I always believed you couldn't really get to know someone to grow genuinely close to
them without fighting and then making up please just wait and I'll say go and
then you can do it for 30 seconds that I won't play where is that desire for
conflict really juvenile making up after a fight can still make me feel more
present in a given moment than any kiss or whispered I love you and I love you
maybe conflict is a drug a high the test maybe eventually gets too dangerous or
it loses his thrill need more and more to feel it then you have too much to save
any feelings at all lost my spine for fighting is a good or bad are we doomed
to ordinary feelings to half-ness to silly boring happy lives
resolution of a fight with someone you love is the most together you will ever
feel more than love or joy or sex will ever provide I fear the fights now
