The wind is picking up, so I have a little bit of time to set and to look.
So, yes!
This is the first camp of the trip. I'm stopping where I stopped last year and now the forecasts are not very good.
Tomorrow and Sunday, a lot of wind, 27 m per second, which is more or less 50 knots.
I'm tired. The first day is hard.
It's so hard. I'm exhausted. I made like 11-12 km and I already did it.
Probably you can't hear anything. The wind is getting stronger, I was telling.
It's getting really tough.
Another night and I woke up with my thumb and yesterday I fell.
I don't feel so much, but I cannot use it like this. This is quite a big handicap.
So, I don't know what to do because it's visibility is very bad. The track to Finca is not marked, so it's really, really difficult to see.
I don't know what to do, but I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
Okay, in Finca, a man on the snow, beautiful weather as you can see.
I was kiting, well ski sailing till now, with the guide of Ronny Finzas, who today went from here to Iaido, you can imagine.
And now the wind dropped down. It was beautiful, I was sailing before, to be very prudent.
With a 4 and then a 6, UL from Wolf Beringer.
Hi Wolf, great to kite with your kites, to ski with your para-wing or he-sail, pardon me.
Now some, a little bit of wind is coming, this guy is trying, but still, yeah he's picking up a little bit.
Welcome to Ronny Finzas, from very kindly, beautiful, as usually, snow as magic.
Bye bye, from the snow.
It's better than I decided to move the year to next year, and this year to do a few kilometers.
My friend Bruno is coming from Brazil, probably.
And their Lalia, in April, will do some trip in Iaido.
And we are changing the project a little bit, so more of me, and less of me.
Bye bye, peace now.
I'm trying to ski.
I have to give up my trip.
I have to give up.
I realize that I'm not ready, and I have to listen, like last year.
The voices are people who are more experienced than me.
So I spent these weeks trying to go, I went, I had a little accidents,
and I was feeling that I was not ready, that also something inside me changed.
Going alone, why, I was not, I'm not sure anymore about the way of doing this trip.
So many things changed in my life.
Quite suddenly, I start thinking about the possibility of sharing.
Also my love for Lalia, and she is a very deep person,
very talented and very visionary in the literal sense of the word.
And she told me, she knew what I didn't know.
So listening to other people is opening.
A door is taking off, ear plugs from my ears.
I can listen to my deeper inner voice.
A great friend of mine, also Bruno from Brazil, Bruno Porta,
he helped me and saved my trip, maybe my life.
When I drove a little boat from London to Istanbul,
and he came from Brazil to help me till Budapest,
and he is coming here in April, so now I have to stop for 2-3 weeks,
and then I will come back here.
So this is what I decided, to stop for a while,
go back to Italy, and then come back here in the end of March,
and do some mice with Bruno, testing all the material, which are fantastic.
And then next year do something different, still walking.
I would like to walk all the way, all the length of Norway.
But for sure in a different way, no more with this sort of competitive way.
I don't know something which is a performance, and I'm not a performer at all.
So I'm changing, I'm changing, I'm changing, I'm changed.
So, let's see.
