I sit and watch with hope in my heart.
He is what I want.
My body warms as he enters the room.
Objects blur around the world I'm in, leaving just me and him.
My heart skips a beat as he smiles directly at me.
In the seconds our skin touched, time slowed.
To feel his warmth against my skin inflicted such an intense emotion, leaving me wanting
more.
He is the one and I've always known.
I'm tired of wishing.
I want to be with him.
And I know in time, I will be.
Fuck!
He is the one and I've always known.
He is the one and I've always known.
Alice, just heading off now, just to remind you again that there's...
There's money in the hallway covered, we've gone for six days, no house parties, back
and have a couple of phones, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Good, you were listening!
Of course you can have friends over, why don't you get Faye to come over, I never see her
here anymore.
Mum.
What happened to you two?
Her parents never saw her when you were at secondary school, she was here all the time.
Beautiful girl she was.
Mum, please.
Alright, okay.
Keys, phone, purse.
Love you.
You too.
Good luck with your exam.
Thanks.
And no house parties.
Thanks.
I'll bring the best but he'll bring the last
Absolute dick
You ready for this English exam?
Not in the slightest, do you?
I like to say yeah but I don't know
Why is it?
I feel like I've neglected it till the last minute
What? Because of Faye?
I should've listened to you
I spent way too much time with her
Let's just leave it
Wait, did you say your mum's away?
Yep
I don't know man, maybe
Oh come on, she never goes away
I'll think about it
This is our last exam right?
Beach after this? We can talk about it then
Yes, God yes
What called today?
Just saw I picked it up from that English tutor
Oh, let me look
Oh come on, no
Hi Fred
You alright?
You're not bad
What's happening later?
We're going to the beach after the exam
Hi Al
Hi
So we're going to the beach later
Yeah, why?
You mind if I come?
Yeah, can't see why not
Why don't we live
Sponger than we're followers
Ships my shores and try to lease
For this weather
What's wrong?
Those answers I gave
I'm such an idiot
Don't worry, I'm sure it'll be fine
And I can't see anything about it now
Don't worry
Yeah, okay, just ignore the fact
I might just not get into uni
So, you sure you're going?
You know I'm going
What?
Do you think we'll laugh?
No, no, no, please, seriously, I'm not in the mood
What?
What is it?
Seriously Fred
What now?
You picking at every little thing Alice does
Just, I don't know, maybe calm down
Where you at with him, yeah?
Okay, what are you actually going on about?
Seriously, are you that naive?
You're making no sense whatsoever
God, Alice was right, we really should have had a break during exams
At least then I wouldn't be feeling like shit right now
Alice said what?
Where you go again?
Babe, actually listen to yourself, stop blaming him for everything
Seriously Fred, I've never seen you, it's this much of a fucking dick
I've had enough, just don't even go there
And don't put me in a shitier mood than I already am
See?
You know what, just go
Fine, I'll go
Fred, Fred, come on
Are you alright?
Shame you have me, please
I was thinking about the house party
Oh, yeah, a house party
I was thinking, um, maybe a Halloween house party
There's nowhere near Halloween
Halloween themed, you two
What are you thinking of going as then?
James Bond
Yeah, you would totally pull off James Bond
Really? James Bond doesn't mean for being hot
And? You can still pull that off
Think I'm hot, do you?
Yeah, you're the fittest person in my life
Yeah
I'll probably go to someone else
And you are, you alright now?
I couldn't ask for a better friend
Yeah
Hello?
Alright, mate
Yeah, I'm good, what have you been up to?
I've gone out since, great, I could do with the drink
Where shall we go?
No, let's go to the old bookshop
Yeah, opens at 7, I think
Yeah, I know close at 11, but fucking, let's go out
Alright, mate
Cool, I'll catch you later
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Fuck it
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Boop
Alice!
Man, what are you doing here?
This
This is my friend, Tom
You must be Alice
Yes
He's the guy with the house party
Oh, mate, can I come?
Yeah, sure I should come
I told you Freddie wouldn't mind, right, anyway
I am off, because I am fucked!
Alright, there you go, catch you later
Alright
Are you sure you don't want us to walk you home after?
Probably a good idea
No, mate, mate, mate
You see it there?
You see that street there?
You see the greyish house to the right?
Yeah, I live just there
Okay, cool
So I guess I'll catch up the house party then
Oh, man
Freddie, you were so right about this kid
Right, I am off!
You can go, part or you can go, part!
Hey, mate, where were you off to?
I was almost just going to see a friend
to stop a bar out there
You don't mind
Tom
Inviting himself, do you?
No, of course not
He's ferocious
I do like him, but
he's such a twat sometimes!
Fuck you!
What the mate?
I guess I shall see you
sometime tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you
Fred, wait!
Why don't you just stay at mine
My mum's away and
it'll save you a 20 minute walk
Well
You sure?
Yeah, there's loads of food in the fridge
and, you know, you're drunk as well
You don't want to walk home when you're drunk
Hey, where am I sleeping?
I'll just grab some sheets from the spare bedroom
Don't trouble yourself, mate, I'll just share your bed
All right?
Yeah
Yeah, that's fine
You all right?
Yeah
Just tidy
All right
Do you normally sit in your clothes?
No
I was just a bit of an idiot
Elle, can I ask you something?
Yeah
It's about Faye
Be honest, our relationship
Does it work?
What do you mean?
We've been together for two years now
and it's just...
Do you love her?
She's a beautiful girl
Amazing personality
It's just...
It's nearly summer now and hopefully I'll go into uni
I'm just thinking when I leave
What?
What is it?
I'm thinking of starting anew
Guess what I'm saying is I think...
No
No, I know I'm going to have to break up with Faye before I leave
Elle?
Elle, say something
When will you do it?
I don't know now
Not until after results
And if you don't get into uni?
I doubt we would last anyway
I'm going to get my head down now
What's the same?
Night
Night, Fred
Last night, Freddie lay with me
My heart sank into bliss as I felt the warmth from his body
This was just a glimmer of what our lives would become
He needed me
And I needed him
Hope
Who needs hope when I have truth?
I know we are meant to be together
The future is ours and I know we will be forever
Oh, my head
Shit, Fred
I'm not surprised your head hurts, huh?
No, it's just a drink last night
Four pints before I went out and can't actually remember how much I had at the pub
Yeah, you were pretty gone
Not as drunk as Tom, though
Oh, my God, Tom
How was party tonight?
Yeah
Shall we go and be alright for it?
Well, I was sleeping, I'll be fine
Oh, my head
Shit, Fred
I'm not surprised your head hurts, huh?
No, it's just a drink last night
Four pints before I went out and can't actually remember how much I had at the pub
I'm not surprised your head hurts, huh?
No, it's just a drink last night
Four pints before I went out and can't actually remember how much I had at the pub
I'm not surprised your head hurts, huh?
No, it's just a drink last night
Four pints before I went out and can't actually remember how much I had at the pub
I'm not surprised your head hurts, huh?
No, it's just a drink last night
Four pints before I went out and can't actually remember how much I had at the pub
I was in secondary school and it just seems like something's different
What? You still haven't? What do you mean?
You just seem to now always be quiet around me
I don't know, maybe it's just me
Do you remember our art classes?
Those were the best
Things were so simple about me
Do you remember when Mr. Davis had a massive girly for spilling melted wax on a table and it was you?
Oh my god, that was a long time ago
When was it we first met?
Year eight, I moved up to the second set of English and sat next to you
and we were in like loads of classes together after that
Elle, do you really like Freddie?
Well, you get, of course I do
How are you, Freddie?
Why? Has he said anything to you?
No, I just mean because at the beach you just seemed a bit...
To be honest, I don't know how we are
I haven't spoken to him since...
Well, since then
He just seems really distant since exams
I've wanted a long time now to talk to you, to ask for your advice
But I don't want to put you in the middle
Because I'm scared of losing Freddie because I love him
At the same time, I'm equally scared of losing my best friend too
You're not going to lose me
Hey guys
Hey, Fred
Hi
Can we talk?
Yeah, sure
Catch you in a sec
This is ridiculous
Did you realise I was degrading that? I'm sorry
Degrading? I'm not trying to degrade you, I'm trying to help
You're not... again!
Oh for fuck's sake, are you serious?
You know what else?
I don't think you really love me anymore
Yeah, and I don't think that you're much of a man to stay otherwise
You're just a bit of a coward
Is that how it is?
Yeah, I think it is
Is that how it fucking is?
Oh, you know what? I'm done with you, and I'm done with this, it's bullshit!
No, I'm not fucking...
Fuck off!
Fuck off me!
What just happened?
I don't know
I think...
I think we just broke up
Really?
She was saying that she knew I didn't love her on all this crap
For fuck's sake!
Hey, I think it's gonna be alright
I promise
I promise
I love you
I'm a small boat on an ocean trying to get home
Close your eyes, close your eyes
The darkness will be our disguise
The darkness will be our disguise
I don't care if it's clear
How is it clear?
Close your eyes, close your eyes
Elle?
Elle, it's alright
What's wrong with you?
I'm just a stupid idiot
Stupid fucking idiot
Have I?
Have I done something to upset you?
What? No!
It's just you seem to be avoiding me most of the night
Of course I'm not avoiding you
Elle
Look, I'm always here for you
I don't have you mate
I'm sorry
Don't be
Look, I don't know what you intended
But I mean, are we interested?
Elle
I'm not gay
Please look at me
Elle, come on
I'm just a cool
Elle
Elle
Elle
Elle
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