It's all happened within three days, would've known that it would be the scarring
here we are three days since all this started vodka in my left hand vodka in my right
made a handsome babe I am the rock star of your night memorial day weekend but I am not on
south beach I am home alone sitting on my couch lounging drinking and excess and popping pills
so I can feel pain digging up a fresh grave so I can get brave that's just a joke if that line
of thermometer on Thursday might determinate your mom get it thermometer I don't want to go to
sleep because when I do I see you pills with alcohol equal I see you you haunt me in my dreams
in my dreams I caught you and woke up desperately in need of some vodka I'm singing to you under
the stars and crashing like a comet I feel sick and I think I'm gonna vomit everybody's looking at
me what the fuck everybody's yelling at me what the fuck I hear what you're saying don't you think
I've heard enough look from my perspective don't you think I'm heard enough dear spirit in my dreams
I know that we were meant to be it was pretty obvious from the words you said to me sentimental
cost from detrimental when I am asleep and manifest when I'm alone so I'm the only one that
sees love is my best friend love is my enemy love always fucks me it took my virginity I wrote
this song while buzzed so to infinity and beyond we should all be happy for eons this isn't about
what you think this is something different it's a general idea not something specific if I wanted
to be specific when it comes to this topic I would have talked about that November and that hot chick
that was my missed opportunity I was Johnny she was Gina her parents were at Lois she won at my
pita I think I really liked her Facebook thumbs up take another sip of beer and write some more
dumb stuff I'm down in the dumps and I just try to fuck Jessica I'm not picking up my phone Jackie
I'm a mess of a person see in person I can keep my composure I almost had you I almost got to hold
you everybody's looking at me what the fuck everybody's yelling at me what the fuck I hear
what you say don't you think I'm heard enough look for my perspective don't you think I'm heard enough
dear spirit in my dreams I know that we were meant to be it was pretty obvious from the words
you said to me sentimental thoughts were detrimental when I am asleep and manifest when I'm alone so
I'm the only one that's waking up in the morning taste of beer so in my throat I still feel like
shit in my stomach this is kind of gross had a dream last night and girl you were missing
girl where were you oh yeah you were with him doing what couples do fucking and hard kissing does
he make you sweat like I do I bet that your body glistens in the light of the night your eyes
remind me of the moon because they're usually on something dark yeah I know I'm rubber food
that was a pick-up line I used to start our relationship I knew that it was lame but still
had the balls to say the shit eating chips is sober up before my fucking mom gets home so fly
sample and a dream pattern that's monotone and repetitive some might even say it's lazy but
I don't give a fuck and that's the attitude that made me I do still love you but I knew that we
would be a dud epidemic today but soon I'll be swimming in the flood everybody's looking at me
what the fuck everybody's yelling at me what the fuck I hear what you're saying don't you think
I've heard enough look for my perspective don't you think I'm heard enough dear spirit in my
dreams I know that we were meant to be it was pretty obvious from the words you said to me
sentimental thoughts were detrimental when I am asleep and manifest when I'm alone
