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Lyrics I freely distribute along with my feelings to don't give a fuck about anything and I know why I do it all started at birth
The so-called lesson was a cursed light brought me a pain explained to me through physical hurt
I never knew the meaning but felt the constant green but walk in a few steps keeping up its
That was heavy breathing to bum knees and never enjoying a walk through nature
I ain't a hater, but if they felt I would for my trade second grade up into high school kids considered shishly cool
Making fun of me the nights I cry to sleep I try to keep a happy face plus a steady pace above average grades
Plus I try to tell my mom will get the rent paid somehow some way my dad was never there
But because the money is the only reason that he can and the physical abuse had me a recluse scared to take advantage
Of the best years of my youth but then the time came when my mother used to place the blame on me and my brother
Saying know what she could have became and the reason that her life was late
She had two sons and we used to put it a shame, but I can't blame it. So
Did it have to be so hard
Did the night time always seem so long
Did it have to be so hard
I
Know you love me and my brother
I know about the hard times that you have to suffer plus what you have to do just to bring them suffer
So this song is just to say I love you
Growing up, I gave you attitude, but now with these I'm showing my gratitude and I hope it for surpasses the latitude
So for me, this is how I'm asking you
For your forgiveness
For all of the sins that you knew and helped to cover up and get brit, it's the least that I could do so just listen
Let me pour out my heart quick cuz for us. I know you overcame the hardships my disability and keeping the apartment and never even
Care if we messed up the carpet my you could have chose to say the meanest words instead
I used to yell at you while I was being served
We never went one day without talking except when I did drugs and you would ask me often like son
Did it have to be so hard
But we made it through those times
Did the night time always seem so long you and me
Did it have to be so we used to talk every night
Did the night time always seem so my I know I messed up here and there
But I love being the most important person in the world to me
If I could go through it all again
I would take away the hard times
And hope for better days
And I love you
I know I don't say it often enough
But I hope you know it
And I hope nowadays I show it in the morning
I love you my love
