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The cross is everywhere the burden and my crazy Tyler Durden don't debate it seems the worst and I don't even know this person
In the me. I hate my sight two more oxy sleep tonight from fun to habit gotta have it alcohol like in the attic
This is tragic needs a magic. I'm insane. I thought the static fools try to hit the bottom pride and eagle date a model
Drinking sales tag and why will eat them pills gobble gobble shake all morning panic attack
Well, I found my way back need a winner. Hey stacks. Someone passed the J back numb the pain all the time
Can't believe I wrote this rhyme. It's my secret. This is mine. I'm sick of jail and doing time
All my knees got take my life and said because we'd like a knife ain't got the strength to eat and fight can take the pain
Not tonight. I keep a smile inside a crumble every way I turn on stumble. I need you, but I hate you
I need some kind of breakthrough. I sit in tears. Can't take it now. I live in hell. I'm breaking down
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Waking up blood is itching scared to death who is snitching feel like hell look at my health
Sad when you can't trust yourself push my dad stole from mom and tied life made a drama all my friends
Weather down when I need help than not around trapped in a maze
I give up running place my feet is stuck things I've done them so embarrassed on the things that I most cherish search all day
For what I need to mean is meet my eyes are green trade my soul for one more bean friends a dynamite the sequel after pills
And comes the needle so much stress. I ain't working always shaking bodies hurt and can't forget got dimension
Extreme anger some depression clearing tremors. I can die look to the sky wonder why hallucinate with open eyes 30 packs every night
I give up. I quit the fight hit my knees saw a light pray to God with all my might before my daughter a minute
Then I heard a voice say Jason listen. I love you something. You are miss my name is Jesus
He can do to soak in you first to verse 2002 God loves everyone that he meets help me put these poems and beads
It ain't been easy, but I can breathe now. I work up those in need making progress prayers on these are back my mind here that is easy
Tell me about those nights you stay awake. Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you'd rather die alone and be stuck here with me
They are gonna see things my way you gave me so much room that I can't bring
