I should've known that I'd be laying here up alone staring at the painting
I miss her the way
And to the night she was the only lady ever known
I was forever the same with the stare at the wall in marketing days
Two months gone and I'm still in the waiting here for us but it's always the same thing
Bounces through my head as she says my name
And I, I don't want to wait, die and it's too late
Watch the smoke become a phase, he's like a blaze
And I, I, I swear I'm afraid
It's stormin' out, the sky is screamin' and hollow, can't the rain
As you crash on the window
Just watch all the colors as they fade
Into her eyes she was looking at me
Then to those eyes I was falling and wasted
Drink on the line and don't touch the pain
Room's dark, all the colors turn gray
And fan spins, it's just drawn for the desperate
I miss her taste
And I, I don't want to wait
Time is running away
Watch my breath become a phase
Seems like a place
And I, I, I know I'm afraid
Sometimes at night I go down to the river
To the place where I look and kiss her
To stare at the moon and watch it break
So many better ways
That I could've been to her right a day
That I could've given her
I wish I wouldn't have been so strange
