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No, the project should be done until Sunday, no, until Monday, yeah, no, it's, um, it's
out of the question to, um, to leave, yeah, no, no, we'll talk on, on, on, on, on
MSN or on the internet or maybe on the phone, but, um, it's out of the question
for us to meet, yes, excuse me, can you help me to get on, please?
Sorry, I wasn't paying attention, yeah, no, um, no, she, she said that she's gonna have it ready.
There's absolutely no problem concerning, yes, absolutely no problem.
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
How are you?
What do you mean by that?
What do you mean by that?
Hello.
Hello.
I was afraid.
I'm still afraid, actually, talking to people next to me, I mean, one touch, one
handhold, that it makes me break into pieces, one eye contact, and I breathe inside.
Don't you think that I want to be happy?
Yes, I want to be happy, but I'm afraid to be happy.
Do you think I like speaking on a goddamn phone every day?
But it's easier, at least they don't know who I am.
I'm prepared now.
I'm going to show you.
Yes, I'm not afraid anymore.
Maybe I want to preserve memories which bring you a part of the past.
One more tear for what has been spoken, for the moments that don't come back anymore.
Celluloid dreams forgotten and thrown away in dust.
I can't see what's going on.
Waking life brings me roughness and dies slowly.
Passes and gets lost, trembles off the edge of the ambice, and pays back what is done
and all.
Silence is a dialogue with yourself.
Life is a long conversation with friends.
Word by word, phrase by phrase.
They talk, they chat, they speak, they shout, like an actor, like a theater, a boring play.
And then, she, one look, one question, behind the scenes.
I didn't change anything by ignoring them.
Perhaps just asking, just trying, just believing in them.
And I will explore the exciting backstage.
I wish I could write.
I don't want to be afraid to take a risk and make one step to fulfill my dream.
I have to stop comparing myself with the writers that I like and concentrate just on my work.
I shouldn't be bothered by doubt anymore.
And now I've found a way to make the first step.
Her step was like a step of courage.
She filled me with a self-confidence. I simply don't mind the others anymore.
