32,5,1,4,7,61,62,22,0,4,16,0,1,0,2,8,3,2,0,1,27,19,1,1,5,1,1,8,16,11,0,1,1,3,30,5,40,50,11,40,0,6,0,0,26,18,2,6,13,204,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260859515780286,0.0,0.0,0.07395880520859625,0.07695345561138765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646664244004753,0.0,0.0,0.08232968182794805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550767319128834,0.10214046093160932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179390091255583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429281614755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384033331760605,0.0,0.0,0.11928806414666104,0.0,0.23896701012404398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555989838707482,0.0,0.2443372033878881,0.0,0.23376332883885154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436991593002332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290462737632287,0.0,0.14495601090946236,0.1774366817768943,0.3153621035706772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178261440602891,0.0,0.0828468080640467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397911852651802,0.09771360963613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990052099509718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165272856284044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064728008336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346654765509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338169777810597,0.0,0.07381923143615779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132876799169596,0.0,0.09835696376026758,0.0,0.0,0.08874015298060431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923486798080437,0.08075278874480797,0.0,0.0,0.34970618035226403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942512696365614,0.0,0.0,0.09297118967522004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898017266330559,0.0,0.0735463760941961,0.0925918465477101,0.09359796568622927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094932706050115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942750057756969,0.07836074022609088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654601058404534,0.0,0.07385722653488726,0.07732012097718327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743345166602995,0.08083441893620076,0.0,0.0,0.10738015758031272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342135373680289,0.05392771484511153,0.1062958674642502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279004206399545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054549004910105316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032542229572584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392120878825208,0.09424831191200901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gemmini_bb,2019/04/04,"[Chat] Looking for a guy who's taller than me to talk to ;) I'm 8""11 and am looking for a strong gamer guy who's a similar if not taller height then me, I like Starbucks, gaming and reading teen fiction. I'm pretty quirky so be prepared to deal with that :). I'm British and get a bit nervous when new people pop up, help me break that fear XD.",1.84,3.2930430000000044,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.33333333333334,5.355555555555556,24.5,5.46131890053228,0.2509833333333331,264,9,61,1,6,84,51,72,0.066,0.682,0.252,0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,7,1,8,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789332057106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634030292657027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750170948864884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334850364117326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059583305842589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125219968777233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482143160908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42910111681569935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675763542618165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712732550264573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599291845914436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255563076239837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535634778014372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jtweatherflea,2019/04/04,"Will compliment you for money!! venmo @complimentking1 any amount of money. The more, the better the compliment. Foot pics can be arranged for more money as well.",3.9477777777777767,7.0304637777777765,4.434518518518519,72.88733333333334,96.40740740740742,6.6044444444444474,20.214814814814808,7.554174236665415,1.9193614814814808,130,4,18,3,5,41,20,27,0.0,0.6509999999999999,0.349,0.9067,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746024582571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172443234691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275045432196897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Anghel950,2019/04/04,"Checking for nothing. I check my phone a lot to see if I got a message or a notification or something. It's weird I know there's nothing on it because I would of heard it, but I still check. There's hardly ever anything. And usually when there is it's empty shit like "" lol"" or "" yeah"" or ""🙁"". but my favorite is when my phone buzzes and I pick it up and it's just my phone telling me that the battery is dying. 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I'm into heavy metal, guns, farmy shit and various other highkey edgy pastimes. Idm how old you are and I couldn't care less about anything else either. My discord is gore #6197 feel free to add me. 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So idk i have noone to talk to so imma just write it out here if someone wants to read it.. Okay so im 19 and i havent had real friends for a few years now.. when i was 16 i got into a relationship with a 23yo dude witch was the biggest mistake of my life.. was with the guy for 2 years. Broken up with him after living with him and his parents for a year. (From 17yo-18yo) When i moved back home he wanted to kill himeslf cuz i left and said i was to blame.. blah blah.. needed 2 months to break up with him cuz i was such and emotional wreck. When i did i was finally free and started dating again.. met a guy on tinder and fell in love too fast and fucked everything up in 3 weeks.. plus cuz of that 2 yr relationship i lost all my friends. Plus im extremly introverted and now i cant find friends or a bf. Tinder isnt helping. Plus i just quit my job as a waitress. A job i had for 8 months but the boss was horrible. Now im broke alone sad and depressed. The only thing i do all day is smoke weed watch youtube and netflix and scroll trough reddit and watch memes. Im sad. Im lost. I dont known what to do. I have to study for my drivers license but i have no motivation. And i gained weight. Sorry for the long ass story.. just needed to get it off my chest.. and its not even the half of it",-0.3950314465408802,1.5955819811320782,1.8072012578616388,97.8389779874214,87.67924528301887,4.7911949685534605,17.323899371069178,6.139981653823899,-0.5058968553459113,1122,27,274,10,36,376,165,318,0.247,0.684,0.069,-0.9962,3,3,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,5,19,18,2,0,17,1,23,6,2,9,2,53,40,33,1,6,9,1,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,12,24,1,0,3,2,1,2,7,12,1,1,15,4,32,7,42,25,4,39,0,7,2,3,21,11,2,2,25,174,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046499637209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458868305583799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255837646469617,0.0,0.0835478290244976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273716474408879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911438791255608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406902007847863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717929789525204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626113853092874,0.08865822831072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483091351781406,0.08967694539217723,0.05067963150750586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758149865506256,0.0,0.0,0.1920948028442033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501851150008958,0.0,0.0973010880783092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238949597124112,0.0,0.19251937702545785,0.0,0.10731853178949187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053931442318033,0.0,0.06851550312271823,0.0,0.0,0.08565469546832788,0.0858438701707652,0.0,0.0,0.2117786599814236,0.0,0.08754824788731176,0.0,0.06474970336937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485241724905488,0.10309795804279613,0.07130775799106337,0.1438517635782988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475490465235391,0.0,0.0,0.10770943311380557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317375067349636,0.097028422652632,0.11040970876854396,0.0621420755778452,0.0,0.0,0.2082880624030781,0.0,0.0,0.09227127930925724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218962596440574,0.0,0.0,0.10858599041452092,0.13731727390767842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796667186817469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128887866310305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312549369611688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755746450463532,0.0,0.0,0.11442878914508554,0.0,0.07780929168833678,0.11812251355191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739865622170054 lonely,altjustforthis1post,2019/04/04,"Is it rare to have a girlfriend but also have no friends You’d think that if you could get someone to like you *like that*, then you could at least make sociable relationships with others, but nope. There’s genuinely not a single person I talk to or text from school. My girlfriend just started homeschooling a little while ago and I can’t see her in class anymore, so every day there is just pure miserable now. We honestly just started dating off a whim, if she hadn’t approached me first then I certainly never would’ve and would’ve been left a complete loner in high school for years. Probably could’ve killed myself had it come to that to be honest. My time with her is always great, usually just through texting and going out on the weekends. I can be charismatic and make her laugh a lot and my social insecurities just sorta fade away when I’m with her. I don’t know how the difference is so stark at school, where I’m just the weird kid who never talks or smiles and doesn’t know or hang out with anyone. I can’t relate to anyone there and honestly would probably hate socializing with them given most of their maturity levels, sorry if that’s condescending. I guess it’s not that surprising considering she’s pretty lonely herself. She lost her manipulative asshole “best friend” a week ago and we tend to vent our frusturations to each other a lot. She’s probably still more sociable than me since she has a snapchat and has gone out a lot more, but she’s more vocal about her insecurities while I just try to keep it all under wraps. It’s pretty shitty having one of our main things in common be perpetual loneliness, but as long as I have her, I can at least be happy sometimes. ...Well at least try to, but having to attend hell 5 days a week so I can be reminded that everyone around me has their own friend groups that hang out after school everyday and probably look at me like a joke makes me want to end it all, but hey, there’s still college. Maybe I can meet a cool roommate or someone.",5.096444065548926,6.231893930946296,5.5999772662688265,80.70662877711472,68.769820971867,8.861646301032492,27.0134507909444,9.150863307647796,2.06377173439424,1601,49,310,30,27,515,204,391,0.131,0.691,0.17800000000000002,0.9741,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,4,3,3,24,27,3,3,16,1,32,0,0,5,6,71,55,35,1,7,22,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,2,17,24,0,1,3,2,0,7,11,9,1,2,6,3,46,18,44,40,17,59,1,3,2,0,41,22,1,13,33,228,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456100461248332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971843919180465,0.07254139382741387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645990873067155,0.12191765847488173,0.0,0.0,0.07760937862656643,0.0,0.0,0.08190921371059415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914908511950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509852345078857,0.09140739035685116,0.0,0.0,0.20882027936172284,0.0,0.0,0.11244878311731356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910853608231854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721629547621647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345356819903047,0.08330497244354271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415592791380105,0.0,0.0,0.20206696577635472,0.0,0.04554835989924514,0.0,0.049546847012063314,0.0,0.0,0.09611711899816804,0.09603945928999454,0.0,0.0,0.09280556265913632,0.0,0.08607297229732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211128184689032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774902840051595,0.09645261744025103,0.0,0.09582455469637148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472217381202264,0.0,0.0,0.12777637800239167,0.08737804592992601,0.0,0.07715224790265086,0.07320989912908178,0.0,0.09516812116505924,0.2223539475702752,0.0,0.0,0.17458154517171656,0.0,0.08758481256324542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447838590224798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907595356672388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612289538472923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738839298166886,0.3759825094069411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359953246351783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529264195530045,0.06947179524644938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721168430724398,0.0,0.0,0.1777396549049716,0.14773598591997075,0.0,0.08622402176872572,0.097591746906922,0.12341401123652275,0.0,0.13924536889217848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014521908558142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791903716267255,0.05586192435822795,0.0,0.0,0.05083581458053208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838005541443525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601731363383087,0.0,0.05142148350115043,0.0,0.13986232795717204,0.0,0.07838599224891904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579217678030974,0.0,0.0,0.05614156472939074 lonely,Donkey_punch_411,2019/04/04,"19 male looking for some friends Hi, I'm preaton I'm 19 and looking for some friends. I haven't has any friends in the past two years and lately ive been feeling pretty lonely. I have no one to talk to or hang out with. I have my cat but she's stuck up and can't really talk to family openly without feeling looked at a certain way. I'm quiet kinda awkward and to most boring. So if your interested in talking please feel free to Kik me. My username is XD_Preston. Hope who ever reads this has a good rest of the day or night. Thank you for listening.",1.1367971014492753,3.301874034782613,2.717934782608697,92.64530797101452,82.56521739130434,5.224637681159421,23.49637681159421,6.42735559955562,0.5604637681159419,434,16,93,4,12,142,82,115,0.081,0.644,0.274,0.9764,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,12,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,22,22,9,0,2,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,2,8,10,10,16,20,4,14,0,1,3,0,13,6,0,8,6,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484894555266904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891813779878297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276795270925586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921162496088742,0.0,0.25618301205674243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914450119046652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165439562067458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774288953912395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051188253021253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254676125711815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584890007365128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444219622122764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122174327932526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538720077613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181878625156302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893269464628602,0.0,0.1081933313072753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072348991526016,0.0,0.1554884510238978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497805038539054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405463275307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628010329901382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087576853020401 lonely,Exploreptile,2019/04/04,"So, my bubble's been burst and my walls have come down. Okay, so I'm going to start this off by saying that I'm not looking to 'play the victim' here. I blame no-one but myself for the situation I'm in, but I just want to get this off my chest. So, throughout all my life I've considered myself somewhat of an eccentric person--one that never really lined up with anyone else in the way I'd like. I'm sure this is familiar for a lot of people on this sub. For several years, though, I always used to justify it to myself by blaming the people around me for being 'inferior' in some way. I unironically considered myself a ""true ~~boy~~ man of culture"", compared to the other people I encountered who were simply *different* from me. Despite that shitty mentality, though, I never openly attacked anyone for it--most of the time anyway. I guess you could say that I respected people's opinions, even though I ""knew"" they were wrong. It wasn't such a big deal early on in my teenage years, but as I started to lose more and more connections (through unrelated means, surprisingly); the sentiments grew stronger to compensate, straining the few deep friendships I did have past school when combined with the differences between us that had magnified over time and unrelated drama. Even when I came across reddit, I never really found the camaraderie I was looking for among the spikes of validation those little orange arrows gave me. “r/worldbuilding? Too ‘Western’, and obsessed with being ‘out there’ and ‘original’.” “r/FanFiction? Too fluffy and cuddy and lax. We suddenly need *permission* to criticize now? Grow a spine.” “r/Pokemon? Too sentimental, and I always see the same dumb things over and over.” Etc., etc. Some I left, some I stayed in for those little upvote highs. Overall, though, nothing much changed for the better. This toxic mindset finally bit me in the butt when a few events confronted me with the fact that the sole friend I still had on Discord was part of a group chat with a few people he was chummy with, and was part of a guild on another game who actually considered him family to an extent. He, the person who I had nagging thoughts of as “too soft” and “whiny” and “clingy”, a person with “shit taste”, had a more stable and functional social life than I could ever hope for. When I came to realize this fact, I *snapped*. It started with passive-aggressive banter and eventually culminated in a full-on tantrum. We’ve had our arguments before, but I’d never thrown so much shit at him before in my life. The worst part is, as I said, he did absolutely nothing wrong. I know I’m not on r/AmITheAsshole, and I’m not asking that question. I *know* I’m the asshole. But I’ve calmed down, recognized myself for the freak I am, fell into a slump, and reflected on the past years of my life. I’m still wondering on what I should do next. For now, I’ve been trying to accept the fact that I’ll probably an anomaly for the rest of my life--even among other people--and none of *them* are to blame. Though, any suggestions would be appreciated. I kind of feel lost right now. Oh, and sorry if this comes off as poorly-articulated--feel free to ask me about anything if you feel so inclined.",4.442477924944813,6.292103981788081,5.298294701986759,79.48874448123622,71.26821192052981,8.543267108167772,27.31843267108168,9.132015801924927,2.3421949227373067,2511,89,461,53,48,818,301,604,0.123,0.775,0.102,-0.9236,1,0,0,0,0,0,111.0,3,2,2,3,33,31,8,2,38,1,30,10,5,2,11,86,69,42,0,9,11,0,3,1,1,2,4,3,0,4,27,34,1,0,13,4,1,8,9,17,0,0,24,10,56,15,88,38,25,81,0,3,3,1,34,40,4,12,31,324,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0679843523379779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593604353644085,0.0,0.0,0.04737553778287643,0.07305128982222506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742472686996564,0.07138145480324876,0.05732950739015261,0.06201786197196992,0.13025735071189298,0.07925558204853779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856194249667525,0.0,0.0,0.06161426528459962,0.07605766025571979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935959382257978,0.0,0.0,0.07369780881852966,0.12002286177499333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124589572022348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718229945379924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455731107545734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819733389668767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539289253259092,0.13804199121643373,0.06301724304705064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567527736115454,0.0,0.1056762681504936,0.0,0.0,0.07631613081104907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638560662145034,0.05382408421243303,0.0,0.03639781618241219,0.0,0.03959301792539552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674538870835199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360637161043065,0.0,0.06919444983084523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254683017630051,0.07657365787297721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569274236075481,0.0,0.2460371764874457,0.03403548176980239,0.1396480602669746,0.0,0.0,0.11700445228445724,0.07793887639388293,0.07604910008293768,0.05922787801067616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588712791156743,0.0,0.0,0.07020734077563891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242563296279147,0.05165674939312927,0.21492407548394,0.0,0.07409100177520209,0.0,0.0,0.13369357045308966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263257515860036,0.1330089145075895,0.24148953350253316,0.18249002771660414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751121571417037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804230666656169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926015350924517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949472095606322,0.06626869539722195,0.11080302753216953,0.0,0.0705061113793256,0.05551509733469784,0.0,0.0,0.07870319696518893,0.1430231073343713,0.0,0.078307947251828,0.0,0.0710161167368811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798582589353582,0.14793069954409774,0.07425510800664062,0.11127134659515334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565975312504017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628325746025805,0.0,0.3422343984515895,0.055307336075462496,0.08124607071158499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729890940277074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380009577787857,0.060169397562880124,0.0,0.0,0.04109104495621658,0.11059588380897027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755502339595242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948900841170952,0.1523385337458905,0.0,0.134588623458683 lonely,DrixGod,2019/04/04,"I have friends, but I feel alone when I'm with them I have a group of friends from high school that remained together. I hang out with them once a week or once 2 weeks. I should be happy to hang out with people, drink a beer and have fun. And I do laugh and look happy but I feel so lonely. I feel like they invite me because we are in the same group chat for over 4 years and it's not like they will kick me. I feel like I just don't belong and it makes it worse Sometimes they hang with each other in pairs (to study or play FIFA w/e but I only go with them when it's the full group) Feeling lonely while around people fucking sucks. And if I refuse to hangout I feel just as bad at home for not going with them.",0.9097788018433164,2.5045875032258067,2.0504377880184315,100.08137096774195,80.41935483870971,4.686635944700461,16.877880184331794,4.65589566412798,-1.0150829493087556,553,9,136,1,14,175,90,155,0.145,0.618,0.237,0.9495,0,5,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,7,0,6,15,2,0,5,0,9,3,0,1,0,37,22,17,0,2,10,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,17,2,1,6,5,0,5,3,5,0,0,0,7,23,10,21,19,3,20,0,2,1,1,15,9,2,3,9,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585071643970376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624138034189595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778513455892435,0.09329404654288592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499246058849153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464301095987823,0.21866896422980028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364824357232643,0.14148647627731986,0.0,0.0,0.17395657452671695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258358250985635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616991194358821,0.15351535480991102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430833002668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851820087402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215788829192617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597318755494764,0.0,0.11639666460202022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122025257650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488844070761926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136417727199364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552492180620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559646512010053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985551541404538 lonely,kindnessgonetobed,2019/04/04,Always been lonely but only just realised I’ve come to the conclusion that I have people around but I have no friends but 2 dogs. My family don’t really interact with me much or at least not in the way they should. I don’t even know how to make friends. I feel like nobody really cares about me truly. It’s quiet a painful reality. ,1.6437605042016834,3.8946350147058837,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,81.20588235294117,7.4151260504201675,20.00840336134453,8.418075326091056,1.1949638655462185,263,7,54,6,7,89,54,68,0.107,0.639,0.254,0.9252,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,11,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,8,4,7,9,2,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245209598881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402067463304835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751106291953863,0.0,0.0,0.2324354645220991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822079270252475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437259827507563,0.0,0.13643463205407172,0.19276727925570228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169414337027592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829202932378371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182576883107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801142494080451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835678990314412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521859083935026,0.287119147344179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870668006637419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457212223972807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417924258098314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,creativelols,2019/04/04,"20M| Lonely, Needs Friends. Hello everyone, I am 20 years old, and I am a pretty darn lonely dude. To state it bluntly, I don't have a single friend in the world. I am seeking to change that, and that's why I am here. I want to find people to hangout with and have fun. Also I wish I could find someone to love, but I am afraid of entering into a relationship, in fear of not being able to be a good boyfriend, as I don't have my life figured out yet. If you're interested in talking to me, feel free to contact me. :) ",3.424062909567496,3.606812376146788,5.097536041939712,86.25018348623856,72.02752293577981,7.696461336828309,27.49803407601573,7.447530270364453,1.3155153342070776,395,13,89,4,7,135,73,109,0.083,0.6759999999999999,0.241,0.9527,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,5,0,13,2,0,0,0,17,18,7,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,1,13,8,17,15,1,11,0,2,0,1,7,6,1,1,3,61,16,0,0.21243213184569845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988189908738974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247250279972704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960977151889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202988005557578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390452079745941,0.10741206873256813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883182399488205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282490762065989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781779934179423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004709708712258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917282928949144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751573404581656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291178744114049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727369252194064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161198488170433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280726090962652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999305594453635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074490079143578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529797528934314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916869572863156,0.0,0.24428646777716245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367993280476026 lonely,simi-social-life,2019/04/04,"Love-Hate relationship with solitude There's no one there and I can just be myself when I'm alone. I can cry all I want and I can laze around, watch and enjoy what I enjoy doing. I feel so free and comfortable when I'm alone. It's bettee compared to being with people. However, I end up thinking about the worst about myself in the end. I just lay down and recall all the worst emotions and self-depracating thoughts I have. I'll feel so alone and so pathetic. I wish I had someone. It's funny that when I'm outside with my schoolmates or with the public, I want to be alone. When I'm alone, I want to have at least someone with me.",1.4417439812096262,3.52569566412214,2.9323664122137423,91.98707574867883,80.90839694656488,5.55748678802114,20.763945977686433,6.67199483983844,0.2636019964768055,496,14,107,5,13,162,68,131,0.196,0.634,0.171,-0.5438,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,2,26,22,15,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,17,5,15,17,5,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,6,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585713984060235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304027042561244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090689117317275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477590566664685,0.2594844571862552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813443207429547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220842925610068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926202525957338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015542529747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727006666399887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281579941716866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482325257699493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386167149095588,0.0,0.1162927253555163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592019401808357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845051768672156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KaylanMidnaHD,2019/04/04,"Does anyone else hate it when people joke about having no friends when they clearly do? Usually I can take jokes pretty well, but this one irritates me so much. Yesterday at school a girl joked about having no friends when every time I see her she has literal ENTOURAGES of people surrounding her. She always has at least one person by her side. I don't hate her or anything, but I guess as someone with no friends I feel like she wouldn't be making jokes if she were in my position. If someone who actually didn't have friends joked about it I would be okay with it since I do it all the time and they would be making light of a dark situation, but when ""normal"" people do it I just get irritated. Does anyone else feel this way or can I just not take a joke?",4.762105263157892,5.462602578947369,5.243263157894738,84.54384210526318,69.26315789473685,8.448421052631579,27.042105263157893,8.548686976883017,1.6804531578947373,600,18,124,9,10,192,85,152,0.125,0.648,0.227,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,11,15,2,0,4,1,19,0,0,2,2,24,30,14,0,6,10,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,2,1,2,2,4,21,13,12,22,3,14,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,5,9,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.12840044505258946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948283741610004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400378703383602,0.26963294493631274,0.1082768903489161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028832886527814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983186766447932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108595333017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305885247008736,0.09399883513952406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066251206199261,0.0,0.06874369816057402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449472081001436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598106469905425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428201279459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565771226067792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672444029351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891779792176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832034038205868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27365735653213763,0.11488820574467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386139667043448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316323196000485,0.10485005681125008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884208571794143,0.1478983756188929,0.0,0.0,0.2229700047598332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978594791670038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344754019689394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144913784848324,0.0,0.0,0.10443992046478197,0.0,0.0,0.11830377653765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693744918490895,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mansunn,2019/04/04,Why cant I accept that people like me? It has been a long time since I have had people in my life that I truly consider friends. I have recently found a group that accepts me for me and yet I still feel like they let me be there as a massive practical joke. They tell me they love me and that I'm a good person and yet I'm never capable of seeing the things about me that they say are there. ,4.026,3.626231364705884,5.200000000000003,88.06000000000004,70.64705882352942,8.682352941176473,25.235294117647058,8.238735603445708,1.1762235294117642,306,7,72,4,5,102,55,85,0.049,0.7,0.251,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,0,1,8,15,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,17,8,5,10,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,0,9,52,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421671472606315,0.17550469243274747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693613979638718,0.18980186462922988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060539866703834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512113502586695,0.17352200431732046,0.2400411636532939,0.0,0.0,0.21740773593542936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172423401264885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894736848636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406293997781464,0.2145071179173628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425667164982643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536441297510945,0.0,0.0,0.19576494692621052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032184414765586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961901384165765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472395571780145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321036754476712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325051638588787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167643143737092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Understandably_alone,2019/04/04,"I hate the person I am when I'm alone Created a new account to make this post. I hope to find some clarification on how I'm feeling and would like to know I'm not the only one. Please give me direction or help with solutions to the following; &#x200B; Back story: I grew up in a small town, my parents seemed happy. I have 3 siblings; an older brother an older sister and a younger brother. We had it made, we rode bikes with friends to school and to the beach in the summers. In 5th grade my parents decided to get divorced, my dad moved out with a woman he as having an affair with through work. I found out bout the affair when i was in 7th grade. My mother is an alcoholic and she was sober for 25 years leading up to my older brothers 25th birthday. Before he turned 25, my younger brother was entering the high school i attended and he was involved with drugs and a high profile gang. I learned this information through friends as well as him being boastful about his involvement. I talked to my parents and my mom decided that with her full time job she could no longer take care of him. He moved in with my father his freshman year of high school. My mom relapsed and ended up in rehab. She found a boyfriend through her new job as a counselor for substance abuse. I spent countless nights finding her eating raw chicken in the kitchen or passed out drunk in the family room. I became a recluse in my room. (my room was in the down stairs of a bi-level home i made it a man cave with a mini-fridge) I soon became a room mate of my moms. I refused to spend time with her because it made me resentful. &#x200B; Moving onto the future: I will add a tl;dr disclaimer at the end, Im doing my best do describe my situation. My work history is interesting but Ive worked my way towards a director position for a company at 26 years old. It forced me to relocate and I have started to notice signs that living on my own I am extremely unproductive. I know i have earned the job I have and take it seriously but my concerns are how i conduct myself when I'm alone. My new apartment is a mess and i have no desire to take care of myself or contact friends or family. it has ruined my motivation completely. I would like to hear from other people who live alone and understand how they live a productive lifestyle. I feel as if I was more productive when i had struggles to deal with. Now that I am self sufficient I am lost.",4.183507573507573,5.443437193347193,5.102354618354617,82.95876507276508,71.03742203742203,8.075105435105435,30.16697356697357,8.505502328695277,2.2439283754083754,1914,79,376,31,35,625,240,481,0.086,0.821,0.093,0.09,6,3,2,0,2,0,49.0,2,0,1,8,12,19,2,1,34,0,31,6,0,9,0,68,62,31,0,6,8,14,2,2,4,3,3,1,6,4,13,28,4,1,16,3,3,10,3,7,1,1,15,3,70,12,66,42,5,72,0,2,0,0,54,35,0,8,27,252,83,16,0.0,0.08527631904616652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691732361985433,0.0,0.223627184309411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559655829516977,0.17491031624072764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553428483400828,0.0,0.043874115555133916,0.0,0.06124378166067305,0.0,0.07553129677401563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467626836153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546239474442741,0.0,0.0,0.057464640041018464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420107503423994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346591147757904,0.07364641889633299,0.0,0.0,0.12749355489048492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569961026316638,0.0,0.07278349366905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156416449469932,0.0,0.0,0.1578295130943339,0.16681864646495825,0.0,0.03760295859294774,0.06904312717905092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661667154615934,0.0,0.07105850617733739,0.0,0.0,0.08111888094235586,0.0,0.04824203181806614,0.2281305007398977,0.0721948577214011,0.07148549843790758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774326644108362,0.0,0.2142664995962791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910903423100046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032481318477214,0.0,0.19066061874443924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856710817808532,0.0,0.0,0.20430797773637546,0.048042583228803164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528819697952112,0.0,0.22948795000965375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085361190329386,0.0,0.06754185077951108,0.0,0.0,0.08194181744037418,0.07552362998601073,0.0,0.048770815035323295,0.05473876310675066,0.0,0.0,0.2397527310068417,0.0,0.0,0.04989706461188142,0.06284410875515861,0.0,0.07900481795622981,0.0,0.0,0.06893030604342845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852176845936555,0.0,0.06552157997731617,0.07508360894672551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090074644181787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050942909520584764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524187998669675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234437486095504,0.05784922752358033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393615203440935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782860327743366,0.0,0.07492650432964879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712887304250841,0.0,0.0,0.0647124337149201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719175687029802,0.0,0.0,0.10225520810288492,0.0,0.17491031624072764,0.1390448924087975 lonely,oceanswhale,2019/04/04,"a dumb rant Not assuming anyone is gonna read this but I feel like shit rn so I’m just gonna write... I miss when I was younger like I mean really young when making friends wasn’t even something you thought of it just kind of happened. Now I’m looking back through social media and I’m realizing I had so many friends and they were good friends too. Now I’m realizing that I really only have 2 friends. Sometimes they can be mean too idek. I just hate high school and everyone has changed. Not that this matters at all because I hate when people obsess over it, but I look at social media and some of my old friends have been doing great and have thousands of followers and I barely have any lol. I’m not dragging them ( bc good for them I’m glad they’re happy) or saying any of that stuff matters idk just feels bad and kind of like I’m a disappointment for not also doing great. I also feel like I can’t act like myself at school. Everyone thinks I’m super shy and quiet and nice when in reality I’m not shy at all I just can’t seem to act any other way there and it’s really frustrating.",1.03704845814978,3.3203821850220265,2.714195594713658,91.77562819383265,83.97797356828194,5.746537444933921,20.974273127753307,7.087006719466742,0.5293874537444934,864,27,186,12,25,284,118,227,0.155,0.578,0.267,0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,1,20,29,5,1,2,1,17,1,1,1,2,41,44,21,0,0,13,0,3,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,0,11,1,0,3,8,9,0,1,6,7,20,20,16,35,3,20,0,2,2,0,14,7,2,4,14,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909187191581418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156839876074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392335991055142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129377943364584,0.08827354874465794,0.06444721910350469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183997781554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982845886809111,0.0,0.0,0.202044020113832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603688315168614,0.1510557979964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40840321311879696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773493856796654,0.0,0.23311800669894775,0.0,0.0,0.0934897158024758,0.11254315569989412,0.0,0.2087573987000967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170121744411267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018662447574616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582524220936521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755989706607686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057033169715336,0.10718562933231016,0.0,0.23032475017034984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093757372918496,0.0,0.0,0.08040643132651817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073294401835238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057507233907418,0.0,0.20318487920449615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407446801849264,0.0,0.213992846162922,0.0,0.09624544147219358,0.0,0.0,0.1085222302251437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155407615972944,0.0,0.08139004807618291,0.1045618735444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210265261467123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774246144958683,0.0,0.08393154883271536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391729272536907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,millionmill321,2019/04/04,[32m] [m4f] let's talk I'm from FL who's down here and and wants to talk or maybe chill I would like to meet someone 👍👍honestly I also wanna become a dad and who who wants to become a mom,-2.5033333333333303,-0.7995881111111096,0.9705555555555564,101.4625,96.77777777777777,3.888888888888889,11.944444444444445,5.46131890053228,-1.4485555555555556,145,2,39,1,6,52,31,45,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087079140244389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824442341952664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696383250717361,0.0,0.12882438880468336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649095268646993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882760269359805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342155555044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238840341583452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110594283714235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731602814697956,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Keyossa,2019/04/05,"When being different isn't okay. In 2007, I was diagnosed with autism. I never thought much of it and barely knew what the disorder was until sixth grade when I did a project on the subject. It wasn't until seventh grade until I realized that people may have be pity-friending me. They didn't like me or care for me. They just wanted brownie points for listening to the autistic kid. Even if they didn't care, so what? After a few mistakes I'd rather not mention, I feel more lonely than ever. Nobody actually cares about what I have to say. They want to laugh at my jokes and that's it. If I left today, nobody would miss me. 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I came to a realization that I’m so clingy to other people physically because of the want I have for physical attention from a boyfriend and I feel bad because I’ve led people on before not trying to that’s just who I am. He physical connection with friends helps me feel less lonely but maybe it should be lessened I don’t know. 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I used to like my job but the people weren't very nice. No one seems to care if I am there or not. No one praises or talks to me. Once I asked my manager a question and he putted gold balls into my feet. No one invites me to lunch. I just sit and eat alone. I dont have friends. Social media is depressing. I tried to make friends but all the other wives just want to go to a bar and dance with random guys. My life isnt bad you know. It's pretty good but it's so hard to get over the little things. I dont know how to move past my dislike and irritation. I'm never happy. I think everything is unfair. I just want to yell. Makes me not want to be around people at all. Tried to make friends. Worked out with this girl once. Jeez.... cant do that again. I feel like people dont know how to talk to each other anymore. I feel like I dont belong. I'm just lonely. I feel like it will forever be like this. This feeling. I cant handle the unfairness of it all sometimes. How do you move on and not care? How do you let it all go? I like being different. It just makes me feel lonely sometimes. It's hard to shake it. I feel like I am just here. Waiting for nothing to happen. ,-0.9684405670665192,1.1179235954198496,1.2462224645583433,99.46066412213743,93.58015267175571,4.06298800436205,15.500981461286806,5.6839178017228535,-0.8500679607415487,930,21,223,7,35,309,126,262,0.173,0.6409999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.2805,2,5,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,2,17,21,0,1,6,0,22,5,1,9,5,59,52,16,0,4,16,1,8,7,3,1,1,1,0,2,15,11,3,1,13,3,0,7,16,5,0,3,1,9,31,16,26,46,5,18,1,3,0,0,16,7,1,6,10,142,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594983804701051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230112418202906,0.05802666517599452,0.0,0.0,0.07387631101869595,0.07758194371496084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692909475854598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922221142802474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147685893739975,0.0,0.0,0.0867040886617841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863026173226845,0.0,0.0,0.08491674833401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745836540659047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517653013162394,0.2371446380099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923473976273814,0.0,0.043357450631054006,0.0,0.09432721520607476,0.06960582848543781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217049614465012,0.07338541487877942,0.08834154753720072,0.14868068049227065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823521120478778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368229857896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848601594283711,0.05861639983836733,0.2838038961458328,0.08317509831363921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157872768253867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640478010740765,0.0,0.0,0.06400493882324372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962857375231977,0.0944816162671884,0.0,0.17675757928415228,0.16870307158704864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922078917250445,0.17259888023411254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442794107447298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342517998038902,0.09296479331262934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554854127004595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459512405901795,0.0,0.0,0.1641531671093346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334041320285178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513308931284648,0.10634985026355168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268588857395667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167440132283079,0.0,0.06847323188250165,0.14684421813705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041575887587024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lotekjeromuco,2019/04/05,"School days memories What fells hardest on me is that particular memory of sleeping down the school building hall full of people and my classmates, trying to say hello to anybody but they all seemed uninterested and me invisible as I always have been just keeping my greeting somewhere in the middle of my throat, half squized out silently, for nobody to respond to it.",11.214256410256407,10.061862323076928,10.106153846153848,61.1971794871795,56.53846153846154,11.743589743589745,44.74358974358975,10.504223727775694,5.015666666666667,301,15,44,5,3,95,54,65,0.0,0.949,0.051,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,13,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714014883607588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035415431225024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899169329794494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261268085986812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593853099502807,0.0,0.6602075759421192,0.0,0.29693501791858395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640786452043075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144958579197613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gh0strr,2019/04/05,Only 18 and feel like dying Went through depression all last year and ghosted everybody. Had few friends left and they don’t hangout with me anymore. If I died today I think the only people who’d know are relatives which is pretty sad. Finishing high school right now but I do booklets of work and hand them in at a place so I don’t go to a school. I ask myself everyday what’s the point of anything. I work out as a hobby and I’m getting pretty big but does it matter if I have no one to give myself to? My life is a hand full of hobbies and booklets of school work. Nobody to share anything with. If I didnt have a family I’d probably already of killed myself but I know it would hurt them to much. I learn something new but does it really matter if it’s just gonna be sitting in my head and not talked about? Seems like everything is a waste of time to me atm but I keep grinding through it.,1.1798684210526318,3.2584334202127683,2.8934154535274352,91.94184210526316,81.81914893617021,5.872788353863382,22.128779395296753,7.0608816371341465,0.6486553191489364,705,23,152,9,19,233,114,188,0.122,0.738,0.14,0.1179,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,4,8,1,0,8,0,14,4,3,0,1,32,27,18,4,5,11,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,6,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,3,3,21,4,22,20,4,22,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,5,10,98,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135318938024655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703327797698094,0.0,0.0,0.21081832283245674,0.0,0.11974913732817655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032582823818604,0.0,0.2658794527059007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241891095266072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512122287099807,0.0,0.12075414960929215,0.0,0.06476738486246136,0.09150926254190044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896389903052888,0.0,0.06692301147923542,0.12287793741933126,0.07279788380268741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145979496635402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533669238678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137125603011896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385444344160565,0.14171530299740168,0.0,0.1407925068679404,0.10441243237350474,0.0,0.0,0.13917280752550612,0.0,0.09047547635203636,0.1251589889770601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416267965341668,0.0,0.0,0.12371247378828955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679875032686221,0.19484014071378172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880316743021797,0.0,0.13382933351374876,0.0,0.12108875604005614,0.0,0.0,0.2606321168545981,0.138105311852565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205929509617142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939024125904737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38890915412734667,0.0,0.11661054377199828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861181598439456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295584875471844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207646144334227,0.0,0.0,0.0746917300700791,0.0,0.12141665276078838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874297234384702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797584589911781,0.0,0.0,0.09099319204851597,0.0,0.0,0.08248732971194253 lonely,Lunnibbles,2019/04/05,"I’ve basically had it I don’t know why I try anything in life. It all just blows up in my face. Nothing goes right, nothing will ever go right, and I’m damn sick of it. Some things that I have done and the negative effects that follow them: • Try and be good = only negative things happening • Working hard in school = not being good enough • Try and be friendly = getting ghosted by everyone I talk to • Wanting to just have a good fucking life = Life: What’s that? You want MORE shit? I fucking give up. I literally have no idea what to do. I’ll probably end up just poisoning myself so I die within a few weeks. Clearly I’m not meant to be alive. I was a mistake and life is trying it’s hardest to correct that mistake. So I give up and I’m giving life what it wants. Maybe now people will give a shit about me",-0.031102743410436062,2.2665686035503008,2.2082759548144177,92.91251075847237,90.77514792899409,4.966218396987628,21.883001613770844,6.574015621080383,0.5357905325443784,630,24,136,8,22,212,97,169,0.214,0.6729999999999999,0.113,-0.9662,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,8,12,6,0,5,0,15,12,3,1,4,25,33,8,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,1,14,4,16,23,5,16,0,0,0,2,8,10,5,1,4,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338024049778028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776911467428107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612430302321355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005051518240074,0.11724998893371093,0.0,0.0,0.10264461669265,0.0,0.10843020701131496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767048867391979,0.20981158246355647,0.059285993957301324,0.435422166116267,0.06449044661670024,0.2855322903158641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034555075849497,0.0,0.10165129403294353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280994410933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062362881816786564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40075367394032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400087028077588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776460901634845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630283627165439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866926384941081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234522181511258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938140271611611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484273870275062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329608742097353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120689120564962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507754700645466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30816825306069984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079145112150554,0.0,0.09102278488693087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239352026161304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261113749790469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ClebbyBoi,2019/04/05,"my best friend told me people think im weird Me and my only and best friend were chatting in Discord today and he said people at school think I'm a weirdo, it hit me like a truck, my confidence was close to 0% and now is inexistent. Hope you all are having a better day",1.7052631578947341,3.3695847894736843,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,78.29824561403508,5.963508771929827,18.417543859649122,6.742157984588678,-0.07611298245614018,211,4,47,2,5,70,43,57,0.097,0.55,0.354,0.9648,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,7,3,7,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910832891267181,0.20693129826846635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089409911009308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36153600380507744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323893220235793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527324474884187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430804858722082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794803596195571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441670743035433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256318581035214,0.0,0.0,0.2367945328276382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998426311753705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178032527286914,0.223572517545974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,onogomo,2019/04/05,"Basically no friends on the weekend Almost everyone goes home at uni on the weekend. It feels like shit and the acquaintences i do talk to say i sound depressed haha. Its exam period too so its worse. I feel bad if i try to hang out with those acquaintences cuz awkward and they might just feel bad 😂",1.3369915254237306,4.005740898305088,2.686250000000001,88.9392055084746,89.16949152542372,6.339830508474578,22.62923728813559,7.6454224807358475,1.3714898305084748,239,9,47,5,8,77,46,59,0.28600000000000003,0.597,0.117,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,12,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,5,5,3,7,4,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,3,4,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806503848288376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303636758890483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219701477986232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24625838777341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909263919436832,0.1841121417871046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911050427021654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850985182842123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590686933972414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339562263239203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494586214901886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645414542609335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207142111051994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497203789751686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626343073132141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lonely_sg,2019/04/05,"I FEEL INSECURE AND CANT TRUST ANYBODY Since last year, i got problems with relationship that traumatized me and i've been really lonely. In some aspects i became more shy and i can't even talk to a girl directly or through the internet afraid of getting hurt again, but being lonely hurts as well and i know i have to move on, but its hard. I think i made this post just to get this off my mind sharing with you, and hopefully this can help some of us... Much love for you guys!",2.350833333333334,4.454804916666667,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,77.95833333333334,7.183333333333334,23.166666666666664,8.167268648758528,1.215654166666667,376,12,80,7,9,120,74,96,0.209,0.62,0.171,0.3118,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,15,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,3,2,13,5,13,11,4,8,0,4,0,1,10,3,0,4,3,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654288876020548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452864957622182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160152684982941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534047075688915,0.0,0.0,0.20469471254626131,0.0,0.0,0.18518903123678748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856642995688664,0.0,0.0,0.20532904479615935,0.0,0.0,0.4426164229294424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361312985393138,0.1685121389129415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865814500953105,0.19561245674315852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873786873484534,0.0,0.0,0.219720748018285,0.15196997324427666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798972108584734,0.0,0.0,0.19781221746411767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243621492197927,0.0,0.0,0.22195012269538034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100878334590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616134585575845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246391983999833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867014134749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587465278235046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312702373653068 lonely,tralalally,2019/04/05,"Am i being over the top? I have friends, though I'd only really count one of them as someone I can properly confide in. But, I still get on with the rest well enough (though I've learnt a few times that they haven't cared about me as much as I have them). Anyhow, since dropping out of school due to mental health issues, I've obviously been seeing them less. I try to meet up as much as possible, but I don't want to push as their exams are coming up soon, and I don't want to be in the way. I asked my closest friend a few days ago if during the two week period they have time off for Easter, if he wanted to meet up with me and maybe just one or two others to watch a movie, just a 3 hour thing at most in the evening to take up as little time as possible. He oddly declined, saying that it would take up too much of his revision time. I find this weird, cause he always does so good even without revising a lot, and yknow, 3 hours out of two weeks is hardly a lot. It wouldn't eat into anything, it would just be some relaxing time with friends at some point. Feeling a bit down, with how alone I've been recently, I just shrugged it off. But now, I learn today that he's thinking about going to an Easter party organised by some other friends. Which, I of course thought was ridiculous. He'd probably be at the party for at least 5 hours, 2 more than what I wanted to spend the most time doing while watching something. But, knowing him he'd likely get drunk and stay there for much longer. I know I'm probably overreacting, but I just can't but feel that he wanted to avoid a more boring activity with just me, and would prefer being with others that he finds more entertaining. I don't know, I constantly try my hardest to push myself out of my comfort zone to do things I don't like, but that others will to be more enjoyable, but I think I'm just so awful that I'll never be enough.",7.878203619909506,5.177545146153847,7.910392156862745,79.20970588235295,64.2051282051282,11.022624434389146,32.42835595776772,9.007467420416297,2.3928672699849174,1477,37,321,18,17,481,199,390,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.121,0.9684,0,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,6,1,24,17,1,1,16,1,32,3,0,2,2,69,56,30,0,12,19,0,3,2,4,5,1,1,0,0,20,16,2,1,12,3,1,4,9,4,1,5,4,7,37,13,62,38,23,55,0,0,3,0,24,25,0,11,25,230,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585542767254687,0.0,0.0,0.08862796816055574,0.0,0.0,0.07120370971368158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041940500503137,0.0,0.07999933674852032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342370840260507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724752196914383,0.08790718959417569,0.0,0.0737136851331809,0.0,0.0924741666684504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518759764797986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488563370280711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756268817549746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683986277064054,0.0,0.11304050717450448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653670410557372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156424603984279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445439060802284,0.0,0.0894168701504744,0.0,0.048633188938560536,0.07177469197117417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665672743648091,0.0,0.0,0.09096024893804118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528169240110207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931612820994674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410862836246901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361342995599379,0.08576676969490472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550245132365489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596972349218603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623760066103735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516244237515436,0.0,0.06599928294271018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597315206905505,0.06508223097413213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089427938307621,0.19294172122279854,0.0,0.0,0.18452464203352764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05482034633580755,0.0,0.08449315463608281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805119760118279,0.0,0.08660458878115898,0.06819071541119373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078698779642953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250584597765762,0.06587838585174069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120958407729404,0.06833882217070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868070696015593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137019870017542,0.10966362889343184,0.1681503561313026,0.06793551656291336,0.2993903254516326,0.0,0.08111333332171715,0.0,0.0,0.11619709323028715,0.0,0.2507775779890028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523662829648521,0.06792397744526074,0.13728322650424102,0.0,0.07694053206352493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248945572254943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236611573816808,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,threefiddylol,2019/04/05,"Girls wants big junk All I see and hear is that girls wants a big d**k :( Out of the dating game for 6 yrs now coz of that :( #underaverage ",-1.6389655172413808,0.18430303448275964,0.5064827586206917,101.7617931034483,104.86206896551724,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.8352400000000002,104,1,27,1,5,34,24,29,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207271699154064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388707120258821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496847532878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,stockyscholar,2019/04/05,"Just deleted all of my dating apps, now I’m even lonelier... I’ve reached new levels this week. I’m so lonely, I feel better when I’m around other drivers as I drive. When I’m physically next to strangers in public places. When I see other human beings. It’s sad and pathetic, really, I want so bad to go back to these apps and be used. I miss it. At least I had SOME form of human interaction even though it was crappy and I didn’t deserve it. I don’t know what to do. My heart just wants love. It hurts so much, it’s like breathing. It’s effortless, innate, crucial to survival.",0.5182142857142864,2.7967879166666734,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,86.5,5.428571428571429,19.404761904761905,6.868970318607317,0.3147261904761902,450,13,96,6,14,152,78,120,0.183,0.713,0.104,-0.901,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,1,13,20,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,2,10,3,11,15,5,16,0,4,1,1,5,5,0,1,10,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231820623771594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833940597500038,0.199140015209115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093649261552316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150579207197049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059426635157396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554673247615495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28262716429836005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553223590600959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107499329789185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652050244922996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152582395379499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532712328305855,0.0,0.0,0.2303476517805807,0.25365061121223725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491848377958009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527911079081668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900559856536579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234327954178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598998667075336,0.0,0.0,0.2813504587268871,0.0,0.19131269388834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UnidentifiedUser000,2019/04/05,"Sucks I have nobody to tell my problems to I've never had a girlfriend. Ever. I've had sex yea but I was never really a big fan of just hooking up. When I was a kid I would look forward to growing up and finally dating the girl of my dreams and talking to her and telling my problems, and just hanging out, like my parents. Lame I know. As everyone started growing, I stopped. I'm 5'7 short but not too short. So it really sucked when this whole trend came out where a lot of girls (and even some guys) would just roast me all the time (even ones I don't know and not trying to flirt with) about being a shorty and that I'll never fulfill their needs? Like what? In one night I once had three different girls tell me they only date 6 ft guys. The thing is I never really cared whether I was short but for some reason the girls did (just a lot, I know not all girls are like this). But this had a huge effect on me. I stopped talking to girls, and people in general tbh. I stopped playing basketball (a sport I love so much) because they would make fun of me for being short and before it was fine but now... I became so anti social. And now that I feel lonely and want to get back out there, I'm too afraid. Insecurities about my height, nose, face, everything goes through my mind when I talk to any stranger.",3.4837315198107635,4.4239547790262215,4.165432682830674,90.22775872264934,72.37078651685394,7.119179972402918,24.914054799921153,7.273561745256523,0.8769220973782771,1014,29,223,10,19,323,144,267,0.149,0.725,0.126,-0.7761,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,22,17,2,2,12,1,18,4,2,3,7,59,35,24,0,7,13,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,9,9,16,0,3,6,3,0,5,8,8,0,3,10,3,31,9,27,20,8,41,0,2,1,2,23,17,2,4,24,152,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635116199395138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863328973767396,0.0,0.06844207751000847,0.0,0.09553814586093318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841321420984342,0.1144723128943583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730395771046195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831376313006606,0.1015595802700657,0.0,0.10728401223065814,0.10090594270088696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676984541018331,0.0,0.0,0.1229922770061316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659293163187576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234071203722114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851109675057536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645563535800722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942831079968561,0.0,0.0,0.19090515992773024,0.10133298498795608,0.0,0.07494474050410845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336620713431612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253538071183329,0.08325082997625229,0.3463750211951306,0.0,0.0,0.10536291222581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956969922279312,0.15216151303058195,0.08539054565433475,0.0,0.0,0.12466860996271685,0.0,0.0,0.07783766625213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148649016554036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577960142921976,0.11543787097733273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445069094537592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946914753442187,0.0,0.0,0.2816019324636291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707282823117583,0.2944010988902355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459082584247058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546872285336221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622766649106975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622297448804486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535154003175414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927179352430605,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,b00p24,2019/04/05,"Stuck in a rut and lonely. I don't really have any friends. I have a boyfriend who I spend a lot of time with but he has a lot of friends and he travels for work a lot. All of my coworkers have kids and they really only ever talk about parenting. I did have a friend I talked to often but ever since she started dating someone, I haven't really heard from her. I have talked to a few people on here but they stop replying after a day or two. I don't really know what I'm doing wrong. I try and distract myself from loneliness but I don't like my job and I don't really have any hobbies. I just feel so stuck and I'm struggling to get out of it. I just really want someone to chat with.",0.18918918918918948,2.2157092027027048,2.767500000000002,91.69625000000003,85.35135135135134,6.402702702702705,18.70945945945946,7.6454224807358475,0.5324783783783782,534,14,121,10,16,185,80,148,0.181,0.731,0.08800000000000001,-0.9113,2,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,0,2,8,0,14,0,0,0,3,27,24,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,1,2,2,1,1,5,4,0,1,4,2,20,4,18,20,5,12,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,5,9,87,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855700297061234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940995293274334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081176996617266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009946954374544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213338090191288,0.0,0.07243256177359432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757668765749714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619174425627477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773145738827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353594862221448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054403426884462,0.0,0.0,0.15394094107529346,0.0,0.0,0.09611403863043236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328897934901132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468267358728045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234934824217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812859356945412,0.0,0.0,0.11590746193725505,0.0,0.14493439676100106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342955902631255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084085328342197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412600909818604,0.0,0.1354290480722702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177220405797017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093001602222362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157874033909582,0.0,0.0 lonely,_teddybear,2019/04/05,"I am so lonely and have no friends I am literally so lonely and have no friends, I have people that I can talk to but no one actually wants to socialise with me. My boyfriend has so many friends and they always go on nights out and sometimes they invite me but I’m the only girl. My boyfriend always says why not invite someone and it makes me feel even more lonely because it reminds me I haven’t got anyone.",2.9413425129087765,4.727396180722895,3.8198278829604138,88.7951807228916,75.144578313253,5.7067125645438885,26.314974182444054,6.18269132825596,0.8487191049913942,325,12,66,2,7,104,51,83,0.149,0.718,0.133,-0.111,0,6,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,2,13,3,5,13,1,4,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.2203225101207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757235194126384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786618268499464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762951896186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912136376945528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415793908652495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232964762102075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831236589871614,0.0,0.18057180941038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507056617735434,0.2288990403284603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118732723146643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529900655035319,0.1717110314276827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565230184871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954426507955104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191297277475149,0.0,0.223295908774052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814683043896481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331671459224837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037255985456834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CosmpolitanDreams,2019/04/05,"Lonely but bullied because of my looks Hi there! I'm a lonely person who hasn't had a relationship, but this doesn't seem possible for me because I am harangued for my looks often. I woke up this morning to a guy messaging me to go hang myself, a girl messaging me ""you're the bitter, self-proclaimed independent type of woman (the extreme of which we all know usually comes from the fact that no one actually wants you anyway LOL)"" just because she asked me for advice on breaking up with her BF and I said she could try to focus on some activities or hobbies she can enjoy alone, ""Dick has less calories than your ugliness"" from another girl, ""You should just forget about having kids or getting married as you obviously don't deserve happiness in life! your a sad girl with no friends who spends her life in bed instead of having a life? Your life is so shit. What a sad little bitch you are"" from another girl. I am not only harassed online for my looks. In the last week, a waiter at a restaurant threatened to call the cops on me for wanting to eat in the restaurant (I am dressed cleanly and shower daily and brush my hair and teeth, etc) because he found me ugly. A guy screamed at me for wanting to pet his dog, my looks being the reason. And when I try talking to guys they get offended and angry. But if I talk to girls in the same way (such as complimenting their outfit) they are happy and say I come across as confident and bubbly, so it's my looks that make men uncomfortable. 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Okay, this might sound weird but, does anyone know of a website where I could go to find someone to fall asleep on the phone with? I'm so lonely and I'm hurting. I'm willing to do anything right now. 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How does loneliness just consume you? It makes me feel like I can’t breathe, my chest heavy, and guilty for sitting here feeling sorry for myself because so many people have it worse than I. I’m really bad at connecting with people so I have zero friends at this point, the people I did have were either really bad for me or have moved away. I have a boyfriend but I don’t understand why he’s dating me really, we live together but we don’t really spend much time together. If that makes sense? We’re just two people sitting in a room doing different things. I spend most of my time just silently crying now. I’m at a loss of what to do I’m so lonely I’m just really lucky I have my dog I guess ",0.7288666666666686,3.1097532200000018,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,86.8,6.533333333333335,19.0,7.793537801064563,0.8337999999999997,573,16,120,12,18,192,89,150,0.175,0.764,0.061,-0.9453,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,4,0,13,2,2,3,0,23,24,10,0,1,9,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,2,3,19,3,13,22,3,14,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,5,5,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595530022680288,0.0,0.2416455978485724,0.08821094773810588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895186903086628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118613665047492,0.0,0.0,0.25326499399293384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195018933716208,0.10337742487541146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179887973331533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594090936768719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069565211791605,0.0,0.1277773440594759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931836913304415,0.14670836195621406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379872854179846,0.10637497310702683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012814665843242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679318828578949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463509287393144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198562590612006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613570597955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875753338299726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135595539149562,0.15064321807960004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26114787382505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746696285447894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,forbiddentastes,2019/04/05,"I dont know why I still try I've been living in a foreign country for a couple years now. I've struggled to make friends, I've tried going out and getting involved in things but I never felt like I belonged. I'm married, but my other half lives a separate life from me (long story). I've felt so alone for so long, when I came here for them I thought those days were over. But I was wrong. I got irritated and vented on a local message board - I posted under confessions that I was sick of having no friends. Surprisingly, someone answered and said they were too. So I suggested being friends. We hit it off instantly. I was happier than I had been in a long time. We had so much in common. They talked to me every day, even if they were out doing something. They shared their deepest fears and dreams with me. We hung out at least once a week. I finally felt like I mattered to someone again. Several weeks passed...then they began to grow distant. They stopped staying up late to talk to me, even when they had nothing to do the next day. The deep conversations disappeared, I would pour my heart out about something only to be met with cold silence. I'd ask them if anything was wrong and they said they were okay. They wouldn't open up to me about anything anymore. Today we were supposed to spend the day together. Last night they changed the time they would come over to several hours later, saying they had errands to run first. Then they cancelled completely this morning, saying they were sick. I've seen them playing stuff on their PC despite them saying they are sick as a dog. I had bought food and drinks for them yesterday, stuff they had asked for, and now looking in my fridge just makes me sad. I'm overreacting. I know. I'm just so tired of being so lonely, then reaching out thinking I have a chance, only to be abandoned later once they got tired of me or found better friends. This has repeated itself time and again, even before I moved. I can feel it happening again. I'm bracing myself for their eventual disappearance from my life. Even though it's happened several times, it never hurts any less. I wish I could just get used to it.",3.374151040993148,5.493495856459333,3.777668433984225,88.1003006595112,74.88516746411483,6.528488296909349,26.12983318246476,7.432916251226849,1.3125923186344246,1700,62,332,21,37,530,218,418,0.158,0.736,0.106,-0.98,0,3,3,0,0,0,54.0,4,0,26,2,26,19,0,2,12,1,34,10,1,3,2,55,70,26,0,7,9,0,4,2,4,3,7,5,0,0,14,22,2,2,11,3,2,8,5,8,0,2,32,12,65,11,50,29,3,73,1,4,2,0,50,22,0,3,43,223,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011291951979911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260173389521808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671199257382681,0.0,0.0,0.1273075360495739,0.0,0.14462659044515613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582050612166794,0.0,0.0,0.06841119569984758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846961259123913,0.0,0.0,0.08182772607035474,0.06663154585564071,0.08110167074187692,0.0,0.0,0.06175895068916181,0.08558806340343844,0.0,0.19954150639465326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065548773351054,0.07577511042472662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043599834612652,0.0,0.06517205096477484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704204409672453,0.0391112882050924,0.0,0.2228089710784156,0.08473488624516302,0.0,0.06579522318429999,0.09353385001536768,0.08481202622629908,0.2390465871118443,0.0,0.08082602671314998,0.0,0.043960691329038966,0.0,0.12373026591188994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680351166909993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916620069252313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617573514283403,0.0,0.082806477227457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850208222073983,0.06305187006433766,0.08725596304352311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927143155809173,0.07558015967041085,0.0,0.1366057427431068,0.2053611698781247,0.06495585434649476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326557432500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221249901554735,0.056862319050079525,0.0,0.11931663000950912,0.0,0.08226429380645403,0.07258922754530528,0.0,0.07422093706571987,0.0,0.0,0.164753838348836,0.0,0.11765874002107847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408144154189818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471581514005681,0.18453926778869253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26215583931347897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310795028720562,0.11909806652170644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244650329094028,0.061773079923499966,0.0646693930561025,0.0,0.08086467700034823,0.17709812934893882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434455649542706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138895950661531,0.04956377573653232,0.07599754472295316,0.0614085224325708,0.18041733736888824,0.17780854831599344,0.07332026310942137,0.0,0.0,0.10503330462827368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680693850365486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409355990683077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979777896512239,0.0,0.08895051141436276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989670083077624,0.16914364224875084,0.0,0.04981188807427265 lonely,Cactihoarder,2019/04/05,"Everyone is Superficial I’m tired of this. I try to make friends but no one will fully commit. It hurts so much when you see someone in person and you have a great time and then they never initiate. Why is it always me? I really need a deeper connection. It’s been too long and it really hurts. I have a big group of “friends” that I met at college. We talk a lot there but it seems that no one ever wants to hang out otherwise. Occasionally we do go out for drinks, but I’m always the one to ask. I love them so much but they really could care less about me it seems. I feel like I annoy them because i seem to be the only one who ever wants to chat or hang out. sometimes I get a reply, (group messaging) but often I get ignored. It hurts as they’re the only people I can really talk to and why I keep going back to them. I’m writing this at 530am because unfortunately I woke up and of course started feeling lonely immediately.",0.3551562500000003,2.7033483697916694,2.956041666666668,88.118125,88.73958333333334,5.908333333333332,18.416666666666664,7.333567415737692,0.5180166666666661,725,20,153,13,24,251,110,192,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.142,-0.4078,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,5,0,10,12,1,0,8,0,10,3,0,1,4,35,34,16,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,12,10,1,2,5,2,0,4,3,6,0,4,3,3,24,6,20,28,4,21,0,4,1,1,23,8,0,6,10,106,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268248224525705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824204837544622,0.0,0.0,0.08903045138537069,0.0,0.1411612314568355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180491098733584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924437934620057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342386131073648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094658131186239,0.0,0.1106362038754252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708734713004278,0.08271583615434655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890826414771627,0.0,0.1209843178429559,0.0,0.13160499083355845,0.0,0.0,0.1276518419186406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718462567471063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291379503630063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056566024782080865,0.0,0.0,0.10246485387399792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843508718347198,0.10449923109073618,0.0,0.0772864606515333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022855535525505,0.08585208183907707,0.08929946006285774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138318902811109,0.17611730996292976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026977863340964,0.10109778475805002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966957888009715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226454888616613,0.3162151578294278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810307943536084,0.0,0.11451295368747562,0.0,0.08195223710986489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612496440625592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751435575969655,0.1330762305129916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860947288885875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658434941721356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895340321547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mars_bars1,2019/04/05,"Feeling sorry for myself My partner died a few years ago and since then my life has changed drastically. I have a child who I adore and wouldn't change for anything, they're the reason I'm still here. I didn't want to be a single mum I find it hard on my own. I went from having money to having none when my partner died. I'm constantly poor and never have enough money for anything. I'm not bad looking or boring but yet I still can't find someone who wants the same as me and settle down. At first I compared everyone to my child's father but over the years I've stopped that. I just find that every guy is happy to just have sex and that's it. I really feel like I'm destined to be on my own forever. No one wants to commit or settle incase there's something better out there.",2.1470818815331043,3.794599335365856,3.5846689895470405,90.2267073170732,76.98780487804878,5.905226480836237,21.470383275261323,6.5431188927421005,0.3269212543554008,617,16,131,5,14,203,99,164,0.105,0.767,0.129,0.8373,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,6,0,12,2,0,1,2,27,23,12,2,4,7,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,7,2,0,2,2,4,17,4,17,18,7,19,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,2,13,90,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301066361630102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415656252142164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255048044124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981001575940174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105356748141861,0.0,0.0,0.1586109672882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30465727723086883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165717464502088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366374942382133,0.14024921444391564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842707794639115,0.10485564974536826,0.0,0.0,0.4024473856778051,0.12484621663273116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453297166733388,0.0,0.15624406175502398,0.13148101924992284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036710885367545,0.07170655049620768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325351706142852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320145382232805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994581216130093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402742920167424,0.1509085126947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141328773548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436145984212105,0.1129940920776176,0.0,0.16430190705820452,0.0,0.0,0.23442842641015785,0.12270995771796335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597140046399283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606132507197666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903578309891444 lonely,george0451,2019/04/05,"I think I don't know how to talk to people I started to realize that when chatting with somebody I often end up talking about me, because I don't know how to talk about the other person or whatever the other person is telling me. I can talk about various topics, but when it comes to someone telling me an anecdote or how their day was I just don't know what to say. It makes me sick and it saddens me because I fear I sound like an egocentric piece of shit, always talking about me. I care for a few people, but I don't know how to show it",7.487894736842108,4.770427789473687,7.896736842105267,79.05615789473687,64.96491228070175,10.523508771929826,36.835087719298244,8.238735603445708,2.8261950877192983,424,16,91,4,5,141,62,114,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,12,4,1,1,5,0,7,2,1,5,0,20,16,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,18,2,15,15,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,3,6,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249740693654974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413801306746686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235208065753326,0.0,0.0,0.13716802362064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269427832929252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410361503142055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918517433942946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500485543006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779484172094546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062915061951245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207888833559896,0.2780780934806709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663114404207734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345383433630487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492045033061778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270831456162303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399407684243069,0.2783591929738996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203222923397692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RUIN_NATION_,2019/04/05,It Never Ever Gets Any Better so you the title explains it all. every one around me has some one even total ass hats. or getting married and im just sitting here in my mid life like can I just get something.,0.7241860465116297,3.0475521162790757,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.97674418604653,3.44,20.227906976744187,3.1291,-0.3624288372093028,163,5,32,0,5,54,39,43,0.075,0.81,0.115,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,4,11,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,6,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152626808128676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381185021838105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620950288793079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573454030118104,0.26806302176972274,0.24968530961920385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644875649855793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32010584516450297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093188016736066,0.14478027995908255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285612410966357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016250842270683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281425639849322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ProbablyNotAVirus,2019/04/05,"Has anyone else struggled to make friends in college? I feel like everyone cites life-long friends they made in college, but that has NOT been my experience. I’m a second semester senior graduating next month, and I never made many friends/dated much. Anyone else out there who struggles/d with this? 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Miss having someone I can call if I were lonely. I miss the uplifting texts I'd get when I'm having a bad day. I miss you. When we were together, I knew what it felt like to be loved and wanted. I wasn't scared to be lonely forever after I met you. But now you're gone, what am I going to do without you? No one can replace you. The sick part is you knew it was going to hurt when you left and you did it anyway. You know I'm suicidal but still proceeded to call me sick in the head and left. But I guess you had just as much of a right to leave as did I. If I took my life, it would be on me, not you. I miss you. I want you with every fiber in me. But I know I'll never see you again. Part of me hopes you'll see this. Oh well. I'll be gone anyway.",-0.9337500000000034,0.8276844293478298,1.7860434782608683,98.6437391304348,87.8586956521739,4.984347826086957,14.634782608695652,6.2581,-0.8443686956521743,621,10,160,6,20,215,94,184,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.6911,0,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,14,0,0,10,15,0,1,5,0,22,5,1,0,1,25,48,14,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,14,3,35,5,18,28,4,21,0,8,2,1,20,6,0,4,11,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684733407946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102557848471674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797620255310452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697456450990946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799963639639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458675759608785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793722299474673,0.0,0.17267992713294808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735764061884922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591433864499435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508914094059354,0.0,0.0,0.16263411722472101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698314948767462,0.0,0.0,0.16086195292125682,0.3301242976723044,0.0,0.10730599467790887,0.07422071895376423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711424996806496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167910254964628,0.0,0.11717051275181445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294531309658897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903035551893034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973934064392806,0.0,0.0,0.15209899795122706,0.0,0.2421220574950244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574436197460108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132396713380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617645092515174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210800322892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878934828356693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792133820722203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659484150920442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644601263348692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792001739446194,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chilldudebros,2019/04/05,"Loneliness Hey guys, i’m 17 and i feel incredibly lonely. A wave of sadness hit me and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have any friends. i sit at home wondering when i’ll have people to talk to. I need friends :( No, i’m not suicidal ",-1.966730769230768,-0.1124369038461488,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,100.73076923076924,5.676923076923077,19.96153846153846,7.1686216300943375,0.6164153846153853,179,7,45,4,8,64,36,52,0.237,0.593,0.171,-0.422,0,2,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,11,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129309466681651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645394051183068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028290430206689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222116268580041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264173878789769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883936007575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412908110093377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256015179957997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35595076789839314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155593812419303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528982647611866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thekillerichi23,2019/04/06,"I’m just going through this feel of whatever I’m some stuff happened, and out I was depressed, after a few weeks I don’t feel as depressed. Now I’m got this feeling of loneliness and nothingness. I just been feeling like I got not nobody. And that nobody care about me, ",2.6355555555555554,4.761264777777782,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,77.14814814814815,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.6240933333333345,214,9,42,3,5,69,36,54,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.159,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,4,5,2,7,11,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680839977735003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529382267381787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317997592864433,0.18784378856582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494343841620425,0.0,0.42059293268064346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251623097169855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284587920908794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010024307559833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091393404570208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JatorBee,2019/04/06,"I want more than anything to stop feeling like this. I came to University back in September last year and since then I could probably count on my hands the number of people I've spoken to. I haven't even eaten in the kitchen of my flat because I'm scared of seeing my flatmates. I know this is social anxiety, but this is just sucking the life out of me. I am losing bits of myself every day I feel like. I was recently added to a discord by someone I met on here, I just feel like I'll always be on the periphery and never be able to actually become good friends with them. I just hate how who I am has ruined my life up to this point, sorry if this doesn't exactly fit in here.",4.137973395931142,4.394090809859153,5.604178403755871,82.98534428794993,70.47887323943662,8.564632237871676,27.74960876369327,8.515128840125781,1.8037486697965568,533,17,113,8,9,181,93,142,0.166,0.7040000000000001,0.13,-0.748,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,2,1,5,0,11,5,1,1,2,20,23,6,0,3,5,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,5,19,5,22,16,2,19,0,2,1,0,5,10,1,1,11,78,25,0,0.16391188872343834,0.0,0.1599543588198682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638782212553546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253921462268617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488551822134648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260381247512496,0.0,0.09991916599066096,0.18102780319197329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894932967901367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874715340742154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087030551389034,0.0,0.0,0.1057096081343922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826225661199107,0.0,0.13810283571128906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863632781930575,0.3512960581655051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663791862670834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748151551433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182905533125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008168737618316,0.1336100663379645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315516289116166,0.2402372079629044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833754764441624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641895343092818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363586520931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494971584819564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767247391789414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184321563679924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641043952723443,0.0,0.1306165535688074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558960817074953,0.0,0.0,0.1670875286426623,0.13888201140118564,0.0,0.0,0.1834859397619059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703767846132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667947877968264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555388227552556 lonely,PinkiePie_13,2019/04/06,"I just want a friend who actually likes me... I feel dumb writing this but I'm just sitting trying not to cry.. I have no friends anymore since the person I thought also thought of me a best friend, turns out could actually not care less about me... My boyfriend is sleeping and I'm kinda upset at him, like he accidentally hit me in the forehead with the microwave door earlier and after apologizing and asking if I was okay, was just like ""well I guess you know not to stand there now"" I said I was standing there before he opened it then he go mad at me for telling him he should have just left it at the apology and he started asking if I'm going to act like I'm in middle school forever and be this dramatic and test his patience like this forever... After like two days ago he stepped on my headphones and broke them and told me it was my fault for leaving them on the floor... They had fallen besides the couch that I was napping on and didn't realize they had fallen out when I was sleeping... He refused to apologize for that for like hours... even when he did it was ""I'm sorry I stepped on your headphones after I've told you not to leave them on the ground"" Like I'm just dumb and over dramatic I'm sorry I'm ranting and just being dumb I just have no one to talk to and thought maybe telling some strangers would help me while I'm just sitting in the bathroom while he sleeps so I can smoke weed and just be pathetic.. I know I'm not a great person but like I think I'm okay? 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Theres this girl... Ill call her Elsa. She is gorgeous, smart, loving, kind, dorky and everything else you could possibly want in a girl. Elsa means a lot to me, she helped me out in dark times and although we are in that weird state of not ‘just friends’ but not quite ‘bf/gf’ I think it will keep progressing into a long relationship. I like Elsa a lot but now that I am typing this and hearing it in my head I think I may be in love with her. She makes me smile so much. Shes at Uni now and Im going to see her on the weekends... and I think this is my chance to become happy! *** Just want to thank this subreddit for helping all the lonely people out there and yeah.. I no longer feel alone. Thank you. 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Being an amputee since 2015, I have to be dependent on people. I have been trying to get my independence and some kind of job so I can have a life of my own again. Right now those around are busy living their own lives and though I know they care to a degree, I feel like they keep me dependent on them on purpose. I get excluded from a lot and when I am included, most of the time, I'm just reminded of what I used to be able to do and now can't even then, I get to go to Walmart and I'm expected to be satisfied. Nobody listens when I explain how it feels. Nobody tries to understand. I sit in my room playing Xbox or working on my college coursework limited to hearing stories about all of the things the people around me get to do. I literally get to do nothing because as it stands, I can't find a job because again, I have to depend on ppl that are too busy with their own lives and can't guarantee that I can even get to a job. I'm at the point where I feel like if none of these people are going to help and continue to watch me struggle while they LIVE, maybe I should just go and be truly alone so I don't have to feel however it is I'm feeling. Jealousy? Anger? Hurt? Everything? I probably shouldn't even be complaining, I'm sure someone out there has it worse. 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Thanks strangers.",3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,1.495000000000001,97.7025,84.33333333333334,3.0,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3723333333333332,67,1,12,0,2,18,14,15,0.152,0.6709999999999999,0.177,0.1027,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836284117546077,0.4156195106731203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32386538542170434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33885478382713874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806596111832865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640883797548266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345287707787655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503371518766317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,epanouissement,2019/04/06,"Can somebody talk to me, please? I only need one person I've been feeling so lonely. I want to talk for a couple of hours. 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Chicky here. It's been a while, but I'm starting to feel depression setting in. I have kinda ghosted on alot of people because I am working on myself and people frustrated me. The one thing I did do to stay sane is DM a dungeons and dragons game, but last game was tramatic and hurtful. I feel very embarassed and I don't want to play. It hurts alot and I feel myself going down a hole I haven't been in for 4 years. And I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to because I've just kinda disappeared. I don't need a response from anyone. Just wanted to put this out into the Abyss.",2.296341463414634,3.735609081300815,3.885048780487807,89.11635365853658,76.07317073170732,6.220813008130082,24.49512195121952,6.742157984588678,0.8137551219512198,459,15,97,4,10,153,74,123,0.201,0.772,0.027000000000000003,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,23,23,9,1,3,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,4,13,2,16,19,2,16,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28381397502182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743222514507324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480008023526433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104693978329162,0.14498714118021533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534086018547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345232080567705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543090451171966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915085916292406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048445967457685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375238125446014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813992161189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040202713298452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364867870900544,0.2163171306311991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163123095565264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483060921778878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745456648440366,0.23940971007062475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774963052343507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069280405410652 lonely,lostintimee,2019/04/06,"What to do alone on weekends [SERIOUS] Hey people, sorry for this post probably getting a bit longer. So I (M, 23) have been a loner most of my life, I have a handful of longlasting friends, but two years ago I moved to another city for a job and therefore rarely see them, and even if I am around they are mostly busy with their girlfriends or whatever. Back then when I still lived in the same city I slowly stopped getting to attached to them as I was always feeling like the third weel and wanted to explore life like I imagine it. Since then I have been travelling alone, living alone, going to clubs alone, eating out alone, selecting hobbies that are great alone and so on. The thing is, I agree that this type of freedom with pizza, netflix and joggers is nice for a certain time and I never had a problem with it. But slowly I am realizing that I often feel lonely on weekends, as I would love to do more things beside getting pizza, watching movies and playing videogames for the rest of the day, but then I realize you often need friends for certain things to actually be fun – I mean sure you can go to a club on your own (just an example), but anytime I tried it I ended up getting some drinks, standing at the bar watching people having fun and then left as it felt akward to dance alone. So what can I do to fill my weekends that is actually fun where I can maybe also meet new people? I feel like I am wasting life at this point, working during the week, making plans for the weekend only to realize there's actually noone there to share the fun with. My colleagues are just colleagues, and otherwise it's really difficult to be welcomed into a group if you're always doing things on your own ... any suggestions are highly appreciated :/",9.91464285714286,7.115780702380956,9.327738095238095,70.93392857142861,60.42857142857143,11.861904761904762,40.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,3.8444964285714285,1380,54,254,19,14,443,182,336,0.092,0.6920000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9951,1,9,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,4,2,16,22,0,0,18,0,28,10,1,2,4,52,44,28,0,6,9,0,5,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,18,16,5,1,10,12,0,7,1,4,0,2,5,8,33,18,43,36,9,46,0,1,3,1,18,16,0,8,24,186,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.2542403037704252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698155856568471,0.0,0.0,0.6296060191860322,0.0,0.06944874773825795,0.14452156470806046,0.0,0.0,0.05905658534151261,0.09106302394847177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730916269555466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677732189738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481065364056264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600689905509516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507360773457745,0.0,0.08886262215868307,0.0,0.0,0.07691760010658574,0.0,0.0,0.0573593392744011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317321098750233,0.12408208497071073,0.08338341749696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134190207498572,0.0,0.18148866172012068,0.0,0.09871037043443527,0.0,0.0,0.0957453096772218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175496828368797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617881349030458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435576054984117,0.0,0.18402048217805075,0.12728210134456813,0.0,0.15336887412341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837968564676899,0.0,0.0579687374480172,0.0,0.08724600871619125,0.0945980743558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230093962153724,0.0,0.06439338468265605,0.06697909195212705,0.0838740323008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604842565713735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806191285013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209521582080426,0.0,0.08317210575902917,0.0,0.09363202458521633,0.08309753951428603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055634195620894514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920305788431524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183787388639852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721423329097484,0.0,0.0,0.0693533634000969,0.07260508822027124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184900890630377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077995708349494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050639166679555175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896106324971,0.0,0.08483351993504445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051222570060320216,0.0,0.06966064964292064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322313158176017,0.0,0.0,0.06169115930942174,0.0,0.0,0.055924392624395663 lonely,sickwithsilence,2019/04/06,"Impossible to speak to people I’m 33 and have crippling social anxiety. My partner of 3 years moved out 2 weeks ago and I find myself at a very loose end. They have severe issues and by working together we thought we could’ve helped them heal, it did not. We invested so much time and effort into getting them better but to no avail, and they decided they wanted to face their demons on their own.All my friends throughout my life have moved away or are now married with kids, or we have simply drifted apart. I’m too embarrassed to get in touch with anyone as I don’t want to seem needy. I won’t lie, I’ve been here before, I know I can get through it. This has been the third serious relationship I’ve been in since I was 17 and I hoped it would be the last, as I felt I had learnt from my mistakes and did everything I could. I find myself now drifting through the days, only ever talking to work colleagues, my family (as great as they are) have different life outlooks to me, conversations always seem very forced and artificial. My sister has had her first child (and I’m so pleased for all three of them) and I feel like I’m being left behind. Nothing brings me pleasure anymore, all hobbies, interests and dreams, no longer stimulate me like they did. I’m simultaneously aching for human contact (almost exclusively my now ex partner) and not wanting to see or speak to anyone. They only thing keeping me going are my two cats.(I recommend anyone going through a tough time here, get a pet!) Sorry for the rant, I just need to vent. 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I will go to high school in a few months and I'm scared that it will be even worse. My mind is like an empty space, I literally have nothing to talk about. I am pretty upset about that.",1.4619999999999995,2.607687133333332,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,77.66666666666666,6.066666666666666,19.166666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.15113333333333312,265,5,63,2,6,91,54,75,0.247,0.6809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,5,0,9,2,2,2,0,6,15,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860420858652921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008102119434453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976025509348803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479988633336922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761099719192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801863770107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28440901500704224,0.0,0.22482837002195655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702724420449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952763045427546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28656228205212997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820033957499071,0.2850676937866158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527955084863989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870484280620524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dr_mlemo,2019/04/06,"it hurts it hurts, it really does... checking my phone every 5 minutes or less hoping to see a message from somebody... anybody... looking for every imperfection on my body as an explanation on why i don't have friends anymore... hurting myself to feel something else other than emotional suffering... crying myself to sleep knowing that I will never have the warmth of another human being with me... the jealousy/hatred i get when everybody goes eat lunch with their groups and not a single soul dares to ask me to join them... not having interest on anything people my age like, making it impossible for me to even try and get a friend... getting my hopes up when someone starts talking to me thinking they might want to establish a friendship, but then it just turns out they want something from me, and they never talk to me again... i just can't anymore, i don't want to be here anymore i just don't... 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Sometimes I get those dreams where I'm with someone who i feel a deep connection to. I remember being with her, be it cuddling, talking to each other, or something in relation. The only thing is that I never remember is what she looks like. The situation and what we did is in my head, but she isn't. It's one of those kind of dreams where I try to fall back asleep and revisit because it makes me feel whole. It's hard to explain but I feel the happiest in dreams like those. Then I wake up and it's like someone you deeply care about, and someone you love being ripped away from you. I feel I have a perfect connection with them and I guess that's why it sucks so much. In the real world, I don't know if ill ever find a connection like that with someone. 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And even though i see smiles apear they fade fast. And nobody ever texts me i aint in any group chat and nobody ever asks. I'm so done with it all, these dark silent nights... this life that will end in oblivion. Why am i like this. What is the point? I try to be good",-1.1268181818181802,0.9041497380952386,0.5929437229437227,104.41266233766235,93.28571428571428,3.5307359307359314,10.017316017316016,4.851557810540192,-2.0565333333333333,294,2,77,1,11,94,57,84,0.0,0.794,0.206,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,4,13,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,10,5,8,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,9,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976858863727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839705207127507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613465889709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952818005430875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690156711478827,0.0,0.0,0.12603912772405845,0.34522705483603683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648763062203826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441199737651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480168735694604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26957285248266805,0.09322820678255957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273781950008233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907777769433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229509320577906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039275771417998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206404330862452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748610337143998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38867607659105546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172191268150266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lilibuttercup,2019/04/06,"My loneliness is killing me ..and I.. I must confessed I still believe.. still beliiiieved , when I’m not with you I lose my mind, give me a siiiiiiign. HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!!! 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Im a pretty lonely guy, all 2 of my friends live nowhere near me, and I know no one in my area. I don't even know where to start meeting new people. I get ignored when trying to talk to people online after a while, and meetup is my worst nightmare, I cant see myself turning up somewhere on the other side of London to meet a load of strangers at once without having a panic attack. I try to distract myself as im going to uni next year but im sure you guys can understand that spending 99% of your time on your own is not conducive to good mental health, I can feel quite desperate sometimes. If anyone would like to get to know me, or even have a drink or something itd mean the world to me, ive got a lot of interests so im sure we can find something in common. doesn't really matter how old or what gender or sexual orientation you are, I just need human connection",2.9157575757575738,4.111113404040406,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727275,74.05050505050505,6.694141414141416,23.806060606060605,7.03164865440522,0.8814339393939394,746,21,152,7,15,252,134,198,0.096,0.805,0.1,0.4104,0,2,3,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,0,1,7,13,1,2,9,0,14,3,0,1,3,29,30,14,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,7,2,1,1,7,6,0,1,1,2,21,7,27,27,4,23,0,1,1,0,14,11,0,6,12,99,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330351970296718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553579574439364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670912715298172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737803060316746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060239362010293125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888926778664784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204512660670007,0.0,0.12448856855584516,0.0,0.06770843203389895,0.0999266541871996,0.0952849244035602,0.0,0.0,0.23592917234955094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663730196241949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147545999702943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964241139479032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415014724769156,0.058204431612007536,0.0,0.1052003547752684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128621062315407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297753672662686,0.0,0.0,0.12006230417053115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833874477483153,0.0,0.11506347692665606,0.1267037932665913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501447945725008,0.12687725930730945,0.08073046880130269,0.0,0.0,0.13978186718411673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651895058554407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120539120155925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671710657543936,0.11916946794955252,0.0,0.07632235876290226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949369457469596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144540035950074,0.0,0.1834353168401372,0.1178297645498163,0.0,0.08432594297881803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457085439692234,0.0,0.08957636843733233,0.09575799080637412,0.0,0.10968555269668352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893975112385293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177271450282127,0.12958709264729115,0.0,0.12402605566042668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484403610381196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463166836090115,0.0,0.0,0.07672046858665273 lonely,Tarquin12,2019/04/06,"21 [M4F] London - Looking for a girl I can properly connect with, be really cute with, and cuddle :) Hello there! :) I'm 21, 5ft7, 60kg, study Economics at the London School of Economics (LSE), and live in central London. As far as my personality is concerned, my female friends have always said that I'm quite cute, charming, loving and affectionate, so I'm hoping that's your cup of tea! I have always been quite sociable and popular throughout life, but deep down, I am fairly shy and introverted. I'm quite fun and enjoyable to talk to, however, so I'm sure we'd get on just fine! :) In terms of my interests, I thoroughly enjoy reading books on history and economics, as well as non-fiction and detective fiction. I also like discussing politics, following all kinds of sport (especially cricket, football, tennis, chess and badminton), playing the piano, listening to music (mainly EDM, classical and folk), watching documentaries and films (mainly comedy and romance), binge-watching YouTube videos, going for long walks, cuddling, and so much more... I enjoy trying out and doing a wide variety of things, so I can almost guarantee that I would have great fun doing a hobby of yours that is not mentioned above! :) On that note, thanks a lot for taking the time to read my message! I hope to hear from you soon :) PS - I am perfectly happy to share pictures of myself through a private message by the way",5.742412280701753,7.611092543650797,6.486599832915622,72.18003759398499,68.00793650793649,9.432247284878864,33.104427736006684,9.811843763644266,3.6416079365079366,1099,50,175,26,19,361,163,252,0.008,0.639,0.35200000000000004,0.9987,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,3,0,4,9,27,0,0,9,0,15,5,0,0,3,28,32,24,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,6,17,1,0,0,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,19,27,33,27,7,19,0,0,2,3,18,11,0,4,5,112,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314090799268604,0.0,0.0,0.12230094371261314,0.2545060109252684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181561190701349,0.0,0.07990149327517143,0.0,0.08691568855821596,0.0,0.0,0.16860983258780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280065971882274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723672807309544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037951420014046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592568091013014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080215236212612,0.07471563140266556,0.0,0.13504316962004428,0.13534142240454589,0.12842570568683087,0.0,0.0,0.13001867674850934,0.13802854384971325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124237918885946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353571955442292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879911219002244,0.3059499696216835,0.0,0.09797317948440527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547487390724548,0.0,0.0,0.15477696672790656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441381069808492,0.0,0.11498703348169755,0.1229222336993476,0.0,0.14080071050453116,0.0,0.0,0.10160228751583172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917681132381589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383187476490977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213915722599602,0.0,0.0,0.13750567191440066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863964071322067,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Notliftedbrows,2019/04/06,"Birthday tomorrow I moved to Europe a year ago and it's my 26th birthday tomorrow. I haven't been able to make new friends and have no one to celebrate with. I've always had a bunch of friends and family celebrating with me and honestly, I love it. But this year I feel alone and depressed. I wish I had people here to celebrate and party with me, but any ideas on what I could do to celebrate my birthday and cheer myself up?",5.6266279069767435,5.519816779069772,6.485441860465119,79.2002558139535,67.25581395348837,10.600930232558143,32.31627906976744,10.355215969177356,3.1378167441860465,337,13,69,8,5,112,53,86,0.056,0.637,0.307,0.9709,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,17,11,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,12,5,11,7,1,9,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,49,16,0,0.2394398047660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122489399539643,0.0,0.0,0.2479874264707321,0.0,0.0,0.19923309868818095,0.0,0.0,0.16282727798166902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911732007114411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20622915299040326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257225383365062,0.0,0.1210679596508641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699811984122445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27029839486764906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161037721554696,0.0,0.1598279289618834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448661934676553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312524554868993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225060846031855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599741234174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27534395876624784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083827678539208 lonely,arthersleep,2019/04/06,"Wife left I have issue I won't go in to details as there are posts in full on other sub reddits. I am so lonely I have talked to neighbours. For comfort and had a friend round last night fo a few hrs my parents have visited and I have visited also speaking on line with my wife's sister in law. But I am just very lonely. Aswell as grieving for my lost relation ship and best friend. Even when I'm with my kids I feel lost. The split is very raw still. 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Like many of r/lonely Redditors, I feel like I am on a dead end road. I'm stuck in a rut, I have the same routine every day, with very little variation. Basically, the most of the day I just use distractions like YouTube videos and games. Sometimes I journal, hoping that I can find a way to get out of this situation I'm in. The thing is, the deeper I go into my loneliness, the more intense my impulsiveness to distract myself gets. So when I'm trying to just sit with my emotions, I do become aware of things about me and my life that I didn't notice before, but I never get the chance to go deep enough in my unconscious mind and find a solution, a way to escape this rat cage. So I'm just wondering: how can someone escape from the prison of their mind? There are many things that hold me back (coming from an abusive family, no friends, no income and so on). How do other people sort themselves out? The only thing that could save is a miracle, and I'm tired to just wait for it to happen. I want to stop living completely at the mercy of the Universe.",5.3756237006237,5.270894518018022,6.2718018018018045,80.5127338877339,67.78378378378379,9.173111573111573,27.887733887733887,8.841846274778883,1.952558835758836,861,24,174,13,13,286,129,222,0.14,0.716,0.14400000000000002,-0.2635,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,14,8,0,2,18,0,12,2,0,4,1,37,31,13,1,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,13,11,0,3,4,2,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,21,6,30,28,4,28,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,4,10,120,34,0,0.0,0.15126351628099816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816739200943793,0.0,0.0,0.14099723679344595,0.10863449393639796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997308727537318,0.1338555334435479,0.0,0.0,0.10193103562221642,0.0,0.0,0.16466821545264326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360723977473938,0.1130743190583701,0.13191326432197775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756424088062057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203522879268222,0.0,0.06455184336484641,0.09120472587524628,0.0,0.0,0.2333691036460665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863455383537932,0.0,0.2001008886039768,0.0,0.1451112346901938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289475829480435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680129698097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017438005624248,0.18711370242846684,0.1279550253381502,0.2254631057420243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588668841760924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578128438760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846400827820764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534876241288475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709586291965888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701527293192032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833974632621462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435021060175197,0.0,0.0,0.1081711179310786,0.0,0.12626509065014355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673462119597688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392628795409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673346349060273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667693829084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026256684154308,0.0,0.10533794727206,0.0753008053028744,0.20267090123583406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384484980616699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rheasingh219,2019/04/06,"do my friends even care so i have a couple friends of mine living in another country (i moved like 2 years ago, but they're still my best friends), and i always feel like i'm constantly putting in more effort in the relationship. I always text first, I always reply when they text, even if they take hours to do so. i drop everything and talk to them if they call me, but they never reciprocate. My friend was supposed to call me on thursday- he didn't- he texted me at 3 am saying he'll call on friday. I got my hopes up, which I obviously shouldn't have, because surprise, surprise- he didn't. Not even call, he didnt even text me whole of friday, and now the whole of saturday either. I've brought this up with them before, and i dont want to keep doing it in case I seem annoying and clingy, but i also don't want to end the friendship because they mean a lot to me. 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I stopped playing on my PS4 because we used to do that together, I haven't really watched a movie or TV since we broke up, we used to do that together too. I can't bring myself to go see endgame this year. We used to watch all the marvel films together I remember seeing Thor rangraok in Liverpool when we went away, I remember seeing black panther for Valentine's day, I remember how hyped we where to go see infinity war and how excited we we're for the second film, we left the theater grinning and excited and I just can't even think about it anymore. I know she went to go see captain marvel with someone else and it will probably be the same with endgame and that sucks man, it must not have been as special to her, just like me lol. I should be happy about that tho, iv lost alot of bad habbits. And I've been only productive every day all day, I keep myself busy all the time and I don't procrastinate anymore because I don't like spending time doing nothing and thinking, but it feels like it's for the wrong reason. I'm not the same person anymore, I'm fitter, I'm getting smarter and more wise and we'll rounded, my sense of style has changed,im learning and developing all the time, I'm even growing a beard but I don't know if I like who I've become, i don't like how complicated my life seems to have become and it sucks, I miss the happy feeling I had on the way to the cinema to see infinity war. I miss being happy inside. My life is better and I know i should be happy but fuck is it difficult.",4.413124223602488,5.01831218571429,5.549925465838507,82.37620496894412,70.0,8.715527950310559,30.360248447204967,8.841846274778883,2.3169763975155284,1355,53,277,23,23,451,167,350,0.112,0.7140000000000001,0.174,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,9,0,0,2,14,32,5,0,15,1,28,5,0,8,5,66,66,24,2,4,9,1,4,6,0,5,4,0,0,2,16,23,0,2,15,5,1,7,10,14,0,1,6,13,47,18,32,51,8,26,0,6,10,1,17,8,3,4,16,177,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470876502537475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802751374215082,0.0,0.06934266327022744,0.15187817448884455,0.18344276601276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345032169190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878551053186505,0.0,0.1741511384153565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067970694314235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937700022192017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109706506169256,0.0,0.06997258357662106,0.0,0.07463931999164099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597660387576218,0.1186608161158561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677770278721377,0.04338981070588771,0.0,0.14159642527299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35362992697351203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889059506753214,0.0,0.08970745230585796,0.0,0.0,0.07381799832017819,0.0,0.0,0.13692510438736286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023326417120828,0.0,0.11732029702990668,0.2434420412270261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090658077957607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968800498197054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316270470062907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251541061925777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954114894575044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320348266135939,0.08538847128728295,0.0,0.0,0.28223586685331864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39707704757881984,0.07560492734472271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869920621820746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036736863517075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943290020001483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517423820121537,0.15964383760019632,0.0,0.0,0.1452800744049699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869115836462965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592063709635924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397499242103274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908013287022515,0.0,0.05348100067113453 lonely,buxnshucks,2019/04/06,No match I always see people in my day to day life and I think...there is someone for everyone! And I'm happy for them. But then I think...oh everyone can find love except me. It sucks. 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I recently was pushed out of a group of friends due to some really tough disagreements with one of the members of the group, and everyone in it abandoned me and ghosted me online. It makes me wonder if they never felt close to me in the first place, and how I could have developed deeper bonds. I had to move out of my apartment because of the isolation, I would like to try and make new friends, have a fresh start w my new roommates, but I feel like it just wont happen. I’m in college and have joined new clubs and started talking to people in classes, which I hadnt previously done. But I haven’t had a “spark” per say that you feel with a close friend, the type of thing that makes you want to be around them. I’m starting to think its me that doesn’t have that spark, but people in my life who care about me, like family and bf, tell me otherwise. I want to keep trying, but what does someone need to do so that others want them around? 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It devolved to friendship because I wasn't up to her standards. I haven't had many friends that were women. I became infatuated after meeting her once. I kept objectifying her and bringing up sex because I unconsciously wanted her to stop being friends with me. After she told me to stop two previous times. I don't know how to respect people. I don't know how to treat people right. I don't want to try dating again. ,2.211935483870967,4.726844655913978,4.150978494623658,81.8664677419355,80.93548387096773,5.870537634408603,25.429032258064517,7.1686216300943375,1.3509277419354841,375,15,70,5,10,127,59,93,0.141,0.716,0.142,0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,0,13,17,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,7,0,19,5,13,9,0,13,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,0,9,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262896659364453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997942901005719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23701333419181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353897054629889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186187726586366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296429011983746,0.0,0.16399918011364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989865763122128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415004026579493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36055893298697933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573777095303146,0.0,0.0,0.20604728439555844,0.0,0.146401158473889,0.0,0.21064283632926767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543727396869054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,leggo_my_meggo90,2019/04/07,"Friends in adulthood Hi all! Wondering if anyone has positive experiences or advice to share. I’d always had lots of close friends through childhood and college. I moved to a new city for grad school about 4 years ago. I have a job as well, and pretty quickly made a handful of close friends through work and school. I love my friends, but they all have families and SOs, and I’m just me and my cat. Dating has been mostly a bust. I typically spend my weekends mostly alone. If there’s a special event (concert, book reading, etc), I usually fly solo as well. Like I said: my friends are great, but they all have other things going on. I’m also a bit of an introvert, so it’s not in my wheelhouse to walk up to strangers and strike up a conversation. I have hobbies (weekly music meetups), volunteer weekly, and go to the gym regularly. I think I’m pretty likable. I make eye contact, smile at strangers, engage in small talk when appropriate. I worry that I’m getting too conditioned to my solitude. That I’m so used to do everything alone that it will just stay this way forever. And the idea of joining another group just sounds terrible. I guess I’m just not sure what I’m doing wrong? Honestly considering just leaning in to my destiny and getting another cat. 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On my way there, I saw friends barbequing, families hanging out, and couples walking their dog. I feel so lonely...",4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,72.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,31.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.3462380952380957,147,7,26,2,3,46,31,35,0.086,0.8290000000000001,0.086,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,5,1,0,10,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584343282310385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39058157616461575,0.0,0.20949132883209684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201005993732363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478066658093692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927244551129804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288658712309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,avengethehero182,2019/04/07,"Same old, same old These posts are a dime a dozen but I'm desperate and trying EVERYTHING I can at this point to connect or at least feel like I tried. TL;DR - lonely and sad. Maybe one day I'll post the full story (which is somehow longer than this) but just to get this out there: I moved to a new city 7 months ago to live with my girlfriend. Was able to transfer and keep my same retail store manager job and move into an apartment we found together for her to live in until I could move. Lots of bad stuff happened and I found out some depressing stuff she had done that I dont feel like getting into but it really set the tone for me and f***ed my mental health that I had FINALLY gotten some control over. I have no friends here. Im completely socially isolated and havent interacted with a SINGLE person that isnt my SO, beyond customer/employee interactions, in 7 months. I took over a store that was in the shitter and has required/is requiring SO much work to turn around. I used to have 4-5 employees, and they were around my age so I had work ""friends"", now I have 2 employees who are 40+. I live in an apartment with super finicky neighbors so I can't play guitar (one of the biggest motivating and mood lifting things I would do before); I played through headphones for a bit but its not the same or invigorating - just frustrating and depressing that I can no longer record covers of songs or get the right tone. PLUS, I had finally cobbled together a band with an old best friend I had reconnected with before moving, and had something to work towards. I used to enjoy video games and would play online with friends decently often - now I cant afford any games that come out (even waiting until they're used) that my ""friends"" now play and have replayed what I own over and over. I'm BEYOND broke, my (now) fiance pays more of the bills than I do because she's working in an actual career, having just graduated college (which is why i was the one to move). I cant afford to treat myself to fast food, new games, cheap guitar stuff to try and regain interest, etc., and after budgeting (due to credit card debt from my ex of 5 years) it looks like none of that will change for a couple years at least. My mental health has tanked, despite staying on top of seeing my psychiatrist to get a higher dose of antidepressants/my meds and regularly seeing a decent therapist (including couples therapy). My job has gotten more stressful and the standards are higher and harder company wide, while this new store is incredibly difficult to improve (which means the $600-$1000 bonus I used to get every 3 months, I no longer get). I work 6-7 days a week, and my single day off isnt consistent (which means sometimes I work 10/11 days in a row) and my store hours mean I'm not home until just late enough to have taken up my evening. I've gotten desperate enough to try meetup and other ""find a group"" sites, I've looked for support groups for my ADHD, bipolar, etc. and asked my therapist if he could find any around here (he embarrassingly came back and said he couldn't either) to connect with people, I've tried ""find musicians"" apps and sites, I've gone to local tabletop game stores/music stores and nobody seems to want to hold a conversation because they're all cliqued up.......and honestly? That's all probably the worst part. I force myself to go out of my comfort zone and TRY to make things better and still get nothing. I sit sit at home most nights nowadays staring at my phone with nothing even up. I go to work and come home and sleep (3 hours if I'm lucky thanks to insomnia) and go back. I have no interest in suicide at ALL, and have realized that im going to live like this and exist in this absence of anything worthwhile for the foreseeable future. And it's hard as hell to accept. Sorry this got so long. Thanks for providing a place to let this out. 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I am cripplingly lonely. I go to dance with other people my age, and enjoy it, but I am so aware of the difference between myself and my peers. We're just so far apart, I don't know how to describe it. To look at them and see that they're just so separate from you is awful. I am really sociable too, but it doesn't change anything. I can genuinely say I have no friends, ha! I find it funny when people say ""I have no friends"" because you often find that's not exactly the case, but I can really say it's true for me. I have 2 brothers who live outside my country and we have rocky relationships (I don't talk to them when they are not at home). Anyway, I told one of them about my problem and they did nothing, no advice, no help, no support and just left to do their own things. I know they have their own stuff but it hurt me really badly. The last person who I thought could help or care for me didn't. I feel like this side of my way of schooling isn't shown enough. People should know that, at least in my case, homeschooling gives you an excellent education. But, people fail to see how incredibly tough, mentally, it is. They just see the ""you can work in your pyjamas"" and claim it's the best way to go in my experience. It is seriously not to for the weak-minded. It should not be underestimated. All this wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't such a people person: I highly value relationships and crave them. Of course, I am not even going into the shit-show of which is my life - doesn't make things easier for me. If anyone is reading this, thank-you. Sometimes you just think what's the point? Perhaps I'll find solace in the fact that others are going through similar things. Perhaps I won't. As usual, nobody truly understands. They're just not the same. It was nice to write this down nonetheless. I don't really know why. Quite a painful thing, really. But I'm ok. I always get through it. I wish you luck, as I hope you do me.",2.32729700854701,4.083958759615385,3.808493589743592,88.33928418803421,76.78846153846155,7.122222222222224,22.132478632478627,7.984000788550335,0.9499735042735038,1588,44,342,26,36,525,202,416,0.129,0.7,0.171,0.9746,0,3,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,8,10,5,20,23,0,0,16,3,44,2,0,3,4,62,69,28,0,9,21,1,2,1,2,4,2,3,1,3,31,12,0,0,11,2,0,5,21,9,0,1,7,9,59,14,37,54,7,30,0,3,4,0,38,15,0,6,9,243,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896105087800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575071383290867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365572241609561,0.0,0.07491632413914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520254631924973,0.055495776906055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553851837602076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928190693419042,0.0,0.09630588479017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268624799275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511508861409383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940663477567074,0.0,0.0601295855576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905240349957197,0.0,0.0,0.04603142964814404,0.06503739790939819,0.0,0.0,0.2496206053129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067110369219554,0.0,0.04756347506218102,0.0873317201804346,0.20695544054546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204139052813072,0.09618639763893458,0.09131830162676532,0.09042104263829573,0.0,0.0,0.0974578109245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001279004437216,0.07420792958367915,0.0,0.0,0.09891279865860506,0.0,0.06430266612470431,0.044476453759595504,0.0,0.0803880148825301,0.0,0.07644879462692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076841543405815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174465537791612,0.0,0.09192219127029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735319136113683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689546022314676,0.0,0.09687060120021958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690584836909071,0.3155706195932617,0.15898133080100602,0.0,0.0,0.0860601144646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711084672631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682986973778084,0.0910624016766523,0.0,0.2916056188787855,0.0,0.0,0.19548098056694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171906554954432,0.0,0.09213507902549288,0.21763593736670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344895810399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003867797280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421646097663136,0.0,0.10330857751612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317270751137868,0.0,0.08381534322213542,0.0,0.0,0.24192578488499794,0.05833332422979407,0.0,0.07227381684102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699048633449888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477352457176112,0.0,0.0,0.10026523705052254,0.0,0.0,0.14452308169163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214742340323661,0.0,0.1046889375483049,0.0,0.0,0.06627657758542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862533623307153 lonely,Auphese,2019/04/07,"I am basically trapped I am an a young teen girl and am being homeschooled (have been for roughly the past 6 years). I am cripplingly lonely. I go to dance with other people my age, and enjoy it, but I am so aware of the difference between myself and my peers. We're just so far apart, I don't know how to describe it. To look at them and see that they're just so separate from you is awful. I am really sociable too, but it doesn't change anything. I can genuinely say I have no friends, ha! I find it funny when people say ""I have no friends"" because you often find that's not exactly the case, but I can really say it's true for me. I have 2 brothers who live outside my country and we have rocky relationships (I don't talk to them when they are not at home). Anyway, I told one of them about my problem and they did nothing, no advice, no help, no support and just left to do their own things. I know they have their own stuff but it hurt me really badly. The last person who I thought could help or care for me didn't. I feel like this side of my way of schooling isn't shown enough. People should know that, at least in my case, homeschooling gives you an excellent education. But, people fail to see how incredibly tough, mentally, it is. They just see the ""you can work in your pyjamas"" and claim it's the best way to go in my experience. It is seriously not to for the weak-minded. It should not be underestimated. All this wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't such a people person: I highly value relationships and crave them. Of course, I am not even going into the shit-show of which is my life - doesn't make things easier for me. If anyone is reading this, thank-you. Sometimes you just think what's the point? Perhaps I'll find solace in the fact that others are going through similar things. Perhaps I won't. As usual, nobody truly understands. They're just not the same. It was nice to write this down nonetheless. I don't really know why. Quite a painful thing, really. But I'm ok. I always get through it. I wish you luck, as I hope you do me.",2.3997242206235008,4.163176736211032,3.896804556354919,87.75561450839331,76.60191846522781,7.223261390887291,22.37470023980816,8.07648339933343,1.0323808153477223,1597,45,342,27,36,529,203,417,0.128,0.701,0.171,0.9746,0,3,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,8,10,5,20,23,0,0,16,3,44,2,0,3,4,62,69,28,0,9,21,1,2,1,2,4,2,3,1,3,31,12,0,0,11,2,0,5,21,9,0,1,7,9,59,14,37,54,7,30,0,3,4,0,38,15,0,6,9,243,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896105087800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575071383290867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365572241609561,0.0,0.07491632413914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520254631924973,0.055495776906055234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553851837602076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928190693419042,0.0,0.09630588479017953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268624799275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511508861409383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940663477567074,0.0,0.0601295855576568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905240349957197,0.0,0.0,0.04603142964814404,0.06503739790939819,0.0,0.0,0.2496206053129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067110369219554,0.0,0.04756347506218102,0.0873317201804346,0.20695544054546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204139052813072,0.09618639763893458,0.09131830162676532,0.09042104263829573,0.0,0.0,0.0974578109245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001279004437216,0.07420792958367915,0.0,0.0,0.09891279865860506,0.0,0.06430266612470431,0.044476453759595504,0.0,0.0803880148825301,0.0,0.07644879462692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076841543405815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174465537791612,0.0,0.09192219127029938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735319136113683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061689546022314676,0.0,0.09687060120021958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690584836909071,0.3155706195932617,0.15898133080100602,0.0,0.0,0.0860601144646447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711084672631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682986973778084,0.0910624016766523,0.0,0.2916056188787855,0.0,0.0,0.19548098056694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171906554954432,0.0,0.09213507902549288,0.21763593736670656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344895810399104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003867797280897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421646097663136,0.0,0.10330857751612643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317270751137868,0.0,0.08381534322213542,0.0,0.0,0.24192578488499794,0.05833332422979407,0.0,0.07227381684102419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699048633449888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477352457176112,0.0,0.0,0.10026523705052254,0.0,0.0,0.14452308169163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214742340323661,0.0,0.1046889375483049,0.0,0.0,0.06627657758542295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862533623307153 lonely,Lean_Drop,2019/04/07,"I lost it all The last 5 years of my life have been so lonely. I'm 18 and right now I have no social life, no friends, no girlfriend, nothing. In seventh grade I was a troublemaker and I'd get suspended a lot for the dumbest things like getting in small fights and being disrespectful in class. I also had really bad grades so that didn't help my case. My mom had enough and by the time I was supposed to be in eighth grade she signed me up for online school with the promise that it would only be for a year. Now, I didn't really mind this since hey I'd get sleep in and not wake up early anymore but she took it to a extreme. She didn't allow me to go out on my own or even hang out with my old friends. I think she let me once but I had to practically beg her on my hands and knees and I was only able to go with the condition that she was present at all times. Wanting to spare myself from embarrassment I never asked her again. A year goes by and i'm still in the online school. I didn't do so well academically and she decided i'll be staying indefinitely. I ask for tutors and such but she claims I don't need one. My friends on occasion call and ask if I'm doing alright and how much they want me to come back. Even a girl I used to really be into calls me and asks when I'm coming back. Then another year goes by and I'm getting less and less calls. Soon by the time i'm in 10th grade I get no calls. My friends moved on and the loneliness gets to me and I just stop caring about school and my life in general. I eventually fail 11th grade and get held back. By some miracle the teachers at my online school offer me a second chance and let me take credit recovery courses alongside 12th grade courses. Here I am now nearing the end of the school year and I have great grades now and have a real shot at graduating but I'm still lonely and have been recently plagued by dreams of my years in middle school surrounded by old friends and its driving me crazy. I figure if I go to college I might make new friends but I haven't spoke to someone my age in so long that I feel like i'm now socially inept. Am I going to stay lonely for the rest of my life?",2.421228070175438,3.732277614035092,3.867105263157896,89.89807017543863,75.49122807017544,7.0842105263157915,23.41228070175439,7.6953281115453125,0.858875438596491,1696,49,384,23,36,561,209,456,0.109,0.763,0.128,0.9443,0,6,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,26,22,1,1,20,1,33,8,4,4,3,67,71,40,0,6,10,1,2,2,7,2,4,1,0,1,10,32,0,2,4,1,1,10,12,8,1,2,17,3,58,14,56,45,10,74,0,5,0,0,34,27,0,7,37,253,68,20,0.06968846197916102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572983786698723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307442863408506,0.0,0.0,0.06911222843498822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26059721879860137,0.0,0.0,0.16075837694980274,0.058186954863597935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463884527149025,0.0,0.07105203148027754,0.0,0.0,0.12006087871383544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172329268215699,0.07200681012459711,0.0,0.0920571437793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035236580280659534,0.04978545116232574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230467971323731,0.0,0.2548654156924028,0.0,0.15842223565597496,0.0,0.0,0.07683177535390791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046710707094898885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568053977081346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425223478228924,0.1968920865141929,0.06809252484567213,0.0,0.0,0.06167209588354872,0.0,0.0,0.07607318844363907,0.059246638291699134,0.0,0.0,0.046517589510865764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392844538356202,0.07036548065155827,0.08161828441245704,0.0,0.07406780636946124,0.05122903801188846,0.05167311153825245,0.05374803803573523,0.0673055508357666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686795877721816,0.0,0.14625263597205948,0.07421593762244948,0.04722270538865124,0.10600243123503597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932072647823442,0.13393263965671362,0.0,0.06880894892572531,0.0,0.0,0.05951356575891634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231706640739873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764701588985757,0.0,0.06973879015296867,0.1420772218255956,0.059046807687336285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855725624975047,0.11130659151362828,0.05826267465734317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239705057222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629791756536019,0.044653552539482264,0.0,0.0,0.12190770779944413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742644542990301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060188456067847326,0.0,0.0,0.08220812088219939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265829656709644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049504683930342575,0.0,0.0,0.2692625081316248 lonely,bellehouseofann,2019/04/07,"Best friend abandoned me after her boyfriend came back I've known this girl since we were 12 (we're now 23) and we've been best friends on and off but last year we got really close again. I was her support system cause she had no family near her except her boyfriend. Late last year he had to go away for a few months and could have no contact with her and she was distraught. I was so worried about her because I felt like she placed too much of her happiness in this guy. So I tried cheering her up. The first weekend she was alone (her and her bf live together) I went over and spent two days with her. Told her she could come over to my house but she never came. We would text literally everyday. Meet up and run stupid errands. I'd leave my house on a wim to go places with her and I was anxiety so it wasn't easy for me but I knew she wasn't feeling the best. Her boyfriend came back in January and its almost been radio silence since then. I used to try to message her but when I did I would get boring replies back so I assumed she didn't wanna talk and just left her alone. It's been weeks and not a peep from her. I see her on histogram and Twitter but she doesn't even interact with my posts. I'm wondering if I should just give up on our friendship cause obviously I'm more invested. She knows I'm not exactly mentally stable (depression and anxiety) and she just hasn't contacted me at all. I just feel like if I wasn't in her life it wouldn't make much if a difference (clearly cause that's what's happening now). That's how I feel with most of my friendships actually. Very disposable. 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In June last year I finally escaped from an abusive & extremely violent relationship. It went to court & I was granted an injunction against him. He constantly broke the injunction by emailing me & ringing me. I even had an email from his mum & sister saying I should take him back and I deserved what he did because j had been out drinking with my work mates for my leaving do. (It was a Friday when everything culminated & I was due to start a new job on the Monday) I should also point out that he is Albanian & I’m English so his attitude towards women is that we are second class citizens, Anyway, I allowed him to see the children every Sunday but then in turned out that he was now abusing my son. I only found out in January & I immediately cut contact. The day I went to see my solicitor I prolapsed a disc in my spine and by the time I got to the office I couldn’t walk. I don’t even know how it happened! After seeing my doctor and being pumped full of drugs which weren’t working my mum thankfully paid for me to go private. The MRI showed a very nasty slipped disc out first attempt to fix it was to have a spinal nerve block injection. This didn’t work so then I had to have surgery to remove the protruding disc. Bear in mind that while I’m in & out of hospital I’m also having to deal with police, solicitors & social services to keep my children & I safe. I had my first surgery on Friday 29th March and for a few days it was great but then on Wednesday the disc went again! I had a second round of surgery this Friday and while I was in hospital I had an email from my ex! I came home today and the first thing I had to do was report it to the police. It might only be “just an email” but I can’t describe the fear & stress it caused me when I saw it in my inbox. I went to bed this afternoon & when I woke up I went downstairs to get a drink being extremely careful and guess what happened. MY DISC HAS GONE AGAIN! I’m now laid in bed in agony and don’t know how much more I can take. I need to get better for my children (who have been staying with my mum while I’m recovering ) and I also feel like a sitting duck. My ex will have received a letter stating that he is not allowed contact with the children and I’m petrified of how he’s going to react. I’m sorry for ranting, there’s so much more to be said but everything is all interlinked & tangled timewise. I’m just so lonely right now and I’m scared. I don’t know what the prognosis is going to be for my back long term, or even short term, and I don’t know if my ex is going to do something stupid. It’s 1.30am here at the moment so I have nobody I can call l, they will all be sleeping 😕",2.6970568561872916,3.928446264214045,4.200401337792645,88.10220735785956,74.65217391304348,7.072909698996657,25.374581939799327,7.586124646067393,1.1520448160535115,2238,74,486,28,46,746,256,598,0.098,0.858,0.044,-0.9864,5,2,4,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,1,8,34,16,4,3,32,0,59,9,4,7,3,62,111,40,0,5,10,8,3,2,1,5,3,3,3,6,24,24,2,3,8,3,1,14,10,9,0,5,33,10,68,7,69,66,13,92,0,2,5,0,43,30,1,4,47,327,92,8,0.0,0.12113386299470333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263807057747915,0.0,0.7754145369978007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861377089851766,0.0,0.031161295199621342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521006058543632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219759009349794,0.05846581841324128,0.052118603994200666,0.052512666254547605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524081788811373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593426339887525,0.052700813999671435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052321836758004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015311962096432,0.059281101709957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527571951848319,0.0,0.0,0.1350528541272543,0.0,0.04306944707591448,0.0,0.09188382300167923,0.0,0.0,0.05752239888275922,0.05169398637862509,0.07303797399577848,0.0,0.05599769601530893,0.0,0.1304438255740559,0.0,0.056048674560341565,0.0,0.0,0.05341449637299273,0.0,0.11620703295896025,0.0,0.04088404508138975,0.056358203846053785,0.05631266813181799,0.0,0.13561146653531372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051275911659670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072711294444858,0.04543637249608592,0.0,0.0,0.14046664744337492,0.08333661870611378,0.0,0.054126992567500455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994772511721846,0.0,0.045138473626679686,0.045238165269620136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542285320852829,0.05161500022639225,0.0,0.040802210047017486,0.0,0.11273369203609312,0.03790363739505314,0.0,0.04937045820561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775567595832725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832340010818709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488201878559019,0.0,0.043654824520151285,0.04862529350934379,0.04065139432110736,0.05117842461890466,0.0,0.12220421207564475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247229126109917,0.0,0.0,0.05115530564423262,0.05210875964172711,0.0,0.03935343292842541,0.0,0.05722285086361804,0.07236371704877761,0.05448540068199816,0.0,0.0,0.058555941379163236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686933286336821,0.0,0.0,0.04706294420968032,0.0,0.0,0.033960785934951686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029807543449824232,0.0,0.048454255234197816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560212773344162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217802410891038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369362916202129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164438705612356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03291856624745205 lonely,sunbearbb,2019/04/07,Imagining a new friend while listening to Animal Crossing music I’ve become so engulfed with school and work that I have had no time to make lasting relationships. My friends have drifted off to their own cliques and groups and I’m left wondering where my new friends are or how I’ll come across them in the future. I’m only 20 so I can’t give up on finding new friends now but being lonely seems so endless at times like this. ,4.770392156862744,5.9759597058823575,4.92794117647059,84.964068627451,69.58823529411765,8.019607843137255,30.637254901960784,8.344100000000001,2.15213725490196,345,14,68,5,6,108,67,85,0.056,0.8109999999999999,0.133,0.6858,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,10,12,1,20,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,10,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886633598304504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510903206731275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645750641260013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564674249978228,0.0,0.0,0.1727336182552928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677604143991904,0.0,0.0,0.19563986108092135,0.0,0.0,0.08797008428536966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120193994254075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217202616570571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694664475043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933211495414138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223419320527945,0.0,0.16392333380170832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099933162895473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527152558467603,0.13108860134959924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Lacerda1468,2019/04/07,"Feeling lonely lately Hello. I don't really know how to say this but I don't trust most people around me and I always think I'm a second choice and I feel a bit down. So I guess I just wanted to get some good old compromise-less online relationship so if any of you wanna talk, be my guest. If it helps here are some os my interests: I have a tremendous passion for playing bass I love reading horror books and watching horror things in general Apart from horror I do love to read literature I like to write about feelings and situations sometimes My favorite band are Alt-j I love videogames Thank you for reading! ",2.042833530106257,4.684028826446284,3.384020070838254,86.19473140495867,83.04958677685951,5.771192443919716,22.692443919716645,7.1686216300943375,1.0254576151121602,492,17,92,7,14,160,86,121,0.136,0.563,0.301,0.9775,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,23,20,10,0,4,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,17,10,13,19,4,6,0,1,1,4,13,4,0,6,3,59,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407658474515093,0.0,0.0,0.11504373482231957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060022114470514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469357198152409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566175106198357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838613573510604,0.0,0.0,0.14189464820752212,0.0,0.0,0.186363607899575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133933853068832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297329384509788,0.0,0.1908349997367244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264959349316968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580568814905024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751905863075834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728355668259095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076576375739019,0.0,0.10837683233886937,0.0,0.0,0.1816289543545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453350308488185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015802542247184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731684979514772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597519629822782,0.0,0.15575216682614826,0.0,0.0,0.11239131094139497,0.10839950416814872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978287320304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vv0id,2019/04/07,"Why can't i have friends? I tried many things but I'm just unable to make new friends. I went to painting and music lessons, I met people through different social media and then met some of them IRL, and some people introduced me to other people. Nothing seems to work, and now I can't even find new people to try. I don't even have no one to talk to. I can't stand this loneliness no more. I think I'm going to be alone forever. I know I'm ugly and weird but I don't know what am I exactly doing that makes everyone run away from me. Isn't there anything I can do? I feel like there's nothing I can do.",1.0513589743589762,2.7712149307692333,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,80.46153846153845,6.17948717948718,21.602564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.5095641025641022,471,14,108,6,12,158,75,130,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.8985,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,2,1,20,29,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,3,1,17,3,12,25,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817285842437332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362184504541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255786239931268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964865506037674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449600621373532,0.0,0.0,0.15515749629979375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210232723430225,0.11600164857882553,0.0,0.0,0.14840898040379868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509030259548493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228218324123044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847551658225305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932884962956725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677485872647576,0.1646240643712121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136480507125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31160884451833865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003037127402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502850764952876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478212690549366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552217136218736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051190507530375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787558690263473,0.10404416528419312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048567415807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505244405475249,0.14651933883568274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821186746711032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ipresnel,2019/04/07,"If it's good enough for Tyrion Lannister it's good enough for me. I'm writing this because what i did helped me a lot and maybe some of you could try it? It will especially work if you know you are good in bed and you know you're good at pleasing women but no girls ever let you touch them. I'm 35 white male with ugly face, Gnarled weird wrinkly face. Seven hells. I don't consider myself attractive at ALL and most women would agree. But I have had several women if my life, who I consider attractive although most of them were chubby, but I don't mind a chubby girl. Not fat but just a little overweight So maybe many of you would think they weren't hot or attractive. But that was a LONG TIME AGO. These days I'm getting less and less girls almost down to completely none the last 7 years because I look ten years older than I am .. and I'm getting uglier everyday to the point where I was thinking that maybe no girl I find even remotely attractive will want to touch me or kiss me or sleep with me at all ever again the rest of my whole miserable life So I joined this sub. :0 ANYWAY point is I haven't had a girl in fucking YEARS. YEARS and it's extra hard for me because I am good in bed probably because I have so little sex so when I do I make it count and try to be the best at getting the girl off and pleasing her and taking in their bodies because it's so goddamn rare. Because I don't hate women I just hate that I love them so much and they want nothing to do with me. I was starting to lose my mind a little and snapping at everyone and being a real prick and hating my life and having road-rage. So I finally pretty much gave up and it was bumming me out, especially when I saw other girls at work or other girls anywhere dating or fucking these complete fucking selfish LOSERS who just happened to be better-looking than me. I started almost to hate women too and really didn't want to. But I couldn't help it. I started to be mad at every girl who wasn't taken already that wouldn't consider me a suitor, even the nice ones who were really nice about declining, even the hot girls I never asked because I knew already it didn't matter if we were fucking soulmates it would never happen unless we were on a deserted island.(Does anyone else have this fantasy of being with a hot girl and you two being the only survivor of a plague or apocalypse so she has no other choice.) But even knowing that I shouldn't hate women I still started to hate them, especially pretty ones. Especially the ones who ignored me and didn't even try to be my friend. Like you don't have to touch me or have sex with me but just acknowledge me as a human-being. And there really are girls like that, who just ignore me so I try to be nice to all the ugly girls out there, to be a friend to them because i know how fucking hard it can be and you're a bad person if you can't talk to somebody of the opposite sex because they are ugly and you have no physical desire for them. You can still treat them like a person and listen to them and don't make them think you think they are a ugly person because you know how much that hurts. So I was getting so lonely and horny that I finally started looking at hooks online, much to my shame. I don't live in a big city so the closet small city was a few hours from my house and I started looking there to plan a date for the weekend. And then one weekend I set up something with a older lady with perfect body after she checked me and then I backed out at the last second and she was pissed. I apologized but I couldn't go through with it. Drive 3 hours AND pay for it?!?! I wanted a girl to love me for who I was and how smart I was and how witty and funny I was. For years I wanted to just find a girl to like me for who I was, no matter what. I tried so hard and 99% of women I found attractive never wanted to have anything to do with me, except maybe sometimes as friends, and then every-time I would make a good female attractive friend I would screw it up by ""falling in love with them"" or some other wimpy seak shit. I even started lowering my own low standards and tried talking to very overweight girls and nothing. I realized how unattractive I was and it made my once funny interesting personality turn dark and I was moody and I letting it out on the world. So now I was ugly AND crazy but I was only crazy and angry because i wasn't getting laid. If some hot girl just loved me for who I was I wouldn't be angry anymore. So I stopping pining after girls and trying to get them to like me even after they told me no or even if we got along better than any two people in the universe. It wouldn't matter to them. I could make them laugh harder than anyone else and it wouldn't matter. Then I stopped trying to get with girls at all, knowing I would never have a chance. Or being pissed off that I ever hoped to get one I'd have to go through leaps and bounds and endless bullshit to even have a chance. Where some guys don't have to do a freaking thing. I would assume every girl I am just meeting for the first time thinks I'm ugly and wants nothing to do with me. Where if a even semi-pretty girl even talks to me I would get suspicious what she wants from me. I would always know that from the start of meeting me girls would not like me at all and I would have to do work and be witty and interesting and all that to even register to them as a person. I'd start as an ugly slob in their heads and if I was witty and charming and funny and really tried as hard as I could I might work up to a platonic friend. And even if we became best friends as in really best friends and not just in my head, which happened to me maybe 3 times, a true hearts best friend I would always fall in love and ruin our friendship altogether because they wouldn't give me a chance, and then I would resent them and always fuck it up, even if they were nice and understanding and never rubbed their sex life in my face at all I would still always try to make them feel bad. Looking back on it now I lost a few very treasured friendships of mine because I was so lonely and so in a rage that everyone else in the world had one but not me. I regret that now. And realize guys if women turns you down she is unlikely to EVER change her mind, especially if you keep asking her about it. So if she wants to be your friend then be her friend and don't be a selfish prick and beg her to love you. Anyway POINT OF THE story is this week I finally went through with it and drove a few hours and got a hotel room and paid for it. Pushed my pride aside. Because even though I was interesting and funny and smart and a good listener I couldn't get laid and it was making me hate the world. I was going to explode I think maybe. I couldn't believe i was about to pay for a...all the bad thoughts and unsanitary things entered my head and all the other guys they....well you know. And I set it all up online and researched like I research other stuff I buy. More money is better quality. And I was nervous and had heard so many shady things and setups and stings and whatever the hell could go on. Or it wouldn't be the girl in the pictures or she would be a crazy junkie. WHATEVER So I got a hotel room and planned on getting one hook one day and a different hook the next day. The first one came to visit me and all you sad lonely fucks out there like me it was fucking great and I don't fucking care how many guys she was with or that i paid for it. I was nervous at first and she was nice and i offered her a beer and hugged and kissed and it was the best time I've had in LONG TIME. And she told me i was cute and she said she was so happy when she saw what I looked like(and guys I believed her, I believed that as far as guys she sees goes I probably WAS above average) and she listened to me and gave me a back rub and let me do whatever i wanted to her. She even liked it and told me what she wanted and talked dirty and if she didn't like it she pretended like she did. My confidence soared and it was more than just getting laid. Having a girl give you attention and hug you and talk to you. Afterwards we talked and she told me stories and it was fun and she had manners and was she was hot and liked me and I couldn't believe it. I was on cloud 9 after. It was the best time ever until the next morning when I paid a little more for another hook and went to see her and just omg. She wasn't as girlfriendly or quite as open and but she was even better. She was shy and didn't want to rush me or jump on my bones. Talked first, flirted, SO HOT! She was SO HOT and young and i KNOW FOR A FACT that i made her cum, and I didn't ask for anything dirty or even a bj because I wanted to please her because its' not all about you you selfish pricks. I wanted to worship her young body because quite honest it was the hottest youngest body ive ever had in front of me and I just wanted to touch her and lick her and kiss her and she let me and talked to me and made me feel like a man. This girl who was so hot I could never get her in real life unless I was a millionaire or famous....but I could donate $250 and have my wildest dreams come true. Judge me. I don't care. it was the time of my life. Worth the drive and money and risk. Worth all of it and I'm going to do it again. I don't hate women anymore. You guys shouldn't be mad at women because they don't want you...because you all know what it's like when you seen an ugly girl. You could think she's so nice and funny but you would NEVER want to kiss her and want to do anything like that with her. What I'm saying is this can be amazing as long as you treat this women respectful and don't just want to use them to do dirty things and stick your thing in their mouth. it doesn't have to be just about the sex if you're like me and want to have a friend a confidante. and let them rub your back or tell you about their life. It's like a girlfriend for an hour and if you've never been with a girl you can find a good one and be friendly with her and you can learn how to talk to a girl and what to do in the bed. If you're as desperate as I was then what the fuck is the difference anyway? If it's good enough for Tyrion Lannister it's good enough for me ",3.204695551640608,4.028697910274293,4.1756891225623365,90.32999187954195,72.91910739191073,7.036630453399888,23.635276737869788,7.1151156699456966,0.6626202231520226,8019,204,1792,74,152,2597,520,2151,0.136,0.669,0.196,0.9995,3,6,2,0,0,0,145.0,6,35,31,26,106,156,31,5,95,0,200,59,21,17,31,403,360,248,0,78,72,0,21,17,14,27,10,6,6,53,104,165,4,6,32,8,12,20,59,58,0,19,99,39,302,98,217,195,47,197,3,12,11,28,238,76,19,49,116,1293,406,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01945557466182514,0.0,0.04395549629627332,0.0,0.04844031989546276,0.0,0.0730499653374082,0.0,0.0,0.014925390272579072,0.02301438804787733,0.0,0.0,0.043533029919975263,0.030693098987031087,0.044976632288405684,0.054183993173076435,0.0,0.06155524199505461,0.0,0.0,0.06750661826534805,0.05497698101455432,0.2542066045005875,0.0,0.0,0.09891150480144548,0.13819840967736932,0.07764487740027377,0.0,0.09751710531438484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02510266102289374,0.044754890449170526,0.0,0.023218070133402286,0.01890625560635929,0.0460241135773953,0.0,0.0,0.1226658251585034,0.0,0.0,0.04246392615761206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045861969971994834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500420439843205,0.0,0.0,0.09071258995923584,0.0,0.2609360048662791,0.11911931647380584,0.03698426737990497,0.04194450249958403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02219513302307285,0.01567965310992481,0.0,0.07212887218304917,0.06018021363415226,0.07467581856166862,0.0,0.024064845348202517,0.20348361214172986,0.20290569131178496,0.14906999015111674,0.042109036398713606,0.06236776111271276,0.1840893817780245,0.05266145344971678,0.024197743662923318,0.0,0.15212377060031382,0.058225622554229015,0.023364050432701282,0.07864437547750547,0.17335282136337596,0.06757492932577606,0.0,0.0,0.026008481569298483,0.029422558866818282,0.0,0.0,0.021799312825849126,0.08645742199846178,0.025325041206812168,0.02349578422983472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019508387769713687,0.0,0.0,0.12062044905865135,0.035781093071980886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221656739580127,0.1085176332236205,0.19300828447454388,0.0879906338940429,0.019380483046222904,0.05826985881054887,0.11058473607065306,0.02455419404242537,0.02395883090168384,0.01865940178615896,0.11885354267827315,0.062303175004933674,0.08790274869605243,0.06675547083624055,0.13229827518307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02328335591035997,0.06648365948912804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453721128789618,0.0,0.1354211838300438,0.0,0.046683886618842235,0.0,0.0,0.06317908384782947,0.0,0.0,0.02337390000451417,0.14872530470639586,0.03338488075873405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01521597728678924,0.09582072000276637,0.0,0.07227692800686279,0.06224385283460385,0.0,0.0,0.06698700876942858,0.047327304850581405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046688791894246864,0.0,0.04996325016924252,0.07030224295402789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02087757074529084,0.017453927772601466,0.0,0.0,0.034979423243193905,0.0,0.0,0.0247949888355607,0.022529303041854038,0.0,0.0,0.021963847115477397,0.0,0.0,0.016896640014633146,0.021707129781799967,0.0,0.1398141442178625,0.0,0.05258309515237892,0.03669901573875271,0.0,0.0,0.025125205020255947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016502161932347967,0.15876871415452987,0.0191835163685787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290636824499452,0.09844372970798708,0.021563795159440062,0.017424257633679774,0.08958637296414829,0.0,0.0,0.08388900499916806,0.0,0.1490124894284315,0.047746235408144516,0.042880006891869,0.022848638430465446,0.0,0.018956022097474715,0.0,0.03621879144281767,0.2589099401849101,0.0,0.017605358937526346,0.0,0.0,0.04069202535077603,0.0,0.02450415432303395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639136115070361,0.0,0.0,0.2494596323133465,0.0,0.0,0.07066895087560347 lonely,Mtaskofa,2019/04/07,"I've never had a girlfriend and I don't know if I ever will Sometimes it just hits me that I really want a relationship and yet I've no chance of actually having a girlfriend anytime soon. Like I don't usually think about it, but then maybe I'll see a post on Reddit about somebody's gf or bf and it's suddenly the only thing I want. I mean I don't have any friends either, and I struggle with anxiety and depression, so I don't know why this particular thought is so strong right now. I'm only 18 , I have time to work things out, but I don't really think I ever will. That sucks",2.855501792114694,3.769246306451617,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,73.83870967741936,8.414336917562725,25.87455197132617,8.841846274778883,1.7385637992831549,458,15,101,9,9,159,77,124,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.7866,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,3,24,24,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,13,3,7,19,1,14,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,2,11,66,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.182358226446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707805178618173,0.0,0.14295508772009924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095091257673202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33806934338379063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443753481435643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539780055344725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129527425594508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773609665475186,0.20355628288268995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412571377879502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28424620920822435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896986596314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942749657166396,0.0,0.0,0.20062851491200864,0.0,0.15958601388988802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891124711545842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481927186914898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535716506974865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24829633450593624,0.23947758346948075,0.0,0.1483539574825413,0.108965437275124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058109750463174,0.0,0.2204416111464928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686211672710017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360436324377863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KatOfTheEssence,2019/04/07,For anyone who wants to talk to people Can you guys comment something about your day or something cool that happened? I want this thread to be a place for people to talk to each other and have a place to say what's on your mind.,4.541843971631207,4.954327723404255,4.328510638297871,91.93333333333334,69.63829787234043,6.266666666666668,24.177304964539005,3.1291,0.13489219858155987,181,4,39,0,3,55,35,47,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.3818,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,10,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698145882387907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662574266839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404713234141452,0.21476185082454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452211438044455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367395281523957,0.0,0.5074776939210213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931334179781765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739336934229261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39040616380532417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864923147839057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wishitwas93,2019/04/07,"No where else to go with this I feel like such a fucking loser right now. I’m not looking for sympathy just somewhere where I can go with this. No one I talk to would really understand I’ve always been kind of too shy and ashamed to talk about this with others. About two and a half years ago I started talking to a girl who lived in a different country. For distance reasons it never worked out, however I met her here and I went to visit her where she lives. I’m a victim of sexual abuse in my childhood, so I don’t trust anyone and anything sexual makes me pretty much uncomfortable. However this one girl I had a connection with was amazing even though we couldn’t be together. We remained friends as time went on and it’s been 2 years since I saw her. I texted her and was wondering why she never got back to me and came to realize that she blocked me on all social media. I feel so heartbroken and so lonely and not good enough. My self esteem is just in the toilet right now. I want to know what I did wrong. This happens with a lot of people. They just stop talking to me. But this one hurts even more. 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I guess I'm just not worth remembering. ,3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.429685714285716,64,4,10,2,2,21,13,14,0.279,0.721,0.0,-0.434,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340211648334026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980188042538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448299956352568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8185775260419348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BrandonHetfield,2019/04/07,"Just looking for people to talk to Hey I’m Brandon. I’m m20 and I’ve been alone pretty much all my life. I’m pretty okay with it most of the time, but my life has been getting more stressful each day. And with stress comes loneliness, so I thought I’d just give it a shot here. 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When I felt like I didn’t need it at all it was really all I needed but once it got ripped away from me I began searching for it like a drug In fact I tried to heal myself with drugs But the drugs only work at healing temporarily So I guess the saying was right when your looking for something you won’t find it but when it’s right in front of you you will find it. But it’s hard to stop looking bc I feel like I’ll be giving up at finding love when I used to isolate myself I didn’t feel lonely at all but now that I’m trying to put myself out there I feel lonelier than ever before ",0.9348739495798312,2.5901520718954285,3.0172408963585444,92.89544117647058,80.56862745098039,5.417180205415501,17.46451914098973,6.18269132825596,-0.3657167133520076,549,10,125,4,14,186,84,153,0.12,0.79,0.09,-0.1497,0,4,4,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,1,7,29,26,12,0,3,5,0,7,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,9,10,20,5,22,14,5,26,0,2,2,1,8,12,0,1,16,84,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495846639923285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411682863033524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256859602466125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106789473404579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560218683371926,0.0874118934984803,0.3524458383256939,0.0,0.3354963523762253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173760216250612,0.0,0.0,0.09786010205179206,0.0,0.1347900737125663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960787405977206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910987611403475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054981936185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104320053264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899465026464089,0.2721785833248525,0.18873858393743956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030625381281274,0.0,0.09305804219274336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230026199830268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838505266308461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134767296697635,0.0,0.09730322889752524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419642686523412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229596384451796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614479624701264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056771966269122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890773820534968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dixielandrebel,2019/04/07,"Lonley-ish Guy. Trying to rebuild my circle. Here's what I like at the moment: comics and the movies and TV shows that come with that; I like the Socialist crowd but they can get to be too controlling for me; I like the Conservative side but they can get too closed minded for me; I love the Mulsim or Arab women who've come to America because they're always nice to me online but I don't have enough conviction to convert to Islam; I like Catholic church, I go often but I don't know anyone there; I like Country music mainly but also folk, pop, Celtic and good cover songs; love most food minus green olives. My job sucks but I'm having a hard time finding my next job. I'm just throwing this out. Rarely do people pay me any mind. Looking for women friends. I don't have much luck with guys, they end up being bullies or too good for people. 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You can reach me at 7604988395 or 5309177766 my names melissa. 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Does anyone have any advice for a small boye like me? Deeper context: I knew this girl for a long time in secondary school and I liked her the whole way through but I was too nervous to do anything about it. I broke up with my girlfriend of a few years to shoot my shot with her. For 3 months it was going great, we weren’t dating but it was extremely intimate. It was the most impactful 3 months of my life, no one has ever influenced me like that. Sex was the last thing on my mind, I just wanted to love her with every fibre of my being. As you can imagine it wasn’t mutual and she fell in love with someone else. I can’t blame her for that but I’m still upset about that fact. It’s been a few months now but ever since September 2018 I haven’t went a day without thinking about her; not one. Ever since, I’ve felt so lonely and isolated, I don’t feel the same. Tl;dr: I got my heart broken and I’m obsessing. Help. :) ",0.6128063241106716,2.6993230628019305,2.3307531840140534,95.11085968379446,84.07246376811594,5.309530083443127,18.104743083003953,6.574015621080383,-0.14324927536231913,762,18,172,8,22,250,124,207,0.147,0.706,0.147,0.2707,1,2,0,1,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,0,11,12,0,3,9,0,16,5,1,1,4,32,31,10,0,2,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,12,2,26,7,27,18,6,24,0,2,0,3,15,6,0,2,17,116,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27380714282870505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527243739972904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796080030208518,0.0,0.115289918797709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035256192553223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260198205444585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703512213232045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801839487808629,0.11803983796659445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708384967796883,0.0,0.13451745267213294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319618575346472,0.0,0.07962175203269149,0.0,0.11205033694349374,0.15446014986797316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601853532268288,0.09390571524715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419975918676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895639223067013,0.20533655920557053,0.0,0.0,0.12398361392752108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528904660169428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141460517304301,0.0,0.33547815838961303,0.0,0.0,0.10388197481547597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987004056339868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178813364548318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317834430552681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741163659437586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118836101814341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307585634693877,0.08977007736207453,0.0,0.0,0.08169312210574202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559672736897295,0.08263429169337239,0.11120443070375297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987360354062252,0.0,0.1564160444811701,0.0,0.1350508805242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021945926291744 lonely,icrea8,2019/04/07,"Feeling a little lonely and looking for a “Text Buddy”/Pen Pal Okay before I dive into it, “text buddy” is nothing sexual and strictly platonic! I have a group of people that I sometimes hangout with when we go out to clubs and maybe restaurants but I don’t consider them people I could confide in. They’re great but we just don’t have that connection. I have a pretty successful career as an investor here in Africa but it gets very lonely. Due to my work, things tend to get pretty intense and I always flock to twitter to ease the stress but what I really crave is someone I can chat to about random and funny stuff with 🤷🏽‍♂️. Idk if anyone in here is looking for the same but PM me 😊",1.2803571428571416,3.707212535714291,3.0782142857142887,88.57803571428573,84.35714285714286,5.214285714285714,20.892857142857142,6.6274283507984215,0.5397142857142856,545,17,105,6,16,181,95,140,0.066,0.723,0.211,0.9728,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,2,5,6,0,1,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,22,17,13,0,2,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,3,18,16,1,9,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,2,2,72,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117965326545506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438476806381654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505679500508806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425464657681932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402072492496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496560909521487,0.0,0.1169182399789562,0.0,0.0,0.2268125029707257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619046334956506,0.0,0.0,0.3455143191301411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667838119523935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973986547745801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852475785872875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185925028703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179268208623354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431009738231495,0.0,0.2034672532573491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565725522931225,0.0,0.2355058685504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667452713361727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974464347077353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977022653171346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,zeldafreak489,2019/04/07,"I don't have any friends Sure, I have ""work friends"" who I talk to at work, but - like traditional work friends - we don't hang out outside of work. I don't have anyone my age to talk to (22F). My ex best friend moved away 2 years ago and promptly quit talking to me. People always say to me ""Hey, we should hang out sometime!"" But no one ever messages me. I've lost a few friendships because I got tired of being the one who always texts first and makes all the plans. I just want to feel like someone WANTS to hang out with me. No one knows the real me. At this rate, I don't think anyone ever will. I don't go places, I don't socialize with random people. I guess I'm just lonely.",0.9032267732267734,2.8071690979021007,2.2565084915084945,97.0772902097902,81.7972027972028,4.645154845154845,19.305194805194805,5.288315135182226,-0.4843742257742258,523,13,121,2,14,168,81,143,0.146,0.7020000000000001,0.152,0.4323,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,9,4,10,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,1,4,27,23,4,0,3,4,1,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,2,0,4,2,2,19,8,17,18,3,18,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,2,8,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396189551992406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394671353117514,0.0,0.0,0.0874261385953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978619499767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078763693868932,0.0,0.0,0.07836981648846003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349172237985402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325822347296859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500449034767704,0.09184426677501564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935423369282453,0.0,0.0,0.39730477510924295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306438796366851,0.0,0.10282227005677788,0.0,0.14162484066194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065396551950942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561718074863662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033991960950287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858157112373357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366403880815853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134952985031723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825652995931,0.0,0.13431926635766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367408394840108,0.0,0.14633098211165596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223715967312948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105212425871982,0.10892962965760172,0.0,0.127150479964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116756759907203,0.0,0.0,0.3099982726255772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237693334376922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776238003375874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165765116317848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743768273860164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278930575091692 lonely,JustWantToThrowAway1,2019/04/07,"I just made a massive mistake, and I have no one to talk to about it Just had unprotected sex with a complete stranger in a fuckin parking lot, he finished inside me, and I gotta drag my dumb fuckhead ass to the drug store tomorrow and get plan b I guess. I don’t have any friends, no one I could even talk to about it. Best I have is my family but fuck I really don’t want them to know I’m this fucking stupid. They’d be so disappointed in me. I can’t believe I did this and it stands to remind me I have no friends and am as low as a parking lot cum dump.",-0.15679174484052538,1.7232691056910596,2.106504065040653,96.81202626641651,85.58536585365853,5.410631644777986,21.65666041275797,6.67199483983844,0.2306277673545973,432,15,107,5,13,146,77,123,0.295,0.625,0.08,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,6,12,6,0,5,0,14,6,1,1,0,17,23,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,18,3,13,16,3,6,0,2,0,5,7,3,5,3,2,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939293057067692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094144055247226,0.21511309445764948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491686151273556,0.0,0.0,0.16365926535198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377108730621852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353868726208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932362102013385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673294635890104,0.3790000586233448,0.107093206778817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580777212221015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265124444971115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853208528114105,0.0,0.1939563385879171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777985123930577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131496720802752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295091406099897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090208248208505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BrownBoyDreams,2019/04/07,"Other direction I know that usually people are trying to escape the alienating feeling of loneliness. But does no one ever think to embrace it? Honestly I’ve started to even reinforce it for myself. My high school is shit. I’ve tried to avoid small talk in general too. In sophomore year I started to put hourly reminders on my phone to keep silent and just focus on my work. Yes I’m a work drone now and nothing makes me happy. But it keeps me away from the ups and usually downs of interacting with others. It’s sorta a way of trying to create numbness. By almost shutting out all the other feelings of happiness or sadness - a beautiful, boring, straight frowned neutrality. I’m rambling at this point by yeah. Being lonely isn’t that bad v",3.4478419452887508,6.0318880141844,4.7406940222897695,79.01250000000002,76.65957446808511,7.432826747720362,28.511144883485308,8.418075326091056,2.5282336372847016,594,26,100,12,14,196,102,141,0.168,0.677,0.155,-0.4936,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,1,6,2,4,2,1,1,2,22,15,6,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,2,8,3,25,14,1,24,0,2,0,0,3,14,1,3,8,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641330165286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399961772931126,0.0,0.13685869411700435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434394694214317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826155545795073,0.1482667272362536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575647836065022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34897224683801603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318078822118216,0.0,0.0,0.16141914742871816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913829488510118,0.0,0.0,0.09008110396751384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941174991631604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572768593574392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110702185277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363512925342413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494871232561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647756537679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588650786519366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825210861568404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320338542134879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174531403772133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502743961364784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338540767527801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610492379343359,0.0,0.0,0.13010478517692342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386580686789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555319866210984 lonely,Davidelee128,2019/04/07,"Is it really that hard to discover new hobbies? I’m M20, pursuing an engineering degree and I’m loner. I do want to socialize with new people but I think I don’t have many hobbies. The only thing I really love is soccer. I’m a player. But I don’t even watch my local team (Toronto FC), because at the moment where I’m living is not my hometown. Sometimes I play basketball too. People at my age love clubbing, partying.. But to be honest I don’t give a damn to clubbing. Nightclub is usually so noisy and how can people socialize there? I’d rather do my fucking homework instead of going to nightclub. I don’t have my favourite music artist even though I listen to tons of music, I don’t watch tv shows, I like some movies though (crime movie) but usually I watch alone. I don’t go to any cinemas for movies. Tried cooking, that’s a no to me. Tried board game, that’s a no. People are saying Toronto is such a fun place that you can always find something to do.. well perhaps I’m the only exception. I’d rather move to another city for my further study. It’s not people’s fault.. but I’m just a super boring person that maybe a boring city suits me better. 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I don’t even “talk” to my friends. I only text one of them because I’m working on a research project with them. I only text back if they have some question about an assignment. Sometimes they consider me close friends because I see them in some of my lectures but I feel kinda bad because I don’t reciprocate that. Otherwise, I’d “confide” to internet people. I feel so out of place. I only make acquaintances. 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But I don't really have anyone here, all my food friends I left behind and we only talk through text, but they all have busy lives. Really want to make some online friends to help make this shity time easier. :)",5.1894262295082,5.971232491803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,68.34426229508196,9.378688524590164,23.44672131147541,9.516144504307137,1.7508655737704921,246,5,48,5,4,80,47,61,0.024,0.679,0.297,0.9622,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,12,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,7,3,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052388734563575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765286846742054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366813160160307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27760249882791954,0.0,0.3547375089747239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387900475455796,0.0,0.2302820266041491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396162208509188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24943345776719494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271856410005448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648563563683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440014514301944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460181652647402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355988597237864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29414271482632043,0.0,0.2266772060929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845233548769166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338667864020734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540903800059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LeBouclier,2019/04/07,"Pretty fing lonely tonight Another lame weekend. Weed helps a little, at least it's legal here and can get some strong stuff. PM me",1.4770000000000003,4.1606054000000015,1.9515,92.20325,95.0,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,0.015200000000000102,105,3,19,1,4,32,25,25,0.161,0.517,0.322,0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610878537990592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297370927654064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473702478978103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407179158122889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473563239607602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033775755823178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,YaBoiMike34,2019/04/07,"Being lonely makes me feel amazing at times, but terrible at others times. I love being home alone whenever I am usually. I get to blast my music without being judged, get to goof off, just be who I truly am. But it hurts like an absolute motherfucker other times. Almost every Friday and Saturday night I have friends going out and having fun while my ass is sat at home doing actually nothing. It’s my dreams that sometimes make it worse. Like the other night, I had a dream where I was with a girl right? Can’t remember any buildup or anything. We were just there. And I just felt so much immense happiness and like I was deeply in love. Like nothing I’ve ever felt before. It was amazing. But then I wake up. Idk lol. 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Three months ago, I moved out of my apartment, broke up with the guy I was dating, moved across the country to a new place. I got a new job. No friends or family here at all. They’re all in different states. And well, it’s all been good for me and an amazing adventure. But at the same time, I feel so sad. I’m renting a room in a strangers house and living with them. They’re nice people. No complaints. I’ve been feeling so weird lately. Like over aware of my body and this strange, “so this reality of life is weird, living is expensive, I’m just this weird creature doing things all day”. I don’t know, I’m having trouble explaining it. I just feel strange and alone. I often feel like crying. I’m still getting over my breakup. I miss being close with someone, but at the same time I have no interest in dating at all. I went on bumble, but didn’t even chat with any of my matches. I could have done literally anything after moving out of my old apartment, and I chose to come here. I need to make some friends, but I fear I’ll just still feel lonely. I keep wanting to go back to my past life, even though I wasn’t happy with it. 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I never get invited to things and they never message me first. If i want to hang out with them, I have to be the one to coordinate it. If i don’t message them or plan something it won’t happen. I know some people don’t like to reach out first, but what are the odds all my friends are like that. My boyfriend too - he never texts first, he doesn’t plan anything unless I do. Most of the time too if i plan something it’s something he really doesn’t want to do - he just likes to play online with his friends or watch youtube videos with me. But we never get to do things I really want. I’ve felt super lonely lately. I’m 20 and i get most of my friends are in school or have jobs, but I have a hard time understanding how work is so busy you can’t reach out to a friend or plan something every once in a while. Maybe i’m being selfish. But i’ve just felt so so lonely. I cry about it so often. I tell my boyfriend about it but no one listens.",1.2827981651376137,3.035229711009176,2.680266055045873,95.26049082568808,79.87155963302752,5.460917431192661,20.99174311926605,6.2581,-0.0010521100917428858,799,22,186,6,20,259,100,218,0.1,0.721,0.18,0.9623,1,4,4,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,3,9,13,16,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,1,6,43,34,21,0,6,15,0,3,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,2,0,1,13,3,0,5,2,5,28,13,25,29,4,19,0,2,1,0,20,6,0,11,15,127,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.10576145002885913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918599093038118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049875673448722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904831927060668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913132737718743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812005835558334,0.0,0.0,0.2765592215637116,0.0,0.0,0.5023961835643479,0.0,0.16986934573702014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583844860695097,0.0,0.0970855433585986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754860037531304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956180218058627,0.0,0.12225528464538014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884428315988727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088804283295728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179395899127271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541920288994514,0.1468796915830154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513576978140357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885964843799406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968448354560753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337392085412653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472728844822448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400326700829458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639235282976044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282548630119822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917727395341882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890059096401382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,woomy-jpg,2019/04/08,"I want someone to be a long term friend with Please, im suicidal and need a pal, I really nerd to vent, for a long time, that is all",9.27,2.8124566666666686,9.876666666666667,77.68500000000002,65.66666666666666,14.666666666666664,36.66666666666666,11.20814326018867,3.3526666666666665,100,2,27,2,1,35,24,30,0.213,0.579,0.207,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485302172662869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747106469872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693557537272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852264906680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531095292012773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060773134320276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725595685890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518671918807719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757498526392088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897359979291255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spaghettiism,2019/04/08,"I'm having difficulty saying anything to anyone I can't talk to people online, text, in person because I can't come up with anything to say. I don't have any friends so socializing is extra hard and I'm awkward. I'm really trying hard to even pull these words out of me. I'm lonely and I feel like I have a lot to say, I just don't know how to say it",0.7471978021978032,2.274171192307694,3.7326373626373615,88.14807692307693,80.66666666666667,5.995604395604397,20.117216117216124,6.868970318607317,0.2970600732600728,275,7,62,3,7,99,50,78,0.168,0.7959999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.7472,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,7,7,2,11,15,2,5,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610397084826814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994450307435866,0.0,0.3294009511125873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200519650185634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240530498055684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219243536234998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011982160190357,0.1429820601545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546298349616103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585772831359629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099932516508119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777966510552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015425596041464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387538209217773,0.1747569777907459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821660607645172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366463679316411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040203855080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086720569046625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588382713486372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lemonysnickerdoode,2019/04/08,"I miss her She broke my trust, so we can never be, but after 5 years of lying together and hugging, after 5 years of using somebody as some sort of security blanket, I am just so lonely. I know other people could compare to her, but I feel like I’m having withdrawals. I wish someone were here to keep me company. I guess I’ll smoke some pot and play some video games or something.",4.498311688311689,5.0337310389610375,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,69.77922077922078,7.718441558441559,28.387012987012987,7.554174236665415,1.6750748051948054,298,10,58,3,5,100,58,77,0.139,0.6509999999999999,0.21,0.7390000000000001,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,12,5,8,11,3,5,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517159885591284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940906483201506,0.22522765117426305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730344451827805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022484456548064,0.0,0.0,0.17326314705182388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540241082029339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431542565024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856726042333413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712570629109683,0.24270884799256495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722904838959241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625428486665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40604474359414905 lonely,d_emoluca,2019/04/08,"I can't seem to keep frienships This is my first post here. I'm a reserved and shy person so it is hard for me to make friends and talking to new people. However, when I accomplish to make some friends and being comfortable with them (thing that I'm really glad to) after some time I end up being awkward and not comfortable with them anymore. Maybe I'm just a lonely person and I'm not made to be with other people. I just wanted to share it here, it might happen to someone else.",2.9582653061224486,4.583330081632656,4.238520408163264,86.49308673469388,74.71428571428571,6.940816326530613,24.494897959183675,7.6454224807358475,1.2126897959183671,380,12,76,5,8,125,60,98,0.07400000000000001,0.725,0.201,0.9363,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,6,8,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,21,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,8,6,14,13,2,8,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537392852991831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729940011639331,0.0,0.1834169637846478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761474706951204,0.0,0.0,0.31998866832706324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312569968204387,0.0,0.18550861700056065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406778682375655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959500304967135,0.2764633790552799,0.0,0.2080459868596781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196858009406223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000520457843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871350822632278,0.3616394767413816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983313973493381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266476371136707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885235574792057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546351979239144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664480950237315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375789122773922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075366610604198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214484415389246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FallOutFighter,2019/04/08,"I Miss My Childhood This is my first post on r/lonely so hi everyone! I don't think I always feel lonely but this seemed like the best place to post this. I just turned 20 and for the last few years I've been thinking a lot about my childhood. My life was incredible as a kid. I grew up in a city with everything a child could ever want and I lived in a housing complex full of kids my age. It was the last time I had meaningful friendships in my life. Every friendship since then has felt artificial in comparison. We had our own playground and lots of pathways between houses and alleyways where we could play all kinds of exciting games. School was completely stress free and consisted of goofing off and having fun and I never had tests or homework to worry about. I would wake up every day ecstatic about the day to come and practically run out the door. I miss the pure wonder and joy that engulfed my life at that point. I don't know why everyone my age enjoys having responsibilities so much. The best times of my life where when I had nothing to worry about. I didn't know what a ""job"" was or even knew about the concept of death. All I knew was how soon the ice cream truck would be driving by my house or when it would be warm enough to set up the outdoor pool. Every day was like an exciting adventure that I was the protagonist in. Childhood to me was how I imagine powerful drugs would feel. All my senses were boosted and everything seemed ""cool"" and interesting. The bus stop wasn't just a bus stop and the mall wasn't just a mall. I actually grew up near the 2nd biggest mall in my country and I have so many memories of exploring it as a child. Stopping in a Toys R Us was like winning the lottery and being allowed to pick a toy was like a dream come true. I could go on for days but what I'm trying to say is childhood for me was an incredible experience. I have all kinds of extremely intense nostalgia for those times and I still sometimes visit the place I grew up. If I could sacrifice the rest of my life to relive my childhood I would. No loneliness, stress, or anxiety. Just pure unadulterated fun. td;dr - I had an incredible childhood and I can't stop thinking about it. I miss the times when I had almost zero responsibilities and true friendships. I would give anything to relieve those years of my life. Thanks for reading!",3.2465065340458166,5.3550390260303695,4.229829109570924,84.76343685519286,75.22559652928415,7.3609015396010795,26.211364478069946,8.25429008570747,1.713982657002275,1865,69,369,33,41,603,214,461,0.08900000000000001,0.685,0.225,0.9976,3,5,1,0,0,0,39.0,4,0,0,5,24,31,0,2,33,1,45,8,1,4,10,83,69,35,1,12,11,0,4,4,0,6,7,1,2,4,14,23,0,4,17,10,1,10,8,6,0,2,25,7,50,26,54,31,14,71,1,4,1,0,13,25,0,11,37,257,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.07403364877769203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596820046835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312605792860722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803679363120547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243072808313966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923203202338498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070258211431873,0.0795433877724694,0.0,0.0,0.2422892706476505,0.0,0.0,0.19570752704181915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797973328210537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838919816281306,0.0,0.05010835553983635,0.06862456253889447,0.1917595164586957,0.14498520744509885,0.1363657895593751,0.07421088063137833,0.0,0.0,0.07671961219837319,0.0,0.07284264398646992,0.0,0.0,0.06453103744288935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277696734680852,0.04311603306251018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626153226846655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752846647294041,0.0,0.0,0.1580041983339383,0.08338723688074726,0.12368078991293285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215156891357397,0.1482559334123407,0.0,0.06699050381800846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128996034166553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691556867222799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576976962950386,0.0,0.05851204347415516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727948601286481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852631057661268,0.0,0.07171728814359514,0.0,0.14531608972805132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588589139949661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033118020335303,0.0,0.07677979574752662,0.0,0.13812995098423894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275661071870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075032782054887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060586175417931785,0.2537073558074399,0.17380702976227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984663171910674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583438035794996,0.0,0.0,0.17695080873099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150760029137549,0.08251972765013732,0.0,0.0,0.09125668841432323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044747355613145724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845668834061495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227274797332046,0.0,0.15408991369101435,0.0,0.3233554552872034,0.0,0.0,0.09770961048092994 lonely,DemonLordMammon,2019/04/08,"Going through the motions. It's not so much that I'm lonely, I've generally always been by the way side when it came to popularity and friends. I'm seen as weird for whatever reason. The main reason is that I feel depressed through constant cycles of the same shit, but at the same time I hate anything new I try. In my free time, I play basketball and volleyball. The issue there is that I'm on a national level with volleyball but shit at basketball. I'm always sat away from the other guys on the team and there is this one fuckwit on the basketball team that makes me want to quit and is making me hate the sport I once loved. Even when it comes to romantic endeavours, I feel lonely. I've been talking with a guy for 6 months or so now and am desperate to get messages from him. When I see my phone blank, it's a bit depressing and makes me feel lonely. Thanks for reading this if you did, I just needed to say this shit.",5.40428433268859,5.299361691489366,6.076518375241778,81.9377272727273,67.72340425531914,9.602321083172148,29.8568665377176,9.339509955726095,2.3151531914893613,730,24,153,13,11,239,106,188,0.188,0.691,0.121,-0.9377,0,6,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,10,17,5,0,13,0,8,4,3,5,0,29,31,16,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,12,10,0,0,5,5,1,4,1,11,0,1,6,6,15,7,24,25,5,24,0,5,2,1,12,10,3,2,9,98,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433795041376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110933440488637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266542049602431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717269189604326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418157962968204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612300192447796,0.0,0.14567685518100992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322155595734805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903776149878201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448513405415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415039505225082,0.0,0.07043030996079214,0.0,0.07661307235559538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266957278570006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661850451501089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070191863657006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166722708539066,0.0,0.2699511544889196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760046413728938,0.0,0.0990975535640178,0.09995657028135313,0.0,0.13019599211594166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356345813360272,0.09134769572685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338224299589922,0.13484198047926835,0.0,0.0,0.27720501205254106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720274445278133,0.0,0.0,0.1074225303295982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41512772623359495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083515547162896,0.0,0.12411079289071796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721234248329402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152408576793344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951177670592273,0.10700233137637256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,C0racle,2019/04/08,"Story, thoughts? Was talking to some people in the r/teenagers discord, some nice people trying to help me figure out some stuff about the way I’m feeling after I said that I feel like people wouldn’t care about me if they didn’t rely on me for support and stability. Basically they gave me a lot of think about, I might need to do a bit of self reflection. Anyways I wanted to share a story I have as an example and see if I could get some thoughts on this? I knew this guys that introduced me to his friend, a girl he knew. We spoke a lot online and quickly became kind of close, at least it felt to me like we were close. The three of us could talk about almost anything and we would have a lot of fun together. Eventually the girl confessed to me she had a crush on my friend, which I had suspected for a while. I helped push her to gain the courage to tell him and soon enough they started dating. The three of us still talked a lot but at some point they just kind of stopped talking to me. I expected this since obviously they would want time alone but as time went on we never started hanging out again and now that they had eachother they ni longer seemed to need me, thus losing all interest in me. Always feel weird about posting these long rants so I’m probably gonna delete it pretty soon but make sure to tell me what you think, That’s the entire reason I’m posting this.",6.289154761904761,5.56658151071429,6.145,84.25333333333336,66.03571428571429,9.180952380952384,30.095238095238088,8.238735603445708,1.8365309523809528,1093,32,233,12,15,343,154,280,0.064,0.8029999999999999,0.133,0.9379,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,6,1,7,2,15,16,0,0,17,0,15,0,0,3,4,64,45,15,0,12,6,0,4,2,2,5,0,2,0,4,14,14,0,1,16,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,15,7,40,14,39,23,13,35,1,1,1,0,38,13,0,14,18,161,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027927685022778,0.10631818784005123,0.0,0.0,0.08541603222284916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447517961087178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207116201365094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046622033858467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392111932837547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606862674318557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571425848590098,0.07333576404010117,0.09856356994416744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861985871579154,0.0,0.05363227767732228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164321937685114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761311040402985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379588935365806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003027434399504,0.0,0.0,0.09084522015935753,0.0,0.11484313893082045,0.0,0.3490897348112973,0.0,0.0,0.06852208603996053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088992647434942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223271162619245,0.07917279733300556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135012768689114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704084804308066,0.0,0.1966275767884549,0.10443563248129707,0.11067796069350727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554501455569157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976470966017762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180164163191747,0.09345199693567058,0.10709010978730514,0.0,0.0,0.08491613224776218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453175160324281,0.0,0.08197931062969248,0.08582301980321153,0.0,0.0,0.1175138310718337,0.0,0.1164901073470892,0.09674981856543913,0.0,0.0,0.33003635352726,0.1794475706831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155258478668982,0.0,0.1629910097422557,0.11971629843827375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969506714937733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469593221539001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210955251874723,0.08148166253553603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516093081005148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584436757470548,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zakeutos,2019/04/08,"Alone If it weren't for the couple people I know online, days would pass with me only speaking to my therapist and my family. I have never had an offline friend. I have never been in a relationship. Every day I wonder what's wrong with me.",1.9156249999999984,4.269100979166666,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,80.875,6.34,17.933333333333334,7.554174236665415,0.6359533333333331,189,4,35,3,5,65,40,48,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.098,-0.1356,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26501152814964113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831231667734692,0.0,0.3300391488407778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558750975930704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121817655716274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976900284285914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406233735630689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946964190297758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946060802679978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739297729582326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747162678846087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970930584188459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774878219998596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817677648020945,0.2797614628066301,0.0,0.0 lonely,supaflupa,2019/04/08,I keep getting recommended this sub But I recently got a girlfriend so I’m not lonely anymore (;,1.7183333333333335,4.420678611111113,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,96.22222222222223,6.844444444444445,33.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,3.7009777777777786,77,5,12,2,3,27,16,18,0.101,0.667,0.232,0.3313,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183065706429374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305157458965856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179933779442124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645358056758329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160321285369329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,catsradorable,2019/04/08,"I don't have any friends I really want to get this off my chest. I just can't stand it when people tell me they don't have any friends. I am so lonely. I can count my ""friends"" on one hand. When someone tells me they are sad and alone, I do whatever it takes. I try to lift their spirits because I know what it feels like to be alone and don't want anyone to go through what I went through. Then I find out that they have so many friends. But, that doesn't stop them from complaining.",2.155558252427184,3.3083793495145635,2.6060072815533992,99.31056432038835,75.89320388349516,6.315048543689321,23.55461165048544,6.6274283507984215,0.2421660194174753,375,11,94,3,8,115,64,103,0.184,0.713,0.102,-0.8216,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,13,2,2,0,0,11,21,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,2,19,5,10,19,0,10,1,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,5,60,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819092813913764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507596841093567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891776472447275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123919616151845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322443909316233,0.13171598159187115,0.0,0.0,0.1685134200282676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697839427783123,0.0,0.09632719031076667,0.0,0.10478332418525922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132648175587572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007524828763247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692510406490576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493579647213897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278209007660038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811395155086307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621849461694468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414393569796658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386254174163708,0.0,0.32229994772928866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517704426822174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749573588309845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091545407487893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BlahYeah,2019/04/08,Im sick of feeling lonely when im around other people Like wtf is with that? I have people to spend my time with but I still feel so fucking alone. Especially at night,0.843,3.161226371428576,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.28571428571428,4.642857142857143,17.32142857142857,5.985473137389443,-0.3634285714285719,133,3,28,1,4,44,29,35,0.256,0.664,0.08,-0.7689,0,3,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,5,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29377313916603826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525063024097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868412730857484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622274295527444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127756829371583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138575780898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661838486656572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932907535764068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265211618033248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539706665457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThrowerBoom,2019/04/08,"Gonna be alone for some time... and I don’t know how long There is a nationwide teachers’ strike in my country right now. We won’t be going to school until the teachers reach an agreement with our government. No one knows how long the strike will last - maybe few days, maybe many weeks. And it sucks, because I don’t have any friends I could hang out with during that free time. I mean, there are people at school who I talk to, and just by being around them I don’t usually feel lonely on normal weekdays. But the thought of weeks without any social interaction is terrifying to me.",4.700263157894735,5.848610210526314,4.562236842105263,87.73440789473686,69.7017543859649,7.454385964912281,26.530701754385966,7.6454224807358475,1.2527754385964909,460,14,94,5,8,141,85,114,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.4939,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,0,21,21,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,2,0,1,1,1,11,4,15,13,2,19,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,1,11,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114523216013195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787806899534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569943835491906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661834614514792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964463569186886,0.0,0.0,0.11279701425844554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843546614528695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512848420397586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940056715509688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192242607927904,0.1425680865133394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30956469124854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732269427458205,0.3514241800629526,0.19051903465390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136635920105833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851779969633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125469514550412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936494653956936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540193613031021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829007867245153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057922048793942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885227400693534,0.2039729712716508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262931967371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805909066058272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685988285385786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,blazingstep8925,2019/04/08,"Dunno what's wrong with me. I just feeling weird these past 4 months. I currently attend college and its my last semester. I did something crazy and abandoned all my friends and quit my fraternity and clubs. I barely talk to anyone, but I don't regret it. I don't know exactly why I did it, but for some reason I don't feel guilt or regret in a way. But i realized after all this how lonely things can get for me and I feel like I have fallen into a slump.",1.5474619883040963,3.492051652631581,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,79.84210526315789,6.3274853801169595,21.08187134502924,7.3871296695380915,0.6919941520467838,357,10,75,5,9,121,65,95,0.146,0.696,0.158,0.2885,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,3,27,12,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,3,16,2,7,10,3,10,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,53,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907868884879352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41389177132329946,0.1949280019379426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108074588971402,0.0,0.14255572112543485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995423025639282,0.22241362518606905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330339994107354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177906325708616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604714198884132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29021537826883714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054086667184663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100574709419017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931089081166028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812730497405348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165799713213412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462096212805152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983246223413613,0.0,0.0 lonely,TrevTheThree,2019/04/08,"I got a decent amount of friends, but wuen it comes to romance, no girls want anything to do with me. I'm always friend zoned in the end, and usually called ugly. I have plenty of love to give, but nobody wants it and it has just been driving me to try to drive friends away. Been feeling like I'll end up completely alone in the end of everything.",5.488943661971831,5.057933352112676,5.625457746478876,86.34551056338032,67.59154929577466,8.790140845070423,30.426056338028175,8.07648339933343,1.8371661971830981,272,9,59,3,4,86,51,71,0.11,0.5920000000000001,0.298,0.9549,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,13,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035333382966245,0.0,0.0,0.1635186842022096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171753543499254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463509099176392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066680765933032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692828203634686,0.20604534058265564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221697448471848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766176695538543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936538452448364,0.14039246882265288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554878617730082,0.0,0.0,0.18851793270912184,0.0,0.0,0.15717336367420873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600874802040417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773651301248008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342279404781607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164367674460308,0.0,0.2318227670628565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DavidZ4,2019/04/08,"This morning, I erased a 2-year love interest from my life. I feel like I'm never going to find someone. You know what pisses me off even more? People leaving you, hurting you and then telling you: ""you're a good person."" Thanks, it *really* helps my self-esteem.",1.8592666666666664,4.520917460000003,2.764,90.08866666666668,84.4,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.3635333333333337,203,6,38,2,6,64,42,50,0.08800000000000001,0.601,0.311,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,3,6,1,4,0,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,3,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834452559618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652935417691697,0.19290111130135887,0.0,0.0,0.2467918137175513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345760959985505,0.22647852012289424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098755957637755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890601505694788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839498365148707,0.0,0.0,0.2859103681675158,0.0,0.0,0.19072189469165812,0.13191729117024978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437020375388089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825474160223895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719667505271465,0.23576954470415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298062269280834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816879520892382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287856101684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360078759538569,0.2485965516975024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173882917725728 lonely,Cflvr,2019/04/08,"Feeling lonely in the netherlands I had a school trip in the last few days to another country. The only close friend that went was the same one that brought her boyfriend with her. I kind of started panicking when i realized that i didn't know that many people but faced it as a challege and told myself ""you're gonna make lots of friends there"". I've always struggled with that. Have no problems talking to people and can actually keep a good conversation but I can never get to the friendship itself. it's always so superficial and it never goes deeper than some short interactions, probably because i overthink too much and can't be spontaneous. It was going relatively well at first since I had already talked a fair bit to a reasonable amount of people I didn't know but soon I realized that I was lonely. I started realizing that not a single person there cared about me being there or not. They had their groups of friends, their inside jokes and there I was, that couldn't get close to no one. No one would notice if I starved to death, if I did this or that. I kept telling myself ""don't be like this, you're better than that"" and tried to enjoy the beautiful country I was visiting which I did but things are so much better if you actually have someone that remembers about your existence. I started thinking that it's this that keeps happening pretty much all the time, no one caring about me and me feeling lonely because of that, but I have my home and my family that make me keep going and make me feel loved, although I didn't realize that. So when I feel horrible because of that I get home and I'm suddenly fine. But there I didnt have anyone or anything, only a filthy room that I had to share with 3 more people that didn't care. This helped me understand how important love is and particularly my family's. This trip also helped me opening my eyes, because one of the people I thought that cared about me would completely ignore me most of the times. I understand she wanted to spend time with her boyfriend but there were so many couples there that talked to their other friends. And it makes me sad she didn't even try to reach me. I just want to make some friends this year that I'm (hopefully) attending college. That would be great and it would make my year, for sure",5.885642054574639,6.517585865168543,5.908439004815412,81.00891853932586,66.75280898876404,9.143659711075443,30.49959871589085,9.140100540675403,2.4308025682182985,1830,65,353,31,28,577,200,445,0.114,0.687,0.199,0.9923,0,6,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,4,3,24,31,0,1,16,0,37,4,2,8,4,82,81,36,1,12,16,0,4,1,5,5,0,0,3,1,40,20,0,5,16,1,1,8,17,7,1,6,23,5,56,24,35,48,14,33,0,4,1,2,31,8,0,11,18,257,96,2,0.0,0.0,0.14076124447536176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958836836524671,0.05767589961495606,0.12002248463447325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562615596296916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050429346332199206,0.0,0.059350221984017765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585949211455532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757201268578394,0.07873849305981204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29413255031360624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561849535648482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980156901627915,0.0,0.04651269307001725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763586964071512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598031686265574,0.0,0.14586810547644086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134689622703238,0.0,0.0,0.27860620922089724,0.0,0.1130422308772896,0.0,0.08197713567980347,0.0604924722243723,0.0,0.07951470759931724,0.0,0.0,0.06377720469424969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668364942238243,0.0,0.1446883982904875,0.07163337248957499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231591641575566,0.0,0.0751039154391871,0.07927267823811887,0.058789017538893915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03523514312836632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131550518398056,0.13018575650211592,0.0,0.2888517812696949,0.14624068034716792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590538013476646,0.0,0.11124979238765156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211132130914033,0.0,0.0,0.2443585088156056,0.10970399012186703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500014054307764,0.06297410733092748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337395433023232,0.07775966344382491,0.0690109685683445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415337939548461,0.0,0.0,0.08170011321307638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299126666334531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966002466220604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110869658165274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314486825158574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539752444454959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797408700665558,0.0,0.0,0.17390668124235995,0.06303776567033738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791462075045834,0.0462128352116373,0.0,0.05725677444050745,0.12616467203998774,0.0,0.0,0.06891561663998406,0.0,0.09793214351388536,0.0,0.0,0.15016299281033846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507879277977573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484629708547486,0.06685777282508966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493346401984935,0.0,0.0,0.09288834601275824 lonely,Anxietyzzzzzzz,2019/04/08,"Ocd drives my friends away Met some people I really got along with. But me overthinking everything and constant paranoia just made me question everything all the time... always taking really small things and trying to find meaning behind it. “What did they mean by this” “Why/How did they accidentally call me? Are they trying to trick me?” Sometimes I asked them for reassurance; but all that does is I get more thoughts and I probably end up annoying them. I got diagnosed with ocd recently and my therapist said these kinds of thoughts are common. I had some bad experiences in the past regarding betrayal in the past so I guess my brain is just trying too hard to protect me that it protects me from nothing. Well anyways I think i lost another close friend to this madness and I just need to vent. We used to talk all the time and now we barely do. I tried to iniate conversations and they just aren’t interested anymore. I don’t blame them, why would they talk to somebody constantly on edge... Just feel hopeless and this is all a never ending cycle. This isn’t the only time ocd either drives me away from my friends or my friends away from me. 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I have pretty weird hobbies, namely jigsaw puzzles and studying dead languages, things that pretty much no one likes. I'm extremely shy and socially awkward and generally don't have anything to offer. On top of all that I'm also extremely perverted so that I can never be honest about it to anyone. Do any of you think that there is still hope for me? Because I'm not seeing it at all.",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,73.70588235294119,7.452941176470588,25.495098039215684,8.07648339933343,1.6436627450980392,396,13,75,6,8,136,71,102,0.18,0.633,0.187,0.2052,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,4,17,20,7,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,3,8,6,8,16,3,8,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,8,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559445777410542,0.17229950808251154,0.0,0.0,0.1408152565180187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895774601708208,0.0,0.17040163905250427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622844825808247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873074092667321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470122700367714,0.14793143324660854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503266474451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056680442807642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034930253305557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222087658168013,0.0,0.15970577980493106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728598968500892,0.0,0.1403165448305075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213309289728381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300172636619141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108262118413276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536702217199134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756864991433207,0.13268261856622615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709716745075324,0.0,0.0,0.13334681725126926 lonely,meme_not_meme,2019/04/08,"Is it just me or does everybody else? Ever have you ever wants to get intimate but you can't 'cause you're: *teen *asian *introvert *dark (by heart) and dank *anxious *don't have confidence nor experience *don't have good social skills *suck *no one wants me lol",-0.29012307692307715,0.4962952800000018,1.25,92.95115384615384,126.2,5.538461538461538,15.846153846153848,6.67199483983844,0.5780769230769227,204,6,41,5,13,65,40,50,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.4519,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,2,9,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30982460990259875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28173045209873804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999815642144198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910081124007955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961499277551705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826927343279994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328438532185978,0.0,0.0,0.23002801604325565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498775094466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583900085173088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795634931390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235196908120769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Suunburst,2019/04/08,"Hey If anyone's bored/lonely, message me and tell me about your day so far or whatever else is on your mind. Talking to an anonymous, unbiased, and friendly person may make you feel at least a little less lonely. I like to talk, maybe too much. If you're feeling lonely I have the whole day to talk (and maybe more). Shoot me a message. I will reply. Hope you all have a good one. 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I am a married man in his mid 30s. 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Like you convince yourself you aren’t loved? Everyone secretly hates you? Or no one cares about you? When I’m in the right mind set I can honestly see that’s a lie I can’t be that bad. But sometimes I convince myself that’s the truth. I cause myself to feel so much pain from ideas and thoughts I create myself and it’s getting more difficult to resist. 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I always fake it but on the inside I'm just empty no emotion no feelings. I want to cry but haven't in quite some time, I just want to let loose. I live my life on autopilot whilst I'm failing everything. I have almost no friends, and I think I haven't ever felt affection from someone. My mind just goes to horrible thoughts and it isn't like I despise them, the opposite in fact. I have weird obsessions and hobbies. I listen to weird music. And alot people I know dislike me. I don't feel like my parents care about me. And sometimes when people do try and connect with me I cut them out without any reason. And quite often I think why not just jump, why not just do it. I mean no-one cares for me. I know this isn't so much about being lonely I just want to let loose a bit.",0.9415803108808268,3.0378865129533708,2.6025155440414514,93.59154533678759,82.8341968911917,5.5180310880829015,21.56709844559585,6.742157984588678,0.39226238341968894,719,23,159,8,20,236,104,193,0.28600000000000003,0.626,0.08800000000000001,-0.9917,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,13,14,2,1,6,0,16,1,0,2,3,43,33,12,0,3,12,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,10,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,2,5,28,6,19,28,4,15,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,4,8,104,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314609797034074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063824391819198,0.0,0.0,0.09042134171725276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516427696748768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113510393476514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712419068421126,0.14605674929110252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583499302940587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299137382714909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027522924913532,0.0,0.0,0.11950113774275292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446306400618907,0.09499083414021224,0.1276680736524948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027290905592566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614911427084776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193319307635183,0.09391771640578774,0.12992080181645904,0.0,0.11741128695223944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448387975305024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425761032023228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774520345478767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764284771129949,0.0,0.0,0.18436356526481404,0.0,0.1389210192474101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127344534952214,0.0,0.1433596819345195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285111003036456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671104546621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355211456586795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266153835281925,0.0,0.13150663157578685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039830328017705,0.0,0.10556003728485164,0.07753345995421718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902750881596777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528012079989516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399620071643436,0.0,0.0,0.12817434034840314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562565184861347 lonely,RaddBlaster,2019/04/08,"My best friend just left to join the airforce. Feels like I have no one to talk to now. Im a gamer and I dont have any real life friends any more. The last one moved to a different city last summer and the only person ive had to talk to has been my friend who ive been gaming with since 2012. He just left for boot camp though and now I honestly just dont have anyone at all to talk to. I spent all last night quietly crying and just moping around all depressed. Oh yea, this may seem like a joke but also, by dog died. So in order, my dog died, my best and only friend in real life moved away, then my only friend online joined the airforce. Now I have nobody to talk to. It sucks. 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lonely,Annalilee,2019/04/08,"I feel like Nina from Black Swan I’m gonna work myself to death, meanwhile nothing else in life matters or make me feel any 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lonely,i_eat_garbagel,2019/04/08,"what’s the point i’m just so tired of life, i can’t even cry anymore i’m just angry or bored i do absolutely nothing all day every day, no friends let alone one that’s a girl, romantic or not (although i’m only 14 so that probably wouldn’t happen for a while anyways) but man i have no motivation no reason, just boredom. i’m sure this is probably just because i’m the age i am, but 2 years of “seasonal depression” seems like a lot to me. i dunno. this is probably normal, but eh whatever what do i have to lose asking here for advice not sure if any of this made sense but 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lonely,WhySoMarcus,2019/04/08,"I dreamt about this girl I used to love for the third time this week Back in my senior year in High school, I had a HUUUGE crush on a girl, I even questioned if I was in love. Time passes, we never dated, even though she really liked me. It’s has been 2 years now that I graduated and I turned the page in my heart and my mind about her. However as I’m still so fucking lonely, I started this past week to rethink about her; how much she was beautiful and special and all of that. All the remorses etc. So now I’m like Jeeeeez I’m 19, so lonely and relation-less that I’m in that vicious circle of feelings ? Then my brain started trolling me with THREE consecutive dreams where basically we reconnect and end up together. One thing I didn’t mention is that I’ve never been in a relationship. This situation is really hurting me. I’m slowly realizing I’m more and more lonely. Did anyone else can relate to this story? How did u overcome the trolling of your brain? Thanks everybody.",2.9824609843937573,4.912362408163268,4.439123649459784,83.77142256902765,75.42857142857143,7.877070828331332,25.304921968787518,8.671277953709913,1.816340096038416,776,27,156,16,17,258,115,196,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.134,0.906,1,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,0,0,16,12,2,0,7,0,12,6,3,3,4,23,27,16,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,6,0,3,8,1,23,6,20,19,7,30,0,4,0,3,14,10,1,2,21,107,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046533540108546,0.15335549607041654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150876622524206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341643854800429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503080855247592,0.0,0.13256396828756556,0.0,0.1669225864465558,0.1977123992956296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567809019751037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836830977961428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736070444412727,0.0,0.15813549420328255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602257644825323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624325618440914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701676117837695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151124914765427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002531257334648,0.0,0.2308708074398561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142085665828174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428777833284694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766563088856296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191765986816352,0.0,0.0,0.16069050420900508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147491342639902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823633155363402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118756276884432,0.0,0.11952735204513068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779683040011334,0.0,0.0,0.0994346770759517,0.0,0.1470508722232303,0.0,0.17454857864819245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279893011016822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926757849005954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401138916804213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276626936068425 lonely,Zendiotic,2019/04/08,"I'm ready to not exist. I don't have people who value me, no one is here. I'm not worth a cent of time. 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This is the bravest thing I've ever done but I need advice. Sorry in advance for the length of this post but I wanted to provide enough context. For the past 18 years of my life I have never been able to attract the opposite sex. Given for those past 17 years I wasn't very good with keeping up with my appearance and kind of looked OK-I was considered cute-, but this year I glowed up and started wearing makeup and dressing more fashionably. I received a lot of compliments and people saying I was pretty and that they admire my style. At my job I get called beautiful by customers all the time. The thing is, I'm extremely shy and insecure, and I take these compliments with a grain of salt. I'm grateful for them, but I often have a hard time accepting I could be attractive and get embarassed by the attention. It's hard for me to consider myself attractive even though I know I am, but it's very hard to think that when I get no male validation. And I know people are gonna judge me and say that you don't need male validation to know your worth, and I believe that 100%, but it's hard to believe this when I receive no attention by men-I will admit that I have been hit on by one or two but they've been by very old and very CREEPY men which I don't count. Most if not every compliment I've been given has been by a female, and if by a male, they compliment me with no romantic intentions. This has been a struggle for me because I'm a very romantic person. I love playing matchmaker for my friends and constantly give love advice and encouragement. I'm a hopeless romantic and can't help but to yearn for romance. The thing is, I can never get the right attention from men. No one has ever confessed to me, hit on me, shown interest-hell I can barely get eye contact; I've never caught anyone starring. This is so disheartening and has given me a real blow in my self confidence. I'm at a period where I really desire companionship and feel immensely lonely. Recently I confessed to my crush and got rejected. He was smart, super funny, and sweet. My friends were surprised because he was really below my league in looks and he was awkward, but I saw past his looks and became really attracted to his personality. To me he was an awkward, nerdy, weird, guy and I really liked that. I sent him a confession text because he was too busy for me to do it in person and said back that he was flattered but didn't feel the same way and wanted to be just friends. He liked someone else. I felt devasted because that was the first time I ever showed my feelings and pursued someone. What made me feel worse is that I got rejected by someone people kept saying was below my league. I always felt that the guys at my school saw me as weird, because regardless that people say I'm a nice and pretty person, guys show me no interest and act as if they don't want to be near me. I've had a few guy's avoid sitting near me and most of the time ignore my presence, especially by previous crushes who've suspected I liked them. I suspect this is because I'm very shy and quiet and it may be awkward to be around me, but I can be open if someone makes the first approach and am very friendly and can be conversational if someone wants to talk. I'm at a point where I don't know what to do. I should add in I live in a small community and there are a lot of couples, but idk what's wrong with me that girls meaner and less then me in looks can trap guys like flys and I've never had a boyfriend or had a real boy as a friend even. I don't mean to sound narcissistic at all, its just this has fed into some deep insecurities and has made me closed off to everyone and very lonely and emotional. I feel hopeless and undesirable. Sorry for the long af post.",5.186492248062013,5.526684706718347,6.127173772609817,79.85417151162792,68.21188630490957,9.550775193798447,30.20768733850129,9.516144504307137,2.5620431524547795,3049,109,612,60,48,1012,309,774,0.147,0.664,0.189,0.9954,3,8,0,0,0,2,67.0,0,2,5,4,19,56,0,7,36,0,68,9,2,4,10,139,133,68,0,17,23,0,11,4,5,4,2,7,0,17,35,51,1,4,23,3,1,8,19,21,0,5,41,28,82,35,80,78,13,75,3,9,8,4,64,33,0,16,34,409,117,2,0.05332162712022566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631583070168995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04436786527051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728372147204495,0.0,0.0,0.04746755297843148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041001039907836885,0.0,0.19502621387423894,0.0,0.0,0.12015042850368908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054447343005060565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762173606188908,0.0,0.04257298043521252,0.05899936621497296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054566537417507915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044543377377198885,0.05997965361545213,0.0,0.055095494584581184,0.0,0.07043686364933345,0.14469739335302445,0.0449257705917103,0.05095109976150548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480508403809116,0.0,0.1023942479663478,0.0,0.0,0.09071069757819622,0.0,0.0,0.2059807842153567,0.0,0.13929174700659086,0.0511509634530294,0.0,0.04472365100098168,0.127938528694148,0.0,0.0,0.2639839703164857,0.0,0.0,0.191062817859166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574036268702658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291348725478587,0.04739471216523181,0.0,0.05552626929266316,0.11721668713702607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753252842857431,0.10420101452608764,0.0,0.047083973644654005,0.04718796206764813,0.17910694954414985,0.0,0.0,0.09066428115637107,0.1443745508739578,0.1009084256883292,0.035592600151970896,0.0,0.0,0.05808288370455919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861193262129008,0.2056246300458017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595207799954192,0.0,0.07226422902244245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270457966237733,0.14786600970474045,0.18623355236138134,0.0,0.0,0.05040617270162033,0.0,0.1021347586441118,0.10849452850449537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138337050522305,0.1366367988460483,0.0,0.05264867401219619,0.05724747246523616,0.0,0.045536378216251915,0.05072107792108162,0.16961399223762358,0.0,0.053964333351477885,0.0,0.0,0.05562608610116408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258962081187349,0.0,0.0,0.11937839211036455,0.03774132212060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055743342032521966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04009122763603731,0.042857904091900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062735592127701,0.03416634562570301,0.05238822791693362,0.0,0.12436907829988038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208748176100855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519674133338385,0.12580190876492192,0.04232422569058775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433929342955805,0.0,0.0582988286867086,0.0,0.10301213894162684 lonely,Bryant-Taylor,2019/04/08,"You know what I wish they’d invent? A hugging machine. Basically a large pillow in the shape of a human upper torso with a motorized inner skeleton. It would be really soft but it could hold you really tight, and it could be heated to mimic body heat. You could take it into bed with you and be spooned by it, or cuddle with it on the couch, or just use it to get a quick hug in the really tough days. Idk, it’d make lonely people like me feel just a little bit better.",4.3765292096219905,4.494267494845367,5.921185567010308,81.4052147766323,69.9278350515464,8.52852233676976,22.352233676975946,8.344100000000001,1.0994068728522342,365,6,75,5,6,125,66,97,0.073,0.784,0.14300000000000002,0.7991,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,3,6,0,0,9,0,9,4,1,2,0,22,16,5,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,4,11,7,1,10,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,2,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018766862620011,0.2491998946403664,0.2535444801238256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467391200198285,0.0,0.0,0.14720828100790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541469459069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925599508715393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254452701412041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115159004701439,0.22877565381486026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236476819626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824616771867325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43868600694459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162248836519395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714263471727597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26248678015259225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214876503680986,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mab604,2019/04/08,"Does it ever become better? Recently, I have started to doubt that life will become better. I am not saying it shouldnt be full of ups and downs: there are good times and there are bad, which I understand. But the past few years have definitely been mostly bad for me. I have not had a date in 2 years, and god forbid any man actually look at me. My friends always get hit on, and guys to ask them out. Meanwhile, I have gained 35-40 pounds over the last 2 years, and never attract anyone. I recently graduated college, and have not been able to find a job in over 4 months. This one guy who I wasnt attracted to but he was attracted to me is constantly still making me feel bad for not wanting to date him. I feel I am lonely, and I am lost. Sorry for the long post- I truly have no where else to write and no one else to vent to. Does it ever get better? Do the lows ever stop making you paralyzingly depressed? Has anyone ever experienced changing certain aspects of their life and finding success?",2.931584392550988,4.777385557788944,4.33308306237068,84.84599172332251,75.3316582914573,6.89340821755838,23.2636712976648,7.724431198458867,1.0874496600650303,782,23,156,11,17,259,120,199,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.127,-0.919,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,6,8,19,0,1,6,0,22,2,0,2,6,36,35,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,7,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,6,5,20,10,23,25,3,34,0,4,1,0,13,12,0,2,21,109,27,4,0.1098212778227533,0.0,0.107169725245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913801007476701,0.0,0.0,0.07468223485155517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535791818511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026680699814986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508853923247945,0.0,0.24257794627127116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913839871082373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617635015469525,0.0,0.0,0.11867778660268502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458890566604264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922106805904457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348317132466385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973585327099689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110578756547455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007493166995939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484764682240084,0.0,0.11475416991260595,0.0,0.0,0.09211287740249066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748066224245816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898067253792314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951899907623917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514003265449222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718837499906358,0.09222221417551657,0.0,0.11988289776620112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661311144577185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765829620201555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470093972393124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488354800994141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483683621842266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517842674909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687052582458774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733428802798482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293592932212867,0.07773206568995966,0.0,0.08770341433117858,0.09181550573112254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403767025776913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143278232688672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477543503105446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216390685747305 lonely,dannylittle242,2019/04/09,"Doomed. I'm posting here because I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this. I have a terrible record with relationships. Been in a few but only two the counted much. I spent 2 years with a woman who turned mean. In the end we ended up fighting every day. Until she left. It took me 8 years to stop seeing her in other women. Well it took meeting someone that was so amazing. Well when we met she had a guy roommate. After about 8 months dating I asked her to live with me. The guy came too. In the last month she spent every minute of every day with him, then while I was out of town 500 miles away she left. Moved out, no good bye. It had been a year and some change. I was content before I met her, being alone. And now even after a month my depression just gets worse and worse. I just feel doomed.",0.14232071141709568,2.4525369096385568,1.5675559380378663,97.90323293172692,89.54216867469879,3.8847963281698217,15.133677567412507,5.288315135182226,-0.9844683878370626,621,12,138,3,21,198,106,166,0.191,0.713,0.096,-0.9549,0,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,12,10,1,0,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,20,25,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,12,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,5,2,1,14,3,22,5,22,10,3,37,2,3,1,0,23,12,0,1,22,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928316623716882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728196783842065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669643078114934,0.0,0.11727911192177835,0.0,0.0,0.07609340419421133,0.0,0.10621861599537824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276887798034116,0.0,0.0,0.13205045547926514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100622656786018,0.0,0.10751334552905452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111941133599272,0.0,0.0,0.08244708179533483,0.0,0.31551649157464196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623260280806853,0.08917646139520223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521697567933184,0.0,0.0,0.1046989976902198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471967872016005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175069699060912,0.0,0.0,0.27124988559223634,0.0,0.0,0.060984185855857014,0.0,0.11022456211725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597323945425355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989072541338917,0.13267138734562414,0.09176223623413887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493658785984947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954979770252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401752435813258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947098843974617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576554481893123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436099374536782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003312453499612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737486597580235,0.0,0.13577597312868922,0.12193787874038943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446899784783556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544188334331021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115356093976434 lonely,AboutABird,2019/04/09,"I was totally fine being alone until I got into my first relationship. I got into my first relationship in my mid 20's and it was short and intense. I wasn't crazy in love, but it made me realize how much I crave affection and how fucking un-okay with being LONELY I am. I always thought I loved being alone... and don't get me wrong i NEED my alone time, but holy shit I just crave some fucking affection. I just want someone to talk to every day and to cuddle with and go out and do things with and more than anything I want someone that is willing to take the time to learn about my interests (like I would for them). Ever since breaking up I've had to face how fucking lonely and invisible I am and have always been and I can't believe how absolutely, deplorably, desperate I am. And I thought it'd be easy to just find another person with enough compassion and empathy to try and build something with, but it's like I'm a non-person. He just hung out with me for a little until we had sex and then made up some bs excuse about why it won't work. I'm still so fucking lonely that immediately I'm thinking about going out and trying again, but literally the first time I put myself out there the exact thing I had to convince myself wouldn't happen, happened. I think it'd destroy me if it happened again, but i guess this is what desperation feels like, heh.",6.182739393939393,5.612979007272728,6.921454545454547,78.0928484848485,66.2,9.66060606060606,31.424242424242426,9.029198982220553,2.4456060606060603,1077,36,216,16,15,358,140,275,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.158,0.7375,0,9,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,4,17,19,6,0,5,1,26,10,2,8,3,66,55,30,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,29,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,10,0,3,13,1,34,9,33,32,6,31,0,3,0,8,10,13,5,4,17,155,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192565136425939,0.0,0.0,0.17099378893148964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774316987200257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455515116087924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576496235689025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626576383309844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616904052776573,0.0,0.0,0.09294397866220787,0.08657197824715115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519538903807002,0.07340519005077419,0.0,0.0,0.09391236715381482,0.26219932682598923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799658252311099,0.05368305065461625,0.0,0.11679129188443935,0.0,0.16435839797074847,0.0,0.11319158734389854,0.0,0.2725865718746326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059654810709144,0.10298329239809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547321226522293,0.1944505774433225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553365860078179,0.07618841417370976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794360656653281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329293114734107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063180556236447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547221675790704,0.08499652124187589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412083405845968,0.07910258363487545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205691937311035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725581200045202,0.0825871986589164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365261279549115,0.1316771239017452,0.0,0.163145311203897,0.17974444844328702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395220931196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121016474068567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271661260950646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480380411821229,0.0,0.0,0.07299121826699832,0.11234186664861366,0.0,0.0 lonely,FluffyTortuga,2019/04/09,"Just need to vent right now. Just wanted to jot a few things down almost like a diary but put it somewhere so I can come and read it later when I'm feeling better about my life later on down the road eventually. (hopefully). These are just my ramblings about life etc. &#x200B; So, I'm a young 24 year old guy who is having trouble making any real lasting connections. Platonic, Romantic, or otherwise. I just feel a real lack of kinship with anyone my age especially. I'm a very old-school type person. I don't have a Facebook/Instagram because I feel like those sites are pretty vain. Just a pit of people either arguing or showing off. I am not into showing off or arguing. I feel like social media isn't social at all. This whole idea of ""Wow this is really helping people socialize"" is wrong. It just further separates people. While yes I have friends in a very limited wavelength, There is a hobby that I'm sorta into and all of my friends are ONLY in that hobby. It sucks. I wish I had a friend whom I shared at least 2 attributes with. I feel like for the past 5\~10 years of my life I've only had friends in a very limited sense. There is no true understanding between me and my friends in my life. Just things to do with that one particular hobby. Any attempt made by me to swerve the conversation into a more interesting direction is usually met with resistance. I have also been going to school and have very little luck meeting anyone who is on the same wavelength as I am. I have tried dating apps too and I kinda feel like they are fundamentally flawed in the way that they are set up. They are 100% based on looks. And while I would consider myself a solid 6/10 in the looks dept. (5 being average) that still doesn't make me feel any better about the situation. That whole swipe thing is retarded I hate that system. I know I am a decent guy and everything, but I also have trouble meeting anyone who isn't obsessed with their phone. Everyone I talk to has this weird glazed over/far away look in their eyes like they aren't even really there. Especially millennials. I've straight up walked out of restaurants because the people I'm with won't stop looking at their phone. I've even texted a few girls back and forth, and then when you try to get them to talk to you on the phone with your real voice they stop talking to you. What kind of mental ward have I been dropped off at? Because I didn't get the memo. It sucks because if a girl actually gave a shit, who was even a 4/10 on the looks scale, She'd be my world, but alas since I have standards I'm doomed to be alone. I don't know what is going on... It's upsetting to me. I don't even know how people meet people anymore. Especially millennials. I've even tried to find hiking buddies too and they all cancel on me. I have tons of interests and I am a very intimate and social person, and I feel like I have decent charisma and confidence. I've never cheated on any of my girlfriends and never plan to, but I just get tossed aside over and over. Not even trying to say I should feel important because I'm just another person but I feel really unappreciated right now.",3.65558064516129,5.3894308161290345,4.776322580645164,82.90448387096778,73.09677419354837,7.734193548387097,25.464516129032265,8.426882951386363,1.6820541935483877,2486,81,484,43,50,816,277,620,0.118,0.718,0.16399999999999998,0.98,0,1,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,4,10,6,34,37,7,2,30,1,53,6,2,5,6,96,97,36,0,8,21,0,10,7,6,3,4,2,0,7,28,28,0,4,16,3,0,5,14,15,0,1,9,18,63,22,71,81,14,74,1,1,6,0,54,41,3,9,31,323,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.056320115885595615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791800412882184,0.05977384967285326,0.0,0.09230703698954226,0.0,0.06253262548301049,0.07012830069043954,0.15698881794500752,0.060517706897115074,0.0,0.0,0.05723635013800402,0.12106400337891712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054223795795021915,0.04437817040039187,0.0,0.17590827312569285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208591952992624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971512746406129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436588284113479,0.2287155992525313,0.0,0.0,0.055147786309470384,0.05186923242076477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918171345765348,0.20615291816164266,0.0,0.0,0.05274915445852001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294679260972206,0.0,0.09045886979337668,0.0,0.06559990001031654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142910096330291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569801987089134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038684187256272734,0.0,0.0,0.057322594083701287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515159196403547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060099798588202566,0.09515360087017123,0.04704425984483765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630591960108665,0.19737153449332304,0.05784415580172447,0.0,0.0,0.24232430276864195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460997233360427,0.07704850794456397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816170092856244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042793878474135134,0.08902452124338375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211213597167852,0.0,0.03910820648231805,0.08778753640327829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509412990833188,0.240067922296114,0.15117978116301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871544580705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058018075198129425,0.0,0.0,0.057729184880986086,0.19707202227662526,0.11091836613993404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857414136031524,0.0,0.04589614474859497,0.0,0.11681842150338675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592421469233442,0.04774125882783122,0.06487246715333261,0.0,0.2353268531253964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609012897431471,0.0965022521246352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916393645643602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502698786181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673489367571547,0.0,0.0,0.06008185838600221,0.0,0.0,0.06356334008604968,0.2380986841953355,0.034040956988002864,0.045810342956753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887027245721774,0.06636775353432868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099806195040673,0.06310072523569077,0.07012830069043954,0.07433128957275657 lonely,nicolascomics5,2019/04/09,"I felt so empty within I've been suffering from chronic depression for years now. I take lots of medications but none of them work. In addition, I am allergic to most forms of Zoloft. All the medications cost too much. I also sit alone for hours at a time, usually late at night, thinking dark bleak thoughts. I don't want to give in to these dark thoughts. I hope I'm not going crazy. Yesterday, I went to see a therapist. The therapist was very friendly and had salt-and-pepper hair. I asked him what I would do and he told me to have a seat. After about an hour of back-and-forth, he said, ""Have you tried the Nicolas Comics method?"" I asked him what he meant by that, and he told me to go to tinyurl.com/nicolascomics, where I found some of the best comics I've ever read. Since yesterday, I have ordered lots of Nicolas Sequeira's comics and I'll never be sad again. Thanks, comics! I don't feel empty inside anymore!",3.014205801104972,5.038179104972379,3.6207700276243138,89.25226001381218,75.62983425414366,7.1769337016574575,23.467196132596683,8.07648339933343,1.1477759668508292,722,22,151,12,16,227,116,181,0.084,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.9381,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,6,1,0,3,24,34,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,5,1,3,5,3,0,0,12,5,19,4,24,20,9,25,0,3,1,0,15,6,0,5,14,90,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403747429892594,0.0,0.11121646456401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792284346897665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600285812706792,0.0,0.0,0.10693839552687917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594831909343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978319524619235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579930587839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031938423173581,0.0,0.13353169350479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524861423230406,0.10744729705818172,0.0,0.0,0.1334112981918654,0.1580765495858525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381306661235287,0.2739173795838532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568801712588118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236469435415637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802024211577339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022345068416712,0.0,0.10726151369494004,0.0,0.0,0.13051039781856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911043088411573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229007616554486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082301244537077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504245383303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456543462648224,0.0,0.0,0.1280395453628886,0.0,0.3229484699415086,0.0,0.0891122320419762,0.0,0.2208165305829467,0.0810944656308821,0.0,0.0,0.2657800324612698,0.0,0.09442129937723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316903652863287,0.11474962142506645,0.08202873822090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289218750270232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124665169902486,0.0,0.0,0.09879332395031268,0.0,0.0,0.08955832082122342 lonely,anniebanannie123,2019/04/09,"Prom I’m going to Prom by myself and all my friends are bringing dates. I have so much anxiety about going alone. But all my friends are annoying about this stuff so I’m not saying anything. And what could I say! “Hey I’m insecure about going alone so pay attention to me!” Idk...I wish I had more guy friends or something...",0.4414188034188058,2.8982257230769264,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,91.76923076923076,5.350427350427352,22.606837606837612,6.937597516519254,0.8524017094017098,252,10,53,4,9,81,42,65,0.188,0.649,0.162,0.3048,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,13,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,6,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444198904417034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404917728749038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764692523260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121619333378207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970370231926353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656206335286883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233340976683332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764111441734974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410691686393157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650895728935909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454872307195816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466001735701935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NothingPotato,2019/04/09,"Never on people's mind. Small, meaningless rant ahead: I'm a college student. It's been literally months since anyone's ever invited me to do anything. I get bits of social interaction when I run into people in the cafeteria or at events, but I don't ever go out to things or even have a night in with someone. People never invite me to anything. I'm pretty sure most people don't know I exist because I'm so forgettable, or perhaps they just don't like me. People almost never talk to me unless I'm the only one around. I try to invite people out and in, but they always come up with an excuse why they can't go or even if they say yes at first, they end up not going through with it once they come up with an excuse or find something better to do. I don't want to invite people and be rejected more than two or three times because that's kind of clingy, and I'm pretty sure I've pushed people away due to inviting them too many times, so...",5.404097902097902,4.964062994871792,6.5123543123543115,79.94643356643357,67.76923076923077,8.526806526806528,26.95804195804196,7.686295010490155,1.4989999999999992,744,18,148,7,11,251,109,195,0.086,0.7759999999999999,0.139,0.9281,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,3,11,6,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,0,7,38,23,16,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,13,1,0,2,0,0,7,9,1,0,4,1,1,17,5,32,21,3,37,0,1,0,0,13,15,0,9,16,100,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096504989861649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111448880225664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656638880096207,0.0,0.18022173604698152,0.09748005223947157,0.0,0.0,0.10288079318121976,0.0,0.0,0.13350288301263774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968456765141956,0.1195478924812094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865266334149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698632626577264,0.0,0.0,0.1446501603156466,0.198101770970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000829021790731,0.09314239921551637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057210308611861424,0.0,0.1866976383721648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402954843219365,0.06017947033548909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349717702966687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101790529088314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056586853625147,0.0,0.0874035023202476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253364225718919,0.0,0.0,0.10276026865707356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661612379360148,0.07420143211673097,0.08328125359146876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073195455013154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280593042410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708043593158077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058123843347957,0.0,0.0,0.1116235637482053,0.09278074299772114,0.08430003821620845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640879776063709,0.0,0.0,0.08801361072164446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274830527176199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770306755812758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434471316563628,0.0,0.1069676047002627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458715411242087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880858029032563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SingingtoLuna,2019/04/09,"Seriously, how do you meet people? I'm a 21 y/o female. I go to school full time and practically work full time so I'm always around people. For whatever, I never meet anyone. I never even get to know a name. My girlfriend just broke up with me over the weekend and I'm dreading the loneliness that is to come because I know it's going to come back in full force. I just don't get it. I have 0 friends. No one at work believes me when I told them I don't have any friends. I literally don't. This isn't a joke. I wish it was, but it's not. &#x200B; I literally have no one. How the fuck do you meet people? Where? HOW???? I just want friends...",-1.3179813664596267,0.7023384855072479,1.4235817805383029,96.56065217391308,98.92753623188406,4.367701863354037,17.440993788819874,6.18269132825596,-0.2975614906832296,493,15,117,6,21,169,77,138,0.152,0.794,0.055,-0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,2,12,8,1,1,6,0,11,1,0,3,2,21,26,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,4,9,4,0,2,2,0,18,4,11,24,3,20,0,1,0,1,12,9,1,0,7,76,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561091400678885,0.17658680600315668,0.19803634556681496,0.11083076124259232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395814325460454,0.0,0.0,0.145085146779607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532017177814092,0.0,0.09934999485744143,0.0,0.0,0.18362061514958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807825675352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764556059907088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777496471146437,0.1506707149216385,0.17029876024004734,0.0,0.1852485279079722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913710725747906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139766227471816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208764854468099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389656782730359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494263415517496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006779207874425,0.0,0.0,0.15573264943401116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612876192821043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741688083152586,0.0,0.0,0.2373001337895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803634556681496,0.0 lonely,marolo252,2019/04/09,"Any girl for kik I'm 18 M,Nick is marolo252",-5.038484848484849,-5.695977272727271,-2.3599999999999994,118.51333333333336,139.9090909090909,1.4666666666666668,12.757575757575758,3.1291,-2.352842424242424,34,1,11,0,3,11,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cmoney442200,2019/04/09,"How’d you wind up lonely? I’ll start I always had a lot of friend in HS, was voted class favorite, and even a lot of girlfriends, but they were never satisfying relationships. I don’t think I ever really connected with anyone. This spiraled out of control and lead me into going into rehab in my teens for alcoholism. After I got out it was probably like 3 months later I checked my phone only to find that I didn’t have a single text or call. I’m 18 in my teens I just got out of rehab and I had basically lost all of the “friends” I had. I’m now in my 20s trying to finish college and it’s basically been a big uphill battle. I had some relationships that were very short lived but no real friends. I go to this shitty college in the middle of no where and I commute so I’m only there for class. The only good thing that’s happened is that I’ve stayed sober for years if you could even call that a good thing. It’s more soul sucking. Idk it’s like do you ever get that feeling like existentially that something out there working against you? Anyways enough about me how did you wind up lonely? ( side note) don’t get offended if I delete this I would rather not have this info divulged.",1.8677823691460065,4.055417148760334,3.555723140495868,87.52934228650145,79.99173553719008,5.851515151515152,21.653581267217632,6.996647511020387,0.6237845730027547,938,28,190,11,24,312,134,242,0.121,0.7509999999999999,0.128,0.3817,0,4,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,1,4,14,14,3,0,8,0,19,3,0,3,4,37,34,12,0,5,8,0,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,17,12,1,1,4,0,1,3,7,6,0,0,14,1,26,8,29,18,7,32,1,3,0,0,15,18,1,6,13,133,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043396569208216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934103097954656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918827290799732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683621842958672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473839627608749,0.104917681846449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577840951949754,0.0,0.17358597812687027,0.23773004888121466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664432547301485,0.09387708418598734,0.0,0.0,0.12010348575224546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30457383294096324,0.0,0.13730931728882245,0.0,0.14936308907915022,0.22043567252113588,0.2101961339831888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620264878702395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259625668143626,0.0,0.11603466133722988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434461062235831,0.22343481964287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488769876830352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013490683264234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299822506233544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167881618955105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956977075515224,0.08418259682137394,0.0,0.0,0.28216357141174697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011634177104346,0.0,0.0,0.09301044902740198,0.14006222426232226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460175225682065,0.08420020735143133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921662945452433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842441824302636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956657562194195,0.0,0.0,0.09334766025875184,0.0,0.0,0.08462170692392627 lonely,isaudrey,2019/04/09,I'm in some trouble finding my place. I'm American but I live here in Sweden. I'm so lonely. I don't belong in the us but I'm not swedish. I feel like I've tried every app and chat site but I feel soo doomed.,-2.8917857142857173,-1.3118698979591803,0.5252806122448987,102.20588010204085,105.12244897959185,3.266326530612245,14.28826530612245,5.148860815047168,-1.2000836734693872,161,4,42,1,8,57,33,49,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.9401,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,7,1,5,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162876096665846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796233408107935,0.26818322242791925,0.0,0.0,0.3431054565994998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339969117508373,0.0,0.3314818484253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922092793684587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548694752157987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515555792643801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SuperDavination,2019/04/09,"I feel so lonely. Peoples are not talkative with me but with others, they are. When i'm creating discussion, they just don t interact with me. When i feel that someone is finally feeling some friendly emotions,he just go to others people and leave me. Yes. I'm terribly lonely and that affect my studies.",3.3168421052631563,6.0483234035087765,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,78.12280701754386,8.010526315789475,30.552631578947373,8.841846274778883,3.243400000000001,242,12,39,6,6,81,40,57,0.175,0.64,0.185,0.1566,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,9,1,4,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302881535983623,0.0,0.0,0.3829576952881193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270091617878546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867950239447196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37016430677541295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847220329620999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296205651201075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NHasan87,2019/04/09,"It Hurts I'm on holiday with my uncle and his family. They are looking to buy another holiday home together...and I...have...nothing. It just sucks. That's it. Nothing more or less. I'm 32, single and have had some really bad experiences in relationships. When I see my family and how well they've done it makes me feel like a failure.",0.4245454545454557,2.8793241818181805,3.432484848484851,82.20872727272727,95.06060606060606,8.094545454545454,21.75151515151515,8.548686976883017,2.3054896969696967,260,10,51,9,10,92,50,66,0.177,0.6829999999999999,0.139,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,6,2,4,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,2,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447692454590577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949023386667967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388775317651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283370343557339,0.4401096304835784,0.0,0.11802803428053835,0.16676076082457644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414696691435405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498891287242331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404095960391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602043694719126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581476992675153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479602542565125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495397307644152,0.0,0.0,0.25061393977885266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601161621195653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987949217196214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,purplepenguiinz,2019/04/09,"Im just going to be completely honest here I feel like no one wants to be around me, for one specific reason. And not to be cocky or arrogant, but I am highly intelligent, and I feel like this is the sole reason. It can be extremely frustrating sometimes.",3.754200000000001,5.4692146200000025,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,72.8,9.8,26.5,10.125756701596842,2.8676000000000004,201,7,38,6,4,69,37,50,0.136,0.645,0.219,0.6035,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,4,3,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319576207713596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26287727735003313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535451825580779,0.3582317354052805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249110704245807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649015893638537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27082281556986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449802379419955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397914713427408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155680072684059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479704977490775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788234876097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,FSU_CougleLab,2019/04/09,"Participants Needed for Computerized Loneliness Treatment Intervention Study! Is being lonely a problem in your life? &#x200B; If so, then you may be eligible to participate in a treatment study for loneliness! Researchers at Florida State University are currently recruiting participants across the United States for a computerized treatment aimed at reducing the symptoms of loneliness. Participants will be randomly assigned to one of two computerized treatments and receive emails and questionnaires, which can be completed from the comfort of your home. 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Hi everyone, Hope this is the right place to put this. I started my new job at the start of February. Working in social research for a major hospital in the UK. In terms of the job, this is a pretty prestigious place to work so when I was successful at interview, I jumped at the chance to take it. I left a job that was in summary rubbish. Missold the job, but I had lovely colleagues. I've been here now over 2 months, and feel so isolated. Everyone else in my office is of a different speciality. Of my speciality, there's just me and my manager. On my first day, I was told I wokld be hot desking but was essentially put in a corner and that's where I sat until a colleague left 2 weeks ago and I took her place. I try to join into conversations but the way the seating is I don't really see anyone. It's quite demoralising as I took this job with so much excitement, even though I commute 2 hours each way to get here, to find that I'm making no connections with anyone at all. I'm not a passive person by nature, and really thrive off having colleagues to chat with. I'm starting to get the 'dread' in the morning, that it'll be another day where I don't have a conversation with anyone. In my old job, I liked to make the effort with new people who had joined, but here, as the new person, I'm feeling very isolated. I thought by now it would've improved but I don't see it improving in the long run. Has anyone else experienced this? If so, how did you manage it? I'm even at a point where I'm considering looking for a new job which would be such a shame, but right now, I just feel Demoralised.",4.230515241435121,4.740228427299705,5.825633935797138,80.5790335851093,70.36498516320475,9.450714863771244,28.671297545184785,9.573946990214177,2.4059329376854603,1288,45,270,28,22,441,163,337,0.066,0.835,0.098,0.8573,9,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,6,23,10,0,2,24,0,23,1,0,3,1,35,51,23,0,3,11,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,12,0,0,6,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,13,9,28,7,44,33,5,62,0,1,3,1,13,31,0,2,24,177,45,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632794000791721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846064566541737,0.0,0.0,0.07420639706316723,0.20927780994960155,0.07666716147010143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651200390769292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817630796884435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501354608938822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884255099979623,0.0,0.0,0.14299718686352866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133528330167706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838878948530691,0.06364619523831395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818605709585684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431821153881557,0.07368765507098099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940189601395158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259538886345756,0.0,0.0,0.03655576625260056,0.0,0.0,0.06621786243164304,0.06283424217633762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753257772746242,0.0,0.09989267589343694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597246841399829,0.0,0.05500506092710148,0.0,0.0,0.3613327585415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851635971112172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187430575465252,0.13066878934868115,0.23452892390653304,0.0,0.0707339088913507,0.0,0.0,0.07612403087886432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504397927055949,0.0,0.07958570850852542,0.0,0.0,0.09586975525788642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780045995783013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925184049888447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627477058086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588847812025291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625916610920762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351528477258458,0.059402774531090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149859343176433,0.16626688743413,0.050801333967445024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173854711915028,0.0,0.11878536946721062,0.06002018504842002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894713374995037,0.0,0.0,0.10630721408953572,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jalischrist69,2019/04/09,I miss school 19m I graduated last year and lost contact with everyone I have no friends and I live with my parents I wish I could go back to the great time I used to have with my friends messing around annoying teachers stuff like that 😔,1.82938775510204,4.099505000000004,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,80.63265306122447,6.3689795918367365,28.16734693877552,7.554174236665415,1.5276416326530615,191,9,42,3,5,60,36,49,0.159,0.561,0.28,0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,6,6,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,25,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168460125790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148446913322592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988257999402037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379535814583351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847914219325371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415263621205669,0.0,0.0,0.2745503903812157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298820435541728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166079198553258,0.0,0.2198931958383352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27183965863783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765122371848002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202608878125266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507347390777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452081885506597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507721295977625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863658852635685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603636134095977 lonely,DallasGER,2019/04/09,I need to talk to someone... I don't have anybody to talk because everybody is probably ignoring me. Somebody once answered to an question of mine after around 8 months... I just miss social interactions. I'm laying only on my bed the whole time and I go out with my dog and he is probably the only thing that gives me joy... Does anybody want to write with me?,1.6484859154929588,4.1363775633802815,3.4937852112676078,85.8212411971831,83.22535211267606,6.366901408450705,25.77640845070423,7.6454224807358475,1.6766464788732396,281,12,54,5,8,94,52,71,0.065,0.916,0.02,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,12,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695365718229585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348680086317819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193611713011965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122369637434172,0.12573780248689134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659448304587164,0.0,0.0,0.1640492817331314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356171497646467,0.0,0.3365313639609289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770759125684173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478433990495941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552992743502195,0.1874589336965144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556543542028937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698437729484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900888751671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304951722654802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470105116335425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodgollyitsollie,2019/04/09,"For the most part I’m happy. I’m a 30 year old single gay guy. For the most part, I’m pretty happy. I’m moderately successful, my friendships are strong, I get to do the things that I want, I live in a country where I have the freedom to be openly gay and to express myself however I like with little backlash. I am not the type of person that thinks they need a partner. For the most part, I am incredibly independent and unapproachable.I’m not much for hugging and outward displays of affection. I very much subscribe to the notion that one does not need to be in a long term relationship to be considered a success as a person, and am extremely dismissive of people that suggest that I *need* a partner. Because I don’t. But every so often, a melancholy descends. I have times (mostly nights) when the only thing I want from this world is a hand to hold, someone to be there, and to understand me in a way that my friends can’t. Someone to love, cherish, and support me, who I can curl up next to, or will come up behind me and surprise me with a hug. I want intimacy, I want closeness, I want to feel connected to a person. Tonight is one of those nights. And I blame myself for not being kind, warm, or even just a bit more approachable. These things all remind me of a vulnerability that I’m unable to engage with for a variety of reasons that ultimately stem from an abusive upbringing. So that’s my story. I’m not looking so much for advice or anything. I just kind of needed to write down what I’m feeling.",4.348757142857142,5.392696856666671,5.714761904761902,79.53500000000003,70.43333333333334,8.247619047619049,30.285714285714285,8.563005593585519,2.318171428571429,1187,48,229,19,21,400,155,300,0.068,0.7190000000000001,0.213,0.9912,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,3,10,17,0,0,24,0,18,6,1,3,1,49,43,17,0,9,11,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,17,14,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,5,29,17,42,37,15,25,0,0,1,5,14,12,0,8,11,172,46,3,0.0,0.12725979588885444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495693027620856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838685392784658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547434332065427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726068499710846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252166671791992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399263692885963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094134631532853,0.0,0.0904950755870199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861646764311816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298242363585337,0.0,0.05611575275387889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634987016543253,0.0,0.2286736128319306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369583740126028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247366133950311,0.1076500851483362,0.09484239664208301,0.0950518630591324,0.09019487436543357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693905986179233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686962974073564,0.31856387894113664,0.0,0.0,0.1142286206421767,0.2015884888160504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270563556574087,0.0,0.14556359927703333,0.0816879046620457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489341188544432,0.0,0.07446252756903513,0.2813510905179474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927158764867187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043234033142862,0.0,0.11531498023682901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201129693965126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188425226859467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140694226764323,0.06882210342098741,0.0,0.0,0.06262991704538733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181453132955214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862206828704568,0.31675731692328635,0.08525472023263556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916662142257705 lonely,Potek200,2019/04/09,I feel like I don't understand modern relationships. Everyone around me just starts going out after just meeting each other whether it is on a party or whereever else. Like... I don't get it. I see realtionships as something that develops overtime when two people get so close to each other that they want to become more than just friends but everyone my age finds their partner instantly and starts dating the same day they meet. Is this why I can't find anyone?,6.164922480620158,7.637111616279071,6.0534883720930255,77.1913178294574,66.55813953488372,8.989147286821705,30.6124031007752,9.2995712137729,2.7744403100775195,373,14,64,7,6,117,66,86,0.0,0.913,0.087,0.6036,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,18,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,8,14,4,13,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,10,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771760911663076,0.0,0.0,0.1880658142414322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331960631454154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362449508787634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648026936026634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037351606263739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681919038475808,0.15092388488727682,0.0,0.0,0.3861748543940876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321862607559198,0.0,0.220748820397876,0.0,0.12006368677753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642151756312768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464607914715411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22681372531106975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683465319662435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263794451779662,0.0,0.0,0.2990612336129814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063699106971222,0.21992867138928146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460637277716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906289100121717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,paxhominibus,2019/04/09,"I have no friends I’ve known for more than two years CW suicide I am coming to terms with the fact that my best friend probably doesn’t really want to speak to me anymore. He has been avoiding answering any calls or messages (we live on different coasts). I really *really* fucking value him as a friend, but I guess that isn’t reciprocated. Even on its own, this is just such a horrible thing to come to grips with. I still have one friend, my ex that broke up with me in November. And she is still dating a couple of other girlfriends, so I have to know she cares about me less than them. People keep ditching me as a friend after a while. I had four close friends who over the course of this academic year just decided to ghost me, or at least soft-ghost me. I have to live knowing that something about me bores or annoys or exhausts people after enough time. The natural life cycle of a friendship with me just ends with them leaving me behind. I am trying to move to a new community next month. Maybe I will make some friends there. But I have no reason to think they won’t just leave me eventually like everyone does. I would try and kill myself, but the only method I am comfortable with lately has turned out repeatedly to be nonviable. I hate this life and am so ashamed and humiliated.",4.6239437856829175,5.845981304347827,5.143050065876153,83.2239470794906,69.94861660079052,8.626174791392183,26.703776899429073,8.998388855275968,1.9191205094422488,1022,32,205,19,18,327,152,253,0.174,0.665,0.161,-0.6816,1,1,2,0,0,2,26.0,1,0,3,1,13,20,4,2,11,0,21,4,0,2,1,41,34,16,3,2,11,1,1,1,8,3,3,1,0,0,11,15,0,2,7,0,0,3,5,9,0,3,2,2,34,11,38,28,8,27,0,1,0,1,21,8,1,6,17,150,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073038395757506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651589706367788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271386046118965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967148155185713,0.0,0.10950552518267574,0.0,0.0,0.18503805314984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884047129380156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221430903510296,0.0,0.0,0.09398995481113544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512805531872466,0.11097703183352274,0.0,0.0709393219754595,0.0,0.0,0.10262911446425252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808603898929776,0.09929325741456577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183176030366934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060392035081324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546560059692333,0.11882660092542392,0.0,0.1180528473145451,0.0,0.12115637810856494,0.22745063349442196,0.0,0.0,0.15172522789889767,0.05247216398245759,0.0,0.1896793805522468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169299685728825,0.0,0.1079017433200072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572883955812917,0.11415344314072112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037314421337234,0.11422536108251286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277972278057132,0.08168557366480908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892080550168368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579966616228342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641723732813388,0.11042918910015133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268483824025577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154592917412548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748253191132887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135443803976642,0.0688201395545673,0.0,0.0,0.06262812987549764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584051709093826,0.11682469851652685,0.10491809112713173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334965562515239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762967124212246,0.0,0.0,0.13832929545039424 lonely,ghastwardude,2019/04/09,"Lost in the din. Im tired of it. They say there is 7.8 billion people on this planet and how come not one of them ever seems to actually notice me? I wake up everyday and 6 am and i work until 4. Nothing significant ever happens in between and no matter how much i try to reach out people just stop trying with me once ive said a few sentences. I even made a post on r/needafriend on my alt acc and of the people i got to talk to i got at most 3 messages in before people started avoiding me again. I havent had sex in six year (since i was a teenager) and my last girlfriend cheated on me all the while leading me on so i would spend money on her. What about me is so horrible that i must be treated this way. Why am i so fucked up? I cant even dispose of myself properly.",1.030618762475051,2.631660365269461,3.378347305389223,90.67119361277449,80.07784431137725,5.650938123752495,23.10938123752495,6.42735559955562,0.4952957285429145,599,20,134,5,15,207,111,167,0.16699999999999998,0.812,0.021,-0.9775,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,13,5,2,1,6,0,12,4,1,4,4,25,22,13,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,2,2,4,4,0,3,7,2,25,1,26,12,4,28,0,1,0,2,8,14,1,2,10,101,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.15534381415602672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545664353481182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712573918008447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028338327665808,0.2879880018231081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716606759307665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546332064526161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076877865552753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194957012760714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297588728916907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737717116327879,0.0,0.0,0.15062684548607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170209610344178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274448051716302,0.18123576393622406,0.0,0.16952924906835065,0.107869415114583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414416426479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245740287892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514235489215309,0.12659210777880026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491811351558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168135616038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267357025386182,0.0,0.0,0.13308768708980462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794869909964549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829623514453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615541633812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263554467315619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436417527286037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589022972141508,0.0,0.0,0.11308207052198435,0.0,0.0,0.1025113838261946 lonely,PianoKeys55,2019/04/09,"13M, Might just be puberty Over the past few weeks I have realized how lonely and deprived I am of meaningful human connection. For context 13M and going through puberty. I have a few friends but the most we talk about is either joking around or stuff about school. I don't think I have ever really had a meaningful conversation with any of them. Don't get me wrong, they are really fun to be around but I wish we would have better conversations. I also wish I had a crush on someone and someone had a crush on me. I feel so deprived of actual emotional connection that it hurts. This is made more complicated by the fact that I live in a small town with very little people. Finally, I feel deprived of a father figure, or someone who will give me good advice. I never knew my father, and I'm sure who he is because I have been to scared to ask. I love my mom, but I just don't feel as comfortable talking to her as I would some sort of a father figure. I have gone my whole life without really a father figure and it is starting to get to me. Is this normal? I feel deprived of connection and life at some points. Any advice?",3.2383308859520312,4.776716242290751,4.871064610866373,82.60124204601078,73.80176211453744,8.216250611845325,24.94591287322565,8.841846274778883,1.8324324033284385,885,28,176,18,18,299,120,227,0.128,0.6970000000000001,0.174,0.9086,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,1,10,16,0,1,11,0,26,3,0,2,4,49,44,16,0,5,9,5,4,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,4,30,8,29,31,8,19,0,6,0,1,22,11,0,7,6,131,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.1198284706348152,0.0,0.0,0.2399842289597245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098197694530287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700720218092585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186240008641159,0.11479508583940383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485360784228869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860062535621062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812584619447646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107349850757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835176839743398,0.0,0.0,0.1345139716032266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486973800134886,0.0,0.12830877981753255,0.11779444669537488,0.06978621730822365,0.10299312795340276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145268283136705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346496694551372,0.0,0.12307106645452373,0.1084286638859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108256761882746,0.1161899147977253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302642027095222,0.0,0.1438139364401101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470570205555673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031128518476422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722002385935648,0.0851293583854835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607928419317437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599344516370405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293743574741316,0.12427329534583048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121268932151896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691367389063727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056886011095318,0.0,0.0,0.1157311576657893,0.0,0.0,0.1973930795522424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868093789236871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131726733391172,0.0,0.0,0.0984973151740296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709424613231194,0.2824122884136659,0.11836828323068455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445756228513454,0.1342551108435197,0.0,0.0 lonely,StabandDab,2019/04/10,So lonely I’m just laying in bed alternating between staring at the ceiling and staring at the clock just trying to make it through the night. No friends. No hobbies. No life. Anybody out there willing to talk to me about nothing to pass the time? Or at least acknowledge my existence?,3.2485534591194964,6.1441459622641545,3.6625471698113214,84.53709119496857,79.94339622641509,5.79748427672956,33.361635220125784,7.1686216300943375,2.4723106918239,228,13,39,3,6,71,41,53,0.163,0.785,0.052000000000000005,-0.6861,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,12,2,1,9,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,3,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530190422098661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32273956784407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30500091703386023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428793063183256,0.0,0.4384317623007961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672589244496372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664365821136772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102220119349537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,whatonearthlmfao,2019/04/10,"I am alone at a Red Robin bar. Today is my 21st birthday. I hope life looks up from here.",-2.3181666666666665,-0.5413951499999996,-0.009999999999999787,107.00833333333334,100.5,2.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.0548333333333333,67,1,18,0,3,22,19,20,0.101,0.754,0.146,0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507687426971118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868677600144769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462346164744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116348618618577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646413580479741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrFartbox,2019/04/10,Isolated In the hospital for what must be the 9th or 10th time over suicide. In a room with no tv and no outlets to charge my phone. No friends or family to visit me or even call. Waiting list to get into a psychiatric facility is 2+ weeks long. Want to die more than when I came In here. Can someone just please talk to me?,1.6913725490196114,3.378589705882355,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,78.41176470588233,7.47450980392157,24.568627450980397,8.344100000000001,1.41831568627451,252,9,57,5,6,85,55,68,0.219,0.696,0.085,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,8,5,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,13,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,38,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010752567613301,0.3372303445235226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060081969617298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474592916971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277958745751295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278007119273925,0.0,0.1540471809279867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609333534281112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236572318053851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498258137387445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32251851584087177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369896080608018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719296577007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391042377836485,0.0,0.23651123100246865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cheekyoneyouare,2019/04/10,"You need to talk, I need to talk... I’m tired of feeling hung up over shitty people I know don’t deserve me. I’m just starting to come out of a depressive period and I’m trying to address past issues before they try and address me, and it can be hard to do on my own. If you want to talk I’m always here to cos I need it just as much as you do. Smiley :)))",-1.5926249999999982,0.271784987500002,1.6900000000000013,97.195,92.875,4.2,15.5,5.6839178017228535,-0.7786500000000003,269,6,66,2,10,96,49,80,0.13,0.802,0.068,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,17,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,15,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716511150258138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811778211646824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834102927839001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833862502023874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076579078083062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073300700648188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223142413398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701434878586678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651947514382553,0.4736287432415999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325464325654372,0.14761076477906546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070469361064706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134070781350443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471830487597665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28911514668545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255847506843286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thomas_of_Astora,2019/04/10,"Just talking to people is hard sometimes Sometimes when I try to say something, join a conversation, make a joke, etc. my brain starts over analyzing what I’m about to say because it might sound stupid. So rather than actually saying anything I just sit there panicking with my brain going a million miles a minute look for something to say that doesn’t sound stupid. It’s worse when I don’t know the other person that well or when a bunch of people will be able to see it.",7.173152173913042,6.813621315217392,6.5925217391304365,80.56986956521742,64.1086956521739,9.099130434782607,31.44347826086956,8.238735603445708,2.1043060869565213,379,12,74,4,5,117,65,92,0.153,0.777,0.07,-0.8271,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,0,6,0,6,2,2,1,0,8,13,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,9,5,2,11,10,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,4,48,12,0,0.16641259183992013,0.0,0.16239468433079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369433838124965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144357139978108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715429768835935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559402908352787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457611092231047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907299552437134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145600840996516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397446650632969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108169726809987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653746197833145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307390757648029,0.1453050563617243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293518893738436,0.0,0.0,0.13260929018551942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622508676402705,0.3291726169772725,0.0,0.11778768902520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375613772398445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298322624988615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962490541293508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958864811033972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,walkingdeadperson10,2019/04/10,"Time to leave How do I begin? My life has changed. It use to be good, I had everything i needed. A good partner, A good job, supportive friends. It was all a lie My life has been one long adjustment to loss or depression. Recently it all fucked up. I've kept it all contained within my thoughts but I can't do it for much longer. My friends have all deserted me, got on with their lives and are making something of themselves. Now I am sat alone as the fucked up world probably intends for me, no job, no partner. No one to even talk to. Is it wrong to want to kill myself? I've tried multiple times to discuss with people the way I'm feeling but they all have their own things going on. It's not like I expect anyone to be there for me, but is it so truly wrong to just want someone to talk to so I don't lose all state of balance in my mind? It seems this way. I've sought out help and was rejected by everyone I talked to. It's getting to the point where I do just want to throw myself off something, I have enough medication saved up that I could end it all right now. I think about my family and it puts me off but even they would be better without a fuck up like myself. People say its selfish to want to die, think about everyone else but why should I, they don't think of me. As childish as that sounds, why should I have to endure this mess of a life, putting myself through the same pain everyday. I want to die. I'm not scared of it, anything would be better than putting my mind through this day to day torture. No one will miss me, they will say they will but thats just what you say to absolve any feelings of regret, something could have been done before but no one wanted to know. I think typing this out has helped me make my mind up. Theres no life for me anymore, mid 20's and my life is over. I have nothing else to fight for or even the energy. I just want the peacefulness of nothing, no worries, no torture, no running scenarios over in my head of what I could have done differently to arrive at a different conclusion. The only thing left to work out at this stage is whether I tell anyone what i intend to do. Probably not the smartest idea, I'd rather not be called soft or whatever like im usually told when i talk about my head and where its at.I just don't want to feel so alone anymore. This is probably the most ill written rant but I have no one else to say this to. Just a lonely guy with nothing left to give or offer.",2.6698668639053267,4.039006477317557,3.620311143984221,91.68230103550295,74.95660749506905,6.963491124260355,24.70655818540434,7.554174236665415,0.9667057593688364,1912,61,427,24,40,613,216,507,0.221,0.6609999999999999,0.119,-0.997,4,5,3,0,1,4,51.0,0,1,7,6,24,32,7,1,16,0,48,13,2,6,7,88,86,26,3,19,25,0,4,3,4,7,8,5,0,3,30,11,0,2,13,0,0,6,19,20,0,5,13,9,54,12,76,58,12,50,0,7,0,3,30,27,3,6,16,294,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976945380748062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04260298037959962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426052422579315,0.08761027149393537,0.0,0.05155419849181268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053309074116502764,0.0,0.0,0.11081462956910283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397090089804204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627357598566708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500586674414288,0.0,0.0,0.08080591885793313,0.0,0.053958873890532735,0.0,0.1300380526277882,0.13090824234434312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282218879683537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700380345075984,0.0,0.055487783271535,0.064732422731285,0.0,0.124135799160896,0.0,0.0,0.11972623726327948,0.05630423669794905,0.0,0.05905922515677139,0.0,0.09503056195875097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680381525847356,0.17375198292294988,0.03273114187719161,0.0600979411169611,0.035604462656979835,0.15763922102038125,0.05010555451943089,0.0,0.0,0.06203164919257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859042368484316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398364633878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072228533157775,0.06767089556502742,0.0,0.12433750712247273,0.0,0.06931104243592452,0.0,0.034429857650457585,0.0,0.0,0.06633548543605937,0.13613508441645109,0.0,0.221251673185974,0.09182035898112016,0.0,0.05531958118926456,0.055441758557979934,0.0,0.07008740327200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363643003897332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311155365323551,0.0,0.0,0.1897707188255568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046053696017980435,0.046452907636751306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033814998561196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122604877541231,0.04764684185688132,0.06666218957862334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686486181824979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922287664698798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263633343708606,0.0,0.0,0.18893648235714847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185762099235015,0.0,0.0,0.053501290923541736,0.0,0.1992817149469683,0.06272185983202483,0.0,0.0,0.05703264345421748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308168643404307,0.14468912568679906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109252852930903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141726549307812,0.054757360212133566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832414702507515,0.16056995911568764,0.0,0.04973573839878402,0.07306143462283378,0.0,0.0,0.059863118631639727,0.0,0.04253407145472102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054108001381891084,0.0689982322561697,0.0,0.2956126412867332,0.09945458117165808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306066122132387,0.0,0.0,0.060390708690283,0.0,0.04560869577437688,0.06362237186657309,0.0,0.08900708479691223,0.13699212437391986,0.0,0.0 lonely,kosmikjoke,2019/04/10,"Nobody ever wants the same things I do This is more of a vent post, fair warning. Every time I think I meet someone who I really click with romantically things go really great until we start flirting and the topic of sex is brought up, male or female. Suddenly all they ever want to talk about is sex or sexting or when we're going to have sex, even if I constantly try making conversation about literally anything else. Even if I bring that up, ""hey, I notice all you ever want to talk about is sex"", all I get is either ghosted or ""sorry I have a high sex drive."" Don't get me wrong, sex is great, sending nudes can be fun etc etc, and I understand as I have a regularly high sex drive too. But it just feels like any time I ever find a match romantically it only ever goes in a sexual direction. Is it too much to ask to just want to talk to someone and want to spend time with them without them only wanting to show their dick to you or something? I just want to get to know you and know about you and play video games or something with you or just hang out. I don't get why everyone only ever wants to bone.",6.877476972366844,5.2228556343612365,7.5850540648778555,77.4371085302363,65.34361233480176,10.545294353223868,30.768522226672005,9.339509955726095,2.361523348017621,867,23,183,13,11,291,118,227,0.03,0.812,0.158,0.9758,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,4,0,19,7,0,0,7,0,15,10,3,1,9,51,39,18,1,10,16,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,6,4,1,8,3,1,0,0,1,2,25,6,29,37,9,29,0,0,1,9,21,6,1,9,15,123,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353632090385146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688579695905888,0.0,0.08734542363240133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096577785513312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804965717022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840064615998852,0.12342066057142935,0.5070824265970344,0.0787196930106619,0.08927737641346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047241548411917966,0.06674716395748284,0.0,0.0,0.08539429110823335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525547887298125,0.0,0.10619804271094173,0.0,0.0,0.20601613471256566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743007746494928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269452816971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564569381257701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236595434005492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868257532536344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637187473224056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317558118939686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948112342079748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970865182115742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832765845677554,0.14385558066631135,0.0,0.1045884161280066,0.06613098121679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252890273506388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414288200580245,0.05986684710195689,0.0,0.0,0.16344119758279774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343355298655518,0.0,0.0,0.09726502269097936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408644529719994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430699435759965,0.0,0.0,0.09006420238134738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021521909731178,0.0,0.0 lonely,ljthescribe31,2019/04/10,I have never been the apple of anyone's eye... But I have been the squirt of lemon in many.,-0.18049999999999847,1.5259539500000017,1.8800000000000023,99.395,84.5,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-1.9825,69,0,17,0,2,23,15,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811786996433522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976880082964647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307527692710091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,andrew99xf,2019/04/10,"Loneliness is not tbe problem I struggle with loneliness for quite a good time, till i understood that is not that the problem.. We can feel lonely even in a relationship, or among people.. Deep inside we only want to stay attached to other people for forgetting ourselves, and treat the other person as an object to fulfill the emptyness. Also we feel lonely when we can't stand ourselves,when we are alone, there is only you and yourself, And if you can't get on and stay ib peace with yourself dont expect that others can. So the first step to get out of loneliness, Is to learn and maybe change yourself when you'll stay in peace with yourself. You'll atract others When we are lonely we search for other And depend on other people energy, But don't do that, don't depends on other Don't consume all the energy, But try to make the opposte, make other dependant of your energy. Don't stay with others for fullfing your ego, but stat with other to express and give energy to others",11.657619047619045,7.556084497354503,10.860634920634922,65.28714285714287,58.52380952380952,13.339682539682537,39.698412698412696,10.608840637214634,4.161939682539682,786,24,136,12,7,255,91,189,0.065,0.8190000000000001,0.115,0.7584,0,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,7,6,0,2,7,8,0,1,9,0,18,0,0,5,1,42,27,19,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,20,0,0,4,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,2,15,2,28,24,1,20,0,3,0,0,17,8,0,5,6,106,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327047636875618,0.0,0.11834559434441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655121084278778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344031241956084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774438443751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496539087708249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587813876579562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463477915390011,0.14196314762090953,0.0,0.12412493999313665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975656843385224,0.0,0.14867338997400048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510240845137974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778781199944866,0.12921702496436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832082081433856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740298099358488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888325137744702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309401734494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547087241301433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629273346129278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047383575243192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872868942213888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,unonimous73,2019/04/10,"School’s gonna end, how to time-pass? I am gonna end in few minutes and I don’t know what to do, how should i pass the time, with what entertainment, any advice?",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,87.88888888888891,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-1.1096444444444449,124,2,33,1,4,41,25,36,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631299031734452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527053941007324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6582667228663526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422540087259436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760859611616386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333738735041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ANONCANNON,2019/04/10,Did a past event disconnect you from reality? And now it feels like you don’t seem like a participant but an observer? I feel like I’m just not a part of any of this. Like I just watch the world and people don’t seem to notice me. Anyone have an experience that disconnected you from the feeling of living an average life ?,3.620153846153848,5.0808184000000045,5.455384615384617,79.1046153846154,72.69230769230771,9.507692307692308,25.30769230769231,9.888512548439397,2.3124461538461536,256,8,53,7,5,88,45,65,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,10,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,6,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,7,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800235980248786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246081278396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22727769482116805,0.0,0.0,0.3524413763791306,0.3319741925682248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411192908171487,0.4540475264926332,0.0,0.2051646221299239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645259748316625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516066624829987,0.22179930139560855,0.1610785563464079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230357675096045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mohammedgha,2019/04/10,"A thought on my mind Most of the time when i feel lonely, i tell myself I don’t need anyone, i can relay on myself and keep life going, but it will be nice if i have one person that i can share my day with, that i can talk with anytime, someone who understands me, but again who will understand me ?",6.265238095238093,4.256400603174601,6.834920634920636,83.46285714285716,66.77777777777777,9.669841269841275,28.936507936507937,7.793537801064563,1.5808031746031743,230,5,52,2,3,76,46,63,0.03,0.861,0.11,0.6956,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,2,5,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939554650678076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889169049552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025521989652812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764544488603582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465543426681495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959266667620667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800818320989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567897235797733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796463435555252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422036604270102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350291353591123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295319221845072,0.2424484957009866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021432206826871,0.16174661131798776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775393738924339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,killstxr,2019/04/10,"So alone irl I speak to a lot of people online, but irl im so lonely. I literally do nothing all day.",-1.8284057971014496,0.024704130434782808,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,94.65217391304348,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.18313333333333315,77,2,18,1,3,30,19,23,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.7191,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737441703111953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949949457472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940868799714626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888780229943711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389021953098217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171140872052524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,KLCR08,2019/04/10,"Lonely guy looking for a girl? If you’re a lonely guy, I can offer my company. Just shoot me a message.",-0.8501515151515164,1.2785773181818172,2.824545454545458,87.87348484848488,94.0,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.6211333333333333,79,3,16,1,3,29,18,22,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.7506,0,4,0,1,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9206461634153376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903980555645987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mysdini,2019/04/10,"No friends First time posting, looking for advice or something comforting. I'm getting married in 2 months and my fiance is an extrovert. We have 10 people on each side in our wedding party and no matter how hard I try I can get only two out of the 10 I have to be there for any part of this. Feelings are hurt and I guess I'm hoping for a pickme up",5.259729729729732,4.371223756756764,6.295270270270272,82.87912162162164,68.18918918918922,8.481081081081081,32.013513513513516,7.1686216300943375,1.9309027027027041,274,10,58,2,4,92,59,74,0.117,0.725,0.158,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,7,3,11,13,2,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,3,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516977045690669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751587161275323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023682910803566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909176688440135,0.0,0.0,0.19900053758962394,0.0,0.2691428973989012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837460931097249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307351363635585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558284625932519,0.0,0.0,0.2757376071879575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629674936120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559259710413247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589614559405927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789268465657528,0.0,0.17856893504997465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466840772816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829255502079546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019309650339854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487540264326626,0.0,0.25161174406669845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ScholarOfTrash,2019/04/10,"Maybe I'm just strange I don't like going on things like this but I want to vent. I'm surrounded with people who don't know how to actually do a good relationship. Every friend I've had always tells how the other person or someone else was a scumbag. Personally, I've made it my number 1 goal to make sure I can be the absolute best I can for someone else, because I know I have so much to offer. But why can't people see that? I feel like I came off as a creep when it came to this one girl. She showed signs of interest but I didn't know if she was just pitying me. I asked if we could talk more and I got a quick response of ""I don't have a phone"" even though she does have one. And those words still haunt me. I'm HORRIBLE at talking to people I find beautiful. But once I get to know them, I can just be myself and be a goofball. I would feel selfish if I wasn't with someone because I feel like I could help them and make their life better, and I don't want to get comfortable with the idea of being single forever. I changed my appearance, I lost a lot of weight and now I look pretty good, but was it not enough? I just wanna say sorry to them but I just feel so crummy. And tbh, this girl was the only person I've known so far that I find to be perfect, I just wish I had another chance.",2.195867895545316,3.1733796057347696,3.8867690732206883,90.85967741935488,75.52329749103944,7.034715821812598,22.60471070148489,7.447530270364453,0.6330022529441885,1006,26,235,12,21,338,140,279,0.122,0.672,0.206,0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,4,5,17,16,0,0,11,0,28,2,0,5,2,60,56,25,0,10,17,0,5,4,1,1,1,1,0,5,12,13,1,0,12,1,0,4,8,3,0,2,13,8,41,13,23,35,6,13,0,2,2,0,24,5,0,6,8,158,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.1017273767908268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673958917661735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930921350632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745432691458758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270926872184065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939793719644934,0.0921955915551913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845536345525575,0.0,0.0,0.11027662261265392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646114526625205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122486916386098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416543395450382,0.0,0.0,0.10771220424086557,0.0,0.0688523617102282,0.0,0.08783029926746155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083615426777896,0.14894426442557462,0.0,0.0,0.19055476099870025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053886970753224,0.0,0.10892666426368512,0.0,0.05924442484587281,0.17487030717619068,0.08337367109527974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698727413995295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767909991006845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291597133402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736308156108088,0.20371395235428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753893796452487,0.0,0.11379494240498345,0.0886247563698183,0.0,0.09863845527949304,0.1391677285389304,0.0,0.10472738748198633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663153798719215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101675268331218,0.14127723971738945,0.07928246997374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680956797404008,0.27306624497656545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605390605353664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191934100859327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289923301242283,0.0,0.0,0.08306919209983321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649775124762921,0.0,0.0,0.11669293333230422,0.0,0.0,0.08324961415264197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982489972536274,0.0,0.0,0.16757520206285975,0.09111409272203047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925526549638608,0.0,0.10241947273098727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229719507279836,0.0,0.0,0.1269414456352827,0.0,0.0,0.0940642456998056,0.0,0.11987577376903298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405214336196635,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nishbot,2019/04/11,"Feeling painful after a break-up I love her, but I screwed up. You don’t know how important someone is until they’re gone. I totally fucked up. I don’t know what else to say. I’ve never felt this lonely.",0.28604651162790873,2.5005892325581414,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,86.90697674418604,5.300465116279072,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.6110595348837209,159,6,35,2,5,53,34,43,0.341,0.534,0.124,-0.9267,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,5,8,1,6,0,1,0,3,4,2,2,0,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985338471193286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069523560526424,0.0,0.3431278740880984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303795625745338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927985552293527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32253721081472125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27562306894799776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380263142832954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841921774317752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279546828379833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Arya4prez,2019/04/11,"Even on my best day, I can’t feel completely happy I had a great day. A really great day. Things went catastrophic at work and I single-handedly fixed everything. My bosses recognized me in front of everyone, gave me a nice raise, the whole nine yards. And yet, right now I’m sitting on my couch with a glass of wine with no one to share this with. I feel like I’m a good catch but every guy I’ve gone after in the last two years has rejected me. Even on my best day, there is still a gaping hole in my life. Thanks for listening, I know I have a great life overall and shouldn’t complain, but sometimes I just really want someone to share my life with.",3.1961194029850724,4.36972741791045,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,73.32835820895522,8.345074626865673,23.101492537313433,8.841846274778883,1.3102561194029847,510,13,113,10,10,166,85,134,0.078,0.662,0.26,0.9767,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,0,0,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,7,1,0,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,3,4,3,16,12,17,12,3,23,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,11,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255124182341275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113762252225438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718570603432081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041828458334448,0.0,0.12145186094950855,0.13774067315833047,0.12955194519956878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577226483814246,0.10298016882053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090545295015698,0.0,0.4767747813068238,0.0,0.14273030393692554,0.0,0.15344943163111172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922059321201158,0.11750078204228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545038513181344,0.07042398472156251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767918256338806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846912504278591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310257125082992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213709190119147,0.0,0.14256717759425194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511768315142998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271315385019278,0.0,0.0,0.09576627821197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081275643639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502289292573269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336276896846571,0.0,0.16093735819914814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494228502348403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282731499886207 lonely,OCD_Dragon,2019/04/11,My current state Being alone hurts my heart especially when i think about it and unfortunately the most thinking occurs during lonely/empty times. I am not willing to put myself out there because i am afraid it will hurt more than the loneliness i have built a tolerance for.,12.1708,9.357437280000003,10.916,61.32800000000002,56.2,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.5738,224,8,36,4,2,71,43,50,0.258,0.7020000000000001,0.041,-0.8948,1,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,5,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207641594027961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879516601316107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670055563669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6630977929697754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113421541853296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968968539968984,0.0,0.0,0.18059326732100853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,thatkid86ed,2019/04/11,Empty house My wife recently attempted suicide and has been admitted into a mental health facility. Because I have to go to work my in-laws have my kids and my house is so quiet. I feel so lost and don’t know what to do with myself.,1.3268750000000011,3.5341196041666656,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,82.125,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.4432450000000001,183,6,37,4,5,64,36,48,0.187,0.785,0.028,-0.8356,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,12,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,5,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716210795861816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423525192643599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000278810752136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992584643262254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6497070168519898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472423418636652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073286322670844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837209906777997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277981777729037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079535173230188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049607813535542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nicki_05,2019/04/11,"Bad day :( I am posting this little rant hoping that I could get some support. I have no one that I can turn to and get comfort. I sound selfish, but I think I need atleast someone to reach out because I'm going to break. People don't like me very much. I get stared at school. I don't really speak to others and I mess up my words because I am extremely scared of people judging me. (I got criticised for the way I spoke all the time by my sister and her friends so I never really tried again since then.) I don't have any friends at school so I roam around the place alone. I truly believe that I am being treated badly for the way I look. My sister acts like I am annoying her and doesn't put effort in talking to me. She's nice sometimes but I feel like she pitys me and feels bad for me. My old friends are not speaking to me. I don't know if they still think about me since I moved to a different city 2 years ago. (We still live 30 mins away from each other)",1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.1458823529411752,93.8814705882353,77.33333333333334,5.976470588235292,22.294117647058826,6.522977012572876,0.2946352941176471,748,21,171,6,17,243,123,204,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.944,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,7,19,1,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,2,25,32,11,0,4,4,2,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,2,8,40,11,21,28,4,28,0,1,2,0,15,9,0,3,14,109,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111817842193976,0.0,0.0,0.12982826254373386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852445742751421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115910549761809,0.0,0.0,0.11777359556266097,0.0,0.31399442533360555,0.1528284732669596,0.0,0.0,0.14123029555219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000844472097466,0.0,0.0,0.08084253836915391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096756715516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267648370312971,0.08955245589745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29054305402080066,0.0,0.19647584957670244,0.0,0.07124119567331462,0.0,0.10025652256653103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450415750562804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889092104862228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372394000125736,0.12563698485455865,0.11068930167655874,0.0,0.10526524014350892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332307694007967,0.09214913313270044,0.09294791819854778,0.09668022872939823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153725061233953,0.0,0.08494267186386119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738084542252238,0.0,0.13096756715516358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005385523046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260147362154211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606091274467735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550056807026466,0.2537285582222448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738716743830424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621148383420004,0.0,0.12397766511904072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021468912916526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224949228026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075427174129356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064272598106905,0.0,0.0,0.07309454449971893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510669396928802,0.13634844504152085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342963905524884,0.0,0.19899930371421196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072344537521818 lonely,narupreso,2019/04/11,"How do you deal with shyness? I'm 18 (M) and since February I've been struggling with my feelings of sadness and loneliness. I broke up with my GF and since she was the only person I texted with it's like I lost everything. I have friends, I don't think I'm a lonely person but I do feel like I am. I never talked about my feelings with anyone but my ex and my afternoons felt lonely since I didn't have anyone to talk with (I can't stop feeling kinda pathetic for thinking this). To be honest I don't know what to do, I'm too shy to start talking with anyone or doing anything. I'm not even sure about writing this post, I feel like it isn't going to make any difference. I just don't feel comfortable making the first step on anything but once I get some confidence everything goes better but this time I just can't figure out what to do. Even looking at some other posts I feel like my problems are nothing and I'm only looking for attention but I really feel like I need to vent or anything. And I'm kinda used to this feeling of loneliness but this time I think it's different. I've never been as sad as I feel right now, some days my mood is just ""ok"" and suddenly I just start crying. I don't know if it's something temporary but I even wanted to go see a psychiatrist (haven't gone tho) since this hurt me more than I expected. I lost all interest on things I really enjoyed (playing videogames, football, watching YouTube, anything), started missing school (Not the best student but I never missed school) and even worse I stopped eating. I told a friend I thought I could solve my problem meeting people but again, I'm too shy to try and I don't know how to start talking to anyone without looking weird. I even downloaded an app for random chats (feel so pathetic about this) and I'm still too shy to even try meeting someone. Anyway, thank you if you took the time to read this. P.S: Sorry if there's any typo, I'm not a native speaker.",2.7378993729471475,4.583367236040613,3.9639295312033447,87.28309346073458,75.87817258883248,6.767273813078531,26.309047476858765,7.618777277803332,1.4469438041206335,1537,58,308,21,34,502,182,394,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.16,0.2627,1,4,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,5,25,32,0,1,9,1,25,1,0,5,5,86,77,30,0,9,22,1,12,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,16,18,1,2,21,3,0,5,17,14,0,1,11,18,46,17,38,64,6,32,0,10,5,0,20,6,0,11,24,193,62,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623579977369907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979026929685668,0.0,0.2329113822246748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425620726307483,0.0625797444696816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649454469119919,0.0,0.07772439455902247,0.045633088098840834,0.07294844180116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478542027661713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240314914903835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804101451671344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718554432096535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935513531648781,0.2021982580891052,0.06793882362382095,0.0,0.0,0.06018676054522371,0.0,0.0,0.10933498665513043,0.0,0.036968160302304535,0.0,0.08042686001723942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574795517483279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666032015472587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284404368196796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825682149957905,0.0,0.15448153859684238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944630946391698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052466196946836095,0.1637189090307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789425661044861,0.0,0.0,0.07535501315826554,0.0,0.10762936986877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049054722080629734,0.12356639867969725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553330370011274,0.0,0.0,0.1354117940977969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077719738295679,0.0,0.0906588364258122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042698744402696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432218468657758,0.05638500417667471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341271581321881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995306551091644,0.05447300323810988,0.0,0.07920784308848006,0.2003316457951233,0.0,0.056507469532891964,0.11831379501730632,0.0,0.07397167629561555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666886240309421,0.0,0.0,0.22749055887929906,0.0,0.0651445051056052,0.0,0.0,0.04700850382145808,0.13601670262364854,0.0,0.056173987353645295,0.12377876261637814,0.0,0.0,0.067612348327892,0.07861479624294619,0.09608014152072827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111223605421898,0.0,0.0,0.041734930725449496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820823447005613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721084972149432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Fright_In_The_Night,2019/04/11,"When You Find Out They're Just Ignoring Your Texts-But Responding to everyone else Quite painful. Maybe this only happens to me. But it seems people are shy around ms, but magically gain social skills around others.",6.594122807017541,8.941619289473685,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,66.63157894736842,9.27719298245614,28.456140350877188,9.725611199111238,2.832077192982456,175,6,29,4,3,52,34,38,0.13,0.7609999999999999,0.109,0.2854,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016187994654708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353586195420753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692157894196167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575063517341779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491428118307973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304690300886115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142768776010991,0.29979249999120283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532387287676364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29966644536986764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564866061304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871996718973841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Aswerk212,2019/04/11,I try and help everyone but i just end up alone and desserted I've been through a lot in my life and due to that I've grown to hate myself but see the beauty in other people's happiness so I try to help everyone and see them smile in the end. Well while helping one of my friends (I'll call her S) she was having some bf issues and I was giving her advice to my best ability (I've never experienced love) and she smiled and thanked me for being a good person well I walk home after the meet up with S and I get a text from her BF threatening to spill my blood all the over the asphalt outside. Then S texts me and basically says that it's better that we never speak to one another. Since S was my only friend I was heartbroken and alone. It's been a month now and Im still alone typing this very post.,1.6226315789473702,3.2664295087719317,3.4162339181286576,90.87452631578951,78.47368421052632,6.665263157894738,20.756725146198832,7.554174236665415,0.5476297076023395,630,16,142,9,15,211,101,171,0.109,0.593,0.299,0.9914,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,2,6,11,1,0,9,0,8,4,1,0,3,21,15,16,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,7,13,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,6,5,22,10,18,8,4,20,0,0,2,1,21,6,0,2,11,93,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307559149772134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157551102700716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030966184492324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404235478620246,0.11834256106831115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366332274999945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370288618349621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571911578648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067599100121987,0.0,0.06990931019665844,0.12836110709152673,0.0,0.11223204741651996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244141572308305,0.0,0.13210798661449766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906663409608106,0.0,0.1342206276289018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453591772298702,0.13966109308200952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451275430794777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375902541479885,0.1207672083768321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680450261919563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640240868347925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134392422450035,0.10176723622297433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927658221156283,0.11683623995003632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815135636812355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640972501831517,0.0,0.0,0.2132557701109787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068760244951184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685947538906627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319269819741747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816940946583353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040585500691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406194497156137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yngmysterious99,2019/04/11,"empty All I want is to lay in bed with someone I can call my soulmate and just lay there, talking about our dreams and inspirations. Sex is nice but I really miss the feeling of being loved and cared for...",3.898699186991866,5.123444073170732,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,71.6829268292683,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.303725203252032,161,5,33,2,3,52,35,41,0.071,0.535,0.394,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,10,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,6,8,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446065482921037,0.0,0.4439337636499637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201584863409479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929782868028841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789374657776124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689250120234904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499694154692318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568185577913852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,WildHuntsman,2019/04/11,"No love I'm a loveless creature. I've never been loved. I doubt I ever will be. I can barely fathom intimacy. I hate my life. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm inhuman. It's as though I'm losing my grip on reality. I want something I can't have. I don't know why I don't just off myself. I just want something so basic to the human experience but apparently I'm not allowed to have even that. I don't know how much longer I can bear this burden. If you've read this far have a nice day.",-1.2565250965250954,0.7026298918918954,2.2787194337194343,92.84695945945947,92.42342342342344,4.973230373230374,16.937580437580436,6.5431188927421005,-0.21952303732303724,382,10,92,5,14,139,69,111,0.126,0.7509999999999999,0.123,-0.3289,2,0,2,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,3,0,14,3,0,2,2,16,27,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,2,16,4,6,24,1,6,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,4,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441670363337533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764834491404275,0.202207854761124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186683953562525,0.0,0.0,0.11303028847685473,0.15969949018908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207028832245572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685609130380305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578953544885011,0.10921204136611608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500879479340706,0.0,0.0,0.40351339492479626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643301619724355,0.0,0.17241049488501614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236039508132511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441893487474382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963031129334207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637034452391309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171319978267352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HarMori,2019/04/11,"The fact that you people can be so open about loneliness is pretty admirable imo It takes me a lot of courage to even post this. And then there are people on here, who can put everything into words so well... I could never do that. Makes me kinda glad I found this sub, cuz I genuinely think the people here are nice and have interesting things to say. (anyway, sorry for this little trainwreck of a post, have a good day)",2.5924390243902407,4.903741597560977,3.229451219512196,90.16539634146343,78.14634146341461,6.051219512195122,18.78658536585366,7.1686216300943375,0.25794634146341444,329,7,66,4,8,103,62,82,0.047,0.725,0.228,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,14,14,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,7,8,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372463960207102,0.0,0.0,0.14032490795762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371343780831053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955521809276124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385717135033981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825007333855356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807823815830132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498375504436046,0.0,0.0,0.14524028082345594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678156632814461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525400086407669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167743003874156,0.22136308840208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873393163370716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303304450219975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356960604635516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359752126995766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455440661136226,0.13942026185781706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956358591452539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,colorfulllgirl,2019/04/11,"I am happy with the little things but I wish I knew what real friends and family were like My mental illness prevent me from having real relationships because people don't understand my panic attacks and social anxiety. It is not like in the movies I am a normal person but my case is so severe that is a disability. I take medication and I can control it but eventually I have my downs when something triggers me. I don't have any friends or family close because I live abroad ( I came when I did not know I had this disease). I am married but my husband don't understand my condition. He thinks I am lazy that this is all in my head. I just leave the house to go to the supermarket once a week because he takes me there. My days are alone at home because I depend on other people to take me out which I don't know anyone. I dream of having a friend to take me to a coffeshop, doing hikes in nature, picnics in the park. I am human and I know that even though we are different we complete each other. I know that I might have something that someone out there needs. I talk to my therapist online. I am doing my masters online too. I am 26 female (mix of French, Italian and Portuguese) living in the west coast of the US.",3.831065759637191,5.064852816326533,5.226904761904766,81.83115079365079,71.85714285714286,7.56689342403628,27.488662131519273,7.984000788550335,1.7449002267573688,960,34,186,13,18,322,131,245,0.094,0.787,0.119,0.7991,1,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,12,0,29,3,1,3,1,40,45,14,0,3,8,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,2,14,13,0,2,8,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,43,6,21,39,2,19,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,6,142,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140485250169172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488367918734219,0.0,0.08423958957949904,0.0,0.0,0.07699671954417221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527455851010788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850643481133696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594508957266634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545610845243012,0.0,0.12350614483958812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101668064393687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150493549435656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273157321547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761796617451772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25522953258209585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625823154973375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172221312251798,0.0,0.0,0.1130123285739792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104568355009086,0.0,0.0,0.127060815596981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420708027269669,0.0,0.0,0.11659853761097745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759570095087033,0.11036666847026794,0.194471547936053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093180088984272,0.11097254467767956,0.11681727060761295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165073433349346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078917743036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727154850421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919916545318322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268322514275134,0.09615035754703123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506756559461119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822498956611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440143644532108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225092846919793,0.09330220426440812,0.1695476697214912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33117863653048263,0.08850827898414945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785491009395575,0.07315717700732544,0.07055885056871229,0.10818988912790704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927241148768934,0.13245779956860684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883296199683174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662969577336866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,REBELDINE91,2019/04/11,"Who the hell would be interested in me??? I'm a 28 year old Native American who was raised in a white family. I don't really have much to offer but an ear and unlimited support in hopes it would all come back to me eventually. I have an interest in video games, horror genre type art and films, firearms, metal bands among other things. I use to be a musician in guitar, recorder and the Native American flute. I daydream of scenarios that would never happen to me in a million years. I create very dark art to help with my depression and mental illness problems. I don't see what people find interesting in me. I can be very perverted if I know you really well and I like making people laugh. But all of that never really shows in real life. I have been hurt a lot and survived numerous traumatic events. So I share my experience with people who are not sure how to hand theirs. I thought I could be people's savior....but I guess even saviors can't be helped......What the hell is wrong with me?......Trying to save people who just up and leave after getting what they want?.......Its always been a pattern for me....that's why I don't trust a lot of people.....Anyway....I think that's all I will share.....Just wondering if there is anyone out there for me.",2.7711529933481147,4.785761089430896,4.360339985218038,83.71716186252775,76.3170731707317,7.562158167036216,22.15742793791574,8.438071523408619,1.3737463414634146,972,27,191,19,22,325,143,246,0.189,0.633,0.179,-0.7069,0,0,1,1,0,0,62.0,0,1,2,1,8,18,2,0,12,0,24,4,2,3,6,43,38,13,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,12,12,0,0,5,8,0,1,7,6,1,1,4,4,26,12,27,24,6,20,2,2,2,0,12,11,2,7,9,130,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825290957919932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096834622718183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003821096043694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120688925276392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038735799766459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205420182820934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592925741618468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272619266019578,0.12264589414820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890826039235505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679714329364106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433188742870012,0.0,0.11504624311031282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720271364638965,0.0,0.0,0.1292178047902166,0.0,0.0,0.1392738240998003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149908698813287,0.0,0.0,0.13775620833941482,0.0,0.0,0.0918928726804286,0.06355987004770983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121127915986855,0.0,0.0,0.08684218865270224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110933719921886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956378400150269,0.0,0.2006809599505004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651716627614432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509718261406056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448731024280467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808130785201612,0.2500345284896136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036721735318584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763496652028205,0.12261690327224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643209017739659,0.08336227810646284,0.0,0.10328418787832014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832877863670574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236388883258797,0.0,0.21469083726556784,0.07673584570379044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169747544606914,0.0,0.11739424155725227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108697167912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772560968620488,0.1422429903245597,0.0,0.16755916614298025 lonely,pequenodsastreanimal,2019/04/11,"Just another 17 yo girl who has a wonderful life and no real problems, but feels different (in a bad way) and alone because nobody seems to be genuinely interested in her (not romantically speaking) Sorry but... this bullshit is gonna be long. I’m 17. Really introverted. I’ve always sort of liked being unnoticed, because I generally can’t relate to how most people my age are (I don’t like drinking or partying), so I would just spend time with who I truly felt I was comfortable with. That means I’ve always had only one or two close friends, perhaps within small groups up to five or six people. However, there was always that one friend with who I would spend loads of time, just the two of us, because we truly matched and understood each other. It’s been years from that, and they all have found other friends and changed. And I don’t think I have. However, it’s not that I want to (change), because I am mostly ok with myself. The thing is that I don’t really seem to be able to create new friendships (although some of the old ones still remain), or even get out of my comfort zone and meet people. I’m referring mainly to the highschool environment (which is where I spent more “social time” these days). Most people just ignore me, and if they talk to me it’s just because they need something. May have something to do with the fact that I’ve always liked learning and mostly had good grades, while most of my peers are truly dismissive of highschool. You know, the “nerd” thing. People just talk to me when they need help, because they see me as a boring, the “only cares about studying” kind of person (which, by the way, couldn’t be further from the truth), I suppose. I don’t really know how people think I am. It has never interested me that much, but the fact that no one ever seems to be interested in me has me thinking about it more often than I would like to. It’s true that I don’t have any initiative when it comes to social situations, but it’s just how I am. I don’t like small talk. Sure I talk to people everyday, but I don’t feel like I have any real bond. I crave for deeper, meaningful connections. I don’t see why I have to force myself when I’m not enjoying social interactions, but at the same time I feel frustrated because I have very few people to turn to. Even when I’m with one of them, I often feel like they aren’t truly interested in what I am saying. However, I know it might be just my perception, because I am aware that my self-esteem isn’t really high. Idk. I have two or three people I can count on, but I feel like they aren’t enough. I would just like to find people my age with similar interests. I know maybe this will sound pretentious, but I feel as if I were an older person trapped in a teenager body. Most people my age seem quite superficial to me. I don’t like shopping, exposing my life on social media or talking about gossip. I like reading, listening to music (mostly indie rock), drawing (mandalas), watching films and TV series, staying in and doing all the above (as well as talking about all those things), going for a walk with my dog... I mean, it’s pretty normal stuff. I don’t have a really high concept of myself. I just can’t understand why I can’t find anybody who seems to share some of those interests and wants to get to know me. Sorry about all this “misunderstood teenage girl” selfish rant. If anyone got through this, I’m sorry for making you waste your time.",5.405857001554331,5.839986997032643,6.075099618482407,80.08969337289814,67.75370919881307,9.03032358343931,28.362159106966228,8.976282227363876,2.1214556733078984,2692,83,525,44,42,880,282,674,0.093,0.721,0.18600000000000005,0.9972,6,2,3,0,0,0,99.0,2,3,8,1,32,40,1,0,19,1,62,4,1,4,11,132,110,43,0,14,30,0,7,11,3,8,2,4,0,4,40,25,1,1,32,6,4,3,23,8,1,11,11,14,79,32,71,83,21,48,0,0,3,0,44,19,0,29,34,367,119,5,0.05227241206813988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413845436794497,0.0,0.0,0.17397933718526434,0.0,0.0,0.0710940654074465,0.054812181769013715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365500859121615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043645280656786065,0.2549182177740029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058062865835934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053295207877110735,0.0,0.11059456178719748,0.0450280544810219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033711381395194674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054613544995429114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207063511662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401137496291408,0.0,0.06905087035629379,0.047283389367701184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585830129113923,0.11203026487800276,0.05018971299427944,0.0,0.09555207527137843,0.0,0.0,0.05731400177683797,0.121156607689561,0.0,0.05462035568271528,0.0,0.029707616396532726,0.043843619194963095,0.04180702310661058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035037095954117574,0.11045734660912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443367327347806,0.14363775315487146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384310104521584,0.2809142617046939,0.0,0.0,0.04625943976342442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489224095741523,0.0,0.052514663812161744,0.1138799618498107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554527686635143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842623741090166,0.07751866241439481,0.040315706678935546,0.05048502130542621,0.0,0.0,0.05121586534282098,0.0,0.0,0.054851103299346976,0.0,0.17710569619014466,0.07951104972584115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986301969932063,0.09128450795395038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317983534465639,0.0,0.05001763880575903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559814457285006,0.052286557725214296,0.1189948976418607,0.16743522841229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041569120137578686,0.0,0.0,0.08330868937260505,0.2379342036616817,0.05453152597653834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875638129280052,0.0,0.213140565133576,0.0,0.08048371321809553,0.0,0.17554405711462126,0.0,0.055715436198902714,0.04174481580064386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983940575300345,0.0,0.0,0.0492661297556354,0.0,0.0,0.2520875086595613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418240363506506,0.1004821529573202,0.0,0.0,0.15240231920267466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685737392914764,0.15318765333609174,0.05441742444855728,0.06287727558563089,0.0,0.0,0.043130214366069626,0.0616632459385713,0.08298281523836559,0.0,0.0,0.046999176113578095,0.0,0.09433544287581004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668720109608628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853128705774565,0.0,0.0,0.033661719553532435 lonely,LoveSad-Kid,2019/04/11,"Whos in Utah? ive been in utah for 10 years, originally from california. It just never felt like home to me, so im moving back in august. but im down to meet some friends out here before i leave! about me: I'm 20 years old, male, and live in provo. i like seeing new places and meeting new people. i also play games and have a discord server if youd like to play with me and my friends. &#x200B; I'm not 'lonely' per say. all my friends just live far away so i have a bunch of free time just to myself and id like to share it with other people.",1.1435294117647068,2.46528524369748,3.0325126050420184,94.51616386554623,78.91596638655463,5.432268907563026,18.62268907563025,5.6839178017228535,-0.4635552941176466,420,8,101,2,10,141,75,119,0.109,0.6940000000000001,0.198,0.9412,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,19,10,10,0,1,6,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,3,8,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,12,12,18,7,3,20,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,2,14,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671666320767502,0.0,0.1716862744434109,0.19254055919753466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887399040612642,0.12184236122835068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134833807653616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521419575755251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672665645488089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894360693664245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423178761807926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677813061308829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965306442926266,0.0,0.27983790351529825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684129298321552,0.0,0.0,0.1222105122592161,0.30607427344823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627220466654516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970593682913114,0.0,0.16555208527872348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601003144098974,0.0,0.0,0.1262683758088448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923965721230076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254055919753466,0.20408006353080685 lonely,Krieger509,2019/04/11,Being single and lonely is the worst feeling ever. I was talking to a girl I like but recently I guess I’m friend zoned but doesn’t even feel like a friend since we hardly talk now. Anyone wanna talk?,0.9356097560975628,3.3933401219512227,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,86.8048780487805,4.255609756097561,15.517073170731704,5.6839178017228535,-0.5554234146341468,159,3,31,1,5,52,33,41,0.093,0.585,0.322,0.8898,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,4,2,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742174015181996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645668253004136,0.2253781085607033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25196402639331944,0.17799886695521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384998445132008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744761546443733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231970571870548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434524944070646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460139389964308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610646829908988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007924416294235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,xTobias97,2019/04/11,"Sick of loneliness I'm getting sick (literally) of sitting at home all day everyday watching the same TV shows. I've isolated myself the past 8 months or so and i don't know i can start living a normal life again. I never took the responsibility for myself. I'm afraid of doing anything alone. I want to go to school again but i'm afraid of getting bullied again. I want work but i'm afraid i will fail. I want to connect with people but i'm afraid of creeping everybody out. All i know is, my life right now ain't fun. It feels like hell, it's just painful to completely isolate yourself from society and the world. Any advice on how to get back on track? :/",1.6996240601503736,4.029427195488726,3.2864285714285733,88.42107142857144,81.55639097744361,6.2060150375939855,23.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.0994150375939848,519,19,107,8,14,171,86,133,0.27,0.68,0.05,-0.9872,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,4,5,0,6,5,0,1,3,21,23,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,2,11,2,17,21,3,20,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,1,12,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196091143811544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034547345115139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335873398279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165508075061344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105182159647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596576667201405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668888005485318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099327009998728,0.14033824979621307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307898611830275,0.0,0.1116425519991418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970474071320592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591884197756447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775056786171704,0.09597166981463558,0.0,0.17346194152666086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567981813445937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150823005141978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247151415299307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902820632652136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752617800243915,0.1361881928379711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776044934304835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880985634274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904270400436916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182543611816691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34759985701526863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301216222977342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sheepsandfox,2019/04/11,Does anyone here have 0 friends? I just wanna talk to someone who can relate with my loneliness ): I have a long distance boyfriend but he’s all I have. I have 0 friends and it makes me sad a lot. Does anyone want to be my friend? I’m 17.,-1.7884313725490202,-0.03909101960784156,0.270980392156865,103.21274509803922,106.25490196078432,3.050980392156863,17.43137254901961,5.033348758259628,-0.8434156862745095,182,6,44,1,9,59,37,51,0.14400000000000002,0.633,0.223,0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,4,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730262851543021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466857781656474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6182557189735121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236059458379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677564537987704,0.0,0.0,0.17805324803248415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260107629227844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439818936647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733213061592136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ben-tbh,2019/04/11,"loneliness fucks you up i don't know how badly ive been affected by isolation. like, in the past year my life has taken off a little, and completely randomly ive found myself in a small group of friends, but before that I had a couple of friends that i only saw in school. But i still don't feel happy with my friends ? like yeah when im doing things i do, i love life and love all the people who have helped me. But when im alone i feel so empty and i hate this its like i just struggle to be alone now. i hate my own company and every day I don't go out and do things I feel like things have just gone back to how they were before. Like I'm doomed to feel this way forever or at least have nobody forever. bcs like even when I find people i still feel this way? even when life gives me everything i cant appreciate it?",1.5639393939393962,3.0588291818181865,3.26668181818182,92.5404393939394,78.20454545454545,6.966060606060606,19.68787878787879,7.793537801064563,0.43101787878787867,640,14,150,10,15,213,98,176,0.197,0.588,0.215,0.7006,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,15,18,3,1,5,1,17,6,0,3,1,26,35,16,0,0,6,0,5,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,7,6,25,12,14,27,3,24,1,1,1,3,11,9,1,2,17,97,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413325144139801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958679678851783,0.09727859287983816,0.0,0.0,0.19827798484384487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215551649241005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289129310776786,0.0,0.07513746496324125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390373035312327,0.0,0.0981622878252372,0.0,0.1047091023025686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945475455482583,0.08323272194449884,0.0,0.0,0.10648541250361786,0.0,0.0,0.1277440621589052,0.2700393750888292,0.1077089707757642,0.0,0.11176426204564542,0.06621369085913717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402401376669228,0.0,0.230053354460044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809227805899077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516954013474087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402927556455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468773091431165,0.34151701278148755,0.11677075878654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103044797506317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860892769314864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121924531378037,0.16154275834374146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791144265252225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608550019637807,0.0,0.0,0.12179855599286568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322064946300832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495588476278188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502677638468187 lonely,Miltnoslrac,2019/04/11,Rough day Today is my birthday. Which only means that I take a little extra of my antidepressants.,3.7416666666666663,6.717733166666669,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,78.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.9659111111111112,79,2,12,1,2,26,17,18,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990977838674751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648263711141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50518909054623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527232907958735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34870257012982586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396063476685416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,missjordgubbe,2019/04/11,"got no one else to blame but myself i keep having dreams about someone who used to be my best friend. it really fucking hurts when i wake up and realise it was just a dream and that we’re not friends anymore, and it hurts even more when i remember that it was my fault that we’re not friends anymore. i miss him. he was like a brother to me and i let other things get in the way of that.",2.6242570281124533,3.454513132530124,3.453192771084339,94.94356425702813,74.30120481927709,6.497188755020081,24.676706827309236,6.42735559955562,0.4739574297188751,302,9,72,2,6,96,57,83,0.223,0.578,0.2,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,3,0,6,2,1,1,0,11,12,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,10,5,7,6,2,5,0,3,0,1,7,2,1,0,3,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994541240774751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134881103709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823743817007872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301772553920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667856119917047,0.18618395122571715,0.1052191731048178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107183288239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43118927978571137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790067441443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059372881624419,0.0,0.09839011302478018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646864559819888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901707476601484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281382352808007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706390560572297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379610617735144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393829965107854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985584663729616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,CaCO3IV,2019/04/11,"Wish Today Was Over Already I wish today was over already. Happy Birthday...here's to another day of school, homework assignments, loneliness, and boredom. No, I'm not happy. (I'm done with sugar coating things). Everyday is the same: an endless cycle of school and homework- oh, and working out, too. I'm just so sick of everything. Here's to being 25. I'm sure it's no greater than being 24. At least at 22 and 23 I kinda had my life together- school wasn't so much of a drag and I was certainly on fire for working out and strengthening my body. Everything just feels like a never ending chore cycle now. Sure, I've spent quite a few birthdays alone before, but today the loneliness has really hit me. Whatever. Just had to get this off my chest. (Can't really post this kinda stuff on Facebook without looking like an attention seeker). I just really needed to vent.",1.9582243258749263,4.719467415662649,3.6290017211704,83.12371485943775,85.68674698795179,6.776362593230065,24.16982214572576,7.957251820313856,1.9408930579460701,685,27,120,15,21,227,103,166,0.119,0.762,0.119,-0.0215,0,1,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,7,0,12,5,2,0,4,28,24,9,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,9,1,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,8,4,8,7,21,13,5,18,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,2,10,78,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306006515475688,0.2835479680364041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347159345904353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932170348508814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270538014797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285494399997832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147325712448654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137896144397252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309278550137839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649601910409708,0.09178167667821903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712223474762978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352540361373795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074481300784393,0.1255315750622018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788559777042517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444299275330076,0.0952616618999397,0.0990868804824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304234444841515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366476532386426,0.0,0.0,0.2469107328073203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39006689869205097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707171309698416,0.0,0.0,0.24216998847639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535225455733761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653342948296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29547695715717764,0.12384411581160222,0.0,0.1870608483985848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,peachyygal,2019/04/11,"Seeing a therapist tomorrow morning, very anxious Since graduating high school last year I’ve become basically a total shut in. I honestly don’t know how I got to this point, and it seems like no matter how much I know I need to get myself up and change something I just can’t make myself do it. I had friends and I slowly distanced myself from them to the point where my phone is full of messages of them asking if I’m okay/if they can see me and just looking at them makes me anxious. I don’t post on any social media anymore. It’s been months. I’m embarrassed of myself as a person. I leave the house for classes 2 days a week, and to pick up my little cousin from daycare and that’s pretty much it. Days I don’t go to school I’ll sleep pretty much the entire day. I just feel BLANK. Like there is nothing to me, I have nothing to say, no idea how to act around others or by myself. I’m just here and can’t do anything about it. I know I need help, but I struggle so much just trying to get my thoughts out and I’m pretty sure it’s not normal to try to plan out a script of what to say to a therapist?? I just want to feel normal",2.9316966456003897,3.647808504132236,4.346062226543513,89.25807729703453,73.46280991735537,6.851142440447254,23.73942634905201,6.794906146795322,0.622083325230919,886,23,198,7,17,295,130,242,0.055,0.838,0.107,0.8864,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,1,15,7,0,2,9,0,13,1,1,6,2,43,37,16,0,6,10,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,10,11,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,7,31,5,32,33,6,26,0,0,3,0,14,15,0,3,10,128,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144619220820428,0.0,0.0,0.23738173753491226,0.10419389933080164,0.0,0.0,0.0864575938529815,0.09352801665489016,0.09821937809070223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603342220019132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114233337685332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20327011721399332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624564658563597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117112851987514,0.0,0.10978177737403698,0.0,0.05970951468171249,0.0,0.08402818410817392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042126730575136,0.11100443857606468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122817083495532,0.0,0.11860292275755695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321902403149358,0.08564006723954994,0.0,0.11124615696977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026565897180404,0.1053003577612516,0.0,0.0,0.08822614980586553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026024477465618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385999015082353,0.0,0.30893249141549994,0.15580522010777145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587814402913174,0.20162085706275634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173663741877072,0.0,0.0,0.1986362921252149,0.0,0.1006209590354296,0.3206594009662875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710004303477652,0.0,0.21265798431869565,0.16744262968833665,0.09564507389072716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690889450915397,0.0,0.10513850653051306,0.10709812202063028,0.0,0.08088234666641743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983427404370133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990202868749374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439716258727713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340799384444109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426612606664798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668767408134473,0.0619686621697609,0.0,0.08427490575277154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765689010741092 lonely,Unknownsunrise,2019/04/11,"Do you ever stop feeling so alone? I have “friends” you could say but you know. I feel so lost, so lonely, so unhappy and just bored of everything- or more so just tired. I’m so afraid I’ll always feel like that. I feel like I’ll never find anyone I’ll love, or at least anyone that will love me. That terrifies me, all I want is to be one persons person. All I want. I feel like I’ll never experience what everyone else calls being “alive”.",0.7178021978022002,2.9165206153846164,2.6117472527472536,92.54575274725276,84.60439560439559,5.837802197802197,17.89120879120879,7.1686216300943375,0.1548716483516479,340,8,75,5,10,113,56,91,0.242,0.505,0.253,-0.163,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,1,9,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,22,19,10,0,3,5,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,6,11,6,3,14,4,5,0,2,0,2,10,1,0,2,7,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661773288336967,0.0,0.0,0.13350686616028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438009050813915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638369141954261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810589750833531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403499775267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451357899862862,0.0,0.15331640625718873,0.14420169588393558,0.1569504327245594,0.0,0.0,0.4056405284019676,0.3438755388070508,0.0,0.0,0.1466479678676937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396291244647645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817886811738501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516261401038735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751496207163871,0.0,0.2896239387517503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474971450206417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872475713505528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801966896318992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759590991426512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414299540916888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441313698252287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892745852632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Blacknisstf,2019/04/11,I feel so lonely :( No friends ever since I switched high schools. I Graduated and still nothing.,2.459803921568625,5.264304000000003,2.5847058823529423,86.62450980392158,97.23529411764706,4.619607843137255,35.07843137254902,6.42735559955562,2.5248196078431384,76,5,13,1,3,23,15,17,0.374,0.488,0.138,-0.6525,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676307025961625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054984679822734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399954899388244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42940568013254776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38997152891599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113193470611198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33619532187173323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245680178126411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DoshSpanky,2019/04/11,"You're awesome:) For those of you who just feel like you're in a rut and there is no one out there for you...I get it. I think that almost every day just about. I have dark thoughts almost daily and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do. I am so unbelievably alone and honestly it kinda scares me at times. Like I don't know if I have the strength just to get out of bed or just do anything really. It's a very common thing for me to feel as if I don't belong anywhere and I don't make a difference. But I do know that all of it is bullshit. For those who are in some tough times in your life just know you aren't useless and you have people who care. We can be our own worst enemies and just beat ourselves into the ground day after day. Don't keep yourself hidden away from the world if that's what you do and I know it's easier said than done I legitimately understand that. Put yourself out there and keep on trying to meet new people, try and open up a little more to those around you. Sure you might not make a new friend right away but don't see it as a failure but see it as progress. It's progress because you put yourself out of your little comfort zone and that is the first step. Progress made is still progress made no matter how much it is. Just keep in mind and know that you aren't alone, there are people out there that will listen and people who genuinely care about you. Just don't give up. Keep on going and make every day the best that you can. So just remember that you're a badass and keep strong. :) (This is my first post ever on Reddit so I'm sorry if I just went on a rant and stuff. I'll get better!)",1.7064932562620427,3.3178996878612743,2.8565549132948007,95.12462042389211,78.13294797687861,5.885009633911368,19.33680154142582,6.588339656340683,-0.12625094412331395,1276,27,297,11,30,409,149,346,0.09,0.759,0.15,0.9742,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,12,0,11,24,17,0,1,13,0,31,1,0,6,3,76,67,30,0,4,19,0,2,2,1,2,1,2,1,0,30,24,0,5,12,0,0,6,12,4,0,3,6,6,29,13,41,58,7,47,0,1,2,0,23,26,0,10,16,201,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180327940346038,0.1865125350145111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409682301363726,0.08015639330280677,0.0,0.0,0.16919468408326072,0.0,0.0,0.05488871493180481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449343341972782,0.07963475560392601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360746425688146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23227834175412398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407463550767417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214413973261903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814480660558881,0.15172839175497754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105579417826742,0.0643259612312195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317921181135474,0.0,0.0,0.069566159266263,0.0,0.1411295508993516,0.08637640845361318,0.10234578929236426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001669509397129,0.0,0.0,0.2969080862482028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359926659372181,0.08797986180896825,0.18049130503390887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039967197626632,0.180311030004892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552024136774306,0.09091666490377176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619116702027822,0.0,0.0,0.17392608292696016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101473111410436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496949028612317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862352635650357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103398628481066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057683155654331415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199993574705812,0.07689530242997293,0.08565047944291297,0.0,0.09014766368247924,0.0,0.14350349511290306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079455069237553,0.0,0.0,0.07190758869634357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307644899595464,0.0,0.0,0.08486343818228763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059819846578978576,0.05769522264899316,0.0,0.07148322180147013,0.1050083281040686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226509796793275,0.0,0.0,0.09373680779544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429400886163759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346975621153818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,HouseCactus,2019/04/11,"My only friends neglect me (ADVICE PLEASE) M; 16; Sophomore in HS So during freshman year I went to a new school and found a great group of friends. We would talk in group chats all the time, go to each other’s houses, the mall, movies, etc. Then sophomore year came around and the beginning was nice as usual. We still talked and I really thought we’d stay close as usual. Then around my birthday it seemed like we wouldn’t ever talk and i thought we were all just falling off. Apparently I was wrong as they just wouldn’t talk to me. They began going places without me all the time, even when they know I’m at home by myself. The thing is, I never did anything or said anything that would make this happen. They just always exclude me and I never get invited anywhere. Sometimes I get invited but it’s only after I’ve posted something about being lonely on my Snapchat or instagram story so it doesn’t feel the same as them inviting me out of the blue. So now I have no real friends at school to talk to or regularly sit with at lunch and stuff and I just don’t know what to do. I know this sounds stupid and I’m sorry for wasting your time but please help me.",2.877564102564101,4.712348850427353,3.496076923076924,90.83642307692308,75.45299145299145,5.8765811965811965,23.238461538461536,6.508806274219699,0.515470769230769,917,27,189,7,20,288,136,234,0.095,0.8059999999999999,0.099,0.2627,1,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,1,5,0,15,10,1,0,9,0,15,1,0,1,6,51,36,23,0,4,10,0,1,1,3,4,0,2,1,0,10,19,1,1,8,2,0,5,8,4,0,0,11,4,31,6,28,19,6,39,0,2,1,0,24,12,0,4,20,128,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398039319843844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853974780726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512897530071372,0.1894508624254774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170208519566025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867273624490032,0.07028129599905558,0.09625187537370733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053802940804553015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667057353466645,0.24663102328283304,0.0,0.11118728454841888,0.0,0.12094791973615192,0.0,0.0,0.11731488777711913,0.0,0.0,0.09409599604071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132285223901468,0.0,0.10673561986565994,0.0,0.0,0.12278022316933501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543670156267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198543749597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102797986890119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413638813779913,0.1027692397670664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185573308905082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117342045295864,0.23360744748533746,0.0,0.0,0.10190918266598388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111528182617122,0.06816751063669353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121810955438344,0.0,0.0,0.21538058846848246,0.0,0.09686959257464034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191786204282799,0.10523995665832146,0.11911473164917455,0.0,0.1134164723198067,0.08497734324195058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181138243251985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276324764228034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069256148873154,0.0,0.0,0.1689516888326111,0.18614159302945474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438614246912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864102318689613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257324563287283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117798366569948,0.11634013847428235,0.0,0.1370461668953243 lonely,sarrod1022,2019/04/11,"I have no one Hello, The person who I thought was my best friend left me recently. They claim they love me and care about me yet they’ve left me many times, only to come back months later saying that they’re sorry for leaving me. I don’t really have anyone to talk to or anyone who messages me. I even had to take a break from school because of my depression and suicidal thoughts. I just wish people wouldn’t leave me. I wish I had someone to talk to. I’m alone all day, wishing I could disappear. Looking around for someone who is nowhere to be seen. It’s just painful and sad. How can this be called a life?",1.8270533333333316,3.8904061520000006,2.726900000000004,94.06528333333335,79.48,5.766666666666668,22.416666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.4764266666666663,479,15,104,5,12,151,85,125,0.165,0.674,0.16,0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,1,1,17,24,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,3,19,4,13,14,2,13,0,2,2,1,14,3,0,1,7,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140789624727977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010047255413975,0.0,0.0,0.12101265506655925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452707983476188,0.0,0.08286586825328891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265738256559005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880676641064454,0.0,0.1385967221343627,0.0,0.0,0.1170975966459719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853454777630266,0.0,0.0,0.0876680502076056,0.0,0.1170822467521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978503577633459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502450632716816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878750839021444,0.2953916639849302,0.0,0.09601624765872176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415275354018282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268835326479605,0.0,0.0,0.1378186733648227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085035310804494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211435677248003,0.1033861326788892,0.1446464384175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424152555640934,0.11869485163880332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708465452005096,0.0,0.1342212822903379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810247342242417,0.0,0.13757539304220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035777661711224,0.0,0.0,0.15217022239819458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869289749346676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022076259823033,0.21852185079375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158374174903089,0.0792658954849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468962154785587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thot_Slayer_Teddy,2019/04/11,"Just need a hug, ya know? I'm very big on hugs, they feel therapeutic as hell. Plus I'm kind of a big guy with the teddy bear complex to match. But I feel like I'm the one always giving them out. Even if I really need one when I'm down, it's never a thing that's offered. I'd like to be the reciever of a hug everyone once in a while. Idk, is this normal?",0.11386243386243675,1.3143646543209897,3.053721340388009,93.77888888888893,81.46913580246914,6.603880070546737,17.74426807760141,7.447530270364453,-0.010010229276895988,271,5,70,4,7,97,57,81,0.073,0.716,0.211,0.8866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,3,7,1,0,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,5,6,11,11,0,9,1,0,0,3,6,6,1,1,5,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075408974937052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164742317545517,0.0,0.0,0.2383354914265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522327180484956,0.1781886829811995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927039982615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696915116104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597368995152971,0.13707700551587665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371210945852784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698897358796857,0.19237130299742114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443827371947501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656286098129505,0.33803255704471835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978751563927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570634117275085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580106910277712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pinnaclekid,2019/04/12,"How do you deal with loneliness? School just ended. I got nothing to do. I tried hitting up my friends but they’re all busy with their family, and most of them has girlfriends. My family aren’t really the people I want to be with, I hate being with them (its a long story). So I don’t really have anyone else to hold on to. Also I’m feeling a bit depressed because of a girl I think I’m in love with finding another guy. All this stress built up in me but I dont have anyone to talk to. It sucks.",0.04930817610063088,2.150284905660378,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,86.73584905660377,5.79748427672956,18.26729559748428,7.1686216300943375,0.267782389937107,384,10,86,6,12,132,71,106,0.171,0.727,0.103,-0.8618,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,0,4,6,2,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,18,20,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,14,2,18,16,4,7,0,1,0,1,11,5,1,1,2,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208597222714978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941912535765116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659549731140508,0.19486072481761688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115931272906749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762606823035892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606606243626126,0.16380078054905334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288821720682386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887004120074746,0.0,0.1684420291878779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35856742299430266,0.0,0.0961601500211547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382004019678352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469317218483169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210341410712672,0.0,0.0,0.18830697944330116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877622595409072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683023138183511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164385367139598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248175323514487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318460814895863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366690561414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924711678308596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217849251029266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528585704492006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218589396863502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911896787073082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217242385647233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,anniza,2019/04/12,No one actually cares If the people in my life actually cared they would notice that I'm not ok and I haven't been myself for months and would try to help,4.518181818181817,4.500013090909093,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,69.60606060606061,9.024242424242424,22.560606060606066,8.841846274778883,1.0680424242424245,124,2,28,2,2,42,29,33,0.109,0.665,0.226,0.6609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.5166949518543278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398389467552656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744924666442075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869932751989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131247202553605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140757399987084,0.0,0.0,0.17939427634113378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353697372316066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974068205526242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376126563528681,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ThisIsMyUsername1122,2019/04/12,Tfw you post on Snapchat “who wants to hang out this weekend” and over 30 people view but nobody responds. Lowkey upset about it but I’ll get over it,2.096,4.3678819333333365,2.0766666666666684,97.985,79.66666666666666,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.6309999999999993,118,3,25,0,3,35,27,30,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677170971616736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879404292249117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6740653659499272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151314929147053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rotationfiend,2019/04/12,"I feel like I deserve to be lonely. I can't form a mutual connection with anyone, and I can't even talk to people online because my anxiety is just as high as if it was face to face. I always get too attached and overwhelm people. I busy want to feel comfortable around people but it's impossible to feel like I'm worth the attention of others.",4.0062857142857125,5.1012356285714295,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,71.28571428571428,9.028571428571428,26.857142857142854,9.3871,2.3628,274,9,52,6,5,95,49,70,0.067,0.772,0.161,0.7351,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,12,11,6,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,10,9,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122209631060488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951115695190563,0.0,0.0,0.17833599229379551,0.0,0.0,0.2270474305660181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547532989986132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845727139101602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868808822564605,0.36441370711539417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325242727919254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694729714318293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492078391029617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304559978070613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499849671906006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043434068717818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lcrazy162,2019/04/12,"Every night I hear people in the bar across the street from my apartment doing karaoke, laughing, drinking, and having fun. Makes me think about how awesome it would be to have friend to do that with. I’m lonely af.",4.932601626016262,6.414143073170735,4.130243902439022,89.79260162601628,69.48780487804879,5.466666666666668,25.861788617886177,3.1291,0.4395788617886178,170,5,32,0,3,50,38,41,0.05,0.6759999999999999,0.274,0.9062,0,2,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915726613392496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367806829732661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088220781691699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505126121492311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668156835174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37510941066474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771149781128232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561239365062357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839490656992045,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway3569321,2019/04/12,"I feel like my past has ruined my life and I don't know how to deal with it. Throwaway because this is a bit specific. I'm sorry it's so long. I just want to get it all out somewhere. There has been so much on my mind the last few years that I feel I need to scream it into the void because I still cannot fathom how to deal with it. Anytime I write or talk about it all I cry. I end up writing screeds so I just want to bullet point some of the main parts. &#x200B; \-When I was 13 I was groomed at raped by an older student in my school. I didn't understand or realise it at the time. &#x200B; \-When I was 15 I realised what had happened, told a few close friends and became really depressed &#x200B; \-Friends became distant, started cutting me off, including my lifelong best friend. I dropped out of school the day I walked in, sat down and a table of over 20 girls all stood up and left. No one would even speak to me, and no one really has again &#x200B; \-Despite dropping out and not studying, I sat and passed 3 exams with good grades, went to college, while battling trauma, depression and insomnia, and loneliness form no friends and a young, emotionally abusive boyfriend &#x200B; \-I tried to go to therapy, but my GP sent my files to the wrong place 3 times while I attempted suicide on several different occasions, ending in hospital visits. I had therapists stand up and walk out on me, because I was in the wrong age bracket. &#x200B; \-My emotionally abusive boyfriend constantly argued, put me down and dumped me, then done a 180 apologising, I was young, naive and suffering from such loneliness I kept taking him back &#x200B; \-I can only assume my old friends spread what I told them about my rape, despite it being told in confidence. I got a message from the person who done it, saying they heard a ""awful rumour"" from an old friend that he had raped me. I ignored it. &#x200B; \- I was on a night out with my boyfriend and his friends.. That night I was uncomfortable because my rapist was there, but my boyfriend refused to leave. Once the guy left, a group of his 20-something friends came over shouting to me, attacked me and threatened to kill me. Did my boyfriend or his friends step in? No. In the days after when the police needed any evidence they could get to charge these people, did any of his friends help me? No. Straight up refusal, even though they witnessed the attack. &#x200B; \-I reported my rape officially to the police, something I had never wanted to do, but I was now terrified of this man, alone with no friends and felt I needed to do something. I had little control over how this was investigated apart from my statement, and names from the people in my life at that age. I wasn't updated regularly. &#x200B; \-My boyfriend confessed to me that my old best friend from school, a relation of his, spoke to him in a pub at length about me on a night out. She grabbed him and kissed him twice. It sure hurts when someone you once considered a lifelong friend goes to those lengths to hurt you. Although I was doubtful of this at the time, on another occasion I ran into another one of the people from that group, who confirmed that it happened (and expressed how awful that girl had been - which confused me, as they are close friends, but at this point I hadn't seen them in years) &#x200B; \-Another girl from my past ran into me on a train, and started shouting at me about ""sending police to her door"". Busy train, in front of so many people, she shouted about the case, how I had no right to ""scare her mother with police at the door"", that I was stupid, etc. She then sat on the phone to her mother for the whole train ride, talking loudly about me, how pathetic/stupid/ignorant etc. I was while I sat mortified on my way to study at university with a student I barely knew. I couldn't understand the hatred she must have had for me, I know if I ever had the police at my door asking for help on a rape case of a girl I went to school with years earlier that I wouldn't be mad at the girl &#x200B; \-My rapist was questioned, in jail for a bit, then released. He confessed to what he done, so I was told by the police, but it didn't get through court due to ""not enough evidence"". When I asked the police on this, it was due to what my old friends had said in their statements. These girls were my only friends in school. They knew me, knew the person that raped me, saw me fall into depression and drop out of school. I never knew why they all cut me off. Or why suddenly one day they were writing screeds of hate about me online. Writing horrible comments about me on pictures of us without realising I could see it &#x200B; \-I found out I may have Aspergers, asked my psychologist who helped me but cannot confirm. I cannot afford a psychiatrist to confirm for me, but after reading it 100% describes why so much of my life has been a challenge. I struggle to make friends, hold a job, I don't understand social politics and I actually haven't had a friend in so long I have forgotten how to socialise, and before it was already so much of a struggle. I can barely remember friendship yet I long for it so much. It has been 7 years. Everyday I lie in bed and think about how much I want to die, the only thing that stops me is putting my mother, and other family, through any more pain than my unfortunate teenage years already brung &#x200B; \-After a relationship of lying, cheating, constantly getting put down and dumped just to be begged back, I finally left my ex. It was a horrible relationship that made the above all so much worse, butI sincerely hope he changes and that his next girlfriend is treated a lot better. &#x200B; There are a ton more of these situations I could write here. I do not think I am a perfect person, and I have been mean to people, but it is always in retort to these situations and I tend to cut people off instead of turn every single person against them. I once had to walk out of school through a crowd of people who lined up to chant that I ""took it up the bum"", referring to my rapist, because he told everyone he done that to me. &#x200B; The above has been happening over 7 years. I completely hate myself now. I feel ugly, stupid, unwanted and unloved. I am forever grateful for my family, who took my side and helped me, but I still feel so incredibly alone as I haven't had a proper friend in 7 years. Everytime I accidently come across photos on social media of the people from my past, all together and still friends, after everyone has been so shit to me, it feels like a stab in the heart. I don't want anything to do with any of these people, but I still feel so pathetic and alone. It's hard to change your mindset of yourself when my main experience of people has been this. I just don't know what to do. I feel like help with aspergers would help me, but I'm stuck behind a paywall and I just don't have the money. I know friends would help, but it's incredibly hard to seem to find people at my current age - I thought it would be easy but everyone already seems to busy with all the friends they've had throughout their life.",6.672486716652781,6.532040666425996,6.3981046931407946,80.81744214570027,65.07942238267148,9.528556882347496,33.929695454966215,9.057496981413335,2.749120892344718,5653,224,1108,84,78,1768,478,1385,0.203,0.693,0.104,-0.9995,4,3,3,0,0,3,249.0,1,3,12,7,61,81,26,5,68,2,105,18,2,11,13,185,190,89,3,21,27,4,11,3,23,7,6,10,4,12,68,62,0,7,35,2,1,23,29,45,0,5,86,24,185,36,198,89,33,192,2,7,3,10,134,87,1,15,80,783,253,16,0.0,0.05283962242272229,0.021759901134235128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928286841255837,0.07382010723978738,0.0,0.018553952185244638,0.38656276942000345,0.4335175425663248,0.06065437018281225,0.07014506086742492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018349581484315244,0.0,0.0625376349709259,0.050735016820893895,0.0,0.03429199621649729,0.0,0.06796411143195265,0.0,0.01897419081220933,0.0,0.04680133063056947,0.019721013364754247,0.04868788510150079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02550328779431558,0.0,0.0,0.04717723942499402,0.019207990635021942,0.023379318490818552,0.04819303021250011,0.02500941296637927,0.05341007766964985,0.0,0.024493609503447585,0.043141630629775565,0.04597708756690965,0.05761641819027381,0.0,0.02314209038798477,0.023296952819928825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912755139320689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016511921334863,0.039499308700793885,0.02304008015513016,0.04973694478491191,0.029455602433429963,0.0201700675419963,0.018787259525821047,0.06392087581834584,0.0,0.02181199295569365,0.04204166085859338,0.0,0.07892274950910858,0.04778967919927925,0.021409842114650475,0.02442667178970991,0.02038022059939437,0.0,0.0,0.024448909065105814,0.3790070455650787,0.0,0.0465997162225763,0.0,0.0126726243030093,0.018702736252068402,0.017833968568381674,0.0,0.0,0.022078799297913832,0.0591548763555154,0.0,0.0399497515298844,0.04402986290133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026423564814504627,0.10462245218124903,0.0,0.0,0.02214721969949371,0.0,0.0,0.047741531992972784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02212759857824937,0.0,0.024669738995996768,0.0,0.04901819808532398,0.018176071321237285,0.0,0.02361065501782337,0.07268142743322394,0.0,0.06299972804444805,0.03268143445796592,0.02234873085125767,0.0,0.05919981860187085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018957197142891624,0.0,0.021099168214362026,0.014884272600039519,0.022606952346991026,0.0,0.024289359888397487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02251490257047731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835079265600703,0.04960166807748779,0.03439561070353005,0.0,0.023714469846676932,0.06277626543054306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359316014317548,0.07124080966719297,0.060439556503834736,0.050876531846109886,0.023726938161788697,0.0,0.0,0.024146860315540367,0.06385868358211014,0.17004698912562674,0.07787997923121782,0.023296952819928825,0.0,0.042158157145709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724777961435995,0.024979172691233908,0.0,0.02230431056146883,0.0,0.028569693595548288,0.0,0.0,0.04788000776552697,0.02525960029407861,0.019042606151145818,0.021210767044885885,0.0177324843258605,0.02232446457330369,0.15796932266743274,0.01776883926840974,0.04059902661449623,0.0,0.025190705302256082,0.02288886021915132,0.0,0.05012839371488111,0.0,0.04546056926304158,0.01889325717479692,0.05149890754495751,0.0,0.024961094766023737,0.03156566951166508,0.0,0.0712297291278649,0.018642357463615918,0.0,0.04662199979246835,0.0,0.02439069514965178,0.0,0.021015861552909458,0.0,0.016765528746344602,0.03584501974267085,0.0,0.0,0.025500022298796318,0.025890017460038925,0.014813983981178003,0.02857567021621328,0.021907943280886213,0.017702340665348697,0.0390069127401593,0.0,0.0,0.1065347930305764,0.049548410927938116,0.015139065931595056,0.024254121537125396,0.0,0.06963987615523873,0.026822080912101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576050554284643,0.017699333852388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134145111181505,0.06036217834171294,0.02489522920644597,0.0,0.021494742667444958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02272384857655003,0.0633602229475713,0.0487593294522443,0.4335175425663248,0.10051551215717072 lonely,NotTehBeast,2019/04/12,"Loneliness is a big Enemy I have social anxiety , work a full time job and everyone I thought I was friends with left for uni 2 years ago or simply stopped responding to plans I try to make. I always seem to ruin any friendship I can have because of the need for approval and attention ultimately driving me to jealousy. I spend most of my days in work staring at a computer screen for 8.5 hours a day and then I get home and do the same for another 7hours. I'm struggling at the moment giving people space and also being comfortable in my own head. A last point is that alot of the reason I feel this way is due to the fact of me being sexually assaulted last year as well as seeing everyone on social media having fun with that person. Life's hard for sure but I'm just tryna get through it. Thank you for reading",6.349972733469663,5.940655680981599,7.110143149284254,76.34424676209956,65.80981595092024,10.4346284935242,32.83503749147921,9.994966539143718,3.0984538513974096,648,24,125,13,9,216,112,163,0.101,0.785,0.114,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,3,9,1,1,11,0,11,2,1,2,2,23,23,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,7,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,5,14,6,25,19,5,25,0,1,3,0,7,10,0,4,13,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524858687684888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201422219779652,0.12695467436735702,0.0,0.0,0.10375627438611038,0.15998825608674408,0.1167195050435134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300834182780933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679658592759408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915840209774103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714653586677145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787911465450053,0.0,0.15942834549701124,0.14636390254888362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667728702477586,0.0,0.15658603182677333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304522769750534,0.0,0.15025570246006795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514072066148424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487380793942809,0.0,0.0,0.16577325161801676,0.0,0.10776827868344396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018450388503077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313247542416904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577633720716924,0.133222659306231,0.0,0.0,0.14423275049231193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261635127914078,0.0,0.0,0.156872575385577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215825706935291,0.13889860639971974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110621235692285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755958394219724,0.0,0.15950458271405113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380019056645532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047061826012475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112755666669482,0.0889677458035255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358845201186212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110698266949772,0.0,0.0,0.13718330453643646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215292502985928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965066755031165 lonely,Krullenbos,2019/04/12,"Today was my birthday, but only 4 people congratulated me So I turned 25 today and literally 4 people congratulated me, my mom, my grand father, some classmate and one sort of friend. The people I used to call my friend didn’t have enough decency to whatsapp or text me. I told them last year I have a pretty severe depression and after that moment thing went downhill, they didn’t really invite me to parties anymore and now they didn’t even say Happy Birthday. I felt really lonely on my birthday today",8.149473684210527,7.708703947368424,8.836842105263159,65.54789473684211,62.15789473684211,10.547368421052632,32.68421052631579,9.888512548439397,3.2650631578947364,405,13,65,7,5,137,63,95,0.107,0.654,0.238,0.9415,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,17,4,6,4,2,10,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,3,8,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174746851421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683556956267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915919681357778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789406539873979,0.0,0.11438338598525093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627941934088494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675960095412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843527327838775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116435651460146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282566558389425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735086960077655,0.13171076691655936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601824524660583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618574831781197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188636592345676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771924058971816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956434721945111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505272394465126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924615757198698,0.1654803751458192,0.0,0.0,0.18836949960769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495714318220207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053907471083687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115218806295038 lonely,atevanhaelen,2019/04/12,"What keeps you alive? I've never really wanted to be alive, but I also dont want to die yet. My fear of death is what has gotten me this far. Is it the same for everyone? Is there more?",-1.13219512195122,0.8119421219512226,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,91.1951219512195,5.231219512195122,10.639024390243902,6.742157984588678,-1.0351795121951215,141,1,35,2,5,49,35,41,0.224,0.623,0.152,-0.6912,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500113899163875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568937028072111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030254250414706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285925871434921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869612055001228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056568191892252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652218675688777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202986757988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056592974651213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,gibeedgimemna0w,2019/04/12,"16M bi-emo it'd be nice to have more steam friends Hello, I'm quite lonely. I have online friends who dont want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them, I just want friends who I can really talk to and send asterisk cuddles with. Please message me if you want me as a friend, it doesn't matter who you are as long as you are kind and want to enjoy some internet snuggles with me :3",2.2237931034482763,2.6367956896551736,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,74.86206896551724,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.5527333333333329,303,8,76,3,6,101,53,87,0.101,0.61,0.28800000000000003,0.9731,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,15,8,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,14,13,3,2,0,1,0,1,17,0,0,2,1,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190081778408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.558754561515313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188279433257506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600057570561006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291166601222215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846838175852494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230719738043936,0.0,0.0,0.1158276045580333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359699649816245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332141071852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,redrolex,2019/04/12,"Alone. I hate life, there’s close to 8 billion people on earth and yet I still feel alone.",-0.9107017543859648,1.190129157894738,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,99.52631578947368,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.059224561403509,70,1,17,0,3,21,17,19,0.391,0.609,0.0,-0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7752882810268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924864792735874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695268127398437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436703607174017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594805920221145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989027564760422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NeonReaper86,2019/04/12,"When your alone time really is alone time M/32/UK I have a amazing partner but that may soon be ending due to my depression and anxiety I have 3 kids and when there in bed and my partner is playing with her friends online gaming. I’m upstairs on my own playing games and watching tv shows in bulk. I don’t have anyone really to play with or talk too which is what has caused my depression and in turn cost me my relationship and when that’s over it’s just going to be me with 3 children for company all day everyday. Think that’s what I’m most scared of being alone and having nobody and losing the best relationship I’ve ever had, sorry rant over thank you for listening",2.4676074660633494,4.6742331250000015,3.8473529411764713,86.1121266968326,78.04411764705883,7.12579185520362,22.961538461538463,8.139509932561175,1.3454927601809952,539,17,107,10,13,177,89,136,0.189,0.6629999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.6566,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,1,2,0,14,0,0,1,2,20,21,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,7,11,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,13,7,15,16,4,18,0,3,1,0,14,6,0,3,11,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408973148035658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317421333579038,0.0,0.0,0.12172397332319232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269100751261835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788327988341848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122701407459966,0.0,0.2998775560902293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541872507762962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574694527355163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449730066093166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893626828778443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947560956197718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230460560404801,0.0,0.0,0.3738033402273664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428901572352498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487341449408416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992257662052188,0.0,0.1602736755661376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115463580161204,0.0,0.0,0.20302021594807185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893540136680092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,boreddude101010,2019/04/12,"Tired of this alone shit Anybody else feel this way? Just feel fucking useless and worthless to females, and even the male friends are slowly going away... First girl I really like just blindsided and said she had a boyfriend, but got really mad and said ""friends don't exist""? She got mad, played silent treatment, then for some reason we hung out for a month or so before she just abruptly stopped with no explanation. Then the girl like a year ago was introduced to me. She hangs out in my garage and I guess she likes my brothers best friend instead of me......... turns out they screwed. I hit her up months later and she says she's in the 12 step program and wants to make amends, she said it was wrong for her when she knew she had feelings (makes me angry). Just ended in ignoring. Wish she just told me I was ugly instead of saying something nice about my hair. Anybody else feel fucking useless? I'm sure my attitude is bad. But I don't feel the need to hit on girls anymore.",2.8860935672514607,5.163167199999997,2.9350877192982487,92.82005847953221,77.0,5.695906432748537,24.76608187134503,6.691623216298621,0.7610467836257309,768,27,156,7,18,232,117,190,0.208,0.629,0.163,-0.878,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,2,11,22,6,0,7,0,9,6,2,3,1,37,34,14,0,3,8,1,6,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,3,12,0,2,7,1,0,3,3,12,0,1,12,11,28,10,21,20,2,25,0,3,0,3,29,9,4,3,15,94,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329082917367135,0.0,0.0,0.1323667443314802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267475554385289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007637711080435,0.0,0.10671127894986844,0.0,0.0,0.10875207342084513,0.0,0.1341227616846206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352824002550394,0.0,0.11319670394421386,0.0,0.0,0.08441355602986594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32310855211304906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087102996329643,0.0,0.0,0.2962239299467152,0.2363060913114417,0.0,0.0,0.0726341472095263,0.0,0.2044335991272618,0.0,0.1407908806446224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873162231184184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062076824628414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402439718606152,0.0,0.0,0.0947652928820954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374945557703813,0.13140413922567526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36471356030006336,0.20327026922266114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118931034839554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983900188393226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685014437170257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045407054374425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468922790229738,0.0,0.1221225162980928,0.0,0.0,0.13901441343502718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538230639470211,0.10144513005405316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469686746296834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973397413948035,0.0,0.08230179967122599 lonely,vialive,2019/04/12,"I just want friends. I'm so lonely, it's super rainy over here so when it's a sunny day or a snowy day I want to go outside so bad but... I have no reason to. I have no friends to go outside with. I just have no purpose in the outside world. I have like 2 or 3 internet friends and they have their own, so whenever they go outside or do something with their friends I just get super jealous and depressed. And I hate that feeling. I feel so fucking selfish and I want friends. At this point I wouldn't even care what kind of friends they were, I just want that feeling back. I'm so lonely. I'm so depressed. I just want somebody to help my dumb ass.",0.39520681265207,2.5048602481751843,1.8391532846715357,98.1442287104623,85.2043795620438,4.2372749391727496,25.191727493917274,5.2151,0.2724582968369829,502,22,115,2,15,161,69,137,0.261,0.476,0.263,-0.5698,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,16,21,4,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,0,25,26,16,0,6,9,0,3,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,1,3,19,11,10,24,1,12,1,4,0,2,12,5,3,3,5,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961674585847174,0.1190282851428578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534531808442605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387362193043771,0.0,0.2455665059630945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415687747277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624175392598652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.660830359205043,0.1317907024187491,0.07447961352261005,0.0,0.2430535385830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074451254946346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555226556106364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845011158752425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964564894680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476147520042878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657128568436806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974655474909834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204160398307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ToxicTrash7,2019/04/12,"Here for you I'm a 21m who's here for anyone who needs to talk or just wants a friend to talk to everyday. I don't care about race, sex, gay, straight I'll talk to anyone who just needs to talk😊",1.6977536231884085,1.570840804347828,3.216086956521739,99.31514492753624,75.73913043478261,7.0028985507246375,19.68115942028985,6.42735559955562,-0.383440579710145,151,2,43,1,3,50,29,46,0.063,0.815,0.122,0.3553,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445273027594684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118482982548296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903404520903491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36535202323925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7920731898921419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531205106922107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeastisrlytasty,2019/04/12,"Anyone else think of things they want to do, but can't because they have no friends? Title pretty much. I keep on thinking this, as a person who generally loves to socially interact but has no friends to do that with. I'll listen to a new song that I like, or play a new video game wanting to tell someone about it only to realize I have no one to talk to. Recently I've had an interest in DnD but have absolutely no one to play it with, I keep on thinking up what it would actually be like only to realize that that will be the most I can ever do. This was just a sentiment I was feeling often and wanted to share.",5.412154017857142,4.676519210937503,6.936741071428576,77.89843750000001,67.828125,10.439285714285717,32.348214285714285,9.957137785484203,2.912215178571428,481,18,102,10,7,167,79,128,0.075,0.659,0.267,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,1,24,27,6,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,2,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,3,8,9,20,20,2,8,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,3,6,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.16714903688772095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197661572504758,0.17550128833605497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441348697956708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308628347159152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493670411492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660662753408396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646680751695858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044912002294741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673619826382909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545910161346782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259138707186147,0.0,0.0,0.33085541932734264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321337215002947,0.2605392749965314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955908394332126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742579904668101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912285366957172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746030536124499,0.1451288643711172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767205306329114,0.14971026803041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379386053497648,0.3292567180518861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030842401055638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167564752874145,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NoOneLikesMe_,2019/04/12,"No one talks to me, so I started using my earphones most of the time in public... I have my earphones on most of the time in public, so people assume I don't want anyone talking to me. idk how to approach or talk to people unless it's asking for directions on something if I feel lost. I just ""be there"" and hope for the best, but nothing happens.",5.223591549295777,4.726674140845071,6.2902464788732395,81.57931338028173,68.15492957746478,7.663380281690142,30.426056338028175,5.985473137389443,1.5684338028169011,268,9,53,1,4,90,50,71,0.08199999999999999,0.852,0.067,0.2474,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,11,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,9,2,13,9,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,6,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632549307147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827266494617484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450232847271245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805471012940325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064659546636617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318987278878228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548714471949655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240307495084088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582123677093413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237318354542201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974462572626002,0.0,0.0,0.16525863525998036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629881262000546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27228860826207263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165210918966744,0.0,0.0,0.13771279454093122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AJewWithGuns,2019/04/12,"Left a social situations without saying goodbye... again If you knew me you wouldn't think I belong here. Everyone in my small town (200 people) think I'm a really friendly and outgoing person. I try so damn hard to seem that way, I spend all my time thinking up interesting things to say so I don't seem boring. I'm 1 month off 30 and for as long as I can remember I have been terrified of people thinking I'm boring. Everytime I go to the pub or anywhere with alcohol I get drunk too quickly and run away, usually home to sulk in my bed. I feel like I'm drowning in my own loneliness and I dont deserve to be lonely, I dont deserve to post here because I have friends and people 'love' me. But I'm terrified of letting them all down and I dont even know how... I'm stuck in my own persona and I want out. I don't know what to do.",2.0815980629539936,3.318754338983055,4.407380952380954,85.98216101694916,76.23163841807909,7.769007263922517,26.767150928167876,8.418075326091056,1.7592811945117028,646,25,142,12,14,226,105,177,0.132,0.753,0.115,-0.5942,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,0,9,9,1,0,3,0,13,3,0,1,2,29,34,15,1,3,4,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,2,1,3,9,2,0,11,2,1,2,7,4,0,0,3,4,25,5,23,28,4,22,0,1,0,1,10,12,1,4,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449597188340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743983587999028,0.0,0.0,0.08268591723757153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769131629224198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895900591384891,0.0,0.0,0.12961145071789493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858451569489134,0.09690245277558658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095928714954451,0.0,0.07086718632987872,0.0,0.07708830015018996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150831442742008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605967789888593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490902545704605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737509662162426,0.13870282137590234,0.0,0.06626767980583624,0.0,0.0,0.12003863015003455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242192398272768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082679054720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821106136973517,0.11843709462058755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990724732684594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868955420137247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536555967086756,0.0,0.0,0.21573543749669388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469662064171381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246694640122854,0.0,0.13826962452898015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011431383553087,0.3476548803071821,0.0,0.0,0.07909376214816106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209180597669757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939016182437484,0.0,0.08000498504656815,0.10766606251771682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307537519285263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,freedomgoals1,2019/04/12,I've never felt lonely and empty like this I am 22 m life has no meaning anymore,-1.6833333333333336,0.17411955555555814,1.8277777777777795,92.645,103.44444444444444,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.7923555555555555,64,2,13,0,3,23,17,18,0.204,0.561,0.235,0.1556,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714828808806077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564719372006743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357989254377359,0.23226323696733026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178651529631871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666685388188097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,JustAnothetFakeName,2019/04/12,"I feeling so alone today. I got into a fight with my dad. For years I searched for love and approval from him, and for every step forward we always took 10 steps back. By the time i was 18 i realized he was a drug addict for most of my life and the things he says to me (about me) aren't really what he means. Its the drugs. Well he's sober now and I'm 23.... So id figured that I'd finally get that love I've always wanted from him... Well we got into a fight and he told me how sorry he was for the person I've become. It just makes me feel really hurt and sad and honestly alone. Mayne removed? I don't know.... I just wish i had someone who I could talk to about this. I Need REASSURANCE constantly, I need to feel loved and for people to tell me im a good person and that they care.... But honestly I don't really have that....and it would be nice to hear.... Idk man... A hug and some cuddles would be really nice right now.",0.445686326368687,2.145813753768845,2.7258926209997334,94.17405977254694,82.31658291457286,6.199523935466808,17.5088600899233,7.273561745256523,-0.016011055276381914,703,14,169,10,19,240,112,199,0.103,0.6990000000000001,0.198,0.9688,0,2,2,0,2,0,40.0,2,0,1,1,12,17,2,0,9,0,13,9,0,2,0,36,34,14,0,7,3,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,10,15,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,4,2,0,8,5,24,13,20,21,2,16,0,2,0,5,27,4,0,2,9,99,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260979397970593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519727656019751,0.0,0.0,0.20243492015042566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353664177012913,0.0,0.0,0.13434611797834736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402405165522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145382888602447,0.0,0.09712274686218507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821365829933696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249022267556206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845204153280948,0.0,0.0,0.1332549341488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355391117189993,0.0,0.0,0.10202912247431824,0.19457946032525814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710150335727267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302222987367396,0.0,0.1313962739766072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668522999591143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592067601585379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293650764999129,0.0,0.08119824027794972,0.0,0.0,0.1325058559066203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803948042325906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433255602065305,0.21242950315359613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117127598472729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038832162866324,0.0,0.096736102711017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306847213401513,0.0,0.0,0.13617037425173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977727499369204,0.10632212038268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808147944545302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093152972684433,0.0,0.11530418302743,0.11623594857346832,0.13515083618888532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174871723127822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874492954428407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398844686795359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728246567772381,0.0,0.0,0.078334676062009 lonely,piggdaddy-o,2019/04/12,"Why am I unlikeable? I used to have friends, but they all seemed to fade away. Even my girlfriend/fiancé ditched me. I’ve tried talking to people on tinder and bumble but it always ends up poorly. I’m not rude or anything. All I want is to have some friends again like I did in school. People who care about me and want to hang around. Idk I guess I kinda just came to rant. It sucks having no one and just sitting around knowing things won’t get better",1.3956521739130423,3.735654217391304,1.9784347826086977,97.26439130434784,82.91304347826087,4.114782608695652,18.98260869565217,4.935628992294339,-0.5589339130434778,356,9,76,1,10,109,68,92,0.103,0.67,0.227,0.9181,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,22,18,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,10,5,13,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,5,4,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379415767335993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187982516530356,0.3718719995385518,0.0,0.0,0.1962375142168871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472597492830864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388883174787549,0.21295392684858624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499425394105,0.0,0.0,0.13795474846999112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227404038606702,0.0,0.10912443812322822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300906565211581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478789480873695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204191388212344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415337512442353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896042941041962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138465423209776,0.0,0.1901447616760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678794617654745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876201911541852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180704926228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803941112388817,0.0,0.0,0.2463904521233436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884700689011865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wolf545,2019/04/12,"I'm new at this I've never posted anything on Reddit before so I don't know how to do this but I'll try. I have only ever had three friends in my life and I currently have one friend on the internet who I've never even met. &#x200B; My first friend, I don't remember at all because I was around three when I was friends with her and she wasn't even that nice if I remember correctly. &#x200B; My second friend, however, was incredibly toxic and I was friends with her for five years. I was considered ""special"" by the teachers due to my undiagnosed autism and this person used me to get special perks at school. What makes it worse is they would constantly lie to me so much that I don't even know what was true and what wasn't. &#x200B; My third friend was only my ""friend"" because of ""friend"" number two. These two use me at the same time and this person really didn't even hang out with me or even try to get along with me, she was just constantly hanging around ""friend"" number two. &#x200B; Then it all got too much for me and I left that school to go to another one far away from those people, I was there for two years and didn't make a single friend. Then I left that school too and didn't go to another one because of my autism. &#x200B; Two years passed and I was still not at school, so I had spent those two years writing and one day I found someone who liked my writing and contacted them. Eight months later and she's my first ever friend to have not been toxic or easily forgettable. &#x200B; But I am still lonely with how she goes to school and studies meaning I can't talk to her all the time which is understandable, but still affects me. &#x200B; I'm lonely even in my own family with my mother always working, my sister always locked in her room and my dad just being a horrible listener. &#x200B; I don't know if this fits the sub but I felt the need to post something.",4.63092914979757,5.585894113157898,4.860000000000003,86.25038461538462,69.71052631578948,8.05668016194332,26.457489878542514,8.263242389622931,1.5149291497975712,1513,45,309,21,26,475,162,380,0.047,0.8140000000000001,0.14,0.9897,2,4,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,2,3,24,19,0,0,8,0,32,1,0,7,9,67,54,31,0,4,12,3,1,1,12,1,1,1,1,2,20,25,0,0,9,0,1,5,14,2,0,18,23,2,50,17,40,29,8,52,0,2,0,0,35,19,0,4,27,227,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277654571810535,0.3790661792799237,0.4251103611400574,0.0,0.09171298884013886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598745815631087,0.07786095901614162,0.0,0.0,0.0410873662734227,0.0,0.0,0.07997530466988252,0.0,0.03721245078466282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451685095273954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028203324935251774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330622950960672,0.079115642206664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122634928387037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04198928449091865,0.0,0.0,0.0743963135162117,0.0,0.04794954548146081,0.4054439816232016,0.0,0.045696010535427926,0.0,0.049707459238241485,0.0,0.034976230829253094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721013863722673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502922744150344,0.0,0.03088898892321445,0.021365096819775487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058382490940069025,0.0,0.0,0.04763663538454265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490622109693757,0.0,0.06429565416107619,0.03242649713741641,0.06745715710257996,0.042236342781343375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853491113826928,0.06651984815076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030318050434189538,0.07636965715521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376574900043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02801564312753546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990789691203918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212940463416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037053722592834216,0.03366679474323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477256246956523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514987928210076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100060515433735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938189949504882,0.0,0.2563170647004305,0.04552623595783421,0.0,0.07554028547109125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183719422977668,0.0,0.04456633250725367,0.031065740846041693,0.0,0.4251103611400574,0.11264710909567413 lonely,brokenvinyls,2019/04/12,"I wish I had close friends here. I think I can only get so close to someone. I hit a wall and I just can’t get to that next level of connection. I have a boyfriend, but it’s not the same as having a close friend to talk to in person. I’ve always been sorta on the outskirts of large friend groups...I just want to be on the inside for once. Even if it was just one other person not even a group. I want someone to study with or do art with me, just force me to get outside of my own head. I meet a lot of great people who have the potential of being that for me, and then I mess it up or I can’t connect with them enough for them to stay. I have people...which I am very blessed and grateful for...but I wish I had that person(s) here.",0.7026086956521738,2.0780446956521783,2.454006211180125,97.95131987577645,80.30434782608695,5.3453416149068325,18.953416149068325,5.773587663045528,-0.4684111801242237,560,12,140,3,14,185,89,161,0.02,0.764,0.21600000000000005,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,0,0,27,24,10,0,5,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,21,5,24,17,4,12,1,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,2,101,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360655148477228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896456006465946,0.0,0.21601282951682027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790159560138833,0.0,0.2563044647958527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028637984652604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167823352268391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902271405919972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739102007385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414829553572791,0.11080845863398288,0.12436777943933662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336732461818255,0.4283499560346862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771076198723405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429539930472246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143482901427428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047799207755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492486908287787,0.19290201794202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760902958034672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,part-time-goth,2019/04/12,"difficulty dating, 23F 23 F. I am having trouble dating and getting into relationships. I do have a lot of social anxiety, but I have grown/worked through it a lot in the last 4 or so years. Nobody ever asked me out in high school or university. It just never happened. This had always affected my self esteem A LOT. I thought I must be hideous, annoying, ugly etc because I still did not kiss anyone till I was 21. It made me feel horrible, very unwanted and discarded. Because everyone eventually starts dating, right? I did not go on a date until I was 21. I did not get an actual boyfriend until I was 22, same age I had sex for the first time. We dated for about 3 months, until he broke up with me. He broke up with me because he was depressed and did not feel like it was fair to me. I tried to protest this and said I was happy with how I was being treated, but it ended anyways. Pretty soon after that I dated another guy for about 2 months, but he also broke up with me because I guess he realized he didnt actually like me but did not want to break up with me over the holidays? I felt like he just kept me around to have sex with, not because he actually liked me. This made me feel very bad. The day before he broke up with me we had sex and the condom broke so I had to get a Plan B pill on new years eve. The next morning he called me on the phone to break up. Just last week I had things broken off with me again. This guy was so so promising though. I never felt like I hit it off so good with someone. He was caring and sweet and really seemed like he liked me. I did not feel any pressure or much anxiety around him. It felt good and I was always excited to see him and i would get sad if I didnt get a reply from him for a day and a half. We went out for about a month. We didnt have sex or define the relationship. He said he wasn’t sure if the feelings were there because he said he sometimes feels like he doesn't feel things strongly in general. And his Grandma just died but he said he isnt close to his family. I cannot understand how someone who would say things such as “my bed smells like you” or “i wish you where here now” would suddenly turn on me. He said he prefers to wait to have sex, which I am fine with, but even when I slept over at his house 3 times he never tried to cup a feel. I re loaded dating apps today. I saw his profile on hinge and I am a bit confused, I dont know if its an old profile or if he is looking to string someone else along just to throw them on the side of the road. I feel consistently abandoned again and again. I dont know if I can handle this. It makes me feel HORRIBLE that I am 23 and I have never had a relationship for more then 3 months. I mean 16 year olds have longer relationships then that. It makes me feel so ugly and unwanted. Like why would anyone EVER want to date some girl who cant keep a guy for more then 12 weeks? No one has ever told me they love me in a romantic context. I feel like no one ever likes me. It makes me feel so empty and depressed inside. It makes me think maybe if you get a nose job, a brow lift, this surgery and that you will be attractive enough to the point where they will not leave you. I dont know how I can wear my heart on my sleeve again and again if everytime I do someone just leaves me to die and bleed out. Why do people leave me? I dont want to be abandoned. Its a constant fear that looms over me. I just feel like such ugly garbage. i am not enough for anyone, no one likes me. But they also all say its “them and not me” but I dont know if I can beleive that.",1.7063610468956405,3.1976658124174366,3.2702606918758264,92.68361428748352,77.7978863936592,6.4749752311756925,21.207253137384416,7.231253607405505,0.38510635733157184,2768,71,643,33,64,914,294,757,0.191,0.706,0.103,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,4,5,5,3,46,45,2,3,31,0,68,14,4,10,11,153,133,64,2,20,39,0,17,14,0,7,2,7,1,5,32,42,0,5,28,1,0,3,30,17,0,5,43,30,102,28,78,78,13,102,0,10,3,8,68,37,0,21,74,431,134,2,0.0,0.0,0.1408436785742605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694623518594093,0.08006184898666358,0.0,0.0,0.03271608238418474,0.05044696330515752,0.07360721007839194,0.0,0.0,0.10091775860599962,0.0,0.0,0.08565523797808275,0.04497585058101684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040169389370683435,0.17596248082298346,0.0,0.04093760683126426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052523069823047885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912513738060055,0.0,0.04905080055830308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198923480776483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062053243104836814,0.0,0.08287321440102001,0.0,0.09986004746482134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191964272280423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040189280363000436,0.0,0.04261070170801012,0.09941986481390372,0.05365476479984711,0.031775844443966035,0.17407104270564552,0.0,0.04597065049150338,0.0,0.0,0.04535331703460526,0.05413651746212034,0.34055823738920643,0.13747763067668106,0.1385778778368283,0.0,0.0,0.04092188189977262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081124249636876,0.0,0.027341714667647118,0.08070386462682133,0.0,0.0,0.05299799384010875,0.14290778677888924,0.04254303638666678,0.05121341451210302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009941460089336,0.0,0.05083028563484005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551185726963047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774121540579885,0.042761898335693514,0.0,0.0,0.10575880366412148,0.07843126158582041,0.0,0.15282291430203934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905392714217163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039982952592777,0.0,0.0,0.12270282684610045,0.04342066575704457,0.09104466813630477,0.12845375187809194,0.0,0.04833241868530126,0.05240530545600204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536020471750888,0.0,0.035365988473001965,0.0,0.14841992490096434,0.04646441603050167,0.0511649562504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009655702832773,0.0,0.09780064505904493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03335304185546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04547898982999457,0.0,0.0,0.04894461624446434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03082015183887732,0.0,0.0,0.20660622130159684,0.0,0.04108521577408188,0.2288155659619325,0.0765171467556363,0.0,0.04868934172412195,0.0383370106803194,0.04379704530553196,0.05018865881868316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904153566375872,0.1630519565527106,0.0,0.0475814858637423,0.0,0.03405212324002412,0.0,0.038420276714220165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045342596476877835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588536204177096,0.03082659924286372,0.0472672999544969,0.03819353717497289,0.056106025750535096,0.0,0.045602142566178734,0.04597065049150338,0.0,0.06532633038573961,0.052329277245680116,0.0,0.05008364428707083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939068547345086,0.08512861752837278,0.0,0.0771810134119498,0.0,0.0,0.0445979511906351,0.08682260898109484,0.0,0.05532350445604246,0.0,0.0,0.035024259690156344,0.0,0.0,0.13670231955820106,0.0,0.0,0.09294274427508037 lonely,piney143,2019/04/12,Pathetic. I'm pathetic. My only friend is my ex who cheated on me 2 years ago. I just. My life is fucked and I don't know what to do.,-3.136451612903226,-1.6056846451612898,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,105.12903225806451,5.060645161290323,15.877419354838713,6.742157984588678,-0.18287612903225808,100,3,27,2,5,37,24,31,0.384,0.534,0.081,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414899257385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847910190908685,0.4604377930040917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737144187364753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517863694668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787883108866615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207268910469201 lonely,fireykingeyboye,2019/04/12,"I always pretend that someone is holding me and staying with me and snuggling me and loving me at night with a body pillow. Yeah, that's basically it. I uh set up the body pillow so if it was a person, it would be comfortable, and I pretend to lay on their chest and talk to them and they talk back and tell me they love me",4.524705882352944,4.248803823529413,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,69.58823529411765,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.4175470588235302,252,8,55,2,4,84,44,68,0.039,0.773,0.188,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,4,5,3,0,0,12,6,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,3,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,2,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028439728077725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745129551415027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415678698085357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400408162236907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877043393650215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285875149029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655347746678632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259836383058956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391881262675601,0.2130739230143212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731738770849659,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,count_saveahoe,2019/04/13,idk I’m so tired of being alone. I’m just gonna drink until I feel tonight.,-2.9916666666666667,-1.459172388888886,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,106.22222222222223,2.4000000000000004,11.555555555555555,3.1291,-2.0579111111111112,59,1,16,0,3,20,15,18,0.375,0.625,0.0,-0.6801,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451800203547318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156606012033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615798085454073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050064619490083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ArcaneCauldron,2019/04/13,"Wishing for deep friendships Im just a teen and have a few friends, but they feel more superficial than anything.. my best friend forgot my birthday this year, it was honestly heartbreaking, I just feel like they're drifting apart from me.. I wish I could have meaningful, friendly relationships. I try my best to stay connected to friends, but it never lasts long. I end up in a loop of loneliness. I wish I could socialize like a normal person, and it doesn't help I'm internet shy. I hope to make a friend through Reddit. I'm so lonely I've gotten to the point I've been questioning my existence for a very long time.",3.8810000000000002,5.8409784333333326,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,73.0,8.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.450816666666667,492,20,96,11,10,157,79,120,0.123,0.499,0.378,0.9914,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,3,13,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,20,18,5,0,7,4,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,14,11,12,12,4,14,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171171478798583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849251305033514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167726593123712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202353174015826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727982517096626,0.0969807225500407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244054081386242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099120363731146,0.0,0.0,0.13483162504450052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663464869904755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065538999566564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326424106966231,0.0,0.0,0.24027117482418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061501576717276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046997354178274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300740560725835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853275829490573,0.0,0.0,0.1283288131414371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207247193665893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574604265827745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383813072781341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469277384047027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915764753750618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216619010915664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200900107255413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683217256281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741935640695081 lonely,n_serraaa,2019/04/13,"Lets chat Anyone have whatsapp, line, or instagram? If you do, lets chat and maybe talk.... Ive been feeling lonely lately, i can take calls too. (Serious pls)",1.6846551724137946,4.448609793103447,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,89.0,5.658620689655173,21.043103448275854,7.1686216300943375,0.9799586206896556,120,4,22,2,4,38,26,29,0.086,0.862,0.052000000000000005,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273016934313641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319403959491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436891316222374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366701493880216,0.0,0.0,0.6648273818397559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32658396599038875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444177666182357,0.26128491986273844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,SordidStan,2019/04/13,"Holidays Easter has come and I see now clearer than ever that the majority of people I usually interact with don't have anything to do with me in their free time. I have managed to waste my first proper day of easter by sleeping until 13:49 and forcing myself to get out of bed just to end up lumbering around on the main street trying to feel like I'm actually a part of the larger human community outside of my four walls and failing at it. My evening was spent listening to Death Grips and trying to talk to the few people I had met over the years on sites like omegle etc. which also proved to be a wasted attempt at garnering conversation. I can't imagine the following weeks to go any better but I can still hope, can't I ?",9.558298850574717,6.575400151724138,9.703965517241382,68.53341954022989,61.27586206896552,12.701149425287356,38.64942528735632,10.864195022040775,4.03132183908046,582,21,110,11,6,195,102,145,0.06,0.848,0.092,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,0,2,16,22,7,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,9,0,0,3,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,4,4,13,6,29,17,5,26,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,1,13,81,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.20240950253973536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658716529980433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105097284022575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068688121055384,0.184645497951033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834438713721523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786717598227428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337670905251691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371028837563144,0.0,0.2313252755528701,0.13699726388412994,0.18762095067358125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487649059918612,0.14817906162329114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642916974698736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836705232388057,0.0,0.117880111918773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060123202931235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266736967581564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461287641952346,0.0,0.2875942752343906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652848464172837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756723585605386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656438366823262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671428261284768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209467781224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816456550263753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284410080532503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637776031235088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357003185256822 lonely,oYellowSpirit,2019/04/13,"Call on Discord ? Hey, so i am doing some stuff related to a project right now and i would really love some compagny, someone to talk to so i can finish my work without having a panic attack \^\^' . Umh.. anyone feeling lonely ? wanna talk on discord ?",1.2682066869300923,3.9374998936170233,3.5987841945288745,81.22000000000003,92.61702127659576,5.238905775075988,23.7355623100304,6.868970318607317,1.5335860182370826,193,8,31,3,7,66,37,47,0.14400000000000002,0.64,0.21600000000000005,0.5979,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,6,2,5,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,2,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401368447312645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156625218733738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833281981817283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029732015646348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504277778906053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255516114039743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777545784868325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369581191598865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350996838042847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176371080145575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460402316812713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674714665564327,0.0,0.2020016822299953,0.0,0.0,0.1971069393028456,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Laurennkk,2019/04/13,"My friends are always here for the wrong reasons All of my friends have used me, whether for it be for attention or otherwise. I just want someone who genuinely enjoys ME, not my attention, not my looks, but everything about me. The thing is I stay with these people because i feat being alone.",5.3982727272727296,6.956580781818182,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,68.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,33.75,9.516144504307137,3.220545454545455,233,11,43,5,4,72,42,55,0.079,0.794,0.128,0.2144,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29701296895471185,0.0,0.0,0.238620219571526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748157053651733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577353609146913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431241364199261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081922449067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988140486801672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948530140366539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429839815506621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30566456533049835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052092379158808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768198775781106,0.0,0.0,0.1691476415924769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31354403050870805,0.0,0.0 lonely,WhisprWriter,2019/04/13,Tfw all you wanna do is hold someone's hand Just end me. 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Have aspergers too.Spend time on the internet,i go to gym and work out,i read too,watch tv/netflix.",2.3485483870967734,5.228594741935487,3.6099193548387127,82.98487903225808,85.45161290322581,6.970967741935485,27.10483870967742,8.07648339933343,2.377574193548388,262,12,46,6,8,85,51,62,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,10,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,20,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605821084803898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704947497612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655711809143559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271716223472269,0.0,0.0,0.28399873378067264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793986309331398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217097325887133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254993398985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32785383660791045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754078099483928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682903077301172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vasiliana,2019/04/13,"You have 1 wish, what would it be? Its midnight here, I am sitting at the window and looking up at the silvery moon, thinking what I should wish for.",4.125,4.766139499999999,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.66666666666666,6.0,31.66666666666667,3.1291,1.178666666666667,115,5,24,0,2,36,25,30,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194570242585995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375780238917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8749285485842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27023948323398383,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,embeddedcancer,2019/04/13,"Feeling lonely at university 18/F/ UK As the title suggests, I am currently feeling very lonely at university. I am a medical student at a UK university and started in September 2018, moving from another EU country. I am living in halls, but I have had issues making friends, and I don't know why and my flatmates and I only occasionally talk, and when we do, it's very short and curt. I am usually rather outgoing but I have not 'clicked' with anyone from my course except for with some people I sit next to in lectures. With these people, I have tried to suggest going out for a pint or going to a film, but they always seem to find an excuse. I know that most people at university have trouble finding people right away, and that many are good at creating an illusion that they are having fun and partying all the time, but many I speak to are content with where they are; I just cannot be. I am also restricted by the fact that I am at medical school, and many societies I have tried joining have socials when I have lectures/am not available, so my question is whether I can do something at this point, or whether I should suck it up and let time do its thing. TLDR: Feeling lonely at uni but feeling like I've exhausted all options, any tips?",7.767592592592599,6.547862765432099,8.235072016460908,72.08865740740741,63.320987654320994,11.062962962962963,37.945473251028815,10.125756701596842,3.7901004115226336,984,43,182,18,12,328,133,243,0.084,0.7859999999999999,0.13,0.8537,1,6,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,3,0,7,10,1,0,9,0,29,3,0,1,3,49,41,24,0,2,14,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,10,16,0,1,10,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,6,26,4,30,37,4,31,0,3,1,0,12,19,1,7,9,136,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038026689816402,0.1080057209860628,0.0,0.0,0.0882698591268334,0.13610878870006096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076062582861462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195331817391973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625273080928865,0.09273062518930827,0.0,0.0,0.2372734819747057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028475777597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753901605077074,0.10887181842169807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547963809454922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426716467948377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273141157216206,0.0,0.06341473515093794,0.0,0.11461760644497182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664389007096987,0.3947967791157919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615238605660687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795905893564095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380459746807748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872032381470087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599536486625877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270491247646813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454080256980309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085025908624337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313666252730826,0.0,0.1181669300710554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231686464074266,0.0,0.09992797552159166,0.0,0.0,0.09187457367510232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432998755234678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623472802929501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513772624426539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762541710437102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295864249368434,0.2142006044743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712617931739502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,VixL707,2019/04/13,"Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind (Movie Thoughts) For all the introverted lonely people out there. I’m just thinking if Joel never would have went to that party on the beach, he never would have met Clementine. But also, he would have never went through the heartbreak he did when because he met Clementine. A lot of their moments were spent together. Joel is the definition of a lonely introvert. He was even lonely when he was with someone else (Naomi). Which was why him going to the beach that day even though he didn’t really want to go and connecting with Clem was a big deal for him. Meeting her was such a big deal for him. But like I wrote before, he ended up being vulnerable to heartbreak. So, what do we do? Stay lonely and safe. Or put ourselves in situations where there’s greater risk to be hurt?",3.8275324675324685,6.174272792207797,4.17792207792208,84.70116883116887,74.32467532467533,6.477922077922077,25.935064935064936,7.447530270364453,1.4008883116883115,646,23,118,8,14,202,98,154,0.147,0.764,0.09,-0.8679,0,8,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,10,0,19,0,0,0,4,25,31,11,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,2,1,5,4,8,0,0,15,1,7,3,18,11,3,22,0,7,1,0,20,7,0,3,10,82,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340887037767665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221241238500957,0.0,0.14267808223397227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813575106001323,0.3457287188515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400699721454445,0.0,0.14850924792456846,0.0,0.0,0.22149397082819586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058580682782364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794983062804998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191696533583544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255029685580434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930277302647145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38796119062596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624392378923527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855851412111753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741615103823222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847241369857268,0.0,0.0,0.14206949469058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871799640531466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743862189833793,0.1647386897256317,0.13311429415789247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988983710604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108706463312137,0.15129955440521908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573320407790204,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Nausea_,2019/04/13,"Another lonely, slow Saturday I've come a far way, but no matter who I meet, or the new circumstances I find myself in, I just seem to converge to this state. I accept that people come and go, and that what was once love can wither, but beyond the lessons I've learned from these interactions, I am merely empty handed and yet again find myself sitting in a quiet, small room.",15.91808219178082,7.230173205479456,14.162808219178086,58.532705479452105,56.67123287671233,16.791780821917804,47.45890410958904,11.20814326018867,5.245745205479452,296,8,55,4,2,96,55,73,0.09,0.772,0.138,0.6808,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,16,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,6,7,0,17,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959579626039964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862572820175039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159327107078906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040605096856936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547366765097278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725934922740104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005811759606438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956727950992456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694478809936544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403254291707853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,6lonelygirl66,2019/04/13,"How to cope with the thought that you might be single for the rest of your life? I’m never approached by people my age and my anxiety is through the roof so I can’t imagine myself approaching anyone else. I’ve also tried using tinder but whenever it comes time to meet, I realize how unattractive I am and I flake out. :( I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m probably going to be lonely forever and idk how to cope with that realization.",3.6242857142857146,5.338014252873566,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,73.13793103448276,8.649589490968804,27.37110016420361,9.23628265651192,2.43972380952381,348,13,66,8,7,117,61,87,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.9169,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,19,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,12,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359423382641289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389152700982275,0.0,0.0,0.1955012601587748,0.2864809543603432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816974392177101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356805772459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890185472595958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748817202599156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966090470775844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564303511803487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383788749200756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145368319167404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196939619260336,0.16303570682075444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982853099951766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414827000179925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,motherofholograms,2019/04/13,"Feeling worthless I try to do my best.... I really do. But sometimes i feel that everything i do is for nothing. I study in a carreer that is not bringing me any joy....I try to be as productive as possible, i try to think on happy thoughts, i try to keep remember that i have people who loves me and that not everything sucks....but is so hard. It's so hard to forget all the abuse i had been through since i was a child....is so hard to not be scared of people leaving me...is so hard to turn off that voice that says ""you're a piece of shit"" over... And over... And over. Sometimes i feel the world would be better if i'm not here anymore....",1.0952736318407936,2.699500641791044,2.8545522388059688,94.485907960199,79.8955223880597,6.257711442786071,23.106965174129357,7.1686216300943375,0.6252009950248754,482,16,114,6,12,160,75,134,0.151,0.743,0.106,-0.6277,0,0,0,0,1,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,1,5,0,14,2,1,0,1,19,24,11,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,9,14,4,19,16,3,8,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,0,77,22,0,0.0,0.16729274370701658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601730236191328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002729644650694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481752263044242,0.1248753220860925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379355486934196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417699231167447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503044847622617,0.5059312112702732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255004212867645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495049009643552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743381508187915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354802138275449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577338551230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917591643164575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045300116324742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994617843150225,0.0,0.0,0.1122837681118326,0.14136062140565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493442802277054,0.1167977934738252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27929052515264313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047192342694456,0.0,0.11209289560210683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383447990085388,0.15357939183169908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030073127688884,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lmg06,2019/04/13,"Best way to spend a birthday alone? I’m turning 20 on Monday and I’m not sure how I should spend the day. I’m currently on my spring break and my friends are all going on trips. I couldn’t afford to go anywhere so I just planned on catching up on my schoolwork. I’ve also moved too far from family to go home and visit. I’m already feeling pretty bummed about having to spend the day alone, but I know I’ll feel worse if I don’t figure out something to do to distract myself from the fact that I’m alone. Any ideas?",0.997,2.9959166999999987,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.0,4.727272727272728,20.909090909090907,5.565023196281405,-0.11172727272727244,407,12,90,2,11,132,71,110,0.133,0.792,0.075,-0.7423,2,3,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,3,19,18,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,3,7,3,1,0,0,0,2,9,3,16,16,2,22,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,5,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.574661087388719,0.20409828129016774,0.1479054317240782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577317857488834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409490518818487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855648529447496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435555930481492,0.0,0.18703379799273884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289286142366506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153361384522005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552116358381515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878742620767626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164435905645164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657388747617446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816189196816005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238449267088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431434536588294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011738280405292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680567751761642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884811040861845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluespotted_tail,2019/04/13,"any lonely vegetarians out there? 25, Male, US (yourself: anywhere) I don't eat animal meat, and it's important to me. Up until now, I haven't had a single, lasting veggie friend and would like to change that. Why lonely vegetarians? Because I was once one. Right now, I'm having a bit of an emotional metamorphosis of a sense. For years, I was just numb due to an emotional breakdown I had in December of 2012, where afterwards, I was so numb. I couldn't feel anything. I had nothing to offer anyone anymore, and little by little, became removed from people I knew, by choice, until I left it all behind in Mid 2014 when I deleted all social media and cut contact with everyone. I was alone because I wanted to be, and I didn't feel lonely; I was proud of that. But after all these years, I feel like I am capable, and am willing, to provide so much of what I was lacking before my emotional breakdown (love, attention, affection), and afterwards (understanding, validation, closure), until there was nothing left(removal, numbness). Up until now, I have known loneliness; foregoing loneliness for numbness as a state of existing to avoid conflict and maximize peace; solitude as an ideal to be reached; being alone without feeling lonely; and solitude as something to overcome for the sake of ending a repeating cycle of numbness and venturing for something new in life (the beginning my current phase). So I know quite about this subject matter. Hope to hear from someone. <3",6.690658280922433,8.105214596226418,7.2505345911949695,69.30175576519919,65.30188679245283,9.813417190775679,36.60901467505241,9.994966539143718,4.114970649895177,1168,58,179,26,18,384,154,265,0.135,0.745,0.12,-0.4819,1,11,2,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,0,3,12,18,1,1,10,0,23,8,0,1,3,37,36,22,0,6,3,0,4,2,1,2,6,1,0,1,7,12,1,2,9,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,12,5,24,7,44,18,7,34,0,4,0,1,8,12,0,1,22,137,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569454600901542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435453855795617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230188485481614,0.08673482417144489,0.0,0.1020780843441782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123279634596812,0.0,0.10555276433671272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542450671637538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122267200661822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692852869663948,0.0,0.4186002232181467,0.1098666410605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185298705353068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508825793096321,0.08861744173393589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583650127314068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398072080330816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320421380762235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681716332717228,0.10111285333461084,0.0,0.0,0.2695495039355757,0.0,0.0876163246349572,0.12120378970461547,0.24865042668902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195503730560788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118700714998272,0.0,0.0,0.11980298642091038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380481567390716,0.0,0.0,0.13210338310570005,0.08405578829954165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599686301627649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193663362033786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593335649051007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264477837691753,0.10510253332337184,0.1909910890883508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291347372685116,0.1492103043315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316468157114456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193090039011744,0.0,0.0,0.11957450674498213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811767979063358,0.0,0.0,0.15976122922395955 lonely,LegendaryHeroVII,2019/04/13,"Does anyone else feel less lonely when imagining animated characters? Though I do have some amazing friends in my life, I sadly cannot see them all that often. I have tried to find a more significant relationship multiple times, but it sadly hasn't come to fruition. However, when I feel that sense of ""dread,"" I often find comfort in animated characters, whether they be from a game, an anime, a movie, etc. Though I can't actually have them be physically there beside me, I find myself able to imagine them sharing their feelings with me. So, I was curious if anyone else feels similar or has experienced something like this before? If you have, did you feel ""weird"" at first when you realized this, did you feel better or worse knowing this was happening, etc. I know for me, I felt a bit weird at first, but eventually I came to accept it.",7.284358974358972,7.519295641025642,7.659743589743591,71.01858974358976,63.74358974358975,11.292307692307697,34.641025641025635,10.980518767755715,3.882171794871794,664,27,119,17,9,218,99,156,0.081,0.753,0.165,0.9296,1,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,5,3,9,13,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,0,1,30,28,13,0,2,7,0,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,16,1,0,2,3,6,0,2,6,9,25,7,12,20,7,12,0,3,1,0,13,4,0,7,7,88,32,0,0.13693262165459724,0.0,0.1336264859667419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914929458058634,0.2806073056674103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651957546392112,0.0,0.0,0.12110577614202442,0.14949495760874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661443990621698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795532871249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983065998259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877926916436184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30543213929741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154234872409348,0.0,0.1314767906910375,0.0,0.3754618063460888,0.23294963605467645,0.0,0.0,0.1057938038142873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108906510223265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505091755278731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967195602533686,0.06689836220655059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701439005395042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911757073242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541742207231916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907121106149473,0.0,0.07984651286976906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296826161011763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954603994718312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ambervh159,2019/04/13,"When you feel so ugly that you don’t deserve to live (This is super first world problems and it’s my first time posting here so sorry ) You ever have those days when you’re like wow why did I ever think I was ugly I look fine !!!! And then the next day you feel afraid to go outside or turn your head certain ways because you think you’re too ugly. Right now I feel so ugly and feel like no boy could ever find me attractive. I’ve never been kissed or had a relationship and I’m almost 18. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn’t even live because of how I look (which I know is stupid) but I can’t help it",0.7140144230769252,2.692443093750001,2.262500000000003,96.37865384615385,82.90625,4.56346153846154,17.658653846153847,5.369823440869387,-0.6466137019230764,468,10,107,2,13,152,83,128,0.129,0.72,0.151,0.4259,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,3,13,12,1,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,5,26,24,14,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,7,17,9,3,18,0,19,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,3,17,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567590307093908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736492971084242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615290374259706,0.0,0.0,0.18764345189059706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608730889586142,0.3947814371961916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677920077528381,0.2078600238051241,0.0,0.0,0.13296489566122735,0.2474882147435788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267889741358532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930311616603484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975113056326704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995128858063197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132206323071798,0.0,0.25692071368548386,0.0,0.2443309354590641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220214143646157,0.0,0.1547182472067266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932837997584369,0.0,0.0,0.13920346797576705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618967924692714,0.0,0.1242380143853886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388215356403056,0.16285149343540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643375277602986,0.0,0.0,0.08482979951512412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823904966143693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154742200889617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312718984230682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notsogoodyo,2019/04/13,"I felt lonely and tried to make something In order to escape feeling useless, I tried to make video about loneliness with bad microphone, with no experience with video editing and drawing with paint. I spent whole day, I had fun about how bad the video was and this whole day I forgot about being alone. The video is kind of exaggerated, as I just tried to create it somehow funny (?). It feels weird to hear my own voice, it feels weird to hear the same things while creating video. I guess I should focus less on feeling alone and more on new stuff I haven't tried, that might brings happiness. &#x200B; Anyway, my video, in case you want to watch something in bad quality [https://youtu.be/x8RiH--HKBM](https://youtu.be/x8RiH--HKBM)",6.91236220472441,9.32422625984252,5.065362204724412,81.36654724409449,65.92913385826772,7.599685039370079,26.08582677165355,8.238735603445708,1.6029281889763782,593,17,101,8,10,169,78,127,0.203,0.66,0.13699999999999998,-0.8687,0,4,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,24,21,7,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,6,1,1,2,7,0,0,5,9,12,3,21,13,6,11,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,3,4,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886157081651309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096817492918288,0.16930588607697333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34901384972719035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971762083329412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629524738887558,0.0,0.0,0.2818055367405135,0.0,0.13378235237378172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349195119085582,0.0,0.0,0.1483234807778651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140787647222867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509476991234774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601286185509255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781120263209382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456950651720642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453201940646469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950392996266907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256722279485467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37839416885464094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218271837503209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112254899290176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930588607697333,0.0 lonely,tattedintrovert,2019/04/13,"Hey Never really had close friends. I’ve had great people around me who could have been potential Close but for some reason I push everyone away. I don’t k ow why I do this. For the first time in my life things are starting to look up but I still feel lonely. I ruin every relationship I’m in and I want to stop so badly.",0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,2.4750000000000014,92.45750000000002,87.23529411764706,5.752941176470588,15.852941176470587,7.1686216300943375,-0.054829411764706126,252,5,56,4,8,85,54,68,0.226,0.69,0.084,-0.9268,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,13,13,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,2,8,2,9,9,1,14,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182392496932904,0.0,0.0,0.23411375787276315,0.0,0.20805573188895354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895075741680573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994574482179554,0.2381031298524389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259934037920054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119532365892585,0.0,0.0,0.19251662727873226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472293903432043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760039138449621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092492873775255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218375351201086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275073489232914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596317332233621,0.2561995754233205,0.0,0.2675271472827437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637159872404407,0.0,0.1989962734406683,0.20832647877961105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655447882876171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529944858244986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697341352074972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248471004796205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Supib,2019/04/13,"My thoughts on loneliness *these are my own thoughts and ideas I never meant to antagonize anyone. If I did. I'm terribly sorry.* I'm writing this after a heartwrenching break up where I got left because my ex lost feelings for me. Sad boys. I've come to realize how lonely I've become without her. Sitting here reading the many post made by similar lonely people I feel sad. I've come to terms with my loneliness. But I just can't stop thinking of how big the problem loneliness is to the younger generation (I'm 21). It has dawned on me the ""power"" the thing called the internet has done to society. It has created infinite platforms where communication of all levels can be achieved. This ""power,"" in my mind, is bringing death to the younger generations. They (the younger generation) choose to make friends with people via social media but often times the friendship is superficial, it ends just as fast as it started. Society has lost the aspect of face to face interactions, which I believe, is where we truly find our life long friends. It's not just what we say but the actions, the emotions, the touch of the person (friend) where we truly find our significant other or our true life-long friends or quite simply friends. I hated talking to my ex on social media, it just ruined the aspect of what communication is really defined as. This was a huge part of why we broke up. Sorry I was diverging. Communication. Friends. Love. If you have none of these, wouldn't you be lonely? The aspect of communication have been digitalized. I'm wrong? Prove me wrong. Where is your handwritten mail? Humans were never built to communicate without seeing the person being talk to. We were built to communicate with our voice. Humans is on top of the food chain because of the ability to speak and communicate ideas and knowledge. Without speech we would be useless. I think this is where I will stop. Dunno if I will continue the next part but I do want to.",3.3315858725761767,6.199300022160668,4.305927285318557,80.26576073407205,79.24930747922437,7.044903047091412,26.753531855955682,8.158263871857827,2.1402403878116347,1552,64,271,31,40,501,182,361,0.134,0.722,0.14300000000000002,0.7757,2,6,0,0,0,0,54.0,10,3,1,7,14,23,1,0,22,0,33,5,2,4,5,64,57,17,1,7,17,2,3,0,6,4,1,4,0,5,17,14,1,2,15,1,0,4,9,15,0,1,14,8,36,8,43,35,6,40,0,10,1,1,39,19,0,7,14,186,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534540470461575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139377219731717,0.10321290867974676,0.0,0.10529096970501443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542726753884766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100517247456486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563617391440196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512348512428192,0.08277275237736148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945065827649597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083103563640514,0.0,0.11300528496337965,0.0,0.4332152641796363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074743924021467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922667524828884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109970110957669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153834743344926,0.0,0.13201904187146968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540819192679146,0.0,0.0,0.2040327699958228,0.0,0.08434613537688836,0.08842869829469108,0.062381456828658664,0.09474797054292193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943621808362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415540227286033,0.0,0.09938968579163733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240375392177826,0.0,0.12957885995175766,0.16320134321566204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950336600668846,0.0,0.0,0.08942312360048647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940012909052474,0.0934795689229428,0.0,0.05986920407632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431859353581018,0.0,0.0,0.07447096069140348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052973666184708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092288279561116,0.06614741958919826,0.0,0.0,0.15626392347824794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023001873762393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062086870283458974,0.11976345676025595,0.0,0.14838451695365032,0.05449394154724637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512175499313216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432795079501931,0.0,0.0,0.2702597697146688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638723837346967,0.20435516648703725,0.0,0.0 lonely,HHessianHH,2019/04/13,"Does anyone else feel kind of trapped? Maybe you have a spouse that doesn’t want to hear what you have to say and shuns you at every opportunity, friends who never ask how you are or want to spend time with you, or family members that you take care of that you need to keep a brave face on for because they need taking care of. Please, tell me I’m not alone in this. I’ve been told I’m “not alone” and that people are “always there”, but when I reach out, they’re not. I feel trapped. I’m told I’m not “independent” enough, I’m brought down even though I’m doing my best, because my best isn’t good enough. I’m made to feel like I’m less of a person because I want somebody who is there for me, even though I know that’s not the case. I think it’s the loneliest I’ve ever felt. Being surrounded by people that are so blind to me. Maybe it’s just on purpose 😪",2.7462709030100365,3.4552059347826116,3.589782608695653,94.53515050167223,73.8913043478261,6.531103678929767,21.762541806020064,6.297961479604792,0.020001337792642016,668,14,162,4,13,213,100,184,0.086,0.716,0.198,0.9276,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,7,1,3,11,10,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,3,2,30,41,10,0,5,9,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,12,4,0,1,6,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,6,7,18,10,20,34,5,12,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,2,5,93,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577437640665461,0.0,0.0,0.10353567016147483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700430063934365,0.12749316838352184,0.0,0.0,0.11632518833692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755399239303115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611630709676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537292142032199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888947081639314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394524054481376,0.0,0.0,0.25713876112417555,0.0,0.16436959131437626,0.11255399600649896,0.10483758317811934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730146462157973,0.0,0.18874653488905768,0.08889276730726595,0.11947224662757085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613425574610546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436592227779748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024157511651594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059903955753957,0.0,0.1295746249617889,0.06838343575268062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060790178909245374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773860895582862,0.0,0.0,0.2500131796826838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452643383849548,0.09596803336690893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252809342459824,0.10864741594352073,0.0,0.1365866982293394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895167509194527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871116446817956,0.0,0.10875724384538836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972967528993144,0.244503550165447,0.0,0.07255609319173048,0.0,0.0,0.2377962620967983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017599086896253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lostinspace37,2019/04/13,"Where did it go wrong What do you do when you've lost everything, have no one to talk to, and just dont feel like pushing on. I have no fight left....",0.19818181818181912,1.6434785151515179,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,82.03030303030303,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.7351939393939393,113,2,31,1,3,36,27,33,0.377,0.623,0.0,-0.9102,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097344805243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142024499328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677080291554914,0.24975789663412984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986885899080419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798468779083565,0.0,0.0,0.17079935387661785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38163517839751776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690140986746366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809992728264647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822382082071011,0.0,0.0 lonely,sekimet,2019/04/13,"What now? Hey guys and gals I am not really sure why I am even starting this as I'm normally so protective of any possible vulnerable emotion. I work as a first responder in a major city, in 2012 I was diagnosed with PTSD after witnessing a particularly disturbing call. I used to be a fairly out going individual and though I seem to make initial friendships, I can never form any lasting connection because I am incredibly shy and self conscious. I am not sure what has changed in me, but I feel like I'm a kind gentle person who can no longer socially connect. I find myself doing things like going to the gym or library or coffee shop just to be around other people. And as I'm now 33 I feel like I'm passing any possible chance to form a caring relationship. I am not really sure what to do... you don't make new friends at 33.. and I distanced myself from my old friends. Anyway, I guess I could go on for 20,000 words about my problems. If there is any like minded individuals who regardless of age just want to be in contact with other humans who at times sufer from the affliction of having to be social beings, contact me! Like I said, I am a 33 year old male, very liberal I am a pretty avid gamer so if any other lonely soles want to hang out on discord and game or watch twitch or a movie or talk about cool new science etc please let me know. Ok embarrassment initiated.",5.456664511958628,5.897706560439563,6.708838612368022,75.56606334841631,67.64468864468864,9.793492781728077,30.71083818142641,9.773937934552695,2.837214781297135,1093,40,209,23,17,371,159,273,0.118,0.705,0.177,0.9622,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,13,18,0,2,11,2,23,2,0,3,4,46,43,20,0,8,13,0,2,5,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,11,0,1,6,3,1,5,6,4,0,1,2,5,27,14,34,34,4,30,0,1,1,0,22,11,0,9,19,139,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578263640682872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368390141943636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415195029153943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745950011272068,0.0,0.10729689094376986,0.0,0.11132757622802478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402377312427102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681409214325316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837829430632756,0.0,0.0,0.11736789984701487,0.06950853558236747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642272804415948,0.15036372676925405,0.0,0.0,0.0961853889704707,0.08951516895620737,0.0,0.0,0.16261283569008045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794271006906292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593123660727182,0.1042019093028809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958891310379117,0.05783591039255701,0.08578280502224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761272051487857,0.0,0.25706922308336944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049401895285316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626011876622987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116583376173653,0.20327853257623416,0.0,0.0,0.10311064234800728,0.0,0.0,0.22085861312056665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295859912327246,0.09188953646053112,0.0,0.1155194376044148,0.0,0.23727948202204985,0.0,0.10706461651374598,0.0,0.1006983057197401,0.1230172878881028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348359836368326,0.0,0.0,0.1129859499895017,0.0,0.0,0.1001051911398357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958044871912195,0.10978591563416916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145532486294392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448781492048859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29755597710403003,0.0,0.0,0.08458611009111093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991527910518648,0.0,0.10339554646811183,0.0,0.06136497322900952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089161945465704,0.0,0.08683215792850135,0.1241438928236418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496069280485142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661432901373602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776965501745105 lonely,juststabmealready,2019/04/13,I keep overestimating my friendships with people and it makes me feel lonely Sometimes I think I have a best friend but we don't talk after school. We probably only talk a few minutes during first period and the few minutes it takes to leave campus. We use to talk a lot but we don't anymore and she has tons of other friends. I've never had someone I've been close to which is probably why I keep overestimating my friendships. I just want to not feel alone. I've been stuck in a constant state of boredom. I call it boredom because I don't feel much of anything. Except for like a few nervous breakdowns that make me panic. Sometimes I feel sad but that's about it.,2.5607981492192025,4.8708196315789465,3.6601503759398533,87.04325043377678,78.24812030075188,5.596067090803933,25.26836321573164,6.67199483983844,0.9809981492192024,533,20,103,5,13,172,80,133,0.161,0.69,0.14800000000000002,-0.4291,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,28,22,6,0,1,6,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,4,17,4,13,18,7,8,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,6,70,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754478770420394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085674890955866,0.0,0.0,0.12517730511068575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272761147785556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596348246126633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532595237983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438177765185538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076547270549238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938854969527708,0.0,0.0,0.23504663195205724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041278411504377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106733385475416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431548045744328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293223419197628,0.0,0.0,0.2030752727737534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182168914590014,0.0,0.11732011052089727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568996192670157,0.0,0.1784736373386924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545706876761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801040302201656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394803510580693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888615579193205,0.0,0.3008903384910141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437120290819905,0.3667917148570028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746885487428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137812236545626,0.0,0.0,0.08972109662126185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725971210632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,newq1,2019/04/13,"Keep your head up Take chances, let go of your fear, dont give up on yourself. Here to talk to anyone who needs it. Just dm me",-0.6147619047619061,1.1886194285714282,0.6928571428571431,106.71880952380957,86.85714285714286,3.733333333333334,16.476190476190478,3.1291,-1.4244666666666663,96,2,26,0,3,30,25,28,0.107,0.833,0.06,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278910570466316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901859637979601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746335132701606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193722774452837,0.18920911622987385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416773994799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959192973358808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34043866838410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468598862152644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503183872080169,0.267592739458969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cameronvoorhees,2019/04/13,"Empty bed I’m feeling extremely sad and lonely tonight. I just want him to be here next to me in this California king bed. Watching YouTube videos and eating salty Mexican food until 4 in the morning. I miss him. I don’t need a relationship from him. But I miss just driving around with him. Playing music. Getting cheesy popcorn and dr. Pepper from the gas stations we’d pass. I miss smoking outside by the pool at the table on his parent’s porch. I fell in love with my best friend and even though we are still talking every day, we don’t see each other very much anymore. And I wish...more than anything...that he could be here in this space so I can fall asleep next to him and feel the comfort of his energy. I guarantee I wouldn’t wake up during the night because I know I’d be safe. I just want to feel safe again. I miss him.",1.7117124956491452,3.9073563076923072,2.8799582318134362,92.12103724329971,80.59763313609467,5.3965889314305615,22.958927949878177,6.522977012572876,0.5117209189001048,652,22,137,6,17,209,111,169,0.084,0.74,0.17600000000000002,0.9387,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,2,11,13,0,0,7,0,10,6,2,0,0,27,25,10,0,5,4,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,3,12,2,2,4,3,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,5,26,7,20,19,3,21,0,6,2,1,17,9,0,0,8,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944444176190525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005182662403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644643490805147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046786407041184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251709080362424,0.0,0.0,0.12319465320524843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546520347392912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616952606214993,0.0,0.16094592773897878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897623661700082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098693447377305,0.0,0.1475846400642937,0.0,0.09980213651580874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049817744319301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240658480469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042459240466956,0.14164184821031042,0.0,0.0,0.4063123038318336,0.17926304908601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121095049018328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508824768671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222136666438696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525519837169994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353782571048094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768007390056346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576147752359196,0.22534176543697124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196681302876149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,swalte20,2019/04/13,"Being with someone who isnt affectionate Not sure if this belongs here .... But here I go... In three months I'll be marrying my best friend. Every aspect of our relationship is great EXCEPT when it comes to affection. I always considered myself to be one of the most affectionate people out there despite my cruel upbringing. I have nothing but love to give. I love hugging people and being close to people that I love and I wish my fiance would be more affectionate towards me. It makes me feel lonely and isolated not receiving any physical affection really...unless I really I have to ask for it but who likes doing that ? Idk. Just feels lonely a lot of time when I feel down it would be nice to cuddle up with your soon to be husband, or get a long,warm hug... But yeah. Nothing. It's like something is missing but everything else is perfect. Has anyone else ever been with someone like this? I know he loves me. He's the greatest guy in every other possible way. He's just not affectionate...",3.3826984126984136,5.802963169312173,4.86267195767196,78.90130952380954,76.03703703703705,7.797883597883597,25.314814814814817,8.680891452615391,2.1549386243386253,785,28,138,17,18,262,114,189,0.16899999999999998,0.612,0.219,0.93,0,4,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,9,23,1,0,4,1,18,7,0,3,3,37,34,12,0,4,13,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,1,3,19,19,21,24,5,17,0,3,0,7,18,7,0,4,9,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990855088858233,0.0,0.0,0.0898249853359293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235963402208207,0.13534069334146184,0.0,0.0,0.12348529605316486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861915719913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378289623143635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068666271687676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948197735621215,0.2225811998473122,0.0,0.11871299121987615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036435851087628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205156081308077,0.0,0.06901100141235207,0.12671171433197526,0.07506916904781373,0.0,0.0,0.1456284847491011,0.0,0.13078878354140602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725926080995827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935959016371613,0.0,0.0,0.11689452486881345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229726400509853,0.4768615776304852,0.0,0.08817037018139784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543210425571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348573477929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895068609286367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747214468157759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891039435177042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461953526307749,0.0,0.0,0.14181405173147352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383700215619165,0.10168849281812692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449223032881795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770221030916485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484602504022203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189572266447476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766433745806388,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ramenodules,2019/04/14,"Things are not getting better at all, I think I should visit a therapist Hey. I'm 22/M recently moved to a new city. I've been feeling really lonely lately. I feel like I'm turning into a hermit, shut up in my room on weekends. The few times I do hang out with people I feel like a shell of a person, I just do not feel at ease, it feels like I can't grasp any foothold with how to connect with people. I've also started feeling jealous and insecure when I do go out because I keep hearing about everyone's normal social lives with drama and fun and how they regularly go out drinking or hang out. &#x200B; &#x200B; I'm down in the dumps, I keep telling myself that eventually I'll be able to make some friends, get into a normal relationship with someone who desires me. Having a social life is such a basic prerequisite for doing anything enjoyable. I keep reading about how the happiest people are people who invest in relationships and I'm so bitter. &#x200B; &#x200B; I was treated very poorly by my exes and my old friends, with everyone treating me like I was worthless. All factors removed, AT LEAST they have friends to hang out with and I'm so bitter about that. It's painfully obvious to see from my social media and from how quiet I've become that I don't have any friends. I'm quiet, shy, introverted and not quick witted. &#x200B; &#x200B; I don't know why I can't express myself clearly anymore. I want to scream or vomit out the thing that's blocking me from just letting it out. It doesn't really feel like I'm living life. I'm going to try get some help. It's been too long like this, this is no way to live life. I hope things get better.",3.4060919292188165,5.322331921450154,4.670508200258958,82.63262462235652,74.1963746223565,6.662106171773846,27.53139835994821,7.447530270364453,1.6540806214933097,1330,52,245,16,28,439,166,331,0.128,0.732,0.14,0.493,0,2,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,2,16,26,4,1,12,0,23,6,0,5,4,62,57,18,0,6,7,0,7,6,4,1,5,4,1,1,16,24,1,4,10,4,2,9,9,9,0,0,4,14,29,17,42,50,6,40,0,2,1,0,20,20,0,5,16,155,45,1,0.05962212610579876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767979270592641,0.0,0.3876032923546308,0.434684455112715,0.0810901805635295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912912815375133,0.0,0.0,0.04906392965069383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634509468152786,0.06584795401130766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054618507997871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584069852032108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394299308834585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102716882475733,0.17037623521218692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425562692104647,0.0,0.12460040031109736,0.0,0.1016538847750822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719846932537238,0.0,0.03996345434823755,0.0,0.0,0.05921822414441676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898465546215276,0.0,0.0,0.032766761254444214,0.0,0.06725635520435927,0.0,0.0,0.0609676634658117,0.12633861271281974,0.1747701551122585,0.0,0.15794228903822236,0.052763705404739694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039798232149017364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336888440815994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057583420921964175,0.0,0.0,0.11683404921535866,0.0,0.0,0.06256339182689329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344214584901775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533790046390442,0.052059740782972964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963826069987185,0.0,0.0763909213903343,0.0,0.058869656662588477,0.12802370095963822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475111152036324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233174752042047,0.05051763396833106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042200847731083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052112366168052884,0.0,0.0,0.0692258837838005,0.11883087391180565,0.038203450972659474,0.0,0.0,0.03476614120072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040479509926692685,0.0648517522786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049194498171460495,0.035166674733221374,0.047325268521247466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053799695182002616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434684455112715,0.0 lonely,yoloswag66666,2019/04/14,When you realize you have no friends About to graduate college in three weeks and it makes me really sad to think about how I have made zero friends during my time here.... :(,6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,65.96969696969697,10.236363636363636,31.65151515151515,10.125756701596842,2.9325878787878783,136,5,27,3,2,42,28,33,0.199,0.6559999999999999,0.145,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,5,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569084796813922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022681093680211,0.2837774521395833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27234904502258783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724060189248499,0.0,0.0,0.24789661344068795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410134934848811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,the-salty-squid,2019/04/14,"Feeling Pretty Lonely Again. Every once in a while, I always get these HUGE waves of loneliness and a just a longing for affection in general...it's happening again now, and has been for the last month. I don't know how to deal with this. It's such an empty feeling, almost as if there's a pit in my stomach that I can't fill. I just want affection from my friends-since I don't have a boyfriend-but I'm too shy to ask for it. I also just...don't know how to respond to affection either? like today I was hanging with a few friends, and the whole time we were all sUPER close to each other. My friend, who I'll call O, propped his legs on top of my lap and was leaning against me almost the whole day. I know for a fact, that O is totally okay with giving friends affection (hugs, cuddling, etc) since I asked him a while ago. Another person who was there was leaning on me, and me actually made me wrap my arm around him-which I didn't mind. I just didn't know how to respond to this so I just kinda sat there and did my own thing. It was kind of nice, but I also wanted to have someone wrap their arms around ME but I was too shy and embarrassed to initiate or ask for it. I hate that I don't respond well to this shit. I crave affection, but when I receive it, I literally blank and I don't know what to do. I'm not really sure where I'm going with this, I'm just kind of rambling. I don't know how to express my feelings when I'm lonely or longing for affection and attention. I have some bad coping mechanisms I use to get through this, but it's super unhealthy. I just don't really know where to go from here. I want to tell O how I've been feeling, but it's embarrassing for me, and I'm not sure how he'll handle it. Thanks to anyone who read my ramble!",2.27524359804012,3.4635526970509396,3.9468503281871135,89.67436997319038,75.64879356568366,7.289599704169363,24.65831561431081,7.873277556716777,1.1253502634741608,1368,44,310,20,29,459,168,373,0.136,0.722,0.142,-0.3389,0,4,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,1,3,32,22,2,2,12,1,25,7,5,14,5,75,60,32,0,4,17,0,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,23,19,0,0,12,1,0,5,11,7,1,0,14,4,43,15,43,45,10,32,0,2,0,2,24,12,1,7,16,208,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.10084372123275406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160357406279844,0.0,0.20695767821977093,0.0,0.0,0.16527993523492862,0.08598612513872647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835969827148466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225686249689907,0.0,0.0,0.18398680781898213,0.2898233677009517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628354665526579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552042611379314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664495005311605,0.10653772214058213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525003178822668,0.0,0.0,0.08706736076886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090047245638116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951780478585574,0.0,0.10798047204546993,0.09913195321933446,0.1174595954840504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138212261709518,0.0,0.0,0.10202562945823436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152228289900746,0.3975459528501506,0.08423488039390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504860974265556,0.0,0.0,0.18290309829652995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778163165937102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434268723894366,0.0,0.0824840109061298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005240489766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023141772056664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513266806926984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336672316083098,0.0,0.13240290931845458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607575030035647,0.17096577735437152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755859449730546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479111332665075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032262952900892,0.0951404445737764,0.0,0.0,0.06865367915638322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025766094942104,0.0,0.09795305971368863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892515078235768,0.0,0.0,0.18285563104846025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291395413044387,0.0,0.0,0.2307480662373516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Wooders0407,2019/04/14,"Some of my personal thoughts on loneliness I wrote this before I even had reddit. I'm no writer or anything so just work out what you can from it and the message I'm trying to send. I think social media has killed us. Its killed me and I'll say it as a sweeping statement my generation. However, it could be me but if you're following this then you might agree with it. We spend hours looking through our phones, I can personally click through three different apps on an evening looking at a news feed and see plenty of different things: - Person taking a selfie - Theyve gone some where out for tea or on holiday - a photograph of a pet, something interesting or an event - a good meme, personal favourite However, we live in the most connected time yet... we are totally disconnected, what happens when that person takes that photo and posts it online? They see their likes whether it's a large or small amount and that's their gratification, good job. In a bigger sense for me I get my 10-20 likes depending on what I've put on and then it's back to the same old scrolling. I can sit at home, sit and wait for a phone to buzz. We are all sat in one room, waiting for a phone to buzz, our gratification, what happens when nobody is there? You become lonely, loneliness is my own worst enemy. I use tinder and no I'm not just bitter because I dont get matches but what I'm trying to understand is what's on the other end? A social interaction that is waiting, I know nobody has tinder to make friends I'm not sat under a rock writing this yet there is a massive blockade between a left and right swipe isn't there? Maybe my photos of me dont light my face right or the simple fact I'm wearing glasses and I've got a bad dress sense (yeah I understand it now) but for others we can sit and think ""I'm not good enough"" not even one match. Nothing. I dont get any recognition for the time and effort on my pictures. Nothing. How does it make you feel? Like nothing? ""Takes more muscle effort to frown than to smile"" yet the emotional effort it takes to keep a smile up is why we have high suicide rates and the people who are dear to us smile in their photos when nobody can tell theyre in pain. I know we all can see a facade and know we are making one too. It's hard to get out there and get amongst it and start to talk to someone which is basic for a human to survive when we are all staring into a phone hoping that it's that one person who you wish would message you but never will.",3.664195905647201,4.8642049343936415,4.608512170221911,86.23529364354415,72.22067594433398,7.50543227123744,25.920638332169148,7.917944638633933,1.3574993176078674,1954,62,406,26,37,635,241,503,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.9737,5,2,1,0,0,1,50.0,13,6,4,5,22,17,3,0,29,1,31,5,2,6,6,85,80,36,3,5,17,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,4,7,35,30,2,4,10,2,1,4,11,7,0,5,7,12,46,10,52,68,13,55,0,1,7,0,48,28,0,12,22,268,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052048040256033684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298373903799251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058852517770987475,0.06390551198869414,0.04665647401318799,0.08452951855182853,0.06512766972885888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110886683018848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993053553238326,0.0,0.0,0.06697837351075751,0.0,0.2691037039415768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860942463468191,0.06778939763608313,0.07908356913456334,0.0,0.1516566450133869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869959699463525,0.05467831670474575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132586835677514,0.0,0.1999380999722007,0.0,0.0,0.19258775908380948,0.06121393140671015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536349765016747,0.0,0.06856245542007733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086593993377279,0.07677322860062091,0.07601888398175925,0.07537389807615481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595153576560826,0.06802993646563582,0.16935453316876894,0.0,0.1261888206670132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315808296546905,0.0,0.0,0.11217688757900272,0.0,0.06758390523458548,0.0,0.1285442388125827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532678784002601,0.0,0.07689208151096058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119406083098489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059030342748015024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031902947908225,0.0,0.08031310113581569,0.0,0.2074548271121828,0.0,0.0814411643464495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306137956155778,0.4009769072152503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330164931974315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694120264151874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072500181567998,0.0,0.060865593377699236,0.0,0.0,0.18297113802505607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604043249866215,0.06484987030860857,0.05892221131993025,0.0,0.0,0.054173548665990764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371946682130144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301863262214093,0.061517843641661664,0.06689704014228989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050848031710208505,0.09808412018945158,0.0,0.06076212723331069,0.08925911888159227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392770851254413,0.0,0.0,0.1593562152956592,0.18413007905033146,0.06610371877754201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906307720948883,0.0,0.08801420516121833,0.0,0.0,0.05572012128115508,0.0,0.0,0.054369955943272784,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lovetacojohns,2019/04/14,Forgot how bad this hurts Got back with an ex and she's doing exactly what she did when we broke last. I guess I was just lonely enough to convince myself she was different. This is literally so horrendous lol I forgot how awful bad heartbreak feels. It's like a damn fire in my chest that won't go out. And I can't tell her how I feel (even though she's the only one I want to talk to) because it makes her 100x more distant. She fucking tricked me; she kept reassuring me that she changed and for me to forget and just want her as much as she wants me. Now that's in the fucking toilet. 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I'm a relativily social 20 year old guy but I have never asked out a girl (have done stuff with girls tho) is that weird? Don't know why I don't do it tough, I am just afraid I won't have anything to talk about, I kinda feel like a coward for avoiding akwardness because then I will never learn.",1.4113636363636353,3.1579855909090924,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,79.45454545454545,5.612121212121212,18.575757575757574,6.42735559955562,-0.1918606060606054,243,5,55,2,6,80,50,66,0.14800000000000002,0.78,0.071,-0.6934,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205471495031464,0.0,0.2505506213914736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337474571443306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742644898244628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551252965370747,0.19146444896813336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653693357403937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728978792703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093481573479535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41340746123107264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259022364093576,0.0,0.0,0.2812285487302917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731996632818114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068042067441984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541409363716266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418348774956113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258789647570708 lonely,alonealonealonealon3,2019/04/14,"ignored Me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost a year now, we're LDR but we've already planned the meeting and all in the very near future. This whole time I've known he is a gamer, and I have no problem with him gaming as long as we've spent enough time together. It's a bit hard for us to get a solid amount of time due to school/time zones, and that's okay because its what I signed up for. Recently ( I would say past 2 months) he's been excessively gaming to the point he's LYING to me and even asking his friends to lie for him. I get worried for him because he does not reply to my messages, just to find out he has been gaming the whole day. Multiple incidents like this have happened and I'm pretty sure throughout our whole relationship as well ( just happened to catch him recently). It makes me feel pathetic and frustrated that he completely forgets of my existence, that he is such a good liar, and that most of all he doesn't have a conscience at all???????? I've given him ultimatums but they go out the window because I love him too much (my fault) and he just keeps on making more and more mistakes. I feel bad because I wish he could feel the hurt and isolated i am.",4.876569847856153,5.169534112033201,5.364796680497925,85.21613001383126,68.87551867219918,8.584343015214385,29.344674965421852,8.447377352677275,1.890724260027662,935,32,198,13,15,300,135,241,0.181,0.693,0.126,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,8,15,2,0,12,1,14,1,0,2,4,42,31,16,0,5,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,2,5,3,1,2,3,8,1,0,5,5,25,7,27,24,13,24,0,1,0,1,30,8,0,2,15,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254576373545451,0.0,0.13825820656922866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712718360155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046100825932651,0.3054971283787601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678183209453618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313618782014935,0.0,0.0,0.1000321162815784,0.0,0.0,0.08080026841426806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096402010856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945579248939387,0.0,0.08275141255146931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900478336822222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451078255974767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679704614412632,0.0,0.1309154124629042,0.0,0.07120394595073203,0.10508546528179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158318161667265,0.0,0.112233262845312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341231848412623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113615563199584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209292226993714,0.0,0.0,0.11087576346281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307713416261245,0.0,0.16726116333733748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000352938653133,0.0,0.092100951324226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960138498926172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843747084306375,0.0,0.0,0.12746273787188428,0.0,0.11988350739994648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741318211787225,0.13451221323777576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996338899758076,0.0,0.12679794587291848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808227201733484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191689771625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070580125206826,0.0,0.0,0.10337555903419902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264878174846553,0.0,0.0,0.4196380747496614,0.14407479080872582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723584600305038,0.0,0.08900086087760602,0.0,0.0,0.08068123769021626 lonely,RedheadLostAngel,2019/04/14,"Always alone Whether in a crowd, family (estranged now), ""friends"". From preschool, I have always been alone, in the yard, I was odd. I preferred the company of older people. It's not the lack of humans, it's the lack of connection, the constant mayhem, the fake words, empty gestures. It's so hard to find anyone with just similarities to share, and differences to accept, although we are all humans. And when there is one, he or she is not for me, because they are taken, by someone else or by the same loneliness I do. It feels like having been dumped on the wrong planet, for absolutely no reason. And what is the point of living anything without sharing... Thanks for listening.",5.5602044444444445,7.093557696000005,5.780266666666666,78.35857777777778,68.03999999999999,8.115555555555558,29.88888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.3541022222222217,532,20,92,8,9,169,88,125,0.191,0.728,0.081,-0.9237,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,10,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,15,9,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,3,8,6,18,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,72,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315069535514936,0.0,0.0,0.3466726869384543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566001567769588,0.0,0.17142705375792155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698804486645754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251165561475391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764681591628876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402203403877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963826276430016,0.0,0.10533128067241987,0.1488216304764473,0.0,0.0,0.1903978668547303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609451153131754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866110191391285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017731117646211,0.0,0.18394763367146127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116091844852308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442070454219524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692679850845252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418446184387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650622801041022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917902074532222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081005171232014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776182111714285,0.0,0.0 lonely,egsSunnySide,2019/04/14,"What matters to you? I really value the experiences I get to share with other people. I enjoy living life. As of late though, my friends have ""moved on"" and I wasn't able to. While they went to college I had surgery and was forced to move back home with my parents. I am 22 now and constantly feel alone. I take no joy in playing games as I am really passionate about discussion and playing games just to play games bores me. If I got to talk about my experiences maybe I would have a different outlook, but being alone each and everyday and my discord server is dead; it kills my motivation to do anything. Why produce anything if it will just be lost to the void. How do you guys find passion to accomplish your goals even when you are alone and no one will recognize your work?",4.535998803827752,5.848197875,5.09251196172249,83.16349282296653,70.25,8.685167464114832,28.949760765550238,9.095868883498916,2.300992105263158,615,23,122,12,11,197,100,152,0.182,0.6559999999999999,0.162,-0.8135,2,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,6,10,12,1,0,3,0,16,3,0,3,0,22,22,16,2,3,5,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,10,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,3,0,1,6,1,22,9,19,11,1,12,0,1,0,2,15,2,0,2,7,87,26,6,0.15031554730013447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670447226173271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739377542667165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558337744879893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243770605494784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704775389525225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928200133204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940748971033216,0.0,0.0,0.07600405719179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738568703657686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613341897024693,0.0,0.07853366941889736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022107476249015,0.0,0.0,0.1488360244038144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077874992262374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630188198643758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695624846389411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617231641694297,0.0,0.0,0.1327313821745078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640871764280188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101217104574602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195232764664894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185770504751177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690762663109848,0.0,0.0,0.10420987400543988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259197730006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301858456902472,0.12081794306811472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476842620286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934401829425105,0.1356364013506155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943150868402583,0.0,0.0,0.10677985203827284,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pajama_naminos,2019/04/14,"I'm new here Somebody DM me. I'm home alone and I dont really have anyone to talk to at the moment. I'd like to get to know y'all :)",-3.0322727272727263,-1.5694106666666665,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,95.06060606060606,4.512121212121213,11.280303030303033,5.985473137389443,-1.389842424242424,100,1,29,1,4,38,26,33,0.062,0.769,0.16899999999999998,0.5423,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39881144080929015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692465567129891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512935728342176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118068572195225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862518143642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116217759043419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881234172679439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718983912851777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466826416266408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950083975205617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,daydreamer782,2019/04/14,how to celebrate birthday alone and be happy? so my birthday is coming and i don’t want to end up again crying and sleeping. Any ideas or suggestions would be appreciated.,4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,74.0,8.016666666666666,29.416666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.804091666666668,138,6,23,3,3,46,27,32,0.124,0.584,0.292,0.7845,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,7,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546215871561044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284272340711804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949459923271476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761086777862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032634444268792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644895733524679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865262330347461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426457791365761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019555083279284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432300726613637,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,welt-scherz,2019/04/14,"Controversial (please read warning): Are you just ""unable to be on your own""? WARNING: Before you read, please believe me when I say this post is not, in any way, meant to hurt the feelings of or discriminate against the people of this sub of whom surely many have a very hard time and life that's filled with loneliness. If you feel uncomfortable reading this, please contemplate if you want to keep on. My apologies in advance if I've hurt anyone with this post. A while ago, while skimming through a magazine about philosophical topics, I stumbled upon a small article in which someone made a theory I still can't get out of my head. The author, as far I can remember, believed most people nowadays who suffer from loneliness and the effects of it rather have somewhat of an inability of dealing with solitude. He went further and claimed that through such things as social media as a fake image that wrongfully displays the seemingly constant activity and presence of people, humans gradually tend to lose their ability of being alone by their own. People, he said, can't be alone anymore because they think they need to be somewhere, especially online, all the time. He stated examples, such as many famous people and eremites who withdrew from society back in the earlier days so they could spend their time with ""important"" things such as philosophy, etc.. Comparing them to us nowadays, he believed many people who complain or talk about loneliness rather just have lost their sense of spending time with themselves. I hope I was able to write down all the important aspects of that article as neutrally and well as I could. If not, I'm sorry for any grammatical or logical mistakes. My question is: do you, as members of this sub and as people who probably would consider themselves lonely, think there might be something onto that? Is the author completely right or wrong? Again, I'm really sorry if this post made you feel uncomfortable in any way possible. I hope I could help you have a clean, rational discussion with yourself and thank you very much in advance for every comment. Have a good day!",9.190053191489362,9.116009813829793,8.374978723404258,68.50300000000001,59.90425531914894,11.562553191489364,39.810638297872345,11.00357731598739,4.592189787234043,1694,79,271,38,20,530,205,376,0.139,0.777,0.083,-0.9742,0,4,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,9,8,5,16,17,0,0,18,0,24,2,1,3,3,60,46,30,0,16,15,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,20,15,0,1,11,3,2,4,4,11,1,0,7,6,31,6,56,29,8,40,0,6,0,0,40,16,0,16,14,192,51,3,0.07814559093135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927135132550054,0.0,0.0,0.1618705294555226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594250446794629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749942785722985,0.0546412141546977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060089135786759285,0.0,0.047636826910605404,0.0,0.06649614218785102,0.2641299621701369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193416530944574,0.08444762206701617,0.0,0.18717868678225152,0.0,0.0,0.1007948826545776,0.08056467288884914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715299074252587,0.0,0.0,0.06584103075137099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853827636155255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082784592131354,0.0,0.0,0.0655448140807754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000310011616229,0.0,0.08019992129910485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237934236293052,0.0,0.0,0.1552324085679024,0.0,0.0,0.16731294267515107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694593917928077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055196541914503065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742492738416999,0.08530514372291001,0.0,0.0,0.14788649524118908,0.0,0.2376820913067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290012273283891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744600088148369,0.057943965496416124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792341931300188,0.0,0.0,0.25734117648630883,0.0,0.08809741218431204,0.224525624027192,0.0,0.08425416412979238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875409463017711,0.0,0.23450021471425106,0.0,0.05006206658284653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885237209527017,0.06673590767512673,0.0743343521359838,0.062144510442970625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114081104077248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965958884820225,0.0662125056041137,0.060160293747106526,0.0,0.17495518234779173,0.0,0.0,0.06240716986255905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365129463772582,0.0,0.0,0.06281046588825336,0.0,0.07194596093833941,0.0,0.0,0.10383291650541374,0.1001450785763024,0.0,0.0,0.1822692900090855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399952407759532,0.0,0.0,0.12895659317343913,0.04609229421376223,0.12405666540692124,0.0,0.0,0.0702622711554798,0.07244174570054432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551238569110109,0.17087987236611854,0.0,0.0 lonely,NegativeCollision,2019/04/14,"Is it possible to to erase my attraction to girls and replace it with an attraction to Dakimuras? I never had a relationship with a girl before, I tried to talk to girls multiple times only to be called “weird”, “creepy” “future rapist” etc. Is there anyway I can rewire myself mentally into loving a dakimura since all girls dislike me before I get to know them? I have been led on and been embarrassed by the nicest of girls at my school and church, I’m thinking if I try to pursue a relationship with a Dakimura instead because obviously I can’t be out “creeping” on people or “raping” women when I’m inside with my dakimura all day. I looked differently from everyone, causing them to treat me differently, ultimately causing me to act differently. I have been pelted with rocks by groups of people, spat on, led on by girls that “liked” me only to get humiliated, jumped on by different people almost weekly and for me to be the one that gets sent home OSS because I was the one “bullying” them. I just wanted to show the world that I had the ability to love others and be loved but obviously it didn’t work out that way differently. I wanted friends, I wanted companionship, I wanted a romantic relationship with a girl my age but obviously since it was coming from me I was asking for too much. Everyone that had similar hobbies to me didn’t like said hobby anymore when I asked them to hangout. Every girl that I asked out replied “Im lesbian.”, “hell nawww ugly ass boy!”, “You just turned me lesbian” or “This is some sick joke right?” I was known as the school creep and people started taking pictures of me, uploading them to Instagram when it was starting to boom at the end of middle school. They’ve then began spreading rumors about me, mistruths, partial truths, lies and other things about me that other people believed because I happened to fit the narrative. If you want to hate me, I just want you to hate me for the right reasons, about the things that I actually did because I actually own up to them, however I didn’t do much, I stayed silent and only spoke when talked to, because in the eyes of everyone I was the bad guy no matter what I did and I deserved everything that came my way. My most memorable experience was when I was walking down the hallway, a group of girls not paying attention to me was walking adjacent to me when one of the girls said “put me on”. Her assumed friend pointed to me and giggled. Her friend began bawling and said “fuck no, that’s that scary ass Atrocious looking ass Nigga!” I’ve been going to multiple therapists for the past 3 years and they just don’t get it. They keep giving me all of this bullshit no sense like “Just be yourself” and “One day all of your bullies will be working for you!” Rant over On side note: What Dakimura should I buy?",6.962696629213482,6.871204071161054,7.284209737827719,74.5421573033708,64.46816479400749,10.11625468164794,34.09213483146068,9.725611199111238,3.1897555056179776,2210,87,404,40,30,721,245,534,0.155,0.74,0.105,-0.991,6,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,5,8,2,18,24,6,1,24,0,38,14,5,5,9,69,80,27,0,9,12,0,0,3,3,2,1,5,1,13,26,25,0,1,7,4,2,11,10,9,0,4,29,8,70,15,75,43,10,59,2,0,3,11,53,24,5,8,24,287,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.13528046924453596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940772187172313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874062830625388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943970368275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057874097350425535,0.21126513465259056,0.0,0.11796181521121908,0.07809287567701048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077710235727025,0.07927648013679109,0.0,0.14240865710059905,0.0,0.05970766986303585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940328664741777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620906512862435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139142111577894,0.0,0.07730316865625049,0.0,0.0,0.05839983529321504,0.19869681442676027,0.06229474132731312,0.06780216104847828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606549254021753,0.06407945752145719,0.1448543225992448,0.06649207796331888,0.03939260917811769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863152343735826,0.061293932220477736,0.0,0.0,0.13686598292245666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695273563683345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487075896660829,0.0,0.0,0.061609257843862016,0.0,0.0,0.03809303175136722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158961113344188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641220857743698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876751334595205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069851970916209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190718314848607,0.0,0.05345904752992213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787520022107415,0.1581487217983688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616783035175514,0.2402671812438308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552391077025073,0.0781408538506996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696794769866152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126609314998728,0.0,0.2232511263951174,0.0,0.11838715074458192,0.19779978556664266,0.0,0.0,0.21044768768079689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467412300203847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812127723405886,0.07387924948525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052115324006916215,0.11142355521181503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047862187280122,0.0920979691953569,0.044413460934163436,0.0,0.0,0.04041741294929603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941189911900827,0.0753934708254285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452983216986535,0.11003607847738367,0.05559932020111368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092249081655412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044635791203715365 lonely,Strangesgryphon621,2019/04/14,"What else is there for me? All I really wanted were real friends, and a girlfriend that would love me for who I am. I have none of those. I was always know as ""the funny guy"" during my highschool years (I'm currently 19), yet that wasn't enough to form lasting friendships after school ended. I watch my ""friends"" on their stories, having fun, enjoying each other's company as I stay home wondering where I went wrong. The only one I can talk to in my life is my mother, but I don't wanna worry her with my problems and emotions. Feeling like this, hurts so much. I try to be more engaging with making friends, holding polls/asking questions for them to answer and other stuff to no avail. All I have currently is my music, some shows I love to watch, and manga I read to keep my thoughts at bay. I'm not suicidal, I know that my mom would miss me if I ever passed and I don't want to put her through that, but this pain and loneliness is taking a toll on me.",4.74070446735395,4.948895149484542,5.49541237113402,84.45779209621995,69.15463917525773,8.32233676975945,28.02233676975945,8.07648339933343,1.667654295532646,745,23,154,9,12,243,124,194,0.117,0.698,0.185,0.9251,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,5,14,0,0,4,0,17,4,0,1,3,34,33,12,1,7,4,2,1,1,4,2,2,0,1,1,12,9,0,2,7,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,5,3,32,9,23,25,9,17,0,2,2,2,16,5,0,4,9,114,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060278591786328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355005648195741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107987105367288,0.1630394719310258,0.12837498511324932,0.14976312468291164,0.0,0.0,0.13110771836799087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328668436833308,0.10354610511029236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359439035949209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351469048019772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453879577394968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516267652447335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883050131105886,0.0,0.0,0.1593119134602803,0.1181465175988914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237633791401296,0.0708110057284232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26163039315168685,0.0,0.09674945391706127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975351753142998,0.0,0.0,0.10654854442079062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821598683162816,0.11023440212304006,0.15422777934548468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868926465869733,0.0,0.14570605563904493,0.16236744529728878,0.0,0.1449805391775022,0.1649749492991503,0.09285311846343508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668834983848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448815779913788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592312991276018,0.1585422747753263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897783146186983,0.11649833952048412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506721480105965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840563936542786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098028695237366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436205203593127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718267441826314,0.0,0.14719494201583716,0.0,0.20592430463227687,0.15847057577587614,0.0,0.09333745541561177 lonely,avatar4real,2019/04/14,"You know what really feels bad? It’s when you have a good life, and you still feel like absolute shit. I’ve got a loving family and some amazing friends, and yet I just feel so alone and depressed all the time. Motivation to do well in school hit a new low, cuz at this point, idgaf about my future. Hell I’d be content if the world ended tomorrow. I’m so exhausted of faking being happy and charismatic to impress people or being the brave one for my friends, support when they needed it. Honestly, I’ve thought about ending it all, just taking a knife from downstairs, and getting it over with but just thinking of the reaction from my parents is enough for me to snap out of it. True story, yesterday I was praying for the first time in a while last night. I didn’t wish for happiness or for friendships or success, I just thanked whoever’s up there for this life I have, and asked for Mom and Dads happiness because I think that at least they could appreciate that more than I could. I feel bad for complaining, someone has it way worse and I’m sorry for you. Hope things look up. I hate relying on reddit to make me feel even slightly happy about my love life. Hit a new low when I started DMing random reddit thots and flirting. Once the horniness gets out, I’m left feeling emptier than before. You know it’s bad when even porn makes you feel lonely and sad. Oh I should clarify, the suicide thing, I’m never ever gonna do it, so don’t worry about that, but I just think about it. Even normal things teen things like going to the movies or jerking off don’t excite me now. I’m just bored and tired. And I don’t want anyone to ever feel this way. Thank you for listening.",3.6497535697835097,5.18654208682635,4.328982035928147,86.90633348687244,72.74251497005989,7.4139106402579475,25.421004145555052,8.012643519586192,1.3905415937356058,1323,42,267,19,26,422,182,334,0.17,0.602,0.228,0.9664,1,3,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,7,2,3,28,40,4,0,14,0,17,9,1,4,6,63,60,29,1,9,13,3,8,2,2,2,5,1,0,0,20,16,0,0,15,0,0,1,5,16,1,2,4,10,29,24,40,47,6,43,2,5,1,3,19,16,2,8,26,174,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156779278129418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061819472536048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265294626589065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146007279226926,0.05389491354579458,0.0,0.07523179159410451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411789966710107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614881373316633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661293752654715,0.09135285534426367,0.0,0.17518515799825352,0.15994677536204138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334662329706588,0.0,0.3576286426948437,0.06316129141689697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520289359882876,0.0,0.0,0.13661322346593113,0.0,0.09238286296102298,0.0,0.05024637097572062,0.07415548678100807,0.07071086297756468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37646332803749133,0.0,0.08728818800480134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781270481105433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097177447490954,0.07206728461690237,0.0,0.0,0.09605950271319552,0.0,0.18734326239391186,0.08638692036890408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742435083677334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958990913052187,0.0,0.11803090897088207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354664116458633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555610886489592,0.06818850515972602,0.1707770206380927,0.0,0.08296833252194767,0.08662463307417312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415550837665243,0.05991001360662448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817066050972036,0.0,0.0,0.061293497302912565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357757450021625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663875882139515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947729711072995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075327527146744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491089345394009,0.0,0.0,0.09896958969074132,0.06257821199684285,0.0,0.07060564782562241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670798151524856,0.1003284783848686,0.0,0.0,0.06647454835324815,0.0,0.0,0.16279511446123052,0.0,0.0,0.23494705341178496,0.16995182200218134,0.0,0.07018896441193131,0.10310707349932706,0.10161617130254376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214747439916067,0.1403540850744002,0.0,0.0,0.0794926798244135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166901975114706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978630937255246,0.09009901171790433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Praisexthesun,2019/04/14,"I miss being loved by feminine energy. So I’m in my early twenties as a queer guy and I’ve dated people of all kinds. but god do I miss being touched. my ex would do one of these things where they would constantly rub the back of my small body from legs to shoulder and it was the most satisfying and loving thing I’ve felt. I never was into the dom sub thing as I’ve considered messing around something to be neutral in. something about feminine men and women just hugging me, being so close to me, and being so sensually involved. I miss this feeling. I’ve been single for two years and honestly my depression has been up because I haven’t had this warm homey feeling. i remember people looking in my eyes telling me never to give in to my thoughts of that I’m useless, and that this person loves me. im glad I’m not that guy that needs to be “manly to feel like a man” but I wish I was in love again because I am so lonely, without that feeling",3.6587776141384367,4.734797175257737,4.959646539027983,84.1854639175258,72.09278350515464,7.604712812960236,28.290132547864513,7.957251820313856,1.766089543446244,748,28,151,10,14,249,112,194,0.081,0.6759999999999999,0.243,0.9895,0,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,0,5,0,19,10,4,0,3,30,39,15,0,4,5,1,8,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,10,20,10,26,23,3,19,0,6,2,6,16,11,1,1,9,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189038559004957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052852369750363,0.0,0.16693382403835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520904439589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479649821035247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793146918828144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692927301928816,0.0978177272560662,0.13146742968288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134889555872598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711503409167894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147900198055665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258410113398873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668935991140641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498072773897695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943129519347851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152657479070924,0.21120672013139247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278248179251546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985015876805786,0.11955577064109472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551069226805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081983292718973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967662542012142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728964165554834,0.0,0.0,0.1087014660912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337537504650572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745454567682896,0.13198876269388124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945321597993448,0.0,0.0,0.08817384050220575 lonely,ShinyLaprass,2019/04/14,"Is adult life supposed to be lonely? On the weekdays I work, come home, have dinner, usually go to the gym, then it’s time for bed. My weekends are usually spent doing chores and catching up on stuff I didn’t do during the week. I’m single and I have a handful of friends, but I rarely see any of them. Just feels like I spend all my time alone. It’s been years since I had a group of friends that I see regularly. I’m 25. Is this just being an adult?",0.4437500000000014,2.431647541666667,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,84.0,5.09,20.016666666666666,6.2581,-0.10727583333333346,348,10,82,3,10,114,68,96,0.047,0.846,0.108,0.7622,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,12,3,1,0,1,8,20,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,5,3,1,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,4,10,3,9,14,2,14,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,9,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232565341298466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527012156036721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342932820382036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135388666966757,0.16041805583658525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469724449635121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761653481031568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524124396353976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860580245236885,0.1097034394358677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578734192407869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574949102459198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570552112083301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618729906041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946186321305736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011989380527635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347455564823246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460237899395498 lonely,NewEnglandSynthOrch,2019/04/14,"Tried to be social last week and things went bad Partly stemming from a yearly review I got at work, I decided I was gonna take it upon myself to be a more social person. At first, I started small by greeting people who entered the store. Then, last Sunday, I hung out at a local bookstore, hoping to talk to people more extensively. I didn't talk to many people, but I felt it was an okay start. Unfortunately, the next day was when things went to pot for me, as I had a family emergency and took a break from work. Ever since then, I feel as though I've been unable to socialize beyond a few really close people. I really need a break from the same old humdrum.",6.4142105263157925,5.5424430526315795,7.435037593984965,75.5981203007519,65.84210526315789,10.006015037593986,27.27067669172932,9.23628265651192,2.0551834586466167,518,11,101,8,7,176,86,133,0.07200000000000001,0.878,0.05,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,12,20,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,11,2,12,2,20,6,5,30,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,15,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771300845790003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092089828692737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275251282338357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290407136695487,0.0,0.07128408562242251,0.0,0.13536359535991674,0.0,0.0,0.11991812436403892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275515681173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400256606141902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298361987337914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293231745623136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453541399111138,0.0,0.0,0.1499345900502419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793554513659152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266837613569198,0.0,0.3909531072826713,0.12309892266883485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063171240194548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662070450194215,0.0,0.0,0.4311362552045349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957375174280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599995259480656,0.2266299173124163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732264559057954,0.0,0.1385128369261822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663476198609486,0.095716651431504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308622594075005,0.0,0.0,0.2613810709076717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527127953545565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907869583809478 lonely,aconspiaringturtle,2019/04/14,"A lonely noob I have no idea how to write something that people want to read. Also, I’m lonely. Idk what this post is.",-0.11893333333333088,2.051380040000001,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,88.6,3.333333333333334,12.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.5788666666666669,91,1,20,0,3,30,22,25,0.362,0.59,0.048,-0.7579,0,4,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489227663257045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492549093547229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248746027569684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178713391917305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364353475820865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33589835400559953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573512327553951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Peachykeengreenbean,2019/04/14,"I am asexual. I have pretty much accepted the fact that I will be single forever. I’ve never understood sex. I mean, I’ve *had* sex, plenty of times, and I’ve even had true orgasms. It has never been “mind-blowing” for me. I never really felt pleasure from it. I never think about it. I don’t go crazy when I go without it. I never actively seek it out. I have little to no drive, *at all*. This has ruined my past marriage and another long-term relationship of mine. I don’t understand why sex has to be such an important part of a relationship. I want a life partner. Someone who I can share in hobbies/activities with, learn things with, grow with, explore new places with, have adventures with, etc. I crave the closeness of knowing someone else inside and out — almost more than they know themselves, and for them to want to know me too. I want to be able to encourage and support “my person” in life to be the best they can be! I want to be there for someone through their lowest lows and their highest highs. I want to be devoted to someone who is as equally devoted to me. I want to be physically close to my partner too. I want hugs, snuggles, kisses, hand-holding, etc. I just don’t want the sex. But I can’t expect someone to give up their sex life to be with me, and I don’t want someone to expect me to have sex just to be with them, either. I have been sexually taken advantage of before (mostly due to this whole problem) and it has made me feel even worse, as if my only potential value for a life partner is the sex, but not anything else I could bring to the table. So cheers, /r/lonely. Looks like I’ve joined the permanent 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lonely,happyy420,2019/04/14,"someone to talk to would be nice, why does everything feel like its going downhill.... anxiety or lonely 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lonely,Tetfima,2019/04/14,Similar Interests I just wish I had friends who like retro games and EDM and like making videos and watching bad movies ironically and fun movies but the somewhat friends I have just like rap and call of duty and DC...:( Anyone else feel like 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lonely,SF-57,2019/04/14,"I needed a friend today. Some people get to have friends, close family and love in their life. That’s not something that I get to have.",1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,83.07407407407408,5.0814814814814815,16.407407407407412,6.42735559955562,-0.357237037037037,106,2,22,1,3,33,22,27,0.0,0.6559999999999999,0.344,0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32914385389485784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.539498795341826,0.0,0.3648288358420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466122039353153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315117971526744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588873965683779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205393239590225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878971246696226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309496621524333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kill-devil-hills,2019/04/14,"I'm stressed I'm stressed. And always tired. I work 14 hour shifts and I'm not sleeping well. I hardly get any personal time. I hardly even have enough time to eat most days. I just wish I could come home it had someone that loves me with me. That's the biggest thing. I just want to come home to somebody. I just want to have somebody there. And I haven't had anybody like that in a long time. none of my relationships have worked out in the past because of scheduling and distance. I come and sit down long after everybody's gone to bed, stressed and tired and totally alone. On nights like tonight, when I feel like I really need somebody, it really brings me down.",1.6308521303258168,4.116432285714288,2.152210526315791,95.42480701754387,83.28571428571428,5.651929824561403,22.40050125313283,7.03164865440522,0.6029953884711778,526,18,113,7,15,161,76,133,0.175,0.755,0.069,-0.9037,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,3,3,0,7,5,1,0,1,24,22,8,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,12,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,3,3,15,5,15,18,4,26,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,16,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314537103608774,0.0,0.0,0.10560991104259566,0.0,0.0,0.0863118350122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737094168137137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279981799055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133750292396217,0.0,0.0,0.08185468568553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298736785772828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311451485539919,0.0,0.08383129162029762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417596540446127,0.09067365124511198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663119080471479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273957409785824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462777110290075,0.0,0.12499336042195115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602416085749404,0.0,0.0,0.22464531236112112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455275405332242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411162468112493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910842034289044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116214423518333,0.0,0.11082406589833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261995121123504,0.0,0.0,0.1362675539515901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701443070122273,0.0,0.10754124995115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43616880779718936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432184770222946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202906116200055,0.29175810281439224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497246747465316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411881177923405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595492005538238,0.0,0.0,0.1848025743610459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wyesdnyl,2019/04/15,"Lonely lol Hi I’m lonely as fuck and purely just looking for peeps to talk to! I’ve always had trouble doing social things and such bc of anxiety but I figured this is a good place start sooooo (f/20 if it matters idfk I’m new to reddit)",-1.2203999999999982,0.3899797600000028,1.4640000000000022,93.47200000000002,111.4,2.8000000000000003,15.0,4.935628992294339,-0.7747999999999999,188,5,37,1,10,64,42,50,0.174,0.696,0.13,-0.08800000000000001,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,1,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070251216527465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26726588448925315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229854739808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930336544234849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933814815141821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374221963974201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36501563887477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561371064580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472847653589786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808091015803944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210485375344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,alfredo_peppers,2019/04/15,"I’m so lonely that when someone “bullies” me i get happy. I’m 5 feet tall and that’s short and there is this guy at school that will just come up to me and call me short sometimes and I like it when he does that because at least someone is talking to me. Some people may call it bullying, but I don’t think so because it’s not hurting me.",1.5399099099099125,2.776993081081084,3.092972972972973,94.8545045045045,77.64864864864866,5.473873873873874,24.495495495495497,5.46131890053228,0.2863225225225219,264,9,62,1,6,87,47,74,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.39,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,10,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,5,8,2,9,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,40,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927183316502765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903259441064369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681985148394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010800928908824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543928424733908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773095679318254,0.0,0.2555846880081969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570257541254554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172978744334772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645105345863642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298809857607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068619895945632,0.0,0.23745925428535986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297858376974408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384263722503955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,honeypilot,2019/04/15,"i feel disconnected from people hi ! i'm new to reddit, just having made my account, so please be kind :-) i did some googling and tried finding a post that explained how i felt, but i couldn't really find one that articulated it correctly. i just feel .... disconnected from people. i don't necessarily feel disconnected from life, because i generally love life. i think life is beautiful. i think the world is beautiful. i can go and sit outside or go on a walk and i feel connected to the world, to the earth, to life, but not to people. i look around, i observe, and it just seems like everyone is like ... a part of something, like they're all connected. and i'm just ... not. it's like i'm looking at everyone through a frosted window. i feel like an alien walking around, trying to talk to people in their language, trying to relate, but i just ... miss the mark. and this isn't new, i've felt like this for as long as i can remember. even when i was in elementary school; i had a large group of friends and was ""popular,"" but despite this i just always felt like an outsider. when i got to high school and got a whole new group of friends, i felt the same. it's like i would be sitting at the table with everyone talking, me talking too, yet i just felt ... separate. i'm 20 years old and in college now and this feeling weighs heavy on me still. i admit, i am extremely shy and introverted, and so it's already very hard for me to make friends, but even with the friends i have (i only really have like ... 3 friends, and 1 of them is my cousin, and one is more like 1/2 a friend), even with my ""best friend"" (though i don't feel like i actually have a best friend, and i'm not really anyone's best friend), i just feel disconnected in some way. even with my parents. and i've tried to make friends, i've tried to connect; last semester i used to try to stand with some of my classmates before my comp 2 class and i would try to talk and joke, but i felt like i was another species compared to them. and it's not like i'm disassociating, because i don't feel disconnected from myself or my body or my surroundings, just from people. i feel like i'm just some extra character in the background of a movie scene. but i'm not even notable. i'm not really funny, i don't talk a lot, i'm just kind of boring i feel like. and it's like i think people look at me and might think i'm cool, because i'm pretty and i have piercings and tattoos and i look tough and i ""look cool,"" but when they actually talk to me they're disappointed and just think i'm boring or weird. idk ! i know this is kind of all over the place and just me rambling, but yeah ! i'm sorry for any errors. thank u for reading",2.2868622866495194,4.008662146520152,3.8311144883485326,88.28658054711248,76.80219780219781,7.1376510014807915,24.437534097108568,7.987972078202968,1.2101315252123772,2076,70,455,34,47,689,203,546,0.052000000000000005,0.687,0.261,0.9992,1,0,1,0,0,0,97.0,0,0,4,3,31,44,0,0,21,3,30,7,1,5,3,114,86,49,0,3,32,2,18,16,10,3,4,0,1,0,14,34,1,0,29,2,1,4,12,6,0,2,14,25,62,38,55,66,15,40,0,2,5,1,28,18,0,11,29,274,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.09689546348731244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478604476461109,0.0,0.04130978779315822,0.0,0.0,0.03376125927192316,0.05205858658828713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471392217675321,0.0,0.0,0.08839165592681926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907919668900722,0.0,0.04224543580653434,0.0,0.1563025239164781,0.0,0.0,0.05514596630037535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639549182966409,0.0,0.0,0.1423178085857436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761298664792077,0.1418696125917824,0.2860100184405768,0.0,0.09075183332727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835669096777158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056430394507113076,0.0,0.07941353407772479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447342920828926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245415487195747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509727958107947,0.02728436697328146,0.040468447999491335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026690219739366,0.3880756283097441,0.0,0.0,0.04393550799707961,0.20845239096012447,0.0,0.0,0.042207599939203616,0.044807820727696436,0.046976630792473516,0.0662787244921473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266699237033052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438464280138803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209555282082176,0.0,0.06728338061234172,0.03775832974795292,0.0,0.0,0.05512645982198653,0.05376222087600761,0.0,0.20651140568113965,0.0,0.05186992871437054,0.054496846453229913,0.0,0.0,0.04754753446181005,0.050508244220369834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965984211707326,0.0,0.1272190386139114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056239701249107536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048962894909336,0.0,0.0451962244299464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038220229685143665,0.0,0.05557508813078561,0.0,0.0,0.03964768483633778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394234086992355,0.0,0.045707741447222575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590570651596564,0.048777342901513115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594656078866244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287855560955872,0.0,0.04096348524511257,0.0,0.03940700710137069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055428440545307885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053476634948151,0.0,0.0,0.03197065844729535 lonely,lastsseen,2019/04/15,"Standards I've noticed that most people on this sub are lonely because no one wants them. It's kind of the opposite for me. I'm like a very spoiled kid but instead of money its with people. When I was younger I had tons of friends, in high school I could get anyone I wanted if I tried. So I did, and it was awful. The more people I talked to the more I felt alone. it all feels fake, like an act. So for most of high school I decided to go alone, and once again it was pretty awful. I really dont known which ones worse.. I wanted to ask for advice anonymously because I sound like a pretentious asshole (because I am), so I'm here. Does anyone have any advice? Do you think I should lower my standards, and if so, how?",1.080626398210292,3.1220691879194646,2.697422818791946,93.41575391498884,81.9530201342282,5.315615212527964,20.000447427293068,6.42735559955562,0.0853835346756151,555,15,121,5,15,182,94,149,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.7779,1,4,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,6,2,12,0,0,1,1,23,23,12,0,7,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,6,3,18,5,13,15,6,8,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,81,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818116105100071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986853207198887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805762823955344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016491652831026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480297500910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637000256636875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512807237887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618612377142188,0.0,0.16899561014006986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290938672144473,0.0,0.13844993080751444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140479426799928,0.0,0.0753360002857128,0.0,0.0819494113270768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047001284298584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015703116634416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133936042898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641671031506974,0.0,0.1535630998783321,0.1954206941644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999002270977093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466982790808524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237508806262686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186632518815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589857778004888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239441241619048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789902323873127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189760777348182,0.25515005837555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694714917822502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sadasfck,2019/04/15,"I have friends, but they're tired of me. I'm so codependent that I just can't handle being alone with my thoughts, so I text, because it's the only thing that helps a little. But my friends don't say much back anymore, especially when I try to talk about my feelings. I know they love me and obviously would rather I reach out than harm myself or anything, but at a certain point there's nothing else they can say. I imagine they are tired of trying to help me and me still not being helped. So I try to talk about random things just to distract me, and lately it seems like no one wants to do that either. I think I'm just annoying everyone. I just can't stand being my only company, because I hate myself.",4.788541666666667,5.09358132638889,5.400000000000002,84.84500000000001,69.06944444444444,8.066666666666668,28.5,7.793537801064563,1.5935333333333328,557,18,116,6,9,180,87,144,0.165,0.6609999999999999,0.174,-0.1381,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,14,9,2,1,3,0,11,3,0,0,2,27,21,11,0,3,11,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,3,25,5,13,16,2,9,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,3,5,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588406458670635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520975957337896,0.0,0.0,0.12620692998749855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792878135467033,0.0,0.18698065371108027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811738978625795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465475294543956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754632232138776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697996850419756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141690913489714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083934524340706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428579555282811,0.0,0.17300322605470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492674994709735,0.15371275428080322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841856110206766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274145964910792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715855633577313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392458927026564,0.2332831005145708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498018910781196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439251717791216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961840257436053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247807183985485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465391322919637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037787554715149,0.09827056855237204,0.0,0.12175526024264985,0.0,0.3525426962902947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31237579490378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045908241648642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089466158720246,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,cet050490,2019/04/15,Non gamers? So came on here cause I’m lonely. I have virtually no friends due to social anxiety. I was looking through posts to see if I possibly had something in common with some people. But it seems like everyone on here is a gamer. And I don’t play any video games whatsoever. Never had any interest in them. Not even lame phone games like candy crush lol. So now I feel even more lonely reading through this subreddit :(,2.0996296296296286,4.864347666666671,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,84.67901234567901,6.696790123456791,24.14938271604938,7.908726449838941,1.6494434567901233,335,13,64,7,10,107,64,81,0.172,0.659,0.16899999999999998,0.1906,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,3,6,5,9,8,2,10,0,3,2,0,6,4,0,3,6,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32672186042916057,0.0,0.1837711216108031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747528862340832,0.0,0.24677678357815405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31733209653668315,0.0,0.0,0.22954485010380266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146474935221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855968897954979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472315977491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172811812750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527598070483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654145441412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081708334212146,0.2300687126783421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028955606228974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142786268965864,0.21869140619417435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487867438113425,0.0,0.18493659327371176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,TheInternetSucks616,2019/04/15,"I've tried to make friends but it just won't happen I've followed tips I've read online, I've joined stuff like gyms and clubs,but the people I met seem to have their own friends. I've been talkative and friendly, but they don't seem really interested,I'm starting to lose hope, where can i find people who will be interested in seeing me outside of the place that we met? Because on gyms and other places like that, i don't think it is going to happen, people go there for their own reasons, not to be friends with me.",4.4926549865229095,5.154549801886791,4.898733153638816,86.91216981132077,69.84905660377359,7.566576819407007,26.46361185983827,7.447530270364453,1.1715083557951491,413,12,87,4,7,131,67,106,0.031,0.7240000000000001,0.246,0.9776,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,16,24,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,8,10,17,2,9,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,3,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075010078405748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510583480110772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510764193765054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785917285257453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923042582875421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641553586001578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161490024957477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849004397694904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032234019956218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437426071068068,0.0,0.3453543782322978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531971724789016,0.0,0.10587939165522148,0.16993021776059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170276999062985,0.3009202899121613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698248964089845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920032355845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590154103382947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221087028496084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,notaveragehuman31,2019/04/15,"Do you think chronic widespread modern loneliness is causing the increasing suicide rates? I really wonder myself. I had a doctors appointment today and they have recently started a new protocol of asking all patients if they are suicidal in any way. Caught me off guard, but I knew there had to be a reason they were suddenly being pushed to screen for these kinds of thoughts or intentions.",8.97021739130435,9.667650333333334,8.409963768115944,65.49146739130438,60.15942028985507,12.117391304347828,40.43840579710145,11.698219412168324,5.360649275362321,319,16,46,9,4,101,60,69,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,0,3,1,13,16,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,1,7,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,6,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526681634375898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271976072988019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24965585905970986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487486169543006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25307541022578284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471716510730645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568943475043856,0.24987241744188224,0.23996002150356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201588905230866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316645806255693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572200411244227,0.0,0.1929364347384733,0.0,0.0,0.230361350477886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929036637177678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26355261016223586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,UniqueUsername7BC,2019/04/15,"Why? Hello everyone I’d like to get an opinion because I don’t know what went wrong. I’ve never been successful at making many friends; people seem to like me at first but once they realise my only personality trait is being boring people stop talking to me. I’ve always liked to listen to people talk but that’s probably because I’m insecure about my accent/voice (I’ve been told it sounds Spanish) and have social anxiety because of it (my dad used to make fun of me for it a lot). I’m only good at Maths and will be studying for my PhD soon, pretty oblivious to other aspects of life. At this point in my life I’ve tried to learn a few more social topics of discussion, to the point of reciting conversations I’ve heard word-for-word, but I never really get any reaction. I don’t like being the center of attention so I don’t really resort to party tricks or large displays just to get attention. Pretty unsuccessful in the dating area too, I can get a few matches but never any reciprocated interest while talking. Is this because there’s something wrong with me? (Please feel free to check out my post on truerateme). Once I overheard my friend asking a girl if she likes me and she pointed towards her open mouth and pretended to gag. I feel like this is how most women feel about me and I don’t know why, I just want some harsh feedback so that I at least know what’s wrong. I should be revising for my exams right now but I’m a bit too sad to revise. Thanks for reading. Even if you don’t have advice upvote or something so that I can feel like someone is listening.",4.161086956521739,5.457750652866245,5.329889227360841,81.16594156743284,71.13375796178346,8.008640265854334,27.02797009138743,8.456263369488248,1.8860192744392137,1251,42,239,20,23,415,167,314,0.124,0.7090000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9497,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,14,22,1,1,9,0,21,3,1,4,3,44,47,19,0,4,11,1,4,7,2,2,2,4,0,3,12,8,0,1,11,2,2,1,8,7,0,1,5,8,31,16,37,36,8,28,0,1,0,0,24,17,0,9,16,148,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049295692483704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705513835832715,0.0,0.0,0.12594973943585613,0.0,0.07084290243791065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657357863121527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258056486296081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110114776123136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061165014824734965,0.0,0.0,0.08848845933186363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729635674157424,0.13231467905183236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877013362994797,0.0,0.0,0.14309345495978282,0.0,0.19353006546201004,0.0,0.0,0.0776730431982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526805716847892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308199113734517,0.3166963566818765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872982716282333,0.0,0.0,0.12362969065654955,0.09388737362074503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426905560752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972435267288733,0.0,0.14086120884841352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260284048189105,0.08085949175531426,0.0,0.10165295606388053,0.26262619947717675,0.0,0.0886904058887202,0.1884260343395596,0.09984431906419483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926304929074828,0.0,0.11865082279400953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908453342067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430450778786906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887991528402118,0.0784642824940124,0.14258437255703127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742228821882552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232982165863052,0.0,0.08525864037107693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848845933186363,0.0,0.06287300992952909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998136063160767,0.0,0.0,0.05462108344924313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584616375933933,0.16712399806763442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037485091874296,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zachm1214,2019/04/15,Lonely Joke I'm so lonely not even duolingo sends me emails,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,1.5,94.995,98.16666666666666,2.4000000000000004,14.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.243466666666667,49,1,9,0,2,15,11,12,0.342,0.516,0.142,-0.4754,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MeaninglessGaetano,2019/04/15,"[M] Probably off-topic. Sorry for that Have you ever feel the feelings that nothing change thought the time? I will explain more When bad times come, usually people say to work, to do hobbies, to do sport and to change your way of life to improve, to make the things go better. But how many times you feel that, even if following these hints nothing change. In any way. I recently found an old friend and I make some new in past weeks, so I don't define me as a ""lonely"". At least, no more. But I was. And usually I feel again the feelings of being lonely, alone. But, most important, I feel like nothing is going good with me, I feel like everything I do is only a waste of time and energy because it don't deserve nothing good to me. During my ""teenager phase"" (13-18) I was alone, without a friend. So I start doing sport to me new people. No one was interested in me. Contrarily, I lost contact with old friends, so I've found myself alone (in the period 14-18 y/o). So I start searching for a girl. Every girl refuse me. Every single time without a reason. So I start hard working for school. Nothing change. The marks are always the same. Not improvement. So I started searching new hobbies, to keep myself busy (photography, reading, series TV, gaming, etc). But I feel all of these are a waste of time, for a reason or for another. (in short my experiences, the most ""valuables"") Seriously. I don't know what to think and what to do. Everything I do is only a waste. I think the only thing to do I sitting down and don't give a damn, watch the life quietly pass me by and wait, for something happened",2.1595161290322618,4.404324359872613,3.65522703924389,86.89734435997536,79.28662420382166,6.344606533799055,24.141771111567696,7.4822170145007005,1.2042429833573045,1235,44,244,18,31,407,157,314,0.131,0.775,0.094,-0.7813,0,7,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,3,0,4,11,16,1,0,20,0,22,2,0,5,2,48,52,22,0,1,9,0,9,2,3,1,2,2,0,2,10,10,0,3,17,5,0,5,9,6,0,1,7,12,34,10,36,43,10,40,0,3,1,0,14,8,1,5,26,160,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23255818166098946,0.0,0.0,0.06227908113058595,0.0,0.0,0.05089883820742085,0.0784840859969883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249450121991605,0.04562631581216348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619649436725683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167147454441433,0.06447445779586577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347470092949796,0.049436040240546784,0.06770381104336251,0.12612442336253174,0.0,0.13453613848356633,0.07321517622470383,0.0,0.0,0.3027609902594147,0.10694207819232324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413274929434848,0.1734808816237709,0.0,0.0,0.07180050208356001,0.08507507071536037,0.12555699365581408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618736010226399,0.0,0.06704862101172908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652785988467856,0.0,0.0,0.04113420559877838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573394646358196,0.07313337477464776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170484224752121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992251910240614,0.07588357484575357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686442461234773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590907739692085,0.0,0.1570796333748311,0.0,0.05071857474646886,0.17077459415932733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145036802213822,0.10377960668954066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069821922206842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486771298916048,0.0,0.0,0.15391130572053002,0.07390283531180453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059521702920813525,0.0,0.07574962361752423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057621230041392836,0.0,0.08378560160771156,0.21190966461815666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994506508391997,0.09591845801843377,0.0,0.059420521271758675,0.261864928716376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648678016849033,0.0,0.0,0.118820856919837,0.0600381162421612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430055754174853,0.0,0.10897968200286297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AllyAska,2019/04/15,"Not going home It’s “Semana Santa” and everyone is going home for the holidays, I don’t have a home to go to. I’m stuck in my house with only my plants as company. I’m generally ok with being alone, but today I just feel lonely. I would like to play online with someone or just chat...",1.84,3.2930430000000044,4.823333333333334,81.855,77.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.3177333333333334,220,5,46,5,5,80,46,60,0.102,0.738,0.16,0.5423,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,9,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096825704825836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231905791234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764118704179828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966825038342418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7001385890551061,0.0,0.0,0.2684613700088893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366718035227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695037004840722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713424208704186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053691356773664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527681560775825,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,angryybaek,2019/04/15,"Life is just kind of ‘eh’ now So about 3 years ago I moved countries to work and left all my friends behind. Well it turns out that after 3 years, work is mostly all Ive done. Im only 25 but I have no one I can call an actual friend here and its starting to suck. Also, 420 is coming and every year since Ive been here sucked. I used to get together with my buddies and smoke and shoot the shit, now I just look at the whatsapp group messages where they make plans to hang out, and me far as fucking fuck from then just reinforces the fact that am alone here. I do have a gf but she doesnt really fullfill the friendship part that I am starting to crave. It kinda sucks, just wanted to share since I have no one to actually talk to right now.",4.657628205128205,4.240147967948719,5.163589743589744,88.91474358974361,69.32051282051282,8.215384615384616,25.666666666666664,7.3871296695380915,0.9362743589743584,577,13,133,5,9,185,104,156,0.155,0.728,0.117,-0.7653,0,1,1,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,15,11,6,0,6,0,15,4,1,2,3,24,29,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,2,1,15,5,18,27,4,21,0,0,1,2,10,7,6,2,11,89,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.3002807833790117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638327029011016,0.0,0.0,0.15934749177188987,0.0,0.1230378744022804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710326745481795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253255241005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574471929913881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962956433387868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377361498072045,0.2844731365953989,0.08038294387364821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661899184725246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602164192776628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716402518036555,0.0,0.1086724129233763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919954144794474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269947939549152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352363125636446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851240616964176,0.1170137427257672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661008905702693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985635219669293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139142171118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793005756000295,0.2545410707151586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779887487478128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366290800410487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735017706213892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288141472469195,0.0,0.0,0.09074772903603943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383342194837076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224016702279291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972329359347268 lonely,BlackIceBlast,2019/04/15,"Please Help Me Find Friends Most people seem surprised when the topic comes up and I admit I have no friends or do anything besides work and go home. I am a quiet person, typical shy girl I guess. I feel like an npc struggling to generate different topics when spoken to. My longest friendship is with someone I met online whom I’ve never met. I believe I am like this because my father was a very very socially awkward person. As in wouldn’t make eye contact with anyone including me. And he’s a pushover. He stopped talking to me, but that’s a whole other story. My mother is not a socially awkward person. But growing up anyone I knew she didn’t agree with I couldn’t be friends with. She’s paranoid. And I believe that has driven away lots of friends because of it. I mean. It’s uncomfortable asking your adult friends for their parents phone numbers. And inviting people over is something she hates as well. She convinces me people are out to get me. I would like to meet and hangout with people closer to me. I’m twenty two and I already am growing in fear over someday realizing I might become the lonely cat lady of the block. I talk sometimes with my co workers. But I don’t know how to really push that and have conversations. If anyone has tips or advice on finding people near me with things in common or how to talk and befriend people I’d really appreciate it. The last time I hung out with someone it was a friend from school and she made me waste so much money and started telling me she was spiritually in love with a man she hadn’t met but was going too when the angels told her that her powers were in alignment because she’s part fairy. And also her cat has human eyes and her boyfriend watches her through them. Please help me find friends.",3.540397286821708,5.6339990668604685,4.283744186046516,84.7736589147287,74.31976744186046,6.098294573643411,28.036434108527132,6.88968998030894,1.4700755038759683,1405,57,258,13,30,449,187,344,0.095,0.715,0.191,0.9871,3,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,4,10,20,1,4,13,0,26,3,2,4,1,58,49,30,0,4,9,3,1,3,7,3,0,1,1,7,12,25,0,2,10,1,1,7,8,6,1,1,14,5,48,14,39,30,5,31,1,1,3,1,55,15,0,9,12,177,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356835258249601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094372541301945,0.06838965706094359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939099647293566,0.0,0.07037499813744244,0.0,0.07994888872281006,0.0,0.08034808439110255,0.0,0.0,0.15639509444479574,0.09444921501175846,0.0,0.19270166035766167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366720087426153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934934089434128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623285284228347,0.04324106678986448,0.0610949190224134,0.0,0.0,0.23448894264139136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625033423530007,0.0,0.04468024168796912,0.0,0.0972050411594516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420901789111273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443248480413243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464340689161298,0.0,0.08578270998670053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699910461042582,0.0697095454995239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253410542945757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270534833519188,0.0771843985168674,0.08092031554270201,0.0570847164770666,0.0,0.0,0.093155457434643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072233511422974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286643699838378,0.0,0.06595766342862322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495892847773033,0.09260893776698856,0.0,0.3557293877610772,0.22401614709956166,0.0,0.18774875663429189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095715526423649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654997544686106,0.0,0.07785344926856702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435206791764127,0.14492024677762524,0.06583684257603023,0.0845806553838006,0.0,0.060530915514050786,0.0,0.0,0.07149786347448486,0.0,0.08940321476441675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621123155723992,0.07474753241585448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681514294888064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986692137515583,0.0,0.0,0.08171724099002697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353981208554392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112455899218784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689201293702387,0.0,0.0,0.09547911000217656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225898130649216,0.0,0.0,0.0607503715511807,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LonelyShadow09,2019/04/15,"Wish I could find someone Hey, I’m 17 years old. I’m just a guy who just wants to find someone. I’ve got problems with certain emotions and I’m not very good at conversation. I really don’t want a girl who will just cheat on me or will just not really care for me. If any one has any advice I would appreciate it. If you want to chat hit me up.",0.5455451127819515,2.1308967500000016,2.928496240601504,93.40447368421052,81.5,6.448120300751881,20.06766917293233,7.447530270364453,0.3136037593984966,267,7,66,4,7,92,52,76,0.142,0.723,0.135,-0.3634,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,21,16,4,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,3,7,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976046326053158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275029713181211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617425170961606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145424529396404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274675065846811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696463228702085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696104723074949,0.1617318338468098,0.0,0.0,0.20022714999723104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121932839490183,0.0,0.13702783360826706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934948687476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590914590845204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426765185217083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685064243494255,0.3578194202380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325401828991629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364953334645408,0.0,0.0,0.1302214611154406 lonely,scarsickel,2019/04/15,"I'm just tired of the same old life. I feel so lonely all the time. I'm depressed and nothing ever feels right, I have absolutely no friends. I'm at a point in my life where I want to be social. I have tried to come out of my bobble a few times. But nobody has truly stuck around to become ""friends"". I thought i just recently pulled one in. However the texts have stopped and now I feel so lonely. I truly wish I knew how to start conversations through text so i could pull a few people in. I just want to know how to make friends.",0.677162162162162,2.8248829549549583,2.15623873873874,96.07868243243246,84.31531531531532,5.141441441441441,20.06081081081081,6.42735559955562,-0.027589189189188627,412,12,95,4,12,133,67,111,0.163,0.6829999999999999,0.155,-0.2394,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,3,2,26,22,8,0,4,4,0,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,3,13,3,15,17,4,20,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,8,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347822655004224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281557078039225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818930195711098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662132138264206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816856550263506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611258124410944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278561181510538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256386250483243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092355163083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942023796774105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258089549703255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620720147279847,0.0,0.19269892609191336,0.0,0.12443898265582508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731261417955378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735988312728131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132200456248454,0.0,0.0,0.15682726172312633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719750167884305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998109278423894,0.0,0.0,0.15353097416797926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578937308271395,0.21416351889222274,0.21106676859226067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467927111726053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166308525620066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117654001081373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yifftusome,2019/04/15,"Wish I had someone to talk to It's very hard to get a girlfriend when you don't have the courage or knowledge to flirt with one. I think many of you feel the same. I just wish I had someone to talk to on a daily basis, doesn't even matter if it's boy or girl.",1.990932203389832,2.224635508474581,3.3625000000000007,97.2264618644068,75.27118644067797,5.9,23.224576271186447,3.1291,-0.1916813559322037,201,5,52,0,4,66,40,59,0.098,0.8029999999999999,0.099,0.2512,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,10,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,9,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002247201770607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015851326269415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344905262995741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305963874599031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609819256970679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443341767767073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43621966946152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41380643155718383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649433618172843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123971972354537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920370742553203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,jameslilly02,2019/04/15,"Shyness and dating I am a heterosexual male Highschool junior with a scrawny build who is diagnosed and being medicated for major depressive disorder and general anxiety. You can look at my profile pic or check my post history and probably find a picture of me. As a result, I have very low self esteem, lack of confidence, and difficulty being around strangers. I’ve been approached by females and even a couple males in the past purely based on looks however their attraction quickly faded as they realized how introverted and socially inept I am. Unfortunately, it seems our culture disapproves of females making the first move and puts the pressure on the males which can be extremely oppressive to more confident females who get called sluts and more introverted males who just get overlooked. I want to be clear that I place the blame purely on myself and my own social maladjustment and I harbor no bitterness towards anybody but myself. I’d really appreciate it if you commented your own thoughts because I am probably biased.",10.801427684667908,10.534102575419002,10.492923649906892,55.25783364369957,56.76536312849162,14.212538795779018,45.028553693358155,13.205437297517054,6.5822099317194285,847,45,118,28,9,278,125,179,0.153,0.775,0.07200000000000001,-0.7819,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,3,2,1,5,6,1,1,10,0,12,3,0,3,3,30,20,17,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,13,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,2,3,19,1,17,14,6,18,0,2,2,1,19,9,0,3,5,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455647014270805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658067272607915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072217892417452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960482605357342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194620532820608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149503951182364,0.1785261090860814,0.0,0.0,0.201586828727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161746372299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607615895925026,0.1496131689861889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379203546804385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29540902037105193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740890200087388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771921210540129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869447645695502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679082819847682,0.0,0.0,0.18376911818631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684553786085984,0.0,0.3792814431581206,0.0,0.0,0.17681947871378875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268056040393325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012496093022385,0.18349313238870246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35859834504067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963815607344435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451288588188655,0.10374532848568603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Thechainuser5,2019/04/15,Anyone else in this situation? When you havent been out on parties for months and even when you want to go somewhere people either cancel or you arent their highest priority friend so your only option is to go to parties alone but that would be too awkward so you are left simply not going anywhere anymore?,4.347796610169489,6.506763779661018,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,72.22033898305084,6.07593220338983,27.0542372881356,6.742157984588678,1.4045701694915258,249,9,42,2,5,80,48,59,0.079,0.804,0.118,0.3421,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847913918641705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727015226598352,0.19226906200415414,0.2817446001738513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970650591391606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161853443903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244516699686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688242500442421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987613728422161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948259112333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091310398899288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063318967196072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309083659750476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218750463724202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953345014666592,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Mccutcheon417,2019/04/15,"I've faced many rejections in such a short period of time, I'm trying not to be bitter or hopeless It's exhausting though. I meet guys out, or on bumble, or whatever, and they always want something, until they don't. It's hard to not think that theres something wrong with me. You know that sinking feeling when you can tell they're losing interest? I just want to find my person and never have to date again. Thanks for reading me complain on the internet.",4.0479047619047615,5.6786938222222245,4.764285714285716,83.805,71.8888888888889,7.80952380952381,26.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,1.7870476190476192,364,12,69,6,7,117,70,90,0.172,0.688,0.14,-0.7329,0,0,2,0,0,1,11.0,0,2,2,1,6,9,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,17,11,8,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,9,2,12,10,0,12,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033198445039846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173571946585987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22005069299793126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383907015320802,0.0,0.0,0.2156740764010048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231564895948605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26934936362414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440933112703605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568930435482547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102227416640824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408256069631623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37069831959983945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043524853726772,0.22165987863981165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426957729164462,0.23654592341663086,0.0,0.14038935673471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346054417526076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840135070378516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632337609829317,0.0,0.0 lonely,NewPortBox100s,2019/04/15,Went on a date Saturday.. But.. I went on a date last night for the first time in years and she just told me she still has major feelings for her ex and she doesn't want to lead me on. This hurts. I could have seen myself with her. Back to being a sad boy all alone.,-0.8833497536945814,1.1064191379310344,0.6621182266009882,105.07327586206898,90.3793103448276,4.0039408866995085,11.733990147783251,5.288315135182226,-1.696869950738916,202,2,53,1,7,64,44,58,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.8137,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,2,10,0,9,5,2,17,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,0,10,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982045305559434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213973425437702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988550421430626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558405071925198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490973191469706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082307674794268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346981413973228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019907217607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993809750036015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678919820820727,0.0,0.0,0.2751256580866309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698262309327666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338206242222637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541492169215756 lonely,hermerlin26,2019/04/15,I feel like a worthless idiot because I don't have a life I'm so tired of my life honestly. I've been lonely for as long as I can remember and I'm starting to doubt it will ever go away. I'm so miserable and sad all the time and things like social media make it worse. Watching other people have friends and relationships and go places makes me wish I could just lay down in a hole. It's always worse after weekends because during weekends I don't have school or anything to do so I just sit in my room alone and study. I just feel so hopeless and alone and wish I could fit in. I wish I could party and I wish I could spend time with people and cuddle someone and just be happy,3.4072027972028,4.210435069930071,4.510076923076927,88.19742307692309,72.42657342657344,6.838881118881121,24.789510489510487,6.742157984588678,0.7879879720279721,537,15,115,4,10,176,80,143,0.221,0.593,0.18600000000000005,-0.7709,0,4,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,2,4,0,14,4,0,2,2,33,28,18,0,8,5,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,5,12,0,0,3,2,1,2,2,7,0,0,1,3,15,5,13,21,1,19,0,5,1,1,3,8,0,2,10,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442251266575794,0.0,0.0,0.10220152347202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107577965316288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539958065232228,0.0,0.0,0.14974784154703366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922680014190198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110364038585097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420958165524087,0.08774730709018398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489548268512836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396103102158664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075113931513607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351203991962447,0.12001368971625595,0.0,0.0,0.1086976257128734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397534286056176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030491966892278,0.0,0.1283275954729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318697409757498,0.1391385299786598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243070192366972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520619300408015,0.1040705315683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693725954711284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160049764333405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324229031034755,0.14117104303265848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649778525760336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503414820178305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MonsterMash1987,2019/04/15,"I dont know what to do with myself.. Im 30, never had a college education and became a father at a very young age. Im struggling right now, mentally. Im so lonely lidving where I am, i have nothing good in my life except my dog. Me and my long term partner broke up a few years back, i had to move away from the area because I had no where to go, I ended up moving back with family about 400 miles away. I dont have a job because i was a house husband and raised my two girls. They are teenagers now and i miss them so much. We talk when they're not busy. So now I find myself in a position where I have no friends and my family aren't the easiest to deal with. Im struggling to find any motivation to do anything, i search for jobs but there isnt much around, i love photography and drawing but I end up posting my stuff on instagram and then feel deflated by the amount of likes I don't get. It's shit, when I had my family I didnt care about anyone's validation but now I seem to crave it, I feel like i am in a hole that I cant get out off. I just feel like I needed to rant and get it off my chest, might make me feel better, it might not. Now I look forward to another day debating with myself if I should spend my money to get out the house with the hopes I find the courage to talk to someone or sit at home with my only friends who live on a website called youtube. 🙄😓",1.8097241080456463,2.7815666877076453,3.7444778275314192,91.52582550917231,76.47508305647841,7.095247724974723,23.385959843998265,7.586124646067393,0.7569265058500649,1067,31,257,14,23,363,158,301,0.092,0.7909999999999999,0.117,0.9194,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,2,20,17,1,2,15,0,23,4,2,2,1,44,41,19,0,4,9,2,4,3,3,3,1,0,1,2,8,18,0,0,10,0,2,4,12,6,0,1,6,5,44,11,42,32,5,48,0,3,1,1,15,24,1,6,23,172,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230850122164375,0.0960773554063158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406669979152893,0.0,0.07540000279525429,0.0815661459328262,0.0,0.0,0.1721703999437613,0.1409087511226817,0.0,0.11170814323643273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103533391749215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355990874910623,0.0,0.09341833262979758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059090885766838575,0.09446189642052223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476887356770785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230604436380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259129180872435,0.0,0.1853144806033552,0.13091459145957474,0.0,0.0,0.25123221880712754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157931176525498,0.0,0.19148222734364054,0.0,0.05207289924769452,0.07685114599971955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190787558032562,0.09100482366185432,0.0,0.2114471155735033,0.0,0.0,0.39588517436233545,0.0,0.1818483975864399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035499414265905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471782033165137,0.13429081483901242,0.0,0.0809070201521076,0.08108570926399669,0.07694236729845542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269561659605212,0.0,0.06116075162845527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233698197866988,0.1944004121419793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194766872344879,0.1347106117473236,0.06793916825639287,0.07066725596459629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791716556422037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968534308150337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775192848223043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824770054034297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341243975603002,0.0,0.0,0.09405228811236817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763401279799304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157379244192824,0.10488930869531964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472902578788262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950482744544118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560065665443085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590038361684186 lonely,jadekinsjackson,2019/04/15,"Just read this article... So many people complain of being lonely, yet they are also glued to technology [Human Contact is now a luxury good.](https://www.sbs.com.au/news/insight/human-contact-is-now-a-luxury-good?utm_campaign=Feed:%20sbsnews-insight%20(SBS%20News%20-%20Insight)&utm_medium=feed&utm_source=feedburner)",18.258455284552845,23.049819073170728,13.052195121951218,25.82674796747969,41.19512195121953,15.222764227642276,42.9349593495935,13.5591,8.250798373983741,286,12,21,10,3,81,33,41,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.6444,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449510686804033,0.0,0.6637601612622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138262538565483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105440155657234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123525141027594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063867282891591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,riverdesert,2019/04/15,"Just a brief rant Every single healthy, functional, reciprocal and caring friendship I make always manages to end tragically. I have found so many people throughout my like who really do care about me and lessen my loneliness but somehow I a l w a y s end up having some sort of fight with them that damages our friendship and slowly ends it. Loneliness always ends up coming back to me. It’s like a curse.",6.149870129870131,7.095496974025978,6.6601558441558435,74.74166233766236,66.27272727272727,9.276883116883116,30.984415584415583,9.3871,2.850789090909091,325,12,56,6,5,106,59,77,0.245,0.5660000000000001,0.189,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,7,7,2,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260954504224087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067495917386367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995721583773068,0.0,0.0,0.16879525977269036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6942210874296977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509797470933074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485120620992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146445608313045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079945257107511,0.1986645280387405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584841400086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255318409853346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Luppip1,2019/04/15,"I get so worried about being lonely again...I'm messing my new friendships up. I'm in college and have not had a friend for several years. I tried but, no one really wanted to hang out those that did were bad influences. Finally I get some friends by finding were the (nerds) hang out yes I am too. Now I'm getting socially anxious because, I know what it's like to be lonely to the point of despair. So I just nod my head and have become the ""yes man"" with no critical opinion of my own. Even worse when a conversation naturally flows to me I TMI trying to impress them. I know I'm supposed hold my tongue and slowly go into the friendship but, I just get so nervous and it spilled out of me (the good, the bad, the ugly.) I have no idea what college friendships are even supposed to be like. They say they're fine with it, as I've unfortunately explained I have social anxiety. However, they're starting one by one to talk to me less over Discord (it is a communal group.) Just for the record I do not spam and I'm very respectful of everyone's time IRL and ONL. IRL no one asks questions about me anymore. But, I'm still going to them because being part of a group with wonderful and people in it they treat me with respect even if it is only courtesy. That makes me cry with joy on occasion and want to be a better person (I just don't know how to start.) I'm scared about it all coming to an end and, I'm afraid that's where it's going. I want everyone to be happy and feel secure about my company. I'm doing my best but like that saying goes ""sometimes your best isn't good enough."" &#x200B; PS: I hope you guys are all putting yourself out there and finding finding good people to populate your life. I can tell you they're hard to come by.....but, unfortunately for me like a shooting star they're there for a moment and then gone.",2.4386217008797644,4.33523148387097,3.8101270772238536,87.82382697947216,76.90322580645163,6.659628543499513,25.520039100684265,7.576466943178032,1.2872731182795705,1440,53,297,20,33,473,187,372,0.152,0.607,0.241,0.9934,1,4,0,1,0,0,55.0,0,4,4,3,22,31,0,3,16,2,24,2,1,3,2,58,56,24,0,5,11,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,3,15,24,0,2,11,0,0,10,8,10,0,4,5,4,37,21,46,45,9,34,0,3,0,0,25,12,0,6,16,193,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295776911899572,0.11546378127295255,0.0,0.0,0.07269260908064278,0.1073493476610066,0.09423763798824772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883401288741474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586810702604481,0.11585071460347968,0.10494583373948682,0.0,0.0,0.19944230431725,0.08404043850772051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370841862563176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437869724207537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416249110959174,0.09818453056528807,0.0,0.18828609609676986,0.0,0.0,0.181597782163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048046665136202635,0.0,0.0,0.10409344441499337,0.2605488842350661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146829621958341,0.0,0.19858313126443397,0.0,0.16201189316750447,0.23910325400324434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408806436066998,0.0,0.10115413196202894,0.08512226463084195,0.0,0.09752137995127064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437963561237472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726980534330262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666705809264087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711780820788124,0.1856944523832965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634288295961184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177415166444787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575611474850658,0.07226954597476325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290103718146207,0.0,0.13175446430682616,0.08297073132739183,0.0,0.0,0.08982778794559491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955247208131451,0.10644790851788638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087439659901608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113277710566253,0.09513495871077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073493476610066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372869461691708,0.0,0.0,0.09398053119213433,0.0,0.13451604430689332,0.0,0.07588577675970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763761760558367,0.08305460355996151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055408884436844094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902924570421995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840422232576902,0.16814171625239102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030487787526419,0.0,0.09650083299216054,0.0968369202755775,0.0,0.0,0.11546378127295255,0.06119192734221856 lonely,TheBetterHighground,2019/04/15,"Its just a deep dark void I just wish I had someone to talk to, but all I ever do is complain and push people away. I must be the problem so maybe I shouldn’t interact with others. Maybe Im better off alone because no one cares to listen to me and Ive grown tired of listening to others. All my good deeds go punished so whats the point anymore.",1.1044980694980708,2.9333670945945967,2.884208494208494,93.21310810810814,80.75675675675676,5.3096525096525085,21.382239382239387,6.18269132825596,0.16632664092664085,271,8,60,2,7,90,57,74,0.228,0.617,0.155,-0.7506,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,4,13,12,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,2,8,3,9,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379987439847737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789530066530586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159003538158102,0.0,0.0,0.1400811501671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032353676367567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429173742111856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786310603501354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305980281798104,0.1927414888727645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821847786605855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617207555699033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571531820738732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593112046215812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723094061964549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198831745721778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470490672848306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470084753272248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26411602162684794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26425338285405553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Loveyoself2496,2019/04/15,"Just want someone to shower with all my love 💕 I’ve been single for nearly 2 years now and I gave up on dating apps almost 8 months ago. The guys who do hit on me IRL, are usually all fuckboys who just want to get into my pants for the night. Mind you all, I’ve never, not even once in my life have ever had a one night stand. And I’m quite happy with my company these days but every once in a while, I’d crave someone. Someone I can call mine. Someone I can surprise with flowers or even better, surprise him with a bouquet of donuts! It’s so on my bucket list to spoil my man with all things nice and take him on cute dates and just show him and tell him how much I love him and how much I appreciate him and how much I adore him! I don’t mind waiting for now cuz I know that he’s so gonna be worth the wait 🥰",2.5791154562383625,2.8772905195530747,3.9392318435754214,93.38843808193673,73.97206703910616,6.6370577281191805,22.1792364990689,5.985473137389443,0.0720275605214149,629,13,154,3,12,208,109,179,0.0,0.774,0.226,0.9911,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,13,9,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,4,6,37,22,16,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,13,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,24,9,21,16,8,24,0,0,0,2,18,9,0,2,14,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255525089771696,0.0,0.14182883156266754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526627118803635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462704520507488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134404170835747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709958835216284,0.12811862675943192,0.119335142830316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739994008124278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024273546214727,0.0,0.15077504533703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783990078166042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004228575916682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556655481948196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860256558830006,0.0,0.11305317096760065,0.0,0.312358113564902,0.0,0.10923905933168088,0.0,0.0,0.2658331511384634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016772150047536,0.09597678546561283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064820919778796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800337250646992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064932735304494,0.0,0.12379683730471268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409722007886254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599296423053408,0.0,0.16708215076847746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120947844964876 lonely,saddestbagel,2019/04/15,"Can you please help me? I'm meant by destiny to remain alone and friendless. My character traits are just too severe for anyone to handle and I just need to accept the truth. But my desire to destroy myself is overwhelming. Literally when someone says it will kill me horribly, I do the thing anyways, enjoying the damnation and the pain that comes afterwards. I see someone, I piss them off in any way that I can (nearly considered becoming a neo nazi despite having nothing to do with their beliefs). I just can't seem to stop, no matter how logical it would be to just behave. Before you say: no, you can have have people in your life - know that I'm 22 and spent the last 11 years alone with my PC. Not even a single online friend. Can you help me, give me at least some cheap advice?",3.969705882352944,5.628611411764709,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,72.13725490196079,7.452941176470588,25.16830065359477,8.07648339933343,1.4837281045751634,618,19,118,9,12,198,106,153,0.195,0.667,0.138,-0.9037,0,2,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,5,2,0,9,9,3,1,7,0,15,3,1,1,1,27,25,7,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,2,3,21,4,16,20,3,12,1,1,1,0,13,5,1,2,5,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771094831575655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754281286261817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325209614844675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672997886003212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001696950871099,0.1542252459815728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561256081915134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197099147940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400286205268298,0.0,0.0,0.17386570495472442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296798865278785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051956906170626,0.0,0.0996069309635331,0.14773800359869102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801795674173286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439008697056784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739084511866925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285633366967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565172912023725,0.0,0.0,0.19895142253851172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826491565168205,0.0,0.0,0.14442795659112664,0.16499767837804394,0.0,0.2047540662018559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071348089638917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515280516549101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041042203465804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386300549576606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875049674382755,0.0,0.0,0.11671515677592605 lonely,Chaser_Grave,2019/04/15,"Ever felt like nothing happens in your life? I’m currently in my third year of college, studying to become a computer engineer. I’m an introvert with a tiny group of close friends that I value a lot. I don’t like to drink alcohol and I’m also not a “party guy”, but I enjoy hanging around with my buddies, either playing some games or just wasting time. I wake up early in the morning, go to college, then back home. If I have some free time I like to listen to music, browse the internet, play some games and do some miscellaneous stuff. Seems pretty standard for a college student right? The thing is, if you replace “college” with “school”, that’s exactly all I have ever done in my entire life. Two decades compressed into few lines of text. And when I look at those around me, I feel like the useless one; the dead beat. My best friend is currently working as an intern in Samsung and getting a nice pay for it. One of my lady friends is working in a project to automate production lines using state of the art tech, and getting paid 2K for it. My ex girlfriend studies nutrition and has published an article that has received international praise; she’s also sort of a “web celebrity” were we live and has become the “poster girl” for her college. Another friend of mine has published a scientific article detailing advanced uses of polymer materials in engineering; is currently developing a boat that runs on solar energy AND is an extremely talented guitarist that plays on two different bands. Finally, another friends has just won his debut fight, having a chance to get some sponsorship. And me? Well, once a week, I take my dog to the pet shop to get cleaned up. And that’s it. All the people in my life have accomplished so much, while I feel like a waste of skin. The more time passes, the more I fall behind. I feel lonely, like a little kid who’s trying to play ball with the grown ups, but just can’t keep up with them. While they have so much in their lives, all I have is regret. Just this constant reminder that I can’t never truly find a group where I could fit in, and that all I’ll ever be is just fodder. The friend that trails behind. Am I that one character in a sitcom that never leaves the couch? Can anyone give any advice to help?",5.600133004926107,6.341290457471267,6.12088259441708,78.84969827586207,67.41379310344827,9.064860426929393,31.627668308702802,9.140100540675403,2.7004564860426936,1779,70,331,31,28,577,235,435,0.068,0.706,0.226,0.9976,4,2,2,0,1,0,50.0,1,2,3,8,18,28,1,0,34,0,28,7,2,2,10,62,51,25,1,4,12,1,5,6,7,0,4,1,4,3,19,21,2,1,6,11,4,8,6,4,1,6,5,7,37,25,53,44,17,56,1,3,1,0,32,26,0,11,27,232,56,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860575949345473,0.0,0.09690312288266886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502421833432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166155190390171,0.19015956798903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340149509381561,0.0,0.0,0.16143848888764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972284761077736,0.0,0.0,0.2002850163024599,0.0,0.0,0.09515695799496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798657623178036,0.0,0.07239595468537299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473521932082392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279116777429568,0.0,0.08882617660067141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460599616279803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754276992983325,0.1295553049422186,0.08706143262738608,0.09932913231881717,0.08287455802540866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203278802941,0.0,0.18949406691752102,0.0869829359937365,0.05153222620981628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978169419818187,0.08018287811789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060776991675890776,0.0,0.09095359588757068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059537761191021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960108645414101,0.0,0.0,0.19213756514342129,0.26579294597240744,0.0908793495484457,0.16013392473533788,0.0,0.0761434745141125,0.0,0.0,0.07708794548889084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331191114220825,0.0,0.13986703535258968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700432142314145,0.0,0.0,0.09656504265572616,0.1843295135623752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628620596247778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224823924619772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743525447781638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917671112522957,0.0,0.08254636819383013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380024275137267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817569898909151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023989627826176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861853101690415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561816364036084,0.0,0.1771509972144774,0.0,0.0,0.156626757372284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727333579951686,0.0,0.08152697755457006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320237662578025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058391199195856315 lonely,pca7u,2019/04/15,"My crush blocked me This’s so embarrassing because everything was kinda fine but then I tried to be goofy and shit but he instantly blocked me. That was the first time for me to initiate in something like this so i guess it’ll be the last time too, and will spend the rest of my life alone smh",1.2247142857142883,3.6787655666666685,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,85.0,6.095238095238094,21.904761904761905,7.447530270364453,0.6889761904761915,234,8,53,4,7,72,45,60,0.259,0.6759999999999999,0.065,-0.9105,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,8,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,7,2,5,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441172993530421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025403423509538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986105174392863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28261701918023857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660177476272764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708332111194192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468243417916065,0.16232363385549667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410562933241341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578711433359924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874826136906974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558020196651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ailedgari23,2019/04/15,"Empty feeling So I had a boyfriend and we broke up like ten months ago, it’s been a while, I know. We have spoken a few times and every time we speak again he’s more different than the last time, everything I loved about him it’s gone, and still there’s a spark of hope in me that wishes he’s still in there but it’s not, the last time we spoke I was so disgusted by who he had become and the worst thing it’s that he encouraged me to do things he do just so that he wouldn’t feel bad about doing them. Because of this I decided to get over for real but now I’m left with an empty feeling and I don’t want to become one of this girls who search for love desperately but I have feelings :(",2.3127818181818185,3.1577267266666667,3.573515151515153,93.73009090909092,75.06666666666666,7.054545454545455,20.96969696969697,7.348242739294969,0.2743333333333333,539,11,131,6,11,176,88,150,0.17800000000000002,0.685,0.13699999999999998,-0.9153,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,1,0,12,9,1,0,8,0,11,2,0,0,0,26,25,12,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,13,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,6,6,15,5,17,18,3,19,0,1,0,2,20,5,0,1,14,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743534120698346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887279259373433,0.10138898253306697,0.3673814646840817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377217863713232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013433617938345,0.0,0.14948042540770054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639170955068065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689692461563242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519630904879834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140679405577387,0.2711509558325966,0.0,0.0,0.1807104715818445,0.0,0.0,0.0812570369272974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002260778383009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275746515882486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270479760500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931203432829116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656515920763174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099527698770904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38793721285687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981016393412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912632897897548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bluOwObirb,2019/04/16,"(16-Bi-emo) I don't go outside much and I really want to be in a relationship I don't go outside very often because I don't like having attention on me for personal reasons but on the internet I feel at home.. the problem is that I don't have anyone who wants to have a full relationship with me in the online world and I see so much potential. Sometimes I think to myself ""Well go outside if you want to find a date"" But it just isn't that simple... I'm fragile and I don't think I'm ready socially to be in a IRL relationship but I still really want to be with someone.. I'm sure there are other people like me somewhere around reddit so I'm looking around, please dm me if you wanna try me in a relationship or something :p.",2.140627530364373,3.79551265789474,4.496315789473687,83.65151821862351,77.02631578947368,7.571659919028341,25.508097165991906,8.384062270229773,1.7121248987854254,572,21,119,11,13,200,81,152,0.075,0.828,0.097,0.2938,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,14,0,0,1,1,28,30,11,0,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,1,1,0,0,4,18,4,19,27,3,16,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,4,4,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695663763452522,0.0,0.0,0.24687955771680006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452789046293696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011235557144099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673578879648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641673003447386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909064486538306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548781623276146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644228981941845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038670325022336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613170678358364,0.1210754877650258,0.0,0.15221071727033436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268209800324798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766258396698612,0.14256901701763408,0.0,0.5954901736368889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049673626922007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134982191654674,0.11748900554363127,0.10674982046172783,0.13714159767502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073672955051264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130688565325185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769974998933705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941433118020154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441178484341095,0.3271489432994934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467500346009285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Spongebobsnutz,2019/04/16,Just need someone to talk to I have days where i just someone to talk to.,3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,3.9250000000000007,95.42,72.125,6.4,28.5,3.1291,0.5602,57,2,14,0,1,18,9,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25449875383195925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260745431802393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6687244320562048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343649548537591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Scorpgirl85,2019/04/16,lonely 33 [f4m] vegas i keep thinking i meet people who will keep the conversation going but it doesn't happen. i just feel lonely and like i don't connect to anyone. i like watching movies and reading im into fantasy sci fi stuff lately by Sarah J Maas. always looking for something new to read. I love music and its what I turn to in all times of pain sadness happiness whatever,1.1480263157894726,3.748170381578949,3.3661052631578947,84.46573684210529,88.60526315789473,5.145263157894737,22.07368421052632,6.742157984588678,0.9679568421052628,303,11,54,4,10,103,60,76,0.154,0.647,0.199,0.7096,0,4,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,12,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,7,4,8,11,1,6,0,3,2,1,4,2,0,0,5,30,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768634865692368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862398566207535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747461941144698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080038235706585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796242754376474,0.2262696443904238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295967822195973,0.0,0.0,0.3778587943043793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397722460663137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076880938576748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849337224146833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183994454656175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528775501867227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261744003115365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735945634305445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252267217290359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636358703520407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433255835303602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619719979421568,0.0,0.0,0.12394301977007767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311997172301355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,havensgem,2019/04/16,"Mediocre at best Today I went to a short shift, but it felt so long because I was so lonely. There were a bunch of people performing and singing as an “open mic” night. It was such a beautiful evening. Literally looked and felt like a movie scene. It was 60 F, but low wind so it didn’t feel cold. I stood outside alone. I watched everyone get in their cars, laughing. It was dim and the lights looked so pretty. Everyone was with their friends talking about how the night was a success. But I felt so soul crushingly lonely. It’s so frustrating because I wanted to say that it was a great night. Something was missing. I reapplied my makeup and tried so hard to approach people but none of it worked. I feel like everything is so monotonous. Though I did regularly engage in conversations, everything was boring. I tried to keep things lively, but I just tend to kill the flame. I just wish things were different.",2.97786769428388,5.591806867052026,3.5051541425818904,87.0508204881182,78.59537572254334,6.850224791265254,25.796082209377012,7.984000788550335,1.6767754656390497,720,28,138,13,18,225,102,173,0.153,0.615,0.232,0.9639,1,5,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,16,15,2,0,10,0,14,0,0,1,0,22,29,20,1,2,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,18,12,15,8,13,11,3,14,1,4,3,0,6,6,0,0,7,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416918785050883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667938324212391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357160591479853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293529197623914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036042538912596,0.0,0.0,0.26145190515091865,0.24590850408796724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834851930877032,0.0977356967754242,0.39407154113369103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569755846226704,0.0,0.07147655849852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083135581564264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255313910447448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216012789486562,0.15135783523388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336750035525591,0.0,0.12080401276020165,0.12107081731822608,0.2297686085446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851552560477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896909493874009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391829681239878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087952507854501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053215191315928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996112672791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817783760861371,0.0,0.13441321247702662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967803289073404,0.0,0.0,0.1857673684542136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069293124233201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682243105059335,0.0,0.0,0.15732250343434945,0.0,0.0,0.09959788826769364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,chagen193,2019/04/16,Drunk and alone Drinking alone tonight .. what’s up with you folk,1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,95.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.7076333333333333,52,2,11,0,2,13,11,12,0.416,0.584,0.0,-0.6597,0,2,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9040025242627968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275271174165343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,baggypantsz,2019/04/16,"outgrown or out of place? I didn’t think high school would be so tough. I am 14 going on 15, and as I get closer to the end of my first year, I’ve realized so much about myself - or maybe made things up. I’ve never known that many people other than the ones I knew from elementary school (as I never went to middle school). A lot of those people have since branched out and seem to be having a great time with other new people, and I find myself having no such connections. It’s just me myself and I. Being alone more often has made me realize a lot about myself. I think what is most pressing for me is that I know I’m very different from everyone else. It’s not the “oh, look at me, I’m unique” type of different. It’s the kind that makes you think there is something off about yourself. People my age are loud, speak their mind, use the fuck out of social media, and are so invested in today’s pop culture. I’m the complete opposite, and even sometimes have to ask how to navigate through an app because I don’t know how to use it. I feel like an old woman and I’m only 14...godamn. This isn’t to say I’m completely detached from the world. I’m not sheltered by my parents, I have no restrictions on my internet usage or whatever. Apps like YouTube and reddit keep me in check. They’ve also helped me explore my interests in ways more in depth than I’ve ever known before (I’ve taken an interest in music theory and guitars actually 😌). I find myself rambling about my interests TO MYSELF for almost HOURS ON END when it’s late at night. I wish soooooo badly to have someone I can have these in depth conversations with, not surface talk and petty gossip. And it doesn’t even have to be about my interests at this point; I want to talk about life experiences and stories, and about love and lust and just being human in general. THERE IS SO MUCH IN MY HEAD :( But everyone my age (I really do not want to make myself look ‘superior’ by any means tho) don’t seem to be capable of that. Maybe they are, but to them I guess it’d feel more like a lecture than an enjoyable, thought-provoking conversation. All they ever talk about are the tiniest, close-minded things. There is obviously a fear of being told that I think too much, and that people will tell me the useless thing of “I’m too dumb for this”. Because of this fear, I’ve never told anyone any of these thoughts, even if sometimes they are what keep me up at night. It sucks, having so much to say but no where to say it. So now I’m stuck. Am I just outgrowing everyone I knew before? Is my mind way older than my age (F14)? Am I better off finding older/wiser people to be friends with? Or am I just out of place, weird, and think way too much for my own good? And why the fuck is there no one like me who I can share these thoughts with? I wish there was. tldr; I can’t tell if I’m an old soul or just weird as hell.",3.6996092583374818,4.5555692346938805,4.833442840550855,85.95290443006472,71.78911564625852,7.981483325037331,24.88568110170897,8.25429008570747,1.3237430230628842,2242,62,477,33,41,739,253,588,0.102,0.8109999999999999,0.087,-0.909,3,1,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,1,5,2,41,30,5,2,20,0,47,6,1,8,7,101,99,42,0,7,19,1,3,4,1,2,1,5,0,2,31,26,0,3,24,1,2,3,17,13,0,3,13,10,60,17,80,75,13,65,2,1,2,4,31,35,5,15,28,325,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0630472531022199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469472249072286,0.06691351695500103,0.0,0.051666309920396385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787014713626186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517481745541376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039895855689199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394426681236797,0.07876783095445647,0.0,0.10995184244335274,0.0,0.0,0.05713976885141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547872310219106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500142963771394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053970978819035766,0.0,0.11444550679063573,0.0,0.0,0.12801722837175708,0.11688172161852155,0.0,0.18520468504768667,0.0,0.0631981842223473,0.0,0.14540199828879552,0.06533462672763031,0.0923107135326226,0.0,0.0,0.17714927818134935,0.05495480390042053,0.0,0.0,0.0499153193879996,0.11945652759986825,0.03375456631273502,0.0,0.03671772895347094,0.054189407337565484,0.0,0.07122960462658667,0.07117205327292281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630556916924088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330480693530809,0.06826099508587162,0.0,0.0,0.06362502297497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148515966691558,0.0,0.06727839872843637,0.0710127937217028,0.0,0.07287967281100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563393664896072,0.12625514900422147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850745890159644,0.0,0.0,0.10985336734790087,0.0583104701232557,0.12226568406271893,0.08625154094847534,0.06550150378432165,0.1298131203931025,0.07037612032921274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570439481906227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374684241109101,0.0,0.14948703766528684,0.0623979825159987,0.0,0.12125885655441135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558865961251065,0.0,0.08755894598914345,0.04913664451686077,0.0,0.0,0.0717385879573451,0.0,0.0,0.26874275417814314,0.0,0.13500142963771394,0.0,0.061074634197369575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138899097150514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413458276215264,0.0,0.19615763759666335,0.0,0.11763183531384545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053443697361189015,0.0,0.0,0.06585884740047393,0.05474142367083983,0.04973773606851587,0.1277962353411278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578632583591995,0.11293898351152598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876634757004246,0.20698824658865955,0.0,0.15387256755601844,0.03767294537314196,0.0,0.0612400184405326,0.12346979003179112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115996580594278,0.0,0.05330766021952793,0.07621393519232103,0.15384643168850218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989146999750997,0.05829789869347956,0.0,0.14859005487148666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589506161063981,0.0,0.0,0.04160488267307142 lonely,classylone,2019/04/16,Hey lonely people I have a few thoughts on loneliness. I’ve been lonely too for probably most of my life. I have anxiety prob pretty bad self esteem and social anxiety. Does anyone that reaches out on reddit actually feel better? Have any of you tried joining a sports team? I haven’t done that yet but I’m thinking it might help me. Does anyone have any tips on ways to combat loneliness and build self esteem? I’m in a ski town at the moment but will move eventually. It seems like everyone here bonds over snowboarding. I’m wondering how to replicate that when I move back to aus,3.129903459372489,5.566899415929207,4.288930008045053,82.60995172968623,76.96460176991152,7.648913917940468,23.54706355591312,8.575989854853784,1.7879982300884958,466,15,86,10,11,152,79,113,0.15,0.748,0.102,-0.5775,0,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,13,12,2,15,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,4,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.16863670487115354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23503215985599984,0.0,0.26439690062129484,0.0,0.0,0.24166421165043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287949264406065,0.14428833857644713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528355616156634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024527285261297,0.17684365625067233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512645291886102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737744805051971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115830263608974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206014264099233,0.08442577294592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833230933452253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673373438463771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980403663561773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580892990446245,0.1863173839352038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731886893716732,0.36055505496994494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615706419788504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107290615664913,0.0,0.13719108280387698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732600151912732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371677803528844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740404326925794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,rotath,2019/04/16,"I'm 20 years old, been rejected almost a hundred times, and never had a first kiss I'm starting to get sick of hearing the same line of ""you're great, but..."" clearly I'm doing something wrong. I'm in shape, have a decent job, hygienic, and told by my friends I have a great personality but it's been to no avail. It's starting to feel like it's not worth looking. Just needed to get that out",2.9222357723577232,3.9044505731707346,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,73.75609756097559,6.930081300813008,27.081300813008127,7.1686216300943375,1.1860422764227645,305,11,67,3,6,102,57,82,0.154,0.698,0.147,0.1116,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,0,2,13,19,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,2,5,9,15,1,10,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,8,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003869626552575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110756436279688,0.15698289037387406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869114347852743,0.0,0.0,0.16977121748049456,0.0,0.229611024779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845300739883542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247663881767532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805886375768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735426830095124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845269511374453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293503854043426,0.1694776720063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305810330495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918692139205379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691672238223827,0.0,0.0,0.31106737602472073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281326430541105,0.0,0.0,0.2099717765283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025209830935784,0.0,0.14150588779441114 lonely,TangerineStarSky,2019/04/16,"I was a stay at home parent. My kids are all grown now and do not make time for me. I’m lonely af. I actually texted them yesterday asking if they’d come see me. Only one responded. With a no. My whole twenties and thirties were all about them. No, they have no time for me.",-0.7515517241379293,1.4073075517241378,1.6823275862068994,95.91418103448281,94.17241379310344,4.968965517241379,15.870689655172415,6.6274283507984215,-0.3064206896551722,210,5,49,3,8,71,44,58,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.7964,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,1,11,0,5,8,3,8,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.29877187758848306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862219900869276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637331572108371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710743275707403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436683254300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074646349019436,0.2328515013476999,0.0,0.0,0.33995886521514224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397305107412906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326330063856272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570533550501558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418211473995721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Rackyjr,2019/04/16,"Bluh 18 almost 19 year old trans boy looking for friends, everyone here (where I live) fucking sucks, feel free to message me, I would really appreciate it. I lost another friend today, and I'm just feeling more lonely than I have in a very long time. I could really use some kind words or positive conversation.",5.878103448275862,7.198749051724143,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,67.10344827586206,10.627586206896552,31.74137931034483,10.686352973137794,3.6402620689655176,247,10,44,7,4,81,52,58,0.115,0.579,0.306,0.9256,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,11,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,6,5,4,8,2,7,0,2,1,1,5,2,2,3,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310124978418677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190882675543476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419499628635724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044351923254002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332974736552933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564761442187169,0.21327822241079092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023831222532796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371212590628884,0.20416203913743736,0.1937297058421273,0.0,0.2518360541154061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208060356552644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955843635886374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452289269743362,0.0,0.21867640949937092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925053214583066,0.0,0.19035147330888744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388249942335986,0.0,0.0,0.1485630898270305 lonely,Ghostnovel,2019/04/16,"Lonliness Becoming a full-fledged adult can be unspeakably lonely. For me, at least. I don't want people to feel bad, so I won't say everyone feels this way. I wonder, sometimes, if everyone is capable of making super meaningful relationships, like in stories. Very recently, I realized that most of my ideals have been based off of fiction. But, as a kid, I didn't understand that fiction was a way for adults to understand and simplify the world. Real, but not real. Though, I need more than an ideal; I need reality. But, where do I look for it? How do I look for it? At the very least, I know I have to be the ""real"" me, and not just act how others want me to. I am not sure what else to write. I want to make friends and I have a tendancy to be too nervous or let the wrong people in, and leave the moment it starts to hurt. But, I don't want to live in isolation. I don't want to feel bad all the time, and even when I do feel bad all the time, it would be nice to know someone would be there to listen. Honestly, I've gone about friendship completely wrong, most of the time. I tried to start in reverse -- with things like tinder, or talking my heart out. But, eventually, I learned people don't start at 100, normally. (People shouldn't start at 100.) Right now, I feel like I'm starting at 0. It is like as I get older, I feel like the things I needed as a child will still comfort me. I just want to talk on the phone for hours and laugh about dumb stuff. I want to hang out and go places. I am tired of never going outside. I am tired of always thinking to myself and feeling like I am wrong all the time. None of that matters. I just want to feel like I exist, again. I know people don't need other people for validation... But, people do need other people. I need other people. Thanks for reading. Hope you all are well.",2.0282741158212865,3.8348035876010798,3.552496937025243,89.61693130768606,77.81401617250673,6.761120640365922,22.02409540145389,7.686295010490155,0.8277522012578613,1405,40,303,21,33,464,172,371,0.156,0.674,0.17,0.8955,0,3,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,0,3,18,29,1,1,17,0,34,3,1,4,6,82,80,25,0,22,15,0,8,7,1,5,2,2,0,4,17,11,0,0,18,1,0,5,13,10,1,0,4,12,40,19,51,65,10,42,0,2,2,0,13,17,1,7,25,206,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532799593197036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665581177417815,0.0,0.07343694915342286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971726699721431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055546864544767205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391839095356225,0.0,0.0,0.12707495495426852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689692675829402,0.19001214403837646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051372784882235366,0.0,0.03474015783607669,0.0,0.07557968231069281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787952276673279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660431410625566,0.06548279483125154,0.0,0.07118276638639519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962941899842847,0.0,0.0,0.07040711389868566,0.0,0.06799420375571508,0.0,0.2273978751771473,0.0,0.05871506069514506,0.0,0.1116757422894476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876997910129801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29582493931321985,0.05128395799672196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514960305481486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148845645483057,0.0,0.06947165207601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651158694866928,0.2270527978495504,0.0,0.0,0.06565440108082285,0.07138923417568505,0.0,0.05678516496892753,0.0,0.052878373882259855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633980543186633,0.0,0.06576386355365753,0.0,0.2353225362572932,0.0,0.0531018691337904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611925534693012,0.0,0.0,0.06266942433057132,0.0,0.0,0.10689006238148506,0.0,0.06121836658939037,0.0,0.0,0.08835077694106751,0.042606409397058835,0.06532961735703254,0.0,0.15509179484484414,0.15284920672950258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514478478300973,0.0,0.0,0.1384443503339471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972835572766047,0.3137571507640229,0.10555903794581438,0.0,0.0,0.059785725520932774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210946500616262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447028111562794,0.2181009162881869,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway87936,2019/04/16,"How do I even make friends anymore Honestly right now I’m unemployed, not in education, currently couch surfing because I’m homeless and I have no friends. I honestly don’t even know how to make friends anymore, I miss being part of a friend group so bad. I want to talk to people and have inside jokes and stuff. It just gets so fucking lonely when you have no one to talk to",2.7043428571428585,4.87872252,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,77.13333333333333,6.9523809523809526,29.380952380952376,7.957251820313856,2.0114952380952373,299,14,60,5,7,96,49,75,0.146,0.603,0.251,0.8487,3,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,11,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,6,7,7,14,1,5,0,2,0,1,8,2,1,0,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846158713007349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190786239985802,0.11820654806624847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615321171039324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992616558291449,0.17926790163519246,0.10131066748832293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065685967566704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588746394910629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313993369156011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998707585515364,0.0,0.13443370178020364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559921787293394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219820820705428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117171665953401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437392758520973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hevoshioer,2019/04/16,"People who were in relationships, do you suspect your partner was not really attracted to your body? I know my ex-gfs loved me, but let's be honest: my body sucks(no muscle mass, yet some belly fat). However, I'm trying to change it, weightlifting, on my journey to get muscular and lean.",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925927,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,69.37037037037037,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.9738666666666664,226,9,39,5,4,75,47,54,0.06,0.8170000000000001,0.123,0.6732,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.669997879400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190426480154272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575685334880114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574619359564713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839661184115674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721971059913001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090848058356032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932065294368223,0.0,0.0,0.3237952167336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047600810121729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Geomaster53,2019/04/16,"I got no one I am just constantly depressed and lonely because I dont have anyone (not counting family) in my life. I want someone irl but im just too scared to talk to others unless they talk to me first. Even then, I still mess up talking. I just dont know what I wanna do with my life anymore.",2.0652380952380938,3.3171218730158722,3.933523809523809,89.30314285714289,76.30158730158729,6.309841269841268,23.711111111111112,6.742157984588678,0.6918787301587304,230,7,50,2,5,78,46,63,0.207,0.774,0.019,-0.8873,0,2,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,11,0,8,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008529416089607,0.141611995075295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234589348393416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886036804411912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443671052163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747216379954426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337675585269511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092498081415926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226985868821762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619798094186193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876454361082148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130386309503028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861024427327046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372379317354237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276544186399176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160096389854035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173878944598838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883519989615537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945601579658853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MrJakobo,2019/04/16,"I’m tired of being lonely This is gonna come out as rambling probably but here goes. I’m just tired of being alone. I’m gonna be 20 in a few months, and I’ve never had a girlfriend, never been on a date, never had any physical or intimate connection with anyone. And it sucks. I want to care for someone. I’ve always been a people pleaser, sometimes to the point of not helping myself. I’ve always put other people before me. But it seems like that only gets taken advantage of most of the time. I feel like if there was just one person I could make happy, it’d make me happy too. I’ve really liked 3 people in my life, and I wussed out of asking them out at every turn. I get nervous and in my head and paranoid about what all could happen, that I end up doing nothing. And this isn’t the first time I’ve felt like this. Today it was spurred on by a few things, mainly seeing the last girl I liked (who’s now taken) while i was getting lunch, seeing a friend of mine with a guy I used to think I was friends with, and feeling like I fucked up a tinder match immediately. And now I’m here, typing this, laying around, feeling sorry for myself, wishing I had someone. I’ll probably feel better by tomorrow morning. But I’ll eventually end up repeating the process. And it probably won’t be the last time this all happens.",3.7302631578947367,4.656556981481484,5.160994152046786,83.37131578947371,71.77777777777777,7.461988304093567,25.32163742690059,7.669130373188453,1.2951111111111109,1035,30,207,12,19,348,146,270,0.096,0.695,0.209,0.9882,0,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,10,17,2,1,14,0,20,6,1,3,5,45,53,16,0,5,8,0,5,6,3,3,3,0,0,3,16,17,1,0,7,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,12,7,20,13,32,31,6,35,0,1,2,1,10,14,2,4,25,136,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291516803614477,0.0,0.0,0.1653640922176019,0.0,0.0,0.06757357384137078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948034031080175,0.0,0.0,0.08845849084929172,0.09289556508098193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455475706463851,0.0,0.0,0.08788282518231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131218813372113,0.0,0.0,0.0855966400843326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867435180265174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602091622625046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372173447807472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097356690352028,0.14197688340212475,0.09540875901973436,0.0,0.0,0.0845222779368865,0.0,0.0,0.1535427733038886,0.09186401470440107,0.15574686649926647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983898354027694,0.17574139696507485,0.21155793695367664,0.0,0.0,0.10198012454454676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660420323620354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199618841904231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018648058114921,0.29127679577661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265767865793426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931450314776302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299159317973748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534617207441698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673342550922885,0.07557375934350873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066675536075888,0.08676421025366449,0.0,0.0,0.09393477621861264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32140618140913857,0.0,0.0,0.09989217677677732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365761589759894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836668899674175,0.09046079662697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838818439063435,0.0,0.09827738574377756,0.11123421941400853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660156118953935,0.0636709327160445,0.0,0.0,0.17382665027609062,0.22841754785482465,0.09418914257013918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808373198546233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582195410298124,0.0,0.0,0.058609757071118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426817152566444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,South-Western-Silver,2019/04/16,"Some hope Hey; I’m seventeen, a girl, and I’ve been bullied out of all of the schools I’ve been to; pretty much. In school I have only seven friends, and everyone else treats me like a bag of shit. About a week ago I lost two of those friends in an argument. Seems depressing, right? But keep reading, I’ve got a somewhat positive message. So, now all of my friends(aside from one) eat pack lunches. Our school is in the centre of town so most people go out to eat. This meant that since I had fallen out with the people I eat with, I’d alone. Completely. This is a big deal for someone like me. I go home and I sit alone all night. I sit on my phone and have no human interaction outside the internet. So, when I’m in school I try to talk to my friends as much as I can. Now— I have one friend who’s ‘popular’ My other friends are... not? I mean they hang out with me— so yeah. I was so scared of the idea of spending lunch alone, that I gave myself an actual panic attack in class when I asked if I could go to lunch with him. (Don’t worry guys, I have the kind of panic attack where I just look a little psychotic but you can’t really tell I’m having a panic attack.) He said it was okay. So I assumed I’d just be following around a group of popular kids and not getting to say much— BUT He made time to go and buy food with me. Just us— It may seem small, but it made my day. I was so happy- The lesson here, is that things aren’t always as they seem. I thought he and I were only friends in class and he wouldn’t actually put up with me outside of that. I was wrong. I had to give myself a panic attack to find out— but that’s the thing. Your minds a prison, try and break free. I guarantee that there is one person who cares that you’re not expecting. Especially if you’re still in school, uni, college, work, volunteering— just try and mix things up a little bit and you can maybe feel better about your situation. Focus on the people who are good and helpful. They’re few and far between, but they make things worth it.",1.4313551373408837,3.2598693752969155,2.9986223277909763,92.79079420183935,79.7125890736342,6.31319812412449,20.296059443327845,7.321109707123232,0.37004508191729135,1561,40,355,21,39,513,204,421,0.118,0.738,0.14400000000000002,0.9414,1,3,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,4,3,4,21,32,5,5,22,2,29,8,1,3,3,66,58,33,0,6,15,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,1,5,22,24,7,1,11,1,4,8,8,13,0,5,17,4,44,20,50,37,10,44,0,2,1,0,41,24,1,11,11,224,66,10,0.0,0.0,0.13413045564048928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092014940117905,0.0,0.0,0.213533661089016,0.0,0.0,0.05718431451472199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117940230418557,0.0642481585860059,0.31273629788730145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607812621019899,0.0750293874561949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006923876544847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720563623518466,0.0,0.0,0.05487094518054415,0.0,0.0,0.0443216365257388,0.07085197292865637,0.0591923371385456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109670544070004,0.05741052642391465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566923370931352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0347491873986568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281297553208161,0.0,0.08310197468460474,0.0,0.31857840921782504,0.0,0.03590573051718604,0.06592683159297306,0.1562309370283932,0.05764287529935073,0.05496528488798395,0.0,0.0,0.06804808973062902,0.0,0.0731585403010306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606460392682656,0.0,0.0689363072233729,0.06825896522088057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758162939144758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061085520122878885,0.0,0.07156602256387555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671506680689068,0.13776006763880086,0.0,0.0,0.057711296633597274,0.0,0.07502094301393619,0.0,0.0,0.1300576242864986,0.0458741575479756,0.0,0.06904302776764215,0.07486116064931968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939218431760344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156131167800468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449331604391202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970856075858856,0.1045362040913282,0.0,0.32253371454266444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293480799849922,0.06000760892199174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991755410475331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690871346706478,0.0,0.0,0.06874312801104439,0.0,0.04402669382365693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058690373266839624,0.06537276595753297,0.05465250479753864,0.06880524379855919,0.34776446783420645,0.0,0.1876926934813304,0.0,0.0,0.07054474262881688,0.05684964154224425,0.07724925136406399,0.0,0.0,0.058230071399576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488349857457303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055238174117464525,0.0600682685311206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263009643183828,0.0,0.0,0.05455960035614943,0.04007382621433251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997833438095006,0.0,0.06713387991828121,0.0,0.08266714797490574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512667270835958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050032276474175005,0.06979309636298513,0.0,0.0,0.07513948519123344,0.0,0.0 lonely,TimmehTheAutist,2019/04/16,"I just have no friends or a chance at a happy future. Every day at my small school (70ish people) i sit at the back behind a whiteboard with my phone and usually scroll through reddit until my classes start again. When i was 12 i dropped out of school because i felt so self conscious and depressed. A few years after that i got back into school life but still struggle to attend because i often dont see a point, im just likely gonna die in the same poor governmental assisted fucked up family i came from. Ive had one girlfriend ever who said she left me because i was too insecure and wasnt happy enough, she was the happiest point in my life so at my best i still wasnt good enough for someone :) so um thats my life.",3.4053132678132663,4.605784777027028,4.407272727272726,87.4286363636364,72.85135135135134,7.003439803439803,25.61670761670761,7.348242739294969,1.1293297297297298,569,18,118,6,11,185,98,148,0.173,0.6659999999999999,0.16,-0.2877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,2,8,0,9,4,0,0,1,16,17,10,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,4,1,1,10,3,20,6,18,6,5,31,0,1,1,1,8,13,1,2,15,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443053080243245,0.0,0.2430993976757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395022442359981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203695428179634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572910515957465,0.0,0.11449275101212625,0.0,0.13796075889036805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557934282770735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747052569414377,0.0,0.0,0.12024314909808405,0.11199958768626488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531494216430858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763402166096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270169036419502,0.12289200449845356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149570515900337,0.10631657713161144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830137461709392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358763328553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442925880669855,0.0,0.2816779992164653,0.06494307448543657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007707322968876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215719564529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513243728518633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644724262586748,0.0,0.0,0.40359795762156014,0.10592831109775344,0.0,0.13867538888872447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263148894704722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940888149623006,0.0,0.2123167639846759,0.0,0.0,0.13896770699018127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640404545893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560281353134468 lonely,dizzycatch,2019/04/16,"I love you all I was feeling so lonely and I came here and I see that I'm not the only lonely person here. I started crying because I'm moved by how much strangers on the Internet can care for someone who feels so worthless. Y'all are wonderful, stay awesome. You'll make it (:",1.5720238095238095,3.918550249999999,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,82.21428571428572,5.161904761904762,25.404761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.9501761904761912,218,9,43,2,6,71,43,56,0.184,0.54,0.276,0.7633,0,4,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,1,10,15,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,3,8,2,3,12,2,5,0,3,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661752933024668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126131360035213,0.2786749707939213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002367436180159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764045665130954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668818090571906,0.0,0.1824478150486444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905032178074862,0.20092670644788635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787740908370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865848920846444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178061358848872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158897873750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934621727142922,0.2913300871496954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964113423906097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,wweathermaker,2019/04/16,"So lonely it really hurts. How to cope? I've never been in a relationship before and it's hard to find one anyway since I'm female to male trans and have mental illnesses. Pretty much a freak show is what I've been compared to by guys, so that's cool. I'm 20 and haven't so much as held hands with anyone or even hugged anyone. I'm really desperate but I still have standards and I feel like I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I don't have very many friends either. How do I cope with this??",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,2.6727105921601333,93.54974979149291,83.0366972477064,5.798498748957464,15.413678065054214,6.980632752743323,-0.34664036697247713,395,6,91,5,11,133,72,109,0.13,0.745,0.125,0.5357,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,10,4,1,2,1,16,17,12,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,4,5,4,12,13,4,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235328994884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018241571867372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365388088921225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255247442089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912921046465618,0.15418769173106645,0.0,0.0,0.1972630423874832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674831303811175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266012592226112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137038262431044,0.0,0.0,0.19333965231080946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310485257812429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524458231821246,0.10544274466713513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881589442701246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175040376167773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173170850617293,0.0,0.16645999436226533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462507574237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219574846155008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653011169582364,0.0,0.0,0.23171868909124674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785352971144195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236065978373796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808084817648553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,sselfcontrol,2019/04/16,"im mind crushingly lonely already posted this to r/offmychest but i think people here will be able to relate or help better. i’m a girl, 16, and i’ve never had a boyfriend. i know i’m still young and i have all this time but i’m so lonely it hurts. two of my best friends are dating each other so it’s uncomfortable to hang out with them and my closest friend i can barely see anymore due to her personal issues. i crave intimacy, i just want to be able to hold someone’s hand and talk to them but no matter how hard i try i can’t find anyone. i think that my mental health issues make this feel much worse than it actually is and i understand that it really isn’t that big of a deal but it really hurts. the only guys i’ve ever talked to only want sexual stuff out of it. it makes me so sad thinking about it. am i not good enough for a relationship? what am i doing wrong???",0.836027164685909,2.8627415161290344,3.1364968873797388,90.01158743633276,82.76344086021507,6.066327108092812,17.853989813242787,7.273561745256523,0.19341290322580607,686,15,151,10,19,235,117,186,0.192,0.665,0.14300000000000002,-0.9035,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,0,0,5,0,13,2,1,3,3,34,27,14,0,2,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,17,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,4,19,5,17,23,5,13,0,5,1,0,13,4,0,1,7,98,36,0,0.2610530516441986,0.0,0.12737506052465736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403926699236394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944724009176534,0.09126718174770206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697953600359564,0.11544010496403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345671167220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348687931139269,0.0,0.0,0.11806871539071966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599813333893517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929887991400448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016889401302144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947945707050448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924178191503485,0.0,0.0,0.1169261291141182,0.0,0.0,0.13874359325337232,0.0,0.0,0.0874891788774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794626910127516,0.0,0.1409910463521541,0.2724715622044507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717339650282751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425493908267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154003786216312,0.0,0.13179458215043569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595201505379196,0.0,0.10067010341907724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985426092764489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904906581827454,0.11397072770505624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500833087328825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723726952869694,0.0,0.0,0.14013664054428698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401274175394618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059470175447858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042386521295155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494216438686034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098245543977618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090838195006043,0.0,0.0,0.07611106687338147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861894304702594,0.0,0.1275054494821957,0.13588271664597604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397585351109286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301768100578967,0.0,0.14271026558916475,0.0,0.0 lonely,Influx66,2019/04/16,"Lonely with friends I have friends. Why do I still feel lonely every second of every day? It's annoying. I can't take it. I wanna do something about it. Any conversation I have with someone doesn't make me feel any less lonely. What else can I do? This post probably won't get any comments but I just wanted to let this out.",0.43439393939393867,2.8821730454545467,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,91.27272727272728,4.751515151515153,19.454545454545453,6.42735559955562,0.2264363636363642,255,8,52,3,9,84,44,66,0.123,0.809,0.068,-0.3313,0,6,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,16,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,8,2,7,14,1,4,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674758310756771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477784485864845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914197938637164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861261651989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172343830004466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540710343582816,0.0,0.11971789778368742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431451214238935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295490789729588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945590564921985,0.0,0.247055194353883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941523437996772,0.17640567938199453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299410644818787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228721712875622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515463387252105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676615460340192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LoCDom,2019/04/16,"Here goes nothing I'm being a whiny bitch. I know that. But I need someone to tell and here is the only place I've seen. I'm lonely. I left the military. It was terrible. Being shafted and treated like dirt. Having your life and future threatened by the stupidest rules imaginable. And being treated like a child. But it's the closest to family I've ever known. Living in an apartment building with a hundred people you can talk to and call brother was nice. I tried to be home, to be around blood family. It reminded me why I left. So I left there. Now I've got a great job. I've got a nice apartment. I'm young and doing ""well"" for myself, but I don't feel like it. I get no enjoyment out of work. I'm either locked in a closet 12 hours a day or told how much I suck. The ""friend"" that got me the job likes to remind me that he hates me and that I'm worthless. My only positive interaction is with my booty call. That's fallen through after she gave me an STI. No one else wants to talk to me. Even my friends from the military ignore me now. The VA is useless. I have to wait 6 months to see a therapist. They want to push happy pills on me. I feel like that would make me a banana. A fruit that doesn't even exist for a purpose, it's whole existence controlled and cultivated. I've got no reason to live anymore, so why even try?",0.4798578519855603,2.729784353790617,2.5678869584837543,92.06984487815888,86.32851985559566,5.484160649819495,19.8475857400722,6.9077264865688965,0.36929250902527055,1034,31,223,14,32,347,153,277,0.14400000000000002,0.718,0.138,0.0644,2,2,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,2,1,2,15,23,3,0,21,0,17,4,1,4,1,33,41,15,0,4,5,1,2,5,2,1,2,0,2,1,12,12,1,3,6,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,9,5,28,15,26,26,3,23,0,3,2,0,17,12,2,1,14,136,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610149666249737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952403414277948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184896086804589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999404623229845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899720553597481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937318659925822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211989997023243,0.09677508306158704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171401078187795,0.0,0.10819080760977218,0.15286183067615422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653144431114826,0.0,0.05589583920203209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34226633816260443,0.11795259016940415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388872879120215,0.0,0.1056266576845887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073158152817752,0.0,0.1053597910423499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233445905968412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587967811877621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487222421164389,0.0,0.07556747023361028,0.2613401043944841,0.0,0.1889414323814725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141407504863342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539531126343353,0.0,0.07864711829910569,0.07932886256987151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026560807788578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249657306161393,0.16273555141519572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417071434166886,0.0,0.11177773894590266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999956402514696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525409706873742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064900395538958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198280351409626,0.093510596514752,0.0,0.0,0.12421914725592573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022298356018555,0.0,0.14527312414343554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620638721869254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619338277227243,0.0,0.1930766901874057,0.11944619765277227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788717957913506,0.0,0.0,0.07599987984404406,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,meatforveggie,2019/04/16,"One sided conversations Every conversation I have with an individual/group makes me feel like I put in all of the effort/care towards the other party without receiving any effort or care in return. Am I too nice as a listener? Do I tend to attract selfish people in my life? Am I expecting too much? It makes me feel so lonely and lacking of connecting, meaningful conversations. I’d appreciate if any one had any thoughts on the matter or similar experiences.",5.372500000000002,7.702931250000006,7.351904761904763,63.72642857142858,69.83333333333334,10.514285714285714,33.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,4.456042857142856,371,18,57,12,7,130,62,84,0.069,0.7090000000000001,0.222,0.9,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,1,16,13,6,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,2,3,8,4,11,11,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045536466733116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215692599654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083758686292112,0.0,0.0,0.2419242131844809,0.0,0.0,0.25010256796578345,0.1766838479196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746878388067116,0.12082695871400945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301730332393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180700083745785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351778120896655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145898560639286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24862264542040524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963426655091696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840548261625555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Zorkofskij,2019/04/16,"Depression with Insomnia This Easter weened will be all alone. No family or friends i can spend time. This couple of weeks feel so lonely, cant sleep, always thing about different thing. Couple of nights wake up in sweat as i have nightmares reading dying alone and no one will be looking or searing for me. Now 3rd night im just afraid to sleep. And this ""spend time with friends"" not working, I am the one who always trying to be in contact, never received message first from anyone. Feels like im just empty space. For now, looking for some help on how to get some sleep...",4.077747474747476,5.9927140272727275,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,72.36363636363637,6.343434343434343,24.949494949494948,6.937597516519254,0.9663737373737368,453,14,86,4,9,138,76,110,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.5777,1,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,0,9,6,5,1,2,16,14,7,1,0,5,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,5,3,0,3,0,4,4,3,17,9,3,15,0,2,2,0,7,5,0,4,10,57,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927467008121671,0.0,0.0,0.23519269974130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988199348328819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31275383971079634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217257362771042,0.0,0.14667631622808566,0.1476578460146718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323161044368295,0.0,0.14291952727705728,0.1009648650453749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021365986820505,0.0,0.0,0.218379570164416,0.0,0.07383812998533595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472928592398408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30531732755932284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690457997380229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373601183473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900098884386963,0.0,0.0,0.2652538068237547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153523631219574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136640443086254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242906735904293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877842980121792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648191721155682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595254295322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113364924385834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288858297964867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,obvithrowagay,2019/04/16,"I don’t think I’m ever going to find someone I’m not really sure why I even convince myself otherwise. I have terrible luck with people, and even worse when it comes to dating. I’ve tried improving myself, finding hobbies and just living life, but I feel even more hopeless as time goes on. I don’t live my life desperately trying to find someone. The few times genuine opportunities have presented themselves, I’ve been stood up or ghosted. I honestly have no idea what to think other than I must be a truly ugly and unappealing person. I probably deserve this for letting myself become such a waste of space.",6.8939378881987565,7.502638443478265,7.644968944099383,69.51304347826087,64.56521739130434,10.049689440993786,33.81987577639751,9.957137785484203,3.5353354037267084,491,20,80,10,7,164,84,115,0.194,0.674,0.132,-0.8329,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,3,20,17,7,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,12,5,11,12,2,11,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853296326274705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455086019530458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325047958082532,0.1517910263907012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848482543935152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601176366529122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536857752272762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894336621846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159401293370188,0.23705407436764964,0.0,0.0,0.29635328683377576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633623554617475,0.1465225879657991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809243133414491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750145247423668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843646301585033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581560988310541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150478823578547,0.0,0.0,0.19569920655391412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278598573424383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141970457940476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100965536181925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kangning92,2019/04/16,"I want to have a friend, hopefully not as another third wheel I'm the one person where i always feel like I'm third wheeling in other people's friendship. I have multiple groups of friends, but I don't feel like I belong to any one of them and they usually hang out without me. So I don't have anyone that I can turn to if I want to talk, besides my family and husband. There are only so much things you can share with your family or spouse. I really want a friend to talk to. I joined clubs and groups. I'm not anti social, but I just can't seem to find someone that I can be close with.",2.8472444444444416,3.7067635200000018,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,73.80000000000003,7.795555555555558,22.68888888888889,8.167268648758528,0.9777022222222224,460,11,103,7,9,154,77,125,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.224,0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,23,22,10,0,5,8,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,0,2,18,7,15,21,1,6,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,4,3,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230852143259015,0.0,0.0,0.11630451632301628,0.17933717118916295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958635476016495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224588775277119,0.0,0.17295321353948329,0.2443640585282152,0.0,0.0,0.1563159714444197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964061015758401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698688267497078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671107255056204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257248387914023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178522387651615,0.13007406634718424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856888472613633,0.14933455393952913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956455025786764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155696947783073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434092560754333,0.14491098536565378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749307376332572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362302413197255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860287307056648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836255018298265,0.0,0.3026292259146102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486433817646326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,GoldsealCrackers,2019/04/16,"I’ve been alive for 17 years and I have yet to feel or see any improvements in my life. It feels like everything’s just getting worse and worse I’m feeling incredibly suicidal. More suicidal than I’ve felt in years. More suicidal than when I was forced into a mental hospital, or when o was sexually assaulted, or when my ES dog ran away, when my mom publicly embarrassed me. I wouldn’t want to die because I know my siblings would be sad, especially my little sister, and I wouldn’t want to leave them with my mom. And my dogs would be sad I think.. especially my Skip, he’s such a scaredy cat, he wouldn’t easily adjust. But I don’t even feel worthy of them. I feel like they’ll do better without me here. I don’t give them daily walks, sometimes I even forget to refill their food bowl. And I don’t play with my sister as much as I’d want to.. I don’t even know why she’s still so sweet to me. I don’t even care about how my mom would feel. She’s just like her alcoholic drugged up mother. I don’t have any friends once so ever. No good ones, no bad ones. No one at all. It’s pathetic to even call my little sister my best friend. I’ve felt so awful my entire 17 years of living. Nothing but horrible events after another. The only break I got was when I was 13 and I didn’t remember my trauma. Psychologist and therapists make it worse. We can’t afford the best of the best because we don’t have that kind of money to choose who we want, we’re forced to stick with what’s there. Music is just noise to me. I really can’t see any “bright” future for me. I can’t cope how I want to, and I’m in an environment that doesn’t allow me to grow. I’m just stuck and I’m so lonely. My plan was to become a flight attendant but then I couldn’t bring my dogs with me. Yes, becoming a flight attendant just to leave. That’s how bad this is. The only thing keeping me here is the fact that there aren’t any ways that’ll for sure do it. I keep getting diagnosed with disorder after disorder, like I’m not even human anymore, just a bunch of titles. Titles that scare people off.",1.3069201228878669,3.2701937165898656,3.176405529953918,90.69413210445472,80.72811059907833,6.713978494623658,19.780337941628265,7.793537801064563,0.6139545314900157,1619,41,360,28,42,542,198,434,0.16699999999999998,0.685,0.14800000000000002,-0.9144,2,2,2,0,0,1,49.0,3,0,5,5,33,26,1,2,11,2,38,5,0,5,4,70,72,30,4,12,14,7,8,4,2,8,4,0,0,1,14,18,2,2,14,1,1,6,22,9,0,3,12,12,57,17,43,49,8,34,0,3,3,0,27,10,0,3,20,224,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056836678889208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506957393235392,0.07905238431123007,0.0,0.0,0.07476605079194291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708308454464271,0.0,0.12589403991950718,0.09191338617174208,0.16652339135978309,0.0,0.0,0.2373496477570657,0.06667581900587301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698103087121158,0.0,0.07686454213413561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651867834984319,0.07824231958001385,0.0,0.17280562250484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742779719598777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298764020930646,0.06819405006691644,0.0,0.0,0.0677551530864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871494761391115,0.16157465854846476,0.14477133921850488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116119066109266,0.0,0.11649136382713815,0.0,0.07877572483507772,0.0723204049884287,0.0,0.06323307196202149,0.06029580926845352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401916784019344,0.0,0.07850648378166812,0.0828641115717793,0.0,0.0,0.15965302912801066,0.0,0.0,0.05324977964897781,0.1473258578531328,0.1511200165720283,0.0665702425248104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050323025878983615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597480753552356,0.0,0.0,0.2648855464271377,0.0,0.0,0.05541990100380244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233818552087164,0.0,0.0,0.0802872760364158,0.15325747423737185,0.11467410814633627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052265534136466126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829639542343482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540152101811985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547796514112702,0.0,0.12015122033458453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456206796525572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020609133168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473913807287569,0.0,0.07105363985294061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753293181726714,0.05008538336322126,0.04830649876017402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233317752047355,0.05984061562351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802722901831695,0.0,0.0,0.07267271438666438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048479103737926,0.16066345118606956,0.0,0.0,0.1456449518067 lonely,Iamsuperlonely15,2019/04/16,I'm so lonely it hurts Everyday I go through is painful. All my friends have girlfriends and are occupied. My heart hurts. I'm tired of being alone and wanting to just wither away. I wish I was different and I was able to make friends. My heart is always heavy and I'm just so lonely. I want someone to talk to to spend time with to vent to. My dad died and I have no one to griev with. My dad was my best friend and now I'm 20 years old and so alone in this world. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss being happy. Why is life so painful. Sorry just wanted to vent.,-1.4209627727856216,0.5668091544715459,0.4615661103979498,103.28372272143775,99.73170731707316,3.565083440308088,16.229781771501926,5.399115186594226,-0.9265024390243908,438,12,108,3,19,141,63,123,0.25,0.584,0.166,-0.8183,1,8,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,1,1,18,24,11,2,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,0,1,3,0,17,6,15,19,2,9,0,8,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,64,19,0,0.14383258284396175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793435637792576,0.0,0.0,0.119680231114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351354462610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094342192955898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492755127557822,0.15027443586719907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444987868523861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174337145339583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311245899340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34088460639396057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079515095013932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159320689751172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960093659266543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092810045003865,0.0,0.09746468055157026,0.0,0.3060960181941603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218688806893155,0.0,0.0,0.16100880074681684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156071818085721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386993572730553,0.16531439535144676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545085518052723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978653428953585,0.0,0.16540037191614235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262346761504536 lonely,rrood23x,2019/04/16,"I just want to be touched by a human being. I don't mean sexually, though I would love to have sex as well. I just mean being touched or snuggled or having my hair played with. I bought a gift card for a massage place, but I am afraid. I worry the person will be repulsed by me and touching my back will be the worst part of their day. 😟 I just spent my whole birthday week alone after I took the week off work. I went to a hotel alone and I could see the pity in the desk employees face. So I lied and said I have a husband who would be meeting me later so I need a second key. Fortunately her shift was over by the time I checked out. I got a cheap suite using rewards from my work account, only had to spend $30 cash towards the room. It felt so nice to lay in a jacuzzi tub and lay in front of a fireplace. But I kept thinking how nice it would be to have someone to enjoy it with. Is it horribly unhealthy to lay in bed and close my eyes and pretend someone is holding me or rubbing my back and arms? Probably.",2.11241313269494,3.3553779813953533,3.502352941176472,92.47823529411764,76.16279069767441,5.989056087551299,25.205198358413128,6.2272716619740125,0.5959138166894666,786,27,179,5,17,258,127,215,0.157,0.725,0.118,-0.8999,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,11,10,0,1,16,0,23,6,4,2,0,33,39,18,0,6,8,1,6,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,5,11,0,2,4,3,7,3,1,3,1,1,10,9,28,7,27,16,3,22,0,1,2,2,9,11,0,3,8,126,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204430160965828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379079622574166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351456262247555,0.0,0.0,0.09976805633977008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853529895407733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372692141571337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962188632882222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337025122661461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470734747531545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765555964153886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752394046459732,0.0,0.0,0.13507719879132704,0.16162752781157794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679168569634936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471541736359437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327507314937886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621519194440394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912487200159943,0.15199098093622387,0.0,0.09020623029521667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187627985459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361026535176618,0.0,0.0,0.09124547764407852,0.0,0.2481804111812411,0.0,0.1390929785835066,0.1434075218118223,0.0,0.17271590761425368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524542726140864,0.15710434261662756,0.0,0.32968119079009384,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pbmn01,2019/04/16,"Used to love videogames, still love, but whenever I play them, I start to feel uneasy some sort of empty feeling, that just keeps growing, cold, sweat and loneliness. After sleeping and waking up(or sometimes listening to music) it just vanishes, whenever something happens it may cause me some sort of random anxiety and it just keeps building up and up and up. Can't feel empathy for people at all(most of the times), except for NPC's. Heck, I don't even talk to anyone else other than family. I love Pokémon btw :D",4.8844473684210525,7.145727800000002,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,71.0,8.539473684210527,29.769736842105264,9.188382445141503,2.9583947368421053,411,17,67,9,8,132,68,95,0.109,0.6859999999999999,0.205,0.8952,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,3,2,0,23,15,6,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,16,14,2,9,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,6,4,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392567348884612,0.0,0.0,0.14069123521884788,0.20616419200007916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669886694235415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808576334624328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132897803122961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896835883895053,0.0,0.30521460366535763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793000226755046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576907204592144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448016746894078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394941996860503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135606262112066,0.0,0.0,0.1549018660977442,0.19900257731209875,0.0,0.14241800491728154,0.0,0.16068716536235736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172557962330594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732760678248935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378148520332676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,bobsburglars,2019/04/17,"Feeling lost I feel sad and alone. There's no reason why. In fact, I shouldn't feel this way. But for some reason I can seem to shake it. What do you do? How do you make these feelings go away when they feel like they're going to overwhelm you?",0.022371794871791195,2.1562759807692338,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,87.26923076923076,3.466666666666667,14.435897435897436,3.1291,-1.5703564102564105,189,3,46,0,6,58,41,52,0.241,0.6859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8105,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,15,15,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,5,7,1,5,13,1,7,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062153300988215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827961460107453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587359578349583,0.16597502578136147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640744839452112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350362709307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536132367674125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508060965801354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777433423178368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115025022748265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441099260449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096397020098859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,plsgodwhy,2019/04/17,Anybody wanna chat? Send me some music recommendations! What song I’d stuck in your head rn?,1.1973529411764725,2.8321285882352996,2.7263235294117654,83.08595588235295,116.05882352941177,4.052941176470589,16.014705882352942,5.985473137389443,-0.0008705882352937344,74,2,13,1,4,24,17,17,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.3923,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Casper9909,2019/04/17,"I like her, but we've only talked once, help please So, I'm a sophomore in High school and the girl I like is a freshman. We go to a magnet school based around the different types of arts and a category for STEM subjects. Due to how the school is set up, we have 2 category for students, 1's and 2's, 1's are freshman and sophomores and 2's are juniors and seniors. then those two groups are split into 2 categories, the art side and stem side. Me and the girl I like are on the art side, although they don't seem to focus on what i'm good at(media arts). I have a total of 3 classes with her, the first is math, but she sits on the opposite side of class so I cant really start a conversation with her. The next class is basically every other subject, and that class is 2 and a half hours long, however we are split into 3 sections, and were in separate sections. However soon we'll be placed in new groups for a project we have twice a year called Confluence which is really stressful, and there's a slim chance we could be placed in a group together. The final class I have with her is coding/electronics, and that class only has people work alone and there's no real way to start a conversation with her. She's pretty quiet so I can't just hop into a conversation she's in, and i'm to nervous/anxious to properly start a conversation. So if any of you can help me it would be really appreciated, if you need any more info about my situation to give good advice, i can tell you any info within reason.",5.216237373737371,5.054042405844157,6.446320346320344,79.32241702741705,68.12337662337664,9.831457431457432,29.12409812409813,9.586721724236666,2.3560427128427124,1183,37,248,23,18,401,150,308,0.034,0.8390000000000001,0.127,0.9808,3,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,3,1,2,11,6,0,1,24,0,29,0,0,2,1,43,39,26,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,7,28,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,1,29,5,33,32,4,41,0,0,0,0,33,23,0,3,17,160,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221210423130049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943314373703466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549554238524928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112514392128902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761022826230886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977985060977787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056898099343922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052941709118005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690054958240475,0.0,0.10630098903734382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988438299866012,0.07102438050787417,0.2096409116760264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753198921920814,0.1320396175637321,0.0,0.0,0.12307209542625645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316479530877627,0.0,0.0,0.11059615177412917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266504088197416,0.0,0.12069858837827264,0.1329089768354395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309093819107973,0.0,0.19009344186118396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663974314093212,0.0,0.26113796198687844,0.13718155943373753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714129637495272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224532146573468,0.2401804954213487,0.1284918725314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794345426386757,0.0,0.11376967570294642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047359190664202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653671491527517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315482826170167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044763660006724,0.10923090245123783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207933519388373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991968350209373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098099287034696,0.0,0.0,0.08877641434188628,0.0,0.0,0.08047777196956384 lonely,probably_justin,2019/04/17,"Anyone here feeling lonely? If you have iMessage, drop your numb, lonely group chat.",4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,84.0,2.8000000000000003,21.285714285714285,3.1291,0.046114285714285774,67,2,9,0,2,19,13,14,0.475,0.45,0.075,-0.7906,0,4,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.810329530029674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859744471919298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Broken_Restless,2019/04/17,"Hey. 17 M looking for someone to talk to. I'm tired of being alone I'm not really good at talking about myself and what I'm interested in but here goes. I live in California. I'm 6ft tall. Um... I'm a nerd. I like things like marvel and dc, and other things like the walking dead, breaking bad, American horror story, and many more. I also enjoy video games and I like to draw on occasion. I am also fluent in speaking sarcasm. I'm just looking for a friend and maybe possibly something more like a relationship. But overall, just looking for someone that I can talk to and get to know better. Someone that I feel like I can connect with and talk about anything. I feel like I can say more but I can't seem to come up with the words to express what I truly out of a friendship or relationship. But, if you decide to try talking to me, I definitely warm up to people quick and will be less... Awkward. So if you are looking for the same thing I'm looking for, send me a pm. I look forward to talking to you and seeing if we are a match :) thanks for reading",1.102596618357488,3.3159121018518576,3.2596457326892114,88.41949275362322,83.07407407407408,5.423188405797101,24.206119162640906,6.7026698264267655,0.8796242351046706,818,32,168,9,23,278,116,216,0.112,0.638,0.25,0.9887,0,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,1,9,17,0,1,9,0,10,1,0,0,0,33,31,21,1,3,11,0,3,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,8,15,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,12,21,14,32,28,5,15,0,0,7,0,19,10,0,5,9,111,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454147765486373,0.0,0.16144039739189647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306349347269212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427913552004221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927158727289455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694927489760214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020747186959054,0.14422046299800628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798456102591607,0.0,0.0527360150910237,0.0,0.0,0.08466212768520476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055472965148874884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451929560479816,0.0,0.08913023197822144,0.0,0.5085757230983279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023354369317282,0.10140593442435544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997780097184865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379259310878047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096546105528796,0.0,0.06466356084249397,0.0,0.0,0.21673958699841764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027006486849554,0.0,0.0,0.0804346336645588,0.09189029692784584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565736900361574,0.07770711599731042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867815485550246,0.0,0.09293028314780122,0.0,0.0,0.201176456712696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601354994949505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853037521681808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,newbiiie,2019/04/17,"How do you make friends as an adult? I graduated about two years ago from University and I became so focused on school and getting a job that I had no time for friends and my social skills really suffered as a result of this. Now I'm in an awkward time where it feels like everyone is part of a friend circle and no one really wants new friends, how could someone like myself begin making friends?",10.711923076923078,6.9575412179487195,9.980769230769235,69.81423076923079,59.89743589743589,12.964102564102564,41.384615384615394,10.504223727775694,4.15066153846154,317,12,61,5,3,102,59,78,0.102,0.636,0.262,0.9416,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,5,0,12,11,9,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,6,7,9,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,9,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649627505739455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409566229571239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869608105692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926633376010552,0.12612360973896472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819902069398489,0.0,0.09223734896233657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519343010691424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250170138611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23568999249746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050802651558655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963129641704193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118076776529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261981841548589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867271944778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996514704568803,0.14958579977125602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588933518666092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245857471843454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041306718474236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368903531743277 lonely,mjmf_04,2019/04/17,"I feel lonely even though I have close family and ""friends"" I'm 15m, in school I spend lots of time with people and talking and actually enjoy being in school, but once I leave school I get home and feel this emptiness inside of me. I talk a lot with my family and spend time with them, and in school with my friends but I still feel lonely most of the time and as if something was missing from my life. My ""friends"" hang-out with other people and I very rarely (once every 1-2 months) get invited to hang out with them, the people **I** consider best friends have other best friends, and I've actually not had a full on conversation with a friend outside of school in the last 4-5 months. I've tried to have conversations with people but I always feel as if I'm carrying the whole thing and the other person is just not interested in talking or spending time with me at all. Along with all that, much like a post I saw earlier, I feel I have SO much love and care to give, but I simply have no one to give it to apart from my family. I know other people have it worse, but I just don't know what to do since I feel so lonely at times even though i'm not as lonely as I feel",3.8381967213114727,4.284389991803277,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,71.21311475409836,8.067213114754097,23.85655737704917,8.07648339933343,0.9953737704918032,914,21,205,12,16,300,110,244,0.112,0.7190000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9693,0,8,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,2,9,18,0,0,9,0,12,2,0,0,2,51,32,27,0,2,13,0,7,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,10,24,0,0,9,0,3,1,5,5,0,1,3,8,27,13,36,28,11,23,0,5,1,1,17,12,0,6,10,138,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.16459867705118744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017393978315066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700992891707204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598572149556688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114056806227932,0.0,0.07105634451854695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385121736883204,0.0,0.29849814294430044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909446549177065,0.0,0.0881236958968659,0.16180470290006407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459544042834212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269723362372463,0.06874473544267892,0.0,0.0892991782515815,0.0,0.0,0.059568698329159724,0.0412020934189274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339815016021634,0.0761161332830751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346316747047505,0.0,0.12399267700597047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796292325493232,0.0571479563528436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233828351131164,0.07363855579555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077015154052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267604330245889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976324462632309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492563239135461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735048512418891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335717952440646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560287969627554,0.0,0.16571851400891374,0.0,0.2458837088027902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057258307580514624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958566723440297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415763810204293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859451380348176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,skibberoonie15,2019/04/17,"I feel like shit Im 17 and currently in high school. I’ve never had many friends but I feel even more alone than I have in a long time. I don’t remember the last time a friend so much as texted me. It doesn’t matter if I’m feeling really down or whatever they still don’t text me. I only have one person I actually consider a friend and then a few acquaintances/school friends. I’m on break for school and it’s just making me realize more and more how lonely I am. Not only that it’s really starting to take a toll on me emotionally/mentally. I’ve started isolating myself all day barely moving. I’ve started (even more) just hating myself, for literally everything. I feel like there’s something wrong with me because I can’t seem to make or keep a friend for longer than maybe 6 months to a year (tops). I feel like I’m just a terrible person and deserve to have no friends and hate myself. The only people keeping me afloat are my boyfriend and my parents. I just wish I had someone who genuinely wants to have a friendship w me and spend time with me. It just all kinda, sucks",3.0072929292929267,4.656384254545458,4.355757575757576,85.60308080808079,74.63636363636364,7.7979797979797985,25.404040404040398,8.515128840125781,1.6695101010101008,856,29,176,16,18,283,121,220,0.17600000000000002,0.688,0.136,-0.8835,2,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,11,16,4,0,11,0,12,1,1,3,3,40,34,16,0,3,10,1,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,2,8,0,1,1,7,7,0,1,2,5,26,9,18,32,8,24,0,1,0,0,11,7,2,5,18,109,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.09995511877092074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608469371017924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062439261910550124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605769617194213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353056809192164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920558348584656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589538026274502,0.219524115983814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748145017350742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022532248019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822098561799667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064000068551776,0.0,0.0,0.1820857281043247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349262969971027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012369048453722,0.0,0.0,0.090645707488336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674319808512372,0.10384608794645896,0.1029028643474677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175718831115733,0.10886493501285173,0.07529649070631328,0.0,0.07899891943122442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940797905669033,0.23370371730823575,0.0,0.0,0.113734361560664,0.0,0.0,0.07101079637614123,0.1788726549332929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131236217433863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160311497706334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31098833016576505,0.0,0.09324675930744723,0.0,0.0,0.10514104487987566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678705630262311,0.07885420968404036,0.0,0.0,0.2174975583982372,0.0,0.08179926911288461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701323672199975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918006942114784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060414788664912324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778734085985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198912477873367,0.0,0.06596038343327365 lonely,GloinKing,2019/04/17,"Born sad I was born with an endorphins deficiency, grew up with a drunk abusive father. I've been shot, stabbed and ran over so many times it all kinda blurs together. Now I'm a 28m who lives with his mom and has no job. I'm a loser by definition, everyday is just like walking down a rocky road without shoes. And the dreams during sleep is even worse. Because I suffer from depression I have no friends cause I'm just sad or meh all the time. However somehow I still have hope. It's just a flicker but its kept me alive. I know no one wants to hear about my problems but it does feel good to unload a bit.",1.20948717948718,3.3593105714285727,2.705873015873017,92.92587912087916,82.17460317460319,6.099145299145299,22.390720390720396,7.321109707123232,0.7165855921855919,476,16,106,7,13,155,93,126,0.224,0.665,0.111,-0.8765,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,9,0,7,3,2,1,2,25,17,7,0,3,7,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,2,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,2,8,4,12,13,3,14,0,5,0,0,6,4,0,5,8,61,13,1,0.0,0.25748903780681903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132476447450794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372574994450256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324782801891346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187177669603095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017847290023351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353801902533211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988368144102696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790113694300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227797024639295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449357903277378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215848109015502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215656880410972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194335621765015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617172905345572,0.0,0.19189782039247671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032869050434928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545229273870302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726187031714125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794619252322996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747726198780845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355228496567826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534424476371497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818115286634668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948902939039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214679680499606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ahmuh1306,2019/04/17,"16M. Extremely lonely. Looking for friendship. Basically what the title says. More about me: Gender: Male Age: 16. From: South Africa. Looking for (Friends, Gaming buddies, Someone to meet up with IRL): Friends I guess? Someone to talk to, share interests with, etc. WARNING: I'm very social and will chat for hours on end. Also, I tend to get attached really easily so I'm looking for a long term friendship. Contact (Gaming IDs, Social Medias, or prefer to talk on Reddit): Reddit, Discord (PM for username). Interests: Horse riding, gaming, volunteering on ambulances, technology, music (mostly pop and EDM), history, astronomy, among others. Dislikes: Nothing in particular is coming to mind. Kids/Pets/Partner: I have a few pets, no kids (duh, I'm 16) and no partner unfortunately :( Interesting fact about yourself?: Because I'm so lonely, whenever I meet someone, they instantly become the most valuable thing to me. This has its pros and cons, being that I'm extremely loyal and wouldn't betray them or intentionally hurt them, ever (pro), but I can appear rather clingy at times (con). So yeah, if anyone's interested, hit me up! I don't bite 😅",3.7331658291457295,6.926757030150758,5.006862311557786,73.34353969849249,81.71356783919596,7.0030954773869345,28.06050251256282,8.109356740369918,2.724957226130653,895,40,133,19,25,295,137,199,0.091,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.8643,0,4,0,0,1,0,70.0,0,0,3,0,8,12,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,1,2,23,22,13,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,6,8,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,4,12,9,25,18,6,19,0,3,3,0,21,9,0,7,7,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133658219694744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483510502504116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100114540021962,0.181381770634921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147166104692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546114995282322,0.0,0.1831625266750036,0.0,0.1485575983878385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537710727857066,0.0,0.0858046448427456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809204922744952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617358211300647,0.0,0.17581416922539067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453404962275301,0.413741531482555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582789556069275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758540667652893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052114738434584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060418758712306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348284767514977,0.4174607108926672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264007546630595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910870170452094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576522678364348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550892078292362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,RETALI4T3,2019/04/17,I miss my friends... I actually do have friends so I guess im not lonely but im not close to them. I got kicked from my old friend group and I miss them so much I dream about being back with them or starting to build a friendship again. One of my friends became popular in school so they didn’t talk to me and just recently they started talking to one of the people in my group. The person they were talking to was my best friend and we actually used to be in a small group with one more person and disbanded after a couple of years but i stayed with my best friend. Now I was kicked from the friend group and my “best friend” doest even make time for me and I only have “friends” to talk to who I don’t have as great of a connection to. I honestly feel really lonely and every day when I come home from school there is nothing I find joy in my mind is constantly wanting to be with them again or to talk to my best friend and the other person or to just move on. I feel different emotions each day and I have been kept awake from me hating this.,4.050622542595018,4.388994389908259,4.664508519003935,89.35477064220186,70.69724770642202,8.06343381389253,25.204456094364357,7.957251820313856,1.0755612057667099,819,21,186,10,14,262,104,218,0.044,0.642,0.314,0.9976,1,5,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,7,4,13,23,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,0,35,30,19,0,1,9,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,17,0,1,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,3,7,2,35,18,34,20,7,25,0,4,0,0,31,7,0,4,15,134,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.1618466851488641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376460399038207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34810085654278955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143299028499933,0.0,0.08961302419362269,0.0,0.0,0.09175550744170764,0.0,0.106960196590852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663951560980973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328004530779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054771521978712184,0.0,0.06986832473474926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385926619325645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579242033928749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406804883312287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632311144328792,0.09142567539450293,0.09135180623004284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187178004830639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318105502012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791475771927008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055353426615031766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373113289904383,0.0,0.0,0.08813670113862375,0.060959796626765574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795692702049218,0.0,0.0870163806600872,0.0,0.16857742962047062,0.06306859254834064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490112285289836,0.2172220889288184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312420970612049,0.0,0.08187894396221729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785010104605885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173902156873732,0.08838756767512895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332619475531219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048354535910959284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162102166204105,0.0,0.0,0.04891161853248609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340131421528126 lonely,golden-Egg,2019/04/17,"Ghostly imprint of someone’s touch It’s rare that I get to feel someone’s touch. Even rarer that I get to feel touch from men. So when it happens I tend to relish in the feeling of it, soak in as much of the moment as I possibly can, and preserve it for as long as I possibly can. Later, even much later, if I concentrate I can almost relive the physical sensation of someone’s body part against mine, the warmth, the shape, the pressure. I can still feel his hand placed comfortingly on my back as I was walking out the door.",5.754559748427672,5.4336750849056585,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,67.01886792452831,9.330817610062894,33.704402515723274,8.841846274778883,2.693772327044025,413,17,83,6,6,136,61,106,0.022,0.875,0.103,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,5,2,2,0,0,8,13,9,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,12,1,19,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947928660006733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550064209814975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210183857574142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499597305676858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827069036244277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772219118333326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732908438506966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745621075902525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27820103933225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049098371750797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769753693132674,0.0,0.0,0.4266405190279763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809835565540986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111356100633908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,QuebeC_AUS,2019/04/17,"Feel numb to the point where i cant even cry anymore 17m isn't this the age your meant to enjoy your life and look forward to the future and whats to come? No i just dread it more and more each day. Im so sick of the endless cycle, day in and out nothing but wishful thinking and fantasies about the simplest thing like getting a hug or just holding someones hand it psychically hurts in my gut when i see other people doing that sorta stuff or even just whenever i feel like dog shit which is most of the time now, including as i type right now. I used to regularly cry myself to sleep but now I don't even have the energy for it anymore and i just feel numb and crave companionship until i fall alseep. I wish i could sleep forever, dreams are so much more fulfilling. I had one dream where i practically lived out an entire life with someone i was so fucking devastated when I woke up, it felt like my closest friend just died.",5.552337662337664,5.436603185185188,6.032602212602214,82.4145021645022,67.4126984126984,8.98912938912939,29.880230880230883,8.575989854853784,2.004149206349207,738,24,154,10,11,239,120,189,0.14400000000000002,0.664,0.192,0.8635,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,19,12,2,1,9,0,10,12,5,1,0,34,25,18,1,3,9,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,6,3,0,3,4,6,0,1,5,7,20,6,18,19,6,24,0,1,2,2,4,11,2,4,15,105,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768350820567054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022859037822045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114365799149078,0.0,0.3066257371559492,0.18002429425659872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485330395151946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765572120429544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171481113295398,0.0997099917760371,0.13401064101787782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783268583265396,0.12903171179981687,0.07292040979094114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941430374154474,0.0,0.1507612980334305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971671228115053,0.20456292753783684,0.0,0.12324429575111813,0.0,0.11720500709696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260119853498716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392273172372593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457734048833466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967613862050165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319402925293623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191933991526166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112205091355529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326826016330702,0.0,0.0,0.2793448298761361,0.0,0.2365171579829269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977611037550438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272518119074637,0.08943185714970271,0.0,0.0,0.08138533285213052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054506526354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210009452261659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mbee711,2019/04/17,"Im not sure what to do Im in grade 11, I have a busy semester with university level Physics, chemistry and math. I can’t stay on top of everything. I don’t want to fail, I don’t think I will be able to handle or accept failure, but I know it’s inevitable. It’s a weird combination that I handle by either having an anxiety attack over or I sit emotionless and think to myself how pointless it all is. I don’t really feel like I have anyone I can rely on. I am alone and I’m struggling because of my own actions. I have clinical depression, anxiety, and my ADHD is acting up really bad. I can’t focus on anything. Im scatterbrained. I can’t sit still. A week ago, when I was trying to do a lab report for chemistry, I stood up and sat down at least fifteen times after pacing around my living room. I was pinching my arm (a stress response) and my breathing was fucked, I couldn’t focus on anything. I will go into week long depressive episodes. Which is making everything worse. If I can’t handle this high school semester, then what the hell am I gonna do when I have to face bigger problems in life as an adult?",2.2505895196506533,4.030481253275109,4.282486899563319,84.75298799126641,77.07860262008735,7.200087336244542,24.550436681222703,8.07648339933343,1.492846113537118,873,30,176,15,20,299,134,229,0.256,0.71,0.034,-0.9951,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,3,2,8,0,28,6,3,2,2,27,40,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,11,0,0,5,1,29,3,26,30,4,34,1,3,0,1,1,18,2,3,11,119,37,5,0.14022600515175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852440814975886,0.0,0.12430189281402496,0.0,0.0,0.14523185138675693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454502025127373,0.0,0.0,0.09804928321912362,0.0,0.2307881084198475,0.12483087422457642,0.0,0.15952732454350302,0.0,0.0,0.1170828570575658,0.08548047120978472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155290552405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520521832107748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090248152475323,0.10017748609889318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963668219105218,0.0,0.0,0.07969367023729823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815647338474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544044454015699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706454520455426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099045774414331,0.06850734302803492,0.0,0.12382213160850605,0.12409560190425713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360194731157036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417734899457234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966473918457532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419162035226963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946226382810054,0.11198466885150536,0.0,0.16062841512711673,0.14659466691449474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321613503489224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797023240466386,0.0,0.0,0.08176691127164924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952042528213161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270893096902028,0.0,0.22496168606099076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290227909240874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,BackIn2001,2019/04/17,"I'm 17 and my life feels stale Sorry if this is big but.. I'm a 17 yo male and my life seems... stale. As many of you, I also don't have many friends. I have 1 friend who I can really trust but we aren't even in the same school. On my school, basically who was my ""friend"" on other classes in the last years stopped talking to me, with exceptions of course, but we don't talk daily and I mostly need to start the conversations, and when we talk it's when we're going home by foot. This year, I'm glad to say that I found a group. During the breaks I have this group of 3 to 4 colleagues who talk to me, about diverse subjects. But to say the truth, I only talk with 1 of them ouside school. We hanged out a couple of times already so, as long as we stay in the same class I think I can call him a friend. He's also introverted like me but he stays to much time playing video games when he's home, and because of that he barely talks to me online, only giving the basic answers and the laughting emojis most of the time. I'm that type of person who likes to be nice to every one so that's just who I am in my class. Nobody hates me there but nobody loves me either. I'm always that guy who's there when you need your answers for the exam or for your homework. Other than that, I pretty much talk to nobody who's from my class, excluding a guy who sends me some memes online and sits next to me. My teachers are cool tho. The only problem is that we only talk during classes but I love most of my teachers. Really nice persons when you know them better. I'm a pretty introverted guy. I don't like to do most of the stuff teens my age, older, or even younger like to do. I don't know why but at least who I know likes to hang out to random places that not even my parents would let me go, sometimes at night. I don't like to drink, smoke, I hate social media (besides Reddit of course, which is basically the social media for introverted people), I don't like to hang out just because, I don't like to use swear words, I don't like rap (even tho that's subjective every teenager nowadays seems to listen to rap). No. I love to read, I love to play video games, I love listening to good rock music, I'm currently learning to play the guitar, I love photography, I love to travel, I love to watch movies and shows... Yes, I like to stay at home but I also like to go out. The problem is that I have no one to do these things with. I would love to have someone to discuss the latest book I've read with, I would love to do a splitscreen party with Mario Kart at home, I would love to share my music taste with someone else who loves rock, I would love to have someone who also plays the guitar or even someone who sings while I play the guitar, I would love to have someone who loves photography just like me and we could take pictures together and create amazing memories while travelling, I would love to have someone to watch the latest Game of Thrones season with... Basically I want someone who I can literally love. I know it's impossible to find the ""Perfect friend"" but at least someone who enjoys some of the same stuff I enjoy. Yes, my friends enjoy video games, but they don't like to go out, they don't like photography, they don't like to watch shows, they don't like to read, etc.. And oh gosh, I really want to find a girl like this. Most people think males only want girls because of one thing. But it's not the truth. Well, at least for some. I really want a girl I can love with all my heart. Someone who cares for me, who loves me from what I am. Someone I can be myself with without changing my personallity completely. And I really want to love someone. I want to know what loving someone is besides your family. And *want * to feel love, and feel loved, while doing this stuff I like with that person, and also doing stuff that the other person likes to do. I need someone to hug and to hug me and tell me everything is gonna be alright. Right now my life feels empty. I don't feel anxious or depressed anymore, because I learned to ignore those feelings. I don't care if you don't like me, because if you don't care about me, why should I care about you? I don't wish to end my life or anything like that, I'm just looking for someone to share it with, besides my family, which I thank them for being so supportive. Without them I would probably be a lot more depressive. I'm sorry for this guys. This post got out of control and I mostly said non-sense. I tried to make it clear but I highly doubt I could. I just needed to vent.",3.2656960469075083,4.308069036441587,4.292862209192362,88.72275085114433,72.9978563772776,6.945898745350231,23.58125275833806,7.1686216300943375,0.7219655255028048,3533,92,765,34,68,1149,307,933,0.059,0.633,0.308,0.9998,2,0,2,0,0,1,121.0,7,9,8,3,32,90,2,1,33,4,65,33,2,3,5,147,148,60,0,28,32,1,6,21,6,10,4,5,5,13,57,42,2,3,22,29,0,10,24,8,1,3,4,17,120,81,119,126,22,65,0,2,4,25,119,22,0,22,48,494,177,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033102302466273964,0.1199424685594138,0.024959806757760616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388793558151111,0.029748844078532868,0.0,0.0,0.02468487594241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142909666187007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026529802261910398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030630167838678838,0.0,0.12233527141774014,0.0,0.03173272108432273,0.0,0.031451157458681184,0.0,0.03364405106434895,0.047900134851471037,0.033190976635394935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167253674564741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02938552199500442,0.0,0.0,0.025058543720644026,0.0,0.026568331706195696,0.0,0.03345444997805039,0.09906328006716017,0.0,0.05054732949514798,0.0,0.026959261099598883,0.0,0.05655677670875507,0.0,0.09100394153397336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483320887783226,0.0,0.0,0.0328900300922629,0.13905308822447385,0.0,0.0,0.02877574017763908,0.06819167163066447,0.02515995934624839,0.023991244816550884,0.0,0.0,0.11880650729661107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923141649906739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035546446656561884,0.0,0.03169335015229841,0.12035726380499187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242750248086743,0.02445146043623781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030673841656530993,0.08475073246288861,0.30775416274931244,0.0,0.0,0.026546294425476985,0.0251898238868203,0.0,0.0,0.02550227426648442,0.6226871631631332,0.0,0.020023150006943883,0.06082425526692267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410231585984783,0.08896922429003266,0.0,0.0,0.03190202167312488,0.02815003938201973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609799856574565,0.11406989291782288,0.0,0.0,0.03330798481187368,0.0,0.0,0.04159211859494185,0.10476847264139788,0.0313403545845358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02872871867357541,0.06103522108254478,0.032341709622447035,0.05740592506071246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001499129475107,0.0,0.0960838456617908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025617171207045264,0.028533901636615032,0.04770944515643221,0.0,0.0910753305834162,0.0,0.05461606501588842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061156082142202035,0.3558276213925377,0.0,0.0296676808601799,0.06715810147636077,0.021231945714969197,0.09591804705875637,0.0,0.02507873444726217,0.0,0.0,0.13735700142402407,0.0,0.03404010339637796,0.0,0.0,0.02255392023879598,0.1928828439509924,0.02621859486352772,0.027617096451057324,0.0,0.0,0.039857187707621436,0.03844157834670925,0.0,0.0,0.05247426502400301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02036591214491305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0259076727148846,0.0,0.0,0.1238505571188434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026970797165865416,0.0,0.05413503609524988,0.0,0.034494931052989994,0.05783184282579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047138044881815,0.0,0.0,0.038634013844778055 lonely,jnbarnes14,2019/04/17,"Socialising with girls is hard. As a 17 year old guy, I find it very difficult to get a girlfriend or at least talk and be friends with girls. I'm kinda shy and sometimes I can be self conscious. I always think that the worst will happen when I try to communicate and socialise with girls. I don't feel like I have anything in common with girls. I don't do much and girls would probably find me boring. Not victimising myself or anything but it always seems like the guys have to get the girls which is why I think I'll be terrible at trying to do so. Think of marriage proposal for example. When have you ever seen a girl propose to a guy. I know it's probably happened before but I've never seen it. I know I'm 17 and I've got my whole life to sort it out but most of the people I know form college/school are together with someone. Sometimes I feel I just want a bit if intimacy too :(",1.6439890710382483,3.748074737704922,3.3990437158469966,88.80107923497269,80.31147540983606,6.471038251366121,23.281420765027317,7.594959193182576,1.0443748633879777,699,24,148,11,18,233,105,183,0.122,0.846,0.032,-0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,0,2,38,35,15,0,3,8,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,11,7,11,0,0,12,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,5,17,3,19,27,7,11,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,7,9,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951321276215052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709528752942628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224254388406013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400751352755475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193167979406109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339157479608155,0.09423388534841863,0.0,0.0,0.24111993261102785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191047830382463,0.0,0.13783119250944856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054975160456105,0.0,0.0,0.39182391865303895,0.2332886066483405,0.0,0.1181621335958366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747675450944146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316931891454726,0.12888550830783838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696630605559746,0.0,0.10173426846023403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841347028430978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144721819131592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844345973646819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349621529371122,0.0,0.1200825392642163,0.13760703607217173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176377788877384,0.0,0.2609174022869938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060212854743412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535606880422968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911143500225815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883650984983856,0.0778017518879528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190249168552603,0.14726867060439786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370244922540293,0.0,0.0,0.08494333092470542 lonely,WellKnownAlias,2019/04/17,"In sort of a weird place The title sort of sums it up fairly well. I'm not necessarily depressed, but I'm not exactly alright either. I don't have any legitimate friends. I have two people who I play games with sometimes, who fairly clearly don't actually like me much outside of that, and I feel pretty much the same. I have no girlfriend, and no job. I'm in college, but I'm basically just existing at that. My mom has cancer, the completely incurable, but relatively treatable kind. In general, I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm intelligent. Not Stephen Hawking intelligent, but not generic ""smart"" either. Despite that, I'm clearly not successful at 24 years old because frankly I don't actually know what I want, or even who I am in any meaningful way. This post is more of a mini rant to vent how I'm feeling at the moment more than anything else, but I wish I didn't need that and actually had someone to talk to about it. Thanks for listening, Reddit.",4.9414075286415695,6.047980702127662,6.3691489361702125,75.15653846153847,69.1063829787234,9.401636661211127,34.14238952536825,9.661875296680813,3.3580224222585926,764,37,143,17,13,260,110,188,0.12,0.655,0.225,0.9706,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,6,1,13,1,0,1,3,35,29,10,0,3,15,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,12,4,0,0,5,2,0,0,12,2,1,1,2,3,13,9,20,27,7,14,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,4,93,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.4816826941425879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377675539475608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317295578347984,0.0,0.0,0.13539699761239438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029805465750104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251017591799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417124062259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744657223430162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867278187679012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638609653588654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711812351717314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632740460281432,0.0,0.0,0.17133625316750156,0.18084654559548274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038272529643586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269957017932185,0.0,0.0,0.2419020119487921,0.12199945704481938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265016222950197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406676693920804,0.0,0.17190242011962042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757754921382275,0.16738965394160887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940864530196082,0.0,0.16272777404113745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322457424073437,0.0,0.15148028092050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072525807241647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704608270859304,0.13059898207494378,0.0,0.0,0.1479353174789977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892053299484472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595413751523508 lonely,hilmer655,2019/04/17,"I’m tired of being the only fried without someone I have yet to find someone to hold me, someone to tell me it’s all going to be alright. Falling asleep in someone’s arms after a long day and just appreciating what we have now. I’m tired of not being able to muster up the courage to talk to males. I can’t get past looking at someone for an awkward amount of time and hoping they will make a move. Im 17 and a simple hug is all I want right now.",3.6481786941580765,3.585012185567013,5.0696391752577314,87.51036941580757,71.47422680412372,6.879037800687286,28.537800687285234,5.46131890053228,0.968891408934708,350,12,79,1,6,118,67,97,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,1,8,5,2,1,2,14,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,16,12,3,15,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,1,8,49,9,0,0.16542594506009034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668604921677716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119631684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642822858980598,0.0,0.09401537682004928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430528955789178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868840789959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639675572727254,0.13891613026158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042310288112572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582159971990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258138855967774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791778289570518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127285320930966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7008243321096618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296310841587305,0.1445895674261973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646119888474916,0.3802655774139643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757250843488703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946470779931132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Flymoolah,2019/04/17,"Wish I had someone to cuddle I wish I had someone to hug, to lay in bed with, to talk to, to listen too, I wish I had someone that comforts me as much as I comfort them. I he guess I'm wishing for a gf because I'm also a pretty horny guy, but I'm only 16 and I seen a trend where there's a lot of lonley 16 year Olds. But above all, I wish I had someone that makes me feel not alone",0.27433386837881457,1.0311716179775274,3.0247512038523285,96.02213483146069,80.0112359550562,5.085714285714285,21.703049759229536,3.1291,-0.33894670947030514,290,8,75,0,7,103,53,89,0.0,0.747,0.253,0.9394,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,15,17,6,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,13,3,12,12,3,4,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021080591736307,0.0,0.10826175759954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252518744392152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845119704253183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913415707772304,0.13404552875096076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150935556035973,0.0,0.0,0.09036588284645776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951842509461288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205646409461584,0.0,0.0,0.10296108830174287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772812059891054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588214447083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088117283839104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7783902376124937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717900949088726 lonely,Ithinkimokayy,2019/04/17,"The present One thing I’ve learned is to take the present for what it is. Whenever you look back, all you’ll have to remember the present by is memories. I wish I would have known I was in the good times before I left them.",3.9405673758865234,4.2037084468085135,4.07744680851064,93.73333333333336,70.91489361702128,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,1.9195730496453904,175,7,43,3,3,54,33,47,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,1,5,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,5,29,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890542558957563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865112264936937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824122491126275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36583105832732415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274746873502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281600785250071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814212227875368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531603192711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369189609783585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633544185582444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871942290364837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391856307245175,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,LewdLauryn,2019/04/17,"Feeling unhuman Hey, I'm not really good at talking about myself so I'm sorry in advance I'm a 20yo female from Northern California. I'm having a hard time connecting with people (guys mainly) after they find out I like to take sexy pictures of myself (it really helps get me out my comfort zone and builds my confidence). Girls see it as body positivity, but guys just think I am just here to please them and I'm really sick of it. I don't want to give up something that I love just for a guy to have a real conversation with me. I'm debating on starting a 2nd job just to be able to meet more people. The only way I'm meeting people right now is online or a dating app. I just feel so disconnected from people and that's it's impossible for me to find someone to be close with because I'm afraid they just want me for sex. I'm wanting advice on how to properly put myself out there so I can get something meaningful, or just someone I can be myself with.",3.23549915397631,4.540505680203047,5.2852994923857874,80.56151945854485,73.41624365482231,8.095972927241963,25.82368866328257,8.648137234880735,1.8355126226734348,757,25,151,14,15,263,113,197,0.062,0.8190000000000001,0.119,0.8977,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,15,5,0,1,7,0,10,4,1,1,0,33,32,11,0,3,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,20,4,31,29,2,18,0,0,1,2,15,10,0,2,6,97,26,1,0.13826303248882787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510903515187908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428386129411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357905992559442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981988713129795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527398136975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444734557583873,0.13263449942731456,0.0,0.11596847180648373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107064195408248,0.0,0.0,0.12385651948273232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267479621762027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720472540926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675483337385087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478778497036408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515526657861367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834167111536813,0.0,0.0,0.1517712900633232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899253615709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737360060230718,0.2657245171188898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807587428908428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017773591843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429963749456925,0.21288327466100487,0.0,0.15477414511004808,0.09786328603151513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395659338489747,0.1111305882039333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885933684022789,0.0,0.0,0.08062228612608946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446533565006767,0.1097467595752065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,lastcallcarrot,2019/04/17,"Long time listener, first time caller? Title kind of explains it, as I've dipped in and out of this subreddit on and off over the past year whenever I've felt things get a bit overwhelming. Now though, with things the way they are I feel compelled to post for the first time. If you were to take a look at me from across a room, and then gotten to really know the state that I was in, it would be hard to reconcile the venn diagram of those two versions of me. I present and project a very different persona then how I really am. For a while, this really helped me to protect the hurt and pain I felt, but now it's starting to feel like a prison. Now, because I can't keep up this facade anymore , as well as me coming to terms with a pretty bad gaming addiction to cope with serious existential issues, I feel like I'm losing a war with myself. And because I've been mending the wounds of this war for the better part of a decade, I've been pretty detached from others for longer than I care to admit. I miss people. I miss love. I miss being needed and cared for. I just want to be wanted and to want in return. I'm lonely. I'm fortunate to be an introvert, so I dont mind being by myself at all. I feel invigorated by my own company. But to move through life completely alone is not living at all. At least not anymore. I'm like a mindless zombie whose soul is trapped inside a rotting carcass, mindlessly chasing base hungers because the impulse is so strong. I dont really know what to do now that my inner compass has found to be faulty. I just know that I want to connect somehow in a meaningful way.",4.2311636363636405,5.0101866184615425,5.311671328671331,83.29237412587413,70.50769230769231,8.493706293706294,28.003496503496503,8.710501217029153,1.9755230769230767,1261,43,257,21,22,417,176,325,0.152,0.675,0.173,0.8235,1,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,5,12,23,2,1,22,0,21,6,0,2,2,48,56,21,2,7,7,0,7,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,16,14,1,2,14,1,0,2,5,12,1,3,8,9,27,11,54,41,8,41,1,7,1,1,10,16,0,2,22,176,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467477988778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894716206837833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086443469449009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783090542108553,0.19237215517772369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303375373008163,0.11484239243676365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450045879009827,0.0,0.0,0.09061357230161864,0.11029178463715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990322511439556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656842301321302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275289330731115,0.15029833620387273,0.202001584995036,0.0,0.0,0.17895248073723002,0.0,0.11533757129323664,0.0,0.0,0.054958465403850194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423134797047822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050796362555016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261018508483712,0.0,0.0,0.10979309237667748,0.0,0.09349946083794476,0.0,0.10954125479456092,0.17343227568794942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430020298075002,0.15417445689389372,0.0,0.09288644130879738,0.09309158785445933,0.08833476589289188,0.11768291318471892,0.0,0.0,0.09493986458780623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621390809166822,0.0,0.0,0.11180242223078192,0.0,0.07799851672885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193167819955144,0.0,0.0,0.11391265825951935,0.10041764304943764,0.07292687069947901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074483449488593,0.21403611195425712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695546916328813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744554214673844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909127404830321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976974833650624,0.0,0.10335058154614074,0.0,0.18401486001345688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275727477955368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867943961356659,0.2481798096145688,0.16699298726225692,0.0,0.0,0.09458021875404744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472536107757048,0.0,0.0,0.06774018317505592 lonely,eeilmkb,2019/04/17,I don't have a single genuine memory to look fondly back since birth. I'm twenty-one.,0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.55555555555556,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,0.06368888888888824,68,1,13,1,2,24,17,18,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463613135085069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966745503980455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5877659364139344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,goodbrain_nicebrain,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else find it hard to be motivated to do anything when you're alone? I have depression, but being so alone seems to exacerbate the apathy of it tons. When I lay in bed during the weekend and think of getting up to do something, I've finally been catching on that the reason I can't find the motivation is a small voice inside that says, ""Why, there's no one to do it for?"" No one to do chores for, no one to crochet for (I've been trying to get myself to learn as a hobby), no one to watch TV with or discuss shows with. So why? I admire those who are self-motivated, but I seem to lack that almost completely. When someone is around, I get a burst of energy and want to vacuum or whatever. But of course if someone is around it's because they want to hang out, not watch me vacuum, so THAT never works out, haha. Even when I do manage to get up during the weekend, after a while I can't figure out what to do with myself. So back to bed I go. It's been a vicious battle. And now it's starting to affect my after-work life too (I work the stereotypical routine of Monday-Friday). I used to come home, full of the energy of being around people all day, and get tons done. But now the pressing loneliness is squashing even that. My chores are piling up, not that they aren't never ending anyway. But rather than tackle them at least, I want to go to bed (after I binge on reddit for a bit!). I'm 38, had a boyfriend once for a short while, see a friend once or twice a month, I'm close with my parents but they're going through a continuing crisis (so I try not to burden them with my petty trials) and they live hundreds of miles away, my cat died, and I live alone. I feel lucky in a lot of ways--with those who are in my life, if distantly; with work; with being able to financially survive ok--but I'm worried that's not enough. What is life without personal connections and one-on-one interactions? There just seems to be no point otherwise.",4.1644491689215295,4.662976994974876,5.441306532663318,83.31578275995366,70.5075376884422,8.334132199458834,25.357943563973716,8.384062270229773,1.4448481638964057,1516,40,318,22,26,508,188,398,0.154,0.779,0.067,-0.9876,1,3,1,0,0,1,64.0,0,0,5,6,23,8,2,0,20,1,28,3,0,5,3,64,51,30,1,7,18,1,3,0,1,0,3,2,8,1,19,22,0,0,12,4,0,6,15,4,0,5,5,8,30,4,66,41,9,49,0,1,3,0,13,22,0,11,21,227,49,7,0.09262430863005792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274986553934188,0.28779254913246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476507021658183,0.09490455002587987,0.07622191389996946,0.2473658165236381,0.0,0.0,0.08702358696373058,0.07122237597915096,0.0,0.056462918833132626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112175553841213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978764036801123,0.09711482534739868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597350164485191,0.0,0.0797771812993399,0.0,0.09612940886559466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105615666636476,0.09478682620162823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737572456872446,0.0,0.08203764509489513,0.09570567085324784,0.0,0.12235496457898708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683363349243648,0.0,0.0,0.10146540266379052,0.16931388011407725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156131108305089,0.0,0.2419618916592397,0.0,0.15792158736747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297318726421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290973368045563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626986523493756,0.0,0.0,0.16357792295268156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874587492065377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393183946106233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287515384600447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972837315211945,0.3138231433183791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028483333857742,0.0,0.0,0.06421403311599211,0.08087597360963482,0.0,0.0,0.08755991047774916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523321582851768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365856789015128,0.0,0.0,0.07380958186849157,0.2529650755531806,0.09662735451225653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696055225001124,0.07130671799771063,0.0,0.0,0.06555996238305517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934991696447976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577165108101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079997663493593,0.0,0.0,0.16389665112928387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715806349804746,0.0,0.0,0.0892865282132144,0.0,0.2697263993314949,0.09406448150475873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,hifuckoff,2019/04/17,"Idk I just feel so alone, all I want is someone to love and be close to. Ive always been shy and socially awkward for as long as I can remember. I can't hold a conversation to save my life. I have nothing to talk about because I don't get out much because of social anxiety so it makes me depressed. I don't know what to do",1.2038497652582194,2.5681927887323965,3.6503521126760567,89.96782863849769,78.85915492957747,6.986854460093897,25.91784037558686,7.793537801064563,1.3031107981220655,252,10,59,4,6,88,52,71,0.17600000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.125,-0.1661,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,10,2,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,11,14,2,3,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544780716513794,0.0,0.0,0.20444768303315985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796497639679874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29956108483928384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116268470469772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423670566360373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128371625578581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503399336361965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354993024949364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744272466041295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217599174174398,0.0,0.16401115063409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062271838580998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23576223477880995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783378281299588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009341385814716,0.20818651550739264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748976286828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492419576262858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,_heretostay,2019/04/18,"I pushed everyone away and now I’m lonely Final year of high school, I decided to put aside all relationships and focus on my academics. It worked, and I got into all the programs I applied to. But now I realize how distant I’ve been with everybody. I have no close friends anymore. I have no one to hang out with Saturday nights. I’m usually (if not always) left out by my friends. I don’t really say anything when this happens, and I make up an excuse like “oh I gotta study for this midterm” but to be honest, I miss fooling around with them. I miss all of my friends. Also, they’re in relationships too, so that also contributed to the separation between us. I don’t really know what to do. I’m literally so bored right now which is why I’m posting this. I even miss having a crush too. Hell, I don’t even know who I’m going to take to prom. Now, I just spend my nights sitting down at my desk doing homework. I know it’s not too late to change this, but I’m also naturally quiet, I’m not very outgoing or anything. I went into my senior year with the mindset of “I’m gonna start fresh when I get to uni” but now I regret pushing everybody away. What to do? I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere",1.3372133333333345,3.278901648000005,3.5765,87.97408333333334,80.52,6.726666666666668,24.016666666666666,7.793537801064563,1.2399066666666665,932,34,201,16,24,320,137,250,0.132,0.767,0.102,-0.752,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,1,22,14,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,3,36,38,18,0,2,10,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,11,14,0,0,6,0,1,6,9,8,0,1,3,3,30,6,34,32,3,43,1,5,0,0,10,18,1,2,19,131,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474128470766105,0.10916180258956268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301066741455752,0.0,0.0,0.2159187834045294,0.11678821182961965,0.0,0.0,0.24651738671068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878316720378647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330144143369355,0.0,0.0,0.12535906021114246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633434303008598,0.09372320381277063,0.0,0.14371382965775362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30407458506283197,0.0,0.06854212208038311,0.0,0.07455912889313915,0.0,0.1049257935351566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601217304825165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386109782941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162981831011843,0.0,0.14798967892844664,0.0,0.14253990298453145,0.0,0.0,0.1281870392904349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757131693736378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462285923710536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889872720647707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564515210122126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188365061986007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680892146958185,0.0,0.0,0.28170105773172066,0.0,0.11203678831916557,0.0,0.10432871304591954,0.0,0.13277275947972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285798921536696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863964944210496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780717080302836,0.0,0.144488856404016,0.10824669233590307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161579592252535,0.118379885324455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550894391108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896599534989645 lonely,juravenator99,2019/04/18,"When I go on vacations, my depression gets unbearable. I always come back and have thoughts of killing my self the entire trip. I was depressed before, but didn’t think about killing my self. I get here, 21 years old. With my family in California on vacation. Never had a gf, barely have had any friends. I’ve been depressed on vacations ever since I was about 15. Always depressed when my parents would take me on vacation and make me go. I see everyone happy, I feel like I look sad 90% of the time on vacation and people can see it in my face. Most people look happy, and I’m miserable. I never want to go on vacation again. I don’t have fun, I only have a bunch of sadness. I hate my mom for making me go. I’m so sad, it’s over Sunday, I just want this to end. I HATE going on trips.",0.9826688453159028,3.12565153703704,3.2770878721859127,88.54042483660133,83.01234567901236,6.774727668845316,21.875090777051557,7.928766900206844,1.148996659404503,607,20,129,12,17,208,93,162,0.269,0.619,0.112,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,17,4,1,4,0,13,1,1,2,3,20,37,8,2,3,2,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,12,0,0,7,5,24,5,19,29,2,30,0,8,4,0,6,10,0,1,13,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935745824774548,0.0,0.0,0.08146445667300732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211467637335707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193640726416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319246683436424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127157588518817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610248569298956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108361101659396,0.0,0.11446890312898207,0.0,0.0,0.11293171618643465,0.0,0.06057176460677283,0.0855813079653919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255303436097112,0.0,0.1251755001905616,0.0,0.3404102459078357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504722347898234,0.0,0.23654479291984465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650700191945309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852560540184865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011946371429116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992769215877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030202339906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184786008292828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570431308400806,0.0,0.0,0.0911092146481424,0.0,0.0,0.13301776043167976,0.0,0.0,0.16610102647626274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190921621291016,0.0,0.2499438516995192,0.0,0.0,0.09909535627326173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007065351038313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675956212930934,0.0,0.09510355542702636,0.06985321240752519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131595368165803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509866843143253,0.0,0.0,0.07714381442084309 lonely,Wren-snow,2019/04/18,Sad scent You ever get a whiff of perfume or smell the familiar scent of someone you miss which causes you to start crying. Even if they’re not around sometimes I get hit by it and it gets me down.,6.740975609756099,5.1280300487804915,6.507439024390244,84.92018292682928,65.58536585365854,9.175609756097561,30.256097560975608,7.1686216300943375,1.5782097560975612,156,4,34,1,2,49,35,41,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,6,5,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735610881176344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34313919609597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669145307468223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062261879380585,0.30214782620183456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235481833027212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830211933277497,0.0,0.33036264499188384,0.0,0.2364270324255734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,umakemegouwu,2019/04/18,"15/F/USA 🍇 (A BIT LONG BUT WORTH IT) for a few years now i’ve been dealing with major social anxiety. it really sucks but i’m not gonna sit here and complain about it because i know i’m not the only one. anyway, this might be long but it would mean a lot to me if at least one person read it all. so when i was younger i moved to this new neighborhood and honestly i was really hoping people like me lived there because i didn’t have any friends initially (cause i did homeschool) so a few weeks after moving in there i was friends with kinda all the people my age and it was a really good feeling to have all these cool friends for like the first tome ever. until one day i got the news that i had to move to a whole different neighborhood AGAIN (i absolutely fuckin hated living at that new place) thankfully, i only ended up having to live there not long. so i guess kinda more “recently” i moved to yet another place (which ended up being permanent) and there used to be people i could hangout with if i wanted to but over time they moved before i even really got the chance to be friends with them. (they didn’t seem like people that would wanna be friends with me anyway) SOOO anyway, putting all of that aside, what really hurts me still to this day is how none of those people ended up keeping up with me. they never even check up on me. which is totally fine i guess but recently i’ve started realizing how truly lonely i am and i’ve developed extremely major social anxiety and depression. i just really miss having real human interaction with people... nowadays i just stay at home because i’m scared of crowds and having to talk to people face to face is scary. but it’s like every time i find someone cool in rl i wanna be friends with they literally act absolutely uninterested which could be cause of my awkwardness. who knows 🤷‍♀️ so since i’m too much of a wreck to have friends in the real world, i’ve decided to check this out one last time. maybe i’ll find someone who has the same problems i do? so if you wanna be friends, keep reading. i’m honestly only looking for people who live in america and are willing to meet eventually i guess. (so serious friendships only 🤠) i’m a very clingy person and when people don’t reply fast enough i feel like i’ve done something wrong... you’ve also gotta be down for voice calls sometimes and iMessage games 😍 the only important preferences are you’ve gotta be 15-17 and not extremely perverted. well i guess this was pretty much a vent or whatever. ok bye my annoying ass is leaving now 🤣✌️",2.7198296465802194,4.733160313840159,4.33166751419612,83.86992944317316,76.46588693957115,7.579777947283668,24.017670989066872,8.456263369488248,1.6364855835240275,2023,66,397,40,46,677,242,513,0.105,0.705,0.189,0.9942,1,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,1,33,37,4,2,17,3,43,4,3,5,7,83,75,33,0,14,16,0,2,5,8,7,0,1,1,3,25,20,0,2,11,4,3,7,9,14,1,5,13,6,41,23,56,43,19,61,0,4,1,2,31,19,3,14,39,261,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046066508411203314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917321440589562,0.060403616987912426,0.08813497253003999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534598714674,0.0,0.04901741079000934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288948203739375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058820903943548275,0.0,0.0,0.1183519197742855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198543233000173,0.0,0.0,0.07430061363037829,0.05938798156138673,0.049614898234365885,0.0,0.0,0.060184717115583285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058949672818174925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306216689322635,0.05952111922854938,0.0,0.0760948057725639,0.052106806353611534,0.04853449756619465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825339832336372,0.041152854422413454,0.0,0.0,0.10529942014377833,0.04899858224857194,0.0,0.0,0.3560423779407456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048316142429374605,0.09214358303701403,0.0,0.2538325648408958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056872777822856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778227441053981,0.05721452770297428,0.0,0.0,0.06166709053906249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240352082723704,0.0,0.0,0.06331614284674213,0.046955570507296686,0.0,0.06099512687967351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407138881343026,0.0,0.20346424550232614,0.15293520845351172,0.048373493054469134,0.0,0.0,0.0489735098048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057871727356637225,0.06274847466537749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061109550672252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061237351220936,0.08469225825149858,0.0,0.04442834468975864,0.11127007873579983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613791378170971,0.21905509135661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594230079002629,0.10059651481520804,0.12036943423116656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058604753577877415,0.0,0.055119978799508,0.0,0.05790869767424669,0.0,0.0,0.1152407039646672,0.13113366388086642,0.2214185186042136,0.0,0.11375550856682738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057672417310808126,0.0,0.0,0.05244121303862771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765125548560037,0.0,0.0,0.11744160372205695,0.0976166580450319,0.04434696111420913,0.05697258386879794,0.0,0.04077294796464628,0.06139901313644695,0.04600323839469051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046300526723171136,0.0,0.053034726616679816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076940220312904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975202017139335,0.0,0.047529962593961285,0.033976781891307026,0.0,0.04620706646576009,0.0,0.051793600274399325,0.0,0.0,0.06431366105681692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184154219554962,0.06298176573801846,0.0,0.03709557892868899 lonely,heckla69,2019/04/18,"A discord for some folks I'm a little lonely. I am just looking for some people to talk with about music, video games, philosophical matters and other things. Here is the link. &#x200B; [**https://discord.gg/twEnxgq**](https://discord.gg/twEnxgq)",9.208380952380953,13.734213885714292,4.553571428571432,72.8055952380953,81.57142857142857,4.61904761904762,22.97619047619048,6.42735559955562,1.1871904761904766,206,6,24,2,6,53,31,35,0.14400000000000002,0.823,0.032,-0.5868,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981761652592236,0.4465415873614886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683223591186865,0.0,0.0,0.3085997457495134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547718729843581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953752121797434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441445809253575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465415873614886,0.0 lonely,CinnamonHay,2019/04/18,"I did it. I said goodbye to my crush I had a crush on this guy for over a year. But he got a girlfriend. I texted him yesterday and admitted how I had a crush on him. I told him how much I used to stalk him and how he was my favorite person. I told him how sad he made me feel when he started dating someone else. I told him how I have felt so miserable without him. He told me he was proud of me for telling him how I felt. He told me he never tried to make me upset. And he told me to breathe and relax and things will get better. I asked him if I should block him. And he said if I want to I can. So I did. I will never speak to him again. I have shut this door behind me and locked it. I definitely miss thinking about him. But now it just feels empty inside when I think of him. I am trying to move forward. But I don't know how to get this lingering thought out of my head.",-0.36206185567009896,1.395045835051551,1.81774226804124,99.30702577319592,85.49484536082474,4.910927835051546,17.94742268041237,5.985473137389443,-0.5502218556701037,668,16,170,5,20,224,93,194,0.111,0.7979999999999999,0.091,-0.3851,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,15,7,0,2,4,0,14,2,2,10,2,39,41,23,0,4,7,0,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,7,8,0,1,9,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,19,7,45,3,20,19,1,17,0,3,0,0,38,6,0,2,11,119,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180143020013648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116461293147588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545458971216247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765816752483033,0.0,0.24241411504876015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190696256803766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096304506032144,0.0,0.0,0.12499420977701932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955530445016725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937640552477185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944824636164765,0.0842639976315863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416966627290994,0.09279852165800397,0.0,0.19472309710664165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022504360525326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401600766206939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069599718178913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935100734997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033646627616818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386607425484978,0.16177479895212302,0.0,0.10021786297400358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7237476325919635,0.0,0.17141290677529886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090280036622545,0.0,0.0,0.07445769413413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168770311397885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129231539458281 lonely,ChildishCrispino,2019/04/18,"Lost a best friend of 3 years. It's all my fault... So let's get some context shall we? I'm 15, I was huge friends (basically brothers) with 2 kids my age. We went to the same school of course, we had almost the same taste in our future, music, clothes, girls, that sorta thing. This group was named ""Trimigos"" (almost makes me cry saying the name now). We did literally everything together. Got pizza, went trick or treating, went over each other's houses, fucked around in each other's neighborhoods. I think you get the gist of everything. So around this time it would be the beginning of March. I've just come out of a terrible breakup (might do that one soon idk), I wake up and get ready for school and I realize that one of my friends (lets call him T) took ""Trimigos"" out of his instagram bio. We all had it in our bios for whatever reason. I text him and ask if everything is okay and he responds like ""yea just pissed"". I thought nothing of it so I brushed it off my shoulder. I didn't see him at all at school which I normally would see him around 5th passing period. So I thought maybe he was sick or just wasn't in the mood for school. I text him and ask him if he's pissed at me since it was passed on to me by a friend that he was. I found out that a rumor was spread to him that I ratted him out for burning his ex's painting when she wanted it back. I was quick to deny it because the only person I told was our other friend in our Trimigos group. So no I'm pissed cause T is pissed at me, doesn't wanna be friends and I end up texting my other friends girlfriend (lets call C). So C and I get into a small fight over something small I think and at the time like I said I was pissed so I ended up being a huge dick and saying (fuck you and fuck your relationship). Worst. mistake. ever. I didn't mean it as I hated her relationship. I meant it as I didn't wanna be involved in it but that's not what T took it as when he saw what I said. So now him and I are not friends and on ass terms and it's my fault for being a dick. I want him back and I want Trimigos back. So T if you see this since I know you're in this sub hit me up.... I'm sorry. - Chris",1.1244115200665412,2.835716639737992,2.7301060511540847,94.91164483260557,80.20087336244542,6.108629652734457,20.51174880432523,7.07126945348624,0.2262237887294658,1663,44,394,20,42,546,200,458,0.119,0.805,0.077,-0.962,0,0,1,0,2,0,65.0,9,4,0,2,25,31,11,0,15,2,33,16,10,3,4,76,75,34,0,12,11,2,0,2,9,4,1,4,0,3,32,31,2,0,10,0,0,8,8,17,0,2,31,10,68,13,53,31,11,62,0,1,4,6,65,33,11,10,23,258,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988075518665742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998675425152001,0.1399285934380928,0.0,0.0,0.17263955213091742,0.0,0.04562111689080142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853883948295264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283782935328974,0.0,0.0,0.07688019609260241,0.0,0.06446711121023911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220705006591758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257015661486113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676960964868996,0.0,0.0,0.20178121300864216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205702353870391,0.462562971273547,0.20756215359620125,0.15640100753740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985552871530004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388794908761889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635407676040824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112951853394765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958362820937744,0.0,0.07312504154287948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169553233410427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049955566681749705,0.0,0.07518576387913525,0.08152153418358084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939227767109401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332626125732049,0.07180997142570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142559116844846,0.05691837837762966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534646670687914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694688409643945,0.0,0.1606980055341855,0.0,0.0,0.14237792009789482,0.1190298413603704,0.0,0.3029639691020601,0.17891081252999466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381507195754382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057614664351429964,0.0,0.0837760546007644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971965943382041,0.0959075285249708,0.0,0.11882750112068335,0.08727836344675413,0.0,0.0,0.0715118044418406,0.16629760906681976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242581916952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812931272144486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632685679310663,0.0,0.0,0.048193817010239316 lonely,pragmaticsooicide,2019/04/18,"I hate my life I’m in love with someone who told me they’ll never love me back. I’m not interested in finding someone else. I’ve always just been a place holder. I’m alone all the time. I feel like a burden to my friends. I don’t feel like anyone cares about me even my family. I don’t want to exist anymore but I can’t do that to the people I care about. I try to talk to my friends but they don’t really care. I’m not looking for answers. I just need to vent.",-0.8833974358974359,1.0255354038461597,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,89.19230769230771,4.620512820512821,17.320512820512818,5.985473137389443,-0.5122794871794873,358,9,88,3,12,124,59,104,0.071,0.6729999999999999,0.256,0.9597,0,1,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,12,1,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,2,15,23,2,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,3,17,10,12,20,1,6,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,5,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712120230806699,0.0,0.0,0.13755173952361685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394378736713336,0.11558908036537288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711371906702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056358073577203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809587198152015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091861537903643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558402092940725,0.0,0.16717210704648164,0.2361959845358161,0.0,0.0,0.15109097874851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25543726302368497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321008517746952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676383144018487,0.161524909084521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881934774388285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29839870958513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225757843793779,0.12749779769321187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460562012219908,0.0,0.17271448982871188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059022630997631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801344278257992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132870473353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639399461069773,0.0,0.0,0.15796145160704006,0.0,0.1122351094183424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750452991427397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,drunkcj,2019/04/18,"Thinking about creating account on dating app Age 18 Male Average looking guy I just feel too much lonely these days . I broke up with my ex 1.5 years ago. i haven't found a girl since then who is into me. I don't get much time from my studies to go out and interact with new people . I miss being close to someone whom i can talk to. i was thinking to create an online dating app. Is this the right choice ?",1.5946428571428584,3.5707975119047655,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.83333333333333,5.628571428571429,21.214285714285715,6.6274283507984215,0.3531,317,9,67,3,8,104,67,84,0.086,0.86,0.054000000000000006,-0.3818,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,10,0,12,12,2,16,0,3,1,0,8,6,0,0,9,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395729205900285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429806085793054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136653708092602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963307629729706,0.0,0.0,0.14120189806616412,0.0,0.15359738214005675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676040646253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695387357800526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973505913786923,0.0,0.0,0.2610228638438826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873671778701224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308041636842009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356535222988266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289939930956953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722813931781612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34634879352224474,0.0,0.0,0.15759323770140124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404129408237515 lonely,cyfous,2019/04/18,"Just need to vent So ill try to keep this short I got couple of bad grades recently and my mom started being unfriendly with me (as always) bc of that. She is usually my only friend, but not she just always brings up those grades and tells me how of a failure i am and how i should study harder and how she wont pay me for my studies and i should drop school and start working. Basically lots of things that hurt me. A bad thing is that i have noone to vent to. If not her i spend days in my bed crying. Thats what im doing now and shes telling me that im manipulating her like that so i can make her feel bad, and honestly i dont want to do that. Im just really feeling bad. Sorry for the vent. Needed to get this off my chest.",0.9557412398921842,2.450856654088053,3.014128481581313,93.68108490566038,79.94339622641509,6.3038634321653175,18.90431266846361,7.1686216300943375,0.037121832884097206,564,12,137,7,14,191,92,159,0.237,0.691,0.07200000000000001,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,5,0,30,25,16,0,6,7,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,25,3,17,20,1,13,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,8,92,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314246724624697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644503166383957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387160187383025,0.15275520547225807,0.0896847352548841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298189912833375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062981047015574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744045319727928,0.0,0.07265516772371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122213460067973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887082134873694,0.0,0.4506387481749105,0.0,0.0,0.12360641730694688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793961550191335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822718674162402,0.0,0.0,0.09282625817171256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628700029401415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062282952587261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057643909768179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890879193377595,0.0,0.1373088615439026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074012908189462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567069276824122,0.19686034152888326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430960218404543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847758017526221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944152852078972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531592804192726,0.0,0.08202351339636699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124020278853536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,nik4566,2019/04/18,"Party So there is a Friday office party with team tomorrow night I'm the shy person Introvert who can speak among them. And I don't want to attend the party Because I feel good at 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lonely,mariahasnowifi,2019/04/18,all i want is to be loved i want someone there to cuddle me and hold my hand. i just want to be 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lonely,qvinns,2019/04/18,"I feel lonely I have a boyfriend, very few friends and I just want to stick with them, I’m too exhausted to try to meet anyone new, yet I feel very 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lonely,dntknwwhoiam,2019/04/18,"lonely with a good life i am 19, 20 in 12 days, i have a boyfriend of 3 years, and supportive parents. i don’t have many friends since i left high school. i didn’t have many during high school either. i always feel that i never fit in. i am able to get along with anybody, yet nothing defines me. i like broad ranges of music, tv, books, everything. i can be extrovert one minute, and quite introvert the next. i like to go and party, but i also really enjoy being by myself or just doing nothing. i feel like my mood changes a lot but i am not bi polar. i wish i had a girl best friend but these days i feel i can’t trust anyone. i see people going out and being with friends but i don’t have a group to do that with. i don’t see my boyfriend often. i like to talk to certain people but when they don’t reply i feel very lonely. right now i have no one to talk to which makes me feel sad. i feel lost and 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lonely,Jaunt-Nominal,2019/04/18,"Why I am a Social Recluse (video by Jaunt) I used to be lonely, and crave deeply friends & relationships.... until I didn’t anymore. [why I am a recluse](https://youtu.be/DUaarNsgLaY) Maybe this video can help some of you feel less alone, or learn how to look at it in a different way.",3.7764150943396224,6.258634188679245,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,75.0377358490566,7.258867924528303,23.807547169811322,8.238735603445708,1.2943011320754725,224,7,45,4,5,66,44,53,0.084,0.795,0.121,0.4378,1,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,7,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27520705375350685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879088383438446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635240556747683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762212624462745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435663635710615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529556076352645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810733723718658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313890700641348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669526877952044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852851543121999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708693277753593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949782414731146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091714161906436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795441539933532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,heftytest,2019/04/18,"38 male looking to make some new friends. I'm an introvert, yada yada yada. Just looking to make some new long term friends! PM me if interested.",1.24642857142857,3.9118350714285732,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,91.14285714285714,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.0043285714285717,114,6,21,2,4,38,20,28,0.0,0.723,0.277,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,3,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555561557618048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26090742735614103,0.4951510022850552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935907944171726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5694801794479686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throawaytrashaway,2019/04/18,"lonely thoughts it’s funny cause i imagine how nice it would be to have a close friend again, to feel that trust with someone else, another entire individual. To make up scenarios in my head of how nice it would be to be close to someone, a close hug. A heartfelt conversation. The soul yearning for that intimacy whether platonic or not, to not feel constant anxiety and insecurity for just existing and not actually living. The dread of life passing by, and not feeling in control although individually there is so much much in our hands that we could do to change and or better ourselves. Yet the loneliness feels like a bad craving i can’t kick. I realize my thoughts and my physically body will rot eventually, but i will always feel that deep rooted comfort in choosing to rot alone in my thoughts. to die alone. And it still hurts anyway.",6.101101398601397,7.629959121794876,6.581934731934734,73.13276223776224,66.75641025641025,9.518881118881119,35.335664335664326,9.800150414767053,3.606007692307692,677,33,119,15,11,220,100,156,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,-0.6933,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,9,15,0,2,7,0,12,5,3,6,0,41,21,14,1,4,9,0,6,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,6,10,9,21,10,2,15,1,3,0,1,4,10,0,2,5,84,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.14992134512014152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31823002510032994,0.0,0.0,0.1278330012506484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109512345521354,0.11752702063594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827516892635654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587381820060693,0.0,0.1706490097296418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578209888574669,0.1625208485557462,0.0,0.0,0.16602014573278998,0.17230982849851462,0.12266156660989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944435126131964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833868795015926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884013434355239,0.10975376135240016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869465292353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766936114872807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644647797416185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851386585308066,0.07505617150507668,0.0,0.13565867154312233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025496465065271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587239769857226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034148885813696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268962916600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658967071521135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826960041805912,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Gam3rDano,2019/04/18,"I made a website for making friends I've been working on it for 2 years. I just launched the website today, at end of this month all features will be implemented and it will be on app stores. Check it out fellow loners! https://www.bffmatch.com/",4.9190000000000005,7.440559955555559,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,71.66666666666667,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.6284444444444448,198,8,35,2,4,59,36,45,0.043,0.845,0.112,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38831062017464907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33872275410913294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148442777340805,0.2926492292789781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34994322909403114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155715712571063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917549949396723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28232856397986217 lonely,Swallowteal,2019/04/18,"I am not handling my life well Me and my fiance work differing hours. We hardly see each other. My parents have a lot going on and are always stressed out and sad. I go to work, get home, turn the xbox on and stare at the games before turning it off again and crying myself to sleep. I wake up and help my fiance get his morning started and then go back to bed because I work night shift. I wake up and play some games or crotchet before getting ready and heading to work. My fiance works weekends so I spend those alone too. I have been taking half of my lunch break to hide somewhere and cry because I feel so helpless and alone. I can't be happy if the people I care about are unhappy and feel better not burdening them with how I feel. I don't want to do this anymore. No matter how I try to line things up in my head I think I will always feel lonely. I don't remember how to hang out with my fiance because we see each other so little. I don't want to feel alone anymore. I don't kbow what to do and I just want to be ablw to feel happy. This thick, tight sensation from my head to my chest won't ever go away and it makes it hard to breathe.",2.7114370982552787,3.7442191611570266,3.842589531680442,91.4591368227732,74.33057851239671,6.204224058769514,22.9485766758494,6.139981653823899,0.3299359044995413,895,23,198,5,18,291,130,242,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.075,-0.9622,1,5,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,1,6,13,11,0,1,4,0,17,10,8,4,1,47,42,23,0,4,5,1,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,22,1,1,8,5,1,5,9,5,1,1,1,13,35,6,30,37,4,27,0,3,3,0,8,13,0,4,8,133,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034962393077937,0.0,0.0,0.16255258598668726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374154543791536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177211659642552,0.0751086966267806,0.0,0.17863162452801604,0.0,0.16623432855358525,0.0,0.0,0.08638864886339997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958968692813452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145903754187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205318760875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835574776044441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963349471191154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309887152202611,0.0,0.2220516503572892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796104690355607,0.17500140551921714,0.0,0.3007388014227429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547180423777238,0.0,0.0979794468345608,0.0,0.09619359474490677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899317600798828,0.0,0.09789946522233353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304272286222457,0.0,0.0,0.06520112204426584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166460585179907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846035623837373,0.0,0.0,0.06771793647972303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110650639491729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567415202022716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977489894853868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913730773224255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189033133700116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344203612101001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489322007687641,0.06258840493350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631725392072539,0.21249220313451808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728398368992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782465481369747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555536481880223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,mafuyuyu,2019/04/19,"I have no real friends (and it’s my fault too) Female college student here. I’ve got a ton of friends irl and some online but I don’t have an friends who are the same as me. By that I mean I’m a pretty huge nerd, I’m really into anime and I’ve also got pretty idk edgy humor. But irl I’m really fake and pretend like I don’t even know what those things are, all my friends are so sweet and wonderful but I just can’t relate to them. They also don’t even really know me because I’m so fake. They probably wouldn’t judge me if they knew about my hobbies and interests but they still wouldn’t be able to relate to me and the situation wouldn’t change. As long as I can remember I’ve been distancing myself from the things I love most for some dumb reason like my social status irl. I don’t even really have any close internet friends I can talk to, I feel so alone. I appreciate what I have but it isn’t enough for me. I want a real connection, even though I feel selfish saying that.",1.8183306751727808,3.4261511866028727,3.674218500797448,89.40091839447105,77.80382775119618,7.132482721956407,21.18048910154173,7.984000788550335,0.8200141414141418,774,20,172,13,18,261,107,209,0.131,0.616,0.253,0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,0,15,17,1,0,7,0,20,1,0,1,1,36,35,22,0,5,7,0,2,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,9,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,4,29,11,14,27,7,5,0,0,0,1,15,3,1,5,4,115,39,2,0.12314035871392015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753627443852478,0.0,0.19695060074827148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837396665882937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506521972451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026617169044793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723690804425436,0.0,0.3253321822646472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452693063909973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756896783975385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969731878987452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534944150115474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032031841569328,0.0,0.0,0.10897534246071328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113898145990564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413595047262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505560291402574,0.13276613396137998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803213741436664,0.31554746792492355,0.1266087977556925,0.0,0.0,0.13949402164456767,0.0,0.0,0.09792615574140344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841492257322566,0.0,0.1255260882778036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983400495358226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989755558603639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361796529275607,0.0,0.12098477721867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263137402615136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335404662092264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,itisaworkinprogress,2019/04/19,"I just want to feel like I’m wanted, you know? I don’t post much, so sorry if this sounds weird. 23 M, not many friends in my hometown. It sucks being alone and having no one to talk to about how I feel, what’s going on, or just some human contact. Coworkers are fine, but they’re much older than me and aren’t really friends outside of work. I just want to talk to someone.",2.3835864978902954,3.4618954810126565,3.5855063291139264,92.80754219409285,75.20253164556964,6.279324894514768,22.02742616033755,6.42735559955562,0.233681856540084,289,7,66,2,6,94,61,79,0.16399999999999998,0.762,0.07400000000000001,-0.7121,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,14,7,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,10,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,3,2,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372967332601485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316974835094083,0.16368165778026392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35403137570469617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021281095192874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591703990965786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119352851985158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228928292768655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33685559425519285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525601400460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194313249157092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677860016051522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941305972578865,0.0,0.0,0.2564783928100517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683120928797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054184865712723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680034011041955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Hurkadurka1,2019/04/19,"I don’t understand what’s wrong with me I’m a 27 year old male with a career, a house, two dogs and who basically has his life in order. People tell me I’m good looking and I’m inclined to agree. I’ve always taken a lot of care with how I dressed and presented myself to the world. I try to be genuine and kind, I try to listen and to be a good man. All I’ve ever wanted was to have a wife and family. Well no one wanted me. I just couldn’t seem to attack a girl, I finally got married to the first girl that would take me. Less than a year later she ran off with one of her coworkers, since then I’ve dated a few girls but as soon as they get to know me they leave. Why does no one want to be with me? I don’t understand. I try so hard! I’m so lonely. I just want someone to want me and love me. I have so much to give. Why can’t anyone see that?",-0.7337500000000006,0.9616847916666664,2.1050416666666685,97.06912500000004,86.5,5.298333333333334,15.85,6.508806274219699,-0.5639425,648,12,165,7,20,227,107,192,0.087,0.7909999999999999,0.122,0.6719,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,1,0,11,0,12,2,0,1,2,30,36,15,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,1,5,4,4,24,6,24,27,5,16,0,1,2,1,16,3,0,2,11,105,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112407092053482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347908881974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520915650841722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630576636082034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699293528229668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093017140983099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603094271742066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645075433440732,0.0,0.11371656343601293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984745661748896,0.12824753718392168,0.0,0.22426549599661305,0.10692402845957362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975989396738845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426019883723638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392174615114414,0.07347247455068001,0.0,0.0,0.14155830427730806,0.0,0.0,0.0944291323681136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226584809421487,0.0,0.0,0.11365837497403575,0.12066035731417105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827746146957568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028506443193806,0.0,0.27177521515699554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268374580696054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653354402549776,0.12170626690616912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105896695080777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327502121056755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051816935419336,0.0,0.1168508680893408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230000607791605,0.0,0.13059560960363806,0.27835180828812484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942688437079216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020327856230748,0.0,0.2412686871552131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496947154070556,0.14616892224607622,0.0,0.1721838290356995 lonely,elzicc,2019/04/19,"Lonely easter Holidays Got easter hollidays for 2 weeks and i am super lonely with no reason to leave my house. The last time someone invited me for personal reason was over 2 years ago (for school it was like 1.5 years). I only have ""Friends"" i only see/talk to them in school. The other""friends"" i talk to after school are people on the internet but they are more lile strangers. Now to the point I got 0 messages by anyone except one , even from the girl i like at 2 am(so i tought it was smth personal or just lonely smalltalk) but (who could have expected it) it was a information that she has papers from school when i was ill. I never was so dissapointed in my life. Now i sit here and write this for no reason. No one cares about what i have to say or what i think. Im lonely since years and i cant even try to make new friends in school because people think im ""weird"" or look bad idk. I cant say why im writing this. I dont know what i expect from doing this. Information: - its my first post - im german so sry for bad language - wrote this on my Smartphone.",1.4139032527105933,3.5459687889908302,3.0516096747289403,90.83323603002505,81.29357798165137,5.798498748957464,19.54211843202669,6.980632752743323,0.2488183486238533,828,21,178,10,22,273,120,218,0.149,0.772,0.079,-0.9287,0,9,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,10,13,0,0,6,0,18,2,0,4,1,27,27,11,0,3,7,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,14,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,9,3,24,6,26,17,1,24,0,4,1,0,18,8,0,3,16,113,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653147987587607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825599663565526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630120452702183,0.059506347866613636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995269214496216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779391405853752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440626377963692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895006556359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303287365449395,0.0,0.0,0.22625569271492385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614628295919206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263678054408195,0.0,0.0,0.4217719535625936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364768783117856,0.07957079112060797,0.0,0.10336218786998408,0.0,0.0,0.06894969369732099,0.09538135969416683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197359908582537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516002964051483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528816063674072,0.09427899711796796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229545705978896,0.1484840816961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353505157539329,0.17047059978918147,0.0,0.0,0.09227951015881647,0.0,0.09348999331548744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010992516856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525773214741678,0.0,0.4939675024723097,0.07778801991331767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074969712678133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271047101840692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692151115876976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509791834107434,0.0,0.0,0.05692119143995001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627545808518873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830237806335881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808405658783787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858622292582225 lonely,TootMcBumberschnazle,2019/04/19,"I wish I knew what was so detestable about me that makes everyone always forget about me or leave A part of me knows that I'm so awkward, fat, and ugly, and that alone makes me repulsive to most people and makes people want to avoid me. I know so many of my teachers and peers in high school thought I was weird, a freak, and occasionally dramatic (and maybe I was a touch dramatic, but no one knew a fraction of what was going on in my life. They knew my mother was ""sick"" and hospitalized frequently, but not that she was an occasionally physically and often emotionally abusive drug addict since I was 10 years old). Others thought I was kind of alright, but certainly not enough to be seen talking to by their more popular friends, let alone hang out with outside of school hours. Knowing this, I try to be as good of a friend to everyone as I possibly can, considering my circumstances. Maybe I'm just not as good as I thought I was? Everyone always told me they were glad to have a friend like me, and the rare times they invited me out they have always enjoyed my presence. I try not to be too annoying, I try not to be overly awkward, I try to not be boring, and I thought I was doing a decent job of that. I still get dropped anyway. I never know what I did wrong. I'm not feigning ignorance, at least, I hope I'm not. Nobody has ever told me if they had problems with me or how I acted. I feel like I'm just waiting for the few people I'm still currently friends with to decide I'm not worth it anymore and drop me. I'm probably just destined to be alone in every aspect for the rest of my life or something.",5.484385425101216,5.391851067692309,6.330283400809716,80.14392712550608,67.55384615384617,9.549797570850203,31.5668016194332,9.276330184999452,2.5545076923076917,1267,47,260,22,19,420,156,325,0.125,0.703,0.172,0.9745,2,4,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,6,0,15,25,1,3,11,1,25,6,1,4,3,65,57,26,0,5,19,1,2,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,11,16,1,3,13,0,1,3,11,10,0,1,23,3,46,15,40,27,7,24,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,7,12,183,57,3,0.0,0.11044667861761284,0.0,0.10162008377580564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28963351176323426,0.0,0.0,0.23269156365610846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244602883317947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810190687873858,0.0,0.0,0.10485636621787016,0.0,0.0963178846305843,0.0,0.0,0.08431994270074263,0.07853918403708153,0.2672179741174411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047133220710322034,0.0665941087105101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880763091031295,0.0,0.04870193658966803,0.0,0.052977262117389234,0.15637167757004225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984886792328748,0.0,0.0925853268539546,0.09179978216086347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250330175336424,0.0,0.0,0.09707096451393332,0.204918086924715,0.0,0.0,0.09870314385832872,0.0,0.0953205053184,0.13168358132192126,0.09108205100242717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666883640787504,0.09450721583196232,0.18729763254302514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718945516082208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781536283929704,0.0,0.06316612389436313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094472286569668,0.0,0.19387439986125196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508794880296184,0.0,0.0,0.10050348888777758,0.08919589933222856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886807795484844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710990969005695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176285559943939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488861320406006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749241420366075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601494342313833,0.054355472374016826,0.0,0.0,0.17814531607829406,0.0,0.25315238419246616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054981690545156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719473275347907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191794987744883,0.0,0.06002857032709194 lonely,Zeropossibility,2019/04/19,"Loneliness in Sobriety 8 months sober and everything is looking up for the most part besides my loneliness. When I was not sober I had things to do, places to go, people to talk with.. I know, “they weren’t real friends if they aren’t here now.” But that doesn’t make it feel any better. I’ve been told I’m not doing enough to make friends. I joined a gym 4 months ago. Go 2 days a week. Haven’t met a soul. I used to be so outgoing and now I’m sure I don’t even make eye contact with anyone. Been to a ton of AA meetings to hopefully make new sober friends and I feel like I’m not even noticed. I believe I’m a pretty ok person. I’m friendly, passionate and have a over all positive outlook on life but this shit is eating me up. I work, work, work, come home. Repeat. I know “friends” are not going to fall out of the sky but sometimes I wish they did. I just want someone to talk to. Someone to send stupid memes to. Someone to go back and forth with me about the thoughts in their head and the thoughts in mine. My biggest fear is just dying alone and the older I get the more of a reality that becomes. I’m just tired of it. Makes my heart really hurt. Thanks for listening.",0.5870189701897033,2.750283609756103,2.1137398373983736,96.13600271002713,84.85365853658539,5.433062330623307,21.30623306233063,6.775458762138228,0.3171582655826559,912,30,209,11,27,295,138,246,0.118,0.73,0.153,0.0093,2,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,4,12,16,2,1,13,1,18,8,4,6,2,42,50,13,1,4,11,0,2,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,6,12,1,0,6,1,0,7,9,4,1,0,10,5,23,12,31,39,6,30,1,1,2,1,18,11,1,3,13,123,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192507674324164,0.0,0.0,0.10740342549944153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052054077445348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251046368234239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974001247178647,0.0,0.0,0.11453010200490896,0.0,0.1168360203657102,0.0,0.09171550362560944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932961517461963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687885501042036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762573076882287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611247048957397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715131701998648,0.0,0.13698765686179135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932001748340948,0.0,0.0,0.11669295981843775,0.10486913606699028,0.07408433523505242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005974077535888,0.0,0.0541797265068854,0.0,0.23574369099832904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642760360744097,0.0,0.0,0.12288671528804194,0.0,0.0,0.1040210077321575,0.1029989367725068,0.0,0.0,0.1110145449832519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398320768470807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324739960117392,0.05066328937363648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708309851736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461076092705379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554701298965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015550476863168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118064785977485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122985626476515,0.0,0.07189352687464164,0.09054810451968064,0.1083459415245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550165404969944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803495106113045,0.06643380307292117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644804623313536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635977013247542,0.0,0.10256338379882507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773738756731444,0.0,0.0,0.16670259166521986,0.0,0.09547436067106818,0.0,0.0,0.0688946341856699,0.0,0.0,0.16465473243644282,0.0,0.11918955947861165,0.0,0.09909117767662078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895647554156326,0.0,0.0,0.06116580089455256,0.0,0.08318304648178426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192515474794132,0.0,0.0,0.22648766786044386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,maco06,2019/04/19,"I'm really lonely, and nobody cares. It takes me years to actually consider someone a friend, so ""make new friends"" is a long-term solution but doesn't really help me right now. I'm not someone with a lot of friends; I'm someone with a few close friends, and I'm OK with that concept, but now they're all too busy for me. One had to move for school. One has lots of friends and therefore doesn't have a lot of time for any one person. One...I'm not sure she really cares about me anymore. I think she thinks she does, but she's wrapped up in another relationship (super complicated) to a point that's maybe approaching unhealthy (maybe not, again - super complicated). A few people like hanging out if we're in the same place, but I'm not sure would actually think of us as friends. I don't know. The only friend I have that really ever initiates is the one who moved for school. I feel like if no one else ever initiates, I'm just an option to them - not someone they really care about and really want to spend time with. I'm so lonely.",4.934471153846154,5.275756197115385,5.797115384615385,81.99788461538462,68.75961538461539,9.66923076923077,28.5,9.661875296680813,2.314623076923077,811,26,171,17,13,267,106,208,0.108,0.6729999999999999,0.219,0.9801,0,4,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,2,11,19,0,0,11,1,10,0,0,2,5,41,28,13,0,4,12,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,0,1,4,9,2,0,5,1,1,15,17,24,26,7,21,0,2,0,0,18,8,0,6,11,102,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.16869382115393247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058777940974451284,0.09063336485924273,0.0,0.0,0.08571909398497679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643750274964988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563879188176882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220434039877721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636862252278164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043703521145006606,0.061748316671372275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674497208958416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057934747326788924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750175041055133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445436747002111,0.0,0.0,0.07649118402057085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044875144478976,0.0,0.0,0.05769522583094454,0.0,0.17366871860002478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837308794468188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347829274856594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514186371729331,0.06573679196453215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922306787154135,0.0754706513075159,0.090304913799757,0.0,0.0817078691884369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322301938849881,0.0,0.0,0.09279754325421727,0.0,0.07381398418470075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495121942404554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292940278285182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292564788470176,0.0,0.06498745307802117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614984729492022,0.0,0.0,0.10080047577671407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396920676361872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050980888619864856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140008433548535,0.0,0.0,0.0556605267592089 lonely,ThinkHold,2019/04/19,"things were going somewhere with a girl i love, and that all fell apart, now i feel alone I just feel so alone. I feel like ive lost the only person who really mattered",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,77.0,5.80952380952381,17.38095238095238,6.42735559955562,-0.33976190476190515,132,2,29,1,3,42,28,35,0.16899999999999998,0.644,0.187,0.3947,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,1,6,1,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014164050384334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404190451999845,0.20742138511661834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650088468912982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184712089407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169441222048778,0.0,0.2620462569708677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220819241356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351666043255683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860014186295913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928912556825248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Briggs_98,2019/04/19,"Feel so alone sometimes I've never had much confidence in myself so even writing this is hard. Im 20 years old and I don't really have any friends anymore. I've never been the best with making friends but I've always had 3-4 real good friends. When I left college at 18 i had around 6 friends i used to knock around with but now i don't feel like I have any. None of them acknowledge that I even exist no more except one who has moved away and has new friends (he does talk to me a bit but he has his own life). These other 'friends' couldn't care less about me. I feel like everyone else my age is having fun and has such a good thing going for them. All I do is work, sleep and repeat. The same thing day in day out. I go to the gym 3 times a week but that is a chore 50 percent of the time. If it wasn't for work I would probably go nearly a day without interacting with anyone. The only two people I talk to is my mum and my brother. I feel like nobody else even cares I exist anymore and it's hard it really gets me down. I've got no social life anymore (I used to be out drinking most weekends a year and a half ago), no love life absolutely nothing. Sometimes I wish I just had a girlfriend to do things with but I cant even do that. I constantly beat myself down and think I'm ugly and having no social life means I cant gain the confidence to find someone. There has been a few I've clicked with but some had boyfriends and the others I clicked with I didn't realise how I felt and they felt until it was too late and I hate myself for that because now I'm probably the most lonely I've been in a long time. This might seem trivial and pretty compared to some peoples situations but I'm struggling real bad, there's only so much someone can take of feeling like your worthless with nobody around you.",2.0898179133858257,3.6440130892388467,3.3930700459317613,91.94228223425198,76.90026246719161,6.022342519685039,23.192339238845143,6.6274283507984215,0.49401896325459294,1421,43,314,12,32,463,186,381,0.174,0.713,0.113,-0.9579,0,3,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,3,5,20,22,1,1,18,0,37,7,1,4,3,67,64,27,0,4,11,2,9,4,7,2,4,0,1,0,17,25,1,0,12,3,0,4,15,5,0,3,14,11,39,17,38,46,16,42,0,2,2,1,25,14,0,7,28,209,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599321191335833,0.0,0.0,0.07710515204684168,0.0,0.0,0.06194627923576863,0.0,0.0,0.10125369826063894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149572952809315,0.0520554191006047,0.0,0.0,0.19882216150218013,0.0,0.0,0.06994587168493617,0.0,0.062160548180723925,0.04538250161195101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812805236591057,0.0,0.0812773821928662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180836448724952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045129352913666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440374250723676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514950407436744,0.0,0.0,0.07293020209082271,0.0,0.0,0.12438265741605455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668747177759094,0.0,0.0,0.07113777131155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882144504205841,0.2127412196035632,0.14296253917077456,0.0,0.06804366118506311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451076971607954,0.0,0.03889574313615742,0.0,0.12693068019467646,0.1248860523921078,0.05954246220907385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338066407424906,0.07350148784386136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041606924582129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398001642920674,0.0,0.08088742053590274,0.0,0.21033786797847168,0.14548514117429864,0.0,0.0,0.06588368985045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719177035336539,0.0,0.04969428063076529,0.0,0.0,0.08109514647242311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897702675734715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912590471974969,0.1094549488989438,0.0,0.11483699450406724,0.07190185403866546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143437877204137,0.0,0.07812012199478881,0.0,0.05044754894660732,0.11324134850338333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032250376573281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573986619949719,0.16053398126660798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947509459942325,0.09538594254638852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777420288282437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368210297459143,0.07450125952683262,0.15177969036833772,0.12615824088992902,0.0,0.14726095123079866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782868546926007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559752507113985,0.1196761520145014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837882179442882,0.04770294837696448,0.0,0.0,0.13023279809079172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272438442062219,0.0,0.0,0.12859746422885646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971728943348111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561094450631955,0.07176472797194391,0.0,0.10839732523059306,0.0,0.0,0.052885364044866115,0.0,0.0,0.09588349112050144 lonely,Vadam20,2019/04/19,"Why do I feel lonely all the time? More down there Hi! So I feel lonely 0-24. I have friends, I am pretty popular in my class and they like me in general, however I feel like no one wants me. I feel like I always annoy everyone, they just tolerate me because they are kind,but dont really want my company,however they told me several times that I am witty and humorus. I feel like I am just a second choice, the last option, the “leftover” everybody throws away into the bin... I am completely worthless and unwanted. After school no one really texts me or care about me at all. I usually get home at 7 o’clock because I hit the gym and work a bit and I get literally 0 messages. It would be good if someone asked me how am I or just start a convo. I usually text to people to check on them, but no one really ask anything about me... I am depressed. I am always depressed, but once in a while I have some good moments. I am pretty self conscious and insecure. I dont really use social media to post anything because I hate myself... Nowadays I dont really try to start a convo. I just lay in bed and cry myself to sleep while listening to music. I dont really know what to do. I just wanna sleep forever... I often have suicidal thoughts as well. Sorry for the long text,and thank you for reading it. I know people have bigger problems and these are small but I wanted to write it down cause no one listens to me. Again thank you very much for reading it:) I know its a mess like I am. But Im low again as usual...",1.3421233949264,3.4373203915857613,3.763438772314437,85.8342467898528,81.33009708737866,7.0938928906984025,22.912725754254087,8.155646560271837,1.4548426975675959,1167,40,238,24,31,405,154,309,0.181,0.7020000000000001,0.117,-0.971,2,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,5,1,14,24,2,1,12,0,23,2,2,3,2,48,50,21,1,8,12,0,5,5,1,1,0,2,2,1,8,9,0,0,10,3,1,1,8,11,1,5,2,7,51,13,29,45,6,32,0,6,0,0,18,14,0,6,21,166,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647567814178893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349724065087062,0.0,0.15333419814150204,0.0,0.07704990831723983,0.0,0.0,0.14997529536089318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895323011261335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361337333974332,0.08424556362053362,0.0,0.0,0.08598460084598028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008274716212704,0.0,0.0,0.14126801064828126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844545176916373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836286295976211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073304084936992,0.17576117507964206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335974705695102,0.0,0.08569236097510145,0.0,0.0,0.13757007604762247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809666498268818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822614501611138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858350912449554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539948012143246,0.13520957202658634,0.06684806651307734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003266332767454,0.0,0.0,0.07257515190381245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060285858009744835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873366288183817,0.22228497136609005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370906525214768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785417010871251,0.16686473714754144,0.0,0.07847128613667557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406186018859722,0.0,0.315221382659624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299722045120053,0.0,0.0,0.08555299851303247,0.09264653036374168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413592618926787,0.08359758014008757,0.06948573704119501,0.0,0.0,0.09180206732621887,0.11609241280760806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970424812093691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100525428921227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510577700318074,0.0956399085089884,0.0,0.0,0.07836286295976211,0.0,0.05567854947612733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708292182939285,0.2709631143021505,0.06766579697613227,0.14511263421349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737357037448147,0.0,0.07400012982905309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970333752127606,0.0,0.0,0.058256654078676,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,vedzzz,2019/04/19,"Just venting about my loneliness issue and asking people to change their means of communication Hey there I m Ved. I will not introduce my origins or the place where i m studying. Thats all external factors. Lets meet each other from our souls. I m a dreamer, shy kinda guy. I m innocent from inside, i know it sound cringe but thats the truth. And i mostly find myself at the end of the day with tasks incompleted. Lol. I m suffering from most common illness of our age, loneliness. I have lots of friends online and offline but this messaging apps like instagram and whatsapp have changed the way the conversation was actually should be done. So, what happens is that my inner requirement of connection never meets. And i feel lonely. For example, today i talked to face to face with only a guy, who is my room mate and chatted with n-number of ppl. I know it doesnt happen always, it happened today because i was in the room whole day. But still we have lost that spirit of visiting others. And calling friends instead of texting them. (Now begins my bio, pls skip it if you are expecting more venting about loneliness) So yeah thats my issue. I like to be humble, desciplined. I like to do something different. I m that sort of a guy who starts off with great dreams but never ends well, yet. But nm,i working on it to change stuff. So this is who i m from inside. Lets connect. And probably remove each other connection needs. Probably you would find a good company and probably you would have a nice experience. Its a win-win situation. Stay happy and wait a moment and think what are you doing in this fast moving life.",2.891879032258064,5.461054135483874,4.251350806451615,81.83702620967746,78.61290322580646,7.358870967741938,25.49395161290323,8.376592526197632,2.032943548387097,1282,49,232,27,32,422,179,310,0.078,0.755,0.16699999999999998,0.9854,1,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,3,4,2,3,13,14,0,0,14,2,23,4,2,1,4,52,37,21,0,6,9,0,1,3,3,4,2,1,2,3,24,18,0,2,7,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,4,2,33,11,31,25,8,33,2,3,0,0,28,10,0,8,21,165,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.1004950293252118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568880701489814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962737441002548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277652944544156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515556335172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32682212319692805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282901757476653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759368539332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538576660678688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824219770910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007356080435058,0.0,0.0,0.05207050986265563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824633937036636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912640880773632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863759452085113,0.0,0.1135374001808816,0.0,0.30590344632840744,0.2731984395243329,0.10962565687016763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149717340367576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319181148078385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106109974024372,0.07273883597001139,0.15093458807475954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241640583698624,0.0875511368845969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121769772397879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094529722052276,0.0,0.07635943223081458,0.1588512688999091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832202496845281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713943633100164,0.0,0.10759368539332834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330942272028688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157554523185984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928014304875644,0.0,0.0,0.07289079264826885,0.10976451198028836,0.08224111030391512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788910969341458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277257989318351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598634797673396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952287259551088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174187297818394,0.0,0.0,0.09259268133817693,0.0,0.0,0.11497509909286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497171417885716,0.0,0.0,0.1463101193311546,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DanteElias,2019/04/19,"I feel dead Now don't get me wrong i want to die can't wait but God damnit i feel so dead this year has been shit so far and well i have no reason to live like non i now what i want and i can get it only in death and i hate life not just mine just human life the way i see it life fucks all but not equally am alive because i know i shouldn't take my own life but man fuck life, man i hope i die soon",-2.3678124999999994,-0.6959404895833305,-0.05541666666666599,109.70875000000002,94.52083333333331,3.2,10.083333333333334,3.1291,-2.3668791666666658,307,2,91,0,12,101,62,96,0.412,0.475,0.113,-0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,0,8,8,1,1,1,20,22,8,5,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,16,3,3,20,3,7,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,1,5,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409008918356301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544315082808407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267676513235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157187511896453,0.17842389591134447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858428145303805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695973084262562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384196495063958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030432066021796,0.08342180786552378,0.0,0.15077896202042618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298661559665989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755636111927502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360688770270315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752765872549507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838580139194947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143033558422888,0.13553662369509153,0.0,0.0,0.1535284053351872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866927575554496,0.0,0.1099600152863334 lonely,DrazHD,2019/04/19,"Putting social media on a pause really makes me realize just how lonely I am. It's been just **five days** since I put all social media (except actual productive stuff), online chat apps, etc. on a pause and I'm already devastated. I was stuck on a routine where I'd sit down on my computer and just browse. Endless hours of just mindlessly scrolling through content and interactions where I didn't have to put any effort into, well, anything. Now time's been passing much slower and I've gone out multiple times each day. Before when I'd go out, I wasn't really in the moment, you know. I'd just keep thinking of the moment I was back inside with my headphones on zoning out of the real world. Now I've been a lot more aware of my surroundings and it really made me realize just how lonely I am... It's almost Summer, it's getting warm and people are out late at night, I keep passing all these groups of people and couples, just chilling outside, drinking, having fun. I'm still very much a victim of r/SocialAnxiety, although it's definitely gotten better, a year back I hadn't even willingly gone outside for years. So I can't just hit up some random people I see outside, but I don't have anyone else either. The realization is just slowly hitting me right now. For a long time now I've just had this ""fake"" social connection by browsing Twitter, Reddit, Twitch, Discord, whatever, even though I wasn't actively taking part in the interactions. ... confused sad rant is now over.",3.988200824499408,6.061282583038873,5.10344964664311,79.47564561248531,72.99293286219081,7.684864546525326,26.632656065959953,8.472884824447931,2.0654712603062437,1173,42,207,21,24,386,164,283,0.1,0.866,0.034,-0.9475,1,4,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,28,10,1,1,12,0,21,2,0,4,2,45,39,14,0,0,13,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,14,1,2,4,2,0,8,6,6,1,1,15,2,20,4,29,21,11,53,0,3,1,0,8,21,0,5,23,139,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1162002193195363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923661337077095,0.0,0.13140244523689865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097521990624232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326014913811157,0.12200661502590382,0.09798874451430648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312295890868988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132422570250588,0.0,0.0,0.10531233869360593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175444500077366,0.0,0.15358730752978844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664836452510625,0.0,0.0,0.09947205099473534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280032516318646,0.15729609440038197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622118778468643,0.0,0.06767318078697362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117265087059638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167901955247787,0.0,0.0,0.06544061635465853,0.0,0.13432201321832385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053778057595934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123347767522492,0.0,0.1126718342534802,0.07948362126587169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506794732778508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174400971295187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289468388314268,0.0,0.2476552541108006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591103972272317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553364755620256,0.2288478684633065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168957099245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488751843611616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985002367121118,0.0,0.0,0.3641465156138968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509360929157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631261659150498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952973202015937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629858072062977,0.1169907803521104,0.0,0.20830112174789756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982495113447276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706290600763917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336105075144826 lonely,tonguepunch88,2019/04/19,30m isolated lonely guy I got out of a 20 year relationship. And have been so lost and lonely. Not used to not having anybody with me. I work a job I love but recently hours were cut. I dont do drugs drink every so often. I miss the interaction with a partner. Even to just say hey how was your day. To share everything with. I feel like life has frozen.,-0.2902702702702697,1.972255108108112,2.1257297297297306,93.00237837837841,92.5135135135135,5.662702702702703,16.85945945945946,7.1686216300943375,0.15687459459459466,274,7,62,5,10,93,58,74,0.162,0.722,0.116,-0.1187,1,4,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,4,0,8,4,0,2,0,14,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,2,8,3,8,9,0,5,0,4,0,1,9,1,0,1,5,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538005849372414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794980812384692,0.2336206941117748,0.27656237132910866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751452197591378,0.0,0.20093061821669508,0.0,0.21433144158199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058321323274168,0.1703709504605367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073512689687694,0.0,0.0,0.23613378983320785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348558519914266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366557004159021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844625856763162,0.11650982271296274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603302996581873,0.0,0.21523850995234664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354713225444777,0.2560394598085229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964974818259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059711065708132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361708616064306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535740139697935 lonely,crazykat1990,2019/04/19,"28F looking for someone to photo dump on to feel better Exactly my title, lots of pics, took for someone qho took me for granted, and now I wanna share....",12.253,6.5363623,11.843333333333335,63.58500000000002,59.33333333333334,13.333333333333336,46.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.658666666666667,119,5,21,1,1,40,25,30,0.078,0.7759999999999999,0.146,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,8,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759087566991821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773948680733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261973041542884,0.0,0.0,0.2652225115137584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286559063351743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6932118650647209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Sridley2,2019/04/19,"I hate the situation I'm in right now. I'm in my final year of uni and I have only *just* started studying for my exams/presentations because depression won over any motivation to study up until a couple weeks ago. I was actually, genuinely trying to work hard and get through this, but it's one of those days where I just fucked up and now I don't even want to get out of bed. I live by myself and I have one friend in this city but she works fulltime and isn't actually a close friend so she doesn't know about much of what's going on. I'm a 22 year old girl who lives by herself with crushing anxiety and depression. Wtf am I supposed to do with myself everyday? Study? Sleep? That's about it right now, and I can barely find the motivation to do the former. The latter has it's own issues as well as night time is definitely the time I feel loneliest. Fuck sake why is my life always like this? I'm sorry I just needed to rant, not really got any other way to let it out.",1.684814622763806,3.6169671625615782,3.7482706766917318,87.21909774436092,79.34482758620689,6.835260565206119,21.029038112522684,7.85451343220497,0.8344049261083741,766,21,165,13,19,261,122,203,0.194,0.6940000000000001,0.112,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,12,10,3,0,8,0,14,4,1,2,0,25,31,13,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,12,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,3,2,19,5,31,27,2,32,0,2,0,2,7,13,2,0,18,108,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.267992522201616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171840029143202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425420575806015,0.0,0.0,0.18675311927622085,0.0,0.1050429565644212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370384373293199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519326135260358,0.0,0.08855458742697729,0.0,0.2365324660833957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069298086887224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942884321800158,0.0,0.0,0.1504180864961802,0.1255002650922892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217311906675645,0.2538846226419375,0.14347923052738118,0.0,0.07803731572414459,0.0,0.10982058668422676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300417414325165,0.13556672360697747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331757897231756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546283446801004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041035854277106,0.09698720545933774,0.06708348531799635,0.0,0.24249722090091946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100939785302851,0.10181477121219913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885758382928045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144085368844617,0.0,0.18609171393162094,0.10443161794255924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796529219004963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345266194113597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434393041003625,0.1374107103804611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537090334646732,0.09718981873158136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601349329675479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093225526112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098990722873166,0.1089915135902741,0.11014303939512347,0.0,0.1234595699700107,0.0,0.12390231248131713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992888117432508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768482668924736 lonely,damn_my_son,2019/04/19,My life is so lonely and shitty My life is so lonely and shitty i dream of perfect scenario's in my head while listening to music and get high on them.I have tried to stop it but i just dont feel happy any other way,0.051250000000003126,1.9416599583333358,2.65816666666667,93.1035,84.83333333333334,4.673333333333334,15.85,5.6839178017228535,-0.6448800000000001,170,3,38,1,5,59,36,48,0.275,0.654,0.07200000000000001,-0.8706,0,4,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,8,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118021405631347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811889589460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445547430912574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992897919816474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462332027204279,0.0,0.0,0.3337989171506989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436430231845938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594654364512433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192240901285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208224623070406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581672145519866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,dorawithafedora,2019/04/19,"I feel so alone today Hi everyone. I just joined this sub because I am absolutely devastated today, and I should be feeling happy. I don't know what I want to accomplish with this, maybe nothing other than getting it off my chest for a bit. I was offered a promotion yesterday, and I accepted. My manager had spoken to me in private about it, and in my confusion about whether or not to go for it, I confided in 4 people I trusted. Apparently one of them has told the entire office about it. And I can feel the difference in the attitudes of people because of it. I can feel their cold attitudes, and hear their whispers. I am devastated to know that someone I have considered a friend has betrayed me in such a way, knowing full well I am a private person, and I have no idea who it was either. I am hurt, and I feel so alone because I have no one to confide in in-person. All of my best friends live abroad, and the people I thought I was friendly with here apparently cannot be trusted. My husband is a huge help, but he can't help with this. I just want a hug from someone I call a friend, but I have no one. I want to leave the job, not continue with the promotion. I want to forget all of this happened. I just want to feel liked and not lonely.",3.7117303469477383,4.7071959328063295,5.329611330698288,81.88639767237595,71.88537549407116,8.626174791392183,30.656346069389553,8.998388855275968,2.5093181379007468,973,42,199,19,18,331,120,253,0.123,0.705,0.172,0.9472,3,4,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,4,11,15,0,1,14,0,23,2,1,0,2,46,43,15,0,6,11,1,6,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,14,13,0,0,12,0,0,1,9,3,1,3,6,9,37,12,31,34,6,15,0,2,0,1,18,9,0,2,5,154,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350456406552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751452171647092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908191368544185,0.0,0.12388208739083625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586764792258752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855413884427067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842740458218587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442492614719206,0.08106445374933254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506728911574644,0.0,0.05928446168321469,0.0,0.06448877983111413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034295728106676,0.120793105078322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789124497013046,0.0,0.15211584374506884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147417424675838,0.12809613030368988,0.0,0.0,0.1126034985954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870838100573066,0.0,0.0,0.12015051473996845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055436710948241236,0.0,0.10019789727017718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399792387526378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887949039437507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306747891717516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360016918170971,0.19815883094952594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228899604461064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008413114495634,0.0,0.0,0.21511646709247512,0.10842740458218587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346437692884449,0.09006882999703686,0.0,0.0,0.10202499857868252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,angelenergies,2019/04/19,"Will I ever be somebody’s first priority? Hey guys, I can’t believe I’m posting here but I guess this is the point I have got to. Just after Christmas, I was in an accident that meant I haven’t been able to walk since then. I can’t drive, can’t work and haven’t left the house on my own really. I am finding this so incredibly difficult and I am only 21. I have had one surgery and am awaiting another that will hopefully allow me to walk again (this surgery is scheduled for May but has already been cancelled once so I’m trying not to get my hopes up). I feel like nobody understands how I am feeling. I have suffered severely with depression before but for the past 18 months have been fine and actually quite happy in my life. I have a great job I love and lots of friends. However I feel so alone right now. I am constantly being let down by people and I’m finding it hard to cope with. I am trying not to allow my happiness to be in the hands of others but it’s so difficult not to do this! My friend was meant to come and see me at 12 today for an hour or two but at 12.50 he texted to say he won’t make it. It’s now 13.50 and I feel crushed by this. To him it won’t be a big deal, and he is asked if I’m free in a couple of days. I am free (of course I am) and have said he can come over but if I wasn’t injured I would have said no just to teach him a lesson. I can’t spite myself now though because I am so desperate for the social interaction. My brother works a lot and has a girlfriend so is out of the house most of the time and my parents travel a lot so are rarely around. As well of all of this, my best friend just got engaged. I am so happy for her, of course I am, and she has asked me to be part of the wedding but this has all just made me feel even more isolated. I had my heart broken three years ago and still not really over it. I have been texting a guy but his replies are slow and he has a lot of family stuff going on right now so I feel hopeless that anything will come from it. I want therapy for my feelings and for trauma that I have experienced in my childhood and throughout my early teens but whilst I am out of work I can’t afford it. I live in the UK and it’s incredibly difficult to get therapy for free and if you do, you are only entitled to five sessions after the two year waiting list so I may as well wait until I can pay for it myself. I don’t want to go back into medication for my depression after I worked so hard to come off it. I just feel so sad and don’t really know what to do.",1.7315763669602795,2.9737964533820858,3.7117911750041586,90.59330417982383,77.15356489945155,7.093385408010636,22.852293501745052,7.7669595915474945,0.831095429616088,1968,57,460,29,44,670,234,547,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14400000000000002,-0.1609,4,1,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,2,0,8,32,29,1,0,21,0,70,6,2,5,3,90,111,51,0,8,22,2,11,1,4,8,3,3,0,2,25,30,0,2,15,1,4,10,17,10,2,6,16,16,66,22,70,81,11,64,0,5,1,1,31,24,0,14,30,339,91,8,0.07546256284972867,0.0,0.0736405757357754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689300881578537,0.0,0.0,0.07815645679412389,0.08327481460017376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791290768500046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209925939826641,0.06717767992865689,0.1410946191346172,0.0,0.0,0.05802605280542459,0.0,0.04600127789500927,0.0,0.06421308290473854,0.08502046685426706,0.07919330404064037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001726393231944,0.0,0.08154822187396106,0.0,0.0,0.08349789047233996,0.0,0.0486671101760118,0.07779858874805498,0.1299915896121895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049842311057865366,0.06826020841083631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113938825861893,0.0,0.30524911338510125,0.053910469977979165,0.0,0.0,0.1379428306501141,0.0641884174099111,0.0,0.0,0.17490656659415876,0.0,0.07885214897312295,0.0,0.08577422700588823,0.0,0.1207086102944752,0.0831977419480755,0.08313052070353834,0.14943960285692348,0.0,0.2409939041225717,0.13519926791088666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942350031500249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990270402023598,0.0743154236312678,0.17414733146191147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488494956388901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041472251025698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199029533670912,0.07716558325890456,0.05330143983387985,0.036867196447094734,0.0,0.06663482553455194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566222894722185,0.06810790922704113,0.07140450157684998,0.05037184667859773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760205930068389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602334977118088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036516660333765,0.051135385573452964,0.11478535904106987,0.0,0.0,0.0837922456524033,0.08171860179318982,0.0720375550070347,0.05231623945722599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133651354887993,0.0,0.07227227543099153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026372446115243,0.0,0.0,0.1450297502726791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888923270645994,0.14356435604620793,0.060010858823595525,0.0,0.0,0.060133892420285676,0.0,0.0,0.08525121645565757,0.0,0.06242341179790314,0.0,0.0,0.0769245796006727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026450017075963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638658020295806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259603449245894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414158485549947,0.0,0.04400282725153188,0.0,0.07152968597566915,0.0,0.0,0.1024682533644894,0.0,0.14743191752988533,0.07855918925678428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901954947271097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356998133827484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197505780375532,0.0,0.0,0.05360643952174656,0.0,0.0,0.09719083267583274 lonely,redComrade1917,2019/04/19,My crush now feels sorry for me Yesterday I got really drunk and texted a „friend“ (a girl that I told all my problems and she is too nice to just block me or admit that she doesn‘t like me) and her best friend happens to be my crush. She was at a sleepover with her and after a time she got her phone and wrote with me.. she now thinks im an alcoholic and a psycho and I will never admit that I fell in love with her because it would put her in a bad situation when she knows about my mental issues and I would never know if she really loves me or if she didnt want to break my heart.. fuck man fuck,3.610406976744187,3.5591376666666683,4.78557170542636,89.4727761627907,71.55813953488372,8.000387596899225,22.3265503875969,7.6454224807358475,0.5870689922480619,465,8,110,5,8,154,75,129,0.166,0.669,0.165,0.4548,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,7,0,8,7,1,0,3,31,24,13,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,11,2,1,6,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,1,28,6,12,14,2,14,0,0,0,4,23,3,2,4,9,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171084320431324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196832491412167,0.1036489851332916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843646891503215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597250517532724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627302102637148,0.31438082535070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719777694530029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503573668208054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148690381756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836620651062332,0.1774676161782607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868885790441547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830682900847334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069182420125348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135070362961294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227593264646065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626961790726648,0.0,0.17092756658966904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217851722354417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911213516015589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033516997457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089486478602608,0.0,0.0,0.09914612368000407,0.0,0.0,0.162471383004253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028836569418828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415695088175369,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,MinuteClub,2019/04/19,"If anyone is feeling lonely, and ever needs a friend or someone to talk to... my inbox is open feeling lonely sucks and being alone can suck sometimes too when you feel like you have no one to talk to. I know i appreciate it when i feel like i have people to talk to, and ive been feeling very lonely lately so if anyone does need someone to talk to, im only a message away :)",3.941923076923076,4.2389426794871845,5.470923076923079,83.62407692307694,70.92307692307692,6.752820512820513,25.856410256410257,5.6839178017228535,0.8381917948717947,291,8,59,1,5,99,47,78,0.187,0.612,0.201,0.0772,0,7,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,18,9,0,4,3,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,8,3,9,16,0,6,0,3,0,0,8,2,2,3,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707168131935869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050950610701296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548656087578387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424607722661498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491004803163516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167214553090376,0.2355128164689547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734922095321846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804744179560633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058765995139192,0.0,0.1859382984943676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105771799274146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444424977572056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116948032780004,0.12536258359556554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427413734909353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793241731726764,0.0,0.16302360889390088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299446468836531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600411823524985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,soupermega,2019/04/19,"I act irrationally out of loneliness I always feel such a strong sense of loneliness at the end of the day, sitting in my room alone and wishing there was somebody with me. I call people I wouldn’t normally talk to, and I act overly friendly towards acquaintances over text. What causes that? And why is this only happening at night?",4.02005376344086,6.657204661290322,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,74.96774193548387,8.004301075268819,28.075268817204304,8.841846274778883,2.600313978494624,267,11,46,6,6,85,50,62,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,-0.2869,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,12,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943528229608328,0.0,0.0,0.23648305827723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29020720538165484,0.0,0.0,0.2919589600511102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329005501605564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172311613557363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370363933570626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957768533867447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251323382621219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670909227351586,0.2784625959504187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615229153307736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703340456558627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284348856815541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564526845099245,0.0,0.3268241164542335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwawaypprr,2019/04/19,"My friends left me. Throughout high school I had a really big friend group of maybe 15 guys. I was generally the most popular one for the first three years and the ‘leader’ so to speak. Well now it’s senior year and college decisions rolled around, I’m the only person in the entire group who got admitted into the most prestigious university in my state (it’s everyone’s dream in my school to get in, huge on academics and partying). While the rest of them are all going to a average state-college (bad for academics and no social scene). Ever since I told them I was committed to the better one and was excited, they started to get jealous and I could sense the animosity. Now they leave me out of most parties, hang outs, events, group chats, because they’re jealous or something. And I don’t know if I should care because i’m about to have the time of my life traveling to a new state at a great school, or if i should be sad because my childhood high school memories will be filled of people resenting me. And i’m sad I won’t have any friends after I graduate. Am I being unreasonable? And should I try to be friends with them? I don’t want to come off as desperate. Or should I just ignore and look forward to the next 4 years?",4.9770901639344265,5.706157241803282,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,68.79508196721312,9.214754098360656,30.004098360655732,9.354420925462401,2.468447540983606,973,36,196,19,16,316,138,244,0.099,0.732,0.16899999999999998,0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,2,8,17,3,0,15,0,21,1,0,0,3,39,36,18,0,8,6,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,2,3,16,0,1,3,3,0,6,4,7,1,4,6,2,27,10,32,19,5,40,0,2,1,0,20,17,0,8,17,130,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372176088531387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095975867214824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027950710084762,0.22514750652678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088843531217082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255229567938932,0.0,0.0,0.10605183396914432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982965335786382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136368685072373,0.0,0.11764072980976785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472072943079523,0.0,0.0,0.3804703709291143,0.0,0.12864399670299653,0.0,0.06996853934766352,0.0,0.09846553497253882,0.13573365063916135,0.0,0.12190224380426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260153460287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766025014783474,0.0,0.0,0.13035997952266218,0.1337637517852366,0.0,0.08695907897946839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338477656518634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368458890223888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890429553576096,0.1309331656097607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685050334798007,0.09363376612008928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535176560048552,0.10749842062982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886999893211244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983918768294609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018411962907496,0.0,0.0,0.12549924755888875,0.0,0.09477919365829086,0.0,0.0,0.08714074277171682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178877985681865,0.0,0.0,0.11764072980976785,0.0,0.08358634368022293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261584356295138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106942966852926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784419298273685 lonely,bootcamper64,2019/04/20,"Dr. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Grub Stand: a discord server Creating a discord server for likeminded lonely people. I really want the server to be focused on 1. humor 2. interesting conversation 3. making friends If you are smart and/or funny and/or want to interact with people who are, get up in this server: https://discord.gg/kvkRmkh",6.532060606060604,10.156934963636367,6.650454545454547,63.70901515151516,72.0909090909091,8.757575757575756,27.34848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.516575757575758,273,10,33,7,6,87,44,55,0.149,0.544,0.307,0.8437,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043475888892516,0.0,0.20581098142293114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668062596081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26294982029066244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461997790684848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236019248561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646975657962262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,NightNDay44,2019/04/20,"Never had a true friend/relationship my whole life I'm 19m. I understand that I am young. But that doesnt change much because it's been so many years of my life and it genuinely hurts me sometimes like now. I either messed up any friendship I had, friends ditched me, or I left due to them being very toxic. It's like I cant win once in life. So many people seem to be doing great around me social wise, my whole family is extroverted but me. I get teased for this occasionally and man... I was that kid who ate in the who often ate in the stalls alone or went outside for a walk during lunch. How am I supposed to go on and live life knowing this. I feel like theres something wrong with me. Well clearly. I understand social cues, I'm just quite anti social but I crave a connection with someone so I dont know. Thinking about the future scares the shit out of me. I'm so alone in this world.",1.2600426742531994,3.408587243243243,2.750071123755337,92.68832147937412,81.97297297297297,5.6244665718349935,20.007112375533424,6.8360192770164,0.19975675675675708,700,19,154,8,19,228,116,185,0.136,0.723,0.142,0.2866,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,12,15,2,1,7,0,13,8,1,1,3,26,28,13,0,0,7,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,2,11,7,3,0,7,0,0,3,4,6,1,0,7,1,23,9,18,19,4,19,0,1,0,0,10,10,1,4,9,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483631813827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836621126398567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951950303469478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499569945512753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014552807704505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418592438968236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597826028750015,0.0,0.062205801158995676,0.08789002368979487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900996508685669,0.0,0.06427617162371094,0.0,0.06991868969608958,0.0,0.0,0.13563694610231805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170221420672648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352240901111288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366845071875896,0.0,0.34758849712224155,0.18031332895641766,0.0,0.10863448968612847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249458746401596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043849677669452,0.0,0.0948854781056098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101900984144274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529095604498997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308536291225686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320842205039282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317080296947712,0.0,0.0,0.1119985362127468,0.0,0.0,0.12628474394052552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762295038158041,0.10423979707497168,0.09471166745545206,0.1216761708556064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883029477291288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561494643860519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150959385415416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061543163862406,0.11404662612725973,0.0,0.27470897332373084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345099619559979,0.0,0.07922491298813594 lonely,ambitiontowin56,2019/04/20,"I suppose I made the choice to move... About a year ago, I moved halfway across the US to do what I needed for my career. I recognize I've got a lot going for me, and I should be grateful, but I'm feeling a bit frustrated today. I set up a discord a while ago with all of my displaced friends, and it's helped us all cope with the transition to adult life. Several of these guys had never met each other, and never would have, had I not brought this network together. Today, a lot of them who happen to live in the same area decided to hang out irl for the first time. I am currently watching them make plans and talk shit, as I am stuck thousands of miles away, with no one I'd like to spend time with here. No one has offered to voice me or anything, or even asked what I'm up to. Life is funny, in a shitty way, sometimes.",5.541602067183463,4.392799,6.201705426356592,84.63838501291994,67.72093023255815,9.272351421188633,31.320413436692505,8.167268648758528,1.9917731266149872,636,21,142,7,9,209,111,172,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.9194,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,2,2,3,4,2,0,12,0,11,3,1,2,4,28,24,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,2,0,4,7,3,18,2,28,14,7,28,0,0,1,0,13,9,1,4,13,101,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265078328964419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304101880476302,0.0,0.1397796515966014,0.0,0.14047759039630456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323552096974306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875558567957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560106647021055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718039393882574,0.0,0.0,0.11551765328562145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497483206933484,0.0,0.11958363540124566,0.0,0.0,0.1480468621000039,0.13221875133362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021912580121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121873350729325,0.07304720628363097,0.0,0.13202761033053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542306321414361,0.0,0.1414780579735415,0.09980478663462132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178290917018303,0.0,0.11086610303867167,0.2306358315033951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263526486139305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689133917004864,0.15347863290786573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787765946753878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017733897595895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743709264097799,0.0,0.2834521867897445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597047883309729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868085772010567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621368108354187,0.0,0.0,0.09628503775080086 lonely,kindhearted999,2019/04/20,"Feeling lonely? I’ll be your friend :) Hey everyone I just wanted to write that if anyone here is needing a friend or would like to talk about anything at all :) I suffer from loneliness and depression so I’m very understanding :) I value people’s thoughts and feelings, each one is special! Please don’t hesitate to reach out to me, I would love to hear from you :) I’m 29/M and I love listening to music, watching tv shows, food and sleep haha! :3",0.8102917771883291,3.365096678160924,2.482068965517243,89.18713527851459,93.71264367816092,5.435543766578249,21.634836427939877,7.010146845296331,0.9982067197170644,349,13,67,6,13,114,66,87,0.123,0.487,0.39,0.9832,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,1,19,18,7,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,8,7,11,14,2,2,0,3,1,2,11,2,0,2,1,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505745045452866,0.0,0.1772109083276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854766698777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577174969989295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217770200374882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039650180876284,0.0,0.33275063008216144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270990669018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520688061642472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38871524637714977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596758789310675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592361024851014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929337973325602,0.0,0.0,0.2363845725122595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550091104966865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308646829490826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096018628613188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224182146785206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768250052025325,0.12701629112676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059503746713788,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AyyLmaox10,2019/04/20,Wasted away I just cant do it anymore. I dont know what on earth I have to look forward too in the future whatsoever. Last time I felt some sort of happiness was when I was a young teen but ever since I became depressed no one looked out for me so I just became numb to the core. I barely feel human at times anymore and I just want off this fucking ride already. I just cant take it,-0.2559036144578286,1.886936963855426,2.006036144578317,95.46351204819281,89.0,4.283855421686749,17.938554216867473,5.6839178017228535,-0.4498906024096381,300,8,68,2,10,101,61,83,0.162,0.7929999999999999,0.045,-0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,14,15,4,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,4,11,1,10,12,1,15,0,1,2,1,1,7,1,2,8,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509464619760289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510482119478181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365396360353198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195863116936623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665163182021715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570034141402935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498252111562042,0.0,0.21834393084874065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102317468562467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207626234380306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249755369021153,0.18536497552919026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381924924324356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409513852476725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881113084474379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097984327168408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265202723506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412903465551682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,marshmallowcat249,2019/04/20,"Lost my best friend... I was feeling pretty sad last night, and it had been a while since we had spent time together. Idk why, but I had this strange feeling that I had done something wrong. So I asked her if I had done something wrong. She had texted me back, essentially saying that all I ever want to do when I'm with her is smoke, and that I'm always in a bitchy mood around her. So, I apologized for bringing her down, and blocked her on every social media that we followed each other on. Part of me thinks that what she said was influenced by one of her other friends who hates me. She's been hanging out with her and her bf a lot lately. I have no interest in speaking to her anymore. I have no interest in trying to talk things through with her and try to repair our friendship. She said what she said and I'm just going to have to get over it.",3.7937931034482766,4.596746022988508,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,71.52873563218391,7.179310344827586,25.99425287356322,7.1686216300943375,0.9824459770114942,664,20,145,6,12,210,102,174,0.163,0.693,0.14400000000000002,-0.5734,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,3,0,17,0,0,1,2,26,35,12,0,2,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,14,14,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,5,0,1,17,7,31,5,23,18,5,21,0,2,0,0,31,9,0,2,8,111,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318349975878605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681871390020734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178951173822526,0.1384000681803081,0.0,0.0,0.11383580343121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536182380125085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30299844303187834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391322158144492,0.12473247511695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970981304456968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287550570937025,0.0,0.07734627203346353,0.0,0.0841361558544056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461616520279512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067467108144808,0.16699876830659946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160624454599254,0.12586072586388206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389281737266126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031765765695136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031596568521547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506127874800435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224679180593001,0.11772960590113292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246256450977,0.0,0.0,0.15091102873763074,0.0,0.2279412171166081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899122453103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835308261834026,0.09485987217282583,0.0,0.0,0.08632496872085417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102273692566344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731950085671802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358563370503007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237232039756877,0.0,0.0 lonely,Throwaway_1022019,2019/04/20,19th birthday I’m 19 today and I’m spending it drinking by myself in my room. I can’t make friends,-1.7668181818181845,-0.06629904545454579,1.036818181818184,97.42522727272728,107.63636363636364,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.12403636363636306,79,4,17,0,4,27,19,22,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751917838978089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536371907109655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919328495748829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565575912378083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,ImOKatGAMES,2019/04/20,"What do I do? I’ve recently confirmed in myself that I’m lonely. I’ve been lying to myself saying that I enjoy being alone. I don’t. I’m having a list of troubles. Friends: my ‘best’ friend is in a relationship now, their attention is complete on them and I’m being ignored, like fully ignored. I don’t get responses from my messengers and they are too busy to see me. She admitted to me that I’m ugly. I literally have no other friends. Relationships: I’m a gay guy, I’ve been on 4 dates in my life, each of them failed. I’ve been lying to myself saying I should always be single, but I’m wrong. Family: not close to my parents. I don’t have grandparents. I’m not close to any. I don’t know what to do. I’m a clear outcast. I’m too anxious/nervous to do anything about it. I can’t get over my nerves either, it’s really bad. Anyone gone through this? I just keep getting told my time will come, but it won’t.",-0.2709375000000023,1.9673876979166671,2.585408333333333,90.20542500000003,91.29166666666666,5.363666666666667,19.659166666666664,6.918507183188421,0.4996689166666664,706,23,151,11,25,247,104,192,0.16699999999999998,0.752,0.081,-0.926,2,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,2,5,13,0,0,4,0,24,2,0,0,1,20,43,4,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,0,1,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,3,26,6,19,32,4,14,0,2,1,1,16,8,0,0,5,98,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117438884642176,0.0,0.0,0.14555550419033092,0.0,0.0,0.11895817862901598,0.0,0.0,0.19762074271679386,0.0,0.122314897141594,0.0,0.1439522188030178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605897307821356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835779032062084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068642699139903,0.1834104376567117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490813068220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054507024466999,0.0,0.2741806080794587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320788216112346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548553402568435,0.0,0.0,0.09613677541010612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355800381246992,0.08546180390927785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942387042459271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206443011021668,0.0,0.1727219518918341,0.3756180139609618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782221998664415,0.0,0.0,0.13939630396628774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200290112704216,0.0,0.0,0.16715280236315475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191258140355887,0.0,0.0 lonely,peppercheesor,2019/04/20,"Little rant All the people I consider my friends are close to me at the beginning but then they just forget about me or can't stand me anymore. I've never been anyone's best friend, I always feel like I'm the third wheel, it's not that I'm not likable, it's just that I'm not that important or at least that's how I feel. I've always had this feeling, as if I've always knew my all of my friends would have left, it's hard to explain but I know that sooner or later it will just be me and noone else. I wanted to share this with someone because it's really hard to ignore these things even if my friends told me it's not true and they will never leave (ha ha ha, they all did), it's hard to be close with someone knowing that they just won't be there for you in a couple of months or so.",3.2589542827115103,3.322247086705204,4.38987913820284,91.6012979506043,72.35260115606937,7.21576458223857,23.81975827640568,6.574015621080383,0.4730393063583813,618,14,147,4,11,203,91,173,0.147,0.722,0.131,-0.0092,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,1,9,12,0,0,4,3,13,0,0,1,6,40,26,14,0,4,16,0,6,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,6,19,11,15,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,6,8,99,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37270562345912783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807221315299354,0.10439877729365687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101603177295443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668826186131138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520512037839846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472666222968755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861572492037916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264819936029868,0.1066647987390584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461416214241284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012486639591524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641102112713461,0.0,0.0,0.15809432963999373,0.16222226135699255,0.0,0.0,0.07294375453801408,0.14964462525783626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917525321897506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030919780192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351052689336196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564975121610622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530143128609297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919279516108266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426690337459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880650116037469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060632579356144,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway341w5,2019/04/20,"I seriously feel like I'll never have sex again It's been a couple years now since my last relationship ended, and I've had zero success getting back out there. Dating proved useless to someone as average as me. And there are very few social events in my town, except bars. And since I dislike alcohol and getting drunk, that really isnt an option for me. Someday I'd like to get married, very much so, but right now I just want to feel handsome and attractive. I want to feel like I have a chance. I want to feel another person's body and share just one night together. But I genuinely feel like that will never happen. I feel like I'm going to miss my chance and I'll pass the point of no return in dating. I feel like I'm going to become a lonely, pathetic loser who can't find a wife.",3.4747308488612814,4.709878993788821,5.033804347826088,82.8692572463768,72.72670807453416,7.8511387163561075,24.59679089026915,8.344100000000001,1.50168281573499,622,18,124,10,12,210,98,161,0.13699999999999998,0.642,0.221,0.9153,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,0,0,6,0,8,5,1,0,3,28,27,12,0,3,5,1,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,9,2,0,3,5,5,0,2,2,7,14,10,15,24,2,23,0,4,0,1,6,6,0,1,20,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137242543633695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289005086910058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452388454030043,0.0,0.0,0.13576408885227134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654506536246952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360172642594134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887753723883067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43509189812712695,0.4390981975630307,0.0,0.0,0.11235377530551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267409374586802,0.0,0.13972539468133774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870464091821104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020255782825284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603378605098546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036607172872456,0.0,0.18961898364315674,0.0,0.0,0.11535940588906725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329905358334054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733580685091654,0.0,0.0,0.11620649767118968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875069161118692,0.0,0.0,0.13197844468558734,0.0,0.10497966311517218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033742804868165,0.0,0.0,0.125309403775357,0.10415631965581276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285660567817015,0.21751799086878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916146801361641 lonely,Silent_Serenity_V2,2019/04/20,"I wish I had someone to talk to I'm tired of just wallowing in my room because I have no where to go or anyone to be with. I wish I had like gaming friends or something....I don't know....I don't really care, I just wish I had anyone really, some one to mess around with, do stupid stuff....I don't know....",-1.2144402985074656,0.6754316417910466,1.5896828358208952,98.58213619402989,90.7910447761194,5.141044776119403,15.83768656716418,6.6274283507984215,-0.4711179104477612,228,5,58,3,8,79,38,67,0.196,0.61,0.194,-0.0374,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,12,16,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,3,10,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239261767623475,0.0,0.0,0.1797632587497361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309653488839085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588423920788465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560130012482572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476322626572705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195428600642766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865430573569596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683508507394698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587270112371133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710972483838969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23116507128589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230616535561354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320923766830001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966392492437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,oo8oo9,2019/04/20,"30m Looking for an older father figure I only recently acknowledged to myself the extent of my daddy issues. I’ve always been kind of distant from my father. I love him, and he loves me, but we’ve never been able to form the kind of father/son bond that I’ve wanted and needed. He recently moved away, which has only made the distance worse. I know this post may be weird, but I’m looking for a significantly older man who I can form a father/son bond with. I want to trust you, look up to you, confide in you, be just like you, even be scared of you sometimes. I want you to know everything about me, even the embarrassing stuff. I just want a Dad.",3.2250000000000014,4.49716422727273,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,73.39393939393939,7.098181818181819,22.29090909090909,7.554174236665415,0.8390854545454536,506,12,103,6,10,170,79,132,0.1,0.774,0.126,0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,0,5,9,0,2,8,0,8,2,0,1,1,19,22,4,0,5,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,19,6,17,15,3,10,0,0,3,2,16,3,0,1,6,68,24,0,0.15466726003671652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869555048641942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531498213935673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431253310516184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900496031850196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143243566263318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221243009780356,0.17000216243577498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556261070886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896446334580298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791864815922755,0.14634990114463753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438682018151415,0.0,0.11468381353548945,0.11928892587444748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352628416631739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812848113560406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054305201779523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484890921842193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296987500791132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705700892428172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649070290407357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761915157110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Annaj0,2019/04/20,"idk what to do do long distance relationships work? he’s shifting somewhere else and i really love him. i’m just scared if he’ll cheat although he has promised me and he loves me a lot but i get these feelings and depression every other day. i cry every single night for him, and i can’t tell him my feelings anymore cause this depression isn’t going😪",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,82.94366197183099,5.803521126760564,24.367957746478872,7.1686216300943375,1.1753788732394366,283,11,55,4,8,92,53,71,0.251,0.66,0.08900000000000001,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,10,3,2,11,2,3,0,2,0,2,11,0,0,2,3,32,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165892035298906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435187440943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398967056450208,0.14084673885761562,0.0,0.3762066703689121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244103911216225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36801449518562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220854197033573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410239887485114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932727453579632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856716602835847,0.3942201158172554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494895845335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990946034097151,0.0,0.0,0.2344745499349778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186515427899964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088689846817086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589941963202968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,logictrumpsbs,2019/04/20,Even my dreams are pathetic I have weird circular patches of dry skin on my upper back between my shoulder blades. Idk what they are i dont have money or insurance to go see a dermatologist. They are quite itchy though and sometimes they sting. I treat it with lotion best i can. Last night i had a dream that the top layer of my patches were scratched off to reveal parasites and eggs inside. I thought to myself. Atleast someone needs me and i woke up,1.5583712121212123,4.2853193068181845,2.4222727272727305,90.75757575757578,88.88636363636363,5.206060606060606,23.24242424242424,6.816661863887847,0.912837878787879,361,14,70,5,12,113,67,88,0.1,0.753,0.146,0.6378,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,3,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,0,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,16,2,10,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,49,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320733908870043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673115291651843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537192711504865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993427706625306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152567467166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460155703909867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237884166268204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832283991034231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210122660485098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405036297748205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557227773952674,0.0,0.29849797512209136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965269593789049,0.2396035622369499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,throwaway13364035,2019/04/20,"Working remotely & living alone... So I work from home (freelancer) and I recently starting living alone... and it absolutely fucking sucks. I get up, work for a few hours, go for a lunch with a buddy, get back home, finish the work... and that's it. I just realized that I meet with friends only like twice a week and have no substantial hobbies. I'm an introvert, but this is too isolating. I have a vacation next which I'm planning to spend visiting my mom... I think about staying with her, because I just can't sit in my apartment for \~22 hours a day alone, staring at the screen, it's too fucking depressing :(",3.013127889060094,5.259439203389835,4.093636363636364,84.81969953775041,76.45762711864407,7.680739599383668,29.371340523882896,8.575989854853784,2.427074576271187,478,22,92,10,11,155,78,118,0.128,0.826,0.047,-0.8762,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,5,7,6,3,0,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,7,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,2,11,2,12,14,1,17,0,1,2,2,5,4,3,0,10,57,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638602663407824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175635594434598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479529400848427,0.0,0.0910061940354817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628011817264763,0.0,0.1285838173259865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534158517565032,0.2760335989407721,0.15599640483772892,0.0,0.08484531629705222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29950138695794243,0.0,0.2940424341363752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293587019617404,0.0,0.2636527566020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748474039120533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877229900048553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135422659471092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740650544406556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056686898391466,0.15912396820486285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565941986140687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975195364781845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43474148239835103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Pasta_Bin426,2019/04/20,"I don't want to be called edgy anymore I'm not trying to be cool. I'm just really fucking sad. Whenever I try to tell my friends these things to ask for help, they just laugh and say ""Haha edgyyyyyyyy!"" I asked my friend if I was overreacting when I left all Discord servers because I would be so excited to get a notification, only to find an ""@everyone"" waiting for me. All she said was ""Wow that's really edgy."" I know maybe I should talk to an adult or whatever but I don't want to just sit there sobbing like ""Oh I'm so lonely wah wah wah"" Whenever I try to join more servers to get more connected with people, even if it's a small server with like 14 people in it, I just can't seem to connect ya know? I try to talk with the conversation, but it's like no one even acknowledges any of my statements whether they be points, adding onto a point, agreeing with a point, or even disagreeing with a point. I stopped talking to my friends about things because even though they *say* they don't think I'm a crybaby, I know they think I am, and because I don't want to be called edgy anymore.",5.877944693572495,5.098144623318387,6.261984304932735,83.26619020926756,66.89237668161435,9.944544095665172,32.9331091180867,9.2995712137729,2.5513261584454408,853,32,188,14,12,276,113,223,0.106,0.732,0.162,0.9105,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,5,0,14,15,1,0,9,2,15,1,0,0,2,37,35,13,0,7,12,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,1,7,7,0,2,9,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,4,28,11,25,25,4,11,0,3,0,1,24,8,2,5,5,113,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385379713437333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541008319636384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030583800193641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861023103798975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217917101259618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869251570869648,0.0,0.0,0.10377486691914853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926121881506028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25171933759906995,0.10040176832817192,0.11348122082707765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727943341527334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905618571463972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799752995893402,0.0,0.0,0.1591738912295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910635945590418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359223632975072,0.08259751222186094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058335885585955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106599377441745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391477876128199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330636896738264,0.17273100634211694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988681365053458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079701146510363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618730497117244,0.09492385125847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430207939183973,0.1391768965544385,0.10670194373934293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29493736414930394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921706754323779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771484896777414,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,Soalone497,2019/04/20,I want to Date Sorry if this is long and sounds weird but I want to be in a relationship I'm a 21 gay male from California. I don't care if its long distance or anything I'm just tired of not having a companion. I don't go out and socialize because I'm very much an Introvert. I feel I am good looking its just that I'm a hermit who doesn't like to leave the house. But I have a job and I'm very nice even though I am at times awkward I would love to have that connection. Even if your not interested in dating me I would like to know if others feel like this so I know I'm not alone.,-0.32035986913849257,1.549348572519083,2.291346782988004,95.30085877862595,86.17557251908397,5.880261723009816,18.517448200654307,7.1686216300943375,0.06592649945474349,457,12,114,7,14,158,75,131,0.171,0.68,0.149,-0.215,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,7,0,12,3,0,0,0,24,28,12,0,8,12,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,4,13,8,11,25,1,10,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,5,8,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407833190675146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625954849500006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834470813841794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812111756639073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347826361186602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797348226646095,0.12697286689948206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101005902446457,0.1490744495827761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508062670985205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763731003946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535539614694114,0.0,0.0,0.18819414194976766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604948702550426,0.0,0.0,0.3145771561455551,0.14925139899221398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041144691596065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306545923158036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081929262825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117694783452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895813174486568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462228745954755,0.0,0.10363784864223684,0.20427854314234564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932975463735269,0.20966367778406228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525135957126746,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,kurse666,2019/04/20,Dead inside Tired of waking up to an empty bed. Tired of eating alone. Tired of going out alone. Tired of having no one to talk to besides my therapist. Tired of seeing couples all over the place. Tired of feeling unwanted and not good enough for anyone. Tired of not existing. Tired of life.,1.7038636363636357,4.484059454545456,2.538522727272728,89.1077840909091,90.8181818181818,4.931818181818182,17.784090909090907,6.6274283507984215,0.3072272727272725,230,6,41,3,8,72,37,55,0.496,0.486,0.019,-0.9875,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,11,1,0,1,7,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,15,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,26,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085793590776475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040830388302957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141713169605763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303615076493164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404487996740296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509144310020009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572273041413448,0.08445821087888747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112387520171147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823355603999882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520487096552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024089918064453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093484813083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691468696492037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.92587296202858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,helbus,2019/04/20,"Today I deleted Instagram Im a 20 year old girl from Norway. I have zero confidence, and it’s very much been like this my entire life. I feel like i should do so much with my life since im in my ‘golden’ age, look perfect, and make happy memories. Travel, party, make friends. Instead i escape into the world of gaming, reading and TV. I have no idea where im going with this either (the post) , i just feel so pressured to do all of this. But i have no confidence, no good friends and i dont know what to do with my life. Social media is pushed in my face everyday, reminding me that i have to do all of these things. So today i just deleted Instagram, where much of this pressure is coming from. Do you have any advice? Should i just pull myself together?",2.0123249299719888,3.935216026143792,3.711358543417365,87.9189705882353,78.28104575163398,6.462931839402429,22.039682539682538,7.447530270364453,0.8617996265172732,584,17,119,8,14,195,86,153,0.071,0.726,0.204,0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,0,2,3,0,16,4,1,2,3,25,24,8,0,2,5,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,4,4,0,5,4,2,0,1,1,3,20,7,15,21,6,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,8,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671853576964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210276014047023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933537053815064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596711807846754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183417665828625,0.10726257949245524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320010628822398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533003743411123,0.12593328314249286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983059696754812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694937882621404,0.4865423843686314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251496646555137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181524811180008,0.14670510537881593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608276429196555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044396610720802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311183468533319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575503950017966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437960138667657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018417729784891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420029305806175,0.0,0.0,0.15305243745252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974870061933967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846370521781593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238841500197742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668752118176398 lonely,flashley630,2019/04/20,"Life without emotional connection This is probably going to be a weird (and long) post, but it's not something I feel like I can talk about with anyone in real life. (Background: 26 Female Aus \[NSW\]) &#x200B; TL:DR; I have no memories and have trouble making friends because I struggle to connect with people. &#x200B; I have a very rare neurological condition known as Severely Deficient Autobiographical Memory. Long story short, I don't have any memory recall. I can remember information and facts, but I can't actually recall any events/emotions/sensory information. It's described as living in the 3rd person because it's like you read your entire life in a book. You know what happened but you don't remember experiencing it. (I also have A.D.D) &#x200B; When you don't have any memories, everyone around you is a stranger. You can get attached to them the same way you would get attached to a character in a novel, but there's this constant feeling that you're supposed to be feeling something deeper, more emotional towards them. &#x200B; It's really hard for me to make friends with people, because I have no idea how they experience friendship, or how their emotional experience affects their ties to people. I only have my own experience to go by, and to most people, my 'brand' of friendship doesn't quite live up to their standards, even though I think of them so highly or I adore spending time with them, to them its like its never quite enough and I get left behind or become disposable. &#x200B; I tend to appreciate intent over action. It doesn't matter to me if someone doesn't understand my interests or tastes, if they go to the effort of doing something for me, or talking to me, or feigning interest in my interests, that means so much more to me than the amount of time I've known them or past events we've been through (since i can't remember them). &#x200B; So i have a tendency to be 'helpful' all the time to make up for it and prove how much I appreciate them. I over offer to do things, If I have food i'll offer it to people all the time, I'll be the first to offer you a lift somewhere or help you clean up after a party, run an errand for you, I'm just happy to show the people around me in my own way that I care about them. But people seem to think that I'm shallow and annoying for it or they literally never take me up on my offers, thinking I'm offering just to be polite, which breaks my heart because I love doing the things for people that I appreciate them doing for me. Or, even worse, they start to take advantage of me. I'm not naive and usually just cut people out when they start to do it. Which ends up leaving me on my own. But when I'm not doing things for people, no one ever seems to want me around. &#x200B; I feel so disconnected from everyone around me, like I'm just not trying hard enough to appreciate them, but at the same time I always feel like I care about them so much more than they care about me. I have no idea how to find people that can accept that I operate differently without scaring them away with my weirdness. &#x200B; Sorry for the long post, It's just been getting to me lately and I needed to get it out.",7.072865737203973,6.839607644480523,7.451856378915206,73.90597784568376,64.27597402597402,10.299006875477463,33.539724980901454,9.845776108104099,3.1571601986249034,2543,95,466,47,34,834,243,616,0.098,0.76,0.142,0.9912,1,0,3,0,0,0,102.0,0,11,22,5,31,25,2,2,21,0,39,8,1,9,7,100,81,45,0,6,31,0,7,5,2,1,4,0,1,1,29,20,2,0,25,4,1,5,20,7,0,2,2,9,85,18,89,73,17,61,0,0,0,1,48,27,0,16,29,343,114,2,0.0,0.0,0.04177060695994606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423040685462713,0.035616423048179816,0.3710256174231187,0.4160931331689196,0.08732472547829817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029929607581126456,0.0,0.0,0.1524188227343135,0.0,0.0,0.0402158416476114,0.0,0.0,0.10437187810709636,0.04727374278352671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092483516043416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625600343486826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472115261932967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444464842578854,0.037911709450154964,0.08845611260351198,0.0,0.05654338153584089,0.038718740423261934,0.0,0.08180226444573555,0.0,0.12561180942113012,0.0,0.0,0.1082151433897499,0.06115848579337371,0.0,0.0,0.039122153136759735,0.036409128095773485,0.051758862751498366,0.0,0.06614065117336235,0.0,0.11181682414194234,0.0,0.07297963427957485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785150607635936,0.04556573849071845,0.07668809518058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072304021688881,0.057381344339882435,0.045224860023701165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664119108961333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023524002630754832,0.0,0.04828486601030002,0.04532333969407277,0.04650675754257823,0.0,0.0907013615030137,0.10455955545704557,0.0,0.07559357268566687,0.11364078998632693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03863235286744684,0.0,0.08571616619380368,0.0,0.0,0.04662619094397801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943977704422972,0.031738682528030304,0.06602628968676927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029005151999325407,0.032554431231391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086133719745635,0.32642455053775915,0.03737487112703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198895190501125,0.0,0.046150037265665474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105481466189694,0.04281566282072342,0.048720413395692934,0.027421389343267433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546603350912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285435074038937,0.0,0.0,0.07793445260660746,0.0,0.0483564260578776,0.0,0.035407976828762594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036267757595644205,0.0988580146875118,0.0,0.04791566249908854,0.060593895462368375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044748117581149466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436668139428603,0.06880859531052465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531138518113593,0.08228137723524896,0.0420547907107417,0.0,0.12479701468148688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02906116019867637,0.0,0.0,0.04456055625245447,0.0,0.0,0.04714264617617426,0.035317848334709634,0.025246955062639773,0.06795177176957079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252321020470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362101379289037,0.030406789917276262,0.0,0.4160931331689196,0.0 lonely,random_125,2019/04/20,"How can I be happy alone If I try do an activity/ hobby, the feelings of loneliness come in. However the common advice is to do a hobby. When I feel lonely the only thing I feel like doing is going in my bed and wallowing in loneliness. 18m",1.2796000000000018,3.34870776,5.065999999999999,76.55300000000003,81.4,8.0,22.0,8.841846274778883,1.9994,188,6,35,5,5,71,38,50,0.18600000000000005,0.7,0.114,-0.4404,1,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,12,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,5,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33022655820487995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499991546450038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911014211184815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126108706652378,0.2414211146816751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920564734751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597385133074967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509816488488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570150968833211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450926134275515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294359514658662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,manraj-sirohi,2019/04/20,"Lost my friend as I was friendzoned I broke all contacts with my only friend because I realised that I had been friendzoned by her. Its just so odd now as suddenly one day I said i’m done, and suddenly stopped talking to her. She’s my classmate as well, and we see each other everyday. It feels so bad, and awkward. I haven’t even told her as to why did I stop talking to her. Also, I do suspect that she now has a boyfriend, and so does not pay much attention to me as well. What should I do?",1.7603775620280473,3.42072572815534,3.079158576051782,93.37034519956852,78.12621359223301,6.131175836030206,26.97842502696871,6.937597516519254,1.0744334412081988,382,16,86,4,9,124,68,103,0.189,0.701,0.111,-0.8218,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,16,13,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,8,3,20,4,11,7,3,8,0,2,1,0,14,0,0,0,8,67,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180082945561126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937549240537126,0.13095940771892434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854867116058095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880006646551633,0.2198474126994252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418943089011142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086253603293285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33195687040985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451417363071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792601521040942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557551691199336,0.16338918528667062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435413859883145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119304714029487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921783430715376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34534715868928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052808916763562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863189894144508,0.0,0.1938521904600952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,PyroGengar98,2019/04/20,"Being in the closet I have a good amount of fri6and we get along well. But I'm never truly me cause I'm in the closet. I want to find someone who makes me happy in that special way but coming out can potentially hurt me. My school is very homophobic..I'm just surviving the high school life, not living it.",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,4.471806451612904,85.08770967741938,74.3225806451613,6.895483870967742,22.07741935483871,7.554174236665415,0.8053767741935487,241,6,49,3,5,80,49,62,0.095,0.723,0.182,0.4103,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,1,13,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,7,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520909087251313,0.0,0.21138828298900555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428893897876556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821010520101775,0.0,0.0,0.2058278441844134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612302831120096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592760126141473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627031808537651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333156540341782,0.0,0.0,0.21669055575767174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163804787718185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926573911694256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967108967172618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792457004680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024787005539815,0.1447418485288678,0.19478517374346355,0.0,0.0,0.2206418921504708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,DriftingBlade,2019/04/20,"Nobody will ever love me. People in general already don't like me, except some online, but literally nobody does in real life. I've just accepted it at this point, i can't even count the number of times i thought i actually had at least one friend, only to eventually realize they weren't actually my friend. Nobody likes me, and so definitely nobody will ever love me. Loneliness is just the feeling i get every time I wake up at this point.",5.15827450980392,6.46018272941177,7.01029411764706,70.03465686274511,68.76470588235293,9.901960784313726,28.284313725490193,10.125756701596842,3.026843137254902,352,12,61,9,6,123,60,85,0.052000000000000005,0.64,0.308,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,2,14,12,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,11,7,9,7,2,12,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,6,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3811631070439749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551493014803336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090558936595351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289917274223507,0.3533143632485708,0.16454601906340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987479552863543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017717234432912,0.0,0.10203454345444712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794394064690296,0.19082435200120804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525260637341302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233819976505204,0.14853205470661884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539424550346965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692372972142051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229057102493668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504388389291254,0.2277583273397065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,AltChocolateMalt,2019/04/20,Spent my b-day alone When I was a kid and teen it was a day I looked forward to because I felt cared for. But now I just feel dread because I reinforces the belief that no one cares about me and no one would care if I was gone.,1.1067647058823518,2.054584333333331,2.5707352941176502,99.34080882352943,78.21568627450979,5.8843137254901965,20.59313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.295945098039216,175,4,46,1,4,57,38,51,0.17600000000000002,0.655,0.16899999999999998,0.1531,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,6,3,8,3,3,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454670537635356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889536864238846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7249311682449201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056989183007374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983750863339684,0.0,0.2275632195594737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902560394377944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32120321096034155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836247844267166,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,128NeoForce,2019/04/20,"Anyone else do this? I'm so lonely and depressed that I make strange noises to myself to entertain myself. Just wondering if anyone else is like this, or if I'm just an idiot.",3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,75.0,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.327952380952381,139,4,25,2,3,47,25,35,0.279,0.609,0.112,-0.7967,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115118972733037,0.6030156581382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534488044699317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916389515782554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376232941762687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964232356527186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911631795100515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,yeolitis,2019/04/20,"feel so alone and lost i feel so lonely that it hurts like ive been stabbed in the chest multiple times. i only have 1 friend and even so, theyre not really available and have so many other friends. every time i want to make plans with people, they make outlandish excuses to not hang with me or just downright ignore me. i dont even have internet friends to reach out to. im shy and awkward too so that doesnt help me out at all... i feel so lost in this life and i just wish i weren’t suffering alone. it just sucks that i have no one that can truly understand me and it sucks that i’m stuck in this mental state where i can’t help but feel upset all the time. does it really ever get any better?",2.705178132678132,3.731752871621623,3.769434889434887,92.00160933660936,74.33783783783784,7.273710073710076,21.562653562653566,7.686295010490155,0.5575054054054059,547,12,126,7,11,177,85,148,0.214,0.669,0.117,-0.8321,1,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,4,14,15,2,2,2,0,11,2,1,2,3,30,27,14,0,2,7,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,5,4,15,5,12,22,2,13,0,5,0,0,7,7,2,1,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31552848766162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358719694540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472035002395222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330188675331067,0.0,0.17852544330076456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012203428192096,0.13778797818376512,0.12834158836041046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080832827419481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306106944506965,0.0,0.07958427343980144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042023923203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630685954573703,0.0,0.16453868541372987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759266342685232,0.07441900014683292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325645882444936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335815177865055,0.15443509300615454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535092154366574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322033225282133,0.11585111528062507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560396794576044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951684251757666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664683016289568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857718731678638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898460759660331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751678787362462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,how-was-your-dinner,2019/04/20,Maybe I can help you? If you ever want someone to vent to feel free to pm me. I love talking to new people and I don’t judge either. I truly am interested in everyone’s story.,-0.7731578947368442,1.3498101052631597,2.9003157894736837,87.8052105263158,92.68421052631578,5.145263157894737,18.12631578947369,6.742157984588678,0.28387789473684233,136,4,29,2,5,50,31,38,0.0,0.603,0.397,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33285174471265233,0.0,0.35161301923254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605770171163832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466438779864404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332109100495403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967733714995815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35538965476204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255105455807225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31178148515577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957619585498573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170394219805979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,theredditappblows,2019/04/20,Hey I’m cool to talk to if you’re feeling lonely. I’ve been in situations where I’ve felt cripplingly lonely but luckily I’ve gotten out of that slump. I was lucky enough to find an incredible person to share my life with but it took a lot of work to get there and during my dark times having any kind of conversation helped me immensely. I’ll talk about anything! Did work suck? Tell me about it! what did you eat for dinner? I want to know! If you wanna have a deep conversation or just talk about something small and weird I’m down to clown! If I don’t get back to you right away don’t worry I will respond!,1.3674500302846724,3.5325298031496075,2.9003149606299203,91.66883706844338,81.6771653543307,6.112416717141127,18.430648092065415,7.321109707123232,0.1932972743791641,483,11,107,7,13,158,84,127,0.101,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.5541,0,4,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,7,8,1,0,3,1,9,3,0,0,0,19,20,8,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,3,11,4,21,12,2,11,0,2,0,0,14,8,1,6,2,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364810288529438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172861059978788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184647735656761,0.15112052848529178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011007036766906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306948988357265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937218952559623,0.0,0.18870098052770165,0.0,0.1796261546387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535910765767806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173086608681606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046572276992421,0.1080085270230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881595192650922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708398267321806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160365272324385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678367562582431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090954701164944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129948643555707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738935254348493,0.1717771208998014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459904969577467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835363557616905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591932167908063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861544244560337,0.19958719378942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 lonely,pmuh2,2019/04/20,Sometimes I Wish Things Were Different It's been 15 years now since I've had friends. I hardly even remember. Most of the time I'm too dead inside to care. I had the itch to get out of my room tonight. Driving around town alone. Sitting at bars alone. Same as it ever was. I work at home alone as a software engineer. I have no one. At some point you don't truly want things to be different. 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