Mr. Adams, how are you feeling?
The good news is that you're awake.
I was beginning to worry since you've been out for so long.
And the bad news?
Perfectly honest.
Is your excessive drink?
Your liver seems to be getting progressively worse.
So I need a transplant.
You're already on the donor list and I'm trying to keep you on top.
I prescribed you some disulf around the last time you were here.
Did you see a psychotherapist?
I recommended you.
Wait a time.
I took the meds though.
Mr. Adams, you've been coming here for a long time.
The condition keeps progressing into a more critical state.
The psychotherapy would have helped.
Yeah, I know Doc, but I...
Mr. Adams, get some rest.
I'll come check on you later.
Mr. Adams, how are you feeling?
Josh, how are you?
I'm fine.
Joshua, are you awake?
Yeah.
What?
Clarence, my name is Clarence. You don't remember me.
Clarence?
Clarence, why are you here?
Because you might not wake up again.
What do you mean? I'm awake. I'm alive and well.
You're dying, Joshua. Your liver is failing and you know death is near.
What? Dr. York, Dr. York, someone help me.
No one can hear you. The dead do not talk to the living.
Well, except for the crazy ones.
What do you mean by that? I am not dead.
What's going on?
Answer me, damn it.
Answer me. Please.
It's amazing that when the truth stares us in the face, we choose not to accept it.
All the abuse you'd gone through with your father when you were a child, I was there.
I've seen all of it. So why do you keep choosing to not accept the truth?
I have faith. I'll make it out of this.
Faith?
Faith in what? God, the same God who took away Lorraine?
That's not true.
She died of heart disease. That wasn't her fault.
No, it's not. But it's not God's fault either.
I believe that God didn't exist at one point. I blamed him for her disease.
But then I realized it's not God's fault. I have to believe.
If not, how else am I going to see her again?
So what? You think she's with God right now waiting for you up in heaven?
I'm not sure. But I'd rather believe in God and find out there isn't one
than to not believe in God and find out there is one.
And what makes you so sure?
It's called faith.
And what happens if there is nothing?
What do you mean?
What if all life ends in darkness?
I have to believe I'll see her again. I have to believe that God is there for me.
That the end isn't just a fade to black.
Clarence.
Clarence, please talk to me.
Clarence.
Clarence.
Clarence.
