The first time I had sex I've had two partners, since the first time I've had sex I've had four.
It's just like everybody does it, it's not a big thing.
Because it's so casual nowadays. It's crazy, it's crazy.
Stephanie and my parents, when they were like 17 or 18, were doing over 13 or 14 or 12.
I think a lot of girls our age are really corrupted now.
I've got lots of offers, you know, take off your shirt, I'll give you 20 bucks or, you know, do a strip tease up on the table, I'll give you 100 bucks.
It has become normalized to discount a lot of sexual access being an intimate act.
This is my guy friend, you should like, you should like make out with him and I was like eight years old.
So when he was telling me to do something, I felt obligated to do it.
The big problem these days is probably that a lot of girls can't say no.
Sleep with somebody and get 100 bucks. Wow, five minutes and I got 100 bucks, right?
One night we'd make between maybe two or four hundred bucks.
I was about 13 years old when I started recruiting.
Every single school I would suggest has someone recruiting in it.
I would even suggest some elementary schools.
I asked them how old I was, they told me they were 19.
There's pedophiles out there right now who don't care if you're a boy or a girl and to them you could be 16 or you could be eight and they don't care.
We need to be afraid, you know, not all men out there are looking for this, but there certainly are some that's for sure.
You don't want to end up down the road I went down.
If I see a man's penis sometimes I get really scared just because I've had bad experiences, like I get freaked out.
It's just like you're just terrified and worried all the time.
Constantly afraid that I would never see her again.
But yeah, I feel responsible. Our mother. She's my baby.
It's behind closed doors so half the time nobody ever finds out about it, not the police, not social workers, nobody.
This has been, by the looks of it, fairly secretive and fairly well hidden and if it hadn't been for the parents coming forward, I doubt that we would know about it now.
When I was a little girl I dreamed about being an inventor and I used to have all kinds of books that I'd filled with pictures of my inventions
and they're all kind of inventions to make life easier like I wanted a machine that made your bed for you or that cooked your breakfast for you.
Heather's always been very creative. She's always been very argumentative.
At one point I thought she could be a lawyer even because she's just like so verbally astute.
I had a really good childhood. Like a really, really good childhood and my parents have always been like, you know, very supportive people and like very, very neat people.
My mom's a biologist and so she studies endangered plants and animals and things like that and so she's always dragging around on some adventure.
My dad's a geologist so he studies a whole bunch of stuff hard to get into but so he's also a really outdoorsy person.
I was really curious about things like, you know, trying cigarettes or trying this and, you know, meeting these people even though they're older than me and, you know, could lead me to whatever but I was really curious.
I think my curiosity kind of led me into just a different path than what a lot of my peers were taking.
I didn't watch TV ever. I didn't have television. I didn't ever read magazines. I read like Narnia Bucks and stuff.
I was about a pretty natural lifestyle with my parents and then all of a sudden you're exposed to magazines showing girls like, you know, in certain ways, very sexual way.
You have to have this, you know, this type of makeup and look this way to be cool and to be cool you have to look sexy and so you have to buy this and you should wear that.
Then you can see that girls would be sucked into wanting this especially if their parents won't buy them all this stuff.
