I have a hard time being myself, I think, around people and letting them see that true
version of me, which matters so much, you know, I know that, I know it matters.
I think when I'm with someone, I find it hard to be entirely myself and I'm not okay
with that. I find exploring other people's lives kind of fascinating. I don't
necessarily feel like that's a private matter. I wouldn't consider what I do
personally to be an addiction or any sort of thing I can't live without. I just, I
choose this lifestyle, I mean, I guess, but it's also just what I know. I mean,
it's, I've always been like this and, but I don't think there's something wrong
with me. I would like to think that they would appreciate it and take it as a
compliment. I don't think that I'm hurting anyone and the photos I produce
are important to me. I spend a lot of time editing them, picking out the right
ones, making sure that the people on the other end are being represented
correctly and accurately. The whole time I'm thinking, okay, just this could go
really wrong. This could go really wrong really quickly if I'm not careful. I want
to catch them in the moments that maybe, you know, when you don't think anyone's
around and you're truly yourself, you're 100% who you are, I want to capture that
and say, look, I accept you. I am part of your life. I, you know, I love who you
are and I've seen you in your quietest moments and I, and I love it and I want
to capture those moments and, you know.
